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FEEBLE-MIND”Comfortthefeeble-minded。”——Paul。
Feeble-mindshallfirsttellyouhisownstoryinhisownwords,andthenIshallperhapsventureafewobservationsuponhishistoryandhischaracter。”Iambutasicklyman,asyousee,”saidFeeble-mindtoGreatheart,”andbecauseDeathdidusuallyknockonceadayatmydoor,IthoughtIshouldneverbewellathome。SoIbetookmyselftoapilgrim’slife,andhavetravelledhitherfromthetownofUncertain,whereIandmyfatherwereborn。Iamamanofnostrengthatallofbody,noryetofmind;butwould,ifIcould,thoughIcanbutcrawl,spendmylifeinthepilgrim’sway。WhenI
cameatthegatethatisattheheadoftheway,theLordofthatplacedidentertainmefreely。Neitherobjectedheagainstmyweaklylooks,noragainstmyfeeblemind;butgavemesuchthingsaswerenecessaryformyjourney,andbademehopetotheend。
WhenIcametothehouseoftheInterpreterIreceivedmuchkindnessthere;and,becausetheHillDifficultywasjudgedtoohardforme,Iwascarriedupthathillbyoneofhisservants。
IndeedIhavefoundmuchrelieffrompilgrims,thoughnonewerewillingtogososoftlyasIamforcedtodo。Yet,still,astheycameon,theybidmebeofgoodcheer,andsaidthatitwasthewilloftheirLordthatcomfortshouldbegiventothefeeble-
minded,andsowentontheirownpace。Ilookforbruntsbytheway;butthisIhaveresolvedon,towit,torunwhenIcan,togowhenIcannotrun,andtocreepwhenIcannotgo。Astothemain,IthankHimthatlovesme,Iamfixed。Mywayisbeforeme,mymindisbeyondtheriverthathasnobridge,thoughIam,asyousee,butofafeeblemind。”
ThensaidoldMr。Honest,”HaveyounotsometimeagobeenacquaintedwithoneMr。Fearing,apilgrim?””Acquaintedwithhim!
yes。HecamefromthetownofStupidity,whichliesfourdegreestothenorthwardoftheCityofDestruction,andasmanyoffwhereIwasborn。Yetwewerewellacquainted;for,indeed,hewasmineuncle,myfather’sbrother。HeandIhavebeenmuchofatemper;
hewasalittleshorterthanI,butyetweweremuchofacomplexion。””Iperceivethatyouknowhim,”saidMr。Honest,”andIamapttobelievealsothatyouwererelatedonetoanother;foryouhavehiswhitelylook,acastlikehiswithyoureye,andyourspeechismuchalike。””Alas!”Feeble-mindwenton,”Iwantasuitablecompanion。Youarealllustyandstrong,butI,asyousee,amweak。Ichoosethereforerathertocomebehind,lest,byreasonofmymanyinfirmities,Ishouldbebothaburdentomyselfandtoyou。Iam,asIsaid,amanofaweakandfeeblemind,andshallbeoffendedandmadeweakatthatwhichotherscanbear。Ishalllikenolaughing;Ishalllikenogayattire;Ishalllikenounprofitablequestions。Nay,Iamsoweakamanastobeoffendedwithwhatothershavealibertytodo。Idonotyetknowallthetruth。I
amaveryignorantChristianman。Sometimes,ifIhearsomerejoiceintheLord,ittroublesmebecauseIcannotdosotoo。Itiswithmeaswithaweakmanamongthestrong,oraswithasicklymanamongthehealthy,orasalampdespised。””But,brother,”
saidGreatheart,”Ihaveitincommissiontocomfortthefeeble-
mindedandtosupporttheweak。”Thustherefore,theywenton——Mr。
GreatheartandMr。Honestwentbefore;Christianaandherchildrenwentnext;andMr。Feeble-mindandMr。Ready-to-haltcamebehindwithhiscrutches。
1。Inthefirstplace,asinglewordastoFeeble-mind’sfamilytree。
ThackeraysaysthatThePeerageistheFamilyBibleofeverytrue-
bornEnglishman。EverygenuineEnglishman,hetellsus,teachesthatsacredbookdiligentlytohischildren。Hetalksoutofittothemwhenhesitsinthehouseandwhenhewalksbytheway。Hebindsituponhischildren’shands,anditisasafrontletbetweentheireyes。Hewritesitsnamesuponthedoor-postsofhishouse,andmakespicturesoutofituponhisgates。Now,JohnBunyanwasabornEnglishmaninhislikingforafamilytree。Hehadnosuchtreehimself——scarcelysomuchasabramblebush;but,allthesame,letthetinkertakehispeninhand,andthepedigreesandgenealogiesofallhispilgrimsaresuretobesetforthasmuchasiftheyweretoformthecertificatesthatthosepilgrimsweretohandinatthegate。
Feeble-mind,then,wasofanold,awell-rootedandawide-spreadrace。ThecountyofIndecisionwasfullofthatancientstock。
Theyhadintermarriedin-and-inalsotilltheirsmallstature,theirwhitelylook,thedroopoftheireye,andtheirweakleakyspeechallmadethemtobeeasilyrecognisedwherevertheywent。
ItwasFeeble-mind’ssalvationthatDeathhadknockedathisdooreverydayfromhisyouthup。Hewasfeebleinbodyaswellasinmind;onlythefeeblenessofhisbodyhadputacertainstrengthintohismind;theonlystrengthheevershowed,indeed,wasthestrengththathaditsrootsinaweakconstitutionatwhichsicknessanddeathstrucktheirdissolvingblowseveryday。Toescapedeath,boththefirstandtheseconddeath,anymanwithaparticleofstrengthleftwouldrunwithallhismight;andFeeble-
mindhadstrengthenoughsomewhereamonghisweakjointstomakehimsay,”ButthisIhaveresolvedon,towit,torunwhenIcan,togowhenIcannotrun,andtocreepwhenIcannotgo。Astothemain,Iamfixed!”
2。AttheWicketGatepilgrimFeeble-mindmetwithnothingbutthekindestandthemostcondescendingentertainment。Itwasthegatekeeperswaytobecomeallthingstoallmen。Thegatekeeper’snaturewasallinhisname;forhewasallGoodwilltogether。NokindofpilgrimevercamewrongtoGoodwill。Heneverfoundfaultwithany。Onlyletthemknockandcomeinandhewillseetoalltherest。Thewayisfullofallthegatekeeper’skindwordsandstillkinderactions。Everyseveralpilgrimhashiswagerwithalltherestthatnooneevergotsuchkindnessatthegateashegot。
AndevenFeeble-mindgavethegatekeeperthispraise——”TheLordoftheplace,”hesaid,”didentertainmefreely。Neitherobjectedheagainstmyweaklylooksnoragainstmyfeeblemind。Buthegavemesuchthingsaswerenecessaryformyjourney,andbademehopetotheend。”Allthingsconsidered,thatisperhapsthebestpraisethatGoodwillandhishouseeverearned。For,toreceiveandtosecureFeeble-mindasapilgrim——tomakeitimpossibleforFeeble-
mindtoentertainascrupleorasuspicionthatwasnotremovedbeforehand——tomakeitimpossibleforFeeble-mindtofindinallthehouseandinallitsgroundssomuchasastrawoverwhichhecouldstumble——thatwasextraordinaryattention,kindness,andcondescensioninGoodwillandallhisgood-willedhouse。”Goon,goon,dearMr。Feeblemind,”saidGoodwillgivinghishandtoMr。
Fearing’snephew,”goon:keepyourfeeblemindopentothetruth,andstillhopetotheend!”
3。”AstotheInterpreter’sHouse,Ireceivedmuchkindnessthere。”Thatisall。ButinthatshortspeechIthinktheremusthehidnolittleshameandremorse。NowordscouldpossiblybeaseverercondemnationofFeeble-mindthanhisowntwoorthreesoirrelevantwordsabouttheInterpreter’shouse。Nodoubtatall,Feeble-mindreceivedkindnessthere;butthatisnotthepoint。
Thatnoblehousewasnotbuiltatsuchcost,andfittedup,andkeptopenalltheyearround,andfilledwithfreshfurniturefromyeartoyear,merelythatthosewhopassedthroughitssignificantroomsmightreportthattheyhadreceivednorudenessatthehandsoftheInterpreter。”Come,”saidtheInterpretertoFeeble-mind,”andIwillshowtheewhatwillbeprofitabletothee。”SohecommandedhismantolightthecandleandbidFeeble-mindfollowhim。Butitwasalltonouse。Feeble-mindhadneitherthetastenorthecapacityforthesignificantrooms。Nay,asoneafteranotherofthoserichroomswasopenedtohim,Feeble-mindtookapositivedisliketothem。Nothinginterestedhim;nothinginstructedhim。Butmanythingsstumbledandangeredhim。Theparlourfullofdust,andhowthedustwasraisedandlaid;PassionandPatience;themanintheironcage;thespider-room;themuck-
rakeroom;therobinwithitsredbreastanditsprettynote,andyetwithitscoarsefood;thetree,greenoutsidebutrottenattheheart,——allthethankstheInterpretertookthatdayforallthatfromFeeble-mindwasinsuchspeechesasthese:Youmakemelosemyhead。IdonotknowwhereIam。IdidnotleavethetownofUncertaintobeconfusedandperplexedinmymindwithsightsandsoundslikethese。LetmeoutatthedoorIcameinat,andI
shallgobacktothegate。Goodwillhadnoneoftheseunhappyroomsinhissweethouse!”NothingcouldexceedthekindnessoftheInterpreterhimself;buthishousewasfullofannoyancesandoffencesandobstructionstoMr。Feeble-mind。HedidnotliketheInterpreter’shouse,andhegotoutofitasfastashecould,withhismindasfeebleaswhenheenteredit;and,whatwasworse,withhistempernotalittleruffled。
Andweseethisverysameintellectuallaziness,thisverysamedownrightdislikeatdivinetruth,inourownpeopleeveryday。
Thereareineverycongregationpeoplewhotakeuptheirlodgingsatthegateandrefusetogoonestepfartherontheway。AvisittotheInterpreter’sHousealwaysupsetsthem。Itturnstheiremptyhead。Theydonotknowwheretheyare。Theywillnotgivewhatmindtheyhavetodivinetruth,allyoucandotodrawthemontoit,tilltheydieasfeeble-minded,asignorant,andasinexperiencedastheywereborn。Theyneverreadareligiousbookthathasanybrainorheartinit。ThefeebleLivesoffeeble-
mindedChristians,writtenbyfeeble-mindedauthors,andpublishedbyfeeble-mindedpublishers,——weallknowthespoon-meatthatmultitudesofourpeoplegodowntotheirsecondchildhoodupon。
JonathanEdwards——anametheyneverhearathome,butoneofthemostmasculineandseraphicofinterpreters——hasanoblediscourseonTheImportanceandAdvantageofathoroughKnowledgeofDivineTruth。”Consideryourselves,”hesays,”asscholarsordisciplesputintotheschoolofChrist,andthereforebediligenttomakeproficiencyinChristianknowledge。Contentnotyourselveswiththis,thatyouhavebeentaughtyourCatechisminyourchildhood,andthatyouknowasmuchoftheprinciplesofreligionasisnecessarytosalvation。Letnotyourteachershavecausetocomplainthatwhiletheyspendandarespenttoimpartknowledgetoyou,youtakelittlepainstolearn。BeassiduousinreadingtheHolyScriptures。Andwhenyouread,observewhatyouread。
Observehowthingscomein。Compareonescripturewithanother。
Procureanddiligentlyuseotherbookswhichmayhelpyoutogrowinthisknowledge。Therearemanyexcellentbooksextantwhichmightgreatlyforwardyouinthisknowledge。Thereisagreatdefectinmany,thatthroughalothnesstobeatalittleexpense,theyprovidethemselveswithnomorehelpsofthisnature。”
Weighty,wise,andlamentablytruewords。”Mundanus,”saysWilliamLaw,”isamanofexcellentparts,andclearapprehension。Heiswelladvancedinage,andhasmadeagreatfigureinbusiness。Hehasaimedatthegreatestperfectionineverything。Theonlythingwhichhasnotfallenunderhisimprovement,norreceivedanybenefitfromhisjudiciousmind,ishisdevotion;thisisjustinthesamepoorstateitwaswhenhewassixyearsofage,andtheoldmanpraysnowinthatlittleformofwordswhichhismotherusedtohearhimrepeatnightandmorning。ThisMundanusthathardlyeversawthepoorestutensilwithoutconsideringhowitmightbemadeorusedtobetteradvantage,hasgoneonallhislifelongprayinginthesamemanneraswhenhewasachild;withouteverconsideringhowmuchbetteroroftenerhemightpray;withoutconsideringhowimprovablethespiritofdevotionis,howmanyhelpsawiseandreasonablemanmaycalltohisassistance,andhownecessaryitisthatourprayersshouldbeenlarged,varied,andsuitedtotheparticularstateandconditionofourlives。Howpoorandpitiableistheconductofthismanofsense,whohassomuchjudgmentandunderstandingineverythingbutthatwhichisthewholewisdomofman!”Howtruetoeverysyllableisthat!Howsimple-looking,andyethowmanly,andable,andnoble!Wecloseouryoungmen’ssessionwithLawandButlerto-night,andIcannotbelievethatoursessionwiththosetwogiantshasleftonefeeblemindinthetwoclasses;theywereallweededoutafterthefirstfortnightofthesession;though,afterallisdone,therearestillplentyleftbothamongoldandyounginthecongregation。EvenHomersometimesnods;andIcannotbutthinkthatJohnBunyanhasmadeaslipinsayingthatFeeble-
mindenjoyedtheInterpreter’sHouse。Atanyrate,IwishIcouldsayasmuchaboutallthefeeblemindsknowntome。
4。TheHillDifficulty,whichmighthavehelpedtomakeamanofFeeble-mind,sawalaughable,ifithadnotbeensuchalamentable,spectacle。ForitsawthispoorcreaturehangingaslimpaswetlinenonthebackofoneoftheInterpreter’ssweatingservants。
Yourlittleboywillexplaintheparabletoyou。ShallIdothis?
or,shallIratherdothat?asksFeeble-mindateverystop。Woulditberight?or,woulditbewrong?ShallIreadthatbook?ShallIgotothatball?ShallImarrythatman?Tellmewhattodo。
Givemeyourhand。Takemeupuponyourback,andcarrymeoverthisdifficulthill。”Iwascarriedupthat,”sayspoorFeeble-
mind,”byoneofhisservants。”
5。”TheonecalamityofMr。Feeble-mind’shistory,”saysourablestcommentatoronBunyan,”wasthefinestmercyofhishistory。”ThatonecalamitywashisfallingintoGiantSlay-good’shands,andhisfinestmercywashisrescuebyGreatheart,andhisconsequentcompanionshipwithhisdeliverer,withMr。Honest,andwithChristianaandherpartytilltheycametotheriver。YouconstantlyseethesamethinginthelifeoftheChurchandoftheChristianFamily。Somecalamitythrowsaweak,ignorant,andimmoralcreatureintoclosecontactwithaministeroranelderoraChristianvisitor,whonotonlyrelieveshimfromhispresentdistress,butcontinuestokeephiseyeuponhisnewacquaintance,introduceshimtowiseandgoodfriends,inviteshimtohishouse,giveshimbookstoread,andkeepshimundergoodinfluences,till,ofaweak,feeble,andsometimesviciouscharacter,heismadeaChristianman,tillheisableforhimselftosay,Itwasgoodformetobeafflicted;theonecalamityofmyhistoryhasbeenmybestmercy!
6。Feeble-mind,Iamashamedtohavetoadmit,behavedhimselfinaperfectlyscandalousmanneratthehouseofGaiusminehost。Hewentbeyondallboundsduringthoseeventfulweeks。ThoseweekswereonelongtemptationtoFeeble-mind——andhewentdowninapitifulwaybeforehistemptation。Twomarriagesandtwohoneymoons,withsuppersanddanceseverynight,madetheoldhostelrylikeveryPandemoniumitselftopoorFeeble-mind。HewouldhavehadMatthew’sandJames’smarriagesconductednextdoortoafuneral。Becausehewouldnoteatfleshhimself,heprotestedagainstGaiuskillingasheep。”Man,”saidoldHonest,almostlayinghisquarterstaffoverFeeble-mind’sshoulders——”Man,dostthouthinkbecausethouartvirtuous,thereshallbenomorecakesandale?””Ishalllikenolaughing,”saidFeeble-mind;”Ishalllikenogayattire;Ishalllikenounprofitablequestions。”I
thinkittooksomeself-conceittorefusetositattablebesideChristianabecauseofhergayattire。AndIhopeMercydidnotgiveupdressingwell,evenaftershewasmarried,topleasethatweak-mindedoldchurl。Andastounprofitablequestions——wearealltemptedtothinkthatquestionunprofitablewhichourincapacityorourignorancekeepsussilentuponattable。Wethinkthattopicbothill-timedandimpertinentandunsafetowhichwearenotinvitedtocontributeanything。”Iamaveryignorantman,”hewentontosay;and,ifthatwassaidinanyhumility,Feeble-mindneversaidatruerword。”Itiswithmeasitiswithaweakmanamongthestrong,oraswithasickmanamongthehealthy,orasalampdespisedinthethoughtofhimthatisatease。”AllwhichonlybroughtGreatheartoutinhisverybestcolours。”But,brother,”saidtheguide,”Ihaveitincommissiontocomfortthefeeble-minded,andtosupporttheweak。Youmustneedsgoalongwithus;wewillwaitforyou,wewilllendyouourhelp,wewilldenyourselvesofsomethings,bothopinionativeandpractical,foryoursake;wewillnotenterintodoubtfuldisputationsbeforeyou;wewillbemadeallthingstoyouratherthanthatyoushallbeleftbehind。”
7。ThefirstthingthatdidMr。Feeble-mindanyrealgoodwashisbeingmademilitaryguardoverthewomenandthechildrenwhilethemenwentouttodemolishDoubtingCastle。Quiscustodiet?youwillsmileandsaywhenyouhearthat。Whoshallprotecttheprotector?
youwillsay。Butwaitalittle。Greatheartknewhisbusiness。
FornotonlydidFeeble-mindrisetotheoccasion,whenhewasputtoit;but,morethanthat,hewasthesoulofgoodcompanyatsupper-timethatnight。”Jocundandmerry”aretheverywords。
Yes;giveyourfeebleandfault-findingfolksomethingtodo。Sendthemtoteachaclass。Sendthemdownintoamissiondistrict。
Layasenseofresponsibilityuponthem。Leavethemtodealwiththisandthatemergencythemselves。Ceasecarryingthemonyourback,andlayweakandevilandself-willedpeopleontheirback。
Letthemfeelthattheyareofsomerealuse。AsMatthewArnoldsays,Letthecriticbuttrypractice,andyouwillmakeanewmanofhim。AsGreatheartmadeofFeeble-mindbymakinghimmountguardovertheCelestialcaravanwhilethefightingmenwereallupatDoubtingCastle。
8。”Markthis,”saysMr。Feeble-mind’sbiographerontheearlymarginofhishistory,lestweshouldbetemptedtoforgetthegoodpartsofthistroublesomeandprovokingpilgrim——”Markthis。”
This,namely,whichFeeble-mindsaystohisguide。”Astothemain,IthankHimthatlovesme,Iamfixed。Mywayisbeforeme,mymindisbeyondtheriverthathasnobridge,thoughIam,asyousee,butofafeeblemind。”Andthatleadsuswithreturningregardandlovetoturntotheendofhishistory,whereweread:”AfterthisMr。Feeble-mindhadtidingsbroughthimthatthepostsoundedhishornathischamberdoor。Thenhecameinandtoldhim,saying,IamcometotelltheethatthyMasterhathneedofthee,andthatinverylittletimethoumustbeholdHisfaceinbrightness。ThenMr。Feeble-mindcalledforhisfriends,andtoldthemwhaterrandhadbeenbroughttohim,andwhattokenhehadreceivedofthetruthofthemessage。Asformyfeeblemindhesaid,thatIshallleavebehindme,forIshallhavenoneedofthatintheplacewhitherIgo。Norisitworthbestowinguponthepoorestpilgrim。Wherefore,whenIamgone,Idesirethatyouwouldburyitinadung-hill。Thisdone,andthedaybeingcomeinwhichhewasabouttodepart,heenteredtheriverastherest。
Hislastwordswere,Holdout,faithandpatience!Sohewentovertotheotherside。
GREAT-HEART”——whenthoushaltenlargemyheart。”——David。
OnSabbath,the12thDecember1886,IheardthelateCanonLiddonpreachasermoninSt。Paul’sCathedral,inwhichheclassedOliverCromwellwithAlexandertheSixthandwithRichardtheThird。I
hadtakenmyestimateofthegreatProtector’scharacterlargelyfromCarlyle’sfamousbook,andyoucanjudgewithwhatfeelingsI
heardthecanon’scomparison。And,besides,IhadbeenwonttothinkoftheProtectorashavingenteredlargelyintoJohnBunyan’sportraitofGreatheart,thepilgrimguide。AndtheresearchesandthejudgmentsofDr。Gardinerhaveonlygonetoconvinceme,theeloquentcanonnotwithstanding,thatBunyancouldnothavechosenabettercontemporarygroundworkforhisGreatheartthanjustthegreatPuritansoldier。Cromwell’s”mentalstrugglesbeforehisconversion,”hislife-long”searchingsofheart,”his”utterabsenceofvindictiveness,”hisunequalledcapacityfor”seeingintotheheartofasituation,”andhisown”all-embracinghospitalityofheart”——allhavegonetoreassuremethatmyfirstguessastoBunyan’semploymentoftheProtector’smatchlesspersonalityandserviceshadnotbeensofarastray。AndtheoftenerIreadthenoblehistoryofGreatheart,thebetterIseemtohear,beatingbehindhisfinefigure,byfarthegreatestheartthateverruledovertherealmofEngland。
1。ThefirsttimethatwecatchaglimpseofGreatheart’sweather-
beatenandsword-seamedfaceiswhenheistakingastolenlookoutofthewindowatMr。Fearing,whoisconductinghimselfmorelikeachickenthanamanaroundtheInterpreter’sdoor。AndfromthatmomenttillMr。Fearingshouted”Gracereigns!”asheclearedthelastriver,neversportsmansurelystalkedastartleddeersopatientlyandsoskilfullyandsosuccessfullyasGreatheartcircumventedthatchicken-heartedpilgrim。”AtlastIlookedoutofthewindow,andperceivingamantobeupanddownaboutthedoor,Iwentouttohimandaskedhimwhathewas;but,poorman,thewaterstoodillhiseyes。SoIperceivedwhathewanted。I
wentin,therefore,andtolditinthehouse,andweshowedthethingtoourLord。SoHesentmeoutagaintoentreathimtocomein;butIdaresayIhadhardworktodoit。”Greatheart’swholeaccountofMr。Fearingalwaysbringsthewatertomyeyesalso。ItisindeedadeliciouspieceofEnglishprose。IfIwereaprofessorofbelleslettresinsteadofwhatIam,Iwouldcompelallmystudents,underpainofrustication,togetthosethreeorfourclassicalpagesbyhearttilltheycouldneitherperpetratenortoleratebadEnglishanymore。Thiscamp-firetale,toldbyanoldsoldier,aboutatroublesomeyoungrecruitandallhisadventures,touches,surely,thehigh-watermarkofsweetandundefiledEnglish。Greatheartwasnotthefirstsoldierwhocouldhandleboththeswordandthepen,andhehasnotbeenthelast。
ButnotCaesarandnotNapierthemselveseverhandledthosetwoinstrumentsbetter。
2。GreathearthadjustreturnedtohisMaster’shousefromhavingseenMr。Fearingsafelythroughallhistroublesandwellovertheriver,when,behold,anothercaravanofpilgrimsisreadyforhisconvoy。ForGreatheart,youmustknow,wastheInterpreter’sarmedservant。WhenatanytimeGreatheartwasoffduty,whichinthosedayswasbutseldom,hetookuphisquartersagainintheInterpreter’shouse。Ashesayshimself,hecamebackfromtheriver-sideonlytolookoutoftheInterpreter’swindowtoseeiftherewasanymoreworkonthewayforhimtodo。And,asgoodluckwouldhaveit,ashasbeensaid,theguidewasjustcomebackfromhisadventureswithMr。Fearingwhenapilgrimparty,thanwhichhehadneverseenonemoretohismind,wasintroducedtohimbyhisMaster,theInterpreter。”TheInterpreter,”sowereadatthispoint,”thencalledforaman-servantofhis,oneGreatheart,andbidhimtakesword,andhelmet,andshield,andtakethese,mydaughters,”saidhe,”andconductthemtothehousecalledBeautiful,atwhichplacetheywillrestnext。Sohetookhisweaponsandwentbeforethem,andtheInterpretersaid,God-speed。”
3。NowIsawinmydreamthattheywenton,andGreatheartwentbeforethem,sotheycametotheplacewhereChristian’sburdenfelloffhisbackandtumbledintoasepulchre。Here,then,theymadeapause,andherealsotheyblessedGod。”Now,”saidChristiana,”itcomestomymindwhatwassaidtousatthegate;
towit,thatweshouldhavepardonbywordandbydeed。Whatitistohavepardonbydeed,Mr。Greatheart,Isupposeyouknow;
wherefore,ifyouplease,letushearyourdiscoursethereof。””Sothen,tospeaktothequestion,”saidGreatheart。Youhaveallheardaboutthe”question-day”atHighlandcommunions。Thatdayissocalledbecausequestionsthathaveariseninthemindsof”themen”inconnectionwithdoctrineandwithexperienceareonthatdaysetforth,debatedout,andsolvedbymuchmeditationandprayer;age,saintliness,doctrinalandexperimentalreading,andpersonalexperienceallmakingtheircontributiontothesolutionofthequestioninhand。Justsuchaquestion,then,andhandledinsuchamanner,wasthatquestionwhichwhiledthewayandcheatedthetoiltillthepilgrimscametotheHouseBeautiful。
ThegreatdoctrinalandexperimentalPuritans,withHookerattheirhead,putforththeirfullstrengthandlaidouttheirfinestworkjustonthissamequestionthatChristianagaveoutattheplace,somewhatascending,uponwhichstoodacross,andalittlebelow,inthebottom,asepulchre。ButnotthegreatCommentonTheGalatiansitself,nexttotheHolyBibleasitis,asmostfitforawoundedconscience;no,northatperfectmassofpurestgold,TheLearnedDiscourseofJustification,noranythingelseofthatkindknowntome,isforonemoment,tocompareinbeauty,intenderness,ineloquence,inscripturaldepth,andinscripturalsimplicitywithGreatheart’snobleresolutionofChristiana’squestionwhichhemadeonthewayfromtheInterpreter’shousetotheHouseBeautiful。”Thisisbrave!”exclaimedthatmotherinIsrael,whentheguidehadcometoanend。”MethinksitmakesmyhearttobleedtothinkthatHeshouldbleedforme。OThoulovingOne!OThoublessedOne!Thoudeservesttohaveme,forThouhastboughtme。Nomarvelthatthismadethewatertostandinmyhusband’seyes,andthatitmadehimtrudgesonimblyon。OMercy,thatthyfatherandthymotherwerehere;yea,andMrs。Timoroustoo!Nay,IwishnowwithallmyheartthatherewasMadamWantontoo。Surely,surelytheirheartswouldbeaffectedhere!”PromisemetoreadathomeGreatheart’sdiscourseontheRighteousnessofChrist,andyouwillthankmeforhavingexactedthepromise。
Theincongruityofasoldierhandlingsuchquestions,andespeciallyinsuchastyle,hasstumbledsomeofJohnBunyan’sfault-findingreaders。Thesameincongruitystumbled”theHonourableColonelHacker,atPeeblesorelsewhere,”towhomCromwellsentthesefromEdinburghonthe25thDecember1650——”ButindeedIwasnotsatisfiedwithyourlastspeechtomeaboutEmpson,thathewasabetterpreacherthanfighterorsoldier——orwordstothateffect。Truly,Ithinkthathethatpraysandpreachesbestwillfightbest。IknownothingthatwillgivelikecourageandconfidenceastheknowledgeofGodinChristwill;andIblessGodtoseeanyinthisarmyableandwillingtoimparttheknowledgetheyhaveforthegoodofothers。IprayyoureceiveCaptainEmpsonlovingly:Idareassureyouheisagoodmanandagoodofficer;Iwouldwehadnoworse。”
4。”Willyounotgoinandstaytillmorning?”saidtheportertoGreatheart,atthegateoftheHouseBeautiful。”No,”saidtheguide;”Iwillreturntomylordto-night。””Osir!”criedChristianaandMercy,”weknownothowtobewillingyoushouldleaveusinourpilgrimage。Ohthatwemighthaveyourcompanytillourjourney’send。”ThensaidJames,theyoungestoftheboys,”Praybepersuadedtogowithusandhelpus,becausewearesoweakandthewaysodangerousasitis。””Iamatmylord’scommandment,”saidGreatheart。”Ifheshallallowmetobeyourguidequitethrough,Ishallwillinglywaituponyou。Buthereyoufailedatfirst;forwhenhebidmecomethusfarwithyou,thenyoushouldhavebeggedmeofhimtohavegonequitethroughwithyou,andhewouldhavegrantedyourrequest。However,atpresent,Imustwithdraw,andso,goodChristiana,Mercy,andmybravechildren,adieu!””Helplostforwantofaskingfor,”isourauthor’scondemnatorycommentonthemarginatthispointinthehistory。Andthereisnotasinglepageinmyhistory,orinyours,mybrethren,onwhichthesamemarginallamentisnotwritten。WhathelpwewouldhavehadonourLord’spromiseifwehadbuttakenthetroubletoaskforit!Andwhathelpweoncehad,andhavenowlost,justbecausewhenwehaditwedidnotaskforacontinuanceofit!”No,”saidGreathearttotheporter,andtothetwowomen,andtoJames——”No。Iwillreturntomylordto-
night。Iamatmylord’scommandment;only,ifheshallstillallotmeIshallwillinglywaituponyou。”
Now,whatwiththeHouseBeautiful,sofullofthemostdelightfulcompany;whatwithmusicinthehouseandmusicintheheart;whatwithMr。Brisk’scourtshipofMercy,Matthew’sillness,Mr。Skill’scureofthesickman,andwhatnot——awholemonthpassedbylikeadayinthatsohappyhouse。
ButatlastChristianaandMercysignifiedittothoseofthehousethatitwastimeforthemtobeupandgoing。ThensaidJosephtohismother,”ItisconvenientthatyousendbacktothehouseofMr。InterpretertoprayhimtograntthatMr。Greatheartshouldbesenttousthathemaybeourconductortherestofourway。””Goodboy,’saidshe,”Ihadalmostforgot。”SoshedrewupapetitionandprayedMr。Watchfultheportertosenditbysomefitmantohergoodfriend,Mr。Interpreter;who,whenitwascomeandhehadseenthecontentsofthepetition,saidtothemessenger,”Go,tellthemthatIwillsendhim。”……Now,aboutthistimeoneknockedatthedoor。Sotheporteropened,and,behold,Mr。
Greatheartwasthere!Butwhenhecamein,whatjoywasthere!
ThensaidMr。Greathearttothetwowomen,”Mylordhassenteachofyouabottleofwine,andalsosomeparchedcorn,togetherwithacoupleofpomegranates。Hehasalsosenttheboyssomefigsandraisinstorefreshyouonyourway。””Theweakmaysometimescallthestrongtoprayers,”IreadagaininthemarginoppositethementionofJoseph’sname。NotthatIamstrong,andnotthatsheisweak,butoneofmypeopleIspentanhourwithlastafternoonwhomyouwouldtoacertaintyhavecalledweakhadyouseenherandhersurrounding,——shesocalledmetoprayerthatIhadtohurryhomeandgostraighttoit。AndalllastnightandallthismorningIhavehadasmanypomegranatesasIcouldeatandasmuchwineasIcoulddrink。Yes;youattendtowhattheweakestwillsometimessaytoyou,andtheywilloftenputyouonthewaytogetGreatheartbackagainwithaloadofwinesandfruitsandcornonhisshouldertorefreshyouonyourjourney。”Goodboy!”saidChristianatoJosephheryoungestson,”Goodboy!Ihadalmostforgot!”
5。WhenoldMr。HonestbegantonodafterthegoodsupperthatGaiusminehostgavetothepilgrims,”What,sir,”criedGreatheart,”youbegintobedrowsy;come,rubup;nowhere’sariddleforyou。”ThensaidMr。Honest,”Let’shearit。”ThensaidMr。Greatheart,”Hethatwillkill,mustfirstbeovercome;
Wholiveabroadwould,firstmustdieathome。””Hah!”saidMr。Honest,”itisahardone;hardtoexpound,andharderstilltopractise。”Yes;thisafter-supperriddleofMr。
Greatheartisahardoneinbothrespects;andforthisreason,becausethelearnedandmuchexperiencedguide——learnedwithallthathislifelongquartersintheInterpreter’sHousecouldteachhim,andexperiencedwithalifetime’saccumulatedexperienceofthepilgrimlife——hasputallhislearningandallhislifeintothesetwomysteriouslines。ButoldHonest,oncehehadsufficientlyrubbeduphiseyesandhisintellects,gavetheanswer:”HefirstbygracemustconqueredbeThatsinwouldmortify。
Andwho,thatlives,wouldconvinceme,Untohimselfmustdie。”
Exactly;shrewdoldHonest;youhavehitoffbothGreatheartandhisriddletoo。YouhavedivedintothedeepestheartoftheInterpreter’sman-servant。”Themagnanimousman”wasAristotle’smasterpiece。ThatgreatteacherofmindandmoralscreatedfortheGreekworldtheirGreatheart。But,”thoumustunderstand,”saysBunyantohisreaders,”thatIneverwenttoschooltoAristotleorPlato。No;buttoPaul,whotaughtBunyanthatwhatAristotlecallsmagnanimityisreallypride——taughthimthat,tillthereisfarmoreoftheChristianreligioninthosetwodoggerellinesatGaius’ssupper-tablethanthereisinallTheEthicstakentogether。Anditisonlyfromapersonalexperienceofthesamelifeasthatwhichtheguideputshereintohisriddlethatanyman’sproudheartwillbecomereallyhumbleandthusreallygreat,reallyenlarged,andofanall-embracinghospitalitylikeCromwell’sandGreatheart’sandJohnBunyan’sown。Wouldyou,then,becomeaGreathearttoo?Andwouldyoubeemployedinyourdayastheywereemployedintheirday?Thenexpoundtoyourself,andpractise,andfollowoutthatdeepriddlewithwhichGreatheartsowokeupoldHonest:”Hethatwillkill,mustfirstbeovercome;
Wholiveabroadwould,firstmustdieathome。
6。Greatheartagainandagainattheriverside,Greatheartsendingpilgrimafterpilgrimovertheriverwithrapture,andhehimselfstillsummonedtoturnhisbackontheCelestialCity,andtoretracehisstepsthroughthelandofBeulah,throughtheValleyoftheShadowofDeath,andthroughtheValleyofHumiliation,andbacktotheInterpreter’shousetotakeonanotherandanotherandanotherconvoyoffreshpilgrims,andhisownabundantentrancestillputoffandnevertocome,——ourheartsbleedforpoorGreatheart。Backandforward,backandforward,yearafteryear,thisnoblesouluncomplaininglygoes。And,everashewaveshishandtoanotherpilgrimenteringwithtrumpetswithinthegates,hesaluteshisnextpilgrimchargewiththebravewords:”YetwhatI
shallchooseIwotnot。ForIaminastraitbetwixttwo:havingadesiretodepartandtobewithChrist。Neverthelesstoabideinthefleshismoreneedfulforyou,foryourfurtheranceandjoyoffaithbymycomingtoyouagain。”IfGreatheartcouldnot”usherhimselfoutofthislife”alongwithChristiana,andMercy,andMr。
Honest,andStandfast,andValiant-for-truth——ifhehadstilltotoilbackandbleedhiswayupagainattheheadofanotherhappybandofpilgrims——well,afterallissaid,whathadtheCelestialCityitselftogivetoGreatheartbetterthansuchblessedwork?”Witheverysuchreturningjourneyhegotamoreandmoreenlarged,detached,hospitable,andChrist-likeheart,andtheKing’spalaceinverygloryitselfhadnothingbetterinstoreforthissoldier-
guidethanthat。AnoblerheavenGreatheartcouldnottastethanhehadalreadyinhimself,ashechampionedanotherandanotherpilgrimcompanyfromhisMaster’searthlygatetohisMaster’sheavenlygate。LikePaul,hisapostolicprototype,Greatheartsometimesvacillatedjustforamomentwhenhecamealittletoonearheaven,andfeltitsmagnificentandalmostdissolvingattractionsfullinhissoul。YouwillseeGreatheart’smindstaggeringforamomentbetweenrestandlabour,betweenwarandpeace,between”Christ”onearthand”Christ”inheaven——youwillseeallthatsetforthwithgreatsympathyandgreatabilityinPrincipalRainy’snewbookonPaul’sEpistletothePhilippians,andinthechapterentitled,TheApostle’sChoicebetweenLivingandDying。
ThentherecameasummonsforMr。Standfast。AtwhichhecalledtohimMr。Greatheart,andsaiduntohim,”Sir,althoughitwasnotmyhaptobemuchinyourgoodcompanyinthedaysofmypilgrimage,yet,sincethetimeIknewyou,youhavebeenprofitabletome。
WhenIcamefromhomeIleftbehindmeawifeandfivesmallchildren。Letmeentreatyou,atyourreturn(forIknowthatyouwillgoandreturntoyourmaster’shouseinhopesthatyoumaybeaconductortomoreoftheholypilgrims),thatyousendtomyfamilyandletthembeacquaintedwithallthathathandshallhappentome。Tellthem,moreover,ofmyhappyarrivaltothisplace,andofthepresentlateblessedconditionIamin,andsoonformanyothermessagesandcharges。”Yes,Mr。Standfast;verygood。ButIwouldhavelikedyouonyourdeathbedmuchbetterifyouhadhadawordtosparefromyourselfandyourwifeandyourchildrenforpoorGreathearthimself,whohadneitherwifenorchildren,nornearhopeofheaven,butonlyyourtrustandchargeandmanysuchliketrustsandchargestocarryoutwhenyouareathomeandfreeofalltrustandallchargeandallcare。Butyoursisthewayofallthepilgrims——solong,atleast,astheyareinthisselfishlife。Letthemandtheirchildrenonlybewelllookedafter,andtheyhavenotmanythoughtsormanywordsleftforthosewhosweatandbleedtodeathforthemandtheirs。TheyleanonthisandthatGreatheartalltheirownwayup,andthentheyleavetheirwidowsandchildrentoleanonwhateverGreatheartissenttomeetthem;butitisnotonepilgrimintenwhotakesthethoughtorhasthehearttosendamessagetoMr。Greathearthimselfforhisownconsolationandsupport。IreadthatMr。Ready-to-haltalone,goodsoul,hadthegoodfeelingtodoit。HethankedMr。
Greatheartforhisconductandforhiskindness,andsoaddressedhimselftohisjourney。Allthesame,nobleGreatheart!gooninthymagnanimouswork。Takebackalltheirerrands。Seekoutatanytroublealltheirwivesandchildren。Embarkagainandagainonallthyformerbattlesandhardshipsforthegoodofothermen。
ButbeassuredthatallthisthylabourisnotinvaininthyLord。
Bewellassuredthatnotonedropofthybloodorthysweatorthytearsshallfalltothegroundonthatdaywhentheythatbewiseshallshineasthebrightnessofthefirmament,andtheythatturnmanytorighteousnessasthestarsforeverandever。Goback,then,fromthywell-earnedrest,ObraveGreatheart!gobacktothywaitingtask。Putonagainthywholearmour。Receiveagain,andagainfulfil,thyMaster’scommission,tillHehasnomorecommissionsleftforthybraveheartandthyboldhandtoexecute。
And,onegloriousday,whilethouartstillreturningtothytask,itshallsuddenlysoundinthydutifulears:-”Welldone!goodandfaithfulservant!”Andthenthoutoo”ShalthangthytrumpetinthehallAndstudywarnomore。”
MR。READY-TO-HALT”ForIamreadytohalt。”——David。
Mr。Ready-to-haltistheMephiboshethofthepilgrimage。WhileMephiboshethwasstillachildinarms,hisnurselettheyoungprincefall,andfromthatdaytothedayofhisdeathhewaslameinbothhisfeet。Mephibosheth’slife-longlameness,andthenDavid’sextraordinarygracetothedisinheritedcrippleincommandinghimtoeatcontinuallyattheking’stable;inthosetwopointswehaveallthatweknowaboutMr。Ready-to-haltalso。Wehavenoproperportrait,aswesay,ofMr。Ready-to-halt。Mr。
Ready-to-haltisbutanameonJohnBunyan’spages——anamesetupontwocrutches;but,then,hissimplenameissosuggestiveandhistwocrutchesaresoeloquent,thatIfeelasifwemightventuretotakethislife-longlameterandhissoserviceablecrutchesforourcharacter-lectureto-night。
JohnBunyan,whocouldsoeasilyandsodelightfullyhavedoneit,hasgivenusnoinformationatallaboutMr。Ready-to-halt’searlydays。ForoncehisEnglishpassionforapedigreehasnotcompelledourauthor’spen。Wewouldhavelikedimmenselytohavebeentoldthename,andtohaveseendisplayedthewholefamilytreeofyoungReady-to-halt’sfather;and,especially,ofhismother。Whowashisnursealso?Anddidsheeverforgiveherselffortheterribleinjuryshehaddoneheryoungmaster?Whatwerehisoccupationsandamusementsasalittlecrippleboy?Whomadehimhisfirstcrutch?Ofwhatwoodwasitmade?Andatwhatage,andunderwhosekindandtenderdirectionsdidhebegintouseit?
And,then,withsuchaninfirmity,whateverputitintoMr。Ready-
to-halt’sheadtoattemptthepilgrimage?Forthepilgrimagewasataskandatoilthattookallthelimbsandallthelungsandallthelaboursandalltheendurancesthatthestrongestandthebravestofmencouldbringtobearuponit。HowdidthiscompletecrippleevergetthroughtheSlough,andfirstupandthendowntheHillDifficulty,andpastallthelions,andoverathousandotherobstaclesandstumbling-blocks,tillhearrivedatminehost’ssohospitabledoor?ThefirstsurprisedsightwegetofthissohandicappedpilgrimiswhenGreatheartandFeeble-mindareintheheatoftheirdiscourseatthehostelrydoor。AtthatmomentMr。
Ready-to-haltcamebywithhiscrutchesinhishand,andhealsowasgoingonpilgrimage。Thus,therefore,theywenton。Mr。
GreatheartandMr。Honestwentonbefore,Christianaandherchildrenwentnext,andMr。Feeble-mindandMr。Ready-to-haltcamebehindwithhiscrutches。”Putbythecurtains,lookwithinmyveil,Turnupmymetaphors,anddonotfail,There,ifthouseekestthem,suchthingstofind,Aswillbehelpfultoanhonestmind。”
1。Well,then,whenweputbythecurtainsandturnupthemetaphors,whatdowefind?What,butjustthis,thatpoorMr。
Ready-to-haltwas,afterall,thegreatestandthebestbeliever,astheNewTestamentwouldhavecalledhim,inallthepilgrimage。
WehavenotfoundsogreatfaithasthatofMr。Ready-to-halt,no,notintheverybestofthepilgrimbands。Eachseveralpilgrimhad,nodoubt,hisowngoodqualities;but,atpureanddownrightbelieving——attakingGodatHisbareandsimpleword——Mr。Ready-to-
haltbeatthemall。Allthatflashesinuponusfromoneshiningwordthatstandsonthemarginofoursometaphoricalauthor。Thissingleword,the”promises,”hangslikeakeyofgoldbesidethefirstmentionofMr。Ready-to-halt’scrutches——akeysuchthatinamomentitthrowsopenthewholeofMr。Ready-to-halt’sotherwiselockfastandsecretandinexplicablelife。Thereitallis,asplainasapike-staffnow!Yes;Mr。Ready-to-halt’scrutchesarejustthedivinepromises。IwonderIdidnotseethatallthetime。Why,Icouldcomposeallhispastlifemyselfnow。Ihavehisfatherandhismotherandhisnurseatmyfinger-endsnow。
Thispoorpilgrim——unlessitwouldbeimpertinencetocallhimpooranymore——hadnolimbstobecalledlimbs。Suchlimbsashehadwereonlyanencumbrancetothisuniquepedestrian。Allthelimbshehadwereinhiscrutches。Hehadnotoneatomofstrengthtoleanuponapartfromhiscrutches。Abone,amuscle,atendon,asinew,maybeill-nourished,undeveloped,green,andunknit,but,attheworst,theyareinsideofamanandtheyarehisown。Butacrutch,ofhowevergoodwooditmaybemade,andhowevergoodalamemanmaybeatusingit——still,acrutchatitsbestisbutanoutsideadditament;itisnotreallyandoriginallyapartofaman’sveryselfatall。Andyetalamemanisnothimselfwithouthiscrutch。Othermendonotneedtogiveamoment’sforethoughtwhentheywishtoriseuptowalk,ortorun,ortoleap,ortodance。Butthelamemanhastowaittillhiscrutchesarebroughttohim;andthen,afterslowlyandpainfullyhoistinghimselfupuponhiscrutches,withgreatlabour,heatlasttakestheroad。
Mr。Ready-to-halt,then,isamanofGod;butheisoneofthosemenofGodwhohavenogodlinesswithinthemselves。Hehasnoinwardgraces。Hehasnopastexperiences。Hehasnoattainmentsthathecanforonesafemomenttakehisstandupon,orevenpartlyleanupon。Mr。Ready-to-haltisabsolutelyandalwaysdependentuponthepromises。ThepromisesofGodinHolyScripturearethisman’sverylife。Allhisreligionstandsinthepromises。Takeawaythepromises,andMr。Ready-to-haltisaheapofheavingragsontheroadside。Hecannottakeasinglestepunlessuponapromise。But,atthesametime,giveMr。Ready-to-haltapromiseinhishandandhewillwadetheSloughuponit,andscaleupandslidedowntheHillDifficultyuponit,andfightalion,andevenbrainBeelzebubwithit,tillhewillwithagrudgeandadoubtexchangeitevenforthechariotsandthehorsesthatwaithimattheriver。WhatadelightourLordwouldhavetakeninMr。Ready-
to-halthadHecomeacrosshimonHiswaytothepassover!HowHewouldhavegivenMr。Ready-to-haltHisarm;howHewouldhavemadeHimselflatebywalkingwithhim,andwouldstillhavewaitedforhim!Nay,hadthatbeenadayofchap-booksincarpenters’shopsandonthevillagestalls,howHewouldhavehadMr。Ready-to-
halt’sstorybyhearthadanybrass-workerinGalileetoldthehistory!OurLordwaswithinaninchoftellingthatstoryHimself,whenHeshowedThomasHishandsandHisside。AndatanothertimeandinanotherplacewemightwellhavehadMr。Ready-
to-haltasonemoreofourLord’sparablesforthecommonpeople。
Only,HeleftthedelightandtherewardofdrawingoutthisparabletooneHealreadysawanddearlylovedinafar-offislandofthesea,thePuritantinkerofEvangelicalEngland。
2。Andnow,afterallthat,wouldyouthinkitgoingtoofarifI
weretosaythatinmakingHimselflikeuntoallHisbrethren,ourLordmadeHimselflikeMr。Ready-to-halttoo?IndeedHedid。AnditwasbecausehisLorddidthis,thatMr。Ready-to-haltsolovedhisLordastofollowHimuponcrutches。Itwouldnotbethoughtseemly,perhaps,tocarrythefiguretooclosetoourLord。But,figureapart,itisonlyorthodoxandscripturaltosaythatourLordaccomplishedHispilgrimageandfinishedHisworkleaningallalonguponHisFather’spromises。Esaiasisveryboldaboutthisalso,forhetellshisreadersagainandagainthattheirMessiah,whenHecomes,willhavetobeheldup。Hewillhavetobeencouraged,comforted,andcarriedthroughbyJehovah。AndinoneremarkablepassageheletsusseeJehovahhoopingMessiah’sstafffirstwithbrass,andthenwithsilver,andthenwithgold。LetThomasGoodwin’sgeniussettheheavenlyscenefullbeforeus。”Youhaveitdialoguewisesetforth,”saysthatgreatpreacher。”FirstChristshowsHiscommission,tellingGodhowHehadcalledHimandfittedHimfortheworkofredemption,andHewouldknowwhatrewardHeshouldreceiveofHimforsogreatanundertaking。
Godatfirstofferslow;onlytheelectofIsrael。Christthinksthesetoofew,andnotworthsogreatalabourandwork,becausefewoftheJewswouldcomein;andthereforeHesaysthatHewouldlabourinvainifthiswereallHisrecompense;andyetwithalHetellsGodthatseeingHisheartissomuchsetonsavingsinners,tosatisfyHim,Hewilldoitevenforthosefew。UponthisGodcomesoffmorefreely,andopenethHisheartmorelargelytoHim,asmeaningmoreamplytocontentHimforHispainsindying。”Itisalightthing,”saysGodtoHim,”thatThoushouldestbeMyservanttoraiseupthetribesofJacob——thatisnotworthThydyingfor。IvalueThysufferingsmorethanso。IwillgiveTheeforasalvationtotheendsoftheearth。”UponthisHemadeapromisetoChrist,apromisewhichGod,whocannotlie,promisedbeforetheworldbegan。Godcannotlie,and,mostofall,nottoHisSon。”
And,then,moreeventhanthat。Thissamedeepdivinetellsusthatitisacertainruleindivinitythat,whatsoeverwereceivefromChrist,thatHeHimselffirstreceivesinHimselfforus。AllthepromisesofGod’swordaremadeandfulfilledtoChristfirst,andsotousinandafterHim。Inotherwords,ourLord’slifewassoplannedforHiminheavenandwassofollowedoutandfulfilledbyHimonearth,that,totakeupthemetaphoragain,HeactuallytriedeverycrutchandeverystaffwithHisownhandsandwithHisownarmpits;HeactuallyleanedagainandagainHisownwholeweightuponeveryseveraloneofthem。Everysinglepromise,themostunlikelyforHimtoleanuponandtoplead,yet,besureofit,Hesomehowmadeexperimentuponthemall,andmadesurethattherewassufficientandserviceablegracewithinandundereveryoneofthem。Sothat,Mr。Ready-to-halt,thereisnopossiblestaffyoucantakeintoyourhandthathasnotalreadybeeninthehandofyourLord。Thinkofthat,OMr。Ready-to-halt!Reverence,then,andalmostworshipthystaff!Throwallthyweightuponthystaff。Confideallthyweaknesstoit。Talktoitasthouwalkestwithit。Makeittalktothee。WormoutofitallitssecretsaboutitsfirstOwner。AndletitinstructtheeabouthowHewalkedwithitandhowHehandledit。TheBibleisveryboldwithitsMaster。ItcallsHimbythemoststartlingnamessometimes。
ThereisnonamethatapenitentandareturningsinnergoesbythattheBibledoesnotputsomewhereuponthesinner’sSaviour。
AndinoneplaceitasgoodascallsHimReady-to-haltinasmanywords。Nay,itletsusseeHimhaltingaltogetherforatime;ay,oftenerthanonce;andonlytakingtheroadagain,whenastillstrongerstaffwasputintohistremblinghand。AndifJohnhadbuthadroominhiscrowdedgospelhewouldhavegivenustheveryidenticalpsalmwithwhichourLordtooktotheupwardwayagain,stronginHisnewstaff。”ForIamreadytohalt,”wasHispsalminthehouseofHispilgrimage,”andMysorrowiscontinuallybeforeMe。Mineenemiesarelively,andtheyarestrong;andtheythathateMewrongfullyaremultiplied。TheyalsothatrenderevilforgoodareMineadversaries;becauseIfollowthethingthatgoodis。ForsakeMenot,OLord;OMyGod,benotfarfromMe。MakehastetohelpMe,OLordMysalvation。”
3。Amongallthedevoutandbeautifulfablesofthe”dispensationofpaganism,”thereisnothingfinerthanthefableofblindTiresiasandhisstaff。Bysomesadcalamitythisoldprophethadlostthesightofhiseyes,andtocompensatetheirservantforthatgreatlossthegodsendowedhimwithastaffwitheyes。AsAaron’srodbuddedbeforethetestimonyandbloomedblossomsandyieldedalmonds,soTiresias’staffbuddedeyes,anddivineeyestoo,fortheblindprophet’sguidanceanddirection。Tiresiashadbuttotakehisheaven-givenstaffinhishand,when,straightway,suchadivinityenteredintothestaffthatitbothsawforhimwithdivineeyes,andheardforhimwithdivineears,andthenledhimanddirectedhim,andneveronceinallhisafterjourneyslethimgoofftherightway。Allothermenabouthim,prophetsandpriestsboth,oftenlosttheirway,butTiresiasafterhisblindness,never,tillTiresiasandhisstaffbecameaproverbandaparableintheland。Andjustsuchastaff,justsuchacrutch,justsuchapairofcrutches,werethecrutchesofourownsohomelyMr。Ready-to-halt。Withalltheirlustylimbs,alltheotherpilgrimsoftenstumbledandwentoutoftheirwaytilltheyhadtobehelpedup,ledback,andtheirfacessetrightagain。
But,lastasMr。Ready-to-haltalwayscameintheprocession——
behindeventhewomenandthechildrenashiscrutchesalwayskepthim——youwillseekinvainforthedotofthosecrutchesonanyby-
pathoronanywrongroad。No;thefactis,ifyouwishtogotothesamecity,andareafraidyoulosetheway;asEvangelistsaid,”Doyouseeyonshininglight?”soIwouldsaytoyouto-night,”Doyouseethesecrutch-marksontheroad?”Well,keepyourfeetintheprintsofthesecrutches,andassureasyoudothattheywillleadyoustraighttoachariotandhorses,which,again,willcarryyouinsidethecitygates。ForMr。Ready-to-halt’scrutcheshavenotonlyeyeslikeTiresias’staff,theyhaveearsalso,andhandsandfeet。Alampalsoburnsonthosecrutches;andwineandoildistilfromtheirwonderfulwood。Happyblindnessthatbringssuchastaff!Happyexchange!eyesfullofearthandsinforeyesfullofheavenandholiness!
4。”Theybegantobemerry,”saysourLord,tellingthestoryoftheheart-brokenfatherwhohadgotbackhisyoungersonfromafarcountry。AndevenFeeble-mindandReady-to-haltbegintobemerryonthegreenthatdayafterDoubtingCastlehasfallentoGreatheart’sarms。Now,Christiana,ifneedwas,couldplayupontheviol,andherdaughterMercyuponthelute;and,sincetheyweresomerrydisposed,sheplayedthemalesson,andMr。Ready-to-
haltwoulddance。Sohepaidaboyapennytoholdoneofhiscrutches,and,takingMissMuch-afraidbythehand,todancingtheywent。And,Ipromiseyouhefooteditwell;thelamemanleapedasanhart;alsothegirlwastobecommended,forsheansweredthemusichandsomely。Inspiteofhislife-longinfirmity,therewasdeepdowninMr。Ready-to-haltanunsuspectedfundofgood-humour。
TherewasnoheartiermerrimentonthegreenthatdaythanwasthemerrimentthatMr。Ready-to-haltknockedoutofhisnimblecrutch。”True,hecouldnotdancewithoutonecrutchinhishand。”True,dearandnobleBunyan,thoucanstnotwriteasinglepageatanytimeoronanysubjectwithoutthygeniusandthytendernessandthydivinegracemarkingthepageasthineownalone!
5。ThenexttimeweseeMr。Ready-to-haltheiscominginonhiscrutchestoseeChristiana,forshehassentforhimtoseehim。
Soshesaidtohim,”Thytravelhitherhathbeenwithdifficulty,butthatwillmakethyrestthesweeter。”AndtheninprocessoftimetherecameaposttothetownandhisbusinessthistimewaswithMr。Ready-to-halt。”IamcometotheeinthenameofHimwhomthouhastlovedandfollowed,thoughuponcrutches。AndmymessageistotelltheethatHeexpectstheeatHistabletosupwithHiminHiskingdomthenextdayafterEaster。””Iamsentfor,”saidMr。Ready-to-halttohisfellow-pilgrims,”andGodshallsurelyvisityoualso。Thesecrutches,”hesaid,”Ibequeathtomysonthatshalltreadinmysteps,withanhundredwarmwishesthathemayprovebetterthanIhavedone。”Isaacwasachildofpromise,andMr。Ready-to-halthadanIsaacalsoonwhomhislastthoughtsturned。IsaachadbeenborntoAbrahambyaspecialandextraordinaryandsupernaturalinterpositionofthegraceandthepowerofGod;andMr。Ready-to-halthadalwayslookedonhimselfasasecondAbrahaminthatrespect。AsecondAbraham,andmore。
True,hissonwasnotyetapilgrim;perhapshewastooyoungtobesocalled;butGreatheartwilltakebacktheoldman’scrutches——
Greatheartwasbothman-of-warandbeast-of-burdentothepilgrimsandtheirwivesandchildren——andwillinsparehoursteachyoungReady-to-halttheuseofthecrutch,tillthesoncanusewiththesameeffectashisfatherhisfather’sinstrument。Isyourchildachildofpromise?Ishetoyouaproductofnature,orofgrace?
DidyoureceivehimandhisbrothersandsistersfromGodafteryouwereasgoodasdead?Didyoueverstealinwhenhisnursewasatsupperandsayoverhisyoungcradle,Hehathnotdealtwithmeaftermysins,norrewardedmeaccordingtomyiniquities?IsitinyourwilllaidupwithChristinGodaboutyourcrutchesandyoursonwhatMr。Ready-to-haltdictatedonhisdeathbed?AnddoesGodknowthatthereisnowishinyouroldheartahundredtimessowarmforyoursonasisthiswish,——thathemayprovebetterathandlingGod’spromisesthanyouhavebeen?Then,happyson,whohasoldMr。Ready-to-haltforhisfather!
6。”Hewhomthouhastlovedandfollowed,thoughuponcrutches,expectstheeatHistablethenextdayafterEaster。”Takecomfort,cripples!HaditbeensaidthattheKingsoexpectsGreatheart,orStandfast,orValiant-for-truth,thatwouldhavebeenafterthemannerofthekingsofthisworld。ButtoinsistonhavingMr。Ready-to-haltbesideHimbysuchandsuchaday;tosendsuchaposttoapilgrimwhohasnotasinglesoundboneinallhisbody;toasinnerwithoutasingletrustworthygraceinallhisheart;toapoorandsimplebelieverwhohasnothinginhishandbutoneofGod’sownpromises——WhoisakinglikeuntoourKing?
SurelyKingDavidwasneverabettertypeofChristthanwhenhesaidtoMephibosheth,lameinbothhisfeetfromhisnurse’sarms:”Fearnot,Mephibosheth,forIwillsurelyshowtheekindness,andthoushalteatbreadatmytablecontinually。”AndMephiboshethshallalwaysbeourspokesmanwhenhebowshimselfandsaysinreturn:”Whatisthyservant,thatthoushouldstlookuponsuchadeaddogasIam?”
VALIANT-FOR-TRUTH”——Theyarenotvaliantforthetruth。”——Jeremiah”——Yeshouldcontendearnestlyforthefaith。”——Jude。”ForgetnotMasterValiant-for-the-Truth,Thatmanofcourage,tho’averyyouth。
Telleveryonehisspiritwassostout,Nomancouldevermakehimfaceabout。”
Bunyan。”IamofDark-land,fortherewasIborn,andtheremyfatherandmotherarestill。””Dark-land,”saidtheguide;”dothnotthatlieuponthesamecoastastheCityofDestruction?””Yes,itdoth,”
repliedValiant-for-truth。”AndhadInotfoundincommoditythere,Ihadnotforsakenitatall;butfindingitaltogetherunsuitabletome,andveryunprofitableforme,Iforsookitforthisway。
Now,thatwhichcausedmetocomeonpilgrimagewasthis。WehadoneMr。Tell-truecameintoourparts,andhetolditaboutwhatChristianhaddone,thatwentfromtheCityofDestruction。ThatmansotoldthestoryofChristianandhistravelsthatmyheartfellintoaburninghastetobegoneafterhim,norcouldmyfatherandmotherstayme,soIgotfromthem,andamcomethusfaronmyway。”
1。AveryplainandpracticallessonisalreadyreadtousallinValiant-for-truth’sexplanationofhisownpilgrimage。HetellstheguidethathewasmadeapilgrimjustbyhavingthestoryofThePilgrimtoldtohim。AllthatTell-truedidwasjusttorecitethestoryofthepilgrim,whenyoungValiant’sheartfellintoaburninghastetobeapilgrimtoo。Mybrethren,couldanylessonbeplainer?ReadthePilgrim’sProgresswithyourchildren。And,afteratime,readitagaintilltheycallitbeautiful,andtillyouseethesameburninghasteintheirheartsthatyoungValiantfeltinhisheart。CirculatethePilgrim’sProgress。MakeopportunitiestogivethePilgrim’sProgresstothetelegraphboysanderrandboysatyourdoor。NevergoonaholidaywithouttakingadozencheapandtastefulcopiesofThePilgrimtogivetoboysandgirlsinthecountry。Makesurethatnoone,oldoryoung,ofyouracquaintance,intownorcountry,iswithoutagoodcopyofThePilgrim。Andthedarkertheirhouseis,makeallthemoresurethatJohnBunyanisinit。”Nowmaythislittlebookablessingbe,TothosethatlovethislittlebookandmeAndmayitsbuyerhavenocausetosayHismoneyisbutlostorthrownaway。”
2。ButthegreatlessonofValiant’ssoimpressivelifeliesinthetremendousfighthehadwiththreeruffianswhoallsetuponhimatonceandwell-nighmadeanendofhim。For,whenweputbythecurtainshereagain,andturnupthemetaphors,whatdowefind?What,butalessonoffirst-rateimportanceformanymenamongourselves;formanypublicmen,manyministers,andmanyothermuch-in-earnestmen。ForValiant,ashisnametellsus,wassettocontendforthetruth。Hehadthetruth。Thetruthwasputintohiskeeping,andhewasboundtodefendit。Hewasthrownintoalifeofcontroversy,andthusintoalltheterribletemptations——worsethanthetemptationstowhoredomorwine——thataccompanyalifeofcontroversy。ThethreescoundrelsthatfelluponValiantatthemouthofthelanewereWildhead,Inconsiderate,andPragmatic。Inotherwords,thebesettingtemptationsofmanymenwhoaresetasdefendersofthetruthinreligion,aswellasinothermatters,istobewild-headed,inconsiderate,self-
conceited,andintolerablyarrogant。ThebloodybattlethatValiantfought,youmustknow,wasnotfoughtatthemouthofanydarklaneinthemidnightcity,noronthesideofanylonelyroadinthemoonlesscountry。ThisterriblefightwasfoughtinValiant’sownheart。ForValiantwasnoneofyourcalculatingandcold-bloodedfriendsofthetruth。Hedidnotwaittillhesawthetruthwalkinginsilverslippers。Letanymanlayafingeronthetruth,orwagatongueagainstthetruth,andhewillhavetosettleitwithValiant。Hisloveforthetruthwasapassion。
Therewasafiercenessinhisloveforthetruththatfrightenedordinarymenevenwhentheywereonhisownside。Valiantwouldhavediedforthetruthwithoutamurmur。But,withallthat,Valianthadtolearnahardandacruellesson。Hehadtolearnthathe,thebestfriendoftruthashethoughthewas,wasatthesametime,asamatteroffact,thegreatestenemythatthetruthhad。Hehadtotakehometheterriblediscoverythatnomanhadhurtthetruthsomuchashehaddone。Savemefrommyfriend!thetruthwasheardtosay,asoftenasshesawhimtakinguphisweaponsinherbehalf。Weseeallthateveryday。WeseeWildheadathisdisserviceofthetrutheveryday。Sometimesabovehisownname,andsometimeswithgraceenoughtobeashamedtogivehisname,inthenewspapers。Sometimesontheplatform;sometimesinthepulpit;andsometimesatthedinner-table。Butalwaystothedetrimentofthetruth。Inblindfuryherushesatthecharacterandthegoodnameofmenwhowereservantsofthetruthbeforehewasborn,andwhoseshieldheisnotworthytobear。HowshallWildheadbegottoseethatheandthelikeofhimarereallytheworstfriendsthetruthcanpossiblyhave?Willheneverlearnthatinhiswild-bullgoringsatmenandatmovements,heisbothhurtinghimselfandhurtingthetruthasnoswornenemyofhisandofthetruthcando?Willheneverseewhataninsolentfoolheistogoonimputingbadmotivestoothermen,whenheoughttobeprostratebeforeGodonaccountofhisown?Morethanonewild-
headedstudentofWilliamLawhastoldmewhatablessingtheyhavegotfromthatgreatman’steachingonthesubjectofcontroversy。
WilltheWildheadshereto-nighttakealineortwooutofthatpeace-makingauthorandlaythemtoheart?”MydearL-,takenoticeofthis,thatnotruths,howeversolidandwell-grounded,willhelpyoutoanydivinelife,butonlysofarastheyaretaught,nourished,andstrengthenedbyanunctionfromabove;andthatnothingmoredriesandextinguishesthisheavenlyunctionthanatalkativereasoningtemperthatisalwayscatchingateveryopportunityofhearingortellingsomereligiousmatters。Stopyourearsandshutyoureyestoallreligioustales……IwouldnomorebringafalsechargeagainstadeistthanIwouldbearfalsewitnessagainstanapostle。AndifIknewhowtodothedeistsmorejusticeindebateIwouldgladlydoit……Andasthegospelrequiresmetobeasgladtoseepiety,equity,strictsobriety,andextensivecharityinaJeworaGentileasinaChristian;asitobligesmetolookwithpleasureupontheirvirtues,andtobethankfultoGodthatsuchpersonshavesomuchoftrueandsoundChristianityinthem;soitcannotbeanunchristianspirittobeasgladtoseetruthsinonepartyofChristiansasinanother,andtolookwithpleasureuponanygooddoctrinesthatareheldbyanysectofChristianpeople,andtobethankfultoGodthattheyhavesomuchofthegenuinesavingtruthsofthegospelamongthem……Selfishnessandpartialityareveryinhumanandbasequalitieseveninthethingsofthisworld,butinthedoctrinesofreligiontheyareofafarbasernature。InthepresentdividedstateoftheChurch,truthitselfistornanddividedasunder;and,therefore,heistheonlytrueCatholicwhohasmoreoftruthandlessoferrorthanishedgedinbyanydividedpart。Toseethiswillenableustoliveinadividedpartunhurtbyitsdivision,andkeepusinatruelibertyandfitnesstobeedifiedandassistedbyallthegoodthatwehearorseeinanyotherpartoftheChurch。Andthus,unitinginheartandspiritwithallthatisholyandgoodinallChurches,weenterintothetruecommunionofsaints,andbecomerealmembersoftheHolyCatholicChurch,thoughweareconfinedtotheoutwardworshipofonlyoneparticularpartofit。AndthuswewilllikenotruththelessbecauseIgnatiusLoyolaorJohnBunyanwereveryjealousforit,norhavethelessaversiontoanyerrorbecauseDr。TrapporGeorgeFoxhadbroughtitforth。”IfWildheadwouldtakeawinterofWilliamLaw,itwouldsweetenhistemper,andcivilisehismanners,andrenewhisheart。
3。Inconsiderate,again,istheshallowcreatureheis,anddoestheendlessmischiefthathedoes,largelyforlackofimagination。
Heneverthinks——neitherbeforehespeaksnorafterhehasspoken。
Heneverputhimselfinanotherman’splaceallhisdays。Heisincapableofdoingthat。Hehasneithertheheadnorthehearttodothat。Heneveroncesaid,HowwouldIlikethatsaidaboutme?
or,HowwouldIlikethatdonetome?or,HowwouldthatlookandtasteandfeeltomeifIwereinSo-and-so’splace?Itneedsgeniustochangeplaceswithothermen;itneedsagracebeyondallgenius;andthispoorheadlessandheartlesscreaturedoesnotknowwhatgeniusis。Itneedsimagination,thenoblestgiftofthemind,anditneedslove,thenoblestgraceoftheheart,toconsiderthecaseofotherpeople,andtosee,asButlersays,thatwedifferasmuchfromotherpeopleastheydifferfromus。Anditisbyfarthenoblestuseoftheimagination,farnoblerthancarvingaLaocoon,orpaintingaLastJudgment,orwritinga”Paradiso”ora”ParadiseLost,”toputourselvesintotheplacesofothermensoastoseewiththeireyes,andfeelwiththeirhearts,andsympathisewiththeirprinciples,andevenwiththeirprejudices。Now,theinconsideratemanhassolittleimaginationandsolittlelovethatheissittinghereanddoesnotknowwhatI
amsaying;andwhatsuspicionhehasofwhatIamsayingisjustenoughtomakehimdislikebothmeandwhatIamsayingtoo。Buthisdullsuspicionandhisblinddislikearemorethanmadeupforbytheloveandappreciationofthoseloversanddefendersofthetruthwhopainfullyfeelhowwildandinconsiderate,howhot-
headed,howthoughtless,andhowrecklesstheirpastserviceevenofGod’struthhasbeen。”TheKingisfullofgraceandfairregard。
Consideration,likeanangel,cameAndwhipp’dtheoffendingAdamoutofhim。”
4。AndastoPragmatic,Iwouldnotcallyouastupidpersoneventhoughyouconfidedtomethatyouhadneverheardthisfootpad’snametillto-night。JohnBunyanhasbeenborrowingLatinagain,andnottotheimprovementofhisstyle,ortotheadvantageofhisreaders。ItwouldbeinsufferablypragmaticinmetobegintosetJohnBunyanrightinhisEnglish;butIhadratheroffendtheshadesofahundredJohnBunyansthanleavemymostunletteredhearerwithouthisfullandproperSabbath-nightlesson。Thethirdarmedthief,then,thatfelluponValiantwas,underothernames,Impertinence,Meddlesomeness,Officiousness,Over-Interference。
Pragmatic,——bywhatevernamehecallshimself,thereisnomistakinghim。Heisneversatisfied。Heisneverpleased。Heisneverthankful。Heisalwayssettinghissuperiorsright。HeislikethePsalmistinonething,hehasmoreunderstandingthanallhisteachers。Andheenjoysnothingmorethaninlettingthemknowthat。Thereisnothinghewillnotcorrectyouin——fromcuttingforthestonetocommandingtheChannelFleet。Now,ifallthathasputanyvisualimageofPragmaticintoyourmind,youwillseeatoncewhatanenemyhetooisfittedtobetothetruth。Forthetruthdoesnotstandinpoints,butinprinciples。Thetruthdoesnotdwellintheletterbutinthespirit。Thetruthisnotservedbysettingotherpeopleright,butbyseeingeverydayandineverythinghowfarwrongweareourselves。Thetruthislikecharityinthis,thatitbeginsathome。Itislikecharityinthisalso,thatitneverbehavesitselfunseemly。Apragmaticalman,takenalongwithaninconsiderateman,andthenawild-headedmanaddedontothem,arethreeaboutasfatalhandsasanytruthcouldfallinto。Theworstenemyofthetruthmustpitythetruth,andfeelhishatredatthetruthrelenting,whenheseesherunderthechampionshipofWildhead,Inconsiderate,andPragmatic。
5。ThefirsttimeweseeValiant-for-truthheisstandingatthemouthofDead-man’s-lanewithhisswordinhishandandwithhisfaceallbloody。”Theyhaveleftuponme,asyousee,”saidthebleedingman,”someofthemarksoftheirvalour,andhavealsocarriedawaywiththemsomeofmine。”And,inlikemanner,weseePaulwiththebloodofBarnabasstilluponhimwhenheiswritingthethirteenthofFirstCorinthians;andJohnwiththebloodoftheSamaritansstilluponhimdowntohisoldagewhenheiswritinghisFirstEpistle;andJohnBunyanwiththebloodoftheQuakersuponhimwhenheiscovertlywritingthispageofhisautobiographyundertheveilofValiant-for-truth;andWilliamLawwiththebloodofBishopHoadlyandJohnWesleydroppingonthepaperashepensthatgoldenpassagewhichendswithDr。TrappandGeorgeFox。
WheredidyouthinkPaulgotthatsplendidpassageaboutcharity?
WheredidyouthinkWilliamLawgotthatcompanionpassageaboutChurchdivisions,andabouttheChurchCatholic?Wherearesuchpassagesevergotbyinspiredapostles,orbyanyothermen,butoutoftheirownbloodybattleswiththeirownwild-headedness,intolerance,dislike,andresentment?WheredoyousupposeIgotthetruekeytotheveiledmetaphorofValiant-for-truth?Itdoesnotexactlyhangonthedoor-postofhishistory。Where,then,couldIgetitbutofftheinsidewallofmyownplaceofrepentance?JustasyouunderstandwhatIamnowlabouringtosay,notfrommysuccessinsayingit,butfromyourowntrespassesagainsthumilityandlove,yourunadvisedspeeches,andyourwildandwhirlingwords。Withoutshameandremorse,withoutself-
condemnationandself-contempt,noneofthosegreatpassagesofPaul,orJohn,orBunyan,orLawwereeverwritten;andwithoutalikeshame,remorse,self-condemnation,andself-contempttheyarenotrightlyread。”Oh!whoshalldareinthisfrailsceneOnholiest,happiestthoughtstolean,OnFriendship,Kindred,oronLove?
SincenotApostles’handscanclaspEachotherinsofirmagrasp,Buttheyshallchangeandvarianceprove。”ButsometimesevenbeneaththemoonTheSaviourgivesagraciousboon,WhenreconciledChristiansmeet,Andfacetoface,andhearttoheart,HighthoughtsofHolyloveimpartInsilencemeek,orconversesweet。”OhthenthegloryandtheblissWhenallthatpainedorseemedamissShallmeltwithearthandsinaway!
WhensaintsbeneaththeirSaviour’seye,Filledwitheachother’scompany,Shallspendinlovetheeternalday!”
6。ThensaidGreathearttoMr。Valiant-for-truth,”Thouhastworthilybehavedthyself;letmeseethysword。”Soheshowedithim。Whenhehadtakenitinhishandandhadlookedthereonawhile,theguidesaid:”Ha!itisarightJerusalemblade!””Itisso,”replieditsowner。”Letamanhaveoneofthesebladeswithahandtowieldit,andskilltouseit,andhemayventureuponanangelwithit。Itsedgeswillneverblunt。Itwillcutflesh,andbones,andsoul,andspirit,andall。”BothDamascusandToledobladeswerefamousinformerdaysfortheirtenacityandflexibility,andforthebeautyandtheedgeoftheirsteel。ButevenaDamascusbladewouldbeworthlessinaweak,cowardly,orunskilledhand;whileevenapoorswordinthehandofagoodswordsmanwilldoexcellentexecution。Andmuchmoresowhenyouhavebothafirst-rateswordandafirst-rateswordsman,suchasbothValiantandhisJerusalembladewere。Ha!yes。Thisisarightwonderfulbladewehavenowinourhand。Forthisswordwasforgedinnoearthlyfire;anditwaswhettedtoitsunapproachablesharpnessonnoearthlywhetstone。But,bestofallforus,whenagoodsoldierofJesusChristhasthisswordgirtonhisthighheisablethentogoforthagainsthimselfwithit;againsthisownonlyandworstenemy——thatis,againsthimself。Ashere,againsthisownwildnessofheadandprideofheart。Againsthisownwantofconsiderationalso。”Mypeopledonotconsider。”Asalsoagainsthimselfasalawlessinvaderofothermen’sfreedomofjudgment,followingoftruth,publichonour,andgoodname。AstheArabianwarriorsseethemselvesanddressthemselvesintheirswordsasinaglass,sodidValiant-for-truthseethethoughtsandintents,thejointsandthemarrowofhisowndisorderedsoulinhisJerusalemblade。Inthesheenofithecouldseehimselfevenwhenthedarknesscoveredhim;andwithitstwoedgesallhisafter-lifeheslewbothallrealerrorinothermenandallrealevilinhimself。”Thouhastdonewell,”saidGreathearttheguide。”Thouhastresisteduntoblood,strivingagainstsin。Thoushaltabidebyus,comeinandgooutwithus,forwearethycompanions。”
7。”Sir,”saidthewidowindeedtoValiant-for-truth,”sir,youhaveinallplacesshownyourselftrue-hearted。”Thefirsttimesheeversawthismanthatsheisnowseeingforthelasttimeonthissidetheriver,hisownmotherwouldnothaveknownhim,hewassohackedtopieceswiththeswordsofhisthreeassailants。
Butasshewashedthebloodoffthemangledman’sheadandfaceandhands,shesoonsawbeneathallhisbloodywoundsatrue,abrave,andagenerous-heartedsoldieroftheCross。Theheartisalwaystheman。Andthiswomanhadlivedlongenoughwithmentohavediscoveredthat。Andwithallhissearsshesawthatitwasatbottomthetruthofhisheartthathadcasthimintosomanybloodyencounters。Thereweremeninthatcompany,andmenneartherivertoo,withfarfewermarksofbattle,andevenofdefeat,uponthem,whodidnotgetthisnoblecertificateanditsaccompanyingchargeandtrustfromthisclear-eyedwidow。And,then,shehadneverforgot——howcouldshe?——hisexclamation,andalmostembraceofherasofhisownmother,whenheburstoutwithhiseyesfullofblood,”Why,isthisChristian’swife?What!andgoingonpilgrimagetoo?Itgladsmyheart!Goodman!Howjoyfulwillhebewhenheshallseeherandherchildrenenterafterhiminatthegatesintothecity!”HewouldhavebeenhackedahundredtimesworsethanhewasbeforethewidowofChristian,andthemotherofhischildren,wouldhaveseenanythingbutthemanliestbeautyinayoungsoldierwhocouldsaluteanoldwomaninthatway。Itgladdenedherhearttohearhim,youmaybesure,asmuchasitgladdenedhishearttoseeher。AndthatwasthereasonthatsheactuallysetGreathearthimselfaside,andleftherchildrenunderthisyoungman’sswordandshield。”Iwouldalsoentreatyoutohaveaneyetomychildren,”shesaid。Youngmen,hasanydyingmothercommittedherchildren,ifyouatanytimeseethemfaint,toyou?Haveyoueverspokensocomfortablytoanypoorwidowabouthersaintedhusbandthatshehaspassedbysomeofourforemostcitizens,andhasastonishedandoffendedherlawyersbyputtingastriplinglikeyouintothetrusteeship?Dideveranydyingmothersaytoyouthatshehadseenyoutobesotrue-heartedatalltimesthatsheentreatedyoutohaveaneyetoherchildren?
Speakingatthispointformyself,IwouldratherseemysonsotrustedatsuchanhourbysuchawomanthanIwouldseehimtheChancellorofHerMajesty’sExchequer,ortheGovernoroftheBankofEngland。Andsoto-nightwouldyou。