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"Iain\'tacoward。"
"Yes,youare。You\'reafraidofwhatfolkswillsay;ain\'tyou,now?"
Pollyknewshewas,andheldherpeace,thoughshelongedtospeak;
buthowcouldshe?
"Ah,Iknewyou\'dbackout。"AndTomwalkedawaywithanairofscornthatcutPollytotheheart。
"It\'stoobad!Justashewasgrowingkindtome,andIwasgoingtohaveagoodtime,it\'sallspoiltbyFan\'snonsense。Mrs。Shawdon\'tlikeit,norgrandmaeither,Idaresay。There\'llbeafussifIgo,andFanwillplagueme;soI\'llgiveitup,andletTomthinkI\'mafraid。Oh,dear!Ineverdidseesuchridiculouspeople。"
Pollyshutherdoorhard,andfeltreadytocrywithvexation,thatherpleasureshouldbespoiltbysuchasillyidea;for,ofallthesillyfreaksofthisfastage,thatoflittlepeopleplayingatloveisaboutthesilliest。Pollyhadbeentaughtthatitwasaveryseriousandsacredthing;and,accordingtohernotions,itwasfarmoreimpropertoflirtwithoneboythantocoastwithadozen。Shehadbeenmuchamazed,onlythedaybefore,tohearMaudsaytohermother,"Mamma,mustIhaveabeau?
Thegirlsalldo,andsayIoughttohaveFweddyLovell;butIdon\'tlikehimaswellasHawryFiske。"
"Oh,yes;I\'dhavealittlesweetheart,dear,it\'ssocunning,"answeredMrs。Shaw。AndMaudannouncedsoonafterthatshewasengagedto"Fweddy,\'causeHawryslappedher"whensheproposedthematch。
Pollylaughedwiththerestatthetime;butwhenshethoughtofitafterward,andwonderedwhatherownmotherwouldhavesaid,iflittleKittyhadputsuchaquestion,shedidn\'tfinditcunningorfunny,butridiculousandunnatural。Shefeltsonowaboutherself;andwhenherfirstpetulancewasover,resolvedtogiveupcoastingandeverythingelse,ratherthanhaveanynonsensewithTom,who,thankstohisneglectededucation,wasasignorantasherselfofthecharmsofthisnewamusementforschool-children。
SoPollytriedtoconsoleherselfbyjumpingropeintheback-yard,andplayingtagwithMaudinthedrying-room,whereshelikewisegavelessonsin"nas-gim-nics,"asMaudcalledit,whichdidthatlittlepersongood。
Fannycameupsometimestoteachthemanewdancingstep,andmorethanoncewasbetrayedintoagameofromps,forwhichshewasnonetheworse。
ButTomturnedacoldshouldertoPolly,andmadeitevident,byhiscavaliermannerthathereallydidn\'tthinkher"worthasixpence。"
AnotherthingthattroubledPollywasherclothes,for,thoughnoonesaidanything,sheknewtheywereveryplain;andnowandthenshewishedthatherblueandmousecoloredmerinoswererathermoretrimmed,hersasheshadbiggerbows,andherlittlerufflesmorelaceonthem。Shesighedforalocket,and,forthefirsttimeinherlife,thoughtseriouslyofturningupherprettycurlsandputtingona"wad。"Shekeptthesediscontentstoherself,however,aftershehadwrittentoaskhermotherifshemighthaveherbestdressalteredlikeFanny\'s,andreceivedthisreply:
"No,dear;thedressisproperandbecomingasitis,andtheoldfashionofsimplicitythebestforallofus。Idon\'twantmyPollytobelovedforherclothes,butforherself;soweartheplainfrocksmothertooksuchpleasureinmakingforyou,andletthepanniersgo。Theleastofushavesomeinfluenceinthisbigworld;andperhapsmylittlegirlcandosomegoodbyshowingothersthatacontentedheartandahappyfacearebetterornamentsthananyPariscangiveher。Youwantalocket,deary;
soIsendonethatmymothergavemeyearsago。Youwillfindfather\'sfaceononeside,mineontheother;andwhenthingstroubleyou,justlookatyourtalisman,andIthinkthesunshinewillcomebackagain。"
Ofcourseitdid,forthebestofallmagicwasshutupinthequaintlittlecasethatPollyworeinsideherfrock,andkissedsotenderlyeachnightandmorning。Thethoughtthat,insignificantasshewas,sheyetmightdosomegood,madeherverycarefulofheractsandwords,andsoanxioustokeepheadcontentedandfacehappy,thatsheforgotherclothes,andmadeothersdothesame。Shedidnotknowit,butthatgoodoldfashionofsimplicitymadetheplaingownspretty,andthegraceofunconsciousnessbeautifiedtheirlittlewearerwiththecharmthatmakesgirlhoodsweetesttothosewhotrulyloveandreverenceit。OnetemptationPollyhadalreadyyieldedtobeforethelettercame,andrepentedheartilyofafterward。
"Polly,Iwishyou\'dletmecallyouMarie,"saidFannyoneday,astheywereshoppingtogether。
"YoumaycallmeMary,ifyoulike;butIwon\'thaveanyieputontomyname。I\'mPollyathomeandI\'mfondofbeingcalledso;butMarieisFrenchifiedandsilly。"
"Ispellmyownnamewithanie,andsodoallthegirls。"
"AndwhatajumbleofNetties,Nellies,Hatties,andSalliesthereis。
How\'Pollie\'wouldlookspeltso!"
"Well,nevermind;thatwasn\'twhatIbegantosay。There\'sonethingyoumusthave,andthatis,bronzeboots,"saidFan,impressively。
"WhymustI,whenI\'vegotenoughwithout?"
"Becauseit\'sthefashiontohavethem,andyoucan\'tbefinishedoffproperlywithout。I\'mgoingtogetapair,andsomustyou。"
"Don\'ttheycostagreatdeal?"
"Eightorninedollars,Ibelieve。Ihaveminecharged;butitdon\'tmatterifyouhaven\'tgotthemoney。Icanlendyousome。"
"I\'vegottendollarstodowhatIlikewith;butit\'smeanttogetsomepresentsforthechildren。"AndPollytookoutherpurseinanundecidedway。
"Youcanmakepresentseasyenough。Grandmaknowsallsortsofnicecontrivances。They\'lldojustaswell;andthenyoucangetyourboots。"
"Well;I\'lllookatthem,"saidPolly,followingFannyintothestore,feelingratherrichandimportanttobeshoppinginthiselegantmanner。
"Aren\'ttheylovely?Yourfootisperfectlydivineinthatboot,Polly。
Getthemformyparty;you\'lldancelikeafairy,"whisperedFan。
Pollysurveyedthedainty,shiningbootwiththescallopedtop,thejauntyheel,andthedelicatetoe,thoughtherfootdidlookverywellinit,andafteralittlepause,saidshewouldhavethem。Itwasallverydelightfultillshegothome,andwasalone;then,onlookingintoherpurse,shesawonedollarandthelistofthingsshemeanttogetformotherandthechildren。Howmeanthedollarlookedallalone!andhowlongthelistgrewwhentherewasnothingtobuythearticles。
"Ican\'tmakeskatesforNed,noradeskforWill;andthosearewhattheyhavesettheirheartsupon。Father\'sbookandmother\'scollarareimpossiblenow;andI\'maselfishthingtogoandspendallmymoneyformyself。HowcouldIdoit?"AndPollyeyedthenewbootsreproachfully,astheystoodinthefirstpositionasifreadyfortheparty。"Theyarelovely;butIdon\'tbelievetheywillfeelgood,forIshallbethinkingaboutmylostpresentsallthetime,"sighedPolly,pushingtheenticingbootsoutofsight。"I\'llgoandaskgrandmawhatIcando;forifI\'vegottomakesomethingforeveryone,Imustbeginrightaway,orIshan\'tgetdone;"andoffshebustled,gladtoforgetherremorseinhardwork。
Grandmaprovedequaltotheemergency,andplannedsomethingforeveryone,supplyingmaterials,taste,andskillinthemostdelightfulmanner。
Pollyfeltmuchcomforted;butwhileshebegantoknitaprettypairofwhitebed-socks,tobetiedwithrose-coloredribbons,forhermother,shethoughtsomeverysoberthoughtsuponthesubjectoftemptation;andifanyonehadaskedherjustthenwhatmadehersigh,asifsomethinglayheavyonherconscience,shewouldhaveanswered,"Bronzeboots。"ChapterIV。ChapterIV。CHAPTERIVLITTLETHINGS"IT\'Ssowainy,Ican\'tgoout,andevwybodyissocwosstheywon\'tplaywithme,"saidMaud,whenPollyfoundherfrettingonthestairs,andpausedtoaskthecauseofherwails。
"I\'llplaywithyou;onlydon\'tscreamandwakeyourmother。Whatshallweplay?"
"Idon\'tknow;I\'mtiredofevwything,\'causemytoysareallbwoken,andmydollsareallsickbutClawa,"moanedMaud,givingajerktotheParisdollwhichsheheldupsidedownbyoneleginthemostunmaternalmanner。
"I\'mgoingtodressadollyformylittlesister;wouldn\'tyouliketoseemedoit?"askedPolly,persuasively,hopingtobeguilethecrosschildandfinishherownworkatthesametime。
"No,Ishouldn\'t,\'causeshe\'lllooknicerthanmyClawa。Herclotheswon\'tcomeoff;andTomspoilt\'emplayingballwithherintheyard。"
"Wouldn\'tyouliketoriptheseclothesoff,andhavemeshowyouhowtomakesomenewones,soyoucandressandundressClaraasmuchasyoulike?"
"Yes;Ilovetocut。"AndMaud\'s,facebrightened;fordestructivenessisoneoftheearliesttraitsofchildhood,andrippingwasMaud\'sdelight。
Establishingthemselvesinthedeserteddining-room,thechildrenfelltowork;andwhenFannydiscoveredthem,MaudwaslaughingwithallherheartatpoorClara,who,denudedofherfinery,wascuttingupallsortsofcapersinthehandsofhermerrylittlemistress。
"Ishouldthinkyou\'dbeashamedtoplaywithdolls,Polly。Ihaven\'ttouchedonethiseversolong,"saidFanny,lookingdownwithasuperiorair。
"Iain\'tashamed,foritkeepsMaudhappy,andwillpleasemysisterKitty;andIthinksewingisbetterthanprinkingorreadingsillynovels,so,now。"AndPollystitchedawaywitharesoluteair,forsheandFannyhadhadalittletiff;becausePollywouldn\'tletherfrienddoupherhair"likeotherfolks,"andboreherears。
"Don\'tbecross,dear,butcomeanddosomethingnice,it\'ssodullto-day,"saidFanny,anxioustobefriendsagain,foritwasdoublydullwithoutPolly。
"Can\'t;I\'mbusy。"
"Youalwaysarebusy。Ineversawsuchagirl。Whatintheworlddoyoufindtodoallthetime?"askedFanny,watchingwithinterestthesetofthelittleredmerinofrockPollywasputtingontoherdoll。
"Lotsofthings;butIliketobelazysometimesasmuchasyoudo;
justlieonthesofa,andreadfairystories,orthinkaboutnothing。Wouldyouhaveawhite-muslinapronorablacksilk?"addedPolly,surveyingherworkwithsatisfaction。
"Muslin,withpocketsandtinybluebows。I\'llshowyouhow。"Andforgettingherhateandcontemptfordolls,downsatFanny,soongettingasmuchabsorbedaseitheroftheothers。
Thedulldaybrightenedwonderfullyafterthat,andthetimeflewpleasantly,astonguesandneedleswenttogether。Grandmapeepedin,andsmiledatthebusygroup,saying,"Sewaway,mydears;dolliesaresafecompanions,andneedleworkanaccomplishmentthat\'ssadlyneglectednowadays。Smallstitches,Maud;neatbuttonholes,Fan;cutcarefully,Polly,anddon\'twasteyourcloth。Takepains;andthebestneedlewomanshallhaveaprettybitofwhitesatinforadoll\'sbonnet。"
Fannyexertedherself,andwontheprize,forPollyhelpedMaud,andneglectedherownwork;butshedidn\'tcaremuch,forMr。Shawsaid,lookingatthethreebrightfacesatthetea-table,"IguessPollyhasbeenmakingsunshineforyouto-day。"
"No,indeed,sir,Ihaven\'tdoneanything,onlydressMaud\'sdoll。"
AndPollydidn\'tthinkshehaddonemuch;butitwasoneofthelittlethingswhicharealwayswaitingtobedoneinthisworldofours,whererainydayscomesooften,wherespiritsgetoutoftune,anddutywon\'tgohandinhandwithpleasure。Littlethingsofthissortareespeciallygoodworkforlittlepeople;akindlittlethought,anunselfishlittleact,acheerylittleword,aresosweetandcomfortable,thatnoonecanfailtofeeltheirbeautyandlovethegiver,nomatterhowsmalltheyare。Mothersdoadealofthissortofthing,unseen,unthanked,butfeltandrememberedlongafterward,andneverlost,forthisisthesimplemagicthatbindsheartstogether,andkeepshomehappy。Pollyhadlearnedthissecret。
Shelovedtodothe"littlethings"thatothersdidnotsee,orweretoobusytostopfor;andwhiledoingthem,withoutathoughtofthanks,shemadesunshineforherselfaswellasothers。Therewassomuchloveinherownhome,thatshequicklyfeltthewantofitinFanny\'s,andpuzzledherselftofindoutwhythesepeoplewerenotkindandpatienttooneanother。
Shedidnottrytosettlethequestion,butdidherbesttoloveandserveandbearwitheach,andthegoodwill,thegentleheart,thehelpfulwaysandsimplemannersofourPollymadeherdeartoeveryone,forthesevirtues,eveninalittlechild,arelovelyandattractive。
Mr。Shawwasverykindtoher,forhelikedhermodest,respectfulmanners;
andPollywassogratefulforhismanyfavors,thatshesoonforgotherfear,andshowedheraffectioninallsortsofconfidinglittleways,whichpleasedhimextremely。Sheusedtowalkacrosstheparkwithhimwhenhewenttohisofficeinthemorning,talkingbusilyalltheway,andsaying"Good-by"withanodandasmilewhentheypartedatthegreatgate。Atfirst,Mr。Shawdidnotcaremuchaboutit;butsoonhemissedherifshedidnotcome,andfoundthatsomethingfreshandpleasantseemedtobrightenallhisday,ifasmall,gray-coatedfigure,withanintelligentface,amerryvoice,andalittlehandslippedconfidinglyintohis,wentwithhimthroughthewintrypark。Cominghomelate,helikedtoseeacurly,brownheadwatchingatthewindow;tofindhisslippersready,hispaperinitsplace,andapairofwillingfeet,eagertowaituponhim。"IwishmyFannywasmorelikeher,"heoftensaidtohimself,ashewatchedthegirls,whiletheythoughthimdeepinpoliticsorthestateofthemoneymarket。PoorMr。Shawhadbeensobusygettingrich,thathehadnotfoundtimetoteachhischildrentolovehim;hewasmoreatleisurenow,andashisboyandgirlsgrewup,hemissedsomething。Pollywasunconsciouslyshowinghimwhatitwas,andmakingchild-lovesosweet,thathefelthecouldnotdowithoutitanymore,yetdidn\'tquiteknowhowtowintheconfidenceofthechildren,whohadalwaysfoundhimbusy,indifferent,andabsentminded。
Asthegirlsweregoingtobedonenight,Pollykissedgrandma,asusual,andFannylaughedather,saying,"Whatababyyouare!Wearetoooldforsuchthingsnow。"
"Idon\'tthinkpeopleeveraretoooldtokisstheirfathersandmothers,"wasthequickanswer。
"Right,mylittlePolly;"andMr。Shawstretchedouthishandtoherwithsuchakindlylook,thatFannystaredsurprised,andthensaid,shyly,"Ithoughtyoudidn\'tcareaboutit,father。"
"Ido,mydear:"AndMr。ShawputouttheotherhandtoFanny,whogavehimadaughterlykiss,quiteforgettingeverythingbutthetenderfeelingthatsprungupinherheartattherenewalofthechildishcustomwhichweneverneedoutgrow。
Mrs。Shawwasanervous,fussyinvalid,whowantedsomethingeveryfiveminutes;soPollyfoundplentyofsmallthingstodoforheranddid,themsocheerfully,thatthepoorladylovedtohavethequiet,helpfulchildnear,towaituponher,readtoher,runerrands,orhandthesevendifferentshawlswhichwerecontinuallybeingputonoroff。
Grandma,too,wasgladtofindwillinghandsandfeettoserveher;
andPollypassedmanyhappyhoursinthequaintrooms,learningallsortsofprettyarts,andlisteningtopleasantchat,neverdreaminghowmuchsunshineshebroughttothesolitaryoldlady。
TomwasPolly\'srockaheadforalongtime,becausehewasalwaysbreakingoutinanewplace,andoneneverknewwheretofindhim。Hetormentedyetamusedher;waskindoneday,andabearthenext;attimesshefanciedhewasnevergoingtobebadagain,andthenextthingsheknewhewasdeepinmischief,andhootedattheideaofrepentanceandreformation。
Pollygavehimupasahardcase;butwassointhehabitofhelpinganyonewhoseemedintrouble,thatshewasgoodtohimsimplybecauseshecouldn\'thelpit。
"What\'sthematter?Isyourlessontoohardforyou?"sheaskedoneevening,asagroanmadeherlookacrossthetabletowhereTomsatscowlingoverapileofdilapidatedbooks,withhishandsinhishair,asifhisheadwasindangerofflyingasunderwiththetremendousefforthewasmaking。
"Hard!Guessitis。WhatinthunderdoIcareabouttheoldCarthaginians?
Reguluswasn\'tbad;butI\'msickofhim!"AndTomdealt"Harkness\'sLatinReader"athump,whichexpressedhisfeelingsbetterthanwords。
"IlikeLatin,andusedtogetonwellwhenIstudieditwithJimmy。
PerhapsIcanhelpyoualittlebit,"saidPolly,asTomwipedhishotfaceandrefreshedhimselfwithapeanut。
"You?pooh!girls\'Latindon\'tamounttomuchanyway,"wasthegratefulreply。
ButPollywasusedtohimnow,and,nothingdaunted,tookalookatthegrimypageinthemiddleofwhichTomhadstuck。Shereaditsowell,thattheyounggentlemanstoppedmunchingtoregardherwithrespectfulastonishment,andwhenshestopped,hesaid,suspiciously,"Youareaslyone,Polly,tostudyupsoyoucanshowoffbeforeme。Butitwon\'tdo,ma\'am;turnoveradozenpages,andtryagain。"
Pollyobeyed,anddidevenbetterthanbefore,saying,asshelookedup,withalaugh,"I\'vebeenthroughthewholebook;soyouwon\'tcatchmethatway,Tom。"
"Isay,howcameyoutoknowsuchalot?"askedTom,muchimpressed。
"IstudiedwithJimmy,andkeptupwithhim,forfatherletusbetogetherinallourlessons。Itwassonice,andwelearnedsofast!"
"TellmeaboutJimmy。He\'syourbrother,isn\'the?"
"Yes;buthe\'sdead,youknow。I\'lltellabouthimsomeothertime;
yououghttostudynow,andperhapsIcanhelpyou,"saidPolly,withalittlequiverofthelips。
"Shouldn\'twonderifyoucould。"AndTomspreadthebookbetweenthemwithagraveandbusiness-likeair,forhefeltthatPollyhadgotthebetterofhim,anditbehoovedhimtodohisbestforthehonorofhissex。Hewentatthelessonwithawill,andsoonflounderedoutofhisdifficulties,forPollygavehimalifthereandthere,andtheywentonswimmingly,tilltheycametosomerulestobelearned。Pollyhadforgottenthem,sothey,bothcommittedthemtomemory;;Tom,withhandsinhispockets,rockedtoandfro,mutteringrapidly,whilePollytwistedthelittlecurlonherforeheadandstaredatthewall,gabblingwithallhermight。
"Done!"criedTom,presently。
"Done!"echoedPolly;andthentheyheardeachotherrecitetillbothwereperfect"That\'sprettygoodfun,"saidTom,joyfully,tossingpoorHarknessaway,andfeelingthatthepleasantexcitementofcompanionshipcouldlendacharmeventoLatinGrammar。
"Now,ma\'am,we\'lltakeaturnatalgibbera。IlikethatasmuchasIhateLatin。"
Pollyacceptedtheinvitation,andsoonownedthatTomcouldbeatherhere。Thisfactrestoredhisequnimity;buthedidn\'tcrowoverher,farfromit;forhehelpedherwithapaternalpatiencethatmadehereyestwinklewithsuppressedfun,ashesoberlyexplainedandillustrated,unconsciouslyimitatingDominieDeane,tillPollyfounditdifficulttokeepfromlaughinginhisface。
"Youmayhaveanothergoatitany,timeyoulike,"generouslyremarkedTom,asheshiedthealgebraaftertheLatinReader。
"I\'llcomeeveryevening,then。I\'dliketo,forIhaven\'tstudiedabitsinceIcame。Youshalltryandmakemelikealgebra,andI\'lltryandmakeyoulikeLatin,willyou?"
"Oh,I\'dlikeitwellenough,iftherewasanyoneexplainittome。
OldDeaneputsusthroughdouble-quick,anddon\'tgiveafellowtimetoaskquestionswhenweread。"
"Askyourfather;heknows。"
"Don\'tbelievehedoes;shouldn\'tdaretobotherhim,ifhedid。"
"Whynot?"
"He\'dpullmyears,andcallmea\'stupid,\'ortellmenottoworryhim。"
"Idon\'tthinkhewould。He\'sverykindtome,andIasklotsofquestions。"
"Helikesyoubetterthanhedoesme。"
"Now,Tom!;it\'swrongofyoutosayso。Ofcoursehelovesyoueversomuchmorethanhedoesme,"criedPolly,reprovingly。
"Whydon\'theshowitthen?"mutteredTom,withahalf-wistful,half-defiantglancetowardthelibrarydoor,whichstoodajar。
"Youactso,howcanhe?"askedPolly,afterapause,inwhichsheputTom\'squestiontoherself,andcouldfindnobetterreplythantheoneshegavehim。
"Whydon\'thegivememyvelocipede?Hesaid,ifIdidwellatschoolforamonth,Ishouldhaveit;andI\'vebeenpeggingawaylikefuryformostsixweeks,andhedon\'tdoathingaboutit。Thegirlsgettheirduds,becausetheytease。Iwon\'tdothatanyway;butyoudon\'tcatchmestudyingmyselftodeath,andnopayforit。"
"Itistoobad;butyououghttodoitbecauseit\'sright,andnevermindbeingpaid,"beganPolly,tryingtobemoral,butsecretlysympathizingheartilywithpoorTom。
"Don\'tyoupreach,Polly。Ifthegovernortookanynoticeofme,andcaredhowIgoton,Iwouldn\'tmindthepresentssomuch;buthedon\'tcareahang,andneverevenaskedifIdidwelllastdeclamationday,whenI\'dgoneandlearned\'TheBattleofLakeRegillus,\'becausehesaidhelikedit。"
"Oh,Tom!Didyousaythat?It\'ssplendid!JimandIusedtosayHoratiustogether,anditwassuchfun。Dospeakyourpiecetome,Idosolike\'Macaulay\'sLays。\'"
"It\'sdreadfullong,"beganTom;buthisfacebrightened,forPolly\'sinterestsoothedhisinjuredfeelings,andhewasgladtoprovehiselocutionarypowers。Hebeganwithoutmuchspirit;butsoonthemartialringofthelinesfiredhim,andbeforeheknewit,hewasonhislegsthunderingawayingrandstyle,whilePollylistenedwithkindlingfaceandabsorbedattention。
Tomdiddeclaimwell,forhequiteforgothimself,anddeliveredthestirringballadwithanenergythatmadePollyflushandtinglewithadmirationanddelight,andquiteelectrifiedasecondlistener,whohadheardallthatwenton,andwatchedthelittlescenefrombehindhisnewspaper。
AsTompaused,breathless,andPollyclappedherhandsenthusiastically,thesoundwasloudlyechoedfrombehindhim。Bothwhirledround,andtherewasMr。Shaw,standinginthedoorway,applaudingwithallhismight。
Tomlookedmuchabashed,andsaidnotaword;PollyrantoMr。Shaw,anddancedbeforehim,saying,eagerly,"Wasn\'titsplendid?Didn\'thedowell?Mayn\'thehavehisvelocipedenow?"
"Capital,Tom;you\'llbeanoratoryet。Learnanotherpiecelikethat,andI\'llcomeandhearyouspeakit。Areyoureadyforyourvelocipede,hey?"
Pollywasright;andTomownedthat"thegovernor"waskind,didlikehimandhadn\'tentirelyforgottenhispromise。Theboyturnedredwithpleasure,andpickedatthebuttonsonhisjacket,whilelisteningtothisunexpectedpraise;butwhenhespoke,helookedstraightupinhisfather\'sface,whilehisownshonewithpleasure,asheanswered,inonebreath,"Thankee,sir。I\'lldoit,sir。GuessIam,sir!"
"Verygood;thenlookoutforyournewhorsetomorrow,sir。"AndMr。
Shawstrokedthefuzzyredheadwithakindhand,feelingafatherlypleasureintheconvictionthattherewassomethinginhisboyafterall。
Tomgothisvelocipedenextday,nameditBlackAuster,inmemoryofthehorsein"TheBattleofLakeRegillus,"andcametogriefassoonashebegantoridehisnewsteed。
"Comeoutandseemegoit,"whisperedTomtoPolly,afterthreedays\'
practiceinthestreet,forhehadalreadylearnedtorideintherink。
PollyandMaudwillinglywent,andwatchedhisstruggles,withdeepinterest,tillhegotanupset,whichnearlyputanendtohisvelocipedingforever。
"Hi,there!Auster\'scoming!"shoutedTom,ascamerattlingdownthelong,steepstreetoutsidethepark。
Theysteppedaside,andhewhizzedby,armsandlegsgoinglikemad,withthegeneralappearanceofarunawayengine。Itwouldhavebeenatriumphantdescent,ifabigdoghadnotbouncedsuddenlythroughoneoftheopenings,andsentthewholeconcernhelter-skelterintothegutter。Pollylaughedassherantoviewtheruin。forTomlayflatonhisbackwiththevelocipedeatophim,whilethebigdogbarkedwildly,andhismasterscoldedhimforhisawkwardness。ButwhenshesawTom\'sface,Pollywasfrightened,forthecolorhadallgoneoutofit,hiseyeslookedstrangeanddizzy,anddropsofbloodbegantotricklefromagreatcutonhisforehead。Themansawit,too,andhadhimupinaminute;buthecouldn\'tstand,andstaredabouthiminadazedsortofway,ashesatonthecurbstone,whilePollyheldherhandkerchieftohisforehead,andpatheticallybeggedtoknowifhewaskilled。
"Don\'tscaremother,;I\'mallright。Gotupset,didn\'tI?"heasked,presently,eyeingtheprostratevelocipedewithmoreanxietyaboutitsdamagesthanhisown。
"Iknewyou\'dhurtyourselfwiththathorridthingjustletitbe,andcomehome,foryourheadbleedsdreadfully,andeverybodyislookingatus,"whisperedPolly,tryingtotiethelittlehandkerchiefovertheuglycut。
"Comeon,then。Jove!howqueermyheadfeels!Giveusaboost,please。
Stophowling,Maud,andcomehome。Youbringthemachine,andI\'llpayyou,Pat。"Ashespoke,TomslowlypickedhimselfandsteadyinghimselfbyPolly\'sshoulder,issuedcommands,andtheprocessionfellintoline。
First,thebigdog,barkingatintervals;thenthegood-naturedIrishman,trundling"thatdivilofawhirligig,"ashedisrespectfullycalledtheidolizedvelocipede;thenthewoundedhero,supportedbythehelpfulPolly;
andMaudbroughtuptherearintears,bearingTom\'scap。
Unfortunately,Mrs。Shawwasoutdrivingwithgrandma,andFannywasmakingcalls;sothattherewasnoonebutPollytostandbyTom,fortheparlor-maidturnedfaintatthesightofblood,andthechamber-maidlostherwitsintheflurry。Itwasabadcut,andmustbesewedupatonce,thedoctorsaid,assoonashecame。"Somebodymustholdhishead;"headded,ashethreadedhisqueerlittleneedle。
"I\'llkeepstill,butifanybodymustholdme,letPolly。Youain\'tafraid,areyou?"askedTom,withimploringlook,forhedidn\'tliketheideaofbeingsewedabit。
Pollywasjustgoingtoshrinkaway,saying,"OhIcan\'t!"whensherememberedthatTomoncecalledheracoward。Herewasachancetoprovethatshewasn\'t;besides,poorTomhadnooneelsetohelphim;soshecameuptothesofawherehelay,andnoddedreassuringly,assheputasoftlittlehandoneithersideofthedamagedhead。
"Youareatrump,Polly,"whisperedTom。Thenhesethisteeth,clenchedhishands,layquitestill,andboreitlikeaman。Itwasalloverinaminuteortwo,andwhenhehadhadaglassofwine,andwasnicelysettledonhisbed,hefeltprettycomfortable,inspiteofthepaininhishead;
andbeingorderedtokeepquiet,hesaid,"Thankyoueversomuch,Polly,"
andwatchedherwithagratefulfaceasshecreptaway。
Hehadtokeepthehouseforaweek,andlaidaboutlookingveryinterestingwithagreatblackpatchonhisforehead。Everyone\'pettedhim;\'forthedoctorsaid,thatiftheblowhadbeenaninchnearerthetemple,itwouldhavebeenfatal,andthethoughtoflosinghimsosuddenlymadebluffoldTomverypreciousallatonce。Hisfatheraskedhimhowhewasadozentimesaday;hismothertalkedcontinuallyof"thatdearboy\'snarrowescape";
andgrandmacockeredhimupwitheverydelicacyshecouldinvent;andthegirlswaitedonhimlikedevotedslaves。Thisnewtreatmenthadanexcellenteffect;forwhenneglectedTomgotoverhisfirstamazementatthischangeofbase,heblossomedoutdelightfully,assickpeopledosometimes,andsurprisedhisfamilybybeingunexpectedlypatient,grateful,andamiable。
Nobodyeverknewhowmuchgooditdidhim;forboysseldomhaveconfidencesofthissortexceptwiththeirmothers,andMrs。Shawhadneverfoundthekeytoherson\'sheart。Butalittleseedwassowedthenthattookroot,andthoughitgrewveryslowly,itcametosomethingintheend。PerhapsPollyhelpeditalittle。Eveningwashishardesttime,forwantofexercisemadehimasrestlessandnervousasitwaspossibleforaheartyladtobeonsuchashortnotice。
Hecouldn\'tsleepsothegirlsamusedhim;;Fannyplayedandreadaloud;Pollysung,andtoldstories;anddidthelattersowell,thatitgottobearegularthingforhertobeginassoonastwilightcame,andTomwassettledinhisfavoriteplaceongrandma\'ssofa。
"Fireaway,Polly,"saidtheyoungsultan,oneevening,ashislittleScheherazadesatdowninherlowchair,afterstirringupthefiretilltheroomwasbrightandcosy。
"Idon\'tfeellikestoriesto-night,Tom。I\'vetoldallIknow,andcan\'tmakeupanymore,"answeredPolly,leaningherheadonherhandwithasorrowfullookthatTomhadneverseenbefore。Hewatchedheraminute,andthenasked,curiously,"Whatwereyouthinkingabout,justnow,whenyousatstaringatthefire,andgettingsobererandsoberereveryminute?
"IwasthinkingaboutJimmy。"
"Wouldyoumindtellingabouthim?Youknow,yousaidyouwouldsometime;butdon\'t,ifyou\'drathernot,"saidTom,loweringhisroughvoicerespectfully。
"Iliketotalkabouthim;butthereisn\'tmuchtotell,"beganPolly,gratefulforhisinterest。"SittingherewithyouremindedmeofthewayIusedtositwithhimwhenhewassick。Weusedtohavesuchhappytimes,andit\'ssopleasanttothinkaboutthemnow。"
"Hewasawfullygood,wasn\'the?"
"No,hewasn\'t;buthetriedtobe,andmothersaysthatishalfthebattle。Weusedtogettiredoftrying;butwekeptmakingresolutions,andworkinghardtokeep\'em。Idon\'tthinkIgotonmuch;butJimmydid,andeveryonelovedhim。"
"Didn\'tyoueversquabble,aswedo?"
"Yes,indeed,sometimes;butwecouldn\'tstaymad,andalwaysmadeitupagainassoonaswecould。Jimmyusedtocomeroundfirst,andsay,\'Allserene,Polly,\'sokindandjolly,thatIcouldn\'thelplaughingandbeingfriendsrightaway。"
"Didhenotknowalot?"
"Yes,Ithinkhedid,forhelikedtostudy,andwantedtogeton,sohecouldhelpfather。Peopleusedtocallhimafineboy,andIfeltsoproudtohearit;buttheydidn\'tknowhalfhowwisehewas,becausehedidn\'tshowoffabit。Isupposesistersalwaysaregrandoftheirbrothers;
butIdon\'tbelievemanygirlshadasmuchrighttobeasIhad。"
"Mostgirlsdon\'tcaretwopinsabouttheirbrothers;sothatshowsyoudon\'tknowmuchaboutit。"
"Well,theyoughtto,iftheydon\'t;andtheywouldiftheboyswereaskindtothemasJimmywastome。"
"Why,whatdidhedo?"
"Lovedmedearly,andwasn\'tashamedtoshowit,"criedPolly,withasobinhervoice,thatmadeheranswerveryeloquent。
"Whatmadehimdie,Polly?"askedTom,soberly,afterlittlepause。
"Hegothurtcoasting,lastwinter;buthenevertoldwhichboydidit,andheonlylivedaweek。Ihelpedtakecareofhim;andhewassopatient,Iusedtowonderathim,forhewasindreadfulpainalltime。
Hegavemehisbooks,andhisdog,andhisspeckledhens,andhisbigknife,andsaid,\'Good-by,Polly,\';andkissedmethelastthing;andthen;O
Jimmy!Jimmy!Ifheonlycouldcomeback!"
PoorPolly\'seyeshadbeengettingfullerandfuller,lipstremblingmoreandmore,asshewenton;whenshecametothat"good-by,"shecouldn\'tgetanyfurther,butcoveredupherface,andcriedasherheartwouldbreak。Tomwasfullofsympathy,butdidn\'tknowhowtoshowit;sohesatshakingupthecamphorbottle,andtryingtothinkofsomethingproperandcomfortabletosay,whenFannycametotherescue,andcuddledPollyinherarms,withsoothinglittlepatsandwhispersandkisses,tillthetearsstopped,andPollysaid,she"didn\'tmeanto,andwouldn\'tanymore。I\'vebeenthinkingaboutmydearboyalltheevening,forTomremindsmeofhim,"sheadded,withasigh。
"Me?HowcanI,whenIain\'tabitlikehim?"criedTom,amazed。
"Butyouareinsomeways。"
"WishIwas;butIcan\'tbe,forhewasgood,youknow。"
"Soareyou,whenyouchoose。Hasn\'thebeengoodandpatient,anddon\'tweallliketopethimwhenhe\'sclever,Fan?"\'saidPolly,whoseheartwasstillachingforherbrother,andreadyforhissaketofindvirtuesevenintormentingTom。