Desperate Remedies

第5章

Cythereawasanacquisition,andthegreetingwashearty。

\'Goodafternoon!Oyes——MissGraye,fromMissAldclyffe\'s。Ihaveseenyouatchurch,andIamsogladyouhavecalled!Comein。I

wonderifIhavechangeenoughtopaymysubscription。\'Shespokegirlishly。

Adelaide,wheninthecompanyofayoungerwoman,alwayslevelledherselfdowntothatyoungerwoman\'sagefromasenseofjusticetoherself——asif,thoughnotherownageatcommonlaw,itwasinequity。

\'Itdoesn\'tmatter。I\'llcomeagain。\'

\'Yes,doatanytime;notonlyonthiserrand。Butyoumuststepinforaminute。Do。\'

\'Ihavebeenwantingtocomeforseveralweeks。\'

\'That\'sright。Nowyoumustseemyhouse——lonely,isn\'tit,forasingleperson?Peoplesaiditwasoddforayoungwomanlikemetokeeponahouse;butwhatdidIcare?Ifyouknewthepleasureoflockingupyourowndoor,withthesensationthatyoureignedsupremeinsideit,youwouldsayitwasworththeriskofbeingcalledodd。Mr。Springroveattendstomygardening,thedogattendstorobbers,andwheneverthereisasnakeortoadtokill,Janedoesit。\'

\'Hownice!Itisbetterthanlivinginatown。\'

\'Farbetter。Atownmakesacynicofme。\'

Theremarkrecalled,somewhatstartlingly,toCytherea\'smind,thatEdwardhadusedthoseverywordstoherselfoneeveningatBudmouth。

MissHintonopenedaninteriordoorandledhervisitorintoasmalldrawing-roomcommandingaviewofthecountryformiles。

Themissionarybusinesswassoonsettled;butthechatcontinued。

\'Howlonelyitmustbehereatnight!\'saidCytherea。\'Aren\'tyouafraid?\'

\'AtfirstIwas,slightly。ButIgotusedtothesolitude。Andyouknowasortofcommonsensewillcreepevenintotimidity。Isaytomyselfsometimesatnight,“IfIwereanybodybutaharmlesswoman,notworththetroubleofaworm\'sghosttoappeartome,IshouldthinkthateverysoundIhearwasaspirit。“Butyoumustseeallovermyhouse。\'

Cythereawashighlyinterestedinseeing。

\'IsayyouMUSTdothis,andyouMUSTdothat,asifyouwereachild,\'remarkedAdelaide。\'Aprivilegedfriendofminetellsmethisuseoftheimperativecomesofbeingsoconstantlyinnobody\'ssocietybutmyown。\'

\'Ah,yes。Isupposesheisright。\'

Cythereacalledthefriend\'she\'byaruleofladylikepractice;forawoman\'s\'friend\'isdelicatelyassumedbyanotherfriendtobeoftheirownsexintheabsenceofknowledgetothecontrary;justascatsarecalledshe\'suntiltheyprovethemselveshe\'s。

MissHintonlaughedmysteriously。

\'Igetahumorousreproofforitnowandthen,Iassureyou,\'shecontinued。

\'“Humorousreproof:“that\'snotfromawoman:whocanreprovehumorouslybutaman?\'wasthegrooveofCytherea\'sthoughtattheremark。\'Yourbrotherreprovesyou,Iexpect,\'saidthatinnocentyounglady。

\'No,\'saidMissHinton,withacandidair。\'\'TisonlyaprofessionalmanIamacquaintedwith。\'Shelookedoutofthewindow。

Womenarepersistentlyimitative。NosoonerdidathoughtflashthroughCytherea\'smindthatthemanwasaloverthanshebecameaMissAldclyffeinamildform。

\'Iimaginehe\'salover,\'shesaid。

MissHintonsmiledasmileofexperienceinthatline。

Fewwomen,iftaxedwithhavinganadmirer,aresofreefromvanityastodenytheimpeachment,evenifitisutterlyuntrue。Whenitdoeshappentobetrue,theylookpityinglyawayfromthepersonwhoissobenightedastohavegotnofurtherthansuspectingit。

\'Therenow——MissHinton;youareengagedtobemarried!\'saidCythereaaccusingly。

Adelaidenoddedherheadpractically。\'Well,yes,Iam,\'shesaid。

Theword\'engaged\'hadnosoonerpassedCytherea\'slipsthanthesoundofit——themeresoundofherownlips——carriedhermindtothetimeandcircumstancesunderwhichMissAldclyffehadusedittowardsherself。Asickeningthoughtfollowed——basedbutonameresurmise;yetitspresencetookeveryotherideaawayfromCytherea\'smind。MissHintonhadusedEdward\'swordsabouttowns;shementionedMr。Springroveasattendingtohergarden。ItcouldnotbethatEdwardwastheman!thatMissAldclyffehadplannedtorevealherrivalthus!

\'Areyougoingtobemarriedsoon?\'sheinquired,withasteadinesstheresultofasortoffascination,butapparentlyofindifference。

\'Notverysoon——still,soon。\'

\'Ah-ha!Inlessthanthreemonths?\'saidCytherea。

\'Two。\'

Nowthatthesubjectwaswellinhand,Adelaidewantednomoreprompting。\'Youwon\'ttellanybodyifIshowyousomething?\'shesaid,witheagermystery。

\'Ono,nobody。Butdoesheliveinthisparish?\'

\'No。\'

Nothingprovedyet。

\'What\'shisname?\'saidCythereaflatly。Herbreathandhearthadbeguntheiroldtricks,andcameandwenthotly。MissHintoncouldnotseeherface。

\'Whatdoyouthink?\'saidMissHinton。

\'George?\'saidCytherea,withdeceitfulagony。

\'No,\'saidAdelaide。\'Butnow,youshallseehimfirst;comehere;\'

andsheledthewayupstairsintoherbedroom。There,standingonthedressingtableinalittleframe,wastheunconsciousportraitofEdwardSpringrove。

\'Thereheis,\'MissHintonsaid,andasilenceensued。

\'Areyouveryfondofhim?\'continuedthemiserableCythereaatlength。

\'Yes,ofcourseIam,\'hercompanionreplied,butinthetoneofonewho\'livedinAbraham\'sbosomalltheyear,\'andwasthereforeuntouchedbysolemnthoughtatthefact。\'He\'smycousin——anativeofthisvillage。Wewereengagedbeforemyfather\'sdeathleftmesolonely。Iwasonlytwenty,andamuchgreaterbellethanIamnow。Weknoweachotherthoroughly,asyoumayimagine。Igivehimalittlesermonizingnowandthen。\'

\'Why?\'

\'O,it\'sonlyinfun。He\'sverynaughtysometimes——notreally,youknow——buthewilllookatanyprettyfacewhenheseesit。\'

Storingupthisstatementofhissusceptibilityasanotheritemtobemiserableuponwhenshehadtime,\'Howdoyouknowthat?\'

Cythereaasked,withaswellingheart。

\'Well,youknowhowthingsdocometowomen\'sears。HeusedtoliveatBudmouthasanassistant-architect,andIfoundoutthatayounggiddythingofagirlwholivestheresomewheretookhisfancyforadayortwo。ButIdon\'tfeeljealousatall——ourengagementissomatter-of-factthatneitherofuscanbejealous。Anditwasamereflirtation——shewastoosillyforhim。He\'sfondofrowing,andkindlygaveheranairingforaneveningortwo。I\'llwarranttheytalkedthemostunmitigatedrubbishunderthesun——allshallownessandpastime,justaseverythingisatwateringplaces——neitherofthemcaringabitfortheother——shegigglinglikeagooseallthetime——\'

Concentratedessenceofwomanpervadedtheroomratherthanair。

\'SheDIDN\'T!anditWASN\'Tshallowness!\'Cythereaburstout,withbrimmingeyes。\'\'Twasdeepdeceitononeside,andentireconfidenceontheother——yes,itwas!\'Thepent-upemotionhadswollenandswolleninsidetheyoungthingtillthedamcouldnolongerembayit。Theinstantthewordswereoutshewouldhavegivenworldstohavebeenabletorecallthem。

\'Doyouknowher——orhim?\'saidMissHinton,startingwithsuspicionatthewarmthshown。

Thetworivalshadnowlosttheirpersonalityquite。Therewasthesamekeenbrightnessofeye,thesamemovementofthemouth,thesamemindinboth,astheylookeddoubtinglyandexcitedlyateachother。Asisinvariablythecasewithwomenwhenamantheycareforisthesubjectofanexcitementamongthem,thesituationabstractedthedifferenceswhichdistinguishedthemasindividuals,andleftonlythepropertiescommontothemasatomsofasex。

Cythereacaughtatthechanceaffordedherofnotbetrayingherself。

\'Yes,Iknowher,\'shesaid。

\'Well,\'saidMissHinton,\'Iamreallyvexedifmyspeakingsolightlyofanyfriendofyourshashurtyourfeelings,but——\'

\'O,nevermind,\'Cythereareturned;\'itdoesn\'tmatter,MissHinton。

IthinkImustleaveyounow。Ihavetocallatotherplaces。Yes——

Imustgo。\'

MissHinton,inaperplexedstateofmind,showedhervisitorpolitelydownstairstothedoor。HereCythereabadeherahurriedadieu,andflitteddownthegardenintothelane。

Sheperseveredinherdutieswithawaywardpleasureingivingherselfmisery,aswasherwont。Mr。Springrove\'snamewasnextonthelist,andsheturnedtowardshisdwelling,theThreeTrantersInn。

3。FOURTOFIVEP。M。

ThecottagesalongCarrifordvillagestreetwerenotsoclosebutthatononesideorotheroftheroadwasalwaysahedgeofhawthornorprivet,overorthroughwhichcouldbeseengardensororchardsrichwithproduce。Itwasaboutthemiddleoftheearlyapple-

harvest,andtheladentreeswereshakenatintervalsbythegatherers;thesoftpatteringofthefallingcropuponthegrassygroundbeingdiversifiedbytheloudrattleofvagrantonesuponarail,hencoop,basket,orlean-toroof,orupontheroundedandstoopingbacksofthecollectors——mostlychildren,whowouldhavecriedbitterlyatreceivingsuchasmartblowfromanyotherquarter,butsmilinglyassumedittobebutfuninapples。

TheThreeTrantersInn,amany-gabled,mediaevalbuilding,constructedalmostentirelyoftimber,plaster,andthatch,stoodclosetothelineoftheroadside,almostoppositethechurchyard,andwasconnectedwitharowofcottagesontheleftbythatchedoutbuildings。Itwasanuncommonlycharacteristicandhandsomespecimenofthegenuineroadsideinnofbygonetimes;andstandingononeofthegreathighwaysinthispartofEngland,hadinitstimebeenthesceneofasmuchofwhatisnowlookeduponastheromanticandgenialexperienceofstage-coachtravellingasanyhalting-placeinthecountry。Therailwayhadabsorbedthewholestreamoftrafficwhichformerlyflowedthroughthevillageandalongbytheancientdooroftheinn,reducingtheempty-handedlandlord,whousedonlytofarmafewfieldsatthebackofthehouse,tothenecessityofekingouthisattenuatedincomebyincreasingtheextentofhisagriculturalbusinessifhewouldstillmaintainhissocialstanding。Nexttothegeneralstillnesspervadingthespot,thelonglineofoutbuildingsadjoiningthehousewasthemoststrikingandsaddeningwitnesstothepassed-awayfortunesoftheThreeTrantersInn。Itwasthebulkoftheoriginalstabling,andwhereoncethehoofsoftwo-scorehorseshaddailyrattledoverthestonyyard,toandfromthestallswithin,thickgrassnowgrew,whilstthelineofroofs——oncesostraight——overthedecayedstalls,hadsunkintovasthollowstilltheyseemedlikethecheeksoftoothlessage。

Onagreenplotattheotherendofthebuildinggrewtwoorthreelarge,wide-spreadingelm-trees,fromwhichthesignwassuspended——

representingthethreemencalledtranters(irregularcarriers),standingsidebyside,andexactlyaliketoahair\'s-breadth,thegrainofthewoodandjointsoftheboardsbeingvisiblethroughthethinpaintdepictingtheirforms,whichwerestillfurtherdisfiguredbyredstainsrunningdownwardsfromtherustynailsabove。

Underthetreesnowstoodacider-millandpress,anduponthespotshelteredbytheboughsweregatheredMr。Springrovehimself,hismen,theparishclerk,twoorthreeothermen,grindersandsupernumeraries,awomanwithaninfantinherarms,aflockofpigeons,andsomelittleboyswithstrawsintheirmouths,endeavouring,wheneverthemen\'sbackswereturned,togetasipofthesweetjuiceissuingfromthevat。

EdwardSpringrovetheelder,thelandlord,nowmoreparticularlyafarmer,andfortwomonthsintheyearacider-maker,wasanemployeroflabouroftheoldschool,whoworkedhimselfamonghismen。Hewasnowengagedinpackingthepomaceintohorsehairbagswitharammer,andGadWeedy,hisman,wasoccupiedinshovellingupmorefromatubathisside。Theshovelshonelikesilverfromtheactionofthejuice,andeverandanon,initsmotiontoandfro,caughttheraysofthedecliningsunandreflectedtheminbristlingstarsoflight。

Mr。SpringrovehadbeentooyoungamanwhenthepristinedaysoftheThreeTrantershaddepartedforevertohavemuchofthehostleftinhimnow。Hewasapoetwitharoughskin:onewhosesturdinesswasmoretheresultofexternalcircumstancesthanofintrinsicnature。Tookindlyconstitutedtobeveryprovident,hewasyetnotimprudent。Hehadaquiethumorousnessofdisposition,notoutofkeepingwithafrequentmelancholy,thegeneralexpressionofhiscountenancebeingoneofabstraction。LikeWaltWhitmanhefeltashisyearsincreased——

\'Iforeseetoomuch;itmeansmorethanIthought。\'

Onthepresentoccasionheworegaitersandaleathernapron,andworkedwithhisshirt-sleevesrolledupbeyondhiselbows,disclosingsolidandfleshyratherthanmusculararms。Theywerestainedbythecider,andtwoorthreebrownapple-pipsfromthepomacehewashandlingweretobeseenstickingonthemhereandthere。

TheotherprominentfigurewasthatofRichardCrickett,theparishclerk,akindofBowdlerizedrake,whoateonlyasmuchasawoman,andhadtherheumatisminhislefthand。Theremainderofthegroup,brown-facedpeasants,woresmock-frocksembroideredontheshoulderswithheartsanddiamonds,andweregirtroundtheirmiddlewithastrap,anotherbeingwornroundtherightwrist。

\'Andhaveyouseenthesteward,Mr。Springrove?\'saidtheclerk。

\'Justaglimpseofhim;but\'twasjustenoughtoshowmethathe\'snothereforlong。\'

\'Whymidthatbe?\'

\'He\'llneverstandthevagariesofthefemalefigureholdenthereins——nothe。\'

\'Shed\'payenwell,\'saidagrinder;\'andmoney\'smoney。\'

\'Ah——\'tis:verymuchso,\'theclerkreplied。

\'Yes,yes,naibourCrickett,\'saidSpringrove,\'butshe\'llvleeinapassion——allthefatwillbeinthefire——andthere\'sanendo\'t……Yes,sheisaone,\'continuedthefarmer,resting,raisinghiseyes,andreadingthefeaturesofadistantapple。

\'Sheis,\'saidGad,restingtoo(itiswonderfulhowpromptajourneymanisinfollowinghismaster\'sinitiativetorest)andreflectivelyregardingthegroundinfrontofhim。

\'True:aoneisshe,\'theclerkchimedin,shakinghisheadominously。

\'Shehassuchatemper,\'saidthefarmer,\'andissowilfultoo。

Youmayaswelltrytostopafootpathasstopherwhenshehastakenanythingintoherhead。I\'dassoongrindlittlegreencrabsalldayaslivewi\'her。\'

\'\'Tisatempershehev,\'tis,\'theclerkreplied,\'thoughIbeaservantoftheChurchthatsayit。Butsheisn\'tgoentofleeinapassionthistime。\'

Theaudiencewaitedforthecontinuationofthespeech,asiftheyknewfromexperiencetheexactdistanceoffitlayinthefuture。

Theclerkswallowednothingasifitwereagreatdeal,andthenwenton,\'There\'ssome\'atbetween\'em:markmywords,naibours——

there\'ssome\'atbetween\'em。\'

\'D\'yemeanit?\'

\'Id\'knowit。HecamelastSaturday,didn\'the?\'

\'\'Adid,truly,\'saidGadWeedy,atthesametimetakinganapplefromthehopperofthemill,eatingapiece,andflingingbacktheremaindertobegroundupforcider。

\'Hewenttochurcha-Sunday,\'saidtheclerkagain。

\'\'Adid。\'

\'Andshekepthereyeuponenalltheservice,herfaceflickerenbetweenredandwhite,butneverstoppenateither。\'

Mr。Springrovenodded,andwenttothepress。

\'Well,\'saidtheclerk,\'youdon\'tcallherthekindo\'womantomakemistakesinjusttrottenthroughtheweeklyserviceo\'God?

Why,asaruleshe\'sasrightasIbemyself。\'

Mr。Springrovenoddedagain,andgaveatwisttothescrewofthepress,followedinthemovementbyGadattheotherside;thetwogrindersexpressingbylooksofthegreatestconcernthat,ifMissAldclyffewereasrightatchurchastheclerk,shemustberightindeed。

\'Yes,asrightintheserviceo\'GodasIbemyself,\'repeatedtheclerk。\'ButlastSunday,whenwewereinthetenthcommandment,saysshe,“Inclineourheartstokeepthislaw,“saysshe,when\'twas“Lawsinourhearts,webeseechThee,“allthechurchthrough。

HereyewasuponHIM——shewasquitelost——“Heartstokeepthislaw,“

saysshe;shewasnomorethanamereshadderatthattenthtime——amereshadder。Youmi\'tha\'mouthedacrosstoher“LawsinourheartswebeseechThee,“fiftytimesover——she\'dneverha\'noticedye。She\'sinlovewi\'theman,that\'swhatsheis。\'

\'Thenshe\'sabiggerstunpollthanItookherfor,\'saidMr。

Springrove。\'Why,she\'soldenoughtobehismother。\'

\'Therow\'llbebetweenherandthatyoungCurlywig,you\'llsee。Shewon\'truntheriskofthatprettyfacebe-ennear。\'

\'ClerkCrickett,Id\'fancyyoud\'knoweverythingabouteverybody,\'

saidGad。

\'Wellso\'s,\'saidtheclerkmodestly。\'Idoknowalittle。Itcomestome。\'

\'AndId\'knowwherefrom。\'

\'Ah。\'

\'Thatwifeo\'thine。She\'sanentertainenwoman,nottospeakdisrespectful。\'

\'Sheis:andawinnenone。Lookatthehusbandsshe\'vehad——Godblessher!\'

\'Iwonderyoucouldstandthirdinthatlist,ClerkCrickett,\'saidMr。Springrove。

\'Well,\'thasbeenapowero\'marveltomyselfoftentimes。Yes,matrimonydobeginwi\'“Dearlybeloved,“andendswi\'“Amazement,“

astheprayer-booksays。ButwhatcouldIdo,naibourSpringrove?

\'Twasordainedtobe。WelldoIcalltomindwhatyourpoorladysaidtomewhenIhadjustmarried。“Ah,Mr。Crickett,“saysshe,“yourwifewillsoonsettleyouasshedidherothertwo:here\'saglasso\'rum,forIshan\'tseeyourpoorfacethistimenextyear。“

Iswalleredtherum,calledagainnextyear,andsaid,“Mrs。

Springrove,yougavemeaglasso\'rumlastyearbecauseIwasgoingtodie——hereIbealivestill,yousee。““Wellsaid,clerk!Here\'stwoglassesforyounow,then,“saysshe。“Thankyou,mem,“I

said,andswalleredtherum。Well,dangmyoldsides,nextyearI

thoughtI\'dcallagainandgetthree。AndcallIdid。Butshewouldn\'tgivemeadropo\'thecommonest。“No,clerk,“saysshe,“youbetootoughforawoman\'spity。“……Ah,poorsoul,\'twastrueenough!HerebeI,thatwasexpectedtodie,aliveandhardasanail,yousee,andthere\'sshemouldereninhergrave。\'

\'Iusedtothink\'twasyourwife\'sfatenottohavealivenhusbandwhenIzid\'emdieoffso,\'saidGad。

\'Fate?Blessthysimplicity,so\'twasherfate;butshestruggledtohaveone,andwould,anddid。Fate\'snothenbesideawoman\'sschemen!\'

\'Isuppose,then,thatFateisaHe,likeus,andtheLord,andtheresto\'\'emupabovethere,\'saidGad,liftinghiseyestothesky。

\'Hullo!Here\'stheyoungwomancomenthatwewerea-talkenaboutby-now,\'saidagrinder,suddenlyinterrupting。\'She\'scomenuphere,asIbealive!\'

ThetwogrindersstoodandregardedCythereaasifshehadbeenashiptackingintoaharbour,nearlystoppingthemillintheirnewinterest。

\'Stylishaccoutrementsabouttheheadandshoulders,tomythinken,\'

saidtheclerk。\'Sheenencurls,andplentyo\'em。\'

\'Ifthere\'sonekindofpridemoreexcusablethananotherinayoungwoman,\'tisbeingproudofherhair,\'saidMr。Springrove。

\'Dearman!——thepridethereisonlyasmallpieceo\'thewhole。I

warrantnow,thoughshecanshowsuchafigure,sheha\'n\'tasticko\'furnituretocallherown。\'

\'Come,ClerkCrickett,letthemaidbeamaidwhilesheisamaid,\'

saidFarmerSpringrovechivalrously。

\'O,\'repliedtheservantoftheChurch;\'I\'venothentosayagainstit——Ono:

\'“Thechimney-sweeper\'sdaughterSueAsIhavehearddeclare,O,Althoughshe\'sneithersocknorshoeWillcurlanddeckherhair,O。“\'

Cythereawasratherdisconcertedatfindingthatthegradualcessationofthechoppingofthemillwasonheraccount,andstillmorewhenshesawallthecider-makers\'eyesfixeduponherexceptMr。Springrove\'s,whosenaturaldelicacyrestrainedhim。Shenearedtheplotofgrass,butinsteadofadvancingfurther,hesitatedonitsborder。

Mr。Springroveperceivedherembarrassment,whichwasrelievedwhenshesawhisold-establishedfigurecomingacrosstoher,wipinghishandsinhisapron。

\'Iknowyourerrand,missie,\'hesaid,\'andamgladtoseeyou,andattendtoit。I\'llstepindoors。\'

\'IfyouarebusyIaminnohurryforaminuteortwo,\'saidCytherea。

\'Thenifsobeyoureallywouldn\'tmind,we\'llwringdownthislastfillingtoletitdrainallnight?\'

\'Notatall。Iliketoseeyou。\'

\'Weareonlyjustgrindingdowntheearlypickthongsandgriffins,\'

continuedthefarmer,inahalf-apologetictonefordetainingbyhiscider-makinganywell-dressedwoman。\'Theyrotasblackasachimney-crookifwekeep\'emtilltheregularsturnin。\'Ashespokehewentbacktothepress,Cythereakeepingathiselbow。

\'I\'mlaterthanIshouldhavebeenbyrights,\'hecontinued,takingupaleverforpropellingthescrew,andbeckoningtothementocomeforward。\'Thetruthis,mysonEdwardhadpromisedtocometo-

day,andImadepreparations;butinsteadofhimcomesaletter:

“London,Septembertheeighteenth,DearFather,“sayshe,andwentontotellmehecouldn\'t。Itthrewmeoutabit。\'

\'Ofcourse,\'saidCytherea。

\'He\'sgotaplace\'ab\'lieve?\'saidtheclerk,drawingnear。

\'No,poormortalfellow,no。Hetriedforthisonehere,youknow,butcouldn\'tmanagetogetit。Idon\'tknowtherightso\'thematter,butwilly-nillytheywouldn\'thavehimforsteward。Nowmates,forminline。\'

Springrove,theclerk,thegrinders,andGad,allrangedthemselvesbehindtheleverofthescrew,andwalkedroundlikesoldierswheeling。

\'Themanthattheoldqueanhevgotisamanyoucanhardlygetuponyourtonguetogainsay,bythelooko\'en,\'rejoinedClerkCrickett。

\'Oneo\'thempeoplethatcancontrivetobethoughtnoworseo\'forstealenahorsethananothermanforlookenoverhedgeaten,\'saidagrinder。

\'Well,he\'sallthereassteward,andisquitethegentleman——nodoubtaboutthat。\'

\'SowouldmyTedha\'been,forthemattero\'that,\'thefarmersaid。

\'That\'strue:\'awould,sir。\'

\'Isaid,I\'llgiveTedagoodeducationifitdocostmemyeyes,andIwouldhavedoneit。\'

\'Ay,thatyouwouldso,\'saidthechorusofassistantssolemnly。

\'Buthetooktobooksanddrawingnaturally,andcostverylittle;

andasawind-upthewomenfolkhatchedupamatchbetweenhimandhiscousin。\'

\'When\'stheweddentobe,Mr。Springrove?\'

\'Uncertain——butsoon,Isuppose。Edward,yousee,candoanythingprettynearly,andyetcan\'tgetastraightforwardliving。IwishsometimesIhadkepthimhere,andletprofessionsgo。Buthewassuchaoneforthepencil。\'

Hedroppedtheleverinthehedge,andturnedtohisvisitor。

\'Nowthen,missie,ifyou\'llcomeindoors,please。\'

GadWeedylookedwithaplacidcriticismatCythereaasshewithdrewwiththefarmer。

\'Icouldtellbythetongueo\'herthatshedidn\'ttakeherdegreesinourcounty,\'hesaidinanundertone。

\'Therailwayshaveleftyoulonelyhere,\'sheobserved,whentheywereindoors。

Savethewitheredoldflies,whichwerequitetamefromthesolitude,notabeingwasinthehouse。Nobodyseemedtohaveentereditsincethelastpassengerhadbeencalledouttomountthelaststage-coachthathadrunby。

\'Yes,theInnandIseemalmostapairoffossils,\'thefarmerreplied,lookingattheroomandthenathimself。

\'O,Mr。Springrove,\'saidCytherea,suddenlyrecollectingherself;

\'IammuchobligedtoyouforrecommendingmetoMissAldclyffe。\'

Shebegantowarmtowardstheoldman;therewasinhimagentlenessofdispositionwhichremindedherofherownfather。

\'Recommending?Notatall,miss。Ted——that\'smyson——Tedsaidafellow-draughtsmanofhishadasisterwhowantedtobedoingsomethingintheworld,andImentionedittothehousekeeper,that\'sall。Ay,Imissmysonverymuch。\'

Shekeptherbacktothewindowthathemightnotseeherrisingcolour。

\'Yes,\'hecontinued,\'sometimesIcan\'thelpfeelinguneasyabouthim。Youknow,heseemsnotmadeforatownlifeexactly:hegetsveryqueeroveritsometimes,Ithink。Perhapshe\'llbebetterwhenhe\'smarriedtoAdelaide。\'

Ahalf-impatientfeelingaroseinher,likethatwhichpossessesasickpersonwhenhehearsarecently-struckhourstruckagainbyaslowclock。Shehadlivedfurtheron。

\'Everythingdependsuponwhetherhelovesher,\'shesaidtremulously。

\'Heusedto——hedoesn\'tshowitsomuchnow;butthat\'sbecausehe\'solder。Yousee,itwasseveralyearsagotheyfirstwalkedtogetherasyoungmanandyoungwoman。She\'salteredtoofromwhatshewaswhenhefirstcourtedher。\'

\'How,sir?\'

\'O,she\'smoresensiblebyhalf。Whenheusedtowritetohershe\'dcreepupthelaneandlookbackoverhershoulder,andslideouttheletter,andreadawordandstandinthoughtlookingatthehillsandseeingnone。Thenthecuckoowouldcry——awaytheletterwouldslip,andshe\'dstartwi\'frightatthemerebird,andhavearedskinbeforethequickestmanamongyecouldsay,“Bloodrushup。“\'

Hecameforwardwiththemoneyanddroppeditintoherhand。HisthoughtswerestillwithEdward,andheabsentlytookherlittlefingersinhisashesaid,earnestlyandingenuously——

\'\'TissoseldomIgetagentlewomantospeaktothatIcan\'thelpspeakingtoyou,MissGraye,onmyfearsforEdward;Isometimesamafraidthathe\'llnevergeton——thathe\'lldiepooranddespisedundertheworstmentalconditions,akeensenseofhavingbeenpassedintheracebymenwhosebrainsarenothingtohisown,allthroughhisseeingtoofarintothings——beingdiscontentedwithmake-shifts——thinkingo\'perfectioninthings,andthensickenedthatthere\'snosuchthingasperfection。Ishan\'tbesorrytoseehimmarry,sinceitmaysettlehimdownanddohimgood……Ay,we\'llhopeforthebest。\'

Heletgoherhandandaccompaniedhertothedoorsaying,\'Ifyoushouldcaretowalkthiswayandtalktoanoldmanoncenowandthen,itwillbeagreatdelighttohim,MissGraye。Good-eveningtoye……Ahlook!athunderstormisbrewing——bequickhome。OrshallIstepupwithyou?\'

\'No,thankyou,Mr。Springrove。Goodevening,\'shesaidinalowvoice,andhurriedaway。Onethoughtstillpossessedher;Edwardhadtrifledwithherlove。

4。FIVETOSIXP。M。

Shefollowedtheroadintoaboweroftrees,overhangingitsodenselythatthepassappearedlikearabbit\'sburrow,andpresentlyreachedasideentrancetothepark。Thecloudsrosemorerapidlythanthefarmerhadanticipated:thesheepmovedinatrail,andcomplainedincoherently。Lividgreyshades,likethoseofthemodernFrenchpainters,madeamysteryoftheremoteanddarkpartsofthevista,andseemedtoinsistuponasuspensionofbreath。

Beforeshewashalf-wayacrosstheparkthethunderrumbleddistinctly。

Thedirectioninwhichshehadtogowouldtakeherclosebytheoldmanor-house。Theairwasperfectlystill,andbetweeneachlowrumbleofthethunderbehindshecouldheartheroarofthewaterfallbeforeher,andthecreakoftheengineamongthebusheshardbyit。Hurryingon,withagrowingdreadofthegloomandoftheapproachingstorm,shedrewneartheOldHouse,nowrisingbeforeheragainstthedarkfoliageandskyintonesofstrangewhiteness。

Ontheflightofsteps,whichdescendedfromaterraceinfronttothelevelofthepark,stoodaman。Heappeared,partlyfromthereliefthepositiongavetohisfigure,andpartlyfromfact,tobeoftoweringheight。Hewasdarkinoutline,andwaslookingatthesky,withhishandsbehindhim。

ItwasnecessaryforCythereatopassdirectlyacrossthelineofhisfront。Shefeltsoreluctanttodothis,thatshewasabouttoturnunderthetreesoutofthepathandenteritagainatapointbeyondtheOldHouse;buthehadseenher,andshecameonmechanically,unconsciouslyavertingherfacealittle,anddroppingherglancetotheground。

Hereyesunswervinglylingeredalongthepathuntiltheyfelluponanotherpathbranchinginarightlinefromthepathshewaspursuing。ItcamefromthestepsoftheOldHouse。\'Iamexactlyoppositehimnow,\'shethought,\'andhiseyesaregoingthroughme。\'

Aclearmasculinevoicesaid,atthesameinstant——

\'Areyouafraid?\'

She,interpretinghisquestionbyherfeelingsatthemoment,assumedhimselftobetheobjectoffear,ifany。\'Idon\'tthinkI

am,\'shestammered。

Heseemedtoknowthatshethoughtinthatsense。

\'Ofthethunder,Imean,\'hesaid;\'notofmyself。\'

Shemustturntohimnow。\'Ithinkitisgoingtorain,\'sheremarkedforthesakeofsayingsomething。

Hecouldnotconcealhissurpriseandadmirationofherfaceandbearing。Hesaidcourteously,\'ItmaypossiblynotrainbeforeyoureachtheHouse,ifyouaregoingthere?\'

\'Yes,Iam,\'

\'MayIwalkupwithyou?Itislonelyunderthetrees。\'

\'No。\'Fearinghiscourtesyarosefromabeliefthathewasaddressingawomanofhigherstationthanwashers,sheadded,\'IamMissAldclyffe\'scompanion。Idon\'tmindtheloneliness。\'

\'O,MissAldclyffe\'scompanion。Thenwillyoubekindenoughtotakeasubscriptiontoher?ShesenttomethisafternoontoaskmetobecomeasubscribertoherSociety,andIwasout。OfcourseI\'llsubscribeifshewishesit。ItakeagreatinterestintheSociety。\'

\'MissAldclyffewillbegladtohearthat,Iknow。\'

\'Yes;letmesee——whatSocietydidshesayitwas?IamafraidI

haven\'tenoughmoneyinmypocket,andyetitwouldbeasatisfactiontohertohavepracticalproofofmywillingness。I\'llgetit,andbeoutinoneminute。\'

Heenteredthehouseandwasathersideagainwithinthetimehehadnamed。\'Thisisit,\'hesaidpleasantly。

Sheheldupherhand。Thesofttipsofhisfingersbrushedthepalmofhergloveasheplacedthemoneywithinit。Shewonderedwhyhisfingersshouldhavetouchedher。

\'Ithinkafterall,\'hecontinued,\'thattherainisuponus,andwilldrenchyoubeforeyoureachtheHouse。Yes:seethere。\'

Hepointedtoaroundwetspotaslargeasanasturtiumleaf,whichhadsuddenlyappeareduponthewhitesurfaceofthestep。

\'Youhadbettercomeintotheporch。Itisnotnearlynightyet。

Thecloudsmakeitseemlaterthanitreallyis。\'

Heavydropsofrain,followedimmediatelybyaforkedflashoflightningandsharprattlingthundercompelledher,willinglyorno,toaccepthisinvitation。Sheascendedthesteps,stoodbesidehimjustwithintheporch,andforthefirsttimeobtainedaseriesofshortviewsofhisperson,astheywaitedthereinsilence。

Hewasanextremelyhandsomeman,well-formed,andwell-dressed,ofanagewhichseemedtobetwoorthreeyearslessthanthirty。Themoststrikingpointinhisappearancewasthewonderful,almostpreternatural,clearnessofhiscomplexion。Therewasnotablemishorspeckofanykindtomarthesmoothnessofitssurfaceorthebeautyofitshue。Next,hisforeheadwassquareandbroad,hisbrowsstraightandfirm,hiseyespenetratingandclear。Bycollectingtheroundofexpressionstheygaveforth,apersonwhotheorizedonsuchmatterswouldhaveimbibedthenotionthattheirownerwasofanaturetokickagainstthepricks;thelastmanintheworldtoputupwithapositionbecauseitseemedtobehisdestinytodoso;onewhotookuponhimselftoresistfatewiththevindictivedeterminationofaTheomachist。Eyesandforeheadbothwouldhaveexpressedkeennessofintellecttooseverelytobepleasing,hadtheirforcenotbeencounteractedbythelinesandtoneofthelips。Thesewerefullandluscioustoasurprisingdegree,possessingawoman-likesoftnessofcurve,andarubyrednesssointense,astotestifystronglytomuchsusceptibilityofheartwherefemininebeautywasconcerned——asusceptibilitythatmightrequirealltheballastofbrainwithwhichhehadpreviouslybeencreditedtoconfinewithinreasonablechannels。

Hismannerwasratherelegantthangood:hisspeechwell-finishedandunconstrained。

Thepauseintheirdiscourse,whichhadbeencausedbythepealofthunderwasunbrokenbyeitherforaminuteortwo,duringwhichtheearsofbothseemedtobeabsentlyfollowingthelowroarofthewaterfallasitbecamegraduallyrivalledbytheincreasingrushofrainuponthetreesandherbageofthegrove。Afterhershortlooksathim,Cythereahadturnedherheadtowardstheavenueforawhile,andnow,glancingbackagainforaninstant,shediscoveredthathiseyeswereengagedinasteady,thoughdelicate,regardofherfaceandform。

Atthismoment,byreasonofthenarrownessoftheporch,theirdressestouched,andremainedincontact。

Hisclothesaresomethingexteriortoeveryman;buttoawomanherdressispartofherbody。Itsmotionsareallpresenttoherintelligenceifnottohereyes;nomanknowshowhiscoat-tailsswing。Bytheslightesthyperboleitmaybesaidthatherdresshassensation。CreasebuttheveryUltimaThuleoffringeorflounce,andithurtsherasmuchaspinchingher。Delicateantennae,orfeelers,bristleoneveryoutlyingfrill。Gototheuppermost:sheisthere;treadonthelowest:thefaircreatureistherealmostbeforeyou。

Thusthetouchofclothes,whichwasnothingtoManston,sentathrillthroughCytherea,seeing,moreover,thathewasofthenatureofamysteriousstranger。Shelookedoutagainatthestorm,butstillfelthim。Atlasttoescapethesensationshemovedaway,thoughbysodoingitwasnecessarytoadvancealittleintotherain。

\'Look,therainiscomingintotheporchuponyou,\'hesaid。\'Stepinsidethedoor。\'

Cythereahesitated。

\'Perfectlysafe,Iassureyou,\'headded,laughing,andholdingthedooropen。\'YoushallseewhatastateofdisorganizationIamin——

boxesonboxes,furniture,straw,crockery,ineveryformoftransposition。Anoldwomanisinthebackquarterssomewhere,beginningtoputthingstorights……Youknowtheinsideofthehouse,Idaresay?\'

\'Ihaveneverbeenin。\'

\'Owell,comealong。Here,yousee,theyhavemadeadoorthrough,here,theyhaveputapartitiondividingtheoldhallintotwo,onepartisnowmyparlour;theretheyhaveputaplasterceiling,hidingtheoldchestnut-carvedroofbecauseitwastoohighandwouldhavebeenchillyforme;yousee,beingtheoriginalhall,itwasopenrightuptothetop,andherethelordofthemanorandhisretainersusedtomeetandbemerrybythelightfromthemonstrousfirewhichshoneoutfromthatmonstrousfire-place,nownarrowedtoamerenothingformygrate,thoughyoucanseetheoldoutlinestill。IalmostwishIcouldhavehaditinitsoriginalstate。\'

\'Withmoreromanceandlesscomfort。\'

\'Yes,exactly。Well,perhapsthewishisnotdeep-seated。Youwillseehowthethingsaretumbledinanyhow,packing-casesandall。

Theonlypieceofornamentalfurnitureyetunpackedisthisone。\'

\'Anorgan?\'

\'Yes,anorgan。Imadeitmyself,exceptthepipes。Iopenedthecasethisafternoontocommencesoothingmyselfatonce。Itisnotaverylargeone,butquitebigenoughforaprivatehouse。Youplay,Idaresay?\'

\'Thepiano。Iamnotatallusedtoanorgan。\'

\'Youwouldsoonacquirethetouchforanorgan,thoughitwouldspoilyourtouchforthepiano。Notthatthatmattersagreatdeal。

Apianoisn\'tmuchasaninstrument。\'

\'Itisthefashiontosaysonow。Ithinkitisquitegoodenough。\'

\'Thatisn\'taltogetherarightsentimentaboutthingsbeinggoodenough。\'

\'No——no。WhatImeanis,thatthemenwhodespisepianosdoitasarulefromtheirteeth,merelyforfashion\'ssake,becausecleverermenhavesaiditbeforethem——notfromtheexperienceoftheirears。\'

NowCythereaallatoncebrokeintoablushattheconsciousnessofagreatsnubshehadbeenguiltyofinhereagernesstoexplainherself。Hecharitablyexpressedbyalookthathedidnotintheleastmindherblunder,ifitwereone;andthisattitudeforcedhimintoapositionofmentalsuperioritywhichvexedher。

\'Iplayformyprivateamusementonly,\'hesaid。\'Ihaveneverlearnedscientifically。AllIknowiswhatItaughtmyself。\'

Thethunder,lightning,andrainhadnowincreasedtoaterrificforce。Theclouds,fromwhichdarts,forks,zigzags,andballsoffirecontinuallysprang,didnotappeartobemorethanahundredyardsabovetheirheads,andeverynowandthenaflashandapealmadegapsinthesteward\'sdescriptions。Hewenttowardstheorgan,inthemidstofavolleywhichseemedtoshaketheagedhousefromfoundationstochimney。

\'Youarenotgoingtoplaynow,areyou?\'saidCythereauneasily。

\'Oyes。Whynotnow?\'hesaid。\'Youcan\'tgohome,andthereforewemayaswellbeamused,ifyoudon\'tmindsittingonthisbox。

ThefewchairsIhaveunpackedareintheotherroom。\'

Withoutwaitingtoseewhethershesatdownornot,heturnedtotheorganandbeganextemporizingaharmonywhichmeanderedthrougheveryvarietyofexpressionofwhichtheinstrumentwascapable。

Presentlyheceasedandbegansearchingforsomemusic-book。

\'Whatasplendidflash!\'hesaid,asthelightningagainshoneinthroughthemullionedwindow,which,ofaproportiontosuitthewholeextentoftheoriginalhall,wasmuchtoolargeforthepresentroom。Thethunderpealedagain。Cytherea,inspiteofherself,wasfrightened,notonlyattheweather,butatthegeneralunearthlyweirdnesswhichseemedtosurroundherthere。

\'IwishI——thelightningwasn\'tsobright。Doyouthinkitwilllastlong?\'shesaidtimidly。

\'Itcan\'tlastmuchlonger,\'hemurmured,withoutturning,runninghisfingersagainoverthekeys。\'Butthisisnothing,\'hecontinued,suddenlystoppingandregardingher。\'Itseemsbrighterbecauseofthedeepshadowunderthosetreesyonder。Don\'tmindit;

nowlookatme——lookinmyface——now。\'

Hehadfacedthewindow,lookingfixedlyattheskywithhisdarkstrongeyes。Sheseemedcompelledtodoasshewasbidden,andlookedinthetoo-delicatelybeautifulface。

Theflashcame;buthedidnotturnorblink,keepinghiseyesfixedasfirmlyasbefore。\'There,\'hesaid,turningtoher,\'that\'sthewaytolookatlightning。\'

\'O,itmighthaveblindedyou!\'sheexclaimed。

\'Nonsense——notlightningofthissort——Ishouldn\'thavestaredatitiftherehadbeendanger。Itisonlysheet-lightningnow。Now,willyouhaveanotherpiece?Somethingfromanoratoriothistime?\'

\'No,thankyou——Idon\'twanttohearitwhilstitthundersso。\'Buthehadbegunwithoutheedingheranswer,andshestoodmotionlessagain,marvellingatthewonderfulindifferencetoallexternalcircumstancewhichwasnowevincedbyhiscompleteabsorptioninthemusicbeforehim。

\'Whydoyouplaysuchsaddeningchords?\'shesaid,whenhenextpaused。

\'H\'m——becauseIlikethem,Isuppose,\'saidhelightly。\'Don\'tyoulikesadimpressionssometimes?\'

\'Yes,sometimes,perhaps。\'

\'Whenyouarefulloftrouble。\'

\'Yes。\'

\'Well,whyshouldn\'tIwhenIamfulloftrouble?\'

\'Areyoutroubled?\'

\'Iamtroubled。\'Hesaidthisthoughtfullyandabruptly——soabruptlythatshedidnotpushthedialoguefurther。

Henowplayedmorepowerfully。Cythereahadneverheardmusicinthecompletenessoffullorchestralpower,andthetonesoftheorgan,whichreverberatedwithconsiderableeffectinthecomparativelysmallspaceoftheroom,heightenedbytheelementalstrifeoflightandsoundoutside,movedhertoadegreeoutofproportiontotheactualpowerofthemerenotes,practisedaswasthehandthatproducedthem。Thevaryingstrains——nowloud,nowsoft;simple,complicated,weird,touching,grand,boisterous,subdued;eachphasedistinct,yetmodulatingintothenextwithagracefulandeasyflow——shookandbenthertothemselves,asagushingbrookshakesandbendsashadowcastacrossitssurface。

Thepowerofthemusicdidnotshowitselfsomuchbyattractingherattentiontothesubjectofthepiece,asbytakingupanddevelopingasitslibrettothepoemofherownlifeandsoul,shiftingherdeedsandintentionsfromthehandsofherjudgmentandholdingtheminitsown。

Shewasswayedintoemotionalopinionsconcerningthestrangemanbeforeher;newimpulsesofthoughtcamewithnewharmonies,andenteredintoherwithagnawingthrill。Adreadfulflashoflightningthen,andthethundercloseuponit。Shefoundherselfinvoluntarilyshrinkingupbesidehim,andlookingwithpartedlipsathisface。

Heturnedhiseyesandsawheremotion,whichgreatlyincreasedtheidealelementinherexpressiveface。Shewasinthestateinwhichwoman\'sinstincttoconcealhaslostitspoweroverherimpulsetotell;andhesawit。Bendinghishandsomefaceoverhertillhislipsalmosttouchedherear,hemurmured,withoutbreakingtheharmonies——

\'Doyouverymuchlikethispiece?\'

\'Verymuchindeed,\'shesaid。

\'Icouldseeyouwereaffectedbyit。Iwillcopyitforyou。\'

\'Thankyoumuch。\'

\'IwillbringittotheHousetoyouto-morrow。WhoshallIaskfor?\'

\'O,notforme。Don\'tbringit,\'shesaidhastily。\'Ishouldn\'tlikeyouto。\'

\'Letmesee——to-morroweveningatsevenorafewminutespastI

shallbepassingthewaterfallonmywayhome。Icouldconvenientlygiveityouthere,andIshouldlikeyoutohaveit。\'

HemodulatedintothePastoralSymphony,stilllookinginhereyes。

\'Verywell,\'shesaid,togetridofthelook。

Thestormhadbythistimeconsiderablydecreasedinviolence,andinsevenortenminutestheskypartiallycleared,thecloudsaroundthewesternhorizonbecominglightedupwiththeraysofthesinkingsun。

Cythereadrewalongbreathofrelief,andpreparedtogoaway。Shewasfullofadistressingsensethatherdetentionintheoldmanor-

house,andtheacquaintanceshipithadsetonfoot,wasnotathingshewished。Itwassuchafoolishthingtohavebeenexcitedanddraggedintofranknessbythewilesofastranger。

\'Allowmetocomewithyou,\'hesaid,accompanyinghertothedoor,andagainshowingbyhisbehaviourhowmuchhewasimpressedwithher。Hisinfluenceoverherhadvanishedwiththemusicalchords,andsheturnedherbackuponhim。\'MayIcome?\'herepeated。

\'No,no。Thedistanceisnotaquarterofamile——itisreallynotnecessary,thankyou,\'shesaidquietly。Andwishinghimgood-

evening,withoutmeetinghiseyes,shewentdownthesteps,leavinghimstandingatthedoor。

\'O,howisitthatmanhassofascinatedme?\'wasallshecouldthink。Herownself,asshehadsatspell-boundbeforehim,wasallshecouldsee。Hergaitwasconstrained,fromtheknowledgethathiseyeswereuponheruntilshehadpassedthehollowbythewaterfall,andbyascendingtherisehadbecomehiddenfromhisviewbytheboughsoftheoverhangingtrees。

5。SIXTOSEVENP。M。

Thewetshiningroadthrewthewesternglareintohereyeswithaninvidiouslustrewhichrenderedtherestlessnessofhermoodmorewearying。Herthoughtsflewfromideatoideawithoutaskingfortheslightestlinkofconnectionbetweenoneandanother。OnemomentshewasfullofthewildmusicandstirringscenewithManston——thenext,Edward\'simagerosebeforeherlikeashadowyghost。ThenManston\'sblackeyesseemedpiercingheragain,andtherecklessvoluptuousmouthappearedbendingtothecurvesofhisspecialwords。Whatcouldbethosetroublestowhichhehadalluded?PerhapsMissAldclyffewasatthebottomofthem。Sadatheartshepacedon:herlifewasbewilderingher。

OncomingintoMissAldclyffe\'spresenceCythereatoldheroftheincident,notwithoutafearthatshewouldburstintooneofherungovernablefitsoftemperatlearningCytherea\'sslightdeparturefromtheprogramme。But,strangelytoCytherea,MissAldclyffelookeddelighted。Theusualcross-examinationfollowed。

\'Andsoyouwerewithhimallthattime?\'saidthelady,withassumedseverity。

\'Yes,Iwas。\'

\'IdidnottellyoutocallattheOldHousetwice。\'

\'Ididn\'tcall,asIhavesaid。Hemademecomeintotheporch。\'

\'Whatremarksdidhemake,doyousay?\'

\'ThatthelightningwasnotsobadasIthought。\'

\'Averyimportantremark,that。Didhe——\'sheturnedherglancefulluponthegirl,andeyeinghersearchingly,said——

\'DidhesayanythingaboutME?\'

\'Nothing,\'saidCytherea,returninghergazecalmly,\'exceptthatI

wastogiveyouthesubscription。\'

\'Youarequitesure?\'

\'Quite。\'

\'Ibelieveyou。Didhesayanythingstrikingorstrangeabouthimself?\'

\'Onlyonething——thathewastroubled,\'

\'Troubled!\'

Aftersayingtheword,MissAldclyfferelapsedintosilence。Suchbehaviourasthishadended,onmostpreviousoccasions,byhermakingaconfession,andCythereaexpectedonenow。Butforonceshewasmistaken,nothingmorewassaid。

WhenshehadreturnedtoherroomshesatdownandpennedafarewelllettertoEdwardSpringrove,aslittleableasanyotherexcitableandbrimmingyoungwomanofnineteentofeelthatthewisestandonlydignifiedcourseatthatjuncturewastodonothingatall。

Shetoldhimthat,toherpainfulsurprise,shehadlearntthathisengagementtoanotherwomanwasamatterofnotoriety。Sheinsistedthatallhonourbadehimmarryhisearlylove——awomanfarbetterthanherunworthyself,whoonlydeservedtobeforgotten,andbeggedhimtorememberthathewasnottoseeherfaceagain。SheupbraidedhimforlevityandcrueltyinmeetinghersofrequentlyatBudmouth,andaboveallinstealingthekissfromherlipsonthelasteveningofthewaterexcursions。\'Inever,nevercanforgetit!\'shesaid,andthenfeltasensationofhavingdoneherduty,ostensiblypersuadingherselfthatherreproachesandcommandswereofsuchaforcethatnomantowhomtheywereutteredcouldeverapproachhermore。

Yetitwasallunconsciouslysaidinwordswhichbetrayedalingeringtendernessofloveateveryunguardedturn。LikeBeatriceaccusingDantefromthechariot,tryasshemighttoplaythesuperiorbeingwhocontemnedsuchmereeye-sensuousness,shebetrayedateverypointaprettywoman\'sjealousyofarival,andcovertlygaveheroldloverhintsforexcusinghimselfateachfreshindictment。

Thisdone,Cytherea,stillinapracticalmood,upbraidedherselfwithweaknessinallowingastrangerlikeMr。Manstontoinfluenceherashehaddonethatevening。Whatrightonearthhadhetosuggestsosuddenlythatshemightmeethimatthewaterfalltoreceivehismusic?Shewouldhavegivenmuchtobeabletoannihilatetheascendencyhehadobtainedoverherduringthatextraordinaryintervalofmelodioussound。Notbeingabletoendurethenotionofhislivingaminutelongerinthebeliefhewasthenholding,shetookherpenandwrotetohimalso:——

\'KNAPWATERHOUSE

September20th。

\'IfindIcannotmeetyouatseveno\'clockbythewaterfallasI

promised。TheemotionIfeltmademeforgetfulofrealities。

\'C。GRAYE。\'

Agreatstatesmanthinksseveraltimes,andacts;ayoungladyacts,andthinksseveraltimes。When,afewminuteslater,shesawthepostmancarryoffthebagcontainingoneoftheletters,andamessengerwiththeother,she,forthefirsttime,askedherselfthequestionwhethershehadactedverywiselyinwritingtoeitherofthetwomenwhohadsoinfluencedher。

IX。THEEVENTSOFTENWEEKS

1。FROMSEPTEMBERTHETWENTY-FIRSTTOTHEMIDDLEOFNOVEMBER

TheforemostfigurewithinCytherea\'shorizon,exclusiveoftheinmatesofKnapwaterHouse,wasnowthesteward,Mr。Manston。Itwasimpossiblethattheyshouldlivewithinaquarterofamileofeachother,beengagedinthesameservice,andattendthesamechurch,withoutmeetingatsomespotoranother,twiceorthriceaweek。OnSundays,inherpew,whenbychancesheturnedherhead,Cythereafoundhiseyeswaitingdesirouslyforaglimpseofhers,and,atfirstmorestrangely,theeyesofMissAldclyffefurtivelyrestingonhim。OncomingoutofchurchhefrequentlywalkedbesideCythereatillshereachedthegateatwhichresidentsintheHouseturnedintotheshrubbery。Bydegreesaconjecturegrewtoacertainty。Sheknewthathelovedher。

Butastrangefactwasconnectedwiththedevelopmentofhislove。

Hewaspalpablymakingthestrongesteffortstosubdue,oratleasttohide,theweakness,andasitsometimesseemed,ratherfromhisownconsciencethanfromsurroundingeyes。Henceshefoundthatnotoneofhisencounterswithherwasanythingmorethantheresultofpureaccident。Hemadenoadvanceswhatever:withoutavoidingher,heneversoughther:thewordshehadwhisperedattheirfirstinterviewnowprovedthemselvestobequiteasmuchtheresultofunguardedimpulseaswasheranswer。Somethingheldhimback,boundhisimpulsedown,butshesawthatitwasneitherprideofhisperson,norfearthatshewouldrefusehim——acoursesheunhesitatinglyresolvedtotakeshouldhethinkfittodeclarehimself。Shewasinterestedinhimandhismarvellousbeauty,asshemighthavebeeninsomefascinatingpantherorleopard——forsomeundefinablereasonsheshrankfromhim,evenwhilstsheadmired。

Thekeynoteofhernature,awarm\'precipitanceofsoul,\'asColeridgehappilywritesit,whichManstonhadsodirectlypounceduponattheirveryfirstinterview,gavehernowatremuloussenseofbeinginsomewayinhispower。

Thestateofmindwas,onthewhole,adangerousoneforayoungandinexperiencedwoman;andperhapsthecircumstancewhich,morethananyother,ledhertocherishEdward\'simagenow,wasthathehadtakennonoticeofthereceiptofherletter,statingthatshediscardedhim。Itwasplainthen,shesaid,thathedidnotcaredeeplyforher,andshethereuponcouldnotquiteleaveoffcaringdeeplyforhim:——

\'Ingeniummulierum,Noluntubivelis,ubinoliscupiuntultro。\'

ThemonthofOctoberpassed,andNovemberbeganitscourse。TheinhabitantsofthevillageofCarrifordgrewwearyofsupposingthatMissAldclyffewasgoingtomarryhersteward。Newwhispersaroseandbecameverydistinct(thoughtheydidnotreachMissAldclyffe\'sears)totheeffectthatthestewardwasdeeplyinlovewithCythereaGraye。Indeed,thefactbecamesoobviousthattherewasnothinglefttosayaboutitexceptthattheirmarriagewouldbeanexcellentoneforboth;——forherinpointofcomfort——andforhiminpointoflove。

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