下载辰思小说免费APP
"Theoneperfectthingaboutme,"shesaidwithcloselycutprecision,"ismyhealth。Ihaven\'tthefaintestnotionwhatitmeanstobeill。IammerelywaitingfortheconversationtotakeaIturnwhereIcanjoininitintelligently。"
"Why,blessthechild!"exclaimedLinda。"Can\'tyoutalkintelligentlyaboutasuitablelocationforahome?Onwhatsubjectisawomansupposedtobeintelligentifsheisnotatherbestonthethemeofhome。Ifyoureallyarenotinterestedyouhadbetterbegintopolishup,becauseitappealstomethattheworldgoesjustsofarinonedirection,andthenitwhirlstotheright-aboutandgoesequallyasfarintheoppositedirection。IfDaddywerelivingIthinkhewouldsaywehavereachedthelimitwithapartmenthousehomesminusfireplaces,withrestaurantdiningminusablessing,withjazzmusicminusmelody,withjazzdancingminusgrace,withnationalprogressminuscradles。"
"Linda!"criedEileenindignantly。
"Goodgracious!"criedLinda。"DoIgettheshillalahforthat?
Weren\'tallofusrockedincradles?IthinkthatthependulumhasswungfaranditistimetoswingbacktowhereonemanandonewomanchooseanylittlespotonGod\'sfootstool,buildanestandplantheirlivesinaccordwithpersonaldesireandinclinationinsteadofapingtheirneighbors。"
"Bravo!"criedHenryAnderson。"MissLinda,ifyouseeanysuitablespot,andyouthinkIwouldserveforabug-catcher,won\'tyoupleasestakethelocation?"
"Well,Idon\'tknowaboutthat,"saidLinda。"Woulditbetheoldcaseof\'Ifurnishthebreadandyoufurnishthewater\'?"
"No,"saidPeterMorrison,"itwouldnot。Henryisdoingmightywell。Iguaranteethathewouldfurnishacowthatwouldproducerealcream。"
"Howjoyous!"saidLinda。"Ifeelquitecompetenttomanagethebreadquestion。We\'llcallthatsettledthen。WhenInextcastanappraisingeyeovermybelovedvalley,Ishan\'tselectthechoicestspotinitforPeterMorrisontowriteabookin;andI
wanttowarnyoupeoplewhenyougohuntingtokeepamileawayfromMarian\'splot。Shehashadherlocationstakedfromchildhoodandhasworkedonherdreamhouseuntilshehasitallreadytoputtheiceinthechestandscratchthematchforthelivingroomfire-logs。Theonethingshewon\'tevertelliswhereherlocationis,butwhereveritis,PeterMorrison,don\'tyoudaretakeit。"
"Iwouldn\'tfortheworld,"saidPeterMorrisongravely。"IfMissThornewilltellmeevenonwhichsideofthevalleyherlocationlies,Iwillagreetostayontheotherside。"
"Wellthereisonethingyoucandependupon,"saidtheirrepressibleLindabeforeMarianhadtimetospeak。"Itissuretobeonthesunnyside。EverylivingsoulinCaliforniaislookingforaplaceinthesun。"
"ThenIwillmakeanoteofit,"saidPeterMorrison。"Butisn\'tthereenoughsuninallthislovelyvalleythatImayhaveaplaceinittoo?"
"Yougostraightaheadandselectanylocationyoulike,"saidMarian。"Igiveyouthefreedomofthevalley。There\'snotonechanceintenthousandthatyouwouldfindorseeanythingattractiveabouttheonesecludedspotIhavealwayshopedI
mightsomedayown。\'
"Thisisnotfooling,then?"askedPeterMorrison。"Youtrulyhaveaplaceselectedwhereyouwouldliketolive?"
"Shetrulyhasthespotselectedandshetrulyhasthehouseonpaperandittrulyisahouseofdreams,"saidLinda。"Idreamaboutitmyself。Whenshebuildsitandlivesinitawhileandfindsoutallthethingsthatarewrongwithit,thenIamgoingtobuildonelikeit,onlyIshalleliminateallthemistakesshehasmade。"
"Ihaveoftenwondered,"saidHenryAnderson,"ifsuchathingeverhappenedasthatpeoplebuiltahouseandlivedinit,saytenyears,anddidnotfindonesinglethingaboutitthattheywouldchangeiftheyhadittobuildoveragain。Ineverhaveheardofsuchacase。Haveanyofyou?"
"Iamsurenoonehas,"saidJohnGilmanmeditatively,"andit\'saqueerthing。Ican\'tseewhypeopledon\'tplanahousethewaytheywantitbeforetheybuild。"
Marianturnedtohim——thesameMarianhehadfalleninlovewithwhentheywerechildren。
"Mightn\'titbe,"sheasked,"thatitisduetochangingconditionscausedbytherapiddevelopmentofscienceandinvention?Ifonehadbuiltthemostperfecthousepossiblefiveyearsagoandlearnedtodaythatinfinitelysuperiorlightingandheatinglandlivingfacilitiescouldbeinstalledatmuchlessexpenseandfargreaterconvenience,don\'tyouthinkthatonewouldwanttochange?Isn\'tlifeaseriesofchanges?Mustn\'tonebechangingconstantlytokeepabreastofone\'sdayandage?"
"Why,surely,"answeredGilman,"andnodoubtthereinliesatleastpartoftheanswertoAnderson\'squestion。"
"Andthen,"addedMarian,"thingshappeninfamilies。Sometimesmorebabiesthantheyexpectcometonewlymarriedpeopleandtheyrequiremoreroom。"
"Mygoodness,yes!"brokeinLinda。"JustlookatSylviaTownsend——twinstobeginwith。"
"Linda!"breathedEileen,aghast。
"Sogladyoulikemyname,dear,"murmuredLindasweetly。
"Andthen,"continuedMarian,"changescometootherpeopleastheyhavetome。Ican\'tsaythatIhadanyfaulttofindwitheitherthecomfortsortheconveniencesofHawthorneHouseuntilDaddyandMotherweresweptfromitatonecruelsweep;andafterthatitwasnothingtomebutahauntedhouse,andIdon\'tfeelthatIcanbeblamedforwantingtoleaveit。Iwillbegladtoknowthattherearepeoplelivinginitwhowon\'tseeabigstrongfiguremeditativelysmokingbeforethefireplaceandagraydoveofawomansittingonthearmofhischair。Iwillbeglad,ifFateiskindtomeandpeoplelikemyhouses,tocomebacktothevalleywhenIcanaffordtoandbuildmyselfahomethathasnopast——aplace,infact,whereIcanfurnishmyownghost,andifImeetmyselfonthestairsthenIwon\'tbeshockedbyme。
"Idon\'tthinkthereisasoulinthevalleywhoblamesyouforsellingyourhomeandgoing,Marian,"saidLindasoberly。"I
thinkitwouldbefoolishifyoudidnot。"
Thereturntothelivingroombroughtnochange。EileenpoutedwhileLindaandMarianthoroughlyenjoyedthemselvesandgavetheguestsamostentertainingevening。SodisgruntledwasEileen,whentheyoungmenhadgone,thatsheimmediatelywenttoherroom,leavingLindaandMariantoclosethehouseandmaketheirownarrangementsforthenight。WhereuponLindadeliberatelyledMariantothecarefullydustedandflower-garnishedguestroomandinstalledherwitheverycomfortandconveniencethatthehouseafforded。Thenbringingherbrushesfromherownroom,sheandMarianmadethemselvescomfortable,visitingfarintothenight。
"Iwonder,"saidLinda。"ifPeterMorrisonwillgotoarealestatemaninthemorningandlookoverthelocationsremaininginLilacValley。"
"Yes,Ithinkhewill,"saidMarianconclusively。
"Itseemstome,"saidLinda,"thatwedidawholelotoftalkingabouthomestonight;whichremindsme,Marian,inpackinghaveyouputinyourplans?Haveyougotyourlastdraftwithyou?"
"No,"answeredMarian,"it\'sinoneofthecases。Ihaven\'tanythingbuttwoorthreepencilsketchesfromwhichIdrewthefinalplansasInowthinkI\'llsubmitthemforthecontest。
Wouldn\'titbeatallfeatherinmycap,Linda,ifbyanychancelIshouldwinthatprize?"
"Itwouldbemorethanafeather,"saidLinda。"Itwouldbeawholecap,andacoattowearwithit,andadresstomatchthecoat,andslipperstomatchthedress,andsoforthjustlike\'TheHouseThatJackBuilt。\'Haveyouthosesketches,Marian?"
Openinghercase,Marianslidfromunderneaththegarmentsfoldedinit,severalsheetsonwhichwereroughlypenciledsketchesoftheexteriorofahouse——onthereverse,theupstairsanddownstairsfloorplans;andsittingdown,sheexplainedthesetoLinda。Thensheleftthemlyingonatable,waitingtobereturnedtohercasebeforeshereplacedherclothesinthemorning。Bothgirlswerefastasleepwhenamischievouswindslippeddownthevalley,andlightlyliftingthetopsheet,carrieditthroughthewindow,acrossthegarden,anddroppeditatthefootofahoney-drippingloquat。
BecausetheyhadtalkeduntillateinthenightofMarian\'splansandprospectsinthecity,ofPeterMorrison\'sproposedresidenceinthevalley,ofhowlonelyLindawouldbewithoutMarian,ofeverythingconcerningtheirlivesexceptthechangeinEileenandJohnGilman,thetwogirlssleptuntillateinthemorning,sothattherewerebutafewminutesremaininginwhichMarianmightdress,haveahastybreakfastandmakehertrain。Inhelpingher,itfelltoLindatopackMarian\'scase。Sheputthedrawingsshefoundonthetableinthebottom,theclothingandbrushesontopofthem,andclosingthecase,carrieditherselfuntilshedelivereditintotheporter\'shandsasMarianboardedhertrain。
CHAPTERIV。LindaStartsaRevolutionThelastglimpseMarianThornehadofLindawasasshestoodalone,wavingherhand,hercheeksflushed,hereyesshining,herfinalwordcheeryandencouraging。Mariansmiledandwavedinreturnuntilthetrainboreheraway。Thenshesatdownwearilyandstaredunseeinglyfromawindow。Lifedidsuchverydreadfulthingstopeople。Hergirlhoodhadbeensohappy。ThencamethedayoftheBlackShadow,butinherblackesthourshehadnotfeltalone。ShehadsupposedshewasleaningonJohnGilmanassecurelyasshehadleanedonherfather。Shehadlearned,withthelossofherfather,thatonecannotbesureofanythinginthisworldleastofallofhumanlife。YetinherdarkestdaysshehaddependedonJohnGilman。Shehadeveryreasontobelievethatitwasforherthathestruggleddailytogainafootinginhischosenprofession。Whensuccesscame,whentherewasnoreasonthatMariancouldseewhytheymightnothavebegunlifetogether,therehadcomeasubtlechangeinJohn,andthatchangehaddevelopedsorapidlythatinafewweeks\'time,shewasforcedtoadmitthatthecompanionshipandlovingattentionsthatoncehadbeenallherswerenowallEileen\'s。
Shesatinthetrain,steadilycarryinghermileaftermilefartherfromherhome,andtriedtothinkwhathadhappenedandhowandwhyithadhappened。ShecouldnotfeelthatshehadbeenwronginherestimateofJohnGilman。HervaluationofhimhadbeentaughtherbyherfatherandmotherandbyDoctorandMrs。
StrongandbyJohnGilmanhimself。DatingfromthetimethatDoctorStronghadpurchasedthepropertyandbuiltahomeinLilacValleybesideHawthorneHouse,MarianhadadmiredEileenandhadlovedher。Shewasseveralyearsolderthanthebeautifulgirlshehadgrownupbeside。Agehadnotmattered;
Eileen\'sbeautyhadnotmattered。Marianwasgoodlookingherself。
ShealwayshadknownthatEileenhadimposeduponherandwasselfishwithher,butEileen\'simpositionsweresoskillfullymaneuvered,herselfishnesswassoadorablytakenforgrantedthatMarianinretrospectionfeltthatperhapsshewasresponsibleforatleastasmallpartofit。SheneverhadbeenabletoseetheinnerworkingsofEileen\'sheart。ShewasnotcapableofunderstandingthatwhenJohnGilmanwaspoorandstrugglingEileenhadignoredhim。IthadnotoccurredtoMarianthatwhenthesuccessforwhichhestruggledbegantocomegenerously,Eileenwouldbegintocovetthemanshehadpreviouslydisdained。Shehadalwaysstriventofindfriendsamongpeopleofwealthanddistinction。HowwasMariantoknowthatwhenJohnbegantoachievewealthanddistinction,Eileenwouldcovethimalso?
MariancouldnotknowthatEileenhadstudiedherharderthansheeverstudiedanybook,thatshehaddeliberatelysetherselftomakethemostofeverydefectoridiosyncrasyinMarian,atthesametimeofferingherselfasacharmingsubstitute。Marianwaspreparedtobethemental,thespiritual,andthephysicalmateofaman。
Eileenwasnotpreparedtobeintruthandhonoranyofthese。
Shewaspreparedtomakeanyemergencyoflifesubservienttoherownselfishdesires。Shewaspreparedtouseanymanwithwhomshecameincontactforthefurtheranceofanywhimthatatthehourpossessedher。Whatshewantedwasunbridledpersonalliberty,unlimitedfinancialresources。
Marian,almostnumbedwithphysicalfatigueandweeksofmentalstrain,camerepeatedlyagainstthedeadwallofignorancewhenshetriedtofathomthechangethathadtakenplacebetweenherselfandJohnGilmanandbetweenherselfandEileen。DanielThornewasanoldermanthanDoctorStrong。Hehadaccumulatedmoreproperty。Marianhadsufficientmeansathercommandtomakeitunnecessaryforhertoacquireaprofessionorworkforherliving,butshehadalwaysbeeninterestedinandlovedtoplanhousesandhelpherfriendswithbuildingstheywereerecting。Whenthesilenceandthelonelinessofheremptyhomeenvelopedher,shehadbegun,atfirstasadistraction,toworkonthedrawingsforahomethatanarchitecthadmadeforoneofherneighbors。Shehadbeenabletosuggestsomanycomfortsandconveniences,andsotorevisetheseplansthat,atfirstinadesultoryway,laterinrealearnest,shehadbeguntodrawplansforhouses。Then,beingofmethodicalhabitandmathematicalmind,shebeganscalinguptheplansandfiguringonthecostofbuilding,andsoshehadworkeduntilshefeltthatshewasevolvinghomesthatcouldbebuiltforthesameamountofmoneyandlivedinwithmorecomfortandconveniencethanthehomesthatmanyofherfriendswerehavingplannedforthembyarchitectsofthecity。
Toonespotinthevalleyshehadgonefromchildhoodasasecretplaceinwhichtodreamandstudy。Shehadlovedthatretreatuntilithadbecomealivingpassionwithher。ThemoreJohnGilmanneglectedher,themoresheconcentrateduponherplans,andwhenthehourcameinwhichsherealizedwhatshehadlostandwhatEileenhadwon,shereachedthedecisiontosellherhome,gotothecity,andstudyuntilsheknewwhethershereallycouldsucceedatherchosenprofession。
Thenshewouldcomebacktothevalley,buythespotshecoveted,buildthehouseofwhichshedreamed,andinitshewouldspendtheremainderofherlifemakinghomesforthewomenwhoknewhowtoholdtheloveofmen。Whenshereachedthecityshehaddecidedthatifonecouldnothavethebestinlife,onemustbecontentwiththenextbest,andforherthenextbestwouldbehomesforotherpeople,sinceshemightnotmaterializethehomeshehaddreamedforJohnGilmanandherself。Shehadnotwantedtoleavethevalley。ShehadnotwantedtoloseJohnGilman。
Shehadnotwantedtopartwiththehomeshehadbeenrearedin。
Yetallofthesethingsseemedtohavebeenforceduponher。AllMarianknewtodowastosquarehershoulders,takeadeepbreath,putregretsbehindher,andmovesteadilytowardthebestfutureshecoulddeviseforherself。
ShecarriedlettersofintroductiontotheSanFranciscoarchitects,NicholsonandSnow,whohadofferedaprizeforthebesthousethatcouldbebuiltinareasonabletimeforfifteenthousanddollars。Shemeanttoofferherplansinthiscompetition。Throughfriendsshehadsecuredacomfortableplaceinwhichtoliveandwork。Sheneedundergonohardshipsinsearchingforahome,inclothingherself,inpayingforinstructioninthecourseinarchitectureshemeanttopursue。
ConcerningLindashecouldnotresistafeelingofexultation。
LindawasoneofthefriendsinLilacValleyaboutwhomMariancouldthinkwholeheartedlyandlovingly。SometimesshehadbeenonthepointofmakingasuggestiontoLinda,andthenshehadcontentedherselfwithwaitinginthethoughtthatverysoontheremustcometothegirlapropersenseofherpositionandherrights。TheexperienceofthepreviousnighttaughtMarianthatLindahadarrived。ShewouldnolongerbethecompliantlittlesisterwhowouldrunEileen\'serrands,waituponherguestsandweardisreputableclothing。WhenLindareachedapointwhereshewascapableoftheperformanceofthepreviousnight,Marianknewthatshewouldproceedtoliveuptoherbluechinaineveryramificationoflife。ShedidnotknowexactlyhowLindawouldfollowuptheassertionofherrightsthatshehadmade,butshedidknowthatinsomewayshewouldfollowitup,becauseLindawasaveryclosereproductionofherfather。
Shehadbeenalmostconstantlywithhimduringhislife,verymuchalonesincehisdeath。Shewasabusyyoungperson。FromMarian\'swindowsshehadwatchedthebusinessofcarryingonthewild-flowergardenthatLindaandherfatherhadbegun。WhattheoccupationwasthatkeptthelightburninginLinda\'sroomfarintothenightMariandidnotknow。Foralongtimeshehadsupposedthatherstudiesweredifficultforher,andwhenshehadaskedLindaifitwerenotpossibleforhertoprepareherlessonswithoutsomanyhoursofmidnightstudyshehadcaughtthestareoffrankamazementwithwhichthegirlregardedherandinthatsurprised,almostgrievedlookshehadrealizedthatveryprobablyadaughterofAlexanderStrong,whoresembledhimasLindaresembledhim,wouldnotbecompelledtooverworktomastertheprescribedcourseofanycityhighschool。WhatLindawasdoingduringthosemidnighthoursMariandidnotknow,butshedidknowthatshewasnotwrestlingwithmathematicsandlanguages——atleastnotallofthetime。SoMarianknowingLinda\'sgiftwithapencil,hadcometotheconclusionthatshewasdrawingpictures;butcircumstantialevidencewasallshehadasabasisforherconviction。Lindawentherwaysilentlyandalone。ShewasacquaintedwitheveryonelivinginLilacValley,frankandfriendlywithallofthem;asidefromMarianshehadnointimatefriend。NotanothergirlinthevalleycaredtofollowLinda\'spursuitsortocultivatetheacquaintanceofthebreeched,bootedgirl,constantlydevotingherselftooutdoorstudywithherfatherduringhislifetime,afterwardalone。
ForaninstantafterMarianhadboardedhertrainLindastoodlookingatit,herheartsoheavythatitpainedacutely。ShehadnotsaidonewordtomakeMarianfeelthatshedidnotwanthertogo。NotoncehadsheputforwardtheargumentthatMarian\'sgoingwouldleavehertodependentirelyforhumansympathyuponthecook,andherguardian,alsoadministratoroftheStrongestate,JohnGilman。SolongashewasMarian\'sfriendLindahadadmiredJohnGilman。Shehadgonetohimforsomemeasureofthecompanionshipshehadmissedinlosingherfather。SinceGilmanhadallowedhimselftobecaptivatedbyEileen,Lindahadharboredafeelingconcerninghimalmostofcontempt。LindawassofamiliarwitheverymovethatEileenmade,sothoroughlyunderstoodthattherewasamotivebackofhereveryaction,thatshecouldnotseewhyJohnGilman,havingknownherfromchildhood,shouldnotunderstandheralso。
ShehaddecidedthatthetimehadcomewhenshewouldforceEileentogiveheranallowance,howeversmall,forherownpersonalexpenses,thatshemustinsomewaymanagetobeclothedsothatshewasnotamatterofcommentevenamongtheboysofherschool,andshecouldseenoreasonwhytheabsolutepersonallibertyshealwayshadenjoyedsolongasshedisappearedwhenEileendidnotwantherandappearedwhenshedid,shouldnotextendtoherownconvenienceaswellasEileen\'s。
LifewasabusyaffairforLinda。ShehadnottimetowatchMarian\'strainfromsight。Shemusthurrytotheneareststreetcarandmakeallpossiblehasteorshewouldbelateforherclasses。Throughoutthedaysheworkedwiththedeepestconcentration,butshecouldnotkeepdowntheknowledgethatEileenwouldhavethingstosay,possiblythingstodo,whentheymetthatevening,forEileenwascapableofdisconcertinghysteria。PreviouslyLindahadremainedstubbornlysilentduringanytiradeinwhichEileenchosetoindulge。Shehadallowedherselftobenaggedintodoingmanythingsthatshedespised,becauseshewouldnotassertherselfagainstapparentinjustice。
ButsinceshehadcomefullytorealizetheresultsofEileen\'scourseofactionforMarianandforherself,shewasdeliberatelyarrivingattheconclusionthathereaftershewouldspeakwhenshehadadefense,andshewouldmakeitherbusinesstoletthesunshineonanydarkspotthatshediscoveredinEileen。
LindaknewthatifJohnGilmanwerewellacquaintedwithEileen,hecouldnotcomeanynearertolovingherthanshedid。SuchanideaaslovingEileenneverhadenteredLinda\'sthoughts。ToLinda,Eileenwasnotlovable。Thatsheshouldbeexpectedtoloveherbecausetheyhadthesameparentsandlivedinthesamehomeseemedabsurd。Shewasslightlydisappointed,onreachinghome,tofindthatEileenwasnotthere。
"Willtheladyofthehousedinewithusthisevening?sheaskedasshestoodeatinganappleinthekitchen。
"Shedidn\'tsay,"answeredKaty。"Haveyehaditoutaboutlastnightyet?"
"No,"answeredLinda。"ThatiswhyIwasaskingabouther。I
wanttocleartheatmospherebeforeImakemynewstartinlife。"
"Now,don\'tyebegoingtoofar,lambie,"cautionedKaty"Yeyoungthingsmakesuchanawfulseriousbusinessoflifethesedays。InyourscrambletowringartificialjoyoutofityoumissallthenaturaljoythegoodGodprovidedye。"
"Itseemstome,Katy,"saidLindaslowly,"thatyoushouldputthatstatementtheotherwayround。Itseemsthatlifemakesamightyseriousbusinessforusyoungthings,anditseemstomethatifwedon\'tgettherightstartandhaveaproperfoundationlifeIsgoingtobespoiledforus。OnelifeisallI\'vegottoliveinthisworld,andIwouldlikeittobetheinterestingandthebeautifulkindoflifethatFatherlived。"
Lindadroppedtoachair。
"Katy,"shesaid,leaningforwardandlookingintentlyintotheearnestfaceofthewomanbeforeher,"Katy,Ihavebeenthinkinganawfullotlately。Thereisaquestionyoucouldanswerformeifyouwantedto。"
"Well,Idon\'tseeanyraison,"saidKaty,"whyIshouldn\'tansweryeanyquestionye\'dbeaskingme。"
Linda\'seyesnarrowedastheydidhabituallyindeepthoughtShewaslookingpastKatydownthesunlitspacesofthewildgardenthatwasherdearestpossession,andthenhereyesstrayedhighertowherethebluewallsthatshutinLilacValleyrangedtheirpeaksagainstthesky。"Katy,"shesaid,scarcelyaboveherbreath,"wasMotherlikeEileen?"
Katystiffened。Herredfacepaledslightly。Sheturnedherbackandslowlyslidintotheoventhepieshewascarrying。
SheclosedthedoorwithmoreforcethanwasnecessaryandthenturnedanddeliberatelystudiedLindafromthetopofhershiningblackheadtothetipofhershoe。
"Some,"shesaidtersely。
"Yes,Iknow\'some\',"saidLinda,"butyouknowIwastooyoungtopaymuchattention,andDaddymanagedalwaystomakemesohappythatIneverrealizeduntilhewasgonethathenotonlyhadbeenmyfatherbutmymotheraswell。YouknowwhatImean,Katy。"
"Yes,"saidKatydeliberately,"Iknowwhatyemean,lambie,andI\'lltellyethetruthasfarasIknowit。Shemanagedyourfather,shepamperedhim,butshedeceivedhimeveryday,justaboutlittlethings。Shealwaysmadethehouseholdaccountsbiggerthantheywere,andusedtheextramoneyforMissEileenandherself——thingslikethat。I\'mthinkin\'heneverknewit。
I\'mthinkinghelovedherdeeplyandtrustedhercomplete。I
knowwhatye\'regettingat。ShewasnotenoughlikeEileentomakehimunhappywithher。Hemighthavebeenifhehadknownalltherewastoknow,butforhisownsakeIwasnottheonetogiveheraway,thoughsheconstantlymadehimthinkthatIwasextravagantandwastefulinmework。"Linda\'seyescamebackfromthemountainsandmetKaty\'sstraightly。
"Katy,"shesaid,"didyoueverseesistersasdifferentasEileenandIare?"
"No,Idon\'tthinkIeverdid,"saidKaty。
"Itpuzzlesme,"saidLindaslowly。"ThemoreIthinkaboutit,thelessIcanunderstandwhy,ifwearesisters,wewouldnotaccidentallyresembleeachotheratinybitinsomeway,andI
mustsayIcan\'tseethatwedophysicallyormentally。"
"No,"saidKaty,"yewerejustasdifferentasyearenowwhenI
cametothishousenewandyewerebothlittlethings。"
"Andwearegoingtobeasdifferentandtokeepongrowingmoredifferenteverydayofourlives,becauseredwarbreaksouttheminuteEileencomeshome。Ihaven\'tanotionwhatshewillsaytomeforwhatIdidlastnightandwhatIamgoingtodointhefuture,butIhaveadefiniteideaastowhatIamgoingtosaytoher。"
"Now,easy;yegoeasy,lambie,"cautionedKaty。
"Iwouldn\'tregretit,"saidLinda,"ifItookEileenbytheshouldersandshookhertillIshooktherougeoffhercheek,andthebrilliantineoffherhair,andamillionmeanlittlesubterfugesoutofhersoul。YouknowEileenislovelywhensheisnatural,andifshewouldbestraight-off-the-batsquare,I
wouldbeproudtobehersister。Asitis,Ihavemydoubts,evenaboutthissisterbusiness。"
"Why,Linda,child,yearejustplaincrazy,"saidKaty。"Whatkindofnotionsareyougettingintoyourhead?"
"Ihearthefrontdoor,"saidLinda,"andIamgoingtomarchstraighttobattle。She\'sgoingupthefrontstairs。Ididmeantoshort-cutuptheback,but,cometothinkofit,Ihaveservedmyapprenticeshiponthebackstairs。IbelieveI\'llascendthefrontmyself。Good-bye,darlin\',wishmeluck。"
LindaswungKatyaround,huggedhertight,anddroppedakissonthetopofherfaithfulhead。
"Yejuststickrightupforyourrights,"Katyadvisedher。
"Ye\'reagreatbiggirl。\'Tain\'tgoingtobelongtillye\'reeighteen。ButmindyouroldKatyaboutgoingtoofar。Ifyeloseyourtemperandcat-spit,itwon\'tgetyeanywhere。Thefellowthatkeepsthecoolestcanalwaysdothebestheadwork。"
"Igetyou,"saidLinda,"andthatisgoodadviceforwhichI
thankyou。"
CHAPTERV。TheSmokeofBattleThenLindawalkeddownthehall,climbedthefrontstairs,andpresentedherselfatEileen\'sdoor,theretoreceiveoneoftheseverestshocksofheryounglife。Eileenhadtossedherhatandfuruponacouch,seatedherselfatherdressingtable,andwasstudyingherhairintheefforttodecidewhethershecouldfluffitupsufficientlytoservefortheeveningorwhethershemusttakeitdownandredressit。AtLinda\'sstepinthedoorwaysheturnedasmilingfaceuponherandcried:"Hello,littlesister,comeinandtellmethenews。"
Lindastoppedasifdazed。ThewondermentinwhichshelookedatEileenwasstampedalloverher。Asurprisedbraidofhairhungoveroneofhershoulders。Herhandsweresurprised,andtheskirtofherdress,andhershoesflatlysetonthefloor。
"Well,I\'llbedarned!"sheejaculated,andthenwalkedtowhereshecouldfaceEileen,andseatedherselfwithoutmakinganyattempttoconcealheramazement。
"Linda,"saidEileensweetly,"youwouldstandfarbetterchanceofbeingpopularandmakingahostoffriendsifyouwouldnotbesocoarse。IamquitesureyouneverheardMamaormeusesuchanexpression。"
ForonelonginstantLindawastooamazedtospeak。Thensherecoveredherself。
"Lookhere,Eileen,youneedn\'ttryany\'perfectlady\'businessonme,"shesaidshortly。"DoyouthinkIhaveforgottentheextentofyourvocabularywhenthecurlingirongetstoohotoryoufailtoreceiveaninvitationtotheBachelors\'Ball?"
LindaneverhadbeencapableofunderstandingEileen。AtthatminuteshecouldnotknowthatEileenhadbeenfacingfactsthroughthelonghoursofthenightandallthroughtheday,andthatshehadreachedthedecisionthatforthefutureheronlyhopeofworkingLindatoherwillwastoconciliateher,toignorethepreviousnight,totrytoputtheirrelationshipupontheoldbasisbypretendingthatthereneverhadbeenabreak。
Shelaughedsoftly。
"Onrareoccasions,Igrantit。Ofcoursealittleswearslipsoutsometimes。WhatIamtryingtopointoutisthatyoudotoomuchofit。"
"Howdidyouevergettheidea,"saidLinda,"thatIwantedtobepopularandhavehostsoffriends?WhatwouldIdowiththemifIhadthem?"
"Why,usethem,mychild,usethem,"answeredEileenpromptly。
"Let\'scutthis,"saidLindatersely。"Iamnotyourchild。I\'mgettingtotheplacewhereIhaveseriousdoubtastowhetherI
amyoursisterornot。IfIam,it\'snotmyfault,andthesameclaynevermadetwoobjectsquitesodifferent。Icameupheretofight,andI\'mgoingtoseeitthrough。I\'monthewarpath,soyoumaytakeyourclubandproceedtobattle。"
"Whathavewetofightabout?"inquiredEileen。
"Everysinglethingthatyouhavedonethatwasunfairtomeallmylife,"saidLinda。"SinceallofithasbeendeliberateyouprobablyknowmoreaboutthedetailsthanIdo,soI\'lljustcontentmyselfwithtellingyouthatforthefuture,lastnightmarkedachangeintherelationsbetweenus。Iamgoingtobeeighteenbeforesoverylong,andIhaveceasedtobeyourmaidoryourwaitressoryourdupe。YouarenotgoingtoworkmeonesingletimewhenIhavegotbrainstoseethroughyourschemesafterthis。HereafterItakemyplaceinmyfather\'shouseandatmyfather\'stableonanequalitywithyou。"
EileenlookedatLindasteadily,tryingtoseetothedepthsofhersoul。Shesawenoughtoconvinceherthattheyoungcreatureinfrontofherwasinearnest。
"Hm,"shesaid,"haveIbeensobusythatIhavefailedtonoticewhatagreatgirlyouaregetting?"
"Busy!"scoffedLinda。"TellthattoKaty。It\'sakumquat!"
"Perhapsyouaretoobig,"continuedEileen,"tobeaskedtowaitonthetableanymore。"
"Icertainlyam,"retortedLinda,"andIamalsotoobigtowearsuchshoesorsuchadressasIhaveonatthepresentmin。ute。
Iknowallaboutthewarandtheinflationofpricesandthereductioninincome,butIknowalsothatifthereisenoughtorunthehouse,anddressyou,andfurnishyousuchasuiteofroomsasyou\'reenjoyingrightnow,thereisenoughtofurnishmesuitableclothes,acomfortablebedroomandaplacewhereIcanleavemyworkwithoutputtingawayeverythingIamdoingeachtimeIstepfromtheroom。Itoldyoufouryearsagothatyoumighttakethetouringcaranddowhatyoupleasedwithit。I
haveneveraskedwhatyoudidorwhatyougotoutofit,soI\'llthankyoutoobserveequalsilenceaboutanythingIchoosetodonowwiththerunabout,whichIreservedformyself。Itoldyoutotakethissuite,andthisisthefirsttimethatIhaveevermentionedtoyouwhatyouspentonit。"
Lindawavedaninclusivehandtowardthefullyequipped,daintydressingtable,overrugsofpaleblue,andbeautifullydecoratedwalls,includingthesleepingroomandbathadjoining。
"SonowI\'llaskyoutokeepoffwhileIdowhatIpleaseaboutthelibraryandthebilliardroom。I\'lltrytogetalongwithoutmuchmoneyindoingwhatIdesirethere,butImusthavesomenewclothes。Iwantmoneytobuymeapairofnewshoesforschool。
Iwantapairofpumpssuitableforeveningswhentherearegueststodinner。Iwantacoupleofattractiveschooldresses。
Thisoldsergeisgettingtoohotandtoowornforcommondecency。AndIalsowantacoupleofdressessomethinglikeyouarewearing,forafternoonsandevenings。"
EileenstaredaghastatLinda。
"Where,"sheinquiredpolitely,"isthemoneyforallthistocomefrom?"
"Eileen,"saidLindainalowtensevoice,"IhavereachedtheplacewhereeventheBOYSofthehighschoolaretwittingmeabouthowIamdressed,andthatisthelimit。Ihavestooditforthreeyearsfromthegirls。IamanadeptinpretendingthatIdon\'tsee,andIdon\'thear。IhavegottothepointwhereI
amperfectlycapableofwalkingintoyourwardrobeandtakingoutenoughoftheclothesthereandsellingthematasecond-handstoretobuymewhatIrequiretodressmejustplainlyanddecently。Sotakewarning。Idon\'tknowwhereyouaregoingtogetthemoney,butyouaregoingtogetit。Ifyouwouldwelcomeasuggestionfromme,comehomeonlyhalfthetimesyoudineyourselfandyourgirlfriendsattearoomsandcafesinthecity,andyouwillsavemysharethatway。Iamgoingtogiveyouachancetototalyourbudget,andthenIdemandonehalfoftheincomefromFather\'sestateabovehouseholdexpenses;andifI
don\'tgetit,onthedayIameighteenIshallgotoJohnGilmanandsaytohimwhatIhavesaidtoyou,andIshallgotothebankanddemandthatadivisionbemadethere,andthataseparatebankbookbestartedforme。"
Linda\'samazementonenteringtheroomhadbeenworthyofnote。
Eileen\'satthepresentminutewasbeyonddescription。
Dumbfoundedwasacolorlesswordtodescribeherstateofmind。
"Youdon\'tmeanthat,"shegaspedinaquiveringvoicewhenatlastshecouldspeak。
"Icansee,Eileen,thatyouaretakenunawares,"saidLinda。"I
havehadfourlongyearstoworkuptothishour。Hasn\'titevendawnedonyouthatthiswormwasevergoingtoturn?Youknowexquisitemothsandbutterfliesevolveinthecanyonsfromveryunprepossessingandlowlylivingworms。Youarespendingyourlifeonthebutterflystunt。HaveIbeensuchaweakwormthatithasn\'teveroccurredtoyouthatImightwanttotryaplain,everydaypairofwingssometimemyself?"
Eileen\'sfacewasanuglyred,herhandswereshaking,hervoicewasunnatural,butshecontrolledhertemper。
"Ofcourse,"shesaid,"Ihavealwaysknownthatthetimewouldcome,afteryoufinishedschoolandwereofaproperage,whenyouwouldwanttoentersociety。"
"No,youneverknewanythingofthekind,"saidLindabluntly,"becauseIhavenottheslightestambitiontoentersocietyeithernoworthen。AllIamaskingistoenterthehighschoolinacommonlydecent,suitabledress;toenterourdiningroomasadaughter;toenteraworkroomdecentlyequippedformyconvenience。Youneedn\'tbesurprisedifyouhearsomechangesgoingoninthebilliardroomandseesomechangesgoingoninthelibrary。AndifIfeelthatIcanmusterthenervetodrivetherunabout,it\'smycar,it\'suptome。"
"Linda!"wailedEileen,"howcanyouthinkofsuchathing?Youwouldn\'tdare。"
"BecauseIhaven\'tdaredtillthepresentisnoreasonwhyI
shoulddeprivemyselfofeverysinglepleasureinlife,"saidLinda。"Youspendyourdaysdoingexactlywhatyouplease;
drivingthatrunaboutforFatherwasmyonesoul-satisfyingdiversion。Whyshouldn\'tIdothethingIlovemost,ifIcanmusterthenerve?"
Lindaarose,andwalkingovertoatable,pickedupamagazinelyingamongsomesmallpackagesthatEileenevidentlyhadplacedthereonenteringherroom。
"Areyousubscribingtothis?"sheasked。
Sheturnedinherhandsandleafedthroughthepagesofamostattractivemagazine,Everybody\'sHome。Itwasdevotedtopoetry,goodfiction,andeverythingconcerninghomelifefrombeeftobiscuits,andfromrugstoroses。
"Isawitonanewsstand,"saidEileen。"Iwasatlunchwithsomegirlswhohadacopyandtheyweretalkingaboutsomearticlesbysomebodynamedsomething——Meredith,Ithinkitwas——JaneMeredith,maybeshe\'saCalifornian,andsheisadvocatingthequeerideathatwegobacktonaturebytryingmoderncookingonthefoodtheaboriginesate。Ifwefinditgoodthensherecommendsthatwespecializeonthegrowingofthesenativevegetablesforhomeuseandforexport——asanewindustry。"
"Isee,"saidLinda。"Out-BurbankingBurbank,asitwere。"
"No,notthat,"saidEileen。"Sheisnotproposingtoevolvenewforms。Sheisproposingtoshowushowtomakedeliciousdishesforluncheonordinnerfromwildthingsnowgoingtowaste。WhatthegirlssaidwassointerestingthatIthoughtI\'dgetacopyandifIseeanythinggoodI\'llturnitovertoKaty。"
"Andwhere\'sKatygoingtogetthewildvegetables?"askedLindasceptically。
"Whyyoumighthavesomeoftheminyourwildgarden,oryoucouldeasilyfindenoughtotry——alltheprowlingthecanyonsyoudooughttoresultinsomething。"
"Soitshould,"saidLinda。"Iquiteagreewithyou。DidI
understandyoutosaythatIshouldbereadytogotothebankwithyoutoarrangeaboutmyincomenextweek?"
AgainthecolordeepenedinEileen\'sface,againshemadeavisibleeffortatself-control。
"Oh,Linda,"shesaid,"whatistheuseofbeingsohard?YouwillmakethemthinkatthebankthatIhavenottreatedyoufairly。"
"_I_?"saidLinda,"_I_willmakethemthink?Don\'tyouthinkitisYOUwhowillmakethemthink?Willyoukindlyanswermyquestion?"
"IfIshowyouthebooks,"saidEileen,"ifIdividewhatisleftafterthebillsarepaidsothatyousayyourselfthatitisfair,whatmorecanyouask?"
Lindahesitated。
"WhatIoughttodoisexactlywhatIhavesaidIwoulddo,"shesaidtersely,"butifyouaregoingtoputitonthatbasisI
havenodesiretohurtyouorhumiliateyouinpublic。Ifyoudothat,Ican\'tseethatIhaveanyreasontocomplain,sowe\'llcallitabargainandwe\'llsaynomoreaboutituntilthefirstofthemonth,unlessthespiritmovesyou,aftertakingagoodsquarelookatme,toproducesomeshoesandaschooldressinstanter。"
"I\'llseewhatIcando,"answeredEileen。
"Allrightthen,"saidLinda。"Seeyouatdinner。"
Shewenttoherownroom,slippedoffherschooldress,brushedherhair,andputontheskirtandblouseshehadwornthepreviousevening,thesebeingtheonlyextraclothingshepossessed。Asshestraightenedherhairshelookedatherselfintently。
"My,aren\'tyoucomingon!"shesaidtothefigureintheglass。
"Dressingfordinner!Firstthingyouknowyou\'llbeaperfectlady。"
CHAPTERVI。JaneMeredithWhenEileencamedowntodinnerthateveningLindaunderstoodataglancethataneffortwastobemadetoeffacethoroughlyfromthemindofJohnGilmanallmemoryoftheEileenofthepreviousevening。Shehaddecidedonredressingherhair,whilesheworeoneofhermostbecomingandattractivegowns。ToLindaandKatyduringthedinnershewassimplycharming。Havingsaidwhatshewantedtosayandreceivedtheassuranceshedesired,LindaacceptedheradvancescordiallyanddisplayedsuchcharmingproclivitiesherselfthatEileenbegancovertlytowatchher,andasshewatchedthereslowlygrewinherbraintheconvictionthatsomethinghadhappenedtoLinda。Atonceshebeganstudyingdeeplyinanefforttolearnwhatitmightbe。TherewerethreeparamountthingsinEileen\'scosmosthatcouldhappentoagirl:
Shecouldhavelovelyclothing。Lindadidnothaveit。Shecouldhavemoneyandinfluentialfriends。SinceMarian\'sgoingLindahadpracticallynofriend;shewasmerelyacquaintedwithalmosteveryonelivinginLilacValley。Shecouldhavealover。
Lindahadnone。Butstay!Eileen\'sthoughthaltedatthesuggestion。Maybeshehad!Shehadbeenleftcompletely,toherowndeviceswhenshewasnotwantedaboutthehouse。Shehadbeenminglingwithhundredsofboysandgirlsinhighschool。
Shemighthavemetsomemanrepeatedlyonthestreetcars,goingtoandfromschool。Inschoolshemighthaveattractedthesonofsomewealthyandinfluentialfamily;whichwastheonlykindofsonEileenchosetoconsiderinconnectionwithLinda。
ThroughEileen\'sbrainranbitsoftheconversationofthepreviousevening。Sherecalledthatthemenshehadintendedshouldspendtheeveningwaitingonherandpayingherprettycomplimentshadspentiteatinglikehungrymen,laughingandjestingwithLindaandMarian,givingeveryevidenceofasatisfactionwiththeirentertainmentthatneverhadbeenevincedwiththebestbrandofattractionsshehadtooffer。
EileenwaswillingtoconcedethatMarianThornehadbeenabeautifulgirl,andshehadknown,previoustothedisaster,thatitwasquiteaslikelythatanymanmightadmireMarian\'sflashingdarkbeautyasherblondeloveliness。Betweenthemthenitwouldhavebeenmerelyaquestionoftasteonthepartoftheman。SinceMarian\'sdarkheadhadturnedashen,Eileenhadsimplyeliminatedheratonesweep。ThatwhitehairwouldbrandMariananywhereasanoldwoman。Verylikelynomaneverwouldwanttomarryher。Eileenwassureshewouldnotwanttoifshewereaman。NowonderJohnGilmanhadceasedtobeattractedbyagirl\'sfacewithagrandmothersetting。
AsforLinda,Eileenneverhadconsideredheratallexceptasaconveniencetoserveherownpurposes。LastnightshehadlearnedthatLindahadabrain,thatshehadwit,thatshecouldsaythingstowhichmenoftheworldlistenedwithinterest。ShebegantowatchLinda。Sheappraisedwithdeepestenvythedarkhaircurlingnaturallyonhertemples。Shewonderedhowhairthatcurlednaturallycouldbesothickandheavy,andshethoughtwhatacrownofglorywouldadornLinda\'sheadwhenthedaycametocoilthoselongdarkbraidsarounditandfastenthemwithflashingpins。Shedrewsomesatisfactionfromthesunburnedfaceandleanfigurebeforeher,butitwasnotsatisfactionofsoul-sustainingquality。TherewasbeginningtobesomethingdisquietingaboutLinda。Aroundnesswascreepingoverherleanframe;aglowwasbeginningtocolorherlipsandcheekbones;adewylookcouldbesurprisedinherdarkeyesoccasionally。Shehadtheeffectofacreaturewithsomethingyeastybottledinsideitthatwasbeginningtofermentandmighteffervesceatanyminute。Eileenhadbeensosurprisedthepreviouseveningandagainbeforedinner,thatshemadeuphermindthathereafteronemightexpectalmostanythingfromLinda。
Shewouldnolongerfollowasuggestionunlessthesuggestionaccordedwithhersenseofrightandjustice。Itwasbarelypossiblethatitmightberequiredtopleaseherinclinations。
Eileen\'smindworkedwithunbelievableswiftness。Shetoreathersubjectlikeavulturetearingatafeast,andlikeavultureshereachedthevitalsswiftly。Sheprefacedherquestionwithadrylaugh。Thensheleanedforwardandaskedsoftly:"Linda,dear,whyhaven\'tyoutoldme?"
Linda\'seyesweresoclearandhonestastheymetEileen\'sthatshealmosthesitated。
"Alittlemoreexplicit,please,"saidthegirlquietly。
"WHOISHE?"askedEileenabruptly。
"Oh,Ihaven\'tnarrowedtoanindividual,"saidLindalargely"Youhavenoticedaflockofboysfollowingmefromschoolandhangingaroundthefrontdoor?Ihavesuchhoststochoosefromthatit\'sgoingtotakeaparticularlysplendidknightonasnow-
whitecharger——Ithink\'charger\'istheproperword——tocapturemyyoungaffections。"
Eileenwassatisfied。Therewasn\'tanyhe。ShemightforashorttimeyetcutLinda\'sfinancestotheextremelimit。
Wheneveramanappearedonthehorizonshewouldbeforcedtomakeadivisionatleastapproachingequality。
LindafollowedEileentothelivingroomandsatdownwithabookuntilJohnGilmanarrived。Shehadadesiretostudyhimforafewminutes。ShewasgoingtowriteMarianaletterthatnight。
ShewantedtoknowifshecouldhonestlytellherthatGilmanappearedlonelyandseemedtomissher。Katyhadnochancetoanswerthebellwhenitrang。Eileenwasinthehall。Lindacouldnottellwhatwashappeningfromthemurmurofvoices。
PresentlyJohnandEileenenteredtheroom,andasLindagreetedhimshedidhavetheimpressionthatheappearedunusuallythoughtfulandworried。Shesatforhalfanhour,takingslightpartintheconversation。Thensheexcusedherselfandwenttoherroom,andasshewentsheknewthatshecouldnothonestlywriteMarianwhatshehadhoped,forinthirtyminutesbytheclockEileen\'sblandishmentshadworked,andJohnGilmanwaslookingatherasifshewerethemostexquisiteanddesirablecreatureinexistence。
SlowlyLindaclimbedthestairsandenteredherroom。Sheslidtheboltofherdoorbehindher,turnedonthelights,unlockedadrawer,andtakingfromitaheapofmaterialsshescatteredthemoverasmalltable,andpickingupherpencil,shesatgazingatthesheetbeforeherforsometime。Thenslowlyshebeganwriting:
Itappealstomethat,farasmoderncivilizationhasgoneinculinaryefforts,wehavenotnearlyreachedthelimitsavailabletousasIpointedoutlastmonth。Weconsiderourselvescapableofpreparingandproducingelaboratebanquets,yetatnotimeareweapproachinganythingeventocompareinlavishnessanddelicacywiththedaysofLucullus。Wearenotfeastingonbakedswans,peacocktonguesanddrinkingourpearls。Iamnotrecommendingthatweshouldrevivetheindulgenceofsuchlavishanduselessexpenditure,butIwouldsuggestthatifwetirewiththesamenessofourculinaryefforts,weatleasttrysomeofthenewdishesdescribedinthisdepartment,establishedforthesolepurposeoftheirintroduction。Insodoingweaccomplishamultiplepurpose。Weenlargetheresourcesofthesouthwest。Weteasestaleappetiteswithanewtang。Weoffertheworldsomethingdifferent,yetnativetous。WeusemodernmethodsonIndianmaterialandtheresultsaremostsurprising。IntryingthesedishesIwouldremindyouthatfewofuscaredforoysters,olives,celery——almostanyfruitorvegetableonecouldmentiononfirsttrial。Tryseveraltimesandbesureyoupreparedishesexactlyrightbeforecondemningthemaseitherfadorfancy。
Theseareveryreal,nourishinganddeliciousfoodsthatarebeingofferedyou。HereisasaladthatwouldhaveintriguedthepalateofLucullus,himself。Ifyoudonotbelieveme,tryit。
Thevegetableisslightlyknownbyafewnativemountaineersandranchers。Botanistscarrieditabroadwhereunderthenameofwinter-purslaneitisusedinFranceandEnglandforgreensorsalad,whileremainingpracticallyunknownathome。Boiledandseasonedasspinachitmakesequallygoodgreens。Butitisinsaladthatitstandspre-eminent。
Gotoanycanyon——Ishallnotrevealthenameofmyparticularcanyon——andlocateabedofminer\'slettuce(Montiaperfoliata)。
Growinginrankbedsbesideacold,cleanstream,youwillfindthesepulpy,exquisitelyshaped,pungentroundleavesfromthecenterofwhichliftsatinyheadofmistywhitelace,sendingupapalate-teasing,spicyperfume。Thecrisp,pinkishstemssnapinthefingers。Besurethatyouwashtheleavescarefullysothatnolurkinggermsclingtothem。Fillyoursaladbowlwiththecrispleaves,fromwhichtheflowerheadhasbeenplucked。
Fordressing,diceateacupofthemostdeliciousbaconyoucanobtainandfryittoacrispbrowntogetherwithasmallslicedonion。Addtothefattwotablespoonsofsugar,halfateaspoonofmustard;saltwillscarcelybenecessarythebaconwillfurnishthat。Blendthefat,sugar,andmustard,andpourinameasureofthebestapplevinegar,dilutedtotaste。Bringthismixturetotheboilingpoint,andwhenithascooledslightlypouritoverthelettuceleaves,lightlyturningwithasilverfork。Garnishtheedgeofthedishwithadeepborderofthefreshleavesbearingtheirlaceofwhitebloomintact,aroundtheedgeofthebowl,andsprinkleontopthesiftedyolksoftwohard-boiledeggs,heapingthedicedwhitesinthecenter。
Lindapausedandread。thisovercarefully。
"Thatisallright,"shesaid。"Icouldn\'tmakethatmuchbetter。"
Shemadeafewcorrectionshereandthere,andpickingupacoloredpencil,shedeftlysketchedinaheadpieceofdelicatespraysofminers\'lettucetippedatdifferingangles,fringywhitewithbloom。Belowsheprinted:"AdeliciousIndiansalad。
ThesecondofaseriesofnewdishestobeofferedmadefrommaterialsusedbytheIndians。Compoundedandtestedinherowndietkitchenbytheauthor。"
Swiftlyshesketchedatailpiecerepresentingatabletopuponwhichsatatempting-lookingbigsaladbowlfilledwithfreshgreenleaves,rimmedwitharowofdelicatewhiteflowers,fromwhichyoucouldalmostscentateasingdelicatefragrancearising;andbeneath,inaclear,firmhand,shestrokedinthename,JaneMeredith。Shewentoverherworkcarefully,thenlaiditflatonapieceofcardboard,shoveditintoanenvelope,directedittotheeditorofEverybody\'sHome,laiditinsidehergeometry,andwroteherlettertoMarianbeforegoingtobed。
InthemorningonherwaytothestreetcarshegailywavedtoapassingautomobilegoingdownLilacValley,inwhichsatJohnGilmanandPeterMorrisonandhisarchitect,andastheyweredrivinginthedirectionfromwhichshehadcome,LindaveryrightlysurmisedthattheyweregoingtopickupEileenandmakeatourofthevalley,lookingforavailablebuildinglocations;
andshewonderedwhyEileenhadnottoldherthattheywerecoming。Lindahadbeenrightaboutthedestinationofthecar。
ItturnedinattheStrongdrivewayandstoppedatthedoor。
JohnGilmanwenttoringthebellandlearnifEileenwereready。
Peterfollowedhim。HenryAndersonsteppedfromthecarandwanderedoverthelawn,lookingattheastonishingarrayofbushes,vines,flowers,andtrees。
Fromonetoanotherhewent,fingeringthewaxyleaves,studyingthebrilliantflowerfaces。Finallyturningacornerandcrossingthewildgarden,towhichhepaidslightattention,hestarteddowntheothersideofthehouse。Hereanalmostoverpoweringodorgreetedhisnostrils,andhewentovertoalargetreecoveredwithrough,darkgreen,almostbrownish,lance-shapedleaves,eachbranchterminatinginaheavysprayofyellowish-greenflowers,whoseodorwasofcloyingsweetness。
Thebeeswerebuzzingoverit。Itwasnotatreewithwhichhewasfamiliar,andsteppingback,helookedatitcarefully。Thenatitsbase,wind-drivenintoacrevicebetweentheroots,hisattentionwasattractedtoacrumpledsheetofpaper,uponwhichhecouldseelinesthatwouldhaveattractedtheattentionofanyarchitect。Hewentforwardinstantly,pickedupthesheet,andstraighteningitouthestoodlookingatit。
"Holysmoke!"hebreathedsoftly。"Whatafind!"
Helookedatthereverseofthesheet,hisfacebecomingmoreintenteveryminute。WhenheheardPeterMorrison\'svoicecallinghimhehastilythrustthepaperintohiscoatpocket;buthehadgoneonlyafewstepswhenhestopped,glancedkeenlyoverthehouseandlawn,turnedhisback,andtakingthesheetfromhispocket,hesmootheditout,foldeditcarefully,andputitinaninsidepocket。Thenhejoinedtheparty。
AtoncetheysetouttoexaminetheavailablelocationsthatyetremainedinLilacValley。Natureprovidedthemawonderfuldayofsnappysunshineandheadyseaair。Springfavoredthemwithlilacwallsattheirbluest,brokenhereandtherewiththerose-
mistedwhitemahogany。Thevioletnightshadewasbeginningtoadddeepercolortothehillsinthesunniestwildspots。Thepaniclesofmahoniabloomwereshowingtheirgoldcolor。Wildflowerswereliftingleavesoffeatherandlaceeverywhere,andmostagreeableonthecoolmorningairwasafaintbreathofCaliforniasage。Uponesideofthevalley,weavinginandout,upanddown,overthefoothillstheyworkedtheirway。Theystoppedfordinneratoneofthebeautifulbighotels,practicallyfilledwithEasterntourists。Eileenneverhadknownaproudermomentthanwhenshetookherplaceattheheadofthetableandpresidedoverthedinnerwhichwasservedtothreemostattractivespecimensofphysicalmanhood,eachofwhomwasunusuallywellendowedwithbrain,allflatteringherwiththemostdevotedattention。Thistriumphsheachievedinadiningroomseatinghundredsofpeople,itsmirror-linedwallsreflectingherexquisiteimagefrommanyangles,totheclickofsilver,andtherunningaccompanimentofmanyvoices。Whatshehadexpectedtoaccomplishinherowndiningroomhadcometoherbeforealargeaudience,inwhich,shehadnodoubt,thereweremanyenviouswomen。EileenrayedlovelinesslikeaMariposalily,andpurredinuttercontentmentlikeadeftlystrokedkitten。
WhentheypartedintheeveningPeterMorrisonhadmemorandaofthreelocationsthathewishedtoconsider。ThathemightnotseemtobeundulyinfluencedortobegivingtheremainderofLosAngelesCountyitsjustdue,heproposedtomotoraroundforaweekbeforereachinganultimatedecision,butinhishearthealreadyhaddecidedthatsomewherenearLosAngeleshewouldbuildhishome,andasyethehadseennothingnearlysoattractiveasLilacValley。
CHAPTERVII。TryingYuccaOnherwaytoschoolthatmorningLindastoppedatthepostofficeandpastedtherequiredamountofstampsuponthepackagethatshewasmailingtoNewYork。ShehurriedfromherlastclassthatafternoontothecitydirectorytofindthestreetandnumberofJamesBrothers,figuringthatthefirmwithwhomMariandealtwouldbetheproperpeopleforhertoconsult。Shehadnodifficultyinfindingtheplaceforwhichshewassearching,andshewasratheragreeablyimpressedwiththementowhomshetalked。ShemadearrangementswiththeirbuyertocallatherhomeinLilacValleyatnineo\'clockthefollowingSaturdaymorningtoappraisethearticleswithwhichshewishedtopart。
Thenshewenttooneoftheleadingbookstoresofthecityandmadeinquirieswhichguidedhertoareliablesecond-handbookdealer,andshearrangedtobereadytoreceivehisrepresentativeatteno\'clockonSaturday。
Reachinghomeshetookanotebookandpencil,andstudiedthebilliardroomandthelibrary,makingalistofthefurniturewhichshedidnotactuallyneed。Afterthatshebeganonthelibraryshelves,listingsuchmedicalworksaswereofatechnicalnature。Booksoffiction,history,art,andbiography,andthosebookswrittenbyherfathershedidnotinclude。Shefoundthatshehadalongtaskwhichwouldoccupyseveralevenings。Hermindwasmethodicalandshehadbeenwithherfatherthroughsufficientbusinesstransactionstounderstandthatinordertodriveagoodbargainshemustknowhowmanyvolumesshehadtoofferandtheimportanceoftheirauthorsasmedicalauthorities;sheshouldalsoknowtheexactconditionofeachsetofbooks。Sinceshehadmadeuphermindtoletthemgo,andsheknewthevalueofmanyofthebig,leather-boundvolumes,shedeterminedthatshewouldnotsellthemuntilshecouldsecurethehighestpossiblepriceforthem。
TwomonthspreviouslyshewouldhaveconsultedJohnGilmanandaskedhimtoarrangethetransactionforher。Sincehehadallowedhimselftobedupedsoeasily——oratleastithadseemedeasytoLinda;for,muchassheknewofEileen,shecouldnotpossiblyknowtheweeksofsecretplotting,theplansforunexpectedmeetings,thetrumped-upbusinessproblemsnecessarytodiscuss,thedeliberateflauntingofherphysicalcharmsbeforehim,allofwhichhadmadehisconquestextremelyhardforEileen,butLinda,seeingonlyresults,hadthoughtitcontemptiblyeasy——shewouldnotaskJohnGilmananything。ShewouldgoaheadonthebasisofheragreementwithEileenanddothebestshecouldalone。
ShecountedonSaturdaytodisposeofthefurniture。Thebooksmightgoatherleisure。Thenthefirstoftheweekshecouldselectsuchfurnitureasshedesiredinordertoarrangethebilliardroomforherstudy。Ifshehadasuitableplaceinwhichtoworkinseclusion,thereneedbenohurryaboutthelibrary。Sheconscientiouslypreparedallthelessonsrequiredinherschoolcourseforthenextdayandthen,stackingherbooks,sheagainunlockedthedraweropenedthepreviousevening,andtakingfromitthesamematerials,settowork。Shewrote:
Botanistshavefailedtomentionthatthereisanyconnectionbetweenasparagus,originallyaproductofsaltmarshes,andYucca,aproductofthealkalinedesert。Veryprobablythereisnobotanicalrelationship,butthesetwoplantsarealikeinflavor。Fromthealkaline,sunbeatendesertwherethebayonetplantthrustsupatenderbloomheadsixinchesinheight,itslowlyincreasesinstatureasittravelsacrosscountrymorefrequentlyrainwashed,andwindsitswaybesidemountainstreamstowhereinmorefertilesoilandthesamesunshineitdevelopsmagnificentspecimensfromtentofifteenandmorefeetinheight。Theplantgrowsanumberofyearsbeforeitdecidestoflower。Whenitreachesmaturityitthrowsupabloomstemastenderasthedelicateheadofasparagus,thickasone\'supperarm,andrunningtotwiceone\'sheight。Thisbloomsteminitsearlystagesiscoloredthepalepinkofasparagus,withfainttouchesofyellow,andhintsofblue。Atmaturityitbreaksintoagorgeousheadoflavender-tinted,creamypendentflowerscoveringtheupperthirdofitsheight,billowingoutslightlyinthecenter,sothatfromadistancethewaxentorchtakesonverymuchtheappearanceofaflamingcandle。Forthisreason,inMexico,wheretheplantflourishesinevengreaterabundancethaninCalifornia,withtheexquisitepoetrycommontothetongueandheartoftheSpaniard,YuccaWhippleihasbeencommonlynamed"OurLord\'sCandle。"AtthemostdelicatetimeoftheirgrowththesecandlestickswereroastedandeatenbytheIndians。Baseduponthisknowledge,Iwouldrecommendtwodishes,almostequallydelicious,whichmaybepre。paredfromthisplant。
Takethemostsucculentyoungbloomstemswhentheyhaveexactlytheappearanceofanasparagusheadatitsmomentofdeliciousperfection。Withasharpknife,cutthemincirclesaninchindepth。Arrangetheseinashallowporcelainbakingdish,sprinklewithsalt,dotthemwithbutter,addenoughwatertokeepthemfromstickingandburning。Bakeuntilthoroughlytender。Useapancaketurnertoslidetheringstoahotplatter,andgarnishwithcirclesofhard-boiledegg。Thisyouwillfindanextremelydelicateandappetizingdish。
ThesecondrecipeIwouldofferistotreatthisvegetablepreciselyasyouwouldcreamedasparagus。Cutthestalksinsix-inchlengths,quarterthemtofacilitatecookingandhandling,andboilinsaltedwater。Drain,arrangeinahotdish,andpouroveracarefullymadecreamsauce。Imightaddthatonestalkwouldfurnishsufficientmaterialforseveralfamilies。Thisdishshouldbepopularinsouthwesternstateswheretheplantgrowsprofusely;andtocultivatetheseplantsforshippingtoEasternmarketswouldbequiteasfeasibleastheshippingofasparagus,rhubarb,artichokes,orlettuce。
Ihavefoundboththesedishespeculiarlyappetizing,butI
shouldbesorryif,inintroducingYuccaasafood,Ibecameinstrumentalintheexterminationofthisuniversalandwonderfullybeautifulplant。ForthisreasonIhavehesitatedaboutincludingYuccaamongthesearticles;butwhenIseethebloomdestroyedruthlesslybythousandswhocutittodecoratetouringautomobilesandfruitandvegetablestandsbesidethehighways,whocarryitfromitsnativelocationandstickitintheparchingsunoftheseashoreasatemporaryshelter,Ifeelthatthebloomstemsmightaswellbeusedforfoodastobesoruthlesslywasted。
Theplantishardyintheextreme,growinginthemostunfavorableplaces,clingingtenaciouslytosheermountainandcanyonwalls。Afterbloomingandseedingtheplantseemstohavethrowneveryparticleofnourishmentitcontainsintoitsdevelopment,itdriesoutanddies(thespongywoodismadeintopincushionsfortheartstores);butfromtherootstherespringanumberofyoungplants,which,afterafewyearsofgrowth,matureandrepeattheirlifecycle,whileotheryoungplantsdevelopfromthewidelyscatteredseeds。TheSpaniardsattimescalltheplantQuiota。Thiswordseemstobederivedfromquiotl,whichistheAztecnameforAgave,fromwhichplantadrinknotunlikebeerisproduced,andsuggeststhepossibilitythattheremighthavebeenatimewhenthesucculentflowerstemoftheYuccafurnisheddrinkaswellasfoodfortheIndians。
Aftercarefullyre-readingandmakingseveralminorcorrections,Lindapickedupherpencil,andacrossthetopofasheetofheavypapersketchedthepeaksofachainofmountains。Acrossthebaseshedrewastretchofdesertfloor,bristlingwiththethornsofmanydifferentcactibrilliantwiththeirgold,pink,andredbloom,intermingledwithfinegrassesanddesertflowerfaces。
Attheleftshepainstakinglydrewahugeplantofyuccawithaperfectcircleofbayonets,fromthecenterofwhichuprosethegiganticflowerstemthelengthofherpage,andonthemistybloomoftheflamingtonguesheworkedquiteaslateasMarianThornehadeverseenalightburninginherwindow。Whenshehadfinishedherdrawingshestudieditcarefullyalongtime,addingatouchhereandthere,andthenshesaidsoftly:"There,Daddy,IfeelthatevenyouwouldthinkthatafaithfulreproductionTomorrownightI\'llpaintit。"
JohnGilmansawthelightfromLinda\'swindowwhenhebroughtEileenhomethatnight,andwhenheleftheglancedthatwayagain,andwassurprisedtoseetheroomstilllighted,andtheyoungfigurebendingoveraworktable。Hestoodverystillforafewminutes,wonderingwhatcouldkeepLindaawakesofarintothenight,andwhilehisthoughtswereuponherhewondered,too,whyshedidnotcaretohavebeautifulclothessuchasEileenwore;andthenhewentfurtherandwonderedwhy,whenshecouldbeasentertainingasshehadbeenthenightshejoinedthematdinner,shedidnotmakeherappearanceoftener;andthen,becausethemindisaqueerthing,andhehadwonderedaboutagivenstateofaffairs,hewentastepfurther,andwonderedwhethertheexplanationlayinLinda\'sinclinationsorinEileen\'smanagement,andthenhisthoughtfastenedtenaciouslyuponthesubjectofEileen\'smanagement。
Hewasapatientman。HehadallowedhisreasonandbetterjudgmenttobeswayedbyEileen\'sexquisitebeautyandherblandishments。HedidnotregrethavingdiscoveredbeforeitwastoolatethatMarianThornewasnotthegirlhehadthoughther。
Hewantedawifecutaftertheclinging-vinepattern。Hewantedtobethedominatingfigureinhishome。IthadnottakenEileenlongtoteachhimthatMarianwasself-assertiveandwoulddoalargeshareofdominatingherself。HehadthoughtthathewasperfectlysatisfiedandveryhappywithEileen;yetthatdayherepeatedlyhadfeltpiquedandannoyedwithher。ShehadopenlycajoledandflirtedwithHenryAndersonpastapointwhichwasagreeableforanymantoseehissweetheartgowithanothermanWithPeterMorrisonshehadbeenunspeakablycharminginamannerwithwhichJohnwasveryfamiliar。
Heturneduphiscoatcollar,thrusthishandsinhispockets,andsworesoftly。Lookingstraightaheadofhim,heshouldhaveseenastretchoflevelsidewalk,borderedononehandbylacy,tropicalfoliage,ontheother,bysheetsoflevelgreenlawn,brokeneverywherebytheuprisingbolesofgreattrees,clumpsofrarevines,androwsofdarkenedhomes,attractiveinarchitectural_,design\'vinecovered,hushedforthenight。Whathereallysawwasasmallplateau,sunillumined,atthefootofamountainacrossthevalley,wherethelilacwallwasthebluest,wherethesunshoneslightlymoregoldenthananywhereelseinthevalley,wherehugeliveoaksoutstretchedruggedarms,wheretheairhadatangofsalt,atingeofsage,anodoroforange,shotthroughwithsnowycoolness,thrilledwithbirdsong,andthelaughingchuckleofabigspringbreakingfromthefootofthemountain。
Theyhadlefttheroadandfollowedanarrow,screenedpathbywhichtheycameunexpectedlyintothisopening。Theyhadstooduponitinwordlessenchantment,lookingdowntheslopebeneathit,acrossthepeaceofthevalley,tothebluerangesbeyond。
"Justwherearewe?"PeterMorrisonhadaskedatlast。
JohnGilmanhadbeenlookingataviewwhichincludedEileen。
Sheliftedherface,flushedandexquisite,toPeterMorrisonandansweredinabreathlessundertone,yetJohnhaddistinctlyheardher:
"Howwonderfulitwouldbeifwewereatyourhouse。Oh,Ienvythewomanwhosharesthiswithyou!"
Ithadnotbeenanythinginparticular,yetalldayithadteasedJohnGilman\'ssensibilities。Hefeltashamedofhimselffornotbeingmoreenthusiasticashesearchedrecordsandhelpedtolocatetheownerofthatparticularspot。ToJohn,therewasanewtoneinPeter\'svoice,apossessivelightinhiseyesashestudiedthelocation,andmadeexcursionsinseveraldirections,tofixinhismindtheexactpositionoftheland。
Hehadindicatedwhatheconsideredthetopographicallocationforahouse——stoodonitfacingthevalley,andsteppedthedistancesuitablyfarawaytosetagarageandfiguredonashortprivateroaddowntothehighway。HeveryplainlywasdeeplyprepossessedwithalocationJohnGilmanblamedhimselffornothavingfoundfirst。Certainlynaturehadheregrownandwalledadreamgardeninwhichtosetahouseofdreams。So,pastmidnight,Gilmanstoodinthesunshine,lookingatthefaceofthegirlhehadaskedtomarryhimandwhohadsaidthatshewould;andasmalldoubtcreptintohisheart,andafeelingthatperhapslifemightbedifferentforhimifPeterMorrisondecidedtocometoLilacValleytobuildhishome。Thenthesunlightfaded,nightclosedin,butashewenthishomewardwayJohnGilmanwasthinking,thinkingdeeplyandnotatallhappily。
CHAPTERVIII。TheBearCat"Friday\'schildislovingandgiving,ButSaturday\'schildmustworkforaliving,"
LindawaschantinghappilyassheenteredthekitchenearlySaturdaymorning。
"Katy,meblessing,"shesaidgaily,"didIeverpointouttoyoutheinterestingfactthatIwasbornonSaturday?Andadevilishpieceofluckitwas,forIhavebeenhustlingeversince。It\'sbadenoughtohavebeenbornonMondayandspoiledwashday,butIcallSaturdaythevanishingpoint,theendoftheextremelimit。"
Katylaughed,and,asalways,turnedadoringeyesonLinda。
"Iamnotneedingye,lambie,"shesaid。"Isitbigbusinessinthecanyonye\'rehavingtoday?ShallIbereadytobecookinguponeofthemGod-forsakenRedIndianmessesforyewhenyecomeback?"
Lindaheldupawarningfinger。