下载辰思小说免费APP
"Yes,"Isaid。"Halicarnassus,askthedrivertohesuretotelluswhereLordHowefell。"
"Fellintothebrook,"saidthatOracle,andsatasstiffasapost。
Ticonderoga,——up-hillanddown-hillforsixmiles,whitehousesanddark,churchesandshops,andplayingchildrenandloungers,andmills,androughbanksandhaggardwoods,justlikeanyothersomewhatstragglingcountryvillage。Ono!Ono!Therearefewlikethis。_I_haveseennoother。Churchesandshopsandalltheparaphernaliaofbusy,bustlingcommonlifetheremaybe,butwehavenoeyesforsuch。Yonderonthegreenhighplainwhichwehavealreadyenteredisasimpleguide-post,guidingyou,notontoCanada,toNewYork,toBoston,butbackintothedeadcenturythatlivedsofiercelyandliessostill。Westandongroundover-foughtbyhostsofheroes。Hererisestillthebreastworks,grass-grownandharmlessnow,behindwhichmenawaitedbravelytheshockoffuriousonset,beforewhichmenrushedasbravelytodutyandtodeath。Slowlywewindamongthelittlesquaresofintrenchments,whosedeadliestoccupantsnowarepeacefulcowsandsheep,slowlyamongtalltrees,——ghoulsthatthrustouttheirslimy,coldfingerseverywhere,batteningonhorridbanquets,——nay,sorrowfultrees,notso。Yourgentle,verdantvigornourishesnolustofblood。Ratheryouspranginpityfromthecoldashesatyourfeet,thateverybreezequiveringthroughyourmournfulleavesmayharparequiemforPolydorus。
Alightingatthelanding-placewestrollupthehillandamongtheruinsoftheoldforts,andbreastourselvesthesurgingbattle-tide。Forwarisnottothisgenerationwhatithasbeen。Therustoflongdisusehasbeenrubbedoffbytheironhandoffate,——shallwenotsay,rather,bythegoodhandofourGoduponus?——andtheawfulwordstandsforthoncemore,red-letteredandreal。Marathon,Waterloo,Lexington,arenolongertheconflictofnumbersagainstnumbers,normerelyofprinciplesagainstprinciples,butofmenagainstmen。Andaswestandonthissilenthill,theprizeofsomanystruggles,ourownheartsswellwiththehopesandsinkwiththefearsthatitsgreenoldbluffshaveroused。Upfromyonwater-sidecamestealingtheGreen-MountainBoys,withtheirgrandandgrandiloquentleader,and,attheverygatewaywherewestand,astraditionsays,(etpotiusDiinuminefirment,)hethunderedout,withbrave,barbaricvoice,theimperioussummons,"InthenameofthegreatJehovahandtheContinentalCongress。"Nowonderthestartled,half-dressedcommanderisconfounded,and"theprettyfaceofhiswifepeeringoverhisshoulder"isfilledwithterror。WellmaysuchamotleycrewfrightenthefairEuropeanne。"FrenchmenIknow,andIndiansIknow,butwhoareye?"Ah!SirCommander,sobravelybedight,thesearethemenwhomyourparliamentaryknightsaretosweepwiththeirbroomsintotheAtlanticOcean。Bringonyourbesoms,fairgentlemen;yonderisChamplain,andalakeisasgoodtodrowninasanocean。Lookatthem,mylords,andlookmanytimesbeforeyouleap。Theyarearoughset,roughlyclad,astout-limbed,stout-heartedrace,insubordinate,independent,irrepressible,almostastroublesometotheirfriendsastotheirfoes;butthereisgoodstockinthem,——brainandbrawn,andbrainandbrawnwillyetcarrythedayovercourtandcrown,inthenameoftheright,whichshalloverpowerallthings。Weclamberdownintoarchedpassages,chokedwithdebris,overfloorstangledwithbriers,andjoininthewildwassailoftheboldoutlaw,firedbyhisvictoriouscareer。
Weclamberuptheruggedsidesandwindaroundtotheheadland。
Brilliantinthe"morning-shine,"exultantintheprideandpompofsplendidpreparation,ardentforconquestandglory,Abercrombiesailsdownthelovelyinlandsea,tosailbackdismantledanddisgraced。TheretrievingfleetofAmherstfollows,asbrilliantandaseager,——togainthevictoryofnumbersovervalor,buttoloseitsfruit,asmanyablood-
boughtprizehassincebeenlost,snatchedfromtheconqueror\'shandbythetraitor,doubt。Butthisisonlytheprologueofourgreatdrama。Allenleapsfirstuponthescene,buckleredasnowarrioreverwassincethedaysofHomerorbefore。ThenArnoldcomesflyingin,wrestinglaurelsfromdefeat,——Arnold,whodiedtoolate。HereSchuylerwalksupatnight,hismilitarysoulvexedwithinhimbythesleepingguardsandtheintermittentsentinels,hisgentlesoulharriedbytherusticill-breedingofhishinds,hismagnanimoussoulcruellytorturedbythemachinationsofjealousyandenvyandevil-browedambition。YonderonthehillBurgoyne\'sbatterythreatensdeath,andLincolnavengesusofBurgoyne。Letthecurtainfall;abloodiersceneshallfollow。
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Andthenwere-embarkonLakeChamplain,andallthesummerafternoonsaildownthroughphantomfleets,underthefrowningrampartsofphantomforts,pastgrimrowsofdeathful-throatedcannon,throughserriedhostsofwarriors,withbrightswordsgleamingandstrongarmsliftedandsternlipsparted;butfromlipsofmanorthroatofcannoncomesnosound。Athousandoarsstrikethroughtheleapingwaves,butnotaplashbreaksonthelisteningear。Athousandwhitesailsswelltothecomingbreeze,thatbringsgladgreetingfromtheinlandhills,butnothingbreaksthesilencesoftime。
Andofallbeautifulthingsthatcouldhavebeenthoughtoforhopedfor,whatshouldcometocrownourqueenofdaysbutathunder-storm,amostrealandvividthunder-storm,marshallingupfromthewestitsgrand,cumuloseclouds;black,jagged,bulgingwithimpatient,prisonedthunderbidingtheirtime,sharpandfierceagainstthebrilliantsky,spreadingswiftlyovertheheavens,fusingintoonegreatgraypall,droppingadimcurtainofrainbetweenusandtheland,closingdownuponusahollowhemispherepiercedwithshaftsoffireanddeafeningwithunseenthunders,wrestingusofffromthefriendlyskiesandshores,wrappingusintoanawfulsolitude。
OPrincessRohan,cometome!comefromthehiddencaves,whereyourevelinmagicalglories,comeupfromyourcorallinecavesinthemysterioussea,comefromthoseEasternlandsofnightingale,roses,andbulbuls,whereyourtropicalsoulwasbornandrockedinthelapofthelotus!OsunnySouthernbeauty,lostamongstNorthernsnows,flushforthinyourmysticalsplendorfromtherubywineofHafiz,floatdownfromyourcloudsofthesunsetwithshininggarmentsoflight,openthegoldendoorofyourpalacedomedinalily,glideovertheseinkywaves,Omyqueenofallwaters,cometomewhereveryouare,withyourpencildippedindarkness,starrywithdiamonddewsandspannedwiththesoftnessofrainbows,andsetonthisland-lockedNeptuneyourcrossoftheLegionofHonor,assuretotheangrygodhisbowlinValhalla,thatthethunder-vexedlakemaybesoothedwithitsimmortality!
Butthestormpasseson,thecloudssweepmagnificentlyaway,andtheglowingskyflingsupitsarchofpromise。Thelucentwaterscatchitsgleamandspreadintheirdepthsasecondarchasbeautifulandbright。So,haloedwithmagnificence,anearth-bornbarkonfairywaters,completelycircledbythisgloryoftheskiesandseas,wepassthroughourtriumphalgateway"deepintothedyingday,"andarepresentlydousedinthemudatRouse\'sPoint。Rouse\'sPointisundoubtedlyaverygoodplace,andtheyweregoodwomenthere,andtookgoodcareofus;butRouse\'sPointisadreadfulplacetowakeupinwhenyouhavebeeninDream-Land,——especiallywhenacircusisthere,singingandshoutingunderyourwindowsallnightlong。
Iwonderwhencircus-peoplesleep,ordotheynotsleepatall,butkeepupaperpetualgroundandloftytumbling?FromRouse\'sPointthroughNorthernNewYork,throughendlesswoodsandleaguesofbrilliantfire-weed,thespiritofthedeadflamesthatravedthroughthewoods,pastcorn-fieldsthatlookedrather"skimpy,"certainlynottobecomparedtoacorn-fieldIwotof,whoseownerhasamono-maniaonthesubjectofcornandpotatoes,andfertilizeshisfieldswithhisownbloodandbrain,——asnort,arush,ashriek,andthehundredmilesisaccomplished,andweareatOgdensburg,asmartlittletown,likeallAmericantowns,withhandsomeresidencesup,andhandsomeronesgoingup,withhaberdashers\'
shops,andlawyers\'offices,andjudges\'robes,andmosthospitablecitizens,——oneatleast,——andalltheimplementsandmachineryofgovernmentandself-direction,notexceptingahugetentforpoliticalspeakingandmanypoliticalspeeches,andeverybodyalert,public-spirited,andkeyeduptothehighestpitch。Allthisisinteresting,butwehaveseeniteversincewewereborn,andwelookawaywithwistfuleyestothenorth;forthisbroad,majesticriverstretchingsky-wardliketheocean,istheLawrence。Upthisriver,onthedayofSt。Lawrence,threehundredyearsago,camethemarinerofSt。
Malo,——turninginfromtheseatillhisstrainingeyesbeheldonbothsidesland,andplantedtheliliesofFrance。Nowitistheboundarylineofempires。Thosegreenbanksontheothersideareaforeigncountry,andforthefirsttimeIamnotmonarchofallIsurvey。Thatfinelittlecity,withstatelytreestoweringfromthemidstofitssteeplesandgrayroofs,isPrescott。AttherightrisetherampartsofFortWellington,whencecannon-ballscamehissingovertoOgdensburgsomefiftyyearsago。Westandwithinaprettyrange,supposetheyshouldtryitagain!Fartheronstillisaplain,graytower,whereahandfulof"patriots"intrenchedanddestroyedthemselveswithperversemartyrophobiainafoolishandfruitlessendeavor。Theafternoonisbeforeus;supposewerowover;hereisaboat,anddoubtlessaboatman,ortheferry-steamerwillbeheredirectly。Bynomeans;aferry-steameristhoroughlycommonplace;youcanferry-steamanywhere。Row,brothers,row,perhapsyouwillneverhavethechanceagain。
Lightly,lightlyrowthroughthegreenwatersofthegreatSt。
Lawrence,throughthesedgeandrankgrassthatwavestillinhismiddledepths,overthemileandahalfofgreatrushingbillowsthatrockourlittleboatsomewhatroughly:butIamnotafraid,——forIcanswim。
"Youcan,canyou?"saystheAnakim,incredulously。
"IndeedIcan,can\'tI,Halicarnassus?"appealingly。
"Likeabrick!"ejaculatesthatworthy,pullingawayattheoars,andonweshoot,steadilynearingtherusticstonecitythatlookssoattractive,sodifferentfromourhasty,brittle,shinglyAmericanhalf-minutehouses,——massive,permanent,fullofcharacterandsolidworth。Andnowourtinycraftbuttsagainstthepier,andweascendfromtheJesuitriverandstandonBritishsoil。Nostarsandstripeshere,butSaintGeorgeandhisdragonfightouttheirnever-endingbrawl。Nowar,novolunteering,noCongresshere;butpeaceandaParliamentandaQueen,Godblessher!andthisisherrealm,akingdom。NowifithadbeenayearagoIdonotknowthatIshouldnot,likeColumbus,haveknelttokissthesedingystones,somuchdidIloveandreverenceEngland,andwhateverborethedearEnglishname。Butwe——they,rather——havechangedallthat。
Amongthegreatgainsofthismemorableyear,——amongthedevotions,thesacrifices,theheroisms,——allthemighty,noble,andennoblingdeedsbywhichwestandenrichedforevermore,——therebroodstheshadowofoneirreparableloss,——
thelossofEngland。Successorfailurecanmakenodifferencethere。Englishgold,Englishsteel,Englishpluck,standtodayasalways;butEnglishintegrity,Englishstaunchness,Englishlove,wherearethey?JustwherePrescottis,nowthatwehavecometoit;forthesubstantialstonecityamileandahalfawayturnsouttobeamiserablelittledirty,butty,smutty,stagnantowl-cotewhenyougetintoit。Whatwetookforstoneisstolidity。Itisold,butitsageissqualid,notpicturesque。
Westumblethroughthealleysthatanswerforstreets,andcometothe"DogandDuck,"adark,dingyale-room,famousforitsfineale,wearetold,orperhapsitwasbeer:Idon\'tremember。
Itisnotinmalenaturetogobyontheothersideofsuchathing,andweenter,——theytotestthebeverage,GrandeandItomakeobservationofthesurroundings。Wetakepositioninthepassagebetweenthebar-roomandparlor。Ayellow-hairedSaxonchild,withbarelegsandfairface,crawlsoutfromsomeinnerhollowtothedoor,andimpendsdangerousonthesill,throwingnumerousscaredbackwardglancesoverhisshoulder。TheparloristakenbodilyoutofoldEnglishnovels,adirectdescendant,slightlyfurbishedupandmodernized,oftheVillageinnparlorofGoldsmith,——homely,clean,andcomfortless。Acottontidyovertherocking-chairbewrays,wroughtintoitscrochetedgorgeousness,thenameofUncleTom。ThisIcannotstand。
Timemaybringhealing,butnowthewoundisstillfresh。"O,youdidUncle-Tomitfamously,"Ihurlout,doublingmyfistattheBritishlionwhichglaresatmefromthatcottontidy。
"Irememberthosedays。Oyes!youwererampantonUncleTom。
YouareafamousfriendofUncleTom,withyourExeterHalls,andyourLordShaftesburys,andyourDuchessofSutherlands!
CryyourprettyeyesoutoverUncleTom,dear,tender-heartedBritishwomen。Writeappealingletterstoyoursistersoverthewaters,affectionate,conscientiouskindred;canonizeyoursaint,oursin,intidies,andchair-covers,andChristmasslippers,——weknowhowtotakeyounow;wehavefoundoutwhatallthatisworthwecanappraiseyourtearsbythebottle——inpounds,shillings,andpence。"Butthebeer-mencurtailmyharangue,soIshakemydepartingfistatthecoweringlion,and,leavingthisBritishinstitution,proceedtoinvestigateanotherBritishinstitution,——theundauntedEnglisharmy,initsdevelopmentinFortWellington。Awallshutstheworldoutfromthosesacredpremises;astileletstheworldin,——overwhichstilewestepandstandonthefortgrounds。Apartyofsoldiersaremakinggoodcheerinacornerofthepasture,——
perhapsIoughttosayparade-ground。Asnosentinelaccostsus,wehuntupone,andinquireifthefortisaccessible。Hedoesnotknow,butinclinestotheopinionthatitis。Wegoupthehill,walkroundthewall,andmarkwellherbulwarks,tillwecometoagreatgate,butitrefusestoturn。Thewallsaretoohightoscale,besidespossiblepicketsontheotherside。Ihavenodoubtintheworldthatwecouldcreepunder,forthegatehasshrunksinceitwasmade,andneedstohaveatuckletdown;butwhatwouldbecomeofdignity?GrandeandtheAnakimmakeareconnaissanceinforce,toseeifsomeunwarypostern-gatemaynotpermitentrance。Halicarnassusfumblesinhispocketsforedge-tools,asifQueenVictoria,whorulesthewaves,onwhosedominionsthesunneversets,whosemorningdrum-beatencirclestheworld,wouldleavethemaingateofhermainfortononeofthefrontiersofherempiresoinsecurelydefendedthatasingleAmericancancarryitwithhisfruit-knife。SuchideasIenergeticallyenforce,tillIamcutshortbytheslowretrogressionofthemassivegateonponderoushingesturning。
"Whataboutthefruit-knife?"inquiresHalicarnassusasIpassin。Thereconnoiteringpartyreturntoreportabootlesssearch,andareelectrifiedtofindthevictoryalreadygained。
"Seethegoodofhavingbeenthroughcollege,"exultsHalicarnassus。
"Howdidyoudoit?"asksGrande,admiringly。
"Bygeniusandassiduity,"answersHalicarnassus。
"Andliftingthelatch,"Iappend,forIhavebeenexaminingthemechanismofthegatesinceIcamein,andhavemadeadiscoverywhichdislodgesmysavantfromhispinnacle;namely,thattheonlyfasteningonthegateisahugewoodenlatch,whichnotoneofushadsenseenoughtolift;butthenwhothinksoftakingafortbyassaultandbatteryonthelatch?
Halicarnassushituponitbymereaccident,andIthereforeremorselesslyexposehim。Thenwesaunterabouttheplace,and,seeingawomaneyingussuspiciouslyfromanelevatedwindow,weshowthewhitefeatherandaskherifwemaycomein,which,seeingwehavebeeninforsometenminutes,weundoubtedlymay;andthenwemounttherampartsandpeerintoLabradorandHudson\'sBayandtheNorthPole,and,turningtoasoftersky,gazefroma"foreignclime"uponourowndearland,homeoffreedom,hopeofthenations,eye-soreoftheDevil,rentbyonesetofhisminions,andridiculedbyanother,butcomingoutofherfurnace-fires,ifGodpleaseandmanwill,heartierandholier,becausefreerandtruer,thaneverbefore。Omycountry,beautifulandbeloved,myhope,mydesire,myjoy,andmycrownofrejoicing,immeasurablydearerintheagonyofyourbloodysweatthaninthehighnoonofyourproudprosperity!standingforthefirsttimebeyondyourborders,andlookinguponyoufromafar,nowandforevermoreoutofafullheartIbreathetoyoubenedictions。
PARTIV。
DowntheSt。Lawrenceinasteamer,uptheSt。Lawrenceonthemaps,wesailthroughanotherdayfullofeagerinterest。
Everythingisfresh,new,novel。Isitbecauseweareinhighlatitudesthattheriverandthecountrylooksohigh?Icouldfancythatweareonaplateau,overlookingacontinent。Nowthewaterexpandsonallsideslikeanoceanmeetingthesky,andnowwearesailingthroughhay-fieldsandcountryorchards,asiftheSt。Lawrencehadtakenaturnintoourback-yard。
WehugtheCanadashore,andthickwoodscomedownthebanksdippingtheirsummertressesinthecoolNorthernriver,——broadpasture-landsstretchaway,awayfromrivertosky,——brown,dubiousvillagessailbyatlongintervals。OnthedistantsouthernshoreAmericahasstationedheroutposts,andunfrequentspiresattestacivilized,ifremotelife。Inthesunnydayallthingsaresunny,savewhenaClaudeLorraineglasslendsadark,richmysterytoeveryhillandcloud。TheClaudeLorraineglassisararaavus,andnotonlygivesnewlightstothescenery,butbringsoutthehumannatureonboardingreatforce。TheAnakimtellsusofonemanwhoaskedhiminaconfidentialaside,ifitwasashow,whereatwealllaugh。EvenIlaughattheman\'signorance,——I,athief,anassassin,atraitor,whosixweeksagohadneverheardofaClaudeLorraineglass;butnobodycantellwhohasnottriedithowmuchcreditonegetsforextensiveknowledge,ifonlyheholdshistongue。InallmylifeIamafraidIshallneverlearnasmuchasIhavebeeninferredtoknowsimplybecauseIkeptstill。
DowntheSt。LawrenceinanEnglishsteamer,whereeverythingisnotsomuchEnglishasJohnBull-y。Theservantsatthetablearethoroughlyandamusinglyyellow-plush,——ifthatisthewordIwant,andifitisnotthat,itisanother;forI
amquitesureofmyidea,thoughnotofthenamethatbelongstoit。Theservantsaresmoothandsleekandintense。Theyserveasifitwastheirbusiness,andaweightybusinessatthat,demandingalltheenergiesofacreatedbeing。
Accordinglytheygivetheirmindstoit。Thechieftainyonder,inwhitechokerandlocksprofuselyoiledandbrushedintoaresplendentexpanse,bearsAtlasonhisshoulders。
Hislipsarecompressed,hisbrowcontracted,hiseyesalert,hiswholemannerasabsorbedasifitwereanation,andnotaplum-pudding,thatheisengineeringthroughacrisis。LordPalmerstonisnothingtohim,Iventuretosay。Iknowtheonlywaytoaccomplishanythingistodevoteyourselftoit;
stillIcannotconceivehowanybodycangivehimselfupsocompletelytoadinner,evenifitishisbusinessandduty。
However,Ihavenothingtocomplainofintheresults,forwearewellserved,onlyforatrifletoomuchobviousness。Orderandsystemareundoubtedlygoodthings,butIdon\'tliketoseeanadomadeaboutthem。Ourwaitersstandbehind,atgivenstations,withpropheticdishesinupliftedhands,and,atacertainsignalfromthearch-waiter,downtheycomeliketheclashoffate。NowIsupposethisisallverywell,butformeIneverwasfondofmilitarylife。Undermyhousekeepingwebrowseindiscriminately。Whenwehavenothingelsetodo,wehaveameal。Ifitisnearernoonthanmorning,wecallitdinner。Ifitisnearernightthannoon,wecallitsupper,unlesswehavefashionablefriendswithus,andthenwecallitdinner,andtheotherthinglunch;andtentooneitissoscatteredaboutthatithasnonameatall。Atbreakfastyouwillbelikelytofindmeonthedoor-stepwithabowlofbreadandmilk,whileHalicarnassussitsonthebenchoppositeandbrandishesachicken-bonewiththecatmewingfuriouslyforitathisfeet。Asurreptitiousdoughnutissweetanddyspepticoverthemorningpaper,andgingerbreadisalwaystobehadbysystematicandintelligentforaging。ConsequentlythisBritishdrillanddisciplinearethoroughlyalarmingtome,andIamsurprisedandgratefultofindthatwearenotindividuallyregulatedbyatime-table。Iexpectadrum-beat;——one,incision;two,mastication;three,deglutition;——butwhattyrannydoesonenotexpecttofindundermonarchicalinstitutions?Putthatintoyournextvolume,intelligentBritishtourist。
DowntheSt。Lawrencewithmillionaires,andartists,andgayyounggirls,andsallow-facedinvalids,andwearyclergymenandmenofbusinesswhodonotknowwhattodowiththeirunwontedleisureandfindpleasuringamostunmitigatedbore,andmotherswithsickchildren,dearlittleunnaturalpalefacesandheavyeyes,——mayyourangelsbringyouhealth,tinyones!——
and,mostinterestingofalltome,apartyofpriestsandnunsontheirtravels。Theysitnearme,andIcanseethemwithoutturningmyhead,andhearthemwithoutmarkedlistening。Thepriestsaresleekheadedmen,andsuchassleepo\'nights,ruddy,rotund,robust,withblackhairandwhitebands,well-dressed,well-fed,well-to-do,jolly,gentlemanly,clique-y,sensible,shrewd,aufait。Thenuns——nowIamvexedtolookatthem。Arenunsexpectedtobeanymoredeadtotheworldthanpriests?ThenIshouldliketoknowwhytheymustmakesuchfrightsofthemselves,whilepriestsgoaboutlikeChristians?Whyshallanunwalkblack,andgaunt,andlank,withawhitetowelwrappedaroundherface,allpossiblebeautyandalmostallattractivenessdespoiledbyherhideouslyunbecomingdress,whilepriestsweartheirhairandtheirhatsandtheircoatsandtheircollarslikeanyothergentleman?
Whyarethewomentobesetupastargets,whilethemenmaypassunnoticedandunknown?Ifthewoman\'sheadmustbeshornandshaven,whynottheman\'s?Itisnotfair。Icanthinkofnoreason,pretext,orexcuse,unlessitistobefoundinthefactthatwomenaremorebeautifulthanmen,andneedgreaterdisfigurementtomakethemugly。ThatisafactwhichIhavelongsuspected,andobservationsmadeonthisjourneyconfirmmysuspicions,——intensifythemintocertainty。Anuglywomanishandsomerthanahandsomeman,——ifyouexaminethemclosely。Sheisfiner-grained,moresoft,moredelicate。Menareanimalsmorethanwomen。Idonotnowmeanthegenericsenseinwhichweareallanimals,butspecificallyandsuperficially。Menlookmorelikehorsesandcows。Seeourbravesoldiersreturningfromthewars——Heaven\'sblessingrestuponthem!——grand,butaretheynotgruff?Awoman\'sfacemaybebrowned,roughened,andreddenedbyexposure,yetherskinisalwaysskin;butoftenwhenaman\'sfacehasbeenshelteredfromstormandshine,hisskinishide。Hismaneisnotgenerallysolongandflowingasahorse\'s,butthereitis。
Once,inacar,amaninfrontofmeputhisarmonthebackofhisseatandfellasleep。Presentlyhishanddroppedover,andIlookedatit,——amassofbroad,brawnyvitality,greatpipesofveins,greatcrescentsofnails,greatfurrowsatthejoints,andyoumightcutafinesirloinofbeefofftheballofthethumb;andthisisahand!_I_callitanox。A
woman\'shand,byhardlabor,spreadsandcracks,andsproutsbunchesatthejoints,andbecomestuberousattheendsofthefingers,butyoucanseethatitisadeformityandnotnature。
Ittellsasadstoryofneglect,oflabor,perhapsofheartlessness,cruelty,suffering。Butthisman\'shandwasbornso。Youwouldnotthinkofpityinghimanymorethanyouwouldpityanelephantforbeinganelephantinsteadofanantelope。Awoman\'shairissilkyandsoft,and,ifnotalwayssmooth,susceptibleofsmoothness。Aman\'shairisshag。Ifhetriestomakeitanythingelse,hedoesnotmendthematter。
Ceasingtobeshag,itdoesnotbecomebeauty,butfoppishness,effeminacy,MissNancy-ism。Amanisabrutebythelawofhisnature。Lethimapeawoman,andhedoesnotceasetohebrutal,thoughbedoesbecomeridiculous。Theonlythingforhimtodoistobethebestkindofabrute。
Inallofwhichremarksthereisnothingderogatorytoaman,——
nothingatwhichanyoneneedtakeoffence。Idonotsaythatmanhoodisnotaveryexcellentkindofcreation。Everythingisgoodinitsline。Iwouldjustassoonhavebeenabeetleasawoman,ifIhadneverbeenawoman,anddidnotknowwhatitwas。Idon\'tsupposeahorseisatallcrestfallenbecauseheisahorse。Onthecontrary,ifheisathorough-bred,bloodhorse,heisaproudandhappyfellow,prancing,spirited,magnificent。Soamanmaybesomagnificentlymanlythatoneshallsay,Surelythisisthemonarchoftheuniverse;
andhideandshagandmaneshallbevitalizedwithamatchlessglory。Letamanmakehimselfgrandinhisownsphere,andnotsitdownandmoanbecauseheisonlyaconnectinglinkbetweenahorseandawoman。
IsupposeMotherChurchisfullycognizantofthetruestateofaffairs,andthinksmenalreadysufficientlySatyric,butwomanmustbegrounddownasmuchaspossible,ortheworldwillnotbefendedoff。Andgrounddowntheyareinbodyandsoul。OMotherChurch!asIlookuponthesenuns,Idonotloveyou。Youhavedonemanywiseandrightdeeds。Youhavebeenthearkofthetestimony,therefugeoftheweary,thedispenserofalms,theconsolerofthesorrowful,thehopeofthedying,theblessingofthedead。Youareconvenientnow,wieldyinanelection,effectivewhenagoldringismissingfromthetoilettecushion,admirableinyourmachinery,andastonishinginyourpersistencyandpower。Butwhathaveyoudonewiththesewomen?Inwhatsecretplace,inwhatdungeonofdarknessanddespair,inwhatchainsoftorpidityandoblivion,haveyouhiddenawaytheirsouls?Theyaretwenty-fiveandthirtyyearsold,buttheyarenotwomen。
Theyarenothingintheworldbutgrown-upchildren。Theirexpression,theirobservation,theirinterests,areinfantile。
Thereisnocharacterintheirfaces。Therearemarksofpettishness,butnotofpassion。Nothingdeep,tender,beneficent,maternal,isthere。Timehasdonehispart,butlifehasleftnomarks。Theirsmilesandlaughterarethemerrimentofchildren,beautifulinchildren,butpainfulhere。MotherChurch,youhavedwarfedthesewomen,helplessly,hopelessly。Youaccomplishresults,butyoudeterioratehumanity。
DowntheSt。Lawrence,thegreat,melancholyriver,grandonlyinitsgrandeur,solitary,unapproachable,cutofffromthecompanionship,theactivities,andtheinterestsoflifebyitsrocksandrapids;yetcalmandconscious,workingitsworkinsilentstate。
Therapidsarebadfortraffic,butcharmingfortravellers;
andwhatisalittlerevenuemoreorless,toasensation?
Thereisnotdangerenoughtoawakenterror,butthereisenoughtorequirevigilance;justenoughtoexhilarate,toflushthecheek,tobrightentheeye,toquickenthebreath;
justenoughforspiceandsauceandsalt;justenoughforyoutoplayatstormandshipwreck,andheroismindanger。Therockingandsplashingoftheearlyrapidsismerefun;butwhenyougeton,whenthesteamerslackensspeed,andaskiffputsofffromshore,andanIndianpilotcomesonboard,andmountstothepilot-house,youbegintofeelthatmattersaregettingserious。Butthepilotischattingcarelesslywithtwoorthreebystanders,soitcannotbemuch。Ah!thissuddencessationofsomething!Thisunnaturalquiet。Themachineryhasstopped。What!theboatisrushingstraightontothebanks。H-w-k!Awholeshowerofsprayisdashedintoourfaces。Littleshrieksandlaughter,andasuddenhoppingupfromstools,andasuddenretreatfromtherailingtothecentreofthedeck。Staggering,quivering,aghast,theboatreelsandcareens。Seetheandplungetheangrywaters,whirling,foaming,furious。Lookatthepilot。Nochattingnow,nobystanders,butfixedeyesandfirmlips,everymuscleset,everynervetense。Yes,itisserious。Serious!closebyus,seemingscarcelyayardaway,frownsablackrock。Themaddenedwavesdashupitssullenback,thewhite,passionatesurfsurgesintoitswrathfuljaws。Here,there,before,behind,blackrocksandawilduproarofwaters,throughallwhichProvidenceandourpilotleadussafelyintothestilldeepbeyond,andwelookintoeachother\'sfacesandsmile。
Andnowthesunsetreddensonthewater,reddensonthebendingskyandthebeautifulclouds,andmenbegintocomearoundwithcardsandconverseofthedifferenthotelsintheMontrealthatistobe;onetellsusthatthePrinceofWalesbeamedroyallightupontheSt。LawrenceHall,andweimmediatelydecidetomakethebalancetruebypatronizingitsrivalDonegana,whereuponaman——ameredisinterestedspectatorofcourse——
informsusinconfidencethattheDoneganaisnothingbutruins;heshouldnotthinkwewouldgothere;burntdownafewyearsago,——ashabbyplace,keptbyagrasswidow;butwhenwasAmericaneverscaredoffbythesoundofaruin?SoDoneganaitis,thehousewiththesoftlyflowingItalianname;andthenwepassunderthearchofthefamousVictoriaBridge,whosecorner-stone,orcap-stone,orwhateveritisthatbridgeshave,waslaidbythePrinceofWales。(AndtothisdayIdonotknowhowtheflag-staffofourboatclearedthearch。Itwastenfeetaboveit,Ishouldthink,andIlookedatitallthetime,andyetitshrivelledunderinthemostlaughableyetbafflingmanner。)Inthemildtwilightwedisembarked,andwerequicklyomnibusedtotherelicsofDonegana,whichturnedouttobeverywell,verywellindeedforruins,withasmartstonefront,andIdon\'tknowbutstoneallthewaythrough,withtheusualallowanceoflacecurtains,andcarpets,andgildingintheparlors,notwithstandingflamesandconjugaldesolation;alsoahandwelcomedusinthegas-litsquareadjoining,andwewerehospitablyentreatedandtransmittedtothebreakfast-tablenextmorninginperfectsight-seeingtrim;
onlytheAnakimwascross,andmutteredthattheyhadsenthimoutinthevillagetosleepamongthehens,andtherewasacacklingandscreamingandchoppingoffofheadsallnightlong。Butthebreakfast-tableassuredusthatmanyacacklemusthavebeentheswan-songofdeath。Halicarnassuswonderedifsomethingmightnotbeinventedtoconsumesuperfluousnoise,asgreatfactoriesconsumetheirownsmoke,buttheAnakimsaidtherewasnocallforanynewinventioninthatlinesolongasHalicarnassuscontinuedinhispresentappetite,——withasignificantglanceattheplumpchickenwhichthelatterwasvigorouslyconvertingintomammalia,andwhichprobablywastheveryonethatdisturbedtheAnakim\'srepose。
Andthenwediscussedtheday\'splanofoperations。
Halicarnassussaidhehadbeendiplomatizingforacarriage。
Themanintheofficetoldhimhecouldhaveoneforfivedollars。Hethoughtthatwasratherhigh。Mansaiditwastheregularprice;couldn\'tgetoneforanylessinthecity。
Halicarnassuswentoutandsawonestandingidleinthemarket-place。Askedtheprice。Threedollars。Forhowlong?Driveyouallroundthecity,Sir;seeallthesights。
Thenhewentbackandtoldthemanattheoffice。
"Well,"Isaid,afterhehadswallowedawassail-bowlofcoffee,andshowednodispositiontogoon,"whatdidyoudothen?"
"Cameintobreakfast。"
"Didn\'tyoutelltheclerkyouwouldnottakehiscarriage?"
"No。"
"Didn\'tyoutelltheothermanyouwouldtakehis?"
"No。"
"WhatDIDyoudo?"
"Letitwork。Don\'tbeinahurry。Giveathingtimetowork。"
"Andsupposeitshouldworkyououtofanycarriageatall?"
"Nodanger。"Andtobesure,whenwehadfinishedbreakfast,thethree-dollarhackwasthereawaitingourpleasure。OurpleasurewastodriveoutintotheBritishpossessions,firstaroundthemountain,whichisquiteamountainforavilla,thoughnothingtospeakofasamountain,withseveralhandsomeresidencesonitssides,andagoodmanynotsohandsome;butthemountainisapetofMontreal,and,asIsaid,quitethethingforacockneymountain。ThenwewenttotheFrenchCathedral,whichis,Ibelieve,thegreatgunofecclesiasticalNorthAmerica,butithungfirewithme。Itwaslarge,butnotgreat。Therewasnounity。Itwasnotimpressive。Itwasrunningoverwithfrippery,——ollapodridacroppingouteverywhere。Itconfusedyou。Itdistractedyou。Itweariedyou。Yousighedforsomewhatsimple,quiet,restful。Thepictureswerepronouncedpoor。Idon\'tknowwhethertheywereornot。Inevercantellapictureasacooktellshermince-piemeat,bytastingit。Onepictureisarevealerandoneisadaub;buttheyarealiketomeatfirstglance。Forapicturehasanindividualityallitsown。Youmustwooitwithtenderardor,oritwillnotyieldupitsheart。Thechancelookseesonlycolorandcontour;butasyougazethecolorglows,thecontourthrobs,thehiddensoulheavestheinertcanvaswiththesolemnpalpitationsoflife。Artisdeadnolonger,butinformedwithdivinevitality。ThereisnopicturebutHopecrownedandradiant,orpaleandpatientSorrow,orthetendersanctityofLove。Thelandscapeoftheartistisneitherpaintingnornature,butsummerfieldsandrosysunsetsover-floodedwithhisowninwardlight。OnlyfromherHeaven-anointedmonarch,man,canNaturereceiveherknightlyaccolade。Andshallonedetectthefalseorrecognizethetruebytheminute-hand?Isupposeso,sincesomedo。ButIcannot。Peoplewholiveamongthedivinitiesmayknowthegoddess,forallherSpartanarms,hernakedknee,andknottedrobe;butI,earth-bornamongearth-born,mustneedsbeholdtheauroralblush,theglidinggait,theflowingvestment,andthedivineodorofherpurplehair。
InthevestibuleoftheFrenchCathedral,Ibelieveitis,youwillbeholdaheart-rendingsightinaglasscase,namely,agroupofchildren,babiesinlongclothesandupwards,inadreadfulstateofbeingdevouredbycotton-flannelpigs。Theirpoorlittlewhitefrocksarestainedwithblood,andtheyareknockedaboutpiteouslyinvariousstagesofmutilation。A
labelinfrontinformsyouthatcertaininnocentsincertainlocalitiesaresubjecttothisshockingtreatment;andyouareearnestlyconjuredtodropyourpennyoryourpoundintothebox,torescuethemfromafatesoterrible。Youmustbeacannibalifyoucanwithstandthisappeal。Sufferingthatyouonlyhearof,youcanforget,butsufferinggoingonrightunderyoureyesisnotsoeasilydisposedof。
Leavingthepigsandpapooses,wewillgoto——whichofthenunneries?TheGray?Yes。Butwhenyoucomehome,everybodywilltellyouthatyououghttohavevisitedtheBlackNunnery。
TheGrayisnottobementionedinthesameyear。Donot,however,flatteryourselfthatinchoosingtheBlackyouwillbeanymoreenviable;therewillnotbewantingmyriadswhowillassureyou,that,nothavingseentheGray,youmightaswellhaveseennothingatall。TotheGrayNunnerywentwe,andsawpicturesandaltarsandsaintsandcandlesticks,andlittledove-cotfloorsofgalleriesjuttingout,whereafewwomencrossed,genuflected,andmumbled,andanoldwomancameoutofadooraboveoneofthem,andaskedthepeoplebelownottotalksoloud,becausetheydisturbedtheworshippers;butthepeoplekepttalking,andpresentlyshecameoutagain,andrepeatedherrequest,withalittleoftheInquisitioninhertonesandgestures,——nomorethanwasjustifiableunderthecircumstances:butshelookedstraightatme;andOoldwoman!
itwasnotIthattalked,normyparty。Wewerenoiselessasmice。ItwasthatwomanoverthereinaGothicbonnet,withabunchofrosesundertheroofasbigasacabbage。Presentlythegreatdoorsopened,andaprocessionofnunsmarchedinchantingtheirgibberish。Ofcoursetheyworethedisguiseofthoseabominablecaps,withgray,uncouthdresses,theskirtstakenupinfrontandpinnedbehind,afterthemannerofwasherwomen。Yettherewerefacesamongthemonwhichtheeyelovedtolinger,——somenottooyoungfortheiryears,somefurtiveglances,somedemurelooksfromtheyetundeadenedyouthunderthoseuglyrobes,——somefacesofstruggleandsomeofvictory。OMotherChurch,hereIdonotbelieveinyou!
Thesenaturesaregnarled,notnurtured。Theseelaboratelyreposefulfacesarenotnatural。Thesedowncasteyesanddroningvoicesarenotnatural。Notonethinghereisnatural。
Whiskofftheseclinginggraywashing-gowns,putthesegirlsintocrinolineandGothicbonnets,andtheinnocentfinerythatbelongstothem,andsendthemoutintothewholesomedaylighttotalkandlaughandmakemerry,——thebirthrightoftheiryoungyears。AreligionthatdeprivesyounggirlsoroldgirlsofthisboonisnotthereligionofJesusChrist。
Don\'ttellme!
Thenunspassout,andwewanderthroughthesilentyard,cutoffbyallthegloomofthemedievaltimesfromthedin,activity,andgoodcheerofthestreetbeyond,andareconductedintotheOldMen\'sDepartment。Thefloorsandfurniturearefaultlesslyandfragrantlyclean。Thekitchenisneatandsusceptibleofwarmthandcomfort,evenwhenthesun\'sshortwooingisover。Thebedsarerangedalongthewallsplumpandnice;yetIhopethat,whenIamanoldman,Ishallnothavetosleeponbluecalicopillow-cases。Hereandthere,withinandwithout,oldmenarebaskingintheraresweetwarmthofsummer,andwiththeircanesandtheirsunshineseemverywellbestowed。NowIlikeyou,MotherChurch。Youdobetterbyyouroldmenthanyoudobyyouryoungwomen,——
simplybecauseyouknowmoreaboutthem。Howcanyou,PapaandMessrs。Cardinals,beexpectedtounderstandwhatisgoodforagirl?Ifonlyyouwouldconfineyourselftowhatyoudocomprehend,——ifonlyyouwouldapplyyouradmirableorganizationstolegitimatepurposes,andnotrunmadonmachinery,youwoulddoangels\'work。
Fromtheoldmen\'squarterswegoupstairswheresewingandknittingandallmanneroffancy-work,especiallyinbeads,aretaughttolongandlanklittlegirlsbylongerandlankerlargegirls,companionedbyafewoldwomen,withcommonplaceknitting-work。Everythingeverywhereisthoroughlyneatandcomfortable;butIhaveadesperatepangofhome-sickness;forifthereisoneconditionoflifemoreintolerablethananyother,itisastateofunvarying,hopelesscomfort。
FromtheGrayNunnerytotheEnglishChurch,whichIlikemuchbetterthantheFrenchCathedral。Thereisageneraltoneofoakiness,solid,substantial,sincere,liketheEnglandoftradition,——setoffbyabrilliantmemorialwindowandamemorialaltar,andothermemorialthingswhichIhaveforgotten,butwhichImakenodoubtthepeoplewhoputthemtherehavenotforgotten。Herealsowefind,asallalonginCanada,vestigesofhisRoyalHighness,thePrinceofWales。
WeareshowntheBiblewhichhepresentedtotheChurch,andwegazewithbecomingreverenceupontheaugusthandwriting,——
thepewinwhichheworshipped;andtheloyalbeadleseesnothingbutreverenceinourmomentaryoccupationofthatconsecratedseat。Evidentlythereisbutaveryfaintlineofdemarcationintheoldman\'smindbetweenhisheavenlyandearthlyking;butanoldmanmayhaveaworseweaknessthanthis,——anunreasoning,blind,faithfulfondnessandreverenceforablamelessprince。Godblesstheyoungman,inthatheisthesonofhisfatherandmother。Godhelphim,inthatheistobeKingofEngland。
Chancelandwindow,altar,andarchesandaislesandtreasures,——isthereanythingelse?Yes,theapplethatEveate,transfixedtooak,——hardtounderstood,butseeingisbelieving。AndthenpastNelson\'smonument,somewhatbattered,liketheherowhomitcommemorates;pasttheChampdeMars,afineparade-ground,hardandsmoothasafloor;pastthebarracksandthereservoir,tothenewCourt-House,massiveandplain。Thenhometodinnerandlounging;thentravelling-dresses,andthesteamer,andamostlovelysunsetontheriver;andthenanightoftranquillityrunningtofog,andamorningapproachtotheuniquecityofNorthAmerica,——
thefirstandtheonlywalledcity_I_eversaw,oryoueither,Idaresay,ifyouwouldonlybewillingtoconfessit。Theaspectofthecity,asonefirstapproachesit,isutterlystrangeandforeign,——ahighpromontoryjuttingintotheriver,withashelfofsqualid,crowded,tallandshaky,orlowandsquattytenementsatitsbase,almoststandingonthewaterandrisingbehindthem,forthebackoftheshelf,arough,steepprecipiceabuttedwiththesolidmasonryofwallandcitadel。
Aboardfastenedsomehowabouthalf-wayuptherockycliff,inscribedwiththenameofMontgomery,marksthespotwhereahero,apatriot,agentleman,methisdeath。Disembarking,wewindalongastairofaroad,upsteepascents,andenterinthroughthegatesintothecity,——thewalled,uppercity,——
wallsthick,impregnable,gatesponderous,inert,burly。Youdidwellenoughinyourday,oldfoes;butwithArmstrongsandiron-clads,andEricssonstillliving,wherewouldyoube?——
answermethat。Quaint,odd,alienoldcity,——afaintphantasmagoriaofpastconflictsandforgottenplans,adingyfragmentoflabelleFrance,aclingingreminiscenceofEngland,adim,stonedreamofEdinburgh,alittleflutterofmodernfashion,planteduponasturdyrampartofantiquity,alittlecobwebofcommerceandenterprise,nettingoveragreatdealofchurchandpriestandkingwithanimmovablebasisofstolidexistence,——thatistheQuebecIinferredfromtheQuebecIsaw。Nothinginitwassointerestingtomeasitself。Butpassingbyitselfforthenonce,weprudentlytookadvantageofthefinemorning,anddroveouttotheFallsofMontmorencywithstaringeyesthatwantedtotakeinallviews,before,behind,onthissideandthat,atonce;andbecausewecouldnot,thejointsofmyneckatleastbecamesodrywithincessantactionthattheyalmostcreaked。Lowstonecottageslinedtheroad-sides,withwindowsthatopenedlikedoors,withaninevitablebigblackstovewheneveryoureyegotfarenoughin,withapleasantstoopinfront,withwomenperpetuallywashingthefloorsandthewindows,withbeautifulandbrilliantflowersbloomingprofuselyineverywindow,andoftentrailingandclimbingaboutitswholearea。Here,Itakeit,isthehomeofarealpeasantry,acontentedclass,comfortableandlookingfornohigherlot。Thesehousesseemdurableandultimate。
Theroofsofbothhousesandpiazzasarebroken,projected,picturesque,andoftenornamented。Theyshelter,theyprotect,theybrood,theyembrace。Therearelittletrellisesandcornicesandfancifuladornments。Thesolidhomelinessisfringedwithelegance。Thepeopleandthehousesdonotowneachother,buttheyaremarried。Thereislovebetweenthem,andpride,andaheartyunderstanding。Icanthinkofacountrywhereyouseelittlebrownorredclapboardedhousesthatareneithersolidnorelegant,thatarebothslightandawkward,——angularandshinglyanddismal。Theroofsareintendedjusttocoverthehouses,andarescantyatthat。Thesidesarestraight,thewindowsinexorable;andforflowersyouhaveahollyhockortwo,andperhapsanuncomfortablytallsunflower,sovereignforhens。
Thereisnohome-lookandnohome-atmosphere。IlovethatcountrybetterthanIlikethis;but,ifyoukillmeforit,thisdriveispicturesque。Thesedumpylittlesmooth,white,flouncedandfloweredcottageslooklikewicker-gatestoahappyvalley,——
born,notbuilt。Thecottagesofthecountry,inmythoughts,yes,andinmyheart,areneitherbornnorbuilt,but"putup,"——justforconvenience,justtolodgeinwhilewaitingforsomethingbetter,ortillthecornisgrown。Comingman,benefactorofourrace,youwhoshallshowushowtobecontentedwithoutbeingsluggish,——howtoberestful,andyetaspiring,——howtotakethegoodsthegodsprovideus,withoutlosingoutofmanlyheartsthesweetsenseofproviding,——howtoplanthappyfeetfirmlyonthepresent,andnotmissfromeagereyestheinspiritingoutlookofthefuture,——howtomakeawifeoftoday,andnotamistressoftomorrow,——comequicklytoaworldthatsorelyneedsyou,andbringafreshevangel。
Thecurrentofourthoughtsisbrokeninuponbyanewandpeculiarinstitution。Everysinglechild,andeverygroupofchildrenontheroad,leavesitsplayaswepassby,andalldartuponusonbothsidesofthecarriage,almostunderthewheels,almostunderthehorses\'feet,without-stretchedblackenedhands,andintensebrightblackeyes,running,panting,shouting,"Unsou!unsou!unsou!"IdonotthinkIamquiteinlovewiththisasaninstitution,butitisverylivelyasaspectacle;andthelittlefleet-footed,long-windedbeggarsshowatouchingconfidenceinhumannature。Thereisnoservilityintheirbeggary;andwhenitisglossedoverwithathinmercantileveneering,bythebrownlittlepawsholdingouttoyouagorgeousbouquetofoneclover-blossom,twodandelions,andaquartetteofsorrel-leaves,why,itceasestobebeggarly,andbecomestrafficoverlaidwithgrace,theacanthuscapitalsurmountingtheflutedshaft。Wemeetalsocontinualdog-carts,somethinglikethenondescriptwhich"blindCarwell"usedtodrag。Didyouneverseeit?Well,then,likethecartinwhichthearkwentuptoKirjath-jearim。
Nowyoumustknow。Stubborntwo-wheeledvehicles,withthewholefarmloadedintothebody,andthewholefamilyontheseat。Herecomesonedrawnbyacow,notunnatural。Unnatural!
Itisthekey-noteofthetune。Everythingiscow-y,——slowandsure,firm,butnotfast,kindly,sunny,ruminant,heavy,lumbering,basking,content。Calashesalsowemeet,——acumbrous,old-fashioned"one-hossshay,"withayellowbody,asuspicionofspringlessness,wheelswithhugespokesandbroadrims,andthedriversittingonthedash-board。NowweareattheFallsofMontmorency。Ifyouwouldknowhowtheylook,goandseethem。
Ifyouhaveseenthem,youdon\'tneedadescription;andifyouhavenotseenthem,adescriptionwoulddonogood。FromtheFalls,ifyouareunsophisticated,youwillresumeyourcarriageandreturntothecity;butifyouareaufait,youwillcrossthehigh-road,crossthepastures,andwinddownadamp,mossywood-pathtothestepsofMontmorency,——anaturalphenomenon,quiteasinterestingas,andmoreremarkablethan,theFalls,——
especiallyifyougoawaywithoutseeingit。Anyrivercanfallwhenitcomestoadam。Infact,thereisnothingforittodobutfall;butitisnoteveryriverthatcancarveoutinitsragesuchwonderfulstairwaysasthis,——seethingandfoamingandroaringandleapingthroughitsnarrowandnarrowingchannel,withalltheturbulenceofitsfierysoulunquelled,thoughthegraspofTimeisonitsthroat,silent,mighty,irresistible。
Montmorency,——Montmorenci,——sweetandstoriedname!You,too,havereceivedtheawfulbaptism。Bloodhasmingledwithyoursacrifices。Thesongofyourwildwaveshasbeenlostinthelouderthundersofartillery,andthebreezessweepingthroughthesegreenwoodshavesoothedtheagoniesofdyingmen。Intooneheartthisancientname,heavywithaweightofdisasterandfancieddisgrace,sankdownlikelead,——aburdenwhichonlydeathcouldcastoff,onlyvictorydestroy;anddeathcamehandinhandwithvictory。
Drivinghome,wetakemorespecialnoteofwhatinterestedusaggressivelybefore,——LordElgin\'sresidence,——thehouseoccupiedbytheDukeofKentwhenayoungmaninthearmyhere,longIsupposebeforethethroneofEnglandplaceditselfattheendofhisvista。DidthePrinceofWales,Iwonder,visitthisplace,and,sendingawayhisretinue,walkslowlyaloneundertheshadowsofthesesombretrees,strivingtobringbackthatfar-offpast,andsomevagueoutlineofthethoughts,thefeelings,thefearsandfanciesofhisgrandfather,then,likehimself,ayoungman,but,notlikehimself,afourthson,poorandanexile,withnoforesightprobablyoftheexaltationthatawaitedhisline,——hisonlychildtobenotonlytheladyofhisland,butourladyoftheworld,——awarm-heartedwomanworthilyseatedontheproudthroneofBritain,——anobleandgreat-souledwoman,inwhosesorrownationsmourn,forwhosehappinessnationspray,——whosenameisneverspokeninthisfar-offWesternworldbutwithasilentblessing。Anotherlow-roofed,many-roomed,ramblingoldhouseIstandupinthecarriagetogazeatlingeringlywithlonging,mistyeyes,——
thesometimehomeofFieldMarshaltheMarquisdeMontcalm。
WritingnowofthisinthefeltdarknessthatpoursupfromabandonedFredericksburg,fearingnotwhattheSouthmaydoinitsexultation,butwhattheNorthmaydoinitsdespondency,Iunderstand,asIunderstoodnotthen,noreverbefore,whatcomfortcametothedyingherointhecertainthought,"IshallnotlivetoseethesurrenderofQuebec。"
Nowagainwedrawnearthecitywhosethousandsofsilver(orperhapstin)roofsdazzleoureyeswiththeirresplendence,andIhaveanindistinctimpressionofhavingbeenseveraltimespackedoutandintoseesundrychurches,ofwhichIremembernothingexceptthatIlookedinvaintoseethetrophiesofcapturedcolorsthatoncehungthere,commemoratingtheexploitsoftheancients,——andonthewhole,Idon\'tthinkI
caremuchaboutchurchesexceptonSundays。SomewhereinCanada——perhapsnearLorette——issomekindofachurch,perhapstheoldest,orthefirstIndianchurchinCanada,——ormaybeitwasinterestingbecauseitwasburntdownjustbeforewegotthere。ThatistheonlydefinitereminiscenceIhaveofanychurchinQuebecanditssuburbs,andthatisnotsodefiniteasitmightbe。IamsureIinspectedthechurchofSt。RoqueandthechurchofSt。John,becauseIhaveentereditinmy"Diary";butiftheywereallsetdownonthetablebeforemeatthismoment,IamsureIcouldnottellwhichwaswhich,orthattheyhadnotbeentransportedeachandallfromBoston。
Butweascendthecliff,weenterthecitadel,wewalkuponthePlainsofAbraham,andtheyoverpoweryouwiththeintensityoflife。Theheartbeatsinlaboredandpainfulpulsationswiththepressureofthecrowdingpast。YondershinesthelovelyisleofvinesthatgladdenedtheeyesoftreacherousCartier,theevilrequiterofhospitality。YonderfromPointLevitheladenshipsgogaylyupthesparklingriver,afestivefoe。Nightdropshermantle,andsilentlytheunsuspectedsquadronfloatsdownthestealthywaters,anddebarksitsfatefulfreight。Silentlyinthedarkness,thelonglineofarmedmenwritheuptheruggedpath。Therisingsunrevealsastartlingsight。Theimpossiblehasbeenattained。Now,toolate,thehurriedsummonssounds。Toolatethedeadlyfirepoursin。Toolatethethicketsflashwithmurderousrifles。
Valorisnosubstituteforvigilance。Shortandsharpthegrapple,andvictorandvanquishedalikeliedowninthearmsofall-conqueringdeath。Wherethislittletreeventuresforthitstenderleaves,Wolfefeltthebulletspeedingtohisheart。
Wherethismonumentstands,hissoldier-soulfled,allanguishsoothedawaybytheexultantshoutofvictory,——fledfrompassionandpain,fromstrifeandmadness,intotheeternalcalm。
Againandagainhasthisrockundermyfeetechoedtothetrampofmarchingmen。Againandagainhasthisgreenandpleasantplainbeendrenchedwithblood,thisblue,sereneskyhungwiththeblackpallofdeath。Thisbroadlevelofpasture-land,highupabovetherushingwatersoftheriver,butcoldlywooedbythefaintnorthernsun,andfiercelysweptbythewrathfulnorthernwind,hasbeenthegoldenboughtomanyaneagerseeker。Againstthesepitilesscliffsfullmanyahopehashurtled,fullmanyahearthasbroken。OhtheeyesthathavelookedlonginglyhitherfromfarSouthernhomes!Ohthethoughtsthathavevaguelywanderedoverthesebluffs,searchingamongtheshoutinghosts,perhapsbreathlesslyamongthesilentsleepers,forhouseholdgods!Ohthecoldformsthathavelainupontheseunnotingrocks!Ohthewhitecheeksthathavepressedthisspringingturf!OhthedeadfacesmutelyupturnedtoGod!
Struggle,conflict,agony,——howmanyofearth\'sMeccashavereceivedtheirchrismofblood!Thriceandfourtimeshopelessforhumanity,ifbattleisindeedonlymurder,violence,lustofblood,orpower,orrevenge,——ifinthatwildstormofassaultanddefenceanddeathlyhurtonlythefiendandthebeastmeetincarnateinman。Butitcannotbe。BattleistheDevil\'swork,butGodisthere。WhenMontgomerycheeredhismenuptheirtoilsomeascentalongthisscarcelyvisiblepathovertheroughrocks,andthetreacherous,ruggedice,washenotupbornebyaninwardpower,strongerthanbrute\'s,holierthanfiend\'s,higherthanman\'s?WhenArnoldflunghimselfagainstthisfortress,whenheledhisforlornhopeuptothesesullen,deadlywalls,when,afterrepulseandlossandbodilysufferingandweakness,hecouldstillstandstanchagainstthefoeandexclaim,"Iaminthewayofmyduty,andIknownofear!"wasitnotthegloriousmomentofthatdishonoredlife?
BattleisoftheDevil,butsurelyGodisthere。Theintoxicationofexcitement,thesordidthirstforfameandpower,thesordidfearofdefeat,mayhaveitsplace;butthere,too,standhighresolve,andsterndetermination,——
pureloveofcountry,theimmortallongingforglory,idealaspiration,god-likeself-sacrifice,loyaltytosoul,toman,totheHighest。Themeanestpassionsofthebrutemayravenonthebattle-field,butthesublimestexaltationsofmanhavefoundtherefitarena。
Fromthemomentofourpassingintothecitadelenclosure,ayoungsoldierhasaccompaniedus,——whetherfromcautionorcourtesy,——andgivesusvariousinteresting,andsometimesstartlinginformation。Heassuresusthatthesegunswillfireaballeightmiles,——alongrange,butnotsolongashisbow,Ifear。Iperceiveseveralgashesorslitsinthestonewallofthebuildings,andIaskhimwhattheyare。"Themareforthesoldiers\'wiveshinthegarrison,"herepliespromptly。
Isaynothing,butIdonotbelievetheyareforthesoldiers\'
wives。Asoldier\'swifecouldnotgetthroughthem。"Howmanysoldiersinaregimentareallowedtohavewives?"asksHalicarnassus。"Heighty,sir,"isthereadyresponse。Iamalittlehorror-struck,whenweleave,toseeHalicarnassusholdouthishandasifabouttogivemoneytothisbraveandBritishsoldier,andscarcelylesssotoseeoursoldierreceiveitquietly。ButIneednotbe,formyobservationshouldhavetaughtmethatsmallchange——feesIbelieveitiscalled——circulatesuniversallyinCanada。Outdoorsandin,itisallone。Everybodytakesafee,andisnotashamed。
Youfeeatthefalls,andyoufeeatthesteps。Youfeethechurch,andherewehavefeedthearmy;andifweshouldcallontheGovernor-General,Isupposeonewoulddropacoinintohisoutstretchedpalm,andhewouldraisehishatandsay,"Thankyou,sir。"IdonotknowwhetherthereisanyconnectionbetweenthisfactandanotherwhichInoticed;butiftheobservationbesuperficial,andtheconnectionimaginary,Ishallbenoworseoffthanothervoyageurs,soI
willhazardtheremark,thatIsawveryfewintellectualorelegantlookingmenandwomeninQuebec,or,forthatmatter,inCanada。Everybodylookedpeasant-yorshoppy,exceptthesoldiers,andtheywerenoticeablyhealthy,hale,robust,wellkept;yetIcouldnothelpthinkingthatitisapoorusetoputmento。Thesesoldiersseemsimplywell-conditionedanimals,fatandfull-fed;butnotnervous,intellectual,sensitive,spiritual。However,ifthepeopleofCanadaarenotintellectual,theyarepious。"Greatonsaintshere,"saysHalicarnassus。"TheycalltheirstreetsSt。Genevieve,St。
Jean,andsoon;andwhentheyhaverunthroughthelist,andarehardup,theyclubthemandhaveaStreetofAllSaints。"
CanadaseemedtobeakindofValleyofJehoshaphatforSecessionists。WescentedthearomasomewhatatSaratoga;
nothingtospeakof,nothingtolayholdof;butyouwereconsciousofachillonyourwarmloyalty。Therewerepettysmirksandsneersandquipsthatyoucouldfeel,andnotseeorhear。YouSENSED,tousearusticexpression,thepresenceofaclassthatwasnotpalpablytreasonable,butratherhalfcotton。ButatCanadaitcomesoutallwool。ThehotSouthopenslikeadoublerose,redandfull。TheEnglisharticleiscoolerandsupercilious。Isaynothing,formyroleistosee;
butHalicarnassusandtheAnakimexchangeviewswiththegreatestnonchalance,inspiteofpokesandscowlsandvarioussubtabularhints。
"Whatisthenews?"saysonetotheother,whoisreadingthemorningpaper。
"ProspectofEnglishintervention,"saystheothertoone。
"ThenwearejustinseasontoseeCanadaforthelasttimeasaBritishprovince,"saysthefirst。
"AndmusthurryovertoEngland,ifwedesigntoseeSt。GeorgeandthedragontutelizingWindsorCastle,"saysthesecond;
whereuponaJohnBullyonderlooksupfromhis\'amandheggs,andtheveryolddragonhimselfstepsdownfromthebanner-folds,andglaresoutofthoseirateeyes,andtheubiquitousBritishtourist,Ihavenodoubt,tookouthisnotebook,andputonhisglassesandwrotedownforhomeconsumptionanotherinstanceoftheinsufferableassuranceoftheseYankees。
"Wherehaveyoubeen?"IaskHalicarnassus,cominginlatetobreakfast。
"OnlyplanningtheinvasionofCanada,"sayshe,coolly,asifitwereamerepre-prandialdiversion,allofwhichwasnotonlyrude,butquitegratuitous,since,apartfromthefactthatwemightnotbeabletogetCanada,Iamsurewedon\'twantit。Iamdisappointed。IsupposeIhadnorighttobe。
Doubtlessitwassheerignorance,butIhadtheideathatitwasagreatcountry,richinpromiseifimmatureinfact,——anationtobeaddedtoanationwhentheclockshouldstrikethehour,——agoldenappletofallintoourhandswhenthefulnessoftimeshouldcome。Suchinspectionasafewdays\'
observationcangive,suchinspectionasBritishtouristsfindsufficienttosettlethefactsandfateofnations,leadsmetoinferthatitisnotgoldenatall,andnotmuchofanapple;andIcannotthinkwhatweshouldwantofit,norwhatweshoulddowithitifwehadit。Thepeopleareradicallydifferentfromours。Fancythosedark-eyedbeggarsandthosecalm-mouthed,cowy-meninthiseager,self-involvedrepublic。
TheymightbeannexedtotheUnitedStatesathousandtimesandneverbeunited,forIdonotbelieveanyprocessintheworldwouldturnaFrenchpeasantintoaYankeefarmer。Besides,I
cannotseethatthereisanythingofCanadaexceptabroadstripalongtheSt。LawrenceRiver。Itmakesagreatshowonthemap,butwhenyouferretitout,itisnothingbutshow——
andsnowandiceandwoodsandbarrenness;andI,forone,hopeweshallletCanadaalone。
"IthinkweshallbeobligedtoleaveQuebectomorrowevening,"
saysHalicarnassus,comingintothehotelparloronSaturdayevening。
"Notatall,"Iexclaim,promptlylayinganembargoonthatiniquity。
"OtherwiseweshallbecompelledtoremaintillMondayafternoonatfouro\'clock。"
"Whichwecanverycontentedlydo。"
"Butloseaday。"
"KeepingtheSabbathholyisneverlosingaday,"replieshisguide,philosopher,andfriend,sententiouslyandseverely,partlybecauseshethinksso,andpartlybecausesheiswellcontenttoremainanotherdayinQuebec。
"Butasweshallnotstarttillfiveo\'clock,"helamelypleads,"wecangotochurchtwicelikesaints。"
"Andbeginatfiveandtravellikesinners。"
"ItwillonlybeclippingoffthelittleendofSunday。"
Nowthatisaprinciplethebeginningofwhichisaswhenonelettethoutwater,andIwillnotolerateit。ShortweightsareanabominationtotheLord。Iwouldratherstealoutrightthanbemean。Ahighwayrobberhassomeclaimsuponrespect;
butapetty,pilfering,trickyChristianisadamningspotonourcivilization。LordChesterfieldassertsthataman\'sreputationforgenerositydoesnotdependsomuchonwhathespends,asonhisgivinghandsomelywhenitispropertogiveatall;andthegaylordbuildedhigherandstruckdeeperthanheknew,oratleastsaid。IfamanthinkstheGospeldoesnotrequiretheSabbathtobestrictlykept,Ihavenothingtosay;
butifhepretendstokeepit,lethimkeepthewholeofit。
Ittakestwenty-fourhourstomakeaday,whetheritbethefirstorthelastoftheweek。IutterlyrejecttheideaofsettingoffalittlenucleusofSunday,justafewhoursofsermon,andthenevaporatingintoanycommonday。IwantthegoodofSundayfrombeginningtoend。IwantnothingbutSundaybetweenSaturdayandMonday。Week-daysfilteringinspoilthewhole。WhatistheuseofhavingaSabbath-day,arest-day,ifMondaysandTuesdaysaretobemakingcontinualraidsuponit?Whatgooddodinner-partySundaysandtravellingSundaysandnovel-readingSundaysdo?YouwantyourSundayforarest,——achange,——abreakwater。Itisadayyieldedtothepoetry,totheaspirations,tothebestandhighestandholiestpartofman。Ibelieveeminentlyinthisworld。Ihavenokindoffaithinasystemthatwouldpushmenontoheavenwithoutpassingthroughanovitiateonearth。
Whatmaybeforusinthefutureisbutvaguelyrevealed,——justenoughtoputhopeatthebottomofourPandora\'sbox;butourbusinessisinthisworld。Rightthroughthethickandthinofthisworldourpathlies。Ourstrength,ourworth,ourhappiness,ourglory,aretobeattainedthroughtheoccupationsandadvantagesofthisworld。Yetthroughdiscipline,andnothappiness,isthemainstaplehere,itisnottheonlyproduct。
Sixdayswemustlaboranddoallwork,buttheseventhisaholiday。Thenwemaydroptheabsorbingnow,andrevelinanticipatedjoys,——liftourselvesabovethedustyduties,thecommonpleasuresthatwearyandensoil,evenwhiletheyennobleus,andliveforalittlewhileinthebrightclearatmosphereofanotherlife,——soothed,comforted,stimulatedbythesweetnessofcelestialharmonies。
"Odaymostcalm,mostbright,Thefruitofthis,thenextworld\'sbud,TheindorsementofSupremedelight,WritbyaFriend,andwithhisblood,——
Thecouchoftime,care\'sbalmandbay,——
Theweekweredarkbutforthylight,Thytorchdothshowtheway。"
Heisnofriendtomanwhowouldabateonejotortittleofourpreciouslegacy。
AfloatinliteraturemaybefoundmuchobjurgationconcerningtheenforcedstricturesoftheoldPuritanSabbath。Perhapstherewasamistakeinthatdirection;butIwasbroughtuponthem,andtheyneverhurtmeany。AtleastIwasneverconsciousofanyharm,certainlyofnosuffering。AsIlookback,Iseenoawfulprisonsandchainsandgloom,butapleasantjumbleofbestclothes,——Iremembernowtheirsmellwhenthedrawerwasopened,——andSunday-schoollessons,andbakedbeans,andabigredBiblewiththetowerofBabelinitfulloflittlebells,andawalktochurchtwomilesthroughthelane,overthebars,throughten-acres,overanotherpairofbars,throughameadow,overanotherpairofbars,byLubberHill,overawall,throughanothermeadow,throughthewoods,overtheridge,byBlackPond,overafence,acrossarailroad,overanotherfence,throughapasture,throughthelongwoods,throughagate,throughthelowwoods,throughanothergate,outuponthehigh-roadatlast。Andthentherewasthelongservice,duringwhichachildcouldthinkherownthoughts,generallyrangingnohigherthanthefinebonnetsaroundher,butnevertired,neverwillingtostayathome;andthenSundayschool,andlibrary-books,andgingerbread,andafternoonservice,andthelongwalkhomeorthelongerdrive,andcatechismintheeveningandthenever-failingBible。O
PuritanSabbaths!doubtlessyouweresometimesstormywithoutandstormywithin;butlookingbackuponyoufromafar,Iseenoclouds,nosnow,butperpetualsunshineandbluesky,andevereagerinterestanddelight,——wildrosesbloomingundertheoldstonewall,wildbeeshummingamongtheblackberry-bushes,tremuloussweetcolumbinesskirtingthevocalwoods,wildgeraniumsstartlingtheirshadowydepths;andIhearnowtherustleofdryleaves,bravelystirredbychildishfeet,justastheyusedtorustleintheOctoberafternoonsoflongago。
SweetPuritanSabbaths!breatheuponarestlessworldyourcalm,stillbreath,andkeepusfromtheevil!
SomewhatafterthisfashionIharanguedHalicarnassus,whowasshamedintosilence,butnotturnedfromhispurpose;butthenextmorninghecameupfrombelowafterbreakfast,andinformedme,withanairmingledofthecondescensionofthemonarchandtheresignationofthemartyr,that,asIwassoscrupulousabouttravellingontheSabbath,hehadconcludednottogotillMondayafternoon。No,Isaid,Ididnotwishtoassumetheconductofaffairs。Ihadgivenmyprotest,andsatisfiedmyownconscience;butIwasnotheadoftheparty,anddidnotchoosetoassumetheresponsibilityofitsmovements。IdidnotthinkitrighttotravelonSunday,butneitherdoIthinkitrightforonepersontocompelawholepartytochangeitsplansoutofdeferencetohisscruples。
SoIinsistedthatIwouldnotcausedetention。ButHalicarnassusinsistedthathewouldnothavemyconscienceforced。Nowitwouldseemnaturalthatsotenderandprofoundaregardformyscrupleswouldhavemovedmetoatenderandprofoundgratitude;butnobodyunderstandsHalicarnassusexceptmyself。Heisadarklane,fullofcrooksandturns,——alabyrinthwhichnobodycanthreadwithouttheclew。ThatclewIhold。Iknowhim。Icanwalkrightthroughhiminthedarkestnightwithoutanylantern。Heisfullyawareofit。
Heknowsthatitisutterlyfutileforhimtoattempttodeceiveme,andyet,withtheinfatuationofalunatic,heiscontinuallyproducinghisflimsylittlefictionsformeascontinuallytoblowaway。Forinstance,whenwewerewalkingdownthepathtothestepsofMontmorency,Grandecalledoutindelightatsomenewandbeautifulwhiteflowersbesidethepath。Whatwerethey?Ididnotknow。Whatarethey,Halicarnassus?"Ah!wax-flowers,"sayshe,comingup,andGrandepassedoncontent,aswouldninety-nineoutofahundred;butanindescribablesomethinginhisairconvincedmethathewasnotdrawingonhisbotanyforhisfacts。I
determinedtogetattherootofthematter。
"Doyoumean,"Iasked,"thatthenameofthoseflowersiswax-flowers?"
"Ofcourse,"hereplied。"Whynot?"
"Doyoumean,"Ipersisted,confirmedinmysuspicionsbyhisremarkablequestion,"thatyouknowthattheyarewax-flowers,orthatyoudonotknowthattheyarenotwax-flowers?"
"Why,lookat\'emforyourself。Can\'tyouseewithyourowneyes?"heejaculated,attemptingtowalkon。
Iplantedmyselffullinfrontofhim。"Halicarnassus,onestepfurtherexceptovermylifelessbodyyoudonotgo,untilyoutellmewhetherthoseareorarenotwax-flowers?"
"Well,"hesaid,broughttobayatlast,andsheepishlyenoughwhiskingofftheheadsofadozenortwowithhiscane,"iftheyarenotthat,theyaresomethingelse。"There!
Sowhenheshowedhisdelicateconsiderationformyconscience,Iwasnotgrateful,butwatchful。Idetectedundertheglittersomethingthatwasnotgold。Imadeveryindifferentandguardedacknowledgments,andsilentlydetachedacorpsofobservation。InfiveminutesitcameoutthatnotrainleftQuebeconSunday!
PARTV。
SoweremainedoverSundayinQuebec,andinthemorningattendedserviceattheFrenchCathedral;andasweallhadtheAmericanaccomplishmentsofthe"Nonne,aPrioresse,"whospokeFrench"fulfayreandfetislyAfterthescoleofStratfordatteBowe,TheFrencheofPariswastohireunknowe,"
itmaybeinferredthatweweregreatlyedifiedbytheservice。
FromtheFrench,asonecannothavetoomuchofagoodthing,weproceededwithoutpausetotheEnglishCathedral,——cathedralbycourtesy?——andheardasermonbyaConnecticutbishop,which,howevergood,wasadisappointment,becausewewantedtheflavorofthesoil。AndafterdinnerwewalkedonthehighandsightlyDurhamterrace,andthenwenttotheScotchchurch,joinedinScotchsinging,andheardabroadScotchsermon。Sowetriedtoworshipaswellaswecould;butitisimpossiblenottobesight-seeingwheretherearesightstosee,andforthatmatterIdon\'tsupposethereisanyharminit。Youdon\'tgotoashow;butifthechurchandthepeopleandtheministerareallashow,whatcanyoudoaboutit?
AsIsatlisteningintheFrenchCathedraltoaserviceIbutaquartercomprehended,theresidualthreefourthsofmewentwanderingatitsownsweetwill,andqueriedwhyitisthatabattle-groundshouldsostirtheblood,whileachurchsuffersonetopasscalmlyandcoldlyoutthroughitsportals。Idonotbelieveitistotaldepravity;forthoughthechurchstandsforwhatisgood,thebattle-fielddoesnotstandforallthatisbad。Thechurchdoesindeedrepresentman\'shighestaspirations,hislongingsforholinessandheaven。Butthebattle-fieldspeaksnot,Ithink,ofretrogression。Itisinthesamelineasthechurch。Itstandsintheupwardpath。
Thechurchanditsinfluencesarethedewandsunshineandspringrainsthatnourishagentle,wholesomegrowth。Battleisthemightyconvulsionthatmarksageologicera。Thefiercethroesofbattleupheaveacontinent。Thechurchclothesitwithsoftalluvium,adornsitwithvelvetverdure,enrichesitwithfruitsandgrains,glorifiesitwiththebeautyofblooms。
Inthestruggleallseemstobechaosanddestruction;butaftereachshocktheelevationisgreater。Perhapsitisthatalwaystheconcussionoftheshockimpresses,whilethesoft,slow,silentconstancyaccustomsusandisunheeded;butI
thinkthereisanothercause。Inanychurchyouarenotsureofsincerity,ofearnestness。Churchbuildingandchurchorganizationaretheoutgrowthofman\'swants,andmarkhisupwardpath;butyoudonotknowofacertaintywhetherthisindividualedificerepresentslife,orvanity,ostentation,custom,thrift。Youlookaroundupontheworshippersinachurch,andyouarenotusuallythrilled。Youdonotseethepresenceandprevalenceofanabsorbing,exclusiveidea。
Devotiondoesnotfixthem。Theyarediffusive,observant,oftenapparentlyindifferent,sometimespositivelyEXHIBITIVE。
Theyadjusttheirdraperies,whispertotheirneighbors,tookvacantaboutthemouth。Thebeatofadrumorthebleatofacalfoutsidedisturbsanddistractsthem。Anuntimelycomerdissipatestheirattention。Theyarefloating,loose,incoherent,atthemercyoftrifles。Themostinward,vitalpartofreligiondoesnotoftenshowitselfinchurch,thoughitbenursedandnurturedthere。Sowhenwegointoanemptychurch,itis——empty。Hopes,fears,purposes,ambitions,theeagerhoursofmen,donotpervadeandpenetratethosecourts。