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"Musthavegonetheotherway,"shesaidtoKaty。"I\'llcrawlbacktoyou。We\'llgoafterhelpandgetDonaldout。Therewillbetimeenoughtoexaminethecliffafterward;butIamjustassurenowasIwillbewhenitisexaminedthatthatstonewaspurposelyloosenedtoadegreewhereaslightpushwoulddropit。
AsDonaldsays,there\'snoreasonwhyitshouldhangthereforcenturiesandfallonhimtoday。Shutyoureyes,olddear,andbackup。WemustgotoDonald。Iratherthinkit\'sononeofhisfeetfromwhathesaid。Letmetakeonemoregoodlook。"
Atthatminutefromhighonthemountainabovethemashowerofsandandpebblescamerattlingdown。LindagaveKatyoneterrifiedlook。
"MyGod!"shepanted。"He\'scomingdownrightaboveus!"
JusthowLindarecrossedthebushesandreachedKatyshedidnotknow。Shemotionedforhertomakeherwaybackastheyhadcome。Katyplantedherfeetsquarelyupontherock。Herlowerjawshotout;hereyeswereaflame。ShestoodperfectlystillwiththeexceptionofmotioningLindatocrowdbackunderthebushes,andagainLindarealizedthatshehadnoauthority;asshehaddonefromchildhoodwhenKatywasinearnest,Lindaobeyedher。Shehadbarelyreachedtheoverhangingbushes,crouchedunderthem,andstraightenedherself,whenasmallavalanchecameshoweringdown,andaminutelaterapairoffeetwerelevelwithherhead。Thenscreenedbythebushes,shecouldhavereachedoutandtouchedOkaSayye。AshisfeetfoundasolidrestingplaceontheledgeonwhichLindaandKatystood,andwhilehewasstillclingingtothebushes,KatherineO\'Donovanadvanceduponhim。Hehadfeltthathisfeetwerefirm,letgohishold,andturned,whenhefacedtheinfuriatedIrishwoman。Shehadpulledthestrapfromaroundherneck,slippedtheaxefromit,andwithastrongthrustsheplantedtheheadofitagainstOkaSayye\'schestsohardthatshealmostfellforward。TheJapplungedbackwardamongthebushes,therootsofwhichhadsupportedLindawhilesheusedtheglasses。Thenhefell,slidingamongthem,snatchingwildly。Lindagrippedtheoverhanginggrowthbehindwhichshehadbeenscreened,andleanedforward。
"Hehasahold;heiscomingbackup,Katy!"shecried。
Katytookanotherstepforward。Shelookedoverthecliffdownanappallingdepthofhundredsoffeet。Deliberatelysheraisedtheaxe,circleditroundherheadandbroughtitdownuponthatparticularbranchtowhichOkaSayyewasclinging。Shecutitthrough,andtheaxeranguponthestonewallbehindit。AssheswayedforwardLindareachedout,grippedKatyandpulledherback。
"Gethim?"sheaskedtersely,asifshewerespeakingofaratorarattlesnake。
Katysankbacklimplyagainstthewall。Lindaslowlyturnedheraround,andasshefacedtherock,"Squeezetightagainstitshutyoureyes,andkeepastiffupperlip,"shecautioned。"I\'mgoingtoworkaroundYou;Iwanttobeaheadofyou。"
ShesqueezedpastKaty,securedtheaxeandhungitroundherownneck。ShecautionedKatytokeephereyesshutandfollowwheresheledher,thentheystartedontheirwayback。Lindadidnotattempttodescendthesheerwallbywhichtheyhadclimbed,butmakingadetourshewentlower,andinaveryshorttimetheywerebackinthekitchen。Lindarushedtotheboulderandkneltagain,butshecouldgetnoresponsetoherquestions。EvidentlyDonald\'sfootwascaughtandhewasunconsciousfromthepain。
Squeezingascloseasshecould,shethrustherarmundertheledgeuntilshecouldfeelhishead。Thenshewenttotheotherside,andthereshecouldseethathisrightfootwaspinnedundertherock。ShelookedatKatyreassuringly,thenshetookofftheaxeandhandedittoher。
"He\'salive,"shesaid。"Can\'tkillahealthyyoungstertohaveacrushedfoot。YoustandguarduntilItaketheBearCatandbringhelp。It\'snotfartowhereIcanfindpeople。"
AtfullspeedLindaputtheCatthroughthestreamandoutofthecanyonuntilshereachedcultivatedland,whereshefoundamanwhowouldgatherothermenandstarttotherescue。Sheranonuntilshefoundahousewithatelephone。ThereshecalledJudgeWhiting,tellinghimtobringanambulanceandasurgeon,givinghimexplicitdirectionsastowheretocome,andassuringhimthatDonaldcouldnotpossiblybeseriouslyhurt。Shefoundtimetourge,also,thatbeforestartinghesetinmotionanyprecautionshehadtakenforDonald\'sprotection。ShetoldhimwhereshethoughtwhatremainedofOkaSayyecouldbefound。Andthen,asnaturallyandasmethodicallyasshehaddonealltherest,shecalledPeterMorrisonandtoldhimthatshewasintroubleandwherehecouldfindher。
AndbecausePeterhadmanymileslessdistancetotravelthantheothersshehadsummoned,hearrivedfirst。HefoundLindaandKatyhadburrowedunderthestoneuntiltheyhadmadeanopeningintowhichthebrokenfootmightsinksothatthepainofthepressurewouldberelieved。Beforetherock,withpicksandshovels,halfadozensympatheticfarmersfromranchesandcultivatedlandatthemouthofthecanyonwerediggingfuriouslytomakeanopeningunderminingthebouldersothatitcouldbeeasilytippedforward。Donaldwasconsciousandtheyhadbeenpassingwatertohimandencouraginghimwiththereportthathisfatherandagoodsurgeonwouldbethereverysoon。KatherineO\'Donovanhadcrouchedatonesideoftheboulder,supportingthehurtfoot。Shewasbreathingheavilyandherusuallyredfacewasaghastlygreen。Lindahadhelpedhertoresumetheskirtofherdress。AttheothersideoftherockthegirlwasreachingtowhereshecouldtouchDonald\'sheadorreassuringlygripthehandthathecouldextendtoher。PeterseizedLinda\'saxeandbeganhewingattheearthandrockinordertohelpinthespeedyremovalofthehugeboulder。SoonJudgeWhiting,accompaniedbyDoctorFleming,thecity\'sgreatestsurgeon,camecaringintothecanyonandstoppedontheroadwaywhenhesawtheparty。TheJudgesprangfromthecar,leapedthestream,andstartedtowardthem。Inanefforttofreehissonbeforehisarrival,allthemenbracedthemselvesagainstthefaceofthecliffandpushedwiththeircombinedstrength。TheboulderdroppedforwardintothetrenchtheyhaddugforitenoughtoallowPetertocrowdhisbodybetweenitandthecliffandliftDonald\'sheadandshoulders。Lindainstantlyranaroundtheboulder,pushedherwayin,andcarefullyliftingDonald\'sfeet,shemanagedtoworkthelitheslendernessofherbodythroughtheopening,sothattheycarriedDonaldoutandlaidhimdownintheopen。Hewasconsiderablydazedandshaken,cruellyhurt,butprovedhimselfagameyoungsteroftherightmettle。Heraisedhimselftoasittingposture,managingaratherstiff-lippedsmileforhisfatherandLinda。Thesurgeoninstantlybegancuttingtoreachthehurtfoot,whilePeterMorrisonsupportedtheboy\'sheadandshouldersononeside,hisfatherontheother。
Anexclamationofdismaybrokefromthesurgeon\'slips。HelookedatJudgeWhitingandnoddedslightly。ThemenimmediatelypickedupDonaldandcarriedhimtotheambulance。KatherineO\'Donovansatdownsuddenlyandburiedherfaceintheskirtofherdress。Lindalaidareassuringhandonhershoulder。
"Don\'t,Katy,"shesaid。"Keepupyournerve;you\'reallright,olddear。Donald\'sfine。Thatdoesn\'tmeananythingexceptthathisfootisbroken,sohewon\'tbeable,anditwon\'tbenecessaryforhim,toendurethepainofsettingitinacastwithoutananesthetic;andDoctorFlemingcanworkmuchbetterwherehehaseveryconvenience。It\'sallright。"
Thesurgeonclimbedintotheambulanceandtheystartedonanemergencyruntothehospital。Asthecarturnedandsweptdownthecanyon,fornoreasonthatshecouldhaveexplained,Lindabegantoshakeuntilherteethclicked。PeterMorrisonsprangbackacrossthebrook,andrunningtoherside,heputhisarmaroundherandwithonehandhepressedherheadagainsthisshoulder,coveringherface。
"Steady,Linda,"hesaidquietly,"steady。Youknowthatheisallright。Itwillonlybeaquestionofashortconfinement。"
Lindamadeabraveefforttocontrolherself。SheleanedagainstPeterandheldoutbothherhands。
"I\'mallright,"shechattered。"Givemeaminute。"
JudgeWhitingcametothem。
"Iamgettingawayimmediately,"hesaid。"ImustreachLouiseandMotherbeforetheygetwordofthis。DoctorFlemingwilltakecareofDonaldallright。Whathappened,Linda?Canyoutellme?"
Lindaopenedherlipsandtriedtospeak,butshewastoobreathless,toofullofexcitement,tobecoherent。ToheramazementKatherineO\'Donovanscrambledtoherfeet,liftedherheadandfacedtheJudge。Shepointedtothefireplace。
"Iwasrightthere,busywithmecookie\'utensils,"shesaidlMissLindawasa-sittin,onthatexactspot,theyjisthavin1
finishedatin\'someofherhaythenmesses;andtheladwaslyin,squarewheretheboulderstruck,ontheIndianblanket,atin\'apaceofcactuscandy。Andjistonepebblecamerattlin\'down,butMissLindahappenedtobelookin\',andshescramedtotheb\'ytoberollin\'underwhereyefoundhim;sohegaveafloportwo,andit\'swellthathetookhisorderswithoutwaitin\'toasktheraisonforthem,forifhehad,attheprisintminutehewouldbeaboutasthickasashateofwritingpaper。Thethingdroppedclearandstraightanddroveitselfintotheearthandstonebelowit,asyesee。"
KatherineO\'Donovanpaused。
"Yes,"saidtheJudge。"Anythingelse?"
"MissLindagottohimandshemadesurehehadbrathin\'spaceandhewasn\'thurtbad,andthenshetoldhimhehadgottostandit,because,sittin\'whereshedid,shefacedthecliffandshethoughtshehadseensomeone。Shetookthetelescopeandstartedclimbin\',andItooktheaxeandIstartedclimbin\'afterher。"
KatybrokedownandemittedaweirdIrishhowl。Lindainstantlybracedherself,threwherarmsaroundKaty,anddrewherheadtohershoulder。ShelookedatJudgeWhitingandbegantotalk"Icanshowyouwhereshefollowedme,straightupthefaceofthecanyon,almost,"shesaid。"Andsheneverhadtriedtoclimbacanyonsideforayard,either,butshecameupandoverafterme,likeacat。AndupthereonasmallledgeOkaSayyecamedowndirectlyaboveus。Icouldn\'tbemistaken。Isawhimplainly。IknowhimbysightaswellasIdoanyofyou。Weheardthestonescomingdownbeforehim,andweknewsomeonewasgoingtobeonuswhowasdesperateenoughtokill。Whenhetouchedourlevelandturnedtofollowtheledgewewereon,I
pushedhimover。"
KatyshookoffLinda\'sprotectingarmandstraightenedsuddenly。
"Why,yedomnedlittlefool,ye!"shescreamed。"Yenevertoldaliebeforeinallyourdays!JudgeWhiting,Ihadtheaxeroundmeneckbytheclimbin\'strap,andIgotitinmefingerswhenweheardthecraturecomin\',andagainsthischistIsetit,andI
gavehimashovethatsinthimover。Likeacathewasa-clingin\'andclimbin\',andwhenIsawhimcomin\'uponuswiththatawfulfaceofhis,IjistswungtheaxelikeIdowhenI\'mrejoocin\'apaceofeucalyptustofireplacesize,andwhack!I
tookthebranchsupportin\'him,andadome\'goodaxeIspoileddin\'it。"
Katyfoldedherarms,liftedherchinhigherthaniteverhadbeenbefore,andglareddefianceattheJudge。
"Nowgoon,"shesaid,"anddecidewhatye\'lldotomeforit。"
TheJudgereachedoverandtookbothKatherineO\'Donovan\'shandsinafirmgrip。
"Youbravewoman!"hesaid。"Ifitlayinmypower,IwouldgiveyoutheCarnegieMedal。InanyeventIwillseethatyouhaveagoodbungalowwithplentyofshamrockoneachsideofyourfrontpath,andafairincometokeepyoucomfortablewhentherheumaticdaysareuponyou。"
"Iamnoover-feeder,"saidKatyproudly。"I\'mdailyexercisin\'
memusclesenoughtokapethemyoung。TherheumatismI\'llnothave。AndnaytherwillIhavethehousenortheincome。I\'vesavedmemoney;I\'veanincomeofmeown。"
"Andasforthebungalow,"interruptedLinda,"Katherine,asI
havementionedfrequentlybeforeismyfather,andmymother,andmywholefamily,andherfrontdoorismine。"
"Sure,"saidKatyproudly。"Whenthesetwofinepeoplebeforeyousetuptheirhearthstone,a-swapin\'itI\'llbe,andcarin\'
fortheiryoungsters;but,Judge,Iwouldlikeabitoftheshamrock。Yemightbesendin\'meastartofthat,ifitwouldplaseYourHonor。"
JudgeWhitinglookedintentlyatKatherineO\'Donovan。Andthen,asiftheyhadbeenonthewitnessstand,helookedsearchinglyatLinda。ButLindawastooperturbed,tooaccustomedtoKaty\'sextravagantnonsenseeventonoticethepurportofwhatshehadsaid。ThentheJudgeturnedhisattentiontoPeterMorrisonandrealizedthatatleastoneofthepartiestoKatherine\'sproposedhearthstonehadunderstoodandheartilyendorsedherproposal。
"Iwillhavetobegoing。Theboyandhismotherwillneedme,"
hesaid。"Iwillseeallofyoulater。"
Thenhesprangacrossthebrookandsenthiscarroaringdownthecanyonaftertheambulance。
OncemoreKatysanktotheground。Lindalookedatherassheburiedherfaceandbegantowail。
"Peter,"shesaidquietly,"huntourbelongingsandpackthemintheBearCatthebestyoucan。Excuseusforafewminutes。Wemustactthisoutofoursystems。"
GravelyshesatdownbesideKaty,laidherheadonhershoulder,andbegantocryverynearlyasenergeticallyasKatyherself。
AndthatwastheonethingwhichwasmosteffectiveinrestoringKaty\'snerves。TearsweresuchanunaccustomedthingwithLindathatKatycontrolledherselfspeedilysothatshemightbebetterabletoservethegirl。InafewminutesKatyhadreducedheremotionstoadrysniffle。Sheliftedherhead,gropedforherpocket,andbeingunabletofinditfortheverygoodreasonthatshewassittinguponit,sheusedherginghamhemasahandkerchief。Onceshehadrisentothephysicaleffortofwipinghereyes,sheregainedcalmnessrapidly。ThelasttimesheappliedthehemshelookedatPeter,butaddressedtheAlmightyinresignedtones:"There,Lord,Iguessthatwilldo。"
Inafewminutesshewassearchingthekitchen,makingsurethatnoknives,spoons,orcookingutensilswerelost。Missinghersupport,LindasaterectandendeavoredtofollowKaty\'sexample。
HereyesmetPeter\'sandwhenshesawthathisshoulderswereshaking,adry,hystericallaughpossessedher。
"Yes,Katy,"shepanted,"thatWILLdo,andrememberthetearswearesheddingareoverDonald\'sbrokenfoot,andbecausethismayinterferewithhiswork,thoughIdon\'tthinkitwillforlong。"
"WhenIcry,"saidKatytersely,"IcrybecauseIfeellikeit。
Iwasn\'twapin\'overthesnakethat\'dplanadeathlikethatforanyone"——Katywavedtowardtheboulder——"andnaytherwasI
wastin\'metearsoverthefutofakidbein\'jommedupatrifle。"
"Well,then,Katy,"askedLindatremulously,"whywereyoucrying?"
"Well,there\'stimes,"saidKatyjudicially,"whenmespiritstellmeIwouldbethebetterforlettin\'offaweebitofstame,andoneofthemtimeshavin\'arrived,Ijistbowedmeheadtoit,asisinaccordancewiththemakingsofme。Farbeitfrommetobeflyin\'inthefaceofProvidenceandsayin\'Iwon\'t,whenallmeinteriordisposhionsaystome:\'Yewill!\'"
"Andnow,Linda,"saidPeter,"canyoutelluswhyyouwerecrying?"
"Why,Ithink,"saidLinda,"thatKatyhasexplainedsufficientlyforbothofus。Itwasmerelytimeforustohowlaftersuchfearfulnervestrain,sowehowled。"
"Well,that\'sallright,"saidPeter。"NowI\'lltellyousomething。Ifyouhadgoneawayinthatambulancetoananestheticandanoperation,nowildcatthateverindulgedinahungerhuntthroughthiscanyoncouldhaveputupahowlequaltotheonethatIwouldhavesentup。"
"Peter,"saidLinda,"thereisnothingfunnyaboutthis;it\'snotameforjest。Butdomenhavenerves?Wouldyoureally?"
"OfcourseIwould,"saidPeter。
"No,youwouldn\'t,"contradictedLinda。"Youjustsaythatbecauseyouwanttocomfortusforhavingbrokendown,insteadoftryingtoteaseusasmostmenwould。"
"Hewould,too!"saidKaty,startingtotheBearCatwithaloadofutensils。"Nowcomeon;let\'sgohomeandbegettin\'cranedupandreadyforwhat\'sgoin\'tohappentous。Willtheybejailin\'us,belike,MissLinda?"
LindalookedatPeterquestioningly。
"No,"hesaidquietly。"Itisveryprobablethatthematterneverwillbementionedtoyouagain,unlessJudgeWhitinggetsholdofsomecluethathewishestouseasanargumentagainstmaturedJapsbeingadmittedinthesamehigh-schoolclasseswithourclean,decent,youngAmericans。Theystoppedthatinthegradesseveralyearsago,Iamtold。"
BeforetheycouldstartbacktoLilacValleyacarstoppedinthecanyonandacoupleofmenintroducingthemselvesashavingcomefromJudgeWhitinginterviewedKatyandLindaexhaustively。ThenLindapointedouttothemaneasierbutmuchlongerroutebywhichtheymightreachthetopofthecanyontoexaminethespotfromwhichtheboulderhadfallen。SheshowedthemwheresheandKatyhadascended,andtoldthemwheretheywouldbelikelytofindOkaSayye。
Whenitcametoaquestionofreallystarting,LindalookedwithappealingeyesatPeter。
"Peter,"shesaid,"couldwefixitanywaysoyoucoulddriveKatyandmehome?ForthefirsttimesinceIhavebegundrivingthisspringIdon\'tfeelequaltokeepingtheroad。"
"Ofcourse,"saidPeter。"I\'lltakeyourcartothenearestfarmhouseandleaveit,thenI\'lltakeyouandKatyinmycar。"
LatethateveningJudgeWhitingcametoLilacValleywithhiswifeanddaughtertotellLindathatthetopofthecliffgaveeveryevidenceofthestonehavingbeenloosenedpreviously,sothataslightimpetuswouldsenditcrashingdownatthetimewhenDonaldlayinhisaccustomedplacedirectlyinthelineofitsfall。Hisdetectiveshadfoundthelocationoftheencounterandtheyhadgonetothebottomofthecliff,athousandfeetbelow,buttheyhadnotbeenabletofindanytraceofOkaSayye。
Somewhereinwaitingtherehadbeenconfederateswhohadremovedwhatremainedofhim。OnthewayhomeMrs。Whitingsaidtoherhusband:"Judge,areyouverysurethatwhatthecooksaidtoyouthisafternoonaboutMissStrongandMr。Morrisonistrue?"
"Iamonlysureofitstruthsofarasheisconcerned,"repliedtheJudge。"WhathethoughtaboutLindawasevident。Iamverysorry。SheisamightyfinegirlandIthinkDonaldisverymuchinterestedinher。"
"Yes,Ithinkso,too,"saidDonald\'smother。"Interested;buthehasnotevenacaseoffirstlove。HeisinterestedforthesamereasonyouwouldbeorIwouldbe,becausesheisintellectuallysostimulating。Andyouhavetotakeintoconsiderationthefactthatintwoorthreeyearsmoreshewillbereadyformarriageandahomeofherown,andDonaldwillstillbeinschoolwithhisworldlyexperienceandhisbusinesseducationnotyetbegun。ThebestthingthatcanhappentoDonaldisjusttolethisinfatuationforherdieanaturaldeath,withthequietassistanceofhisfamily。"
TheJudge\'sfacereddenedslightly。
"Well,Iwouldlikemightywelltohaveherinthefamily,"hesaid。"She\'sacorkingfinegirl。Shewouldmakeafinemotheroffinemen。Ihaven\'tadoubtbutthatwiththepowerofhispersonalityandthepowerofhispenandthelureofpropinquity,PeterMorrisonwillwinher,butIhateit。It\'sthebestchancetheboyeverwillhave。"
AndthenLouisespokeupsoftly。
"Donaldhasn\'tanychance,Dad,"shesaidquietly,"andheneverdidhave。IhavemetPeterMorrisonmyselfandIwouldbeonlytoogladifIthoughthewasdevotedtome。I\'llgrantthatLindaStrongisafinegirl,butwhenshewakesuptotheworthofPeterMorrisonandtoarealizationofwhatotherwomenwouldbegladtobetohim,shewillmerelyreachoutandlaypossessivehandsuponwhatalreadybelongstoher。"
ItwasacuriousthingthatsuchoccurrencesasthedeathofOkaSayyeandtheinjurytoDonaldcouldtakeplaceandnooneknowaboutthem。Yetthepapersweresilentonthesubjectandsowerethecourts。LindaandKatywerefullyprotected。TheconfederatesofOkaSayyeforreasonsoftheirownpreferredtokeepveryquiet。
ByMondayDonald,withhisfootinaplastercast,wasonasideverandaofhishomewithatablebesidehimstrewnwithbooksandpapers。Anagreementhadbeenmadethathisprofessorsshouldcallandhearhisrecitationsforafewdaysuntilbytheaidofacrutchandacanehecouldresumehisplaceinschool。LindawenttovisithimexactlyasshewouldhavegonetoseeMarianinlikecircumstances。ShesucceededinmakingalloftheWhitingfamilyherverydevotedfriends。
Oneevening,afterhehadbeenhobblingaboutforoveraweek,LindaandPetercalledtospendtheevening,andaverygayandenjoyableeveningitwas。AndyetwhenitwasoverandtheyhadgoneawaytogetherDonaldappearedworriedanddeeplythoughtful。
Whenhismothercametohisroomtoseeifthefootwasundulypainfulortherewasanythingshecoulddotomakehimmorecomfortable,helookedatherbelligerently。
"Mother,"hesaid,"Idon\'tlikePeterMorrisonbeingsomuchwithmygirl。"
Mrs。Whitingstoodverystill。Shethoughtveryfast。Shouldshepostponeitorshouldshelettheboytakeallofhishurtstogether?HerheartachedforhimandyetshefeltthatsheknewwhatlifehadinstoreforhimconcerningLinda。Soshesatontheedgeofthebedandbegantotalkquietly,plainly,reasonably。Shetriedtoexplainnatureandhumannatureandwhatshethoughtthelawsofprobabilitywereinthecase。
Donaldlaysilent。Hesaidnothinguntilshehadfinishedallshehadtosay,andthenheannouncedtriumphantly:"You\'reallwrong。ThatiswhatwouldhappenifLindawereagirllikeanyoftheothergirlsinherclass,orlikeLouise。ButshehaspromisedthatshewouldwritetomeeverySaturdaynightandshehassaidthatshethinksmoreofmethanofanyoftheotherboys。"
"Donalddear,"saidMrs。Whiting,"you\'renot\'inlove\'withLindayourself,andneitherisshewithyou。Bythetimeyouarereadytomarryandsettledowninlife,Lindainallprobabilitywillbemarriedandbethemotheroftwoorthreebabies。"
"Yes,likefunshewill,"saidDonaldroughly。
"Haveyouaskedherwhethershelovesyou?"inquiredMrs。
Whiting。
"Oh,that\'love\'business,"saidDonald,"itmakesmetired!
LindaandIneverdidanymushingaround。Wehadthingsofsomeimportancetotalkaboutandtodo。"
AbitofpaininMrs。Whiting\'shearteased。Itwasdifficulttokeepherlipsquietandeven。
"Youhaven\'taskedhertomarryyou,then?"shesaidsoberly。
"OhgoodLord,"criedDonald,"\'marry!\'HowcouldImarryanyonewhenIhaven\'tevengraduatedfromhighschoolandwithcollegeandallthattocome?"
"ThatiswhatIhavebeentryingtotellyou,"saidhismotherevenly。"Idon\'tbelieveyouhavebeenthinkingaboutmarriageandIamabsolutelycertainthatLindahasnot,butsheisgoingtobemadetothinkaboutitlongbeforeyouwillbeinsuchfinancialpositionthatyoudare。ThatisthereasonIamsuggestingthatyouthinkaboutthesethingsseriouslyandquestionyourselfastowhetheryouwouldbedoingthefairthingbyLindaifyoutriedtotieherupinanarrangementthatwouldaskhertowaitsixoreightyearsyetbeforeyouwouldbeready。"
"Well,Icangetaroundfasterthanthat,"saidDonaldbelligerently。
"Ofcourseyoucan,"agreedhismother。"Imadethatestimatefullyayeartoolong。ButeveninsevenyearsLindacoulddoanawfullotofwaiting;andtherearesomeverywonderfulgirlsthatwillbecomingupsixorsevenyearsfromnowhereathome。
YouknowthathereafterallthegirlsintheworldaregoingtobeverymuchmoreLinda\'skindofgirlsthantheyhavebeenheretofore。Thegirlswhohavelivedthroughthewarandwhohavebeenintimatewithitssorrowanditssufferinganditsterribleresultstohumanity,arenotgoingtobesuchheedless,thoughtless,notnearlysuchselfish,girlsastheworldhasknowninthedecadejustpast。Andthereisgoingtobemoreoutdoorlife,morenaturestudy。Therearegoingtobestrongerbodies,betterfood,better-cared-foryoungpeople;andeveryyeareducationaladvantagesaregoingtobegreater。IfyoucanbringyourselftothinkaboutgivinguptheideaofthereeverexistinganyextremelypersonalthingbetweenyouandLinda,IamverysureIcouldguaranteetointroduceyoutoagirlwhowouldbequitehercounterpart,andundoubtedlywecouldmeetonewhowouldbehandsomer。"
Donaldpunchedhispillowviciously。
"That\'snicetalk,"hesaid,"anditmaybetruetalk。ButinthefirstplaceIwishthatPeterMorrisonwouldletmygirlalone,andinthesecondplaceIdon\'tcareifthereareathousandjustasnicegirlsorevenbetter-lookinggirlsthanLinda,thoughanygirlwouldbegoingsomeifshewerenicerandbetterlookingthanLinda。ButIamtellingyouthatwhenmyfootgetsbetterIamgoingtoLilacValleyandtellhimwheretoheadin,andI\'llpunchhisheadifhedoesn\'tdoitpromptly。"
"Ofcourseyouwill,"saidhismotherreassuringly;"andI\'llgowithyouandwe\'llseetoitthatheattendsstrictlytohisownaffairs。"
Donaldburstoutlaughing,exactlyashismotherinherhearthadhopedthathewould。
"Yes,I\'vegotahand-paintedpictureofmyselfstartingtoLilacValleytofightamanwhoisbuttinginwithmygirl,andtakingmymotheralongtohelpmebeathimup,"hesaid。
Mrs。Whitingputherarmsaroundherboy,kissedhimtenderly,andsmoothedhishair,andthenturnedoutthelightsandslippedfromtheroom。Butintheclearmoonlightassheclosedthedoorshecouldseethataboyishgrinwastwistinghislips,andshewentdowntotelltheJudgethatheneednotworry。Ifhisboywereirreparablyhurtanywhere,itwasinhisfoot。
CHAPTERXXXII。HowtheWaspBuiltHerNestThefollowingweekswereveryhappyforLinda。WhenthecastwasremovedfromDonald\'sfootanditwasfoundthatayearortwoofcarewouldputhimevenontheathleticfieldsandthedancingflooragain,shewasgreatlyrelieved。
ShelackedwordsinwhichtoexpressherjoythatMarianwasrapidlycomingintohappiness。Shewassoverybusywithherschoolwork,withdoingallshecouldtohelpDonaldwithhis,withher"JaneMeredith"articles,withhuntingandworkingoutmaterialforherbook,thatsheneverhadmanyminutesatatimeforintrospection。WhenshedidhaveafewshesometimespondereddeeplyastowhetherMarianhadbeenaltogethersincereinthelastlettershehadwrittenherintheircorrespondence,butshewassodelightedintheoutcomethatifshedidattimeshavethesamedoubtinafleetingformthathadnotbeenintheleastfleetingwithPeterMorrison,shedismisseditasrapidlyaspossible。Whenthingsweresoverygoodastheywereatthattime,whytrytoimprovethem?
Oneeveningasshecamefromschool,thinkingthatshewouldtakeKatyforashortrunintheBearCatbeforedinner,shenoticedaredheadprominentinthefrontyardasshenearedhome。WhensheturnedinatthefrontwalkandcrossedthelawnshewouldhavebeenwillingtowagerquiteasumthatKatyhadbeencrying。
"Why,olddear,"saidLinda,puttingherarmsaroundher,"ifanythinghasgonewrongwithyouIwillcertainlytaketothewarpath,instanter。Ican\'tevenimaginewhatcouldbetroublingyou。"Lindaloweredhervoice。"NothinghascomeupaboutOkaSayye?"
Katyshookherhead。
"Ithoughtnot,"saidLinda。"JudgeWhitingpromisedmethatwhatusehemadeofthatshouldbeman\'sbusinessandexploitedwhollyforthesakeofCaliforniaandherpeople。Hesaidweshouldn\'tbeinvolved。Ihaven\'tbeenworriedaboutiteven,althoughIamwillingtogouponthestandandtellthewholestoryifitwillbeanyhelptowardputtingrightwhatisatpresentagreatwrongtoCalifornia。"
"Yes,sowouldI,"saidKaty。"I\'mnotworryin\'meselfaboutthelittlebasteanymorethanIwouldifithadbeenamaddogfoamingupthatcliffatye。"
"Thenwhatisit?"askedLinda。"Tellmethisminute。"
"Idunnowhatintheworldyou\'regoingtothink,"saidKaty"I
dunnowhatintheworldyou\'regoingtodo。"
HerfacewassodistressedthatLinda\'snimblebrainflewtoaconclusion。ShetightenedherarmacrossKaty\'sshoulder。
"ByJove,Katy!"shesaidbreathlessly。"IsEileeninthehouse?"
Katynodded。
"HasshebeentoseeJohnandmadethingsrightwithhim?"
Katynoddedagain。
"He\'sintherewithherwaitin\'forye,"shesaid。
ItwasastunnedLindawhoslowlydroppedherarm,stooderect,andliftedherheadveryhigh。Shethoughtintently。
"Youdon\'tmeantotellme,"shesaid,"thatyouhavebeenCRYING
overher?"
Katyheldoutbothhands。
"Linda,"shesaid,"shealwayswassuchaprettything,andhermadidn\'traisehertohavethesenseofapeewee。Ifyourpahadbeenlettakeheroutdoorsandgrowherinthesunandtheair,shewouldhavebeenbiggerandbroader,an\'therewouldhavebeenthetruthofGod\'ssunshinean\'thegloryofHisrainabouther。Yeknow,Linda,thatshedidn\'teverhaveacommondecentchance。Itwascurlsthatcouldn\'tbeshookoutandanosethatdassen\'tbesunburnedandshoesthatmustn\'tbescuffedandadressthatshouldn\'tbemussed,fromthedayshewasborn。Yecouldn\'tjisthonestsayshehadeverhadaFAIRchance,nowcouldye?"
"No,"saidLindaconclusively\'"no,KatherineO\'Donovan,youcouldnot。Butwhatareweupagainst?Doesshewanttocomeback?Doesshewanttostayhereagain?"
"Ithinkshewouldliketo,"saidKaty。"Yougoinandseeherforyourself,lambie,beforeyecometoanydecision。"
"Youdon\'tmean,"saidLindainamarvelingtone,"thatshehasbeenhomesick,thatshehascomebacktousbecauseshewouldliketobewithusagain?"
"Yougoandseeherforyourself;andifyoudon\'tsaysheistheworstbeatoutandthetiredestmortalthatyehaveeverseenyou\'llbesurprisin\'me。MyGod,Linda,theyain\'tnothin\'inbein\'richifitcandotoagirlwhathasbeendonetoEileen!"
"Oh,well,"saidLindaimpatiently,"don\'tcondemnallmoneybecauseEileenhasnotfoundhappinesswithit。ThetroublehasbeenthatEileen\'sonlychancetoberichcametoherthroughthewrongkindofpeople。"
"Well,willyejisttellme,then,"saidKaty,"howithappenedthatEileen\'smawasasistertothatgreatbeefofaman,whichsameishardonself-rayspectin\'beef;porkwouldcomenearer。"
"Yes,"saidLinda,"I\'lltellyou。Eileen\'smotherhadabigstreakofthesamecoarsenessandthesamevulgarityinHER
nature,orshecouldnothaverearedEileenasshedid。Sheprobablyhadbeensenttoschoolandhadbetteradvantagesthantheboythroughadesigningmotherofherown。Herfirsthusbandmusthavebeenamanwhogreatlyrefinedandeducatedher。Wecan\'tevergetawayfromthefactthatDaddybelievedinherandlovedher。"
"Yes,"saidKaty,"buthewasafooledman。Shewasn\'twhatwethoughtshewas。Many\'sthetimeI\'vestoodinjusticeabouttheaccountsandhouseholdmanagementbecauseIwouldn\'tbewakin\'
himuptowhathewasboundtoforlife。"
"Thatdoesn\'thelpus,"saidLinda。"Imustgoinandfacethem。"
ShehandedherbookstoKaty,andwentintothelivingroomSheconcentratedonJohnGilmanfirst,andaweequalmofdisgustcreptthroughhersoulwhenshesawthatafterweeksofsufferinghewasoncemorereadytodevotehimselftoEileen。Lindamarveledatthepowerawomancouldholdoveramanthatwouldforcehimtocompromisewithhisintellect,hiseducationandenvironment。ThensheturnedherattentiontoEileen,andtheshockshereceivedwasinforming。Shestudiedheraninstantincredulously,thenshewenttoherandheldoutherhand。
"Howdoyoudo?"shesaidascordiallyaswaspossibletoher。"Thisisunexpected。"
Hermindwasworkingrapidly,yetshecouldnotrecalleverhavingseenawomanquitesobeautifulasEileen。Shewasverycertainthatthecoloronhercheekswasebbingandrisingwithexcitement;itwasnolongersodeepastobestationary。Shewasverycertainthathereyeshadnotbeendarkenedastolidsorwaxedastolashes。Herhairwasbeautifullydressedinsweepingwaveswithscarcelyanyartificialworkuponit。Herdresswasextremelytastefulandveryexpensive。Therewasnosimperonherlips,nothingsuperficial。Shewasonlyatired,homesickgirl。AsLindalookedathersheunderstoodwhyKatyhadcriedoverher。Shefelttearsbeginningtoriseinherownheart。SheputbotharmsprotectinglyaroundEileen。
"Why,youpoorlittlething,"shesaidwonderingly,"wasitsodamn\'badasallthat?"
Eileenstoodstraight。Sheheldherselfrigidly。ShemerelY
nodded。Thenafterasecondshesaid:"Worsethananythingyoucouldimagine,Linda。Beingrichwithpeoplewhohavegrownrichbyaccidentisadreadfulexperience。"
"SoIhavealwaysimagined,"saidLinda。Andtheninherusualdownrightwaysheasked:"Whydidyoucome,Eileen?Isthereanythingyouwantedofme?"
Eileenhesitated。ItwasnotinLinda\'shearttobemean。
"Homesick,littlesister?"sheaskedlightly"Doyouwanttocomeherewhileyou\'regettingreadytomakeahomeforJohn?Isthatit?"
ThenEileenswayedforwardsuddenly,buriedherfaceinLinda\'sbreast,andforthefirsttimeinherlifeLindasawandheardhercry,notfromselfishness,notfromanger,notfromgreed,butasanordinaryhumanbeingcrieswhentheheartissofullthatnaturerelievesitselfwithtears。LindaclosedherarmsaroundherandsmiledoverherheadatJohnGilman。
"Finishallofitbeforeyoustop,"sheadvised。"It\'sallright。Youcomestraighthome。Youdidn\'tleavemeanyword,andIdidn\'tknowwhattodowithyourthings,butIcouldn\'tfeelthatyouwouldwanttogiveupsuchbeautifulthingsthatyouhadsoenjoyed。WehadplannedforMariantospendhersummervacationheresoIputherthingsinyoursuiteandIhadmovedmineintotheguestroom,butIhavehadmyroomdoneoverandtheguestroomthingsareinthere,andeveryscrapofyoursiscarefullyputaway。Ifthatwilldo,youareperfectlywelcometoit。"
Eileenwipedhereyes。
"Anything,"shesobbed。"I\'dratherhaveKaty\'sroomthanbeshamedandhumiliatedandhurtanyfurther。Linda,IwouldalmostlikeyoutoknowmyAuntCallie,becauseyouwillneverunderstandaboutherifyoudon\'t。HerfavoritepastimewastotelleveryonewemethowmuchthethingsIworecosther。"
LindareleasedEileenwithaslightshake。
"Cheerup!"shesaid。"We\'llallhaveagorgeoustimetogether。
Ihaven\'ttheslightestambitiontoknowmorethanthataboutyourAuntCallie。IfmybrainreallyhadbeenactingproperlyI
wouldneverhavedismantledyourroom。Iwouldhaveknownthatyoucouldnotendureher,andthatyouwouldcomehomejustasyoushould。It\'sallright,John,makeyourselfcomfortable。I
don\'tknowwhatKatyhasfordinnerbutshecanalwaysfindenoughforanextracouple。ComeEileen,I\'llhelpyoutosettle。Whereisyourluggage?"
"Ibroughtback,Linda,justwhatIhaveon,"saidEileen。"I
willbeginagainwhereIleftoff。IrealizethatIamnotentitledtoanythingfurtherfromtheStrongestate,butUnclewassounhappyandJohnsaysit\'sallright——reallyIamtheonlybloodheirtoalltheyhave;Imightaswelltakeacomfortableallowancefromit。Iamtogotoseethemafewdaysofeverymonth。IcanendurethatwhenIknowIhaveJohnandyoutocomebackto。"
WhenEileenhadbeeninstalledinLinda\'soldroomLindawentdowntothekitchen,shutthedoorbehindher,andleaningagainstit,laidherhandoverhermouthtosuppressalowlaugh。
"Katy,"shesaid,"I\'vebeenandgoneanddoneit;Ihaveputtheperfectladyinmyoldroom。Thatwillbeatestofhersincerity——evendaintyandprettyasitissinceit\'sbeendoneover。IfsheissincereenoughtospendthesummergettingreadytomarryJohnGilman——whythatisallright,oldgirl。Wecanstandit,can\'twe?"
"Yes,"saidKaty,"it\'soneoftheminfernalnuisancesbutwecanstandit。I\'mthinkin\',fromthelooksofJohnGilmanandhismannerofspakin\',thatitain\'tgoin\'tobebutaveryshorttimethathe\'llbewaitin\'。"
"Katy,"saidLinda,"isn\'tthisthemostentertainingworld?
Doesn\'titproducethemostlightning-likechanges,anddon\'tthemostunexpectedthingshappen?Sortofdazesme。IhadplannedtotakealittlerunwithyouandtheCat。Sincewearehaving——no,Imustn\'tsayguests——sinceJohnandEileenhavecomehome,I\'llhavetogiveupthatplanuntilafterdinner,andthenwe\'llgoandtakecounselwithoursoulsandseeifwecanfigureouthowwearegoingtosolvethisequation;andifyoudontknowwhatanequationis,olddearheart,it\'smewithawar-clubandyouwithashillalahandEileenbetweenus,andbe\'damned\'
tousifwecan\'tmakeanaverage,ordinary,decenthumanbeingoutofher。Pinanaprononherinthemorning,Katy,andhandheradustclothandtellhertoindustrialize。Wewillhelpherwithhertrousseau,butsheSHALLhelpuswiththework。"
"Yeknow,lambie,"whisperedKatysuddenly,"thisisaburnin\'
shame。TheonethingIDIDN\'Tthinkaboutisthatbookofyours。
Whataboutit?"
"Iscarcelyknow,"saidLinda;"it\'sdifficulttosay。Ofcoursewecan\'tcarryouttheplanswehadmadetoworkhere,exactlyaswehadintended,withEileeninthehousepreparingtobemarried。Butshetellsmethatherunclehasmadeheragenerousallowance,soprobablyit\'senvironmentandlovesheisneedingmuchmorethanhelp。Itisbarelypossible,Katy,thatafterI
havewatchedherafewdays,ifIdecidesheisingenuine,sincere,heart-wholeearnest,ImightintroduceherandJohntomyfriend,\'Jane。\'ItisprobablethatifIdid,Eileenwouldnotexpectmetohelpher,andatthesametimeshewouldn\'tfeelthatIwasactingindifferentlybecauseIdidnot。We\'llwaitawhile,Katy,andseewhetherweskidbeforeweputonthechains。"
"WhataboutMarian?"inquiredKaty。
"Idon\'tknow,"saidLindathoughtfully。"IfMarianisbigenoughtocomehereandspendthesummerunderthesameroofwithEileenandJohnGilman,andhaveareallyrestful,enjoyabletimeoutofit,sheisbiggerthanIam。Comeuptothegarret;I
thinkEileenhasbroughtnomorewithherthanshetookaway。
We\'llbringhertrunkdown,putitinherroomandlaythekeysontop。Don\'tbeginbytreatingherasavisitor;treatherasifsheweretrulymysister。Tellherwhatyouwantandhowyouwantit,exactlyasyoutellmeandasItellyou。Ifyouseeevenasuspicionofanyoftheformerobjectionabletendenciespoppingup,let\'scheckthemquickandhard,Katy。"
ForaweekLindawatchedEileenclosely。AttheendofthattimeshewassincereinherconvictionthatEileenhadbeenseverelychastened。WhenshecameincontactwithPeterMorrisonoranyothermantheymetshewasnotimmediatelyartificial。Shehadlearnedtobeasnaturalwithmenaswithotherwomen。Therewerenoprettypostures,nosoftenedvocalmodulations,nochildishnonsenseonsubjectsuponwhichtheaveragechildofthesedaysdisplaystheknowledgeofthepast-generationgrandmother。WhentheyvisitedPeterMorrison\'shouseitwaseasytoseethatEileenwasinterested,moreinterestedthananyofthemeverbeforehadseenherinanysubjectoutsideofclothingandjewels。HerconductintheStronghomehadbeenirreproachable。Shehadcaredforherownroom,quietlyundertakenthedutiesofdustingandarrangingtheroomsandcuttingandbringinginflowers。ShehadgonetothekitchenandwipeddishesandaskedtobetaughthowtocookthingsofwhichJohnwasparticularlyfond。Shehadbeenreasonableintheamountoftimeshehadspentonhershopping,andhadrepeatedlygonetoLindaandshowninterestinherconcerns。TheresultwasthatLindaatoncedisplayedthesameinterestinanythingpertainingtoEileen。
OneafternoonLindacamehomeunusuallyearly。ShecalledforEileen,toldhertotieonhersunshadeandbereadyforashortride。AlmostimmediatelyshebroughtaroundtheBearCatandwhentheywereseatedsidebysideheadedittowardthecanyon。
Shestoppedattheusualrestingplace,andtogethersheandEileenwalkeddownthelight-dappledroadbed。ShepointedoutthingstoEileen,tellingherwhattheywere,towhatusestheycouldbeput,whileatthesametimenarrowlywatchingher。ToheramazementshefoundthatEileenwasinterested,thatshewasnoticingthingsforherself,askingwhattheywere。Shewantedtoknowthenamesofthesingingbirds。WhenabigbirdtrailedawavingshadowinfrontofherLindaexplainedhowshemightdistinguishaneaglefromahawk,ahawkfromavulture,aseabirdfromthoseoftheland。WhentheyreachedthebridgeLindaclimbeddowntheembankmenttogathercress。ShewasmovedtoprotestwhenEileenfollowedandwithoutsayingawordbegantoassisther,butsherestrainedherself,foritsuddenlyoccurredtoherthatitwouldbeanexcellentthingforEileentothinkmoreofwhatshewasdoingandwhyshewasdoingitthanaboutwhethershewouldwetherfeetormuddyherfingers。Sotheprotestbecameanexplanationthatitwasratherlateforcress:
theleavestoughenedwhenitbloomedandweretoopeppery。Theonlywayitcouldbeusedagreeablywastoworkalongtheedgesandselectthesmalltendershootsthathadnotyetmaturedtothefloweringpoint。Whentheyhadanarmloadtheywentbacktothecar,andwithoutanyexplanationLindadroveintoLosAngelesandstoppedattheresidenceofJudgeWhiting,nottellingEileenwhereshewas。
"Friendsofmine,"saidLindalightlyasshesteppedfromthecar。"Fondofcresssaladwiththeirdinner。TheyprepareitaftertheJaneMeredithrecipetowhichyoucalledmyattention,inEverybody\'sHomelastwinter。Comealongwithme。"
Eileensteppedfromthecarandfollowed。Lindaledthewayroundthesidewalktowhereherquickearhadlocatedvoicesonthesidelawn。Shestoppedatthekitchendoor,handedinthecress,exchangedafewlaughingwordswiththecook,andthenpresentedherselfatthedoorofthesummerhouse。Inside,hisbooksandpapersspreadoveraworktable,satDonaldWhiting。
Onesideofhimhismotherwasbusydarninghissocks;ontheotherhissisterLouisewasworkingwithembroiderysilkandsmallsquaresofgailycoloredlinen。Lindaenteredwithexactlythesameself-possessionthatcharacterizedherathome。SheshookhandswithMrs。Whiting,MaryLouise,andDonald,andthenshesaidquietly:"EileenandIweregatheringcressandwestoppedtoleaveyousomeforyourdinner。"WiththisexplanationsheintroducedEileentoMrs。Whiting。MaryLouiseimmediatelysprangupandrecalledtheirmeetingatRiverside。
Donaldrememberedameetinghedidnotmention。ItwasonlyafewminutesuntilLindawasseatedbesideDonald,interestingherselfinhislessons。EileenbeggedtobeshowntheprettyhandkerchiefsthatMaryLouisewasmaking。AnhourlaterLindarefusedaninvitationtodinnerbecauseKatywouldbeexpectingthem。Whenshearosetogo,Eileenwascarryingasmallsquareofblue-greenlinen。Carefullypinnedtoitwasapatchofwhitewithasprayofdelicateflowersoutlineduponit,andaskeinofpinksilkthread。Shehadbeeninitiatedintothethrillinglyabsorbingfeminineaccomplishmentofmakingsporthandkerchiefs。
WhentheyleftEileenwasincludednaturally,casually,spontaneously,intheirinvitationtoLindatoruninanytimeshewould。MaryLouisehadsaidshewouldrideoutwithDonaldinfewdaysandseehowthehandkerchiefswerecomingon,andmoreinstructionanddifferentstitchesandpatternswerenecessary,shewouldlovetoteachthem。SoLindarealizedthatMaryLouisehadbeentoldaboutthetrousseau。Sheknew,evenlackingasshewasinfemininesophistication,thatthereweretwoopenroadstotheheartofawoman。Oneisaweddingandtheotherisababy。Thelureofeitherisirresistible。
AstheBearCatglidedbacktoLilacValley,Eileensatsilent。
FortenyearsshehadcovetedtheentreetotheWhitinghomeperhapsmorethananyotherinthecity。Merelybybeingsimpleandnatural,bylivingherlifeaslifepresenteditselfeachday,LindawithnoeffortwhateverhadmadepossibletoEileenthethingshesodeeplycraved。Eileenwaslearninganewlessoneachday——somedaysmanyofthem——butnonewasmoreamazingmoresimple,orstruckdeeperintoherawakenedconsciousness。Asshegazedwithfar-seeingeyeonthebluewallsofthevalleyEileenwastakingamentalinventoryofherformerself。Onebyoneshewasarraigningalltheoldtricksshehadusedinhertradeofgettingonintheworld。Onebyoneshewasdiscardingtheminfavorofhonesty,unaffectedness,andwholesomeenjoyment。
BecauseofthesethingsLindacamehomethenextafternoonandleftabundleonEileen\'sbedbeforeshemadeherwaytoherownroomtobusyherselfwithaheadpieceforPeter\'slatestarticle。Shehadtakendownthewasppictureandwhileshehadnotdestroyeditshehadturnedthekeyofaverysubstantiallockuponit。Shewashardatworkwhensheheardstepsonthestairs。WhenEileenentered,Lindasmiledquizzicallyandthenbrokeintoanunaffectedejaculation。
"Ripping!"shecried。"Why,Eileen,you\'reperfectlytopping。"
Eileen\'sfaceflamedwithdelight。Shewasachallenginglittlefigure。Noneofthemwasaccustomedtoherwhensherepresentedanythingmoresubstantialthancurlsandruffles。
Lindareachedforthetelephone,calledGilman,andaskedhimifhecouldgotothebeachforsupperthatevening。Heimmediatelyrepliedthathewould。ThenshecalledPeterMorrisonandaskedhimthesamequestionandwhenPeteransweredaffirmativelyshetoldhimtobringhiscar。Thenshehastilyputonherownfieldclothesandrantothekitchentofillthelunchbox。ToKaty\'sdelightLindatoldhertherewouldberoomforherandthatsheneededher。
ItwaseveningandthesunwasmovingslowlytowardthehorizonwhentheystoppedthecarsandwentdownonthewhitesandsofSantaMonicaBay。Eileenhadbeencomplimenteduntilshewasinaglowofdelight。ShedidnotnoticethatinpilingthingsoutofthecarfortheirbeachsupperLindahadhandedherashovelandtheblackenedironlegsofabroiler。Everyonewasloadedpromiscuouslyastheytookuptheirmarchdowntoasnearthewater\'sedgeasthesandsweredry。PeterandJohngathereddriftwood。Lindaimprovisedtwocookingplaces,onebehindarockforherself,theotherunderthelittleoutdoorstoveforKaty。Eileenwasinstructedastohowtosetupthebeachtable,spreadtheblanketsbesideit,andplacethefooduponit。WhileKatymadecoffeeandtoastedbiscuitLindawasbusyintroducingherpartytobrigandbeefsteakuponfourlongsteelskewers。Thedayhadbeenwarm。Thelightsaltbreezefromtheseawaslikeabenediction。Friendlygullsgatheredonthewhitesandsaroundthem。Cunninglittleseachickensworkedinaccordwiththetide:whenthewavesadvancedtheyroseabovethemonwing;whentheyretreatedtheyscamperedoverthewetsand,huntinganysmallparticlesoffoodthatmighthavebeencarriedin。Outoverthewaterbigbrownpelicanswentslowlyfanninghomeward;
andwhiteseaswallowsdrewwonderfulpicturesonthebluenightskywiththetipsoftheirwings。Forafewminutesatthereddestpointofitssettingthesunpaintedamarvelouspictureinabankofwhiteclouds。Thesepileduplikeagreatrosycastle,anddowntheskyroadwaybeforeitcamealongprocessionofarmoredknights,redinthesunglowandridinghugeredhorses。Thenthecolorsmixedandfadedandalongredbridgeforashorttimespannedthewater,endingattheirfeet。Thegullshuntedthelastscrapthrownthemandwenthome。Theswallowssoughttheirhighcliffs。Theinsidiouslyalluringperfumeofsandverbenaroselikealtarincensearoundthem。
Gilmanspreadablanket,piledthebeachfirehigher,andsittingbesideEileen,hedrewherheadtohisshoulderandputhisarmaroundher。Possiblyhecouldhavebeenhappierinacarelesswayifhehadneversuffered。ItisveryprobablethatthepoignantdepthofexquisitehappinesshefeltinthathourneverwouldhavecometohimhadhenotlostEileenandfoundheragainsomuchmoreworthloving。Lindawandereddownthebeachuntilshereachedthelighthouserocks。Sheclimbedonahighoneandsatwatchingtheseaasitsprayedjustbelow。PeterMorrisonfollowedher。
"MayIcomeup?"heasked。
"Surely,"saidLinda,"thisbelongstotheLord;itisn\'tmine。"
SoPeterclimbedupandsatbesideher。
"Howdidthelandscapeappealtoyouwhenyouleftthecampfire?"
inquiredLinda。
"IshouldthinkthenightcrymightverywellbeEighto\'clockandall\'swell,"answeredPeter。
"\'God\'sinhisheaven,all\'srightwiththeworld?\'"Lindaputitintheformofaquestion。
"ItseemstobeforJohnandEileen,"saidPeter。
"Itisforanumberofpeople,"saidLinda。"IhadaletterfromMariantoday。Ihadwrittenhertoaskifshewouldcometousforthesummer,inspiteofthechangeinourplans;butMr。Snowhasmadesomeplansofhisown。Heisaveryastuteindividual。
HewantedMariantomarryhimatonceandshewouldnot,sohetookherforashortvisittoseehisdaughterathergrandmother\'shomeinthenorthernpartofthestate。Marianfelldeeplyinlovewithhislittlegirl,andofcoursethosepeoplefoundMariancharming,justasright-mindedpeoplewouldfindher。Whenshesawhowthelittlegirlmissedherfatherandhowdifficultitwasforhimtoleaveher,andwhenshesawhowshewouldbelovedandappreciatedinthatfinefamily,shechangedhermind。Peter,wearegoingtobeinvitedtoSanFranciscotoseethemmarriedveryshortly。Areyougladorsorry?"
"Iamveryglad,"saidPeterheartily。"ImakenoconcealmentofmyadmirationforMissThornebutIamverygladindeedthatitisnotherheadthatistocompletethedecorationwhenyoustarttheirismarchingdownmycreekbanks。"
"Well,that\'sallright,"saidLinda。"Ofcourseyoushouldhavesomethingtosayaboutwhoseheadfinishedthatpicture。Ican\'tcontracttodomorethansettheiris。ThethingaboutthisI
dreadisthatMarianandEugenearegoingtoliveinSanFrancisco,andIdidsowanthertomakeherhomeinLilacValley。"
"That\'stoobad,"saidPetersympathetically。"Iknowhowyouappreciateher,howdeeplyyouloveher。Doyouthinkthevalleywilleverberightforyouwithouther,Linda?"
"Itwillhavetobe,"saidLinda。"I\'vehadtogoonwithoutFather,youknow。IfgreaterhappinessseemstobeinstoreforMarianinSanFrancisco,allIcandoistoeffacemyselfandsay\'Amen。\'WhentheworldisallrightforMarian,itisaboutasnearallrightasitcanbeforme。AnddidyoueverseemuchmoresincerelyandclearlycontentedpeoplethanJohnandEileenareatthepresentminute?"
PeterlookedatLindawhimsically。Heloweredhisvoiceasifaseaurchinmighthearandtattle。
"Whatdidyoudoaboutthewasp,Linda?"hewhispered。
"Idelicatelyerasedthestinger,fluffeduparuffle,andputthesketchunderlockandkey。Ishouldhavestartedafirewithit,butcouldn\'tquitebringmyselftoletitgo,yet。"
"Isshegoingtoholdout?"askedPeter。
"She\'llholdoutorgetherneckwrung,"saidLinda。"Itrulythinkshehasbeenredeemed。Shehasbeenbornagain。Shehasanewheartandanewsoulandanewimpulseandarightconceptionoflife。Why,Peter,shehasevengotanewbody。Herfaceisnotthesame。"
"Sheismuchhandsomer,"saidPeter。
"Isn\'tshe?"criedLindaenthusiastically。"Anddoesn\'thavingasoulanddoesn\'tthinkingaboutessentialthingsmakethemostremarkabledifferenceinher?Itisworthgoingthroughafieryfurnacetocomeoutnewlikethat。IcalledherAbednegotheotherday,butshedidn\'tknowwhatImeant。"
Thentheysatsilentandwatchedtheseaforalongtime。Byandbythenightairgrewchill。PeterslippedfromtherockandwentupthebeachandcamebackwithanIndianblanket。HeputitverycarefullyaroundLinda\'sshoulders,andwhenhewenttoresumehisseatbesideherhefoundoneofherarmsstretchingitwithablanketcornerforhim。Sohesatdownbesideheranddrewthecorneroverhisshoulder;andbecausehisrightarmwasverymuchinhisway,anditwouldhavebeenverydisagreeableifLindahadslippedfromtherockandfallenintothecold,salt,unsympatheticPacificatnineo\'clockatnight——merelytodisposeofthearmcomfortablyandtoensurehersecurity,PeterputitaroundLindaanddrewherupbesidehimveryclose。Lindadidnotseemtonotice。ShesatquietlylookingatthePacificandthinkingherownthoughts。Whenthefogbecamedampandchill,shesaidtheymustbegoing,andsotheywentbacktotheircarsanddrovehomethroughthesheerwonderofthemoonlight,throughtheperfumeoftheorangeorchards,hearingthenightsongofthemockingbirds。
CHAPTERXXXIII。TheLadyoftheIrisAfewdayslaterLindaandPeterwenttoSanFranciscoandhelpedcelebratethemarriageofMarianandEugeneSnow。TheyleftMarianinahomecarefullydesignedtoinsureeverycomfortandconveniencesheeverhadplanned,furnishedinaccordancewithherdesires。BothLindaandPeterwerecharmedwithlittleDeborahSnow;shewasabeautifulandanappealingchild。
"Itseemstome,"saidLinda,onthetraingoinghome,"thatMarianwillgetmoreoutoflife,shewilllovedeeper,shewillworkharder,shewillclimbhigherinherprofessionthanshewouldhavedoneifshehadmarriedJohn。Itisdifficultsometimes,whenthingsarehappening,torealizethattheyareforthebest,butIreallybelievethisthinghasbeenforthelevelbest。IthinkMarianisgoingtobeabiggerwomaninSanFranciscothansheeverwouldhavebeeninLilacValley。WiththatthoughtImustreconcilemyself。"
"AndwhataboutJohn?"askedPeter。"IshegoingtobeabiggermanwithEileenthanhewouldhavebeenwithMarian?"
"No,"saidLinda,"heisnot。Hedidn\'tdorightandhe\'llhavepenaltytopay。Eileenisdevelopingintoalovableandtrulybeautifulwoman,butshehasnottheintellect,northeeducation,northeimpulsetostimulateaman\'smentalprocessesandmakehimoutdohimselfthewayMarianwill。Johnwillprobablyneverknowit,buthewillhavetodohisownstimulating;hewillhavetovisionlifeforhimself。HewillhavetofindhishighhillandclimbitwithEileenridingsecurelyonhisshoulders。Itisn\'treallythepleasantestthingintheworld,itisn\'ttrulythethingIwantedtodothissummer——helpingthemout——butithasseemedtobetheworkathand,thethingDaddyprobablywouldhavewantedmetodo,soit\'suptometodoallIcanforthem,justasIdidallIcouldforDonald。OnethingIshallalwaysbedelightedabout。WithmyownearsIheardthepronouncement:DonaldhadtheJapbeaten;hewasattheheadofhisclassbeforeOkaSayyewaseliminated。TheJapknewit。Hisonlychancelayingettingridofhisrival。Donaldcantaketheexcellentrecordhehasmadeinthisracetostartonthisfallwhenhecommencesanotherbattleagainstsomeotherman\'sbrainfortophonorsinhiscollege。"
"Willhestartwiththeideathathewantstobeanhonorman?"
Lindalaughedoutright。
"Ithink,"shesaid,"hisideawasthatifhewereoneoffiftyoronehundredleadingmenitwouldbesufficient,butIinsistedthatifhewantedtobefirstwithme,hewouldhavetobefirstinhisschoolwork。"
"Isee,"saidPeter。"Linda,haveyoudefinitelydecidedthatwhenyoucometoyourhome-makinghour,Donaldisthemanwithwhomyouwanttospendtheremainderofyourlife?"
"Oh,goodgracious!"saidLinda。"Who\'stalkingabout\'homes\'
and\'spendingtheremainderoflives\'?DonaldandIareschoolfriends,andwearegoodcompanions。You\'reasbadasEileen。
She\'salwaystryingtosuggestthingsthatnobodyelseeverthoughtof,andnowKaty\'sbeginningittoo。"
"Sapheads,all!"saidPeter。"Well,allowmetocongratulateyouonhavinggivenDonaldhisspurs。Ithinkit\'saveryfinethingforhimtostarttocollegewiththehonorideainhishead。
WhataboutyourSaturdayexcursions?"
"Theyhavediedanunnaturaldeath,"saidLinda。"DonandI
foughtforthem,buttheJudgeandMrs。WhitingandMaryLouisewereterrifiedforfearabonemightslipinDon\'sfoot,orsomerevengefulfriendorrelativeofOkaSayyelieinwaitforus。
Theywon\'thearofourgoinganymore。IgoeverySaturdayandtakeDonaldforaverycarefuldriveoverasmoothroadwiththeBearCatcursingourrateofspeedalltheway。Allthefun\'sspoiledforallthreeofus。"
"ThinkIwouldbeanygoodasasubstitutewhenitcomestofieldwork?"inquiredPetercasually。"IhavelookedatyourdesertgardensomuchIwouldknowaCotyledonifIsawit。IbelieveI
couldlearn。"
"Youwouldn\'thavetimetobother,"objectedLinda。"You\'reaman,withaman\'sbusinesstotransactintheworld。Youhavetohustleandearnmoneytopayforthebridgeandchangingthebrook。"
"ButIhadmoneytopayforthebrookandthebridgebeforeI
agreedtothem,"saidPeter。
"Well,then,"saidLinda,"youshouldbegintohuntoldmahoganyandrugs。"
"Ihadn\'tintendedto,"saidPeter;"iftheyaretobeold,I
won\'thavetodomorethantoshipthem。InstorageinVirginiatherearesomeverywonderfuloldmahoganyandrosewoodandrugsandbric-a-bracenoughtofurnishthehouseIambuilding。Thestuffbelongedtoalittleoldauntofminewholeftittomeinherwill,anditwaswiththosethingsinmindthatIbeganmyhouse。Theplansandfinishingwillfitthatfurniturebeautifully。"
"Why,youluckyindividual!"saidLinda。"NowhereintheworldistheremorebeautifulfurniturethaninsomeofthoseoldhomesinVirginia。ThereareoldFlemishandDutchandBritishandItalianpiecesthatcameintothiscountryonearlysailingvesselsforthearistocrats。Youdon\'tmeanthatkindofstuff,doyou,Peter?"
"ThatispreciselythekindofstuffIdomean,"answeredPeter。
"WhyPeter,ifyouhavefurniturelikethat,"criedLinda,"thenallyouneedisMaryLouise。"
"Linda,"saidPetersoberly,"youaretrespassingondelicategroundagain。Youselectedonewifeformeandyourplandidn\'twork。WhenthatfurniturearrivesandisinstalledI\'llsetaboutinducingtheladyofmydreamstocomeandoccupymydreamhouse,inmyownway。Ineverdidgiveyouthatjob。Itwasmerelyassumedonyourpart。"
"Soitwas,"saidLinda。"ButyouknowIcouldsetthatirisandrunthatbrookwithmoreenthusiasmifIknewtheladywhowastowalkbesideit。"
"Youdo,"saidPeter。"Youknowherbetterthananyoneelse,evenbetterthanI。Putthatinyourmentalpipeandsmokeit!"
"Saintspreserveus!"criedLinda。"IbelievethemanisplanningtotakeKatyawayfromme。"
"NotFROMyou,"saidPeter,"WITHyou。"
"Letmeknowaboutitbeforeyoudoit,"saidLindawithacarelesslaugh。
"That\'swhatI\'mdoingrightnow,"saidPeter。
"AndI\'mgoingtoschool,"saidLinda。
"Ofcourse,"saidPeter,"butthatwon\'tlastforever。"
LindaenteredenthusiasticallyuponthetripletaskofgettingDonaldinaproperframeofmindtostarttocollegewiththeambitiontodogoodwork,ofmarryingoffEileenandJohnGilman,andofgivingherbestbrainandhearttoJaneMeredith。Whenthetimecame,Donaldwasreadytoentercollegecomfortableandhappy,willingtowaitandseewhatlifehadinstoreforhimashelivedit。
WhenshewassureofEileenpastanyreasonabledoubtLindatookherandJohntoherworkroomoneeveningandshowedthemherbookcontractandthematerialshehadready,andgavethemthebestideashecouldofwhatyetremainedtobedone。Shewasnotpreparedfortheirwholeheartedpraise,fortheirdelightandappreciation。
Alone,theytookcounselastohowtheycouldbesthelpher,anddecidedthattobemarriedatonceandtakealongtripabroadwouldbethebestway。ThatwouldleaveLindatoworkinquietandwithnointerruptiontodistractherattention。Theycouldmaketheirhomearrangementswhentheyreturned。
WhentheyhadgoneLindaworkedpersistently,butherbookwasnotcompletedandthepublisherswerehurryingherwhenthefalltermofschoolopened。Bythetimethefinalchapterwithitsexquisiteillustrationhadbeensentin,thefirstoneswerecomingbackinproof,andwiththeproofcamethematerializedformofLinda\'sdesignforhercover,andtherewasnoMariantoconsultaboutit。Lindaworkeduntilshewasconfused。ThenshepiledthematerialintheBearCatandheadedupLilacValley。
Asshecamearoundthecurveandturnedfromthepublicroadshesawthatforthefirsttimeshemightcrossherbridge;itwaswaitingforher。Sheheardtherejoicingofthewaterasitfellfromstonetostonewhereitdippedundertheroad,andassheswungacrossthebridgeshesawthatshemightdriveoverthecompletedroadwhichhadbeenfinishedinherweeksofabsence。
Thewindowstoldanotherstory。Peter\'sfurniturehadcomeandhehadbeenplacingitwithouttellingher。Shefoundthefrontdoorstandingwideopen,soshewalkedin。WithherbundleonherarmshemadeherwaytoPeter\'sworkroom。Whenhelookedupandsawherstandinginhisdoorhesprangtohisfeetandcametomeether。
"Peter,"shesaid,"I\'vetakenonmoreworkthanIcanpossiblyfinishontime,andI\'mthelonesomestpersoninCaliforniatoday。"
"Idoubtthat,"saidPetergravely。"IfyouareanylonesomerthanIamyoumustproveit。"
"Ihaveprovedit,"saidLindaquietly。"IfyouhadbeenaslonesomeasIamyouwouldhavecometome。Asitis,Ihavecometoyou。"
"Isee,"saidPeterratherbreathlessly。"Whathaveyouthere,Linda?Whydidyoucome?"
"Icamefortworeasons,"saidLinda。"Iwanttoaskyouaboutthisstuff。SeveraltimesthissummeryouhaveheardtalkaboutJaneMeredithandtheEverybody\'sHomearticles。Everreadanyofthem,Peter?"
"Yes,"saidPeter,"Ireadallofthem。Interestedinhomestuffthesedaysmyself。"
"Well,"saidLinda,dumpingherarmloadbeforePeter,"there\'stheproofandthere\'stheillustrationandthere\'sthecoverdesignforabooktobemadefromthatstuff。Peter,makeyourbestboyandsay\'pleasedtomeetyou\'toJaneMeredith。"
PetersecuredbothofLinda\'shandsandheldthem。Firsthelookedather,thenhelookedatthematerialshehadpileddowninfrontofhim。
"Neveragain,"saidPeterinasmallvoice,"willIcreditmyselfwithanydeepdiscernment,anykeenpenetration。HowIcouldhavereadthatmatterandlookedatthosepicturesandnotseenyouinandthroughandoverthemisathingIcan\'timagine。
It\'sgreat,Linda,absolutelygreat!OfcourseIwillhelpyouanywayintheworldIcan。Andwhatelsewasityouwanted?
Yousaidtwothings。"
"Oh,theotherdoesn\'tamounttomuch,"saidLinda。"Ionlywantedthecomfortofknowingwhether,assoonasIgraduate,I
maytakeKatyandcomehome,Peter。"
FrompreviousexperiencewithLinda,Peterhadlearnedthatagirlrearedbymenisnotasotherwomen。Hehadsupposedtheotherthingconcerningwhichshehadwantedtoappealtohimwasonparwithherdesireforsympathyandhelpconcerningherbook。
Atherquestion,withhereyesfranklymeetinghis,Peterforaninstantfeltlightheaded。Healmostdodged,hewassosweepinglytakenunawares。Lindawaswaitingandhisbrainwasnotworking。
Hetriedtosmile,butheknewshewouldnotrecognizeasnaturaltheexpressionofthatwhirlingmoment。Shesawhishesitation。
"Ofcourse,ifyoudon\'twantus,Peter——"
Peterfoundhisvoicepromptly。OnlyhisGodknewhowmuchhewantedLinda,buttherewereconditionsthatamanofPeter\'ssoul-fibercouldnotendure。Morethanlifehewantedher,buthedidnotwantherasleep。Hedidnotwanttoriskherawakeningtoaspoiledlifeanddisappointedhopes。
"ButyourememberthatItoldyoucominghomefromSanFranciscothatyouknewtheLadyofmyIrisbetterthananyoneelse,andthatIwasplanningtotakeKaty,notfromyou,butwithyou。"
"OfcourseIremember,"saidLinda。"ThatiswhywhenMarianandEileenandDonaldandallmyworldwentpastandleftmestandingdesolate,andmyworkpiledupuntilIcouldn\'tseemyway,I
juststartedrightouttoaskyouifyouwouldhelpmewiththeproof。OfcourseIknewyouwouldbegladtodothatandI
thoughtifyoureallymeantinyourheartthatIwastheonetocompleteyouririsprocession,itwouldbeacomforttomeduringthehardworkandthelonesomedaystohaveitputintwo-syllableEnglish。Mariansaidthatwastheonlyrealway——"
"AndMarianiseminentlycorrect。Youwillhavetogivemeanordinarylifetime,Linda,inwhichtotrytomakeyouunderstandexactlywhatthismeanstome。PerhapsI\'llevenhavetoinventnewwordsinwhichtoexpressmyself。"
"Oh,that\'sallright,"saidLinda。"Itmeansalottometoo。
Ican\'ttellyouhowmuchIthinkofyou。Thatfirstday,assoonasIputdowntheCotyledonsafelyandtuckedinmyblouse,Iwouldhaveputmyhandinyoursandstartedaroundtheworld,ifyouhadaskedmeto。Ihavetheveryhighestesteemforyou,Peter。"
"Esteem,yes,"saidPeterslowly。"ButLinda-girl,isn\'tthesortofallianceIamaskingyoutoenterwithmeusuallybasedonsomethingagoodbitstrongerthan\'esteem\'?"
"Yes,Ithinkitis,"saidLinda。"Butyouneedn\'tworry。I
onlywantedthecomfortofknowingthatIwasnotutterlyaloneagain,saveforKaty。I\'llsticktomybookandtomyfightforSeniorhonorsallright。"
Peterwasblinkinghiseyesandfightingtobreatheevenly。Whenhecouldspeakhesaidassmoothlyaspossible:"Ofcourse,Linda。I\'lldoyourproofforyouandyoumayputallyourtimeonclasshonors。Itmerelyoccurredtometowonderwhetheryourealizedthefullandultimatesignificanceofwhatwearesaying;exactlywhatitmeanstomeandtoyou。"
"Possiblynot,Peter,"saidLinda,smilingonhimwithutterconfidence。"EveryonesaysIammyfather\'sdaughter,andFatherdidn\'tlivetocoachmeonbeingyouririsdecoration,asawomanwould;but,Peter,whenthetimecomes,Ihaveeveryconfidenceinyourabilitytoteachmewhatyouwouldlikemetoknowyourself。Don\'tyouagreewithme,Peter?"
MakinganefforttocontrolhimselfPetergatheredupthematerialLindahadbroughtandtakingherarmhesaidcasually:
"Ithoroughlyagreewithyou,dear。Youaresanelyandhealthfullyandbeautifullyright。Nowlet\'sgoandtakeKatyintoourconfidence,andthenyoushallshowmeyourideasbeforeIbeginworkonyourproof。Andafterthis,insteadofyoucomingtomeIshallalwayscometoyouwheneveryoucanspareaminuteforme。"
Lindanoddedacquiescence。
"Ofcourse!Thatwouldbebest,"shesaid。"Peter,youaresosatisfyinglysatisfactory。"
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