下载辰思小说免费APP
"Nowdon\'tbeaffected,Polly,butjusttellme,likeadear,hasn\'theproposed?"
"No,hehasn\'t。"
"Don\'tyouthinkhemeansto?"
"Idon\'tthinkhe\'lleversayawordtome。"
"Well,Iamsurprised!"AndFannydrewalongbreath,asifaloadwasoffhermind。Thensheaddedinachangedtone:
"Butdon\'tyoulovehim,Polly?"
"No。"
"Truly?"
"Truly,Fan。"
Neitherspokeforaminute,buttheheartofoneofthembeatjoyfullyandtheduskhidaveryhappyface。
"Don\'tyouthinkhecaredforyou,dear?"askedFanny,presently。"I
don\'tmeantobeprying,butIreallythoughthedid。"
"That\'snotformetosay,butifitisso,it\'sonlyapassingfancyandhe\'llsoongetoverit。"
"Dotellmeallaboutit;I\'msointerested,andIknowsomethinghashappened,Ihearitinyourvoice,forIcan\'tseeyourface。"
"DoyourememberthetalkweoncehadafterreadingoneofMissEdgeworth\'sstoriesaboutnotlettingone\'sloverscometoadeclarationifonedidn\'tlovethem?"
"Yes。"
"Andyougirlssaiditwasn\'tproper,andIsaiditwashonest,anyway。
Well,IalwaysmeanttotryitifIgotachance,andIhave。Mindyou,Idon\'tsayMr。Sydneylovedme,forheneversaidso,andneverwill,now,butIdidfancyheratherlikedmeandmightdomoreifIdidn\'tshowhimthatitwasofnouse。"
"Andyoudid?"criedFanny,muchexcited。
"Ijustgavehimahintandhetookit。Hemeanttogoawaybeforethat,sodon\'tthinkhisheartisbroken,ormindwhatsillytattlerssay。I
didn\'tlikehismeetingmesomuchandtoldhimsobygoinganotherway。
Heunderstood,andbeingagentleman,madenofuss。IdaresayhethoughtIwasavaingoose,andlaughedatmeformypains,likeChurchillin\'Helen。\'
"
"No,hewouldn\'t;He\'dlikeitandrespectyoufordoingit。But,Polly,itwouldhavebeenagrandthingforyou。"
"Ican\'tsellmyselfforanestablishment。"
"Mercy!Whatanidea!"
"Well,that\'stheplainEnglishofhalfyourfashionablematches。I
\'m\'odd,\'youknow,andprefertobeanindependentspinsterandteachmusicallmydays。"
"Ah,butyouwon\'t。Youweremadeforanice,happyhomeofyourown,andIhopeyou\'llgetit,Polly,dear,"saidFannywarmly,feelingsogratefultoPolly,thatshefoundithardnottopouroutallhersecretatonce。
"IhopeImay;butIdoubtit,"answeredPollyinatonethatmadeFannywonderifshe,too,knewwhatheartachemeant。
"Somethingtroublesyou,Polly,whatisit?Confideinme,asIdoinyou,"saidFannytenderly,forallthecoldnessshehadtriedtohidefromPolly,hadmeltedinthesuddensunshinethathadcometoher。
"Doyoualways?"askedherfriend,leaningforwardwithanirresistibledesiretowinbacktheold-timeloveandconfidence,tooprecioustobeexchangedforalittlebriefexcitementorthebarrenhonorof"baggingabird,"touseTrix\'selegantexpression。Fannyunderstooditthen,andthrewherselfintoPolly\'sarms,crying,withashowerofgratefultears;;
"Oh,mydear!mydear!didyoudoitformysake?"
AndPollyheldherclose,sayinginthattendervoiceofhers,;
"Ididn\'tmeantoletaloverpartthispairoffriendsifIcouldhelpit。"ChapterXV。ChapterXV。CHAPTERXVBREAKERSAHEADGOINGintotheShaws\'oneevening,PollyfoundMaudsittingonthestairs,withatroubledface。
"Oh,Polly,I\'msogladyou\'vecome!"criedthelittlegirl,runningtohugher。
"What\'sthematter,deary?"
"Idon\'tknow;somethingdreadfulmusthavehappened,formammaandFanarecryingtogetherupstairs,papaisshutupinthelibrary,andTomisragingroundlikeabear,inthedining-room。"
"Iguessitisn\'tanythingverybad。Perhapsmammaissickerthanusual,orpapaworriedaboutbusiness,orTominsomenewscrape。Don\'tlooksofrightened,Maudie,butcomeintotheparlorandseewhatI\'vegotforyou,"saidPolly,feelingthattherewastroubleofsomesortintheair,buttryingtocheerthechild,forherlittlefacewasfullofasorrowfulanxiety,thatwenttoPolly\'sheart。
"Idon\'tthinkIcanlikeanythingtillIknowwhatthematteris,"answeredMaud。"It\'ssomethinghorrid,I\'msure,forwhenpapacamehome,hewentuptomamma\'sroom,andtalkedeversolong,andmammacriedveryloud,andwhenItriedtogoin,Fanwouldn\'tletme,andshelookedscaredandstrange。Iwantedtogotopapawhenhecamedown,butthedoorwaslocked,andhesaid,\'Notnow,mylittlegirl,\'andthenIsatherewaitingtoseewhatwouldhappen,andTomcamehome。ButwhenIrantotellhim,hesaid,\'Goaway,anddon\'tbother,\'andjusttookmebytheshouldersandputmeout。Oh,dear!everythingissoqueerandhorrid,Idon\'tknowwhattodo。"
Maudbegantocry,andPollysatdownonthestairsbesideher,tryingtocomforther,whileherownthoughtswerefullofavaguefear。Allatoncethedining-roomdooropened,andTom\'sheadappeared。AsingleglanceshowedPollythatsomethingwasthematter,forthecareandelegancewhichusuallymarkedhisappearancewereentirelywanting。Histiewasunderoneear,hishairinatoss,thecherishedmoustachehadaneglectedair,andhisfaceanexpressionbothexcited,ashamed,anddistressed;
evenhisvoicebetrayeddisturbance,forinsteadoftheaffablegreetingheusuallybestowedupontheyounglady,heseemedtohavefallenbackintotheblufftoneofhisboyishdays,andallhesaidwas,;
"Hullo,Polly。"
"Howdoyoudo?"answeredPolly。
"I\'minadevilofamess,thankyou;sendthatchickenupstairs,andcomeinandhearaboutit。"hesaid,asifhehadbeenlongingtotellsomeone,andwelcomedprudentPollyasaspecialprovidence。
"Goup,deary,andamuseyourselfwiththisbook,andthesegingersnapsthatImadeforyou,there\'sagoodchild,"whisperedPolly,asMaudrubbedawayhertears,andstaredatTomwithround,inquisitiveeyes。
"You\'lltellmeallaboutit,byandby,won\'tyou?"shewhispered,preparingtoobey。
"IfImay,"answeredPolly。
Mauddepartedwithunexpecteddocility,andPollywentintothedining-room,whereTomwaswanderingaboutinarestlessway。Ifhehadbeen"raginglikeabear,"Pollywouldn\'thavecared,shewassopleasedthathewantedher,andsogladtobeaconfidante,assheusedtobeinthehappyolddays,thatshewouldjoyfullyhavefacedamuchmoreformidablepersonthanrecklessTom。
"Now,then,whatisit?"shesaid,comingstraighttothepoint。
"Guess。"
"You\'vekilledyourhorseracing。"
"Worsethanthat。"
"Youaresuspendedagain。"
"Worsethanthat。"
"Trixhasrunawaywithsomebody,"criedPolly,withagasp。
"Worsestill。"
"Oh,Tom,youhaven\'thorsewhippedorshotanyone?"
"CameprettynearblowingmyownbrainsoutbutyouseeIdidn\'t。"
"Ican\'tguess;tellme,quick。"
"Well,I\'mexpelled。"
Tompausedontherugashegavetheanswer,andlookedatPollytoseehowshetookit。Tohissurprisesheseemedalmostrelieved,andafteraminutesilence,said,soberly,;
"That\'sbad,verybad;butitmighthavebeenworse。"
"Itisworse;"andTomwalkedawayagainwithadespairingsortofgroan。
"Don\'tknockthechairsabout,butcomeandsitdown,andtellmequietly。"
"Can\'tdoit。"
"Well,goon,then。Areyoutrulyexpelled?Can\'titbemadeup?Whatdidyoudo?"
"It\'satruebillthistime。IjusthadarowwiththeChapelwatchman,andknockedhimdown。Ifitwasafirstoffence,Imighthavegotoff;
butyouseeI\'vehadnoendofnarrowescapes,andthiswasmylastchance;
I\'velostit,andnowthere\'llbethedickenstopay。Iknewitwasallupwithme,soIdidn\'twaittobeturnedout,butjusttookmyselfoff。"
"Whatwillyourfathersay?"
"Itwillcomehardonthegovernor,buttheworstofitis;"thereTomstopped,andstoodaminuteinthemiddleoftheroomwithhisheaddown,asifhedidn\'tfinditeasytotellevenkindlittlePolly。Thenoutcamethetruthallinabreath,justasheusedtoboltouthisboyishmisdemeanors,andthenbackupagainstthewallreadytotaketheconsequences。
"Ioweanawfullotofmoneythatthegovernordon\'tknowabout。"
"Oh,Tom,howcouldyou?"
"I\'vebeenanextravagantrascal,Iknowit,andI\'mthunderingsorry,butthatdon\'thelpafellow,I\'vegottotellthedearoldbuffer,andthere\'swhereitcuts。"
AtanothertimePollywouldhavelaughedatthecontrastbetweenTom\'sfaceandhislanguage,buttherewasasincereremorse,whichmadeeventhedreadfulword"buffer"rathertouchingthanotherwise。
"Hewillbeveryangry,Idaresay;buthe\'llhelpyou,won\'the?Healwaysdoes,Fansays。"
"That\'stheworstofit,yousee。He\'spaidupsooften,thatthelasttimehesaidhispatiencecouldn\'tstandit,norhispocketeither,andifIgotintoanymorescrapesofthatsort,ImustgetoutasIcould。
ImeanttobeassteadyasBunkerHillMonument;buthereIamagain,worsethanever,forlastquarterIdidn\'tsayanythingtofather,hewassobotheredbythelossofthoseshipsjustthen,sothingshavemountedupconfoundedly。"
"Whathaveyoudonewithallyourmoney?"
"HangedifIknow。"
"Can\'tyoupayitanyway?"
"Don\'tseehow,asIhaven\'tacentofmyown,andnowayofgettingit,unlessItrygambling。"
"Oh,mercy,no!Sellyourhorse,"criedPolly,afteraminuteofdeepmeditation。
"Ihave;buthedidn\'tbringhalfIgaveforhim。Ilamedhimlastwinter,andthebeggarwon\'tgetoverit。"
"Andthatdidn\'tpayupthedebts?"
"Onlyaboutahalfof\'em。"
"Why,Tom,howmuchdoyouowe?"
"Ihavedodgedfiguringituptillyesterday;thenthingsweresodesperate,IthoughtImightaswellfacethetruth,soIoverhauledmyaccounts,andthere\'stheresult。"
Tomthrewablotted,crumpledpaperintoPolly\'slap,andtrampedupanddownagain,fasterthanever。Pollytookonelookatthetotalandclaspedherhands,fortoherinexperiencedeyesitlookedappalling。
"Tidylittlesum,isn\'tit?"askedTom,whocouldn\'tbearthesilence,orthestartled,grievedlookinPolly\'seyes。
"It\'sawful!Idon\'twonderyoudreadtellingyourfather。"
"I\'dratherbeshot。Isay,Polly,supposewebreakittohimeasy!"
addedTom,afteranotherturn。
"Howdoyoumean?"
"Why,supposeFan,or,betterstill,yougoandsortofpavetheway。
Ican\'tbeartocomedownonhimwiththewholetruthatonce。"
"Soyou\'dliketohavemegoandtellhimforyou?"Polly\'slipcurledalittleasshesaidthat,andshegaveTomalookthatwouldhaveshownhimhowblueeyescanflash,ifhehadseenit。Buthewasatthewindow,anddidn\'tturn,ashesaidslowly,;
"Well,yousee,he\'ssofondofyou;weallconfideinyou;andyouaresolikeoneofthefamily,thatitseemsquitenatural。JusttellhimI\'mexpelled,youknow,andasmuchmoreasyoulike;thenI\'llcomein,andwe\'llhaveitout。"
Pollyroseandwenttothedoorwithoutaword。Indoingso,Tomcaughtaglimpseofherface,andsaid,hastily,;
"Don\'tyouthinkitwouldbeagoodplan?"
"No,Idon\'t。"
"Whynot?Don\'tyouthinkhe\'dratherhaveittoldhimnicelybyyou,thanblurtedoutasIalwaysdoblurtthings?"
"Iknowhe\'dratherhavehissongotohimandtellthetruth,likeaman,insteadofsendingagirltodowhatheisafraidtodohimself。"
IfPollyhadsuddenlyboxedhisears,Tomcouldn\'thavelookedmoretakenabackthanbythatburst。Helookedatherexcitedface,seemedtounderstandthemeaningofit,andrememberedallatoncethathewastryingtohidebehindagirl。Heturnedscarlet,saidshortly,"Comeback,Polly,"andwalkedstraightoutoftheroom,lookingasifgoingtoinstantexecution,forpoorTomhadbeentaughttofearhisfather,andhadnotentirelyoutgrownthedread。
Pollysatdown,lookingbothsatisfiedandtroubled。"IhopeIdidright,"
shesaidtoherself,"Icouldn\'tbeartohavehimshirkandseemcowardly。
Heisn\'t,onlyhedidn\'tthinkhowitseemedtome,andIdon\'twonderhewasalittleafraid,Mr。Shawissoseverewiththepoorfellow。Oh,dear,whatshouldwedoifWillgotintosuchscrapes。Thankgoodness,he\'spoor,andcan\'t;I\'msogladofthat!"
Thenshesatsilentbesidethehalf-opendoor,hearingthemurmurofTom\'svoiceacrossthehall,andhoping,withallherheart,thathewouldn\'thaveaveryhardtime。Heseemedtotellhisstoryrapidlyandsteadily,withoutinterruption,totheend;thenPollyheardMr。Shaw\'sdeepervoicesayafewwords,atwhichTomutteredaloudexclamation,asiftakenbysurprise。Pollycouldn\'tdistinguishaword,soshekeptherseat,wonderinganxiouslywhatwasgoingonbetweenthetwomen。AsuddenpauseseemedtofollowTom\'sejaculation,thenMr。Shawtalkedalongtimeinalow,earnesttone,sodifferentfromtheangryonePollyhadexpectedtohear,thatitmadehernervous,forMr。Shawusually"blewTomupfirst,andforgavehimafterward,"asMaudsaid。PresentlyTom\'svoicewasheard,apparentlyaskingeagerquestions,towhichbriefrepliesweregiven。Thenadeadsilencefellupontheroom,andnothingwasheardbutthespringrainsoftlyfallingoutofdoors。Allofasuddensheheardamovement,andTom\'svoicesayaudibly,;
"LetmebringPolly;"andheappeared,lookingsopaleandmiserablethatPollywasfrightened。
"Goandsaysomethingtohim;Ican\'t;pooroldfather,ifI\'donlyknown,"andtoPolly\'sutterdismay,Tomthrewhimselfintoachair,andlaidhisheaddownonthetable,asifhehadgotablowthatwastoomuchforhim。
"Oh,Tom,whatisit?"criedPolly,hurryingtohim,fulloffearsshedarednotspeak。
Withoutlookingup,Tomanswered,inasmotheredvoice,"Failed;allgonetosmash;andto-morroweveryonewillknowit。"
PollyheldontothebackofTom\'schair,foraminute,forthenewstookherbreathaway,andshefeltasiftheworldwascomingtoanend,"failed"wassuchavaguelydreadfulwordtoher。
"Isitverybad?"sheasked,softly,feelingasifanythingwasbetterthantostandstillandseeTomsowretched。
"Yes;hemeanstogiveupeverything。He\'sdonehisbest;butitcan\'tbestavedoffanylonger,andit\'sallupwithhim。"
"Oh,IwishIhadamilliontogivehim!"criedPolly,claspingherhands,withthetearsrunningdownhercheeks。"Howdoeshebearit,Tom?"
"Likeaman,Polly;andI\'mproudofhim,"saidTom,lookingup,allredandexcitedwiththeemotionshewastryingtokeepunder。"Everythinghasbeenagainsthim,andhehasfoughtallalonetostandthepressure,butit\'stoomuchforhim,andhe\'sgivenin。It\'sanhonorablefailure,mindyou,andnoonecansayawordagainsthim。I\'dliketosee\'emtryit!"andTomclenchedhishands,asifitwouldbeanimmenserelieftohimtothrashhalfadozenaspersersofhisfather\'shonestname。
"Ofcoursetheycan\'t!ThisiswhatpoorMaudtroubledabout。HehadtoldyourmotherandFanbeforeyoucame,andthatiswhytheyaresounhappy,Isuppose。"
"Theyaresafeenough。Fatherhasn\'ttouchedmother\'smoney;he\'couldn\'trobhisgirls,\'hesaid,andthat\'sallsafefor\'em。Isn\'theatrump,Polly?"AndTom\'sfaceshonewithpride,evenwhilehislipswouldtwitchwithatendererfeeling。
"IfIcouldonlydoanythingtohelp,"criedPolly,oppressedwithherownpowerlessness。
"Youcan。Goandbegoodtohim;youknowhow;heneedsitenough,allalonethere。Ican\'tdoit,forI\'monlyacurseinsteadofacomforttohim。"
"Howdidhetakeyournews?"askedPolly,who,foratime,hadforgottenthelessertroubleinthegreater。
"Likealamb;forwhenI\'ddone,heonlysaid,\'Mypoorlad,wemustbearwithoneanother。\'andthentoldhisstory。"
"I\'mgladhewaskind,"beganPolly,inasoothingtone;butTomcriedout,remorsefully,;
"That\'swhatknocksmeover!JustwhenIoughttobeaprideandaproptohim,Ibringhimmydebtsanddisgrace,andheneversaysawordofblame。It\'snouse,Ican\'tstandit!"andTom\'sheadwentdownagainwithsomethingverylikeasob,thatwouldcomeinspiteofmanfuleffortstokeepitback,forthepoorfellowhadthewarmestheartthateverwas,andallthefinewaistcoatsoutsidecouldn\'tspoilit。
ThatsoundgavePollymorepainthanthenewsofadozenfailuresandexpulsions,anditwasasimpossibleforhertoresistputtingherhandtenderlyonthebenthead,asitwasforhertohelpnoticingwithpleasurehowbrownthelittlecurlsweregrowing,andhowsofttheywere。Inspiteofhersorrow,sheenjoyedthatminuteverymuch,forshewasabornconsoler,and,itishardlynecessaryformetoadd,lovedthisreprehensibleTomwithallherheart。Itwasaveryfoolishthingforhertodo,shequiteagreedtothat;shecouldn\'tunderstandit,explainit,orhelpit;sheonlyfeltthatshedidcareforhimverymuch,inspiteofhisfaults,hisindifference,andhisengagement。Yousee,shelearnedtolovehimonesummer,whenhemadethemavisit。ThatwasbeforeTrixcaughthim;
andwhensheheardthatpieceofnews,Pollycouldn\'tunlovehimallatonce,thoughshetriedveryhard,aswasherduty。Thatengagementwassuchafarce,thatsheneverhadmuchfaithinit,sosheputherloveawayinacornerofherheart,andtriedtoforgetit,hopingitwouldeitherdie,orhavearighttolive。Itdidn\'tmakeherverymiserable,becausepatience,work,andcommon-senselentherahand,andhopewouldkeeppoppingupitsbrightfacefromthebottomofherPandora-boxoftroubles。
Nowandthen,whenanyonesaidTrixwouldn\'tjiltTom,orthatTomdidcareforTrixmorethanheshould,Pollyhadapang,andthoughtshecouldn\'tpossiblybearit。Butshealwaysfoundshecould,andsocametotheconclusionthatitwasamercifulprovisionofnaturethatgirls\'heartscouldstandsomuch,andtheirappetitescontinuegood,whenunrequitedlovewasstarving。
Now,shecouldnothelpyearningoverthisfaulty,well-belovedscapegraceTom,orhelpthinking,withalittlethrillofhope,"IfTrixonlycaredforhismoney,shemaycasthimoffnowhe\'slostit;butI\'lllovehimallthebetterbecausehe\'spoor。"Withthisfeelingwarmatherheart,Idon\'twonderthatPolly\'shandhadasoothingeffect,andthatafteraheaveortwo,Tom\'sshoulderswerequiet,andcertainsmotheredsniffssuggestedthathewouldbeallrightagain,ifhecouldonlywipehiseyeswithoutanyone\'sseeinghimdoit。
Pollyseemedtodivinehiswish,andtuckingalittle,cleanhandkerchiefintooneofhishalf-openhands,shesaid,"I\'mgoingtoyourfather,now,"andwithafarewellsmooth,socomfortingthatTomwishedshe\'ddoitagain,shewentaway。
Asshepausedaminuteinthehalltosteadyherself,Maudcalledherfromabove,andthinkingthatthewomenmightneedhermorethanthemen,sheranuptofindFannywaitingforherinherownroom。
"Mamma\'sasleep,quitewornout,poordear,sowecantalkinherewithouttroublingher,"saidFanny,receivingherfriendsoquietly,thatPollywasamazed。
"Letmecome,too,Iwon\'tmakeanyfuss;it\'ssodreadfultobeshutouteverywhere,andhavepeoplecryingandtalking,andlockedup,andInotknowwhatitmeans,"saidMaud,beseechingly。
"Youdoknow,now;I\'vetoldher,Polly,"saidFan,astheysatdowntogether,andMaudperchedherselfonthebed,sothatshemightretireamongthepillowsifherfeelingsweretoomuchforher。
"I\'mgladyoutakeitsowell,dear;Iwasafraiditmightupsetyou,"
saidPolly,seeingnowthatinspiteofherquietmanner,Fan\'seyeshadanexcitedlook,andhercheeksafeverishcolor。
"Ishallgroanandmoanbyandby,Idaresay,butatfirstitsortofdazedme,andnowitbeginstoexciteme。Ioughttobefullofsorrowforpoorpapa,andIamtrulysorry,but,wickedasitmayseem,it\'safact,Polly,thatI\'mhalfgladit\'shappened,forittakesmeoutofmyself,andgivesmesomethingtodo。"
Fanny\'seyesfellandhercolorroseasshespoke,butPollyunderstoodwhyshewantedtoforgetherself,andputherarmroundherwithamoretendersympathythanFannyguessed。
"Perhapsthingsarenotasbadastheyseem;Idon\'tknowmuchaboutsuchmatters,butI\'veseenpeoplewhohavefailed,andtheyseemedjustascomfortableasbefore,"saidPolly。
"Itwon\'tbesowithus,forpapameanstogiveupeverything,andnothaveawordsaidagainsthim。Mamma\'slittlepropertyissettleduponher,andhasn\'tbeenrisked。Thattouchedhersomuch!ShedreadspovertyevenmorethanIdo,butshebeggedhimtotakeitifitwouldhelphim。Thatpleasedhim,buthesaidnothingwouldinducehimtodoit,foritwouldn\'thelpmuch,andwashardlyenoughtokeephercomfortable。"
"Doyouknowwhathemeanstodo?"askedPolly,anxiously。
"Hesaidhisplanswerenotmade,buthemeanttogointothelittlehousethatbelongedtograndma,assoonashecould,foritwasn\'thonestforabankrupttokeepupanestablishmentlikethis。"
"Ishan\'tmindthatatall,Ilikethelittlehouse\'causeit\'sgotagarden,andthere\'sacunningroomwithathree-corneredclosetinitthatIalwayswanted。Ifthat\'sall,Idon\'tthinkbankruptingissoverybad,"saidMaud,takingacheerfulviewofthings。
"Ah,justwaittillthecarriagegoesandtheniceclothesandtheservants,andwehavetoscratchalongaswecan。You\'llchangeyourmindthen,poorchild,"saidFanny,whoseideasoffailureweredecidedlytragical。
"Willtheytakeallmythingsaway?"criedMaud,indismay。
"Idaresay;Idon\'tknowwhatweareallowedtokeep;butnotmuch,Ifancy,"andFanlookedasifstrunguptosacrificeeverythingshepossessed。
"Theyshan\'thavemynewear-rings,;I\'llhide\'em,;andmybestdress,andmygoldsmellingbottle。Oh,oh,oh!Ithinkit\'smeantotakealittlegirl\'sthingsaway!"AndMauddivedamongthepillowstosmotherawailofanguishattheprospectofbeingbereftofhertreasures。
Pollysoonluredheroutagain,byassurancesthatshewouldn\'tbeutterlydespoiled,andpromisestotryandsoftenthehardheartsofherfather\'screditors,iftheear-ringsandthesmelling-bottlewereattached。
"Iwonderifweshallbeabletokeeponeservant,justtillwelearnhowtodothework,"saidFanny,lookingatherwhitehands,withasigh。
ButMaudclappedhers,andgaveajoyfulbounce,asshecried,;
"NowIcanlearntocook!Ilovesotobeateggs!I\'llhaveanapron,withabibtoit,likePolly\'s,andafeatherduster,andsweepthestairs,maybe,withmyheadtiedup,likeKaty。Oh,whatfun!"
"Don\'tlaughather,ordiscourageher;letherfindcomfortinbibsanddust-pans,ifshecan,"whisperedPollytoFan,whileMaudtookajoyful"header"amongthepillows,andcameupsmilingandblowzy,forshelovedhouse-work,andoftengotlecturedforstolenvisitstothekitchen,andsurreptitioussweepingsanddustingswhenthecoastwasclear。
"Mammaissofeeble,Ishallhavetokeephouse,Isuppose,andyoumustshowmehow,Polly,"saidFan。
"Goodpractice,ma\'am,asyou\'llfindoutsomeday,"answeredPolly,laughingsignificantly。
Fannysmiled,thengrewbothgraveandsad。"Thischangeseverything;
theoldsetwilldropme,aswedidtheMertonswhentheirfatherfailed,andmy\'prospects,\'aswesay,arequiteruined。"
"Idon\'tbelieveit;yourrealfriendswon\'tdropyou,andyou\'llfindoutwhichthetrueonesarenow。Iknowonefriendwhowillbekinderthanever。"
"Oh,Polly,doyouthinkso?"andFanny\'seyessoftenedwithsuddentears。
"Iknowwhoshemeans,"criedMaud,alwayseagertofindoutthings。
"It\'sherself;Pollywon\'tmindifwearepoor,\'causeshelikesbeggars。"
"Isthatwhoyoumeant?"askedFan,wistfully。
"No,it\'samuchbetteranddearerfriendthanIam,"saidPolly,pinchingFanny\'scheek,asitreddenedprettilyunderhereyes。"You\'llneverguess,Maud,soIwouldn\'ttry,butbeplanningwhatyouwillputinyourcunning,three-corneredcloset,whenyougetit。"
Havinggotridof"MissPaulinaPry,"asTomcalledMaud,whowasimmediatelyabsorbedbyhercupboard,theoldergirlssoberlydiscussedthesuddenchangewhichhadcome,andPollywassurprisedtoseewhatunexpectedstrengthandsenseFannyshowed。Pollywastoounconsciousofthechangewhichlovehadmadeinherselftounderstandatfirstthecauseofherfriend\'snewpatienceandfortitude;butsherejoicedoverit,andfeltthatherprophecywouldyetbefulfilled。PresentlyMaudemergedfromhernewcloset,bringingasomewhatstartlingideawithher。
"Dobankruptingmen"(Maudlikedthatnewword)"alwayshavefits?"
"Mercy,no!Whatputthatintoyourhead,child?"criedPolly。
"Why,Mr。Mertondid;andIwasthinkingperhapspapahadgotonedownthere,anditkindoffrightenedme。"
"Mr。Merton\'swasabad,disgracefulfailure,andIdon\'twonderhehadafit。Oursisn\'t,andpapawon\'tdoanythingofthatsort,youmaybesure,"saidFanny,withasproudanairasif"ourfailure"wasratheranhonorthanotherwise。
"Don\'tyouthinkyouandMaudhadbettergodownandseehim?"askedPolly。
"Perhapshewouldn\'tlikeit;andIdon\'tknowwhattosay,either,"
beganFan;butPollysaid,eagerly,;
"Iknowhewouldlikeit。Nevermindwhatyousay;justgo,andshowhimthatyoudon\'tdoubtorblamehimforthis,butlovehimallthemore,andarereadyandgladtohelphimbearthetrouble。"
"I\'mgoing,Iain\'tafraid;I\'lljusthughim,andsayI\'meversogladwearegoingtothelittlehouse,"criedMaud,scramblingoffthebed,andrunningdownstairs。
"Comewithme,Polly,andtellmewhattodo,"saidFanny,drawingherfriendafterher。
"You\'llknowwhattodowhenyouseehim,betterthanIcantellyou,"
answeredPolly,readilyyielding,forsheknewtheyconsideredher"quiteoneofthefamily,"asTomsaid。
AtthestudydoortheyfoundMaud,whosecouragehadgivenout,forMr。Merton\'sfitratherhauntedher。Pollyopenedthedoor;andtheminuteFannysawherfather,shedidknowwhattodo。Thefirewaslow,thegasdim,andMr。Shawwassittinginhiseasy-chair,hisgrayheadinbothhishands,lookinglonely,old,andboweddownwithcare。FannygavePollyonelook,thenwentandtookthegrayheadinbothherarms,saying,withatenderquiverinhervoice,;
"Fatherdear,we\'vecometohelpyoubearit"
Mr。Shawlookedup,andseeinginhisdaughter\'sfacesomethingthatneverhadbeentherebefore,puthisarmabouther,andleanedhistiredheadagainsther,asif,whenleastexpected,hehadfoundtheconsolationhemostneeded。Inthatminute,Fannyfelt,withmingledjoyandself-reproach,whatadaughtermightbetoherfather;andPolly,thinkingoffeeble,selfishMrs。Shaw,asleepupstairs,sawwithsuddenclearnesswhatawifeshouldbetoherhusband,;ahelpmeet,notaburden。Touchedbytheseunusualdemonstrations,Maudcreptquietlytoherfather\'sknee,andwhispered,withagreattearshiningonherlittlepugnose,;
"Papa,wedon\'tminditmuch,andI\'mgoingtohelpFankeephouseforyou;I\'dliketodoit,truly。"
Mr。Shaw\'sotherarmwentroundthechild,andforaminutenoonesaidanything,forPollyhadslippedbehindhischair,thatnothingshoulddisturbthethree,whowerelearningfrommisfortunehowmuchtheylovedoneanother。
PresentlyMr。Shawsteadiedhimselfandasked,;
"Whereismyotherdaughter,where\'smyPolly?"
Shewasthereatonce;gavehimoneofthequietkissesthathadmorethanusualtendernessinit,forshelovedtohearhimsay"myotherdaughter,"
andthenshewhispered,;
"Don\'tyouwantTom,too?"
"OfcourseIdo;whereisthepoorfellow?"
"I\'llbringhim;"andPollydepartedwithmostobligingalacrity。
Butinthehallshepausedaminutetopeepintotheglassandseeifshewasallright,forsomehowshewasmoreanxioustolookneatandprettytoTominhishouroftroublethanshehadeverbeeninhisprosperousdays。Inliftingherarmstoperkupthebowatherthroatsheknockedahatoffthebracket。Now,ashinyblackbeaverisnotanobjectexactlycalculatedtoinspiretenderorromanticsentiments,onewouldfancy,butthatparticular"stovepipe"seemedtotouchPollytotheheart,forshecaughtitup,asifitsfallsuggestedagreaterone,smoothedoutaslightdint,asifitwassymbolicalofthehardknocksitsowner\'sheadwasnowindangerofreceiving,andstoodlookingatitwithasmuchpityandrespect,asifithadbeenthecrownofadisinheritedprince。Girlswilldosuchfoolishlittlethings,andthoughwelaughatthem,Ithinkwelikethemthebetterforit,afterall。
RichardwashimselfagainwhenPollyentered,forthehandkerchiefhaddisappeared,hisheadwaserect,hisfacewassteady,andhiswholeairhadadoggedcomposurewhichseemedtosaytofate,"Hitaway,I\'mready。"
HedidnothearPollycomein,forhewaslookingfixedlyatthefirewitheyesthatevidentlysawaverydifferentfuturetherefromthatwhichitusedtoshowhim;butwhenshesaid,"Tom,dear,yourfatherwantsyou,"
hegotupatonce,heldouthishandtoher,saying,"Cometoo,wecan\'tgetonwithoutyou,"andtookherbackintothestudywithhim。
Thentheyhadalongtalk,forthefamilytroublesseemedtowarmandstrengthenthefamilyaffectionandconfidence,andastheyoungpeoplelistenedwhileMr。Shawtoldthemasmuchofhisbusinessperplexitiesastheycouldunderstand,everyoneofthemblamedhimorherselfforgoingonsogaylyandblindly,whilethestormwasgathering,andthepoormanwaslefttomeetitallalone。Now,however,thethunder-claphadcome,andafterthefirstalarm,findingtheywerenotkilled,theybegantodiscoveracertainhalf-anxious,half-pleasantexcitementintalkingitover,encouragingoneanother,andfeelingunusuallyfriendly,aspeopledowhenasuddenshowerdrivestwoorthreetotheshelterofoneumbrella。
Itwasasobertalk,butnotallsad,forMr。Shawfeltinexpressiblycomfortedbyhischildren\'sunexpectedsympathy,andthey,tryingtotakethedownfallcheerfullyforhissake,founditeasiertobearthemselves。
Theyevenlaughedoccasionally,forthegirls,intheirignorance,askedqueerquestions;Tommadeludicrouslyunbusiness-likepropositions;andMaudgavethemoneheartypeal,thatdidaworldofgood,bypensivelyremarking,whentheplansforthefuturehadbeenexplainedtoher,;
"I\'msorelieved;forwhenpapasaidwemustgiveupeverything,andmammacalledusallbeggars,IdidthinkI\'dgottogoroundaskingforcoldvittles,withabigbasket,andanoldshawlovermyhead。IsaidonceI\'dlikethat,butI\'mafraidIshouldn\'t,forIcan\'tbearIndiancakeandcoldpotatoes,;that\'swhatthepoorchildrenalwaysseemtoget,;andIshouldhatetohaveGraceandtherestseemescuffingroundthebackgates。"
"Mylittlegirlshallnevercometothat,ifIcanhelpit,"saidMr。
Shaw,holdingherclose,withalookthatmadeMaudadd,asshelaidhercheekagainsthisown,;
"ButI\'ddoit,father,ifyouaskedmeto,forItrulywanttohelp。"
"SodoI!"criedFanny,wonderingatthesameminutehowitwouldseemtowearturnedsilks,andcleanhergloves。
Tomsaidnothing,butdrewtowardhimapaperoffigureswhichhisfatherhaddrawnup,andspeedilyreducedhimselftothevergeofdistractionbytryingtounderstandthem,inhisardentdesiretoprovehiswillingnesstoputhisshouldertothewheel。
"Weshallpullthrough,children,sodon\'tborrowtrouble,onlybereadyfordiscomfortsandannoyances。Putyourprideinyourpockets,andrememberpovertyisn\'tdisgraceful,butdishonestyis。"
PollyhadalwayslovedkindMr。Shaw,butnowsherespectedhimheartily,andfeltthatshehadnotdonehimjusticewhenshesometimesthoughtthatheonlycaredformakingmoney。
"Ishouldn\'twonderifthiswasagoodthingforthewholefamily,thoughitdon\'tlookso。Mrs。Shawwilltakeitthehardest,butitmaystirherup,soshewillforgethernerves,andbeasbusyandhappyasmotheris,"saidPollytoherself,inahopefulmood,forpovertywasanoldfriend,andshehadlearnedlongagonottofearit,buttotakeitsbitteranditssweet,andmakethebestofboth。
Whentheypartedforthenight,Pollyslippedawayfirst,toleavethemfree,yetcouldn\'thelplingeringoutsidetoseehowtenderlythegirlspartedfromtheirfather。Tomhadn\'tawordtosayforhimself,formendon\'tkiss,caress,orcrywhentheyfeelmost,andallhecoulddotoexpresshissympathyandpenitence,wastowringhisfather\'shandwithafacefullofrespect,regret,andaffection,andthenboltupstairsasifthefurieswereafterhim,astheywere,inamildandmodernform。ChapterXVI。ChapterXVI。CHAPTERXVIADRESSPARADETHEweeksthatfollowedtaughttheShaws,asmanyotherfamilieshavebeentaught,howrapidlyrichestaketothemselveswingsandflyaway,whentheyoncebegintogo。Mr。Shawcarriedouthisplanswithanenergyandpatiencethatworkedwonders,andtouchedtheheartsofhishardestcreditors。
Thebighousewasgivenupassoonaspossibleandthelittlehousetaken;
beingmadecomfortablewiththefurnitureMadamlefttherewhenshewenttolivewithherson。Theold-fashionedthingshadbeenletwiththehouse,andnowseemedalmostlikeagiftfromGrandma,doublypreciousinthesetroubloustimes。Attheauction,severalpersonstriedtoshowthefamilythat,thoughtheyhadlosttheirfortune,friendsstillremained,foronebidinFanny\'spiano,andsentittoher;anothersecuredcertainluxuriousarticlesforMrs。Shaw\'scomfort;andathirdsavedsuchofMr。Shaw\'sbooksashevaluedmost,forhehadkepthiswordandgivenupeverything,withthemostpunctiliousintegrity。Sothelittlehousewasnotbare,butmadepleasanttotheireyesbythesewaifsfromthewreck,broughtthembythetideofsympathyandgood-willwhichsoonsetin。
Everybodywhoknewthemhastenedtocall,manyfromarealregard,butmorefrommerecuriosityto"seehowtheytookit。"Thiswasoneofthehardestthingstheyhadtobear,andTomusedstronglanguagemorethanonce,whensomefineladycametocondole,andwentawaytogossip。Polly\'shopesofMrs。Shawweredisappointed,formisfortunedidnothaveabracingeffect。Shetooktoherbedatonce,receivedherfriendsintearsandapoint-lacecap,andcheeredherfamilybyplaintivelyinquiringwhenshewastobetakentothealmshouse。ThiswashardforFanny;butafteranintervalofdespair,shecametotheconclusionthatunderthecircumstancesitwasthebestthinghermothercouldhavedone,andwithsomethingofherfather\'senergy,Fannyshoulderedthenewburden,feelingthatatlastnecessityhadgivenherwhatshehadlongneeded,somethingtodo。
ThepoorgirlknewasmuchofhouseholdaffairsasSnip;butprideandtheresolution"tostandbyFather,"keptuphercourage,andsheworkedawaywithfeverishactivityatwhatevertaskcamefirsttill,justasstrengthandheartwereabouttofail,orderbegantoemergefromchaosandthevisionofahomemadehappyandcomfortablebyherskillandcarecametorepayandsustainher。
Maud,beingrelievedfromthefearofback-doorbeggary,soonbecamereconciledtobankruptcy;thoughtitratheragoodjoke,onthewhole,forchildrenlikenovelty,anddon\'tcaremuchforMrs。Grundy。Sheregardedthenewabodeasababyhouseonalargescale,whereshewasallowedtoplayherpartinthemostsatisfactorymanner。Fromthemomentwhen,ontakingpossessionofthecovetedroom,sheopenedthedoorsofthethree-corneredcloset,andfoundalittlekettlejustlikePolly\'s,standingthere,shefeltthatagoodtimewascomingforherandfelltodustingfurniture,washingcups,andmakingtoast,thehappiest,fussiestlittlehousewifeinthecity。ForMaudinheritedthenotablegiftsofhergrandmother,andwouldhavemadeacapitalfarmer\'sdaughter,inspiteofhercitybreeding。
Pollycameandwentthroughallthesechanges,faithful,helpful,andascheeryasshecouldbewhenherfriendswereintrouble。Thepartsseemedreversednow,anditwasPollywhogave,Fannywhoreceived;forwhereeverythingseemedstrangeandnewtoFan,Pollywasquiteathome,andeveryoneoftheunfashionabledomesticaccomplishmentsnowcameintoplay,tothecomfortoftheShaws,andthegreatsatisfactionofPolly。Shecouldnotdoenoughtoprovehergratitudeforformerfavors,andwenttoilingandmoilingabout,feelingthatthehardest,mostdisagreeabletaskswereherespecialduty。Inthemovingnothingsuitedherbetterthantotrotupanddown,luggingheavythings,topoundherfingersblackandbluenailingcarpetsandcurtains,andthedayshenearlybrokehernecktumblingdownthecellarstairs,inhereagernesstoseethatMrs。Shaw\'swinewasrightlystored,shefeltthatshewasonlypayingherdebts,andtoldTomshelikedit,whenhepickedheruplookingasgrimyasachimney-sweep。
"Youcanturnyourhandtoanything,youclevergirl,sodocomeandgivemesomeadvice,forIaminthedepthsofdespair,"saidFannywhenthe"maid-of-all-work"asPollycalledherself,foundaleisurehour。
"Whatisit?Mothsinthefurs,asmokychimney,orsmall-poxnextdoor?"
askedPolly,astheyenteredFan\'sroom,whereMaudwastryingonoldbonnetsbeforethelooking-glass。
"ActuallyIhavenothingtowear,"beganFanimpressively;"I\'vebeentoobusytothinkorcaretillnow,buthereitisnearlyMayandIhavehardlyadecentragtomyback。Usually,youknow,IjustgotoMrs。O\'GradyandtellherwhatIwant;shemakesmyspringwardrobe,Papapaysthebill,andthereIam。NowI\'velookedintothematter,andIdeclaretoyou,Polly,I\'mfrightenedtoseehowmuchitcoststodressme。"
"NotsomuchassomegirlsIknow,"saidPollyencouragingly。
"Perhapsnot,forIhaveaconscience,andtasteiseconomysometimes;
butreally,Polly,Ihaven\'tthehearttoaskPapaforacentjustnow,andyetImusthaveclothes。Youaresuchageniusforplanningandworkingwonders,thatIthrowmyselfuponyouandask,\'HowshallImakeaspringwardrobeoutofnothing?\'"
"Letmeseethe\'nothing\'beforeIadvise。Bringouteveryragyou\'vegot,andwe\'llseewhatcanbedone,"saidPolly,lookingasifsheenjoyedtheprospect,forshehadagreatdealofthatfemininefacultywhichwecall"knack,"andmuchpracticehadincreasedit。
Fannybroughtouther"rags"andwasastonishedtoseehowmanyshehad,forchair,sofa,bed,andbureauwerecovered,andstillMaud,whowasburrowingintheclosets,keptcrying,"Here\'sanother。"
"There\'sadiscouragingheapofrubbishforyou!"saidFan,assheaddedafadedmuslintothelastpile。
"Now,tomeyour\'rubbish\'looksveryencouraging,becausethereisgoodmaterialthere,andnotmuchworn-outfinery,;that\'smydetestation,foryoucan\'tdoanythingwithit。Letmesee,fivebonnets。Putthewinteronesawaytillautumn,ripupthesummerones,andoutofthreeoldoneswe\'llgetaprettynewone,ifmyeyesdon\'tdeceiveme。"
"I\'llrip,andthendoletmeseeyoumakeabonnet,itmustbesointeresting,"saidMaud,whippingoutherscissorsandeagerlybeginningtoreduceashabbylittlebonnettoitsoriginalelements。
"Nowthedresses,"continuedPolly,whohadrapidlysortedoutthepiles。
"Willyouhavethegoodnesstolookatthis?"saidFan,holdingupagraystreetsuitfadedpastcure。
Pollywhiskeditwrongsideout,andshowingtheclean,brightfabric,said,withatriumphantwave,;
"Beholdyournewsuit;freshtrimmingandlessofitwillfinishyouoffassmartasever。"
"Ineverworeaturneddressinmylife;doyousupposepeoplewillknowit?"saidFandoubtfully。
"Whatiftheydo?Itwon\'thurtyou。Notoneinahundredwilleverthinkanythingaboutyourdress,exceptthatitispretty。I\'vewornturnedanddyedgownsallmydays,anditdon\'tseemtohavealienatedmyfriends,orinjuredmyconstitution。"
"Thatithasn\'t;I\'magoose,Polly,andI\'llgetoverthefeelingthatit\'ssortofdisgracefultobepoorandhavetoeconomize。We\'llturnthegray,andI\'llwearitbravely。"
"Thenitwillbemorebecomingthanever。Oh,here\'stheprettyvioletsilk。Thatwillmakealovelysuit,"criedPolly,goingonwiththereview。
"Don\'tseehowtwodraggledskirtsandastainedwaistcanbetransformedintoawholerig,"saidFan,sittingonthebed,withhergarmentsstrewnaboutherinvariousattitudesoflimpdespondency。
"Well,ma\'am,myplanisthis,"beganPolly,imitatingMrs。O\'Grady\'simportanttone,andbadgrammar:"Goresisout,andplaitsisin;therefore,asthetopofthisskirtisquitefresh,wewilltakeofftheruffles,turnitupsidedown,andleaveitplain。Theupperskirtwillbemadescanter,andfinishedwithafrill;thenthewaistcanberefreshedwiththebestpartsofthesewideflounces,andoutofthosenewbitswewillconcoctahat。TheblacklaceMaudhasjusttakenoffthegreenonewilldotoedgetheviolet,andwithyournicesilkmantillayouarecomplete,don\'tyousee?"
"Idon\'tquiteseeityet,butIhavefirmfaiththatIshallintime,andconsidermycallingcostumefinished,"saidFanny,gettingmoreandmoreinterestedasshesawhercondemnedwardrobecomingoutfreshagainunderPolly\'smagicknack。
"Therearetwo;thenthatpiqué;isallright,ifyoucutthetailoffthejacketandchangethetrimmingabit。Themuslinsonlyneedmendinganddoinguptolookaswellasever;yououghtnottoputthemawaytornandsoiled,mychild。Thetwoblacksilkswillbegoodstand-bysforyears。IfIwereyou,I\'dhaveacoupleofneat,prettyprintsforhome-wear,andthenIdon\'tseewhyyouaren\'tfixedwellenoughforourshortseason。"
"Can\'tIdoanythingwiththisbarege?It\'soneofmyfavoritedresses,andIhatetogiveitup。"
"Youworethatthoroughlyout,andit\'sonlyfitfortherag-bag。Yes,itwasveryprettyandbecoming,Iremember,butitsdayisover。"
Fannyletthedresslieinherlapaminuteassheabsentlypickedatthefringe,smilingtoherselfoverthehappytimewhensheworeitlastandSydneysaidsheonlyneededcowslipsinherlaptolooklikespring。
Presentlyshefoldeditupandputitawaywithasigh,butitneverwentintotherag-bag,andmysentimentalreaderscanunderstandwhatsavedit。
"Theballdresseshadbetterbeputnicelyawaytillnextyear,"beganPolly,comingtoarainbow;coloredheap。
"Mydayisover,Ishallneverusethemagain。Dowhatyoulikewiththem,"saidFancalmly。
"Didyoueversellyourcast-offfinery,asmanyladiesdo?"askedPolly。
"Never;Idon\'tlikethefashion。Igiveitaway,orletMaudhaveitfortableaux。"
"IwonderifyouwouldmindmytellingyousomethingBelleproposed?"
"Ifit\'sanoffertobuymyclothes,Ishouldmind,"answeredFanny,sharply。
"ThenIwon\'t,"andPollyretiredbehindacloudofarsenic-greengauze,whichmadeherlookasifshehadthecholera。
"Ifshewantedtobuythathorridnew\'gooseberry-coloredgown,\'asTomcallsit,I\'dletherhaveitcheap,"putinMaud,whowasofapracticalturn。
"Doesshewantit,Polly?"askedFan,whosecuriositygotthebetterofherpride。
"Well,shemerelyaskedmeifIthoughtyou\'dbemortallyoffended,ifsheofferedtotakeitoffyourhands,asyou\'dneverwornit。Youdon\'tlikeit,andinanotherseasonitwillbealloutoffashion,"saidPollyfromherverdantretreat。
"Whatdidyousay?"
"Isawshemeantitkindly,soIsaidI\'dask。Nowbetweenourselves,Fan,thepriceofthatdresswouldgiveyouallyou\'llwantforyourspringfixings,that\'soneconsideration;thenhere\'sanother,whichmayhavesomeweightwithyou,"addedPollyslyly。"TrixtoldBelleshewasgoingtoaskyouforthedress,asyouwouldn\'tcaretowearitnow。ThatmadeBellefireup,andsayitwasameanthingtodowithoutofferingsomereturnforacostlythinglikethat;andthenBellesaid,inherbluntway,\'I\'llgiveFanallshepaidforit,andmore,too,ifitwillbeanyhelptoher。Idon\'tcareforthedress,butI\'dliketoslipalittlemoneyintoherpocket,forIknowsheneedsitandistoogoodtoaskdearMr。Shawforanythingshecangetonwithout。\'"
"Didshesaythat?I\'llgiveherthedress,andnottakeapennyforit,"criedFan,flushingupwithmingledangertowardTrixandgratitudetoBelle。
"Thatwon\'tsuither;youletmemanageit,anddon\'tfeelanyshameoranxietyaboutit。YoudidmanyakindandgenerousthingforBellewhenyouhadthepower,andyoulikedtodoit;nowletherpayherdebts,andhavethesamepleasure。"
"Ifshelooksatitinthatway,itmakesadifference。PerhapsI\'dbetter;themoneywouldbeanimmensehelp;onlyIdon\'tquiteliketotakeit。"
"Kingsandqueensselltheirjewelswhentimesarehardortheygetturnedofftheirthrones,andnoonethinksitanythingamiss,sowhyneedyou?It\'sjustalittletransactionbetweentwofriendswhoexchangethingstheydon\'twantforthingswhichtheydo,andI\'ddoitifIwereyou。"
"We\'llseeaboutit,"saidFan,privatelyresolvingtotakePolly\'sadvice。
"IfIhadlotsofthingslikeFan,I\'dhaveanauctionandgetallIcouldforthem。Whydon\'tyou?"askedMaud,beginningonherthirdbonnet。