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"WhatafateforprettyPolly!"ejaculatedTom。
"Shelikesit,andI\'msureIshouldthinkshewould;it\'sbeautifultohear\'emplanitallout。"
"Anymoregossiptoretail,Pug?"askedTomaminuteafter,asMaudseemedabsorbedinvisionsofthe,future。
"Hetoldafunnystoryaboutblowinguponeoftheprofessors。Younevertoldus,soIsupposeyoudidn\'tknowit。Somebadfellowputatorpedo,orsomesortofpowderthing,underthechair,anditwentoffinthemidstofthelesson,andthepoormanflewup,frightenedmosttopieces,andtheboysranwithpailsofwatertoputthefireout。ButthethingthatmadeWilllaughmostwas,thattheveryfellowwhodiditgothistrousersburnttryingtoputoutthefire,andheaskedthe;isitFacultyorPresident?"
"Eitherwilldo,"murmuredTom,whowasshakingwithsuppressedlaughter。
"Well,heasked\'emtogivehimsomenewones,andtheydidgivehimmoneyenough,foranicepair;buthegotsomecheapones,withhorridgreatstripeson\'em,andalwayswore\'emtothatparticularclass,\'whichwasonetoomanyforthefellows,\'Willsaid,andwiththerestofthemoneyhehadapunchparty。Wasn\'titdreadful?"
"Awful!"AndTomexplodedintoagreatlaugh,thatmadeFannycoverherears,andthelittledogbarkwildly。
"Didyouknowthatbadboy?"askedinnocentMaud。
"Slightly,"gaspedTom,inwhosewardrobeatcollegethoseidenticaltrouserswerehangingatthatmoment。
"Don\'tmakesuchanoise,myheadachesdreadfully,"saidFanny,fretfully。
"Girls\'headsalwaysdoache,"answeredTom,subsidingfromaroarintoachuckle。
"Whatpleasureyouboyscanfindinsuchungentlemanlythings,Idon\'tsee,"saidFanny,whowasevidentlyoutofsorts。
"Asmuchamysterytoyouasitistous,howyougirlscanliketogabbleandprinkfromoneweek\'sendtotheother,"retortedTom。
Therewasapauseafterthislittlepassage-at-arms,butFanwantedtobeamused,fortimehungheavilyonherhands,sosheasked,inamoreamiabletone,"How\'sTrix?"
"Assweetasever,"answeredTom,gruffly。
"Didshescoldyou,asusual?"
"Shejustdid。"
"Whatwasthematter?"
"Well,I\'llleaveittoyouifthisisn\'tunreasonable:shewon\'tdancewithmeherself,yetdon\'tlikemetogoitwithanybodyelse。I
said,Ithought,ifafellowtookagirltoaparty,sheoughttodancewithhimonce,atleast,especiallyiftheywereengaged。Shesaidthatwastheveryreasonwhysheshouldn\'tdoit;so,atthelasthop,Iletheralone,andhadagaytimewithBelle,andto-dayTrixgaveittomehotandheavy,cominghomefromchurch。"
"Ifyougoandengageyourselftoagirllikethat,Idon\'tknowwhatyoucanexpect。DidshewearherParishatto-day?"addedFan,withsuddeninterestinhervoice。
"Sheworesomesortofabluething,withaconfoundedbirdofParadiseinit,thatkeptwhiskingintomyfaceeverytimesheturnedherhead。"
"Menneverknowaprettythingwhentheyseeit。Thathatisperfectlylovely。"
"Theyknowaladywhentheyseeher,andTrixdon\'tlooklikeone;I
can\'tsaywherethetroubleis,butthere\'stoomuchfussandfeathersformytaste。Youaretwiceasstylish,yetyouneverlookloudorfast。"
Touchedbythisunusualcompliment,Fannydrewherchairnearerassherepliedwithcomplacency,;
"Yes,IflattermyselfIdoknowhowtodresswell。Trixneverdid;she\'sfondofgaycolors,andgenerallylookslikeawalkingrainbow。"
"Can\'tyougiveherahint?Tellhernottowearblueglovesanyway,sheknowsIhate\'em。"
"I\'vedonemybestforyoursake,Tom,butsheisaperversecreature,anddon\'tmindawordIsay,evenaboutthingsmuchmoreobjectionablethanbluegloves。"
"Maudie,runandbringmemyothercigarcase,it\'slyingroundsomewhere。"
Maudwent;andassoonasthedoorwasshut,Tomroseonhiselbow,sayinginacautiouslyloweredvoice,;
"Fan,doesTrixpaint?"
"Yes,anddrawstoo,"answeredFanny,withaslylaugh。
"Come,youknowwhatImean;I\'vearighttoaskandyououghttotell,"
saidTom,soberly,forhewasbeginningtofindthatbeingengagedwasnotunmitigatedbliss。
"Whatmakesyouthinkshedoes?"
"Well,betweenourselves,"saidTom,lookingalittlesheepish,butanxioustosethismindatrest,"sheneverwillletmekissheronhercheek,nothingbutanunsatisfactorypeckatherlips。Thentheotherday,asItookabitofheliotropeoutofavasetoputinmybutton-hole,I
whiskedadropofwaterintoherface;Iwasgoingtowipeitoff,butshepushedmyhandaway,andrantotheglass,whereshecarefullydabbeditdry,andcamebackwithonecheekredderthantheother。Ididn\'tsayanything,butIhadmysuspicions。Comenow,doesshe?"
"Yes,shedoes;butdon\'tsayawordtoher,forshe\'llneverforgivemytellingifsheknewit。"
"Idon\'tcareforthat;Idon\'tlikeit,andIwon\'thaveit,"saidTom,decidedly。
"Youcan\'thelpyourself。Halfthegirlsdoit,eitherpaintorpowder,darkentheirlasheswithburnthair-pins,ortakecologneonlumpsofsugarorbelladonnatomaketheireyesbright。Claratriedarsenicforhercomplexion,buthermotherstoppedit,"saidFanny,betrayingthesecretsoftheprison-houseinthebasestmanner。
"Iknewyougirlswereasetofhumbugs,andveryprettyones,too,someofyou,butIcan\'tsayIliketoseeyoupainteduplikealotofactresses,"saidTom,withanairofdisgust。
"Idon\'tdoanythingofthesort,orneedit,butTrixdoes;
andhavingchosenher,youmustabideyourchoice,forbetterorworse。"
"Ithasn\'tcometothatyet,"mutteredTom,ashelaydownagainwitharebelliousair。
Maud\'sreturnputanendtotheseconfidences,thoughTomexcitedhercuriositybyaskingthemysteriousquestion,"Isay,Fan,isPollyuptothatsortofthing?"
"No,shethinksit\'sawful。Whenshegetspaleanddraggedoutshewillprobablychangehermind。"
"Idoubtit,"saidTom。
"Pollysaysitisn\'tpropertotalksecretsbeforepeoplewhoain\'tin\'em,"observedMaud,withdignity。
"Do,formercysake,stoptalkingaboutPolly,I\'msicktodeathofit,"criedFanny,snappishly。
"Hullo!"andTomsatuptotakeasurvey。"Ithoughtyouwerebosomfriends,andasspoonyasever。"
"Well,IamfondofPolly,butIgettiredofhearingMaudsingherpraiseseverlastingly。Nowdon\'tgoandrepeatthat,chatterbox。"
"Mygoodness,isn\'tshecross?"whisperedMaudtoTom。
"Astwosticks;letherbe。There\'sthebell;seewhoitis,Pug,"
answeredTom,asatinglebrokethesilenceofthehouse。
Maudwenttopeepoverthebanisters,andcameflyingbackinarapture。
"It\'sWillcomeforme!Can\'tIgo?Itdon\'tsnowhard,andI\'llbundleup,andyoucansendformewhenpapacomes。"
"Idon\'tcarewhatyoudo,"answeredFan,whowasinaverybadtemper。
Withoutwaitingforanyotherpermission,Maudrushedawaytogetready。
Willwouldn\'tcomeup,hewassosnowy,andFannywasglad,becausewithherhewasbashful,awkward,andsilent,soTomwentdownandentertainedhimwithMaud\'sreport。Theywereverygoodfriends,butledentirelydifferentlives,Willbeinga"dig,"andToma"bird,"or,inplainEnglish,onewasahardstudent,andtheotherajollyyounggentleman。TomhadratherpatronizedWill,whodidn\'tlikeit,andshowedthathedidn\'tbyrefusingtoborrowmoneyofhim,oracceptanyofhisinvitationstojointheclubsandsocietiestowhichTombelonged。SoShawletMiltonalone,andhegotonverywellinhisownway,doggedlystickingtohisbooks,andresistingalltemptationsbutthoseofcertainlibraries,athleticgames,andsuchinexpensivepleasuresaswerewithinhismeans;forthisbenightedyouthhadnotyetdiscoveredthatcollegenowadaysisaplaceinwhichto"sky-lark,"
nottostudy。
WhenMaudcamedownandtrottedcontentedlyaway,holdingWill\'shand,Tomwatchedthemoutofsight,andthenstrolledaboutthehousewhistlingandthinking,tillhewenttosleepinhisfather\'sarm-chair,forwantofsomethingbettertodo。Heawoketothejoysofasolitarytea,forhismothernevercamedown,andFannyshutherselfandherheadacheupinherownroom。
"Well,thisischeerful,"hesaid,astheclockstruckeight,andhisfourthcigarcametoanend。"Trixismad,andFaninthedumps,soI\'lltakemyselfoff。GuessI\'llgoroundtoPolly\'s,andaskWilltodriveoutwithme,andsavehimthewalk,poorchap。MightbringMidgethome,itwillpleaseher,andthere\'snoknowingwhenthegovernorwillbeback。"
Withthesethoughtsinhishead,Tomleisurelygotunderway,andlefthishorseataneighboringstable,forhemeanttomakealittlecall,andseewhatitwasMaudenjoyedsomuch。
"Pollyisholdingforth,"hesaidtohimself,ashewentquietlyupstairs,andthesteadymurmurofapleasantvoicecamedowntohim。TomlaughedatPolly\'searnestwayoftalkingwhenshewasinterestedinanything。
Buthelikeditbecauseitwassodifferentfromthecoquettishclatterofmostofthegirlswithwhomhetalked。Youngmenoftenlaughatthesensiblegirlswhomtheysecretlyrespect,andaffecttoadmirethesillyoneswhomtheysecretlydespise,becauseearnestness,intelligence,andwomanlydignityarenotthefashion。
Thedoorwasajar,andpausinginthedarkentryTomtookasurveybeforehewentin。Theprospectwasnotdazzling,buthome-likeandpleasant。
Thelightofabrightfirefilledthelittleroom,anddownonastoolbeforeitwasMaudtendingPuttel,andwatchingwithdeepinteresttheroastingofanappleintendedforherspecialbenefit。OnthecouchloungedWill,histhoughtfuleyesfixedonPolly,who,whileshetalked,smoothedthebroadforeheadofher"yellow-hairedladdie"inawaythatTomthoughtanimmenseimprovementonMaud\'sperformance。Theyhadevidentlybeenbuildingcastlesintheair,forPollywassayinginhermostimpressivemanner,"Well,whateveryoudo,Will,don\'thaveagreat,costlychurchthattakessomuchmoneytobuildandsupportitthatyouhavenothingtogiveaway。Iliketheplain,old-fashionedchurches,builtforuse,notshow,wherepeoplemetforheartyprayingandpreaching,andwhereeverybodymadetheirownmusicinsteadoflisteningtooperasingers,aswedonow。
Idon\'tcareiftheoldchurcheswerebareandcold,andtheseatshard,therewasrealpietyinthem,andthesincerityofitwasfeltinthelivesofthepeople。Idon\'twantareligionthatIputawaywithmySundayclothes,anddon\'ttakeouttillthedaycomesroundagain;Iwantsomethingtoseeandfeelandlivebyday-by-day,andIhopeyou\'llbeoneofthetrueministers,whocanteachbypreceptandexample,howtogetandkeepit。"
"IhopeIshallbe,Polly,butyouknowtheysaythatinfamilies,ifthereisaboywhocan\'tdoanythingelse,theymakeaministerofhim。
IsometimesthinkIain\'tgoodformuch,andthatseemstomethereasonwhyIshouldn\'teventrytobeaminister,"saidWill,smiling,yetlookingasifwithallhishumilityhedidhavefaithintheaspirationsthatcametohiminhisbestmoments。
"Someonesaidthatverythingtofatheronce,andIrememberheanswered,\'IamgladtogivemybestandbrightestsontotheserviceofGod。\'"
"Didhesaythat?"andWill\'scolorrose,forthebig,book-lovingfellowwasassensitiveasagirltothepraiseofthosedearesttohim。
"Yes,"saidPolly,unconsciouslygivingthestrongeststimulustoherbrother\'shopeandcourage。"Yes,andheadded,\'Ishallletmyboysfollowtheguidethatisinthem,andonlyaskofthemtousetheirgiftsconscientiously,andbehonest,usefulmen。\'"
"Sowewill!NedisdoingwelloutWest,andI\'mhardatithere。Iffatherdoeshisbesttogiveusthechanceweeachwant,theleastwecandoistoworkwithawill。"
"Whateveryoudo,youcan\'thelpworkingwithaWill,"criedTom,whohadbeensointerested,thatheforgothewasplayingeavesdropper。
Pollyflewup,lookingsopleasedandsurprised,thatTomreproachedhimselffornothavingcalledoftener。
"I\'vecomeforMaud,"heannounced,inapaternaltone,whichmadethatyoungladyopenhereyes。
"Ican\'tgotillmyappleisdone;besides,itisn\'tnineyet,andWillisgoingtotakemealong,whenhegoes。I\'dratherhavehim。"
"I\'mgoingtotakeyoubothinthecutter。Thestormisover,butitisheavywalking,soyou\'lldriveoutwithme,oldman?"saidTom,withanodatWill。
"Ofcoursehewill;andthankyouverymuch。I\'vebeentryingtokeephimallnight;MissMillsalwaysmanagestofindacornerforstraypeople,butheinsistsongoing,soastogettoworkearlyto-morrow,"saidPolly,delightedtoseethatTomwastakingoffhiscoat,asifhemeanttowaitforMaud\'sapple,whichPollyblessedforbeingsoslowtocook。
Puttingherguestintothebestchair,Pollysatdownandbeamedathimwithsuchhospitablesatisfaction,thatTomwentupseveralpegsinhisownestimation。
"Youdon\'tcomeveryoften,soweareratherover-poweredwhenyoudohonorus,"shesaid,demurely。
"Well,you,knowwefellowsaresobusy,wehaven\'tmuchtimetoenjoyourselves,"answeredTom。
"Ahem!"saidWill,loudly。
"Takeatroche,"saidTom。
Thentheybothburstoutlaughing,andPolly,fullyunderstandingthejoke,joinedthem,saying,"Herearesomepeanuts,Tom;doenjoyyourselfwhileyoucan。"
"NowIcallthatadelicatecompliment!"AndTom,whohadnotlosthisearlyrelishforthissortofrefreshment,thoughheseldomindulgedhispassionnowadays,becausepeanutsareconsideredvulgar,felltocrackingandmunchingwithgreatsatisfaction。
"DoyourememberthefirstvisitImadeatyourhouse,howyougavemepeanuts,comingfromthedepot,andfrightenedmeoutofmywits,pretendingthecoachmanwastipsy?"askedPolly。
"OfcourseIdo,andhowwecoastedoneday,"answeredTom,laughing。
"Yes,andthevelocipede;you\'vegotthescarofthatyet,Isee。"
"Irememberhowyoustoodbymewhileitwassewedup;thatwasveryplucky,Polly。"
"Iwasdreadfullyafraid,butIrememberIwantedtoseemverybrave,becauseyou\'dcalledmeacoward。"
"DidI?Oughttohavebeenashamedofmyself。Iusedtoroughyoushamefully,Polly,andyouweresogood-natured,youletmedoit。"
"Couldn\'thelpmyself,"laughedPolly。"Ididusetothinkyouwereanawfulboy,butseemstomeIratherlikedit。"
"Shehadsomuchofitathome,shegotusedtoit,"putinWill,pullingthelittlecurlbehindPolly\'sear。
"YouboysneverteasedmeasTomdid,that\'sthereasonitamusedme,Isuppose;noveltyhathcharms,youknow。"
"GrandmausedtolectureTomforplaguingyou,Polly,andheusedtosayhe\'dbeatip-topboy,buthewasn\'t,"observedMaud,withavenerableair。
"Dearoldgrandma;shedidherbest,butI\'mabadlot,"saidTom,withashakeoftheheadandasoberface。
"Italwaysseemsasifshemustbeupinherrooms,andIcan\'tgetusedtofindingthemempty,"addedPolly,softly。
"Fatherwouldn\'thaveanythingmoved,andTomsitsuptheresometimes;
itmakeshimfeelgood,hesays,"saidMaud,whohadatalentforbetrayingtrifleswhichpeoplepreferredshouldnotbementionedinpublic。
"You\'dbetterhurryupyourapple,forifitisn\'tdoneprettysoon,you\'llhavetoleaveit,Pug,"saidTom,lookingannoyed。
"HowisFan?"askedPolly,withtact。
"Well,Fanisratherundertheweather;saysshe\'sdyspeptic,whichmeanscross。"
"Sheiscross,butshe\'ssicktoo,forIfoundhercryingoneday,andshesaidnobodycaredabouther,andshemightaswellbedead,"addedMaud,havingturnedherapplewithtendercare。
"Wemusttrytocheerherup,amongus。IfIwasn\'tsobusyI\'dliketodevotemyselftoher,shehasdonesomuchforme,"saidPolly,gratefully。
"Iwishyoucould。Ican\'tunderstandher,forsheactslikeaweathercock,andIneverknowhowI\'mgoingtofindher。Ihatetohavehermopeso,but,uponmylife,Idon\'tknowwhattodo,"saidTom;butasheutteredthewords,somethingwassuggestedbythesightbeforehim。Chairswerefew,andPollyhadtakenhalfofWill\'swhentheydrewroundthefire。
Nowshewasleaningagainsthim,inacosy,confidingway,delightfultobehold,whileWill\'sstrongarmwentroundherwithaprotectingair,whichsaid,asplainlyasanywords,thatthisbigbrotherandsmallsisterknewhowtoloveandhelponeanother。Itwasapleasantlittlepicture,allthepleasanterforitsunconsciousness,andTomfounditbothsuggestiveandagreeable。
"PooroldFan,shedon\'tgetmuchpetting;maybethat\'swhatshewants。
I\'lltryitandsee,forshestandsbymelikeatrump。Ifshewasarosy,cosylittlewoman,likePolly,itwouldcomeeasier,though,"thoughtTom,ashemeditativelyatehislastnut,feelingthatfraternalaffectioncouldnotbeverydifficultofdemonstration,tobrothersblessedwithpretty,good-temperedsisters。
"ItoldTomaboutthebadfellowwhoblewuptheprofessor,andhesaidheknewhim,slightly;andIwassorelieved,becauseIhadakindofafeelingthatitwasTomhimself,youandWilllaughedsoaboutit。"
Maudhadaqueerwayofgoingonwithherownthoughts,andsuddenlycomingoutwithwhateverlayuppermost,regardlessoftime,place,orcompany。
Asthisremarkfellfromher,therewasageneralsmile,andPollysaid,withmocksolemnity,;
"Itwasasadthing,andI\'venodoubtthatmisguidedyoungmanisverysorryforitnow。"
"HelookedperfectlyboweddownwithremorselasttimeIsawhim,"saidWill,regardingTomwitheyesfulloffun,forWillwasaboyaswellasabookworm,andrelishedajokeaswellasscatter-brainedTom。
"Healwaysisremorsefulafterascrape,I\'veunderstood,forheisn\'taverybadfellow,onlyhisspiritsareonetoomanyforhim,andheisn\'tasfondofhisbookasanotherfellowIknow。"
"I\'mafraidhe\'llheexpelledifhedon\'tmind,"saidPolly,warningly。
"Shouldn\'twonderifhewas,he\'ssuchanunluckydog,"answeredTom,rathersoberly。
"Ihopehe\'llrememberthathisfriendswillbeverymuchdisappointedifheis。Hemightmakethemsoproudandhappy;thatIguesshewill,forheisn\'thalfasthoughtlessashemakeshimselfout,"saidPolly,lookingacrossatTomwithsuchfriendlyeyesthathewasquitetouched,thoughofcoursehedidn\'tshowit。
"Thankyou,Polly;hemaypullthrough,butIhavemydoubts。Nowoldman,letus\'pud\'along;it\'sgettinglateforthechicken,"headded,relapsingintothegracefuldictionwithwhichaclassicaleducationgiftsitsfortunatepossessor。
TakingadvantageofthemomentwhileWillwaswrestlingwithhisbootsinthecloset,andMaudwasabsorbedinpackingherappleintoalargebasket,PollysaidtoTominalowtone,;
"Thankyouverymuch,forbeingsokindtoWill。"
"Blessyourheart,Ihaven\'tdoneanything;he\'ssuchaproudfellowhewon\'tletme,"answeredTom。
"Butyoudoinmanylittleways;to-night,forexample。DoyouthinkIdon\'tknowthatthesuitofclotheshe\'sjustgotwouldhavecostagooddealmore,ifyourtailorhadn\'tmadethem?He\'sonlyaboy,anddon\'tunderstandthingsyet;butIknowyourwayofhelpingproudpeople;
sothattheydon\'tfinditout,andIdothankyou,Tom,somuch。"
"Oh,come,Polly,thatwon\'tdo。Whatdoyouknowabouttailorsandcollegematters?"saidTom,lookingasmuchconfusedasifshehadfoundhimoutinsomethingreprehensible。
"Idon\'tknowmuch,andthat\'sthereasonwhyI\'mgratefulforyourkindnesstoWill。Idon\'tcarewhatstoriestheytellaboutyou,I\'msure,youwon\'tleadhimintotrouble,butkeephimstraight,formysake。YouknowI\'velostonebrother,andWilltakesJimmy\'splacetomenow。"
ThetearsinPolly\'seyesasshesaidthatmadeTomvowatremendousvowwithinhimselftostandbyWillthroughthickandthin,and"keephimstraightforPolly\'ssake";feelingallthetimehowill-fittedhewasforsuchatask。
"I\'lldomybest,"hesaid,heartily,ashepressedthehandPollygavehim,withalookwhichassuredherthathefelttheappealtohishonor,andthathenceforththecountryladwassafefromallthetemptationsTomcouldhaveofferedhim。
"There!nowIshallgivethattomammatotakeherpillsin;it\'sjustwhatshelikes,anditpleaseshertobethoughtof,"saidMaud,surveyinghergiftwithcomplacency,assheputonherthings。
"You\'reagoodlittlesoul,torememberpoormum,saidTom,withanapprovingnod。
"Well,shewassopleasedwiththegrapesyoubroughther,IthoughtI\'dtrysomething,andmaybeshe\'dsay\'Thankyou,darling,\'tometoo。
Doyouthinkshewill?"whisperedMaud,withthewistfullooksooftenseenonherlittleplainface。
"Seeifshedon\'t;"andtoMaud\'sgreatsurpriseTomdidn\'tlaughatherproject。
"Goodnight,dear;takecareofyourself,andkeepyourmufflerroundyourmouthgoingoverthebridge,oryou\'llbeashoarseasacrowto-morrow,"
saidPolly,asshekissedherbrother,whoreturneditwithoutlookingasifhethoughtit"girl\'snonsense"Thenthethreepiledintothesleighanddroveoff,leavePollynoddingonthedoorstep。
Maudfoundthedrivealtogethertooshort,butwasconsoledbythepromiseofalongeroneifthesleighinglastedtillnextSaturday:andwhenTomranuptobidhismothergood-by,andgiveherahintaboutMaud\'sgift,shestayedbelowtosay,atthelastminute,inunconsciousimitationofPolly。
"Goodnight;takecareofyourself,mydear。"
Tomlaughed,andwasabouttopinchthemuchenduringlittlenose;but,asifthewordsremindedhimofsomething,hegaveherakissinstead,apieceofforbearancewhichalmosttookMaud\'sbreathawaywithsurpriseandgratification。
Itwasratherasilentdrive,forWillobedientlykepthismufflerup,andTomfellintoabrownstudy。
Hewasnotmuchgiventoreflection,butoccasionallyindulgedwhensomethinggavehimaturninthatdirection,andatsuchtimeshewasassoberandsincereascouldbedesired。Anyonemighthavelecturedhimforanhourwithoutdoingasmuchgoodasthatlittlecallandthechatthatgrewoutofit,for,thoughnothingverywiseorwittywassaid,manythingsweresuggested,andeveryoneknowsthatpersuasiveinfluencesarebetterthananyamountofmoralizing。NeitherPollynorWilltriedtodoanythingofthesort,andthatwasthecharmofit。Nobodylikestobetalkedto,butnobodycanresisttheeloquenceofunconsciouspreaching。
Withallhisthoughtlessness,Tomwasquicktoseeandfeelthesethings,andwasnotspoiltenoughyettolaughatthem。ThesightofWillandPolly\'ssimpleaffectionforoneanotherremindedhimofaneglecteddutysopleasantly,thathecouldnotforgetit。Talkingofearlydaysmadehimwishhecouldgobackandstartagain,doingbetter。Grandma\'snamerecalledthetendermemorythatalwaysdidhimgood,andthethoughtthatPollytrustedherdearestbrothertohiscarestirredupamanfuldesiretodeservetheconfidence。
Tortureswouldn\'thavedrawnawordofallthisfromhim,butithaditseffect,forboysdon\'tleavetheirheartsandconsciencesbehindthemwhentheyentercollege,andlittlethingsofthissortdomuchtokeepbothfrombeingdamagedbythefouryears\'scrimmagewhichbeginsthebattleoflifeformostofthem。ChapterXI。ChapterXI。CHAPTERXINEEDLESANDTONGUES
DEARPOLLY,;TheSewingCirclemeetsatourhousethisP。M。Thisisinyourline,sodocomeandhelpmethrough。Ishalldependonyou。Yoursever,FAN。
"Badnews,mydear?"askedMissMills,whohadjusthandedthenotetoPollyasshecameinonenoon,afewweeksafterJenny\'sarrival。
Pollytoldherwhatitwas,adding,"IsupposeIoughttogoandhelpFanny,butIcan\'tsayIwantto。ThegirlstalkaboutthingsIhavenothingtodowith,andIdon\'tfindtheirgossipveryamusing。I\'manoutsider,andtheyonlyacceptmeonFan\'saccount;soIsitinacornerandsew,whiletheychatterandlaugh。"
"Wouldn\'titbeagoodchancetosayawordforJenny?Shewantswork,andtheseyoungladiesprobablyhavequantitiesdonesomewhere。Jennydoesfineworkexquisitely,andbeginstofeelanxioustobeearningsomething。
Idon\'twanthertofeeldependentandunhappy,andalittlewell-paidsewingwouldbeallsheneedstodonicely。Icangetitforherbyrunningroundtomyfriends,butIreallyhaven\'tthetime,tillIgettheMullersoff。Theyarepaupershere,butoutWesttheycantakecareofthemselves,soI\'vebeggedthemoneytosendthem,andassoonasIcangetthemsomeclothes,offtheygo。That\'sthewaytohelppeoplehelpthemselves,"
andMissMillsclashedherbigscissorsenergetically,asshecutoutalittleredflannelshirt。
"Iknowitis,andIwanttohelp,butIdon\'tknowwheretobegin,"
saidPolly,feelingquiteoppressedwiththeimmensityofthework。
"Wecan\'tanyofusdoallwewouldlike,butwecandoourbestforeverycasethatcomestous,andthathelpsamazingly。BeginwithJenny,mydear;tellthosegirlsabouther,andifI\'mnotmuchmistaken,youwillfindthemreadytohelp,forhalfthetimeitisn\'thardnessofheart,butignoranceorthoughtlessnessonthepartoftherich,thatmakesthemseemsocarelessofthepoor。"
"Totellthetruth,I\'mafraidofbeinglaughedat,ifItrytotalkseriouslyaboutsuchthingstothegirls,"saidPolly,frankly。
"Youbelievethat\'suchthings\'aretrue?Youaresincereinyourwishtohelpbetterthem,andyourespectthosewhoworkforthatend?"
"Yes,Ido。"
"Then,mydear,can\'tyoubearalittleridiculeforthesakeofagoodcause?Yousaidyesterdaythatyouweregoingtomakeitaprincipleofyourlife,tohelpupyoursexasfarandasfastasyoucould。Itdidmyheartgoodtohearyousayit,forIwassurethatintimeyouwouldkeepyourword。But,Polly,aprinciplethatcan\'tbearbeinglaughedat,frownedon,andcold-shouldered,isn\'tworthyofthename。"
"Iwanttobestrong-mindedintherealsenseoftheword,butIdon\'tliketobecalledsobypeoplewhodon\'tunderstandmymeaning;
andIshallbeifItrytomakethegirlsthinksoberlyaboutanythingsensibleorphilanthropic。Theycallmeold-fashionednow,andI\'dratherbethoughtthat,thoughitisn\'tpleasant,thanbesetdownasarampantwoman\'srightsreformer,"saidPolly,inwhosememorymanylaughs,andsnubs,andsarcasmsstilllingered,forgivenbutnotforgotten。
"Thisloveandthoughtandcareforthoseweaker,poorer,orworsethanourselves,whichwecallChristiancharity,isaveryoldfashion,mydear。
Itbeganeighteenhundredyearsago,andonlythosewhohonestlyfollowthebeautifulexamplesetusthen,learnhowtogetgenuinehappinessoutoflife。I\'mnota\'rampantwoman\'srightsreformer,\'"addedMissMills,withasmileatPolly\'ssoberface;"butIthinkthatwomencandoagreatdealforeachother,iftheywillonlystopfearingwhat\'peoplewillthink,\'andtakeaheartyinterestinwhateverisgoingtofittheirsistersandthemselvestodeserveandenjoytherightsGodgavethem。Therearesomanywaysinwhichthiscanbedone,thatIwondertheydon\'tseeandimprovethem。Idon\'taskyoutogoandmakespeeches,onlyafewhavethegiftforthat,butIdowanteverygirlandwomantofeelthisduty,andmakeanylittlesacrificeoftimeorfeelingthatmaybeaskedofthem,becausethereissomuchtodo,andnoonecandoitaswellasourselves,ifweonlythinkso。"
"I\'lltry!"saidPolly,influencedmorebyherdesiretokeepMissMills\'goodopinionthananyloveofself-sacrificeforhersex。Itwasratherahardthingtoaskofashy,sensitivegirl,andthekindoldladyknewit,forinspiteofthegrayhairandwitheredface,herheartwasveryyoung,andherowngirlishtrialsnotforgotten。ButsheknewalsothatPollyhadmoreinfluenceoverothersthansheherselfsuspected,simplybecauseofhercandid,uprightnature;andthatwhileshetriedtohelpothers,shewasservingherselfinawaythatwouldimproveheartandsoulmorethananymeresocialsuccessshemightgainbyfollowingtherulesoffashionablelife,whichdrillthecharacteroutofgirlstilltheyareasmuchalikeaspinsinapaper,andhaveaboutasmuchtruesenseandsentimentintheirlittleheads。TherewasgoodstuffinPolly,unspoiledasyet,andMissMillswasonlyactingoutherprincipleofwomenhelpingeachother。ThewiseoldladysawthatPollyhadreachedthatpointwherethegirlsuddenlybloomsintoawoman,askingsomethingmoresubstantialthanpleasuretosatisfythenewaspirationsthatareborn;atimeaspreciousandimportanttotheafter-life,asthehourwhentheappleblossomsfall,andtheyoungfruitwaitsfortheelementstoripenordestroytheharvest。
Pollydidnotknowthis,andwasfortunateinpossessingafriendwhoknewwhatinfluenceswouldserveherbest,andwhocouldgiveherwhatallwomenshoulddesiretogiveeachother,theexampleofasweet,goodlife,moreeloquentandpowerfulthananywords;forthisisarightnoonecandenyus。
Pollyturnedthematteroverinhermindasshedressed,whileJennyplayedwaitingmaid,littledreamingwhatthisnewfriendwasmeaningtodoforher,ifshedared。
"Isitgoingtobeatea-party,Miss?"askedJenny,astheblacksilkwentrustlingon,tohergreatadmiration,forsheconsideredPollyabeauty。
"Well,no,Ithinkitwillprobablybealecture,"answeredPolly,laughing,forJenny\'sgratefulserviceandaffectionateeyesconfirmedthepurposewhichMissMills\'littlehomilyhadsuggested。
AssheenteredtheShaws\'parloranhourortwolater,anappallingarrayofwell-dressedgirlsappeared,eachprovidedwithadaintyreticule,basket,orbag,andeachtonguegoingagooddealfasterthantheneedle,whilethewhitefingersstitchedsleevesinupsidedown,putflanneljacketstogetherhindpartbefore,orgobbledbutton-holeswiththebestintentionsinlife。
"Youareadeartocomesoearly。Here\'saniceplaceforyoubetweenBelleandMissPerkins,andhere\'sasweetlittledresstomake,unlessyoulikesomethingelsebetter,"saidFanny,receivingherfriendwithwarmthandplacingherwhereshethoughtshewouldenjoyherself。
"Thankyou,I\'lltakeanunbleachedcottonshirtifyouhavesuchathing,foritislikelytobeneededbeforeacambricfrock,"repliedPolly,subsidingintohercomerasquicklyaspossible,foratleastsixeye-glasseswereup,andshedidn\'tenjoybeingstaredat。
MissPerkins,agrave,cold-lookingyounglady,withanaristocraticnose,bowedpolitely,andthenwentonwithherwork,whichdisplayedtwodiamondringstogreatadvantage。Belle,beingofthedemonstrativesort,smiledandnodded,drewupherchair,andbeganawhisperedaccountofTrix\'slastquarrelwithTom。Pollylistenedwithinterestwhilesheseweddiligently,occasionallypermittinghereyestostudytheelegantintricaciesofMissPerkins\'dress,forthatyoungladysatlikeastatue,quirkingherdelicatefingers,andaccomplishingabouttwostitchesaminute。
InthemidstofBelle\'sstory,amoreexcitingbitofgossipcaughtherear,andsheplungedintotheconversationgoingonacrossthetable,leavingPollyfreetolistenandadmirethewit,wisdom,andcharitablespiritoftheaccomplishedyoungladiesabouther。TherewasaperfectBabeloftongues,butoutoftheconfusionPollygatheredscrapsoffashionableintelligencewhichsomewhatlessenedherrespectforthedwellersinhighplaces。OnefaircreatureassertedthatJoeSomebodytooksomuchchampagneatthelastGerman,thathehadtobegotaway,andsenthomewithtwoservants。AnotherdivulgedtheawfulfactthatCarrieP。\'sweddingpresentswerehalfofthemhiredfortheoccasion。AthirdcirculatedawhispertotheeffectthatthoughMrs。Buckminsterworeathousand-dollarcloak,herboyswerenotallowedbutonesheettotheirbeds。Andafourthyounggossipassuredthecompanythatacertainpersonneverhadofferedhimselftoacertainotherperson,thoughthereportwasindustriouslyspreadbyinterestedparties。ThislatterremarkcausedsuchaclamorthatFannycalledthemeetingtoorderinamostunparliamentaryfashion。
"Girls!girls!youreallymusttalklessandsewmore,oroursocietywillbedisgraced。Doyouknowourbranchsentinlessworkthananyoftheothers。lastmonth,andMrs。FitzGeorgesaid,shedidn\'tseehowfifteenyoungladiescouldmanagetodosolittle?"
"Wedon\'ttalkabitmorethantheoldladiesdo。Ijustwishyoucouldhaveheardthemgoon,lasttime。Thewaytheygetsomuchdone,is,theytakeworkhome,andmaketheirseamstressesdoit,andthentheytakecreditforvastindustry,"saidBelle,whoalwaysspokehermindwithcharmingcandor。
"Thatremindsmethatmammasaystheywantasmanythingsaswecanmake,forit\'sahardwinter,andthepooraresufferingverymuch。Doanyofyouwishtotakearticleshome,todoatoddtimes?"saidFan,whowaspresidentofthisenergeticDorcasSociety。
"Mercy,no!Ittakesallmyleisuretimetomendmyglovesandrefreshmydresses,"answeredBelle。
"Ithinkifwemeetonceaweek,itisallthatshouldbeexpectedofus,withourotherengagements。Poorpeoplealwayscomplainthatthewinterisahardone,andneveraresatisfied,"remarkedMissPerkins,makingherdiamondssparkleasshesewedbuttonsonthewrongsideofapinkcalicoapron,whichwouldhardlysurviveonewashing。
"Nobodycanaskmetodoanymore,iftheyrememberallI\'vegottoattendtobeforesummer,"saidTrix,withanimportantair。"I\'vegotthreewomenhardatwork,andwantanother,buteveryoneissobusy,andasksuchabominableprices,thatI\'mindespair,andshallhavetotakeholdmyself,I\'mafraid。"
"There\'sachanceforJane,"thoughtPolly,buthadn\'tcourage"tospeakoutloudinmeeting,"justthen,andresolvedtoaskTrixforwork,inprivate。
"Pricesarehigh,butyouforgethowmuchmoreitcoststolivenowthanitusedtodo。Mammaneverallowsustobeatdownworkwomen,butwishesustopaythemwell,andeconomizeinsomeotherway,ifwemust,"
saidEmmaDavenport,aquiet,bright-eyedgirl,whowascalled"odd"amongtheyoungladies,becauseshedressedsimply,whenherfatherwasamillionaire。
"Justhearthatgirltalkabouteconomy!Ibegyourpardon,she\'ssomerelationofyours,Ibelieve!"saidBelle,inalowtone。
"Verydistant;butI\'mproudofit;forwithher,economydoesn\'tmeanscrimpinginoneplacetomakeashowinanother。IfeveryonewouldfollowtheDavenports\'example,workwomenwouldn\'tstarve,orservantsbesuchatrouble。Emmaistheplainestdressedgirlintheroom,nexttome,yetanyonecanseesheisatruegentlewoman,"saidPolly,warmly。
"Andyouareanother,"answeredBelle,whohadalwayslovedPolly,inherscatter-brainedway。
"Hush!Trixhasthefloor。"
"Iftheyspenttheirwagesproperly,Ishouldn\'tmindsomuch,buttheythinktheymustbeasfineasanybody,anddresssowellthatitishardtotellmistressfrommaid。Whyourcookgotabonnetjustlikemine(thematerialswerecheaper,buttheeffectwasthesame),andhadtheimpertinencetowearitbeforemyface。Iforbidit,andsheleft,ofcourse,whichmadepapasocrosshewouldn\'tgivemethecamel\'shairshawlhepromisedthisyear。"
"It\'sperfectlyshameful!"saidMissPerkins,asTrixpausedoutofbreath。"Servantsoughttobemadetodresslikeservants,astheydoabroad;
thenweshouldhavenomoretrouble,"observedMissPerkins,whohadjustmadethegrandtour,andhadbroughthomeaFrenchmaid。
"Perkydon\'tpractiseasshepreaches,"whisperedBelletoPolly,asMissP。becameabsorbedinthechatofherotherneighbors。"Shepaysherchambergirlwitholdfinery;andtheotherday,whenBetseywasoutparadinginhermissis\'scast-offpurpleplushsuit,Mr。Curtisthoughtshewasmademoiselle,andbowedtoher。Heisasblindasabat,butrecognizedthedress,andpulledoffhishattoitinthemostelegantstyle。Perkyadoreshim,andwasmadenoughtobeatBetseywhenshetoldthestoryandgiggledoverit。BetseyisquiteasstylishandeversomuchprettierthanPerky,andsheknowsit,whichisanaggravation。"
Pollycouldn\'thelplaughing,butgrewsoberaminuteafter,asTrixsaid,pettishly,;
"Well,I\'msickofhearingaboutbeggars;Ibelievehalfofthemarehumbugs,andifweletthemalonethey\'dgotoworkandtakecareofthemselves。There\'saltogethertoomuchfussmadeaboutcharity。I
dowishwecouldbeleftinpeace。"
"Therecan\'tbetoomuchcharity!"burstoutPolly,forgettinghershynessallatonce。
"Oh,indeed!Well,Itakethelibertytodifferfromyou,"returnedTrix,puttingupherglass,andbestowinguponPollyhermost"toplofticalstare,"asthegirlscalledit。
IregrettosaythatPollynevercouldtalkwithorbenearTrixwithoutfeelingirritatedandcombative。Shetriedtoconquerthisfeeling,butshecouldn\'t,andwhenTrixputonairs,Pollyfeltanintensedesiretoboxherears。Thateye-glasswasherespecialaversion,forTrixwasnomorenear-sightedthanherself,butpretendedtobebecauseitwasthefashion,andattimesusedtheinnocentglassasaweaponwithwhichtoputdownanyonewhopresumedtosetthemselvesup。ThesuperciliousglancewhichaccompaniedherironicallypolitespeechrousedPolly,whoansweredwithsuddencolorandthekindlingoftheeyesthatalwaysbetrayedaperturbedspirit,;
"Idon\'tthinkmanyofuswouldenjoythatselfishsortofpeace,whilelittlechildrenstarve,andgirlsnoolderthanuskillthemselvesbecausetheirdreadfulpovertyleavesthemnochoicebutsinordeath。"
Asuddenlulltookplace,for,thoughPolly,didnotraisehervoice,itwasfullofindignantemotion,andthemostfrivolousgirltherefeltalittlethrillofsympathy;forthemostutterlyfashionablelifedoesnotkilltheheartoutofwomen,tillyearsofselfishpleasurehavepassedovertheirheads。Trixwasashamedofherself;butshefeltthesameantagonismtowardPolly,thatPollydidtowardher;and,beinglessgenerous,tooksatisfactioninplaguingher。PollydidnotknowthatthesecretofthiswasthefactthatTomoftenheldherupasamodelforhisfiancé;etofollow,whichcausedthatyoungladytodislikehermorethanever。
"Halftheawfulstoriesinthepapersaremadeupforasensation,andit\'sabsurdtobelievethem,unlessonelikestobeharrowedup。Idon\'t;
andasforpeace,I\'mnotlikelytogetmuch,whileIhaveTomtolookafter,"saidTrix,withanaggravatinglaugh。
Polly\'sneedlesnappedintwo,butshedidnotmindit,asshesaid,withalookthatsilencedevensharp-tonguedTrix,;
"Ican\'thelpbelievingwhatmyowneyesandearshaveseenandheard。Youleadsuchsafeandhappylives,youcan\'timaginethemiserythatisallroundyou;butifyoucouldgetaglimpseofit,itwouldmakeyourheartsache,asithasmine。"
"Doyousufferfromheartache?Someonehintedasmuchtome,butyoulookedsowell,Icouldn\'tbelieveit。"
NowthatwascruelinTrix,morecruelthananyoneguessed;butgirls\'
tonguescandealwoundsassharpandsuddenastheslenderstilettoSpanishwomenwearintheirhair,andPollyturnedpale,asthosewordsstabbedher。Bellesawit,andrushedtotherescuewithmoregood-willthanwisdom。
"Nobodyeveraccusedyouofhavinganyhearttoachewith。PollyandIarenotoldenoughyettogettoughandcool,andwearestillsillyenoughtopityunhappypeople,TomShawespecially,"addedBelle,underherbreath。
Thatwasatwo-edgedthrust,forTrixwasdecidedlyanoldgirl,andTomwasgenerallyregardedasahaplessvictim。Trixturnedred;butbeforeshecouldloadandfireagain,EmmaDavenport,wholaboredunderthedelusionthatthissortofskirmishingwasill-natured,andthereforeill-bred,spokeupinherpleasantway,;
"Speakingofpityingthepoor,Ialwayswonderwhyitisthatweallliketoreadandcryovertheirtroublesinbooks,butwhenwehavetherealthingbeforeus,wethinkitisuninterestinganddisagreeable。"
"It\'sthegeniusthatgetsintothebooks,whichmakesuslikethepoverty,Ifancy。ButIdon\'tquiteagreethattherealthingisn\'tinteresting。
Ithinkitwouldbe,ifweknewhowtolookatandfeelit,"saidPolly,veryquietly,asshepushedherchairoutofthearcticcircleofMissPerkins,intothetemperateoneoffriendlyEmma。
"Buthowshallwelearnthat?Idon\'tseewhatwegirlscando,morethanwedonow。Wehaven\'tmuchmoneyforsuchthings,shouldn\'tknowhowtouseitifwehad;anditisn\'tproperforustogopokingintodirtyplaces,tohuntuptheneedy。\'Goingaboutdoinggood,inponyphaetons,\'
assomebodysays,maysucceedinEngland,butitwon\'tworkhere,"saidFanny,whohadbegun,lately,tothinkagooddealofsomeonebesideherself,andsofoundherinterestinherfellow-beingsincreasingdaily。
"Wecan\'tdomuch,perhaps,justyet;butstilltherearethingsleftundonethatnaturallyfalltous。Iknowahouse,"saidPolly,sewingbusilyasshetalked,"whereeveryservantwhoentersitbecomesanobjectofinteresttothemistressandherdaughters。Thesewomenaretaughtgoodhabits,booksareputwheretheycangetthem,sensibleamusementsareplannedforthemsometimes,andtheysoonfeelthattheyarenotconsideredmerescrubs,todoasmuchworkaspossible,foraslittlemoneyaspossible,buthelpersinthefamily,whoarelovedandrespectedinproportiontotheirfaithfulness。Thisladyfeelsherdutytothem,ownsit,anddoesit,asconscientiouslyasshewantsthemtodotheirsbyher;andthatisthewayitoughttobe,Ithink。"
AsPollypaused,severalkeeneyesdiscoveredthatEmma\'scheekswereveryred,andsawasmilelurkinginthecornersofthemouththattriedtolookdemure,whichtoldthemwhoPollymeant。
"DotheBiddiesallturnoutsaintsinthatwellregulatedfamily?"
askedtheirrepressibleTrix。
"No;fewofusdothat,evenintheparlor;buteveryoneoftheBiddiesisbetterforbeingthere,whethertheyaregratefulornot。Ioughtnottohavementionedthis,perhaps,butIwantedtoshowyouonethingthatwegirlscando。Weallcomplainaboutbadservants,mostasmuchasifwewerehouse-keepersourselves;butitneveroccurstoustotryandmendthematter,bygettingupabetterspiritbetweenmistressandmaid。Thenthere\'sanotherthingwecando,"addedPolly,warmingup。"Mostofusfindmoneyenoughforourlittlevanitiesandpleasures,butfeeldreadfullypoorwhenwecometopayforwork,sewingespecially。Couldn\'twegiveupafewofthevanities,andpaytheseamstressesbetter?"
"IdeclareIwill!"criedBelle,whoseconsciencesuddenlywoke,andsmoteherforbeatingdownthewomanwhodidherplainsewing,inorderthatshemighthaveanextraflounceonanewdress。
"Bellehasgotavirtuousfit;pityitwon\'tlastaweek,"saidTrix。
"Waitandsee,"retortedBelle,resolvingthatitshouldlast,justtodisappoint"thatspitefulminx;"asshesweetlycalledheroldschool-mate。
"NowweshallbeholdBellegallopingawayatagreatpace,onhernewhobby。Ishouldn\'tbesurprisedtohearofherpreachinginthejail,adoptinganicedirtylittleorphan,orpassingroundtractsataWoman\'sRightsmeeting,"saidTrix,whonevercouldforgiveBelleforhavingalovelycomplexion,andsomuchhairofherownthatsheneverpatronizedeitherrats,mice,waterfalls,switches,orpuff-combs。
"Well,Imightdoworse;andIthink,ofthetwo,I\'dratheramusemyselfso,thanassomeyoungladiesdo,whogetintothepapersfortheirpranks,"returnedBelle,withamoralair。
"Supposewehavealittlerecess,andrestwhilePollyplaystous。
Willyou,Polly?Itwilldousgood;theyallwanttohearyou,andbeggedI\'dask。"
"ThenIwill,withpleasure";andPollywenttothepianowithsuchobligingreadiness,thatseveralreproachfulglancesfelluponTrix,whodidn\'tneedherglasstoseethem。
Pollywasnevertoosad,perturbed,orlazytosing,foritwasalmostaseasytoherasbreathing,andseemedthemostnaturaloutletforheremotions。Foraminuteherhandswanderedoverthekeys,asifuncertainwhattoplay;then,fallingintoasad,sweetstrain,shesang"TheBridgeofSighs。"Pollydidn\'tknowwhyshechoseit,buttheinstinctseemedtohavebeenatrueone,for,oldasthesongwas,itwentstraighttotheheartsofthehearers,andPollysungitbetterthansheeverhadbefore,fornowthememoryoflittleJanelentitatenderpathoswhichnoartcouldgive。Itdidthemallgood,formusicisabeautifulmagician,andfewcanresistitspower。Thegirlsweretouchedbytheappeal;Pollywasliftedoutofherself,andwhensheturnedround,thesoftenedlookonallthefacestoldherthatforthemomentfoolishdifferencesandfrivolousbeliefswereforgottenintheonewomanlysentimentofpityforthewrongsandwoesofwhichthelisteners\'happyliveswereignorant。
"Thatsongalwaysmakesmecry,andfeelasifIhadnorighttobesocomfortable,"saidBelle,openlywipinghereyesonacrashtowel。
"Fortunatelysuchcasesareveryrare,"saidanotheryounglady,whoseldomreadthenewspapers。
"Iwishtheywere,butI\'mafraidtheyarenot;foronlythreeweeksago,Isawagirlyoungerthananyofus,andnoworse,whotriedtodestroyherselfsimplybecauseshewassodiscouraged,sick,andpoor,"saidPolly。
"Dotellabouther,"criedBelle,eagerly。
Feelingthatthesonghadpavedthewayforthestory,andgivenhercouragetotellit,Pollydidtellit,andmusthavedoneitwell,forthegirlsstoppedworktolisten,andwhensheended,othereyesbesidewarm-heartedBelle\'swerewet。Trixlookedquitesubdued;MissPerkinsthawedtosuchadegree,thatsomethingglitteredonherhandasshebentoverthepinkpinaforeagain,betterandbrighterthanherbiggestdiamond;
EmmagotupandwenttoPollywithafacefullofaffectionaterespect,whileFanny,movedbyasuddenimpulse,caughtupacostlySè;vresplatethatstoodontheetagè;re,andlayingafive-dollarbillinit,passeditround,quotingPolly\'swords,;
"Girls,Iknowyou\'llliketohelppoorlittleJenny\'beginagain,anddobetterthistime。\'"
Itwasgoodtoseehowquicklytheprettypurseswereout,howgenerouslyeachgaveofitsabundance,andwhatheartyapplausebrokefromthegirls,asBellelaiddownhergoldthimble,sayingwithanAprilface,;
"There,takethat;Ineverhaveanymoney,somehowitwon\'tstaywithme,butIcan\'tlettheplatepassmethistime。"
WhenFannybroughtthecontributionstoPolly,shejustgathereditupinhertwohandswithsuchaglad,gratefulface,thegirlswishedtheyhadhadmoretogive。
"Ican\'tthankyouenough,"shesaid,withaneloquentlittlechokeinhervoice。"ThiswillhelpJennyverymuch;butthewayinwhichitwasdonewilldohermoregoodthandoublethemoney,becauseitwillprovetoherthatsheisn\'twithoutfriends,andmakeherfeelthatthereisaplaceintheworldforher。Letherworkforyouinreturnforthis;
shedon\'taskalms,sheonlywantsemploymentandalittlekindness,andthebestcharitywecanbestowistoseethatshehasboth。"
"I\'llgiveherasmuchsewingasshewants,andshecanstayatourhousewhileshedoesit,ifsheneedsahome,"saidTrix,inaspasmofbenevolence。
"Shedoesn\'tneedahome,thankyou;MissMillshasgivenhalfofhers,andconsidersJaneherchild,"answeredPolly,withproudsatisfactioninthefact。
"Whatanolddear!"criedBelle。
"Iwanttoknowher。MayI?"whisperedEmma。
"Oh,yes;I\'mgladtomakeherknowntoanyone。Sheisaquietlittleoldlady,butshedoesoneheapsofgood,andshowsyouhowtobecharitableinthewisestway。"
"Dotellusaboutit。I\'msureIwanttodomyduty,butit\'ssuchamuddle,Idon\'tknowhow,"saidBelle。