DUBLINERS

第5章

ButJoesaiditdidn’tmatterandmadehersitdownbythefire。Hewasverynicewithher。Hetoldherallthatwentoninhisoffice,repeatingforherasmartanswerwhichhehadmadetothemanager。MariadidnotunderstandwhyJoelaughedsomuchovertheanswerhehadmade,butshesaidthatthemanagermusthavebeenaveryoverbearingpersontodealwith。Joesaidhewasn’tsobadwhenyouknewhowtotakehim,thathewasadecentsortsolongasyoudidn’trubhimthewrongway。MrsDonnellyplayedthepianoforthechildrenandtheydancedandsang。Thenthetwonext-doorgirlshandedroundthenuts。Nobodycouldfindthenutcrackers,andJoewasnearlygettingcrossoveritandaskedhowdidtheyexpectMariatocracknutswithoutanutcracker。ButMariasaidshedidn’tlikenutsandthattheyweren’ttobotherabouther。ThenJoeaskedwouldshetakeabottleofstout,andMrsDonnellysaidtherewasportwinetoointhehouseifshewouldpreferthat。Mariasaidshewouldrathertheydidn’taskhertotakeanything:butJoeinsisted。

SoMarialethimhavehiswayandtheysatbythefiretalkingoveroldtimesandMariathoughtshewouldputinagoodwordforAlphy。ButJoecriedthatGodmightstrikehimstonedeadifeverhespokeawordtohisbrotheragainandMariasaidshewassorryshehadmentionedthematter。MrsDonnellytoldherhusbanditwasagreatshameforhimtospeakthatwayofhisownfleshandblood,butJoesaidthatAlphywasnobrotherofhisandtherewasnearlybeingarowontheheadofit。ButJoesaidhewouldnotlosehistemperonaccountofthenightitwas,andaskedhiswifetoopensomemorestout。Thetwonext-doorgirlshadarrangedsomeHallowEvegamesandsooneverythingwasmerryagain。MariawasdelightedtoseethechildrensomerryandJoeandhiswifeillsuchgoodspirits。

Thenext-doorgirlsputsomesaucersonthetableandthenledthechildrenuptothetable,blindfold。Onegottheprayer-bookandtheotherthreegotthewater;andwhenoneofthenext-doorgirlsgottheringMrsDonnellyshookherfingerattheblushinggirlasmuchastosay:O,Iknowallaboutit!TheyinsistedthenonblindfoldingMariaandleadingheruptothetabletoseewhatshewouldget;and,whiletheywereputtingonthebandage,Marialaughedandlaughedagaintillthetipofhernosenearlymetthetipofherchin。

Theyledheruptothetableamidlaughingandjoking,andsheputherhandoutintheairasshewastoldtodo。Shemovedherhandabouthereandthereintheairanddescendedononeofthesaucers。Shefeltasoftwetsubstancewithherfingersandwassurprisedthatnobodyspokeortookoffherbandage。Therewasapauseforafewseconds;andthenagreatdealofscufflingandwhispering。Somebodysaidsomethingaboutthegarden,andatlastMrsDonnellysaidsomethingverycrosstooneofthenext-doorgirlsandtoldhertothrowitoutatonce:thatwasnoplay。Mariaunderstoodthatitwaswrongthattimeandsoshehadtodoitoveragain:andthistimeshegottheprayer-book。

AfterthatMrsDonnellyplayedMissMcCloud’sReelforthechildren,andJoemadeMariatakeaglassofwine。Soontheywereallquitemerryagain,andMrsDonnellysaidMariawouldenteraconventbeforetheyearwasoutbecauseshehadgottheprayer-book。MariahadneverseenJoesonicetoheras-hewasthatnight,sofullofpleasanttalkandreminiscences。

Shesaidtheywereallverygoodtoher。

AtlastthechildrengrewtiredandsleepyandJoeaskedMariawouldshenotsingsomelittlesongbeforeshewent,oneoftheoldsongs。MrsDonnellysaid`Doplease,Maria!’andsoMariahadtogetupandstandbesidethepiano。MrsDonnellybadethechildrenbequietandlistentoMaria’ssong。Thensheplayedthepreludeandsaid`Now,Maria!’

andMaria,blushingverymuch,begantosinginatinyquaveringvoice。

Shesang`IDreamtthatIDwelt’,andwhenshecametothesecondverseshesangagain:IdreamtthatIdweltinmarblehallsWithvassalsandserfsatmyside,AndofallwhoassembledwithinthosewallsThatIwasthehopeandthepride。

Ihadrichestoogreattocount,couldboastOfahighancestralname,ButIalsodreamt,whichpleasedmemost,Thatyoulovedmestillthesame。Butnoonetriedtoshowherhermistake;andwhenshehadendedhersongJoewasverymuchmoved。HesaidthattherewasnotimelikethelongagoandnomusicforhimlikepooroldBalfe,whateverotherpeoplemightsay;

andhiseyesfilledupsomuchwithtearsthathecouldnotfindwhathewaslookingforandintheendhehadtoaskhiswifetotellhimwherethecorkscrewwas。

APainfulCase

MrJamesDuffylivedinChapelizodbecausehewishedtoliveasfaraspossiblefromthecityofwhichhewasacitizenandbecausehefoundalltheothersuburbsofDublinmean,modern,andpretentious。Helivedinanoldsombrehouse,andfromhiswindowshecouldlookintothedisuseddistilleryorupwardsalongtheshallowriveronwhichDublinisbuilt。

Theloftywallsofhisuncarpetedroomwerefreefrompictures。Hehadhimselfboughteveryarticleoffurnitureintheroom:ablackironbedstead,anironwash-stand,fourcanechairs,aclothes-rack,acoal-scuttle,afenderandirons,andasquaretableonwhichlayadoubledesk。Abookcasehadbeenmadeinanalcovebymeansofshelvesofwhitewood。Thebedwasclothedwithwhitebedclothesandablackandscarletrugcoveredthefoot。

Alittlehand-mirrorhungabovethewash-standandduringthedayawhite-shadedlampstoodasthesoleornamentofthemantelpiece。Thebooksonthewhitewoodenshelveswerearrangedfrombelowupwardsaccordingtobulk。AcompleteWordsworthstoodatoneendofthelowestshelfandacopyoftheMaynoothCatechism,sewnintotheclothcoverofanotebook,stoodatoneendofthetopshelf。Writingmaterialswerealwaysonthedesk。InthedesklayamanuscripttranslationofHauptmann’sMichaelKramer,thestagedirectionsofwhichwerewritteninpurpleink,andalittlesheafofpapersheldtogetherbyabrasspin。Inthesesheetsasentencewasinscribedfromtimetotimeand,inanironicalmoment,theheadlineofanadvertisementforBileBeanshadbeenpastedontothefirstsheet。Onliftingthelidofthedeskafaintfragranceescaped-thefragranceofnewcedar-woodpencilsorabottleofgumorofanover-ripeapplewhichmighthavebeenleftthereandforgotten。

MrDuffyabhorredanythingwhichbetokenedphysicalormentaldisorder。

Amedievaldoctorwouldhavecalledhimsaturnine。Hisface,whichcarriedtheentiretaleofhisyears,wasofthebrowntintofDublinstreets。

Onhislongandratherlargeheadgrewdryblackhair,andatawnymoustachedidnotquitecoveranunamiablemouth。Hischeekbonesalsogavehisfaceaharshcharacter;buttherewasnoharshnessintheeyeswhich,lookingattheworldfromundertheirtawnyeyebrows,gavetheimpressionofamaneveralerttogreetaredeeminginstinctinothersbutoftendisappointed。

Helivedatalittledistancefromhisbody,regardinghisownactswithdoubtfulside-glances。Hehadanoddautobiographicalhabitwhichledhimtocomposeinhismindfromtimetotimeashortsentenceabouthimselfcontainingasubjectinthethirdpersonandapredicateinthepasttense。

Henevergaveaimstobeggars,andwalkedfirmly,carryingastouthazel。

HehadbeenformanyyearscashierofaprivatebankinBaggotStreet。

EverymorninghecameinfromChapelizodbytram。AtmiddayhewenttoDanBurke’sandtookhislunchabottleoflagerbeerandasmalltrayfulofarrowrootbiscuits。Atfouro’clockhewassetfree。Hedinedinaneating-houseinGeorge’sStreetwherehefelthimselfsafefromthesocietyofDublin’sgildedyouthandwheretherewasacertainplainhonestyinthebilloffare。Hiseveningswerespenteitherbeforehislandlady’spianoorroamingabouttheoutskirtsofthecity。HislikingforMozart’smusicbroughthimsometimestoanoperaoraconcert:theseweretheonlydissipationsofhislife。

Hehadneithercompanionsnorfriends,churchnorcreed。Helivedhisspirituallifewithoutanycommunionwithothers,visitinghisrelativesatChristmasandescortingthemtothecemeterywhentheydied。Heperformedthesetwosocialdutiesforolddignity’ssake,butconcedednothingfurthertotheconventionswhichregulatetheciviclife。Heallowedhimselftothinkthatincertaincircumstanceshewouldrobhisbankbut,asthesecircumstancesneverarose,hisliferolledoutevenly-anadventurelesstale。

OneeveninghefoundhimselfsittingbesidetwoladiesintheRotunda。

Thehouse,thinlypeopledandsilent,gavedistressingprophecyoffailure。

Theladywhosatnexthimlookedroundatthedesertedhouseonceortwiceandthensaid:

`Whatapitythereissuchapoorhousetonight!It’ssohardonpeopletohavetosingtoemptybenches。’

Hetooktheremarkasaninvitationtotalk。Hewassurprisedthatsheseemedsolittleawkward。Whiletheytalkedhetriedtofixherpermanentlyinhismemory。Whenhelearnedthattheyounggirlbesideherwasherdaughterhejudgedhertobeayearorsoyoungerthanhimself。Herface,whichmusthavebeenhandsome,hadremainedintelligent。Itwasanovalfacewithstronglymarkedfeatures。Theeyeswereverydarkblueandsteady。

Theirgazebeganwithadefiantnote,butwasconfusedbywhatseemedadeliberateswoonofthepupilintotheiris,revealingforaninstantatemperamentofgreatsensibility。Thepupilreasserteditselfquickly,thishalf-disclosednaturefellagainunderthereignofprudence,andherastrakhanjacket,mouldingabosomofacertainfullness,struckthenoteofdefiancemoredefinitely。

HemetheragainafewweeksafterwardsataconcertinEarlsfortTerraceandseizedthemomentswhenherdaughter’sattentionwasdivertedtobecomeintimate。Shealludedonceortwicetoherhusband,buthertonewasnotsuchastomaketheallusionawarning。HernamewasMrsSinico。Herhusband’sgreat-great-grandfatherhadcomefromLeghorn。HerhusbandwascaptainofamercantileboatplyingbetweenDublinandHolland;andtheyhadonechild。

Meetingherathirdtimebyaccident,hefoundcouragetomakeanappointment。

Shecame。Thiswasthefirstofmanymeetings;theymetalwaysintheeveningandchosethemostquietquartersfortheirwalkstogether。MrDuffy,however,hadadistasteforunderhandwaysand,findingthattheywerecompelledtomeetstealthily,heforcedhertoaskhimtoherhouse。CaptainSinicoencouragedhisvisits,thinkingthathisdaughter’shandwasinquestion。

Hehaddismissedhiswifesosincerelyfromhisgalleryofpleasuresthathedidnotsuspectthatanyoneelsewouldtakeaninterestinher。Asthehusbandwasoftenawayandthedaughteroutgivingmusiclessons,MrDuffyhadmanyopportunitiesofenjoyingthelady’ssociety。Neitherhenorshehadhadanysuchadventurebeforeandneitherwasconsciousofanyincongruity。

Littlebylittleheentangledhisthoughtswithhers。Helentherbooks,providedherwithideas,sharedhisintellectuallifewithher。Shelistenedtoall。

Sometimesinreturnforhistheoriesshegaveoutsomefactofherownlife。Withalmostmaternalsolicitudesheurgedhimtolethisnatureopentothefull:shebecamehisconfessor。HetoldherthatforsometimehehadassistedatthemeetingsofanIrishSocialistParty,wherehehadfelthimselfauniquefigureamidstascoreofsoberworkmeninagarretlitbyaninefficientoil-lamp。Whenthepartyhaddividedintothreesections,eachunderitsownleaderandinitsowngarret,hehaddiscontinuedhisattendances。Theworkmen’sdiscussions,hesaid,weretootimorous;theinteresttheytookinthequestionofwageswasinordinate。Hefeltthattheywerehard-featuredrealistsandthattheyresentedanexactitudewhichwastheproduceofaleisurenotwithintheirreach。Nosocialrevolution,hetoldher,wouldbelikelytostrikeDublinforsomecenturies。

Sheaskedhimwhydidhenotwriteouthisthoughts。Forwhat?heaskedher,withcarefulscorn。Tocompetewithphrasemongers,incapableofthinkingconsecutivelyforsixtyseconds?Tosubmithimselftothecriticismsofanobtusemiddleclasswhichentrusteditsmoralitytopolicemenanditsfineartstoimpresarios?

HewentoftentoherlittlecottageoutsideDublin;oftentheyspenttheireveningsalone。Littlebylittle,astheirthoughtsentangled,theyspokeofsubjectslessremote。Hercompanionshipwaslikeawarmsoilaboutanexotic。Manytimessheallowedthedarktofalluponthem,refrainingfromlightingthelamp。Thedarkdiscreetroom,theirisolation,themusicthatstillvibratedintheirearsunitedthem。Thisunionexaltedhim,woreawaytheroughedgesofhischaracter,emotionalizedhismentallife。

Sometimeshecaughthimselflisteningtothesoundofhisownvoice。Hethoughtthatinhereyeshewouldascendtoanangelicalstature;and,asheattachedtheferventnatureofhiscompanionmoreandmorecloselytohim,heheardthestrangeimpersonalvoicewhichherecognizedashisown,insistingonthesoul’Sincurableloneliness。Wecannotgiveourselves,itsaid:weareourown。Theendofthesediscourseswasthatonenight,duringwhichshehadshowneverysignofunusualexcitement,MrsSinicocaughtuphishandpassionatelyandpressedittohercheek。

MrDuffywasverymuchsurprised。Herinterpretationofhiswordsdisillusionedhim。Hedidnotvisitherforaweek;thenhewrotetoheraskinghertomeethim。AshedidnotwishtheirlastinterviewtobetroubledbytheinfluenceoftheirruinedconfessionaltheymetinalittlecakeshopneartheParkgate。Itwascoldautumnweather,butinspiteofthecoldtheywanderedupanddowntheroadsoftheParkfornearlythreehours。Theyagreedtobreakofftheirintercourse:everybond,hesaid,isabondtosorrow。WhentheycameoutoftheParktheywalkedinsilencetowardsthetram;buthereshebegantotremblesoviolentlythat,fearinganothercollapseonherpart,hebadehergood-byequicklyandlefther。Afewdayslaterhereceivedaparcelcontaininghisbooksandmusic。

Fouryearspassed。MrDuffyreturnedtohisevenwayoflife。Hisroomstillborewitnessoftheorderlinessofhismind。Somenewpiecesofmusicencumberedthemusic-standinthelowerroomandonhisshelvesstoodtwovolumesbyNietzsche:ThusSpakeZarathustraandTheGayScience。

Hewroteseldominthesheafofpaperswhichlayinhisdesk。Oneofhissentences,writtentwomonthsafterhislastinterviewwithMrsSinico,read:Lovebetweenmanandwomanisimpossiblebecausetheremustnotbesexualintercourse,andfriendshipbetweenmanandwomanisimpossiblebecausetheremustbesexualintercourse。Hekeptawayfromconcertslestheshouldmeether。Hisfatherdied;thejuniorpartnerofthebankretired。

AndstilleverymorninghewentintothecitybytramandeveryeveningwalkedhomefromthecityafterhavingdinedmoderatelyinGeorge’sStreetandreadtheeveningpaperfordessert。

Oneeveningashewasabouttoputamorselofcornedbeefandcabbageintohismouthhishandstopped。Hiseyesfixedthemselvesonaparagraphintheeveningpaperwhichhehadproppedagainstthewater-carafe。Hereplacedthemorseloffoodonhisplateandreadtheparagraphattentively。

Thenhedrankaglassofwater,pushedhisplatetooneside,doubledthepaperdownbeforehimbetweenhiselbowsandreadtheparagraphoverandoveragain。Thecabbagebegantodepositacoldwhitegreaseonhisplate。

Thegirlcameovertohimtoaskwashisdinnernotproperlycooked。Hesaiditwasverygoodandateafewmouthfulsofitwithdifficulty。Thenhepaidhisbillandwentout。

HewalkedalongquicklythroughtheNovembertwilight,hisstouthazelstickstrikingthegroundregularly,thefringeofthebuffMailpeepingoutofaside-pocketofhistightreeferovercoat。OnthelonelyroadwhichleadsfromtheParkgatetoChapelizodheslackenedhispace。

Hisstickstruckthegroundlessemphatically,andhisbreath,issuingirregularly,almostwithasighingsound,condensedinthewintryair。

Whenhereachedhishousehewentupatoncetohisbedroomand,takingthepaperfromhispocket,readtheparagraphagainbythefailinglightofthewindow。Hereaditnotaloud,butmovinghislipsasapriestdoeswhenhereadstheprayersSecreto。Thiswastheparagraph:DEATHOFALADYATSYDNEYPARADE

APAINFULCASE

TodayattheCityofDublinHospitaltheDeputyCoroner(intheabsenceofMrLeverett)heldaninquestonthebodyofMrsEmilySinico,agedforty-threeyears,whowaskilledatSydneyParadeStationyesterdayevening。Theevidenceshowedthatthedeceasedlady,whileattemptingtocrosstheline,wasknockeddownbytheengineoftheteno’clockslowtrainfromKingstown,therebysustaininginjuriesoftheheadandrightsidewhichledtoherdeath。

JamesLennon,driveroftheengine,statedthathehadbeenintheemploymentoftherailwaycompanyforfifteenyears。Onhearingtheguard’swhistlehesetthetraininmotionandasecondortwoafterwardsbroughtittorestinresponsetoloudcries。Thetrainwasgoingslowly。

P。Dunne,railwayporter,statedthatasthetrainwasabouttostartheobservedawomanattemptingtocrossthelines。Herantowardsherandshouted,but,beforehecouldreachher,shewascaughtbythebufferoftheengineandfelltotheground。

Ajuror。`Yousawtheladyfall?’

Witness。`Yes。’

Police-SergeantCrolydeposedthatwhenhearrivedhefoundthedeceasedlyingontheplatformapparentlydead。Heha-thebodytakentothewaiting-roompendingthearrivaloftheambulance。

Constable57corroborated。

DrHalpin,assistanthouse-surgeonoftheCityofDublinHospital,statedthatthedeceasedhadtwolowerribsfracturedandhadsustainedseverecontusionsoftherightshoulder。Therightsideoftheheadhadbeeninjuredinthefall。Theinjurieswerenotsufficienttohavecauseddeathinanormalperson。Death,inhisopinion,hadbeenprobablyduetoshockandsuddenfailureoftheheart’saction。

MrH。B。PattersonFinlay,onbehalfoftherailwaycompany,expressedhisdeepregretattheaccident。Thecompanyhadalwaystakeneveryprecautiontopreventpeoplecrossingthelinesexceptbythebridges,bothbyplacingnoticesineverystationandbytheuseofpatentspringgatesatlevelcrossings。Thedeceasedhadbeeninthehabitofcrossingthelineslateatnightfromplatformtoplatformand,inviewofcertainothercircumstancesofthecase,hedidnotthinktherailwayofficialsweretoblame。

CaptainSinico,ofLeoville,SydneyParade,husbandofthedeceased,alsogaveevidence。Hestatedthatthedeceasedwashiswife。HewasnotinDublinatthetimeoftheaccidentashehadarrivedonlythatmorningfromRotterdam。Theyhadbeenmarriedfortwenty-twoyearsandhadlivedhappilyuntilabouttwoyearsago,whenhiswifebegantoberatherintemperateinherhabits。

MissMarySinicosaidthatoflatehermotherhadbeeninthehabitofgoingoutatnighttobuyspirits。She,witness,hadoftentriedtoreasonwithhermotherandhadinducedhertojoinaLeague。Shewasnotathomeuntilanhouraftertheaccident。

ThejuryreturnedaverdictinaccordancewiththemedicalevidenceandexoneratedLennonfromallblame。

TheDeputy-Coronersaiditwasamostpainfulcase,andexpressedgreatsympathywithCaptainSinicoandhisdaughter。Heurgedontherailwaycompanytotakestrongmeasurestopreventthepossibilityofsimilaraccidentsinthefuture。Noblameattachedtoanyone。MrDuffyraisedhiseyesfromthepaperandgazedoutofhiswindowonthecheerlesseveninglandscape。TheriverlayquietbesidetheemptydistilleryandfromtimetotimealightappearedinsomehouseontheLucanroad。

Whatanend!Thewholenarrativeofherdeathrevoltedhimanditrevoltedhimtothinkthathehadeverspokentoherofwhatheheldsacred。Thethreadbarephrases,theinaneexpressionsofsympathy,thecautiouswordsofareporterwonovertoconcealthedetailsofacommonplacevulgardeathattackedhisstomach。Notmerelyhadshedegradedherself;shehaddegradedhim。Hesawthesqualidtractofhervice,miserableandmalodorous。Hissoul’scompanion!Hethoughtofthehobblingwretcheswhomhehadseencarryingcansandbottlestobefilledbythebarman。

JustGod,whatanend!Evidentlyshehadbeenunfittolive,withoutanystrengthofpurpose,aneasypreytohabits,oneofthewrecksonwhichcivilizationhasbeenreared。Butthatshecouldhavesunksolow!Wasitpossiblehehaddeceivedhimselfsoutterlyabouther?Herememberedheroutburstofthatnightandinterpreteditinaharshersensethanhehadeverdone。Hehadnodifficultynowinapprovingofthecoursehehadtaken。

Asthelightfailedandhismemorybegantowanderhethoughtherhandtouchedhis。Theshockwhichhadfirstattackedhisstomachwasnowattackinghisnerves。Heputonhisovercoatandhatquicklyandwentout。Thecoldairmethimonthethreshold;itcreptintothesleevesofhiscoat。Whenhecametothepublic-houseatChapelizodBridgehewentinandorderedahotpunch。

Theproprietorservedhimobsequiouslybutdidnotventuretotalk。

Therewerefiveorsixworking-menintheshopdiscussingthevalueofagentleman’sestateinCountyKildare。Theydrankatintervalsfromtheirhugepinttumblersandsmoked,spittingoftenonthefloorandsometimesdraggingthesawdustovertheirspitswiththeirheavyboots。MrDuffysatonhisstoolandgazedatthemwithoutseeingorhearingthem。Afterawhiletheywentoutandhecalledforanotherpunch。Hesatalongtimeoverit。Theshopwasveryquiet。TheproprietorsprawledonthecounterreadingtheHeraldandyawning。Nowandagainatramwasheardswishingalongthelonelyroadoutside。

Ashesatthere,livingoverhislifewithherandevokingalternatelythetwoimagesinwhichhenowconceivedher,herealizedthatshewasdead,thatshehadceasedtoexist,thatshehadbecomeamemory。Hebegantofeelillatease。Heaskedhimselfwhatelsecouldhehavedone。Hecouldnothavecarriedonacomedyofdeceptionwithher;hecouldnothavelivedwithheropenly。Hehaddonewhatseemedtohimbest。Howwashetoblame?Nowthatshewasgoneheunderstoodhowlonelyherlifemusthavebeen,sittingnightafternight,aloneinthatroom。Hislifewouldbelonelytoountilhe,too,died,ceasedtoexist,becameamemory-ifanyonerememberedhim。

Itwasafternineo’clockwhenhelefttheshop。Thenightwascoldandgloomy。HeenteredtheParkbythefirstgateandwalkedalongunderthegaunttrees。Hewalkedthroughthebleakalleyswheretheyhadwalkedfouryearsbefore。Sheseemedtobenearhiminthedarkness。Atmomentsheseemedtofeelhervoicetouchhisear,herhandtouchhis。Hestoodstilltolisten。Whyhadhewithheldlifefromher?Whyhadhesentencedhertodeath?Hefelthismoralnaturefallingtopieces。

WhenhegainedthecrestoftheMagazineHillhehaltedandlookedalongtherivertowardsDublin,thelightsofwhichburnedredlyandhospitablyinthecoldnight。Helookeddowntheslopeand,atthebase,intheshadowofthewallofthePark,hesawsomehumanfigureslying。Thosevenalandfurtivelovesfilledhimwithdespair。Hegnawedtherectitudeofhislife;

hefeltthathehadbeenoutcastfromlife’sfeast。Onehumanbeinghadseemedtolovehimandhehaddeniedherlifeandhappiness:hehadsentencedhertoignominy,adeathOfshame。Heknewthattheprostratecreaturesdownbythewallwerewatchinghimandwishedhimgone。Noonewantedhim;

hewasoutcastfromlife’sfeast。Heturnedhiseyestothegreygleamingriver,windingalongtowardsDublin。BeyondtheriverhesawagoodstrainwindingoutofKingsbridgeStation,likeawormwithafieryheadwindingthroughthedarkness,obstinatelyandlaboriously。Itpassedslowlyoutofsight;butstillheheardinhisearsthelaboriousdroneoftheenginereiteratingthesyllablesofhername。

Heturnedbackthewayhehadcome,therhythmoftheenginepoundinginhisears。Hebegantodoubttherealityofwhatmemorytoldhim。Hehaltedunderatreeandallowedtherhythmtodieaway。Hecouldnotfeelhernearhiminthedarknessnorhervoicetouchhisear。Hewaitedforsomeminuteslistening。Hecouldhearnothing:thenightwasperfectlysilent。Helistenedagain:perfectlysilent。Hefeltthathewasalone。

IvyDayInTheCommitteeRoom

OldJackrakedthecinderstogetherwithapieceofcardboardandspreadthemjudiciouslyoverthewhiteningdomeofcoals。Whenthedomewasthinlycoveredhisfacelapsedintodarknessbut,ashesethimselftofanthefireagain,hiscrouchingshadowascendedtheoppositewallandhisfaceslowlyre-emergedintolight。Itwasanoldman’sface,verybonyandhairy。

Themoistblueeyesblinkedatthefireandthemoistmouthfellopenattimes,munchingonceortwicemechanicallywhenitclosed。Whenthecindershadcaughthelaidthepieceofcardboardagainstthewall,sighedandsaid:

`That’sbetternow,MrO’Connor。’

MrO’Connor,agrey-hairedyoungman,whosefacewasdisfiguredbymanyblotchesandpimples,hadjustbroughtthetobaccoforacigaretteintoashapelycylinder,butwhenspokentoheundidhishandiworkmeditatively。

Thenhebegantorollthetobaccoagainmeditativelyandafteramoment’sthoughtdecidedtolickthepaper。

`DidMrTierneysaywhenhe’dbeback?’heaskedinahuskyfalsetto。

`Hedidn’tsay。’

MrO’Connorputhiscigaretteintohismouthandbegantosearchhispockets。Hetookoutapackofthinpasteboardcards。

`I’llgetyouamatch,’saidtheoldman。

`Nevermind,this’lldo,’saidMrO’Connor。

Heselectedoneofthecardsandreadwhatwasprintedonit:MUNICIPALELECTIONS

ROYALEXCHANGEWARD

MrRichardJ。Tierney,P。L。G。,respectfullySolicitsthefavourofyourvoteandinfluenceatthecomingelectionintheRoyalExchangeWard。MrO’ConnorhadbeenengagedbyTierney’sagenttocanvassonepartofthewardbut,astheweatherwasinclementandhisbootsletinthewet,hespentagreatpartofthedaysittingbythefireintheCommitteeRoominWicklowStreetwithJack,theoldcaretaker。Theyhadbeensittingthussincetheshortdayhadgrowndark。ItwasthesixthofOctober,dismalandcoldoutofdoors。

MrO’Connortoreastripoffthecardand,lightingit,lithiscigarette。

Ashedidsotheflamelitupaleafofdarkglossyivyinthelapelofhiscoat。Theoldmanwatchedhimattentivelyandthen,takingupthepieceofcardboardagain,begantofanthefireslowlywhilehiscompanionsmoked。

`Ah,yes,’hesaid,continuing,`it’shardtoknowwhatwaytobringupchildren。Nowwho’dthinkhe’dturnoutlikethat!IsenthimtotheChristianBrothersandIdonewhatIcouldforhim,andtherehegoesboozingabout。Itriedtomakehimsomewhatdecent。’

Hereplacedthecardboardwearily。

`OnlyI’manoldmannowI’dchangehistuneforhim。I’dta&;ethesticktohisbackandbeathimwhileIcouldstandoverhim-asIdonemanyatimebefore。Themotheryouknow,shecockshimupwiththisandthat……’

`That’swhatruinschildren,’saidMrO’Connor。

`Tobesureitis,’saidtheoldman。`Andlittlethanksyougetforit,onlyimpudence。Hetakesth’upperhandofmewheneverheseesI’veasuptaken。What’stheworldcomingtowhensonsspeaksthatwaytotheirfathers?’

`Whatageishe?’saidMrO’Connor。

`Nineteen,’saidtheoldman。

`Whydon’tyouputhimtosomething?’

`Sure,amn’tIneverdoneatthedrunkenbowsyeversinceheleftschool?

"Iwon’tkeepyou,"Isays。"Youmustgetajobforyourself。"But,sureit’sworsewheneverhegetsajob;hedrinksitall。’

MrO’Connorshookhisheadinsympathy,andtheoldmanfellsilent,gazingintothefire。Someoneopenedthedooroftheroomandcalledout:

`Hello!IsthisaFreemasons’meeting?’

`Who’sthat?’saidtheoldman。

`Whatareyoudoinginthedark?’askedavoice。

`Isthatyou,Hynes?’askedMrO’Connor。

`Yes。Whatareyoudoinginthedark?’SaidMrHynes,advancingintothelightofthefire。

Hewasatall,Slenderyoungmanwithalightbrownmoustache。Imminentlittledropsofrainhungatthebrimofhishatandthecollarofhisjacket-coatwasturnedup。

`Well,Mat,’hesaidtoMrO’Connor,`howgoesit?’

MrO’Connorshookhishead。Theoldmanleftthehearth,andafterstumblingabouttheroomreturnedwithtwocandlestickswhichhethrustoneaftertheotherintothefireandcarriedtothetable。Adenudedroomcameintoviewandthefirelostallitscheerfulcolour。Thewallsoftheroomwerebareexceptforacopyofanelectionaddress。Inthemiddleoftheroomwasasmalltableonwhichpaperswereheaped。

MrHynesleanedagainstthemantelpieceandasked:

`Hashepaidyouyet?’

`Notyet,’saidMrO’Connor。`IhopetoGodhe’llnotleaveusinthelurchtonight。’

MrHyneslaughed。

`O,he’llpayyou。Neverfear,’hesaid。

`Ihopehe’lllooksmartaboutitifhemeansbusiness,’saidMrO’Connor。

`Whatdoyouthink,Jack?’saidMrHynessatiricallytotheoldman。

Theoldmanreturnedtohisseatbythefire,saying:

`Itisn’tbuthehasit,anyway。Notliketheothertinker。’

`Whatothertinker?’saidMrHynes。

`Colgan,’saidtheoldmanscornfully。

`ItisbecauseColgan’saworking-manyousaythat?What’sthedifferencebetweenagoodhonestbricklayerandapublican-eh?Hasn’ttheworking-manasgoodarighttobeintheCorporationasanyoneelse-ay,andabetterrightthanthoseshoneensthatarealwayshatinhandbeforeanyfellowwithahandletohisname?Isn’tthatso,Mat?’saidMrHynes,addressingMrO’Connor。

`Ithinkyou’reright,’saidMrO’Connor。

`Onemanisaplainhonestmanwithnohunker-slidingabouthim。Hegoesintorepresentthelabourclasses。Thisfellowyou’reworkingforonlywantstogetsomejoborother。’

`Ofcourse,theworking-classesshouldberepresented,’saidtheoldman。

`Theworking-man,’saidMrHynes,`getsallkicksandnohalfpence。

Butit’slabourproduceseverything。Theworking-manisnotlookingforfatjobsforhissonsandnephewsandcousins。Theworking-manisnotgoingtodragthehonourofDublininthemudtopleaseaGermanmonarch。’

`How’sthat?’saidtheoldman。

`Don’tyouknowtheywanttopresentanaddressofwelcometoEdwardRexifhecomesherenextyear?Whatdowewantkowtowingtoaforeignking?’

`Ourmanwon’tvotefortheaddress,’saidMrO’Connor。`HegoesinontheNationalistticket。’

`Won’the?’saidMrHynes。`Waittillyouseewhetherhewillornot。

Iknowhim。IsitTrickyDickyTierney?’

`ByGod!perhapsyou’reright,Joe,’saidMrO’Connor。`Anyway,Iwishhe’dturnupwiththespondulicks。’

Thethreemenfellsilent。Theoldmanbegantorakemorecinderstogether。

MrHynestookoffhishat,shookitandthenturneddownthecollarofhiscoat,displaying,ashedidso,anivyleafinthelapel。

`Ifthismanwasalive,’hesaid,pointingtotheleaf,`we’dhavenotalkofanaddressofwelcome。’

`That’strue,’saidMrO’Connor。

`Musha,Godbewiththemtimes!’saidtheoldman。`Therewassomelifeinitthen。’

Theroomwassilentagain。Thenabustlinglittlemanwithasnufflingnoseandverycoldearspushedinthedoor。Hewalkedoverquicklytothefire,rubbinghishandsasifheintendedtoproduceasparkfromthem。

`Nomoney,boys,’hesaid。

`Sitdownhere,MrHenchy,’saidtheoldman,offeringhimhischair。

`O,don’tstir,Jack,don’tstir,’saidMrHenchy。

HenoddedcurtlytoMrHynesandsatdownonthechairwhichtheoldmanvacated。

`DidyouserveAungierStreet?’heaskedMrO’Connor。

`Yes,’saidMrO’Connor,beginningtosearchhispocketsformemoranda。

`DidyoucallonGrimes?’

`Idid。’

`Well?Howdoeshestand?’

`Hewouldn’tpromise。Hesaid:"Iwon’ttellanyonewhatwayI’mgoingtovote。"ButIthinkhe’llbeallright。’

`Whyso?’

`Heaskedmewhothenominatorswere;andItoldhim,ImentionedFatherBurke’sname。Ithinkit’llbeallright。’

MrHenchybegantosnuffleandtorubhishandsoverthefireataterrificspeed。Thenhesaid:

`FortheloveofGod,Jack,bringusabitofcoal。Theremustbesomeleft。’

Theoldmanwentoutoftheroom。

`It’snogo,’saidMrHenchy,shakinghishead。`Iaskedthelittleshoeboy,buthesaid:"O,now,MrHenchy,whenIseetheworkgoingonproperlyIwon’tforgetyou,youmaybesure。"Meanlittletinker!’Usha,howcouldhebeanythingelse?’

`WhatdidItellyou,Mat?’saidMrHynes。`TrickyDickyTierney。’

`O,he’sastrickyastheymake`em,’saidMrHenchy。`Hehasn’tgotthoselittlepig’seyesfornothing。Blasthissoul!Couldn’thepayuplikeamaninsteadof:"O,nowMrHenchy,ImustspeaktoMrFanning……

I’vespentalotofmoney。"Meanlittleschoolboyofhell!Isupposeheforgetsthetimehislittleoldfatherkeptthehand-me-downshopinMary’sLane。’

`Butisthatafact?’askedMrO’Connor。

`God,yes,’saidMrHenchy。`Didyouneverhearthat?AndthemenusedtogoinonSundaymorningbeforethehouseswereopentobuyawaistcoatoratrousers-moya!ButTrickyDicky’slittleoldfatheralwayshadatrickylittleblackbottleupinacorner。Doyoumindnow?That’sthat。

That’swherehefirstsawthelight。’

Theoldmanreturnedwithafewlumpsofcoalwhichheplacedhereandthereonthefire。

`That’sanicehow-do-you-do,’saidMrO’Connor。`Howdoesheexpectustoworkforhimifhewon’tstumpup?’

`Ican’thelpit,’saidMrHenchy。`IexpecttofindthebailiffsinthehallwhenIgohome。’

MrHyneslaughedand,shovinghimselfawayfromthemantelpiecewiththeaidofhisshoulders,madereadytoleave。

`It’llbeallrightwhenKingEddiecomes,’hesaid。`Well,boys,I’moffforthepresent。Seeyoulater。`Bye,’bye。’

Hewentoutoftheroomslowly。NeitherMrHenchynortheoldmansaidanything,but,justasthedoorwasclosing,MrO’Connor,whohadbeenstaringmoodilyintothefire,calledoutsuddenly:

`’Bye,Joe。’

MrHenchywaitedafewmomentsandthennoddedinthedirectionofthedoor。

`Tellme,’hesaidacrossthefire,`whatbringsourfriendinhere?

Whatdoeshewant?’

`’Usha,poorJoel’saidMrO’Connor,throwingtheendofhiscigaretteintothefire,`he’shardup,liketherestofus。’

MrHenchysnuffledvigorouslyandspatsocopiouslythathenearlyputoutthefire,whichutteredahissingprotest。

`Totellyoumyprivateandcandidopinion,’hesaid。`Ithinkhe’samanfromtheothercamp。He’saspyofColgan’s,ifyouaskme。Justgoroundandtryandfindouthowthey’regettingon。Theywon’tsuspectyou。Doyoutwig?’

`Ah,poorJoeisadecentskin,’saidMrO’Connor。

`Hisfatherwasadecent,respectableman,’MrHenchyadmitted。`PooroldLarryHynes!Manyagoodturnhedidinhisday!ButI’mgreatlyafraidourfriendisnotnineteencarat。Damnit,Icanunderstandafellowbeinghardup,butwhatIcan’tunderstandisafellowsponging。Couldn’thehavesomesparkofmanhoodabouthim?’

`Hedoesn’tgetawarmwelcomefrommewhenhecomes,saidtheoldman。

`Lethimworkforhisownsideandnotcomespyingaroundhere。’

`Idon’tknow,’saidMrO’Connordubiously,ashetookoutcigarette-papersandtobacco。`IthinkJoeHynesisastraightman。He’sacleverchap,too,withthepen。Doyourememberthatthinghewrote……?’

`Someofthesehillsidersandfeniansareabittoocleverifyouaskme,’saidMrHenchy。`Doyouknowwhatmyprivateandcandidopinionisaboutsomeofthoselittlejokers?IbelievehalfofthemareinthepayoftheCastle。’

`There’snoknowing,’saidtheoldman。

`O,butIknowitforafact,’saidMrHenchy。`They’reCastlehacks……

Idon’tsayHynes……No,damnit,Ithinkhe’sastrokeabovethat……Butthere’sacertainlittlenoblemanwithacock-eye-youknowthepatriotI’malludingto?’

MrO’Connornodded。

`There’salinealdescendantofMajorSirrforyouifyoulike!O,theheart’sbloodofapatriot!That’safellownowthat’dsellhiscountryforfourpence-ay-andgodownonhisbendedkneesandthanktheAlmightyChristhehadacountrytosell。’

Therewasaknockatthedoor。

`Comein!’saidMrHenchy。

Apersonresemblingapoorclergymanorapooractorappearedinthedoorway。Hisblackclothesweretightlybuttonedonhisshortbodyanditwasimpossibletosaywhetherheworeaclergyman’scollaroralayman’s,becausethecollarofhisshabbyfrock-coat,theuncoveredbuttonsofwhichreflectedthecandle-light,wasturnedupabouthisneck。Heworearoundhatofhardblackfelt。Hisface,shiningwithraindrops,hadtheappearanceofdampyellowcheesesavewheretworosyspotsindicatedthecheek-bones。

Heopenedhisverylongmouthsuddenlytoexpressdisappointmentandatthesametimeopenedwidehisverybrightblueeyestoexpresspleasureandsurprise。

`O,FatherKeon!’saidMrHenchy,jumpingupfromhischair。`Isthatyou?Comein!’

`O,no,no,no,’saidFatherKeonquickly,pursinghislipsasifhewereaddressingachild。

`Won’tyoucomeinandsitdown?’

`No,no,no!’saidFatherKeon,speakinginadiscreet,indulgent,velvetyvoice。`Don’tletmedisturbyounow!I’mjustlookingforMrFanning……

`He’sroundattheBlackEagle,’saidMrHenchy。`Butwon’tyoucomeinandsitdownaminute?’

`No,no,thankyou。Itwasjustalittlebusinessmatter,saidFatherKeon。`Thankyou,indeed。’

HeretreatedfromthedoorwayandMrHenchy,seizingoneofthecandlesticks,wenttothedoortolighthimdownstairs。

`O,don’ttrouble,Ibeg!’

`No,butthestairsissodark。’

`No,no,Icansee……Thankyou,indeed。’

`Areyourightnow?’

`Allright,thanks……Thanks。’

MrHenchyreturnedwiththecandlestickandputitonthetable。Hesatdownagainatthefire。Therewassilenceforafewmoments。

`Tellme,John,’saidMrO’Connor,lightinghiscigarettewithanotherpasteboardcard。

`Hm?’

`Whatisheexactly?’

`Askmeaneasierone,’saidMrHenchy。

`Fanningandhimselfseemtomeverythick。They’reofteninKavanagh’stogether。Isheapriestatall?’

`Mmmyes,Ibelieveso……Ithinkhe’swhatyoucallablacksheep。Wehaven’tmanyofthem,thankGod!butwehaveafew……He’sanunfortunatemanofsomekind……’

`Andhowdoesheknockitout?’askedMrO’Connor。

`That’sanothermystery。’

`Isheattachedtoanychapelorchurchorinstitutionor——’

`No,’saidMrHenchy,`Ithinkhe’stravellingonhisownaccount……

Godforgiveme,’headded,`Ithoughthewasthedozenofstout。’

`Isthereanychanceofadrinkitself?’askedMrO’Connor。

`I’mdrytoo,’saidtheoldman。

`Iaskedthatlittleshoeboythreetimes,’saidMrHenchy,wouldhesendupadozenofstout。Iaskedhimagainnow,buthewasleaningonthecounterinhisshirt-sleeveshavingadeepgosterwithAldermanCowley。

`Whydidn’tyouremindhim?’saidMrO’Connor。

`Well,Iwouldn’tgooverwhilehewastalkingtoAldermanCowley。I

justwaitedtillIcaughthiseye,andsaid:"AboutthatlittlematterIwasspeakingtoyouabout……""That’llbeallright,MrH。,"hesaid。

Yerra,surethelittlehop-o’-my-thumbhasforgottenallaboutit。’

`There’ssomedealoninthatquarter,’saidMrO’Connorthoughtfully。

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