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Lydonsighed,shruggedhisshoulders,andremainedsilent。Meanwhilethecommongazerslistenedwithstaringeyesandlipsapart:thegladiatorswereobjectsofinterestaswellasthebeasts——theywereanimalsofthesamespecies;sothecrowdglancedfromonetotheother——themenandthebrutes——whisperingtheircommentsandanticipatingthemorrow。
’Well!’saidLydon,turningaway,’IthankthegodsthatitisnotthelionorthetigerIamtocontendwith;evenyou,Niger,areagentlercombatantthanthey。’
’Butequallydangerous,’saidthegladiator,withafiercelaugh;andthebystanders,admiringhisvastlimbsandferociouscountenance,laughedtoo。
’Thatasitmaybe,’answeredLydon,carelessly,ashepressedthroughthethrongandquittedtheden。
’Imayaswelltakeadvantageofhisshoulders,’thoughttheprudentSosia,hasteningtofollowhim:’thecrowdalwaysgivewaytoagladiator,soI
willkeepclosebehind,andcomeinforashareofhisconsequence。’
ThesonofMedonstrodequicklythroughthemob,manyofwhomrecognizedhisfeaturesandprofession。
’ThatisyoungLydon,abravefellow:hefightsto—morrow,’saidone。
’Ah!Ihaveabetonhim,’saidanother;’seehowfirmlyhewalks!’
’Goodlucktothee,Lydon!’saidathird。
’Lydon,youhavemywishes,’halfwhisperedafourth,smiling(acomelywomanofthemiddleclass)——’andifyouwin,why,youmayhearmoreofme。’
’Ahandsomeman,byVenus!’criedafifth,whowasagirlscarceinherteens。’Thankyou,’returnedSosia,gravelytakingthecomplimenttohimself。
HoweverstrongthepurermotivesofLydon,andcertainthoughitbethathewouldneverhaveenteredsobloodyacallingbutfromthehopeofobtaininghisfather’sfreedom,hewasnotaltogetherunmovedbythenoticeheexcited。Heforgotthatthevoicesnowraisedincommendationmight,onthemorrow,shoutoverhisdeath—pangs。Bynaturefierceandreckless,aswellasgenerousandwarm—hearted,hewasalreadyimbuedwiththeprideofaprofessionthathefanciedhedisdained,andaffectedbytheinfluenceofacompanionshipthatinrealityheloathed。Hesawhimselfnowamanofimportance;hisstepgrewyetlighter,andhismienmoreelate。
’Niger,’saidhe,turningsuddenly,ashehadnowthreadedthecrowd;’wehaveoftenquarrelled;wearenotmatchedagainsteachother,butoneofus,atleast,mayreasonablyexpecttofall——giveusthyhand。’
’Mostreadily,’saidSosia,extendinghispalm。
’Ha!whatfoolisthis?Why,IthoughtNigerwasatmyheels!’
’Iforgivethemistake,’repliedSosia,condescendingly:’don’tmentionit;
theerrorwaseasy——IandNigeraresomewhatofthesamebuild。’
’Ha!ha!thatisexcellent!Nigerwouldhaveslitthythroathadheheardthee!’
’Yougentlemenofthearenahaveamostdisagreeablemodeoftalking,’saidSosia;’letuschangetheconversation。’
’Vah!vah!’saidLydon,impatiently;’Iaminnohumortoconversewiththee!’
’Why,truly,’returnedtheslave,’youmusthaveseriousthoughtsenoughtooccupyyourmind:to—morrowis,Ithink,yourfirstessayinthearena。
Well,Iamsureyouwilldiebravely!’
’Maythywordsfallonthineownhead!’saidLydon,superstitiously,forhebynomeanslikedtheblessingofSosia。’Die!No——Itrustmyhourisnotyetcome。’
’Hewhoplaysatdicewithdeathmustexpectthedog’sthrow,’repliedSosia,maliciously。’Butyouareastrongfellow,andIwishyouallimaginableluck;andso,vale!’
Withthattheslaveturnedonhisheel,andtookhiswayhomeward。
’Itrusttherogue’swordsarenotominous,’saidLydon,musingly。’Inmyzealformyfather’sliberty,andmyconfidenceinmyownthewsandsinews,Ihavenotcontemplatedthepossibilityofdeath。Mypoorfather!Iamthyonlyson!——ifIweretofall……’
Asthethoughtcrossedhim,thegladiatorstrodeonwithamorerapidandrestlesspace,whensuddenly,inanoppositestreet,hebeheldtheveryobjectofhisthoughts。Leaningonhisstick,hisformbentbycareandage,hiseyesdowncast,andhisstepstrembling,thegrey—hairedMedonslowlyapproachedtowardsthegladiator。Lydonpausedamoment:hedivinedatoncethecausethatbroughtforththeoldmanatthatlatehour。
’Besure,itisIwhomheseeks,’thoughthe;’heishorrorstruckatthecondemnationofOlinthus——hemorethaneveresteemsthearenacriminalandhateful——hecomesagaintodissuademefromthecontest。Imustshunhim——I
cannotbrookhisprayers——histears。’
Thesethoughts,solongtorecite,flashedacrosstheyoungmanlikelightning。Heturnedabruptlyandfledswiftlyinanoppositedirection。
Hepausednottill,almostspentandbreathless,hefoundhimselfonthesummitofasmallacclivitywhichoverlookedthemostgayandsplendidpartofthatminiaturecity;andastherehepaused,andgazedalongthetranquilstreetsglitteringintheraysofthemoon(whichhadjustarisen,andbroughtpartiallyandpicturesquelyintolightthecrowdaroundtheamphitheatreatadistance,murmuring,andswayingtoandfro),theinfluenceofthesceneaffectedhim,rudeandunimaginativethoughhisnature。Hesathimselfdowntorestuponthestepsofadesertedportico,andfeltthecalmofthehourquietandrestorehim。Oppositeandnearathand,thelightsgleamedfromapalaceinwhichthemasternowheldhisrevels。Thedoorswereopenforcoolness,andthegladiatorbeheldthenumerousandfestivegroupgatheredroundthetablesintheatrium;whilebehindthem,closingthelongvistaoftheilluminedroomsbeyond,thesprayofthedistantfountainsparkledinthemoonbeams。There,thegarlandswreathedaroundthecolumnsofthehall——there,gleamedstillandfrequentthemarblestatue——there,amidstpealsofjocundlaughter,rosethemusicandthelay。
EPICUREANSONG
AwaywithyourstoriesofHades,WhichtheFlamenhasforgedtoaffrightus——
WelaughatyourthreeMaidenLadies,YourFates——andyoursullenCocytus。
PoorJovehasatroublesomelife,sir,Couldwecredityourtalesofhisportals——
Inshuttinghisearsonhiswife,sir,Andopeninghiseyesuponmortals。
Oh,blestbethebrightEpicurus!
Whotaughtustolaughatsuchfables;
OnHadestheywantedtomoorus,Andhishandcuttheterriblecables。
If,then,there’saJoveoraJuno,Theyvexnottheirheadsaboutus,man;
Besides,iftheydid,Iandyouknow’Tisthelifeofagodtolivethus,man!
What!thinkyouthegodsplacetheirbliss——eh?——
Inplayingthespyonasinner?
Incountingthegirlsthatwekiss,eh?
Orthecupsthatweemptyatdinner?
Contentwiththesoftlipsthatloveus,Thismusic,thiswine,andthismirth,boys,Wecarenotforgodsupaboveus——
Weknowthere’snogodforthisearth,boys!
WhileLydon’spiety(whichaccommodatingasitmightbe,wasinnoslightdegreedisturbedbytheseverses,whichembodiedthefashionablephilosophyoftheday)slowlyrecovereditselffromtheshockithadreceived,asmallpartyofmen,inplaingarmentsandofthemiddleclass,passedbyhisresting—place。Theywereinearnestconversation,anddidnotseemtonoticeorheedthegladiatorastheymovedon。
’Ohorroronhorrors!’saidone;’Olinthusissnatchedfromus!ourrightarmisloppedaway!WhenwillChristdescendtoprotecthisown?’
’Canhumanatrocitygofarthersaidanother:’tosentenceaninnocentmantothesamearenaasamurderer!Butletusnotdespair;thethunderofSinaimayyetbeheard,andtheLordpreservehissaint。"Thefoolhathsaidinhisheart,ThereisnoGod。"’
Atthatmomentoutbrokeagain,fromtheilluminedpalace,theburdenofthereveller’ss