Her Fathers Daughter

第5章

AstheBearCattraversedLilacValley,LindawaspointingoutPeterMorrison\'slocation。ShewastellingDonaldWhitingwheretofindPeter\'sarticles,andwhatafinemanhewas,andthathehadpromisedtothinkhowhecouldhelpwiththeirplantomakeofDonaldabetterscholarthanwasOkaSayye。

"Well,Icallthatmightydecentofastranger,"saidDonald。

"ButheisscarcelymoreofastrangerthanIam,"answeredLinda。"Heisawriter。Heisinterestedinhumanity。It\'sthebusinessofeverymaninthisworldtoreachoutandhelpeveryboywithwhomhecomesincontactintothebiggest,finestmanhoodpossible。Heonlyknowsthatyou\'reaboytacklingabigjobthatmeansmuchtoeverywhiteboytohaveyousucceedwith,andforthatreasonhe\'sjustasinterestedasIam。Maybe,whenwecomeinthisevening,I\'llrunuptohisplace,andyoucantalkitoverwithhim。Ifyourfatherhelpedyouatoneangle,it\'saltogetherprobablethatPeterMorrisoncouldhelpyouatanother。"

DonaldWhitingrubbedhiskneereflectively。HewassittinghalfturnedinthewideseatsothathemightwatchLinda\'shandsandherfacewhileshedrove。

"Well,that\'sallright,"hesaidheartily。"YoucanwritemedownaswillingandanxioustotakeallthehelpIcanget,forit\'sgoingtobenomicroscopicjob,thatIcantellyou。OneweekhaswakeduptheJaptothefactthatthere\'ssomethingdoing,andhe\'sdigginginandhasbegun,thelastdayortwo,tospeakupinclassandsuggestthingshimself。SinceI\'vebeenstudyinghimandwatchinghim,IhavecometotheconclusionthatheismucholderthanIam。SomethinghesaidinclassyesterdaymademethinkhehadprobablyhadthebestschoolingJapancouldgivehimbeforehecamehere。Thenexttimeyoumeethimlookforasuspicionofgrayhairsaroundhisears。He\'stooblamedcomprehensivefortheaverageboyofmyage。YousaidtheJapswerethebestimitatorsintheworldandIhaveanideainthebackofmyheadthatbeforeIgetthroughwithhim,OkaSayyeisgoingtoproveyourproposition。"

LindanoddedassheshottheBearCatacrossthestreetcartracksandheadedtowardthedesert。Theenginewaspurringsoftlyasitwarmedup。Thecarwasrunningsmoothly。Thesunofearlymorningwasshiningonthemthroughbracing,salt,coolair,andeveninthevalleythelarkswerebusy,andthemockingbirds,andfromeverywaysidebushtherosyfinchesweresinging。Alltheworldwascomingtotheexquisitebloomofahalf-tropicalcountry。Upfromearthswepttheheavyodorsofbloomingcitrusorchards,millionsofroses,andtheoverpoweringsweetnessofgardensandcultivatedflowers;whiledownfromthemountainsrolledthedelicatebreathofthemistybluelilac,thepungentodorofCaliforniasage,andthespicysweetofthelemonadebush。Theyweretwoyoungthings,freefortheday,flyingdownaperfectroad,adventuringwithProvidence。TheyhadonlygoneafewmileswhenDonaldWhitingtookoffhishat,stuffeditdownbesidehim,andthrewbackhishead,shakinghishairtothewindinagesturesosoontobecomefamiliartoLinda。Sheglancedacrossathimandfoundhimlookingather。Asmilebrokeoverherlips。Oneofhermostspontaneouslaughsbubbledupinherthroat。

"Topping,isn\'tit!"shecriedgaily。

"It\'sthebestthingthateverhappenedtome,"answeredDonaldWhitinginstantly。"OurcarisamightygoodoneandDadisn\'tmeanaboutlettingmedriveit。Icantakeitfrequentlyandcanhaveplentyofgasandtakemycrowd;butlordy,Idon\'tbelievethere\'saboyorgirllivingthatdoesn\'tjustpositivelygroanwhentheyseeoneoftheselittlegrayBearCatsgolopingpast。

AndIneverevenhadarideinonebefore。Ican\'tgetoverthefactthatit\'syours。Itwouldn\'tseemsofunnyifitbelongedtooneofthefellows。"

Withsteadyhandandgraduallyincreasingspeed,LindaputtheBearCatovertheroadsofearlymorning。Sometimesshestoppedintheshadeofpepper,eucalyptus,orpalm,wherethelarkswerespecializingintheirage-oldoffertory。Andthenagaintheywentracinguntiltheyreachedtherealdesert。Lindaranthecarundertheshadeofatallclumpofbloom-whitenedalders。

Shetookoffherhat,loosenedthehairathertemples,andlookedoutacrossthelongmorningstretchofdesert。

"It\'sjustbeginningtobegood,"shesaid。Shebeganpointingwithherslenderhand。"Thatgleamyouseeoverthereisthegoldofasmallclumpofearlypoppies。Thepurplebeyonditislupin。Alltheseexquisitecolorsonthefloorarebirds\'-eyesandbabyblueeyes,andthemistywhitehereandthereisforget-me-not。Itwon\'tbelongtilthousandsandthousandsofyuccaplantswilllighttheirtorchesalloverthedesertandallthealdersshowtheirlacymist。OfcourseyouknowhowexquisitelytheSpaniardsnamedtheyucca\'OurLord\'sCandles。\'

Isn\'tthattheprettiestnameforaflower,andisn\'tittheprettiestthought?"

"Itcertainlyis,"answeredDonald。

"Hadanyexperiencewiththedesert?"Lindaaskedlightly。

"Huntedsagehenssome,"answeredDonald。

"Oh,well,that\'llbeallright,"saidLinda。"Iwonderedifyou\'dgomurderingyourselflikeatenderfoot。"

"What\'stheuseofallthisartillery?"inquiredDonaldashesteppedfromthecar。

"Betterputonyourhat。You\'retallerthanmostofthebushes;

you\'llfindslightshade,"cautionedLinda。"Theuseispurelyamatterofself-protection。Thedeserthasgotsuchadevilofafightforexistence,withoutshadeandpracticallywithoutwater,thatitcan\'taffordtotakeanyotherchanceofextermination,andsoitprotectsitselfwithneedleshereandspearsthereandsabersatotherplacesandrootsthatstrikedowntoChinaeverywhere。Firstthingwearegoingtogetissomesoap。"

"Greathat!"exclaimedDonald。"Ifyouwantedsoapwhydidn\'tyoubringsome?"

"Forallyouknow,"laughedLinda,"Imaybegoingtoeducationyouupalittle。DareyoutotellmehowmanykindsofsoapI

canfindtodaythattheIndiansused,andwhereIcanfindit。"

"Couldn\'ttellyouonetosavemylife,"saidDonald。

"Andbornandrearedwithinafewmilesofthedesert!"scoffedLinda。"NiceIndianyou\'dmake。Wetakeourchoicetodaybetweenfindingdeer-brushanddiggingforamole,becausethemockorangesaren\'tripeenoughtobeniceandsoapyyet。I\'vegotthedeer-brushspotted,andwe\'llpassanamolebeforewegoveryfar。Lookforawavyblue-greenleaflikeawidebladeofgrassandcominguplikealily。"

Sotogethertheywenttothedeer-brushandgatheredabunchofflowersthatLindaboundtogetherwithsomewirydesertgrassandfastenedtoherbelt。ItwasnotlongbeforeDonaldspiedanamole,andhavingfoundone,discoveredmanyothersgrowingnear。

ThenLindaledthewaypastthornsandbrush,pastimpenetrablebedsofcholla,untiltheyreachedahugebarrelcactusthatshehadlocatedwiththeglasses。BesidethisbristlingmonstrousgrowthLindapaused,andreachedfortheaxe,whichDonaldhandedtoher。Shedrewitlightlyacrossthearmorprotectingtheplant。

"ShortofVictrolaneedles?"sheinquired。"Becauseifyouare,thesemakeexcellentones。Alotmoresingingqualitytothemthanthesteelneedles,notnearlysometallic。"

"Well,Iamsurelygoingtotrythat,"saidDonald。"Neverheardofsuchathing。"

Lindachoppedoffasectionofplant。Thenshepickedoneoftheknivesfromthebucketandhandedittohim。

"Allright,yougetwhatyouwant,"shesaid,"whileIoperateonthebarrel。"

Shesetherfeetfirmlyinthesand,swungtheaxe,andwithacoupleofdeftstrokesslicedoffthetopofthehugeplant,andfromtheheartofitlifteduphalfabucketfulofthejuicyinterior,withherdipper。

"Ifwedidn\'thavedrink,hereiswherewewouldgetit,andmightygooditis,"shesaid,pushingdownwiththedipperuntilsheformedasmallpoolintheheartoftheplantwhichrapidlyfilled。"Haveataste。"

"Jove,thatisgood!"saidDonald。"Whatareyougoingtodowithit?"

"Showyoulater,"laughedLinda。"ThinkI\'lltakeasipmyself。"

Thenbyaroundaboutroutetheystartedontheirreturntothecar。OnceLindastoppedandgatheredasmallbunchofanextremelycuriouslittleplantspreadingovertheground,atinyreddishvinewithquaintroundleavesthatlookedasifadropofwhitepaintrimmedwithmaroonhadfallenoneachofthem。

"Ineversawthatbefore,"saidDonald。"Whatareyougoingtodowithit?"

"Useitonwhicheverofusgetsthefirstsnakebite,"saidLinda。"Thatisrattlesnakeweedandifapoisonoussnakebitesyou,scoreeachsideofthewoundwiththecleanest,sharpestknifeyouhaveandthenbruisetheplantandbinditonwithyourhandkerchief,andforgetit。"

"Isthatwhatyoudo?"inquiredDonald。

"Whysure,"saidLinda,"thatiswhatIwoulddoifasnakeweresoungallantastobiteme,buttheredoesn\'tseemtobemuchoftheantagonisticelementinmynature。Idon\'tgothroughthedesertexhalingtheodoroffright,andsosnakesliequiescentorslipawaysosilentlythatIneverseethem。"

"Nowwhatonearthdoyoumeanbythat?"inquiredDonald。

"WhythatistheveryfirstlessonDaddyevertaughtmewhenhetookmetothemountainsandthedesert。Ifyouareafraid,yoursystemthrowsoffformicacid,andtheanimalsneedonlythesuspicionofascentofittomakethemreadytofight。Anyanimalyouencounterorevenabee,recognizesit。OneofthefirstthingsthatIrememberaboutDaddywasseeinghimsitontherunningboardoftherunaboutbucklinguphisdesertbootswhilehesangtome,\'LetnotyourheartbetroubledNeitherletitbeafraid,\'

ashegotreadytotakemeonhisbackandgointothedesertforourfirstlesson;hetoldmethatamanwasperfectlysafeingoingtotheforestorthedesertoranywherehechoseamonganykindofanimalsifhehadsufficientself-controlthatnoodoroffearemanatedfromhim。Hesaidthatamanwassafetomakehiswayanywherehewantedtogo,ifhestartedhisjourneybyrecognizingabloodbrotherhoodwithanythinglivinghewouldmeetontheway;andIhaveheardEnosMillssaythatwhenhewassnowinspectorofColoradohetraveledthecrestoftheRockiesfromoneendofthestatetotheotherwithoutagunoranymeansofself-defense。"

"Now,thatissomethingnewtothinkabout,"saidDonald。

"Andit\'ssomethingthatisverytrue,"saidLinda。"Ihaveseenitworktimeswithoutnumber。FatherandIwentquietlyupthemountains,throughthecanyons,acrossthedesert,andwewouldneverseeasnakeofanykind,butrepeatedlywewouldseemenwithgunsanddogsouttokill,totrespassontherightsofthewild,andtheywouldbehuntingforsticksandclubsandfiringtheirgunswherewehadpassedneverthinkingoflurkingdanger。

Ifyoustartoutinaccord,atonewithNature,you\'requiteassafeasyouareathome,sometimesmoreso。Butifyoustartouttostirupafight,theoccasionisveryrareonwhichyoucan\'tsucceed。"

"Andthatremindsme,"saidDonald,withalaugh,"thataweekagoIcametostartafightwithyou。Whathasbecomeofthatfightweweregoingtohave,anyway?"

"Youcansearchme,"laughedLinda,throwingoutherhandsinagracefulgesture。"There\'snotascrapoffightinmysystemconcerningyou,butifOkaSayyewerehavingafightwithyouandIwereanywherearound,you\'dhaveonefriendwhowouldhelpyoutohandletheJap。"

DonaldlookedatLindathoughtfully。

"Bythegreathocus-pocus,"hesaid,"youknow,Ibelieveyou。

IftwofellowswerehavingapitchedbattlemostofthegirlsI

knowwouldquietlyfaintorrun,butIdobelievethatyouwouldstandbyandhelpafellowifheneededit。"

"ThatIsurelywould,"saidLinda;"butdon\'tyousay\'mostofthegirlsIknow\'andthenmakeastatementlikethatconcerninggirls,becauseyouprovethatyoudon\'tknowthematall。Afewyearsago,IverydistinctlyrecallhowangrymanywomenwereatthislineinoneofKipling\'spoems:

Thefemaleofthespeciesismoredeadlythanthemale,andtherewasnothingtoitsavethatagreatpoetwastryingtopaywomanhoodeverywherethefinestcomplimentheknewhow。Healwayshasbeenfundamentalinhisprocessofthought。Hegetsrightbacktotheheartofprimalthings。Whenhewrotethatlinehewasnotreallythinkingthattherewasanastypoisonintheheartofawomanordeathinherhands。Whathewasthinkingwasthatinthejunglethefemalelionortigerorjaguarmustgoandfindaparticularlysecludedcaveandbearheryoungandraisethemtobequiteactivekittensbeforesheleadsthemout,becausethereisdangerofthebloodthirstyfathereatingthemwhentheyaretinyandhelpless。Andifperchanceamalefindsthecaveofhismateandhertinyyoungandentersittodomischief,thenthereisnorecordedinstanceIknowofinwhichthefemale,fightingindefenseofheryoung,hasnotbeen\'moredeadlythanthemale。\'Andthatistheoriginofthemuch-discussedlineconcerningthefemaleofthespecies,anditholdsgoodfairlywelldownthelineofthewild。It\'seventrueamongsuchtinythingsasguineapigsandcanarybirds。Thereisamotherelementintheheartofeverygirl。Daddyusedtosaythathalfthewomenintheworldmarriedthementheydidbecausetheywantedtomotherthem。Youcan\'ttellwhatisinawoman\'sheartbylookingather。Youmustbringherfacetofacewithanemergencybeforeyoucansaywhatshe\'lldo,butIwouldbeperfectlywillingtostakemylifeonthis:Thereisscarcelyagirlyouknowwhowouldseeyougettingtheworstofafight,saywithOkaSayye,orsomeonewhomeanttokillyouorinjureyou,whowouldnotpickupthefirstweaponshecouldlayherhandson,whetheritwasanaxeorastickorastone,andgotoyourdefense,andifshehadnothingelsetofightwith,Ihaveheardofwomenwhoputupratheratidybattlewiththeirclaws。

Soundsprimitive,doesn\'tit?"

"Itsoundstrue,"saidDonaldreflectively。"Isee,younglady,whereoneisgoingtohavetomeasurehiswordsandthinkbeforehetalkstoyou。"

"Prettythought!"saidLindalightly。"We\'llhaveagreattimeifyoumuststoptoconsidereverywordbeforeyousayit。"

"Well,anyway,"saidDonald,"whenarewegoingtohavethatfightwhichwasthepurposeofourcomingtogether?"

"Why,we\'renotevergoingtohaveit,"answeredLinda。"Ihavegotnothinginthisworldtofightwithyouaboutsinceyou\'redoingyourlevelbesttobeatOkaSayye。Ihavewatchedyourheadabovetheremainderofyourclassforthreeyearsandwantedtofightwithyouonthatpoint。"

"Nowthat\'saqueerthing,"saidDonald,"becauseIhavewatchedyouforthreeyearsandwantedtofightwithyouaboutyourdrygoods,andnowsinceI\'veknownyouonlysuchashortwhile,I

don\'tcaretwowhoopswhatyouwear。It\'samatterofperfectindifferencetome。YoucanwearFrenchheelsorbabypumps,orgobarefoot。Youwouldstillbeyou。"

"Isitatruce?"askedLinda。I

"No,ma\'am,"saidDonald,"it\'snotatruce。Thatimplieswarandwehaven\'tfought。It\'snotarmedneutrality;it\'snotevenwatchfulwaiting。It\'smyfriend,LindaStrong。Meforherandherforme,ifyousayso。"

Hereachedouthishand。Lindalaidhersinit,andlookingintohiseyes,shesaid:"Thatisacompact。We\'lltestthisfriendshipbusinessandseewhatthereistoit。Nowcomeon;

let\'srunforthecanyon。"

ItwasonlyashorttimeuntiltheBearCatfolloweditstrailofthepreviousSaturday,and,rushingacrossthestream,stoppedatitsformerrestingplace,whileLindaandDonaldsatlookingatthesheer-walledlittleroombeforethem。

"Icansee,"saidLinda,"astrongertingeinthegreen。Therearemoreflowersinthecarpet。Thereismoremelodyinthebirds\'song。WearegoingtohaveabettertimethanwehadlastSaturday。Firstlet\'sfixupouroldfurnace,becausewemusthaveafiretoday。"

Sotheyleftthecar,andunderLinda\'sdirectiontheyreconstructedtheoldfireplaceatwhichthegirlandherfatherhadcookedwhenbotanizinginMultiflores。Inacornersecludedfromwind,usingthewallofthecanyonforabackwall,bigboulderstherightdistanceapartoneachside,andsmallstonesforchinking,Lindasuperintendedtherebuildingofthefireplace。

Sheunpackedthelunchbox,setthetable,andwhenshehadeverythinginreadinessshecoveredthetable,andtakingapackage,shecarrieditonacoupleofaluminiumpiepanstowhereherfirewasburningcrisply。Withasmallfieldaxeshechoppedacoupleofsmallgreenbranches,pointedthemtoherliking,andpeeledthem。Thenshemadeapokerfromoneofthesaplingstheyhadusedtomovetherocks,andbeatdownherfireuntilshehadabrightbedofdeepcoals。Whenthesewerearrangedexactlytohersatisfaction,shepulledsomespraysofdeerweedbloomfromherbundleand,goingdowntothecreek,madealatherandcarefullywashedherhands,tuckingthetowelsheusedindryingthemthroughherbelt。Thenshecamebacktothefireand,sittingdownbesideit,openedthepackageandbeganheroperations。Onthelong,slendersticksshestrungapieceoftenderloinbeef,aboutthreeinchesincircumferenceandonefourthofaninchinthickness,thenhalfasliceofbacon,andthenasliceofonion。Thissherepeateduntilherskewerwouldbearnomoreweight。Thenshelaiditacrosstherockswallingherfire,occasionallyturningitwhileshefilledthesecondskewer。Thenshebroughtfromthecarthebucketofpulpshehadtakenfromthebarrelcactus,transferredittoapieceofcheeseclothanddeftlyextractedthejuice。Tothissheaddedthecontentsofathermosbottlecontainingapintofsugarthathadbeenbroughttotheboilingpointwithapintofwaterandpouredoversomechoppedspearminttowhichhadbeenaddedthejuiceofhalfadozenlemonsandthreeorfouroranges。Fromasmall,metal-linedcompartment,Lindatookachunkoficeanddroppeditintothismixture。

Shewassittingontheground,onefootdoubledunderher,theotherextended。Shehadtakenoffherhat;thewindandthebusheshadroughenedherhair。Exercisehadbroughtdeepredtohercheeksandherlips。Happinesshadbroughtamellowglowtoherdarkeyes。Shehadturnedbackhersleeves,andherslenderhandswerefascinatinglygracefulintheirdefthandlingofeverythingshetouched。TheywereasecondeditionofthehandswithwhichAlexanderStronghadfeltoutdefectivenervesystemsandmadedelicatemuscularadjustments。Shewaswhollyabsorbedinwhatshewasdoing。SittingontheblanketacrossfromherDonaldWhitingwaswhollyabsorbedinherandhewasthinking。

Hewasplanninghowhecouldpleaseher,howhecouldearnherfriendship。Hewasadmittingtohimselfthathehadverylittle,ifanything,toshowforhoursoftimethathehadspentindancing,atcardgames,beachpicnics,andraces。Allthesethingshadbeenamusing。Buthehadnothingtoshowforthetimehehadspentorthemoneyhehadwasted。NothinghadhappenedthatinanywayequippedhimforhisbattlewithOkaSayye。

Conversely,thisgirl,whomhehadresented,whomhehadcriticized,whohadclaimedhisnoticeonlybyherradicaldifferencefromtheothergirls,hadmanaged,duringthefewminuteshehadfirsttalkedwithherinthehall,towoundhispride,tospurhisambition,tostarthimonacoursethatmustendinlastingandmaterialbenefittohimevenifhefailedinmakingahigherrecordofscholarshipthanOkaSayye。Itwasverycertainthattheexercisehewasgivinghisbrainmustbebeneficial。Hehadlearnedmanythingsthatwereintenselyinterestingtohimandhehadnoteventouchedthesurfaceofwhathecouldseethatshehadbeentaughtbyherfatherorhadlearnedthroughexperienceandpersonalinvestigation。Shehadbeencomingtothemountainsandthecanyonsalone,forfouryearsdoingbyherselfwhatshewouldhavedoneunderherfather\'ssupervisionhadhelived。Thatarguedforsteadfastnessandstrengthofcharacter。Shewouldnotutteronewordofflattery。Shewouldsaynothingshedidnotmean。Watchingherintently,DonaldWhitingthoughtofallthesethings。Hethoughtofwhatshehadsaidaboutfightingforhim,andhewonderedifitreallywastruethatanygirlheknewwouldfightforhim。Hehardlybelieveditwhenherememberedsomeofhisfriends,soentirelydevotedtopersonaladornmentandpersonalgratification。ButLindahadsaidthatallwomenwerealikeintheirhearts。Sheknewaboutotherthings。Shemustknowaboutthis。Maybeallwomenwouldfightfortheiryoungorfortheirmen,butheknewofnoothergirlwhocoulddriveaBearCatwiththeprecisionandskillwithwhichLindadrove。Heknewnoothergirlwhowasmasterofthesecretsofthedesertandthecanyonsandthemountains。Certainlyheknewnoothergirlwhowouldtugatgreatbouldersandbuildafireplaceandriskburningherfingersandscorchingherfacetoprepareamealforhim。SohewatchedLindaandsohethought。

Atfirsthethoughtshewasthefinestpalaboyeverhad,andthenhethoughthowhemeanttoworktoearnandkeepherfriendship;andthen,asthefirereddenedLinda\'scheeksandshemaderunningcommentswhileshedeftlyturnedherskewersofbrigandbeefsteak,foodthathalftheBoyScoutsinthecountryhadbeeneatingforfouryears,therecameanideawithwhichhedallieduntilitgrewintoaluringvision。

"Linda,"heaskedsuddenly,"doyouknowthatoneofthesedaysyou\'regoingtobeabeautifulwoman?"

Lindaturnedherskewerswithintenseabsorption。Atfirsthealmostthoughtshehadnotheardhim,butatlastshesaidquietly:"Doyoureallythinkthatispossible,Donald?"

"You\'relovelyrightnow!"answeredtheboypromptly。

"Forgoodness\'sake,haveaneyesingletoyourrecordfortruthandveracity,"saidLinda。"Doesn\'tthisbegintosmellzippy?"

"Itcertainlydoes,"saidDonald。"It\'smakingmeravenous。Buthonest,Linda,youareaprettygirl。"

"Honest,yourfoot!"saidLindascornfully。"Iamnotaprettygirl。IamleanandbonyandI\'vegotabeakwhereIshouldhaveanose。Speakingofprettygirls,mysister,Eileen,isaprettygirl。Sheisadownrightbeautifulgirl。"

"Yes,"saidDonald,"sheis,butshecan\'tholdacandletoyou。

Howdidshelookwhenshewasyourage?"

"Ican\'trememberEileen,"saidLinda,"whenshewasnotexquisitelydressedandthinkingmoreabouttakingcareofhershoesthananythingelseintheworld。Ican\'trememberherwhenshewasnotcurled,andevenwhenshewasatinythingMotherputadustofpowderonhernose。Shesaidherskinwassodelicatethatitcouldnotbearthesun。Shenevercouldrunorplayormotormuchordoanything,becauseshehasalwayshadtobesavedforthesolepurposeofbeingexquisitelybeautiful。Talkaboutliliesofthefield,that\'swhatEileenis!Sheisanimprovementontheoriginallilyofthefield——she\'salilyofthedrawingroom。Me,now,I\'mmoreofaJoshuatree。"

DonaldWhitinglaughed,asLindaintendedthatheshould。

Aminuteafterwardsheslidthesavoryfoodfromaskewerupononeofthepiepans,tossedbackthecoverfromthelittletable,stackedsomebread-and-buttersandwichesbesidethemeatandhandedthepantoDonald。

"Fallto,"shesaid,"andprovethatyou\'reamanwithanappreciativetummy。Fatherusedtobepositivelyravenousforthisstuff。Ilikeitmyself。"

Sheslidthefoodfromthesecondskewertoapanforherself,settledthefiretohersatisfactionandtheybegantheirmeal。

PresentlyshefilledacupfromthebucketbesideherandhandedittoDonald。Atthesametimesheliftedanotherforherself。

"Here\'stothebarrelcactus,"shesaid。"Maythedesertgrowenoughofthemsothatwe\'llneverlackonewhenwewanttohaveaSaturdaypicnic。"

Laughinglytheydrankthistoast;andtheskewerswerefilledasecondtime。Whentheycouldeatnomoretheypackedawaythelunchthings,buriedthefire,tooktheaxeandthefieldglasses,andstartedonatripofexplorationdownthecanyon。

Togethertheyadmireddelicateandexquisitefernsgrowingaroundgreatgrayboulders。Donaldtastedhunters\'rockleek,andlearnedthatanyhefoundwhileonahuntingexpeditionwouldfurnishasplendidsubstituteforwater。Lindatoldhimofrareflowersshelackedandwhattheywerelikeandhowhewouldbeabletoidentifywhatshewantedincaseheshouldeverfindanywhenhewasouthuntingorwithhisotherfriends。Theypeepedintothenestingplacesofcanyonwrensanddovesandfinches,andlistenedtotheexquisitecourtingsongsofthebirdswhoseheartswerealmostburstingwiththeexuberanceofspringandthejoyofhomemaking。Whentheyweretiredouttheywentbacktothediningroomandafterrestingatime,theymadeasupperfromtheremnantsoftheirdinner。WhentheywereseatedinthecarandLinda\'shandwasonthesteeringwheel,Donaldreachedacrossandcovereditwithhisown。

"Waitabit,"hesaid。"BeforeweleavehereIwanttoaskyouaquestionandIwantyoutomakemeapromise。"

"Allright,"saidLinda。"What\'syourquestion?"

"Whatisthere,"saidDonald,"thatIcandothatwouldgiveyousuchpleasureasyouhavegivenme?"

Lindacouldjestonoccasions,butbynatureshewasaseriousperson。ShelookedatDonaldreflectively。

"Why,Ithink,"shesaidatlast,"thathavingafriend,havingsomeonewhounderstandsandwhocaresforthethingsIdo,andwholikestogotothesameplacesandtodothesamethings,isthebiggestthingthathashappenedtomesinceIlostmyfather。

Idon\'tseethatyouareinanywayinmydebt,Donald。"

"Allrightthen,"saidtheboy,"thatbringsmetothepromiseI

wantyoutomakeme。MaywealwayshaveourSaturdaystogetherlikethis?"

"Sure!"saidLinda,"Iwouldbemightilypleased。I\'llhavetoworklateratnightandscheme,maybe。BygoodrightsSaturdaybelongstomeanywaybecauseIambornSaturday\'schild。"

"Well,hurrahforSaturday!Italwayswasagrandoldday,"saidDonald,"andsinceIseewhatitcandointurningoutagirllikeyou,I\'vegotabetteropinionofitthanever。We\'llcallthatsettled。I\'llalwaysaskyouonFridayatwhathourtocome,andhereafterSaturdayisours。"

"Oursitis,"saidLinda。

ThensheputtheBearCatthroughthecreekandontheroadand,drivingswiftlyasshedared,rantoLilacValleyanduptoPeterMorrison\'slocation。

Shewasamazedattheamountofworkthathadbeenaccomplished。

Thegaragewasfinished。Peter\'stemporaryworkdeskandhiscotwereinit。Anumberofhispersonalbelongingswerethere。Thesiteforhishousehadbeenselectedandthecellarwasbeingexcavated。

LindadescendedfromtheBearCatandledDonaldbeforePeter。

"Sinceyou\'rebothmyfriends,"shesaid,"Iwantyoutoknoweachother。ThisisDonaldWhiting,theSeniorItoldyouabout,Mr。Morrison。Youknowyousaidyouwouldhelphimifyoucould。"

"Certainly,"saidPeter。"Iamverygladtoknowanyfriendofyours,MissLinda。Comeovertomyworkroomandlet\'shearaboutthis。"

"Oh,goandtalkitoverbetweenyourselves,"saidLinda。"Iamgoingupheretohaveaprivateconversationwiththespring。I

wantittotellmeconfidentiallyexactlythecourseitwouldenjoyrunningsothatwhenyourhouseisfinishedandIcometolayoutyourgroundsIwillknowexactlyhowitfeelsaboutmakingachange。"

"Fine!"saidPeter。"Takeyourtimeandbecomeextremelyconfidential,becausethemoreIlookatthelocationandthemoreIhearthegaychucklingsongthatthatwatersings,themoreIaminlovewithyourplantorunitacrossthelawnandbringitaroundtheboulder。"

"Itwouldbeadownrightsinnottohavethatwaterinaconvenientplaceforyourchildrentoplayin,Peter,"saidLinda。

"Thenthat\'sallsettled,"saidPeter。"Now,Whiting,comethiswayandwe\'llseewhetherIcansuggestanythingthatwillhelpyouwithyourproblem。"

"Whistlewhenyouareready,Donald,"calledLindaassheturnedaway。

PeterMorrisonglancedafterherasecond,andthenheledDonaldWhitingtoanailkeginthegarageandimpaledthatyoungsteronthementalpointofamentalpinandstudiedhimascarefullyasanyscientisteverstudiedararespecimen。Whenfinallyhelethimgo,hismentalcommentwas:"He\'samightyfinekid。Lindaisperfectlysafewithhim。"

CHAPTERXV。Linda\'sHearthstoneEarlythefollowingweekLindacamefromschooloneeveningtofindaloadofsandandaheapofcuriouslymarkedstonesbesidethebackdoor。

"Canitpossiblybe,Katy,"sheasked,"thatthosemenareplanningtobeginworkonmyroomsosoon?Iamscaredoutofalmostsevenofmyfivesenses。IhadnoideatheywouldbereadytobeginworkuntilafterIhadmysettlementwithEileenorwaspaidforthebooks。"

"Don\'tyebeworried,"saidKaty。"There\'smoreinmestockingthanmeleg,andyou\'reaswelcometoitasthedesertiswelcometorain,an\'nadin\'it\'mostasbad。"

"Anyway,"saidLinda,"itwillsurelytakethemlongenoughsothatIcanpaybythetimetheyfinish。"

ButLindawasnotfiguringthatbackoftheprojectedimprovementsstoodtwomen,eachofwhomhadanextremelypersonalreasonforgreatlydesiringtopleaseher。PeterMorrisonhadsecuredaslabofsandstone。Hehadlocatedamarblecuttertowhomhemeanttocarryit,andwasspendingmuchthoughtthathemighthavebeenusingonanarticleintryingtohituponexactlytherightlineorphrasetobuildinaboveLinda\'sfire——somethingthatwouldconveytoherinafewwordsasenseoffriendshipandbeauty。

WhilePetergazedattheunresponsivegraysandstoneandwrotelineafterlinewhichheimmediatelydestroyed,HenryAndersonexploredthemountainandcamein,redfacedandperspiring,frommilesofclimbingwithabrightstoneineachhand,ortookthecartobringinsmallheapstooheavytocarrythathehadcollectedneartheroads。Theyweretwomenstrivingforthefavorofthesamegirl。HowLindawouldhavebeenamusedhadsheunderstoodthesituation,orhowEileenwouldhavebeenprovoked,neitherofthemenknewnordidtheycare。

TheworkmencameafterLindaleftandwentbeforeherreturn。

Havingbeencautionedtosilence,Katyhadnottoldherwhenworkactuallybegan;andsoithappenedthat,goingtoherroomoneevening,sheunlockedthedoorandsteppedinsidetofacethecompletedfireplace。Thefireboxwasnotverylargebutample。

Thehearthstonewasabigsheetofsmoothgraysandstone。ThesidesandtopwereHenry\'scollectionofbrilliantboulders,carefullyandartisticallylaidinbluemortar,andoverthefireboxwassetPeter\'sslabofgraysandstone。Onitwerefourdeeplycarvedlines。ThequaintOldEnglishletteringwasfilledeventothesurfacewitharedmortar,whilethecapitalsweredoneindullblue。Thegirlslowlyread:

Voicelessstones,withFlame-tonguesPreachSermonsstruckfromNature\'sLyre;NotesofLoveandTrustandHopeHourlysinginLinda\'sFire。

Inthefireboxstoodasquatpairofblackandirons,showingageandusage。Arougheucalyptuslogwaitedacrossthemwhiletheshavingsfromtheplacingofthemantelandthecuttingofthewindowsweretuckedbeneathit。Lindastoodabsorbedaminute。

Shelookedattheskylight,floodingtheroomwiththelightshesoneededcomingfromtherightangle。Shewentovertothenewwindowthatgaveheraviewofthelengthofthevalleyshelovedandamostessentialdraft。Whensheturnedbacktothefireplaceherhandsweretrembling。

"Nowisn\'tthattoolovelyofthem?"shesaidsoftly。"Isn\'tthataltogetherwonderful?HowIwishDaddywereheretositbesidemyfireandsharewithmetheworkIhopetodohere。"

Inordertocomeasclosetohimaspossibleshedidthenextbestthing。ShesatdownathertableandwrotealonglettertoMarian,tellinghereverythingshecouldthinkofthatwouldinteresther。Thenshere-readwithextremecarethelettershehadfoundatthePostOfficethatdayinreplytotheoneshehadwrittenMarianpurportingtocomefromanadmirer。Writingslowlyandthinkingdeeply,sheansweredit。ShetriedtoimaginethatshewasPeterMorrisonandshetriedtosaythethingsinthatletterthatshethoughtPeterwouldsayinthecircumstances,becauseshefeltsurethatMarianwouldbeentertainedbysuchthingsasPeterwouldsay。Whenshefinished,shereaditovercarefully,andthencopieditwithequalcareonthetypewriter,whichshehadremovedtoherworkroom。

WhensheheardKaty\'sfootstepoutsideherdoor,sheopeneditanddrewherin,slippingtheboltbehindher。Sheledhertothefireplaceandrecitedthelines。

"Nowain\'ttheyjistthefinestgentlemen?"saidKaty。"Cutrightoffofapieceofthesameclothasyourfather。Nowsomewaywemustgettogetherenoughmoneytogetyeagood-sizedrugforunderyourworktable,andthenye\'vegottohavetwobitsofsmallones,oneforyourhearthstoneandoneforyouraisel;andthenye\'reready,colleen,toshowwhatyecando。I\'msoproudofyewhenIthinkofthegrandsecretit\'skeepin\'foryeIam;

andlessandlessaregettin\'mechancesforthesalvationofmesoul,foreverynightI\'ma-sittin\'starin\'atthemagazinesyegavemewhenIoughttobetellin\'mebeadsandmakin\'medevotions。Ain\'titabouttimethethirdwascomin\'in?"

"Anydaynow,"saidLindainawhisper。"And,Katy,you\'llbecareful?Thateditormustthinkthat\'JaneMeredith\'isfullofyearsandripeexperience。Iprobablywouldn\'tgettencents,nonotevenafor-nothingchance,ifheknewthosearticleswerewrittenbyaJunior。"

"Juniornothing!"scoffedKaty。"Therewasnotadayofhislifethatyourpadidnotspendhoursdrillin\'yeinthingstherestofthegirlsinyourschoolneverheardof。\'Tain\'tnohigh-schoolgirlthat\'swrittenthemarticles。It\'sAlexanderStrongspeakin\'throughthemediumofhisownfleshandblood。"

"Why,soitis,Katy!"criedLindadelightedly。"Youknow,I

neverthoughtofthat。IhavebeensoegoisticalIthoughtIwasdoingthemmyself。"

"Paidyeanythingyet?"queriedKaty。

"No,"saidLinda,"theyhaven\'t。ItseemsthattheamountofinterestthearticlesevokeisgoingtodecidewhatIamtobepaidforthem,buttheycertainlycouldn\'ttaketherecipeandthecommentsandthesketchforlessthantwenty-fiveorthirtydollars,unlessrecipesarelikepoetry。Petersaidtheotherdaythatifapoetdidnothavesomeotherprofessiontosupporthim,hewouldstarvetodeathonallhewaspaidforwritingthemostbeautifulthingsthateverarewritteninallthisworld。

Petersaysevenanefforttowriteapoemisabeautifulthing。"

"Well,maybethatusedtobethetruth,"saidKatyasshestartedtowardthedoor,"butIhavebeenreadingsomethingslabeled\'poetry\'inthemagazinesoflate,andiftheholyfatherknowswhattheymean,he\'sevenbiggerthaneverItookhimtobe。"

"Katy,"saidLinda,"wearedreadfulbacknumbers。Wearelettingthisworldprogressandrollrightonpastuswithoutastruggle。Wehaven\'teitheronebeentoapsychoanalysttofindoutthecolorofourauras。"

"NowGodforbid,"saidKaty。"Iain\'tgoingtohaveoneofthemthingsaroundme。ThecolorsI\'mwearin\'satisfymeentoirely。"

"Andminearegoingtosatisfymeveryshortly,now,"laughedLinda,"becausetomorrowismybigdaywithEileen。Nexttimewehaveaminutetogether,olddear,I\'llhavestartedmybankaccount。"

"Rightyeare,"saidKaty,"jistexactlyright。You\'regettingsuchagreatgirlit\'stheproperthingyeshouldbesuitablydressed,anddon\'tyebetoomodest。"

"Theunfortunatethingaboutthat,Katy,isthatlintimatedtheotherdaythatIwouldbecontentwithlessthanhalf,sincesheisolderandsheshouldhaveherchancefirst。"

"Nowain\'tthatjistlikeye?"saidKaty。"Imighthaveknownyewouldbedoingthatverything。"

"AfterIhavegoneovertheaccounts,"saidLinda,"I\'llknowbetterwhattodemand。Nowflytoyourcooking,Katy,andletmesitdownatthistableandseeifIcandigoutafewdollarsofhonestcoin;butI\'mgoingtohavehardworktokeepmyevesonthepaperwiththatfireplacebeforeme。Isn\'tthatredandblueletteringtheprettiestthing,Katy,anddoyounoticethattiny\'P。M。\'cutdowninthelowerleft-handcornernearlyoutofsight?That,Katy,standsfor\'PeterMorrison,\'andoneofthesedaysPeterisgoingtobealargefigureonthelandscape。ThenextPosthehasanarticleinI\'llbuyforyou。"

"Itneverdoes,"saidKaty,"tobemakin\'upyourmindinthisworldsohardandfastthatyecan\'tchangeit。InthedaysbeforeJohnGilmangotbewitchedoutofhissensesIdidthink,barrin\'yourfather,thathewasthefinestmantheLordevermade;butIain\'tthoughtsomuchofhimoflateasIdidbefore。"

"Sameholdsgoodforme,"saidLinda。

"I\'vestudiedthisPeter,"continuedKaty,"likeyourpausedtostudythingsunderhismicroscope。He\'sthemostcome-at-ableman。He\'sgotsuchakindofaquestionin\'lookonhisface,andthere\'sabitofastooptohisshouldersliketheyhadbeenwhittledoutforcarryin\'aload,andthere\'sakindofawhimsyquiverin\'aroundhislipsthatmakesmeheartstandstilleverytimehespeakstome,becauseIcan\'tbecertainwhetherheisgoingtomakemelaughorgoingtomakemecry,andwhenwhathe\'ssayin\'doescomewiththatlittleslowdrawl,Ican\'tbejustsurewhetherhe\'smeanin\'itorwhetherhe\'sjistpokin\'funatme。Hesaidthequarestthingtometheotherdaywhenhewasherefiddlin\'overthemakin\'ofthisfireplace。Hewasstandin\'

outbesideyourdesertgardenandIcomeavenwithhimandIsaystohim:\'Them\'stherareplantsMissLindaandherpahavebeengoin\'tothedesertsandthecanyons,aslongashelived,tofetchin;andthenMissLindawentalone,andnowthesonofJudgeWhiting,thebiggestlawyerinLosAngeles,hasbegungoin\'

withher。Ain\'titthebrightest,prettiestplace?\'Isaystohim。Andhestoodtherelookin\',andhesaystome:\'No,Katy,thatisagraveyard。\'Nowwhatinthenameofraisonwasthemanmeanin\'bythat?"

Lindastaredatthehearthmottoreflectively。

"Agraveyard!"sherepeated。"Well,ifanythingcouldcomefartherfromagraveyardthanthatspot,Idon\'tknowhowitwoulddoit。Ihaven\'ttheremotestnotionwhathemeant。Whydidn\'tyouaskhim?"

"Well,thetruthis,"saidKaty,"thatIproidemyselfonbeingabletokapememouthshutwhenIshould。"

"I\'llleavetothinkoverit,"saidLinda。"AtpresentIhavenomoreideathanyouinwhatrespectmydesertgardencouldresembleagraveyard。Oh!yes,there\'sonethingIwantedtoaskyou,Katy。HasEileenbeenaroundwhilethisroomwasbeingaltered?"

"Shecameinyesterday,"answeredKaty,"whenthehammerin\'andsawin\'wasgoin\'fullblast。"

"WhatIwantedtofindout\'"saidLinda,"waswhethershehadbeenhereandseenthisroomornot,becauseifshehasn\'tandshewantstoseeit,nowishertime。AfterIgetthingsgoinghereandthesewallsarecoveredwithdryingsketchesthisroomisgoingtobestrictlyprivate。Youseethatyoukeepyourkeywherenobodygetsholdofit。"

"It\'sonastringroundmeneckthisblessedminute,"saidKaty。

"Ididn\'tseehercomeuphere,butyecouldbesafeinbettin\'

anythingye\'vegotthatshecame。"

"Yes,Iimagineshedid,"saidLinda。"ShewouldbesufficientlycuriousthatshewouldcometolearnhowmuchIhavespentifshehadnootherinterestinme。"

Shelookedatthefireplacereflectively。

"Iwonder,"shesaid,"whatEileenthoughtofthatandIwonderifshenoticedthatlittle\'P。M。\'tuckedawaydownthereinthecorner。"

"Sureshedid,"saidKaty。"Shehasgoteyeslikeacat。ShecanseemorethingsinashortertimethananybodyIeverknew。"

SothateveningatdinnerLindatoldEileenthattheimprovementsshehadmadeforherconvenienceinthebilliardroomwerefinished,andaskedherifshewouldliketoseethem。

"Ican\'timaginewhatyouwanttostickyourselfoffuptherealonefor,"saidEileen。"Idon\'tbelieveIamsufficientlyinterestedingarretskylightsandwindowstoclimbuptolookatthem。Whateverybodyintheneighborhoodcanseeisthatyouhaveabsolutelyruinedthelooksofthebackpartofthehouse。"

"Goodgracious!"saidLinda。"HaveI?YouknowIneverthoughtofthat。"

"Ofcourse!Butallyou\'vegottodoisgoonthecastlawnandtakealookatthatsideandthebackendofthehousetoseewhatyouhavedone,"saidEileen。"Undoubtedlyyou\'vecutthesellingpriceofthehouseonethousand,atleast。Butit\'sexactlylikeyounottohavethoughtofwhatchoppinguptheroofandtheendofthehouseasyouhavedone,wouldmakeitlooklike。Youhavegotoneofthosesingle-trackminds,Linda,thatcanthinkofonlyonethingatatime,andyouneverdothink,whenyoustartanything,ofwhattheendisgoingtobe。"

"Verylikelythere\'salargeamountoftruthinthat,"saidLindasoberly。"PerhapsIdogetanideaandpursueittotheexclusionofeverythingelse。It\'saninheritancefromDaddy,thisconcentratingwithallmymightononethingatatime。ButIamverysorryifIhavedisfiguredthehouse。"

"WhatIwanttoknow,"saidEileen,"ishowinthisworld,atpresentwagesandcostofmaterial,you\'reexpectingtopaymenfortheworkyouhavehaddone。"

"Icantalkmoreunderstandinglyaboutthat,"saidLindaquietly,"dayaftertomorrow。I\'llgethomefromschooltomorrowasearlyasIcan,andthenwe\'llfigureoutourfinancialsituationexactly。"

Eileenmadenoreply。

CHAPTERXVI。ProducingtheEvidenceWhenLindahurriedhomethenextevening,herfirstwordtoKatywastoaskifEileenwerethere。

"No,sheisn\'there,"saidKaty,"andshe\'snotgoingtobe。"

"Notgoingtobe!"criedLinda,herfacepalingperceptibly。

"Shewentdowntownthismorningandshetelephonedmeaboutthreesayin\'shehadaninvoitationtogowithamotorpartytoPasadenathisafternoon,an\'shewasn\'tknowin\'whethershecouldgethomethenightornot。"

"Idon\'tlikeit,"saidLinda。"Idon\'tlikeitatall。"

ShelikeditstilllesswhenEileencamehomeforachangeofclothingthefollowingday,andagainwenttospendthenightwithafriend,withoutleavinganywordwhatever。

"Idon\'tunderstandthis,"saidLinda,whitelippedandtense。

"Shedoesnotwanttoseeme。Shedoesnotintendtotalkbusinesswithmeifshecanpossiblyhelpit。SheistreatingmeasifIwereafour-year-oldinsteadofawomanwithasmuchbrainasshehas。IfsheappearswhileIamgonetomorrowandstartsawayagain,youtellherCometothinkofit,youneedn\'ttellheranything;I\'llgiveyouanoteforher。"

SoLindasatdownandwrote:

DEAREILEEN:

Itwon\'tbenecessarytoremindyouofouragreementnightbeforelasttosettleonanallowancefromFather\'sestateforme。OfcourseIrealizethatyouarepurposelyavoidingseeingme,forwhatreasonIcan\'timagine;butIgiveyouwarning,thatifyouhavebeeninthishouseandhavereadthisnote,andarenotherewithyourfiguresreadytomeetmewhenIgethometomorrownight,I\'lltakemattersintomyownhands,anddoexactlywhatI

thinkbestwithouttheslightestreferencetowhatyouthinkaboutit。Ifyoudon\'twantsomethingdonethatyouwilldislike,evenmorethanyoudislikeseeingme,youhadbetterheedthiswarning。

LINDA。

Shereaditoverslowly:"My,thatsoundsmelodramatic!"shecommented。"It\'sevengotathreatinit,andit\'safunnythingtothreatenmyownsister。Idon\'tthinkthatit\'sasituationthatoccursveryfrequently,butforthatmatterIsincerelyhopethatEileenisn\'tthekindofsisterthatoccursfrequently。"

Lindawentuptoherroomandtriedtosettleherselftowork,butfoundthatitwasimpossibletofixherattentiononwhatshewasdoing。Hermindjumpedfromonethingtoanotherinawaythattotallyprohibitedeffectiveworkofanykind。Asuddenresolvecameintoherheart。Shewouldnotwaitanylonger。Shewouldknowforherselfjusthowshewassituatedfinancially。

ShewroteanotetotheeditorofEverybody\'sHome,askinghimifitwouldbeconvenienttoletherknowwhatreceptionherworkwashavingwithhissubscribers,whetherhedesiredhertocontinuethedepartmentinhismagazines,andifso,whatwasthebestofferhecouldmakeherfortherecipes,thenaturalhistorycommentsaccompanyingthem,andthesketches。ThenshewentdowntothetelephonebookandlookedupthelocationoftheConsolidatedBank。ShedecidedthatshewouldstopthereonherwayfromschoolthenextdayandasktobeshowntheStrongaccounts。

WhileshewasmeditatingtheseheroicmeasuresthebellrangandKatyadmittedJohnGilman。Strangelyenough,hewasaskingforLinda,notforEileen。AtthefirstglimpseofhimLindaknewthatsomethingwaswrong;sowithoutanypreludeshesaidabruptly:"What\'sthematter,John?Don\'tyouknowwhereI

Eileeniseither?"

"Approximately,"heanswered。"Shehas\'phonedmetwoorthreetimes,butIhaven\'tseenherforthreedays。Doyouknowwheresheisorexactlywhysheiskeepingawayfromhomeassheis?"

"Yes,"saidLinda,"Ido。ItoldyoutheotherdaythetimehadcomewhenIwasgoingtodemandasettlementofFather\'sestateandafixedincome。ThattimecamethreedaysagoandIhavenotseenEileensince。"

Theyenteredthelivingroom。AsLindapassedthetable,proppedagainstacandlestickonit,shenoticedanoteaddressedtoherself。

"Oh,herewillbeanexplanation,"shesaid。"Hereisanoteforme。SitdownaminutetillIreadit。"

Sheseatedherselfonthearmofachair,toreopenthenote,andinstantlybeganreadingaloud。

"Dearlittlesister——"

"Pathetic,"interpolatedLinda,"inconsiderationofthefactthatIamabouttwiceasbigassheis。However,we\'llletthatgo,andfocusontheenclosure。"ShewavedaslenderslipofpaperatGilman。"Ineverwaspossessedofanarticlelikethisbeforeinallmytenderyounglife,butitseemstomethatit\'sacheque,andIcan\'ttellyouquitehowdeeplyitamusesme。

Buttoreturntobusiness,atthepresentinstantIam:

DEARLITTLESISTER:

ItseemsthatallthefriendsIhaveareparticularlyinsistentonseeingmeallatonceandallinarush。Idon\'tthinkIeverhadquitesomanyinvitationsatonetimeinmylifebefore,andthenexttwoorthreedaysseemtobegoingtobeequallyasfull。ButItooktimetorunintothebankandgooverthingscarefully。Ifindthatafterthepaymentoftaxesandinsuranceandallthehouseholdexpenses,thatbywearingoldclothesI

haveandmakingthemoverIcanaffordtoturnoveratleastseventy-fivedollarsamonthtoyouforyourclothingandpersonalexpenses。AsIdon\'tknowexactlywhenIcangethome,IamenclosingachequewhichisconsiderablylargerthanIhadsupposedIcouldmakeit,andIcanonlydothisbyskimpingmyself;butofcourseyouaregettingsuchabiggirlandbeginningtoattractattention,soitisonlyrightthatyoushouldhavetheverybestthatIcanaffordtodoforyou。IamnottakingthebillfromTheModeintoconsideration。Ipaidthatwithlastmonth\'sexpenses。

Withlove,EILEEN。

Lindaheldtheletterinonehand,thechequeintheother,andstaredquestioninglyatJohnGilman。

"Whatdoyouthinkofthat?"sheinquiredtersely。

"Itseemstome,"saidGilman,"thatamorepertinentquestionwouldbe,whatdoyouthinkofit?"

"Rot!"saidLindatersely。"IfIwereastenographerinyourofficeIwouldthinkthatIwasmakingafairlygoodstart;butI

happentobethedaughterofAlexanderStronglivinginmyownhomewithmyonlysister,whocanaffordtoflitliketheflittingestofsocialbutterfliesfromonepartytoanotheraswelldressedas,andbetterdressedthan,theGreatGeneralAverage。Youhaveknownus,John,eversinceEileensatinthesuntodryherhandmadecurls,whileIwasleavingapieceofmydressoneverybuskinMultifloresCanyon。RighthereandnowI

amgoingtoshowyousomething!"

Lindastartedupstairs,soJohnGilmanfollowedher。ShewenttothedoorofEileen\'ssuiteandopenedit。

"Nowthen,"shesaid,"takealookatwhatEileenfeelsshecanaffordforherself。Youwillobserveshehascompleteandexquisitefurnishingsandallsortsoffeminineaccessoriesonherdressingtable。Youwillobservethatshehasfinerugsinherdressingroomandbathroom。Letmecallyourattentiontothefactthatallthesedrawersarefilledwithexpensivecomfortsandconveniences。"

AngrilyLindabegantoopendrawersfilledwithfancyfeminineapparel,daintilyandneatlyfolded,everythinginperfectorder:

gloves,hose,handkerchiefs,ribbons,laces,allinseparatecompartmentsShepointedtothehighchiffonier,thetopdecoratedwithcandlesticksandsilver-framedpictures。Herethedrawersrevealedheapsofembroideredunderclothingandsilkengarments。Thenshewalkedtotheclosetandthrewthedoorwide。

Shepushedhangersontheirrods,slidingbeforetheperplexedandbewilderedmandressafterdressoflaceandgeorgette,walkingsuitsofcloth,streetdressesofsilk,andprettyafternoongowns,heavycoats,lightcoats,abeautifuleveningcoat。LindatookthisdownandhelditinfrontofJohnGilman。

"Iseethingsmarkedinstorewindows,"shesaid。"Eileenpaidnotapennylessthanthreehundredforthisonecoat。Lookattherowsofshoes,andpumps,andslippers,andwhatthatboxisorIdon\'tknow。"

Lindaslidtothelightaboxscreenedbythehangingdresses,andwiththetoeofhershoeliftedthelid,disclosingacompletesmokingoutfit——caseaftercaseofcigarettes。Lindadroppedthelidandshovedtheboxback。Shestoodsilentasecond,thenshelookedatJohnGilman。

"Thatisthewaythingsgointhisworld,"shesaidquietly。

"Wheneveryouloseyourtemper,youalwaysdosomethingyoudidn\'tintendtodowhenyoustarted。Ididn\'tknowthat,andI

wouldn\'thaveshownittoyoupurposelyifIhadknownit;butitdoesn\'talterthefactthatyoushouldknowit。Ifyoudidknowitnoharm\'sdonebutifyoudidn\'tknowit,youshouldn\'tbeallowedtomarryEileenwithoutknowingasmuchaboutherasyoudidaboutMarian,andtherewasnothingaboutMarianthatyoudidn\'tknow。Iamsorryforthat,butsinceIhavestartedthisIamgoingthroughwithit。Nowgivemejustoneminutemore。"

Thenshewentdownthehall,threwopenthedoortoherroom,andwalkinginsaid:"YouhaveseenEileen\'ssurroundings;nowtakealookatmine。There\'smybed;there\'smydresserandtoiletarticles;andthisismywardrobe。"

Sheopenedtheclosetdoorandexhibitedapairofoverallsinwhichshewateredherdesertgarden。Nextrangedherkhakibreechesandfelthat。Thenhungtheoldsergeschooldress,besideittheextraskirtandorangeblouse。Thestackofunderclothingontheshelveswaspitifullysmall,visiblydilapidated。Twoorthreeoutgrownginghamdresseshungforlornlyontheoppositewall。LindastoodtallandstraightbeforeJohnGilman。

"WhatIhaveonandoneotherwaistconstitutemywardrobe,"shesaid,"andItoldEileenwheretogetthisdressandsuggesteditbeforeIgotit。"

Gilmanlookedatherinadazedfashion。

"Idon\'tunderstand,"hesaidslowly。"Ifthatisn\'tthedressI

sawEileensendupforherself,I\'mbadlymistaken。ItwastheSaturdaywewenttoRiverside。Itsurelyistheverydress。"

Lindalaughedbleakly。

"Thatmaybe,"shesaid。"Theonetimesheeverhasanyrespectformeisinaquestionoftaste。ShewillagreethatIknowwhencolorsarerightandathingisartistic。Nowthen,John,youaretheadministratorofmyfather\'sestate;youhaveseenwhatyouhaveseen。Whatareyougoingtodoaboutit?"

"Linda,"hesaidquietly,"whatmyheartmightpromptmetodoinconsiderationofthefactthatIamengagedtomarryEileen,andwhatmylegalsensetellsmeImustdoasexecutorofyourfather\'swishes,aredifferentpropositions。Iamgoingtodoexactlywhatyoutellmeto。Whatyouhaveshownme,andwhatI\'dhaverealized,ifIhadstoppedtothink,isneitherrightnorjust。"

ThenLindatookhertunatdeepthought。

"John,"shesaidatlast,"IamfeelingdepressedoverwhatI

havejustdone。IamnotsurethatinlosingmytemperandbringingyouuphereIhaveplayedthegamefairly。Youdon\'tneedtodoanything。I\'llmanagemyaffairswithEileenmyself。

ButI\'lltellyoubeforeyougo,thatyouneedn\'tpracticeanysubterfuges。Whenshereachesthepointwheresheisreadytocomehome,I\'lltellherthatyouwerehere,andwhatyouhaveseen。ThatisthebestIcandotowardsquaringmyselfwithmyownconscience。"

Slowlytheywalkeddowntheha]ltogether。AttheheadofthestairsLindatookthechequethatshecarriedandtoreitintobits。Steppingacrossthehall,sheletthelittleheapslowlyfluttertotheruginfrontofEileen\'sdoor。ThenshewentbacktoherroomandleftJohnGilmantohisownreflections。

CHAPTERXVII。ARockandaFlameThefirsttimeLindaenteredthekitchenafterherinterviewwithGilman,Katyaskedindeepconcern,"Nowwhatyebeendoing,lambie?"

"Doingthebabyact,Katy,"confessedLinda。"Disgracingmyself。

Losingmytemper。IwishIcouldbringmyselftotheplacewhereIwouldthinkhalfadozentimesbeforeIdoathingonce。"

"Nowlookhere,"saidKaty,beginningtobristle,"ain\'titthetruththatyehavethoughtforfouryearsbeforeyedidthisthingonce?"

"Quiteso,"saidLinda。"ButsinceIamthedaughterofthefinestgentlemanIeverknew,Ishouldnotdohasty,regrettablethings。Ontheliving-roomtableIfoundanotesweeterthanhoney,anditcontainedachequeformethatwouldn\'tpayEileen\'sbillsforlunches,candy,andtheatersforamonth;soinundueheatIreducedittobitsanddecoratedtherugbeforeherdoor。Butbeforethat,Katy,Iledmyguardianintotheroom,andshowedhimeverything。Imeanttotellhimthat,sincehehadneglectedmeforfouryears,hecouldseethatIhadjusticenow,butwhenI\'dpersonallyconductedhimfromEileen\'sroomtomine,andwhenItookagoodlookathimtherewassomethingonhisface,Katy,thatIcouldn\'tendure。SoItoldhimtoleaveittome;thatIwouldtellEileenmyselfwhatIhaddone,andsoIwill。ButIamsorryIdidit,Katy;Iamawfullysorry。YoualwaystoldmetokeepmytemperandIlostitcompletely。FromnowonIcertainlywilltrytobehavemyselfmorelikeawomanthanaspoiledchild。Nowgivemeadustclothandbrushes。IamalmostthroughwithmyjobinthelibraryandIwanttofinish,becauseIshallbeforcedtousethemoneyfromthebookstopayformyskylightandfireplace。"

Lindawenttothelibraryandbeganwork,efficiently,carefully,yetwithapreciserapidityhabitualtoher。Downthelonglineofheavytechnicalbooks,shecametotheendoftheshelf。

Threebooksfromtheendshenoticedadifferenceinthewallbehindtheshelf。Hastilyremovingtheothertwovolumes,shedisclosedasmalllockeddoorhavingascrapofpaperprotrudingfromtheedgewhichshepulledoutanduponwhichsheread:

Intheeventofmypassing,shouldanyonemovethesebooksandfindthisdoor,theselinesaretoinformhimthatitistoremainuntouched。Thekeytoitisinmysafety-depositvaultattheConsolidatedBank。TheBankwillopenthedoorandattendtothecontentsoftheboxatthepropertime。

Lindafixedthepaperbackexactlyasshehadfoundit。Shestoodlookingatthedooralongtime,thenshecarefullywipedit,thewallaroundit,andtheshelf。Goingtoanothershelf,shepickedoutthebooksthathadbeenwrittenbyherfatherand,beginningattheendoftheshelf,sherangedtheminarowuntiltheycompletelycoveredtheopening。Thenshefinishedfillingtheshelfwithotherbooksthatshemeanttokeep,butherbrainwasworking,millingoverandoverthequestionofwhatthatlittlecompartmentcontainedandwhenitwastobeopenedandwhetherJohnGilmanknewaboutit,andwhethertheConsolidatedBankwouldrememberthedayspecified,andwhetheritwouldmeananythingimportanttoher。

ShecarriedthedustersbacktoKaty,andgoingtoherroom,concentratedresolutelyuponherwork;butsheWasunabletodoanythingconstructive。Herroutinelessonsshecouldprepare,butshecouldnotevensketchawildroseaccurately。Finallyshelaiddownherpencil,washedherbrushes,putawayhermaterial,andlockingherdoor,slippedthekeyintoherpocket。

GoingdowntothegaragesheclimbedintotheBearCatandheadedstraightforPeterMorrison。Shedroveintohislocationandblewthehorn。Petersteppedfromthegarage,andseeingher,startedinherdirection。Lindasprangdownandhurriedtowardhim。Helookedatherintentlyassheapproachedandformedhisownconclusions。

"Sortofrestless,"saidLinda。"Couldn\'tevolveasinglenewideawithwhichtoenliventhegayannalsofEnglishliteratureandGreekhistory。Apersonalhistoryseemsinfinitelymoreinsistentandunusual。Iranawayfrommylessons,andmywork,andcametoyou,Peter,becauseIhadafeelingthattherewassomethingyoucouldgiveme,andIthoughtyouwould。"

Petersmiledaslowcurioussmile。

"Ilikeyourlineofthought,Linda,"hesaidquietly。"Itgreatlyappealstome。AnytimeanancientandpatriarchalliterarymannamedPeterMorrisoncanserveasarockuponwhichayoungthingcanrest,whyhe\'llbegladtobethatrock。"

"Whatwereyoudoing?"askedLindaabruptly。

"Comeandsee,"saidPeter。

Heledthewaytothegarage。Hisworktableandthecementfloorarounditwerelitteredwithsheetsofcloselytypedpaper。

"I\'llhavetoassemblethemfirst,"saidPeter,gettingdownonhiskneesandbeginningtopickthemup。

Lindasatonapackingcaseandwatchedhim。Alreadyshefeltcomforted。OfcoursePeterwasarock,ofcourseanyonecouldtrusthim,andofcourseifthetempestoflifebeatuponhertoostronglyshecouldalwaysflytoPeter。

"MayI?"sheinquired,stretchingherhandinthedirectionofasheet。

"Sure,"saidPeter。

"Whatisit?"inquiredLindalightly。"Thebridgeortheroadortheplayroom?"

"Gad!"hesaidslowly。"Don\'ttalkaboutmebeingarock!Rocksarestolid,stodgyunresponsivethings。IthoughtIwasstrugglingwithoneofthebiggestpoliticalproblemsofthedayfromaneconomicandpsychologicalstandpoint。IfI\'dhadsenseenoughtorealizethatitwasabridgeIwasbuilding,Imighthavedonethethingwithsomeimaginationandsubtlety。IfyouwantarockandyousayIamarock,arockI\'llbe,Linda。ButIknowwhatyouare,andwhatyouwillbetomewhenwereallybecomethekindoffriendswearedestinedtobe。"

"Iwondernow,"saidLinda,"ifyouaregoingtosaythatIcouldbeanysuchlovelythingonthelandscapeasabridge。"

"No,"saidPeterslowly,"nothingsoprosaic。Bridgesarecommoninthisworld。Youaregoingtobesomethinguncommon。Historyrecordstheexperiencesofbutonemanwhohasseenaflameintheopen。IamasecondMosesandyouaregoingtobemyburningbush。Iintendedtoreadthisarticletoyou。"

Petermassedthesheets,straightenedthemonthedesk,anddeliberatelyrippedthemacrossseveraltimes。Lindasprangtoherfeetandstretchedoutherhands。

"Why,Peter!"shecriedinashockedvoice。"Thatisperfectlyinexcusable。Therearehoursandhoursofworkonthat,andI

havenotadoubtbutthatitwasgoodwork。"

"Simplecaseofmechanism,"saidPeter,reducingthebitstosmallersizeanddroppingthemintotheemptynailkegthatservedashiswastebasket。"Alifelessthingwithoutasoul,mereclockwork。Ihavegottheideanow。Iamtobuildabridgeandmakearoad。EverywayIlookIcanseeagolden-flametongueofinspirationburning。I\'llrewritethatthingandanimateit。Takemeforaride,Linda。"

LindaroseandwalkedtotheBearCat。Peterclimbedinandsatbesideher。Lindalaidherhandsonthesteeringwheelandstartedthecar。Sheranitdowntothehighwayandchosealevelroadleadingstraightdownthevalleythroughcultivatedcountry。InalltheworldtherewasnothingtoequalthepanoramathatshespreadbeforePeterthatevening。ShedrovetheBearCatpastorchards,hundredsofacresoforchardsofwaxengreenleavesandwaxenwhitebloomoforange,grapefruit,andlemon。Shetookhimwhereseasofpinkoutlinedpeachorchards,andotherseasthemoredelicatetintoftheapricots。

Sheglideddownavenueslinedwithpalmandeucalyptus,pepperandolive,andthroughunbrokenrows,extendingformiles,ofroses,longstretchesofwhite,againastretchofpink,thensalmon,yellow,andred。Nowhereinalltheworldaretheretobefoundsomanyacresoforchardbloomandsomanymilesoftree-lined,rose-decoratedroadwayasinsouthernCalifornia。

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