DUBLINERS

第8章

`TheGermancardinalwouldn’tsubmit。HelefttheChurch。’

MrCunningham’swordshadbuiltupthevastimageoftheChurchinthemindsofhishearers。Hisdeep,raucousvoicehadthrilledthemasitutteredthewordofbeliefandsubmission。WhenMrsKernancameintotheroom,dryingherhands,shecameintoasolemncompany。Shedidnotdisturbthesilence,butleanedovertherailatthefootofthebed。

`IoncesawJohnMacHale,’saidMrKernan,`andI’llneverforgetitaslongasIlive。’

Heturnedtowardshiswifetobeconfirmed。

`Ioftentoldyouthat?’

MrsKernannodded。

`ItwasattheunveilingofSirJohnGray’sstatue。EdmundDwyerGraywasspeaking,blatheringaway,andherewasthisoldfellow,crabbed-lookingoldchap,lookingathimfromunderhisbushyeyebrows。’

MrKernanknittedhisbrowsand,loweringhisheadlikeanangrybull,glaredathiswife。

`God!’heexclaimed,resuminghisnaturalface,`Ineversawsuchaneyeinaman’shead。Itwasasmuchastosay:Ihaveyouproperlytaped,mylad。Hehadaneyelikeahawk。’

`NoneoftheGrayswasanygood,’saidMrPower。

Therewasapauseagain。MrPowerturnedtoMrsKernanandsaidwithabruptjoviality:

`Well,MrsKernan,we’regoingtomakeyourmanhereagoodholypiousandGod-fearingRomanCatholic。’

Heswepthisarmroundthecompanyinclusively。

`We’reallgoingtomakearetreattogetherandconfessoursins-andGodknowswewantitbadly。’

`Idon’tmind,’saidMrKernan,smilingalittlenervously。

MrsKernanthoughtitwouldbewisertoconcealhersatisfaction。Soshesaid:

`Ipitythepoorpriestthathastolistentoyourtale。’

MrKernan’sexpressionchanged。

`Ifhedoesn’tlikeit,’hesaidbluntly,`hecan……dotheotherthing。

I’lljusttellhimmylittletaleofwoe。I’mnotsuchabadfellow——’

MrCunninghamintervenedpromptly。

`We’llallrenouncethedevil,’hesaid,`together,notforgettinghisworksandpomps。’

`Getbehindme,Satan!’saidMrFogarty,laughingandlookingattheothers。

MrPowersaidnothing。Hefeltcompletelyout-generalled。Butapleasedexpressionflickeredacrosshisface。

`Allwehavetodo,’saidMrCunningham,`istostandupwithlightedcandlesinourhandsandrenewourbaptismalvows。’

`O,don’tforgetthecandle,Tom,’saidMrM’Coy,`whateveryoudo。’

`What?’saidMrKernan。`MustIhaveacandle?’

`Oyes,’saidMrCunningham。

`No,damnitall,’saidMrKernansensibly,`Idrawthelinethere。

I’lldothejobrightenough。I’lldotheretreatbusinessandconfession,and……allthatbusiness。But……nocandles!No,damnitall,Ibarthecandles!’

Heshookhisheadwithfarcicalgravity。

`Listentothat!’saidhiswife。

`Ibarthecandles,’saidMrKernan,consciousofhavingcreatedaneffectonhisaudienceandcontinuingtoshakehisheadtoandfro。`I

barthemagic-lanternbusiness。’

Everyonelaughedheartily。

`There’saniceCatholicforyou!’saidhiswife。

`Nocandles!’repeatedMrKernanobdurately。`That’soff!’

ThetranseptoftheJesuitChurchinGardinerStreetwasalmostfull;

andstillateverymomentgentlemenenteredfromthesidedoorand,directedbythelay-brother,walkedontiptoealongtheaislesuntiltheyfoundseatingaccommodation。Thegentlemenwereallwelldressedandorderly。

Thelightofthelampsofthechurchfelluponanassemblyofblackclothesandwhitecollars,relievedhereandtherebytweeds,ondarkmottledpillarsofgreenmarbleandonlugubriouscanvases。Thegentlemensatinthebenches,havinghitchedtheirtrousersslightlyabovetheirkneesandlaidtheirhatsinsecurity。Theysatwellbackandgazedformallyatthedistantspeckofredlightwhichwassuspendedbeforethehighaltar。

InoneofthebenchesnearthepulpitsatMrCunninghamandMrKernan。

InthebenchbehindsatMrM’Coyalone:andinthebenchbehindhimsatMrPowerandMrFogarty。MrM’Coyhadtriedunsuccessfullytofindaplaceinthebenchwiththeothers,and,whenthepartyhadsettleddownintheformofaquincunx,hehadtriedunsuccessfullytomakecomicremarks。

Asthesehadnotbeenwellreceived,hehaddesisted。Evenhewassensibleofthedecorousatmosphereandevenhebegantorespondtothereligiousstimulus。Inawhisper,MrCunninghamdrewMrKernan’sattentiontoMrHarford,themoneylender,whosatsomedistanceoff,andtoMrFanning,theregistrationagentandmayor-makerofthecity,whowassittingimmediatelyunderthepulpitbesideoneofthenewlyelectedcouncillorsoftheward。

TotherightsatoldMichaelGrimes,theownerofthreepawnbroker’sshops,andDanHogan’snephew,whowasupforthejobintheTownClerk’soffice。

FartherinfrontsatMrHendrick,thechiefreporterofTheFreeman’sJournal,andpoorO’Carroll,anoldfriendofMrKernan’s,whohadbeenatonetimeaconsiderablecommercialfigure。Gradually,asherecognizedfamiliarfaces,MrKernanbegantofeelmoreathome。Hishat,whichhadbeenrehabilitatedbyhiswife,resteduponhisknees。Onceortwicehepulleddownhiscuffswithonehandwhileheheldthebrimofhishatlightly,butfirmly,withtheotherhand。

Apowerful-lookingfigure,theupperpartofwhichwasdrapedwithawhitesurplice,wasobservedtobestrugglingupintothepulpit。Simultaneouslythecongregationunsettled,producedhandkerchiefsandkneltuponthemwithcare。MrKernanfollowedthegeneralexample。Thepriest’sfigurenowstooduprightinthepulpit,two-thirdsofitsbulk,crownedbyamassiveredface,appearingabovethebalustrade。

FatherPurdonkneltdown,turnedtowardstheredspeckoflightand,coveringhisfacewithhishands,prayed。Afteraninterval,heuncoveredhisfaceandrose。Thecongregationrosealsoandsettledagainonitsbenches。MrKernanrestoredhishattoitsoriginalpositiononhiskneeandpresentedanattentivefacetothepreacher。Thepreacherturnedbackeachwidesleeveofhissurplicewithanelaboratelargegestureandslowlysurveyedthearrayoffaces。Thenhesaid:

`Forthechildrenofthisworldarewiserintheirgenerationthanthechildrenoflight。Whereforemakeuntoyourselvesfriendsoutofthemammonofiniquitysothatwhenyoudietheymayreceiveyouintoeverlastingdwellings。’

FatherPurdondevelopedthetextwithresonantassurance。ItwasoneofthemostdifficulttextsinalltheScriptures,hesaid,tointerpretproperly。ItwasatextwhichmightseemtothecasualobserveratvariancewiththeloftymoralityelsewherepreachedbyJesusChrist。But,hetoldhishearers,thetexthadseemedtohimspeciallyadaptedfortheguidanceofthosewhoselotitwastoleadthelifeoftheworldandwhoyetwishedtoleadthatlifenotinthemannerofworldlings。Itwasatextforbusinessmenandprofessionalmen。JesusChrist,withHisdivineunderstandingofeverycrannyofourhumannature,understoodthatallmenwerenotcalledtothereligiouslife,thatbyfarthevastmajoritywereforcedtoliveintheworld,and,toacertainextent,fortheworld:andinthissentenceHedesignedtogivethemawordofcounsel,settingbeforethemasexemplarsinthereligiouslifethoseveryworshippersofMammonwhowereofallmentheleastsolicitousinmattersreligious。

Hetoldhishearersthathewastherethateveningfornoterrifying,noextravagantpurpose;butasamanoftheworldspeakingtohisfellow-men。

Hecametospeaktobusinessmenandhewouldspeaktotheminabusiness-likeway。Ifhemightusethemetaphor,hesaid,hewastheirspiritualaccountant;

andhewishedeachandeveryoneofhishearerstoopenhisbooks,thebooksofhisspirituallife,andseeiftheytalliedaccuratelywithconscience。

JesusChristwasnotahardtaskmaster。Heunderstoodourlittlefailings,understoodtheweaknessofourpoorfallennature,understoodthetemptationsofthislife。Wemighthavehad,weallhadfromtimetotime,ourtemptations:

wemighthave,weallhad,ourfailings。Butonethingonly,hesaid,hewouldaskofhishearers。Andthatwas:tobestraightandmanlywithGod。

Iftheiraccountstalliedineverypointtosay:

`Well,Ihaveverifiedmyaccounts。Ifindallwell。’

Butif,asmighthappen,thereweresomediscrepancies,toadmitthetruth,tobefrankandsaylikeaman:

`Well,Ihavelookedintomyaccounts。Ifindthiswrongandthiswrong。

But,withGod’sgrace,Iwillrectifythisandthis。Iwillsetrightmyaccounts。’

TheDead

Lily,thecaretaker’sdaughter,wasliterallyrunoffherfeet。Hardlyhadshebroughtonegentlemanintothelittlepantrybehindtheofficeonthegroundfloorandhelpedhimoffwithhisovercoat,thanthewheezyhall-doorbellclangedagainandshehadtoscamperalongthebarehallwaytoletinanotherguest。Itwaswellforhershehadnottoattendtotheladiesalso。ButMissKateandMissJuliahadthoughtofthatandhadconvertedthebathroomupstairsintoaladies’dressing-room。MissKateandMissJuliawerethere,gossipingandlaughingandfussing,walkingaftereachothertotheheadofthestairs,peeringdownoverthebanistersandcallingdowntoLilytoaskherwhohadcome。

Itwasalwaysagreataffair,theMissesMorkan’sannualdance。Everybodywhoknewthemcametoit,membersofthefamily,oldfriendsofthefamily,themembersofJulia’schoir,anyofKate’spupilsthatweregrownupenough,andevensomeofMaryJane’spupilstoo。Neveroncehaditfallenflat。

Foryearsandyearsithadgoneoffinsplendidstyle,aslongasanyonecouldremember:eversinceKateandJulia,afterthedeathoftheirbrotherPat,hadleftthehouseinStoneyBatterandtakenMaryJane,theironlyniece,tolivewiththeminthedark,gaunthouseonUsher’sIsland,theupperpartofwhichtheyhadrentedfromMrFulham,thecorn-factoronthegroundfloor。Thatwasagoodthirtyyearsagoifitwasaday。MaryJane,whowasthenalittlegirlinshortclothes,wasnowthemainpropofthehousehold,forshehadtheorganinHaddingtonRoad。ShehadbeenthroughtheAcademyandgaveapupils’concerteveryyearintheupperroomoftheAncientConcertRooms。Manyofherpupilsbelongedtothebetter-classfamiliesontheKingstownandDalkeyline。Oldastheywere,herauntsalsodidtheirshare。Julia,thoughshewasquitegrey,wasstilltheleadingsopranoinAdamandEve’s,andKate,beingtoofeebletogoaboutmuch,gavemusiclessonstobeginnersontheoldsquarepianointhebackroom。

Lily,thecaretaker’sdaughter,didhousemaid’sworkforthem。Thoughtheirlifewasmodest,theybelievedineatingwell;thebestofeverything:

diamond-bonesirloins,three-shillingteaandthebestbottledstout。ButLilyseldommadeamistakeintheorders,sothatshegotonwellwithherthreemistresses。Theywerefussy,thatwasall。Buttheonlythingtheywouldnotstandwasbackanswers。

Ofcourse,theyhadgoodreasontobefussyonsuchanight。Andthenitwaslongafterteno’clockandyettherewasnosignofGabrielandhiswife。BesidestheyweredreadfullyafraidthatFreddyMalinsmightturnupscrewed。TheywouldnotwishforworldsthatanyofMaryJane’spupilsshouldseehimundertheinfluence;andwhenhewaslikethatitwassometimesveryhardtomanagehim。FreddyMalinsalwayscamelate,buttheywonderedwhatcouldbekeepingGabriel:andthatwaswhatbroughtthemeverytwominutestothebanisterstoaskLilyhadGabrielorFreddycome。

`O,MrConroy,’saidLilytoGabrielwhensheopenedthedoorforhim,`MissKateandMissJuliathoughtyouwerenevercoming。Goodnight,MrsConroy。’

`I’llengagetheydid,’saidGabriel,`buttheyforgetthatmywifeheretakesthreemortalhourstodressherself。’

Hestoodonthemat,scrapingthesnowfromhisgoloshes,whileLilyledhiswifetothefootofthestairsandcalledout:

`MissKate,here’sMrsConroy。’

KateandJuliacametoddlingdownthedarkstairsatonce。BothofthemkissedGabriel’swife,saidshemustbeperishedalive,andaskedwasGabrielwithher。

`HereIamasrightasthemail,AuntKate!Goonup。I’llfollow,’

calledoutGabrielfromthedark。

Hecontinuedscrapinghisfeetvigorouslywhilethethreewomenwentupstairs,laughing,totheladies’dressing-room。Alightfringeofsnowlaylikeacapeontheshouldersofhisovercoatandliketoecapsonthetoesofhisgoloshes;and,asthebuttonsofhisovercoatslippedwithasqueakingnoisethroughthesnow-stiffenedfrieze,acold,fragrantairfromout-of-doorsescapedfromcrevicesandfolds。

`Isitsnowingagain,MrConroy?’askedLily。

Shehadprecededhimintothepantrytohelphimoffwithhisovercoat。

Gabrielsmiledatthethreesyllablesshehadgivenhissurnameandglancedather。Shewasaslim,growinggirl,paleincomplexionandwithhay-colouredhair。Thegasinthepantrymadeherlookstillpaler。Gabrielhadknownherwhenshewasachildandusedtositontheloweststepnursingaragdoll。

`Yes,Lily,’heanswered,`andIthinkwe’reinforanightofit。’

Helookedupatthepantryceiling,whichwasshakingwiththestampingandshufflingoffeetonthefloorabove,listenedforamomenttothepianoandthenglancedatthegirl,whowasfoldinghisovercoatcarefullyattheendofashelf。

`Tellme,Lily,’hesaidinafriendlytone,`doyoustillgotoschool?’

`Ono,sir,’sheanswered。`I’mdoneschoolingthisyearandmore。’

`O,then,’saidGabrielgaily,`Isupposewe’llbegoingtoyourweddingoneofthesefinedayswithyouryoungman,eh?’

Thegirlglancedbackathimoverhershoulderandsaidwithgreatbitterness:

`Thementhatisnowisonlyallpalaverandwhattheycangetoutofyou。’

Gabrielcoloured,asifhefelthehadmadeamistake,and,withoutlookingather,kickedoffhisgoloshesandflickedactivelywithhismufflerathispatent-leathershoes。

Hewasastout,tallishyoungman。Thehighcolourofhischeekspushedupwardseventohisforehead,whereitscattereditselfinafewformlesspatchesofpalered;andonhishairlessfacetherescintillatedrestlesslythepolishedlensesandthebrightgiltrimsoftheglasseswhichscreenedhisdelicateandrestlesseyes。Hisglossyblackhairwaspartedinthemiddleandbrushedinalongcurvebehindhisearswhereitcurledslightlybeneaththegrooveleftbyhishat。

Whenhehadflickedlustreintohisshoeshestoodupandpulledhiswaistcoatdownmoretightlyonhisplumpbody。Thenhetookacoinrapidlyfromhispocket。

`OLily,’hesaid,thrustingitintoherhands,`it’sChristmastime,isn’tit?Just……here’salittle……’

Hewalkedrapidlytowardsthedoor。

`Ono,sir!’criedthegirl,followinghim。`Really,sir,Iwouldn’ttakeit。’

`Christmas-time!Christmas-time!’saidGabriel,almosttrottingtothestairsandwavinghishandtoherindeprecation。

Thegirl,seeingthathehadgainedthestairs,calledoutafterhim:

`Well,thankyou,sir。’

Hewaitedoutsidethedrawing-roomdooruntilthewaltzshouldfinish,listeningtotheskirtsthatsweptagainstitandtotheshufflingoffeet。

Hewasstilldiscomposedbythegirl’sbitterandsuddenretort。Ithadcastagloomoverhimwhichhetriedtodispelbyarranginghiscuffsandthebowsofhistie。Hethentookfromhiswaistcoatpocketalittlepaperandglancedattheheadingshehadmadeforhisspeech。HewasundecidedaboutthelinesfromRobertBrowning,forhefearedtheywouldbeabovetheheadsofhishearers。SomequotationthattheywouldrecognizefromShakespeareorfromtheMelodieswouldbebetter。Theindelicateclackingofthemen’sheelsandtheshufflingoftheirsolesremindedhimthattheirgradeofculturedifferedfromhis。Hewouldonlymakehimselfridiculousbyquotingpoetrytothemwhichtheycouldnotunderstand。Theywouldthinkthathewasairinghissuperioreducation。Hewouldfailwiththemjustashehadfailedwiththegirlinthepantry。Hehadtakenupawrongtone。

Hiswholespeechwasamistakefromfirsttolast,anutterfailure。

Justthenhisauntsandhiswifecameoutoftheladies’dressing-room。

Hisauntsweretwosmall,plainlydressedoldwomen。AuntJuliawasaninchorsothetaller。Herhair,drawnlowoverthetopsofherears,wasgrey;andgreyalso,withdarkershadows,washerlargeflaccidface。Thoughshewasstoutinbuildandstooderect,hersloweyesandpartedlipsgavehertheappearanceofawomanwhodidnotknowwhereshewasorwhereshewasgoing。AuntKatewasmorevivacious。Herface,healthierthanhersister’s,wasallpuckersandcreases,likeashrivelledredapple,andherhair,braidedinthesameold-fashionedway,hadnotlostitsripenutcolour。

TheybothkissedGabrielfrankly。Hewastheirfavouritenephew,thesonoftheirdeadeldersister,Ellen,whohadmarriedT。J。ConroyofthePortandDocks。

`Grettatellsmeyou’renotgoingtotakeacabbacktoMonkstowntonight,Gabriel,’saidAuntKate。

`No,’saidGabriel,turningtohiswife,`wehadquiteenoughofthatlastyear,hadn’twe?Don’tyouremember,AuntKate,whatacoldGrettagotoutofit?Cabwindowsrattlingalltheway,andtheeastwindblowinginafterwepassedMerrion。Veryjollyitwas。Grettacaughtadreadfulcold。’

AuntKatefrownedseverelyandnoddedherheadateveryword。

`Quiteright,Gabriel,quiteright,’shesaid。`Youcan’tbetoocareful。’

`ButasforGrettathere,’saidGabriel,`she’dwalkhomeinthesnowifshewerelet。’

MrsConroylaughed。

`Don’tmindhim,AuntKate,’shesaid。`He’sreallyanawfulbother,whatwithgreenshadesforTom’seyesatnightandmakinghimdothedumb-bells,andforcingEvatoeatthestirabout。Thepoorchild!Andshesimplyhatesthesightofit!……O,butyou’llneverguesswhathemakesmewearnow!’

Shebrokeoutintoapealoflaughterandglancedatherhusband,whoseadmiringandhappyeyeshadbeenwanderingfromherdresstoherfaceandhair。Thetwoauntslaughedheartily,too,forGabriel’ssolicitudewasastandingjokewiththem。

`Goloshes!’saidMrsConroy。`That’sthelatest。Wheneverit’swetunderfootImustputonmygoloshes。Tonighteven,hewantedmetoputthemon,butIwouldn’t。Thenextthinghe’llbuymewillbeadivingsuit。’

Gabriellaughednervouslyandpattedhistiereassuringly,whileAuntKatenearlydoubledherself,soheartilydidsheenjoythejoke。ThesmilesoonfadedfromAuntJulia’sfaceandhermirthlesseyesweredirectedtowardshernephew’sface。Afterapausesheasked:

`Andwhataregoloshes,Gabriel?’

`Goloshes,Julia!’exclaimedhersister。`Goodnessme,don’tyouknowwhatgoloshesare?Youwearthemoveryour……overyourboots,Gretta,isn’tit?’

`Yes,’saidMrsConroy。`Gutta-perchathings。Webothhaveapairnow。

GabrielsayseveryonewearsthemontheContinent。’

`O,ontheContinent,’murmuredAuntJulia,noddingherheadslowly。

Gabrielknittedhisbrowsandsaid,asifhewereslightlyangered:

`It’snothingverywonderful,butGrettathinksitveryfunny,becauseshesaysthewordremindsherofChristyMinstrels。’

`Buttellme,Gabriel,’saidAuntKate,withbrisktact。`Ofcourse,you’veseenabouttheroom。Grettawassaying……’

`O,theroomisallright,’repliedGabriel。`I’vetakenoneintheGresham。’

`Tobesure,’saidAuntKate,`byfarthebestthingtodo。Andthechildren,Gretta,you’renotanxiousaboutthem?’

`O,foronenight,’saidMrsConroy。`Besides,Bessiewilllookafterthem。’

`Tobesure,’saidAuntKateagain。`Whatacomfortitistohaveagirllikethat,oneyoucandependon!There’sthatLily,I’msureIdon’tknowwhathascomeoverherlately。She’snotthegirlshewasatall。’

Gabrielwasabouttoaskhisauntsomequestionsonthispoint,butshebrokeoffsuddenlytogazeafterhersister,whohadwandereddownthestairsandwascraningherneckoverthebanisters。

`Now,Iaskyou,’shesaidalmosttestily,`whereisJuliagoing?Julia!

Julia!Whereareyougoing?’

Julia,whohadgonehalf-waydownoneflight,camebackandannouncedblandly:

`Here’sFreddy。’

Atthesamemomentaclappingofhandsandafinalflourishofthepianisttoldthatthewaltzhadended。Thedrawing-roomdoorwasopenedfromwithinandsomecouplescameout。AuntKatedrewGabrielasidehurriedlyandwhisperedintohisear:

`Slipdown,Gabriel,likeagoodfellowandseeifhe’sallright,anddon’tlethimupifhe’sscrewed。I’msurehe’sscrewed。I’msureheis。’

Gabrielwenttothestairsandlistenedoverthebanisters。Hecouldheartwopersonstalkinginthepantry。ThenherecognizedFreddyMalins’

laugh。Hewentdownthestairsnoisily。

`It’ssucharelief,’saidAuntKatetoMrsConroy,`thatGabrielishere。Ialwaysfeeleasierinmymindwhenhe’shere……Julia,there’sMissDalyandMissPowerwilltakesomerefreshment。Thanksforyourbeautifulwaltz,MissDaly。Itmadelovelytime。’

Atallwizen-facedman,withastiffgrizzledmoustacheandswarthyskin,whowaspassingoutwithhispartner,said:

`Andmaywehavesomerefreshment,too,MissMorkan?’

`Julia,’saidAuntKatesummarily,`andhere’sMrBrowneandMissFurlong。

Takethemin,Julia,withMissDalyandMissPower。’

`I’mthemanfortheladies,’saidMrBrowne,pursinghislipsuntilhismoustachebristled,andsmilinginallhiswrinkles。`Youknow,MissMorkan,thereasontheyaresofondofmeis——’

Hedidnotfinishhissentence,but,seeingthatAuntKatewasoutofearshot,atonceledthethreeyoungladiesintothebackroom。Themiddleoftheroomwasoccupiedbytwosquaretablesplacedendtoend,andontheseAuntJuliaandthecaretakerwerestraighteningandsmoothingalargecloth。Onthesideboardwerearrayeddishesandplates,andglassesandbundlesofknivesandforksandspoons。ThetopoftheclosedSquarepianoservedalsoasasideboardforviandsandsweets。Atasmallersideboardinonecornertwoyoungmenwerestanding,drinkinghop-bitters。

MrBrowneledhischargesthitherandinvitedthemall,injest,tosomeladies’punch,hot,strong,andsweet。Astheysaidtheynevertookanythingstrong,heopenedthreebottlesoflemonadeforthem。Thenheaskedoneoftheyoungmentomoveaside,and,takingholdofthedecanter,filledoutforhimselfagoodlymeasureofwhisky。Theyoungmeneyedhimrespectfullywhilehetookatrialsip。

`Godhelpme,’hesaid,smiling,`it’sthedoctor’sorder。’

Hiswizenedfacebrokeintoabroadersmile,andthethreeyoungladieslaughedinmusicalechotohispleasantry,swayingtheirbodiestoandfro,withnervousjerksoftheirshoulders。Theboldestsaid:

`O,now,MrBrowne,I’msurethedoctorneverorderedanythingofthekind。’

MrBrownetookanothersipofhiswhiskyandsaid,withsidlingmimicry:

`Well,yousee,I’mthefamousMrsCassidy,whoisreportedtohavesaid:"Now,MaryGrimes,ifIdon’ttakeit,makemetakeit,forIfeelIwantit。"’

HishotfacehadleanedforwardalittletooconfidentiallyandhehadassumedaverylowDublinaccent,sothattheyoungladies,withoneinstinct,receivedhisspeechinsilence。MissFurlong,whowasoneofMaryJane’spupils,askedMissDalywhatwasthenameoftheprettywaltzshehadplayed;

andMrBrowne,seeingthathewasignored,turnedpromptlytothetwoyoungmen,whoweremoreappreciative。

Ared-facedyoungwoman,dressedinpansy,cameintotheroom,excitedlyclappingherhandsandcrying:

`Quadrilles!Quadrilles!’

CloseonherheelscameAuntKate,crying:

`Twogentlemenandthreeladies,MaryJane!’

`O,here’sMrBerginandMrKerrigan,’saidMaryJane。`MrKerrigan,willyoutakeMissPower?MissFurlong,mayIgetyouapartner,MrBergin。

O,that’lljustdonow。’

`Threeladies,MaryJane,’saidAuntKate。

Thetwoyounggentlemenaskedtheladiesiftheymighthavethepleasure,andMaryJaneturnedtoMissDaly。

`O,MissDaly,you’rereallyawfullygood,afterplayingforthelasttwodances,butreallywe’resoshortofladiestonight。’

`Idon’tmindintheleast,MissMorkan。’

`ButI’veanicepartnerforyou,MrBartellD’Arcy,thetenor。I’llgethimtosinglateron。AllDublinisravingabouthim。’

`Lovelyvoice,lovelyvoice!’saidAuntKate。

AsthepianohadtwicebegunthepreludetothefirstfigureMaryJaneledherrecruitsquicklyfromtheroom。TheyhadhardlygonewhenAuntJuliawanderedslowlyintotheroom,lookingbehindheratsomething。

`Whatisthematter,Julia?’askedAuntKateanxiously。`Whoisit?’

Julia,whowascarryinginacolumnoftable-napkins,turnedtohersisterandsaid,simply,asifthequestionhadsurprisedher:

`It’sonlyFreddy,Kate,andGabrielwithhim。’

Infact,rightbehindherGabrielcouldbeseenpilotingFreddyMalinsacrossthelanding。Thelatter,ayoungmanofaboutforty,wasofGabriel’ssizeandbuild,withveryroundshoulders。Hisfacewasfleshyandpallid,touchedwithcolouronlyatthethickhanginglobesofhisearsandatthewidewingsofhisnose。Hehadcoarsefeatures,abluntnose,aconvexandrecedingbrow,tumidandprotrudedlips。Hisheavy-liddedeyesandthedisorderofhisscantyhairmadehimlooksleepy。HewaslaughingheartilyinahighkeyatastorywhichhehadbeentellingGabrielonthestairsandatthesametimerubbingtheknucklesofhisleftfistbackwardsandforwardsintohislefteye。

`Goodevening,Freddy,’saidAuntJulia。

FreddyMalinsbadetheMissesMorkangoodeveninginwhatseemedanoff-handfashionbyreasonofthehabitualcatchinhisvoiceandthen,seeingthatMrBrownewasgrinningathimfromthesideboard,crossedtheroomonrathershakylegsandbegantorepeatinanundertonethestoryhehadjusttoldtoGabriel。

`He’snotsobad,ishe?’saidAuntKatetoGabriel。

Gabriel’sbrowsweredark,butheraisedthemquicklyandanswered:

`O,no,hardlynoticeable。’

`Now,isn’theaterriblefellow!’shesaid。`AndhispoormothermadehimtakethepledgeonNewYear’sEve。Butcomeon,Gabriel,intothedrawing-room。’

BeforeleavingtheroomwithGabrielshesignalledtoMrBrownebyfrowningandshakingherforefingerinwarningtoandfro。MrBrownenoddedinanswerand,whenshehadgone,saidtoFreddyMalins:

`Now,then,Teddy,I’mgoingtofillyououtagoodglassoflemonadejusttobuckyouup。’

FreddyMalins,whowasnearingtheclimaxofhisstory,wavedtheofferasideimpatiently,butMrBrowne,havingfirstcalledFreddyMalins’attentiontoadisarrayinhisdress,filledoutandhandedhimafullglassoflemonade。

FreddyMalins’lefthandacceptedtheglassmechanically,hisrighthandbeingengagedinthemechanicalreadjustmentofhisdress。MrBrowne,whosefacewasoncemorewrinklingwithmirth,pouredoutforhimselfaglassofwhiskywhileFreddyMalinsexploded,beforehehadwellreachedtheclimaxofhisstory,inakinkofhigh-pitchedbronchiticlaughterand,settingdownhisuntastedandoverflowingglass,begantoruntheknucklesofhisleftfistbackwardsandforwardsintohislefteye,repeatingwordsofhislastphraseaswellashisfitoflaughterwouldallowhim。

GabrielcouldnotlistenwhileMaryJanewasplayingherAcademypiece,fullofrunsanddifficultpassages,tothehusheddrawing-room。Helikedmusic,butthepieceshewasplayinghadnomelodyforhimandhedoubtedwhetherithadanymelodyfortheotherlisteners,thoughtheyhadbeggedMaryJanetoplaysomething。Fouryoungmen,whohadcomefromtherefreshment-roomtostandinthedoorwayatthesoundofthepiano,hadgoneawayquietlyincouplesafterafewminutes。TheonlypersonswhoseemedtofollowthemusicwereMaryJaneherself,herhandsracingalongthekeyboardorliftedfromitatthepauseslikethoseofapriestessinmomentaryimprecation,andAuntKatestandingatherelbowtoturnthepage。

Gabriel’seyes,irritatedbythefloor,whichglitteredwithbeeswaxundertheheavychandelier,wanderedtothewallabovethepiano。ApictureofthebalconysceneinRomeoandJuliethungthereandbesideitwasapictureofthetwomurderedprincesintheTowerwhichAuntJuliahadworkedinred,blue,andbrownwoolswhenshewasagirl。Probablyintheschooltheyhadgonetoasgirlsthatkindofworkhadbeentaughtforoneyear。Hismotherhadworkedforhimasabirthdaypresentawaistcoatofpurpletabinet,withlittlefoxes’headsuponit,linedwithbrownsatinandhavingroundmulberrybuttons。Itwasstrangethathismotherhadhadnomusicaltalent,thoughAuntKateusedtocallherthebrainscarrieroftheMorkanfamily。BothsheandJuliahadalwaysseemedalittleproudoftheirseriousandmatronlysister。Herphotographstoodbeforethepier-glass。

ShehadanopenbookonherkneesandwaspointingoutsomethinginittoConstantinewho,dressedinaman-o’-warsuit,layatherfeet。Itwasshewhohadchosenthenamesofhersons,forshewasverysensibleofthedignityoffamilylife。Thankstoher,ConstantinewasnowseniorcurateinBalbrigganand,thankstoher,GabrielhimselfhadtakenhisdegreeintheRoyalUniversity。Ashadowpassedoverhisfaceasherememberedhersullenoppositiontohismarriage。Someslightingphrasesshehadusedstillrankledinhismemory;onceshehadspokenofGrettaasbeingcountrycuteandthatwasnottrueofGrettaatall。ItwasGrettawhohadnursedherduringallherlastlongillnessintheirhouseatMonkstown。

HeknewthatMaryJanemustbeneartheendofherpiece,forshewasplayingagaintheopeningmelodywithrunsofscalesaftereverybar,andwhilehewaitedfortheendtheresentmentdieddowninhisheart。Thepieceendedwithatrillofoctavesinthetrebleandafinaldeepoctaveinthebass。GreatapplausegreetedMaryJaneas,blushingandrollinguphermusicnervously,sheescapedfromtheroom。Themostvigorousclappingcamefromthefouryoungmeninthedoorwaywhohadgoneawaytotherefreshment-roomatthebeginningofthepiecebuthadcomebackwhenthepianohadstopped。

Lancerswerearranged。GabrielfoundhimselfpartneredwithMissIvors。

Shewasafrank-mannered,talkativeyounglady,withafreckledfaceandprominentbrowneyes。Shedidnotwearalow-cutbodice,andthelargebroochwhichwasfixedinthefrontofhercollarboreonitanIrishdeviceandmotto。

Whentheyhadtakentheirplacesshesaidabruptly:

`Ihaveacrowtopluckwithyou。’

`Withme?’saidGabriel。

Shenoddedherheadgravely。

`Whatisit?’askedGabriel,smilingathersolemnmanner。

`WhoisG。C。?’answeredMissIvors,turninghereyesuponhim。

Gabrielcolouredandwasabouttoknithisbrows,asifhedidnotunderstand,whenshesaidbluntly:

`O,innocentAmy!IhavefoundoutthatyouwriteforTheDailyExpress。

Now,aren’tyouashamedofyourself?’

`WhyshouldIbeashamedofmyself?’askedGabriel,blinkinghiseyesandtryingtosmile。

`Well,I’mashamedofyou,’saidMissIvorsfrankly。`Tosayyou’dwriteforapaperlikethat。Ididn’tthinkyouwereaWestBriton。’

AlookofperplexityappearedonGabriel’sface。ItwastruethathewrotealiterarycolumneveryWednesdayinTheDailyExpress,forwhichhewaspaidfifteenshillings。ButthatdidnotmakehimaWestBritonsurely。Thebookshereceivedforreviewwerealmostmorewelcomethanthepaltrycheque。Helovedtofeelthecoversandturnoverthepagesofnewlyprintedbooks。Nearlyeverydaywhenhisteachinginthecollegewasendedheusedtowanderdownthequaystothesecond-handbooksellers,toHickey’sonBachelor’sWalk,toWebb’sorMassey’sonAston’sQuay,ortoO’Clohissey’sintheby-street。Hedidnotknowhowtomeethercharge。

Hewantedtosaythatliteraturewasabovepolitics。Buttheywerefriendsofmanyyears’standingandtheircareershadbeenparallel,firstattheUniversityandthenasteachers:hecouldnotriskagrandiosephrasewithher。Hecontinuedblinkinghiseyesandtryingtosmileandmurmuredlamelythathesawnothingpoliticalinwritingreviewsofbooks。

Whentheirturntocrosshadcomehewasstillperplexedandinattentive。

MissIvorspromptlytookhishandinawarmgraspandsaidinasoftfriendlytone:

`Ofcourse,Iwasonlyjoking。Come,wecrossnow。’

WhentheyweretogetheragainshespokeoftheUniversityquestionandGabrielfeltmoreatease。AfriendofhershadshownherhisreviewofBrowning’spoems。Thatwashowshehadfoundoutthesecret:butshelikedthereviewimmensely。

Thenshesaidsuddenly:

`O,MrConroy,willyoucomeforanexcursiontotheAranIslesthissummer?We’regoingtostaythereawholemonth。ItwillbesplendidoutintheAtlantic。Yououghttocome。MrClancyiscoming,andMrKilkellyandKathleenKearney。ItwouldbesplendidforGrettatooifshe’dcome。

She’sfromConnacht,isn’tshe?’

`Herpeopleare,’saidGabrielshortly。

`Butyouwillcome,won’tyou?’saidMissIvors,layingherwarmhandeagerlyonhisarm。

`Thefactis,’saidGabriel,`Ihavejustarrangedtogo——’

`Gowhere?’askedMissIvors。

`Well,youknow,everyyearIgoforacyclingtourwithsomefellowsandso——’

`Butwhere?’askedMissIvors。

`Well,weusuallygotoFranceorBelgiumorperhapsGermany,’saidGabrielawkwardly。

`AndwhydoyougotoFranceandBelgium,’saidMissIvors,`insteadofvisitingyourownland?’

`Well,’saidGabriel,`it’spartlytokeepintouchwiththelanguagesandpartlyforachange。’

`Andhaven’tyouyourownlanguagetokeepintouchwith-Irish?’askedMissIvors。

`Well,’saidGabriel,`ifitcomestothat,youknow,Irishisnotmylanguage。’

Theirneighbourshadturnedtolistentothecross-examination。Gabrielglancedrightandleftnervouslyandtriedtokeephisgoodhumourundertheordeal,whichwasmakingablushinvadehisforehead。

`Andhaven’tyouyourownlandtovisit,’continuedMissIvors,`thatyouknownothingof,yourownpeople,andyourowncountry?’

`O,totellyouthetruth,’retortedGabrielsuddenly,`I’msickofmyowncountry,sickofit!’

`Why?’askedMissIvors。

Gabrieldidnotanswer,forhisretorthadheatedhim。

`Why?’repeatedMissIvors。

Theyhadtogovisitingtogetherand,ashehadnotansweredher,MissIvorssaidwarmly:

`Ofcourse,you’venoanswer。’

Gabrieltriedtocoverhisagitationbytakingpartinthedancewithgreatenergy。Heavoidedhereyes,forhehadseenasourexpressiononherface。Butwhentheymetinthelongchainhewassurprisedtofeelhishandfirmlypressed。Shelookedathimfromunderherbrowsforamomentquizzicallyuntilhesmiled。Then,justasthechainwasabouttostartagain,shestoodontiptoeandwhisperedintohisear:

`WestBriton!’

WhenthelancerswereoverGabrielwentawaytoaremotecorneroftheroomwhereFreddyMalins’motherwassitting。Shewasastout,feebleoldwomanwithwhitehair。Hervoicehadacatchinitlikeherson’sandshestutteredslightly。ShehadbeentoldthatFreddyhadcomeandthathewasnearlyallright。Gabrielaskedherwhethershehadhadagoodcrossing。

ShelivedwithhermarrieddaughterinGlasgowandcametoDublinonavisitonceayear。Sheansweredplacidlythatshehadhadabeautifulcrossingandthatthecaptainhadbeenmostattentivetoher。ShespokealsoofthebeautifulhouseherdaughterkeptinGlasgow,andofallthefriendstheyhadthere。WhilehertonguerambledonGabrieltriedtobanishfromhismindallmemoryoftheunpleasantincidentwithMissIvors。Ofcoursethegirl,orwoman,orwhatevershewas,wasanenthusiast,buttherewasatimeforallthings。Perhapsheoughtnottohaveansweredherlikethat。

ButshehadnorighttocallhimaWestBritonbeforepeople,eveninjoke。

Shehadtriedtomakehimridiculousbeforepeople,hecklinghimandstaringathimwithherrabbit’seyes。

Hesawhiswifemakingherwaytowardshimthroughthewaltzingcouples。

Whenshereachedhimshesaidintohisear:

`Gabriel,AuntKatewantstoknowwon’tyoucarvethegooseasusual。

MissDalywillcarvethehamandI’lldothepudding。’

`Allright,’saidGabriel。

`She’ssendingintheyoungeronesfirstassoonasthiswaltzisoversothatwe’llhavethetabletoourselves。’

`Wereyoudancing?’askedGabriel。

`OfcourseIwas。Didn’tyouseeme?WhatrowhadyouwithMollyIvors?’

`Norow。Why?Didshesayso?’

`Somethinglikethat。I’mtryingtogetthatMrD’Arcytosing。He’sfullofconceit,Ithink。’

`Therewasnorow,’saidGabrielmoodily,`onlyshewantedmetogoforatriptothewestofIrelandandIsaidIwouldn’t。’

Hiswifeclaspedherhandsexcitedlyandgavealittlejump。

`O,dogo,Gabriel,’shecried。`I’dlovetoseeGalwayagain。’

`Youcangoifyoulike,’saidGabrielcoldly。

Shelookedathimforamoment,thenturnedtoMrsMalinsandsaid:

`There’sanicehusbandforyou,MrsMalins。’

WhileshewasthreadingherwaybackacrosstheroomMrsMalins,withoutadvertingtotheinterruption,wentontotellGabrielwhatbeautifulplacestherewereinScotlandandbeautifulscenery。Herson-in-lawbroughtthemeveryyeartothelakesandtheyusedtogofishing。Herson-in-lawwasasplendidfisher。Onedayhecaughtabeautifulbigfishandthemaninthehotelcookeditfortheirdinner。

Gabrielhardlyheardwhatshesaid。Nowthatsupperwascomingnearhebegantothinkagainabouthisspeechandaboutthequotation。WhenhesawFreddyMalinscomingacrosstheroomtovisithismotherGabrielleftthechairfreeforhimandretiredintotheembrasureofthewindow。

Theroomhadalreadyclearedandfromthebackroomcametheclatterofplatesandknives。Thosewhostillremainedinthedrawing-roomseemedtiredofdancingandwereconversingquietlyinlittlegroups。Gabriel’swarm,tremblingfingerstappedthecoldpaneofthewindow。Howcoolitmustbeoutside!Howpleasantitwouldbetowalkoutalone,firstalongbytheriverandthenthroughthepark!ThesnowwouldbelyingonthebranchesofthetreesandformingabrightcaponthetopoftheWellingtonMonument。Howmuchmorepleasantitwouldbetherethanatthesupper-table!

Heranovertheheadingsofhisspeech:Irishhospitality,sadmemories,theThreeGraces,Paris,thequotationfromBrowning。Herepeatedtohimselfaphrasehehadwritteninhisreview:`Onefeelsthatoneislisteningtoathought-tormentedmusic。’MissIvorshadpraisedthereview。Wasshesincere?Hadshereallyanylifeofherownbehindallherpropagandism?

Therehadneverbeenanyill-feelingbetweenthemuntilthatnight。Itunnervedhimtothinkthatshewouldbeatthesupper-table,lookingupathim,whilehespoke,withhercriticalquizzingeyes。Perhapsshewouldnotbesorrytoseehimfailinhisspeech。Anideacameintohismindandgavehimcourage。Hewouldsay,alludingtoAuntKateandAuntJulia:

`LadiesandGentlemen,thegenerationwhichisnowonthewaneamongusmayhavehaditsfaults,butformypartIthinkithadcertainqualitiesofhospitality,ofhumour,ofhumanity,whichthenewandveryseriousandhyper-educatedgenerationthatisgrowinguparoundusseemstometolack。’Verygood:thatwasoneforMissIvors。Whatdidhecarethathisauntswereonlytwoignorantoldwomen?

Amurmurintheroomattractedhisattention。MrBrownewasadvancingfromthedoor,gallantlyescortingAuntJulia,wholeaneduponhisarm,smilingandhangingherhead。Anirregularmusketryofapplauseescortedheralsoasfarasthepianoandthen,asMaryJaneseatedherselfonthestool,andAuntJulia,nolongersmiling,halfturnedsoastopitchhervoicefairlyintotheroom,graduallyceased。Gabrielrecognizedtheprelude。

ItwasthatofanoldsongofAuntJulia’s-`ArrayedfortheBridal’。

Hervoice,strongandclearintone,attackedwithgreatspirittherunswhichembellishtheair,andthoughshesangveryrapidlyshedidnotmisseventhesmallestofthegracenotes。Tofollowthevoice,withoutlookingatthesinger’sface,wastofeelandsharetheexcitementofswiftandsecureflight。Gabrielapplaudedloudlywithalltheothersatthecloseofthesong,andloudapplausewasborneinfromtheinvisiblesupper-table。

ItsoundedsogenuinethatalittlecolourstruggledintoAuntJulia’sfaceasshebenttoreplaceinthemusic-standtheoldleather-boundsong-bookthathadherinitialsonthecover。FreddyMalins,whohadlistenedwithhisheadperchedsidewaystohearherbetter,wasstillapplaudingwheneveryoneelsehadceasedandtalkinganimatedlytohismother,whonoddedherheadgravelyandslowlyinacquiescence。Atlast,whenhecouldclapnomore,hestoodupsuddenlyandhurriedacrosstheroomtoAuntJuliawhosehandheseizedandheldinbothhishands,shakingitwhenwordsfailedhimorthecatchinhisvoiceprovedtoomuchforhim。

`Iwasjusttellingmymother,’hesaid,`Ineverheardyousingsowell,never。No,Ineverheardyourvoicesogoodasitistonight。Now!

Wouldyoubelievethatnow?That’sthetruth。Uponmywordandhonourthat’sthetruth。Ineverheardyourvoicesoundsofreshandso……soclearandfresh,never。’

AuntJuliasmiledbroadlyandmurmuredsomethingaboutcomplimentsasshereleasedherhandfromhisgrasp。MrBrowneextendedhisopenhandtowardsherandsaidtothosewhowerenearhiminthemannerofashowmanintroducingaprodigytoanaudience:

`MissJuliaMorkan,mylatestdiscovery!’

HewaslaughingveryheartilyatthishimselfwhenFreddyMalinsturnedtohimandsaid:

`Well,Browne,ifyou’reseriousyoumightmakeaworsediscovery。AllIcansayisIneverheardhersinghalfsowellaslongasIamcominghere。Andthat’sthehonesttruth。’

`NeitherdidI,’saidMrBrowne。`Ithinkhervoicehasgreatlyimproved。’

AuntJuliashruggedhershouldersandsaidwithmeekpride:

`ThirtyyearsagoIhadn’tabadvoiceasvoicesgo。’

`IoftentoldJulia,’saidAuntKateemphatically,`thatshewassimplythrownawayinthatchoir。Butsheneverwouldbesaidbyme。’

Sheturnedasiftoappealtothegoodsenseoftheothersagainstarefractorychild,whileAuntJuliagazedinfrontofher,avaguesmileofreminiscenceplayingonherface。

`No,’continuedAuntKate,`shewouldn’tbesaidorledbyanyone,slavingthereinthatchoirnightandday,nightandday。Sixo’clockonChristmasmorning!Andallforwhat?’

`Well,isn’titforthehonourofGod,AuntKate?’askedMaryJane,twistingroundonthepiano-stoolandsmiling。

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