Good Wives

第12章

"Prut!ThatIdonotbelieve。Itwasasleeptillthefairyprincecamethroughthewood,andwakeditup。Ah,well,`DieersteLiebeistdiebeste’,butthatIshouldnotexpect。"

"Yes,thefirstloveisthebest,butbesocontented,forIneverhadanother。Teddywasonlyaboy,andsoongotoverhislittlefancy,"saidJo,anxioustocorrecttheProfessor’smistake。

"Good!ThenIshallresthappy,andbesurethatthougivestmeall。Ihafwaitedsolong,Iamgrownselfish,asthouwiltfind,Professorin。"

"Ilikethat,"criedJo,delightedwithhernewname。"Nowtellmewhatbroughtyou,atlast,justwhenIwantedyou?"

"This。"AndMr。Bhaertookalittlewornpaperoutofhiswaistcoatpocket。

Jounfoldedit,andlookedmuchabashed,foritwasoneofherowncontributionstoapaperthatpaidforpoetry,whichaccountedforhersendingitanoccasionalattempt。

"Howcouldthatbringyou?"sheasked,wonderingwhathemeant。

"Ifounditbychance。Iknewitbythenamesandtheinitials,andinittherewasonelittleversethatseemedtocallme。Readandfindhim。Iwillseethatyougonotinthewet。"INTHEGARRETFourlittlechestsallinarow,Dimwithdust,andwornbytime,Allfashionedandfilled,longago,Bychildrennowintheirprime。

Fourlittlekeyshungsidebyside,Withfadedribbons,braveandgayWhenfastenedthere,withchildishpride,Longago,onarainyday。

Fourlittlenames,oneoneachlid,Carvedoutbyaboyishhand,AndunderneaththereliethhidHistoriesofthehapppybandOnceplayinghere,andpausingoftTohearthesweetrefrain,Thatcameandwentontheroofaloft,Inthefallingsummerrain。"Meg"onthefirstlid,smoothandfair。

Ilookinwithlovingeyes,Forfoldedhere,withwell—knowncare,Agoodlygatheringlies,Therecordofapeacefullife——

Giftstogentlechildandgirl,Abridalgown,linestoawife,Atinyshoe,ababycurl。

Notoysinthisfirstchestremain,Forallarecarriedaway,Intheiroldage,tojoinagainInanothersmallMeg’splay。

Ah,happymother!

WellIknowYouhear,likeasweetrefrain,LullabieseversoftandlowInthefallingsummerrain。"Jo"onthenextlid,scratchedandworn,AndwithinamotleystoreOfheadless,dolls,ofschoolbookstorn,Birdsandbeaststhatspeaknomore,SpoilsbroughthomefromthefairygroundOnlytrodbyyouthfulfeet,Dreamsofafutureneverfound,Memoriesofapaststillsweet,Half—writpoems,storieswild,Aprilletters,warmandcold,Diariesofawilfulchild,Hintsofawomanearlyold,Awomaninalonelyhome,Hearing,likeasadrefrain——

"Beworthy,love,andlovewillcome,"

Inthefallingsummerrain。MyBeth!thedustisalwayssweptFromthelidthatbearsyourname,Asifbylovingeyesthatwept,Bycarefulhandsthatoftencame。

Deathcannonizedforusonesaint,Everlesshumanthandivine,Andstillwelay,withtenderplaint,Relicsinthishouseholdshrine——

Thesilverbell,soseldomrung,Thelittlecapwhichlastshewore,Thefair,deadCatherinethathungByangelsborneaboveherdoor。

Thesongsshesang,withoutlament,Inherprison—houseofpain,ForeveraretheysweetlyblentWiththefallingsummerrain。Uponthelastlid’spolishedfield——

LegendnowbothfairandtrueAgallantknightbearsonhisshield,"Amy"inlettersgoldandblue。

Withinliesnoodsthatboundherhair,Slippersthathavedancedtheirlast,Fadedflowerslaidbywithcare,Fanswhoseairytoilsarepast,Gayvalentines,allardentflames,TriflesthathavebornetheirpartIngirlishhopesandfearsandshames,TherecordofamaidenheartNowlearningfairer,truerspells,Hearing,likeablitherefrain,ThesilversoundofbridalbellsInthefallingsummerrain。Fourlittlechestsallinarow,Dimwithdust,andwornbytime,Fourwomen,taughtbywealandwoeToloveandlaborintheirprime。

Foursisters,partedforanhour,Nonelost,oneonlygonebefore,Madebylove’simmortalpower,Nearestanddearestevermore。

Oh,whenthesehiddenstoresofoursLieopentotheFather’ssight,Maytheyberichingoldenhours,Deedsthatshowfairerforthelight,Liveswhosebravemusiclongshallring,Likeaspirit—stirringstrain,SoulsthatshallgladlysoarandsingInthelongsunshineafterrain。

"It’sverybadpoetry,butIfeltitwhenIwroteit,onedaywhenIwasverylonely,andhadagoodcryonaragbag。Ineverthoughtitwouldgowhereitcouldtelltales,"saidJo,tearinguptheversestheProfessorhadtreasuredsolong。

"Letitgo,ithasdoneit’sduty,andIwillhafafreshonewhenIreadallthebrownbookinwhichshekeepsherlittlesecrets,"saidMr。Bhaerwithasmileashewatchedthefragmentsflyawayonthewind。"Yes,"headdedearnestly,"Ireadthat,andIthinktomyself,Shehasasorrow,sheislonely,shewouldfindcomfortintruelove。Ihafaheartfull,fullforher。ShallInotgoandsay,"IfthisisnottoopoorathingtogifforwhatIshallhopetoreceive,takeitinGott’sname?"

"Andsoyoucametofindthatitwasnottoopoor,buttheonepreciousthingIneeded,"whisperedJo。

"Ihadnocouragetothinkthatatfirst,heavenlykindaswasyourwelcometome。ButsoonIbegantohope,andthenIsaid,`IwillhafherifIdieforit,’andsoIwill!"criedMr。Bhaer,withadefiantnod,asifthewallsofmistclosingroundthemwerebarrierswhichhewastosurmountorvaliantlyknockdown。

Jothoughtthatwassplendid,andresolvedtobeworthyofherknight,thoughhedidnotcomeprancingonachargeringorgeousarray。

"Whatmadeyoustayawaysolong?"sheaskedpresently,findingitsopleasanttoaskconfidentialquestionsandgetdelightfulanswersthatshecouldnotkeepsilent。

"Itwasnoteasy,butIcouldnotfindthehearttotakeyoufromthatsohappyhomeuntilIcouldhafaprospectofonetogifyou,aftermuchtime,perhaps,andhardwork。HowcouldIaskyoutogifupsomuchforapooroldfellow,whohasnofortunebutalittlelearning?"

"I’mgladyouarepoor。Icouldn’tbeararichhusband,"saidJodecidedly,addinginasoftertone,"Don’tfearpoverty。I’veknownitlongenoughtolosemydreadandbehappyworkingforthoseIlove,anddon’tcallyourselfold——fortyistheprimeoflife。Icouldn’thelplovingyouifyouwereseventy!"

TheProfessorfoundthatsotouchingthathewouldhavebeengladofhishandkerchief,ifhecouldhavegotatit。Ashercouldn’t,Jowipedhiseyesforhim,andsaid,laughing,asshetookawayabundleortwo……

"Imaybestrong—minded,butnoonecansayI’moutofmyspherenow,forwoman’sspecialmissionissupposedtobedryingtearsandbearingburdens。I’mtocarrymyshare,Friedrich,andhelptoearnthehome。Makeupyourmindtothat,orI’llnevergo,"sheaddedresolutely,ashetriedtoreclaimhisload。

"Weshallsee。Hafyoupatiencetowaitalongtime,Jo?Imustgoawayanddomyworkalone。Imusthelpmyboysfirst,because,evenforyou,ImaynotbreakmywordtoMinna。Canyouforgifthat,andbehappywhilewehopeandwait?"

"Yes,IknowIcan,forweloveoneanother,andthatmakesalltheresteasytobear。Ihavemyduty,also,andmywork。Icouldn’tenjoymyselfifIneglectedthemevenforyou,sothere’snoneedofhurryorimpatience。YoucandoyourpartoutWest,Icandominehere,andbothbehappyhopingforthebest,andleavingthefuturetobeasGodwills。"

"Ah!Thougifestmesuchhopeandcourage,andIhafnothingtogifbackbutafullheartandtheseemptyhands,"criedtheProfessor,quiteovercome。

Jonever,neverwouldlearntobeproper,forwhenhesaidthatastheystooduponthesteps,shejustputbothhandsintohis,whisperingtenderly,"Notemptynow,"andstoopingdown,kissedherFriedrichundertheumbrella。Itwasdreadful,butshewouldhavedoneitiftheflockofdraggle—tailedsparrowsonthehedgehadbeenhumanbeings,forshewasveryfargoneindeed,andquiteregardlessofeverythingbutherownhappiness。Thoughitcameinsuchaverysimpleguise,thatwasthecrowningmomentofboththeirlives,when,turningfromthenightandstormandlonelinesstothehouseholdlightandwarmthandpeacewaitingtoreceivethem,withaglad"Welcomehome!"Joledherloverin,andshutthedoor。

GoodWives:Chapter24CHAPTER24HarvestTimeForayearJoandherProfessorworkedandwaited,hopedandloved,metoccasionally,andwrotesuchvoluminouslettersthattheriseinthepriceofpaperwasaccountedfor,Lauriesaid。Thesecondyearbeganrathersoberly,fortheirprospectsdidnotbrighten,andAuntMarchdiedsuddenly。Butwhentheirfirstsorrowwasover——fortheylovedtheoldladyinspiteofhersharptongue——theyfoundtheyhadcauseforrejoicing,forshehadleftPlumfieldtoJo,whichmadeallsortsofjoyfulthingspossible。

"It’safineoldplace,andwillbringahandsomesum,forofcourseyouintendtosellit,"saidLaurie,astheywerealltalkingthematteroversomeweekslater。

"No,Idon’t,"wasJo’sdecidedanswer,asshepettedthefatpoodle,whomshehadadopted,outofrespecttohisformermistress。

"Youdon’tmeantolivethere?"

"Yes,Ido。"

"But,mydeargirl,it’sanimmensehouse,andwilltakeapowerofmoneytokeepitinorder。Thegardenandorchardaloneneedtwoorthreemen,andfarmingisn’tinBhaer’sline,Itakeit。"

"He’lltryhishandatitthere,ifIproposeit。"

"Andyouexpecttoliveontheproduceoftheplace?Well,thatsoundsparadisiacal,butyou’llfinditdesperatehardwork。"

"Thecropwearegoingtoraiseisaprofitableone,"AndJolaughed。

"Ofwhatisthisfinecroptoconsist,ma’am?"

"Boys。Iwanttoopenaschoolforlittlelads——agood,happy,homelikeschool,withmetotakecareofthemandFritztoteachthem。""That’satrulyJoianplanforyou!Isn’tthatjustlikeher?"criedLaurie,appealingtothefamily,wholookedasmuchsurprisedashe。

"Ilikeit,"saidMrs。Marchdecidedly。

"SodoI,"addedherhusband,whowelcomedthethoughtofachancefortryingtheSocraticmethodofeducationonmodernyouth。

"ItwillbeanimmensecareforJo,"saidMeg,strokingtheheadorheroneall—absorbingson。

"Jocandoit,andbehappyinit。It’sasplendididea。Tellusallaboutit,"criedMr。Laurence,whohadbeenlongingtolendtheloversahand,butknewthattheywouldrefusehishelp。

"Iknewyou’dstandbyme,sir。Amydoestoo——Iseeitinhereyes,thoughsheprudentlywaitstoturnitoverinhermindbeforeshespeaks。Now,mydearpeople,"continuedJoearnestly,"justunderstandthatthisisn’tanewideaofmine,butalongcherishedplan。BeforemyFritzcame,Iusedtothinkhow,whenI’dmademyfortune,andnooneneededmeathome,I’dhireabighouse,andpickupsomepoor,forlornlittleladswhohadn’tanymothers,andtakecareofthem,andmakelifejollyforthembeforeitwastoolate。Iseesomanygoingtoruinforwantofhelpattherightminute,Ilovesotodoanythingforthem,Iseemtofeeltheirwants,andsympathizewiththeirtroubles,andoh,Ishouldsoliketobeamothertothem!"

Mrs。MarchheldoutherhandtoJo,whotookit,smiling,withtearsinhereyes,andwentonintheoldenthusiasticway,whichtheyhadnotseenforalongwhile。

"ItoldmyplantoFritzonce,andhesaiditwasjustwhathewouldlike,andagreedtotryitwhenwegotrich。Blesshisdearheart,he’sbeendoingitallhislife——helpingpoorboys,Imean,notgettingrich,thathe’llneverbe。Moneydoesn’tstayinhispocketlongenoughtolayupany。Butnow,thankstomygoodoldaunt,wholovedmebetterthanIeverdeserved,I’mrich,atleastIfeelso,andwecanliveatPlumfieldperfectlywell,ifwehaveaflourishingschool。It’sjusttheplaceforboys,thehouseisbig,andthefurniturestrongandplain。There’splentyofroomfordozensinside,andsplendidgroundsoutside。Theycouldhelpinthegardenandorchard。Suchworkishealthy,isn’tit,sir?ThenFritzcouldtrainandteachinhisownway,andFatherwillhelphim。Icanfeedandnurseandpetandscoldthem,andMotherwillbemystand—by。I’vealwayslongedforlotsofboys,andneverhadenough,nowIcanfillthehousefullandrevelinthelittledearstomyheart’scontent。Thinkwhatluxury——Plumfieldmyown,andawildernessofboystoenjoyitwithme。"

AsJowavedherhandsandgaveasighofrapture,thefamilywentoffintoagaleofmerriment,andMr。Laurencelaughedtilltheythoughthe’dhaveanapoplecticfit。

"Idon’tseeanythingfunny,"shesaidgravely,whenshecouldbeheard。"NothingcouldbemorenaturalandproperthanformyProfessortoopenaschool,andformetoprefertoresideinmyownestate。"

"Sheisputtingonairsalready,"saidLaurie,whoregardedtheideainthelightofacapitaljoke。"ButmayIinquirehowyouintendtosupporttheestablishment?Ifallthepupilsarelittleragamuffins,I’mafraidyourcropwon’tbeprofitableinaworldlysense,Mr。Bhaer。"

"Nowdon’tbeawet—blanket,Teddy。OfcourseIshallhaverichpupils,also——perhapsbeginwithsuchaltogether。Then,whenI’vegotastart,Icantakeinaragamuffinortwo,justforarelish。Richpeople’schildrenoftenneedcareandcomfort,aswellaspoor。I’veseenunfortunatelittlecreatureslefttoservants,orbackwardonespushedforward,whenit’srealcruelty。Somearenaughtythroughmismanagmentorneglect,andsomelosetheirmothers。Besides,thebesthavetogetthroughthehobbledehoyage,andthat’stheverytimetheyneedmostpatienceandkindness。Peoplelaughatthem,andhustlethemabout,trytokeepthemoutofsight,andexpectthemtoturnallatoncefromprettychildrenintofineyoungmen。Theydon’tcomplainmuch——pluckylittlesouls——buttheyfeelit。I’vebeenthroughsome—thingofit,andIknowallaboutit。I’veaspecialinterestinsuchyoungbears,andliketoshowthemthatIseethewarm,honest,well—meaningboys’hearts,inspiteoftheclumsyarmsandlegsandthetopsy—turvyheads。I’vehadexperience,too,forhaven’tIbroughtuponeboytobeaprideandhonortohisfamily?"

"I’lltestifythatyoutriedtodoit,"saidLauriewithagratefullook。

"AndI’vesucceededbeyondmyhopes,forhereyouare,asteady,sensiblebusinessman,doingheapsofgoodwithyourmoney,andlayinguptheblessingsofthepoor,insteadofdollars。Butyouarenotmerelyabusinessman,youlovegoodandbeautifulthings,enjoythemyourself,andletothersgohalves,asyoualwaysdidintheoldtimes。Iamproudofyou,Teddy,foryougetbettereveryyear,andeveryonefeelsit,thoughyouwon’tletthemsayso。Yes,andwhenIhavemyflock,I’lljustpointtoyou,andsay`There’syourmodel,mylads’。"

PoorLauriedidn’tknowwheretolook,for,manthoughhewas,somethingoftheoldbashfulnesscameoverhimasthisburstofpraisemadeallfacesturnapprovinglyuponhim。

"Isay,Jo,that’srathertoomuch,"hebegan,justinhisoldboyishway。"YouhavealldonemoreformethanIcaneverthankyoufor,exceptbydoingmybestnottodisapointyou。Youhaverathercastmeofflately,Jo,butI’vehadthebestofhelp,nevertheless。So,ifI’vegotonatall,youmaythankthesetwoforit。"Andhelaidonehandgentlyonhisgrandfather’shead,andtheotheronAmy’sgoldenone,forthethreewereneverfarapart。

"Idothinkthatfamiliesarethemostbeautifulthingsinalltheworld!"burstoutJo,whowasinanunusuallyup—liftedframeofmindjustthen。"WhenIhaveoneofmyown,IhopeitwillbeashappyasthethreeIknowandlovethebest。IfJohnandmyFritzwereonlyhere,itwouldbequitealittleheavenonearth,"sheaddedmorequietly。Andthatnightwhenshewenttoherroomafterablissfuleveningoffamilycounsels,hopes,andplans,herheartwassofullofhappinessthatshecouldonlycalmitbykneelingbesidetheemptybedalwaysnearherown,andthinkingtenderthoughtsofBeth。Itwasaveryastonishingyearaltogether,forthingsseemedtohappeninanunusuallyrapidanddelightfulmanner。Almostbeforesheknewwhereshewas,JofoundherselfmarriedandsettledatPlumfield。Thenafamilyofsixorsevenboyssprunguplikemushrooms,andflourishedsurprisingly,poorboysaswellasrich,forMr。Laurencewascontinuallyfindingsometouchingcaseofdestitution,andbeggingtheBhaerstotakepityonthechild,andhewouldgladlypayatrifleforitssupport。Inthisway,theslyoldgentlemangotroundproudJo,andfurnishedherwiththestyleofboyinwhichshemostdelighted。

Ofcourseitwasuphillworkatfirst,andJomadequeermistakes,butthewiseProfessorsteeredhersafelyintocalmerwaters,andthemostrampantragamuffinwasconqueredintheend。HowJodidenjoyher`wildernessofboys’,andhowpoor,dearAuntMarchwouldhavelamentedhadshebeentheretoseethesacredprecinctsofprim,well—orderedPlumfieldoverrunwithToms,Dicks,andHarrys!Therewasasortofpoeticjusticeaboutit,afterall,fortheoldladyhadbeentheterroroftheboysformilesaround,andnowtheexilesfeastedfreelyonforbiddenplums,kickedupthegravelwithprofanebootsunreproved,andplayedcricketinthebigfieldwheretheirritable`cowwithacrumpledhorn’usedtoinviterashyouthstocomeandbetossed。Itbecameasortofboys’paradise,andLauriesuggestedthatitshouldbecalledthe`Bhaer—garten’,asacomplimenttoitsmasterandappropriatetoitsinhabitants。

Itneverwasafashionableschool,andtheProfessordidnotlayupafortune,butitwasjustwhatJointendedittobe——`ahappy,homelikeplaceforboys,whoneededteaching,care,andkindness’。Everyroominthebighousewassoonfull。Everylittleplotinthegardensoonhaditsowner。Aregularmenagerieappearedinbarnandshed,forpetanimalswereallowed。Andthreetimesaday,JosmiledatherFritzfromtheheadofalongtablelinedoneithersidewithrowsofhappyyoungfaces,whichallturnedtoherwithaffectionateeyes,confidingwords,andgratefulhearts,fulloflovefor`MotherBhaer’。Shehadboysenoughnow,anddidnottireofthem,thoughtheywerenotangels,byanymeans,andsomeofthemcausedbothProfessorandProfessorinmuchtroubleandanxiety。Butherfaithinthegoodspotwhichexistsintheheartofthenaughtiest,sauciest,mosttantalizinglittleragamuffingaveherpatience,skill,andintimesuccess,fornomortalboycouldholdoutlongwithFatherBhaershiningonhimasbenevolentlyasthesun,andMotherBhaerforgivinghimseventytimesseven。VeryprecioustoJowasthefriendshipofthelads,theirpenitentsniffsandwhispersafterwrongdoing,theirdrollortouchinglittleconfidences,theirpleasantenthusiasms,hopes,andplans,eventheirmisfortunes,fortheyonlyendearedthemtoherallthemore。Therewereslowboysandbashfulboys,feebleboysandriotousboys,boysthatlispedandboysthatstuttered,oneortwolameones,andamerrylittlequadroon,whocouldnotbetakeninelsewhere,butwhowaswelcometothe`Bhaer—garten’,thoughsomepeoplepredictedthathisadmissionwouldruintheschool。

Yes,Jowasaveryhappywomanthere,inspiteofhardwork,muchanxiety,andaperpetualracket。Sheenjoyeditheartilyandfoundtheapplauseofherboysmoresatisfyingthananypraiseoftheworld,fornowshetoldnostoriesexcepttoherflockofenthusiasticbelieversandadmirers。Astheyearswenton,twolittleladsofherowncametoincreaseherhappiness——Rob,namedforGrandpa,andTeddy,ahappy—go—luckybaby,whoseemedtohaveinheritedhispapa’ssunshinytemperaswellashismother’slivelyspirit。Howtheyevergrewupaliveinthatwhirlpoolofboyswasamysterytotheirgrandmaandaunts,buttheyflourishedlikedandelionsinspring,andtheirroughnurseslovedandservedthemwell。

TherewereagreatmanyholidaysatPlumfield,andoneofthemostdelightfulwastheyearlyapple—picking。ForthentheMarches,Laurences,Brookes。AndBhaersturnedoutinfullforceandmadeadayofit。FiveyearsafterJo’swedding,oneofthesefruitfulfestivalsoccurred,amellowOctoberday,whentheairwasfullofanexhilaratingfreshnesswhichmadethespiritsriseandtheblooddancehealthilyintheveins。Theoldorchardworeitsholidayattire。Goldenrodandastersfringedthemossywalls。Grasshoppersskippedbrisklyintheseregrass,andcricketschirpedlikefairypipersatafeast。Squirrelswerebusywiththeirsmallharvesting。Birdstwitteredtheiradieuxfromthealdersinthelane,andeverytreestoodreadytosenddownitsshowerofredoryellowapplesatthefirstshake。Everybodywasthere。Everybodylaughedandsang,climbedupandtumbleddown。Everybodydeclaredthatthereneverhadbeensuchaperfectdayorsuchajollysettoenjoyit,andeveryonegavethemselvesuptothesimplepleasuresofthehourasfreelyasiftherewerenosuchthingsascareorsorrowintheworld。

Mr。Marchstrolledplacidlyabout,quotingTusser,Cowley,andColumellatoMr。Laurence,whileenjoying……Thegentleapple’swineyjuice。

TheProfessorchargedupanddownthegreenaisleslikeastoutTeutonicknight,withapoleforalance,leadingontheboys,whomadeahookandladdercompanyofthemselves,andperformedwondersinthewayofgroundandloftytumbling。Lauriedevotedhimselftothelittleones,rodehissmalldaughterinabushel—basket,tookDaisyupamongthebird’snests,andkeptadventurousRobfrombreakinghisneck。Mrs。MarchandMegsatamongtheapplepileslikeapairofPomonas,sortingthecontributionsthatkeptpouringin,whileAmywithabeautifulmotherlyexpressioninherfacesketchedthevariousgroups,andwatchedoveronepalelad,whosatadoringherwithhislittlecrutchbesidehim。

Jowasinherelementthatday,andrushedabout,withhergownpinnedup,andherhatanywherebutonherhead,andherbabytuckedunderherarm,readyforanylivelyadventurewhichmightturnup。LittleTeddyboreacharmedlife,fornothingeverhappenedtohim,andJoneverfeltanyanxietywhenhewaswhiskedupintoatreebyonelad,gallopedoffonthebackofanother,orsuppliedwithsourrussetsbyhisindulgentpapa,wholaboredundertheGermanicdelusionthatbabiescoulddigestanything,frompickledcabbagetobuttons,nails,andtheirownsmallshoes。SheknewthatlittleTedwouldturnupagainintime,safeandrosy,dirtyandserene,andshealwaysreceivedhimbackwithaheartywelcome,forJolovedherbabiestenderly。

Atfouro’clockalulltookplace,andbasketsremainedempty,whiletheapplepickersrestedandcomparedrentsandbruises。ThenJoandMeg,withadetachmentofthebiggerboys,setforththesupperonthegrass,foranout—of—doorteawasalwaysthecrowningjoyoftheday。Thelandliterallyflowedwithmilkandhoneyonsuchoccasions,fortheladswerenotrequiredtositattable,butallowedtopartakeofrefreshmentastheyliked——freedombeingthesaucebestbelovedbytheboyishsoul。Theyavailedthemselvesoftherareprivilegetothefullestextent,forsometriedthepleasingexperimentofdrinkingmildwhilestandingontheirheads,otherslentacharmtoleapfrogbyeatingpieinthepausesofthegame,cookiesweresownbroadcastoverthefield,andappleturnoversroostedinthetreeslikeanewstyleofbird。Thelittlegirlshadaprivateteaparty,andTedrovedamongtheediblesathisownsweetwill。

Whennoonecouldeatanymore,theProfessorproposedthefirstregulartoast,whichwasalwaysdrunkatsuchtimes——"AuntMarch,Godblessher!"Atoastheartilygivenbythegoodman,whoneverforgothowmuchheowedher,andquietlydrunkbytheboys,whohadbeentaughttokeephermemorygreen。

"Now,Grandma’ssixtiethbirthday!Longlifetoher,withthreetimesthree!"

Thatwasgivenwithawill,asyoumaywellbelieve,andthecheeringoncebegun,itwashardtostopit。Everybody’shealthwasproposed,formMr。Laurence,whowasconsideredtheirspecialpatron,totheastonishedguineapig,whohadstrayedfromitspropersphereinsearchofitsyoungmaster。Demi,astheoldestgrandchild,thenpresentedthequeenofthedaywithvariousgifts,sonumerousthattheyweretransportedtothefestivesceneinawheelbarrow。Funnypresents,someofthem,butwhatwouldhavebeendefectstoothereyeswereornamentstoGrandma’s——forthechildren’sgiftswerealltheirown。EverystitchDaisy’spatientlittlefingershadputintothehandkerchiefsshehemmedwasbetterthanembroiderytoMrs。March。Demi’smiracleofmechanicalskill,thoughthecoverwouldn’tshut,Rob’sfootstoolhadawiggleinitsunevenlegsthatshedeclaredwassoothing,andnopageofthecostlybookAmy’schildgaveherwassofairasthatonwhichappearedintipsycapitals,thewords——"TodearGrandma,fromherlittleBeth。"

Duringtheceremonytheboyshadmysteriouslydisappeared,andwhenMrs。Marchhadtriedtothankherchildren,andbrokendown,whileTeddywipedhereyesonhispinafore,theProfessorsuddenlybegantosing。Then,fromabovehim,voiceaftervoicetookupthewords,andfromtreetotreeechoedthemusicoftheunseenchoir,astheboyssangwithalltheirheartsthelittlesongthatJohadwritten,Lauriesettomusic,andtheProfessortrainedhisladstogivewiththebesteffect。Thiswassomethingaltogethernew,anditprovedagrandsuccess,forMrs。Marchcouldn’tgetoverhersurprise,andinsistedonshakinghandswitheveryoneofthefeatherlessbirds,fromtallFranzandEmiltothelittlequadroon,whohadthesweetestvoiceofall。

Afterthis,theboysdispersedforafinallark,leavingMrs。Marchandherdaughtersunderthefestivaltree。

"Idon’tthinkIeveroughttocallmyself`unluckyJo’again,whenmygreatestwishhasbeensobeautifullygratified,"saidMrs。Bhaer,takingTeddy’slittlefistoutofthemilkpitcher,inwhichhewasrapturouslychurning。

"Andyetyourlifeisverydifferentfromtheoneyoupicturedsolongago。Doyourememberourcastlesintheair?"askedAmy,smilingasshewatchedLaurieandJohnplayingcricketwiththeboys。

"Dearfellows!Itdoesmyheartgoodtoseethemforgetbusinessandfrolicforaday,"answeredJo,whonowspokeinamaternalwayofallmankind。"Yes,Iremember,butthelifeIwantedthenseemsselfish,lonely,andcoldtomenow。Ihaven’tgivenupthehopethatImaywriteagoodbookyet,butIcanwait,andI’msureitwillbeallthebetterforsuchexperiencesandillustrationsasthese。"AndJopointedfromthelivelyladsinthedistancetoherfather,leaningontheProfessor’sarm,astheywalkedtoandfrointhesunshine,deepinoneoftheconversationswhichbothenjoyedsomuch,andthentohermother,sittingenthronedamongherdaughters,withtheirchildreninherlapandatherfeet,asifallfoundhelpandhappinessinthefacewhichnevercouldgrowoldtothem。

"Mycastlewasthemostnearlyrealizedofall。Iaskedforsplendidthings,tobesure,butinmyheartIknewIshouldbesatisfied,ifIhadalittlehome,andJohn,andsomedearchildrenlikethese。I’vegotthemall,thankGod,andamthehappiestwomanintheworld。"AndMeglaidherhandonhertallboy’shead,withafacefulloftenderanddevoutcontent。

"MycastleisverydifferentfromwhatIplanned,butIwouldnotalterit,though,likeJo,Idon’trelinquishallmyartistichopes,orconfinemyselftohelpingothersfulfilltheirdreamsofbeauty。I’vebeguntomodelafigureofbaby,andLauriesaysitisthebestthingI’veeverdone。Ithinkso,myself,andmeantodoitinmarble,sothat,whateverhappens,Imayatleastkeeptheimageofmylittleangel。"

AsAmyspoke,agreatteardroppedonthegoldenhairofthesleepingchildinherarms,forheronewell—beloveddaughterwasafraillittlecreatureandthedreadoflosingherwastheshadowoverAmy’ssunshine。Thiscrosswasdoingmuchforbothfatherandmother,foroneloveandsorrowboundthemcloselytogether。Amy’snaturewasgrowingsweeter,deeper,andmoretender。Lauriewasgrowingmoreserious,strong,andfirm,andbothwerelearningthatbeauty,youth,goodfortune,evenloveitself,cannotkeepcareandpain,lossandsorrow,fromthemostblessedfor……Intoeachlifesomerainmustfall,Somedaysmustbedarkandsadanddreary。

"Sheisgrowingbetter,Iamsureofit,mydear。Don’tdespond,buthopeandkeephappy,"saidMrs。March,astenderheartedDaisystoopedfromherkneetolayherrosycheekagainstherlittlecousin’spaleone。

"Ineveroughtto,whileIhaveyoutocheermeup,Marmee,andLaurietotakemorethanhalfofeveryburden,"repliedAmywarmly。"Heneverletsmeseehisanxiety,butissosweetandpatientwithme,sodevotedtoBeth,andsuchastayandcomforttomealwaysthatIcan’tlovehimenough。So,inspiteofmyonecross,IcansaywithMeg,`ThankGod,I’mahappywoman。’"

"There’snoneedformetosayit,foreveryonecanseethatI’mfarhappierthanIdeserve,"addedJo,glancingfromhergoodhusbandtoherchubbychildren,tumblingonthegrassbesideher。"Fritzisgettinggrayandstout。I’mgrowingasthinasashadow,andamthirty。Wenevershallberich,andPlumfieldmayburnupanynight,forthatincorrigibleTommyBangswillsmokesweet—ferncigarsunderthebed—clothes,thoughhe’ssethimselfafirethreetimesalready。Butinspiteoftheseunromanticfacts,Ihavenothingtocomplainof,andneverwassojollyinmylife。Excusetheremark,butlivingamongboys,Ican’thelpusingtheirexpressionsnowandthen。"

"Yes,Jo,Ithinkyourharvestwillbeagoodone,"beganMrs。March,frighteningawayabigblackcricketthatwasstaringTeddyoutofcountenance。

"Nothalfsogoodasyours,Mother。Hereitis,andwenevercanthankyouenoughforthepatientsowingandreapingyouhavedone,"criedJo,withthelovingimpetuositywhichsheneverwouldoutgrow。

"Ihopetherewillbemorewheatandfewertareseveryyear,"saidAmysoftly。

"Alargesheaf,butIknowthere’sroominyourheartforit,Marmeedear,"addedMeg’stendervoice。

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