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Mr。Nosniborusedtogotothesebanks,orrathertothegreatmotherbankofthecity,sometimesbutnotveryoften。Hewasapillarofoneoftheotherkindofbanks,thoughheappearedtoholdsomeminorofficealsointhemusicalones。Theladiesgenerallywentalone;asindeedwasthecaseinmostfamilies,exceptonstateoccasions。
Ihadlongwantedtoknowmoreofthisstrangesystem,andhadthegreatestdesiretoaccompanymyhostessandherdaughters。Ihadseenthemgooutalmosteverymorningsincemyarrivalandhadnoticedthattheycarriedtheirpursesintheirhands,notexactlyostentatiously,yetjustsoasthatthosewhometthemshouldseewhithertheyweregoing。Ihadnever,however,yetbeenaskedtogowiththemmyself。
Itisnoteasytoconveyaperson’smannerbywords,andIcanhardlygiveanyideaofthepeculiarfeelingthatcameuponmewhenIsawtheladiesonthepointofstartingforthebank。Therewasasomethingofregret,asomethingasthoughtheywouldwishtotakemewiththem,butdidnotliketoaskme,andyetasthoughI
werehardlytoasktobetaken。Iwasdetermined,however,tobringmatterstoanissuewithmyhostessaboutmygoingwiththem,andafteralittleparleying,andmanyinquiriesastowhetherI
wasperfectlysurethatImyselfwishedtogo,itwasdecidedthatImightdoso。
Wepassedthroughseveralstreetsofmoreorlessconsiderablehouses,andatlastturningroundacornerwecameuponalargepiazza,attheendofwhichwasamagnificentbuilding,ofastrangebutnoblearchitectureandofgreatantiquity。Itdidnotopendirectlyontothepiazza,therebeingascreen,throughwhichwasanarchway,betweenthepiazzaandtheactualprecinctsofthebank。Onpassingunderthearchwayweentereduponagreensward,roundwhichthererananarcadeorcloister,whileinfrontofusuprosethemajestictowersofthebankanditsvenerablefront,whichwasdividedintothreedeeprecessesandadornedwithallsortsofmarblesandmanysculptures。Oneithersidetherewerebeautifuloldtreeswhereinthebirdswerebusybythehundred,andanumberofquaintbutsubstantialhousesofsingularlycomfortableappearance;theyweresituatedinthemidstoforchardsandgardens,andgavemeanimpressionofgreatpeaceandplenty。
Indeedithadbeennoerrortosaythatthisbuildingwasonethatappealedtotheimagination;itdidmore——itcarriedbothimaginationandjudgementbystorm。Itwasanepicinstoneandmarble,andsopowerfulwastheeffectitproducedonme,thatasI
behelditIwascharmedandmelted。Ifeltmoreconsciousoftheexistenceofaremotepast。Oneknowsofthisalways,buttheknowledgeisneversolivingasintheactualpresenceofsomewitnesstothelifeofbygoneages。Ifelthowshortaspaceofhumanlifewastheperiodofourownexistence。Iwasmoreimpressedwithmyownlittleness,andmuchmoreinclinabletobelievethatthepeoplewhosesenseofthefitnessofthingswasequaltotheupraisingofsosereneahandiwork,werehardlylikelytobewrongintheconclusionstheymightcometouponanysubject。
Myfeelingcertainlywasthatthecurrencyofthisbankmustbetherightone。
Wecrossedtheswardandenteredthebuilding。Iftheoutsidehadbeenimpressivetheinsidewasevenmoreso。Itwasveryloftyanddividedintoseveralpartsbywallswhichresteduponmassivepillars;thewindowswerefilledwithstainedglassdescriptiveoftheprincipalcommercialincidentsofthebankformanyages。Inaremotepartofthebuildingthereweremenandboyssinging;thiswastheonlydisturbingfeature,forasthegamutwasstillunknown,therewasnomusicinthecountrywhichcouldbeagreeabletoaEuropeanear。Thesingersseemedtohavederivedtheirinspirationsfromthesongsofbirdsandthewailingofthewind,whichlasttheytriedtoimitateinmelancholycadencesthatattimesdegeneratedintoahowl。Tomythinkingthenoisewashideous,butitproducedagreateffectuponmycompanions,whoprofessedthemselvesmuchmoved。Assoonasthesingingwasover,theladiesrequestedmetostaywhereIwaswhiletheywentinsidetheplacefromwhichithadseemedtocome。
Duringtheirabsencecertainreflectionsforcedthemselvesuponme。
Inthefirstplace,itstruckmeasstrangethatthebuildingshouldbesonearlyempty;Iwasalmostalone,andthefewbesidesmyselfhadbeenledbycuriosity,andhadnointentionofdoingbusinesswiththebank。Buttheremightbemoreinside。Istoleuptothecurtain,andventuredtodrawtheextremeedgeofitononeside。No,therewashardlyanyonethere。Isawalargenumberofcashiers,allattheirdesksreadytopaycheques,andoneortwowhoseemedtobethemanagingpartners。Ialsosawmyhostessandherdaughtersandtwoorthreeotherladies;alsothreeorfouroldwomenandtheboysfromoneoftheneighbouringCollegesofUnreason;buttherewasnooneelse。Thisdidnotlookasthoughthebankwasdoingaverylargebusiness;andyetIhadalwaysbeentoldthateveryoneinthecitydealtwiththisestablishment。
Icannotdescribeallthattookplaceintheseinnerprecincts,forasinister-lookingpersoninablackgowncameandmadeunpleasantgesturesatmeforpeeping。IhappenedtohaveinmypocketoneoftheMusicalBankpieces,whichhadbeengivenmebyMrs。Nosnibor,soItriedtotiphimwithit;buthavingseenwhatitwas,hebecamesoangrythatIhadtogivehimapieceoftheotherkindofmoneytopacifyhim。WhenIhaddonethishebecamecivildirectly。AssoonashewasgoneIventuredtotakeasecondlook,andsawZuloraintheveryactofgivingapieceofpaperwhichlookedlikeachequetooneofthecashiers。Hedidnotexamineit,butputtinghishandintoanantiquecofferhardby,hepulledoutaquantityofmetalpiecesapparentlyatrandom,andhandedthemoverwithoutcountingthem;neitherdidZuloracountthem,butputthemintoherpurseandwentbacktoherseatafterdroppingafewpiecesoftheothercoinageintoanalmsboxthatstoodbythecashier’sside。Mrs。NosniborandArowhenathendidlikewise,butalittlelatertheygaveall(sofarasIcouldsee)thattheyhadreceivedfromthecashierbacktoaverger,whoIhavenodoubtputitbackintothecofferfromwhichithadbeentaken。Theythenbeganmakingtowardsthecurtain;whereonIletitdropandretreatedtoareasonabledistance。
Theysoonjoinedme。Forsomefewminutesweallkeptsilence,butatlastIventuredtoremarkthatthebankwasnotsobusyto-dayasitprobablyoftenwas。OnthisMrs。Nosniborsaidthatitwasindeedmelancholytoseewhatlittleheedpeoplepaidtothemostpreciousofallinstitutions。Icouldsaynothinginreply,butI
haveeverbeenofopinionthatthegreaterpartofmankinddoapproximatelyknowwheretheygetthatwhichdoesthemgood。
Mrs。NosniborwentontosaythatImustnotthinktherewasanywantofconfidenceinthebankbecauseIhadseensofewpeoplethere;theheartofthecountrywasthoroughlydevotedtotheseestablishments,andanysignoftheirbeingindangerwouldbringinsupportfromthemostunexpectedquarters。Itwasonlybecausepeopleknewthemtobesoverysafe,thatinsomecases(asshelamentedtosayinMr。Nosnibor’s)theyfeltthattheirsupportwasunnecessary。Moreovertheseinstitutionsneverdepartedfromthesafestandmostapprovedbankingprinciples。Thustheyneverallowedinterestondeposit,athingnowfrequentlydonebycertainbubblecompanies,whichbydoinganillegitimatetradehaddrawnmanycustomersaway;andeventheshareholderswerefewerthanformerly,owingtotheinnovationsoftheseunscrupulouspersons,fortheMusicalBankspaidlittleornodividend,butdividedtheirprofitsbywayofbonusontheoriginalsharesonceineverythirtythousandyears;andasitwasnowonlytwothousandyearssincetherehadbeenoneofthesedistributions,peoplefeltthattheycouldnothopeforanotherintheirowntimeandpreferredinvestmentswherebytheygotsomemoretangiblereturn;allwhich,shesaid,wasverymelancholytothinkof。
Havingmadetheselastadmissions,shereturnedtoheroriginalstatement,namely,thateveryoneinthecountryreallysupportedthesebanks。Astothefewnessofthepeople,andtheabsenceoftheable-bodied,shepointedouttomewithsomejusticethatthiswasexactlywhatweoughttoexpect。Themenwhoweremostconversantaboutthestabilityofhumaninstitutions,suchasthelawyers,menofscience,doctors,statesmen,painters,andthelike,werejustthosewhoweremostlikelytobemisledbytheirownfanciedaccomplishments,andtobemadeundulysuspiciousbytheirlicentiousdesireforgreaterpresentreturn,whichwasattherootofnine-tenthsoftheopposition;bytheirvanity,whichwouldpromptthemtoaffectsuperioritytotheprejudicesofthevulgar;andbythestingsoftheirownconscience,whichwasconstantlyupbraidingtheminthemostcruelmanneronaccountoftheirbodies,whichweregenerallydiseased。
Letaperson’sintellect(shecontinued)beneversosound,unlesshisbodyisinabsolutehealth,hecanformnojudgementworthhavingonmattersofthiskind。Thebodyiseverything:itneednotperhapsbesuchastrongbody(shesaidthisbecauseshesawthatIwasthinkingoftheoldandinfirm-lookingfolkswhomIhadseeninthebank),butitmustbeinperfecthealth;inthiscase,thelessactivestrengthithadthemorefreewouldbetheworkingoftheintellect,andthereforethesoundertheconclusion。Thepeople,then,whomIhadseenatthebankwereinrealitytheveryoneswhoseopinionsweremostworthhaving;theydeclareditsadvantagestobeincalculable,andevenprofessedtoconsidertheimmediatereturntobefarlargerthantheywereentitledto;andsosheranon,nordidsheleaveofftillwehadgotbacktothehouse。
Shemightsaywhatshepleased,buthermannercarriednoconviction,andlateronIsawsignsofgeneralindifferencetothesebanksthatwerenottobemistaken。Theirsupportersoftendeniedit,butthedenialwasgenerallysocouchedastoaddanotherproofofitsexistence。Incommercialpanics,andintimesofgeneraldistress,thepeopleasamassdidnotsomuchaseventhinkofturningtothesebanks。Afewmightdoso,somefromhabitandearlytraining,somefromtheinstinctthatpromptsustocatchatanystrawwhenwethinkourselvesdrowning,butfewfromagenuinebeliefthattheMusicalBankscouldsavethemfromfinancialruin,iftheywereunabletomeettheirengagementsintheotherkindofcurrency。
InconversationwithoneoftheMusicalBankmanagersIventuredtohintthisasplainlyaspolitenesswouldallow。Hesaidthatithadbeenmoreorlesstruetilllately;butthatnowtheyhadputfreshstainedglasswindowsintoallthebanksinthecountry,andrepairedthebuildings,andenlargedtheorgans;thepresidents,moreover,hadtakentoridinginomnibusesandtalkingnicelytopeopleinthestreets,andtorememberingtheagesoftheirchildren,andgivingthemthingswhentheywerenaughty,sothatallwouldhenceforthgosmoothly。
“Buthaven’tyoudoneanythingtothemoneyitself?“saidI,timidly。
“Itisnotnecessary。”herejoined;“notintheleastnecessary,I
assureyou。”
Andyetanyonecouldseethatthemoneygivenoutatthesebankswasnotthatwithwhichpeopleboughttheirbread,meat,andclothing。Itwaslikeitatafirstglance,andwasstampedwithdesignsthatwereoftenofgreatbeauty;itwasnot,again,aspuriouscoinage,madewiththeintentionthatitshouldbemistakenforthemoneyinactualuse;itwasmorelikeatoymoney,orthecountersusedforcertaingamesatcards;for,notwithstandingthebeautyofthedesigns,thematerialonwhichtheywerestampedwasasnearlyvaluelessaspossible。Somewerecoveredwithtinfoil,butthegreaterpartwerefranklyofacheapbasemetaltheexactnatureofwhichIwasnotabletodetermine。
Indeedtheyweremadeofagreatvarietyofmetals,or,perhapsmoreaccurately,alloys,someofwhichwerehard,whileotherswouldbendeasilyandassumealmostanyformwhichtheirpossessormightdesireatthemoment。
Ofcourseeveryoneknewthattheircommercialvaluewasnil,butallthosewhowishedtobeconsideredrespectablethoughtitincumbentuponthemtoretainafewcoinsintheirpossession,andtoletthembeseenfromtimetotimeintheirhandsandpurses。
Notonlythis,buttheywouldsticktoitthatthecurrentcoinoftherealmwasdrossincomparisonwiththeMusicalBankcoinage。
Perhaps,however,thestrangestthingofallwasthattheseverypeoplewouldattimesmakefuninsmallwaysofthewholesystem;
indeed,therewashardlyanyinsinuationagainstitwhichtheywouldnottolerateandevenapplaudintheirdailynewspapersifwrittenanonymously,whileifthesamethingweresaidwithoutambiguitytotheirfaces——nominativecaseverbandaccusativebeingallintheirrightplaces,anddoubtimpossible——theywouldconsiderthemselvesveryseriouslyandjustlyoutraged,andaccusethespeakerofbeingunwell。
Inevercouldunderstand(neithercanIquitedosonow,thoughI
begintoseebetterwhattheymean)whyasinglecurrencyshouldnotsufficethem;itwouldseemtomeasthoughalltheirdealingswouldhavebeenthusgreatlysimplified;butIwasmetwithalookofhorrorifeverIdaredtohintatit。EventhosewhotomycertainknowledgekeptonlyjustenoughmoneyattheMusicalBankstoswearby,wouldcalltheotherbanks(wheretheirsecuritiesreallylay)cold,deadening,paralysing,andthelike。
Inoticedanotherthing,moreover,whichstruckmegreatly。Iwastakentotheopeningofoneofthesebanksinaneighbouringtown,andsawalargeassemblageofcashiersandmanagers。Isatoppositethemandscannedtheirfacesattentively。Theydidnotpleaseme;theylacked,withfewexceptions,thetrueErewhonianfrankness;andanequalnumberfromanyotherclasswouldhavelookedhappierandbettermen。WhenImettheminthestreetstheydidnotseemlikeotherpeople,buthad,asageneralrule,acrampedexpressionupontheirfaceswhichpainedanddepressedme。
Thosewhocamefromthecountrywerebetter;theyseemedtohavelivedlessasaseparateclass,andtobefreerandhealthier;butinspiteofmyseeingnotafewwhoselookswerebenignandnoble,IcouldnothelpaskingmyselfconcerningthegreaternumberofthosewhomImet,whetherErewhonwouldbeabettercountryiftheirexpressionweretobetransferredtothepeopleingeneral。
Iansweredmyselfemphatically,no。TheexpressiononthefacesofthehighYdgruniteswasthatwhichonewouldwishtodiffuse,andnotthatofthecashiers。
Aman’sexpressionishissacrament;itistheoutwardandvisiblesignofhisinwardandspiritualgrace,orwantofgrace;andasI
lookedattheamajorityofthesemen,Icouldnothelpfeelingthattheremustbeasomethingintheirliveswhichhadstuntedtheirnaturaldevelopment,andthattheywouldhavebeenmorehealthilymindedinanyotherprofession。Iwasalwayssorryforthem,forinninecasesoutoftentheywerewell-meaningpersons;
theywereinthemainverypoorlypaid;theirconstitutionswereasaruleabovesuspicion;andtherewererecordednumberlessinstancesoftheirself-sacrificeandgenerosity;buttheyhadhadthemisfortunetohavebeenbetrayedintoafalsepositionatanageforthemostpartwhentheirjudgementwasnotmatured,andafterhavingbeenkeptinstudiedignoranceoftherealdifficultiesofthesystem。Butthisdidnotmaketheirpositionthelessafalseone,anditsbadeffectsuponthemselveswereunmistakable。
Fewpeoplewouldspeakquiteopenlyandfreelybeforethem,whichstruckmeasaverybadsign。WhentheywereintheroomeveryonewouldtalkasthoughallcurrencysavethatoftheMusicalBanksshouldbeabolished;andyettheyknewperfectlywellthateventhecashiersthemselveshardlyusedtheMusicalBankmoneymorethanotherpeople。Itwasexpectedofthemthattheyshouldappeartodoso,butthiswasall。Thelessthoughtfulofthemdidnotseemparticularlyunhappy,butmanywereplainlysickatheart,thoughperhapstheyhardlyknewit,andwouldnothaveownedtobeingso。
Somefewwereopponentsofthewholesystem;butthesewereliabletobedismissedfromtheiremploymentatanymoment,andthisrenderedthemverycareful,foramanwhohadoncebeencashierataMusicalBankwasoutofthefieldforotheremployment,andwasgenerallyunfittedforitbyreasonofthatcourseoftreatmentwhichwascommonlycalledhiseducation。Infactitwasacareerfromwhichretreatwasvirtuallyimpossible,andintowhichyoungmenweregenerallyinducedtoenterbeforetheycouldbereasonablyexpected,consideringtheirtraining,tohaveformedanyopinionsoftheirown。Notunfrequently,indeed,theywereinduced,bywhatweinEnglandshouldcallundueinfluence,concealment,andfraud。
Fewindeedwerethosewhohadthecouragetoinsistonseeingbothsidesofthequestionbeforetheycommittedthemselvestowhatwaspracticallyaleapinthedark。Onewouldhavethoughtthatcautioninthisrespectwasanelementaryprinciple,——oneofthefirstthingsthatanhonourablemanwouldteachhisboytounderstand;butinpracticeitwasnotso。
Ievensawcasesinwhichparentsboughttherightofpresentingtotheofficeofcashieratoneofthesebanks,withthefixeddeterminationthatsomeoneoftheirsons(perhapsamerechild)
shouldfillit。Therewastheladhimself——growingupwitheverypromiseofbecomingagoodandhonourableman——bututterlywithoutwarningconcerningtheironshoewhichhisnaturalprotectorwasprovidingforhim。Whocouldsaythatthewholethingwouldnotendinalife-longlie,andvainchafingtoescape?IconfessthattherewerefewthingsinErewhonwhichshockedmemorethanthis。
YetwedosomethingnotsoverydifferentfromthiseveninEngland,andasregardsthedualcommercialsystem,allcountrieshave,andhavehad,alawoftheland,andalsoanotherlaw,which,thoughprofessedlymoresacred,hasfarlesseffectontheirdailylifeandactions。Itseemsasthoughtheneedforsomelawoverandabove,andsometimesevenconflictingwith,thelawoftheland,mustspringfromsomethingthatliesdeepdowninman’snature;indeed,itishardtothinkthatmancouldeverhavebecomemanatall,butforthegradualevolutionofaperceptionthatthoughthisworldloomssolargewhenweareinit,itmayseemalittlethingwhenwehavegotawayfromit。
WhenmanhadgrowntotheperceptionthatintheeverlastingIs-
and-Is-Notofnature,theworldandallthatitcontains,includingman,isatthesametimebothseenandunseen,hefelttheneedoftworulesoflife,onefortheseen,andtheotherfortheunseensideofthings。Forthelawsaffectingtheseenworldheclaimedthesanctionofseenpowers;fortheunseen(ofwhichheknowsnothingsavethatitexistsandispowerful)heappealedtotheunseenpower(ofwhich,again,heknowsnothingsavethatitexistsandispowerful)towhichhegivesthenameofGod。
SomeErewhonianopinionsconcerningtheintelligenceoftheunbornembryo,thatIregretmyspacewillnotpermitmetolaybeforethereader,haveledmetoconcludethattheErewhonianMusicalBanks,andperhapsthereligioussystemsofallcountries,arenowmoreorlessofanattempttoupholdtheunfathomableandunconsciousinstinctivewisdomofmillionsofpastgenerations,againstthecomparativelyshallow,consciouslyreasoning,andephemeralconclusionsdrawnfromthatofthelastthirtyorforty。
ThesavingfeatureoftheErewhonianMusicalBanksystem(asdistinctfromthequasi-idolatrousviewswhichcoexistwithit,andonwhichIwilltouchlater)wasthatwhileitborewitnesstotheexistenceofakingdomthatisnotofthisworld,itmadenoattempttopiercetheveilthathidesitfromhumaneyes。Itisherethatalmostallreligionsgowrong。Theirprieststrytomakeusbelievethattheyknowmoreabouttheunseenworldthanthosewhoseeyesarestillblindedbytheseen,caneverknow——forgettingthatwhiletodenytheexistenceofanunseenkingdomisbad,topretendthatweknowmoreaboutitthanitsbareexistenceisnobetter。
ThischapterisalreadylongerthanIintended,butIshouldliketosaythatinspiteofthesavingfeatureofwhichIhavejustspoken,IcannothelpthinkingthattheErewhoniansareontheeveofsomegreatchangeintheirreligiousopinions,oratanyrateinthatpartofthemwhichfindsexpressionthroughtheirMusicalBanks。SofarasIcouldsee,fullyninetypercent。ofthepopulationofthemetropolislookeduponthesebankswithsomethingnotfarremovedfromcontempt。Ifthisisso,anysuchstartlingeventasissuretoarisesoonerorlater,mayserveasnucleustoaneworderofthingsthatwillbemoreinharmonywithboththeheadsandheartsofthepeople。
CHAPTERXVI:AROWHENA
ThereaderwillperhapshavelearnedbythistimeathingwhichI
hadmyselfsuspectedbeforeIhadbeentwenty-fourhoursinMr。
Nosnibor’shouse——Imean,thatthoughtheNosniborsshowedmeeveryattention,Icouldnotcordiallylikethem,withtheexceptionofArowhenawhowasquitedifferentfromtherest。TheywerenotfairsamplesofErewhonians。Isawmanyfamilieswithwhomtheywereonvisitingterms,whosemannerscharmedmemorethanIknowhowtosay,butInevercouldgetovermyoriginalprejudiceagainstMr。
Nosniborforhavingembezzledthemoney。Mrs。Nosnibor,too,wasaveryworldlywoman,yettohearhertalkonewouldhavethoughtthatshewassingularlythereverse;neithercouldIendureZulora;
Arowhenahoweverwasperfection。
SheitwaswhoranallthelittleerrandsforhermotherandMr。
NosniborandZulora,andgavethosethousandproofsofsweetnessandunselfishnesswhichsomeonememberofafamilyisgenerallyrequiredtogive。AlldaylongitwasArowhenathis,andArowhenathat;butsheneverseemedtoknowthatshewasbeingputupon,andwasalwaysbrightandwillingfrommorningtillevening。Zuloracertainlywasveryhandsome,butArowhenawasinfinitelythemoregracefulofthetwoandwastheveryneplusultraofyouthandbeauty。Iwillnotattempttodescribeher,foranythingthatI
couldsaywouldfallsofarshortoftherealityasonlytomisleadthereader。Lethimthinkoftheveryloveliestthathecanimagine,andhewillstillbebelowthetruth。Havingsaidthismuch,IneedhardlysaythatIhadfalleninlovewithher。
ShemusthaveseenwhatIfeltforher,butItriedmyhardestnottoletitappearevenbytheslightestsign。Ihadmanyreasonsforthis。IhadnoideawhatMr。andMrs。Nosniborwouldsaytoit;andIknewthatArowhenawouldnotlookatme(atanyratenotyet)ifherfatherandmotherdisapproved,whichtheyprobablywould,consideringthatIhadnothingexceptthepensionofaboutapoundadayofourmoneywhichtheKinghadgrantedme。Ididnotyetknowofamoreseriousobstacle。
Inthemeantime,ImaysaythatIhadbeenpresentedatcourt,andwastoldthatmyreceptionhadbeenconsideredassingularlygracious;indeed,IhadseveralinterviewsbothwiththeKingandQueen,atwhichfromtimetotimetheQueengoteverythingfrommethatIhadintheworld,clothesandall,exceptthetwobuttonsI
hadgiventoYram,thelossofwhichseemedtoannoyheragooddeal。Iwaspresentedwithacourtsuit,andherMajestyhadmyoldclothesputuponawoodendummy,onwhichtheyprobablyremain,unlesstheyhavebeenremovedinconsequenceofmysubsequentdownfall。HisMajesty’smannerswerethoseofacultivatedEnglishgentleman。Hewasmuchpleasedathearingthatourgovernmentwasmonarchical,andthatthemassofthepeoplewereresolutethatitshouldnotbechanged;indeed,Iwassomuchencouragedbytheevidentpleasurewithwhichheheardme,thatIventuredtoquotetohimthosebeautifullinesofShakespeare’s-
“There’sadivinitydothhedgeaking,Roughhewhimhowwemay;“
butIwassorryIhaddonesoafterwards,forIdonotthinkhisMajestyadmiredthelinesasmuchasIcouldhavewished。
Thereisnooccasionformetodwellfurtheruponmyexperienceofthecourt,butIoughtperhapstoalludetooneofmyconversationswiththeKing,inasmuchasitwaspregnantwiththemostimportantconsequences。
Hehadbeenaskingmeaboutmywatch,andenquiringwhethersuchdangerousinventionsweretoleratedinthecountryfromwhichI
came。Iownedwithsomeconfusionthatwatcheswerenotuncommon;
butobservingthegravitywhichcameoverhisMajesty’sfaceI
presumedtosaythattheywerefastdyingout,andthatwehadfewifanyothermechanicalcontrivancesofwhichhewaslikelytodisapprove。Uponhisaskingmetonamesomeofourmostadvancedmachines,Ididnotdaretotellhimofoursteam-enginesandrailroadsandelectrictelegraphs,andwaspuzzlingmybrainstothinkwhatIcouldsay,when,ofallthingsintheworld,balloonssuggestedthemselves,andIgavehimanaccountofaveryremarkableascentwhichwasmadesomeyearsago。TheKingwastoopolitetocontradict,butIfeltsurethathedidnotbelieveme,andfromthatdayforwardthoughhealwaysshowedmetheattentionwhichwasduetomygenius(forinthislightwasmycomplexionregarded),heneverquestionedmeaboutthemannersandcustomsofmycountry。
Toreturn,however,toArowhena。IsoongatheredthatneitherMr。
norMrs。Nosniborwouldhaveanyobjectiontomymarryingintothefamily;aphysicalexcellenceisconsideredinErewhonasasetoffagainstalmostanyotherdisqualification,andmylighthairwassufficienttomakemeaneligiblematch。ButalongwiththiswelcomefactIgatheredanotherwhichfilledmewithdismay:IwasexpectedtomarryZulora,forwhomIhadalreadyconceivedagreataversion。AtfirstIhardlynoticedthelittlehintsandtheartificeswhichwereresortedtoinordertobringustogether,butafteratimetheybecametooplain。Zulora,whethershewasinlovewithmeornot,wasbentonmarryingme,andIgatheredintalkingwithayounggentlemanofmyacquaintancewhofrequentlyvisitedthehouseandwhomIgreatlydisliked,thatitwasconsideredasacredandinviolablerulethatwhoevermarriedintoafamilymustmarrytheeldestdaughteratthattimeunmarried。TheyounggentlemanurgedthisuponmesofrequentlythatIatlastsawhewasinlovewithArowhenahimself,andwantedmetogetZuloraoutoftheway;butotherstoldmethesamestoryastothecustomofthecountry,andIsawtherewasaseriousdifficulty。MyonlycomfortwasthatArowhenasnubbedmyrivalandwouldnotlookathim。Neitherwouldshelookatme;neverthelesstherewasadifferenceinthemannerofherdisregard;thiswasallIcouldgetfromher。
Notthatsheavoidedme;onthecontraryIhadmanyatete-a-tetewithher,forhermotherandsisterwereanxiousformetodepositsomepartofmypensionintheMusicalBanks,thisbeinginaccordancewiththedictatesoftheirgoddessYdgrun,ofwhombothMrs。NosniborandZuloraweregreatdevotees。IwasnotsurewhetherIhadkeptmysecretfrombeingperceivedbyArowhenaherself,butnoneoftheotherssuspectedme,soshewassetuponmetogetmetoopenanaccount,atanyrateproforma,withtheMusicalBanks;andIneedhardlysaythatshesucceeded。ButIdidnotyieldatonce;Ienjoyedtheprocessofbeingarguedwithtookeenlytoloseitbyapromptconcession;besides,alittlehesitationrenderedtheconcessionitselfmorevaluable。ItwasinthecourseofconversationsonthissubjectthatIlearnedthemoredefinedreligiousopinionsoftheErewhonians,thatcoexistwiththeMusicalBanksystem,butarenotrecognisedbythosecuriousinstitutions。IwilldescribethemasbrieflyaspossibleinthefollowingchaptersbeforeIreturntothepersonaladventuresofArowhenaandmyself。
Theywereidolaters,thoughofacomparativelyenlightenedkind;
buthere,asinotherthings,therewasadiscrepancybetweentheirprofessedandactualbelief,fortheyhadagenuineandpotentfaithwhichexistedwithoutrecognitionalongsideoftheiridolworship。
Thegodswhomtheyworshipopenlyarepersonificationsofhumanqualities,asjustice,strength,hope,fear,love,&c。,&c。Thepeoplethinkthatprototypesofthesehavearealobjectiveexistenceinaregionfarbeyondtheclouds,holding,asdidtheancients,thattheyarelikemenandwomenbothinbodyandpassion,exceptthattheyareevencomelierandmorepowerful,andalsothattheycanrenderthemselvesinvisibletohumaneyesight。
Theyarecapableofbeingpropitiatedbymankindandofcomingtotheassistanceofthosewhoasktheiraid。Theirinterestinhumanaffairsiskeen,andonthewholebeneficent;buttheybecomeveryangryifneglected,andpunishratherthefirsttheycomeupon,thantheactualpersonwhohasoffendedthem;theirfurybeingblindwhenitisraised,thoughneverraisedwithoutreason。Theywillnotpunishwithanylessseveritywhenpeoplesinagainstthemfromignorance,andwithoutthechanceofhavinghadknowledge;
theywilltakenoexcusesofthiskind,butareevenastheEnglishlaw,whichassumesitselftobeknowntoeveryone。
Thustheyhavealawthattwopiecesofmattermaynotoccupythesamespaceatthesamemoment,whichlawispresidedoverandadministeredbythegodsoftimeandspacejointly,sothatifaflyingstoneandaman’sheadattempttooutragethesegods,by“arrogatingarightwhichtheydonotpossess“(forsoitiswritteninoneoftheirbooks),andtooccupythesamespacesimultaneously,aseverepunishment,sometimesevendeathitself,issuretofollow,withoutanyregardtowhetherthestoneknewthattheman’sheadwasthere,ortheheadthestone;thisatleastistheirviewofthecommonaccidentsoflife。Moreover,theyholdtheirdeitiestobequiteregardlessofmotives。Withthemitisthethingdonewhichiseverything,andthemotivegoesfornothing。
Thustheyholditstrictlyforbiddenforamantogowithoutcommonairinhislungsformorethanaveryfewminutes;andifbyanychancehegetsintothewater,theair-godisveryangry,andwillnotsufferit;nomatterwhetherthemangotintothewaterbyaccidentoronpurpose,whetherthroughtheattempttosaveachildorthroughpresumptuouscontemptoftheair-god,theair-godwillkillhim,unlesshekeepshisheadhighenoughoutofthewater,andthusgivestheair-godhisdue。
Thiswithregardtothedeitieswhomanagephysicalaffairs。Overandabovethesetheypersonifyhope,fear,love,andsoforth,givingthemtemplesandpriests,andcarvinglikenessesoftheminstone,whichtheyverilybelievetobefaithfulrepresentationsoflivingbeingswhoareonlynothumaninbeingmorethanhuman。Ifanyonedeniestheobjectiveexistenceofthesedivinities,andsaysthatthereisreallynosuchbeingasabeautifulwomancalledJustice,withhereyesblindedandapairofscales,positivelylivingandmovinginaremoteandetherealregion,butthatjusticeisonlythepersonifiedexpressionofcertainmodesofhumanthoughtandaction——theysaythathedeniestheexistenceofjusticeindenyingherpersonality,andthatheisawantondisturberofmen’sreligiousconvictions。Theydetestnothingsomuchasanyattempttoleadthemtohigherspiritualconceptionsofthedeitieswhomtheyprofesstoworship。ArowhenaandIhadapitchedbattleonthispoint,andshouldhavehadmanymorebutformyprudenceinallowinghertogetthebetterofme。
Iamsurethatinherheartshewassuspiciousofherownpositionforshereturnedmorethanoncetothesubject。“Canyounotsee。”
Ihadexclaimed,“thatthefactofjusticebeingadmirablewillnotbeaffectedbytheabsenceofabeliefinherbeingalsoalivingagent?Canyoureallythinkthatmenwillbeonewhitlesshopeful,becausetheynolongerbelievethathopeisanactualperson?“Sheshookherhead,andsaidthatwithmen’sbeliefinthepersonalityallincentivetothereverenceofthethingitself,asjusticeorhope,wouldcease;menfromthathourwouldneverbeeitherjustorhopefulagain。
Icouldnotmoveher,nor,indeed,didIseriouslywishtodoso。
Shedeferredtomeinmostthings,butshenevershrankfrommaintainingheropinionsiftheywereputinquestion;nordoesshetothisdayabateonejotofherbeliefinthereligionofherchildhood,thoughincompliancewithmyrepeatedentreatiesshehasallowedherselftobebaptizedintotheEnglishChurch。Shehas,however,madeaglossuponheroriginalfaithtotheeffectthatherbabyandIaretheonlyhumanbeingsexemptfromthevengeanceofthedeitiesfornotbelievingintheirpersonality。Sheisquiteclearthatweareexempted。Sheshouldneverhavesostrongaconvictionofitotherwise。Howithascomeaboutshedoesnotknow,neitherdoesshewishtoknow;therearethingswhichitisbetternottoknowandthisisoneofthem;butwhenItellherthatIbelieveinherdeitiesasmuchasshedoes——andthatitisadifferenceaboutwords,notthings,shebecomessilentwithaslightemphasis。
Iownthatsheverynearlyconqueredmeonce;forsheaskedmewhatIshouldthinkifsheweretotellmethatmyGod,whosenatureandattributesIhadbeenexplainingtoher,wasbuttheexpressionforman’shighestconceptionofgoodness,wisdom,andpower;thatinordertogenerateamorevividconceptionofsogreatandgloriousathought,manhadpersonifieditandcalleditbyaname;thatitwasanunworthyconceptionoftheDeitytoholdHimpersonal,inasmuchasescapefromhumancontingenciesbecamethusimpossible;
thattherealthingmenshouldworshipwastheDivine,whereinsoevertheycouldfindit;that“God“wasbutman’swayofexpressinghissenseoftheDivine;thatasjustice,hope,wisdom,&c。,wereallpartsofgoodness,soGodwastheexpressionwhichembracedallgoodnessandallgoodpower;thatpeoplewouldnomoreceasetoloveGodonceasingtobelieveinHisobjectivepersonality,thantheyhadceasedtolovejusticeondiscoveringthatshewasnotreallypersonal;nay,thattheywouldnevertrulyloveHimtilltheysawHimthus。
Shesaidallthisinherartlessway,andwithnoneofthecoherencewithwhichIhaveherewrittenit;herfacekindled,andshefeltsurethatshehadconvincedmethatIwaswrong,andthatjusticewasalivingperson。IndeedIdidwincealittle;butI
recoveredmyselfimmediately,andpointedouttoherthatwehadbookswhosegenuinenesswasbeyondallpossibilityofdoubt,astheywerecertainlynoneofthemlessthan1800yearsold;thatinthesetherewerethemostauthenticaccountsofmenwhohadbeenspokentobytheDeityHimself,andofoneprophetwhohadbeenallowedtoseethebackpartsofGodthroughthehandthatwaslaidoverhisface。
Thiswasconclusive;andIspokewithsuchsolemnitythatshewasalittlefrightened,andonlyansweredthattheytoohadtheirbooks,inwhichtheirancestorshadseenthegods;onwhichIsawthatfurtherargumentwasnotatalllikelytoconvinceher;andfearingthatshemighttellhermotherwhatIhadbeensaying,andthatI
mightlosetheholduponheraffectionswhichIwasbeginningtofeelprettysurethatIwasobtaining,Ibegantoletherhaveherownway,andtoconvinceme;neithertillafterweweresafelymarrieddidIshowtheclovenhoofagain。
Nevertheless,herremarkshavehauntedme,andIhavesincemetwithmanyverygodlypeoplewhohavehadagreatknowledgeofdivinity,butnosenseofthedivine:andagain,Ihaveseenaradianceuponthefaceofthosewhowereworshippingthedivineeitherinartornature——inpictureorstatue——infieldorcloudorsea——inman,woman,orchild——whichIhaveneverseenkindledbyanytalkingaboutthenatureandattributesofGod。Mentionbuttheworddivinity,andoursenseofthedivineisclouded。
CHAPTERXVII:YDGRUNANDTHEYDGRUNITES
Inspiteofalltheto-dotheymakeabouttheiridols,andthetemplestheybuild,andthepriestsandpriestesseswhomtheysupport,Icouldneverthinkthattheirprofessedreligionwasmorethanskin-deep;buttheyhadanotherwhichtheycarriedwiththemintoalltheiractions;andalthoughnoonefromtheoutsideofthingswouldsuspectittohaveanyexistenceatall,itwasinrealitytheirgreatguide,themariner’scompassoftheirlives;sothattherewereveryfewthingswhichtheyevereitherdid,orrefrainedfromdoing,withoutreferencetoitsprecepts。
NowIsuspectedthattheirprofessedfaithhadnogreatholduponthem——firstly,becauseIoftenheardthepriestscomplainoftheprevailingindifference,andtheywouldhardlyhavedonesowithoutreason;secondly,becauseoftheshowwhichwasmade,fortherewasnoneofthisabouttheworshipofthegoddessYdgrun,inwhomtheyreallydidbelieve;thirdly,becausethoughthepriestswereconstantlyabusingYdgrunasbeingthegreatenemyofthegods,itwaswellknownthatshehadnomoredevotedworshippersinthewholecountrythantheseverypersons,whowereoftenpriestsofYdgrunratherthanoftheirowndeities。NeitheramIbyanymeanssurethatthesewerenotthebestofthepriests。
Ydgruncertainlyoccupiedaveryanomalousposition;shewasheldtobebothomnipresentandomnipotent,butshewasnotanelevatedconception,andwassometimesbothcruelandabsurd。Evenhermostdevotedworshipperswerealittleashamedofher,andservedhermorewithheartandindeedthanwiththeirtongues。Theirswasnolipservice;onthecontrary,evenwhenworshippinghermostdevoutly,theywouldoftendenyher。Takeherallinall,however,shewasabeneficentandusefuldeity,whodidnotcarehowmuchshewasdeniedsolongasshewasobeyedandfeared,andwhokepthundredsofthousandsinthosepathswhichmakelifetolerablyhappy,whowouldneverhavebeenkeptthereotherwise,andoverwhomahigherandmorespiritualidealwouldhavehadnopower。
IgreatlydoubtwhethertheErewhoniansareyetpreparedforanybetterreligion,andthough(consideringmygraduallystrengthenedconvictionthattheyweretherepresentativesofthelosttribesofIsrael)IwouldhavesetaboutconvertingthematallhazardshadI
seentheremotestprospectofsuccess,IcouldhardlycontemplatethedisplacementofYdgrunasthegreatcentralobjectoftheirregardwithoutadmittingthatitwouldbeattendedwithfrightfulconsequences;infactwereIamerephilosopher,IshouldsaythatthegradualraisingofthepopularconceptionofYdgrunwouldbethegreatestspiritualboonwhichcouldbeconferreduponthem,andthatnothingcouldeffectthisexceptexample。IgenerallyfoundthatthosewhocomplainedmostloudlythatYdgrunwasnothighenoughforthemhadhardlyasyetcomeuptotheYdgrunstandard,andIoftenmetwithaclassofmenwhomIcalledtomyself“highYdgrunites“(therestbeingYdgrunites,andlowYdgrunites),who,inthematterofhumanconductandtheaffairsoflife,appearedtometohavegotaboutasfarasitisintherightnatureofmantogo。
Theyweregentlemeninthefullsenseoftheword;andwhathasonenotsaidinsayingthis?TheyseldomspokeofYdgrun,orevenalludedtoher,butwouldneverruncountertoherdictateswithoutamplereasonfordoingso:insuchcasestheywouldoverrideherwithdueself-reliance,andthegoddessseldompunishedthem;fortheyarebrave,andYdgrunisnot。Theyhadmostofthemasmatteringofthehypotheticallanguage,andsomefewmorethanthis,butonlyafew。Idonotthinkthatthislanguagehashadmuchhandinmakingthemwhattheyare;butratherthatthefactoftheirbeinggenerallypossessedofitsrudimentswasonegreatreasonforthereverencepaidtothehypotheticallanguageitself。
Beinginuredfromyouthtoexercisesandathleticsofallsorts,andlivingfearlesslyundertheeyeoftheirpeers,amongwhomthereexistsahighstandardofcourage,generosity,honour,andeverygoodandmanlyquality——whatwonderthattheyshouldhavebecome,sotospeak,alawuntothemselves;and,whiletakinganelevatedviewofthegoddessYdgrun,theyshouldhavegraduallylostallfaithintherecogniseddeitiesofthecountry?Thesetheydonotopenlydisregard,forconformityuntilabsolutelyintolerableisalawofYdgrun,yettheyhavenorealbeliefintheobjectiveexistenceofbeingswhichsoreadilyexplainthemselvesasabstractions,andwhosepersonalitydemandsaquasi-materialismwhichitbafflestheimaginationtorealise。Theykeeptheiropinions,however,greatlytothemselves,inasmuchasmostoftheircountrymenfeelstronglyaboutthegods,andtheyholditwrongtogivepain,unlessforsomegreatergoodthanseemslikelytoarisefromtheirplainspeaking。
Ontheotherhand,surelythosewhoseownmindsareclearaboutanygivenmatter(eventhoughitbeonlythatthereislittlecertainty)shouldgosofartowardsimpartingthatclearnesstoothers,astosayopenlywhattheythinkandwhytheythinkit,whenevertheycanproperlydoso;fortheymaybesurethattheyowetheirownclearnessalmostentirelytothefactthatothershavedonethisbythem:afterall,theymaybemistaken,andifso,itisfortheirownandthegeneralwell-beingthattheyshouldlettheirerrorbeseenasdistinctlyaspossible,sothatitmaybemoreeasilyrefuted。Iown,therefore,thatonthisonepointI
disapprovedofthepracticeevenofthehighestYdgrunites,andobjectedtoitallthemorebecauseIknewthatIshouldfindmyownfuturetaskmoreeasyifthehighYdgruniteshadalreadyunderminedthebeliefwhichissupposedtoprevailatpresent。
InotherrespectstheyweremorelikethebestclassofEnglishmenthananywhomIhaveseeninothercountries。Ishouldhavelikedtohavepersuadedhalf-a-dozenofthemtocomeovertoEnglandandgouponthestage,fortheyhadmostofthemakeensenseofhumourandatasteforacting:theywouldbeofgreatusetous。Theexampleofarealgentlemanis,ifImaysaysowithoutprofanity,thebestofallgospels;suchamanuponthestagebecomesapotenthumanisinginfluence,anIdealwhichallmaylookuponforashilling。
Ialwayslikedandadmiredthesemen,andalthoughIcouldnothelpdeeplyregrettingtheircertainultimateperdition(fortheyhadnosenseofahereafter,andtheironlyreligionwasthatofself-
respectandconsiderationforotherpeople),Ineverdaredtotakesogreatalibertywiththemastoattempttoputtheminpossessionofmyownreligiousconvictions,inspiteofmyknowingthattheyweretheonlyoneswhichcouldmakethemreallygoodandhappy,eitherhereorhereafter。Ididtrysometimes,beingimpelledtodosobyastrongsenseofduty,andbymydeepregretthatsomuchthatwasadmirableshouldbedoomedtoagesifnoteternityoftorture;butthewordsstuckinmythroatassoonasI
began。
WhetheraprofessionalmissionarymighthaveabetterchanceIknownot;suchpersonsmustdoubtlessknowmoreaboutthescienceofconversion:formyself,IcouldonlybethankfulthatIwasintherightpath,andwasobligedtoletotherstaketheirchanceasyet。
IftheplanfailsbywhichIproposetoconvertthemmyself,I
wouldgladlycontributemymitetowardsthesendingtwoorthreetrainedmissionaries,whohavebeenknownassuccessfulconvertersofJewsandMahometans;butsuchhaveseldommuchtogloryintheflesh,andwhenIthinkofthehighYdgrunites,andofthefigurewhichamissionarywouldprobablycutamongthem,Icannotfeelsanguinethatmuchgoodwouldbearrivedat。Stilltheattemptisworthmaking,andtheworstdangertothemissionariesthemselveswouldbethatofbeingsenttothehospitalwhereChowbokwouldhavebeensenthadhecomewithmeintoErewhon。
Takingthentheirreligiousopinionsasawhole,ImustownthattheErewhoniansaresuperstitious,onaccountoftheviewswhichtheyholdoftheirprofessedgods,andtheirentirelyanomalousandinexplicableworshipofYdgrun,aworshipatoncethemostpowerful,yetmostdevoidofformalism,thatIevermetwith;butinpracticethingsworkedbetterthanmighthavebeenexpected,andtheconflictingclaimsofYdgrunandthegodswerearrangedbyunwrittencompromises(forthemostpartinYdgrun’sfavour),whichinninety-ninecasesoutofahundredwereverywellunderstood。
IcouldnotconceivewhytheyshouldnotopenlyacknowledgehighYdgrunism,anddiscardtheobjectivepersonalityofhope,justice,&c。;butwheneverIsomuchashintedatthis,IfoundthatIwasondangerousground。Theywouldneverhaveit;returningconstantlytotheassertionthatagesagothedivinitieswerefrequentlyseen,andthatthemomenttheirpersonalitywasdisbelievedin,menwouldleaveoffpractisingeventhoseordinaryvirtueswhichthecommonexperienceofmankindhasagreedonasbeingthegreatestsecretofhappiness。“Whoeverheard。”theyasked,indignantly,“ofsuchthingsaskindlytraining,agoodexample,andanenlightenedregardtoone’sownwelfare,beingabletokeepmenstraight?“Inmyhurry,forgettingthingswhichI
oughttohaveremembered,Iansweredthatifapersoncouldnotbekeptstraightbythesethings,therewasnothingthatcouldstraightenhim,andthatifhewerenotruledbytheloveandfearofmenwhomhehadseen,neitherwouldhebesobythatofthegodswhomhehadnotseen。
AtonetimeindeedIcameuponasmallbutgrowingsectwhobelieved,afterafashion,intheimmortalityofthesoulandtheresurrectionfromthedead;theytaughtthatthosewhohadbeenbornwithfeebleanddiseasedbodiesandhadpassedtheirlivesinailing,wouldbetorturedeternallyhereafter;butthatthosewhohadbeenbornstrongandhealthyandhandsomewouldberewardedforeverandever。Ofmoralqualitiesorconducttheymadenomention。
Badasthiswas,itwasastepinadvance,inasmuchastheydidholdoutafuturestateofsomesort,andIwasshockedtofindthatforthemostparttheymetwithopposition,onthescorethattheirdoctrinewasbaseduponnosortoffoundation,alsothatitwasimmoralinitstendency,andnottobedesiredbyanyreasonablebeings。
WhenIaskedhowitcouldbeimmoral,Iwasanswered,thatiffirmlyheld,itwouldleadpeopletocheapenthispresentlife,makingitappeartobeanaffairofonlysecondaryimportance;thatitwouldthusdistractmen’smindsfromtheperfectingofthisworld’seconomy,andwasanimpatientcutting,sotospeak,oftheGordianknotoflife’sproblems,wherebysomepeoplemightgainpresentsatisfactiontothemselvesatthecostofinfinitedamagetoothers;thatthedoctrinetendedtoencouragethepoorintheirimprovidence,andinadebasingacquiescenceinillswhichtheymightwellremedy;thattherewardswereillusoryandtheresult,afterall,ofluck,whoseempireshouldbeboundedbythegrave;
thatitsterrorswereenervatingandunjust;andthateventhemostblessedrisingwouldbebutthedisturbingofastillmoreblessedslumber。
ToallwhichIcouldonlysaythatthethinghadbeenactuallyknowntohappen,andthattherewereseveralwell-authenticatedinstancesofpeoplehavingdiedandcometolifeagain——instanceswhichnomaninhissensescoulddoubt。
“Ifthisbeso。”saidmyopponent,“wemustbearitasbestwemay。”
Ithentranslatedforhim,aswellasIcould,thenoblespeechofHamletinwhichhesaysthatitisthefearlestworseevilsmaybefallusafterdeathwhichalonepreventsusfromrushingintodeath’sarms。
“Nonsense。”heanswered,“nomanwaseveryetstoppedfromcuttinghisthroatbyanysuchfearsasyourpoetascribestohim——andyourpoetprobablyknewthisperfectlywell。Ifamancutshisthroatheisatbay,andthinksofnothingbutescape,nomatterwhither,providedhecanshuffleoffhispresent。No。Menarekeptattheirposts,notbythefearthatiftheyquitthemtheymayquitafrying-panforafire,butbythehopethatiftheyholdon,thefiremayburnlessfiercely。’Therespect,’toquoteyourpoet,’thatmakescalamityofsolongalife,’istheconsiderationthatthoughcalamitymaylivelong,thesufferermaylivelongerstill。”
Onthis,seeingthattherewaslittleprobabilityofourcomingtoanagreement,Ilettheargumentdrop,andmyopponentpresentlyleftmewithasmuchdisapprobationashecouldshowwithoutbeingovertlyrude。
CHAPTERXVIII:BIRTHFORMULAE
IheardwhatfollowsnotfromArowhena,butfromMr。Nosniborandsomeofthegentlemenwhooccasionallydinedatthehouse:theytoldmethattheErewhoniansbelieveinpre-existence;andnotonlythis(ofwhichIwillwritemorefullyinthenextchapter),buttheybelievethatitisoftheirownfreeactanddeedinapreviousstatethattheycometobebornintothisworldatall。
Theyholdthattheunbornareperpetuallyplaguingandtormentingthemarriedofbothsexes,flutteringaboutthemincessantly,andgivingthemnopeaceeitherofmindorbodyuntiltheyhaveconsentedtotakethemundertheirprotection。Ifthiswerenotso(thisatleastiswhattheyurge),itwouldbeamonstrousfreedomforonemantotakewithanother,tosaythatheshouldundergothechancesandchangesofthismortallifewithoutanyoptioninthematter。Nomanwouldhaveanyrighttogetmarriedatall,inasmuchashecannevertellwhatfrightfulmiseryhisdoingsomayentailforciblyuponabeingwhocannotbeunhappyaslongashedoesnotexist。Theyfeelthissostronglythattheyareresolvedtoshifttheblameontoothershoulders;andhavefashionedalongmythologyastotheworldinwhichtheunbornpeoplelive,andwhattheydo,andtheartsandmachinationstowhichtheyhaverecourseinordertogetthemselvesintoourownworld。Butofthismoreanon:whatIwouldrelatehereistheirmannerofdealingwiththosewhodocome。
ItisadistinguishingpeculiarityoftheErewhoniansthatwhentheyprofessthemselvestobequitecertainaboutanymatter,andavowitasabaseonwhichtheyaretobuildasystemofpractice,theyseldomquitebelieveinit。Iftheysmellaratabouttheprecinctsofacherishedinstitution,theywillalwaysstoptheirnosestoitiftheycan。
Thisiswhatmostofthemdidinthismatteroftheunborn,forI
cannot(andnevercould)thinkthattheyseriouslybelievedintheirmythologyconcerningpre-existence:theydidandtheydidnot;theydidnotknowthemselveswhattheybelieved;alltheydidknowwasthatitwasadiseasenottobelieveastheydid。Theonlythingofwhichtheywerequitesurewasthatitwasthepesteringoftheunbornwhichcausedthemtobebroughtintothisworld,andthattheywouldnothavebeenhereiftheywouldhaveonlyletpeaceablepeoplealone。
Itwouldbehardtodisprovethisposition,andtheymighthaveagoodcaseiftheywouldonlyleaveitasitstands。Butthistheywillnotdo;theymusthaveassurancedoublysure;theymusthavethewrittenwordofthechilditselfassoonasitisborn,givingtheparentsindemnityfromallresponsibilityonthescoreofitsbirth,andassertingitsownpre-existence。Theyhavethereforedevisedsomethingwhichtheycallabirthformula——adocumentwhichvariesinwordsaccordingtothecautionofparents,butismuchthesamepracticallyinallcases;forithasbeenthebusinessoftheErewhonianlawyersduringmanyagestoexercisetheirskillinperfectingitandprovidingforeverycontingency。
Theseformulaeareprintedoncommonpaperatamoderatecostforthepoor;buttherichhavethemwrittenonparchmentandhandsomelybound,sothatthegettingupofaperson’sbirthformulaisatestofhissocialposition。Theycommencebysettingforth,ThatwhereasA。B。wasamemberofthekingdomoftheunborn,wherehewaswellprovidedforineveryway,andhadnocauseofdiscontent,&c。,&c。,hedidofhisownwantondepravityandrestlessnessconceiveadesiretoenterintothispresentworld;thatthereonhavingtakenthenecessarystepsassetforthinlawsoftheunbornkingdom,hedidwithmaliceaforethoughtsethimselftoplagueandpestertwounfortunatepeoplewhohadneverwrongedhim,andwhowerequitecontentedandhappyuntilheconceivedthisbasedesignagainsttheirpeace;forwhichwronghenowhumblyentreatstheirpardon。
Heacknowledgesthatheisresponsibleforallphysicalblemishesanddeficiencieswhichmayrenderhimanswerabletothelawsofhiscountry;thathisparentshavenothingwhatevertodowithanyofthesethings;andthattheyhavearighttokillhimatonceiftheybesominded,thoughheentreatsthemtoshowtheirmarvellousgoodnessandclemencybysparinghislife。Iftheywilldothis,hepromisestobetheirmostobedientandabjectcreatureduringhisearlieryears,andindeedallhislife,unlesstheyshouldseefitintheirabundantgenerositytoremitsomeportionofhisservicehereafter。Andsotheformulacontinues,goingsometimesintoveryminutedetails,accordingtothefanciesoffamilylawyers,whowillnotmakeitanyshorterthantheycanhelp。
Thedeedbeingthusprepared,onthethirdorfourthdayafterthebirthofthechild,orastheycallit,the“finalimportunity。”
thefriendsgathertogether,andthereisafeastheld,wheretheyareallverymelancholy——asageneralrule,Ibelieve,quitetrulyso——andmakepresentstothefatherandmotherofthechildinordertoconsolethemfortheinjurywhichhasjustbeendonethembytheunborn。
By-and-bythechildhimselfisbroughtdownbyhisnurse,andthecompanybegintorailuponhim,upbraidinghimforhisimpertinence,andaskinghimwhatamendsheproposestomakeforthewrongthathehascommitted,andhowhecanlookforcareandnourishmentfromthosewhohaveperhapsalreadybeeninjuredbytheunbornonsometenortwelveoccasions;fortheysayofpeoplewithlargefamilies,thattheyhavesufferedterribleinjuriesfromtheunborn;tillatlast,whenthishasbeencarriedfarenough,someonesuggeststheformula,whichisbroughtoutandsolemnlyreadtothechildbythefamilystraightener。Thisgentlemanisalwaysinvitedontheseoccasions,fortheveryfactofintrusionintoapeacefulfamilyshowsadepravityonthepartofthechildwhichrequireshisprofessionalservices。
Onbeingteasedbythereadingandtweakedbythenurse,thechildwillcommonlybegintocry,whichisreckonedagoodsign,asshowingaconsciousnessofguilt。Heisthereonasked,Doesheassenttotheformula?onwhich,ashestillcontinuescryingandcanobviouslymakenoanswer,someoneofthefriendscomesforwardandundertakestosignthedocumentonhisbehalf,feelingsure(sohesays)thatthechildwoulddoitifheonlyknewhow,andthathewillreleasethepresentsignerfromhisengagementonarrivingatmaturity。Thefriendtheninscribesthesignatureofthechildatthefootoftheparchment,whichisheldtobindthechildasmuchasthoughhehadsignedithimself。
Eventhis,however,doesnotfullycontentthem,fortheyfeelalittleuneasyuntiltheyhavegotthechild’sownsignatureafterall。Sowhenheisaboutfourteen,thesegoodpeoplepartlybribehimbypromisesofgreaterlibertyandgoodthings,andpartlyintimidatehimthroughtheirgreatpowerofmakingthemselvesactivelyunpleasanttohim,sothatthoughthereisashowoffreedommade,thereisreallynone;theyalsousetheofficesoftheteachersintheCollegesofUnreason,tillatlast,inonewayoranother,theytakeverygoodcarethatheshallsignthepaperbywhichheprofessestohavebeenafreeagentincomingintotheworld,andtotakealltheresponsibilityofhavingdonesoontohisownshoulders。Andyet,thoughthisdocumentisobviouslythemostimportantwhichanyonecansigninhiswholelife,theywillhavehimdosoatanagewhenneithertheynorthelawwillformanyayearallowanyoneelsetobindhimtothesmallestobligation,nomatterhowrighteouslyhemayoweit,becausetheyholdhimtooyoungtoknowwhatheisabout,anddonotconsideritfairthatheshouldcommithimselftoanythingthatmayprejudicehiminafteryears。
Iownthatallthisseemedratherhard,andnotofapiecewiththemanyadmirableinstitutionsexistingamongthem。IonceventuredtosayapartofwhatIthoughtaboutittooneoftheProfessorsofUnreason。Ididitverytenderly,buthisjustificationofthesystemwasquiteoutofmycomprehension。Irememberaskinghimwhetherhedidnotthinkitwoulddoharmtoalad’sprinciples,byweakeninghissenseofthesanctityofhiswordandoftruthgenerally,thatheshouldbeledintoenteringuponasolemndeclarationastothetruthofthingsaboutwhichallthathecancertainlyknowisthatheknowsnothing——whether,infact,theteacherswhosoledhim,orwhotaughtanythingasacertaintyofwhichtheywerethemselvesuncertain,werenotearningtheirlivingbyimpairingthetruth-senseoftheirpupils(adelicateorganisationmostly),andbyvitiatingoneoftheirmostsacredinstincts。
TheProfessor,whowasadelightfulperson,seemedgreatlysurprisedattheviewwhichItook,butithadnoinfluencewithhimwhatsoever。Noone,heanswered,expectedthattheboyeitherwouldorcouldknowallthathesaidheknew;buttheworldwasfullofcompromises;andtherewashardlyanyaffirmationwhichwouldbearbeinginterpretedliterally。Humanlanguagewastoogrossavehicleofthought——thoughtbeingincapableofabsolutetranslation。Headded,thatastherecanbenotranslationfromonelanguageintoanotherwhichshallnotscantthemeaningsomewhat,orenlargeuponit,sothereisnolanguagewhichcanrenderthoughtwithoutajarringandaharshnesssomewhere——andsoforth;allofwhichseemedtocometothisintheend,thatitwasthecustomofthecountry,andthattheErewhonianswereaconservativepeople;thattheboywouldhavetobegincompromisingsoonerorlater,andthiswaspartofhiseducationintheart。Itwasperhapstoberegrettedthatcompromiseshouldbeasnecessaryasitwas;stillitwasnecessary,andthesoonertheboygottounderstanditthebetterforhimself。Buttheynevertellthistotheboy。
FromthebookoftheirmythologyabouttheunbornImadetheextractswhichwillformthefollowingchapter。
CHAPTERXIX:THEWORLDOFTHEUNBORN
TheErewhonianssaythatwearedrawnthroughlifebackwards;oragain,thatwegoonwardsintothefutureasintoadarkcorridor。
Timewalksbesideusandflingsbackshuttersasweadvance;butthelightthusgivenoftendazzlesus,anddeepensthedarknesswhichisinfront。Wecanseebutlittleatatime,andheedthatlittlefarlessthanourapprehensionofwhatweshallseenext;
everpeeringcuriouslythroughtheglareofthepresentintothegloomofthefuture,wepresagetheleadinglinesofthatwhichisbeforeus,byfaintlyreflectedlightsfromdullmirrorsthatarebehind,andstumbleonaswemaytillthetrap-dooropensbeneathusandwearegone。
Theysayatothertimesthatthefutureandthepastareasapanoramaupontworollers;thatwhichisontherollerofthefutureunwrapsitselfontotherollerofthepast;wecannothastenit,andwemaynotstayit;wemustseeallthatisunfoldedtouswhetheritbegoodorill;andwhatwehaveseenoncewemayseeagainnomore。Itiseverunwindingandbeingwound;wecatchitintransitionforamoment,andcallitpresent;ourflusteredsensesgatherwhatimpressiontheycan,andweguessatwhatiscomingbythetenorofthatwhichwehaveseen。Thesamehandhaspaintedthewholepicture,andtheincidentsvarylittle——rivers,woods,plains,mountains,townsandpeoples,love,sorrow,anddeath:yettheinterestneverflags,andwelookhopefullyforsomegoodfortune,orfearfullylestourownfacesbeshownusasfiguringinsomethingterrible。Whenthesceneispastwethinkweknowit,thoughthereissomuchtosee,andsolittletimetoseeit,thatourconceitofknowledgeasregardsthepastisforthemostpartpoorlyfounded;neitherdowecareaboutitgreatly,saveinsofarasitmayaffectthefuture,whereinourinterestmainlylies。
TheErewhonianssayitwasbychanceonlythattheearthandstarsandalltheheavenlyworldsbegantorollfromeasttowest,andnotfromwesttoeast,andinlikemannertheysayitisbychancethatmanisdrawnthroughlifewithhisfacetothepastinsteadoftothefuture。Forthefutureisthereasmuchasthepast,onlythatwemaynotseeit。Isitnotintheloinsofthepast,andmustnotthepastalterbeforethefuturecandoso?
Sometimes,again,theysaythattherewasaraceofmentriedupontheearthonce,whoknewthefuturebetterthanthepast,butthattheydiedinatwelvemonthfromthemiserywhichtheirknowledgecausedthem;andifanyweretobeborntooprescientnow,hewouldbeculledoutbynaturalselection,beforehehadtimetotransmitsopeace-destroyingafacultytohisdescendants。
Strangefateforman!Hemustperishifhegetthat,whichhemustperishifhestrivenotafter。Ifhestrivenotafteritheisnobetterthanthebrutes,ifhegetitheismoremiserablethanthedevils。
Havingwadedthroughmanychaptersliketheabove,Icameatlasttotheunbornthemselves,andfoundthattheywereheldtobesoulspureandsimple,havingnoactualbodies,butlivinginasortofgaseousyetmoreorlessanthropomorphicexistence,likethatofaghost;theyhavethusneitherfleshnorbloodnorwarmth。
Neverthelesstheyaresupposedtohavelocalhabitationsandcitieswhereintheydwell,thoughtheseareasunsubstantialastheirinhabitants;theyareeventhoughttoeatanddrinksomethinambrosialsustenance,andgenerallytobecapableofdoingwhatevermankindcando,onlyafteravisionaryghostlyfashionasinadream。Ontheotherhand,aslongastheyremainwheretheyaretheyneverdie——theonlyformofdeathintheunbornworldbeingtheleavingitforourown。Theyarebelievedtobeextremelynumerous,farmoresothanmankind。Theyarrivefromunknownplanets,fullgrown,inlargebatchesatatime;buttheycanonlyleavetheunbornworldbytakingthestepsnecessaryfortheirarrivalhere——whichis,infact,bysuicide。
Theyoughttobeanexceedinglyhappypeople,fortheyhavenoextremesofgoodorillfortune;nevermarrying,butlivinginastatemuchlikethatfabledbythepoetsastheprimitiveconditionofmankind。Inspiteofthis,however,theyareincessantlycomplaining;theyknowthatweinthisworldhavebodies,andindeedtheyknoweverythingelseaboutus,fortheymoveamonguswhithersoevertheywill,andcanreadourthoughts,aswellassurveyouractionsatpleasure。Onewouldthinkthatthisshouldbeenoughforthem;andmostofthemareindeedalivetothedesperateriskwhichtheywillrunbyindulgingthemselvesinthatbodywith“sensiblewarmmotion“whichtheysomuchdesire;
nevertheless,therearesometowhomtheennuiofadisembodiedexistenceissointolerablethattheywillventureanythingforachange;sotheyresolvetoquit。Theconditionswhichtheymustacceptaresouncertain,thatnonebutthemostfoolishoftheunbornwillconsenttothem;anditisfromthese,andtheseonly,thatourownranksarerecruited。
Whentheyhavefinallymadeuptheirmindstoleave,theymustgobeforethemagistrateofthenearesttown,andsignanaffidavitoftheirdesiretoquittheirthenexistence。Ontheirhavingdonethis,themagistratereadsthemtheconditionswhichtheymustaccept,andwhicharesolongthatIcanonlyextractsomeoftheprincipalpoints,whicharemainlythefollowing:-
First,theymusttakeapotionwhichwilldestroytheirmemoryandsenseofidentity;theymustgointotheworldhelpless,andwithoutawilloftheirown;theymustdrawlotsfortheirdispositionsbeforetheygo,andtakethem,suchastheyare,forbetterorworse——neitheraretheytobeallowedanychoiceinthematterofthebodywhichtheysomuchdesire;theyaresimplyallottedbychance,andwithoutappeal,totwopeoplewhomitistheirbusinesstofindandpesteruntiltheyadoptthem。Whothesearetobe,whetherrichorpoor,kindorunkind,healthyordiseased,thereisnoknowing;theyhave,infact,toentrustthemselvesformanyyearstothecareofthoseforwhosegoodconstitutionandgoodsensetheyhavenosortofguarantee。
Itiscurioustoreadthelectureswhichthewiserheadsgivetothosewhoaremeditatingachange。Theytalkwiththemaswetalkwithaspendthrift,andwithaboutasmuchsuccess。
“Tobeborn。”theysay,“isafelony——itisacapitalcrime,forwhichsentencemaybeexecutedatanymomentafterthecommissionoftheoffence。Youmayperhapshappentoliveforsomeseventyoreightyyears,butwhatisthat,comparedwiththeeternityyounowenjoy?Andeventhoughthesentencewerecommuted,andyouwereallowedtoliveonforever,youwouldintimebecomesoterriblywearyoflifethatexecutionwouldbethegreatestmercytoyou。
“Considertheinfiniterisk;tobebornofwickedparentsandtrainedinvice!tobebornofsillyparents,andtrainedtounrealities!ofparentswhoregardyouasasortofchattelorproperty,belongingmoretothemthantoyourself!Again,youmaydrawutterlyunsympatheticparents,whowillneverbeabletounderstandyou,andwhowilldotheirbesttothwartyou(asahenwhenshehashatchedaduckling),andthencallyouungratefulbecauseyoudonotlovethem;or,again,youmaydrawparentswholookuponyouasathingtobecowedwhileitisstillyoung,lestitshouldgivethemtroublehereafterbyhavingwishesandfeelingsofitsown。
“Inlaterlife,whenyouhavebeenfinallyallowedtopassmusterasafullmemberoftheworld,youwillyourselfbecomeliabletothepesteringsoftheunborn——andaveryhappylifeyoumaybeledinconsequence!Forwesolicitsostronglythatafewonly——northesethebest——canrefuseus;andyetnottorefuseismuchthesameasgoingintopartnershipwithhalf-a-dozendifferentpeopleaboutwhomonecanknowabsolutelynothingbeforehand——notevenwhetheroneisgoingintopartnershipwithmenorwomen,norwithhowmanyofeither。Deludenotyourselfwiththinkingthatyouwillbewiserthanyourparents。Youmaybeanageinadvanceofthosewhomyouhavepestered,butunlessyouareoneofthegreatonesyouwillstillbeanagebehindthosewhowillintheirturnpesteryou。
“Imaginewhatitmustbetohaveanunbornquartereduponyou,whoisofanentirelydifferenttemperamentanddispositiontoyourown;nay,half-a-dozensuch,whowillnotloveyouthoughyouhavestintedyourselfinathousandwaystoprovidefortheircomfortandwell-being,——whowillforgetallyourself-sacrifice,andofwhomyoumayneverbesurethattheyarenotbearingagrudgeagainstyouforerrorsofjudgementintowhichyoumayhavefallen,thoughyouhadhopedthatsuchhadbeenlongsinceatonedfor。
Ingratitudesuchasthisisnotuncommon,yetfancywhatitmustbetobear!Itishardupontheducklingtohavebeenhatchedbyahen,butisitnotalsoharduponthehentohavehatchedtheduckling?
“Consideritagain,weprayyou,notforoursakebutforyourown。
Yourinitialcharacteryoumustdrawbylot;butwhateveritis,itcanonlycometoatolerablysuccessfuldevelopmentafterlongtraining;rememberthatoverthattrainingyouwillhavenocontrol。Itispossible,andevenprobable,thatwhateveryoumaygetinafterlifewhichisofrealpleasureandservicetoyou,willhavetobewoninspiteof,ratherthanbythehelpof,thosewhomyouarenowabouttopester,andthatyouwillonlywinyourfreedomafteryearsofapainfulstruggleinwhichitwillbehardtosaywhetheryouhavesufferedmostinjury,orinflictedit。
“Rememberalso,thatifyougointotheworldyouwillhavefreewill;thatyouwillbeobligedtohaveit;thatthereisnoescapingit;thatyouwillbefetteredtoitduringyourwholelife,andmustoneveryoccasiondothatwhichonthewholeseemsbesttoyouatanygiventime,nomatterwhetheryouarerightorwronginchoosingit。Yourmindwillbeabalanceforconsiderations,andyouractionwillgowiththeheavierscale。
Howitshallfallwilldependuponthekindofscaleswhichyoumayhavedrawnatbirth,thebiaswhichtheywillhaveobtainedbyuse,andtheweightoftheimmediateconsiderations。Ifthescalesweregoodtostartwith,andiftheyhavenotbeenoutrageouslytamperedwithinchildhood,andifthecombinationsintowhichyouenterareaverageones,youmaycomeoffwell;buttherearetoomany’ifs’
inthis,andwiththefailureofanyoneofthemyourmiseryisassured。Reflectonthis,andrememberthatshouldtheillcomeuponyou,youwillhaveyourselftothank,foritisyourownchoicetobeborn,andthereisnocompulsioninthematter。
“Notthatwedenytheexistenceofpleasuresamongmankind;thereisacertainshowofsundryphasesofcontentmentwhichmayevenamounttoveryconsiderablehappiness;butmarkhowtheyaredistributedoveraman’slife,belonging,allthekeenestofthem,totheforepart,andfewindeedtotheafter。Cantherebeanypleasureworthpurchasingwiththemiseriesofadecrepitage?Ifyouaregood,strong,andhandsome,youhaveafinefortuneindeedattwenty,buthowmuchofitwillbeleftatsixty?Foryoumustliveonyourcapital;thereisnoinvestingyourpowerssothatyoumaygetasmallannuityoflifeforever:youmusteatupyourprincipalbitbybit,andbetorturedbyseeingitgrowcontinuallysmallerandsmaller,eventhoughyouhappentoescapebeingrudelyrobbedofitbycrimeorcasualty。
“Remember,too,thatthereneveryetwasamanoffortywhowouldnotcomebackintotheworldoftheunbornifhecoulddosowithdecencyandhonour。Beingintheworldhewillasageneralrulestaytillheisforcedtogo;butdoyouthinkthathewouldconsenttobebornagain,andre-livehislife,ifhehadtheofferofdoingso?Donotthinkit。Ifhecouldsoalterthepastasthatheshouldneverhavecomeintobeingatall,doyounotthinkthathewoulddoitverygladly?
“Whatwasitthatoneoftheirownpoetsmeant,ifitwasnotthis,whenhecriedoutuponthedayinwhichhewasborn,andthenightinwhichitwassaidthereisamanchildconceived?’Fornow,’hesays,’Ishouldhavelainstillandbeenquiet,Ishouldhaveslept;thenhadIbeenatrestwithkingsandcounsellorsoftheearth,whichbuiltdesolateplacesforthemselves;orwithprincesthathadgold,whofilledtheirhouseswithsilver;orasanhiddenuntimelybirth,Ihadnotbeen;asinfantswhichneversawlight。
Therethewickedceasefromtroubling,andthewearyareatrest。’
Beverysurethattheguiltofbeingborncarriesthispunishmentattimestoallmen;buthowcantheyaskforpity,orcomplainofanymischiefthatmaybefallthem,havingenteredopen-eyedintothesnare?
“Onewordmoreandwehavedone。Ifanyfaintremembrance,asofadream,flitinsomepuzzledmomentacrossyourbrain,andyoushallfeelthatthepotionwhichistobegivenyoushallnothavedoneitswork,andthememoryofthisexistencewhichyouareleavingendeavoursvainlytoreturn;wesayinsuchamoment,whenyouclutchatthedreambutiteludesyourgrasp,andyouwatchit,asOrpheuswatchedEurydice,glidingbackagainintothetwilightkingdom,fly——fly——ifyoucanremembertheadvice——tothehavenofyourpresentandimmediateduty,takingshelterincessantlyintheworkwhichyouhaveinhand。Thismuchyoumayperhapsrecall;andthis,ifyouwillimprintitdeeplyuponyoureveryfaculty,willbemostlikelytobringyousafelyandhonourablyhomethroughthetrialsthatarebeforeyou。”{3}
Thisisthefashioninwhichtheyreasonwiththosewhowouldbeforleavingthem,butitisseldomthattheydomuchgood,fornonebuttheunquietandunreasonableeverthinkofbeingborn,andthosewhoarefoolishenoughtothinkofitaregenerallyfoolishenoughtodoit。Finding,therefore,thattheycandonomore,thefriendsfollowweepingtothecourthouseofthechiefmagistrate,wheretheonewhowishestobeborndeclaressolemnlyandopenlythatheacceptstheconditionsattachedtohisdecision。Onthisheispresentedwithapotion,whichimmediatelydestroyshismemoryandsenseofidentity,anddissipatesthethingaseoustenementwhichhehasinhabited:hebecomesabarevitalprinciple,nottobeperceivedbyhumansenses,nortobebyanychemicaltestappreciated。Hehasbutoneinstinct,whichisthatheistogotosuchandsuchaplace,wherehewillfindtwopersonswhomheistoimportunetilltheyconsenttoundertakehim;
butwhetherheistofindthesepersonsamongtheraceofChowbokortheErewhoniansthemselvesisnotforhimtochoose。