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’Thepeople,’saidthegravePansa,’arealldelightedwiththeresult。
Theyweresomuchafraidthesportsattheamphitheatrewouldgooffwithoutacriminalforthebeasts;andnow,togettwosuchcriminalsisindeedajoyforthepoorfellows!Theyworkhard;theyoughttohavesomeamusement。’
’TherespeaksthepopularPansa,whonevermoveswithoutastringofclientsaslongasanIndiantriumph。Heisalwayspratingaboutthepeople。Gods!
hewillendbybeingaGracchus!’
’CertainlyIamnoinsolentpatrician,’saidPansa,withagenerousair。
’Well,’observedLepidus,itwouldhavebeenassuredlydangeroustohavebeenmercifulattheeveofabeast—fight。IfeverI,thoughaRomanbredandborn,cometobetried,prayJupitertheremaybeeithernobeastsinthevivaria,orplentyofcriminalsinthegaol。’
’Andpray,’saidoneoftheparty,’whathasbecomeofthepoorgirlwhomGlaucuswastohavemarried?Awidowwithoutbeingabride——thatishard!’
’Oh,’returnedClodius,’sheissafeundertheprotectionofherguardian,Arbaces。Itwasnaturalsheshouldgotohimwhenshehadlostbothloverandbrother。’
’BysweetVenus,Glaucuswasfortunateamongthewomen。TheysaytherichJuliawasinlovewithhim。’
’Amerefable,myfriend,’saidClodius,coxcombically;’Iwaswithherto—day。Ifanyfeelingofthesortsheeverconceived,IflattermyselfthatIhaveconsoledher。’
’Hush,gentlemen!’saidPansa;’doyounotknowthatClodiusisemployedatthehouseofDiomedinblowinghardatthetorch?Itbeginstoburn,andwillsoonshinebrightontheshrineofHymen。’
’Isitso?’saidLepidus。’What!Clodiusbecomeamarriedman?——Fie!’
’Neverfear,’answeredClodius;’oldDiomedisdelightedatthenotionofmarryinghisdaughtertoanobleman,andwillcomedownlargelywiththesesterces。YouwillseethatIshallnotlockthemupintheatrium。Itwillbeawhitedayforhisjollyfriends,whenClodiusmarriesanheiress。’
’Sayyouso?’criedLepidus;’come,then,afullcuptothehealthofthefairJulia!’
Whilesuchwastheconversation——onenotdiscordanttothetoneofmindcommonamongthedissipatedofthatday,andwhichmightperhaps,acenturyago,havefoundanechointheloosercirclesofParis——whilesuch,Isay,wastheconversationinthegaudytricliniumofLepidus,fardifferentthescenewhichscowledbeforetheyoungAthenian。
Afterhiscondemnation,GlaucuswasadmittednomoretothegentleguardianshipofSallust,theonlyfriendofhisdistress。HewasledalongtheforumtilltheguardsstoppedatasmalldoorbythesideofthetempleofJupiter。Youmayseetheplacestill。Thedooropenedinthecentreinasomewhatsingularfashion,revolvingroundonitshinges,asitwere,likeamodernturnstile,soasonlytoleavehalfthethresholdopenatthesametime。Throughthisnarrowaperturetheythrusttheprisoner,placedbeforehimaloafandapitcherofwater,andlefthimtodarkness,and,ashethought,tosolitude。Sosuddenhadbeenthatrevolutionoffortunewhichhadprostratedhimfromthepalmyheightofyouthfulpleasureandsuccessfullovetothelowestabyssofignominy,andthehorrorofamostbloodydeath,thathecouldscarcelyconvincehimselfthathewasnotheldinthemeshesofsomefearfuldream。Hiselasticandgloriousframehadtriumphedoverapotion,thegreaterpartofwhichhehadfortunatelynotdrained。Hehadrecoveredsenseandconsciousness,butstilladimandmistydepressionclungtohisnervesanddarkenedhismind。Hisnaturalcourage,andtheGreeknobilityofpride,enabledhimtovanquishallunbecomingapprehension,and,inthejudgment—court,tofacehisawfullotwithasteadymienandunquailingeye。Buttheconsciousnessofinnocencescarcelysufficedtosupporthimwhenthegazeofmennolongerexcitedhishaughtyvalor,andhewaslefttolonelinessandsilence。Hefeltthedampsofthedungeonsinkchillinglyintohisenfeebledframe。He——thefastidious,theluxurious,therefined——hewhohadhithertobravednohardshipandknownnosorrow。Beautifulbirdthathewas!whyhadhelefthisfarandsunnyclime——theolive—grovesofhisnativehills——themusicofimmemorialstreams?Whyhadhewantonedonhisglitteringplumageamidsttheseharshandungenialstrangers,dazzlingtheeyeswithhisgorgeoushues,charmingtheearwithhisblithesomesong——thussuddenlytobearrested——cagedindarkness——avictimandaprey——hisgayflightsforeverover——hishymnsofgladnessforeverstilled!ThepoorAthenian!hisveryfaultstheexuberanceofagentleandjoyousnature,howlittlehadhispastcareerfittedhimforthetrialshewasdestinedtoundergo!Thehootsofthemob,amidstwhoseplauditshehadsooftenguidedhisgracefulcarandboundingsteeds,stillranggratinglyinhisear。Thecoldandstonyfacesofformerfriends(theco—matesofmerryrevels)stillrosebeforehiseye。Nonenowwerebytosoothe,tosustain,theadmired,theadulatedstranger。Thesewallsopenedbutonthedreadarenaofaviolentandshamefuldeath。AndIone!ofher,too,hehadheardnaught;noencouragingword,nopityingmessage;she,too,hadforsakenhim;shebelievedhimguilty——andofwhatcrime?——themurderofabrother!Hegroundhisteeth——hegroanedaloud——andeverandanonasharpfearshotacrosshim。Inthatfellandfiercedeliriumwhichhadsounaccountablyseizedhissoul,whichhadsoravagedthedisorderedbrain,mighthenot,indeed,unknowingtohimself,havecommittedthecrimeofwhichhewasaccused?Yet,asthethoughtflasheduponhim,itwasassuddenlychecked;for,amidstallthedarknessofthepast,hethoughtdistinctlytorecallthedimgroveofCybele,theupwardfaceofthepaledead,thepausethathehadmadebesidethecorpse,andthesuddenshockthatfelledhimtotheearth。Hefeltconvincedofhisinnocence;andyetwho,tothelatesttime,longafterhismangledremainsweremingledwiththeelements,wouldbelievehimguiltless,orupholdhisfame?AsherecalledhisinterviewwithArbaces,andthecausesofrevengewhichhadbeenexcitedintheheartofthatdarkandfearfulman,hecouldnotbutbelievethathewasthevictimofsomedeep—laidandmysterioussnare——theclueandtrainofwhichhewaslostinattemptingtodiscover:
andIone——Arbaceslovedher——mighthisrival’ssuccessbefoundeduponhisruin?Thatthoughtcuthimmoredeeplythanall;andhisnobleheartwasmorestungbyjealousythanappalledbyfear。Againhegroanedaloud。
Avoicefromtherecessofthedarknessansweredthatburstofanguish。
’Who(itsaid)ismycompanioninthisawfulhour?AthenianGlaucus,itisthou?’
’So,indeed,theycalledmeinminehouroffortune:theymayhaveothernamesformenow。Andthyname,stranger?’
’IsOlinthus,thyco—mateintheprisonasthetrial。’
’What!hewhomtheycalltheAtheist?Isittheinjusticeofmenthathathtaughttheetodenytheprovidenceofthegods?’
’Alas!’answeredOlinthus:’thou,notI,artthetrueAtheist,forthoudeniestthesoletrueGod——theUnknownOne——towhomthyAthenianfatherserectedanaltar。ItisinthishourthatIknowmyGod。Heiswithmeinthedungeon;Hissmilepenetratesthedarkness;ontheeveofdeathmyheartwhispersimmortality,andearthrecedesfrommebuttobringthewearysoulneareruntoheaven。’
’Tellme,’saidGlaucus,abruptly,’didInothearthynamecoupledwiththatofApaecidesinmytrial?Dostthoubelievemeguilty?’
’Godalonereadstheheart!butmysuspicionrestednotuponthee。’
’Onwhomthen?’
’Thyaccuser,Arbaces。’
’Ha!thoucheerestme:andwherefore?’
’BecauseIknowtheman’sevilbreast,andhehadcausetofearhimwhoisnowdead。’
Withthat,OlinthusproceededtoinformGlaucusofthosedetailswhichthereaderalreadyknows,theconversionofApaecides,theplantheyhadproposedforthedetectionoftheimposturesoftheEgyptianupontheyouthfulweaknessoftheproselyte。’Therefore,’concludedOlinthus,’hadthedeceasedencounteredArbaces,reviledhistreasons,andthreateneddetection,theplace,thehour,mighthavefavoredthewrathoftheEgyptian,andpassionandcraftalikedictatedthefatalblow。’
’Itmusthavebeenso!’criedGlaucus,joyfully。’Iamhappy。’
’Yetwhat,Ounfortunate!availstotheenowthediscovery?Thouartcondemnedandfated;andinthineinnocencethouwiltperish。’
’ButIshallknowmyselfguiltless;andinmymysteriousmadnessIhadfearful,thoughmomentary,doubts。Yettellme,manofastrangecreed,thinkestthouthatforsmallerrors,orforancestralfaults,weareforeverabandonedandaccursedbythepowersabove,whatevernamethouallottesttothem?’
’Godisjust,andabandonsnotHiscreaturesfortheirmerehumanfrailty。
Godismerciful,andcursesnonebutthewickedwhorepentnot。’
’Yetitseemethtomeasif,inthedivineanger,Ihadbeensmittenbyasuddenmadness,asupernaturalandsolemnfrenzy,wroughtnotbyhumanmeans。’
’Therearedemonsonearth,’answeredtheNazarene,fearfully,’aswellasthereareGodandHisSoninheaven;andsincethouacknowledgestnotthelast,thefirstmayhavehadpoweroverthee。’
Glaucusdidnotreply,andtherewasasilenceforsomeminutes。AtlengththeAtheniansaid,inachanged,andsoft,andhalf—hesitatingvoice。
’Christian,believestthou,amongthedoctrinesofthycreed,thatthedeadliveagain——thattheywhohavelovedhereareunitedhereafter——thatbeyondthegraveourgoodnameshinespurefromthemortalmiststhatunjustlydimitinthegross—eyedworld——andthatthestreamswhicharedividedbythedesertandtherockmeetinthesolemnHades,andflowoncemoreintoone?’
’BelieveIthat,OAthenianNo,Idonotbelieve——Iknow!anditisthatbeautifulandblessedassurancewhichsupportsmenow。OCyllene!’
continuedOlinthus,passionately,’brideofmyheart!tornfrommeinthefirstmonthofour