Andreas Hofer

第29章

"Oh,Eliza,yourbeauty,yourangelicpurityandgoodnesswouldsurmounttheirresistance,fornoheartisabletowithstandyou;

andwhenmyparentsareonceacquaintedwithyou,whentheyhavesubmittedtosternnecessity,theywillsoonloveyou,andfoldyouasadaughtertotheirhearts。"

"Butfirsttheywouldhavetosubmittosternnecessity,andI

shouldhavetobeforceduponthem,thattheymightafterwardlearntoloveme。Muchobligedtoyou,sir;Iamonlyapeasant—girl,butIhavemypridetoo,andwillneverallowmyselftobeforceduponafamily,butwillonlytakeahusbandwhoseparentswouldcometomeetmeaffectionately,andgiveme,theirblessingonthethresholdofmynewhome。Andnowletusdropthesubject,andtellmewhathashappenedtoyouduringourseparation。"

"Yousee,Eliza,whathashappenedtome,"saidUlrich,mournfully。

"Afteryourdivinemagnanimityhadsetmefree,IsucceededinpassingthroughtheinsurgentcountrytotheBavarianlinesandre—

enteredtheservice。Wefoughtandsufferedagreatdeal,andatlength,onthe14thofAugust,IwasmadeprisonerbytheTyroleseatthebattleofMountIselandtakentoInnspruck。However,theydonotknowmyrealnamehere,forIdidnotwantthenewsofmycaptivitytoreachmyparents;Ipreferredthattheyshouldlamentmeaskilledinbattle,ratherthanasaprisonerinthehandsoftheinsurgents。Butfatedecreedthatitshouldbeotherwise;Iamnolongertobeallowedtokeepmymournfulincognito;IamtorepairtoMunichtonegotiatethereanexchangeoftheprisonersforthehostageswhomourtroopscarriedoff。"

"YouruncleandmyElzaareamongthehostages,"exclaimedEliza。

"Oh,sir,ifyoureallythinkthatyouareunderobligationstome,ifyouhavenotforgottenthatIsavedyourlife,prayprocurethereleaseofyourdearolduncle,andbringhimbackhither;forhehasindeedahardtimeofitinMunich,wheretheychargehimwithtreason,andwhereevenhisownrelativesinveighbitterlyagainsthim。Thisgnawsathisheart,and,unlessreleasedspeedily,hewilldieofgrief。"

"Ididnotknowthatsosadafatehadbefallenhim,"saidUlrich,gently;"Doeningerwasthefirsttotellmeofit,onbringingmethepapers,andconductingmehither。But,Iconfess,inmyintensejoyonmeetingyou,mydear,sweetEliza,myungratefulhearthadforgottenmyolduncle,whogavemesomanyproofsofhisloveandkindness,andtreatedmeformonthsasasonathishouse。Iwilltrytorewardhislovebyavailingmyselfofmyinfluentialconnectionsandmywholeeloquencetobringabouthisrelease;I

willgomyselftothekingtointercedeinhisbehalf。"

"ButyoumustbringmyElzawithyoutoo,sir,"exclaimedEliza。

"Oh,Iimploreyou,byallthatissacredanddeartoyou——"

"Thenimploremebyyourname,byyoursweetface,"heinterruptedher,enthusiastically。

"Iimploreyoufromthebottomofmyheart,"shecontinued,withouttakinganynoticeofhiswords,"bringmyElzabacktome。Sheisthebetterhalfofmysoul;wegrewuptogether,wesharedalljoysandafflictions,andhavesworntoshedourheart\'sbloodanddieforeachother,ifneedbe,andtostandbyeachotherinfaithfulfriendshiptothelastdayofourlives。Now,IamonlyhalfalivewhenmyElzaisnotwithme。Therefore,dearUlrich,restoremyElzatome,andIwillthankyou,andblessyou,andloveyouasabrother。"

"Asabrother!"hecriedmournfully。"ButIdonotwantyoutolovemeasabrother。Iwantyourheart,yourwholeheart,Eliza;anditismineinspiteofyou——mine!Butyouarevindictive,andcannotforgetandforgive;andbecauseIdeniedandmisunderstoodyouonceinmyblindstubbornness,youwishtowreakvengeanceonme,drivemetodespair,andmakemeunhappyformywholelife!"

"I!"sheexclaimed,mournfully;"Iwishtomakeyouunhappy?"

"Yes,you,"hesaidbitterly;"youseemysufferings,andgloatoverthem;youfeelthatIloveyouboundlessly,andwithcold,sneeringprideyoutrytoresentmyformercontemptiblehaughtiness。Youopposeyourpeasantpridetomyinsensatearistocraticpride;youwanttomakemegomadordieheart—broken,andyourcoolnessneverleavesyouforamoment,andmygriefmakesnoimpressiononyou;

for,whenIamdead,youwillbeabletoexclaim:\'IfoughtformycountryasabravedaughteroftheTyrol!IkilledaBavarian,I

brokehisheartlaughingly!\'"

"Youlie,Ishallneversayso!"criedEliza,inanoutburstofgenerousindignation;"youlieifyouthinkmecapableofsomiserablearevenge;youlieifyoubelievethatIhaveacoldandcruelheart。IwishIhad,forthenIshouldnotsufferwhatIamsufferingnow,andIshouldatleastbeabletoforgetyou。Youreallychargemewithhavingacoldheart,withhatinganddespisingyou?Doyounotsee,doyounotevensuspectwhatIamsufferingforyoursake?Lookatme,then;seehowpalemycheeksare;seehowdimmyeyesare!Idonottakeanynoticeofit,Idonotlookatmyselfinthemirror——whyshouldI,andforwhom?——butmothertellsmesoeveryday,andweepsforme。AndwhyamIsopaleandthin,andwhyaremyeyessodim?Becausemyheartisfullofgrief;becauseI

havenorestdayornight;becausethereisinmyheartavoicewhichIcanneversilence,notevenwhenIamprayingorkneelingintheconfessional。DoyouthinkIamgrievingforthesakeofthecountryorthebloodywar?Whatdoesthecountryconcernme?Ithinknolongerofit,andyeteverybattlemakesmetremble;andonnearingtheboomingofartillery,IkneeldownandpraywithtearsofanguishtotheHolyVirgin。Oh,mayGodforgiveme!Idonotprayformyfather,norforoursoldiers;IprayforaBavarian,Iprayforyou!"

"Eliza!"exclaimedUlrich,radiantwithjoy,andstretchingouthisarmstowardher,"Eliza!"

"Hush!"shesaid,steppingbackproudly,"donotspeak。Ihavetoldyouthetruth,forIdonotwantyoutoaccuseandcurseme,whenI

amblessingyoueveryday。Butnowgo,sir;forgetwhatIhavesaid,butremembermealwaysasonewhoneverhatedyou,andneverthoughtofrevengingherselfuponyou。"

"Eliza,"saidUlrich,gravely,takingherhand,andgazingdeeplyintohereyes,"letusnowbehonestandfranktowardeachother。

Ourheartshavespokenwitheachother,andGodhasheardthem。Youloveme,andIloveyou。DoyourememberwhatIsaidtoyou;whentakingleaveofyouonthemountain?"

"Idonot,sir,"shewhispered,droppinghereyes。

"ButIdo,"hecontinued,gravelyandfirmly。"Isaidtoyou:\'I

willgonow,butIshallreturnandaskyou:"Doyourememberme?

Willyoubecomemywife?\'"Now,Eliza,Ihavereturned,andaskyouasIaskedyouonthemountain,Eliza,willyoubecomemywife?"

"AndIreplyasIrepliedtoyouonthemountain,"shesaidsolemnly。"Wecanneverbelongtoeachotherashusbandandwife,butwecanremembereachotherasgoodfriends。Andso,sir,Iwillalwaysrememberyou,anditwillalwaysgladdenmyhearttohearthatyouarewellandhappy。"

"Isthatyourlastword?"askedUlrich,angrily。

"Yes,sir,itismylastword。"

"Thenyouareintentonmakingusunhappy?"hecried,mournfully。

"Oh,youcrystal—heart,sotransparentandclear,sohard,sohard!

Willyounever,then,allowyourselftobesoftenedbythesunbeamsoflove?Willtheyalwaysonlyhardenyourheart?"

"Icannotactotherwise,sir,IassureyouIcannot,"shesaid,beseechingly。

"Well,then,Icannotactotherwiseeither,"hecried。"Ishallnotacceptthismission,IshallnotgotoMunich,Ishallstayhere。"

"No,no,Iimploreyoutogo!"exclaimedEliza。"Savemyimprisonedcountrymen;save,aboveall,myElzaandherfather!Oh,sheisunhappy,shelongsforherhome;sheisweepingforme,foryou,sir!Makehaste,makehaste;havemercyuponElzaandmyself!"

"WhyshouldIhavemercywhenyouhavenone?"heasked,quickly。

"Lettheprisonersdieofgrief;Iamaprisonertoo,andshallknowalsohowtodie。IshallnotleaveInnspruckunlessyoupromisemethatyouwillbecomemywifeonmyreturn,andplightmeyourfaithbeforethealtarofGod。Iswearbyallthatissacredtome,IwillnotleavethiscityunlessItakewithmeyoursolemnpledgethatyouwillovercomeyourprideandbecomemywife。"

"Well,then,"shesaid,blushingdeeply,"go,then。ProcuremyElza\'srelease,bringherhome,andthen——"

"Andthen?"heasked,asshehesitated。

"Thenyoushallreceiveatthehandsofthepriestabridewholovesyou,lovesyouwithinfinitetenderness,"shesaid,inalowvoice。

Heutteredacryofjoy,andfoldedhertohisheart。Butshedisengagedherselfgently。"Makehastenow,"shesaid;"forthesooneryondepart,thesooneryouwillreturn。"

"Iwillsetoutimmediately,"hecried,radiantwithjoy。"Butsweartome,Eliza,thatIshallreceive,immediatelyonmyreturn,eventhoughitshouldbeearlyinthemorning,atthehandsofthepriest,mybride——thebridewholovesmewithinfinitetenderness。"

"IswearbytheHolyVirgin,"saidEliza,solemnly,"thatifyoubringmyElzatomehere,youshallreceiveyourbrideatthehandsofthepriestonthedayofyourreturn,whetheritbeearlyinthemorningorlateatnight。"

"CaptainUlrich,"shoutedCajetanDoeninger,openingthedoor,"itishightimeforyoutosetout。Thecarriagehasbeenatthedoorforupwardofanhour。"

"Iamready,"sai

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