Desperate Remedies

第3章

She\'sanextraordinarypictureofwomankind——veryextraordinary。\'

\'Inwhatwaybesides?\'

\'You\'llknowsoonenough,miss。Shehashadsevenlady\'s-maidsthislasttwelvemonth。Iassureyou\'tisonebody\'sworktofetch\'emfromthestationandtake\'embackagain。TheLordmustbeaneglectfulpartyatheart,orhe\'dneverpermitsuchoverbearengoingson!\'

\'Doesshedismissthemdirectlytheycome!\'

\'Notatall——sheneverdismissesthem——theygotheirselves。Yesee\'tislikethis。She\'sgotaveryquicktemper;shefleesinapassionwiththemfornothingatall;nextmornentheycomeupandsaytheyaregoing;she\'ssorryforitandwishesthey\'dstay,butshe\'sasproudasalucifer,andherpridewon\'tlethersay,“Stay,“andawaytheygo。\'Tislikethisinfact。Ifyousaytoheraboutanybody,“Ah,poorthing!”shesays,“Pooh!indeed!”Ifyousay,“Pooh,indeed!”“Ah,poorthing!”shesaysdirectly。Shehangsthechiefbaker,asmidbe,andrestoresthechiefbutler,asmidbe,thoughthedevilbutPharaohherselfcanseethedifferencebetween\'em。\'

Cythereawassilent。Shefearedshemightbeagainaburdentoherbrother。

\'However,youstandaverygoodchance,\'themanwenton,\'forI

thinkshelikesyoumorethancommon。Ihaveneverknownhersendthepony-carriagetomeetonebefore;\'tisalwaysthetrap,butthistimeshesaid,inaveryparticularladyliketone,“Roobert,gaowwiththepony-kerriage。“……There,\'tistrue,ponyandcarriagetooaregettenrathershabbynow,\'headded,lookingrounduponthevehicleasiftokeepCytherea\'spridewithinreasonablelimits。

\'\'Tistobehopedyou\'llpleaseindressenherto-night。\'

\'Whyto-night?\'

\'There\'sadinner-partyofseventeen;\'tisherfather\'sbirthday,andshe\'sveryparticularaboutherlooksatsuchtimes。Nowsee;

thisisthehouse。Livelieruphere,isn\'tit,miss?\'

Theywerenowonrisingground,andhadjustemergedfromaclumpoftrees。Stillalittlehigherthanwheretheystoodwassituatedthemansion,calledKnapwaterHouse,theofficesgraduallylosingthemselvesamongthetreesbehind。

2。EVENING

Thehousewasregularlyandsubstantiallybuiltofcleangreyfreestonethroughout,inthatplainerfashionofGreekclassicismwhichprevailedatthelatterendofthelastcentury,whenthecopyistscalleddesignershadgrownwearyoffantasticvariationsintheRomanorders。Themainblockapproximatedtoasquareonthegroundplan,havingaprojectioninthecentreofeachside,surmountedbyapediment。Fromeachangleoftheinferiorsideranalineofbuildingslowerthantherest,turninginwardsagainattheirfurtherend,andformingwithinthemaspaciousopencourt,withinwhichresoundedanechoofastonishingclearness。Theseerectionswereintheirturnbackedbyivy-coveredice-houses,laundries,andstables,thewholemassofsubsidiarybuildingsbeinghalfburiedbeneathclose-setshrubsandtrees。

Therewasopeningsufficientthroughthefoliageontherighthandtoenableheronnearerapproachtoformanideaofthearrangementoftheremoterorlawnfrontalso。Thenaturalfeaturesandcontourofthisquarterofthesitehadevidentlydictatedthepositionofthehouseprimarily,andwereoftheordinary,anduponthewhole,mostsatisfactorykind,namely,abroad,gracefulsloperunningfromtheterracebeneaththewallstothemarginofaplacidlakelyingbelow,uponthesurfaceofwhichadozenswansandagreenpuntfloatedatleisure。Anirregularwoodedislandstoodinthemidstofthelake;beyondthisandthefurthermarginofthewaterwereplantationsandgreenswardofvariedoutlines,thetreesheightening,byhalfveiling,thesoftnessoftheexquisitelandscapestretchingbehind。

Theglimpsesshehadobtainedofthisportionwerenowcheckedbytheangleofthebuilding。Inaminuteortwotheyreachedthesidedoor,atwhichCythereaalighted。Shewaswelcomedbyanelderlywomanoflengthysmilesandgeneralpleasantness,whoannouncedherselftobeMrs。Morris,thehousekeeper。

\'Mrs。Graye,Ibelieve?\'shesaid。

\'Iamnot——Oyes,yes,weareallmistresses,\'saidCytherea,smiling,butforcedly。Thetitleaccordedherseemeddisagreeablylikethefirstslightscarofabrand,andshethoughtofOwen\'sprophecy。

Mrs。MorrisledherintoacomfortableparlourcalledTheRoom。

Hereteawasmadeready,andCythereasatdown,looking,wheneveroccasionallowed,atMrs。Morriswithgreatinterestandcuriosity,todiscover,ifpossible,somethinginherwhichshouldgiveacluetothesecretofherknowledgeofherself,andtherecommendationbaseduponit。Butnothingwastobelearnt,atanyratejustthen。

Mrs。Morriswasperpetuallygettingup,feelinginherpockets,goingtocupboards,leavingtheroomtwoorthreeminutes,andtrottingbackagain。

\'You\'llexcuseme,Mrs。Graye,\'shesaid,\'but\'tistheoldgentleman\'sbirthday,andtheyalwayshavealotofpeopletodinneronthatday,thoughhe\'sgettingupinyearsnow。However,noneofthemaresleepers——shegenerallykeepsthehouseprettyclearoflodgers(beingaladywithnointimatefriends,thoughmanyacquaintances),which,thoughitgivesuslesstodo,makesitallthedullerfortheyoungermaidsinthehouse。\'Mrs。Morristhenproceededtogiveinfragmentaryspeechesanoutlineoftheconstitutionandgovernmentoftheestate。

\'Now,areyousureyouhavequitedonetea?Notabitordropmore?

Why,you\'veeatennothing,I\'msure……Well,now,itisratherinconvenientthattheothermaidisnotheretoshowyouthewaysofthehousealittle,butsheleftlastSaturday,andMissAldclyffehasbeenmakingshiftwithpooroldclumsymeforamaidallyesterdayandthismorning。Sheisnotcomeinyet。Iexpectshewillaskforyou,Mrs。Graye,thefirstthing……Iwasgoingtosaythatifyouhavereallydonetea,Iwilltakeyouupstairs,andshowyouthroughthewardrobes——MissAldclyffe\'sthingsarenotlaidoutforto-nightyet。\'

SheprecededCythereaupstairs,pointedoutherownroom,andthentookherintoMissAldclyffe\'sdressing-room,onthefirst-floor;

where,afterexplainingthewhereaboutsofvariousarticlesofapparel,thehousekeeperlefther,tellingherthatshehadanhouryetuponherhandsbeforedressing-time。Cytherealaidoutuponthebedinthenextroomallthatshehadbeentoldwouldberequiredthatevening,andthenwentagaintothelittleroomwhichhadbeenappropriatedtoherself。

Hereshesatdownbytheopenwindow,leantoutuponthesilllikeanotherBlessedDamozel,andlistlesslylookeddownuponthebrilliantpatternofcoloursformedbytheflower-bedsonthelawn——

nowrichlycrowdedwithlatesummerblossom。Butthevivacityofspiritwhichhadhithertoenlivenedher,wasfastebbingunderthepressureofprosaicrealities,andthewarmscarletofthegeraniums,glowingmostconspicuously,andminglingwiththevividcoldredandgreenoftheverbenas,therichdepthofthedahlia,andtheripemellownessofthecalceolaria,backedbythepalehueofaflockofmeeksheepfeedingintheopenpark,closetotheothersideofthefence,were,toagreatextent,lostuponhereyes。Shewasthinkingthatnothingseemedworthwhile;thatitwaspossibleshemightdieinaworkhouse;andwhatdiditmatter?Thepetty,vulgardetailsofservitudethatshehadjustpassedthrough,herdependenceuponthewhimsofastrangewoman,thenecessityofquenchingallindividualityofcharacterinherself,andrelinquishingherownpeculiartastestohelponthewheelofthisalienestablishment,madehersickandsad,andshealmostlongedtopursuesomefree,out-of-doorsemployment,sleepundertreesorahut,andknownoenemybutwinterandcoldweather,likeshepherdsandcowkeepers,andbirdsandanimals——ay,likethesheepshesawthereunderherwindow。Shelookedsympathizinglyatthemforseveralminutes,imaginingtheirenjoymentoftherichgrass。

\'Yes——likethosesheep,\'shesaidaloud;andherfacereddenedwithsurpriseatadiscoveryshemadethatveryinstant。

Theflockconsistedofsomeninetyorahundredyoungstockewes:

thesurfaceoftheirfleecewasasroundedandevenasacushion,andwhiteasmilk。Nowshehadjustobservedthatontheleftbuttockofeveryoneofthemweremarkedindistinctredletterstheinitials\'E。S。\'

\'E。S。\'couldbringtoCytherea\'smindonlyonethought;butthatimmediatelyandforever——thenameofherlover,EdwardSpringrove。

\'O,ifitshouldbe——!\'Sheinterruptedherwordsbyaresolve。

MissAldclyffe\'scarriageatthesamemomentmadeitsappearanceinthedrive;butMissAldclyffewasnotherobjectnow。Itwastoascertaintowhomthesheepbelonged,andtosethersurmiseatrestonewayortheother。SheflewdownstairstoMrs。Morris。

\'Whosesheeparethoseinthepark,Mrs。Morris?\'

\'FarmerSpringrove\'s。\'

\'WhatFarmerSpringroveisthat?\'shesaidquickly。

\'Why,surelyyouknow?Yourfriend,FarmerSpringrove,thecider-

maker,andwhokeepstheThreeTrantersInn;whorecommendedyoutomewhenhecameintoseemetheotherday?\'

Cytherea\'smother-witsuddenlywarnedherinthemidstofherexcitementthatitwasnecessarynottobetraythesecretofherlove。\'Oyes,\'shesaid,\'ofcourse。\'Herthoughtshadrunasfollowsinthatshortinterval:——

\'FarmerSpringroveisEdward\'sfather,andhisnameisEdwardtoo。

\'EdwardknewIwasgoingtoadvertiseforasituationofsomekind。

\'HewatchedtheTimes,andsawit,myaddressbeingattached。

\'Hethoughtitwouldbeexcellentformetobeherethatwemightmeetwheneverhecamehome。

\'HetoldhisfatherthatImightberecommendedasalady\'s-maid;

andheknewmybrotherandmyself。

\'HisfathertoldMrs。Morris;Mrs。MorristoldMissAldclyffe。\'

Thewholechainofincidentsthatdrewhertherewasplain,andtherewasnosuchthingaschanceinthematter。ItwasallEdward\'sdoing。

Thesoundofabellwasheard。Cythereadidnotheedit,andstillcontinuedinherreverie。

\'That\'sMissAldclyffe\'sbell,\'saidMrs。Morris。

\'Isupposeitis,\'saidtheyoungwomanplacidly。

\'Well,itmeansthatyoumustgouptoher,\'thematroncontinued,inatoneofsurprise。

Cythereafeltaburningheatcomeoverher,mingledwithasuddenirritationatMrs。Morris\'shint。Butthegoodsensewhichhadrecognizedsternnecessityprevailedoverrebelliousindependence;

theflushpassed,andshesaidhastily——

\'Yes,yes;ofcourse,Imustgotoherwhenshepullsthebell——

whetherIwanttoorno。\'

However,inspiteofthispainfulreminderofhernewpositioninlife,Cytherealefttheapartmentinamoodfardifferentfromthegloomysadnessoftenminutesprevious。Theplacefeltlikehometohernow;shedidnotmindthepettinessofheroccupation,becauseEdwardevidentlydidnotmindit;andthiswasEdward\'sownspot。

ShefoundtimeonherwaytoMissAldclyffe\'sdressing-roomtohurriedlyglideoutbyasidedoor,andlookforamomentattheunconscioussheepbearingthefriendlyinitials。Shewentuptothemtotrytotouchoneoftheflock,andfeltvexedthattheyallstaredscepticallyatherkindadvances,andthenranpell-melldownthehill。Then,fearinganyoneshoulddiscoverherchildishmovements,sheslippedindoorsagain,andascendedthestaircase,catchingglimpses,asshepassed,ofsilver-buttonedfootmen,whoflashedaboutthepassageslikelightning。

MissAldclyffe\'sdressing-roomwasanapartmentwhich,onacasualsurvey,conveyedanimpressionthatitwasavailableforalmostanypurposesavetheadornmentofthefeminineperson。Initshoursofperfectordernothingpertainingtothetoiletwasvisible;eventheinevitablemirrorswiththeiraccessorieswerearrangedinaroomyrecessnotnoticeablefromthedoor,lightedbyawindowofitsown,calledthedressing-window。

Thewashing-standfiguredasavastoakchest,carvedwithgrotesqueRenaissanceornament。Thedressingtablewasinappearancesomethingbetweenahighaltarandacabinetpiano,thesurfacebeingrichlyworkedinthesamestyleofsemi-classicdecoration,buttheextraordinaryoutlinehavingbeenarrivedatbyaningeniousjoineranddecoratorfromtheneighbouringtown,aftermonthsofpainfultoilincuttingandfitting,underMissAldclyffe\'simmediateeye;thematerialsbeingtheremainsoftwoorthreeoldcabinetstheladyhadfoundinthelumber-room。Abouttwo-thirdsofthefloorwascarpeted,theremainingportionbeinglaidwithparquetryoflightanddarkwoods。

MissAldclyffewasstandingatthelargerwindow,awayfromthedressing-niche。Shebowed,andsaidpleasantly,\'Iamgladyouhavecome。Weshallgetoncapitally,Idaresay。\'

Herbonnetwasoff。Cythereadidnotthinkhersohandsomeasontheearlierday;thequeenlinessofherbeautywasharderandlesswarm。ButaworsediscoverythanthiswasthatMissAldclyffe,withtheusualobliviousnessofrichpeopletotheirdependents\'

specialities,seemedtohavequiteforgottenCytherea\'sinexperience,andmechanicallydeliveredupherbodytoherhandmaidwithoutathoughtofdetails,andwithamildyawn。

Everythingwentwellatfirst。Thedresswasremoved,stockingsandblackbootsweretakenoff,andsilkstockingsandwhiteshoeswereputon。MissAldclyffethenretiredtobatheherhandsandface,andCythereadrewbreath。Ifshecouldgetthroughthisfirstevening,allwouldberight。Shefeltthatitwasunfortunatethatsuchacrucialtestforherpowersasabirthdaydinnershouldhavebeenappliedonthethresholdofherarrival;butsettoagain。

MissAldclyffewasnowarrayedinawhitedressing-gown,anddroppedlanguidlyintoaneasy-chair,pushedupbeforetheglass。TheinstinctsofhersexandherownpracticetoldCythereathenextmovement。SheletMissAldclyffe\'shairfallabouthershoulders,andbegantoarrangeit。Itprovedtobeallreal;asatisfaction。

MissAldclyffewasmusinglylookingonthefloor,andtheoperationwentonforsomeminutesinsilence。Atlengthherthoughtsseemedtoturntothepresent,andsheliftedhereyestotheglass。

\'Why,whatonearthareyoudoingwithmyhead?\'sheexclaimed,withwidelyopenedeyes。AtthewordsshefeltthebackofCytherea\'slittlehandtrembleagainstherneck。

\'Perhapsyoupreferitdonetheotherfashion,madam?\'saidthemaiden。

\'No,no;that\'sthefashionrightenough,butyoumustmakemoreshowofmyhairthanthat,orIshallhavetobuysome,whichGodforbid!\'

\'ItishowIdomyown,\'saidCythereanaively,andwithasweetnessoftonethatwouldhavepleasedthemostacrimoniousunderfavourablecircumstances;buttyrannywasintheascendantwithMissAldclyffeatthismoment,andshewasassuredofpalatablefoodforhervicebyhavingfeltthetremblingofCytherea\'shand。

\'Yours,indeed!YOURhair!Come,goon。\'ConsideringthatCythereapossessedatleastfivetimesasmuchofthatvaluableauxiliarytowoman\'sbeautyastheladybeforeher,therewasatthesametimesomeexcuseforMissAldclyffe\'soutburst。Sherememberedherself,however,andsaidmorequietly,\'Nowthen,Graye——By-the-

bye,whatdotheycallyoudownstairs?\'

\'Mrs。Graye,\'saidthehandmaid。

\'Thentellthemnottodoanysuchabsurdthing——notbutthatitisquiteaccordingtousage;butyouaretooyoungyet。\'

ThisdialoguetidedCythereasafelyonwardthroughthehairdressingtilltheflowersanddiamondsweretobeplaceduponthelady\'sbrow。Cythereabeganarrangingthemtastefully,andtotheverybestofherjudgment。

\'Thatwon\'tdo,\'saidMissAldclyffeharshly。

\'Why?\'

\'Ilooktooyoung——anolddresseddoll。\'

\'Willthat,madam?\'

\'No,Ilookafright——aperfectfright!\'

\'Thisway,perhaps?\'

\'Heavens!Don\'tworrymeso。\'Sheshutherlipslikeatrap。

Havingonceworkedherselfuptothebeliefthatherhead-dresswastobeafailurethatevening,noclevernessofCytherea\'sinarrangingitcouldpleaseher。Shecontinuedinasmoulderingpassionduringtheremainderoftheperformance,keepingherlipsfirmlyclosed,andthemusclesofherbodyrigid。Finally,snatchinguphergloves,andtakingherhandkerchiefandfaninherhand,shesilentlysailedoutoftheroom,withoutbetrayingtheleastconsciousnessofanotherwoman\'spresencebehindher。

Cytherea\'sfearsthatattheundressingthissuppressedangerwouldfindavent,keptheronthornsthroughouttheevening。Shetriedtoread;shecouldnot。Shetriedtosew;shecouldnot。Shetriedtomuse;shecouldnotdothatconnectedly。\'Ifthisisthebeginning,whatwilltheendbe!\'shesaidinawhisper,andfeltmanymisgivingsastothepolicyofbeingoverhastyinestablishinganindependenceattheexpenseofcongruitywithacherishedpast。

3。MIDNIGHT

Theclockstrucktwelve。TheAldclyffestatedinnerwasover。Thecompanyhadallgone,andMissAldclyffe\'sbellrangloudlyandjerkingly。

Cythereastartedtoherfeetatthesound,whichbrokeinuponafitfulsleepthathadovertakenher。Shehadbeensittingdrearilyinherchairwaitingminuteafterminuteforthesignal,herbraininthatstateofintentnesswhichtakescognizanceofthepassageofTimeasarealmotion——motionwithoutmatter——theinstantsthrobbingpastinthecompanyofafeverishpulse。Shehastenedtotheroom,tofindtheladysittingbeforethedressingshrine,illuminatedonbothsides,andlookingsoqueenlyinherattitudeofabsoluterepose,thattheyoungerwomanfelttheawfullestsenseofresponsibilityatherVandalisminhavingundertakentodemolishsoimposingapile。

Thelady\'sjewelledornamentsweretakenoffinsilence——somebyherownlistlesshands,somebyCytherea\'s。Thenfollowedtheouterstratumofclothing。Thedressbeingremoved,Cythereatookitinherhandandwentwithitintothebedroomadjoining,intendingtohangitinthewardrobe。Butonsecondthoughts,inorderthatshemightnotkeepMissAldclyffewaitingamomentlongerthannecessary,sheflungitdownonthefirstresting-placethatcametohand,whichhappenedtobethebed,andre-enteredthedressing-roomwiththenoiselessfootfallofakitten。Shepausedinthemiddleoftheroom。

Shewasunnoticed,andhersuddenreturnhadplainlynotbeenexpected。DuringtheshorttimeofCytherea\'sabsence,MissAldclyffehadpulledoffakindofchemisetteofBrusselsnet,drawnhighabovethethroat,whichshehadwornwithhereveningdressasasemi-opaquecoveringtohershoulders,andinitsplacehadputhernight-gownroundher。Herrighthandwasliftedtoherneck,asifengagedinfasteninghernight-gown。

ButonasecondglanceMissAldclyffe\'sproceedingwasclearertoCytherea。Shewasnotfasteninghernight-gown;ithadbeencarelesslythrownroundher,andMissAldclyffewasreallyoccupiedinholdinguptohereyessomesmallobjectthatshewaskeenlyscrutinizing。AndnowonsuddenlydiscoveringthepresenceofCythereaatthebackoftheapartment,insteadofnaturallycontinuingorconcludingherinspection,shedesistedhurriedly;thetinysnapofaspringwasheard,herhandwasremoved,andshebeganadjustingherrobes。

Modestymighthavedirectedherhastyactionofenwrappinghershoulders,butitwasscarcelylikely,consideringMissAldclyffe\'stemperament,thatshehadallherlifebeenusedtoamaid,Cytherea\'syouth,andtheelderlady\'smarkedtreatmentofherasifshewereamerechildorplaything。Thematterwastooslighttoreasonabout,andyetuponthewholeitseemedthatMissAldclyffemusthaveapracticalreasonforconcealingherneck。

WithatimidsenseofbeinganintruderCythereawasabouttostepbackandoutoftheroom;butatthesamemomentMissAldclyffeturned,sawtheimpulse,andtoldhercompaniontostay,lookingintohereyesasifshehadhalfanintentiontoexplainsomething。

Cythereafeltcertainitwasthelittlemysteryofherlatemovements。Theotherwithdrewhereyes;Cythereawenttofetchthedressing-gown,andwheeledroundagaintobringituptoMissAldclyffe,whohadnowpartlyremovedhernight-dresstoputitontheproperway,andstillsatwithherbacktowardsCytherea。

Herneckwasagainquiteopenanduncovered,andthoughhiddenfromthedirectlineofCytherea\'svision,shesawitreflectedintheglass——thefairwhitesurface,andtheinimitablecombinationofcurvesbetweenthroatandbosomwhichartistsadore,beingbrightlylitupbythelightburningoneitherside。

Andthelady\'spriorproceedingswerenowexplainedinthesimplestmanner。Inthemidstofherbreast,likeanislandinaseaofpearl,reclinedanexquisitelittlegoldlocket,embellishedwitharabesqueworkofblue,red,andwhiteenamel。ThatwasundoubtedlywhatMissAldclyffehadbeencontemplating;and,moreover,nothavingbeenputoffwithherotherornaments,itwastoberetainedduringthenight——aslightdeparturefromthecustomofladieswhichMissAldclyffehadatfirstnotcaredtoexhibittohernewassistant,thoughnow,onfurtherthought,sheseemedtohavebecomeindifferentonthematter。

\'Mydressing-gown,\'shesaid,quietlyfasteninghernight-dressasshespoke。

Cythereacameforwardwithit。MissAldclyffedidnotturnherhead,butlookedinquiringlyathermaidintheglass。

\'YousawwhatIwearonmyneck,Isuppose?\'shesaidtoCytherea\'sreflectedface。

\'Yes,madam,Idid,\'saidCythereatoMissAldclyffe\'sreflectedface。

MissAldclyffeagainlookedatCytherea\'sreflectionasifshewereonthepointofexplaining。Againshecheckedherresolve,andsaidlightly——

\'FewofmymaidsdiscoverthatIwearitalways。Igenerallykeepitasecret——notthatitmattersmuch。ButIwascarelesswithyou,andseemedtowanttotellyou。Youwinmetomakeconfidencesthat……\'

Sheceased,tookCytherea\'shandinherown,liftedthelocketwiththeother,touchedthespringanddisclosedaminiature。

\'Itisahandsomeface,isitnot?\'shewhisperedmournfully,andeventimidly。

\'Itis。\'

ButthesighthadgonethroughCytherealikeanelectricshock,andtherewasaninstantaneousawakeningofperceptioninher,sothrillinginitspresenceastobewell-nighinsupportable。Thefaceintheminiaturewasthefaceofherownfather——youngerandfresherthanshehadeverknownhim——butherfather!

Wasthisthewomanofhiswildandunquenchableearlylove?Andwasthisthewomanwhohadfiguredinthegate-man\'sstoryasansweringthenameofCythereabeforeherjudgmentwasawake?Surelyitwas。

Andifso,herewasthetangibleoutcropofaromanticandhiddenstratumofthepasthithertoseenonlyinherimagination;butasfarasherscopeallowed,clearlydefinedthereinbyreasonofitsstrangeness。

MissAldclyffe\'seyesandthoughtsweresointentupontheminiaturethatshehadnotbeenconsciousofCytherea\'sstartofsurprise。

Shewentonspeakinginalowandabstractedtone。

\'Yes,Ilosthim。\'Sheinterruptedherwordsbyashortmeditation,andwentonagain。\'Ilosthimbyexcessofhonestyasregardedmypast。Butitwasbestthatitshouldbeso……Iwasledtothinkrathermorethanusualofthecircumstancesto-nightbecauseofyourname。Itispronouncedthesameway,thoughdifferentlyspelt。\'

TheonlymeansbywhichCytherea\'ssurnamecouldhavebeenspelttoMissAldclyffemusthavebeenbyMrs。MorrisorFarmerSpringrove。

ShefanciedFarmerSpringrovewouldhavespeltitproperlyifEdwardwashisinformant,whichmadeMissAldclyffe\'sremarkobscure。

Womenmakeconfidencesandthenregretthem。TheimpulsiverushoffeelingwhichhadledMissAldclyffetoindulgeinthisrevelation,triflingasitwas,diedoutimmediatelyherwordswerebeyondrecall;andtheturmoil,occasionedinherbydwellinguponthatchapterofherlife,foundventinanotherkindofemotion——theresultofatrivialaccident。

Cytherea,afterlettingdownMissAldclyffe\'shair,adoptedsomeplanwithittowhichtheladyhadnotbeenaccustomed。Arapidrevulsiontoirritationensued。Themaiden\'smeretouchseemedtodischargethepent-upregretoftheladyasifshehadbeenajarofelectricity。

\'Howstrangelyyoutreatmyhair!\'sheexclaimed。

Asilence。

\'IhavetoldyouwhatInevertellmymaidsasarule;ofcourseNOTHINGthatIsayinthisroomistobementionedoutsideit。\'Shespokecrosslynolessthanemphatically。

\'Itshallnotbe,madam,\'saidCytherea,agitatedandvexedthatthewomanofherromanticwonderingsshouldbesodisagreeabletoher。

\'WhyonearthdidItellyouofmypast?\'shewenton。

Cythereamadenoanswer。

Thelady\'svexationwithherself,andtheaccidentwhichhadledtothedisclosureswelledlittlebylittletillitknewnobounds。Butwhatwasdonecouldnotbeundone,andthoughCythereahadshownamostwinningresponsiveness,quarrelMissAldclyffemust。SherecurredtothesubjectofCytherea\'swantofexpertness,likeabitterreviewer,whofindingthesentimentsofapoetunimpeachable,quarrelswithhisrhymes。

\'Never,neverbeforedidIservemyselfsuchatrickasthisinengagingamaid!\'Shewaitedforanexpostulation:nonecame。

MissAldclyffetriedagain。

\'Theideaofmytakingagirlwithoutaskinghermorethanthreequestions,orhavingasinglereference,allbecauseofhergoodl——

,theshapeofherfaceandbody!ItWASafool\'strick。There,I

amservedright,quiteright——bybeingdeceivedinsuchaway。\'

\'Ididn\'tdeceiveyou,\'saidCytherea。Thespeechwasanunfortunateone,andwasthevery\'fueltomaintainitsfires\'thattheother\'spetulancedesired。

\'Youdid,\'shesaidhotly。

\'ItoldyouIcouldn\'tpromisetobeacquaintedwitheverydetailofroutinejustatfirst。\'

\'Willyoucontradictmeinthisway!Youaretellinguntruths,I

say。\'

Cytherea\'slipquivered。\'Iwouldanswertheremarkif——if——\'

\'Ifwhat?\'

\'Ifitwerealady\'s!\'

\'Yougirlofimpudence——whatdoyousay?Leavetheroomthisinstant,Itellyou。\'

\'AndItellyouthatapersonwhospeakstoaladyasyoudotome,isnoladyherself!\'

\'Toalady?Alady\'s-maidspeaksinthisway。Theidea!\'

\'Don\'t“lady\'s-maid“me:nobodyismymistressIwon\'thaveit!\'

\'GoodHeavens!\'

\'Iwouldn\'thavecome——no——Iwouldn\'t!ifIhadknown!\'

\'What?\'

\'Thatyouweresuchanill-tempered,unjustwoman!\'

\'PossestbeyondtheMuse\'spainting,\'MissAldclyffeexclaimed——

\'AWoman,amI!I\'llteachyouifIamaWoman!\'andliftedherhandasifshewouldhavelikedtostrikehercompanion。Thisstungthemaidenintoabsolutedefiance。

\'Idareyoutotouchme!\'shecried。\'Strikemeifyoudare,madam!

Iamnotafraidofyou——whatdoyoumeanbysuchanactionasthat?\'

MissAldclyffewasdisconcertedatthisunexpectedshowofspirit,andashamedofherunladylikeimpulsenowitwasputintowords。

Shesankbackinthechair。\'Iwasnotgoingtostrikeyou——gotoyourroom——Ibegyoutogotoyourroom!\'sherepeatedinahuskywhisper。

Cytherea,redandpanting,tookuphercandlestickandadvancedtothetabletogetalight。Asshestoodclosetothemtheraysfromthecandlesstrucksharplyonherface。Sheusuallyboreamuchstrongerlikenesstohermotherthantoherfather,butnow,lookingwithagrave,reckless,andangeredexpressionofcountenanceatthekindlingwickasshehelditslantingintotheotherflame,herfather\'sfeaturesweredistinctinher。ItwasthefirsttimeMissAldclyffehadseenherinapassionatemood,andwearingthatexpressionwhichwasinvariablyitsconcomitant。ItwasMissAldclyffe\'sturntostartnow;andtheremarkshemadewasaninstanceofthatsuddenchangeoftonefromhigh-flowninvectivetothepettinessofcuriositywhichsooftenmakeswomen\'squarrelsridiculous。EvenMissAldclyffe\'sdignityhadnotsufficientpowertopostponetheabsorbingdesireshenowfelttosettlethestrangesuspicionthathadenteredherhead。

\'Youspellyournamethecommonway,G,R,E,Y,don\'tyou?\'shesaid,withassumedindifference。

\'No,\'saidCytherea,poisedonthesideofherfoot,andstilllookingintotheflame。

\'Yes,surely?Thenamewasspeltthatwayonyourboxes:Ilookedandsawitmyself。\'

TheenigmaofMissAldclyffe\'smistakewassolved。\'O,wasit?\'

saidCytherea。\'Ah,IrememberMrs。Jackson,thelodging-housekeeperatBudmouth,labelledthem。WespellournameG,R,A,Y,E。\'

\'Whatwasyourfather\'strade?\'

Cythereathoughtitwouldbeuselesstoattempttoconcealfactsanylonger。\'Hiswasnotatrade,\'shesaid。\'Hewasanarchitect。\'

\'Theideaofyourbeinganarchitect\'sdaughter!\'

\'There\'snothingtooffend,youinthat,Ihope?\'

\'Ono。\'

\'Whydidyousay“theidea“?\'

\'Leavethatalone。DidheevervisitinGowerStreet,Bloomsbury,oneChristmas,manyyearsago?——butyouwouldnotknowthat。\'

\'IhaveheardhimsaythatMr。Huntway,acuratesomewhereinthatpartofLondon,andwhodiedthere,wasanoldcollegefriendofhis。\'

\'WhatisyourChristianname?\'

\'Cytherea。\'

\'No!Andisitreally?AndyouknewthatfaceIshowedyou?Yes,Iseeyoudid。\'MissAldclyffestopped,andclosedherlipsimpassibly。Shewasalittleagitated。

\'Doyouwantmeanylonger?\'saidCytherea,standingcandleinhandandlookingquietlyinMissAldclyffe\'sface。

\'Well——no:nolonger,\'saidtheotherlingeringly。

\'Withyourpermission,Iwillleavethehousetomorrowmorning,madam。\'

\'Ah。\'MissAldclyffehadnonotionofwhatshewassaying。

\'AndIknowyouwillbesogoodasnottointrudeuponmeduringtheshortremainderofmystay?\'

SayingthisCytherealefttheroombeforehercompanionhadanswered。MissAldclyffe,then,hadrecognizedheratlast,andhadbeencuriousabouthernamefromthebeginning。

Theothermembersofthehouseholdhadretiredtorest。AsCythereawentalongthepassageleadingtoherroomherskirtsrustledagainstthepartition。Adooronherleftopened,andMrs。Morrislookedout。

\'Iwaitedoutofbedtillyoucameup,\'shesaid,\'itbeingyourfirstnight,incaseyoushouldbeatalossforanything。HowhaveyougotonwithMissAldclyffe?\'

\'Prettywell——thoughnotsowellasIcouldhavewished。\'

\'Hasshebeenscolding?\'

\'Alittle。\'

\'She\'saveryoddlady——\'tisallonewayortheotherwithher。

She\'snotbadatheart,butunbearableinclosequarters。Thoseofuswhodon\'thavemuchtodowithherpersonally,stayonforyearsandyears。\'

\'HasMissAldclyffe\'sfamilyalwaysbeenrich?\'saidCytherea。

\'Ono。Theproperty,withthename,camefromhermother\'suncle。

HerfamilyisabranchoftheoldAldclyffefamilyonthematernalside。HermothermarriedaBradleigh——amerenobodyatthattime——

andwasonthataccountcutbyherrelations。Butverysingularlytheotherbranchofthefamilydiedoutonebyone——threeofthem,andMissAldclyffe\'sgreat-unclethenleftallhisproperty,includingthisestate,toCaptainBradleighandhiswife——MissAldclyffe\'sfatherandmother——onconditionthattheytooktheoldfamilynameaswell。There\'sallaboutitinthe“LandedGentry。“

\'Tisathingveryoftendone。\'

\'O,Isee。Thankyou。Well,nowIamgoing。Good-night。\'

VI。THEEVENTSOFTWELVEHOURS

1。AUGUSTTHENINTH。ONETOTWOO\'CLOCKA。M。

Cythereaenteredherbedroom,andflungherselfonthe,bed,bewilderedbyawhirlofthought。Onlyonesubjectwasclearinhermind,anditwasthat,inspiteoffamilydiscoveries,thatdaywastobethefirstandlastofherexperienceasalady\'s-maid。

Starvationitselfshouldnotcompelhertoholdsuchahumiliatingpostforanotherinstant。\'Ah,\'shethought,withasigh,atthemartyrdomofherlastlittlefragmentofself-conceit,\'OwenknowseverythingbetterthanI。\'

Shejumpedupandbeganmakingreadyforherdepartureinthemorning,thetearsstreamingdownwhenshegrievedandwonderedwhatpracticalmatteronearthshecouldturnherhandtonext。Allthesepreparationscompleted,shebegantoundress,hermindunconsciouslydriftingawaytothecontemplationofherlatesurprises。Tolookintheglassforaninstantatthereflectionofherownmagnificentresourcesinfaceandbosom,andtomarktheirattractivenessunadorned,wasperhapsbutthenaturalactionofayoungwomanwhohadsolatelybeenchiddenwhilstpassingthroughtheharassingexperienceofdecoratinganolderbeautyofMissAldclyffe\'stemper。

Butshedirectlycheckedherweaknessbysympathizingreflectionsonthehiddentroubleswhichmusthavethrongedthepastyearsofthesolitarylady,tokeepher,thoughsorichandcourted,inamoodsorepellentandgloomyasthatinwhichCythereafoundher;andthentheyounggirlmarvelledagainandagain,asshehadmarvelledbefore,atthestrangeconfluenceofcircumstanceswhichhadbroughtherselfintocontactwiththeonewomanintheworldwhosehistorywassoromanticallyintertwinedwithherown。Shealmostbegantowishshewerenotobligedtogoawayandleavethelonelybeingtolonelinessstill。

Inbedandinthedark,MissAldclyffehauntedhermindmorepersistentlythanever。Insteadofsleeping,shecalledupstaringvisionsofthepossiblepastofthisqueenlylady,hermother\'srival。Upthelongvistaofbygoneyearsshesaw,behindall,theyounggirl\'sflirtation,littleormuch,withthecousin,thatseemedtohavebeennippedinthebud,ortohaveterminatedhastilyinsomeway。ThenthesecretmeetingsbetweenMissAldclyffeandtheotherwomanatthelittleinnatHammersmithandotherplaces:

thecommonplacenamesheadopted:herswoonatsomepainfulnews,andtheveryslightknowledgetheelderfemalehadofherpartnerinmystery。Then,morethanayearafterwards,theacquaintanceshipofherownfatherwiththishisfirstlove;theawakeningofthepassion,hisactsofdevotion,theunreasoningheatofhisrapture,hertacitacceptanceofit,andyetheruneasinessunderthedelight。Thenhisdeclarationamidtheevergreens:theutterchangeproducedinhermannerthereby,seeminglytheresultofarigiddetermination:andthetotalconcealmentofherreasonbyherselfandherparents,whateveritwas。Thenthelady\'scoursedroppedintodarkness,andnothingmorewasvisibletillshewasdiscoveredhereatKnapwater,nearlyfiftyyearsold,stillunmarriedandstillbeautiful,butlonely,embittered,andhaughty。

Cythereaimaginedthatherfather\'simagewasstillwarmlycherishedinMissAldclyffe\'sheart,andwasthankfulthatsheherselfhadnotbeenbetrayedintoannouncingthatsheknewmanyparticularsofthispageofherfather\'shistory,andthechiefone,thelady\'sunaccountablerenunciationofhim。Itwouldhavemadeherbearingtowardsthemistressofthemansionmoreawkward,andwouldhavebeennobenefittoeither。

Thusconjuringupthepast,andtheorizingonthepresent,shelayrestless,changingherposturefromonesidetotheotherandbackagain。Finally,whencourtingsleepwithallherart,sheheardaclockstriketwo。Aminutelater,andshefanciedshecoulddistinguishasoftrustleinthepassageoutsideherroom。

Toburyherheadinthesheetswasherfirstimpulse;thentouncoverit,raiseherselfonherelbow,andstretchhereyeswideopeninthedarkness;herlipsbeingpartedwiththeintentnessofherlistening。Whateverthenoisewas,ithadceasedforthetime。

Itbeganagainandcameclosetoherdoor,lightlytouchingthepanels。Thentherewasanotherstillness;Cythereamadeamovementwhichcausedafaintrustlingofthebed-clothes。

Beforeshehadtimetothinkanotherthoughtalighttapwasgiven。

Cythereabreathed:thepersonoutsidewasevidentlybentuponfindingherawake,andtherustleshehadmadehadencouragedthehope。Themaiden\'sphysicalconditionshiftedfromonepoletoitsopposite。Thecoldsweatofterrorforsookher,andmodestytookthealarm。Shebecamehotandred;herdoorwasnotlocked。

Adistinctwoman\'swhispercametoherthroughthekeyhole:

\'Cytherea!\'

OnlyonebeinginthehouseknewherChristianname,andthatwasMissAldclyffe。Cythereasteppedoutofbed,wenttothedoor,andwhisperedback,\'Yes?\'

\'Letmecomein,darling。\'

Theyoungwomanpausedinaconflictbetweenjudgmentandemotion。

Itwasnowmistressandmaidnolonger;womanandwomanonly。Yes;

shemustlethercomein,poorthing。

Shegotalightinaninstant,openedthedoor,andraisinghereyesandthecandle,sawMissAldclyffestandingoutsideinherdressing-

gown。

\'Nowyouseethatitisreallymyself;putoutthelight,\'saidthevisitor。\'Iwanttostayherewithyou,Cythie。Icametoaskyoutocomedownintomybed,butitissnuggerhere。Butrememberthatyouaremistressinthisroom,andthatIhavenobusinesshere,andthatyoumaysendmeawayifyouchoose。ShallIgo?\'

\'Ono;youshan\'tindeedifyoudon\'twantto,\'saidCythiegenerously。

TheinstanttheywereinbedMissAldclyffefreedherselffromthelastremnantofrestraint。Sheflungherarmsroundtheyounggirl,andpressedhergentlytoherheart。

\'Nowkissme,\'shesaid。

Cytherea,uponthewhole,wasratherdiscomposedatthischangeoftreatment;and,discomposedorno,herpassionswerenotsoimpetuousasMissAldclyffe\'s。Shecouldnotbringhersoultoherlipsforamoment,tryhowshewould。

\'Come,kissme,\'repeatedMissAldclyffe。

Cythereagaveheraverysmallone,assoftintouchandinsoundastheburstingofabubble。

\'Moreearnestlythanthat——come。\'

Shegaveanother,alittlebutnotmuchmoreexpressively。

\'Idon\'tdeserveamorefeelingone,Isuppose,\'saidMissAldclyffe,withanemphasisofsadbitternessinhertone。\'Iamanill-temperedwoman,youthink;halfoutofmymind。Well,perhapsI

am;butIhavehadgriefmorethanyoucanthinkordreamof。ButI

can\'thelplovingyou——yournameisthesameasmine——isn\'titstrange?\'

Cythereawasinclinedtosayno,butremainedsilent。

\'Now,don\'tyouthinkImustloveyou?\'continuedtheother。

\'Yes,\'saidCythereaabsently。ShewasstillthinkingwhetherdutytoOwenandherfather,whichaskedforsilenceonherknowledgeofherfather\'sunfortunatelove,ordutytothewomanembracingher,whichseemedtoaskforconfidence,oughttopredominate。Herewasasolution。ShewouldwaittillMissAldclyffereferredtoheracquaintanceshipandattachmenttoCytherea\'sfatherinpasttimes:

thenshewouldtellherallsheknew:thatwouldbehonour。

\'Whycan\'tyoukissmeasIcankissyou?Whycan\'tyou!\'SheimpresseduponCytherea\'slipsawarmmotherlysalute,givenasifintheoutburstofstrongfeeling,longchecked,andyearningforsomethingtoloveandbelovedbyinreturn。

\'Doyouthinkbadlyofmeformybehaviourthisevening,child?I

don\'tknowwhyIamsofoolishastospeaktoyouinthisway。Iamaveryfool,Ibelieve。Yes。Howoldareyou?\'

\'Eighteen。\'

\'Eighteen!……Well,whydon\'tyouaskmehowoldIam?\'

\'BecauseIdon\'twanttoknow。\'

\'Nevermindifyoudon\'t。Iamforty-six;anditgivesmegreaterpleasuretotellyouthisthanitdoestoyoutolisten。Ihavenottoldmyagetrulyforthelasttwentyyearstillnow。\'

\'Whyhaven\'tyou?\'

\'Ihavemetdeceitbydeceit,tillIamwearyofit——weary,weary——

andIlongtobewhatIshallneverbeagain——artlessandinnocent,likeyou。ButIsupposethatyou,too,will,provetobenotworthathought,aseverynewfrienddoesonmoreintimateknowledge。

Come,whydon\'tyoutalktome,child?Haveyousaidyourprayers?\'

\'Yes——no!Iforgotthemto-night。\'

\'Isupposeyousaythemeverynightasarule?\'

\'Yes。\'

\'Whydoyoudothat?\'

\'BecauseIhavealwaysdoneso,anditwouldseemstrangeifIwerenotto。Doyou?\'

\'I?Awickedoldsinnerlikeme!No,Ineverdo。Ihavethoughtallsuchmattershumbugforyears——thoughtsosolongthatIshouldbegladtothinkotherwisefromveryweariness;andyet,suchisthecodeofthepoliteworld,thatIsubscriberegularlytoMissionarySocietiesandothersofthesort……Well,sayyourprayers,dear——youwon\'tomitthemnowyourecollectit。Ishouldliketohearyouverymuch。Willyou?\'

\'Itseemshardly——\'

\'Itwouldseemsolikeoldtimestome——whenIwasyoung,andnearer——farnearerHeaventhanIamnow。Do,sweetone,\'

Cythereawasembarrassed,andherembarrassmentarosefromthefollowingconjunctureofaffairs。SinceshehadlovedEdwardSpringrove,shehadlinkedhisnamewithherbrotherOwen\'sinhernightlysupplicationstotheAlmighty。Shewishedtokeepherloveforhimasecret,and,aboveall,asecretfromawomanlikeMissAldclyffe;yetherconscienceandthehonestyofherlovewouldnotforaninstantallowhertothinkofomittinghisdearname,andsoendangertheefficacyofallherpreviousprayersforhissuccessbyanunworthyshamenow:itwouldbewickedofher,shethought,andagrievouswrongtohim。Underanyworldlycircumstancesshemighthavethoughtthepositionjustifiedalittlefinesse,andhaveskippedhimforonce;butprayerwastoosolemnathingforsuchtrifling。

\'Iwouldrathernotsaythem,\'shemurmuredfirst。Itstruckherthenthatthisdecliningaltogetherwasthesamecowardiceinanotherdress,andwasdeliveringherpoorEdwardovertoSatanjustasunceremoniouslyasbefore。\'Yes;Iwillsaymyprayers,andyoushallhearme,\'sheaddedfirmly。

Sheturnedherfacetothepillowandrepeatedinlowsofttonesthesimplewordsshehadusedfromchildhoodonsuchoccasions。Owen\'snamewasmentionedwithoutfaltering,butintheothercase,maidenlyshynesswastoostrongevenforreligion,andthatwhensupportedbyexcellentintentions。AtthenameofEdwardshestammered,andhervoicesanktothefaintestwhisperinspiteofher。

\'Thankyou,dearest,\'saidMissAldclyffe。\'Ihaveprayedtoo,I

verilybelieve。Youareagoodgirl,Ithink。\'Thentheexpectedquestioncame。

\'“BlessOwen,“andwhom,didyousay?\'

Therewasnohelpforitnow,andoutitcame。\'OwenandEdward,\'

saidCytherea。

\'WhoareOwenandEdward?\'

\'Owenismybrother,madam,\'falteredthemaid。

\'Ah,Iremember。WhoisEdward?\'

Asilence。

\'Yourbrother,too?\'continuedMissAldclyffe。

\'No。\'

MissAldclyffereflectedamoment。\'Don\'tyouwanttotellmewhoEdwardis?\'shesaidatlast,inatoneofmeaning。

\'Idon\'tmindtelling;only……\'

\'Youwouldrathernot,Isuppose?\'

\'Yes。\'

MissAldclyffeshiftedherground。\'Wereyoueverinlove?\'sheinquiredsuddenly。

Cythereawassurprisedtohearhowquicklythevoicehadalteredfromtendernesstoharshness,vexation,anddisappointment。

\'Yes——IthinkIwas——once,\'shemurmured。

\'Aha!Andwereyoueverkissedbyaman?\'

Apause。

\'Well,wereyou?\'saidMissAldclyffe,rathersharply。

\'Don\'tpressmetotell——Ican\'t——indeed,Iwon\'t,madam!\'

MissAldclyfferemovedherarmsfromCytherea\'sneck。\'\'Tisnowwithyouasitisalwayswithallgirls,\'shesaid,injealousandgloomyaccents。\'Youarenot,afterall,theinnocentItookyoufor。No,no。\'Shethenchangedhertonewithfitfulrapidity。

\'Cytherea,trytolovememorethanyoulovehim——do。Iloveyoumoresincerelythananymancan。Do,Cythie:don\'tletanymanstandbetweenus。O,Ican\'tbearthat!\'SheclaspedCytherea\'sneckagain。

\'ImustlovehimnowIhavebegun,\'repliedtheother。

\'Must——yes——must,\'saidtheelderladyreproachfully。\'Yes,womenareallalike。IthoughtIhadatlastfoundanartlesswomanwhohadnotbeensulliedbyaman\'slips,andwhohadnotpractisedorbeenpractiseduponbytheartswhichruinallthetruthandsweetnessandgoodnessinus。Findagirl,ifyoucan,whosemouthandearshavenotbeenmadearegularhighwayofbysomemanoranother!Leavetheadmittedlynotoriousspots——thedrawing-roomsofsociety——andlookinthevillages——leavethevillagesandsearchintheschools——andyoucanhardlyfindagirlwhosehearthasnotbeenHAD——isnotanoldthinghalfwornoutbysomeHeoranother!Ifmenonlyknewthestalenessofthefreshestofus!thatninetimesoutoftenthe“firstlove“theythinktheyarewinningfromawomanisbutthehulkofanoldwreckedaffection,fittedwithnewsailsandre-used。OCytherea,canitbethatyou,too,areliketherest?\'

\'No,no,no,\'urgedCytherea,awedbythestormshehadraisedintheimpetuouswoman\'smind。\'Heonlykissedmeonce——twiceImean。\'

\'Hemighthavedoneitathousandtimesifhehadcaredto,there\'snodoubtaboutthat,whoeverhislordshipis。YouareasbadasI——

weareallalike;andI——anoldfool——havebeensippingatyourmouthasifitwerehoney,becauseIfanciednowastingloverknewthespot。Butaminuteago,andyouseemedtomelikeafreshspringmeadow——nowyouseemadustyhighway。\'

\'Ono,no!\'Cythereawasnotweakenoughtoshedtearsexceptonextraordinaryoccasions,butshewasfaintobeginsobbingnow。ShewishedMissAldclyffewouldgotoherownroom,andleaveherandhertreasureddreamsalone。Thisvehementimperiousaffectionwasinonesensesoothing,butyetitwasnotofthekindthatCytherea\'sinstinctsdesired。Thoughitwasgenerous,itseemedsomewhattoorankandcapriciousforendurance。

\'Well,\'saidtheladyincontinuation,\'whoishe?\'

Hercompanionwasdesperatelydeterminednottotellhisname:shetoomuchfearedatauntwhenMissAldclyffe\'sfierymoodagainruledhertongue。

\'Won\'tyoutellme?nottellmeafteralltheaffectionIhaveshown?\'

\'Iwill,perhaps,anotherday。\'

\'DidyouwearahatandwhitefeatherinBudmouthfortheweekortwoprevioustoyourcominghere?\'

\'Yes。\'

\'ThenIhaveseenyouandyourloveratadistance!Herowedyouroundthebaywithyourbrother。\'

\'Yes。\'

\'Andwithoutyourbrother——fie!There,there,don\'tletthatlittleheartbeatitselftodeath:throb,throb:itshakesthebed,yousillything。Ididn\'tmeanthattherewasanyharmingoingalonewithhim。IonlysawyoufromtheEsplanade,incommonwiththerestofthepeople。IoftenrundowntoBudmouth。Hewasaverygoodfigure:nowwhowashe?\'

\'I——Iwon\'ttell,madam——Icannotindeed!\'

\'Won\'ttell——verywell,don\'t。Youareveryfoolishtotreasureuphisnameandimageasyoudo。Why,hehashadlovesbeforeyou,trusthimforthat,whoeverheis,andyouarebutatemporarylinkinalongchainofotherslikeyou:whoonlyhaveyourlittledayastheyhavehadtheirs。\'

\'\'Tisn\'ttrue!\'tisn\'ttrue!\'tisn\'ttrue!\'criedCythereainanagonyoftorture。\'Hehasneverlovedanybodyelse,Iknow——Iamsurehehasn\'t。\'

MissAldclyffewasasjealousasanymancouldhavebeen。Shecontinued——

\'Heseesabeautifulfaceandthinkshewillneverforgetit,butinafewweeksthefeelingpassesoff,andhewondershowhecouldhavecaredforanybodysoabsurdlymuch。\'

\'No,no,hedoesn\'t——Whatdoeshedowhenhehasthoughtthat——Come,tellme——tellme!\'

\'Youareashotasfire,andthethrobbingofyourheartmakesmenervous。Ican\'ttellyouifyougetinthatflusteredstate。\'

\'Do,dotell——O,itmakesmesomiserable!buttell——cometellme!\'

\'Ah——thetablesareturnednow,dear!\'shecontinued,inatonewhichmingledpitywithderision——

\'“Love\'spassionsshallrocktheeAsthestormrockstheravensonhigh,BrightreasonwillmocktheeLikethesunfromawintrysky。“

\'Whatdoeshedonext?——Why,thisiswhathedoesnext:ruminateonwhathehasheardofwomen\'sromanticimpulses,andhoweasilymentorturethemwhentheyhavegivenwaytothosefeelings,andhaveresignedeverythingfortheirhero。Itmaybethatthoughhelovesyouheartilynow——thatis,asheartilyasamancan——andyoulovehiminreturn,yourlovesmaybeimpracticableandhopeless,andyoumaybeseparatedforever。You,astheweary,wearyyearspassbywillfadeandfade——brighteyesWILLfade——andyouwillperhapsthendieearly——truetohimtoyourlatestbreath,andbelievinghimtobetruetothelatestbreathalso;whilsthe,insomegayandbusyspotfarawayfromyourlastquietnook,willhavemarriedsomedashinglady,andnotpurelyobliviousofyou,willlonghaveceasedtoregretyou——willchataboutyou,asyouwereinlongpastyears——

willsay,“Ah,littleCythereausedtotieherhairlikethat——poorinnocenttrustingthing;itwasapleasantuselessidledream——thatdreamofmineforthemaidwiththebrighteyesandsimple,sillyheart;butIwasafoolishladatthattime。“ThenhewilltellthetaleofallyourlittleWillsandWont\'sandparticularways,andashespeaks,turntohiswifewithaplacidsmile。\'

\'Itisnottrue!Hecan\'t,hec-can\'tbes-socruel——andyouarecrueltome——youare,youare!\'Shewasatlastdriventodesperation:hernaturalcommonsenseandshrewdnesshadseenallthroughthepiecehowimaginaryheremotionswere——shefeltherselftobeweakandfoolishinpermittingthemtorise;buteventhenshecouldnotcontrolthem:beagonizedshemust。Shewasonlyeighteen,andthelongday\'slabour,herweariness,herexcitement,hadcompletelyunnervedher,andwornherout:shewasbenthitherandthitherbythistyrannicalworkinguponherimagination,asayoungrushinthewind。Sheweptbitterly。\'AndnowthinkhowmuchIlikeyou,\'resumedMissAldclyffe,whenCythereagrewcalmer。\'I

shallneverforgetyouforanybodyelse,asmendo——never。Iwillbeexactlyasamothertoyou。Nowwillyoupromisetolivewithmealways,andalwaysbetakencareof,andneverdeserted?\'

\'Icannot。Iwillnotbeanybody\'smaidforanotherdayonanyconsideration。\'

\'No,no,no。Youshan\'tbealady\'s-maid。Youshallbemycompanion。Iwillgetanothermaid。\'

Companion——thatwasanewidea。Cythereacouldnotresisttheevidentlyheartfeltdesireofthestrange-temperedwomanforherpresence。Butshecouldnottrusttothemoment\'simpulse。

\'Iwillstay,Ithink。Butdonotaskforafinalanswerto-night。\'

\'Nevermindnow,then。Putyourhairroundyourmamma\'sneck,andgivemeonegoodlongkiss,andIwon\'ttalkanymoreinthatwayaboutyourlover。Afterall,someyoungmenarenotsofickleasothers;butevenifhe\'stheficklest,thereisconsolation。Theloveofaninconstantmanistentimesmoreardentthanthatofafaithfulman——thatis,whileitlasts。\'

Cythereadidasshewastold,toescapethepunishmentoffurthertalk;flungthetwiningtressesofherlong,richhairoverMissAldclyffe\'sshouldersasdirected,andthetwoceasedconversing,makingthemselvesupforsleep。MissAldclyffeseemedtogiveherselfovertoaluxurioussenseofcontentandquiet,asifthemaidenathersideaffordedheraprotectionagainstdangerswhichhadmenacedherforyears;shewassoonsleepingcalmly。

2。TWOTOFIVEA。M。

WithCythereaitwasotherwise。Unusedtotheplaceandcircumstances,shecontinuedwakeful,illatease,andmentallydistressed。Shewithdrewherselffromhercompanion\'sembrace,turnedtotheotherside,andendeavouredtorelieveherbusybrainbylookingatthewindow-blind,andnoticingthelightoftherisingmoon——nowinherlastquarter——creeprounduponit:itwasthelightofanoldwaningmoonwhichhadbutafewdayslongertolive。

Thesightledhertothinkagainofwhathadhappenedundertheraysofthesamemonth\'smoon,alittlebeforeitsfull,theecstaticeveningscenewithEdward:thekiss,andtheshortnessofthosehappymoments——maidenimaginationbringingabouttheapotheosisofastatusquowhichhadhadseveralunpleasantnessesinitsearthlyreality。

Butsoundswereintheascendantthatnight。Herearsbecameawareofastrangeandgloomymurmur。

Sherecognizedit:itwasthegushingofthewaterfall,faintandlow,broughtfromitssourcetotheunwonteddistanceoftheHousebyafaintbreezewhichmadeitdistinctandrecognizablebyreasonoftheutterabsenceofalldisturbingsounds。Thegroom\'smelancholyrepresentationlenttothesoundamoredismaleffectthanitwouldhavehadofitsownnature。Shebegantofancywhatthewaterfallmustbelikeatthathour,underthetreesintheghostlymoonlight。Blackatthehead,andoverthesurfaceofthedeepcoldholeintowhichitfell;whiteandfrothyatthefall;

blackandwhite,likeapallanditsborder;sadeverywhere。

Shewasinthemoodforsoundsofeverykindnow,andstrainedherearstocatchthefaintest,inwaywardenmitytoherquietofmind。

Anothersooncame。

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