下载辰思小说免费APP
Fouryearsago,onthefirstdayofAugust,inthetownofCracow,AustrianPoland,nobodywouldbelievethatthewarwascoming。Myapprehensionsweremetbythewords:“Wehavehadthesescaresbefore。”Thisincredulitywassouniversalamongstpeopleofintelligenceandinformation,thatevenI,whohadaccustomedmyselftolookattheinevitableforyearspast,feltmyconvictionshaken。Atthattime,itmustbenoted,theAustrianarmywasalreadypartlymobilised,andaswecamethroughAustrianSilesiawehadnoticedallthebridgesbeingguardedbysoldiers。
“Austriawillbackdown,“wastheopinionofallthewell-informedmenwithwhomItalkedonthefirstofAugust。ThesessionoftheUniversitywasendedandthestudentswereeitherallgoneorgoinghometodifferentpartsofPoland,buttheprofessorshadnotalldepartedyetontheirrespectiveholidays,andamongstthemthetoneofscepticismprevailedgenerally。Uponthewholetherewasverylittleinclinationtotalkaboutthepossibilityofawar。
Nationally,thePolesfeltthatfromtheirpointofviewtherewasnothingtohopefromit。“Whateverhappens,“saidaverydistinguishedmantome,“wemaybecertainthatit\'sourskinswhichwillpayforitasusual。”Awell-knownliterarycriticandwriteroneconomicalsubjectssaidtome:“Warseemsamaterialimpossibility,preciselybecauseitwouldmeanthecompleteruinofallmaterialinterests。”
Hewaswrong,asweknow;butthosewhosaidthatAustriaasusualwouldbackdownwere,asamatteroffactperfectlyright。Austriadidbackdown。WhatthesemendidnotforeseewastheinterferenceofGermany。Andonecannotblamethemverywell;forwhocouldguessthat,whenthebalancestoodeven,theGermanswordwouldbethrownintothescalewithnothingintheopenpoliticalsituationtojustifythatact,orratherthatcrime——ifcrimecaneverbejustified?For,asthesameintelligentmansaidtome:“Asitis,thosepeople“(meaningGermans)“haveverynearlythewholeworldintheireconomicgrip。Theirprestigeisevengreaterthantheiractualstrength。Itcangetforthempracticallyeverythingtheywant。Thenwhyriskit?“Andtherewasnoapparentanswertothequestionputinthatway。ImustalsosaythatthePoleshadnoillusionsaboutthestrengthofRussia。ThoseillusionswerethemonopolyoftheWesternworld。
NextdaythelibrarianoftheUniversityinvitedmetocomeandhavealookatthelibrarywhichIhadnotseensinceIwasfourteenyearsold。ItwasfromhimthatIlearnedthatthegreaterpartofmyfather\'sMSS。waspreservedthere。Heconfessedthathehadnotlookedthemthroughthoroughlyyet,buthetoldmethattherewasalotofveryimportantlettersbearingontheepochfrom\'60to\'63,toandfrommanyprominentPolesofthattime:
andheadded:“Thereisabundleofcorrespondencethatwillappealtoyoupersonally。Thoseareletterswrittenbyyourfathertoanintimatefriendinwhosepaperstheywerefound。Theycontainmanyreferencestoyourself,thoughyoucouldn\'thavebeenmorethanfouryearsoldatthetime。Yourfatherseemstohavebeenextremelyinterestedinhisson。”ThatafternoonIwenttotheUniversity,takingwithmeMYeldestson。TheattentionofthatyoungEnglishmanwasmainlyattractedbysomerelicsofCopernicusinaglasscase。Isawthebundleoflettersandacceptedthekindproposalofthelibrarianthatheshouldhavethemcopiedformeduringtheholidays。Intherangeofthedesertedvaultedroomslinedwithbooks,fullofaugustmemories,andinthepassionlesssilenceofallthisenshrinedwisdom,wewalkedhereandtheretalkingofthepast,thegreathistoricalpastinwhichlivedtheinextinguishablesparkofnationallife;
andallaroundusthecenturies-oldbuildingslaystillandempty,composingthemselvestorestafterayearofworkonthemindsofanothergeneration。
NoechooftheGermanultimatumtoRussiapenetratedthatacademicalpeace。Butthenewshadcome。Whenwesteppedintothestreetoutofthedesertedmainquadrangle,wethree,Iimagine,weretheonlypeopleinthetownwhodidnotknowofit。MyboyandIpartedfromthelibrarian(whohurriedhometopackupforhisholiday)andwalkedontothehotel,wherewefoundmywifeactuallyinthecarwaitingforustotakearunofsometenmilestothecountryhouseofanoldschool-friendofmine。Hehadbeenmygreatestchum。InmywanderingsabouttheworldIhadheardthathislatercareerbothatschoolandattheUniversityhadbeenofextraordinarybrilliance——inclassics,Ibelieve。Butinthis,theiron-greymoustacheperiodofhislife,heinformedmewithbadlyconcealedpridethathehadgainedworldfameastheInventor——no,Inventorisnottheword——Producer,Ibelievewouldbetherightterm——ofawonderfulkindofbeetrootseed。Thebeetgrownfromthisseedcontainedmoresugartothesquareinch——orwasittothesquareroot?——thananyotherkindofbeet。Heexportedthisseed,notonlywithprofit(andeventotheUnitedStates),butwithacertainamountofglorywhichseemedtohavegoneslightlytohishead。ThereisafundamentalstrainofagriculturalistinaPolewhichnoamountofbrilliance,evenclassical,candestroy。Whilewewerehavingteaoutside,lookingdownthelovelyslopeofthegardensattheviewofthecityinthedistance,thepossibilitiesofthewarfadedfromourminds。
Suddenlymyfriend\'swifecametouswithatelegraminherhandandsaidcalmly:“Generalmobilisation,doyouknow?“Welookedatherlikemenarousedfromadream。“Yes,“sheinsisted,“theyarealreadytakingthehorsesoutoftheploughsandcarts。”I
said:“Wehadbettergobacktotownasquickaswecan,“andmyfriendassentedwithatroubledlook:“Yes,youhadbetter。”Aswepassedthroughvillagesonourwaybackwesawmobsofhorsesassembledonthecommonswithsoldiersguardingthem,andgroupsofvillagerslookingonsilentlyattheofficerswiththeirnote-bookscheckingdeliveriesandwritingoutreceipts。Someoldpeasantwomenwerealreadyweepingaloud。
Whenourcardrewupatthedoorofthehotel,themanagerhimselfcametohelpmywifeout。InthefirstmomentIdidnotquiterecognisehim。Hisluxuriantblacklocksweregone,hisheadwascloselycropped,andasIglancedatithesmiledandsaid:“I
shallsleepatthebarracksto-night。”
Icannotreproducetheatmosphereofthatnight,thefirstnightaftermobilisation。Theshopsandthegatewaysofthehouseswereofcourseclosed,butallthroughthedarkhoursthetownhummedwithvoices;theechoesofdistantshoutsenteredtheopenwindowsofourbedroom。Groupsofmentalkingnoisilywalkedinthemiddleoftheroad-wayescortedbydistressedwomen:menofallcallingsandofallclassesgoingtoreportthemselvesatthefortress。Nowandthenamilitarycartootingfuriouslywouldwhiskthroughthestreetsemptyofwheeledtraffic,likeanintenselyblackshadowunderthegreatfloodofelectriclightsonthegreypavement。
Butwhatproducedthegreatestimpressiononmymindwasagatheringatnightinthecoffee-roomofmyhotelofafewmenofmarkwhomIwasaskedtojoin。Itwasaboutoneo\'clockinthemorning。Theshutterswereup。Forsomereasonorothertheelectriclightwasnotswitchedon,andthebigroomwaslituponlybyafewtallcandles,justenoughforustoseeeachother\'sfacesby。Isawinthosefacestheawfuldesolationofmenwhosecountry,torninthree,founditselfengagedinthecontestwithnowillofitsown,andnoteventhepowertoassertitselfatthecostoflife。Allthepastwasgone,andtherewasnofuture,whateverhappened;noroadwhichdidnotseemtoleadtomoralannihilation。Irememberoneofthosemenaddressingmeafteraperiodofmournfulsilencecompoundedofmentalexhaustionandunexpressedforebodings。
“WhatdoyouthinkEnglandwilldo?Ifthereisarayofhopeanywhereitisonlythere。”
Isaid:“IbelieveIknowwhatEnglandwilldo“(thiswasbeforethenewsoftheviolationofBelgianneutralityarrived),“thoughI
won\'ttellyou,forIamnotabsolutelycertain。ButIcantellyouwhatIamabsolutelycertainof。Itisthis:IfEnglandcomesintothewar,then,nomatterwhomaywanttomakepeaceattheendofsixmonthsatthecostofrightandjustice,Englandwillkeeponfightingforyearsifnecessary。Youmayreckononthat。”
“What,evenalone?“askedsomebodyacrosstheroom。
Isaid:“Yes,evenalone。ButifthingsgosofarasthatEnglandwillnotbealone。”
IthinkthatatthatmomentImusthavebeeninspired。
WELLDONE——1918
I。
ItcanbesafelysaidthatforthelastfouryearstheseamenofGreatBritainhavedonewell。Imeanthateverykindandsortofhumanbeingclassifiedasseaman,steward,fore-masthand,fireman,lamp-trimmer,mate,master,engineer,andalsoallthroughtheinnumerableratingsoftheNavyuptothatofAdmiral,hasdonewell。Idon\'tsaymarvellouslywellormiraculouslywellorwonderfullywellorevenverywell,becausethesearesimplyover-
statementsofundisciplinedminds。Idon\'tdenythatamanmaybeamarvellousbeing,butthisisnotlikelytobediscoveredinhislifetime,andnotalwaysevenafterheisdead。Man\'smarvellousnessisahiddenthing,becausethesecretsofhisheartarenottobereadbyhisfellows。Astoaman\'swork,ifitisdonewellitistheveryutmostthatcanbesaid。Youcandowell,andyoucandonomoreforpeopletosee。IntheNavy,wherehumanvaluesarethoroughlyunderstood,thehighestsignalofcommendationcomplimentingaship(thatis,aship\'scompany)onsomeachievementsconsistsexactlyofthosetwosimplewords“Welldone,“followedbythenameoftheship。Notmarvellouslydone,astonishinglydone,wonderfullydone——no,onlyjust:
“Welldone,so-and-so。”
Andtothemenitisamatterofinfinitepridethatsomebodyshouldjudgeitpropertomentionaloud,asitwere,thattheyhavedonewell。Itisamemorableoccurrence,forintheseaservicesyouareexpectedprofessionallyandasamatterofcoursetodowell,becausenothinglesswilldo。Andinsoberspeechnomancanbeexpectedtodomorethanwell。Thesuperlativesaremeresignsofuninformedwonder。Thustheofficialsignalwhichcanexpressnothingbutadelicateshareofappreciationbecomesagreathonour。
Speakingnowasapurelycivilseaman(or,perhaps,Ioughttosaycivilian,becausepolitenessisnotwhatIhaveinmymind)ImaysaythatIhaveneverexpectedtheMerchantServicetodootherwisethanwellduringthewar。Therewerepeoplewhoobviouslydidnotfeelthesameconfidence,nay,whoevenconfidentlyexpectedtoseethecollapseofmerchantseamen\'scourage。Imustadmitthatsuchpronouncementsdidarrestmyattention。InmytimeIhaveneverbeenabletodetectanyfaintheartsintheships\'companieswithwhomIhaveservedinvariouscapacities。ButIreflectedthatI
hadlefttheseain\'94,twentyyearsbeforetheoutbreakofthewarthatwastoapplyitsseveretesttothequalityofmodernseamen。Perhapstheyhaddeteriorated,Isaidunwillinglytomyself。IrememberedalsothealarmistarticlesIhadreadaboutthegreatnumberofforeignersintheBritishMerchantService,andIdidn\'tknowhowfartheselamentationswerejustified。
Inmytimetheproportionofnon-Britishersinthecrewsoftheshipsflyingtheredensignwasratherunderone-third,which,asamatteroffact,waslessthantheproportionallowedundertheverystrictFrenchnavigationlawsforthecrewsoftheshipsofthatnation。Forthestrictestlawsaimingatthepreservationofnationalseamenhadtorecognisethedifficultiesofmanningmerchantshipsallovertheworld。Theone-thirdoftheFrenchlawseemedtobetheirreducibleminimum。ButtheBritishproportionwasevenless。ThusitmaybesaidthatuptothedateIhavementionedthecrewsofBritishmerchantshipsengagedindeepwatervoyagestoAustralia,totheEastIndiesandroundtheHornwereessentiallyBritish。ThesmallproportionofforeignerswhichI
rememberweremostlyScandinavians,andmygeneralimpressionremainsthatthosemenweregoodstuff。Theyappearedalwaysableandreadytodotheirdutybytheflagunderwhichtheyserved。
ThemajoritywereNorwegians,whosecourageandstraightnessofcharacteraremattersbeyonddoubt。IrememberalsoacoupleofFinns,bothcarpenters,ofcourse,andverygoodcraftsmen;aSwede,themostscientificsailmakerIevermet;anotherSwede,asteward,whoreallymighthavebeencalledaBritishseamansincehehadsailedoutofLondonforoverthirtyyears,arathersuperiorperson;oneItalian,aneverlastinglysmilingbutapugnaciouscharacter;oneFrenchman,amostexcellentsailor,tirelessandindomitableunderverydifficultcircumstances;oneHollander,whoseplacidmanneroflookingattheshipgoingtopiecesunderourfeetIshallneverforget,andoneyoung,colourless,muscularlyverystrongGerman,ofnoparticularcharacter。Ofnon-Europeancrews,lascarsandKalashes,Ihavehadverylittleexperience,andthatwasonlyinonesteamshipandforsomethinglessthanayear。ItwasonthesameoccasionthatIhadmyonlysightofChinesefiremen。Sightistheexactword。Onedidn\'tspeaktothem。Onesawthemgoingalongthedecks,toandfro,characteristicfigureswithrolled-uppigtails,verydirtywhencomingoffdutyandveryclean-facedwhengoingonduty。Theyneverlookedatanybody,andoneneverhadoccasiontoaddressthemdirectly。Theirappearancesinthelightofdaywereveryregular,andyetsomewhatghostlikeintheirdetachmentandsilence。
ButofthewhitecrewsofBritishshipsandalmostexclusivelyBritishinbloodanddescent,theimmediatepredecessorsofthemenwhoseworththenationhasdiscoveredforitselfto-day,Ihavehadathoroughexperience。Atfirstamongstthem,thenwiththem,I
havesharedalltheconditionsoftheirveryspeciallife。Foritwasveryspecial。Inmyearlydays,startingoutonavoyagewaslikebeinglaunchedintoEternity。IsayadvisedlyEternityinsteadofSpace,becauseoftheboundlesssilencewhichswalloweduponeforeightydays——foronehundreddays——forevenyetmoredaysofanexistencewithoutechoesandwhispers。LikeEternityitself!Foronecan\'tconceiveavocalEternity。Anenormoussilence,inwhichtherewasnothingtoconnectonewiththeUniversebuttheincessantwheelingaboutofthesunandothercelestialbodies,thealternationoflightandshadow,eternallychasingeachotheroverthesky。Thetimeoftheearth,thoughmostcarefullyrecordedbythehalf-hourlybells,didnotcountinreality。
Itwasaspeciallife,andthemenwereaveryspecialkindofmen。
BythisIdon\'tmeantosaytheyweremorecomplexthanthegeneralityofmankind。Neitherweretheyverymuchsimpler。I
havealreadyadmittedthatmanisamarvellouscreature,andnodoubtthoseparticularmenweremarvellousenoughintheirway。
Butintheircollectivecapacitytheycanbebestdefinedasmenwholivedunderthecommandtodowell,orperishutterly。Ihavewrittenofthemwithallthetruththatwasinme,andwithantheimpartialityofwhichIwascapable。Letmenotbemisunderstoodinthisstatement。Affectioncanbeveryexacting,andcaneasilymissfairnessonthecriticalside。Ihavelookeduponthemwithajealouseye,expectingperhapsevenmorethanitwasstrictlyfairtoexpect。Andnowonder——sinceIhadelectedtobeoneofthemverydeliberately,verycompletely,withoutanylookingbackorlookingelsewhere。Thecircumstancesweresuchastogivemethefeelingofcompleteidentification,averyvividcomprehensionthatifIwasn\'toneofthemIwasnothingatall。Butwhatwasmostdifficulttodetectwasthenatureofthedeepimpulseswhichthesemenobeyed。Whatspiritwasitthatinspiredtheunfailingmanifestationsoftheirsimplefidelity?Nooutwardcohesiveforceofcompulsionordisciplinewasholdingthemtogetherorhadevershapedtheirunexpressedstandards。Itwasverymysterious。AtlastIcametotheconclusionthatitmustbesomethinginthenatureofthelifeitself;thesea-lifechosenblindly,embracedforthemostpartaccidentallybythosemenwhoappearedbutalooseagglomerationofindividualstoilingfortheirlivingawayfromtheeyesofmankind。Whocantellhowatraditioncomesintotheworld?Wearechildrenoftheearth。Itmaybethatthenoblesttraditionisbuttheoffspringofmaterialconditions,ofthehardnecessitiesbesettingmen\'sprecariouslives。Butonceithasbeenbornitbecomesaspirit。Nothingcanextinguishitsforcethen。Cloudsofgreedyselfishness,thesubtledialecticsofrevoltorfear,mayobscureitforatime,butinverytruthitremainsanimmortalrulerinvestedwiththepowerofhonourandshame。
II。
Themysteriouslyborntraditionofsea-craftcommandsunityinabodyofworkersengagedinanoccupationinwhichmenhavetodependuponeachother。Itraisesthem,sotospeak,abovethefrailtiesoftheirdeadselves。Idon\'twishtobesuspectedoflackofjudgmentandofblindenthusiasm。Idon\'tclaimspecialmoralityorevenspecialmanlinessforthemenwhoinmytimereallylivedatsea,andatthepresenttimeliveatanyratemostlyatsea。Butintheirqualitiesaswellasintheirdefects,intheirweaknessesaswellasintheir“virtue,“therewasindubitablysomethingapart。Theywereneverexactlyoftheearthearthly。Theycouldn\'tbethat。Chanceordesire(mostlydesire)
hadsetthemapart,oftenintheirverychildhood;andwhatistoberemarkedisthatfromtheverynatureofthingsthisearlyappeal,thisearlydesire,hadtobeofanimaginativekind。Thustheirsimplemindshadasortofsweetness。Theywereinawaypreserved。Iamnotalludingheretothepreservingqualitiesofthesaltinthesea。Thesaltoftheseaisaverygoodthinginitsway;itpreservesforinstanceonefromcatchingabeastlycoldwhileoneremainswetforweekstogetherinthe“roaringforties。”
Butinsoberunpoeticaltruththesea-saltnevergetsmuchfurtherthantheseaman\'sskin,whichincertainlatitudesittakestheopportunitytoencrustverythoroughly。Thatandnothingmore。
Andthen,whatisthissea,thesubjectofsomanyapostrophesinverseandproseaddressedtoitsgreatnessanditsmysterybymenwhohadneverpenetratedeithertheoneortheother?Theseaisuncertain,arbitrary,featureless,andviolent。Exceptwhenhelpedbythevariedmajestyofthesky,thereissomethinginaneinitsserenityandsomethingstupidinitswrath,whichisendless,boundless,persistent,andfutile——agrey,hoarythingraginglikeanoldogreuncertainofitsprey。Itsveryimmensityiswearisome。Atanytimewithinthenavigatingcenturiesmankindmighthaveaddresseditwiththewords:“Whatareyou,afterall?
Oh,yes,weknow。Thegreatestsceneofpotentialterror,adevouringenigmaofspace。Yes。Butourliveshavebeennothingifnotacontinuousdefianceofwhatyoucandoandwhatyoumayhold;aspiritualandmaterialdefiancecarriedoninourpluckycockleshellsonandonbeyondthesuccessiveprovocationsofyourunreadablehorizons。”
Ah,butthecharmofthesea!Oh,yes,charmenough。Orratherasortofunholyfascinationasofanelusivenymphwhoseembraceisdeath,andaMedusa\'sheadwhosestareisterror。Thatsortofcharmiscalculatedtokeepmenmorallyinorder。Butastosea-
salt,withitsparticularbitternesslikenothingelseonearth,that,Iamsafetosay,penetratesnofurtherthantheseamen\'slips。Withthemtheinnersoundnessiscausedbyanotherkindofpreservativeofwhich(nobodywillbesurprisedtohear)themainingredientisacertainkindoflovethathasnothingtodowiththefutilesmilesandthefutilepassionsofthesea。
Beinglovethisfeelingisnaturallynaiveandimaginative。Ithasalsoinitthatstrainoffantasythatissooften,nayalmostinvariably,tobefoundinthetemperamentofatrueseaman。ButI
repeatthatIclaimnoparticularmoralityforseamen。IwilladmitwithoutdifficultythatIhavefoundamongstthemtheusualdefectsofmankind,charactersnotquitestraight,uncertaintempers,vacillatingwills,capriciousness,smallmeannesses;allthiscomingoutmostlyonthecontactwiththeshore;andallrathernaive,peculiar,alittlefantastic。Ihaveevenhadadownrightthiefinmyexperience。One。
Thisisindeedaminuteproportion,butitmighthavebeenmyluck;
andsinceIamwritingineulogyofseamenIfeelirresistiblytemptedtotalkaboutthisuniquespecimen;notindeedtoofferhimasanexampleofmorality,buttobringoutcertaincharacteristicsandsetoutacertainpointofview。Hewasalarge,strongmanwithaguilelesscountenance,notverycommunicativewithhisshipmates,butwhendrawnintoanysortofconversationdisplayingaverypainstakingearnestness。Hewasfairandcandid-eyed,ofaverysatisfactorysmartness,and,fromtheofficer-of-the-watchpointofview,——altogetherdependable。Then,suddenly,hewentandstole。Andhedidn\'tgoawayfromhishonourablekindtodothatthingtosomebodyonshore;hestolerightthereonthespot,inproximitytohisshipmates,onboardhisownship,withcompletedisregardforoldBrown,ournightwatchman(whosefamefortrustworthinesswasutterlyblastedfortherestofthevoyage)andinsuchawayastobringtheprofoundestpossibletroubletoalltheblamelesssoulsanimatingthatship。Hestoleelevengoldensovereigns,andagoldpocketchronometerandchain。Iamreallyindoubtwhetherthecrimeshouldnotbeenteredunderthecategoryofsacrilegeratherthantheft。Thosethingsbelongedtothecaptain!Therewascertainlysomethinginthenatureoftheviolationofasanctuary,andofaparticularlyimpudentkind,too,becausehegothisplunderoutofthecaptain\'sstate-roomwhilethecaptainwasasleepthere。Butlook,now,atthefantasyoftheman!Aftergoingthroughthepocketsoftheclothes,hedidnothastentoretreat。No。Hewentdeliberatelyintothesaloonandremovedfromthesideboardtwobigheavy,silver-platedlamps,whichhecarriedtothefore-endoftheshipandstoodsymmetricallyontheknight-heads。This,Imustexplain,meansthathetookthemawayasfaraspossiblefromtheplacewheretheybelonged。Thesewerethedeedsofdarkness。Inthemorningthebo\'suncamealongdraggingafterhimahosetowashthefoc\'slehead,and,beholdingtheshinycabinlamps,resplendentinthemorninglight,oneoneachsideofthebowsprit,hewasparalysedwithawe。Hedroppedthenozzlefromhisnervelesshands——andsuchhands,too!Ihappenedalong,andhesaidtomeinadistractedwhisper:“Lookatthat,sir,look。”“Takethembackaftatonceyourself,“Isaid,veryamazed,too。Asweapproachedthequarterdeckweperceivedthesteward,apreytoasortofsacredhorror,holdingupbeforeusthecaptain\'strousers。
Bronzedmenwithbroomsandbucketsintheirhandsstoodaboutwithopenmouths。“Ihavefoundthemlyinginthepassageoutsidethecaptain\'sdoor,“thestewarddeclaredfaintly。Theadditionalstatementthatthecaptain\'swatchwasgonefromitshookbythebedsideraisedthepainfulsensationtothehighestpitch。Weknewthenwehadathiefamongstus。Ourthief!Beholdthesolidarityofaship\'scompany。Hecouldn\'tbetouslikeanyotherthief。
Weallhadtoliveundertheshadowofhiscrimefordays;butthepolicekeptoninvestigating,andonemorningayoungwomanappearedonboardswingingaparasol,attendedbytwopolicemen,andidentifiedtheculprit。ShewasabarmaidofsomebarneartheCircularQuay,andknewreallynothingofourmanexceptthathelookedlikearespectablesailor。Shehadseenhimonlytwiceinherlife。Onthesecondoccasionhebeggedhernicelyasagreatfavourtotakecareforhimofasmallsolidlytied-uppaperparcelforadayortwo。Buthenevercamenearheragain。Attheendofthreeweekssheopenedit,and,ofcourse,seeingthecontents,wasmuchalarmed,andwenttothenearestpolice-stationforadvice。
Thepolicetookheratonceonboardourship,whereallhandsweremusteredonthequarterdeck。Shestaredwildlyatallourfaces,pointedsuddenlyafingerwithashriek,“That\'stheman,“andincontinentlywentoffintoafitofhystericsinfrontofthirty-
sixseamen。ImustsaythatneverinmylifedidIseeaship\'scompanylooksofrightened。Yes,inthistaleofguilt,therewasacuriousabsenceofmerecriminality,andatouchofthatfantasywhichisoftenapartofaseaman\'scharacter。Itwasn\'tgreedthatmovedhim,Ithink。Itwassomethingmuchlesssimple:
boredom,perhaps,orabet,orthepleasureofdefiance。
Andnowforthepointofview。Itwasgiventomebyashort,black-beardedA。B。ofthecrew,whoonseapassageswashedmyflannelshirts,mendedmyclothesand,generally,lookedaftermyroom。Hewasanexcellentneedlemanandwasherman,andaverygoodsailor。Standinginthispeculiarrelationtome,heconsideredhimselfprivilegedtoopenhismindonthematteroneeveningwhenhebroughtbacktomycabinthreecleanandneatlyfoldedshirts。
Hewasprofoundlypained。Hesaid:“Whataship\'scompany!Neverseensuchacrowd!Liars,cheats,thieves……“
Itwasaneedlesslyjaundicedview。Therewereinthatship\'scompanythreeorfourfellowswhodealtintallyarns,andIknewthatonthepassageouttherehadbeenadisputeoveragameinthefoc\'sleonceortwiceofaratheracutekind,sothatallcard-
playinghadtobeabandoned。Inregardtothieves,asweknow,therewasonlyone,andhe,Iamconvinced,cameoutofhisreservetoperformanexploitratherthantocommitacrime。Butmyblack-
beardedfriend\'sindignationhaditsspecialmorality,forheadded,withaburstofpassion:“Andonboardourship,too——ashiplikethis……”
Thereinliesthesecretoftheseamen\'sspecialcharacterasabody。Theship,thisship,ourship,theshipweserve,isthemoralsymbolofourlife。Ashiphastoberespected,actuallyandideally;hermerit,herinnocence,aresacredthings。Ofallthecreationsofmansheistheclosestpartnerofhistoilandcourage。Fromeverypointofviewitisimperativethatyoushoulddowellbyher。And,asalwaysinthecaseoftruelove,allyoucandoforheraddsonlytothetaleofhermeritsinyourheart。
Muteandcompelling,sheclaimsnotonlyyourfidelity,butyourrespect。Andthesupreme“Welldone!“whichyoumayearnismadeovertoher。
III。
Itismydeepconviction,or,perhaps,Ioughttosaymydeepfeelingbornfrompersonalexperience,thatitisnottheseabuttheshipsoftheseathatguideandcommandthatspiritofadventurewhichsomesayisthesecondnatureofBritishmen。I
don\'twanttoprovokeacontroversy(forintellectuallyIamratheraQuietist)butIventuretoaffirmthatthemaincharacteristicoftheBritishmenspreadallovertheworld,isnotthespiritofadventuresomuchasthespiritofservice。Ithinkthatthiscouldbedemonstratedfromthehistoryofgreatvoyagesandthegeneralactivityoftherace。ThattheBritishmanhasalwayslikedhisservicetobeadventurousratherthanotherwisecannotbedenied,foreachBritishmanbeganbybeingyounginhistimewhenallriskhasaglamour。Afterwards,withthecourseofyears,riskbecameapartofhisdailywork;hewouldhavemisseditfromhissideasonemissesalovedcompanion。
Themereloveofadventureisnosavinggrace。Itisnograceatall。Itlaysamanundernoobligationoffaithfulnesstoanideaandeventohisownself。Roughlyspeaking,anadventurermaybeexpectedtohavecourage,oratanyratemaybesaidtoneedit。
Butcourageinitselfisnotanideal。Asuccessfulhighwaymanshowedcourageofasort,andpiratecrewshavebeenknowntofightwithcourageorperhapsonlywithrecklessdesperationinthemannerofcorneredrats。Thereisnothingintheworldtopreventamereloverorpursuerofadventurefromrunningatanymoment。
Thereishisownself,hismeretasteforexcitement,theprospectofsomesortofgain,butthereisnosortofloyaltytobindhiminhonourtoconsistentconduct。Ihavenoticedthatthemajorityofmereloversofadventurearemightilycarefuloftheirskins;
andtheproofofitisthatsomanyofthemmanagetokeepitwholetoanadvancedage。Youfindtheminmysteriousnooksofislandsandcontinents,mostlyred-nosedandwatery-eyed,andnotevenamusinglyboastful。Thereisnothingmorefutileunderthesunthanamereadventurer。Hemighthavelovedatonetime——whichwouldhavebeenasavinggrace。Imeanlovedadventureforitself。
Butifso,hewasboundtolosethisgraceverysoon。Adventurebyitselfisbutaphantom,adubiousshapewithoutaheart。Yes,thereisnothingmorefutilethananadventurer;butnobodycansaythattheadventurousactivitiesoftheBritishracearestampedwiththefutilityofachaseaftermereemotions。
ThesuccessivegenerationsthatwentouttoseafromtheseIsleswentouttotoildesperatelyinadventurousconditions。Amanisaworker。Ifheisnotthatheisnothing。Justnothing——likeamereadventurer。Thosemenunderstoodthenatureoftheirwork,butmoreorlessdimly,invariousdegreesofimperfection。Thebestandgreatestoftheirleadersevenhadneverseenitclearly,becauseofitsmagnitudeandtheremotenessofitsend。Thisisthecommonfateofmankind,whosemostpositiveachievementsarebornfromdreamsandvisionsfollowedloyallytoanunknowndestination。Anditdoesn\'tmatter。Forthegreatmassofmankindtheonlysavinggracethatisneededissteadyfidelitytowhatisnearesttohandandheartintheshortmomentofeachhumaneffort。
Inotherandingreaterwords,whatisneededisasenseofimmediateduty,andafeelingofimpalpableconstraint。Indeed,seamenanddutyareallthetimeinseparablecompanions。Ithasbeensuggestedtomethatthissenseofdutyisnotapatrioticsenseorareligioussense,orevenasocialsenseinaseaman。I
don\'tknow。Itseemstomethataseaman\'sdutymaybeanunconsciouscompoundofthesethree,somethingperhapssmallerthaneither,butsomethingmuchmoredefiniteforthesimplemindandmoreadaptedtothehumblenessoftheseaman\'stask。IthasbeensuggestedalsotomethattheimpalpableconstraintisputuponthenatureofaseamanbytheSpiritoftheSea,whichheserveswithadumbanddoggeddevotion。
Thosearefinewordsconveyingafineidea。ButthisIdoknow,thatitisverydifficulttodisplayadoggeddevotiontoamerespirit,howevergreat。Ineverydaylifeordinarymenrequiresomethingmuchmorematerial,effective,definiteandsymboliconwhichtoconcentratetheirloveandtheirdevotion。Andthen,whatisit,thisSpiritoftheSea?Itistoogreatandtooelusivetobeembracedandtakentoahumanbreast。Allthataguilelessorguilefulseamanknowsofitisitshostility,itsexactionoftoilasendlessasitsever-renewedhorizons。No。Whatawakenstheseaman\'ssenseofduty,whatlaysthatimpalpableconstraintuponthestrengthofhismanliness,whatcommandshisnotalwaysdumbifalwaysdoggeddevotion,isnotthespiritoftheseabutsomethingthatinhiseyeshasabody,acharacter,afascination,andalmostasoul——itishisship。
ThereisnotadaythathaspassedformanycenturiesnowwithoutthesunseeingscatteredoveralltheseasgroupsofBritishmenwhosematerialandmoralexistenceisconditionedbytheirloyaltytoeachotherandtheirfaithfuldevotiontoaship。
Eachagehassentitscontingent,notofsons(forthegreatmassofseamenhavealwaysbeenachildlesslot)butofloyalandobscuresuccessorstakingupthemodestbutspiritualinheritanceofahardlifeandsimpleduties;ofdutiessosimplethatnothingevercouldshakethetraditionalattitudebornfromthephysicalconditionsoftheservice。Itwasalwaystheship,boundonanypossibleerrandintheserviceofthenation,thathasbeenthestagefortheexerciseofseamen\'sprimitivevirtues。Thedimnessofgreatdistancesandtheobscurityoflivesprotectedthemfromthenation\'sadmiringgaze。Thosescattereddistantships\'
companiesseemedtotheeyesoftheearthonlyonedegreeremoved(ontherightside,Isuppose)fromtheotherstrangemonstersofthedeep。Ifspokenofatalltheywerespokenofintonesofhalf-contemptuousindulgence。Agoodmanyyearsagoitwasmylottowriteaboutoneofthoseships\'companiesonacertainsea,undercertaincircumstances,inabookofnoparticularlength。
ThatsmallgroupofmenwhomItriedtolimnwithlovingcare,butsparingnoneoftheirweaknesses,wascharacterisedbyafriendlyreviewerasalotofengagingruffians。Thisgavemesomefoodforthought。Wasit,then,inthatguisethattheyappearedthroughthemistsofthesea,distant,perplexed,andsimple-minded?Andwhatonearthisan“engagingruffian“?Hemustbeacreatureofliteraryimagination,Ithought,forthetwowordsdon\'tmatchinmypersonalexperience。Ithashappenedtometomeetafewruffianshereandthere,butIneverfoundoneofthem“engaging。”
Iconsoledmyself,however,bythereflectionthatthefriendlyreviewermusthavebeentalkinglikeaparrot,whichsooftenseemstounderstandwhatitsays。
Yes,inthemistsofthesea,andintheirremotenessfromtherestoftherace,theshapesofthosemenappeareddistorted,uncouthandfaint——sofaintastobealmostinvisible。Itneededtheluridlightoftheenginesofwartobringthemoutintofullview,verysimple,withoutworldlygraces,organisednowintoabodyofworkersbythegeniusofoneofthemselves,whogavethemaplaceandavoiceinthesocialscheme;butinthemainstillapartintheirhomeless,childlessgenerations,scatteredinloyalgroupsoveralltheseas,givingfaithfulcaretotheirshipsandservingthenation,which,sincetheyareseamen,cangivethemnorewardbutthesupreme“WellDone。”
TRADITION——1918
“Workisthelaw。Likeironthatlyingidledegeneratesintoamassofuselessrust,likewaterthatinanunruffledpoolsickensintoastagnantandcorruptstate,sowithoutactionthespiritofmenturnstoadeadthing,losesitsforce,ceasespromptingustoleavesometraceofourselvesonthisearth。”Thesenseoftheabovelinesdoesnotbelongtome。Itmaybefoundinthenote-
booksofoneofthegreatestartiststhateverlived,LeonardodaVinci。Ithasasimplicityandatruthwhichnoamountofsubtlecommentcandestroy。
TheMasterwhohadmeditatedsodeeplyontherebirthofartsandsciences,ontheinwardbeautyofallthings,——ships\'lines,women\'sfaces——andonthevisibleaspectsofnaturewasprofoundlyrightinhispronouncementontheworkthatisdoneontheearth。
Fromthehardworkofmenarebornthesympatheticconsciousnessofacommondestiny,thefidelitytorightpracticewhichmakesgreatcraftsmen,thesenseofrightconductwhichwemaycallhonour,thedevotiontoourcallingandtheidealismwhichisnotamisty,wingedangelwithouteyes,butadivinefigureofterrestrialaspectwithaclearglanceandwithitsfeetrestingfirmlyontheearthonwhichitwasborn。
Andworkwillovercomeallevil,exceptignorance,whichistheconditionofhumanityand,liketheambientair,fillsthespacebetweenthevarioussortsandconditionsofmen,whichbreedshatred,fear,andcontemptbetweenthemassesofmankind,andputsonmen\'slips,ontheirinnocentlips,wordsthatarethoughtlessandvain。
Thoughtless,forinstance,werethewordsthat(inallinnocence,I
believe)cameonthelipsofaprominentstatesmanmakingintheHouseofCommonsaneulogisticreferencetotheBritishMerchantService。InthisnameIincludemenofdiversestatusandorigin,wholiveonandbythesea,byitexclusively,outsideallprofessionalpretensionsandsocialformulas,menforwhomnotonlytheirdailybreadbuttheircollectivecharacter,theirpersonalachievementandtheirindividualmeritcomefromthesea。Thosewordsofthestatesmanweremeantkindly;but,afterall,thisisnotacompleteexcuse。Rightlyorwrongly,weexpectfromamanofnationalimportancealargerandatthesametimeamorescrupulousprecisionofspeech,foritispossiblethatitmaygoechoingdowntheages。Hiswordswere:
“ItisrightwhenthinkingoftheNavynottoforgetthemenoftheMerchantService,whohaveshown——anditismoresurprisingbecausetheyhavehadnotraditionstowardsit——courageasgreat,“etc。,etc。
AndthenhewentontalkingoftheexecutionofCaptainFryatt,aneventofundyingmemory,butlessconnectedwiththepermanent,unchangeableconditionsofseaservicethanwiththewrongviewGermanmindsdelightintakingofEnglishmen\'spsychology。Theenemy,hesaid,meantbythisatrocitytofrightenoursailorsawayfromthesea。
“Whathashappened?“hegoesontoask。“Neveratanytimeinpeacehavesailorsstayedsoshortatimeashoreorshownsuchareadinesstostepagainintoaship。”
Whichmeans,inotherwords,thattheyansweredtothecall。I
shouldliketoknowatwhattimeofhistorytheEnglishMerchantService,thegreatbodyofmerchantseamen,hadfailedtoanswerthecall。Noticedorunnoticed,ignoredorcommanded,theyhaveansweredinvariablythecalltodotheirwork,theveryconditionsofwhichmadethemwhattheyare。Theyhavealwaysservedthenation\'sneedsthroughtheirowninvariablefidelitytothedemandsoftheirspeciallife;butwiththedevelopmentandcomplexityofmaterialcivilisationtheygrewlessprominenttothenation\'seyeamongallthevastschemesofnationalindustry。Neverwastheneedgreaterandthecalltotheservicesmoreurgentthanto-day。
Andthoseinconspicuousworkersonwhosequalitiesdependssomuchofthenationalwelfarehaveanswereditwithoutdismay,facingriskwithoutglory,intheperfectfaithfulnesstothattraditionwhichthespeechofthestatesmandeniestothemattheverymomentwhenhethinksfittopraisetheircourage……andmentionhissurprise!
Thehourofopportunityhasstruck——notforthefirsttime——fortheMerchantService;andifIassociatemyselfwithallmyheartintheadmirationandthepraisewhichisthegreatestrewardofbravemenImustbeexcusedfromjoininginanysentimentofsurprise。
ItisperhapsbecauseIhavenotbeenborntotheinheritanceofthattradition,whichhasyetfashionedthefundamentalpartofmycharacterinmyyoungdays,thatIamsoconsciouslyawareofitandventuretovindicateitsexistenceinthisoutspokenmanner。
Merchantseamenhavealwaysbeenwhattheyarenow,fromtheirearliestdays,beforetheRoyalNavyhadbeenfashionedoutofthematerialtheyfurnishedforthehandsofkingsandstatesmen。
Theirworkhasmadethem,asworkundertakenwithsingle-mindeddevotionmakesmen,givingtotheirachievementsthatvitalityandcontinuityinwhichtheirsoulsareexpressed,temperedandmaturedthroughthesucceedinggenerations。Initssimplestdefinitiontheworkofmerchantseamenhasbeentotakeshipsentrustedtotheircarefromporttoportacrosstheseas;and,fromthehighesttothelowest,towatchandlabourwithdevotionforthesafetyofthepropertyandthelivescommittedtotheirskillandfortitudethroughthehazardsofinnumerablevoyages。
Thatwasalwaysthecleartask,thesingleaim,thesimpleideal,theonlyproblemforanunselfishsolution。Thetermsofithavechangedwiththeyears,itsriskshaveworndifferentaspectsfromtimetotime。Therearenolongeranyunexploredseas。Humaningenuityhasdevisedbettermeanstomeetthedangersofnaturalforces。Butitisalwaysthesameproblem。Theyoungsterswhoweregrowingupatseaattheendofmyservicearecommandingshipsnow。AtleastIhaveheardofsomeofthemwhodo。Andwhatevertheshapeandpoweroftheirshipsthecharacterofthedutyremainsthesame。Amineoratorpedothatstrikesyourshipisnotsoverydifferentfromasharp,unchartedrocktearingherlifeoutofherinanotherway。Atagreatercostofvitalenergy,underthewell-nighintolerablestressofvigilanceandresolution,theyaredoingsteadilytheworkoftheirprofessionalforefathersinthemidstofmultiplieddangers。Theygotoandfroacrosstheoceansontheireverlastingtask:thesamemen,thesamestouthearts,thesamefidelitytoanexactingtraditioncreatedbysimpletoilerswhointheirtimeknewhowtoliveanddieatsea。
Allowedtoshareinthisworkandinthistraditionforsomethingliketwentyyears,IamboldenoughtothinkthatperhapsIamnotaltogetherunworthytospeakofit。Itwasthespherenotonlyofmyactivitybut,Imaysafelysay,alsoofmyaffections;butaftersuchacloseconnectionitisverydifficulttoavoidbringinginone\'sownpersonality。WithoutlookingatallattheaspectsoftheLabourproblem,IcansafelyaffirmthatIhavenever,neverseenBritishseamenrefuseanyrisk,anyexertion,anyeffortofspiritorbodyuptotheextremestdemandsoftheircalling。Yearsago——itseemsagesago——IhaveseenthecrewofaBritishshipfightthefireinthecargoforawholesleeplessweekandthen,withherdecksblownup,Ihaveseenthemstillcontinuethefighttosavethefloatingshell。AndatlastIhaveseenthemrefusetobetakenoffbyavesselstandingby,andthisonlyinorder“toseethelastofourship,“attheword,atthesimpleword,ofamanwhocommandedthem,aworthysoulindeed,butofnoheroicaspect。Ihaveseenthat。Ihavesharedtheirdaysinsmallboats。Harddays。Agesago。Andnowletmementionastoryofto-day。
Iwilltrytorelateitheremainlyinthewordsofthechiefengineerofacertainsteamshipwhich,afterbunkering,leftLerwick,boundforIceland。Theweatherwascold,theseaprettyrough,withastiffheadwind。Allwentwelltillnextday,about1。30p。m。,thenthecaptainsightedasuspiciousobjectfarawaytostarboard。SpeedwasincreasedatoncetocloseinwiththeFaroesandgoodlookoutsweresetforeandaft。Nothingfurtherwasseenofthesuspiciousobject,butabouthalf-pastthreewithoutanywarningtheshipwasstruckamidshipsbyatorpedowhichexplodedinthebunkers。Noneofthecrewwasinjuredbytheexplosion,andallhands,withoutexception,behavedadmirably。
ThechiefofficerwithhiswatchmanagedtolowertheNo。3boat。
Twootherboatshadbeenshatteredbytheexplosion,andthoughanotherlifeboatwasclearedandready,therewasnotimetolowerit,and“someofusjumpedwhileotherswerewashedoverboard。
Meantimethecaptainhadbeenbusyhandinglifebeltstothemenandcheeringthemupwithwordsandsmiles,withnothoughtofhisownsafety。”Theshipwentdowninlessthanfourminutes。Thecaptainwasthelastmanonboard,goingdownwithher,andwassuckedunder。Oncominguphewascaughtunderanupturnedboattowhichfivehandswereclinging。“Onelifeboat,“saysthechiefengineer,“whichwasfloatingemptyinthedistancewascleverlymanoeuvredtoourassistancebythesteward,whoswamofftoherpluckily。Ournextendeavourwastoreleasethecaptain,whowasentangledundertheboat。Asitwasimpossibletorighther,weset-totosplithersideopenwiththeboathook,becausebyawfulbadlucktheheadoftheaxewehadflewoffatthefirstblowandwaslost。Therescuetookthirtyminutes,andtheextricatedcaptainwasinapitiablecondition,beingbadlybruisedandhavingswallowedalotofsaltwater。Hewasunconscious。Whileatthatworkthesubmarinecametothesurfacequitecloseandmadeacompletecircleroundus,thesevenmenthatwecountedontheconningtowerlaughingatourefforts。
“Therewereeighteenofussaved。Ideeplyregretthelossofthechiefofficer,afinefellowandakindshipmateshowingsplendidpromise。Theothermenlost——oneA。B。,onegreaser,andtwofiremen——werequiet,conscientious,goodfellows。”
Withnorestorativesintheboat,theyendeavouredtobringthecaptainroundbymeansofmassage。MeantimetheoarsweregotoutinordertoreachtheFaroes,whichwereaboutthirtymilesdeadtowindward,butafteraboutninehours\'hardworktheyhadtodesist,and,puttingoutasea-anchor,theytookshelterunderthecanvasboat-coverfromthecoldwindandtorrentialrain。Saysthenarrator:“Wewereallverywetandmiserable,anddecidedtohavetwobiscuitsallround。Theeffectsofthisandbeingundertheshelterofthecanvaswarmedusupandmadeusfeelprettywellcontented。Ataboutsunrisethecaptainshowedsignsofrecovery,andbythetimethesunwasuphewaslookingalotbetter,muchtoourrelief。”
Afterbeinginformedofwhathadbeendonetherevivedcaptain“droppedabombshellinourmidst,“byproposingtomakefortheShetlands,whichwereONLYonehundredandfiftymilesoff。“Thewindisinourfavour,“hesaid。“Ipromisetotakeyouthere。
Areyouallwilling?“This——commentsthechiefengineer——“fromamanwhobutafewhourspreviouslyhadbeenhauledbackfromthegrave!“Thecaptain\'sconfidentmannerinspiredthemen,andtheyallagreed。Underthebestpossibleconditionsaboat-runofonehundredandfiftymilesintheNorthAtlanticandinwinterweatherwouldhavebeenafeatofnomeanmerit,butinthecircumstancesitrequireduncommonnerveandskilltocarryoutsuchapromise。
Withanoarforamastandtheboat-covercutdownforasailtheystartedontheirdangerousjourney,withtheboatcompassandthestarsfortheirguide。Thecaptain\'sundauntedserenitybuoyedthemallupagainstdespondency。Hetoldthemwhatpointhewasmakingfor。ItwasRonasHill,“andwestruckitasstraightasadie。”
Thechiefengineercommendsalsotheshipstewardforthemannerinwhichhemadethelittlefoodtheyhadlast,thecheeryspirithemanifested,andthegreathelphewastothecaptainbykeepingthemeningoodhumour。Thattrustymanhad“hishandscruellychafedwiththerowing,butitneverdampedhisspirits。”
TheymadeRonasHill(asstraightasadie),andthechiefengineercannotexpresstheirfeelingsofgratitudeandreliefwhentheysettheirfeetontheshore。HepraisestheunboundedkindnessofthepeopleinHillswick。“ItseemedtousalllikeParadiseregained,“
hesays,concludinghisletterwiththewords:
“Andtherewasourcaptain,justhisusualself,asifnothinghadhappened,asifbringingtheboatthathazardousjourneyandbeingthemeansofsavingeighteensoulswastohimaneverydayoccurrence。”
Suchisthechiefengineer\'stestimonytothecontinuityoftheoldtraditionofthesea,whichmadebytheworkofmenhasinitsturncreatedforthemtheirsimpleidealofconduct。
CONFIDENCE——1919
I。
TheseamenholduptheEdifice。Theyhavebeenholdingitupinthepastandtheywillholditupinthefuture,whateverthisfuturemaycontainoflogicaldevelopment,ofunforeseennewshapes,ofgreatpromisesandofdangersstillunknown。
ItisnotanunpardonablestretchingofthetruthtosaythattheBritishEmpirerestsontransportation。Iamspeakingnownaturallyofthesea,asamanwhohaslivedonitformanyyears,atatime,too,whenonsightingavesselonthehorizonofanyofthegreatoceansitwasperfectlysafetobetanyreasonableoddsonherbeingaBritishship——withthecertitudeofmakingaprettygoodthingofitattheendofthevoyage。
Ihavetriedtoconveyhereinpopulartermsthestrongimpressionrememberedfrommyyoungdays。TheRedEnsignprevailedonthehighseastosuchanextentthatonealwaysexperiencedaslightshockonseeingsomeothercombinationofcoloursblowoutatthepeakorflag-poleofanychanceencounterindeepwater。Inthelongrunthepersistenceofthevisualfactforceduponthemindahalf-unconscioussenseofitsinnersignificance。Wehaveallheardofthewell-knownviewthattradefollowstheflag。Andthatisnotalwaystrue。Thereisalsothistruththattheflag,innormalconditions,representscommercetotheeyeandunderstandingoftheaverageman。Thisisatruth,butitisnotthewholetruth。Initsnumbersandinitsunfailingubiquity,theBritishRedEnsign,underwhichnavalactionstoohavebeenfought,adventuresentereduponandsacrificesoffered,representedinfactsomethingmorethantheprestigeofagreattrade。
Theflutterofthatpieceofredbuntingshoweredsentimentonthenationsoftheearth。Iwillnotventuretosaythatineverycasethatsentimentwasofafriendlynature。Ofhatred,halfconcealedorconcealednotatall,thisisnottheplacetospeak;andindeedthelittleIhaveseenofitabouttheworldwastaintedwithstupidityandseemedtoconfessinitsveryviolencetheextremepoornessofitscase。Butgenerallyitwasmoreinthenatureofenviouswonderqualifiedbyahalf-concealedadmiration。
Thatflag,whichbutfortheUnionJackinthecornermighthavebeenadoptedbythemostradicalofrevolutions,affirmedinitsnumbersthestabilityofpurpose,thecontinuityofeffortandthegreatnessofBritain\'sopportunitypursuedsteadilyintheorderandpeaceoftheworld:thatworldwhichfortwenty-fiveyearsorsoafter1870maybesaidtohavebeenlivinginholycalmandhushedsilencewithonlynowandthenaslightclinkofmetal,asifinsomedistantpartofmankind\'shabitationsomerestlessbodyhadstumbledoveraheapofoldarmour。
II。
Wewhohavelearnedbynowwhataworld-warislikemaybeexcusedforconsideringthedisturbancesofthatperiodasinsignificantbrawls,merehole-and-cornerscuffles。Intheworld,whichmemorydepictsassowonderfullytranquilallover,itwastheseayetthatwasthesafestplace。AndtheRedEnsign,commercial,industrial,historic,pervadedthesea!Assertiveonlybyitsnumbers,highlysignificant,and,underitscharacterofatrade——
emblem,nationallyexpressive,itwassymbolicofoldandnewideas,ofconservatismandprogress,ofroutineandenterprise,ofdrudgeryandadventure——andofacertaineasy-goingoptimismthatwouldhaveappearedtheFatherofSlothitselfifithadnotbeensostubbornly,soeverlastinglyactive。
Theunimaginative,hard-workingmen,greatandsmall,whoservedthisflagafloatandashore,nurseddumblyamysterioussenseofitsgreatness。Itshelteredmagnificentlytheirvagabondlaboursunderthesleeplesseyeofthesun。IthelduptheEdifice。Butitcrownedittoo。Thisisnottheextravaganceofamixedmetaphor。Itisthesoberexpressionofanotverycomplextruth。
Withinthatdoublefunctionthenationallifethatflagrepresentedsowellwentoninsafety,assuredofitsdailycrustofbreadforwhichweallprayandwithoutwhichwewouldhavetogiveupfaith,hopeandcharity,theintellectualconquestsofourmindsandthesanctifiedstrengthofourlabouringarms。ImaypermitmyselftospeakofitinthesetermsbecauseasamatteroffactitwasonthatverysymbolthatIhadfoundedmylifeand(asIhavesaidelsewhereinamomentofoutspokengratitude)hadknownformanyyearsnootherroofabovemyhead。
Inthosedaysthatsymbolwasnotparticularlyregarded。
Superficiallyanddefinitelyitrepresentedbutoneoftheformsofnationalactivityratherremotefromtheclose-knitorganisationsofotherindustries,akindoftoilnotimmediatelyunderthepubliceye。ItwasofitsNavythatthenation,lookingoutofthewindowsofitsworld-wideEdifice,wasproudlyaware。Andthatwasbutfair。TheNavyisthearmedmanatthegate。Anexistencedependingupontheseamustbeguardedwithajealous,sleeplessvigilance,fortheseaisbutaficklefriend。
Ithadprovokedconflicts,encouragedambitions,andhadluredsomenationstodestruction——asweknow。He——manorpeople——who,boastingoflongyearsoffamiliaritywiththesea,neglectsthestrengthandcunningofhisrighthandisafool。TheprideandtrustofthenationinitsNavysostrangelymingledwithmomentsofneglect,causedbyaparticularlythick-headedidealism,isperfectlyjustified。Itisalsoveryproper:foritisgoodforabodyofmenconsciousofagreatresponsibilitytofeelthemselvesrecognised,ifonlyinthatfallible,imperfectandoftenirritatingwayinwhichrecognitionissometimesofferedtothedeserving。
ButtheMerchantServicehadnevertosufferfromthatsortofirritation。Norecognitionwasthrustonitoffensively,and,truthtosay,itdidnotseemtoconcernitselfundulywiththeclaimsofitsownobscuremerit。Ithadnoconsciousness。Ithadnowords。Ithadnotime。Tothesebusymentheirworkwasbuttheordinarylabourofearningaliving;theirdutiesintheirever-recurringroundhad,likethesunitself,thecommonnessofdailythings;theirindividualfidelitywasnotsomuchunitedasmerelyco-ordinatedbyanaimthatshonewithnospirituallustre。
Theywereeverydaymen。Theywerethat,eminently。Whenthegreatopportunitycametothemtolinkarmsinresponsetoasupremecalltheyreceiveditwithcharacteristicsimplicity,incorporatingself-sacrificeintothetextureoftheircommontask,and,asfarasemotionwent,framingthehorrorofmankind\'scatastrophictimewithintherigidrulesoftheirprofessionalconscience。Andwhocansaythattheycouldhavedonebetterthanthis?
Suchwastheirpastbothremoteandnear。Ithasbeenstubbornlyconsistent,andasthisconsistencywasbaseduponthecharacterofmenfashionedbyaveryoldtradition,thereisnodoubtthatitwillendure。Suchchangesascameintothesealifehavebeenforthemainpartmechanicalandaffectingonlythematerialconditionsofthatinbredconsistency。Thatmendon\'tchangeisaprofoundtruth。Theydon\'tchangebecauseitisnotnecessaryforthemtochangeeveniftheycouldaccomplishthatmiracle。Itisenoughforthemtobeinfinitelyadaptable——asthelastfouryearshaveabundantlyproved。
III。
Thusonemayawaitthefuturewithoutundueexcitementandwithunshakenconfidence。Whetherthehuesofsunriseareangryorbenign,gorgeousorsinister,weshallalwayshavethesameskyoverourheads。YetbyakindlydispensationofProvidencethehumanfacultyofastonishmentwillneverlackfood。Whatcouldbemoresurprisingforinstance,thanthecalminvitationtoGreatBritaintodiscardtheforceandprotectionofitsNavy?Ithasbeensuggested,ithasbeenproposed——Idon\'tknowwhetherithasbeenpressed。Probablynotmuch。Foriftheexcursionsofaudaciousfollyhavenoboundsthathumaneyecansee,reasonhasthehabitofneverstrayingveryfarawayfromitsthrone。
Itisnotthefirsttimeinhistorythatexcitedvoiceshavebeenheardurgingthewarriorstillpantingfromthefraytoflinghistriedweaponsonthealtarofpeace,fortheywouldbeneedednomore!Andsuchvoiceshavebeen,inundyinghopeorextremeweariness,listenedtosometimes。Butnotforlong。Afteralleverysortofshoutingisatransitorything。Itisthegrimsilenceoffactsthatremains。
TheBritishMerchantServicehasbeenchallengedinitssupremacybefore。Itwillbechallengedagain。Itmaybeevenaskedmenacinglyinthenameofsomehumanitariandoctrineorsomeemptyidealtostepdownvoluntarilyfromthatplacewhichithasmanagedtokeepforsomanyyears。ButIimaginethatitwilltakemorethanwordsofbrotherlyloveorbrotherlyanger(which,asiswellknown,istheworstkindofanger)todriveBritishseamen,armedorunarmed,fromtheseas。Firminthisindestructibleifnoteasilyexplainedconviction,Icanallowmyselftothinkplacidlyofthatlong,longfuturewhichIshallnotsee。
Myconfidencerestsontheheartsofmenwhodonotchange,thoughtheymayforgetmanythingsforatimeandevenforgettobethemselvesinamomentoffalseenthusiasm。ButofthatIamnotafraid。Itwillnotbeforlong。Iknowthemen。ThroughthekindnessoftheAdmiralty(which,letmeconfesshereinawhitesheet,Irepaidbythebasestingratitude)IwaspermittedduringthewartorenewmycontactwiththeBritishseamenofthemerchantservice。Itistotheirgenerosityinrecognisingmeundertheshorerustoftwenty-fiveyearsasoneofthemselvesthatIoweoneofthedeepestemotionsofmylife。NeverforamomentdidIfeelamongthemlikeanidle,wanderingghostfromadistantpast。Theytalkedtomeseriously,openly,andwithprofessionalprecision,offacts,ofevents,ofimplements,Ihadneverheardofinmytime;
butthehandsIgraspedwerelikethehandsofthegenerationwhichhadtrainedmyyouthandisnownomore。Irecognisedthecharacteroftheirglances,theaccentoftheirvoices。Theirmovingtalesofmoderninstanceswerepresentedtomewiththatpeculiarturnofmindflavouredbytheinheritedhumourandsagacityofthesea。Idon\'tknowwhattheseamanofthefuturewillbelike。Hemayhavetoliveallhisdayswithatelephonetieduptohisheadandbristlealloverwithscientificantennaelikeafigureinafantastictale。Buthewillalwaysbethemanrevealedtouslately,immutableinhisslightvariationsliketheclosedpathofthisplanetofoursonwhichhemustfindhisexactpositiononce,attheveryleast,ineverytwenty-fourhours。
Thegreatestdesideratumofasailor\'slifeistobe“certainofhisposition。”Itisasourceofgreatworryattimes,butIdon\'tthinkthatitneedbesoatthistime。Yeteventhebestpositionhasitsdangersonaccountoftheficklenessoftheelements。ButIthinkthat,leftuntrammelledtotheindividualeffortofitscreatorsandtothecollectivespiritofitsservants,theBritishMerchantServicewillmanagetomaintainitspositiononthisrestlessandwateryglobe。
FLIGHT——1917
Tobeginattheend,Iwillsaythatthe“landing“surprisedmebyaslightandverycharacteristically“dead“sortofshock。
Imayfairlycallmyselfanamphibiouscreature。Agoodhalfofmyactiveexistencehasbeenpassedinfamiliarcontactwithsaltwater,andIwasaware,theoretically,thatwaterisnotanelasticbody:butitwasonlythenthatIacquiredtheabsoluteconvictionofthefact。Irememberdistinctlythethoughtflashingthroughmyhead:“ByJove!itisn\'telastic!“Suchistheilluminatingforceofaparticularexperience。
Thislanding(onthewateroftheNorthSea)waseffectedinaShortbiplaneafteronehourandtwentyminutesintheair。I
reckoneveryminutelikeamisercountinghishoard,for,ifwhatI\'vegotismine,Iamnotlikelynowtoincreasethetale。Thatfeelingistheeffectofage。ItstrikesmeasIwritethat,whennexttimeIleavethesurfaceofthisglobe,itwon\'tbetosoarbodilyaboveitintheair。Quitethecontrary。AndIamnotthinkingofasubmarineeither……
Butletusdropthisdismalstrainandgobacklogicallytothebeginning。ImustconfessthatIstartedonthatflightinastate——Iwon\'tsayoffury,butofamostintenseirritation。I
don\'tremembereverfeelingsoannoyedinmylife。
Itcameaboutinthisway。Twoorthreedaysbefore,IhadbeeninvitedtolunchatanR。N。A。S。station,andwasmadetofeelverymuchathomebythenicestlotofquietlyinterestingyoungmenithadeverbeenmygoodfortunetomeet。ThenIwastakenintothesheds。Iwalkedrespectfullyroundandroundalotofmachinesofallkinds,andthemoreIlookedatthemthemoreIfeltsomehowthatforalltheeffecttheyproducedonmetheymighthavebeensomanyland-vehiclesofaneccentricdesign。SoIsaidtoCommanderO。,whoverykindlywasconductingme:“Thisisallveryfine,buttorealisewhatoneislookingat,onemusthavebeenup。”
Hesaidatonce:“I\'llgiveyouaflightto-morrowifyoulike。”
Ipostulatedthatitshouldbenoneofthose“tenminutesintheair“affairs。Iwantedarealbusinessflight。CommanderO。
assuredmethatIwouldget“awfullybored,“butIdeclaredthatI
waswillingtotakethatrisk。“Verywell,“hesaid。“Eleveno\'clockto-morrow。Don\'tbelate。”
IamsorrytosayIwasabouttwominuteslate,whichwasenough,however,forCommanderO。togreetmewithashoutfromagreatdistance:“Oh!Youarecoming,then!“
“OfcourseIamcoming,“Iyelledindignantly。
Hehurrieduptome。“Allright。There\'syourmachine,andhere\'syourpilot。Comealong。”
Alotofofficersclosedroundme,rushedmeintoahut:twoofthembegantobuttonmeintothecoat,twomorewererammingacaponmyhead,othersstoodaroundwithgoggles,withbinoculars……
Icouldn\'tunderstandthenecessityofsuchhaste。Weweren\'tgoingtochaseFritz。TherewasnosignofFritzanywhereintheblue。Thosedearboysdidnotseemtonoticemyage——fifty-eight,ifaday——normyinfirmities——agoutysubjectforyears。Thisdisregardwasveryflattering,andItriedtoliveuptoit,butthepaceseemedtometerrific。Theygallopedmeacrossavastexpanseofopengroundtothewater\'sedge。
Themachineonitscarriageseemedasbigasacottage,andmuchmoreimposing。Myyoungpilotwentuplikeabird。Therewasanidle,able-bodiedladderloafingagainstashedwithinfifteenfeetofme,butasnobodyseemedtonoticeit,IrecommendedmyselfmentallytoHeavenandstartedclimbingafterthepilot。Thecloseviewoftherealfragilityofthatrigidstructurestartledmeconsiderably,whileCommanderO。discomposedmestillmorebyshoutingrepeatedly:“Don\'tputyourfootthere!“Ididn\'tknowwheretoputmyfoot。Therewasaslightcrack;Iheardsomeswear-wordsbelowme,andthenwithasupremeeffortIrolledinanddroppedintoabasket-chair,absolutelywinded。Asmallcrowdofmechanicsandofficerswerelookingupatmefromtheground,andwhileIgaspedvisiblyIthoughttomyselfthattheywouldbesuretoputitdowntosheernervousness。ButIhadn\'tbreathenoughinmybodytostickmyheadoutandshoutdowntothem:
“Youknow,itisn\'tthatatall!“
GenerallyItrynottothinkofmyageandinfirmities。Theyarenotacheerfulsubject。ButIwasneversoangryanddisgustedwiththemasduringthatminuteorsobeforethemachinetookthewater。Astomyfeelingsintheair,thosewhowillreadtheselineswillknowtheirown,whicharesomuchnearerthemindandtheheartthananywritingsofanunprofessionalcanbe。Atfirstallmyfacultieswereabsorbedandasifneutralisedbythesheernoveltyofthesituation。ThefirsttoemergewasthesenseofsecuritysomuchmoreperfectthaninanysmallboatI\'veeverbeenin;the,asitwere,material,stillness,andimmobility(thoughitwasabumpyday)。Iverysoonceasedtoheartheroarofthewindandengines——unless,indeed,somecylindersmissed,whenIbecameacutelyawareofthat。Withintherigidspreadofthepowerfulplanes,sostrangelymotionlessIhadsometimestheillusionofsittingasifbyenchantmentinablockofsuspendedmarble。Evenwhilelookingoverattheaeroplane\'sshadowrunningprettilyoverlandandsea,Ihadtheimpressionofextremeslowness。Iimaginethathadshesuddenlynose-divedoutofcontrol,Iwouldhavegonetothefinalsmashwithoutasingleadditionalheartbeat。IamsureIwouldnothaveknown。Itisdoubtlessotherwisewiththemanincontrol。
Buttherewasnodive,andIreturnedtoearth(afteranhourandtwentyminutes)withouthavingfelt“bored“forasinglesecond。I
descended(bytheladder)thinkingthatIwouldnevergoflyingagain。No,neveranymore——lestitsmysteriousfascination,whoseinvisiblewinghadbrushedmyheartupthere,shouldchangetounavailingregretinamantoooldforitsglory。
SOMEREFLECTIONSONTHELOSSOFTHETITANIC——1912
ItiswithacertainbitternessthatonemustadmittooneselfthatthelateS。S。Titanichada“goodpress。”ItisperhapsbecauseI
havenogreatpracticeofdailynewspapers(Ihaveneverseensomanyofthemtogetherlyingaboutmyroom)thatthewhitespacesandthebigletteringoftheheadlineshaveanincongruouslyfestiveairtomyeyes,adisagreeableeffectofafeverishexploitationofasensationalGod-send。Andifeveralossatseafellunderthedefinition,inthetermsofabilloflading,ofActofGod,thisonedoes,initsmagnitude,suddennessandseverity;
andinthechasteninginfluenceitshouldhaveontheself-
confidenceofmankind。
Isaythiswithalltheseriousnesstheoccasiondemands,thoughI
haveneitherthecompetencenorthewishtotakeatheologicalviewofthisgreatmisfortune,sendingsomanysoulstotheirlastaccount。ItisbutanaturalREFLECTION。Anotheroneflowingalsofromthephraseologyofbillsoflading(abillofladingisashippingdocumentlimitingincertainofitsclausestheliabilityofthecarrier)isthatthe“King\'sEnemies“ofamoreorlessovertsortarenotaltogethersorrythatthisfatalmishapshouldstriketheprestigeofthegreatestMerchantServiceoftheworld。
Ibelievethatnotathousandmilesfromtheseshorescertainpublicprintshavebetrayedingothicletterstheirsatisfaction——
tospeakplainly——byratherill-naturedcomments。
InwhatlightoneistolookattheactionoftheAmericanSenateismoredifficulttosay。FromacertainpointofviewthesightoftheaugustsenatorsofagreatPowerrushingtoNewYorkandbeginningtobullyandbadgertheluckless“Yamsi“——ontheveryquay-sidesotospeak——seemstofurnishtheShakespeariantouchofthecomictotherealtragedyofthefatuousdrowningofallthesepeoplewhotothelastmomentputtheirtrustinmerebigness,intherecklessaffirmationsofcommercialmenandmeretechniciansandintheirresponsibleparagraphsofthenewspapersboomingtheseships!Yes,agrimtouchofcomedy。Oneasksoneselfwhatthesemenareafter,withthisveryprovincialdisplayofauthority。I
begmyfriendsintheUnitedStatespardonforcallingthesezealoussenatorsmen。Idon\'twishtobedisrespectful。Theymaybeofthestatureofdemi-godsforallIknow,butatthatgreatdistancefromtheshoresofeffeteEuropeandinthepresenceofsomanyguilelessdead,theirsizeseemsdiminishedfromthisside。
Whataretheyafter?Whatisthereforthemtofindout?Weknowwhathadhappened。Theshipscrapedhersideagainstapieceofice,andsankafterfloatingfortwohoursandahalf,takingalotofpeopledownwithher。Whatmorecantheyfindoutfromtheunfairbadgeringoftheunhappy“Yamsi,“ortheruffianlyabuseofthesame。
“Yamsi,“Ishouldexplain,isamerecodeaddress,andIuseitheresymbolically。Ihaveseencommerceprettyclose。Iknowwhatitisworth,andIhavenoparticularregardforcommercialmagnates,butonemustprotestagainsttheseBumble-likeproceedings。Isitindignationatthelossofsomanyliveswhichisatworkhere?Well,theAmericanrailroadskillverymanypeopleduringonesingleyear,Idaresay。Thenwhydon\'tthesedignitariescomedownonthepresidentsoftheirownrailroads,ofwhichonecan\'tsaywhethertheyaremeremeansoftransportationorasortofgamblinggamefortheuseofAmericanplutocrats。Isitonlyanardentand,uponthewhole,praiseworthydesireforinformation?Butthereportsoftheinquirytellusthattheaugustsenators,thoughraisingalotofquestionstestifyingtothecompleteinnocenceandevenblanknessoftheirminds,areunabletounderstandwhatthesecondofficerissayingtothem。Wearesoinformedbythepressfromtheotherside。Evensuchasimpleexpressionasthatoneofthelook-outmenwasstationedinthe“eyesoftheship“wastoomuchforthesenatorsofthelandofgraphicexpression。WhatitmusthavebeeninthemorereconditemattersIwon\'teventrytothink,becauseIhavenomindforsmilesjustnow。Theyweregreatlyexercisedaboutthesoundofexplosionsheardwhenhalftheshipwasunderwateralready。Wasthereone?Weretheretwo?Theyseemedtobesmellingaratthere!Hasnotsomecharitablesoultoldthem(whatevenschoolboyswhoreadseastoriesknow)thatwhenashipsinksfromaleaklikethis,adeckortwoisalwaysblownup;andthatwhenasteamshipgoesdownbythehead,theboilersmay,andoftendobreakadriftwithasoundwhichresemblesthesoundofanexplosion?Andtheymay,indeed,explode,forallIknow。IntheonlycaseIhaveseenofasteamshipsinkingtherewassuchasound,butIdidn\'tdivedownafterhertoinvestigate。Shewasnotof45,000tonsanddeclaredunsinkable,butthesightwasimpressiveenough。Ishallneverforgetthemuffled,mysteriousdetonation,thesuddenagitationofthesearoundtheslowlyraisedstern,andtothisdayIhaveinmyeyethepropeller,seenperfectlystillinitsframeagainstacleareveningsky。
Butperhapsthesecondofficerhasexplainedtothembythistimethisandafewotherlittlefacts。ThoughwhyanofficeroftheBritishmerchantserviceshouldanswerthequestionsofanyking,emperor,autocrat,orsenatorofanyforeignpower(astoaneventinwhichaBritishshipalonewasconcerned,andwhichdidnoteventakeplaceintheterritorialwatersofthatpower)passesmyunderstanding。TheonlyauthorityheisboundtoansweristheBoardofTrade。ButwithwhatfacetheBoardofTrade,which,havingmadetheregulationsfor10,000tonships,putitsdearoldbaldheadunderitswingfortenyears,tookitoutonlytoshelveanimportantreport,andwithadrearymurmur,“Unsinkable,“putitbackagain,inthehopeofnotbeingdisturbedforanothertenyears,withwhatfaceitwillbeputtingquestionstothatmanwhohasdonehisduty,astothefactsofthisdisasterandastohisprofessionalconductinit——well,Idon\'tknow!Ihavethegreatestrespectforourestablishedauthorities。Iamadisciplinedman,andIhaveanaturalindulgencefortheweaknessesofhumaninstitutions;butIwillownthatattimesIhaveregrettedtheir——howshallIsayit?——theirimponderability。A
BoardofTrade——whatisit?ABoardof……IbelievetheSpeakeroftheIrishParliamentisoneofthemembersofit。Aghost。
Lessthanthat;asyetamerememory。Anofficewithadequateandnodoubtcomfortablefurnitureandalotofperfectlyirresponsiblegentlemenwhoexistpackedinitsequableatmospheresoftly,asifinalotofcotton-wool,andwithnocareintheworld;fortherecanbenocarewithoutpersonalresponsibility——such,forinstance,astheseamenhave——thoseseamenfromwhosemouthsthisirresponsibleinstitutioncantakeawaythebread——asadisciplinarymeasure。Yes——it\'sallthat。Andwhatmore?Thenameofapolitician——apartyman!Lessthannothing;amerevoidwithoutasmuchasashadowofresponsibilitycastintoitfromthatlightinwhichmovethemassesofmenwhowork,whodealinthingsandfacetherealities——notthewords——ofthislife。
YearsagoIrememberoverhearingtwogenuineshellbacksoftheoldtypecommentingonaship\'sofficer,who,ifnotexactlyincompetent,didnotcommendhimselftotheirseverejudgmentofaccomplishedsailor-men。Saidone,resumingandconcludingthediscussioninafunnilyjudicialtone:
“TheBoardofTrademusthavebeendrunkwhentheygavehimhiscertificate。”