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CHAPTERVI

MISSHEDA

Itmightbethoughtthatafterallthistherewouldhavebeenapainfulexplanationonthefollowingmorning,butnothingofthesorthappened。Afterallthegreatestartistheartofignoringthings,withoutwhichtheworldcouldscarcelygoon,evenamongthesavageraces。Thusonthisoccasionthetwochiefactorsinthesceneofthepreviousnightpretendedthattheyhadforgottenwhattookplace,asIbelieve,toalargeextenttruly。Thefierceflameofdrinkintheoneandofpassionintheotherhadburntthewebofremembrancetoashes。Theyknewthatsomethingunpleasanthadoccurredanditsmainoutlines;theresthadvanishedaway;perhapsbecausetheyknewalsothattheywerenotresponsibleforwhattheysaidanddid,andthereforethatwhatoccurredhadnorighttoapermanentnicheintheirmemories。Itwas,asitwere,somethingoutsideoftheirnormalselves。AtleastsoIconjectured,andtheirconductseemedtogivecolourtomyguess。

Thedoctorspoketomeofthematterfirst。

“Ifeartherewasarowlastnight。”hesaid;“ithashappenedherebeforeovercards,andwillnodoubthappenagainuntilmattersclearthemselvesupsomehow。Marnham,asyousee,drinks,andwhendrunkisthebiggestliarintheworld,andI,I

amsorrytosay,amcursedwithaviolenttemper。Don’tjudgeeitherofustooharshly。Ifyouwereadoctoryouwouldknowthatallthesethingscometouswithourblood,andwedidn’tfashionourownclay,didwe?Havesomecoffee,won’tyou?“

SubsequentlywhenRoddwasn’tthere,Marnhamspokealsoandwiththatfineairofcourtesywhichwaspeculiartohim。

“Ioweadeepapology。”hesaid,“toyourselfandMr。Anscombe。

Idonotrecallmuchaboutit,butIknowtherewasascenelastnightoverthosecursedcards。Aweaknessovertakesmesometimes。Iwillsaynomore,exceptthatyou,whoarealsoamanwhoperhapshavefeltweaknessesofonesortoranother,will,Ihope,makeallowancesformeandpaynoattentiontoanythingthatImayhavesaidordoneinthepresenceofguests;

yes,thatiswhatpainsme——inthepresenceofguests。”

SomethinginhisdistinguishedmannercausedmetoreflectuponeverypeccadillothatIhadevercommitted,settingitinitsveryworstlight。

“Quiteso。”Ianswered,“quiteso。Praydonotmentionthematteranymore,although——“Thesewordsseemedtojerkthemselvesoutofmythroat,“youdidcalleachotherbysuchveryhardnames。”

“Idaresay。”heansweredwithavacantsmile,“butifsotheymeantnothing。”

“No,Iunderstand,justlikealovers’quarrel。Butlookhere,youleftsomediamondsonthetablewhichItooktokeeptheKaffirsoutoftemptation。Iwillfetchthem。”

“DidI?Well,probablyIleftsomeI。O。U。’salsowhichmightserveforpipelights。Sosupposewesettheoneagainsttheother。Idon’tknowthevalueofeitherthediamondsorthepipelights,itmaybelessormore,butforGod’ssakedon’tletmeseethebeastlythingsagain。There’snoneed,Ihaveplenty。”

“ImustspeaktoAnscombe。”Ianswered。“Themoneyatstakewashis,notmine。”

“Speaktowhomyouwill。”hereplied,andInotedthatthethrobbingveinuponhisforeheadindicatedarisingtemper。“Butneverletmeseethosediamondsagain。Throwthemintothegutterifyouwish,butneverletmeseethemagain,ortherewillbetrouble。”

Thenheflungoutoftheroom,leavinghisbreakfastalmostuntasted。

Reflectingthatthisqueeroldbirdprobablydidnotwishtobecross-questionedastohispossessionofsomanyuncutdiamonds,orthattheywereworthmuchlessthanthesumhehadlost,orpossiblythattheywerenotdiamondsatallbutglass,IwenttoreportthemattertoAnscombe。HeonlylaughedandsaidthatasIhadgotthethingsIhadbetterkeepthemuntilsomethinghappened,forwehadbothgotitintoourheadsthatsomethingwouldhappenbeforewehaddonewiththatestablishment。

SoIwenttoputthestonesawayassafelyasIcould。WhileI

wasdoingsoIheardtherumbleofwheels,andcameoutjustintimetoseeaCapecart,drawnbyfourverygoodhorsesanddrivenbyaHottentotinasmarthatandaredwaistband,pullupatthegardengate。Outofthiscartpresentlyemergedaneatlydressedlady,ofwhomallIcouldseewasthatshewasyoung,slenderandrathertall;also,asherbackwastowardsme,thatshehadagreatdealofauburnhair。

“There!“saidAnscombe。“Iknewthatsomethingwouldhappen。

Hedahashappened。Quatermain,asneitherherveneratedparentnorherlovingfiance,forsuchIgatherheis,seemstobeabout,youhadbettergoandgiveherahand。”

Iobeyedwithagroan,heartilywishingthatHedahadn’thappened,sincesomesensewarnedmethatshewouldonlyaddtothepresentcomplications。Atthegate,havinggivensomeinstructionstoaverystoutyoungcolouredwomanwho,Itookit,washermaid,aboutabasketofflowerrootsinthecart,sheturnedroundsuddenlyandwecamefacetofacewiththegatebetweenus。Foramomentwestaredateachother,Ireflectingthatshereallywasveryprettywithherdelicately-shapedfeatures,herfresh,healthy-lookingcomplexion,herlongdarkeyelashesandherlitheandcharmingfigure。WhatshereflectedaboutmeIdon’tknow,probablynothinghalfsocomplimentary。

Suddenly,however,herlargegreyisheyesgrewtroubledandalookofalarmappeareduponherface。

“Isanythingwrongwithmyfather?“sheasked。“Idon’tseehim。”

“IfyoumeanMr。Marnham。”Ireplied,liftingmyhat,“IbelievethatDr。Roddandhe——“

“NevermindaboutDr。Rodd。”shebrokeinwithacontemptuouslittlejerkofherchin。”howismyfather?“

“Iimaginemuchasusual。HeandDr。Roddwereherealittlewhileago,Isupposethattheyhavegoneout“(asamatteroffacttheyhad,butindifferentdirections)。

“Thenthat’sallright。”shesaidwithasighofrelief。“Yousee,Iheardthathewasveryill,whichiswhyIhavecomeback。”

So,thoughtItomyself,shelovesthatoldscampandshe——doesn’tlovethedoctor。Therewillbemoretroubleassureasfiveandtwoareseven。Allwewantedwasawomantomakethepotboilover。

ThenIopenedthegateandtookatravellingbagfromherhandwithmypolitestbow。

“MynameisQuatermainandthatofmyfriendAnscombe。Wearestayinghere,youknow。”Isaidratherawkwardly。

“Indeed。”sheansweredwithadelightfulsmile,“whataverystrangeplacetochoosetostayin。”

“Itisabeautifulhouse。”Iremarked。

“Notbad,althoughIdesignedit,moreorless。ButIwasalludingtoitsinhabitants。”

Thisfinishedme,andIamsureshefeltthatIcouldthinkofnothingnicetosayaboutthoseinhabitants,forIheardhersigh。Wewalkedsidebysideuptherose-fringedpathandpresentlyarrivedatthestoep,whereAnscombe,whosehairIhadcutverynicelyonthepreviousday,waswatchingusfromhislongchair。Theylookedateachother,andIsawbothofthemcolouralittle,outofmerefoolishness,Isuppose。

“Anscombe。”Isaid,“thisis——“andIpaused,notbeingquitecertainwhethershealsowascalledMarnham。“HedaMarnham。”sheinterrupted。

“Yes——MissHedaMarnham,andthisistheHonourableMauriceAnscombe。”

“Forgivemefornotrising,MissMarnham。”saidAnscombeinhispleasantvoice(bythewayherswaspleasanttoo,fullandratherlow,withjustasuggestionofsomethingforeignaboutit)。“A

shotthroughthefootpreventsmeatpresent。”

“Whoshotyou?“sheaskedquickly。

“Oh!onlyaKaffir。”

“Iamsosorry,Ihopeyouwillgetwellsoon。Forgivemenow,I

mustgotolookformyfather。”

“Sheisuncommonlypretty。”remarkedAnscombe,“andaladyintothebargain。InreflectingonoldMarnham’ssinswemustputittohiscreditthathehasproducedacharmingdaughter。”

“Tooprettyandcharmingbyhalf。”Igrunted。

“PerhapsDr。Roddisofthesamewayofthinking。GreatshamethatsuchagirlshouldbehandedovertoamedicalscoundrellikeDr。Rodd。Iwonderifshecaresforhim?“

“Justaboutasmuchasacanarycaresforatom-cat。Ihavefoundthatoutalready。”

“Really,Quatermain,youareadmirable。Ineverknewanyonewhocouldmakeabetteruseofthebriefestopportunity。”

Thenweweresilent,waiting,notwithoutacertainimpatience,forthereturnofMissHeda。Shedidreturnwithsurprisingquicknessconsideringthatshehadfoundtimetosearchforherparent,tochangeintoacleanwhitedress,andtopinasinglehibiscusflowerontoherbodicewhichgavejustthetouchofcolourthatwasnecessarytocompletehercostume。

“Ican’tfindmyfather。”shesaid,“buttheboyssayhehasgoneoutriding。Ican’tfindanybody。Whenyouhavebeensummonedfromalongwayoffandtravelledpost-haste,rathertoyourowninconvenience,itisamusing,isn’tit?“

“WagonsandcartsinSouthAfricadon’tarrivelikeexpresstrains,MissMarnham。”saidAnscombe,“soyoushouldn’tbeoffended。”

“Iamnotatalloffended,Mr。Anscombe。NowthatIknowthereisnothingthematterwithmyfatherI’m——But,tellme,howdidyougetyourwound?“

Sohetoldherwithmuchamusingdetailafterhisfashion。Shelistenedquietlywithapuckeredupbrowandonlymadeonecomment。Itwas,——

“IwonderwhatwhitemantoldthoseSekukuniKaffirsthatyouwerecoming。”

“Idon’tknow。”heanswered,“buthedeservesabulletthroughhimsomewhereabovetheankle。”

“Yes,thoughfewpeoplegetwhattheydeserveinthiswickedworld。”

“SoIhaveoftenthought。Haditbeenotherwise,forexample,I

shouldhavebeen——“

“Whatwouldyouhavebeen?“sheasked,consideringhimcuriously。

“Oh!abettershotthanMr。AllanQuatermain,andasbeautifulasaladyIoncesawinmyyouth。”

“Don’ttalkrubbishbeforeluncheon。”Iremarkedsternly,andwealllaughed,thefirstwholesomelaughterthatIhadheardattheTemple。Forthisyoungladyseemedtobringhappinessandmerrimentwithher。Irememberwonderingwhatitwasofwhichhercomingremindedme,andconcludingthatitwaslikethesightandsmellofapeachorchardinfullbloomstumbledonsuddenlyintheblackdesertoftheburntwinterveld。

Afterthiswebecamequitefriendly。ShedilatedonherskillinhavingproducedtheTemplefromanoldengraving,whichshefetchedandshowedtous,atnogreateranexpensethanitwouldhavecosttobuildanordinaryhouse。

“Thatisbecausethemarblewasathand。”saidAnscombe。

“Quiteso。”shereplieddemurely。“Speakinginageneralsenseonecandomanythingsinlife——ifthemarbleisathand。Onlymostofuswhenwelookformarblefindsandstoneormud。”

“Bravo!“saidAnscombe,“Ihavegenerallylituponthesandstone。”

“AndIonthemud。”shemused。

“AndIonallthree,fortheearthcontainsmarbleandmudandsandstone,tosaynothingofgoldandjewels。”Ibrokein,beingtiredofsilence。

Butneitherofthempaidmuchattentiontome。Anscombedidsay,outofpoliteness,Isuppose,thatpitchandsubterraneanfiresshouldbeadded,orsomesuchnonsense。

ThenshebegantotellhimofherinfantilememoriesofHungary,whichwereextremelyfaint;ofhowtheycamethisplaceandlivedfirstofallintwolargeKaffirhuts,untilsuddenlytheybegantogrowrich;ofherschooldaysatMaritzburg;ofthefriendswithwhomshehadbeenstaying,andIknownotwhat,untilatlastIgotupandwentoutforawalk。

WhenIreturnedanhourorsolatertheywerestilltalking,andsocontinuedtodountilDr。Roddarriveduponthescene。Atfirsttheydidnotseehim,forhestoodatanangletothem,butIsawhimandwatchedhisfacewithagreatdealofinterest。

It,orratheritsexpression,wasnotpleasant;beforenowIhaveseensomethinglikeitonthatofawildbeastwhichthinksthatitisabouttoberobbedofitspreybyastrongerwildbeast,inshort,amixtureofhate,fearandjealousy——especiallyjealousy。

AtthelastIdidnotwonder,forthesetwoseemedtobegettingonuncommonlywell。

Theywere,sotospeak,wellmatched。She,ofcourse,wasthebetterlookingofthetwo,areallyprettyandattractiveyoungwomanindeed,butthevivacityofAnscombe’sface,thetwinkleofhismerryblueeyesanditsgeneralrefinementmadeupforwhathelacked——regularityoffeature。Ithinkhehadjusttoldheroneofhisgoodstorieswhichhealwaysmanagedtomakesohumorousbyatrickofpleasingandharmlessexaggeration,andtheywerebothlaughingmerrily。Thenshecaughtsightofthedoctorandhermerrimentevaporatedlikeadropofwateronahotshovel。DistinctlyIsawherpullherselftogetherandprepareforsomething。

“Howdoyoudo?“shesaidrapidly,risingandholdingoutherslimsun-brownedhand。“ButIneednotask,youlooksowell。”

“Howdoyoudo,mydear。”withaheavyemphasisonthe“dear“heansweredslowly。“ButIneedn’task,forIseethatyouareinperfecthealthandspirits。”andhebentforwardasthoughtokissher。

Somehoworothersheavoidedthatendearmentorsealofpossession。Idon’tquiteknowhow,asIturnedmyheadaway,notwishingtowitnesswhatIfelttobeunpleasant。WhenI

lookedupagain,however,Isawthatshehadavoidedit,thescowlonhisfacethedemurenessofhersandAnscombe’sevidentamusementassuredmeofthis。Shewasaskingaboutherfather;

heansweredthathealsoseemedquitewell。

“ThenwhydidyouwritetotellmethatIoughttocomeashewasnotatallwell?“sheinquired,withaliftingofherdelicateeyebrows。

Thequestionwasneveranswered,foratthatmomentMarnhamhimselfappeared。

“Oh!father。”shesaid,andrushedintohisarms,whilehekissedhertenderlyonbothcheeks。

SoIwasnotmistaken,thoughtItomyself,shedoesreallylovethismoralwreck,andwhatismore,helovesher,whichshowsthattheremustbegoodinhim。Isanyonetrulybad,Iwondered,orforthematterofthat,trulygoodeither?Isitnotallaquestionofcircumstanceandblood?

NeitherthenoratanyothertimehaveIfoundananswertotheproblem。Atanyratetomethereseemedsomethingbeautifulaboutthemeetingofthesetwo。

TheinfluenceofMissHedainthehousewasfeltatonce。Theboysbecamesmarterandputoncleanclothes。Vasesofflowersappearedinthevariousrooms;ourswasturnedoutandcleaned,adisagreeableprocesssofaraswewereconcerned。Moreover,atdinnerbothMarnhamandRoddworedressclotheswithshortjackets,acircumstancethatputAnscombeandmyselftoshamesincewehadnone。Itwascurioustoseehowwiththosedressclothes,whichdoubtlessawokeoldassociationswithinhim,Marnhamchangedhiscolourlikeachameleon。ReallyhemighthavebeenthecolonelofacavalryregimentrisingtotoasttheQueenafterhehadsentroundthewine,sopoliteandpolishedwashistalk。Whocouldhaveidentifiedthemanwiththedryoldruffianoftwenty-fourhoursbefore,hewhowasdrinkingclaret(andverygoodclarettoo)mixedwithwaterandlisteningwithapoliteinteresttoallthedetailsofhisdaughter’sjourney?

Eventhedoctorlookedagentleman,whichdoubtlesshewasonceuponatime,ineveningdress。Moreover,somekindoftrucehadbeenarranged。HenolongercalledMissHeda“Mydear“orattemptedanyfamiliarities,whilesheonmorethanoneoccasionverydistinctlycalledhimDr。Rodd。

Somuchforthatnightandforseveralothersthatfollowed。Asforthedaystheywentbypleasantlyandidly。Hedawalkedaboutonherfather’sarm,conversedinfriendlyfashionwiththedoctor,alwayswatchinghim,Inoticed,asacatwatchesadogthatsheknowsiswaitinganopportunitytospring,andfortherestassociatedwithusasmuchasshecould。Particularlydidsheseemtotakerefugebehindmyowninsignificance,having,I

suppose,cometotheconclusionthatIwasaharmlesspersonwhomightpossiblyproveuseful。ButallthewhileIfeltthatthestormwasbankingup。IndeedMarnhamhimself,atanyratetoagreatextent,playedthepartofthecloud-compellingJove,forsoonitbecameevidenttome,andwithoutdoubttoDr。Roddalso,thathewasencouragingtheintimacybetweenhisdaughterandAnscombebyeverymeansinhispower。

InonewayandanotherhehadfullyinformedhimselfastoAnscombe’sprospectsinlife,whichwerebrilliantenough。

Moreoverhelikedthemanwho,astheremnantofthebetterperceptionsofhisyouthtoldhim,wasoneofthebestclassofEnglishmen,andwhatismore,hesawthatHedalikedhimalso,asmuchindeedasshedislikedRodd。Heevenspoketomeofthematterinaround-aboutkindoffashion,sayingthattheyoungwomanwhomarriedAnscombewouldbeluckyandthatthefatherwhohadhimforason-in-lawmightgotohisgraveconfidentofhischild’shappiness。IansweredthatIagreedwithhim,unlessthelady’saffectionshadalreadycausedhertoformotherties。

“Affections!“heexclaimed,droppingallpretence,“therearenoneinvolvedinthisaccursedbusiness,asyouarequitesharpenoughtohaveseenforyourself。”

“Iunderstoodthatanengagementwasinvolved。”Iremarked。

“Onmypart,perhaps,notonhers。”heanswered。“Oh!can’tyouunderstand,Quatermain,thatsometimesmenfindthemselvesforcedintostrangesituationsagainsttheirwill?“

RememberingtheveryuglynamethatIhadheardRoddcallMarnhamonthenightofthecardparty,IreflectedthatIcouldunderstandwellenough,butIonlysaid——

“Afterallmarriageisamatterthatconcernsawomanevenmorethanitdoesherfather,one,inshort,ofwhichshemustbethejudge。”

“Quiteso,Quatermain,buttherearesomedaughterswhoarepreparedtomakegreatsacrificesfortheirfathers。Well,shewillbeofageerelong,ifonlyIcanstaveitofftillthen。

Buthow,how?“andwithagroanheturnedandleftme。

Thatoldgentleman’sneckisinsomekindofanoose,thoughtI

tomyself,andhisdifficultyistopreventtheropefrombeingdrawntight。Meanwhilethispoorgirl’shappinessandfutureareatstake。

“Allan。”saidAnscombetomealittlelater,forbynowhecalledmebymyChristianname,“Isupposeyouhaven’theardanythingaboutthoseoxen,haveyou?“

“No,Icouldscarcelyexpecttoyet,butwhydoyouask?“

Hesmiledinhisdrollfashionandreplied,“Because,interestingasthishouseholdisinsundryways,Ithinkitisabouttimethatwe,oratanyratethatI,gotoutofit。”

“Yourlegisn’tfittotravelyet,Anscombe,althoughRoddsaysthatallthesymptomsareverysatisfactory。”

“Yes,buttotellyouthetruthIamexperiencingothersymptomsquiteunknowntothatbelovedphysicianandsounfamiliartomyselfthatIattributethemtotheinfluencesofthelocality。

Altitudeaffectstheheart,doesitnot,andthishousestandshigh。”

“Don’tplayoffyourjokesonme。”Isaidsternly。“Whatdoyoumean?“

“IwonderifyoufindMissHedaattractive,Allan,orifyouaretooold。Ibelievetherecomesanagewhentheonlybeautiesthatcanmoveamanarethoseofarchitecture,orscenery,orproperlycookedfood。”

“Hangitall!IamnotMethusaleh。”Ireplied;“butifyoumeanthatyouarefallinginlovewithHeda,whythedeucedon’tyousayso,insteadofwastingmytimeandyourown?“

“Becausetimewasgiventoustowaste。Properlyconsidereditisthebestusetowhichitcanbeput,oratanyratetheonethatdoesleastmischief。AlsobecauseIwishedtomakeyousayitformethatImightjudgefromtheeffectofyourwordswhetheritisorisnottrue。ImayaddthatIfeartheformertobethecase。”

“Well,ifyouareinlovewiththegirlyoucan’texpectonesoancientasmyself,whoisquiteoutoftouchwithsuchfollies,toteachyouhowtoact。”

“No,Allan。Unfortunatelythereareoccasionswhenonemustrelyuponone’sownwisdom,andmine,whatthereisofit,tellsmeIhadbettergetoutofthis。ButIcan’trideevenifItookthehorseandyouranbehind,andtheoxenhaven’tcome。”

“PerhapsyoucouldborrowMissMarnham’scartinwhichtorunawayfromher。”Isuggestedsarcastically。

“Perhaps,thoughIbelieveitwouldbefataltomyfoottositupinacartforthenextfewdays,andthehorsesseemtohavebeensentoffsomewhere。Lookhere,oldfellow。”hewenton,droppinghisbanteringtone,“it’sratherawkwardtomakeafoolofoneselfoveraladywhoisengagedtosomeoneelse,especiallyifonesuspectsthatwithalittleencouragementshemightbegintowalkthesameroad。ThetruthisIhavetakenthefeverprettybad,worsethaneverIdidbefore,andifitisn’tstoppedsoonitwillbecomechronic。”

“Ohno,Anscombe,onlyintermittentattheworst,andAfricanmalarianearlyalwaysyieldstoachangeofclimate。”

“HowcanIexpectacynicandamisogynisttounderstandthesimplefervourofaninexperiencedsoul——Oh!dratitall,Quatermain,stopyouracidchaffandtellmewhatistobedone。

ReallyIaminatightplace。”

“Very;sotightthatIrejoicetothink,asyouwerekindenoughtopointout,thatmyyearsprotectmefromanythingofthesort。

Ihavenoadvicetogive;Ithinkyouhadbetteraskitofthelady。”

“Well,wedidhavealittleconversation,hypotheticalofcourse,aboutsomefriendsofourswhofoundthemselvessimilarlysituated,andIregrettosaywithoutresult。”

“Indeed。Ididnotknowyouhadanymutualacquaintances。Whatdidshesayanddo?“

“Shesaidnothing,onlysighedandlookedasthoughsheweregoingtoburstintotears,andallshedidwastowalkaway。I’dhavefollowedherifIcould,butasmycrutchwasn’tthereitwasimpossible。ItseemedtomethatsuddenlyIhadcomeupagainstabrickwall,thattherewassomethingonhermindwhichshecouldnotorwouldnotletout。

“Yes,andifyouwanttoknow,Iwilltellyouwhatitis。RoddhasgotaholdoverMarnhamofasortthatwouldbringhimsomewherenearthegallows。AsthepriceofhissilenceMarnhamhaspromisedhimhisdaughter。Thedaughterknowsthatherfatherisinthisman’spower,thoughIthinkshedoesnotknowinwhatway,andbeingagoodgirl——“

“Anangelyoumean——docallherbyherrightname,especiallyinaplacewhereangelsaresomuchwanted。”

“Well,anangelifyoulike——shehaspromisedonherparttomarryamansheloathesinordertosaveherparent’sbacon。”

“JustwhatIconcluded,fromwhatweheardintherow。Iwonderwhichofthatpairisthebiggerblackguard。Well,Allan,thatsettlesit。YouandIareonthesideoftheangel。Youwillhavetogetheroutofthisscrapeand——ifshe’llhaveme,I’llmarryher;andifshewon’t,whyitcan’tbehelped。Nowthat’safairdivisionoflabour。Howareyougoingtodoit?Ihaven’tanidea,andifIhad,Ishouldnotpresumetointerferewithonesomucholderandwiserthanmyself。”

“Isupposethatbythetimeyouappearedinit,thegameofheadsIwinandtailsyoulosehaddiedoutoftheworld。”Irepliedwithanindignantsnort。“IthinkthebestthingIcandowillbetotakethehorseandlookforthoseoxen。Meanwhileyoucansettleyourbusinessbythelightofyournativegenius,andI

onlyhopeyou’llfinishitwithoutmurderandsuddendeath。”

“Isay,oldfellow。”saidAnscombeearnestly,“youdon’treallymeantogooffandleavemeinthishideousness?Ihaven’tbotheredmuchuptothepresentbecauseIwassurethatyouwouldfindawayout,whichwouldbenothingtoamanofyourintellectandexperience。Imeanithonestly,Idoindeed。”

“Doyou?Well,Icanonlysaythatmymindisaperfectblank,butifyouwillstoptalkingIwilltrytothinkthematterover。

There’sMissHedainthegardencuttingflowers。Iwillgotohelpher,whichwillbeaverypleasantchange。”

AndIwent,leavinghimtostareaftermejealously。

CHAPTERVII

THESTOEP

WhenIreachedMissHedashewascollectinghalf-openedmonthlyrosesfromthehedge,andnotquiteknowingwhattosayImadetheappropriatequotation。Atleastitwasappropriatetomythought,and,fromheranswer,tohersalso。

“Yes。”shesaid,“IamgatheringthemwhileImay。”andshesighedand,asIthought,glancedtowardstheverandah,thoughofthisIcouldnotbesurebecauseofthewidebrimofthehatshewaswearing。

Thenwetalkedalittleonindifferentmatters,whileIprickedmyfingershelpingtoplucktheroses。SheaskedmeifIthoughtthatAnscombewasgettingonwell,andhowlongitwouldbebeforehecouldtravel。IrepliedthatDr。Roddcouldtellherbetterthanmyself,butthatIhopedinaboutaweek。

“Inaweek!“shesaid,andalthoughshetriedtospeaklightlytherewasdismayinhervoice。

“Ihopeyoudon’tthinkittoolong。”Ianswered;“butevenifheisfittogo,theoxenhavenotcomeyet,andIdon’tquiteknowwhentheywill。”

“Toolong!“sheexclaimed。“Toolong!Oh!ifyouonlyknewwhatitistometohavesuchguestsasyouareinthisplace。”andherdarkeyesfilledwithtears。

Bynowwehadpassedtothesideofthehouseinsearchofsomeotherflowerthatgrewintheshade,Ithinkitwasmignonette,andwereoutofsightoftheverandahandquitealone。

“Mr。Quatermain。”shesaidhurriedly,“Iamwonderingwhethertoaskyouradviceaboutsomething,ifyouwouldgiveit。Ihavenoonetoconsulthere。”sheaddedratherpiteously。

“Thatisforyoutodecide。IfyouwishtodosoIamoldenoughtobeyourfather,andwilldomybesttohelp。”

Wewalkedontoanorangegrovethatstoodaboutfortyyardsaway,ostensiblytopicksomefruit,butreallybecauseweknewthatthereweshouldbeoutofhearingandcouldseeanyonewhoapproached。

“Mr。Quatermain。”shesaidpresentlyinalowvoice,Iamingreattrouble,almostthegreatestawomancanhave。IamengagedtobemarriedtoamanwhomIdonotcarefor。

“Thenwhynotbreakitoff?Itmaybeunpleasant,butitisgenerallybesttofaceunpleasantthings,andnothingcanbesobadasmarryingamanwhomyoudonot——carefor。

“BecauseIcannot——Idarenot。Ihavetoobey。”

“Howoldareyou,MissMarnham?“

“Ishallbeofageinthreemonths’time。YoumayguessthatI

didnotintendtoreturnhereuntiltheywereover,butIwas,well——trapped。HewrotetomethatmyfatherwasillandI

came。”

“Atanyratewhentheyareoveryouwillnothavetoobeyanyone。Itisnotlongtowait。”

“Itisaneternity。Besidesthisisnotsomuchaquestionofobedienceasofdutyandoflove。Ilovemyfatherwho,whateverhisfaults,hasalwaysbeenverykindtome。”

“AndIamsurehelovesyou。Whynotgotohimandtellhimyourtrouble?“

“Heknowsitalready,Mr。Quatermain,andhatesthismarriageevenmorethanIdo,ifthatispossible。Butheisdriventoit,asIam。Oh!Imusttellthetruth。Thedoctorhassomeholdoverhim。Myfatherhasdonesomethingdreadful;Idon’tknowwhatandIdon’twanttoknow,butifitcameoutitwouldruinmyfather,orworse,worse。Iamthepriceofhissilence。

Onthedayofourmarriagehewilldestroytheproofs。IfI

refusetomarryhim,theywillbeproducedandthen——“

“Itisdifficult。”Isaid。

“Itismorethandifficult,itisterrible。Ifyoucouldseeallthereisinmyheart,youwouldknowhowterrible。”

“IthinkIcansee,MissHeda。Don’tsayanymorenow。Givemetimetoconsider。Incaseofnecessitycometomeagain,andbesurethatIwillprotectyou。”

“Butyouaregoinginaweek。”

“Manythingshappeninaweek。Sufficienttothedayisitsevil。Attheendoftheweekwewillcometosomedecisionunlesseverythingisalreadydecided。”

Forthenexttwenty-fourhoursIreflectedonthisprettyproblemashardaseverIdidonanythinginallmylife。Herewasayoungwomanwhomustsomehowprotectedfromascoundrel,butwhocouldnotbeprotectedbecausesheherselfhadtoprotectanotherscoundrel——towit,herownfather。Couldthethingbefacedout?

Impossible,forIwassurethatMarnhamhadcommittedamurder,ormurders,ofwhichRoddpossessedevidencethatwouldhanghim。

CouldHedabemarriedtoAnscombeatonce?Yes,ifbothwerewilling,butthenMarnhamwouldstillbehung。Couldtheyelope?

Possibly,butwiththesameresult。CouldItakeherawayandputherundertheprotectionoftheCourtatPretoria?Yes,butwiththesameresult。IwonderedwhatmyHottentotretainer,Hans,wouldhaveadvised,hewhowasnamedLight-in-Darkness,andinhisownsavagewaywasthecleverestandmostcunningmanthatIhavemet。Alas!Icouldnotraisehimfromthegravetotellme,andyetIknewwellwhathewouldhaveanswered。

“Baas。”hewouldhavesaid,“thisisaropewhichonlythepaleoldman(i。e。death)cancut。Letthisdoctordieorletthefatherdie,andthemaidenwillbefree。Surelyheavenislongingforoneorbothofthem,andifnecessary,Baas,I

believethatIcanpointoutapathtoheaven!“

Ilaughedtomyselfatthethought,whichwasonethatawhitemancouldnotentertainevenasathought。AndIfeltthatthehypotheticalHanswasright,deathalonecouldcutthisknot,andthereflectionmademeshiver。

ThatnightIsleptuneasilyanddreamed。IdreamedthatoncemoreIwasintheBlackKloofinZululand,seatedinfrontofthehutsattheendofthekloof。Beforemesquattedtheoldwizard,Zikali,wrappedupinhiskaross——Zikali,the“Thing-that-should-never-have-been-born。”whomIhadnotseenforyears。Nearhimweretheashesofafire,bythehelpofwhichI

knewhehadbeenpractisingdivination。Helookedupandlaughedoneofhisterriblelaughs。

“Soyouarehereagain,Macumazahn。”hesaid,“grownolder,butstillthesame;hereattheappointedhour。WhatdoyoucometoseekfromtheOpenerofRoads?NotMameenaasIthinkthistime。

No,no,itisshewhoseeksyouthistime,Macumazahn。Shefoundyouonce,didshenot?FarawaytothenorthamongastrangepeoplewhoworshippedanIvoryChild,apeopleofwhomIknewinmyyouth,andafterwards,forwasnottheirprophet,Harut,afriendofmineandoneofourbrotherhood?Shefoundyoubeneaththetusksoftheelephant,Jana,whomMacumazahntheskilfulcouldnothit。Oh!donotlookastonished。”

“Howdoyouknow?“Iaskedinmydream。

“Verysimply,Macumazahn。AlittleyellowmannamedHanshasbeenwithmeandtoldmeallthestorynotanhourago,afterwhichIsentforMameenatolearnifitweretrue。Shewillbegladtomeetyou,Macumazahn,shewhohasahungryheartthatdoesnotforget。Oh!don’tbeafraid。Imeanherebeneaththesun,inthelandbeyondtherewillbenoneedforhertomeetyousinceshewilldwelleveratyourside。”

“Whydoyoulietome,Zikali?“Iseemedtoask。“HowcanadeadmanspeaktoyouandhowcanImeetawomanwhoisdead?“

“Seektheanswertothatquestioninthehourofthebattlewhenthewhitemen,yourbrothers,fallbeneathassegaiasweedsfallbeforethehoe——orperhapsbeforeit。ButhavedonewithMameena,sinceshewhonevergrowsmoreoldcanwellaffordtowait。ItisnotofMameenathatyoucametospeaktome;itisofafairwhitewomannamedHeddanayouwouldspeak,andofthemansheloves,you,whowilleverbemixingyourselfupinaffairsofothers,andthereforemustbeartheirburdenswithnopaysavethatofhonour。Hearken,forthetimeisshort。Whenthestormburstsuponthembringhitherthefairmaiden,Heddana,andthewhitelord,Mauriti,andIwillshelterthemforyoursake。Takethemnowhereelse。Bringthemhitheriftheywouldescapetrouble。Ishallbegladtoseeyou,Macumazahn,foratlastIamabouttosmitetheZuluHouseofSenzangacona,myfoes,withabladderfullofblood,andoh!itstainstheirdoorpostsred。”

ThenIwokeup,feelingafraid,asonedoesafteranightmare,andwascomfortedtohearAnscombesleepingquietlyontheothersideoftheroom。

“Mauriti。WhydidZikalicallhimMauriti?“Iwondereddrowsilytomyself。“Oh!ofcoursehisnameisMaurice,anditwasaZulucorruptionofacommonsortaswasHeddanaofHeda。”ThenI

dozedoffagain,andbythemorninghadforgottenallaboutmydreamuntilitwasbroughtbacktomebysubsequentevents。

StillitwasthisandnothingelsethatputitintomyheadtoflytoZululandonanemergencythatwastoariseerelong。*

[*——ForthehistoryofZikaliandMameenaseethebookcalled_ChildofStorm_byH。RiderHaggard。]

ThateveningRoddwasabsentfromdinner,andoninquiringwherehemightbe,IwasinformedthathehadriddentovisitaKaffirheadman,apatientofhiswholivedatadistance,andwouldveryprobablysleepatthekraal,returningearlynextday。OneofthetopicsofconversationduringdinnerwasastowheretheexactboundarylineusedtorunbetweentheTransvaalandthecountryoverwhichtheBasutochief,Sekukuni,claimedownershipandjurisdiction。Marnhamsaidthatitpassedwithinacoupleofmilesofhishouse,andwhenwerose,themoonbeingverybright,offeredtoshowmewherethebeaconshadbeenplacedyearsbeforebyaBoerCommission。Iaccepted,asthenightwaslovelyforastrollafterthehotday。AlsoIwashalfconsciousofanotherundefinedpurposeinmymind,whichperhapsmayhavespreadtothatofMarnham。Thosetwoyoungpeoplelookedveryhappytogetherthereonthestoep,andastheymustpartsosoonitwould,Ithought,bekindtogivethemtheopportunityofaquietchat。

SooffwewenttothebrowofthehillonwhichtheTemplestood,whenceoldMarnhampointedouttomeabeacon,whichIcouldnotseeinthedim,silverybush-veldbelow,andhowthelineranfromittoanotherbeaconsomewhereelse。

“YouknowtheYellow-woodswamp。”hesaid。“Itpassesstraightthroughthat。ThatiswhythoseBasutoswhowerefollowingyoupulledupupontheedgeoftheswamp,thoughasamatteroffact,accordingtotheirideas,theyhadaperfectrighttokillyouontheirsideofthelinewhichcutsthroughthemiddle。”

ImadesomeremarktotheeffectthatIpresumedthatthelinehadinfactceasedtoexistatall,astheBasutoterritoryhadpracticallybecomeBritish;afterwhichwestrolledbacktothehouse。Walkingquietlybetweenthetallrosehedgesandwithoutspeaking,foreachofuswaspreoccupiedwithhisownthoughts,suddenlywecameuponaveryprettyscene。

WehadleftAnscombeandHedaseatedsidebysideonthestoep。

Theywerestillthere,butmuchclosertogether。Infacthisarmswereroundher,andtheywerekissingeachotherinaremarkablywhole-heartedway。Aboutthistherecouldbenomistake,sincetherimpi-strungcouchonwhichtheysatwasimmediatelyunderthehanginglamp——asomewhatunfortunatesituationforsuchendearments。Butwhatdidtheythinkofhanginglampsoranyotherlights,savethoseoftheirowneyes,theywhowerecontenttokissandmurmurwordsofpassionasthoughtheywereasmuchaloneasAdamandEveinEden?Whatdidtheythinkeitheroftheserpentcoiledabouttheboleofthistreeofknowledgewhereoftheyhadjustpluckedtheripeandmaddeningfruit?

ByamutualinstinctMarnhamandIwithdrewourselves,verygentlyindeed,purposingtoskirtroundthehouseandenteritfrombehind,ortobeseizedwithafitofcoughingatthegate,ortodosomethingtoannounceourpresenceataconvenientdistance。Whenwehadgonealittlewayweheardacrashinthebushes。

“Anotherofthosecursedbaboonsrobbingthegarden。”remarkedMarnhamreflectively。

“Ithinkheisgoingtorobthehousealso。”Ireplied,turningtopointtosomethingdarkthatseemedtobeleapingupontotheverandah。

NextmomentweheardHedautteralittlecryofalarm,andamansayinalowfiercevoice-

“SoIhavecaughtyouatlast,haveI!“

“Thedoctorhasreturnedfromhisbusinessroundssoonerthanwasexpected,andIthinkthatwehadbetterjointheparty。”I

remarked,andmadeabeelineforthestoep,Marnhamfollowingme。

IthinkthatIarrivedjustintimetopreventmischief。There,witharevolverinhishand,stoodRodd,tallandformidable,hisdarkfacelookinglikethatofSatanhimself,averymonumentofrageandjealousy。ThereinfrontofhimonthecouchsatHeda,graspingitsedgewithherfingers,hercheeksaspaleasasheetandhereyesshining。ByhersidewasAnscombe,coolandcollectedasusual,Inoticed,butevidentlyperplexed。

“Ifthereisanyshootingtobedone。”hewassaying,“Ithinkyouhadbetterbeginwithme。”

HiscalmnessseemedtoexasperateRodd,wholiftedtherevolver。

ButItoowasprepared,forinthathouseIalwayswentarmed。

Therewasnotimetogetattheman,whowasperhapsfifteenfeetaway,andIdidnotwanttohurthim。SoIdidthebestIcould;

thatis,Ifiredatthepistolinhishand,andthelightbeinggood,struckitnearthehiltandknockeditoffthebarrelbeforethehecouldpressthetrigger,ifhereallymeanttoshoot。

“That’sagoodshot。”remarkedAnscombewhohadseenme,whileRoddstaredatthehiltwhichhestillheld。

“Aluckyone。”Ianswered,walkingforward。“Andnow,Dr。Rodd,willyoubesogoodastotellmewhatyoumeanbyflourishingarevolver,presumablyloaded,inthefacesofaladyandanunarmedman?“

“Whatthedevilisthattoyou。”heaskedfuriously,“andwhatdoyoumeanbyfiringatme?“

“Agreatdeal。”Ianswered,“seeingthatayoungwomanandmyfriendareconcerned。Asforfiringatyou,hadIdonesoyouwouldnotbeaskingquestionsnow。Ifiredatthepistolinyourhand,butifthereismoretroublenexttimeitshallbeattheholder。”andIglancedatmyrevolver。

SeeingthatImeantbusinesshemadenoreply,butturneduponMarnhamwhohadfollowedme。

“Thisisyourwork,youoldvillain。”hesaidinalowvoicethatwasheavywithhate。“Youpromisedyourdaughtertome。Sheisengagedtome,andnowIfindherinthiswanderer’sarms。”

“WhathaveItodowithit?“saidMarnham。“Perhapsshehaschangedhermind。Youhadbetteraskher。”

“Thereisnoneedtoaskme。”interruptedHeda,whonowseemedtohavegothernerveagain。“I_have_changedmymind。Ineverlovedyou,Dr。Rodd,andIwillnotmarryyou。IloveMr。

Anscombehere,andashehasaskedmetobehiswifeImeantomarryhim。”

“Isee。”hesneered,“youwanttobeapeeressoneday,nodoubt。

Well,younevershallifIcanhelpit。Perhaps,too,thisfinegentlemanofyourswillnotbesoparticularlyanxioustomarryyouwhenhelearnsthatyouarethedaughterofamurderer。”

Thatwordwaslikeabombshellburstingamongus。Welookedateachotheraspeople,yetdazedwiththeshock,mightonabattlefieldwhenthenoiseoftheexplosionhasdiedandthesmokeclearedaway,toseewhoisstillalive。Anscombespokethefirst。

“Idon’tknowwhatyoumeanortowhatyourefer。”hesaidquietly。“Butatanyratethisladywhohaspromisedtomarrymeisinnocent,andthereforeifallherancestorshadbeenmurderersitwouldnotintheslightestturnmefrommypurposeofmarryingher。”

Shelookedathim,andallthegratitudeintheworldshoneinherfrightenedeyes。Marnhamstepped,orratherstaggeredforward,theblueveinthrobbingonforehead。

“Helies。”hesaidhoarsely,tuggingathislongbeard。“ListennowandIwilltellyouthetruth。Once,morethanayearago,I

wasdrunkandinarage。InthisstateIfiredataKaffirtofrightenhim,andbysomedevil’schanceshothimdead。That’swhathecallsbeingamurderer。”

“Ihaveanothertale。”saidRodd,“withwhichIwillnottroublethiscompanyjustnow。Lookhere,Heda,eitheryoufulfilyourpromiseandmarryme,oryourfatherswings。”

Shegaspedandsanktogetherontheseatasthoughshehadbeenshot。ThenItookupmyparable。

“Areyoutheman。”Iasked,“toaccuseothersofcrime?Letussee。YouhavespentseveralmonthsinanEnglishprison(Igavethename)foracrimeIwon’tmention。”

“Howdoyouknow——“hebegan。

“Nevermind,Idoknowandtheprisonbookswillshowit。

Further,yourbusinessisthatofsellinggunsandammunitiontotheBasutosofSekukuni’stribe,who,althoughtheexpeditionagainstthemhasbeentemporarilyrecalled,arestilltheQueen’senemies。Don’tdenyit,forIhavetheproofs。Further,itwasyouwhoadvisedSekukunitokilluswhenwewentdowntohiscountrytoshoottheotherday,becauseyouwereafraidthatweshoulddiscoverwhencehegothisguns。”(Thiswasabowdrawnataventure,butthearrowwenthome,forIsawhisjawdrop。)

“Further,Ibelieveyoutobeanillicitdiamondbuyer,andI

believealsothatyouhaveagainbeenarrangingwiththeBasutostomakeanendofus,thoughoftheselasttwoitemsatpresentI

lackpositiveproof。Now,Dr。Rodd,Iaskyouforthesecondtimewhetheryouareapersontoaccuseothersofcrimesandwhether,shouldyoudoso,youwillbeconsideredacrediblewitnesswhenyourownarebroughttolight?“

“Ifhadbeenguiltyofanyofthesethings,whichIamnot,itisobviousthatmypartnermusthavesharedinallofthem,exceptthefirst。Soifyouinformagainstme,youinformagainsthim,andthefatherofHeda,whomyourfriendwishestomarry,will,accordingtoyourshowing,beprovedagun-runner,athiefandawould-bemurdererofhisguests。Ishouldadviseyoutoleavethatbusinessalone,Mr。Quatermain。”

Thereplywasboldandclever,somuchsothatIregardedthisblackguardwithacertainamountofadmiration,asIanswered——

“Ishalltakeyouradviceifyoutakeminetoleaveanotherbusinessalone,thatofthisyoungladyandherfather,butnototherwise。”

“Thenspareyourbreathanddoyourworst;onlycareful,sharpasyouthinkyourself,thatyourmeddlingdoesnotrecoilonyourownhead。Listen,Heda,eitheryoumakeupyourmindtomarrymeatonceandarrangethatthisyounggentleman,whoasadoctorI

assureyouisnowquitefittotravelwithoutinjurytohishealth,leavesthishouseto-morrowwiththespyQuatermain——youmightlendhimtheCapecarttogoin——orIstartwiththeproofstolayachargeofmurderagainstyourfather。Igiveyoutillto-morrowmorningtohaveafamilycounciltothinkitover。

Good-night。”

“Good-night。”Iansweredashepassedme,“andpleasebecarefulthatnoneofusseeyourfaceagainbeforeto-morrowmorning。Asyoumayhappentohaveheard,mynativenamemeansWatcher-by-Night。”andIlookedattherevolverinmyhand。

WhenhehadvanishedIremarkedinascheerfulvoiceasIcouldcommand,thatIthoughtitwasbedtime,andasnobodystirred,added,“Don’tbeafraid,younglady。Ifyoufeellonely,youmusttellthatstoutmaidofyourstosleepinyourroom。Also,asthenightissohotIshalltakemynaponthestoep,there,justoppositeyourwindow。No,don’tletustalkanymorenow。

Therewillbeplentyoftimeforthatto-morrow。”

Sherose,lookedatAnscombe,lookedatme,lookedatherfatherverypitifully;thenwithalittleexclamationofdespairpassedintoherroombytheFrenchwindow,wherepresentlyIheardhercallthenativemaidandtellherthatshewastosleepwithher。

Marnhamwatchedherdepart。Thenhetoowentwithhisheadbowedandstaggeringalittleinhiswalk。NextAnscomberoseandlimpedoffintohisroom,Ifollowinghim。

“Well,youngman。”Isaid,“youhaveputusallinthesoupnowandnomistake。”

“Yes,Allan,IamafraidIhave。Butonthewholedon’tyouthinkitratherinterestingsoup——somanyunexpectedingredients,yousee!“

“Interestingsoup!Unexpectedingredients!“Irepeatedafterhim,adding,“Whynotcallithell’sbrothatonce?“

Thenhebecameserious,dreadfullyserious。

“Lookhere。”hesaid,“IloveHeda,andwhateverherfamilyhistorymaybeImeantomarryherandfacetherowathome。”

“Youcouldscarcelydolessinallthecircumstances,andasforrows,thatyoungladywouldsoonfitherselfintoanyplacethatyoucangiveher。Butthequestionis,howcanyoumarryher?“

“Oh!somethingwillhappen。”herepliedoptimistically。

“Youarequiterightthere。Somethingwillcertainlyhappen,butthepointis——what?SomethingwasverynearhappeningwhenI

turneduponthatstoep,sonearthatIthinkitwasluckyforyou,orforMissHeda,orboth,thatIhavelearnedhowtohandleapistol。Nowletmeseeyourfoot,anddon’tspeakanotherwordtomeaboutallthisbusinessto-night。I’drathertackleitwhenIamclear-headedinthemorning。”

“Well,IexaminedhisinstepandlegverycarefullyandfoundthatRoddwasright。Althoughitstillhurthimtowalk,thewoundwasquitehealedandallinflammationhadgonefromthelimb。Nowitwasonlyaquestionoftimeforthesinewstorightthemselves。WhileIwasthusengagedheheldforthonthevirtuesandcharmsofHeda,Imakingnocomment。

“Liedownandgettosleep,ifyoucan。”IsaidwhenIhadfinished。“ThedoorislockedandIamgoingontothestoep,soyouneedn’tbeafraidofthewindows。Good-night。”

Iwentoutandsatmyselfdowninsuchapositionthatbythelightofthehanginglamp,whichstillburned,IcouldmakesurethatnoonecouldapproacheitherHeda’sormyroomwithoutmyseeinghim。Fortherest,allmylifeIhavebeenaccustomedtonightvigils,andtheloadedrevolverhungfrommywristbyaloopofhide。Moreover,neverhadIfeltlesssleepy。ThereI

sathourafterhour,thinking。

Thesubstanceofmythoughtsdoesnotmatter,sincetheeventsthatfollowedmakethemsuperfluoustothestory。Iwillmerelyrecord,therefore,thattowardsdawnagreathorrortookholdofme。IdidnotknowofwhatIwasafraid,butIwasmuchafraidofsomething。NothingwaspassingineitherHeda’sorourroom,ofthatImadesurebypersonalexamination。Thereforeitwouldseemthatmyterrorswereunnecessary,andyettheygrewandgrew。Ifeltsurethatsomethingwashappeningsomewhere,adreadoccurrencewhichitwasbeyondmypowertoprevent,thoughwhetheritwereinthishouseorattheotherendofAfricaIdidnotknow。

Thementaldepressionincreasedandculminated。Thenofasuddenitpassedcompletelyaway,andasImoppedthesweatfromoffmybrowInoticedthatdawnwasbreaking。Itwasatenderandbeautifuldawn,andinadimwayItookitasagoodomen。Ofcourseitwasnothingbutthedailyresurrectionofthesun,andyetitbroughttomecomfortandhope。Thenightwaspastwithallitsfears;thelighthadcomewithallitsjoys。FromthatmomentIwascertainthatweshouldtriumphoverthesedifficultiesandthattheendofthemwouldbepeace。

SosurewasIthatIventuredtotakeanap,knowingthattheslightestmovementorsoundwouldwakeme。IsupposeIsleptuntilsixo’clock,whenIwasarousedbyafootfall。Isprangup,andsawbeforemeoneofournativeservants。Hewastremblingandhisfacewasashenbeneaththeblack。Moreoverhecouldnotspeak。Allhedidwastoputhisheadononeside,likeadeadman,andkeeponpointingdownwards。Thenwithhismouthopenandstartingeyeshebeckonedtometofollowhim。

Ifollowed。

CHAPTERVIII

RODD’SLASTCARD

ThemanledmetoMarnham’sroom,whichIhadneverenteredbefore。AllIcouldseeatfirst,fortheshutterswereclosed,wasthattheplaceseemedlarge,asbedchambersgoinSouthAfrica。Whenmyeyesgrewaccustomedtothelight,Imadeoutthefigureofamanseatedinachairwithhisheadbentforwardoveratablethatwasplacedatthefootofthebedalmostinthecentreoftheroom。Ithrewopentheshuttersandthemorninglightpouredin。ThemanwasMarnham。Onthetablewerewritingmaterials,alsoabrandybottlewithonlyadregofspiritinit。

Ilookedfortheglassandfounditbyhissideonthefloor,shattered,notmerelybroken。

“Drunk。”Isaidaloud,whereontheservant,whounderstoodme,spokeforthefirsttime,sayinginafrightenedvoiceinDutch——

“No,Baas,dead,halfcold。Ifoundhimsojustnow。”

IbentdownandexaminedMarnham,alsofelthisface。Sureenough,hewasdead,forhisjawhadfallen;alsohisfleshwaschill,andfromhimcameahorriblesmellofbrandy。Ithoughtforamoment,thenbadetheboyfetchDr。Roddandsaynothingtoanyoneelse,Hewent,andnowforthefirsttimeInoticedalargeenvelopeaddressed“AllanQuatermain,Esq。”inasomewhatshakyhand。ThisIpickedupandslippedintomypocket。

Roddarrivedhalfdressed。

“What’sthematternow?“hegrowled。

IpointedtoMarnham,saying——

“Thatisaquestionforyoutoanswer。

“Oh!drunkagain,Isuppose。”hesaid。ThenhedidasIhaddone,bentdownandexaminedhim。Afewsecondslaterhesteppedorreeledback,lookingasfrightenedasamancouldbe,andexclaiming——

“Deadasastone,byGod!Deadthesethreehoursormore。”

“Quiteso。”Ianswered,“butwhatkilledhim?“

“HowshouldIknow?“heaskedsavagely。“Doyoususpectmeofpoisoninghim?“

“Mymindisopen。”Ireplied;“butasyouquarrelledsobitterlylastnight,othersmight。”

Theboltwenthome;hesawhisdanger。

“Probablytheoldsotdiedinafit,oroftoomuchbrandy。Howcanoneknowwithoutapost-mortem?Butthatmustn’tbemadebyme。I’mofftoinformthemagistrateandgetholdofanotherdoctor。LetthebodyremainasitisuntilIreturn。

Ireflectedquickly。OughtItolethimgoornot?Ifhehadanyhandinthisbusiness,doubtlessheintendedtoescape。

Well,supposingthisweresoandhedidescapee,thatwouldbeagoodthingforHeda,andreallyitwasnoaffairofminetobringthefellowtojustice。Moreovertherewasnothingtoshowthathewasguilty;hiswholemannerseemedtopointanotherway,thoughofcoursehemightbeacting。

“Verywell。”Ireplied,“butreturnasquicklyaspossible。”

Hestoodforafewsecondslikeamanwhoisdazed。ItoccurredtomethatitmighthavecomeintohismindwithMarnham’sdeaththathehadlosthisholdoverHeda。Butifsohesaidnothingofit,butonlyasked——

“Willyougoinsteadofme?“

“OnthewholeIthinknot。”Ireplied,“andifIdid,thestoryI

shouldhavetotellmightnottendtoyouradvantage。

“That’strue,damnyou!“heexclaimedandlefttheroom。

TenminuteslaterhewasgallopingtowardsPilgrim’sRest。

BeforeIdepartedfromthedeathchamberIexaminedtheplacecarefullytoseeifIcouldfindanypoisonorotherdeadlything,butwithoutsuccess。OnethingIdiddiscover,however。

Turningtheleafofablotting-bookthatwasbyMarnham’selbow,Icameuponasheetofpaperonwhichwerewrittenthesewordsinhishand,“Greaterlovehathnomanthanthis——“thatwasall。

Eitherhehadforgottentheendofthequotationorchangedhismind,orwasunablethroughweaknesstofinishthesentence。

ThispaperalsoIputinmypocket。BoltingtheshuttersandlockingthedoorIreturnedtothestoep,whereIwasalone,forasyetnooneelsewasstirring。ThenIrememberedtheletterinmypocketandopenedit。Itran——

“DearMr。Quatermain,——

“IhaverememberedthatthosewhoquarrelwithDr。Roddareapttodiesoonandsuddenly;atanyratelifeatmyageisalwaysuncertain。Therefore,asIknowyoutobeanhonestman,Iamenclosingmywillthatitmaybeinsafekeepingandpurposetosendittoyourroomto-morrowmorning。PerhapswhenyoureturntoPretoriayouwilldeposititintheStandardBankthere,andifIamstillalive,forwardmethereceipt。YouwillseethatI

leaveeverythingtomydaughterwhomIdearlylove,andthatthereisenoughtokeepthewolffromherdoor,besidesmyshareinthisproperty,ifitiseverrealized。

“Afterallthathaspassedto-nightIdonotfeeluptowritingalongletter,so“Remainsincerelyyours,“H。A。Marnham。”

“PS——IshouldliketostateclearlyuponpaperthatmyearnesthopeandwisharethatHedamaygetclearofthatblack-hearted,murderous,scoundrelRoddandmarryMr。Anscombe,whomIlikeandwho,Iamsure,wouldmakeheragoodhusband。”

Thinkingtomyselfthisdidnotlookveryliketheletterofasuicide,Iglancedthroughthewill,asthetestatorseemedtohavewishedthatIshoulddoso。Itwasshort,butproperlydrawn,signed,andwitnessed,andbequeathedasumof#9,000,whichwasondepositattheStandardBank,togetherwithallhisotherproperty,realandpersonal,toHedaforherownsoleuse,freefromthedebtsandengagementsofherhusband,shouldshemarry。Alsoshewasforbiddentospendmorethan#1,000ofthecapital。Inshortthemoneywasstrictlytiedup。WiththewillweresomeotherpapersthatapparentlyreferredtocertainpropertyinHungarytowhichHedamightbecomeentitled,butabouttheseIdidnottrouble。

Replacingthesedocumentsinasafeinnerpocketintheliningofmywaistcoat,IwentintoourroomandwokeupAnscombewhowassleepingsoundly,afactthatcausedanunreasonableirritationinmymind。WhenatlengthhewasthoroughlyarousedIsaidtohim——

“Youareinluck’sway,myfriend。Marnhamisdead。”

“Oh!poorHeda。”heexclaimed,“shelovedhim。Itwillhalfbreakherheart。”

“Ifitbreakshalfofherheart。”Ireplied,“itwillmendtheotherhalf,fornowherfilialaffectioncan’tforcehertomarryRodd,andthatiswhereyouareinluck’sway。”

ThenItoldhimallthestory。

“Washemurderedordidhecommitsuicide?“heaskedwhenIhadfinished。

“Idon’tknow,andtotellyouthetruthIdon’twanttoknow;

norwillyouifyouarewise,unlessknowledgeisforceduponyou。Itisenoughthatheisdead,andforhisdaughter’ssakethelessthecircumstancesofhisendareexaminedintothebetter。”

“PoorHeda!“hesaidagain,“whowilltellher?Ican’t。_You_

foundhim,Allan。”

“Iexpectedthatjobwouldbemyshareofthebusiness,Anscombe。

Well,thesooneritisoverthebetter。Nowdressyourselfandcomeontothestoep。”

ThenIlefthimandnextminutemetHeda’sfat,half-breedmaid,astupidbutgoodsortofawomanwhowascalledKaatje,emergingfromhermistress’sroomwithajug,tofetchhotwater,I

suppose。

“Kaatje。”Isaid,“gobackandtelltheMissieHedathatIwanttospeaktoherassoonasIcan。Nevermindthehotwater,butstopandhelphertodress。”

Shebegantogrumblealittleinagood-naturedway,butsomethinginmyeyestoppedherandshewentbackintotheroom。

TenminuteslaterHedawasbymyside。

“Whatisit,Mr。Quatermain?“sheasked。“Ifeelsurethatsomethingdreadfulhashappened。”

“Ithas,mydear。”Ianswered,“thatis,ifdeathisdreadful。

Yourfatherdiedlastnight。”

“Oh!“shesaid,“oh!“andsankbackontotheseat。

“Bearup。”Iwenton,“wemustalldieoneday,andhehadreachedthefullageofman。”

“ButIlovedhim。”shemoaned。“HehadmanyfaultsIknow,stillIlovedhim。”

“Itisthelotoflife,Heda,thatweshouldlosewhatwelove。

Bethankful,therefore,thatyouhavesomeonelefttolove。”

“Yes,thankGod!that’strue。Ifithadbeenhim——no,it’swickedtosaythat。”

ThenItoldherthestory,andwhileIwasdoingso,Anscombejoinedus,walkingbyaidofhisstick。AlsoIshowedthembothMarnham’slettertomeandthewill,buttheotherbitofpaperI

didnotspeakoforshow。

ShesatverypaleandquietandlistenedtillIhaddone。Thenshesaid——

“Ishouldliketoseehim。”

“Perhapsitisaswell。”Ianswered。“Ifyoucanbearit,comeatonce,anddoyoucomealso,Anscombe。”

Wewenttotheroom,AnscombeandHedaholdingeachotherbythehand。Iunlockedthedoorand,entering,threwopenashutter。

TheresatthedeadmanasIhadlefthim,onlyhisheadhadfallenoveralittle。Shegazedathim,trembling,thenadvancedandkissedhiscoldforehead,muttering,“Good-bye,father。Oh!good-bye,father。”

Athoughtstruckme,andIasked——

“Isthereanyplaceherewhereyourfatherlockedupthings?AsI

haveshownyou,youarehisheiress,andifsoitmightbeaswellinthishousethatyoushouldpossessyourselfofhisproperty。”

“Thereisasafeinthecorner。”sheanswered,“ofwhichhealwayskeptthekeyinhistrouserpocket。”

“ThenwithyourleaveIwillopenitinyourpresence。”

GoingtothedeadmanIsearchedhispocketandfoundinitabunchofkeys。TheseIwithdrewandwenttothesafeoverwhichaskinrugwasthrown。Iunlockediteasilyenough。Withinweretwobagsofgold,eachmarked#100;alsoanotherlargerbagmarked“Mywife’sjewelry。ForHeda“;alsosomepapersandaminiatureoftheladywhoseportraithunginthesitting-room;

alsosomeloosegold。

“Nowwhowilltakechargeofthese?“Iasked。“Idonotthinkitsafetoleavethemhere。”

“You,ofcourse。”saidAnscombe,whileHedanodded。

SowithagroanIconsignedallthesevaluablestomycapaciouspockets。ThenIlockeduptheemptysafe,replacedthekeyswhereIhadfoundthemonMarnham,fastenedtheshutterandlefttheroomwithAnscombe,waitingforawhileoutsidetillHedajoinedus,sobbingalittle。Afterthiswegotsomethingtoeat,insistingonHedadoingthesame。

OnleavingthetableIsawacurioussight,namely,thepatientswhomRoddwasattendinginthelittlehospitalofwhichIhavespoken,departingtowardsthebush-veld,thoseofthemwhocouldwalkwellandtheattendantsassistingtheothers。Theywerealreadysomedistanceaway,toofarindeedformetofollow,asI

didnotwishtoleavethehouse。Theincidentfilledmewithsuspicion,andIwentroundtothebacktomakeinquiries,butcouldfindnoone。AsIpassedthehospitaldoor,however,I

heardavoicecallinginSisutu——

“Donotleavemebehind,mybrothers。”

IenteredandsawthemanonwhomRoddhadoperatedthedayofourarrival,lyinginbedandquitealone。Iaskedhimwheretheothershadgone。Atfirsthewouldnotanswer,butwhenI

pretendedtoleavehim,calledoutthatitwasbacktotheirowncountry。Finally,tocutthestoryshort,IextractedfromhimthattheyhadleftbecausetheyhadnewsthattheTemplewasgoingtobeattackedbySekukunianddidnotwishtobeherewhenIandAnscombewerekilled。Howthenewsreachedhimherefused,orcouldnot,say;nordidheseemtoknowanythingofthedeathofMarnham。WhenIpressedhimontheformerpoint,heonlygroanedandcriedforwater,forhewasinpainandthirsty。I

askedhimwhohadtoldSekukuni’speopletokillus,butherefusedtospeak。

“Verywell。”Isaid,“thenyoushalllieherealoneanddieofthirst。”andagainIturnedtowardsthedoor。

Atthishecriedout——

“Iwilltellyou。Itwasthewhitemedicine-manwholiveshere;

hewhocutmeopen。Hearrangeditallafewdaysagobecausehehatesyou。Lastnightherodetotelltheimpiwhentocome。”

“Whenisittocome?“Iasked,holdingthejugofwatertowardshim。

“To-nightattherisingofthemoon,sothatitmaygetfarawaybeforethedawn。Mypeoplearethirstyforyourbloodandforthatoftheotherwhitechief,becauseyoukilledsomanyofthembytheriver。Theotherstheywillnotharm。”

“Howdidyoulearnallthis?“Iaskedhimagain,butwithoutresult,forhebecameincoherentandonlymutteredsomethingaboutbeingleftalonebecausetheotherscouldnotcarryhim。

SoIgavehimsomewater,afterwhichhefellasleep,orpretendedtodoso,andIlefthim,wonderingwhetherhewasdelirious,orspoketruth。AsIpassedthestablesIsawthatmyownhorsewasthere,forinthisdistricthorsesarealwaysshutupatnighttokeepthemfromcatchingsickness,butthatthefourbeaststhathadbroughtHedafromNatalintheCapecartweregone,thoughitwasevidentthattheyhadbeenkraaledheretillwithinanhourortwo。Ithrewmyhorseabundleofforageandreturnedtothehousebythebackentrance。Thekitchenwasempty,butcrouchedbythedoorofMarnham’sroomsattheboywhohadfoundhimdead。Hehadbeenattachedtohismasterandseemedhalfdazed。Iaskedhimwheretheotherservantswere,towhichherepliedthattheyhadallrunaway。ThenIaskedhimwherethehorseswere。HeansweredthattheBaasRoddhadorderedthemtobeturnedoutbeforeherodeoffthatmorning。I

badehimaccompanymetothestoep,asIdarednotlethimoutofmysight,whichhedidunwillinglyenough。

ThereIfoundAnscombeandHeda。Theywereseatedsidebysideuponthecouch。Tearswererunningdownherfaceandhe,lookingverytroubled,heldherbythehand。SomehowthatpictureofHedahasalwaysremainedfixedinmymind。Sorrowbecomessomewomenandshewasoneofthem。Herbeautifuldarkgreyeyesdidnotgrowredwithweeping;thetearsjustwelledupinthemandfelllikedewdropsfromtheheartofaflower。

Shesatveryuprightandverystill,ashedid,lookingstraightinfrontofher,whilearayofsunshine,fallingonherhead,showedthechestnut-huedlightsinherwavinghair,ofwhichshehadagreatabundance。

Indeedthepairofthem,thusseatedsidebyside,remindedmeofanengravingIhadseensomewhereofthestatuesofahusbandandwifeinanoldEgyptiantomb。Withjustsuchalookdidthewomanofthousandsofyearsagositgazinginpatienthopeintothedarknessofthefuture。Deathhadmadehersad,butitwasgoneby,andthelittlewistfulsmileaboutherlipsseemedtosuggestthatinthisdarknesshersorrowfuleyesalreadysawthestirringofthenewlifetobe。Moreover,wasnotthemanshelovedthecompanionofherhopesashehadbeenofherwoes。

Suchwasthefancifulthoughtthatsprangupinmymind,eveninthemidstofthosegreatanxieties,likeasingleflowerinastonywildernessofthornsoronestarontheblacknessofthenight。

InamomentithadgoneandIwastellingthemofwhatIhadlearned。TheylistenedtillIhadfinished。ThenAnscombesaidslowly——

“Twoofuscan’tholdthishouseagainstanimpi。Wemustgetoutofit。”

“Bothyourconclusionsseemquitesound。”Iremarked,“thatisifyonderoldKaffiristellingthetruth。Butthequestionis——how?Wecan’tallthreeofusrideononenag,asyouarestillacripple。”

“ThereistheCapecart。”suggestedHeda。

“Yes,butthehorseshavebeenturnedout,andIdon’tknowwheretolookforthem。NordareIsendthatboyalone,forprobablyhewouldboltliketheothers。Ithinkthatyouhadbettergetonmyhorseandrideforit,leavingustotakeourchance。I

daresaythewholethingisalieandthatweshallbeinnodanger。”Iaddedbywayofsofteningthesuggestion。

“ThatIwillneverdo。”sherepliedwithsomuchquietconvictionthatIsawitwasuselesstopursuetheargument。

Ithoughtforamoment,asthepositionwasverydifficult。Theboywasnottobetrusted,andifIwentwithhimIshouldbeleavingthesetwoaloneand,inAnscombe’sstate,almostdefenceless。StillitseemedasthoughImust。JustthenI

lookedup,andthereatthegardengatesawAnscombe’sdriver,Footsack,themanwhomIhaddespatchedtoPretoriatofetchhisoxen。Inotedthathelookedfrightenedandwasbreathless,forhiseyesstartedoutofhishead。Alsohishatwasgoneandhebledalittlefromhisface。

Seeingusheranupthepathandsatdownasthoughheweretired。

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