下载辰思小说免费APP
Pollydiscreetlyfellbehind,andamusedherselflookingintoshop-windows,tillFanny,mindfulofhermanners,evenatsuchaninterestingtime,tookherintoapicturegallery,andbadeherenjoytheworksofartwhiletheyrested。ObedientPollywentthroughtheroomseveraltimes,apparentlyexaminingthepictureswiththeinterestofaconnoisseur,andtryingnottohearthemildprattleofthepairontheroundseat。Butshecouldn\'thelpwonderingwhatFanfoundsoabsorbinginanaccountofarecentGerman,andwhysheneedpromisesosolemnlynottoforgettheconcertthatafternoon。
WhenFannyroseatlast,Polly\'stiredfacereproachedher;andtakingahastyleaveofthesmallgentleman,sheturnedhomeward,saying,confidentially,assheputonehandinPolly\'smuff,"Now,mydear,youmustn\'tsayawordaboutFrankMoore,orpapawilltakemyheadoff。Idon\'tcareabitforhim,andhelikesTrix;onlytheyhavequarrelled,andhewantstomakehermadbyflirtingalittlewithme。Iscoldedhimwell,andhepromisedtomakeupwithher。Weallgototheafternoonconcerts,andhaveagaytime,andBelleandTrixaretobethereto-day;sojustkeepquiet,andeverythingwillbeallright。"
"I\'mafraiditwon\'t,"beganPolly,who,notbeingusedtosecrets,founditveryhardtokeepevenasmallone。
"Don\'tworry,child。It\'snoneofourbusiness;sowecangoandenjoythemusic,andifotherpeopleflirt,itwon\'tbeourfault,"saidFanny,impatiently。
"Ofcoursenot;but,then,ifyourfatherdon\'tlikeyoutodoso,oughtyoutogo?"
"Itellmamma,andshedon\'tcare。Papaisfussy,andgrandmamakesastirabouteveryblessedthingIdo。Youwillholdyourtongue,won\'tyou?"
"Yes;Itrulywill;Inevertelltales。"AndPollykeptherword,feelingsureFandidn\'tmeantodeceiveherfather,sinceshetoldhermothereverything。
"Whoareyougoingwith?"askedMrs。Shaw,whenFannymentionedthatitwasconcert-day,justbeforethreeo\'clock。
"OnlyPolly;shelikesmusic,anditwassostormyIcouldn\'tgolastweek,youknow,"answeredFan;adding,astheyleftthehouseagain,"Ifanyonemeetsusontheway,Ican\'thelpit,canI?"
"Youcantellthemnotto,can\'tyou?"
"That\'srude。Dearme!here\'sBelle\'sbrotherGus;healwaysgoes。Ismyhairallright,andmyhat?
BeforePollycouldanswer,Mr。Gusjoinedthemasamatterofcourse,andPollysoonfoundherselftrottingonbehind,feelingthatthingswerenot"allright,"thoughshedidn\'tknowhowtomendthem。Beingfondofmusic,sheignorantlysupposedthateveryoneelsewentforthatalone,andwasmuchdisturbedbythewhisperingthatwentonamongtheyoungpeopleroundher。BelleandTrixwerethereinfulldress;and,inthepausesbetweendifferentpieces,Messrs。FrankandGus,withseveralother"splendidfellows,"regaledtheyoungladieswithcollegegossip,andbitsofnewsfullofinterest,tojudgefromthecloseattentionpaidtotheireloquentremarks。Pollyregardedthesenoblebeingswithawe,andtheyrecognizedherexistencewiththecondescensionoftheirsex;buttheyevidentlyconsideredheronly"aquietlittlething,"andfindinghernotuptosocietytalk,blandlyignoredtheprettychild,anddevotedthemselvestotheyoungladies。
FortunatelyforPolly,sheforgotallabouttheminherenjoymentofthefinemusic,whichshefeltratherthanunderstood,andsatlisteningwithsuchahappyface,thatseveraltruemusic-loverswatchedhersmilingly,forherheartgaveablithewelcometothemelodywhichputthelittleinstrumentintune。Itwasduskwhentheywentout,andPollywasmuchrelievedtofindthecarriagewaitingforthem,becauseplayingthirdfiddlewasnottohertaste,andshehadhadenoughofitforoneday。
"I\'mgladthosemenaregone;theydidworrymesotalking,whenI
wantedtohear,"saidPolly,astheyrolledaway。
"Whichdidyoulikebest?"askedFanny,withalanguidairofsuperiority。
"Theplainone,whodidn\'tsaymuch;hepickedupmymuffwhenittumbleddown,andtookcareofmeinthecrowd;theothersdidn\'tmindanythingaboutme。"
"Theythoughtyouwerealittlegirl,Isuppose。"
"Mymothersaysarealgentlemanisaspolitetoalittlegirlastoawoman;soIlikeMr。Sydneybest,becausehewaskindtome。"
"Whatasharpchildyouare,Polly。Ishouldn\'thavethoughtyou\'dmindthingslikethat,"saidFanny,beginningtounderstandthattheremaybeagooddealofwomanlinesseveninalittlegirl。
"I\'musedtogoodmanners,thoughIdoliveinthecountry,"repliedPolly,ratherwarmly,forshedidn\'tliketobepatronizedevenbyherfriends。
"Grandmasaysyourmotherisaperfectlady,andyouarejustlikeher;
sodon\'tgetinapassionwiththosepoorfellows,andI\'llseethattheybehavebetternexttime。Tomhasnomannersatall,andyoudon\'tcomplainofhim,"addedFan,withalaugh。
"Idon\'tcareifhehasn\'t;he\'saboy,andactslikeone,andIcangetonwithhimagreatdealbetterthanIcanwiththosemen。"
FannywasjustgoingtotakePollytotaskforsaying"thosemen"insuchadisrespectfultone,whenbothwerestartledbyasmothered"Cock-a-doodle-doo!"
fromundertheoppositeseat。
"It\'sTom!"criedFanny;andwiththewordsouttumbledthatincorrigibleboy,redintheface,andbreathlesswithsuppressedlaughter。Seatinghimself,hesurveyedthegirlsasifwellsatisfiedwiththesuccessofhisprank,andwaitingtobecongratulateduponit。"Didyouhearwhatweweresaying?"demandedFanny,uneasily。
"Oh,didn\'tI,everyword?"AndTomexultedoverthemvisibly。
"Didyoueverseesuchaprovokingtoad,Polly?Now,Isupposeyou\'llgoandtellpapaagreatstory。"
"P\'r\'apsIshall,andp\'r\'apsIshan\'t。HowPollydidhopwhenIcrowed!
Iheardhersqueal,andsawhercuddleupherfeet。"
"Andyouhearduspraiseyourmanners,didn\'tyou?"askedPolly,slyly。
"Yes,andyouliked\'em;soIwon\'ttellonyou,"saidTom,withare-assuringnod。
"There\'snothingtotell。"
"Ain\'tthere,though?Whatdoyousupposethegovernorwillsaytoyougirlsgoingonsowiththosedandies?Isawyou。"
"WhathastheGovernorofMassachusettstodowithus?"askedPolly,tryingtolookasifshemeantwhatshesaid。
"Pooh!youknowwhoImean;soyouneedn\'ttrytocatchmeup,asgrandmadoes。"
"Tom,I\'llmakeabargainwithyou,"criedFanny,eagerly。"Itwasn\'tmyfaultthatGusandFrankwerethere,andIcouldn\'thelptheirspeakingtome。IdoaswellasIcan,andpapaneedn\'tbeangry;forIbehaveeversomuchbetterthansomeofthegirls。Don\'tI,Polly?"
"Bargain?"observedTom,withaneyetobusiness。
"Ifyouwon\'tgoandmakeafuss,tellingwhatyou\'dnorighttohear;itwassomeantohideandlisten;Ishouldthinkyou\'dbeashamedofit!;I
\'llhelpyouteaseforyourvelocipede,andwon\'tsayawordagainstit,whenmammaandgrannybegpapanottoletyouhaveit。"
"Willyou?"andTompausedtoconsidertheofferinallitsbearings。
"Yes,andPollywillhelp;won\'tyou?"
"I\'drathernothaveanythingtodowithit;butI\'llbequiet,andnotdoanyharm。"
"Whywon\'tyou?"askedTom,curiously。
"Becauseitseemslikedeceiving。"
"Well,papaneedn\'tbesofussy,"saidFan,petulantly。
"AfterhearingaboutthatCarrie,andtherest,Idon\'twonderheisfussy。Whydon\'tyoutellrightout,andnotdoitanymore,ifhedon\'twantyouto?"saidPolly,persuasively。
"Doyougoandtellyourfatherandmothereverythingrightout?"
"Yes,Ido;anditsaveseversomuchtrouble。"
"Ain\'tyouafraidofthem?"
"OfcourseI\'mnot。It\'shardtotellsometimes;butit\'ssocomfortablewhenit\'sover。"
"Let\'s!"wasTom\'sbriefadvice。
"Mercyme!whatafussaboutnothing!"saidFanny,readytocrywithvexation。
"Tisn\'tnothing。Youknowyouareforbiddentogogallivantingroundwiththosechaps,andthat\'sthereasonyou\'reinapuckernow。Iwon\'tmakeanybargain,andIwilltell,"returnedTom,seizedwithasuddenfitofmoralfirmness。
"WillyouifIpromisenever,nevertodosoanymore?"askedFanny,meekly;forwhenThomastookmattersintohisownhands,hissisterusuallysubmittedinspiteofherself。
"I\'llthinkaboutit;andifyoubehave,maybeIwon\'tdoitatall。
Icanwatchyoubetterthanpapacan;so,ifyoutryitagain,it\'sallupwithyou,miss,"saidTom,findingitimpossibletoresistthepleasureoftyrannizingalittlewhenhegotthechance。
"Shewon\'t;don\'tplagueheranymore,andshewillbegoodtoyouwhenyougetintoscrapes,"answeredPolly,withherarmroundFan。
"Ineverdo;andifIdid,Ishouldn\'taskagirltohelpmeout。"
"Whynot?I\'daskyouinaminute,ifIwasintrouble,"saidPolly,inherconfidingway。
"Wouldyou?Well,I\'dputyouthrough,assureasmyname\'sTomShaw。
Now,then,don\'tslip,Polly,"andMr。Thomashelpedthemoutwithunusualpoliteness,forthatfriendlylittlespeechgratifiedhim。Hefeltthatonepersonappreciatedhim;andithadagoodeffectuponmannersandtempermaderoughandbelligerentbyconstantsnubbingandopposition。
Afterteathatevening,FannyproposedthatPollyshouldshowherhowtomakemolassescandy,asitwascook\'sholiday,andthecoastwouldbeclear。Hopingtopropitiatehertormentor,FaninvitedTomtojoinintherevel,andPollybeggedthatMaudmightsitupandseethefun;soallfourdescendedtothebigkitchen,armedwithaprons,hammers,spoons,andpans,andPollyassumedcommandoftheforces。Tomwassettocrackingnuts,andMaudtopickingoutthemeats,forthecandywastobe"tip-top。"
FanwaitedonPollycook,whohoveredoverthekettleofboilingmolassestillherfacewasthecolorofapeony。"Now,putinthenuts,"shesaidatlast;andTomemptiedhisplateintothefoamysyrup,whiletheotherswatchedwithdeepinterestthemysteriousconcoctionofthiswell-belovedsweetmeat。"Ipouritintothebutteredpan,yousee,anditcools,andthenwecaneatit,"explainedPolly,suitingtheactiontotheword。
"Why,it\'sallfullofshells!"exclaimedMaud,peeringintothepan。
"Oh,thunder!Imusthaveput\'eminbymistake,andateupthemeatswithoutthinking,"saidTom,tryingtoconcealhisnaughtysatisfaction,asthegirlshungoverthepanwithfacesfullofdisappointmentanddespair。
"Youdiditonpurpose,youhorridboy!I\'llneverletyouhaveanythingtodowithmyfunagain!"criedFan,inapassion,tryingtocatchandshakehim,whilehedodgedandchuckledinhighglee。
Maudbegantowailoverherlostdelight,andPollygravelypokedatthemess,whichwasquitespoilt。Butherattentionwasspeedilydivertedbythesquabblegoingoninthecorner;forFanny,forgetfulofheryoung-ladyismandhersixteenyears,hadboxedTom\'sears,andTom,resentingtheinsult,hadforciblyseatedherinthecoal-hod,whereheheldherwithonehandwhilehereturnedthecomplimentwiththeother。Bothwereveryangry,andkepttwittingoneanotherwitheveryaggravationtheycouldinvent,astheyscoldedandscuffled,presentingamostunlovelyspectacle。
Pollywasnotamodelgirlbyanymeans,andhadherlittlepetsandtempersliketherestofus;butshedidn\'tfight,scream,andsquabblewithherbrothersandsistersinthisdisgracefulway,andwasmuchsurprisedtoseeherelegantfriendinsuchapassion。"Oh,don\'t!Please,don\'t!
You\'llhurther,Tom!Lethimgo,Fanny!It\'snomatteraboutthecandy;
wecanmakesomemore!"criedPolly,tryingtopartthem,andlookingsodistressed,thattheystoppedashamed,andinaminutesorrythatsheshouldseesuchadisplayoftemper。
"Iain\'tgoingtobehustledround;soyou\'dbetterletmealone,Fan,"
saidTom,drawingoffwithathreateningwagofthehead,adding,inadifferenttone,"Ionlyputtheshellsinforfun,Polly。Youcookanotherkettleful,andI\'llpickyousomemeatsallfair。Willyou?"
"It\'sprettyhotwork,andit\'sapitytowastethings;butI\'lltryagain,ifyouwantmeto,"saidPolly,withapatientsigh,forherarmsweretiredandherfaceuncomfortablyhot。
"Wedon\'twantyou;getaway!"saidMaud,shakingastickyspoonathim。
"Keepquiet,cry-baby。I\'mgoingtostayandhelp;mayn\'tI,Polly?"
"Bearslikesweetthings,soyouwantsomecandy,Iguess。Whereisthemolasses?We\'veusedupalltherewasinthejug,"saidPolly,good-naturedly,beginningagain。
"Downcellar;I\'llgetit;"andtakingthelampandjug,Tomdeparted,bentondoinghisdutynowlikeasaint。
Themomenthislightvanished,Fannyboltedthedoor,saying,spitefully,"Now,wearesafefromanymoretricks。Lethimthumpandcall,itonlyserveshimright;andwhenthecandyisdone,we\'lllettherascalout。"
"Howcanwemakeitwithoutmolasses?"askedPolly,thinkingthatwouldsettlethematter。
"There\'splentyinthestore-room。No;youshan\'tlethimuptillI
\'mready。He\'sgottolearnthatI\'mnottobeshakenbyalittlechitlikehim。Makeyourcandy,andlethimalone,orI\'llgoandtellpapa,andthenTomwillgetalecture。"
Pollythoughtitwasn\'tfair;butMaudclamoredforhercandy,andfindingshecoulddonothingtoappeaseFan,Pollydevotedhermindtohercookerytillthenutsweresafelyin,andanicepanfulsetintheyardtocool。Afewbangsatthelockeddoor,afewthreatsofvengeancefromtheprisoner,suchassettingthehouseonfire,drinkingupthewine,andmashingthejelly-pots,andthenallwassoquietthatthegirlsforgothimintheexcitingcrisisoftheirwork。
"Hecan\'tpossiblygetoutanywhere,andassoonwe\'vecutupthecandy,we\'llunboltthedoorandrun。Comeandgetanicedishtoputitin,"
saidFan,whenPollyproposedtogohalveswithTom,lestheshouldcomeburstinginsomehow,andseizethewhole。
Whentheycamedownwiththedishinwhichtosetforththeirtreat,andopenedtheback-doortofindit,imaginetheirdismayondiscoveringthatitwasgone,;pan,candy,andall,;utterlyandmysteriouslygone!
Agenerallamentarose,whenacarefulrummageleftnohopes;forthefateshadevidentlydecreedatcandywasnottoprosperonthisunpropitiousnight。
"Thehotpanhasmeltedandsunkinthesnowperhaps,"saidFanny,diggingintothedriftwhereitwasleft。
"Thoseoldcatshavegotit,Iguess,"suggestedMaud,toomuchoverwhelmedbythissecondblowtohowlasusual。
"Thegateisn\'tlocked,andsomebeggarhasstolenit。Ihopeitwilldohimgood,"addedPolly,turningfromherexploringexpedition。
"IfTomcouldgetout,Ishouldthinkhe\'dcarrieditoff;butnotbeingarat,hecan\'tgothroughthebitsofwindows;soitwasn\'thim,"saidFanny,disconsolately,forshebegantothinkthisdoublelossapunishmentforlettingangrypassionsrise,"Let\'sopenthedoorandtellhimaboutit,"proposedPolly。
"He\'llcrowoverus。No;we\'llopenitandgotobed,andhecancomeoutwhenhelikes。Provokingboy!ifhehadn\'tplaguedusso,weshouldhavehadanicetime。"
Unboltingthecellardoor,thegirlsannouncedtotheinvisiblecaptivethattheywerethrough,andthendepartedmuchdepressed。Half-wayupthesecondflight,theyallstoppedassuddenlyasiftheyhadseenaghost;
forlookingoverthebanisterswasTom\'sface,crockybuttriumphant,andineitherhandajunkofcandy,whichhewavedabovethemashevanished,withthetantalizingremark,"Don\'tyouwishyouhadsome?"
"Howintheworlddidhegetout?"criedFanny,steadyingherselfafterastartthatnearlysentallthreetumblingdownstairs。
"Coal-hole!"answeredaspectralvoicefromthegloomabove。
"Goodgracious!Hemusthavepokedupthecover,climbedintothestreet,stolethecandy,andsneakedinattheshed-windowwhilewewerelookingforit。"
"Catsgotit,didn\'tthey?"jeeredthevoiceinatonethatmadePollysitdownandlaughtillshecouldn\'tlaughanylonger。
"JustgiveMaudabit,she\'ssodisappointed。FanandIaresickofit,andsowillyoube,ifyoueatitall,"calledPolly,whenshegotherbreath。
"Gotobed,Maudie,andlookunderyourpillowwhenyougetthere,"
wastheoracularreplythatcamedowntothem,asTom\'sdoorclosedafterajubilantsoloonthetinpan。
Thegirlswenttobedtiredout;andMaudslumberedplacidly,huggingthestickybundle,foundwheremolassescandyisnotoftendiscovered。
Pollywasverytired,andsoonfellasleep;butFanny,whosleptwithher,layawakelongerthanusual,thinkingabouthertroubles,forherheadached,andthedissatisfactionthatfollowsangerwouldnotletherrestwiththetranquillitythatmadetherosyfaceinthelittleroundnightcapsuchapleasantsighttoseeasitlaybesideher。Thegaswasturneddown,butFannysawafigureinagraywrappercreepbyherdoor,andpresentlyreturn,pausingtolookin。"Whoisit?"shecried,soloudthatPollywoke。
"Onlyme,dear,"answeredgrandma\'smildvoice。"PoorTomhasgotadreadfultoothache,andIcamedowntofindsomecreosoteforhim。Hetoldmenottotellyou;butIcan\'tfindthebottle,anddon\'twanttodisturbmamma。"
"It\'sinmycloset。OldTomwillpayforhistrickthistime,"saidFanny,inasatisfiedtone。
"Ithoughthe\'dgetenoughofourcandy,"laughedPolly;andthentheyfellasleep,leavingTomtothedelightsoftoothacheandthetendermerciesofkindoldgrandma。ChapterIII。ChapterIII。CHAPTERIIIPOLLY\'STROUBLESPOLLYsoonfoundthatshewasinanewworld,aworldwherethemannersandcustomsweresodifferentfromthesimplewaysathome,thatshefeltlikeastrangerinastrangeland,andoftenwishedthatshehadnotcome。
Inthefirstplace,shehadnothingtodobutloungeandgossip,readnovels,paradethestreets,anddress;andbeforeaweekwasgone,shewasasheartilysickofallthis,asahealthypersonwouldbewhoattemptedtoliveonconfectionery。Fannylikedit,becauseshewasusedtoit,andhadneverknownanythingbetter;butPollyhad,andoftenfeltlikealittlewood-birdshutupinagildedcage。Nevertheless,shewasmuchimpressedbytheluxuriesallabouther,enjoyedthem,wishedsheownedthem,andwonderedwhytheShawswerenotahappierfamily。Shewasnotwiseenoughtoknowwherethetroublelay;shedidnotattempttosaywhichofthetwoliveswastherightone;sheonlyknewwhichshelikedbest,andsupposeditwasmerelyanotherofher"old-fashioned"ways。
Fanny\'sfriendsdidnotinteresthermuch;shewasratherafraidofthem,theyseemedsomucholderandwiserthanherself,eventhoseyoungerinyears。TheytalkedaboutthingsofwhichsheknewnothingandwhenFannytriedtoexplain,shedidn\'tfindtheminteresting;indeed,someofthemrathershockedandpuzzledher;sothegirlsletheralone,beingcivilwhentheymet,butevidentlyfeelingthatshewastoo"odd"tobelongtotheirset。ThensheturnedtoMaudforcompanionship,forherownlittlesisterwasexcellentcompany,andPollylovedherdearly。ButMissMaudwasmuchabsorbedinherownaffairs,forshebelongedtoa"set"also;
andthesemitesoffiveandsixhadtheir"musicals,"theirparties,receptions,andpromenades,aswellastheirelders;and,thechiefideaoftheirlittlelivesseemedtobetoapethefashionablefolliestheyshouldhavebeentooinnocenttounderstand。Maudhadhertinycard-case,andpaidcalls,"likemammaandFan";herboxofdaintygloves,herjewel-drawer,hercrimping-pins,asfineandfancifulawardrobeasaParisdoll,andaFrenchmaidtodressher。Pollycouldn\'tgetonwithheratfirst,forMauddidn\'tseemlikeachild,andoftencorrectedPollyinherconversationandmanners,thoughlittlemademoiselle\'sownwereanythingbutperfect。Nowandthen,whenMaudfeltpoorly,orhada"fwactious"turn,forshehad"nerves"aswellasmamma,shewouldgotoPollyto"beamoosed,"forhergentlewaysandkindforbearancesoothedthelittlefineladybetterthananythingelse。
Pollyenjoyedthesetimes,andtoldstories,playedgames,orwentoutwalking,justasMaudliked,slowlyandsurelywinningthechild\'sheart,andrelievingthewholehouseoftheyoungtyrantwhoruledit。
TomsoongotoverstaringatPolly,andatfirstdidnottakemuchnoticeofher,for,inhisopinion,"girlsdidn\'tamounttomuch,anyway";and,considering,thestyleofgirlheknewmostabout,Pollyquiteagreedwithhim。Heoccasionallyrefreshedhimselfbyteasingher,toseehowshe\'dstandit,andcausedPollymuchanguishofspirit,forsheneverknewwherehewouldtakehernext。Hebouncedoutatherfrombehinddoors,booedatherindarkentries,clutchedherfeetasshewentupstairs,startledherbyshrillwhistlesrightinherear,orsuddentweaksofthehairashepassedherinthestreet;andassureastherewascompanytodinner,hefixedhisroundeyesonher,andnevertookthemofftillshewasreducedtoapiteousstateofconfusionanddistress。Sheusedtobeghimnottoplagueher;buthesaidhediditforhergood;shewastooshy,andneededtougheningliketheothergirls。Invainsheprotestedthatshedidn\'twanttobeliketheothergirlsinthatrespect;heonlylaughedinherface,stuckhisredhairstraightupalloverhishead,andglaredather,tillshefledindismay。
YetPollyratherlikedTom,forshesoonsawthathewasneglected,hustledoutoftheway,andlefttogetonprettymuchbyhimself。Sheoftenwonderedwhyhismotherdidn\'tpethimasshedidthegirls;whyhisfatherorderedhimaboutasifhewasabornrebel,andtooksolittleinterestinhisonlyson。Fannyconsideredhimabear,andwasashamedofhim;butnevertriedtopolishhimupabit;andMaudandhelivedtogetherlikeacatanddogwhodidnotbelongtoa"happyfamily。"GrandmawastheonlyonewhostoodbypooroldTom;andPollymorethanoncediscoveredhimdoingsomethingkindforMadam,andseemingverymuchashamedwhenitwasfoundout。Hewasn\'trespectfulatall;hecalledher"theoldlady,"andtoldherhe"wouldn\'tbefussedover";butwhenanythingwasthematter,healwayswentto"theoldlady,"andwasverygratefulforthe"fussing。"Pollylikedhimforthis,andoftenwantedtospeakofit;
butshehadafeelingthatitwouldn\'tdo,forinpraisingtheiraffection,shewasreproachingotherswithneglect;sosheheldhertongue,andthoughtaboutitallthemore。
Grandmawasratherneglected,too,andperhapsthatisthereasonwhyTomandsheweresuchgoodfriends。Shewasevenmoreold-fashionedthanPolly;butpeopledidn\'tseemtominditsomuchinher,asherdaywassupposedtobeover,andnothingwasexpectedofherbuttokeepoutofeverybody\'sway,andtobehandsomelydressedwhensheappeared"beforepeople。"Grandmaledaquiet,solitarylifeinherownrooms,fullofoldfurniture,pictures,books,andrelicsofapastforwhichnoonecaredbutherself。Hersonwentupeveryeveningforalittlecall,wasverykindtoher,andsawthatshewantednothingmoneycouldbuy;buthewasabusyman,sointentongettingrichthathehadnotimetoenjoywhathealreadypossessed。Madamnevercomplained,interfered,orsuggested;
buttherewasasadsortofquietudeabouther,awistfullookinherfadedeyes,asifshewantedsomethingwhichmoneycouldnotbuy,andwhenchildrenwerenear,shehoveredaboutthem,evidentlylongingtocuddleandcaressthemasonlygrandmotherscan。Pollyfeltthis;andasshemissedthehome-petting,gladlyshowedthatshelikedtoseethequietoldfacebrighten,assheenteredthesolitaryroom,wherefewchildrencame,exceptthephantomsoflittlesonsanddaughters,who,tothemotherlyheartthatlovedthem,neverfadedorgrewup。Pollywishedthechildrenwouldbekindertograndma;
butitwasnotforhertotellthemso,althoughittroubledheragooddeal,andshecouldonlytrytomakeupforitbybeingasdutifulandaffectionateasiftheirgrandmawasherown。
AnotherthingthatdisturbedPollywasthewantofexercise。Todressupandparadecertainstreetsforanhoureveryday,tostandtalkingindoorways,ordriveoutinafinecarriage,wasnotthesortofexercisesheliked,andFanwouldtakenoother。Indeed,shewassoshocked,whenPolly,oneday,proposedarundownthemall,thatherfriendneverdaredsuggestsuchathingagain。Athome,Pollyranandrode,coastedandskated,jumpedropeandrakedhay,workedinhergardenandrowedherboat;sonowondershelongedforsomethingmorelivelythanadailypromenadewithaflockofgiddygirls,whotiltedalonginhigh-heeledboots,andcostumeswhichmadePollyashamedtobeseenwithsomeofthem。Sosheusedtoslipoutalonesometimes,whenFannywasabsorbedinnovels,company,ormillinery,andgetfinebriskwalksroundthepark,ontheunfashionableside,wherethebabiestooktheirairings;orshewentinside,towatchtheboyscoasting,andtowishshecouldcoasttoo,asshedidathome。Sheneverwentfar,andalwayscamebackrosyandgay。
Oneafternoon,justbeforedinner,shefeltsotiredofdoingnothing,thatsheslippedoutforarun。Ithadbeenadullday;butthesunwasvisiblenow,settingbrightlybelowtheclouds。ItwascoldbutstillandPollytrotteddownthesmooth,snow-coveredmallhummingtoherself,andtryingnottofeelhomesick。Thecoasterswereatitwithalltheirmight,andshewatchedthem,tillherlongingtojointhefungrewirresistible。
Onthehill,somelittlegirlswereplayingwiththeirsleds,;reallittlegirls,inwarmhoodsandcoats,rubberbootsandmittens,;andPollyfeltdrawntowardtheminspiteofherfearofFan。
"Iwanttogodown,butIdarsn\'t,it\'ssosteep,"saidoneofthese"commonchildren,"asMaudcalledthem。
"Ifyou\'lllendmeyoursled,andsitinmylap,I\'lltakeyoudownallnice,"answeredPolly,inaconfidentialtone。
Thelittlegirlstookalookather,seemedsatisfied,andacceptedheroffer。Pollylookedcarefullyroundtoseethatnofashionableeyebeheldtheawfuldeed,andfindingallsafe,settledherfreight,andspunawaydownhill,feelingalloverthedelightsomeexcitementofswiftmotionwhichmakescoastingsuchafavoritepastimewiththemoresensibleportionofthechild-world。Oneafteranother,shetookthelittlegirlsdownthehillanddraggedthemupagain,whiletheyregardedherinthelightofagray-coatedangel,descendedfortheirexpressbenefit。Pollywasjustfinishingoffwithonedelicious"go"allbyherself,whensheheardafamiliarwhistlebehindher,andbeforeshecouldgetoff,upcameTom,lookingasmuchastonishedasifhehadfoundhermounted,onanelephant。
"Hullo,Polly!What\'llFansaytoyou?"washispolishedsalutation。
"Don\'tknow,anddon\'tcare。Coastingisnoharm;Ilikeit,andI\'mgoingtodoit,nowI\'vegotachance;soclearthelul-la!"AndawaywentindependentPolly,withherhairblowinginthewind,andanexpressionofgenuineenjoyment,whichaveryrednosedidn\'tdamageintheleast。
"Goodforyou,Polly!"Andcastinghimselfuponhissled,withthemostrecklessdisregardforhisribs,offwhizzedTomafterher,andcamealongsidejustasshereinedup"GeneralGrant"onthebroadpathbelow。"Oh,won\'tyougetitwhenwegohome?"criedtheyounggentleman,evenbeforehechangedhisgracefulattitude。
"Ishan\'t,ifyoudon\'tgoandtell;butofcourseyouwill,"addedPolly,sittingstill,whileananxiousexpressionbegantostealoverherhappyface。
"Ijustwon\'t,then,"returnedTom,withthenaturalperversityofhistribe。
"Iftheyaskme,Ishalltell,ofcourse;iftheydon\'task,Ithinkthere\'snoharminkeepingstill。Ishouldn\'thavedoneit,ifIhadn\'tknownmymotherwaswilling;butIdon\'twishtotroubleyourmotherbytellingofit。Doyouthinkitwasverydreadfulofme?"askedPolly,lookingathim。
"Ithinkitwasdownrightjolly;andIwon\'ttell,ifyoudon\'twantmeto。Now,comeupandhaveanother,"saidTom,heartily。
"Justonemore;thelittlegirlswanttogo,thisistheirsled。"
"Let\'emtakeit,itisn\'tgoodformuch;andyoucomeonmine。Mazeppa\'sastunner;youseeifheisn\'t。"
SoPollytuckedherselfupinfront,Tomhungonbehindinsomemysteriousmanner,andMazeppaprovedthathefullymeritedhismaster\'ssincereifinelegantpraise。Theygotoncapitallynow,forTomwasinhispropersphere,andshowedhisbestside,beingcivilandgayinthebluffboy-fashionthatwasnaturaltohim;whilePollyforgottobeshy,andlikedthissortof"toughening"muchbetterthantheother。Theylaughedandtalked,andkepttaking"justonemore,"tillthesunshinewasallgone,andtheclocksstruckdinner-time。
"Weshallbelate;let\'srun,"saidPolly,astheycameintothepathafterthelastcoast。
"Youjustsitstill,andI\'llgetyouhomeinajiffy;"andbeforeshecouldunpackherself,Tomtrottedoffwithheratafinepace。
"Here\'sapairofcheeks!Iwishyou\'dgetacolorlikethis,Fanny,"
saidMr。Shaw,asPollycameintothedining-roomaftersmoothingherhair。
"Yournoseisasredasthatcranberrysauce,"answeredFan,comingoutofthebigchairwhereshehadbeencurledupforanhourortwo,deepin"LadyAudley\'sSecret。"
"Soitis,"saidPolly,shuttingoneeyetolookattheoffendingfeature。
"Nevermind;I\'vehadagoodtime,anyway,"sheadded,givingalittlepranceinherchair。
"Idon\'tseemuchfuninthesecoldrunsyouaresofondoftaking,"
saidFanny,withayawnandashiver。
"Perhapsyouwouldifyoutriedit;"andPollylaughedassheglancedatTom。
"Didyougoalone,dear?"askedgrandma,pattingtherosycheekbesideher。
"Yes\'m;butImetTom,andwecamehometogether。"Polly\'seyestwinkledwhenshesaidthat,andTomchokedinhissoup。
"Thomas,leavethetable!"commandedMr。Shaw,ashisincorrigiblesongurgledandgaspedbehindhisnapkin。
"Pleasedon\'tsendhimaway,sir。Imadehimlaugh,"saidPolly,penitently。
"What\'sthejoke?"askedFanny,wakingupatlast。
"Ishouldn\'tthinkyou\'dmakehimlaugh,whenhe\'salwaysmakingyoucwy,"observedMaud,whohadjustcomein。
"Whathaveyoubeendoingnow,sir?"demandedMr。Shaw,asTomemerged,redandsolemn,fromhisbriefobscurity。
"Nothingbutcoast,"hesaid,gruffly,forpapawasalwayslecturinghim,andlettingthegirlsdojustastheyliked。
"So\'sPolly;Isawher。MeandBlanchewerecominghomejustnow,andwesawherandTomwidingdownthehillonhissled,andthenhedwaggedhereversofar!"criedMaud,withhermouthfull。
"Youdidn\'t?"andFannydroppedherforkwithascandalizedface。
"Yes,Idid,andlikediteversomuch,"answeredPolly,lookinganxiousbutresolute。
"Didanyoneseeyou?"criedFanny。
"Onlysomelittlegirls,andTom。"
"Itwashorridlyimproper;andTomoughttohavetoldyouso,ifyoudidn\'tknowanybetter。Ishouldbemortifiedtodeathifanyofmyfriendssawyou,"addedFan,muchdisturbed。
"Now,don\'tyouscold。It\'snoharm,andPollyshallcoastifshewantsto;mayn\'tshe,grandma?"criedTom,gallantlycomingtotherescue,andsecuringapowerfulally。
"Mymotherletsme;andifIdon\'tgoamongtheboys,Ican\'tseewhatharmthereisinit,"saidPolly,beforeMadamcouldspeak。
"Peopledomanythingsinthecountrythatarenotproperhere,"beganMrs。Shaw,inherreprovingtone。
"Letthechilddoitifshelikes,andtakeMaudwithher。Ishouldbegladtohaveoneheartygirlinmyhouse,"interruptedMr。Shaw,andthatwastheendofit。
"Thankyou,sir,"saidPolly,gratefully,andnoddedatTom,whotelegraphedback"Allright!"andfelluponhisdinnerwiththeappetiteofayoungwolf。
"Oh,yously-boots!you\'regettingupaflirtationwithTom,areyou?"
whisperedFannytoherfriend,asifmuchamused。
"What!"andPollylookedsosurprisedandindignant,thatFannywasashamedofherself,andchangedthesubjectbytellinghermothersheneededsomenewgloves。
Pollywasveryquietafterthat,andtheminutedinnerwasover,shelefttheroomtogoandhaveaquiet"think"aboutthewholematter。Beforeshegothalf-wayupstairs,shesawTomcomingafter,andimmediatelysatdowntoguardherfeet。Helaughed,andsaid,asheperchedhimselfonthepostofthebanisters,"Iwon\'tgrabyou,honorbright。Ijustwantedtosay,ifyou\'llcomeoutto-morrowsometime,we\'llhaveagoodcoast。"
"No,"saidPolly,"Ican\'tcome。"
"Whynot?Areyoumad?Ididn\'ttell。"AndTomlookedamazedatthechangewhichhadcomeoverher。
"No;youkeptyourword,andstoodbymelikeagoodboy。I\'mnotmad,either;butIdon\'tmeantocoastanymore。Yourmotherdon\'tlikeit。"
"Thatisn\'tthereason,Iknow。Younoddedtomeaftershe\'dfreedhermind,andyoumeanttogothen。Come,now,whatisit?"
"Ishan\'ttellyou;butI\'mnotgoing,"wasPolly\'sdeterminedanswer。
"Well,Ididthinkyouhadmoresensethanmostgirls;butyouhaven\'t,andIwouldn\'tgiveasixpenceforyou。"
"That\'spolite,"saidPolly,gettingruffled。
"Well,Ihatecowards。"