The Lady, or the Tiger

第7章

Thisisolationis,Ithink,gettingonmynerves。IthoughtforawhilelastnightthatIwasgettingon,butthereactioncamealltoosoon。Iwasinmyroomintheeastturret,theroomonthecorbeille,andsawhereandtheremenpassingsilentlyandswiftlybetweenthetreesasthoughinsecret。By—and—byIlocatedtheirmeeting—place,whichwasinahollowinthemidstofthewoodjustoutsidethe"natural"garden,asthemaporplanofthecastlecallsit。IstalkedthatplaceforallIwasworth,andsuddenlywalkedstraightintothemidstofthem。Therewereperhapstwoorthreehundredgathered,abouttheveryfinestlotofmenIeversawinmylife。Itwasinitswayquiteanexperience,andonenotlikelytoberepeated,for,asItoldyou,inthiscountryeverymancarriesarifle,andknowshowtouseit。IdonotthinkIhaveseenasingleman(ormarriedmaneither)withouthisriflesinceIcamehere。I

wonderiftheytakethemwiththemtobed!Well,theinstantafterI

stoodamongstthemeveryrifleintheplacewasaimedstraightatme。

Don’tbealarmed,AuntJanet;theydidnotfireatme。IftheyhadI

shouldnotbewritingtoyounow。Ishouldbeinthatlittlebitofrealestateorthestonebox,andaboutasfullofleadasIcouldhold。Ordinarily,Itakeit,theywouldhavefiredontheinstant;

thatistheetiquettehere。Butthistimethey——allseparatelybutalltogether——madeanewrule。Noonesaidawordor,sofarasI

couldsee,madeamovement。Herecameinmyownexperience。Ihadbeenmorethanonceinatightplaceofsomethingofthesamekind,soIsimplybehavedinthemostnaturalwayIcould。Ifeltconscious——itwasallinaflash,remember——thatifIshowedfearorcauseforfear,orevenacknowledgeddangerbysomuchasevenholdingupmyhands,Ishouldhavedrawnallthefire。Theyallremainedstock—still,asthoughtheyhadbeenturnedintostone,forseveralseconds。Thenaqueerkindoflookflashedroundthemlikewindovercorn——somethinglikethesurpriseoneshowsunconsciouslyonwakinginastrangeplace。Asecondaftertheyeachdroppedtherifletothehollowofhisarmandstoodreadyforanything。ItwasallasregularandquickandsimultaneousasasaluteatSt。James’sPalace。

HappilyIhadnoarmsofanykindwithme,sothattherecouldbenocomplication。Iamratheraquickhandmyselfwhenthereisanyshootingtobedone。However,therewasnotroublehere,butthecontrary;theBlueMountaineers——itsoundslikeanewsortofBondStreetband,doesn’tit?——treatedmeinquiteadifferentwaythantheydidwhenIfirstmetthem。Theywereamazinglycivil,almostdeferential。But,alltimesame,theyweremoredistantthanever,andallthetimeIwasthereIcouldgetnotawhitclosertothem。

Theyseemedinasortofwaytobeafraidorinaweofme。Nodoubtthatwillsoonpassaway,andwhenweknowoneanotherbetterweshallbecomeclosefriends。Theyaretoofinefellowsnottobeworthalittlewaitingfor。(Thatsentence,bytheway,isaprettybadsentence!Inolddaysyouwouldhaveslipperedmeforit!)Yourjourneyisallarranged,andIhopeyouwillbecomfortable。RookewillmeetyouatLiverpoolStreetandlookaftereverything。

Ishan’twriteagain,butwhenwemeetatFiumeIshallbegintotellyoualltherest。Tillthen,good—bye。Agoodjourneytoyou,andahappymeetingtousboth。

RUPERT。

LetterfromJanetMacKelpie,Vissarion,toSirColinMacKelpie,UnitedServiceClub,London。

DEARESTUNCLE,February28,1907。

IhadaverycomfortablejourneyallacrossEurope。RupertwrotetomesometimeagotosaythatwhenIgottoVissarionIshouldbeanEmpress,andhecertainlytookcarethatonthewayhereIshouldbetreatedlikeone。Rooke,whoseemsawonderfuloldman,wasinthenextcompartmenttothatreservedforme。AtHarwichhehadeverythingarrangedperfectly,andsorightontoFiume。Everywheretherewereattentiveofficialswaiting。Ihadacarriagealltomyself,whichIjoinedatAntwerp——awholecarriagewithasuiteofrooms,dining—room,drawing—room,bedroom,evenbath—room。Therewasacookwithakitchenofhisownonboard,arealcheflikeaFrenchnoblemanindisguise。Therewerealsoawaiterandaservant—maid。

MyownmaidMaggiewasquiteawedatfirst。WewereasfarasColognebeforeshesummonedupcouragetoorderthemabout。WheneverwestoppedRookewasontheplatformwithlocalofficials,andkeptthedoorofmycarriagelikeasentryonduty。

AtFiume,whenthetrainsloweddown,IsawRupertwaitingontheplatform。Helookedmagnificent,toweringovereverybodytherelikeagiant。Heisinperfecthealth,andseemedgladtoseeme。Hetookmeoffatonceonanautomobiletoaquaywhereanelectriclaunchwaswaiting。Thistookusonboardabeautifulbigsteam—

yacht,whichwaswaitingwithfullsteamupand——howhegotthereI

don’tknow——Rookewaitingatthegangway。

Ihadanothersuitealltomyself。RupertandIhaddinnertogether—

—IthinkthefinestdinnerIeversatdownto。ThiswasveryniceofRupert,foritwasallforme。Hehimselfonlyateapieceofsteakanddrankaglassofwater。Iwenttobedearly,for,despitetheluxuryofthejourney,Iwasverytired。

Iawokeinthegreyofthemorning,andcameondeck。Wewereclosetothecoast。RupertwasonthebridgewiththeCaptain,andRookewasactingaspilot。WhenRupertsawme,herandowntheladderandtookmeuponthebridge。HeleftmetherewhileherandownagainandbroughtmeupalovelyfurcloakwhichIhadneverseen。Heputitonmeandkissedme。Heisthetenderest—heartedboyintheworld,aswellasthebestandbravest!HemademetakehisarmwhilsthepointedoutVissarion,towardswhichweweresteering。ItisthemostlovelyplaceIeversaw。Iwon’tstoptodescribeitnow,foritwillbebetterthatyouseeitforyourselfandenjoyitallfreshasIdid。

TheCastleisanimmenseplace。Youhadbettershipoff,assoonasallisreadyhereandyoucanarrangeit,theservantswhomI

engaged;andIamnotsurethatweshallnotwantasmanymore。

Therehashardlybeenamoporbroomontheplaceforcenturies,andIdoubtifiteverhadathoroughgoodcleaningalloversinceitwasbuilt。And,doyouknow,Uncle,thatitmightbewelltodoublethatlittlearmyofyoursthatyouarearrangingforRupert?Indeed,theboytoldmehimselfthathewasgoingtowritetoyouaboutit。I

thinkoldLachlanandhiswife,Sandy’sMary,hadbetterbeinchargeofthemaidswhentheycomeover。Alotoflassieslikeyonwillbeillertokeeptogetherthanaflockofsheep。Soitwillbewisetohaveauthorityoverthem,especiallyasnoneofthemspeaksawordofforeigntongues。Rooke——yousawhimatthestationatLiverpoolStreet——will,ifhebeavailable,goovertobringthewholebodyhere。HehasofferedtodoitifIshouldwish。And,bytheway,I

thinkitwillbewell,whenthetimecomesfortheirdeparture,ifnotonlythelassies,butLachlanandSandy’sMary,too,willcallhimMISTERRooke。Heisaveryimportantpersonindeedhere。Heis,infact,asortofMasteroftheCastle,andthoughheisveryself—

suppressing,isamanofrarelyfinequalities。Alsoitwillbewelltokeepauthority。Whenyourclansmencomeover,hewillhavechargeofthem,too。Dearme!IfindIhavewrittensuchalongletter,I

muststopandgettowork。Ishallwriteagain。

YourveryaffectionateJANET。

FromtheSametotheSame。

March3,1907。

DEARESTUNCLE,Allgoeswellhere,andasthereisnonews,Ionlywritebecauseyouareadear,andIwanttothankyouforallthetroubleyouhavetakenforme——andforRupert。Ithinkwehadbetterwaitawhilebeforebringingouttheservants。RookeisawayonsomebusinessforRupert,andwillnotbebackforsometime;Rupertthinksitmaybeacoupleofmonths。Thereisnooneelsethathecouldsendtotakechargeofthepartyfromhome,andIdon’tliketheideaofallthoselassiescomingoutwithoutanescort。EvenLachlanandSandy’sMaryareignorantofforeignlanguagesandforeignways。ButassoonasRookereturnswecanhavethemallout。Idaresayyouwillhavesomeofyourclansmenreadybythen,andIthinkthepoorgirls,whomayfeelabitstrangeinanewcountrylikethis,wherethewaysaresodifferentfromours,willfeeleasierwhentheyknowthattherearesomeoftheirownmankindnearthem。Perhapsitmightbewellthatthoseofthemwhoareengagedtoeachother——Iknowtherearesome——shouldmarrybeforetheycomeouthere。Itwillbemoreconvenientinmanyways,andwillsavelodgment,and,besides,theseBlueMountaineersareveryhandsomemen。Good—night。

JANET。

SirColinMacKelpie,Croom,toJanetMacKelpie,Vissarion。

March9,1907。

MYDEARJANET,Ihavedulyreceivedbothyourletters,andamdelightedtofindyouaresowellpleasedwithyournewhome。Itmustcertainlybeaverylovelyanduniqueplace,andIammyselflongingtoseeit。Icameupherethreedaysago,andam,asusual,feelingallthebetterforabreathofmynativeair。Timegoeson,mydear,andIambeginningtofeelnotsoyoungasIwas。TellRupertthatthemenareallfit,andlongingtogetouttohim。Theyarecertainlyafinelotofmen。

Idon’tthinkIeversawafiner。Ihavehadthemdrilledandtrainedassoldiers,and,inaddition,havehadthemtaughtalotoftradesjustastheyselectedthemselves。Soheshallhavenighhimmenwhocanturntheirhandstoanything——not,ofcourse,thattheyallknoweverytrade,butamongstthemthereissomeonewhocandowhatevermayberequired。Thereareblacksmiths,carpenters,farriers,saddle—makers,gardeners,plumbers,cutlers,gunsmiths,so,astheyallarefarmersbyoriginandsportsmenbypractice,theywillmakeararehouseholdbodyofmen。Theyarenearlyallfirst—

classshots,andIamhavingthempractisewithrevolvers。Theyarebeingtaughtfencingandbroadswordandju—jitsu;Ihaveorganizedtheminmilitaryform,withtheirownsergeantsandcorporals。ThismorningIhadaninspection,andIassureyou,mydear,theycouldgivepointstotheHouseholdtroopinmattersofdrill。ItellyouI

amproudofmyclansmen!

Ithinkyouarequitewiseaboutwaitingtobringoutthelassies,andwiserstillaboutthemarrying。Idaresaytherewillbemoremarryingwhentheyallgetsettledinaforeigncountry。Ishallbegladofit,forasRupertisgoingtosettlethere,itwillbegoodforhimtohaveroundhimalittlecolonyofhisownpeople。Anditwillbegoodforthem,too,forIknowhewillbegoodtothem——asyouwill,mydear。Thehillsarebarrenhere,andlifeishard,andeachyearthereismoreandmoredemandforcrofts,andsoonerorlaterourpeoplemustthinout。AndmayhapourlittlesettlementofMacKelpieclanawaybeyondthefrontiersoftheEmpiremaybesomeservicetothenationandtheKing。Butthisisadream!IseethathereIambeginningtorealiseinmyselfonepartofIsaiah’sprophecy:

"Youryoungmenshallseevisions,andyouroldmenshalldreamdreams。"

Bytheway,mydear,talkingaboutdreams,Iamsendingyououtsomeboxesofbookswhichwereinyourrooms。TheyarenearlyallonoddsubjectsthatWEunderstand——SecondSight,Ghosts,Dreams(thatwaswhatbroughtthemattertomymindjustnow),superstitions,Vampires,Wehr—Wolves,andallsuchuncannyfolkandthings。I

lookedoversomeofthesebooks,andfoundyourmarksandunderliningandcomments,soIfancyyouwillmisstheminyournewhome。Youwill,Iamsure,feelmoreateasewithsucholdfriendsclosetoyou。IhavetakenthenamesandsentthelisttoLondon,sothatwhenyoupaymeavisitagainyouwillbeathomeinallways。Ifyoucometomealtogether,youwillbemorewelcomestill——ifpossible。ButIamsurethatRupert,whoIknowlovesyouverymuch,willtrytomakeyousohappythatyouwillnotwanttoleavehim。

SoIwillhavetocomeoutoftentoseeyouboth,evenatthecostofleavingCroomforsolong。Strange,isitnot?thatnow,when,throughRogerMelton’smorethankindremembranceofme,IamabletogowhereIwillanddowhatIwill,Iwantmoreandmoretoremainathomebymyowningle。Idon’tthinkthatanyonebutyouorRupertcouldgetmeawayfromit。Iamworkingveryhardatmylittleregiment,asIcallit。Theyaresimplyfine,andwill,Iamsure,douscredit。Theuniformsareallmade,andwellmade,too。Thereisnotamanofthemthatdoesnotlooklikeanofficer。Itellyou,Janet,thatwhenweturnouttheVissarionGuardweshallfeelproudofthem。Idaresaythatacoupleofmonthswilldoallthatcanbedonehere。Ishallcomeoutwiththemmyself。Rupertwritesmethathethinksitwillbemorecomfortabletocomeoutdirectinashipofourown。SowhenIgouptoLondoninafewweeks’timeIshallseeaboutcharteringasuitablevessel。Itwillcertainlysavealotoftroubletousandanxietytoourpeople。WoulditnotbewellwhenI

amgettingtheship,ifIcharteronebigenoughtotakeoutallyourlassies,too?Itisnotasiftheywerestrangers。Afterall,mydear,soldiersaresoldiersandlassiesarelassies。Buttheseareallkinsfolk,aswellasclansmenandclanswomen,andI,theirChief,shallbethere。Letmeknowyourviewsandwishesinthisrespect。

Mr。Trent,whomIsawbeforeleavingLondon,askedmeto"conveytoyouhismostrespectfulremembrances"——thesewerehisverywords,andheretheyare。Trentisanicefellow,andIlikehim。Hehaspromisedtopaymeavisitherebeforethemonthisup,andIlookforwardtoourbothenjoyingourselves。

Good—bye,mydear,andtheLordwatchoveryouandourdearboy。

YouraffectionateUncle,COLINALEXANDERMACKELPIE。

BOOKIII:THECOMINGOFTHELADY

RUPERTSENTLEGER’SJOURNAL。

April3,1907。

Ihavewaitedtillnow——wellintomidday——beforebeginningtosetdownthedetailsofthestrangeepisodeoflastnight。IhavespokenwithpersonswhomIknowtobeofnormaltype。Ihavebreakfasted,asusualheartily,andhaveeveryreasontoconsidermyselfinperfecthealthandsanity。Sothattherecordfollowingmayberegardedasnotonlytrueinsubstance,butexactastodetails。I

haveinvestigatedandreportedontoomanycasesforthePsychicalResearchSocietytobeignorantofthenecessityforabsoluteaccuracyinsuchmattersofeventheminutestdetail。

YesterdaywasTuesday,theseconddayofApril,1907。Ipassedadayofinterest,withitsfairamountofworkofvaryingkinds。AuntJanetandIlunchedtogether,hadastrollroundthegardensaftertea——especiallyexaminingthesiteforthenewJapanesegarden,whichweshallcall"Janet’sGarden。"Wewentinmackintoshes,fortherainyseasonisinitsfull,theonlysignofitsnotbeingarepetitionoftheDelugebeingthatbreaksinthecontinuancearebeginning。Theyareshortatpresentbutwilldoubtlessenlargethemselvesastheseasoncomestowardsanend。Wedinedtogetheratseven。AfterdinnerIhadacigar,andthenjoinedAuntJanetforanhourinherdrawing—room。Ileftherathalf—pastten,whenIwenttomyownroomandwrotesomeletters。AttenminutespastelevenI

woundmywatch,soIknowthetimeaccurately。Havingpreparedforbed,Idrewbacktheheavycurtaininfrontofmywindow,whichopensonthemarblestepsintotheItaliangarden。Ihadputoutmylightbeforedrawingbackthecurtain,forIwantedtohavealookatthescenebeforeturningin。AuntJanethasalwayshadanold—fashionedideaoftheneed(orpropriety,Ihardlyknowwhich)ofkeepingwindowsclosedandcurtainsdrawn。Iamgraduallygettinghertoleavemyroomaloneinthisrespect,butatpresentthechangeisinitsfitfulstage,andofcourseImustnothurrymattersorbetoopersistent,asitwouldhurtherfeelings。Thisnightwasoneofthoseundertheoldregime。Itwasadelighttolookout,forthescenewasperfectofitsownkind。Thelongspellofrain——theceaselessdownpourwhichhadforthetimefloodedeverywhere——hadpassed,andwaterinabnormalplacesrathertrickledthanran。Wewerenowbeginningtobeinthesloppyratherthanthedelugedstage。

Therewasplentyoflighttoseeby,forthemoonhadbeguntoshowoutfitfullythroughthemassesofflyingclouds。Theuncertainlightmadeweirdshadowswiththeshrubsandstatuesinthegarden。

ThelongstraightwalkwhichleadsfromthemarblestepsisstrewnwithfinesandwhitefromthequartzstrandinthenooktothesouthoftheCastle。Tallshrubsofwhiteholly,yew,juniper,cypress,andvariegatedmapleandspiraea,whichstoodatintervalsalongthewalkanditsbranches,appearedghost—likeinthefitfulmoonlight。

Themanyvasesandstatuesandurns,alwayslikephantomsinahalf—

light,weremorethaneverweird。Lastnightthemoonlightwasunusuallyeffective,andshowednotonlythegardensdowntothedefendingwall,butthedeepgloomofthegreatforest—treesbeyond;

andbeyondthat,again,towherethemountainchainbegan,theforestrunninguptheirsilveredslopesflamelikeinform,deviatedhereandtherebygreatcragsandtheoutcroppingrockysinewsofthevastmountains。

WhilstIwaslookingatthislovelyprospect,IthoughtIsawsomethingwhiteflit,likeamodifiedwhiteflash,atoddmomentsfromonetoanotheroftheshrubsorstatues——anythingwhichwouldaffordcoverfromobservation。AtfirstIwasnotsurewhetherI

reallysawanythingordidnot。Thiswasinitselfalittledisturbingtome,forIhavebeensolongtrainedtominuteobservationoffactssurroundingme,onwhichoftendependnotonlymyownlife,butthelivesofothers,thatIhavebecomeaccustomedtotrustmyeyes;andanythingcreatingthefaintestdoubtinthisrespectisacauseofmoreorlessanxietytome。Now,however,thatmyattentionwascalledtomyself,Ilookedmorekeenly,andinaveryshorttimewassatisfiedthatsomethingwasmoving——somethingcladinwhite。Itwasnaturalenoughthatmythoughtsshouldtendtowardssomethinguncanny——thebeliefthatthisplaceishaunted,conveyedinathousandwaysofspeechandinference。AuntJanet’seeriebeliefs,fortifiedbyherbooksonoccultsubjects——andoflate,inourisolationfromtherestoftheworld,thesubjectofdailyconversations——helpedtothisend。Nowonder,then,that,fullyawakeandwithsensesallonedge,Iwaitedforsomefurthermanifestationfromthisghostlyvisitor——asinmymindItookittobe。Itmustsurelybeaghostorspiritualmanifestationofsomekindwhichmovedinthissilentway。Inordertoseeandhearbetter,Isoftlymovedbackthefoldinggrille,openedtheFrenchwindow,andsteppedout,bare—footedandpyjama—cladasIwas,onthemarbleterrace。Howcoldthewetmarblewas!Howheavysmelledtherain—ladengarden!Itwasasthoughthenightandthedamp,andeventhemoonlight,weredrawingthearomafromalltheflowersthatblossomed。Thewholenightseemedtoexhaleheavy,half—intoxicatingodours!Istoodattheheadofthemarblesteps,andallimmediatelybeforemewasghostlyintheextreme——thewhitemarbleterraceandsteps,thewhitewalksofquartz—sandglisteningunderthefitfulmoonlight;theshrubsofwhiteorpalegreenoryellow,——alllookingdimandghostlyintheglamorouslight;thewhitestatuesandvases。

Andamongstthem,stillflittingnoiselessly,thatmysteriouselusivefigurewhichIcouldnotsaywasbasedonfactorimagination。I

heldmybreath,listeningintentlyforeverysound;butsoundtherewasnone,savethoseofthenightanditsdenizens。Owlshootedintheforest;bats,takingadvantageofthecessationoftherain,flittedaboutsilently,likeshadowsintheair。Buttherewasnomoresignofmovingghostorphantom,orwhateverIhadseenmighthavebeen——if,indeed,therehadbeenanythingexceptimagination。

So,afterwaitingawhile,Ireturnedtomyroom,closedthewindow,drewthegrilleacrossagain,anddraggedtheheavycurtainbeforetheopening;then,havingextinguishedmycandles,wenttobedinthedark。InafewminutesImusthavebeenasleep。

"Whatwasthat?"IalmostheardthewordsofmyownthoughtasIsatupinbedwideawake。Tomemoryratherthanpresenthearingthedisturbingsoundhadseemedlikethefainttappingatthewindow。

ForsomesecondsIlistened,mechanicallybutintently,withbatedbreathandthatquickbeatingoftheheartwhichinatimorouspersonspeaksforfear,andforexpectationinanother。Inthestillnessthesoundcameagain——thistimeavery,veryfaintbutunmistakabletappingattheglassdoor。

Ijumpedup,drewbackthecurtain,andforamomentstoodappalled。

There,outsideonthebalcony,inthenowbrilliantmoonlight,stoodawoman,wrappedinwhitegrave—clothessaturatedwithwater,whichdrippedonthemarblefloor,makingapoolwhichtrickledslowlydownthewetsteps。Attitudeanddressandcircumstanceallconveyedtheideathat,thoughshemovedandspoke,shewasnotquick,butdead。

Shewasyoungandverybeautiful,butpale,likethegreypallorofdeath。Throughthestillwhiteofherface,whichmadeherlookascoldasthewetmarbleshestoodon,herdarkeyesseemedtogleamwithastrangebutenticinglustre。Evenintheunsearchingmoonlight,whichisafterallratherdeceptivethanilluminative,I

couldnotbutnoticeonerarequalityofhereyes。Eachhadsomequalityofrefractionwhichmadeitlookasthoughitcontainedastar。Ateverymovementshemade,thestarsexhibitednewbeauties,ofmorerareandradiantforce。Shelookedatmeimploringlyastheheavycurtainrolledback,andineloquentgesturesimploredmetoadmither。InstinctivelyIobeyed;Irolledbackthesteelgrille,andthrewopentheFrenchwindow。Inoticedthatsheshiveredandtrembledastheglassdoorfellopen。Indeed,sheseemedsoovercomewithcoldastoseemalmostunabletomove。Inthesenseofherhelplessnessallideaofthestrangenessofthesituationentirelydisappeared。Itwasnotasifmyfirstideaofdeathtakenfromhercerementswasnegatived。ItwassimplythatIdidnotthinkofitatall;Iwascontenttoacceptthingsastheywere——shewasawoman,andinsomedreadfultrouble;thatwasenough。

Iamthusparticularaboutmyownemotions,asImayhavetorefertothemagaininmattersofcomprehensionorcomparison。Thewholethingissovastlystrangeandabnormalthattheleastthingmayafterwardsgivesomeguidinglightorcluetosomethingotherwisenotunderstandable。Ihavealwaysfoundthatinreconditemattersfirstimpressionsareofmorerealvaluethanlaterconclusions。Wehumansplacefartoolittlerelianceoninstinctasagainstreason;andyetinstinctisthegreatgiftofNaturetoallanimalsfortheirprotectionandthefulfilmentoftheirfunctionsgenerally。

WhenIsteppedoutonthebalcony,notthinkingofmycostume,I

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