下载辰思小说免费APP
Hegotnofurtherinhisspeech,foratthatmomentIsentanExpressbulletthroughhimandhistall,melancholyfiguredoubledupandcollapsed。
AllthiswhileColonelDurnfordhadbeenbehavingasaBritishofficershoulddo。Scorningtoattemptflight,wheneverIlookedroundIcaughtsightofhistallform,easytorecognizebythelongfairmoustachesandhisarminasling,movingtoandfroencouragingustostandfirmanddielikemen。ThensuddenlyI
sawaKaffir,whocarriedabigoldsmooth-boregun,aimathimfromadistanceofabouttwentyyards,andfire。Hewentdown,asIbelievedead,andthatwastheendofaverygallantofficerandgentlemanwhosemilitarymemoryhasinmyopinionbeenmostunjustlyattacked。TherealblameforthatdisasterdoesnotrestupontheshouldersofeitherColonelDurnfordorColonelPulleine。
Afterthisthingsgrewveryawful。Somefled,butthemoststoodanddiedwheretheywere。OddlyenoughduringallthistimeI
wasnevertouched。Menfelltomyrightandleftandinfrontofme;bulletsandassegaiswhizzedpastme,yetIremainedquiteunhurt。ItwasasthoughsomePowerprotectedme,whichnodoubtitdid。
AtlengthwhennearlyallhadfallenandIhadnothinglefttodefendmyselfwithexceptmyrevolver,Imadeupmymindthatitwastimetogo。Myfirstimpulsewastoridefortheriverninemilesaway。LookingbehindmeIsawthattheroughroadwasfullofZulushuntingdownthosewhotriedtoescape。StillIthoughtIwouldtryit,whensuddenlythereflashedacrossmybrainthesayingofwhoeveritwasthatpersonatedMameenaintheValleyofBones,totheeffectthatinthegreatroutofthebattleIwasnottojointheflyingbuttosetmyfacetowardsUlundiandthatifIdidsoIshouldbeprotectedandnoharmwouldcometome。
Iknewthatallthisprophecywasbutavainthingfondlyimagined,althoughitwastruethatthebattleandtherouthadcome。AndyetIactedonit——whyHeavenknowsalone。
SettingthespurstomyhorseIgallopedoffpastIsandhlwanaMount,onthesouthernslopesofwhichabodyofthe24thwerestillfightingtheirlastfight,andheadingfortheNqutuRange。
TheplainwasfullofZulus,reservesrunningup;alsototherightofmetheUlundiandGikazidivisionswerestreamingforward。These,orsomeofthem,formedthelefthornoftheimpi,butowingtotheunpreparednatureoftheZulubattle,foritmustalwaysberememberedthattheydidnotmeantofightthatday,theiradvancehadbeendelayeduntilitwastoolateforthementirelytoenclosethecamp。Thustheroad,ifitcansobecalled,toFugitives’Driftwasleftopenforawhile,andbyitsomeeffectedtheirescape。Itwasthishorn,orpartofit,thatafterwardsmovedonandattackedRorke’sDrift,withresultsdisastroustoitself。
ForsomehundredsofyardsIrodeonthusrecklessly,becauserecklessnessseemedmyonlychance。ThriceImetbodiesofZulus,butoneachoccasiontheyscatteredbeforeme,callingoutwordsthatIcouldnotcatch。Itwasasthoughtheywerefrightenedofsomethingtheysawaboutme。PerhapstheythoughtthatIwasmadtoridethusamongthem。IndeedImusthavelookedmad,orperhapstherewassomethingelse。AtanyrateI
believedthatIwasgoingtowinrightthroughthemwhenanaccidenthappened。
Abulletstruckmymaresomewhereintheback。Idon’tknowwhereitcamefrom,butasIsawnoZulushoot,Ithinkitmusthavebeenonefiredbyasoldierwhowasstillfightingontheslopesofthemount。Theeffectofitwastomakethepoorbeastquiteungovernable。Roundshewheeledandgallopedatheadlongspeedbacktowardsthepeak,leapingoverdeadanddyingandbreakingthroughthelivingasshewent。Intwominuteswewererushingupitsnorthernflank,whichseemedtobequiteuntenanted,towardsthesheerbrowncliffwhichroseaboveit,forthefightingwasinprogressontheotherside。Suddenlyatthefootofthiscliffthemarestopped,shiveredandsankdowndead,probablyfrominternalbleeding。
Ilookedaboutmedesperately。Toattempttheplainonfootmeantdeath。WhatthenwasItodo?GlancingatthecliffIsawthattherewasagullyinitwornbythousandsofyearsofrainfall,inwhichgrewscantybushes。IntothisIran,andfindingitpracticablethoughdifficult,begantoclimbupwards,quiteunnoticedbytheZuluswhowereallemployeduponthefurtherside。TheendofitwasthatIreachedtheverycrestofthemount,apatchofbare,brownrock,exceptatonespotonitssouthernfrontwheretherewasalittlehollowinwhichatthisrainyseasonoftheyearherbageandfernsgrewintheaccumulatedsoil,alsoafewstunted,aloe-likeplants。
IntothispatchIcrept,havingfirstslakedmythirstfromalittlepoolofrainwaterthatlayinacup-likedepressionoftherock,whichtastedmoredeliciousthananynectar,andseemedtogivemenewlife。ThencoveringmyselfaswellasIcouldwithgrassesanddriedleavesfromthealoeplants,Ilaystill。
NowIwasrightonthebrinkofthecliffandhadthebestviewoftheIsandhlwanaplainandthesurroundingcountrythatcanbeimagined。Frommyloftyeyriesomehundredsoffeetintheair,Icouldseeeverythingthathappenedbeneath。ThusIwitnessedthedestructionofthelastofthesoldiersontheslopesbelow。
Theymadeagallantend,sogallantthatIwasproudtobeofthesamebloodwiththem。Onefineyoungfellowescapedupthepeakandreachedaplateauaboutfiftyfeetbeneathme。HewasfollowedbyanumberofZulus,buttookrefugeinalittlecavewhenceheshotthreeorfourofthem;thenhiscartridgeswereexhaustedandIheardthesavagesspeakinginpraiseofhim——dead。IthinkhewasthelasttodieonthefieldofIsandhlwana。
Thelootingofthecampbegan;itwasaterriblescene。Theoxenandthoseofthehorsesthatcouldbecaughtweredrivenaway,exceptcertainoftheformerwhichwereharnessedtothegunsandsomeofthewagonsand,asIafterwardslearned,takentoUlundiinproofofvictory。ThentheslainwerestrippedandKaffirsappearedwearingtheredcoatsofthesoldiersandcarryingtheirrifles。Thestoreswerebrokenintoandallthespiritsdrunk。
Eventhemedicaldrugswereswallowedbytheseignorantmen,withtheresultthatIsawsomeofthemreelingaboutinagonyandothersfalldownandgotosleep。
AnhourortwolateranofficerwhocamefromthedirectioninwhichtheGeneralhadmarched,canteredrightintothecampwherethetentswerestillstandingandeventheflagwasflying。I
longedtobeabletowarnhim,butcouldnot。Herodeuptotheheadquartersmarquee,whencesuddenlyissuedaZuluwavingagreatspear。Isawtheofficerpulluphishorse,remainforamomentasthoughindecisive,thenturnandgallopmadlyaway,quiteunharmed,thoughoneortwoassegaiswerethrownandmanyshotsfiredathim。AfterthisconsiderablemovementsoftheZuluswenton,ofwhichthenetresultwas,thattheyevacuatedtheplace。
NowIhopedthatImightescape,butitwasnottobe,sinceoneverysidenumbersofthemcreptupIsandhlwanaMountainandhidbehindrocksoramongthetallgrasses,evidentlyforpurposesofobservation。Moreoversomecaptainsarrivedonthelittleplateauwherewasthecaveinwhichthesoldierhadbeenkilled,andcampedthere。Atleastatsundowntheyunrolledtheirmatsandate,thoughtheylightednofire。
Thedarknessfellandinitescapeformefromthatguardedplacewasimpossible,sinceIcouldnotseewheretosetmyfeetandonefalsesteponthesteeprockwouldhavemeantmydeath。FromthedirectionofRorke’sDriftIcouldhearcontinuousfiring;
evidentlysomegreatfightwasgoingonthere,Iwonderedvaguely——withwhatresult。AlittlelateralsoIheardthedistanttrampofhorsesandtherollofgunwheels。ThecaptainsbelowheardittooandsaidonetoanotherthatitwastheEnglishsoldiersreturning,whohadmarchedoutofthecampatdawn。Theydebatedonewithanotherwhetheritwouldbepossibletocollectaforcetofalluponthem,butabandonedtheideabecausetheregimentswhohadfoughtthatdaywerenowatadistanceandtootired,andtheothershadrushedforwardwithorderstoattackthewhitemenonandbeyondtheriver。
Sotheylaystillandlistened,andItoolaystillandlistened,foronthatcloudy,moonlessnightIcouldseenothing。Iheardsmotheredwordsofcommand。Iheardtheforcehaltbecauseitcouldnottravelfurtherinthegloom。Thentheylaydown,thelivingamongthedead,wonderingdoubtlessiftheythemselveswouldnotsoonbedead,asofcoursemusthavehappenedhadtheZulugeneralshipbeenbetter,forifevenfivethousandmenhadbeenavailabletoattackatdawnnotoneofthemcouldhaveescaped。ButProvidenceordaineditotherwise。Someweretakenandtheothersleft。
Aboutanhourbeforedaylightlheardthemstirringagain,andwhenitsfirstgleamscameallofthemhadvanishedoverthenekofslaughter,withwhatthoughtsintheirhearts,Iwondered,andtowhatfate。Thecaptainsontheplateaubeneathhadgonealso,andsohadthecircleofguardsupontheslopesofthemount,forIsawthesedepartthroughthegreymist。Asthelightgathered,however,Iobservedbodiesofmencollectingonthenek,orratheronbothneks,whichmadeitimpossibleformetodowhatI
hadhoped,andruntoovertaketheEnglishtroops。FromtheseI
wasutterlycutoff。NorcouldIremainlongerwithoutfoodonmypointofrock,especiallyasIwassurethatsoonsomeZuluswouldclimbtheretouseitasanoutlookpost。SowhileIwasstillmoreorlesshiddenbythemistandmorningshadows,I
climbeddownitbythesameroadthatIhadclimbedup,andthusreachedtheplain。Notalivingman,whiteorblack,wastobeseen,onlythedead,onlythedead。lwasthelastEnglishmantostandupontheplainofIsandhlwanaforweeksorrathermonthstocome。
Ofallmyexperiencesthiswas,Ithink,thestrangest,afterthatnightofhell,tofindmyselfaloneuponthisfieldofdeath,staringeverywhereatthedistortedfaceswhichonthepreviousmornIhadseensofulloflife。Yetmyphysicalneedsassertedthemselves。Iwasveryhungry,whofortwenty-fourhourshadeatennothing,faintwithhungerindeed。IpassedaprovisionwagonthathadbeenlootedbytheZulus。Tinsofbullybeeflayabout,also,amongawreckofbrokenglass,somebottlesofBass’sbeerwhichhadescapedtheirnotice。Ifoundanassegai,cleaneditinthegroundwhichitneeded,andopeningoneofthetins,laydowninatuftofgrassbyadeadman,orratherbetweenhimandsomeZuluswhomhehadkilled,anddevoureditscontents。AlsoIknockedthetopsoffacoupleofthebeerbottlesanddrankmyfill。WhileIwasdoingthisalargeroughdogwithasilver-mountedcollaronitsneck,IthinkofthesortthatiscalledanAiredaleterrier,cameuptomewhining。AtfirstIthoughtitwasanhyena,butdiscoveringmymistake,threwitsomebitsofmeatwhichitategreedily。
Doubtlessithadbelongedtosomedeadofficer,thoughtherewasnonameonthecollar。Thepoorbeast,whichInamedLost,atonceattacheditselftome,andhereImaysaythatIkeptittillitsdeath,whichoccurredofjaundiceatDurbannotlongbeforeIstartedonmyjourneytoKingSolomon’sMines。Nomaneverhadamorefaithfulfriendandcompanion。
WhenIhadeatenanddrunkIlookedaboutme,wonderingwhatI
shoulddo。FiftyyardsawayIsawastoutBasutoponystillsaddledandbridled,althoughthesaddlewastwistedoutofitsproperposition,whichwascroppingthegrassaswellasitcouldwiththebitinitsmouth。AdvancinggentlyIcaughtitwithouttrouble,andleditbacktotheplunderedwagon。EvidentlyfromthemarksuponthesaddleryithadbelongedtoCaptainShepstone’sforceofmountednatives。
HereIfilledthelargesaddlebagsmadeofbuckskinwithtinsofbeef,acouplemorebottlesofbeerandapacketoftandstickormatcheswhichIwasfortunateenoughtofind。AlsoItooktheMartiniriflefromadeadsoldier,togetherwithascoreorsoofcartridgesthatremainedinhisbelt,forapparentlyhemusthavebeenkilledratherearlyinthefight。
ThusequippedImountedtheponyandoncemorebethoughtmeofescapingtoNatal。Alooktowardsthenekcuredmeofthatidea,forcomingoveritIsawtheplumedheadsofawholehordeofwarriors。DoubtlessthesewerereturningfromtheunsuccessfulattackonRorke’sDrift,thoughofthatIknewnothingatthetime。SowhistlingtothedogIboretotheleftfortheNqutuHills,ridingasfastastheroughgroundwouldallow,andinhalfanhourwasoutofsightofthataccursedplain。
OnemorethingtooIdid。OnitsconfinesIcameacrossagroupofdeadZuluswhoappearedtohavebeenkilledbyashell。
DismountingItooktheheaddressofoneofthemandputiton,forIforgottosaythatIhadlostmyhat。Itwasmadeofabandofotterskinfromwhichroselargetuftsoftheblackfeathersofthefinchwhichthenativescall“sakabula。”AlsoI
tiedhiskiltofwhiteoxtailsaboutmymiddle,precautionstowhichIhavelittledoubtIowemylife,sincefromadistancetheymademelooklikeaKaffirmountedonacapturedpony。
ThenIstartedonagain,whitherIknewnot。
CHAPTERXIX
ALLANAWAKES
NowIhavenointentionofsettingdownallthedetailsofthatdreadfuljourneythroughZululand,evenifIcouldrecallthem,which,forareasontobestated,Icannotdo。IrememberthatatfirstIthoughtofproceedingtoUlundiwithsomewildideaofthrowingmyselfonthemercyofCetewayounderpretencethatI
broughthimamessagefromNatal。Withinacoupleofhours,however,fromthetopofahillIsawaheadofmeanimpiandwithitcapturedwagons,whichwasevidentlyheadingfortheking’skraal。SoasIknewwhatkindofagreetingthesewarriorswouldgiveme,Iboreawayinanotherdirectionwiththehopeofreachingtheborderbyacircuitousroute。InthistooI
hadnoluck,sincepresentlyIcaughtsightofoutpostsstationeduponrocks,whichdoubtlessbelongedtoanotherimpiorregiment。
Indeedonesoldier,thinkingfrommydressthatIalsowasaZulu,calledtomefornewsfromabouthalfamileaway,inthatpeculiarcarryingvoicewhichKaffirscancommand。Ishoutedbacksomethingaboutvictoryandthatthewhitemenwerewipedout,thenputanendtotheconversationbyvanishingintoapatchofdensebush。
ItisafactthatafterthisIhaveonlythedimmestrecollectionofwhathappened。Irememberoff-saddlingatnightonseveraloccasions。Irememberbeingveryhungrybecauseallthefoodwaseatenandthedog,Lost,catchingabushbuckfawn,someofwhichIpartiallycookedonafireofdeadwood,anddevoured。NextI
remember——Isupposethiswasadayortwolater——ridingatnightinathunderstormandaparticularlybrilliantflashoflightningwhichrevealedscenerythatseemedtobefamiliartome,afterwhichcameashockandtotalunconsciousness。
Atlengthmymindreturnedtome。Itwasrebornveryslowlyandwithhorribleconvulsions,outofthewombofdeathandterror。
Isawbloodflowingroundmeinrivers,Iheardthecriesoftriumphandofagony。Isawmyselfstanding,thesolesurvivor,onagreyfieldofdeath,andtheutterlonelinessofitateintomysoul,sothatwithallitsstrengthitprayedthatitmightbenumberedinthisharvest。Butoh!itwassostrong,thatsoulwhichcouldnot,wouldnotdieorflyaway。Sostrong,thatthen,forthefirsttime,Iunderstooditsimmortalityandthatitcould_never_die。Thiseverlastingthingstillclungforawhiletothebodyofitshumiliation,themassofclayandnervesandappetiteswhichitwasdoomedtoanimate,andyetknewitsownseparatenessandeternalindividuality。Strivingtobefreeofearth,stillitseemedtowalktheearth,aspiritandashadow,awareofthehatefulnessofthattowhichitwaschained,aswemightimaginesomelovelybutterflytobethatisfatedbynaturetosuckitsstrengthfromcarrion,andremainsunabletosoarawayintothecleanairofheaven。
SomethingtouchedmyhandandIreflecteddreamilythatifIhadbeenstillalive,forinawayIbelievedthatIwasdead,I
shouldhavethoughtitwasadog’stongue。WithagreateffortI
liftedmyarm,openedmyeyesandlookedatthehandagainstthelight,fortherewaslight,toseeitwassothinthatthislightshonethroughbetweenthebones。ThenIletitfallagain,andlo!itrestedontheheadofadogwhichwentonlickingit。
Adog!Whatdog?NowIremembered;onethatIhadfoundonthefieldofIsandhlwana。ThenImustbestillalive。Thethoughtmademecry,forIcouldfeelthetearsrundownmycheeks,notwithjoybutwithsorrow。Ididnotwishtogoonliving。Lifewastoofullofstruggleandofbloodshedandbereavementandfearandallhorriblethings。Iwaspreparedtoexchangemypartinitjustforrest,fortheblessingofdeep,unendingsleepinwhichnomoredreamscouldcome,nomorecupsofjoycouldbeheldtothirstinglips,onlytobesnatchedaway。
Iheardsomethingshufflingtowardsmeatwhichthedoggrowled,thenseemedtoslinkawayasthoughitwereafraid。Iopenedmyeyesagain,looked,andclosedthemoncemoreinterror,forwhatIsawsuggestedthatperhapsIwasdeadafterallandhadreachedthathellwhichacertainclassofearnestChristianpromisestousastherewardofthefailingsthatNatureandthosewhobegatushavehandedontousasabirthdoom。Itwassomethingunnatural,grey-headed,terrific——doubtlessadevilcometotormentmeintheinquisitionvaultsofHades。YetIhadknownthelikewhenIwasalive。Howhaditbeencalled?I
remembered,“The-thing-that-never-should-have-been-born。”Hark!
Itwasspeakinginthatfulldeepvoicewhichwasunliketoanyother。
“Greeting,Macumazahn。”itsaid。“Iseethatyouhavecomebackfromamongthedeadwithwhomyouhavebeendwellingforamoonandmore。Itisnotwiseofyou,Macumazahn,yetIamgladwhohavematchedmyskillagainstDeathandwon,fornowyouwillhavemuchtotellmeabouthiskingdom。”
SoitwasZikali——Zikaliwhohadbutcheredmyfriends。
“Awayfromme,murderer!“Isaidfaintly,“andletmedie,orkillmeasyoudidtheothers。”
Helaughed,butverysoftly,notinhisusualterrificfashion,repeatingtheword“murderer“twoorthreetimes。Thenwithhisgreathandheliftedmyheadgentlyasawomanmight,saying——
“Lookbeforeyou,Macumazahn。”
IlookedandsawthatIwasinsomekindofacave。OutsidethesunwassettingandagainstitsbrightnessIperceivedtwofigures,awhitemanandawhitewomanwhowerewalkinghandinhandandgazingintoeachother’seyes。TheywereAnscombeandHedapassingthemouthofthecave。
“Beholdthemurdered,OMacumazahn,dealerofhardwords。”
“Itisonlyatrick。”Imurmured。“Kaatjesawthemdeadandburied。”
“Yes,yes,Iforgot。Thefatfool-womansawthemdeadandburied。Well,sometimesthedeadcometolifeagainandforgoodpurpose,asyoushouldknow,Macumazahn,whofollowedthecounselofacertainMameenaandwanderedhereinsteadofrushingontotheZuluspears。”
Itriedtothinkthethingoutandcouldnot,soonlyasked——
“HowdidIcome?Whathappenedtome?“
“Ithinkthesunsmoteyoufirstwhohadnocoveringonyourheadandthelightningsmoteyouafterwards。Yetallthewhilethatreasonhadleftyou,OneledyourhorseandaftertheHeavenshadtriedtokillyouandfailed,perhapsbecausemymagicwastoostrongforthem,Onesentthatbeastwhichyoufound,yes,sentitheretoleadustowhereyoulay。Thereyouwerediscoveredandbroughthither。NowsleeplestyoushouldgofurtherthanevenIcanfetchyoubackagain。”
Heheldhishandsabovemyhead,seemingtogrowinstaturetillhiswhitehairtouchedtheroofofthecave,andinaninstantI
fanciedthatIwasfallingaway,deep,deepintoagulfofnothingness。
Therefollowedanotherperiodofdreaming,inwhichdreamsI
seemedtomeetallsortsofpeople,deadandliving,especiallyLadyRagnall,afriendofminewithwhomIhadbeenconcernedinaverystrangeadventureamongtheKendahpeople*andwithwhomindaystocomeIwasdestinedtobeconcernedagain,althoughofcourseIknewnothingofthis,inastillstrangeradventureofwhatImaycallaspiritualorder,whichImayormaynottrytoreducetowriting。ItseemedtomethatIwasconstantlydiningwithhertete-a-teteandthatshetoldmeallsortsofqueerthingsbetweenthecourses。DoubtlesstheseillusionsoccurredwhenIwasfed。
[*——Seethebookcalled_TheIvoryChild。_——EDITOR。]
AtlengthIwokeupagain,feelingmuchstronger,andsawthedog,Lost,watchingmewithitsgreattendereyes——oh!theytalkoftheeyesofwomen,butaretheyeverasbeautifulasthoseofalovingdog?Itlaybymylowbed-stead,aroughaffairfashionedofpolesandstrungwithrimpisorstringsofrawhide,andbyit,strokingitshead,satthewitch-doctoress,Nombe。I
rememberhowpleasingshelooked,aperfecttypeoftheeternalfemininewithhergraceful,roundedshapeandhercontinual,mysterioussmilewhichsuggestedsomuchmorethananymortalwomanhastogive。
“Good-daytoyou,Macumazahn。”shesaidinhergentlevoice,“youhavegonethroughmuchsincelastwemetonthenightbeforeGozatookyouawaytoUlundi。”
Nowrememberingall,Iwasfilledwithindignationagainstthislittlehumbug。
“Thelasttimewemet,Nombe。”Isaid,“waswhenyouplayedthepartofawomanwhoisdeadintheValeofBonesbytheking’skraal。”
Sheregardedmewithakindlycommiseration,andanswered,shakingherhead——
“Youhavebeenveryill,Macumazahn,andyourspiritstilltricksyou。Iplayedthepartofnowomaninanyvalleybytheking’skraal,norweremyeyesrejoicedwiththesightofyouthereorelsewheretilltheybroughtyoutothisplace,sochangedthatI
shouldscarcelyhaveknownyou。”
“Youlittleliar!“Isaidrudely。
“Dothewhitepeoplealwaysnamethoseliarswhotellthemtruethingstheycannotunderstand?“sheinquiredwithasweetinnocence。Thenwithoutwaitingforananswer,shepattedmyhandasthoughIwereafretfulchildandgavemesomesoupinagourd,saying,“Drinkit,itisgood。TheladyHeddanamadeitherselfinthewhiteman’sfashion。”
Idrankthesoup,whichwasverygood,andasIhandedbackthegourd,answered——
“KaatjehastoldmethattheladyHeddanaisdead。Canthedeadmakesoup?“
Sheconsideredthepointwhileshethrewsomebitsofmeatoutofthebottomofthegourdtothedog,Lost,thenreplied——
“Idonotknow,Macumazahn,orindeedwhetherthedeadeataswedo。NexttimemySpiritvisitsmeIwillmakeinquiryandtellyoutheanswer。ButIdoknowthatitisverystrangethatyou,whoalwaysturnyourbackuponthetruth,aresoreadytoacceptfalsehoods。WhyshouldyoubelievethattheladyHeddanaisdeadjustbecauseKaatjetoldyouso,whenIwhoamstillalivehadsworntoyouthatIwouldprotectherwithmylife?Nay,speaknomorenow。To-morrowifyouarewellenoughyoushallseeandjudgeforyourself。”
Shedrewupthekarossoverme,againpattedmyhandinhermotherlyfashionanddeparted,stillsmiling,afterwhichIwenttosleepagain,sodreamlesslythatIthinktherewassomenativesoporificinthatsoup。
OnthefollowingdaytwoofZikali’sservantswhodidtherougherworkofmysickroom,ifImaysocallit,arrivedandsaidthattheyweregoingtocarrymeoutofthecaveforawhile,ifthatweremywill。Iwholongedtobreathethefreshairagain,saidthatitwasverymuchmywill,whereontheygraspedtheroughbedsteadwhichIhavedescribedbyeitherendandverycarefullyboremedownthecaveandthroughitsnarrowentrance,wheretheysetthebedsteadintheshadowoftheoverhangingrockwithout。
WhenIhadrecoveredalittle,foreventhatshortjourneytiredme,IlookedaboutmeandperceivedthatasIhadexpected,IwasintheBlackKloof,forthereinfrontofmeweretheveryhutswhichwehadoccupiedonourarrivalfromSwazi-Land。
Ilayawhiledrawinginthesweetairwhichtomewaslikeadraughtofnectar,andwonderingwhetherIwerenotstillinadream。Forinstance,IwonderedifIhadtrulyseenthefiguresofAnscombeandHedapassthemouthofthecave,onthatdaywhenIawoke,orifthesewerebutanotherofZikali’sillusionsimprintedonmyweakenedmindbyhiswillpower。ForofwhatheandNombetoldmeIbelievednothing。ThusmarvellingIfellintoadozeandinmydozeheardwhisperings。Iopenedmyeyesandlo!therebeforemestoodAnscombeandHeda。Itwasshewhospokethefirst,forIwastongue-tied;Icouldnotopenmylips。
“DearMr。Quatermain,dearMr。Quatermain!“shemurmuredinhersweetvoice,thenpaused。
Nowatlastwordscametome。“Ithoughtyouwerebothdead。”I
said。“Tellme,areyoureallyalive?“
Shebentdownandkissedmybrow,whileAnscombetookmyhand。
“Nowyouknow。”sheanswered。“Wearebothofusaliveandwell。”
“ThankGod!“Iexclaimed。“Kaatjesworethatshesawyoudeadandburied。”
“OneseesstrangethingsintheBlackKloof。”repliedAnscombespeakingforthefirsttime,“andmuchhashappenedtoussincewewereparted,towhichyouarenotstrongenoughtolistennow。
Whenyouarebetter,thenwewilltellyouall。Sogrowwellassoonasyoucan。”
AfterthisIthinkIfainted,forwhenIcametomyselfagainI
wasbackinthecave。
AnothertendaysorsowentbybeforeIcouldevenleavemybed,formyrecoverywasveryslow。IndeedforweeksIcouldscarcelywalkatall,andsixwholemonthspassedbeforeIreallygotmystrengthagainandbecameasIusedtobe。DuringthosedaysI
oftensawAnscombeandHeda,butonlyforafewminutesatatime。AlsooccasionallyZikaliwouldvisitme,speakingalittle,generallyaboutpasthistory,orsomethingofthesort,butneverofthewar,andgoaway。Atlengthonedayhesaidtome——
“Macumazahn,nowIamsureyouaregoingtolive,amatterastowhichIwasdoubtful,evenafteryouseemedtorecover。For,Macumazahn,youhaveenduredthreeshocks,ofwhichto-dayIamnotafraidtotalktoyou。FirsttherewasthatofthebattleofIsandhlwanawhereyouwerethelastwhitemanleftalive。”
“Howdoyouknowthat,Zikali?“Iasked。
“Itdoesnotmatter。Idoknow。DidyounotridethroughtheZuluswhopartedthiswayandthatbeforeyou,shoutingwhatyoucouldnotunderstand?Oneofthemyoumayrememberevensalutedwithhisspear。”
“Idid,Zikali。Tellme,whydidtheybehavethus,andwhatdidtheyshout?“
“Ishallnottellyou,Macumazahn。Thinkoveritfortherestofyourlifeandconcludewhatyouchoose;itwillnotbesowonderfulasthetruth。Atleasttheydidso,asacertaindollIdressedupyonderintheValeofBonestoldyoutheywould,shewhoseadviceyoufollowedinridingtowardsUlundiinsteadofbacktotheriverwhereyouwouldhavemetyourdeath,likesomanyothersofthewhitepeople。”
“Whowasthatdoll,Zikali?“
“Nay,askmenot。PerhapsitwasNombe,perhapsanother。Ihaveforgotten。Iamveryoldandmymemorybeginstoplaymestrangetricks。StillIrecollectthatshewasagooddoll,solikeadeadwomancalledMameenathatIcouldscarcelyhaveknownthemapart。Ah!thatwasagreatgameIplayedintheValeofBones,wasitnot,Macumazahn?“
“Yes,Zikali,yetIdonotunderstandwhyitwasplayed。”
“Beingsoyoungyoustillhavetheimpatienceofyouth,Macumazahn,althoughyourhairgrowswhite。Waitawhileandyouwillunderstandall。Well,youlaythatnightonthetopmostrockofIsandhlwana,andthereyousawandheardstrangethings。
Youheardtherestofthewhitesoldierscomeandliedowntorestamongtheirdeadbrothers,anddepartagainunharmed。Oh!
whatfoolsaretheseZulugeneralsnowadays。Theysendoutanimpitoattackmenbehindwalls,spearsagainstrifles,andaredefeated。HadtheykeptthatimpitofallontherestoftheEnglishwhentheywalkedintothetrap,notamanofyourpeoplewouldhavebeenleftalive。WouldthathavehappenedinthetimeofChaka?“
“Ithinknot,Zikali。StillIamgladthatitdidhappen。”
“Ithinknottoo,Macumazahn,butsmallmen,smallwit。AlsolikeyouIamgladthatitdidnothappen,sinceitistheZulusIhate,nottheEnglishwhohavenowlearnedalessonandwillnotbecaughtagain。Oh!manyacaptaininZululandisto-dayflatasaprickedbladder,andeventheirvictory,astheycallit,costthemdear。For,mindyou,Macumazahn,foreverywhitemantheykilledtwoofthemdied。So,so!Inthemorningyouleftthehill——donotlookastonished,Macumazahn。Perhapsthosecaptainsontherockbeneathyouletyougofortheirownpurposes,orbecausetheywerecommanded,forthoughweakIcanstillliftastoneortwo,Macumazahn,andafterwardstoldmeallaboutit。Thenyoufoundyourselfaloneamongthedead,likethelastmanintheworld,Macumazahn,andthatdogatyourside,alsoahorsecametoyou。PerhapsIsentthem,perhapsitwasachance。Whoknows?NotImyself,forasIhavesaid,mymemoryhasgrownsobad。Thatwasyourfirstshock,Macumazahn,theshockofstandingaloneamongthedeadlikethelastmanintheworld。Youfeltit,didyounot?“
“AsIhopeIshallneverfeelanythingagain。Itnearlydrovememad。”Ianswered。
“Verynearlyindeed,thoughIhavefeltworsethingsandonlylaughed,asIwouldtellyou,hadIthetime。Well,thenthesunstruckyou,foratthisseasonoftheyearitisveryhotinthosevalleysforawhitemanwithnocoveringtohishead,andyouwentquitemad,thoughfortunatelythedogandthehorseremainedasHeavenhadmadethem。Thatwasthesecondshock。
Thenthestormburstandthelightningfell。Itrandowntheriflethatyoustillcarried,Macumazahn。Iwillshowittoyouandyouwillseethatitsstockisshattered。PerhapsIturnedtheflashaside,forIamagreatthunder-herd,orperhapsitwasOnemightierthanI。Thatwasthethirdshock,Macumazahn。Thenyonwerefound,stillliving——how,thewhiteman,yourfriend,willtellyou。Butyoushouldcherishthatdogofyours,Macumazahn,formanyamanmighthaveservedyouworse。Andbeingstrong,thoughsmall,orperhapsbecauseyoustillhaveworklefttodointheworldbeforeyouleaveitforawhile,youhavelivedthroughallthesethingsandwillintimerecover,thoughnotyet。”
“Ihopeso,Zikali,thoughonthewholeIamnotsurethatIwishtorecover。”
“Yes,youdo,Macumazahn,becausethereligionofyouwhitemenmakesyoufeardeathandwhatmaycomeafterit。Youthinkofwhatyoucallyoursinsandareafraidlestyoushouldbetorturedbecauseofthem,notunderstandingthatthespiritmustbejudgednotbywhatthefleshhasdonebutbywhatthespiritdesiredtodo,by_will_notby_deed,_Macumazahn。Theevilmanishewhowishestodoevil,nothewhowishestodogoodandfallsnowandagainintoevil。Oh!IhavehearkenedtoyourwhiteteachersandIknow,Iknow。”
“Thenbyyourownstandardyouareevil,Zikali,sinceyouwishedtobringaboutwar,andnotinvain。”
“Oho!Macumazahn,youthinkthat,doyou,whocannotunderstandthatwhatseemstobeevilisoftengood。Iwishedtobringaboutwarandbroughtitabout,andmaybewhatbredthewishwasallthatIhavesufferedinthepast。Butsayyou,whohaveseenwhattheZuluPowermeans,whohaveseenmen,womenandchildrenkilledbythethousandtofeedthatPower,andwhohaveseen,too,whattheEnglishPowermeans,isitevilthatIshouldwishtodestroytheHouseoftheZulukingsthattheEnglishHousemaytakeitsplaceandthatinatimetocometheBlackpeoplemaybefree?“
“Youareclever,Zikali,butitisofyourownwrongsthatyouthink。HowaboutthatskullwhichyoukissedintheValeofBones?“
“Mayhap,Macumazahn,butmywrongsarethewrongsofanation,thereforeIthinkofthenation,andatleastIdonotfeardeathlikeyouwhitemen。Nowhearken。Presentlyyourfriendswilltellyouastory。TheladyHeddanawilltellyouhowImadeuseofherforacertainpurpose,forwhichpurposeindeedIdrewthethreeofyouintoZululand,becausewithoutherIcouldnothavebroughtaboutthiswarintowhichCetewayodidnotwishtoenter。
Whenyouhaveheardthatstory,donotjudgemetoohardly,Macumazahn,whohadagreatendtogain。”
“Yetwhateverthestorymaybe,Idojudgeyouhardly,Zikali,whotormentedmewithafalsetale,causingthewomanKaatjetolietomeandswearthatshesawthesetwodeadbeforeher——howI
knownot。”
“Shedidnotlietoyou,Macumazahn。HasnotsuchaoneasIthepowertomakeafatfoolthinkthatshesawwhatshedidnotsee?
Astohow!HowdidImakeyouthinkinyonderhutofminethatyousawwhatyoudidnotsee——perhaps。”
“Butwhydidyoumockmeinthisfashion,Zikali?“
“Truly,Macumazahn,youareblindasabatinsunlight。Whenyourfriendshavetoldyouthestory,youwillunderstandwhy。
YetIadmittoyouthatthingswentwrong。Youshouldhaveheardthattale_before_CetewayobroughtyoutotheValeofBones。
Butthefool-womandelayedandblundered,andwhenshereachedUlundithegateswereshutagainstherasaspy,andnotopenedtilltoolate,sothatyouonlyfoundherwhenyoureturnedfromtheCouncil。Iknewthis,andthatwaswhyIdaredtobidyoufireatthatwhichstoodupontherock。HadyouheardKaatje’staleyoumighthaveaimedstraight,asalsoyouwouldhavecertainlyshotstraightatme,outofrevengeforthedeathsofthoseyouloved,Macumazahn,thoughwhetheryoucouldhavekilledmebeforeallthegameisplayedisanothermatter。Asitwas,I
wassurethatyouwouldnotpiercetheheartofonewho_might_
beacertainwhitewoman,surealsothatyouwouldnotpiercemyheartwhosedeath_might_bringaboutherdeathandthatofanother。”
“Youareverysubtle,Zikali。”Isaidinastonishment。
“SoyouholdbecauseIamverysimple,whounderstandthespiritofman——andsomeotherthings。Fortherest,hadyounotbelievedthatthesetwoweredead,youwouldneverhaveleftZululand。Youwouldhavetriedtoescapetogettothemandhavebeenkilled。Isitnotso?“
“Yes,IthinkIshouldhavetried,Zikali。Butwhydidyoukeepthemprisoner?“
“ForthesamereasonthatIstillkeepthem——andyou——toholdthembackawhilefromtheworldofghosts。HadIsentthemawayafterthatnightofthedeclarationofwar,theywouldhavebeenkilledbeforetheyhadgoneanhour’sjourney。Oh!Iamnotsobadasyouthink,Macumazahn,andIneverbreakmyword。NowI
havedone。”
“Howgoesthewar?“Iaskedasheshuffledtohisfeet。
“Asitmustgo,veryillfortheZulus。TheyhavedrivenbackthewhitemenwhogatherstrengthfromovertheBlackWaterandwillcomeonpresentlyandwipethemout。UmnyamanawouldhavehadCetewayoinvadeNatalandsweepitclean,asofcourseheshouldhavedone。ButIsenthimwordthatifhedidsoNomkubulwana,yes,sheandnoother,hadtoldmethatallthespiritswouldbeagainsthim,andhehearkened。Whennextyouthinkmewicked,rememberthat,Macumazahn。Nowitisbutamatteroftime,andhereyoumustbidetillallisfinished。
Thatwillbegoodforyouwhoneedrest,thoughtheothertwofinditwearisome。Stillforthemitisgoodalsotowatchthefruitripenontheirtreeoflove。Itwillbethesweeterwhentheyeatit,Macumazahn,andteachthemhowtolivetogether。
Oho!Oho-ho!“andheshambledoff。
CHAPTERXX
HEDA’STALE
ThateveningwhenIwaslyingonmybedoutsidethecave,IheardthetaleofAnscombeandHeda。Uptoacertainpointhetoldit,thenshewentonwiththestory。
“Onthemorningafterourarrivalatthisplace,Allan。”saidAnscombe,“Iwokeuptofindyougonefromthehut。AsyoudidnotcomebackIconcludedthatyouwerewithZikali,andwalkedaboutlookingforyou。ThenfoodwasbroughttousandHedaandIbreakfastedtogether,afterwhichwewenttowhereweheardthehorsesneighingandfoundthatyourswasgone。Returning,muchfrightened,wemetNombe,whogavemeyournotewhichexplainedeverything,andweinquiredofherwhythishadbeendoneandwhatwastobecomeofus。ShesmiledandansweredthatwehadbetteraskthefirstquestionofthekingandthesecondofhermasterZikali,andinthemeanwhilebeatpeacesincewewerequitesafe。
“ItriedtoseeZikalibutcouldnot。ThenIwenttoinspanthehorseswiththeideaoffollowingyou,onlytofindthattheyweregone。IndeedIhavenotseenthemfromthatdaytothis。
Nextwethoughtofstartingonfoot,forwewerequitedesperate。
ButNombeintervenedandtoldusthatifweventuredoutoftheBlackKloofweshouldbekilled。Inshortwewereprisoners。
“Thiswentonforsomedays,duringwhichwewerewelltreatedbutcouldnotsucceedinseeingZikali。Atlengthonemorninghesentforusandweweretakentotheenclosureinfrontofhishut,Kaatjecomingwithusasinterpreter。Forawhilehesatstill,lookingverygrimandterrible。Thenhesaid——
“’WhiteChiefandLady,youthinkillofmebecauseMacumazahnhasgoneandyouarekeptprisonershere,andbeforeallisdoneyouwillthinkworse。YetIcounselyoutotrustmesinceeverythingthathappensisforyourgood。’
“AtthispointHeda,who,asyouknow,talkedZulufairlywell,thoughnotsowellasshedoesnow,brokein,andsaidsomeveryangrythingstohim。”
“Yes。”interruptedHeda。“ItoldhimthathewasaliarandI
believedthathehadmurderedyouandmeanttomurderus。”
“Helistenedstonily。”continuedAnscombe,“andanswered,’I
perceive,LadyHeddana,thatyouunderstandenoughofourtonguetoenablemetotalktoyou;thereforeIwillsendawaythishalf-breedwoman,sincewhatIhavetosayissecret。’
“ThenhecalledservantsbyclappinghishandsandorderedthemtoremoveKaatje,whichwasdone。
“’Now,LadyHeddana,’hesaid,speakingveryslowlysothatHedamightinterprettomeandrepeatinghiswordswhenevershedidnotunderstand,’Ihaveaproposaltomaketoyou。FormyownendsitisnecessarythatyoushouldplayapartandappearbeforethekingandtheCouncilasthegoddessofthislandwhoiscalledtheChieftainessofHeaven,whichgoddessisalwaysseenasawhitewoman。ThereforeyoumusttravelwithmetoUlundiandtheredothosethingswhichIshalltellyou。’
“’AndifIrefusetoplaythistrick,’saidHeda,’whatthen?’
“’Then,LadyHeddana,thiswhitelordwhomyouloveandwhoistobeyourhusbandwill——die——andafterheisdeadyoumuststilldowhatIdesireofyou,or——diealso。’
“’WouldhecomewithmetoUlundi?’askedHeda。
“’Notso,Lady。Hewouldstayhereunderguard,butquitesafe,andyouwillbebroughtbacktohim,safe。Choosenow,withdeathontheonehandandsafetyontheother。Iwouldsleepalittle。Talkthematteroverinyourowntongueandwhenitissettledawakenmeagain,’andheshuthiseyesandappearedtogotosleep。
“Sowediscussedthesituation,ifyoucancallitdiscussionwhenwewerebothnearlymad。Hedawishedtogo。Ibeggedhertoletmebekilledratherthantrustherselfintothehandsofthisoldvillain。ShepointedoutthatevenifIwerekilled,whichsheadmittedmightnothappen,shewouldstillbeinhishandswhenceshecouldonlyescapebyherowndeath,whereasifshewenttherewasachancethatwemightbothcontinuetolive,andthatafteralldeathwaseasytofind。SointheendIgavewayandwewokeupZikaliandtoldhimso。
“Heseemedpleasedandspoketousgently,saying,’Iwassurethatwisdomdweltbehindthosebrighteyesofyours,Lady,andagainIpromiseyouthatneitheryounorthelordyourlovershallcometoanyharm。AlsothatinpaymentIandmychild,Nombe,willprotectyouevenwithourlives,andfurther,thatI
willbringbackyourfriend,Macumazahn,toyou,thoughnotyet。
Nowgoandbehappytogether。NombewilltelltheladyHeddanawhensheistostart。OfallthissaynothingonyourperiltothewomanKaatje,sinceifyoudo,itwillbenecessarythatsheshouldbemadesilent。Indeed,lestsheshouldlearnsomething,to-morrowIshallsendherontoawaityouatUlundi,thereforebenotsurprisedifyouseehergo,andtakenoheedofaughtshemaysayingoing。Nombe,mychild,willfillherplaceasservanttotheladyHeddanaandsleepwithheratnightthatshemaynotbelonelyorafraid。’
“Thenheclappedhishandsagainandservantscameandconductedusbacktothehuts。Andnow,Allan,Hedawillgoonwiththestory。”
“Well,Mr。Quatermain。”shesaid,“nothingmorehappenedthatdaywhichwespentwithburstinghearts。Kaatjedidnotquestionusastowhatthewitch-doctorhadsaidaftershewassentaway。
IndeedInoticedthatshewasgrowingverystupidanddrowsy,likeapersonwhohasbeendrugged,asIdaresayshewas,andwouldinsistuponbeginningtopackupthethingsinafoolishkindofway,mutteringsomethingaboutourtrekkingonthefollowingday。Thenightpassedasusual,Kaatjesleepingveryheavilybymysideandsnoringsomuch“(hereIgroanedsympathetically)“thatIcouldgetlittlerest。Onthenextmorningafterbreakfastasthehutswereveryhot,Nombesuggestedthatweshouldsitundertheshadowoftheoverhangingrock,justwherewearenow。Accordinglywewent,andbeingtiredoutwithallourtroublesandbadnights,Ifellintoadoze,andso,Ithink,didMaurice,Nombesittingneartousandsingingallthewhile,averyqueerkindofsong。
“Presently,throughmydozeasitwere,IsawKaatjeapproaching。
Nombewenttomeether,stillsinging,andtakingherhand,ledhertothecart,wheretheyseemedtotalktothehorses,whichsurprisedmeastherewerenohorses。Thenshebroughtherroundthecartandpointedtous,stillsinging。NowKaatjebegantoweepandthrowherhandsabout,whileNombepattedherontheshoulder。Itriedtospeaktoherbutcouldnot。Mytonguewastied,whyIdon’tknow,butIsupposebecauseIwasreallyasleep,andMauricealsowasasleepanddidnotwakeatall。”
“Yes。”saidAnscombe,“Iremembernothingofallthisbusiness。”
“AfterawhileKaatjewentaway,stillweeping,andthenIfellasleepinearnestanddidnotwakeuntilthesunwasgoingdown,whenIrousedMauriceandwebothwentbacktothehut,whereI
foundthatNombehadcookedoureveningmeal。IlookedforKaatje,butcouldnotfindher。AlsoinsearchingthroughmythingsImissedthebagofjewels。IcalledtoNombeandaskedwhereKaatjewas,whereonshesmiledandsaidthatshehadgoneaway,takingthebagwithher。Thispainedme,forIhadalwaysfoundKaatjequitehonest——“
“Whichsheis。”Iremarked,“forthosejewelsarenowinabankatMaritzburg。”
Hedanoddedandwenton,“Iamgladtohearit;indeed,rememberingwhatZikalihadsaid,Ineverreallysuspectedherofbeingathief,butthoughtitwasallpartofsomeplan。Afterthisthingswentonasbefore,exceptthatNombetookKaatje’splaceandwaswithmedayandnight。OfKaatje’sdisappearanceshewouldsaynothing。Zikaliwedidnotsee。
“OnthethirdeveningafterthevanishingofKaatje,NombecameandsaidthatImustmakereadyforajourney,andwhileshespokemenarrivedwithalitterthathadgrassmatshungroundit。Nombebroughtoutmylongcapeandputitoverme,alsoakindofveilofwhitestuffwhichshethrewovermyhead,soastohidemyface。Ithinkitwasmadeoutofoneofourtravellingmosquitonets。ThenshesaidImustsaygood-byetoMauriceforawhile。Therewasasceneasyoumayimagine。Hegrewangryandsaidthathewouldcomewithme,whereonarmedmenappeared,sixofthem,andpushedhimawaywiththehandlesoftheirspears。InanotherminuteIwasliftedintothelitterwhichNombeenteredwithme,andsowewereparted,wonderingifweshouldeverseeeachothermore。AtthemouthofthekloofI
sawanotherlittersurroundedbyanumberofZulus,whichNombesaidcontainedZikali。
“Wetravelledallthatnightandtwosucceedingnights,restingduringthedayindesertedkraalsthatappearedtohavebeenmadereadyforus。Itwasastrangejourney,foralthoughthearmedmenflittedaboutus,neithertheynorthebearerseverspoke,nordidIseeZikali,orindeedanyoneelse。OnlyNombecomfortedmefromtimetotime,tellingmetherewasnothingtofear。TowardsdawnonthethirdnightwetravelledoversomehillsandIwasputintoanewhutandtoldthatmyjourneywasdoneaswehadreachedaplacenearUlundi。
“Isleptmostofthefollowingday,butafterIhadeatentowardsevening,Zikalicreptintothehut,justasagreattoadmightdo,andsquatteddowninfrontofme。
“’Lady,’hesaid,’listen。To-night,perhapsonehouraftersundown,perhapstwo,perhapsthree,Nombewillleadyou,dressedinacertainfashion,fromthishut。Seenow,outsideofitthereisatongueofrockupwhichyoumayclimbunnotedbythelittlepaththatrunsbetweenthosebigstones。Look,’andheshowedmetheplacethroughthedoor-hole。’Thepathendsonaflatboulderattheendoftherock。Thereyouwilltakeyourstand,holdinginyourrighthandalittleassegaiwhichwillbegiventoyou。Nombewillnotaccompanyyoutotherock,butshewillcrouchbetweenthestonesattheheadofthepathandperhapsfromtimetotimewhispertoyouwhattodo。Thuswhenshetellsyou,youmustthrowthelittlespearintotheair,sothatitfallsamonganumberofmengatheredindebatewhowillbeseatedabouttwentypacesfromtherock。Fortherestyouaretostandquitestill,sayingnothingandshowingnoalarmwhateveryoumayhearorsee。Amongthemenbeforeyoumaybeyourfriend,Macumazahn,butyoumustnotappeartorecognizehim,andifhespeakstoyou,youmustmakenoanswer。Evenifheshouldseemtoshootatyou,donotbeafraid。Doyouunderstand?Ifso,repeatwhatIhavetoldyou。’IobeyedhimandaskedwhatwouldhappenifIdidnotdothesethings,orsomeofthem。
“Heanswered,’Youwillbekilled,Nombewillbekilled,thelordMauritiyourloverwillbekilled,andyourfriendMacumazahnwillbekilled。PerhapsevenIshallbekilledandwewilltalkthematteroverinthelandofghosts。’
“OnhearingthisIsaidIwoulddomybesttocarryouthisorders,andaftermakingmerepeatthemoncemore,hewentaway。
Later,Nombedressedmeupasyousawme,Mr。Quatermain,putsomeglitteringpowderintomyhairandtouchedmebeneaththeeyeswithadarkkindofpigment。Alsoshegavemethelittlespearandmademepractisestandingquitestillwithitraisedinmyrighthand,tellingmethatwhenIheardhersaytheword’Throw,’Iwastocastitintotheair。Thenthemoonroseandweheardmentalkingatadistance。AtlastsomeonecametothehutandwhisperedtoNombe,wholedmeouttothelittlepathbetweentherocks。
“ThismusthavebeennearlytwohoursafterIheardthemenbegintotalk——“
“Excuseme。”Iinterrupted,“butwherewasNombeallthosetwohours?“
“Withme。Sheneverleftmyside,Mr。Quatermain,andwhileI
wasontherockshewascrouchedwithinthreepacesofmebetweentwobigstonesatthemouthofthepath。”
“Indeed。”Irepliedfaintly,“thisisveryinteresting。Pleasecontinue——butoneword,howwasNombedressed?Didshewearanecklaceofbluebeads?“
“Justasshealwaysis,orratherlessso,forshehadnothingonexcepthermoocha,andcertainlynobluebeads。Butwhydoyouask?“
“Fromcuriositymerely。Imean,Iwilltellyouafterwards,praygoon。”
“Well,Isteppedforwardontotherockandatfirstsawnothing,becauseatthatmomentthemoonwashidbyacloud;indeedNombehadwaitedforthecloudtopassoveritsface,beforeshethrustmeforward。Alsosomesmokefromafirebelowwasrisingstraightinfrontofme。Presentlythecloudpassed,thesmokethinned,andIsawthecircleofthosesavagemenseatedbeneath,andintheircentreagreatchiefwearingaleopard’sskincloakwhoIguessedwastheking。YouIdidnotsee,Mr。Quatermain,becauseyouwerebehindatree,yetIfeltthatyouwerethere,afriendamongallthosefoes。Istoodstill,asIhadbeentaughttodo,andheardthemurmurofastonishmentandcaughtthegleamofthemoonlightfromthewhitefeathersthatweresewnuponmyrobe。
“ThenIheardalsothevoiceofZikalispeakingfrombeneath。Hecalledonyoutocomeouttoshootatme,andthemanwhomItooktobetheking,orderedyoutoobey。Youappearedfrombehindthetree,andIwascertainfromthelookuponyourfacethatatthatdistanceyoudidnotknowwhoIwasinmystrangeandglitteringraiment。YouliftedthepistolandIwasterriblyafraid,forIhadseenyoushootwithitbeforeontheverandahoftheTempleandknewwellthatyoudonotmiss。VerynearlyI
screamedouttoyou,butrememberedandwassilent,thinkingthatafterallitdidnotmuchmatterifIdied,exceptforthesakeofMauricehere。AlsobynowIguessedthatIwasbeingusedtodeceivethosemenbeforemeintosometerribleact,andthatifI
died,atleasttheywouldbeundeceived。
“IthoughtthatanagepassedbetweenthetimeyoupointedthepistolandIsawtheflashforwhichIwaswaiting。”
“Youneednothavewaited,Heda。”Iinterposed,“forifIhadreallyaimedatyouyouwouldneverhaveseenthatflash,atleastsoitissaid。Itooguessedenoughtoshootaboveyou,althoughatthetimeIdidnotknowthatitwasyouontherock;
indeedIthoughtitwasNombepaintedup。”
“Yes,Iheardthebulletsingoverme。ThenIheardthevoiceofZikalichallengingyoutoshoothim,andtotellthetruth,hopedthatyouwoulddoso。Justbeforeyoufiredforthesecondtime,Nombewhisperedtome——’Throw’andIthrewthelittlered-handledspearintotheair。ThenasthepistolwentoffNombewhispered——’Come。’Islippedawaydownthepathandbackwithherintothehut,whereshekissedmeandsaidthatIhaddonewellindeed,afterwhichshetookoffmystrangerobeandhelpedmetoputonmyowndress。
“ThatisallIknow,exceptthatsomehourslaterIwasawakenedfromsleepandputintothelitterwhereIwenttosleepagain,forwhatIhadgonethroughtiredmeverymuch。Ineednottroubleyouwiththerest,forwejourneyedhereinthesamewaythatwehadjourneyedtoUlundi——bynight。IdidnotseeZikali,butinanswertomyquestions,NombetoldmethattheZulushaddeclaredwaragainsttheEnglish。WhatpartinthebusinessI
hadplayed,shewouldnottellme,andIdonotknowtothishour,butIamsurethatitwasagreatone。
“SowecamebacktotheBlackKloof,whereIfoundMauricequitewell,andnowhehadbettergoonwiththetale,forifIbegintotellyouofourmeetingIshallbecomefoolish。”
“Thereisn’tmuchmoretotell。”saidAnscombe,“exceptaboutyourself。WhileHedawasawayIwaskeptaprisonerandwatcheddayandnightbyZikali’speoplewhowouldnotletmestirayard,butotherwisetreatedmekindly。Thenonedayatsunrise,orshortlyafterit,Hedare-appearedandtoldmeallthisstory,fortheendofwhich,asyoumayimagine,IthankedGod。
“Afterthatwejustlivedonhere,happilyenoughsinceweweretogether,untilonedayNombetoldusthattherehadbeenagreatbattleinwhichtheZulushadwipedouttheEnglish,killinghundredsandhundredsofthem,althoughforeverysoldierthattheykilled,theyhadlosttwo。Ofcoursethismadeusverysad,especiallyaswewereafraidyoumightbewithourtroops。WeaskedNombeifyouwerepresentatthebattle。SheansweredthatshewouldinquireofherSpiritandwentthroughsomeverystrangeperformanceswithashesandknucklebones,afterwhichsheannouncedthatyouhadbeeninthebattlebutwerealiveandcomingthiswaywithadogthathadsilveronit。Welaughedather,sayingthatshecouldnotpossiblyknowanythingofthesort,alsothatdogsasaruledidnotcarrysilver。Whereonsheonlysmiledandsaid——’Wait。’
“IthinkitwasthreedayslaterthatonenighttowardsdawnI
wasawakenedbyhearingadogbarkingoutsidemyhut,asthoughitwishedtocallattentiontoitspresence。ItbarkedsopersistentlyandinawaysounlikeaKaffirdog,thatatlengthaboutdawnIwentoutofthehuttoseewhatwasthematter。
There,standingafewyardsawaysurroundedbysomeofZikali’speople,IsawLostandknewatoncethatitwasanEnglishAiredale,forIhavehadseveralofthebreed。Itlookedverytiredandfrightened,andwhileIwaswonderingwhenceonearthitcouldhavecome,Inoticedthatithadasilver-mountedcollarandrememberedNombeandhertalkaboutyouandadogthatcarriedsilveronit。Fromthatmoment,Allan,Iwascertainthatyouweresomewherenear,especiallyasthebeastranuptome——itwouldtakenonoticeoftheKaffirs——andkeptlookingtowardsthemouthofthekloof,asthoughitwishedmetofollowit。JustthenNombearrived,andonseeingthedoglookedatmeoddly。
“’Ihaveamessageforyoufrommymaster,Mauriti,’shesaidtomethroughHeda,whobynowhadarriveduponthescene,havingalsobeenarousedbyLost’sbarking。’Itisthatifyouwishtotakeawalkwithastrangedogyoucandoso,andbringbackanythingyoumayfind。’“
“TheendofitwasthatafterwehadfedLostwithmilkandmeat,IandsixofZikali’smenstarteddownthekloof,Lostgoingaheadofusandnowandagainrunningbackandwhining。Atthemouthofthekloofitledusoverahillanddownintoabush-veldvalleywherethethornsgrewverythick。Whenwehadgonealongthevalleyforabouttwomiles,oneoftheKaffirssawaBasutoponystillsaddled,andcaughtit。Thedogwentonpasttheponytoatreethathadbeenshatteredbylightning,andtherewithinafewyardsofthetreewefoundyoulyingsenseless,Allan,or,asIthoughtatfirst,dead,andbyyoursideaMartinirifleofwhichthestockalsoseemedtohavebeenbrokenbylightning。
“Well,weputyouonashieldandcarriedyouhere,meetingnoone,andthatisallthestory,Allan。”
Hestoppedandwestaredateachother。ThenIcalledLostandpatteditshead,andthedearbeastlickedmyhandasthoughitunderstoodthatitwasbeingthanked。
“Astrangetale。”Isaid,“butGodAlmightyhasputmuchwisdomintoHiscreaturesofwhichweknownothing。LetusthankHim。”
andinourheartswedid。
ThuswasIrescuedfromdeathbytheintelligenceandfidelityofafour-footedcreature。Doubtlessinmysemi-consciousstatethatresultedfromshock,wearinessandsun-stroke,Ihadallthewhileheadedsub-consciouslyandwithoutanydefiniteobjectfortheBlackKloof。WhenIwaswithinafewmilesofitIwasstunnedbythelightningwhichrandowntherifletotheground,thoughnotactuallystruck。Thenthedog,whichhadescaped,playeditspart,wanderingaboutthecountrytofindhelpforme,andsoIwassaved。
NowofthelongmonthsthatfollowedIhavelittletotell。Theywerenotunhappyintheirway,forweekbyweekIfeltmyselfgrowingstronger,thoughveryslowly。Therewasapath,steep,difficultandsecret,whichcouldbegainedthroughoneofthecavesintheprecipice,notthatinwhichIslept。Thispathranupawater-cutkloofthroughapatchofthornstoaflattablelandthatwaspartoftheCezastronghold。Byit,whenI
hadgainedsufficientstrength,sometimesweusedtoclimbtotheplateau,andtheretakeexercise,ItwasanagreeablechangefromthestiflingatmosphereoftheBlackKloof。Thedayswereverydull,forwewereasmuchoutoftheworldasthoughwehadbeenmaroonedonadesertisland。StillfromtimetotimeweheardoftheprogressofthewarthroughNombe,forZikaliIsawbutseldom。
ShetoldofdisasterstotheEnglish,ofthedeathofagreatyoungChiefwhowasdesertedbyhiscompanionsanddiedfightingbravely——afterwardsIdiscoveredthatthiswasthePrinceImperialofFrance——oftheadvanceofourarmies,ofdefeatsinflicteduponCetewayo’simpis,andfinallyofthedestructionoftheZulusonthebattlefieldofUlundi,wheretheyhurledthemselvesbythousandsupontheBritishsquare,tobesweptawaybycase-shotandthehailofbullets。Thisbattle,bytheway,theZuluscall,notUlundiorNodwengu,foritwasfoughtinfrontofPanda’soldkraalofthatname,butOcwecweni,whichmeans——“thefightofthesheet-ironfortress。”Isupposetheygiveitthisnamebecausethehedgeofbayonets,flashinginthesunlight,remindedthemofsheet-iron。Oritmaybebecausetheseprovedasimpenetrableaswouldhavedonewallsofiron。
Atanyratetheydashedtheirnakedbodiesagainstthestormofleadandfellinheaps,onlyaboutadozenofourmenbeingkilled,asthelittlegraveyardinthecentreofthesquareentrenchment,aboutwhichstilllietheemptycartridgecases,recordsto-day。
There,then,onthatplainperishedtheZulukingdomwhichwasbuiltupbyChaka。
NowitwasafterthiseventthatIsawZikaliandbeggedhimtoletusgo。Ifoundhimtriumphantandyetstrangelydisturbedand,asIthought,moreapprehensivethanIhadeverseenhim。
“So,Zikali。”Isaid,“ifwhatIhearistrue,youhavehadyourwayanddestroyedtheZulupeople。Nowyoushouldbehappy。”
“Ismaneverhappy,Macumazahn,whenhehasgainedthatwhichhesoughtforyears?Thetwoouttheresighandaresadbecausetheycannotbemarriedaftertheirownwhitefashion,thoughwhatthereistokeepthemapartIdonotknow。Well,intimetheywillbemarried,onlytofindthattheyarenotsohappyastheythoughttheywouldbe。Oh!adaywillcomewhentheywilltalktoeachotherandsay——’ThosemoonswhichwespentwaitingtogetherintheBlackKloofwerethetruemoonsofsweetness,forthenwehadsomethingtogain;nowwehavegainedall——andwhatisit?’
“Soitiswithme,Macumazahn。SincetheZulusunderChakakilledoutmypeople,theNdwandwe,yearbyyearIhaveplottedandwaitedtoseethemweddedtotheassegai。Nowithascomeabout。YouwhitemenhavestampedthemflatupontheplainofUlundi;theyarenomoreanation。AndyetIamnothappy,forafterallitwastheHouseofSenzangaconaandnotthepeopleoftheZulus,thatharmedmeandmine,andCetewayostilllives。
Whilethequeenbeeremainstheremaybeahiveagain。Whileanemberstillglowsinthedeadashes,theforestmayvetbefired。
PerhapswhenCetewayoisdead,thenIshallbehappy。OnlyhisdeathandminearesetbyFateasclosetogetherastwosistergrainsofcornuponthecob。”
Iturnedthesubject,againaskinghisleavetodeparttoNatalortojointheEnglisharmy。
“Youcannotgoyet。”heansweredsternly,“sotroublemenomore。
ThelandisfullofwanderingbandsofZuluswhowouldkillyouandyourbloodwouldbeonmyhead。Moreover,iftheysawawhitewomanwhohadshelteredwithme,mighttheynotguesssomething?TodressadollforthepartoftheInkosazana-y-Zuluisthegreatestcrimeintheworld,Macumazahn,andwhatwouldhappentotheOpenerofRoadsandallhisHouseifitwereevenbreathedthathehaddressedthatdollandthusbroughtaboutthewarwhichruinedthem?WhenCetewayoiskilledandthedeadareburiedandpeacefallsupontheland,thepeaceofdeath,thenyoushallgo,Macumazahn,andnotbefore。”
“Atleast,Zikali,sendamessagetothecaptainsoftheEnglisharmyandtellthemthatwearehere。”
“Sendamessagetothehyenasandtellthemwherethecarcaseis;
sendamessagetothehuntersandtellthemwherethebuckZikalicrouchesonitsform!Hearken,Macumazahn,ifyoudothis,orevenurgemeagaintodoit,neitheryounoryourfriendsshalleverleavetheBlackKloof。Ihavespoken。”
Thenunderstandingthatthecasewashopeless,Ilefthimandhegloweredafterme,forfearhadmadehimcruel。Hehadwonthelonggameandsuccesshadturnedtoashesinhismouth。Orrather,hehadnotwon——yet——sincehiswarwasagainsttheHouseofSenzangaconafromwhichheandhistribehadsufferedcruelwrong。TopullitdownhemustpulldowntheZulunation;itwaslikeburningacitytodestroyacompromisingletter。Hehadburntthecity,buttheletterstillremainedintactandmightbeproducedinevidenceagainsthim。InotherwordsCetewayoyetlived。Thereforehisvengeanceremainedquiteunslakedandhisdangerwasasgreat,orperhapsgreaterthanithadeverbeenbefore。ForwashenottheprophetwhobyproducingthePrincessofHeaven,thetraditionalgoddessoftheZulus,beforetheeyesofthekingandCouncil,hadcausedthemtodecideforwar?Andsupposingitweresomuchasbreathedthatthisspiritwhichtheyseemedtosee,hadbeenbutatrickandafraud,whatthen?Hewouldbetorturedtodeathifhisdupeshadtime,ortornlimbfromlimbiftheyhadnot,thatisifhecoulddielikeothermen——amatterastowhichpersonallyIhadnodoubts。
ShortlyafterIleftZikaliHedaandIateoureveningmealtogether。Anscombe,asitchanced,hadgonebythesecretpathtothetablelandofwhichIhavespoken,whereheamusedhimself,asofcoursewewerenotallowedtofireagun,bycatchingpartridges,withthehelpofaningenioussystemofgrassnetswhichhehadinvented。Therewerespringsonthistablelandthatformedlittlepoolsofwater,atwhichthepartridges,alsooccasionallyguineafowlandbushpheasants,cametodrinkatsunriseandsunset。Hereitwasthathesethisnetsandretiredtoworkthematthosehoursbymeansofstringsthathepulledfromhiding-places。SoHedaandIwerealone。
ItoldherofmyillsuccesswithZikali,atwhichshewasmuchdisappointed。ThenbyanafterthoughtIsuggestedthatperhapsshemighttrytodosomethinginthewayofgettingamessagethroughtotheEnglishcampatUlundi,orelsewhere,byhelpofthewitch-doctoress,Nombe,addingthatIwouldspeaktohermyselfhadInotobservethatIseemedtobeoutoffavourwithheroflate。Hedashookherheadandansweredthatshethoughtitwouldbeuselesstotry,alsotoodangerous。RememberingZikali’sthreat,onreflectionIagreedwithher。
“Tellme,Mr。Quatermain。”sheadded,“isitpossibleforonewomantobeinlovewithanother?“
IstaredatherandrepliedthatIdidnotunderstandwhatshemeant,sincewomen,sofarasIhadobservedthem,weregenerallyinloveeitherwithamanorwiththemselves,perhapsmoreoftenwiththelatterthantheformer。RatheracheapjokeIadmit,withjustenoughtruthinittomakeitacceptable——intheBlackKloof。
“SoIthought。”sheanswered,“butreallyNombebehavesinamostpeculiarway。Asyouknowshetookafancytomefromthebeginning,perhapsbecauseshehadneverhadanyotherwomanwithwhomtoassociate,having,sofarasIcanmakeout,beenbroughtuphereamongmenfromachild。Indeed,herstoryisthatshewasoneoftwinsandthereforeastheyounger,wasexposedtodieaccordingtotheZulusuperstition。Zikali,however,oraservantofhiswhoknewwhatwashappening,rescuedandrearedher,sopracticallyIamtheonlyfemalewithwhomshehaseverbeenintimate。Atanyrateheraffectionformehasgrownandgrownuntil,althoughitseemsungratefultosayso,ithasbecomesomethingofanuisance。Shehastoldmeagainandagainthatshewoulddietoprotectme,andthatifbychanceanythinghappenedtome,shewouldkillherselfandfollowmeintoanotherworld。Sheiscontinuallymakingdivinationsaboutmyfuture,andasthese,inwhichsheentirelybelieves,alwaysshowmeaslivingwithouther,sheismuchdistressedandattimesburstsintotears。”
“Hysteria!ItisverycommonamongtheZuluwomen,andespeciallythoseofthemwhopractisemagicarts。”Ianswered。
“Perhaps,butasitresultsinthemostintensejealousy,Nombe’shysteriaisawkward。Forinstance,sheishorriblyjealousofMaurice。”
“Theinstinctsofachaperonedevelopedearly。”Isuggestedagain。
“Thatwon’tquitedo,Mr。Quatermain。”answeredHedawithalaugh,“sincesheisevenmorejealousofyou。WithreferencetoMaurice,sheexplainsfranklythatifwemarryshemight,assheputsit,’continuetositoutsidethehut,’butthatinyourcaseyoulive’inmyhead,’whereshecannotcomebetweenyouandme。”
“Mad。”Iremarked,“quitemad。Stillmadnesshastobedealtwithinthisworldlikeotherthings,andNombe,beinganabnormalperson,maysufferfromabnormalideas。Itjustamountstothis;shehasconceivedapassionatedevotiontoyou,atwhichIamsureneitherMauricenorIcanwonder。”
“Arethosethekindofcomplimentsyouusedtopayinyouryouth,Mr。Quatermain?Iexpectso,andnowthatyouareoldyoucannotstopthem。Well,Ithankyouallthesame,becauseperhapsyoumeanwhatyousay。ButwhatistobedoneaboutNombe?Hush!
hereshecomes。Iwillleaveyoutoreasonwithher,ifyougetthechance。”andshedepartedinahurry。
Nombearrived,andsomethinginheraspecttoldmethatIwasgoingtogetthechance。Hereternalsmilewasalmostgoneandherdark,beautifuleyesflashedominously。StillshebeganbyaskinginamildvoicewhethertheladyHeddanahadeatenhersupperwithappetite。ItwillbeobservedthatshewasnotinterestedinmyappetiteorwhetherenoughwasleftforAnscombewhenhereturned。IrepliedthatsofarasInotedshehadconsumedabouthalfapartridge,withotherthings。
“Iamglad。”saidNombe,“sinceIwasnotheretoattenduponher,havingbeensummonedtospeakwiththeMaster。”
Thenshesatdownandlookedatmelikeathunderstorm。
“Inursedyouwhenyou,weresoill,Macumazahn。”shebegan,“butnowIlearnthatforthemilkwithwhichIfedyou,youwouldforcemetodrinkbitterwaterthatwillpoisonme。”
IrepliedIwaswellawarethatwithouthernursingIshouldlongagohavebeendead,whichwaswhatcausedmetoloveherlikemyowndaughter。Butwouldshekindlyexplain?Thisshedidatonce。
“YouhavebeenplottingtotakeawayfrommetheladyHeddanawhotomeisasmotherandsisterandchild。Itisuselesstolietome,fortheMasterhastoldmeall;moreover,Iknewitformyself,boththroughmySpiritandbecauseIhadwatchedyou。”
“Ihavenointentionoflyingtoyou,Nombe,aboutthisoranyothermatter,thoughIthinkthatsometimesinthepastyouhaveliedtome。Tellme,doyouexpecttheInkosiMauriti,theladyHeddanaandmyselftopasstherestofourlivesintheBlackKloof,whentheywishtogetmarriedandgoacrosstheBlackWatertowheretheirhomewillbe,andIwishtoattendtomyaffairs?“
“IdonotknowwhatIexpect,Macumazahn,butIdoknowthatneverwhileIlivewillIbepartedfromtheladyHeddana。AtlastIhavefoundsomeonetolove,andyouandtheotherwouldstealherawayfromme。”
Istudiedherforawhile,thenasked——
“Whydoyounotmarry,Nombe,andhaveahusband,andchildrentolove?“
“Marry?“shereplied。“IammarriedtomySpiritwhichdoesnotdwellbeneaththesun,andmychildrenarenotofearth;
moreover,allmenarehatefultome。”andhereyesadded,“especiallyyou。”
“Thatisacalfwithadog’shead。”Irepliedinthewordsofthenativeproverb,meaningthatshesaidwhatwasnotnatural。
“Well,Nombe,ifyouaresofondoftheladyHeddana,youhadbetterarrangewithherandtheInkosiMaurititogoawaywiththem。”
“YouknowwellIcannot,Macumazahn。IamtiedtomyMasterbyropesthatarestrongerthaniron,andifIattemptedtobreakthemmySpiritwouldwitherandIshouldwitherwithit。”
“Dearme!whatadreadfulbusiness。Thatiswhatcomesoftakingtomagic。Well,Nombe,IamafraidIhavenothingtosuggest,nor,totellyouthetruth,canIseewhatIhavetodowiththematter。”
Thenshesprangupinarage,saying——
“Iunderstandthatnotonlywillyougivemenohelp,butthatyoualsomockatme,Macumazahn。Moreover,asitiswithyou,soitiswithMauriti,whopretendstolovemyladysomuch,thoughIlovehermorewithmylittlefingerthanhedoeswithallhisbodyandwhathecallshissoul。Yes,hetoomocksatme。Nowifyouwerebothdead。”sheaddedwithsuddenvenom,“myladywouldnotwishtogoaway。Becarefullestaspellshouldfalluponyou,Macumazahn。”andwithoutmorewordssheturnedandwent。
AtfirstIwasinclinedtolaugh;thewholethingseemedsoabsurd。Onreflection,however,Iperceivedthatinrealityitwasveryserioustopeoplesituatedaswewere。Thiswomanwasasavage;more,amysticsavageofconsiderablepowersofmind——aformidablecombination。Alsotherewerenorestraintsuponher,sincepublicopinionhadaslittleauthorityintheBlackKloofastheQueen’sWrit。Lastly,itwasnotunknownforwomentoconceivetheseviolentaffectionswhich,ifthwarted,filledthemwithsomethinglikemadness。ThusIrememberedaveryterribleoccurrenceofmyyouthwhichresultedinthedeathofonewhowasmostdeartome。Iwillnotdwellonit,butthis,too,wastheworkofapassionatecreature,womanIcanscarcelycallher,whothoughtshewasbeingrobbedofonewhomsheadored。
TheendofitwasthatIdidnotenjoymypipethatnight,thoughluckilyAnscombereturnedafterasuccessfulevening’snetting,aboutwhichhewassofulloftalkthattherewasnoneedformetosaymuch。SoIputoffanydiscussionoftheproblemuntilthemorrow。
CHAPTERXXI
THEKINGVISITSZIKALI
Nextmorning,asaresultofmycogitations,IwenttoseeZikali。Iwasadmittedafteragooddealoftroubleanddelay,foralthoughhisretinuewaslimitedand,withtheexceptionofNombe,entirelymale,thisoldprophetkeptakindofsemi-stateandwasaboutasdifficulttoapproachasaEuropeanmonarch。I
foundhimcrouchingoverafireinhishut,sinceatthisseasonoftheyeareveninthathotplacetheairwaschillyuntilmidday。
“Whatisit,Macumazahn?“heasked。“Astoyourgoingaway,havepatience。IlearnthathewhowasKingoftheZulusisinfullflight,withthewhitementrackinghimlikeawoundedbuck。
Whenthebuckiscaughtandkilled,thenyoucango。”
“ItisaboutNombe。”Ianswered,andtoldhimallthestory,whichdidnotseemtosurprisehimatall。
“Nowsee,Macumazahn。”hesaid,takingsomesnuff,“howharditistodamupthestreamofnature。Thischild,Nombe,isofmyblood,onewhomIsavedfromdeathinastrangeway,notbecauseshewasofmybloodbutthatImightmakeanexperimentwithher。
Women,asyouwhoarewiseandhaveseenmuchwillknow,areintruthsuperiortomen,though,becausetheyareweakerinbody,menhavetheupperhandofthemandthinkthemselvestheirmasters,astatetheyareforcedtoacceptbecausetheymustliveandcannotdefendthemselves。Yettheirbrainsarekeener,asanassegaiiskeenerthanahoe;theyaremoreintouchwiththehiddenthingsthatshapeoutfateforpeopleandfornations;
theyaremorefaithfulandmorepatient,andbyinstinctifnotbyreason,morefar-seeing,oratleastthebestofthemareso,andbytheirbest,likemen,theyshouldbejudged。Yetthisistheholeintheirshield。Whentheylovetheybecometheslavesoflove,andforlove’ssakeallelseisbroughttonaught,andforthisreasontheycannotbetrusted。Withmen,asyouknow,thisisotherwise。They,too,love,byNature’slaw,butalwaysbehindthereissomethinggreaterthanlove,althoughoftentheydonotunderstandwhatthatmaybe。Tobepowerful,therefore,awomanmustbeonewhodoesnotlovetoomuch。Ifshecannotloveatall,thensheishatedandhasnopower,butshemustnotlovetoomuch。
OnceIthoughtthatIhadfoundsuchawoman;shewasnamedMameena,whomallmenworshippedandwhoplayedwithallmen,asIplayedwithher。Butwhatwastheendofit?Justasthingsweregoingverywellshelearnedtolovetoomuchsomemanofstrangenotions,whowouldhavethwartedmeandbroughteverythingtonothing,andthereforeIhadtokillher,forwhichIwassorry。”