An Old-fashioned Girl

第2章

Pollydiscreetlyfellbehind,andamusedherselflookingintoshop-windows,tillFanny,mindfulofhermanners,evenatsuchaninterestingtime,tookherintoapicturegallery,andbadeherenjoytheworksofartwhiletheyrested。ObedientPollywentthroughtheroomseveraltimes,apparentlyexaminingthepictureswiththeinterestofaconnoisseur,andtryingnottohearthemildprattleofthepairontheroundseat。Butshecouldn\'thelpwonderingwhatFanfoundsoabsorbinginanaccountofarecentGerman,andwhysheneedpromisesosolemnlynottoforgettheconcertthatafternoon。

WhenFannyroseatlast,Polly\'stiredfacereproachedher;andtakingahastyleaveofthesmallgentleman,sheturnedhomeward,saying,confidentially,assheputonehandinPolly\'smuff,"Now,mydear,youmustn\'tsayawordaboutFrankMoore,orpapawilltakemyheadoff。Idon\'tcareabitforhim,andhelikesTrix;onlytheyhavequarrelled,andhewantstomakehermadbyflirtingalittlewithme。Iscoldedhimwell,andhepromisedtomakeupwithher。Weallgototheafternoonconcerts,andhaveagaytime,andBelleandTrixaretobethereto-day;sojustkeepquiet,andeverythingwillbeallright。"

"I\'mafraiditwon\'t,"beganPolly,who,notbeingusedtosecrets,founditveryhardtokeepevenasmallone。

"Don\'tworry,child。It\'snoneofourbusiness;sowecangoandenjoythemusic,andifotherpeopleflirt,itwon\'tbeourfault,"saidFanny,impatiently。

"Ofcoursenot;but,then,ifyourfatherdon\'tlikeyoutodoso,oughtyoutogo?"

"Itellmamma,andshedon\'tcare。Papaisfussy,andgrandmamakesastirabouteveryblessedthingIdo。Youwillholdyourtongue,won\'tyou?"

"Yes;Itrulywill;Inevertelltales。"AndPollykeptherword,feelingsureFandidn\'tmeantodeceiveherfather,sinceshetoldhermothereverything。

"Whoareyougoingwith?"askedMrs。Shaw,whenFannymentionedthatitwasconcert-day,justbeforethreeo\'clock。

"OnlyPolly;shelikesmusic,anditwassostormyIcouldn\'tgolastweek,youknow,"answeredFan;adding,astheyleftthehouseagain,"Ifanyonemeetsusontheway,Ican\'thelpit,canI?"

"Youcantellthemnotto,can\'tyou?"

"That\'srude。Dearme!here\'sBelle\'sbrotherGus­;healwaysgoes。Ismyhairallright,andmyhat?

BeforePollycouldanswer,Mr。Gusjoinedthemasamatterofcourse,andPollysoonfoundherselftrottingonbehind,feelingthatthingswerenot"allright,"thoughshedidn\'tknowhowtomendthem。Beingfondofmusic,sheignorantlysupposedthateveryoneelsewentforthatalone,andwasmuchdisturbedbythewhisperingthatwentonamongtheyoungpeopleroundher。BelleandTrixwerethereinfulldress;and,inthepausesbetweendifferentpieces,Messrs。FrankandGus,withseveralother"splendidfellows,"regaledtheyoungladieswithcollegegossip,andbitsofnewsfullofinterest,tojudgefromthecloseattentionpaidtotheireloquentremarks。Pollyregardedthesenoblebeingswithawe,andtheyrecognizedherexistencewiththecondescensionoftheirsex;buttheyevidentlyconsideredheronly"aquietlittlething,"andfindinghernotuptosocietytalk,blandlyignoredtheprettychild,anddevotedthemselvestotheyoungladies。

FortunatelyforPolly,sheforgotallabouttheminherenjoymentofthefinemusic,whichshefeltratherthanunderstood,andsatlisteningwithsuchahappyface,thatseveraltruemusic-loverswatchedhersmilingly,forherheartgaveablithewelcometothemelodywhichputthelittleinstrumentintune。Itwasduskwhentheywentout,andPollywasmuchrelievedtofindthecarriagewaitingforthem,becauseplayingthirdfiddlewasnottohertaste,andshehadhadenoughofitforoneday。

"I\'mgladthosemenaregone;theydidworrymesotalking,whenI

wantedtohear,"saidPolly,astheyrolledaway。

"Whichdidyoulikebest?"askedFanny,withalanguidairofsuperiority。

"Theplainone,whodidn\'tsaymuch;hepickedupmymuffwhenittumbleddown,andtookcareofmeinthecrowd;theothersdidn\'tmindanythingaboutme。"

"Theythoughtyouwerealittlegirl,Isuppose。"

"Mymothersaysarealgentlemanisaspolitetoalittlegirlastoawoman;soIlikeMr。Sydneybest,becausehewaskindtome。"

"Whatasharpchildyouare,Polly。Ishouldn\'thavethoughtyou\'dmindthingslikethat,"saidFanny,beginningtounderstandthattheremaybeagooddealofwomanlinesseveninalittlegirl。

"I\'musedtogoodmanners,thoughIdoliveinthecountry,"repliedPolly,ratherwarmly,forshedidn\'tliketobepatronizedevenbyherfriends。

"Grandmasaysyourmotherisaperfectlady,andyouarejustlikeher;

sodon\'tgetinapassionwiththosepoorfellows,andI\'llseethattheybehavebetternexttime。Tomhasnomannersatall,andyoudon\'tcomplainofhim,"addedFan,withalaugh。

"Idon\'tcareifhehasn\'t;he\'saboy,andactslikeone,andIcangetonwithhimagreatdealbetterthanIcanwiththosemen。"

FannywasjustgoingtotakePollytotaskforsaying"thosemen"insuchadisrespectfultone,whenbothwerestartledbyasmothered"Cock-a-doodle-doo!"

fromundertheoppositeseat。

"It\'sTom!"criedFanny;andwiththewordsouttumbledthatincorrigibleboy,redintheface,andbreathlesswithsuppressedlaughter。Seatinghimself,hesurveyedthegirlsasifwellsatisfiedwiththesuccessofhisprank,andwaitingtobecongratulateduponit。"Didyouhearwhatweweresaying?"demandedFanny,uneasily。

"Oh,didn\'tI,everyword?"AndTomexultedoverthemvisibly。

"Didyoueverseesuchaprovokingtoad,Polly?Now,Isupposeyou\'llgoandtellpapaagreatstory。"

"P\'r\'apsIshall,andp\'r\'apsIshan\'t。HowPollydidhopwhenIcrowed!

Iheardhersqueal,andsawhercuddleupherfeet。"

"Andyouhearduspraiseyourmanners,didn\'tyou?"askedPolly,slyly。

"Yes,andyouliked\'em;soIwon\'ttellonyou,"saidTom,withare-assuringnod。

"There\'snothingtotell。"

"Ain\'tthere,though?Whatdoyousupposethegovernorwillsaytoyougirlsgoingonsowiththosedandies?Isawyou。"

"WhathastheGovernorofMassachusettstodowithus?"askedPolly,tryingtolookasifshemeantwhatshesaid。

"Pooh!youknowwhoImean;soyouneedn\'ttrytocatchmeup,asgrandmadoes。"

"Tom,I\'llmakeabargainwithyou,"criedFanny,eagerly。"Itwasn\'tmyfaultthatGusandFrankwerethere,andIcouldn\'thelptheirspeakingtome。IdoaswellasIcan,andpapaneedn\'tbeangry;forIbehaveeversomuchbetterthansomeofthegirls。Don\'tI,Polly?"

"Bargain?"observedTom,withaneyetobusiness。

"Ifyouwon\'tgoandmakeafuss,tellingwhatyou\'dnorighttohear­;itwassomeantohideandlisten;Ishouldthinkyou\'dbeashamedofit!­;I

\'llhelpyouteaseforyourvelocipede,andwon\'tsayawordagainstit,whenmammaandgrannybegpapanottoletyouhaveit。"

"Willyou?"andTompausedtoconsidertheofferinallitsbearings。

"Yes,andPollywillhelp;won\'tyou?"

"I\'drathernothaveanythingtodowithit;butI\'llbequiet,andnotdoanyharm。"

"Whywon\'tyou?"askedTom,curiously。

"Becauseitseemslikedeceiving。"

"Well,papaneedn\'tbesofussy,"saidFan,petulantly。

"AfterhearingaboutthatCarrie,andtherest,Idon\'twonderheisfussy。Whydon\'tyoutellrightout,andnotdoitanymore,ifhedon\'twantyouto?"saidPolly,persuasively。

"Doyougoandtellyourfatherandmothereverythingrightout?"

"Yes,Ido;anditsaveseversomuchtrouble。"

"Ain\'tyouafraidofthem?"

"OfcourseI\'mnot。It\'shardtotellsometimes;butit\'ssocomfortablewhenit\'sover。"

"Let\'s!"wasTom\'sbriefadvice。

"Mercyme!whatafussaboutnothing!"saidFanny,readytocrywithvexation。

"Tisn\'tnothing。Youknowyouareforbiddentogogallivantingroundwiththosechaps,andthat\'sthereasonyou\'reinapuckernow。Iwon\'tmakeanybargain,andIwilltell,"returnedTom,seizedwithasuddenfitofmoralfirmness。

"WillyouifIpromisenever,nevertodosoanymore?"askedFanny,meekly;forwhenThomastookmattersintohisownhands,hissisterusuallysubmittedinspiteofherself。

"I\'llthinkaboutit;andifyoubehave,maybeIwon\'tdoitatall。

Icanwatchyoubetterthanpapacan;so,ifyoutryitagain,it\'sallupwithyou,miss,"saidTom,findingitimpossibletoresistthepleasureoftyrannizingalittlewhenhegotthechance。

"Shewon\'t;don\'tplagueheranymore,andshewillbegoodtoyouwhenyougetintoscrapes,"answeredPolly,withherarmroundFan。

"Ineverdo;andifIdid,Ishouldn\'taskagirltohelpmeout。"

"Whynot?I\'daskyouinaminute,ifIwasintrouble,"saidPolly,inherconfidingway。

"Wouldyou?Well,I\'dputyouthrough,assureasmyname\'sTomShaw。

Now,then,don\'tslip,Polly,"andMr。Thomashelpedthemoutwithunusualpoliteness,forthatfriendlylittlespeechgratifiedhim。Hefeltthatonepersonappreciatedhim;andithadagoodeffectuponmannersandtempermaderoughandbelligerentbyconstantsnubbingandopposition。

Afterteathatevening,FannyproposedthatPollyshouldshowherhowtomakemolassescandy,asitwascook\'sholiday,andthecoastwouldbeclear。Hopingtopropitiatehertormentor,FaninvitedTomtojoinintherevel,andPollybeggedthatMaudmightsitupandseethefun;soallfourdescendedtothebigkitchen,armedwithaprons,hammers,spoons,andpans,andPollyassumedcommandoftheforces。Tomwassettocrackingnuts,andMaudtopickingoutthemeats,forthecandywastobe"tip-top。"

FanwaitedonPollycook,whohoveredoverthekettleofboilingmolassestillherfacewasthecolorofapeony。"Now,putinthenuts,"shesaidatlast;andTomemptiedhisplateintothefoamysyrup,whiletheotherswatchedwithdeepinterestthemysteriousconcoctionofthiswell-belovedsweetmeat。"Ipouritintothebutteredpan,yousee,anditcools,andthenwecaneatit,"explainedPolly,suitingtheactiontotheword。

"Why,it\'sallfullofshells!"exclaimedMaud,peeringintothepan。

"Oh,thunder!Imusthaveput\'eminbymistake,andateupthemeatswithoutthinking,"saidTom,tryingtoconcealhisnaughtysatisfaction,asthegirlshungoverthepanwithfacesfullofdisappointmentanddespair。

"Youdiditonpurpose,youhorridboy!I\'llneverletyouhaveanythingtodowithmyfunagain!"criedFan,inapassion,tryingtocatchandshakehim,whilehedodgedandchuckledinhighglee。

Maudbegantowailoverherlostdelight,andPollygravelypokedatthemess,whichwasquitespoilt。Butherattentionwasspeedilydivertedbythesquabblegoingoninthecorner;forFanny,forgetfulofheryoung-ladyismandhersixteenyears,hadboxedTom\'sears,andTom,resentingtheinsult,hadforciblyseatedherinthecoal-hod,whereheheldherwithonehandwhilehereturnedthecomplimentwiththeother。Bothwereveryangry,andkepttwittingoneanotherwitheveryaggravationtheycouldinvent,astheyscoldedandscuffled,presentingamostunlovelyspectacle。

Pollywasnotamodelgirlbyanymeans,andhadherlittlepetsandtempersliketherestofus;butshedidn\'tfight,scream,andsquabblewithherbrothersandsistersinthisdisgracefulway,andwasmuchsurprisedtoseeherelegantfriendinsuchapassion。"Oh,don\'t!Please,don\'t!

You\'llhurther,Tom!Lethimgo,Fanny!It\'snomatteraboutthecandy;

wecanmakesomemore!"criedPolly,tryingtopartthem,andlookingsodistressed,thattheystoppedashamed,andinaminutesorrythatsheshouldseesuchadisplayoftemper。

"Iain\'tgoingtobehustledround;soyou\'dbetterletmealone,Fan,"

saidTom,drawingoffwithathreateningwagofthehead,adding,inadifferenttone,"Ionlyputtheshellsinforfun,Polly。Youcookanotherkettleful,andI\'llpickyousomemeatsallfair。Willyou?"

"It\'sprettyhotwork,andit\'sapitytowastethings;butI\'lltryagain,ifyouwantmeto,"saidPolly,withapatientsigh,forherarmsweretiredandherfaceuncomfortablyhot。

"Wedon\'twantyou;getaway!"saidMaud,shakingastickyspoonathim。

"Keepquiet,cry-baby。I\'mgoingtostayandhelp;mayn\'tI,Polly?"

"Bearslikesweetthings,soyouwantsomecandy,Iguess。Whereisthemolasses?We\'veusedupalltherewasinthejug,"saidPolly,good-naturedly,beginningagain。

"Downcellar;I\'llgetit;"andtakingthelampandjug,Tomdeparted,bentondoinghisdutynowlikeasaint。

Themomenthislightvanished,Fannyboltedthedoor,saying,spitefully,"Now,wearesafefromanymoretricks。Lethimthumpandcall,itonlyserveshimright;andwhenthecandyisdone,we\'lllettherascalout。"

"Howcanwemakeitwithoutmolasses?"askedPolly,thinkingthatwouldsettlethematter。

"There\'splentyinthestore-room。No;youshan\'tlethimuptillI

\'mready。He\'sgottolearnthatI\'mnottobeshakenbyalittlechitlikehim。Makeyourcandy,andlethimalone,orI\'llgoandtellpapa,andthenTomwillgetalecture。"

Pollythoughtitwasn\'tfair;butMaudclamoredforhercandy,andfindingshecoulddonothingtoappeaseFan,Pollydevotedhermindtohercookerytillthenutsweresafelyin,andanicepanfulsetintheyardtocool。Afewbangsatthelockeddoor,afewthreatsofvengeancefromtheprisoner,suchassettingthehouseonfire,drinkingupthewine,andmashingthejelly-pots,andthenallwassoquietthatthegirlsforgothimintheexcitingcrisisoftheirwork。

"Hecan\'tpossiblygetoutanywhere,andassoonwe\'vecutupthecandy,we\'llunboltthedoorandrun。Comeandgetanicedishtoputitin,"

saidFan,whenPollyproposedtogohalveswithTom,lestheshouldcomeburstinginsomehow,andseizethewhole。

Whentheycamedownwiththedishinwhichtosetforththeirtreat,andopenedtheback-doortofindit,imaginetheirdismayondiscoveringthatitwasgone,­;pan,candy,andall,­;utterlyandmysteriouslygone!

Agenerallamentarose,whenacarefulrummageleftnohopes;forthefateshadevidentlydecreedatcandywasnottoprosperonthisunpropitiousnight。

"Thehotpanhasmeltedandsunkinthesnowperhaps,"saidFanny,diggingintothedriftwhereitwasleft。

"Thoseoldcatshavegotit,Iguess,"suggestedMaud,toomuchoverwhelmedbythissecondblowtohowlasusual。

"Thegateisn\'tlocked,andsomebeggarhasstolenit。Ihopeitwilldohimgood,"addedPolly,turningfromherexploringexpedition。

"IfTomcouldgetout,Ishouldthinkhe\'dcarrieditoff;butnotbeingarat,hecan\'tgothroughthebitsofwindows;soitwasn\'thim,"saidFanny,disconsolately,forshebegantothinkthisdoublelossapunishmentforlettingangrypassionsrise,"Let\'sopenthedoorandtellhimaboutit,"proposedPolly。

"He\'llcrowoverus。No;we\'llopenitandgotobed,andhecancomeoutwhenhelikes。Provokingboy!ifhehadn\'tplaguedusso,weshouldhavehadanicetime。"

Unboltingthecellardoor,thegirlsannouncedtotheinvisiblecaptivethattheywerethrough,andthendepartedmuchdepressed。Half-wayupthesecondflight,theyallstoppedassuddenlyasiftheyhadseenaghost;

forlookingoverthebanisterswasTom\'sface,crockybuttriumphant,andineitherhandajunkofcandy,whichhewavedabovethemashevanished,withthetantalizingremark,"Don\'tyouwishyouhadsome?"

"Howintheworlddidhegetout?"criedFanny,steadyingherselfafterastartthatnearlysentallthreetumblingdownstairs。

"Coal-hole!"answeredaspectralvoicefromthegloomabove。

"Goodgracious!Hemusthavepokedupthecover,climbedintothestreet,stolethecandy,andsneakedinattheshed-windowwhilewewerelookingforit。"

"Catsgotit,didn\'tthey?"jeeredthevoiceinatonethatmadePollysitdownandlaughtillshecouldn\'tlaughanylonger。

"JustgiveMaudabit,she\'ssodisappointed。FanandIaresickofit,andsowillyoube,ifyoueatitall,"calledPolly,whenshegotherbreath。

"Gotobed,Maudie,andlookunderyourpillowwhenyougetthere,"

wastheoracularreplythatcamedowntothem,asTom\'sdoorclosedafterajubilantsoloonthetinpan。

Thegirlswenttobedtiredout;andMaudslumberedplacidly,huggingthestickybundle,foundwheremolassescandyisnotoftendiscovered。

Pollywasverytired,andsoonfellasleep;butFanny,whosleptwithher,layawakelongerthanusual,thinkingabouthertroubles,forherheadached,andthedissatisfactionthatfollowsangerwouldnotletherrestwiththetranquillitythatmadetherosyfaceinthelittleroundnightcapsuchapleasantsighttoseeasitlaybesideher。Thegaswasturneddown,butFannysawafigureinagraywrappercreepbyherdoor,andpresentlyreturn,pausingtolookin。"Whoisit?"shecried,soloudthatPollywoke。

"Onlyme,dear,"answeredgrandma\'smildvoice。"PoorTomhasgotadreadfultoothache,andIcamedowntofindsomecreosoteforhim。Hetoldmenottotellyou;butIcan\'tfindthebottle,anddon\'twanttodisturbmamma。"

"It\'sinmycloset。OldTomwillpayforhistrickthistime,"saidFanny,inasatisfiedtone。

"Ithoughthe\'dgetenoughofourcandy,"laughedPolly;andthentheyfellasleep,leavingTomtothedelightsoftoothacheandthetendermerciesofkindoldgrandma。ChapterIII。ChapterIII。CHAPTERIIIPOLLY\'STROUBLESPOLLYsoonfoundthatshewasinanewworld,aworldwherethemannersandcustomsweresodifferentfromthesimplewaysathome,thatshefeltlikeastrangerinastrangeland,andoftenwishedthatshehadnotcome。

Inthefirstplace,shehadnothingtodobutloungeandgossip,readnovels,paradethestreets,anddress;andbeforeaweekwasgone,shewasasheartilysickofallthis,asahealthypersonwouldbewhoattemptedtoliveonconfectionery。Fannylikedit,becauseshewasusedtoit,andhadneverknownanythingbetter;butPollyhad,andoftenfeltlikealittlewood-birdshutupinagildedcage。Nevertheless,shewasmuchimpressedbytheluxuriesallabouther,enjoyedthem,wishedsheownedthem,andwonderedwhytheShawswerenotahappierfamily。Shewasnotwiseenoughtoknowwherethetroublelay;shedidnotattempttosaywhichofthetwoliveswastherightone;sheonlyknewwhichshelikedbest,andsupposeditwasmerelyanotherofher"old-fashioned"ways。

Fanny\'sfriendsdidnotinteresthermuch;shewasratherafraidofthem,theyseemedsomucholderandwiserthanherself,eventhoseyoungerinyears。TheytalkedaboutthingsofwhichsheknewnothingandwhenFannytriedtoexplain,shedidn\'tfindtheminteresting;indeed,someofthemrathershockedandpuzzledher;sothegirlsletheralone,beingcivilwhentheymet,butevidentlyfeelingthatshewastoo"odd"tobelongtotheirset。ThensheturnedtoMaudforcompanionship,forherownlittlesisterwasexcellentcompany,andPollylovedherdearly。ButMissMaudwasmuchabsorbedinherownaffairs,forshebelongedtoa"set"also;

andthesemitesoffiveandsixhadtheir"musicals,"theirparties,receptions,andpromenades,aswellastheirelders;and,thechiefideaoftheirlittlelivesseemedtobetoapethefashionablefolliestheyshouldhavebeentooinnocenttounderstand。Maudhadhertinycard-case,andpaidcalls,"likemammaandFan";herboxofdaintygloves,herjewel-drawer,hercrimping-pins,asfineandfancifulawardrobeasaParisdoll,andaFrenchmaidtodressher。Pollycouldn\'tgetonwithheratfirst,forMauddidn\'tseemlikeachild,andoftencorrectedPollyinherconversationandmanners,thoughlittlemademoiselle\'sownwereanythingbutperfect。Nowandthen,whenMaudfeltpoorly,orhada"fwactious"turn,forshehad"nerves"aswellasmamma,shewouldgotoPollyto"beamoosed,"forhergentlewaysandkindforbearancesoothedthelittlefineladybetterthananythingelse。

Pollyenjoyedthesetimes,andtoldstories,playedgames,orwentoutwalking,justasMaudliked,slowlyandsurelywinningthechild\'sheart,andrelievingthewholehouseoftheyoungtyrantwhoruledit。

TomsoongotoverstaringatPolly,andatfirstdidnottakemuchnoticeofher,for,inhisopinion,"girlsdidn\'tamounttomuch,anyway";and,considering,thestyleofgirlheknewmostabout,Pollyquiteagreedwithhim。Heoccasionallyrefreshedhimselfbyteasingher,toseehowshe\'dstandit,andcausedPollymuchanguishofspirit,forsheneverknewwherehewouldtakehernext。Hebouncedoutatherfrombehinddoors,booedatherindarkentries,clutchedherfeetasshewentupstairs,startledherbyshrillwhistlesrightinherear,orsuddentweaksofthehairashepassedherinthestreet;andassureastherewascompanytodinner,hefixedhisroundeyesonher,andnevertookthemofftillshewasreducedtoapiteousstateofconfusionanddistress。Sheusedtobeghimnottoplagueher;buthesaidhediditforhergood;shewastooshy,andneededtougheningliketheothergirls。Invainsheprotestedthatshedidn\'twanttobeliketheothergirlsinthatrespect;heonlylaughedinherface,stuckhisredhairstraightupalloverhishead,andglaredather,tillshefledindismay。

YetPollyratherlikedTom,forshesoonsawthathewasneglected,hustledoutoftheway,andlefttogetonprettymuchbyhimself。Sheoftenwonderedwhyhismotherdidn\'tpethimasshedidthegirls;whyhisfatherorderedhimaboutasifhewasabornrebel,andtooksolittleinterestinhisonlyson。Fannyconsideredhimabear,andwasashamedofhim;butnevertriedtopolishhimupabit;andMaudandhelivedtogetherlikeacatanddogwhodidnotbelongtoa"happyfamily。"GrandmawastheonlyonewhostoodbypooroldTom;andPollymorethanoncediscoveredhimdoingsomethingkindforMadam,andseemingverymuchashamedwhenitwasfoundout。Hewasn\'trespectfulatall;hecalledher"theoldlady,"andtoldherhe"wouldn\'tbefussedover";butwhenanythingwasthematter,healwayswentto"theoldlady,"andwasverygratefulforthe"fussing。"Pollylikedhimforthis,andoftenwantedtospeakofit;

butshehadafeelingthatitwouldn\'tdo,forinpraisingtheiraffection,shewasreproachingotherswithneglect;sosheheldhertongue,andthoughtaboutitallthemore。

Grandmawasratherneglected,too,andperhapsthatisthereasonwhyTomandsheweresuchgoodfriends。Shewasevenmoreold-fashionedthanPolly;butpeopledidn\'tseemtominditsomuchinher,asherdaywassupposedtobeover,andnothingwasexpectedofherbuttokeepoutofeverybody\'sway,andtobehandsomelydressedwhensheappeared"beforepeople。"Grandmaledaquiet,solitarylifeinherownrooms,fullofoldfurniture,pictures,books,andrelicsofapastforwhichnoonecaredbutherself。Hersonwentupeveryeveningforalittlecall,wasverykindtoher,andsawthatshewantednothingmoneycouldbuy;buthewasabusyman,sointentongettingrichthathehadnotimetoenjoywhathealreadypossessed。Madamnevercomplained,interfered,orsuggested;

buttherewasasadsortofquietudeabouther,awistfullookinherfadedeyes,asifshewantedsomethingwhichmoneycouldnotbuy,andwhenchildrenwerenear,shehoveredaboutthem,evidentlylongingtocuddleandcaressthemasonlygrandmotherscan。Pollyfeltthis;andasshemissedthehome-petting,gladlyshowedthatshelikedtoseethequietoldfacebrighten,assheenteredthesolitaryroom,wherefewchildrencame,exceptthephantomsoflittlesonsanddaughters,who,tothemotherlyheartthatlovedthem,neverfadedorgrewup。Pollywishedthechildrenwouldbekindertograndma;

butitwasnotforhertotellthemso,althoughittroubledheragooddeal,andshecouldonlytrytomakeupforitbybeingasdutifulandaffectionateasiftheirgrandmawasherown。

AnotherthingthatdisturbedPollywasthewantofexercise。Todressupandparadecertainstreetsforanhoureveryday,tostandtalkingindoorways,ordriveoutinafinecarriage,wasnotthesortofexercisesheliked,andFanwouldtakenoother。Indeed,shewassoshocked,whenPolly,oneday,proposedarundownthemall,thatherfriendneverdaredsuggestsuchathingagain。Athome,Pollyranandrode,coastedandskated,jumpedropeandrakedhay,workedinhergardenandrowedherboat;sonowondershelongedforsomethingmorelivelythanadailypromenadewithaflockofgiddygirls,whotiltedalonginhigh-heeledboots,andcostumeswhichmadePollyashamedtobeseenwithsomeofthem。Sosheusedtoslipoutalonesometimes,whenFannywasabsorbedinnovels,company,ormillinery,andgetfinebriskwalksroundthepark,ontheunfashionableside,wherethebabiestooktheirairings;orshewentinside,towatchtheboyscoasting,andtowishshecouldcoasttoo,asshedidathome。Sheneverwentfar,andalwayscamebackrosyandgay。

Oneafternoon,justbeforedinner,shefeltsotiredofdoingnothing,thatsheslippedoutforarun。Ithadbeenadullday;butthesunwasvisiblenow,settingbrightlybelowtheclouds。ItwascoldbutstillandPollytrotteddownthesmooth,snow-coveredmallhummingtoherself,andtryingnottofeelhomesick。Thecoasterswereatitwithalltheirmight,andshewatchedthem,tillherlongingtojointhefungrewirresistible。

Onthehill,somelittlegirlswereplayingwiththeirsleds,­;reallittlegirls,inwarmhoodsandcoats,rubberbootsandmittens,­;andPollyfeltdrawntowardtheminspiteofherfearofFan。

"Iwanttogodown,butIdarsn\'t,it\'ssosteep,"saidoneofthese"commonchildren,"asMaudcalledthem。

"Ifyou\'lllendmeyoursled,andsitinmylap,I\'lltakeyoudownallnice,"answeredPolly,inaconfidentialtone。

Thelittlegirlstookalookather,seemedsatisfied,andacceptedheroffer。Pollylookedcarefullyroundtoseethatnofashionableeyebeheldtheawfuldeed,andfindingallsafe,settledherfreight,andspunawaydownhill,feelingalloverthedelightsomeexcitementofswiftmotionwhichmakescoastingsuchafavoritepastimewiththemoresensibleportionofthechild-world。Oneafteranother,shetookthelittlegirlsdownthehillanddraggedthemupagain,whiletheyregardedherinthelightofagray-coatedangel,descendedfortheirexpressbenefit。Pollywasjustfinishingoffwithonedelicious"go"allbyherself,whensheheardafamiliarwhistlebehindher,andbeforeshecouldgetoff,upcameTom,lookingasmuchastonishedasifhehadfoundhermounted,onanelephant。

"Hullo,Polly!What\'llFansaytoyou?"washispolishedsalutation。

"Don\'tknow,anddon\'tcare。Coastingisnoharm;Ilikeit,andI\'mgoingtodoit,nowI\'vegotachance;soclearthelul-la!"AndawaywentindependentPolly,withherhairblowinginthewind,andanexpressionofgenuineenjoyment,whichaveryrednosedidn\'tdamageintheleast。

"Goodforyou,Polly!"Andcastinghimselfuponhissled,withthemostrecklessdisregardforhisribs,offwhizzedTomafterher,andcamealongsidejustasshereinedup"GeneralGrant"onthebroadpathbelow。"Oh,won\'tyougetitwhenwegohome?"criedtheyounggentleman,evenbeforehechangedhisgracefulattitude。

"Ishan\'t,ifyoudon\'tgoandtell;butofcourseyouwill,"addedPolly,sittingstill,whileananxiousexpressionbegantostealoverherhappyface。

"Ijustwon\'t,then,"returnedTom,withthenaturalperversityofhistribe。

"Iftheyaskme,Ishalltell,ofcourse;iftheydon\'task,Ithinkthere\'snoharminkeepingstill。Ishouldn\'thavedoneit,ifIhadn\'tknownmymotherwaswilling;butIdon\'twishtotroubleyourmotherbytellingofit。Doyouthinkitwasverydreadfulofme?"askedPolly,lookingathim。

"Ithinkitwasdownrightjolly;andIwon\'ttell,ifyoudon\'twantmeto。Now,comeupandhaveanother,"saidTom,heartily。

"Justonemore;thelittlegirlswanttogo,thisistheirsled。"

"Let\'emtakeit,itisn\'tgoodformuch;andyoucomeonmine。Mazeppa\'sastunner;youseeifheisn\'t。"

SoPollytuckedherselfupinfront,Tomhungonbehindinsomemysteriousmanner,andMazeppaprovedthathefullymeritedhismaster\'ssincereifinelegantpraise。Theygotoncapitallynow,forTomwasinhispropersphere,andshowedhisbestside,beingcivilandgayinthebluffboy-fashionthatwasnaturaltohim;whilePollyforgottobeshy,andlikedthissortof"toughening"muchbetterthantheother。Theylaughedandtalked,andkepttaking"justonemore,"tillthesunshinewasallgone,andtheclocksstruckdinner-time。

"Weshallbelate;let\'srun,"saidPolly,astheycameintothepathafterthelastcoast。

"Youjustsitstill,andI\'llgetyouhomeinajiffy;"andbeforeshecouldunpackherself,Tomtrottedoffwithheratafinepace。

"Here\'sapairofcheeks!Iwishyou\'dgetacolorlikethis,Fanny,"

saidMr。Shaw,asPollycameintothedining-roomaftersmoothingherhair。

"Yournoseisasredasthatcranberrysauce,"answeredFan,comingoutofthebigchairwhereshehadbeencurledupforanhourortwo,deepin"LadyAudley\'sSecret。"

"Soitis,"saidPolly,shuttingoneeyetolookattheoffendingfeature。

"Nevermind;I\'vehadagoodtime,anyway,"sheadded,givingalittlepranceinherchair。

"Idon\'tseemuchfuninthesecoldrunsyouaresofondoftaking,"

saidFanny,withayawnandashiver。

"Perhapsyouwouldifyoutriedit;"andPollylaughedassheglancedatTom。

"Didyougoalone,dear?"askedgrandma,pattingtherosycheekbesideher。

"Yes\'m;butImetTom,andwecamehometogether。"Polly\'seyestwinkledwhenshesaidthat,andTomchokedinhissoup。

"Thomas,leavethetable!"commandedMr。Shaw,ashisincorrigiblesongurgledandgaspedbehindhisnapkin。

"Pleasedon\'tsendhimaway,sir。Imadehimlaugh,"saidPolly,penitently。

"What\'sthejoke?"askedFanny,wakingupatlast。

"Ishouldn\'tthinkyou\'dmakehimlaugh,whenhe\'salwaysmakingyoucwy,"observedMaud,whohadjustcomein。

"Whathaveyoubeendoingnow,sir?"demandedMr。Shaw,asTomemerged,redandsolemn,fromhisbriefobscurity。

"Nothingbutcoast,"hesaid,gruffly,forpapawasalwayslecturinghim,andlettingthegirlsdojustastheyliked。

"So\'sPolly;Isawher。MeandBlanchewerecominghomejustnow,andwesawherandTomwidingdownthehillonhissled,andthenhedwaggedhereversofar!"criedMaud,withhermouthfull。

"Youdidn\'t?"andFannydroppedherforkwithascandalizedface。

"Yes,Idid,andlikediteversomuch,"answeredPolly,lookinganxiousbutresolute。

"Didanyoneseeyou?"criedFanny。

"Onlysomelittlegirls,andTom。"

"Itwashorridlyimproper;andTomoughttohavetoldyouso,ifyoudidn\'tknowanybetter。Ishouldbemortifiedtodeathifanyofmyfriendssawyou,"addedFan,muchdisturbed。

"Now,don\'tyouscold。It\'snoharm,andPollyshallcoastifshewantsto;mayn\'tshe,grandma?"criedTom,gallantlycomingtotherescue,andsecuringapowerfulally。

"Mymotherletsme;andifIdon\'tgoamongtheboys,Ican\'tseewhatharmthereisinit,"saidPolly,beforeMadamcouldspeak。

"Peopledomanythingsinthecountrythatarenotproperhere,"beganMrs。Shaw,inherreprovingtone。

"Letthechilddoitifshelikes,andtakeMaudwithher。Ishouldbegladtohaveoneheartygirlinmyhouse,"interruptedMr。Shaw,andthatwastheendofit。

"Thankyou,sir,"saidPolly,gratefully,andnoddedatTom,whotelegraphedback"Allright!"andfelluponhisdinnerwiththeappetiteofayoungwolf。

"Oh,yously-boots!you\'regettingupaflirtationwithTom,areyou?"

whisperedFannytoherfriend,asifmuchamused。

"What!"andPollylookedsosurprisedandindignant,thatFannywasashamedofherself,andchangedthesubjectbytellinghermothersheneededsomenewgloves。

Pollywasveryquietafterthat,andtheminutedinnerwasover,shelefttheroomtogoandhaveaquiet"think"aboutthewholematter。Beforeshegothalf-wayupstairs,shesawTomcomingafter,andimmediatelysatdowntoguardherfeet。Helaughed,andsaid,asheperchedhimselfonthepostofthebanisters,"Iwon\'tgrabyou,honorbright。Ijustwantedtosay,ifyou\'llcomeoutto-morrowsometime,we\'llhaveagoodcoast。"

"No,"saidPolly,"Ican\'tcome。"

"Whynot?Areyoumad?Ididn\'ttell。"AndTomlookedamazedatthechangewhichhadcomeoverher。

"No;youkeptyourword,andstoodbymelikeagoodboy。I\'mnotmad,either;butIdon\'tmeantocoastanymore。Yourmotherdon\'tlikeit。"

"Thatisn\'tthereason,Iknow。Younoddedtomeaftershe\'dfreedhermind,andyoumeanttogothen。Come,now,whatisit?"

"Ishan\'ttellyou;butI\'mnotgoing,"wasPolly\'sdeterminedanswer。

"Well,Ididthinkyouhadmoresensethanmostgirls;butyouhaven\'t,andIwouldn\'tgiveasixpenceforyou。"

"That\'spolite,"saidPolly,gettingruffled。

"Well,Ihatecowards。"

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