An Old-fashioned Girl

第3章

"Iain\'tacoward。"

"Yes,youare。You\'reafraidofwhatfolkswillsay;ain\'tyou,now?"

Pollyknewshewas,andheldherpeace,thoughshelongedtospeak;

buthowcouldshe?

"Ah,Iknewyou\'dbackout。"AndTomwalkedawaywithanairofscornthatcutPollytotheheart。

"It\'stoobad!Justashewasgrowingkindtome,andIwasgoingtohaveagoodtime,it\'sallspoiltbyFan\'snonsense。Mrs。Shawdon\'tlikeit,norgrandmaeither,Idaresay。There\'llbeafussifIgo,andFanwillplagueme;soI\'llgiveitup,andletTomthinkI\'mafraid。Oh,dear!Ineverdidseesuchridiculouspeople。"

Pollyshutherdoorhard,andfeltreadytocrywithvexation,thatherpleasureshouldbespoiltbysuchasillyidea;for,ofallthesillyfreaksofthisfastage,thatoflittlepeopleplayingatloveisaboutthesilliest。Pollyhadbeentaughtthatitwasaveryseriousandsacredthing;and,accordingtohernotions,itwasfarmoreimpropertoflirtwithoneboythantocoastwithadozen。Shehadbeenmuchamazed,onlythedaybefore,tohearMaudsaytohermother,"Mamma,mustIhaveabeau?

Thegirlsalldo,andsayIoughttohaveFweddyLovell;butIdon\'tlikehimaswellasHawryFiske。"

"Oh,yes;I\'dhavealittlesweetheart,dear,it\'ssocunning,"answeredMrs。Shaw。AndMaudannouncedsoonafterthatshewasengagedto"Fweddy,\'causeHawryslappedher"whensheproposedthematch。

Pollylaughedwiththerestatthetime;butwhenshethoughtofitafterward,andwonderedwhatherownmotherwouldhavesaid,iflittleKittyhadputsuchaquestion,shedidn\'tfinditcunningorfunny,butridiculousandunnatural。Shefeltsonowaboutherself;andwhenherfirstpetulancewasover,resolvedtogiveupcoastingandeverythingelse,ratherthanhaveanynonsensewithTom,who,thankstohisneglectededucation,wasasignorantasherselfofthecharmsofthisnewamusementforschool-children。

SoPollytriedtoconsoleherselfbyjumpingropeintheback-yard,andplayingtagwithMaudinthedrying-room,whereshelikewisegavelessonsin"nas-gim-nics,"asMaudcalledit,whichdidthatlittlepersongood。

Fannycameupsometimestoteachthemanewdancingstep,andmorethanoncewasbetrayedintoagameofromps,forwhichshewasnonetheworse。

ButTomturnedacoldshouldertoPolly,andmadeitevident,byhiscavaliermannerthathereallydidn\'tthinkher"worthasixpence。"

AnotherthingthattroubledPollywasherclothes,for,thoughnoonesaidanything,sheknewtheywereveryplain;andnowandthenshewishedthatherblueandmousecoloredmerinoswererathermoretrimmed,hersasheshadbiggerbows,andherlittlerufflesmorelaceonthem。Shesighedforalocket,and,forthefirsttimeinherlife,thoughtseriouslyofturningupherprettycurlsandputtingona"wad。"Shekeptthesediscontentstoherself,however,aftershehadwrittentoaskhermotherifshemighthaveherbestdressalteredlikeFanny\'s,andreceivedthisreply:

"No,dear;thedressisproperandbecomingasitis,andtheoldfashionofsimplicitythebestforallofus。Idon\'twantmyPollytobelovedforherclothes,butforherself;soweartheplainfrocksmothertooksuchpleasureinmakingforyou,andletthepanniersgo。Theleastofushavesomeinfluenceinthisbigworld;andperhapsmylittlegirlcandosomegoodbyshowingothersthatacontentedheartandahappyfacearebetterornamentsthananyPariscangiveher。Youwantalocket,deary;

soIsendonethatmymothergavemeyearsago。Youwillfindfather\'sfaceononeside,mineontheother;andwhenthingstroubleyou,justlookatyourtalisman,andIthinkthesunshinewillcomebackagain。"

Ofcourseitdid,forthebestofallmagicwasshutupinthequaintlittlecasethatPollyworeinsideherfrock,andkissedsotenderlyeachnightandmorning。Thethoughtthat,insignificantasshewas,sheyetmightdosomegood,madeherverycarefulofheractsandwords,andsoanxioustokeepheadcontentedandfacehappy,thatsheforgotherclothes,andmadeothersdothesame。Shedidnotknowit,butthatgoodoldfashionofsimplicitymadetheplaingownspretty,andthegraceofunconsciousnessbeautifiedtheirlittlewearerwiththecharmthatmakesgirlhoodsweetesttothosewhotrulyloveandreverenceit。OnetemptationPollyhadalreadyyieldedtobeforethelettercame,andrepentedheartilyofafterward。

"Polly,Iwishyou\'dletmecallyouMarie,"saidFannyoneday,astheywereshoppingtogether。

"YoumaycallmeMary,ifyoulike;butIwon\'thaveanyieputontomyname。I\'mPollyathomeandI\'mfondofbeingcalledso;butMarieisFrenchifiedandsilly。"

"Ispellmyownnamewithanie,andsodoallthegirls。"

"AndwhatajumbleofNetties,Nellies,Hatties,andSalliesthereis。

How\'Pollie\'wouldlookspeltso!"

"Well,nevermind;thatwasn\'twhatIbegantosay。There\'sonethingyoumusthave,andthatis,bronzeboots,"saidFan,impressively。

"WhymustI,whenI\'vegotenoughwithout?"

"Becauseit\'sthefashiontohavethem,andyoucan\'tbefinishedoffproperlywithout。I\'mgoingtogetapair,andsomustyou。"

"Don\'ttheycostagreatdeal?"

"Eightorninedollars,Ibelieve。Ihaveminecharged;butitdon\'tmatterifyouhaven\'tgotthemoney。Icanlendyousome。"

"I\'vegottendollarstodowhatIlikewith;butit\'smeanttogetsomepresentsforthechildren。"AndPollytookoutherpurseinanundecidedway。

"Youcanmakepresentseasyenough。Grandmaknowsallsortsofnicecontrivances。They\'lldojustaswell;andthenyoucangetyourboots。"

"Well;I\'lllookatthem,"saidPolly,followingFannyintothestore,feelingratherrichandimportanttobeshoppinginthiselegantmanner。

"Aren\'ttheylovely?Yourfootisperfectlydivineinthatboot,Polly。

Getthemformyparty;you\'lldancelikeafairy,"whisperedFan。

Pollysurveyedthedainty,shiningbootwiththescallopedtop,thejauntyheel,andthedelicatetoe,thoughtherfootdidlookverywellinit,andafteralittlepause,saidshewouldhavethem。Itwasallverydelightfultillshegothome,andwasalone;then,onlookingintoherpurse,shesawonedollarandthelistofthingsshemeanttogetformotherandthechildren。Howmeanthedollarlookedallalone!andhowlongthelistgrewwhentherewasnothingtobuythearticles。

"Ican\'tmakeskatesforNed,noradeskforWill;andthosearewhattheyhavesettheirheartsupon。Father\'sbookandmother\'scollarareimpossiblenow;andI\'maselfishthingtogoandspendallmymoneyformyself。HowcouldIdoit?"AndPollyeyedthenewbootsreproachfully,astheystoodinthefirstpositionasifreadyfortheparty。"Theyarelovely;butIdon\'tbelievetheywillfeelgood,forIshallbethinkingaboutmylostpresentsallthetime,"sighedPolly,pushingtheenticingbootsoutofsight。"I\'llgoandaskgrandmawhatIcando;forifI\'vegottomakesomethingforeveryone,Imustbeginrightaway,orIshan\'tgetdone;"andoffshebustled,gladtoforgetherremorseinhardwork。

Grandmaprovedequaltotheemergency,andplannedsomethingforeveryone,supplyingmaterials,taste,andskillinthemostdelightfulmanner。

Pollyfeltmuchcomforted;butwhileshebegantoknitaprettypairofwhitebed-socks,tobetiedwithrose-coloredribbons,forhermother,shethoughtsomeverysoberthoughtsuponthesubjectoftemptation;andifanyonehadaskedherjustthenwhatmadehersigh,asifsomethinglayheavyonherconscience,shewouldhaveanswered,"Bronzeboots。"ChapterIV。ChapterIV。CHAPTERIVLITTLETHINGS"IT\'Ssowainy,Ican\'tgoout,andevwybodyissocwosstheywon\'tplaywithme,"saidMaud,whenPollyfoundherfrettingonthestairs,andpausedtoaskthecauseofherwails。

"I\'llplaywithyou;onlydon\'tscreamandwakeyourmother。Whatshallweplay?"

"Idon\'tknow;I\'mtiredofevwything,\'causemytoysareallbwoken,andmydollsareallsickbutClawa,"moanedMaud,givingajerktotheParisdollwhichsheheldupsidedownbyoneleginthemostunmaternalmanner。

"I\'mgoingtodressadollyformylittlesister;wouldn\'tyouliketoseemedoit?"askedPolly,persuasively,hopingtobeguilethecrosschildandfinishherownworkatthesametime。

"No,Ishouldn\'t,\'causeshe\'lllooknicerthanmyClawa。Herclotheswon\'tcomeoff;andTomspoilt\'emplayingballwithherintheyard。"

"Wouldn\'tyouliketoriptheseclothesoff,andhavemeshowyouhowtomakesomenewones,soyoucandressandundressClaraasmuchasyoulike?"

"Yes;Ilovetocut。"AndMaud\'s,facebrightened;fordestructivenessisoneoftheearliesttraitsofchildhood,andrippingwasMaud\'sdelight。

Establishingthemselvesinthedeserteddining-room,thechildrenfelltowork;andwhenFannydiscoveredthem,MaudwaslaughingwithallherheartatpoorClara,who,denudedofherfinery,wascuttingupallsortsofcapersinthehandsofhermerrylittlemistress。

"Ishouldthinkyou\'dbeashamedtoplaywithdolls,Polly。Ihaven\'ttouchedonethiseversolong,"saidFanny,lookingdownwithasuperiorair。

"Iain\'tashamed,foritkeepsMaudhappy,andwillpleasemysisterKitty;andIthinksewingisbetterthanprinkingorreadingsillynovels,so,now。"AndPollystitchedawaywitharesoluteair,forsheandFannyhadhadalittletiff;becausePollywouldn\'tletherfrienddoupherhair"likeotherfolks,"andboreherears。

"Don\'tbecross,dear,butcomeanddosomethingnice,it\'ssodullto-day,"saidFanny,anxioustobefriendsagain,foritwasdoublydullwithoutPolly。

"Can\'t;I\'mbusy。"

"Youalwaysarebusy。Ineversawsuchagirl。Whatintheworlddoyoufindtodoallthetime?"askedFanny,watchingwithinterestthesetofthelittleredmerinofrockPollywasputtingontoherdoll。

"Lotsofthings;butIliketobelazysometimesasmuchasyoudo;

justlieonthesofa,andreadfairystories,orthinkaboutnothing。Wouldyouhaveawhite-muslinapronorablacksilk?"addedPolly,surveyingherworkwithsatisfaction。

"Muslin,withpocketsandtinybluebows。I\'llshowyouhow。"Andforgettingherhateandcontemptfordolls,downsatFanny,soongettingasmuchabsorbedaseitheroftheothers。

Thedulldaybrightenedwonderfullyafterthat,andthetimeflewpleasantly,astonguesandneedleswenttogether。Grandmapeepedin,andsmiledatthebusygroup,saying,"Sewaway,mydears;dolliesaresafecompanions,andneedleworkanaccomplishmentthat\'ssadlyneglectednowadays。Smallstitches,Maud;neatbuttonholes,Fan;cutcarefully,Polly,anddon\'twasteyourcloth。Takepains;andthebestneedlewomanshallhaveaprettybitofwhitesatinforadoll\'sbonnet。"

Fannyexertedherself,andwontheprize,forPollyhelpedMaud,andneglectedherownwork;butshedidn\'tcaremuch,forMr。Shawsaid,lookingatthethreebrightfacesatthetea-table,"IguessPollyhasbeenmakingsunshineforyouto-day。"

"No,indeed,sir,Ihaven\'tdoneanything,onlydressMaud\'sdoll。"

AndPollydidn\'tthinkshehaddonemuch;butitwasoneofthelittlethingswhicharealwayswaitingtobedoneinthisworldofours,whererainydayscomesooften,wherespiritsgetoutoftune,anddutywon\'tgohandinhandwithpleasure。Littlethingsofthissortareespeciallygoodworkforlittlepeople;akindlittlethought,anunselfishlittleact,acheerylittleword,aresosweetandcomfortable,thatnoonecanfailtofeeltheirbeautyandlovethegiver,nomatterhowsmalltheyare。Mothersdoadealofthissortofthing,unseen,unthanked,butfeltandrememberedlongafterward,andneverlost,forthisisthesimplemagicthatbindsheartstogether,andkeepshomehappy。Pollyhadlearnedthissecret。

Shelovedtodothe"littlethings"thatothersdidnotsee,orweretoobusytostopfor;andwhiledoingthem,withoutathoughtofthanks,shemadesunshineforherselfaswellasothers。Therewassomuchloveinherownhome,thatshequicklyfeltthewantofitinFanny\'s,andpuzzledherselftofindoutwhythesepeoplewerenotkindandpatienttooneanother。

Shedidnottrytosettlethequestion,butdidherbesttoloveandserveandbearwitheach,andthegoodwill,thegentleheart,thehelpfulwaysandsimplemannersofourPollymadeherdeartoeveryone,forthesevirtues,eveninalittlechild,arelovelyandattractive。

Mr。Shawwasverykindtoher,forhelikedhermodest,respectfulmanners;

andPollywassogratefulforhismanyfavors,thatshesoonforgotherfear,andshowedheraffectioninallsortsofconfidinglittleways,whichpleasedhimextremely。Sheusedtowalkacrosstheparkwithhimwhenhewenttohisofficeinthemorning,talkingbusilyalltheway,andsaying"Good-by"withanodandasmilewhentheypartedatthegreatgate。Atfirst,Mr。Shawdidnotcaremuchaboutit;butsoonhemissedherifshedidnotcome,andfoundthatsomethingfreshandpleasantseemedtobrightenallhisday,ifasmall,gray-coatedfigure,withanintelligentface,amerryvoice,andalittlehandslippedconfidinglyintohis,wentwithhimthroughthewintrypark。Cominghomelate,helikedtoseeacurly,brownheadwatchingatthewindow;tofindhisslippersready,hispaperinitsplace,andapairofwillingfeet,eagertowaituponhim。"IwishmyFannywasmorelikeher,"heoftensaidtohimself,ashewatchedthegirls,whiletheythoughthimdeepinpoliticsorthestateofthemoneymarket。PoorMr。Shawhadbeensobusygettingrich,thathehadnotfoundtimetoteachhischildrentolovehim;hewasmoreatleisurenow,andashisboyandgirlsgrewup,hemissedsomething。Pollywasunconsciouslyshowinghimwhatitwas,andmakingchild-lovesosweet,thathefelthecouldnotdowithoutitanymore,yetdidn\'tquiteknowhowtowintheconfidenceofthechildren,whohadalwaysfoundhimbusy,indifferent,andabsentminded。

Asthegirlsweregoingtobedonenight,Pollykissedgrandma,asusual,andFannylaughedather,saying,"Whatababyyouare!Wearetoooldforsuchthingsnow。"

"Idon\'tthinkpeopleeveraretoooldtokisstheirfathersandmothers,"wasthequickanswer。

"Right,mylittlePolly;"andMr。Shawstretchedouthishandtoherwithsuchakindlylook,thatFannystaredsurprised,andthensaid,shyly,"Ithoughtyoudidn\'tcareaboutit,father。"

"Ido,mydear:"AndMr。ShawputouttheotherhandtoFanny,whogavehimadaughterlykiss,quiteforgettingeverythingbutthetenderfeelingthatsprungupinherheartattherenewalofthechildishcustomwhichweneverneedoutgrow。

Mrs。Shawwasanervous,fussyinvalid,whowantedsomethingeveryfiveminutes;soPollyfoundplentyofsmallthingstodoforheranddid,themsocheerfully,thatthepoorladylovedtohavethequiet,helpfulchildnear,towaituponher,readtoher,runerrands,orhandthesevendifferentshawlswhichwerecontinuallybeingputonoroff。

Grandma,too,wasgladtofindwillinghandsandfeettoserveher;

andPollypassedmanyhappyhoursinthequaintrooms,learningallsortsofprettyarts,andlisteningtopleasantchat,neverdreaminghowmuchsunshineshebroughttothesolitaryoldlady。

TomwasPolly\'srockaheadforalongtime,becausehewasalwaysbreakingoutinanewplace,andoneneverknewwheretofindhim。Hetormentedyetamusedher;waskindoneday,andabearthenext;attimesshefanciedhewasnevergoingtobebadagain,andthenextthingsheknewhewasdeepinmischief,andhootedattheideaofrepentanceandreformation。

Pollygavehimupasahardcase;butwassointhehabitofhelpinganyonewhoseemedintrouble,thatshewasgoodtohimsimplybecauseshecouldn\'thelpit。

"What\'sthematter?Isyourlessontoohardforyou?"sheaskedoneevening,asagroanmadeherlookacrossthetabletowhereTomsatscowlingoverapileofdilapidatedbooks,withhishandsinhishair,asifhisheadwasindangerofflyingasunderwiththetremendousefforthewasmaking。

"Hard!Guessitis。WhatinthunderdoIcareabouttheoldCarthaginians?

Reguluswasn\'tbad;butI\'msickofhim!"AndTomdealt"Harkness\'sLatinReader"athump,whichexpressedhisfeelingsbetterthanwords。

"IlikeLatin,andusedtogetonwellwhenIstudieditwithJimmy。

PerhapsIcanhelpyoualittlebit,"saidPolly,asTomwipedhishotfaceandrefreshedhimselfwithapeanut。

"You?pooh!girls\'Latindon\'tamounttomuchanyway,"wasthegratefulreply。

ButPollywasusedtohimnow,and,nothingdaunted,tookalookatthegrimypageinthemiddleofwhichTomhadstuck。Shereaditsowell,thattheyounggentlemanstoppedmunchingtoregardherwithrespectfulastonishment,andwhenshestopped,hesaid,suspiciously,"Youareaslyone,Polly,tostudyupsoyoucanshowoffbeforeme。Butitwon\'tdo,ma\'am;turnoveradozenpages,andtryagain。"

Pollyobeyed,anddidevenbetterthanbefore,saying,asshelookedup,withalaugh,"I\'vebeenthroughthewholebook;soyouwon\'tcatchmethatway,Tom。"

"Isay,howcameyoutoknowsuchalot?"askedTom,muchimpressed。

"IstudiedwithJimmy,andkeptupwithhim,forfatherletusbetogetherinallourlessons。Itwassonice,andwelearnedsofast!"

"TellmeaboutJimmy。He\'syourbrother,isn\'the?"

"Yes;buthe\'sdead,youknow。I\'lltellabouthimsomeothertime;

yououghttostudynow,andperhapsIcanhelpyou,"saidPolly,withalittlequiverofthelips。

"Shouldn\'twonderifyoucould。"AndTomspreadthebookbetweenthemwithagraveandbusiness-likeair,forhefeltthatPollyhadgotthebetterofhim,anditbehoovedhimtodohisbestforthehonorofhissex。Hewentatthelessonwithawill,andsoonflounderedoutofhisdifficulties,forPollygavehimalifthereandthere,andtheywentonswimmingly,tilltheycametosomerulestobelearned。Pollyhadforgottenthem,sothey,bothcommittedthemtomemory;­;Tom,withhandsinhispockets,rockedtoandfro,mutteringrapidly,whilePollytwistedthelittlecurlonherforeheadandstaredatthewall,gabblingwithallhermight。

"Done!"criedTom,presently。

"Done!"echoedPolly;andthentheyheardeachotherrecitetillbothwereperfect"That\'sprettygoodfun,"saidTom,joyfully,tossingpoorHarknessaway,andfeelingthatthepleasantexcitementofcompanionshipcouldlendacharmeventoLatinGrammar。

"Now,ma\'am,we\'lltakeaturnatalgibbera。IlikethatasmuchasIhateLatin。"

Pollyacceptedtheinvitation,andsoonownedthatTomcouldbeatherhere。Thisfactrestoredhisequnimity;buthedidn\'tcrowoverher,farfromit;forhehelpedherwithapaternalpatiencethatmadehereyestwinklewithsuppressedfun,ashesoberlyexplainedandillustrated,unconsciouslyimitatingDominieDeane,tillPollyfounditdifficulttokeepfromlaughinginhisface。

"Youmayhaveanothergoatitany,timeyoulike,"generouslyremarkedTom,asheshiedthealgebraaftertheLatinReader。

"I\'llcomeeveryevening,then。I\'dliketo,forIhaven\'tstudiedabitsinceIcame。Youshalltryandmakemelikealgebra,andI\'lltryandmakeyoulikeLatin,willyou?"

"Oh,I\'dlikeitwellenough,iftherewasanyoneexplainittome。

OldDeaneputsusthroughdouble-quick,anddon\'tgiveafellowtimetoaskquestionswhenweread。"

"Askyourfather;heknows。"

"Don\'tbelievehedoes;shouldn\'tdaretobotherhim,ifhedid。"

"Whynot?"

"He\'dpullmyears,andcallmea\'stupid,\'ortellmenottoworryhim。"

"Idon\'tthinkhewould。He\'sverykindtome,andIasklotsofquestions。"

"Helikesyoubetterthanhedoesme。"

"Now,Tom!­;it\'swrongofyoutosayso。Ofcoursehelovesyoueversomuchmorethanhedoesme,"criedPolly,reprovingly。

"Whydon\'theshowitthen?"mutteredTom,withahalf-wistful,half-defiantglancetowardthelibrarydoor,whichstoodajar。

"Youactso,howcanhe?"askedPolly,afterapause,inwhichsheputTom\'squestiontoherself,andcouldfindnobetterreplythantheoneshegavehim。

"Whydon\'thegivememyvelocipede?Hesaid,ifIdidwellatschoolforamonth,Ishouldhaveit;andI\'vebeenpeggingawaylikefuryformostsixweeks,andhedon\'tdoathingaboutit。Thegirlsgettheirduds,becausetheytease。Iwon\'tdothatanyway;butyoudon\'tcatchmestudyingmyselftodeath,andnopayforit。"

"Itistoobad;butyououghttodoitbecauseit\'sright,andnevermindbeingpaid,"beganPolly,tryingtobemoral,butsecretlysympathizingheartilywithpoorTom。

"Don\'tyoupreach,Polly。Ifthegovernortookanynoticeofme,andcaredhowIgoton,Iwouldn\'tmindthepresentssomuch;buthedon\'tcareahang,andneverevenaskedifIdidwelllastdeclamationday,whenI\'dgoneandlearned\'TheBattleofLakeRegillus,\'becausehesaidhelikedit。"

"Oh,Tom!Didyousaythat?It\'ssplendid!JimandIusedtosayHoratiustogether,anditwassuchfun。Dospeakyourpiecetome,Idosolike\'Macaulay\'sLays。\'"

"It\'sdreadfullong,"beganTom;buthisfacebrightened,forPolly\'sinterestsoothedhisinjuredfeelings,andhewasgladtoprovehiselocutionarypowers。Hebeganwithoutmuchspirit;butsoonthemartialringofthelinesfiredhim,andbeforeheknewit,hewasonhislegsthunderingawayingrandstyle,whilePollylistenedwithkindlingfaceandabsorbedattention。

Tomdiddeclaimwell,forhequiteforgothimself,anddeliveredthestirringballadwithanenergythatmadePollyflushandtinglewithadmirationanddelight,andquiteelectrifiedasecondlistener,whohadheardallthatwenton,andwatchedthelittlescenefrombehindhisnewspaper。

AsTompaused,breathless,andPollyclappedherhandsenthusiastically,thesoundwasloudlyechoedfrombehindhim。Bothwhirledround,andtherewasMr。Shaw,standinginthedoorway,applaudingwithallhismight。

Tomlookedmuchabashed,andsaidnotaword;PollyrantoMr。Shaw,anddancedbeforehim,saying,eagerly,"Wasn\'titsplendid?Didn\'thedowell?Mayn\'thehavehisvelocipedenow?"

"Capital,Tom;you\'llbeanoratoryet。Learnanotherpiecelikethat,andI\'llcomeandhearyouspeakit。Areyoureadyforyourvelocipede,hey?"

Pollywasright;andTomownedthat"thegovernor"waskind,didlikehimandhadn\'tentirelyforgottenhispromise。Theboyturnedredwithpleasure,andpickedatthebuttonsonhisjacket,whilelisteningtothisunexpectedpraise;butwhenhespoke,helookedstraightupinhisfather\'sface,whilehisownshonewithpleasure,asheanswered,inonebreath,"Thankee,sir。I\'lldoit,sir。GuessIam,sir!"

"Verygood;thenlookoutforyournewhorsetomorrow,sir。"AndMr。

Shawstrokedthefuzzyredheadwithakindhand,feelingafatherlypleasureintheconvictionthattherewassomethinginhisboyafterall。

Tomgothisvelocipedenextday,nameditBlackAuster,inmemoryofthehorsein"TheBattleofLakeRegillus,"andcametogriefassoonashebegantoridehisnewsteed。

"Comeoutandseemegoit,"whisperedTomtoPolly,afterthreedays\'

practiceinthestreet,forhehadalreadylearnedtorideintherink。

PollyandMaudwillinglywent,andwatchedhisstruggles,withdeepinterest,tillhegotanupset,whichnearlyputanendtohisvelocipedingforever。

"Hi,there!Auster\'scoming!"shoutedTom,ascamerattlingdownthelong,steepstreetoutsidethepark。

Theysteppedaside,andhewhizzedby,armsandlegsgoinglikemad,withthegeneralappearanceofarunawayengine。Itwouldhavebeenatriumphantdescent,ifabigdoghadnotbouncedsuddenlythroughoneoftheopenings,andsentthewholeconcernhelter-skelterintothegutter。Pollylaughedassherantoviewtheruin。forTomlayflatonhisbackwiththevelocipedeatophim,whilethebigdogbarkedwildly,andhismasterscoldedhimforhisawkwardness。ButwhenshesawTom\'sface,Pollywasfrightened,forthecolorhadallgoneoutofit,hiseyeslookedstrangeanddizzy,anddropsofbloodbegantotricklefromagreatcutonhisforehead。Themansawit,too,andhadhimupinaminute;buthecouldn\'tstand,andstaredabouthiminadazedsortofway,ashesatonthecurbstone,whilePollyheldherhandkerchieftohisforehead,andpatheticallybeggedtoknowifhewaskilled。

"Don\'tscaremother,­;I\'mallright。Gotupset,didn\'tI?"heasked,presently,eyeingtheprostratevelocipedewithmoreanxietyaboutitsdamagesthanhisown。

"Iknewyou\'dhurtyourselfwiththathorridthingjustletitbe,andcomehome,foryourheadbleedsdreadfully,andeverybodyislookingatus,"whisperedPolly,tryingtotiethelittlehandkerchiefovertheuglycut。

"Comeon,then。Jove!howqueermyheadfeels!Giveusaboost,please。

Stophowling,Maud,andcomehome。Youbringthemachine,andI\'llpayyou,Pat。"Ashespoke,TomslowlypickedhimselfandsteadyinghimselfbyPolly\'sshoulder,issuedcommands,andtheprocessionfellintoline。

First,thebigdog,barkingatintervals;thenthegood-naturedIrishman,trundling"thatdivilofawhirligig,"ashedisrespectfullycalledtheidolizedvelocipede;thenthewoundedhero,supportedbythehelpfulPolly;

andMaudbroughtuptherearintears,bearingTom\'scap。

Unfortunately,Mrs。Shawwasoutdrivingwithgrandma,andFannywasmakingcalls;sothattherewasnoonebutPollytostandbyTom,fortheparlor-maidturnedfaintatthesightofblood,andthechamber-maidlostherwitsintheflurry。Itwasabadcut,andmustbesewedupatonce,thedoctorsaid,assoonashecame。"Somebodymustholdhishead;"headded,ashethreadedhisqueerlittleneedle。

"I\'llkeepstill,butifanybodymustholdme,letPolly。Youain\'tafraid,areyou?"askedTom,withimploringlook,forhedidn\'tliketheideaofbeingsewedabit。

Pollywasjustgoingtoshrinkaway,saying,"OhIcan\'t!"whensherememberedthatTomoncecalledheracoward。Herewasachancetoprovethatshewasn\'t;besides,poorTomhadnooneelsetohelphim;soshecameuptothesofawherehelay,andnoddedreassuringly,assheputasoftlittlehandoneithersideofthedamagedhead。

"Youareatrump,Polly,"whisperedTom。Thenhesethisteeth,clenchedhishands,layquitestill,andboreitlikeaman。Itwasalloverinaminuteortwo,andwhenhehadhadaglassofwine,andwasnicelysettledonhisbed,hefeltprettycomfortable,inspiteofthepaininhishead;

andbeingorderedtokeepquiet,hesaid,"Thankyoueversomuch,Polly,"

andwatchedherwithagratefulfaceasshecreptaway。

Hehadtokeepthehouseforaweek,andlaidaboutlookingveryinterestingwithagreatblackpatchonhisforehead。Everyone\'pettedhim;\'forthedoctorsaid,thatiftheblowhadbeenaninchnearerthetemple,itwouldhavebeenfatal,andthethoughtoflosinghimsosuddenlymadebluffoldTomverypreciousallatonce。Hisfatheraskedhimhowhewasadozentimesaday;hismothertalkedcontinuallyof"thatdearboy\'snarrowescape";

andgrandmacockeredhimupwitheverydelicacyshecouldinvent;andthegirlswaitedonhimlikedevotedslaves。Thisnewtreatmenthadanexcellenteffect;forwhenneglectedTomgotoverhisfirstamazementatthischangeofbase,heblossomedoutdelightfully,assickpeopledosometimes,andsurprisedhisfamilybybeingunexpectedlypatient,grateful,andamiable。

Nobodyeverknewhowmuchgooditdidhim;forboysseldomhaveconfidencesofthissortexceptwiththeirmothers,andMrs。Shawhadneverfoundthekeytoherson\'sheart。Butalittleseedwassowedthenthattookroot,andthoughitgrewveryslowly,itcametosomethingintheend。PerhapsPollyhelpeditalittle。Eveningwashishardesttime,forwantofexercisemadehimasrestlessandnervousasitwaspossibleforaheartyladtobeonsuchashortnotice。

Hecouldn\'tsleepsothegirlsamusedhim;­;Fannyplayedandreadaloud;Pollysung,andtoldstories;anddidthelattersowell,thatitgottobearegularthingforhertobeginassoonastwilightcame,andTomwassettledinhisfavoriteplaceongrandma\'ssofa。

"Fireaway,Polly,"saidtheyoungsultan,oneevening,ashislittleScheherazadesatdowninherlowchair,afterstirringupthefiretilltheroomwasbrightandcosy。

"Idon\'tfeellikestoriesto-night,Tom。I\'vetoldallIknow,andcan\'tmakeupanymore,"answeredPolly,leaningherheadonherhandwithasorrowfullookthatTomhadneverseenbefore。Hewatchedheraminute,andthenasked,curiously,"Whatwereyouthinkingabout,justnow,whenyousatstaringatthefire,andgettingsobererandsoberereveryminute?

"IwasthinkingaboutJimmy。"

"Wouldyoumindtellingabouthim?Youknow,yousaidyouwouldsometime;butdon\'t,ifyou\'drathernot,"saidTom,loweringhisroughvoicerespectfully。

"Iliketotalkabouthim;butthereisn\'tmuchtotell,"beganPolly,gratefulforhisinterest。"SittingherewithyouremindedmeofthewayIusedtositwithhimwhenhewassick。Weusedtohavesuchhappytimes,andit\'ssopleasanttothinkaboutthemnow。"

"Hewasawfullygood,wasn\'the?"

"No,hewasn\'t;buthetriedtobe,andmothersaysthatishalfthebattle。Weusedtogettiredoftrying;butwekeptmakingresolutions,andworkinghardtokeep\'em。Idon\'tthinkIgotonmuch;butJimmydid,andeveryonelovedhim。"

"Didn\'tyoueversquabble,aswedo?"

"Yes,indeed,sometimes;butwecouldn\'tstaymad,andalwaysmadeitupagainassoonaswecould。Jimmyusedtocomeroundfirst,andsay,\'Allserene,Polly,\'sokindandjolly,thatIcouldn\'thelplaughingandbeingfriendsrightaway。"

"Didhenotknowalot?"

"Yes,Ithinkhedid,forhelikedtostudy,andwantedtogeton,sohecouldhelpfather。Peopleusedtocallhimafineboy,andIfeltsoproudtohearit;buttheydidn\'tknowhalfhowwisehewas,becausehedidn\'tshowoffabit。Isupposesistersalwaysaregrandoftheirbrothers;

butIdon\'tbelievemanygirlshadasmuchrighttobeasIhad。"

"Mostgirlsdon\'tcaretwopinsabouttheirbrothers;sothatshowsyoudon\'tknowmuchaboutit。"

"Well,theyoughtto,iftheydon\'t;andtheywouldiftheboyswereaskindtothemasJimmywastome。"

"Why,whatdidhedo?"

"Lovedmedearly,andwasn\'tashamedtoshowit,"criedPolly,withasobinhervoice,thatmadeheranswerveryeloquent。

"Whatmadehimdie,Polly?"askedTom,soberly,afterlittlepause。

"Hegothurtcoasting,lastwinter;buthenevertoldwhichboydidit,andheonlylivedaweek。Ihelpedtakecareofhim;andhewassopatient,Iusedtowonderathim,forhewasindreadfulpainalltime。

Hegavemehisbooks,andhisdog,andhisspeckledhens,andhisbigknife,andsaid,\'Good-by,Polly,\'­;andkissedmethelastthing­;andthen­;O

Jimmy!Jimmy!Ifheonlycouldcomeback!"

PoorPolly\'seyeshadbeengettingfullerandfuller,lipstremblingmoreandmore,asshewenton;whenshecametothat"good-by,"shecouldn\'tgetanyfurther,butcoveredupherface,andcriedasherheartwouldbreak。Tomwasfullofsympathy,butdidn\'tknowhowtoshowit;sohesatshakingupthecamphorbottle,andtryingtothinkofsomethingproperandcomfortabletosay,whenFannycametotherescue,andcuddledPollyinherarms,withsoothinglittlepatsandwhispersandkisses,tillthetearsstopped,andPollysaid,she"didn\'tmeanto,andwouldn\'tanymore。I\'vebeenthinkingaboutmydearboyalltheevening,forTomremindsmeofhim,"sheadded,withasigh。

"Me?HowcanI,whenIain\'tabitlikehim?"criedTom,amazed。

"Butyouareinsomeways。"

"WishIwas;butIcan\'tbe,forhewasgood,youknow。"

"Soareyou,whenyouchoose。Hasn\'thebeengoodandpatient,anddon\'tweallliketopethimwhenhe\'sclever,Fan?"\'saidPolly,whoseheartwasstillachingforherbrother,andreadyforhissaketofindvirtuesevenintormentingTom。

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