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"Thankyou,AuntCaroline,oh,thankyou!"criedEileen。
"Youneedn\'ttakethetroubleto\'aunt\'meeverytimeyouspeaktome,"saidthelady。"Iknowyou\'remyniece,butIain\'tgoin\'toremindyouofiteverytimeIspeaktoyou。It\'sagein\',this\'auntie\'business。Idon\'tstandforit,andasforaname,IamfreetoconfessIalwayslikethewayJimcallsme\'Callie。\'Thatsoundsyoungerandmorecompanionablethan\'Caroline。\'"
JamesHeitmanlookedatEileenandwinked。
"Youjustbet,oldgirl!"hesaid。"Theyain\'tanyofthemcanbeatyou,notevenEileenatherbest。Let\'sgetheroutofhere。Doesthisrepresentyourluggage,girlie?"
"Yousaidnottobotherwithanythingelse,"saidEileen。
"SoIdid,"saidUncleJim,"andImeantjustwhatIsaidifit\'sallrightwithyou。IsupposeIdidhave,inthebackofmyhead,anideathattheremightbeatrunkorabox——somethingsthatbelongedtoyourmother,mebby,andyour\'keepsakes。\'"
"Oh,nevermind,"interruptedEileen。"Dolet\'sgo。It\'snearlyfouro\'clock。Anyminutetheymaysendformefromthebank,andI\'dbemorethangladtobeoutoftheway。"
"Well,I\'mnotaccustomedtobeingtheporter,butiftime\'sthatprecious,herewego,"saidUncleJim。
Hepickedupthesuitcasewithonehandandtookhiswife\'sarmwiththeother。
"Scootdownthereandclimbintothatboat,"hesaidproudlytoEileen。"We\'llhaveagooddinnerinaprivateroomwhenwegettothehotel。Iwon\'tevenregister。Andthenwe\'llgetoutofherewhenwehaverestedalittle。"
"Can\'twestayallnightandgointhemorning?"pantedhiswife。
"No,ma\'am,wecan\'t,"saidJamesHeitmanauthoritatively。
"We\'lleatabitebecauseweneedtobefedup,andIsincerelyhopethey\'ssomedecentgrubtobehadinthisburg。Thefirstplacewecometooutsideofhere,thatlooksliketheyhadadecentbed,we\'llstopandmakeupforlastnight。Butweain\'ta-goin\'tostayhereifEileenwantsustostartrightaway,eh,Eileen?"
"Yes,please!"pantedEileen。"Ijustdon\'twanttomeetanyofthem。It\'stimeenoughforthemtoknowwhathashappenedafterIamgone。"
"Allrightthen,"saidUncleJames。"Pileinandwe\'llgo。"
SoEileenstartedontheroadtotheunlimitedwealthhersoulhadalwayscraved。
CHAPTERXXIV。Linda\'sFirstPartyAtthebankLindaandJohnGilmanwaitedanhourpastthetimesetforEileen\'sappearance。ThenLindaassertedherself。
"Ihavehadafeelingforsometime,"shesaidquietly,"thatEileenwouldnotappeartoday,andifshedoesn\'tseefittocome,thereisnoparticularreasonwhysheshould。Thereisnothingtodobutgoovertherevenuefromtheestate。ThebookswillshowwhatEileenhasdrawnmonthlyforherexpensebudget。
Thatcanbesetasideandtheremainderdividedequallybetweenus。It\'sverysimple。HereisaletterIwrotetothepublishersofFather\'sbooksaskingaboutroyalties。Ihaven\'tevenopenedit。Iwillturnitinwiththeremainderofthebusiness。"
Theywereintheofficewiththepresidentofthebank。Herangfortheclerkhewantedandthebooksherequired,andanhour\'srapidfiguringsettledtheentirematter,withtheexceptionoftheprivateaccount,amountingtoseveralthousands,standinginEileen\'sname。Noneofthemknewanysourceofseparateincomeshemighthave。AtasuggestionfromLinda,thepayingtellerwascalledinandaskedifhecouldaccountforanyofthefundsthathadgoneintotheprivateaccount。
"Notdefinitely,"hesaid,"buttheamountsalwayscorrespondedexactlywiththeroyaltiesfromthebooks。IstronglysuspectthattheyconstitutethisprivateaccountofMissEileen\'s。"
Buthedidnotsaythatshehadtriedtodrawitthedayprevious。
JohnGilmanmadethesuggestionthattheyshouldletthematterrestuntilEileenexplainedaboutit。ThenLindaspokeveryquietly,butwithconsiderablefinalityinhertone。
"No,"shesaid,"IknowthatEileenHADnosourceofprivateincome。MotherusedtomentionthatshehadsomewealthyrelativesinSanFrancisco,buttheydidn\'tapproveofhermarriagetowhattheycalleda\'poordoctor,\'andshewouldneveraccept,orallowustoaccept,anythingfromthem。Theynevercametoseeusandweneverwenttoseethem。EileenknowsnomoreaboutthemthanIdo。WewillworkuponthesuppositionthateverythingthatisherebelongedtoFather。SetasidetoEileen\'scredittheusualamountforhousekeepingexpenses。Turntheprivateaccountinwiththeremainder。Starttwonewbankbooks,oneforEileenandoneforme。Dividethesurpluseachmonthexactlyinhalves。AndIbelievethisisthepropertimeforthebanktoturnovertomeacertainkey,specifiedbymyfatherashavingbeenleftinyourpossessiontobedeliveredtomeonmycomingofage。"
Withthekeyinherpossession,LindaandJohnGilmanleftthebank。Astheystoodforamomentinfrontofthebuilding,Gilmanremovedhishatandranhishandsthroughhishairasifitwereirritatinghishead。
"Linda,"hesaidinadeeplywistfultone,"Idon\'tunderstandthis。Whyshouldn\'tEileenhavecometodayassheagreed?Whatisthereaboutthisthatisnotaccordingtolawandhonorandtheplain,simplerightsofthecase?"
"Idon\'tknow,"saidLinda;"butthereissomethingwedon\'tunderstandaboutit。AndIamgoingtoaskyou,John,asmyguardian,closingupmyaffairstoday,togohomewithmetobepresentwhenIopenthelittlehiddendoorIfoundatthebackofalibraryshelfwhenIwasdisposingofDaddy\'stechnicalbooks。
TherewasaslipofpaperattheedgeofitspecifyingthatthekeywasinpossessionoftheConsolidatedBankandwastobedeliveredtome,intheeventofDaddy\'spassing,onmycomingofage。Ihavethekey,butIwouldliketohaveyouwithme,andEileenifsheisinthehouse,whenIopenthatdoor。Idon\'tknowwhatisbehindit,butthere\'sacertainfeelingthatalwayshasbeenstronginmyheartanditneverwassostrongasitisatthisminute。"
SotheyboardedthestreetcarandranouttoLilacValley。WhenKatyadmittedthemLindaputherarmaroundherandkissedher。
Shecouldseethatthehousewasfreshlysweptandbeautifullydecoratedwithflowers,andhertrainednostrilscouldscentwhiffsofdeliciousodorsfromfoodofwhichshewasspeciallyfond。InallherworldKatywastheonepersonwhowascelebratingherbirthday。SheseemedrathersurprisedwhenLindaandGilmancameintogether。
"WhereisEileen?"inquiredLinda。
"Shemusthavemadesomenewfriends,"saidKaty。"Aboutfouro\'clock,thebiggestcarthateverroareddownthisstreetrolledup,andthebiggestmanandwomanthatIeverseecamepuffin\'
andpantin\'in。MissEileendidnottellmewhereshewasgoin\'
orwhenshewouldbeback,butIknowitwon\'tbethenight,becauseshetookherlittledressin\'casewithher。Belikeit\'sanotherofthemtripstoRiversideorPasadena。"
"Verylikely,"saidLindaquietly。"Katy,canyouspareafewminutes?"
"No,lambie,Ijistcan\'t,"saidKaty,"becauseayoungpersonthat\'stheappleofmeeyeishavin\'abirthdaythedayandI
havegotmecustardcakeintheovenandthecustardisinthemakin\',andafterMissEileenwentandIdidn\'tseenochancefornothin\'special,Ijisthappenedtolookout,oneofthewaysyedothingsunbeknownsttoyourself,andtherestoodMr。PaterMorrisonmoonin\'overthe\'graveyard,\'likehecalledit,anditwaslookin\'likeseein\'graveshewas,andIjisttookthebullbythehorns,andIsingsouttohimandIsays:\'Mr。PaterMorrison,it\'sagoodfriendyeweretotheyoungmissuswhenyeengineeredherskylightandherbeautifulfireplace,andthisbein\'herbirthday,I\'mtakin\'thelibertytoaskyetocometodinnerandhelpmecelebrate。\'Andhesaidhewouldrunuptothegarageandgetintohisraygimentals,whateverthemmightbe,andhewouldbehereatsixo\'clock。Soyegotaguestfordinner,andifthecustard\'sscorchedandthecake\'sflat,it\'suptoyeforkapin\'meheretotellyeallthis。"
ThenKatyhurriedtothekitchen。LindalookedatJohnGilmanandsmiled。
"Isn\'tthatlikeher?"shesaid。
Thensheledthewaytothelibrary,pulledasidethebooks,fittedthekeytothelittledoor,andopenedit。Insidelayasingleenvelope,sealedandbearinghername。Shetooktheenvelope,andwalkingtoherfather\'schairbesidehislibrarytable,satdowninit,andlayingtheenvelopeonthetable,crossedherhandsontopofit。
"John,"shesaid,"eversinceIhavebeenbigenoughtothinkandreasonandstudythingsoutformyself,thereisafeelingIhavehad——Iusedtothinkitwasunreasonable,thenIthoughtitremotepossibility。ThisminuteIthinkit\'sextremelyprobable。
BeforeIopenthisenvelopeIamgoingtotellyouwhatIbelieveitcontains。Ihavenottheslightestevidenceexceptpersonalconviction,butIbelievethatthepaperinsidethisenvelopeiswrittenbymyfather\'shandandIbelieveittellsmethathewasnotEileen\'sfatherandthatIamnothersister。Ifitdoesnotsaythis,thenthereisnothinginraceandbloodandinheritedtendencies。"
Lindapickedupthepapercutter,ranitacrosstheenvelope,slippedoutthesheet,andbracingherselfsheread:
MYDARLINGLINDA:
Theselinesaretotellyouthatyourmotherwenttohereternalsleepwhenyouwereborn。FouryearslaterImetandfellinlovewiththeonlymotheryoueverhaveknown。Atthetimeofourmarriageweenteredintoasolemncompactthatherlittledaughterbyaformermarriageandmineshouldberearedassisters。IwastogivehalfmyearningsandtodoforEileenexactlyasIdidforyou。Shewastogivehalfherloveandherbestattentiontoyourinterests。
IsincerelyhopethatwhatIhavedonewillnotresultinanydiscomfortorinconveniencetoyou。
Withdearestlove,aseveryourfather,ALEXANDERSTRONG。
Lindalaidthesheetonthetableanddroppedherhandsontopofit。ThenshelookedatJohnGilman。
"John,"shesaid,"IbelieveyouhadbetterfacethefactthatthebigcarandthebigpeoplethatcarriedEileenawaytodaywerehermother\'swealthyrelativesfromSanFrancisco。Shemusthavebeenintouchwiththem。IthinkverylikelyshesentforthemafterIsawherinthebankyesterdayafternoon,tryingwithallhermighttomakethepayingtellerturnovertoherthefundsoftheprivateaccount。"
JohnGilmansatverystillforalongtime,thenheraisedtired,disappointedeyestoLinda\'sface。
"Linda,"hesaid,"doyoumeanyouthinkEileenwasnotstraightaboutmoneymatters?"
"John,"saidLindaquietly,"IthinkitistimeforthetruthaboutEileenbetweenyouandme。Ifyouwantmetoanswerthatquestioncandidly,I\'llanswerit。"
ù"Iwantthetruth,"saidJohnGilmangravely。
"Well,"saidLinda,"IneverknewEileentobehonestaboutanythinginallherlifeunlessthetruthservedherbetterthananevasion。Herhairwasnothonestcoloranditwasnothonestcurl。Hereyebrowswerenotsodarkasshemadethem。Hercheeksandlipswerenotsored,herforeheadandthroatwerenotsowhite,herformwasnotsoperfect。Herfriendswereselectedbecausetheycouldserveher。Aslongasyouwerepoorandstruggling,Marianwaswelcometoyou。Whenyouwonagreatcaseandbecameprosperousandfamecamerapidly,Eileentookyou。I
believewhatItoldyouaminuteago:Ithinkshehasgoneforgood。IthinkshewentbecauseshehadnotbeenfairandshewouldnotbeforcedtofacethefactbeforeyouandmeandthepresidentoftheConsolidatedtoday。IthinkyouwillhavetotakeyourhearthometonightandIthinkthatbeforethenightisoveryouwillrealizewhatMarianfeltwhensheknewthatinadditiontohavingbeenabletotakeyoufromher,Eileenwasnotawomanwhowouldmakeyouhappy。Iamglad,deeplyg]ad,thatthereisnotadropofherbloodinmyveins,sorryasIamforyouandmuchasIregretwhathashappened。Iwon\'taskyoutostaytonight,becauseyoumustgothroughthesameblackwatersMarianbreasted,andyouwillwanttobealone。Later,ifyouthinkofanywayIcanserveyou,Iwillbegladforoldsake\'ssake;butyoumustnotexpectmeevertoloveyouorrespectyourjudgmentasIdidbeforetheshadowfell。"
ThenLindarose,replacedtheletter,turnedthekeyinthelock,andquietlyslippedoutoftheroom。
Whensheopenedherdoorandsteppedintoherroomshepausedinastonishment。Spreadoutuponthebedlayadressofgeorgettewithlittletouchesoffurandbroadribbonsofsatin。Incoloritwasliketheflameofseasonedbeechwood。Acrossthefootofthebedhungpetticoat,camisole,andhose,andbesidethedressapairofsatinslippersexactlymatchingthehose,andtheyseemedtherightsize。Lindatiptoedtothesideofthebedanddelicatelytouchedthedress,andthenshesawapaperlyingonthewaistfront,andpickingitupread:
Lambie,here\'syourbirthday,fromlovingoldKaty。
Thelineswereterseandtothepoint。Lindalaidthemdown,andpickingupthedressshewalkedtothemirror,andholdingitunderherchinglanceddownthelengthofitsreflection。Whatshesawalmoststunnedher。
"Oh,goodLord!"shesaid。"Ican\'twearthat。Thatisn\'tme。"
Thenshetossedthedressonthebedandstartedinaheadlongrushtothekitchen。Asshecamethroughthedoor,"Youblessedolddarling!"shecried。"WhatamIgoingtosaytomakeyouknowhowIappreciateyourlovely,lovelygift?"
Katyraisedherhead。Therewassomethingthatissupposedtobetheprerogativeofroyaltyintheliftofit。Hersmilewascomplacentintheextreme。
"Don\'tyebestandin\'therewastin\'notimetalkie\',"shesaid。
"Ihaveoodlesoftime,"saidLinda,"butIwarnyou,youwon\'tknowmeifIputonthatfrock,Katy。"
"Yes,Iwill,too,"saidKaty。
"Katy,"saidLinda,soberingsuddenly,"woulditmakeanygreatdifferencetoyouifIweretheonlyonehereforalways,afterthis?"
Katylaughedcontemptuously。
"Well,I\'dwarranttosurviveit,"shesaidcoolly。
"ButthatisexactlywhatImusttellyou,Katy,"saidLindasoberly。"YouknowIhavetoldyouanumberoftimesthroughtheseyearsthatIdidnotbelieveEileenandIweresisters,andIamtellingyounowthatIknowit。Shedidnotcometothebanktoday,andthesettlementofFather\'saffairsdevelopedthefactthatIwasmyfather\'schildandEileenwashermother\'s;
andI\'mthinking,Katy,thatthebigcaryousawandtheopulentpeopleinitwereEileen\'smother\'swealthyrelativesfromSanFrancisco。Myguessis,Katy,thatEileenhasgonewiththemforgood。Lockherdooranddon\'ttouchherthingsuntilweknowcertainlywhatshewantsdonewiththem。"
Katystoodthinkingintently,thensheliftedhereyestoLinda\'s。
"Lambie,"shewhisperedsoftly,"areweixpictedtogointomourningoverthis?"
AmischievouslightleapedintoLinda\'seyes。
"Well,ifthereareanysuchexpectationsabroad,KatherineO\'Donovan,"shesaidsoberly,"thesaintspreserve\'em,forwecan\'tfulfill\'em,canwe,Katy?"
"Nottobesavin\'oursouls,"answeredKatyheartily。"I\'mjistsogladandthankfulthatIdon\'tknowwhattodo,andit\'ssuchgoodnewsthatIdon\'tbelaveonewordofit。Andwhileyou\'retalkie\',whataboutJohnGilman?"
"Ithink,"saidLindaquietly,"thattonightisgoingtoteachhimhowMarianfeltinherblackesthours。"
"Well,heneedn\'tbecomingtomeforsympathy,"saidKaty。"ButifMissEileenhasgonetolivewiththefolksthatcomeafterhertheday,yemightbesavin\'aweecrapo\'sympathyforher,lambie。Theywasjistthekindofpeoplethatyou\'driskyourneckslidin\'downamountaintogetoutoftheirway。"
"Thatistoobad,"saidLindareflectively;"becauseEileenissensitiveandconstantcontactwithcrassvulgaritycertainlywouldwearonhernerves。"
"Nowyoubegoin\'andgettin\'intothatdress,lambie,"saidKaty。
"KatherineO\'Donovan,"saidLinda,"you\'reusedtoit;comeagaintoconfession。Tellmetrulywhereandhowdidyougetthatdress?"
"\'Tain\'tnoruleofpolitesocietytobelookin\'gifthorsesinthemouth,"saidKatyproudly。"HOWIgotitismeownaffair,jistlikeyegotanygiftsyewasevermakin\'me,isyours。
WHEREIgotit?IwentintothecityonthestrafecarandI
wenttothebiggeststoreinthecityandIgotintheelevatorandIsaystothenaygur:\'Letmeoffwhererealladiesbuyready-to-weardresses。\'
"Andupcomesalittlewoman,andherhairwasjistassoftandcurlingroundherears,andbrownandprettywashereyes,andthepinkthatGodmadewasinhercheeks,andinavoicelikerunnin\'watershesays:\'CouldIdoanythingforyou?\'ItoldherwhatIwanted。Andshesays:\'Howoldistheyounglady,andwhat\'shersize,andwhat\'shercolor?\'Darlin\',ain\'tthatdresstheanswertowhatItoldher?"
"Yes,"saidLinda。"Ifanartisthadbeenselectingadressformehewouldprobablyhavechosenthatone。But,olddear,it\'snotsuitableforme。It\'snotthekindofdressthatIintendedtowearforyearsandyearsyet。Doyouthink,ifIputitontonight,I\'lleverbeabletogobacktobootsandbreechesagain,andhuntthecanyonsforplantstocookfor——youknowwhat?"
Katystoodinwhatiscommonlydesignatedasa"brownstudy。"
ThenshelookedLindaoverpiercingly。
"Yes,ma\'am,"shesaidconclusively。"It\'smyjudgmentthatyewill。Ithinkye\'llmaybewrapthebraidsofyearoundyourheadtonight,andIthinkye\'llputonthatfrock,andIthinkye\'llshowPaterMorrisonhowyourpa\'sdaughtercansitattheheadofhistableandentertainherfriends。ThenIthinkye\'llhangitinyourclosetandputonyourbootsandbreechesandgobacktoyouroldMultifloresandattindtoyourbusiness,thesameasbefore。"
"Allright,Katy,"saidLinda,"ifyouhavethatmuchfaithinmeIhavethatmuchfaithinmyself;but,olddear,Ican\'ttellyouhowILOVEhavingaprettydressfortonight。Katydear,the\'DayofJubilee\'hascome。BeforeyougotosleepI\'mcomingtoyourroomtotellyoufinelargesecrets,thatyouwon\'tbelieveforaminute,butIhaven\'tthetimetodoitnow。"
ThenLindaracedtoherroomandbegandressing。Sheletdownthemopofherhairwavingbelowherwaistandlookedatitdespairingly。
"Thatdressneverwasmadeforbraidsdownyourback,"shesaid,glancingtowardthebedwhereitlayshimmeringinamassoflovelycolor。"Iamofagetoday;forstateoccasionsIshouldbeawoman。WhatshallIdowithit?"
AndthensherecalledKaty\'svoicesaying:"Braidsroundyourhead。"
"Ofcourse,"saidLinda,"thatwouldbethethingtodo。I
certainlydon\'tneedanythingtoaddtomyheight;Iamfartootallnow。"
Soshepartedherhairinthemiddle,brusheditback,divideditinevenhalves,andinsteadofbraidingit,shecoileditaroundherhead,firstonesideandthentheother。
Sheslippedintothedressandstruggledwithitsmanyandintricatefastenings。Thenshewenttotheguestroomtostandbeforethefull-lengthmirrorthere。Slowlysheturned。
Criticallysheexaminedherself。
"It\'sabitshorterthanIwouldhaveorderedit,"shesaid,"butitreducesmyheight,itcertainlygiveswonderfulfreedominwalking,andit\'snotnearlysoshortasIseeothergirlswearing。"
Againshestudiedherselfcritically。
"Needsomekindofornamentformyhair,"shemuttered,"butI
haven\'tgotit,andneitherdoIownbeads,bracelet,oraring;
andmyearsarestickingrightoutintheair。Iamalmostoffensivelyuncovered。"
ThenshewentdowntoshowherselftoadelightedKaty。WhenthedoorbellrangLindaturnedtowardthehall。Katyreachedadetaininghand。
"You\'lldonothingofthesort,"shesaid。"IansweredthebellforMissEileen。AnswerthebellIshallforyou。"
DownthehallwentKatywiththelightofbattleinhereyesandtheairofaconquerorinthecarriageofherhead。Shewaswelltrained。NeithereyelidquiveredassheflungthedoorwidetoPeterMorrison。Hestoodthereindinnerdress,moreimposingthanKatyhadthoughthecouldbe。Withquick,innerexultationshereachedfortwoparcelshecarried;overthemherdelightwassooverpoweringthatPeterMorrisonmusthaveseenahintofit。
WithaflourishKatyseatedhim,andcarriedthepackagestoLinda。Shereturnedasecondlaterforabigvase,andinthisLindaarrangedagreatsheafofradiantroses。AsKatystartedtocarrythembacktotheroom,Lindasaid"Waitasecond,"andselectingonehalfopened,sheslippeditout,shortenedthestemandtuckeditamongthecoilsofhairwhereshewouldhavesetanornament。Theotherpackagewasabigboxthatwhenopenedshoweditsinteriortobedividedintocompartmentsineachofwhichnestledanexquisiteflowermadeofspunsugar。Thepetals,buds,andleaveswereperfect。Therewerewonderfulroseswithpalepinkouterpetalsanddeeper-coloredhearts。
TherewerepinkmallowsthatseemedasiftheymusthavebeencutfromthebushesborderingSantaMonicaroad。Therewerehollyhocksofwhiteandgold,andsimplyperfecttulips。Lindaneverbeforehadseensuchatreasurecandybox。Shecriedoutindelight,andhurriedtoshowKaty。InherpleasureovertherealflowersandthecandyflowersLindaforgotherdress,butwhenshesawPeterMorrisonstandingtallandstraight,indinnerdress,shestoppedandlookedthesurpriseandpleasureshefelt。
ShehadgrownaccustomedtoPeterinkhakipotteringaroundhisbuilding。ThisPetersheneverbeforehadseen。Herepresentedsomethingofculture,somethingofpride,aconformitytoanicecustomandsomethingmore。Lindawasnotapsychoanalyst。
ShecouldnotseeawonderfulauraofexquisitecolorenvelopingPeter。ButwhenPetersawthegirlapproachinghim,transformedintoawomanwhoseshiningcoronetwasjewelledwithhislivingredrose,whenhesawthebeautyofherlitheslendernessclothedinasoft,flamingcolor,somethingemanatedfromhisinnerconsciousnessthatLindadidsee,andforaninstantitdisturbedherasshewentforwardholdingoutherhands。
"Peter,"shesaidgaily,"doyouknowthatthisismyDayofJubilee?Iamawomantodaybylaw,Peter。HereafterIamtoexperienceatleastamoderatedegreeoffinancialfreedom,andthatIshallenjoy。Butthegreatestthinginlifeisfriends。"
Petertookboththehandsextendedtohimandlookedsmilinglyintohereyes。
"Youtakemybreath,"hesaid。"Iknew,thefirstglimpseIeverhadofyouscramblingfromthecanyonfloor,thatthistransformationCOULDtakeplace。MygoodfortuneisbeyondwordsthatIhavebeenfirsttoseeit。Permitme,fairlady。"
Peterbentandkissedbothherhands。Hehesitatedasecond,thenheturnedtherighthandandleftonemorekissinitspalm。
"Tohaveandtohold!"hesaidwhimsically。
"Thankyou,"saidLinda,closingherfistoveritandholdingitupforinspection。"I\'llseethatitdoesn\'tescape。AndthisminuteIthankyouforthecandy,whichIknowisdelicious,andformyveryfirstsheafofrosesfromanyman。SeewhatIhavedonewithoneofthem?"
Sheturnedfullyaroundthathemightcatchtheeffectoftherose,andingettingthathealsogotthefulleffectofthecostume,andthepossibilitiesofthegirlbeforehim。Andthenshegavehimashock。
"Isn\'titalovelyfrock?"shesaid。"AnotherbirthdaygiftfromtheStrongrockofages。Ihavebeenmakingacollectionofrocksformyfernbed,andIhavegotanothercollectionthatisnotvisibletoanyonesavemyself。Katy\'sarock,andyou\'rearock,andDonaldisarock,andMarian\'sarock,andIamrestingsecurelyonallofyou。IwishmyfatherknewthatinadditiontoMarianandKatyIhavefoundtwomoresuchwonderfulfriends。"
"AndwhataboutHenryAnderson?"inquiredPeter。"Aren\'tyougoingtoincludehim?"
Lindawalkedovertothechairinwhichsheintendedtoseatherself。
"Peter,"shesaid,"Iwishyouhadn\'taskedmethat。"
Peter\'sfiguretensedsuddenly。
"Lookhere,Linda,"hesaidsternly,"hasthatratherboldyoungstermadehimselfinanywayoffensivetoyou?"
"NotinanywaythatIamnotperfectlycapableofhandlingmyself,"saidLinda。ShelookedatPeterconfidently。
"Doyousuppose,"shesaid,"thatIcansitdowninthisthingwithoutruiningit?Shouldn\'tIreallystandupwhileIamwearingit?"
Peterlaughedunrestrainedly。
"Linda,you\'resimplydelicious,"hesaid。"ItseemstomethatIhaveseenyoungladiesinlikecasereachroundandgatherthesashtoonesideandsmoothouttheskirtastheysit。"
"Thankyou,Peter,ofcoursethatwouldbetheway,"saidLinda。
"Thisbeingmyfirst,I\'mlackinginexperience。"
Andthereuponshesataccordingtodirection;whilePetersatoppositeher。
"Nowfinish。JustonewordmoreaboutHenryAnderson,"hesaid。
"AreyouperfectlysurethereisnothingIneeddoforyouinthatconnection?"
"Oh,perfectly,"saidLindalightly。"Ididn\'tmeantoalarmyou。Hemerelycarriedthatbug-catchernonsenseatrifletoofar。Iwouldn\'thavemindedhumoringhimandfoolingaboutitalittle。But,Peter,doyouknowhimquitewell?Areyouverysureofhim?"
"No,"saidPeter,"Idon\'tknowhimwellatall。TheonlythingIamsureabouthimisthatheisdoingwellinhisprofession。
IchosehimbecausehewasanambitiousyoungsterandIthoughtI
couldgetmorecarefulattentionfromhimthanIcouldfromsomeoftheolderfellowswhohadmadetheirreputation。Yousee,therearesuchalotofthingsIwanttoknowaboutinthisbuildingproposition,andthelastfouryearshaven\'tbeenatimeforanymantobecarefulaboutsavinghismoney。"
"Then,"saidLinda,"heisallright,ofcourse。Hemustbe。
ButIthinkI\'mlikeacat。I\'mverycomplacentwithcertainpeople,butwhenIbegintogetgoosefleshandhairpricklesmyheadabit,Irealizethatthereissomethingantagonisticaround,somethingformetobewareof。Iguessit\'sbecauseIamsuchawildcreature。"
"Doyoumeantosay,"saidPeter,"thatthesearethesensationsthatHenrygivesyou?"
Lindanodded。
"NowforgetHenry,"shesaid。"IhavehadsuchabigdayImusttellyouaboutit,andthenwe\'llcometothatlastarticleyouleftme。Ihaven\'thadtimetoputanythingonpaperconcerningityet,butIbelieveIhaveanawfullygoodideainthepaintpot,andI\'llfindtimeinadayortwotoworkitout。Peter,I
havejustcomefromthebank,whereIwasrecognizedasoflegalage,andmyguardiandischarged。AndperhapsIoughttoexplaintoyou,Peter,thatyourfriend,JohnGilman,isnotherebecausethisnightisgoingtobeabadoneforhim。Whenyouknewhimbesthewasengaged,orshouldhavebeen,toMarianThorne。WhenyoumethimthistimehereallywasengagedtoEileen。Idon\'tknowwhatyouthinkaboutEileen。Idon\'tfeellikeinfluencinganyone\'sthoughtconcerningher,soI\'llmerelysaythattodayhasconfirmedaconvictionthatalwayshasbeeninmyheart。
KatycouldtellyouthatlongagoIsaidtoherthatIdidnotbelieveEileenwasmysister。Todayhasbroughtmetheknowledgeandproofpositivethatsheisnot,andtodayshehasgonetosomewealthyrelativesofhermotherinSanFrancisco。Sheexpressedhercontemptforwhatshewasgivingupbyleavingeverything,includingtheexquisitelittlenecklaceofpearlswhichhasbeenadailypartofhersincesheownedthem。Imaybemistaken,butintuitiontellsmethatwiththepearlsandthewardrobeshehasalsodiscardedJohnGilman。IthinkyourfriendwillbesufferingtonightquiteasdeeplyasmyfriendsufferedwhenJohnabandonedheratatimewhenshehadlosteverythingelseinlifebuthermoney。Ifeelverysurethatwewon\'tseeEileenanymore。Ihopeshewillhaveeverylovelythinginlife。"
"Amen,"saidPeterMorrisonearnestly。"IlovedJohnGilmanwhenwewereinschooltogether,butIhavenotbeenabletofeel,sinceIlocatedhere,thatheisexactlythesameJohn;andwhatyouhavetoldmeveryprobablyexplainsthedifferenceinhim。"
WhenKatyannounceddinnerLindaarose。
PeterMorrisonsteppedbesideherandofferedhisarm。Lindarestedherfingertipsuponitandheledhertotheheadofthetableandseatedher。ThenKatyservedamealthat,ifithadbeenpreparedforEileen,shewouldhavedescribedasabanquet。
Shegavethemdelicious,finelyflavoredfood,stimulating,exquisitelycompoundeddrinksthatshehadconcoctedfromtherichfruitsofCaliforniaandmintsandessencesathercommand。
When,atthecloseofthemeal,shebroughtMorrisonsomeofthecigarsEileenkeptforJohnGilman,shesetasecondtraybeforeLinda,andthistraycontainedtwopackages。LindalookedatKatyinquiringly,andKaty,herfacebeaming,noddedhersandyredheademphatically。
"Morebirthdaygiftsyou\'vehavin\',melady,"shesaidinhermellowestIrishvoice。
"More?"marveledLinda。Shepickedupthelargerpackage,andopeningit,foundabeautifulbookinscribedfromherfriendDonald,overwhichshepassedcaressingfingers。
"Why,howlovelyofhim!"shesaid。"Howinthisworlddidheknow?"
KatherineO\'Donovancouldhaveansweredthatquestion,butshedidnot。TheotherpackagewasfromMarian。WhensheopeneditLindalaughedunrestrainedly。
"Whatajoke!"shesaid。"IhadpromisedmyselfthatIwouldnottouchathinginEileen\'sroom,andbeforeIcoulddojusticetoKaty\'slovelydressIhadtogothereforpinsformyhairandpowderformynose。ThisisMarian\'swayoftellingmethatIamalmostawoman。Willyoulookatthis?"
"Well,justwhatisit?"inquiredPeter。
"Hairpins,"laughedLinda,"andhairornaments,andaboxoffacepowder,andthelittle,femininetouchesthatmydressingtableneedsbadly。Howwouldyoulike,Peter,tofinishyourcigarinmyworkroom?"
"Iwouldlikeitimmensely,"saidPeter。
Sotogethertheyclimbedtothetopofthehouse。Lindakneltandmadealittleceremonyoflightingthefirstfireinherfireplace。ShepushedoneofherchairstoonesideforPeter,andtakingtheotherforherself,shesatdownandbegantheprocessofreallybecomingacquaintedwithhim。Twohourslater,ashewasleavingher,Petermadeacircuitoftheroom,scrutinizingthesketchesandpaintingsthatwererapidlycoveringthewalls,andpresentlyhecametothewasp。Helookedatitsocloselythathedidnotmisseventhestinger。Lindastoodbesidehimwhenhemadehisfirstdazedcomment:"Ifthatisn\'tEileen,andtruetothelife!"
"Imusttakethatdown,"saidLinda。"Ididitonenightwhenmyheartwasfullofbitterness。"
"Betterleaveit,"saidPeterdrily。
"DoyouthinkIneeditasawarning?"askedLinda。
Peterturnedandsurveyedherslowly。
"Linda,"hesaidquietly,"whatIthinkofyouhasnotyetbeenwritteninanyofthebooks。"
CHAPTERXXV。BuenaMozaAssoonasPeterhadleftherLindatookherboxofcandyflowersandseveralofherfinestrosesandwenttoKaty\'sroom。ShefoundKatyinabigrockingchair,herfeetonahassock,readingastoryinEverybody\'shome。Whenherdooropenedandshesawheryoungmistressframedinitshetossedthemagazineasideandsprangtoherfeet,butLindamadeherresumeherseat。ThegirlshortenedthestemsoftherosesandputtheminavaseonKaty\'sdresser。
"Theymayclashwithyourcoloringamite,MotherMachree,"shesaid,"butbythemselvestheyareverywonderfulthings,aren\'tthey?"
Lindawentover,anddrawingherdressaside,satdownonthehassockandleaningagainstKaty\'skneeshehelduptheboxofcandyflowersforamazedanddelightedinspection。
"Ah,thefoinegintleman!"criedKaty。"Sure\'twasonlyapapeI
hadwhenyeopenedthebox,an\'Ididn\'tknowhowrarethembeautiesraillywas。"
"Choosetheoneyoulikebest,"saidLinda。
ButKatywouldnottouchthedelicatethings,soLindaselectedabrushyhollyhockforherandthensatatherkneeagain。
"KatherineO\'Donovan,"shesaidsolemnly,"it\'suptoacoupleofyoungthingssuchasweare,strandedontheshoalsofthePacificaswehavebeen,toputourheadstogetherandtakecounsel。You\'reahost,Katy,andwhileIamtakingcareofyou,I\'llbejustdelightedtohaveyougoonlookingafteryourblacksheep;butit\'sgoingtobelonely,forallthat。AfterEileenhastakenherpersonalpossessions,whatdoyousaytofixingupthatroomwiththebelongingsthatMariankept,andinvitinghertomakethatsuiteherhomeuntilsuchtimeasshemayhaveahomeofherownagain?"
"Foine!"criedKaty。"I\'dlovetobehavin\'her。I\'dagreetotakeordersfromMissMarianandtobetakin\'careofherjistalmostthesameasIdoofye,MissLinda。TheonethingIdon\'tlikeaboutitisthatitain\'tfairnorrighttogiveevenMarianthebest。Yebetakin\'thatsuiteyourself,lambie,andgiveMissMarianyourroomallfixedupwithherthings,or,ifyewanthernearer,givehertheguestroomandmakeaguestroomofyours。"
"Iamwillingtofolloweitherofthelattersuggestionsformyself,"saidLinda;"itmightbepleasanttobeacrossthehallfromMarianwherewecouldcallbackandforthtoeachother。I
wouldn\'tmindachangeassoonasIhavetimetogetwhatI\'dneedtomakethechange。I\'lltaketheguestroomformine,andyoumaycallinadecoratorandhavemyroomfreshlydoneandtheguestthingsmovedintoit。"
Katylookedbelligerent。Lindareachedupandtouchedthefrowninglinesonherforehead。
"Brightenyourlovelyfeatureswithasmile,Katherinemedear,"
shesaidgaily。"Don\'tbeforgettingthatthisisourDayofJubilee。Wearefree——Ihopewearefreeforever——frompettyannoyancesanddissatisfactionsandlittle,gallingthingsthatsearthesoulandbringoutalltheworstinhumannature。I
couldn\'tdoanythingtoEileen\'ssuite,notevenifIresortedtotearingoutpartitionsandmakingitnewfromstarttofinish,thatwouldeliminateEileenfromitforme。IfMarianwillgivemepermissiontomoveandinstallherthingsinit,Ithinkshecanuseitwithoutanysuchfeeling,butIcouldn\'t。It\'sagreedthen,Katy,IamtowritetoMarianandextendtoherawelcomeonyourpartaswellasonmine?"
"Thatyemay,lambie,"saidKatyheartily。"And,asthebossusedtobesabin\',justtomakeassurancedoublysure,ifYoU
wouldaddressitformeIwouldbewriting\'abitofalinemyself,conveying\'tohermesentimentsonthesubject。"
"Oh,fine,Katy;Marianwouldbedelighted!"criedLinda,springingup。
"And,Katydear,itwon\'tmakeusfeelanymorelikemourningforEileenwhenItellyouthatitdevelopedatthebankyesterdayandtoday,thatsinceshehasbeenmanaginghouseholdaffairsshehasdepositedinaseparateaccountalltheroyaltiesfromFather\'sbooks。Ihadthoughtthematterclosedatthebankwhenthisfundwasaddedtotheremainderoftheestate,thehouseholdexpensessetasidetoEileen,andtheremainderdividedequallybetweenus。Ididn\'tgettheproofthatshewasnotmysisteruntilafterIcamehome。IthinkitmeansthatIshallhavetogobacktothebank,havethematterreopened,andunlessshecanproduceawillorsomethingprovingthatsheisentitledtoit,itseemstomethatwhatremainsofmyfather\'sestateislegallymine。Ofcourse,ifitdevelopsthathehasmadeanyspecialprovisionforher,sheshallhaveit;otherwise,Katy,we\'llbeinapositiontoinstallyouashousekeeperandputsomelight-footed,capableyoungpersonunderyouforastep-saverinanydirectionyouwanttouseher。Itmeans,too,thatIshallbeabletorepayyourloanimmediatelyandtodothethingsthatIwantedtodoaboutthehouse。"
"NowIain\'tinanyhurryaboutthatmoney,lambie,"saidKaty;
"andyouunderstandofcoursethatthedressyou\'rewearing\'Iamgiven\'ye。"
"Ofcourse,olddear,andyoushouldhaveseenPeterMorrisonlightupandadmireit。Hethinksyouhavewonderfultaste,Katy。"
Katythrewupbothherhands。
"Oh,myLord,lambie!"shecried,aghast。"Wasyoutelling\'himthatthedressyewerewearing\'wasapresentfromyouroldcook?"
"Why,certainlyIwas,"saidLinda,wideeyedwithastonishmeet。
"Whyshouldn\'tI?Iwasproudto。Andnow,olddear,beforeI
go,thebiggestsecretofall。Ihadaletter,Katy,fromtheeditorofEverybody\'sHome,andpeoplelikeourarticles,KatY;
theyaresomethingnowandfolkarelettingtheeditorknowaboutit,andhewantsallIcansendhim。HelikesthepicturesI
make;and,Katy,youwon\'tbelieveittillIshowyoumylittlebankbook,butforthethreealreadypublishedwiththeirillustrationshepaysmefivehundrednice,long,smooth,beautifullydecorated,paperdollars!"
"Judaspraste!"criedKaty,herhandsoncemorealoft。"Yeain\'tmanin\'it,lambie?"
"Yes,Iare,"laughedLinda。"I\'vegotthemoney;andforeachsucceedingthreewiththeirpicturesIamtohavethatmuchmore,andwhenIfinish——nowsteadyyourself,Katy,becausethisisgoingtobeashock——whenIfinish,blessedolddearheart,heisgoingtomakethemintoabook!Thatwillbemyjobforthissummer,andyoushallhelpme,anditwillbeapartofourgreatsecret。Won\'titbethemostfun?"
"Mysoul!"saidKaty。"You\'rejistcrazy。Idon\'tbelaveawordyou\'retelling\'me。"
"ButIcanproveit,becauseIhavetheletterandthebankbook,"saidLinda。
Katythrewherarmsaroundthegirlandkissedthetopofherheadandcriedoverherandlaughedatthesametimeandpattedherandpettedherandendedbysaying:"Oh,lambie,ifonlythemastercouldbeknowin\'it。"
"Buthedoesknow,Katy,"saidLinda。
Shewenttoherroom,removedthebeautifuldressand,arrangingitonahanger,leftitinhercloset。Slippingintoanolddressinggown,sherantoherworkroomandwrotealettertoMarianfromherself。ShetriednottotellMarianthebig,vitalthingthatwasthrobbinginherheartalldayconcerningherwork,thegreatsecretthatmeantsuchawonderfulthingtoher,thethingthatwasbeatinginherheartandflutteringbehindherlipslikeabirdtryingtoescapeitscage;butshecouldtellherindetailofEileen\'sundoubtedremovaltoSanFrancisco;shecouldtellherenoughofthefinancialtransactionsofthedaytomakeherunderstandwhathadbeenhappeninginthepast;andshecouldtellofherlatestinterviewwithJohnGilman。Once,asshesatwithherpenpoised,thinkinghowtophraseasentence,Lindasaidtoherself:"Iwonderinmyheartifhewon\'ttrytocomecrawfishingbacktoMariannow,andifhedoes,Iwonder,oh,howIwonder,whatshewilldo。"Lindashutherlipsverytightandstaredupthroughherskylighttothestars,asshewasfastfallingintoahabitofdoingwhenshewantedinspiration。
"Well,Iknowonething,"shesaidtotheshiningthingsaboveher,"Marianwilldoassheseesfit,ofcourse,butifitwereI,andanymanhaddiscardedmeasJohnGilmandiscardedMarian,incaseheeverwantedtopickmeupagainhewouldfindIwasnotthere。MuchasIplaninmyheartforthehomeandthemanandthelittlepeoplethatIhopetohavesomeday,IwouldgiveupallofthembeforeIwouldbediscardedandre-soughtlikethat;andknowingMarianasIdo,Ihaveaconvictionthatshewillfeelthesameway。FromthethingssheiswritingaboutthisSnowmanIthinkitishighlyprobablethathemayawakesomedaytolearnthatheisnotsodeeplygrievedbutthathewouldliketohaveMariantocomforthiminhisloneliness;andasforhislittlegirlIdon\'tseewherehecouldfindawomanwhowouldrearhermorejudiciouslyandbeautifullythanMarianwould。"
Shefinishedherletter,sealedandstampedit,andthen,takingoutafreshsheet,sheletteredinatthetopofit,"INDIAN
POTATOES"andcontinued:
Andverygoodpotatoestheyare。YouwillfindthesegrowingeverywherethroughoutCalifornia,bloomingfromMaytoJuly,theirsixlong,slender,whitepetalsshadingtogoldatthebase,grayishontheoutside,apollen-ladenpistilupstanding,eightortengold-clubbedstamenssurroundingit,theslenderbrownstembearingadozenormoreofthesedelicateblooms,springinghighfromabaseofleavessometimesnearlytwofeetlongandaninchbroad,wavemargined,spreadinginacirclearoundit。Inthesoiloftheplainsandthedryhillsidesyouwillfindanamazinglylargesolidbulb,thicklyenwrappedinacoatofbrownfiber,thelongthreadsofwhichcanbebraided,theiramazingstrengthmakingthemsuitableforbowstrings,lariats,orropeofanykindthatmustneedsbeimprovisedforuseatthemoment。Thebulbsthemselveshavemanyuses。Crushedandrubbedupinwatertheymakeadelightfulcleansinglather。
Theextractedjuice,whencookeddown,maybeusedasglue。Oftheroastedbulbseffectivepoulticesforbruisesandboilsmaybemade。ItwasanIndiancustomtodamasmallstreamandthrowinmashedAmolebulbs,theeffectofwhichwastostupefythefishsothattheycouldbepickedoutbyhand;allofwhichdoesnotmakeitappearthatthesamebulbwouldserveasanexcellentsubstituteforabakedpotato;butwemustrememberhowourgrandmothersmadestarchfromourpotatoes,usedthemtobreakinthenewironware,andtopurifythelard;whichgoestoprovethatonevegetablemaybevaluableformanypurposes。Amole,whoseponderousscientificnameisChlorogalumpomeridiarum,isatitsbestformypurposeswhenallthechlorophyllfromflowerandstemhasbeendrivenbacktothebulb,anditliesripeandfullymaturedfromlateAugustuntilDecember。
Removethefibrouscoverdowntothesecondorthirdlayerenclosingthebulb。Thesejacketsarenecessaryastheykeepthebulbsfromdryingoutandhavingahardcrust。Roastthemexactlyasyouwouldpotatoes。Whentheycaneasilybepiercedwithasilverforkremovefromtheoven,andserveimmediatelywithanycoursewithwhichyouwouldusebakedpotatoes。
"Andgee,butthey\'regood!"commentedLindaassherereadwhatshehadwritten。
Afterthatsheturnedherattentiontodrawingahillsidewhitenedhereandtherewithamolebloomshowinginitspurityagainstthewarmgrayish-tanbackground。Thewavinggreenleavesranamongbigrocksandoverlappedsurroundinggrowth。AttherightofherdrawingLindasketchedinafinespecimenofmonkeyflower,deepeningtheyellowfromtheheartsoftheamoleliliesforthealmosthumanlittlemonkeyfaces。Ontheleftonegiantspecimenofamole,rearedfromabaseofexquisitelywavingleaves,ranupthesideofthedrawingandbrokeintoanairyandgracefulheadofgold-heartedwhitelilies。ForalongtimeLindasatwithpoisedpencil,studyingherforeground。Whatshouldsheintroducethatwouldbemosttypicalofthelocationandgaveherthedesiredsplashofcontrastingcolorthatsheusedasadistinctivetouchintheforegroundofallherdrawings?
Herpencilflewbusilyafewminuteswhileshesketchedinaflatlygrowingbushofpricklyphlox,settingtheflowerfacesascloselyastheoverlappedscalesofafish,settingthemevenastheygrowinnature;andwhensheresortedtothecolorboxshepaintedthesefacesawonderfulpinkthatwasnotwildrose,notcerise,notlilac,butitmadeonethinkofallofthem。Whenshecouldmakenofurtherimprovementonthissketch,shecarefullystretcheditagainstthewallandtackedituptodry。
AfterwardsheclearedhermentaldecksofalltheworkshecouldthinkofinordertohaveSaturdayfree,becauseSaturdaywasthedayuponwhichshefoundherselfplanninginthebackofhermindthroughoutthestrenuousweek,tosaveforridingtheKing\'sHighwaywithDonaldWhiting。Severaltimesshehadmethimonthewalksorinthehallways,andalwayshehadstoppedtospeakwithherandseveraltimeshehadreferredtothehighhopeinwhichhewaitedforSaturday。LindaalreadyhadheldaconsultationwithKatyonthesubjectofthelunchbasket。Thatmatterbeingsatisfactorilyarranged,therewasnothingforhertodobuttodoubleonherworksothatSaturdaywouldbefree。
FridayeveningLindawascalledfromthedinnertabletothetelephone。SheimmediatelyrecognizedthevoiceinquiringforherasthatofJudgeWhiting,andthenshelistenedbreathlesslywhilehesaidtoher:"YouwillrecognizethatthereisverylittleImaysayoveratelephoneconcerningamattertowhichyoubroughtmyattention。Ihaveaverycompetentmanlookingintothematterthoroughly,andIfindthatyourfearisamplyjustified。Whereveryougoorwhateveryoudo,useparticularcare。Don\'thaveanythingtodowithanystranger。Justusewhatyourjudgmentandcommonsensetellyouisareasonabledegreeofcautionineverydirectionnomatterhowtrivial。Youunderstand?"
"Ido,"saidLindapromptly。"WouldyoupreferthatwedonotgoonanymoreSaturdaytripsatpresent?"
ThelengthoftimethattheJudgewaitedtoanswerprovedthathehadtakentimetothink。
"Ican\'tsee,"hesaidfinally,"thatyouwouldnotbesaferonsuchatripwhereyouaremovingabout,wherenooneknowswhoyouarc,thanyouwouldwhereyouarecommonlyfound。"
"Allrightthen,"saidLinda。"Askthepartyweareconsideringandhewilltellyouwherehewillbetomorrow。Thankyouverymuchforlettingmeknow。Ifanythingshouldoccur,youwillunderstandthatitwassomethingquiteoutofmyrangeoffore-sight。"
"Iunderstand,"saidtheJudge。
WithallcareandmanylovingadmonitionsKatyassistedinthestartmadeearlySaturdaymorning。ThepreviousSaturdayLindahadfeltthatallnaturealongtheroadsheplannedtodrivewouldbeatitsbest,buttheyhadnotgonefaruntilshemodifiedherdecision。Theywereslippingthroughmistsofearlymorning,overlevel,carefullymaderoadslikepavilionfloors。
Ifanyoneobjectioncouldhavebeenmade,itwouldhavebeenthatthemistsofnightwereweightingtooheavilytoearththeperfumefromthebloomingorchardsandmillionsofflowersingardensandalongtheroadside。Atthathourtherewerefewcarsabroad。Lindawasdressedinheroutingsuitofdarkgreen。Shehadremovedherhatandslippeditontheseatbesideher。ShelookedatDonald,awhimsicalexpressiononhermostexpressiveyoungface。
"Pleaseto\'scuseme,"shesaidlightly,"ifIsteponthegasamitewhilewehavetheroadsomuchtoourselvesandaresofamiliarwithit。Later,whenwereachstrangercountryandhavetosharewithothers,we\'llbeforcedtogoslower。"
"Don\'tstintyourspeedonaccountofme,"saidDonald。"IamjustitchingtoknowwhatKittycando。"
"Allright,here\'syourchance,"saidLinda。"Hearherpurr?"
Shesettledherbodyatrifletensely,squaredhershoulders,andgrippedthesteeringwheel。ThensheincreasedthegasandlettheBearCatrolloverthesmoothroadfromLilacValleyrunningsouthintoLosAngeles。Ataspeedthatwasneartoflyingasanon-professionalattains,theyoungsterstraveledthatroad。
Theireyeswereshining;theirbloodwasracing。Untilthepointwhererougherroadsandapproachingtrafficforcedthemtogoslower,theyraced,andwhentheysloweddowntheylookedateachotherandlaughedinmorningdelight。
"Imaynotbeverywise,"saidLinda,"butdidn\'tIdothesmartestthingwhenIletEileenhavethetouringcarandsavedtheBearCatforus?"
"Nothingshortofinspiration,"saidDonald。"TheheightofmyambitionistoownaBearCat。IfFathermakesanymentionofanythingIwouldlikeparticularlytohaveforagraduationpresent,IamcockedandprimedastowhatIshalltellhim。"
"You\'dbettersaveyourselfadisappointment,"saidLindasoberly。"Youwillbestartingtocollegethisfall,andwhenyoudoyouwillbegoneninemonthsoutoftheyear,andIamfairlysureyourfatherwouldn\'tthinkshippingaBearCatbackandforthagoodinvestment,orfurnishingyouonetotaketoschoolwithyou。Hewouldfearyouwouldnevermakeagradethatwouldbeacredittohimifhedid。"
"My!"laughedDonald,"you\'vegotalongheadonyourshoulders!"
"Whenyou\'rethrownonyourownforfourofthelongest,lonesomestyearsofyourlife,youlearntothink,"saidLindasoberly。
ShewastouchingthebeginningofLosAngelestraffic。Latershewasontheopenroadagain。Themistswerethinningandlifting。
Theperfumewasnotsoheavy。Thesheetedwhitenessoftheorangegroveswasbrokenwiththepalerwhiteofplummergingimperceptiblyintothedelicatepinkofapricotandthestrongerpinkofpeach,andthereweredeepgreenorchardsofsmoothwaxenolivefoliageandthelacy-leavedwalnuts。Thencamethecitrusorchardsagain,andallthewayoneitherhandrunningwiththemwerealmostuninterruptedmilesofrosesofeverycolorandkind,andeverywherehomesrangingfromfriendlymansions,allwrittenoverinadorableflowercolorwiththehappyinvitation,"Comeinandmakeyourselfathome,"totinybungalowsalongthewaysidecryingwelcometothisgaypairofyoungstersingreetingsfashionedfromwhiteandpurplewisteria,goldbignonia,everyrosetheworldknows,andmyriadbrilliantannualandperennialflowerfacesgatheredfromthecircumferenceofthetropicalglobeandhomingenthusiasticallyontheKing\'sHighway。
SometimesLindaliftedherhandfromthewheeltowaveapassingsalutetoaparticularlyappealingflowerpicture。Sometimesshewhistledanoteorcriedagreetingtoamockingbird,arosyfinch,orasongsparrow。
"Lookatthepietimber!"shecriedtoDonald,callinghisattentiontoalawnalmostcoveredwithred-wingedblackbirds。
"Fourhundredandtwentymightbebakedinthatpie,"shelaughed。
Thenasubtlechangebegantocreepovertheworld。Thesunpeeredoverthemountainsinquiringly,atimidyoungthing,asifshewereaskingwhatdegreeoflightandwarmththeywouldlikefortheday。Anewbrilliancytingedeveryflowerfaceinthislight,athrobbingecstasymellowedeverybirdnote;theorchardsdroppedfartherapart,meadowsfilledwithgrazingcattleflashedpastthem,theearthyscentoffreshlyturnedfieldsmingledwithflowerperfume,andontheirrightcamedriftinginacoolsaltbreathfromthesea。Atmid-forenoon,astheynearedLaguna,theyranpastgreathills,untouchedsincethedayswhenDavidcried:"Iwillliftupmineeyesuntothehillsfromwhencecomethmyhelp。"Atoneparticularlybeautifulrange,drapedwiththeflowingemeraldofspring,decoratedwithbedsofgoldpoppy,setwithfloweringmadronaandmanzanita,withthegoldofyellowmonkeyflowerortherichredoftherelatedspecies,withspecimensoflupingrowinginsmalltrees,hereandthereadventurousstreamssingingandflashingtheirunexpectedwaytothemotherbreastofthewaitingoceanveryneartotheroadwhichatonesurprisingturncarriedthemtothenever-endingwonderofthetroubledsea,theydroveasslowlyastheBearCatwouldconsenttotravel,sothattheymightstudygreatboulders,hugeasmanyofthebuildingstheyhadpassed,theirfacesscarredbythewrackofages。StudyingtheirancientrecordsonecouldseethattheyhadbeenfamiliarwiththestarthatrestedoverBethlehem。OntheirfaceshadshonethesamemoonthatopenedthehighwaysJourneyingintoDamascus。Theyhadstoodthestormsthathadbeatenupontheworldsincethedayswhenthefloodssubsided,thelandliftedabovethefaceofthewatersingiganticupheavalsthathadrippedthesurfaceoftheglobefromnorthtosouthandforcedupthehills,thefoothills,andthemountainsoftheCoastRange。Theyhadbeenbornthen,theyhadfirstseenthelightofday,inglowing,molten,red-hot,high-piledstreamsoflavathathadgushedforthinthatawfulevolutionofbirth。
SometimesLindastoppedthecar,theyleftit,andclimbedoverthefacesofthesemightyupheavals。OnceLindareachedherhandtoDonaldandcried,halflaughingly,halfintenseearnest:
"Oh,kid,wehavegottohurry。Comparedwiththeageofthese,we\'veonlyafewminutes。It\'sallrighttotalkjestinglyabout\'thecrackofdoom\'butyouknowtherereallywasacrackofdoom,andrighthereiswhereitcrackedandspewedoutthematerialthathardenedintotheseveryrocks。BesidethemIfeelasashrimpmustfeelbesideawhale,andIfeelthatwemusthurry。"
"Andsowemust,"saidDonald。"I\'mhungryasLikeliestwhenhewaitedforthemtofindenoughpeacocktonguestosatisfyhisappetite。"
"Iwonderwhatbrandofhome-brewmadehimthinkofthat,"saidLinda。
"Well,youknow,"saidDonald,"theworldwasonlyasmallishplacethen。Theydidn\'thavetogofartofindeverythingtowhichtheyhadaccess,anditmusthavebeenratheradecenttimeinwhichtolive。Awfullotoflightandcolorandmusicanduniqueentertainment。"
"You\'retalking,"saidLinda,"fromthestandpointofthekingorthemaster。Supposeyouhadlivedthenandhadbeentheslave。"
"Thereyougoagain,"saidDonald,"throwingabrickintothemostdelicatemechanismofmyprofoundthought。YououghttobeashamedtoroundmeupwithsomethingscientificandmaterialisticeverytimeIgoa-glimmering。Don\'tyouthinkthiswouldbeafineplacetohavelunch?"
"Youwaitandseewherewelunchtoday,andyouwillhavetheanswertothat,"saidLinda,startingbacktotheBearCat。
Afewmilesfartherontheyfollowedtheroadaroundthefrowningmenaceofanoverhangingrockandspedoutdirectlytothepanoramaofthesea。Thesunwasshiningonit,but,asalwaysroundtheLagunashore,theriptidewasworkingitselfintounduefury。Itcamedashingupontheancientrocksuntilonecouldeasilyunderstandwhyapoetoflongagowroteofseahorses。Someofthewavesdidsuggestmonstrouswhitechargersracingmadlytoplacetheirfeetuponthesolidrock。
Throughthevillage,upthesteepinclines,pastplacidlakes,pastwavingyellowmustardbeds,besidehighwayswherethebreastplateofMotherEarthgleamedemeraldandrubyagainstthebackgroundofbillionsoftiny,shiningdiamondsoftheiceplant,pasttheoldostrichtreereproducedbyetchersofnotetheworldover,withgrindingbrakes,slidingdownthebreathlessdeclivityleadingtotheshore,Lindastoppedatlastwheretherockwallsliftedsheeralmosttothesky。SheledDonaldtoahugecirclecarpetedwithcerisesandverbena,withpinkandyellowiceplantbloom,withjewellediceplantfoliage,withtherunningblueofthelovelyseadaisy,withthewhiteandpinkoftheseafig,wherethewallswerefestoonedwithferns,lichens,studdedalloverwithflamingOurLord\'sCandles,andstrange,uncanny,grotesqueflowerforms,almosthumanintheirwrithingturnsastheytwistedaroundtherocksandslippedalongclingingtothesheerwalls。Justwherethevegetationmetthewhite,sea-washedsand,LindaspreadtheIndianblanket,andDonaldbroughtthelunchbox。Attheirfeetadventurouswavestorethemselvestofoamonthesharprocks。Ontheirlefttheybrokeinboomingspray,tearingandfrettingthebaseofcliffsthathadstoodimpregnablethroughaeonsofsuchceaselessattackandrepulse。
"Iwonder,"saidDonald,"howitcomesthatIhavelivedallmylifeinCalifornia,andtodayitseemstomethatmostoftheworthwhilethingsIknowaboutherIowetoyou。WhenIgotocollegethiswintert。hethingsIshallbetellingtheboyswillbehowIcouldgainaliving,ifIhadto,onthedesert,inDeathValley,fromthewallsofMultifloresCanyon;andhowthewavesgotosmashontherocksofLaguna,nottomentioncactusfishhooks,mescalsticks,andbrigandbeefsteak。It\'snowondertheartistsofalltheworldcomeherecopyingthesepictures。
It\'snowondertheybuildthesebungalowsandlivehereforyears,unsatisfiedwiththeireffortstoreproducethepicturesoftheMasterPainterofthemall。"
"Iwonder,"saidLinda,"ifanybodyisveryeasilysatisfied。I
wondertodayifEileenissatisfiedwithbeingmerelyrich。I
wonderifwearesatisfiedtohavethisgoldendaytogether。I
wonderifthewhiteswallowsaresatisfiedwiththesea。I
wonderifthoserocksaresatisfiedandproudtostandimpregnableagainsttheconstanttormentofthetide。"
"Iwonder,oh,Lord,howIwonder,"brokeinDonald,"aboutKatherineO\'Donovan\'slunchbox。Ifyouwantapictureofperfeetsatisfaction,Belindabeloved,leadmetoit!"
"Thankheavenyou\'remistaken,"shesaid;"theysparedmethe\'Be\'。It\'strulyjust\'Linda。"\'
"Well,I\'mnotsparingyouthe\'Be——\',"saidDonald,busywiththefasteningsofthelunchbasket。"DidyouhearwhereIusedit?"
"Yes,child,andIlikeitheaps,"saidLindacasually。"It\'sfinetohaveyoulikeme。Awfullyproudofmyself。"
"Youhavetwomembersofourfamilyatyourfeet,"saidDonaldsoberlyashehandedherpackagesfromthebox。"MydadisbeginningtodiscourseonyouwithsuchsignsofintelligencethatIamalmostledtobelieve,fromsomeofhiswildestoutbursts,thathehashadsomepersonalexperienceinsomeway。"
"Andwhynot?"askedLindalightly。"Haven\'tIoftentoldyouthatmyfatherconstantlywentonfishingandhuntingtrips,thathewasagreatcollectorofbotanicalspecimens,thathefrequentlytookhisfriendswithhim?YoumightaskyourfatherifhedoesnotrecallmeashavingfriedfishandmadecoffeeandrenderedhimcampservicewhenIwasaslipofathinginthedawnofmyteens。"
"Well,hedidn\'tjustmentionit,"saidDonald,"butIcan。easilyseehowitmighthavebeen。"
AftertheyhadfinishedoneofKaty\'sinspiredlunches,inwhichalargepartoftheinspirationhadbeenmentalonLinda\'spartandexecutiveonKaty\'s,theyclimbedrockfaces,skirtedwave-beatenpromontories,andstoodpeeringfromoverhangingcliffsdippingdownintothefathomlessgreensea,wherethewaterboiledupinturbulentfury。Lindapointedouttherocksuponwhichshewouldsit,ifshewereamermaid,tocombtheseaweedfromherhair。Shecouldheartheseabellsringinginthosemenacingdepths,butDonald\'searswerenotsofinelytuned。Atthetopofoneofthehighestcliffstheyclimbed,theregrewaclumpofslenderpalegreenbushes,toweringhighabovetheirheadswithexquisitelycutblue-greenleaves,lanceshapedandslender。Donaldlookedatthefascinatinggrowthappraisingly。
"Linda,"hesaid,"doyouknowthattheslimnessandthesheernessandtheaudaciousfootholdandthebeautyofthatthingremindmeofyou?Itiscoveredalloverwiththedelicatefrostbloomyoutaughtmetoseeuponfruit。Ifinditeverywherebutyouhavenevertoldmewhatitis。"
Lindalaughinglyreachedupandbrokeasprayofgreenish-yellowtubularflowers,curvingoutlikeclusteredtrumpetsspillingmelodyfromtheirflutedthroats。
"Youwillseeiteverywhere。Youwillfindtheseflowerseverymonthoftheyear,"shesaid,"andIamparticularlygladsomethatthisplantremindsyouofme。Ilovethebluish-green\'bloom\'ofitssheerfoliage。Ilovethemusictheseflowertrumpetsmaketome。Ilovethewayithastraveled,Godknowshow,allthewayfromtheArgentineandspreaditselfoverourcountrywhereveritisallowedfooting。Iamgladthatthereissoothinginthesedriedleavesforthosewhorequireit。Ishallbedelightedtosetmysealonyouwithit。TherearetwolittleSpanishwordsthatitsuggeststotheMexican——Buenamoza——butyoushallfindoutforyourselfwhattheymean。"
Encounteringhisfatherthatnightathislibrarydoor,DonaldWhitingsaidtohim:"MayIcomein,Dad?IhavesomethingI
mustlookupbeforeIsleep。HaveyouaSpanishlexicon,ornodoubtyouhavethisinyourhead。"
"Well,I\'veahaltingvocabulary,"saidtheJudge。"What\'syourphrase?"
"Lindaputthisfloweronmetoday,"saidDonald,"andshesaidshewaspleasedbecauseIsaidthetall,slenderbushitgrewonremindedmeofher。ShegavemetheSpanishname,butIdon\'tknowtheexactsignificanceofthedecorationIamwearinguntilIlearnthemeaningofthephrase。"
"Trymeonit,"saidtheJudge。
"\'Buenamoza,"\'quotedDonald。
TheJudgethrewbackhisheadandlaughedheartily。
"Son,"hesaid,"youshouldknowthatfromtheLatinyou\'relearning。Youshouldtranslateitinstinctively。Icouldn\'ttellyouexactlywhetheraSpaniardwouldtranslate\'Buena\'
\'fine\'or\'good。\'Knowingtheirhigh-falutin\'renditionofalmosteverythingelseIwouldtakemychanceon\'fine。\'Son,yourphrasemeans\'afinegirl。\'"
Donaldlookeddownattheflowerinhisbuttonhole,andthenhelookedstraightathisfather。
"AndonlytheLordknows,Dad,"hesaidsoberly,"exactlyhowfineLinda-girlis。"
CHAPTERXXVI。AMouseNestLINDADEAREST:
Iamdelightedthatyouhadsuchawonderfulbirthday。Iwouldtakeashotinairthatanythingyoudon\'tunderstandaboutityoumightwithreasonablesafetychargetoKatherineO\'Donovan。
IthinkitwasgreatofhertohaveasuitableandabecomingdresswaitingforyouandacongenialmanlikePeterMorrisontodinewithyou。Heappealedtomeasbeingararecharacter,highlyoriginal,and,Ishouldthink,tothosewhoknowhimwellhemustbeentertainingandlovableintheextreme。InevershallbeworriedaboutyousolongasIknowthatheistakingcareofyou。
IshouldnotbesurprisedifsomedayImeetEileensomewhere,becauseDanaandIaregoingaboutmorethanyouwouldbelievepossible。Iheartilyjoinwithyouinwishinghereverygoodthatlifecanbringher。Idon\'twanttobepessimistic,butI
can\'thelpfeeling,Linda,thatsheistakingapoorwaytowinthebest,andIgravelydoubtwhethershefindsitinthespendingofunlimitedquantitiesofthemoneyofacoarsemanwhostumbleduponhisrichesaccidentally,ashasmanyamanofCaliforniaandColorado。
Iintended,whenIsatdowntowrite,theveryfirstthingI
said,tothankyouforyourwonderfulinvitation,secondedsoloyallyandcordiallybyKaty,tomakemyhomewithyouuntilthetimecomes——ifiteverdoescome——whenIshallhaveahomeofmyownagain。Andjustassimplyandwholeheartedlyasyoumadetheoffer,Iacceptit。Iamenclosingtheaddressandthereceiptformyfurnitureinstorage,andafewlinesorderingitdeliveredatyourhouseandthebillsenttome。IonlykeptafewheirloomsandthingsofMother\'sandFather\'sthatareveryprecioustome。WheneverEileentakesherthingsyoucanordermineinandletmeknow,andI\'lltakeadayortwooffandrundownforashortvisit。
MentioningEileenmakesmethinkofJohn。IthinkofhimmorefrequentlythanIintendorwishthatIdid,butIfeelmyninthlifeisnowpermanentlyextinguishedconcerninghim。IthoughtI
detectedinyourletter,Lindadear,ahintoffearthathemightcomebacktomeandthatImightwelcomehim。Ifyouhaveanysuchfeelinginyourheart,abandonit,child,because,whileI
trynottotalkaboutmyself,IdowanttosaythatIrejoiceinafamilyinheritanceoflegitimatepride。Icouldn\'tgivethefinestloyaltyandcomradeshipIhadtogivetoaman,haveitreturneddisdainfully,andthenfurbishupthepiecesandpresentitoveragain。IfIcanpatchthosesamepiecesandsopolishandrefinethemthatIcanmakethem,intheoldphrase,"asgoodasnew,"possiblyintime-
But,Linda,onethingiscertainasthehillsofmorning。Neverinmylifewillanymanmakeanyheadwaywithmeagainwithvaguesuggestionsandinnuendoesandhints。Ifeveranymanwantstobeanythinginmylife,hewillspeakplainlyandsaywhathewantsandthinksandhopesandintendsandfeelsinnotmorethantwo-syllableEnglish。Ilearnedmylessonaboutthefutilityofbuildingyourhouseofdreamsonafoundationofsand。NexttimeIerectadreamhouse,itisgoingtohaveaproperfoundationofsolidgranite。AndthatmayseemaqueerthingformetosaywhenyouknowthatIamgettingthejoyinmylife,thatIdonothesitatetoadmitIam,fromletterswrittenbyamanwhosenameIdon\'tknow。ItmaybethatIdon\'tknowtheman,butI
certainlyamverywellacquaintedwithhim,andinsomewayheseemstometobetakingonmoredefiniteform。IshouldnotbesurprisedifIweretorecognizehimthefirsttimeImethimfacetoface。