下载辰思小说免费APP
Nevertheless,AliceforgotaboutWalterforafewminutes。Sheclosedthedoor,wentintothe"living-room"absently,andstaredvaguelyatoneoftheoldbrown-plushrocking-chairsthere。Uponherforeheadwerethelittleshadowsofanapprehensivereverie,andherthoughtsoverlappedoneanotherinafretfuljumble。"Whatwillhethink?Theseoldchairs——they\'rehideous。I\'llscrubthosesoot-streaksonthecolumns:itwon\'tdoanygood,though。Thatlongcrackinthecolumn——nothingcanhelpit。Whatwillhethinkofpapa?Ihopemamawon\'ttalktoomuch。WhenhethinksofMildred\'shouse,orofHenrietta\'s,oranyof\'em,besidethis——Shesaidshe\'dbuyplentyofroses;thatoughttohelpsome。Nothingcouldbedoneaboutthesehorriblechairs:can\'ttake\'emupintheattic——aroom\'sgottohavechairs!Mighthaverentedsome。No;ifheevercomesagainhe\'dseetheyweren\'there。\'Ifheevercomesagain\'——oh,itwon\'tbeTHATbad!Butitwon\'tbewhatheexpects。I\'mresponsibleforwhatheexpects:heexpectsjustwhattheairsI\'veputonhavemadehimexpect。WhatdidIwanttoposesotohimfor——asifpapawereawealthymanandallthat?WhatWILLhethink?ThephotographoftheColosseum\'sarathergoodthing,though。Ithelpssome——asifwe\'dboughtitinRomeperhaps。Ihopehe\'llthinkso;hebelievesI\'vebeenabroad,ofcourse。Theothernighthesaid,\'YourememberthefeelingyougetintheSainte-Chapelle\'——There\'sanotherlieofmine,notsayingIdidn\'trememberbecauseI\'dneverbeenthere。
Whatmakesmedoit?PapaMUSTwearhiseveningclothes。ButWalter——"
Withthatsherecalledhermother\'sadmonition,andwentupstairstoWalter\'sdoor。Shetappeduponitwithherfingers。
"Timetogetup,Walter。Therestofushadbreakfastoverhalfanhourago,andit\'snearlyeighto\'clock。You\'llbelate。
HurrydownandI\'llhavesomecoffeeandtoastreadyforyou。"
Therecamenosoundfromwithintheroom,sosherappedlouder。
"Wakeup,Walter!"
Shecalledandrappedagain,withoutgettinganyresponse,andthen,findingthatthedooryieldedtoher,openeditandwentin。Walterwasnotthere。
Hehadbeenthere,however;hadsleptuponthebed,thoughnotinsidethecovers;andAlicesupposedhemusthavecomehomesolatethathehadbeentoosleepytotakeoffhisclothes。Nearthefootofthebedwasashallowclosetwherehekepthis"othersuit"andhiseveningclothes;andthedoorstoodopen,showingabarewall。Nothingwhateverwasinthecloset,andAlicewasrathersurprisedatthisforamoment。"That\'squeer,"shemurmured;andthenshedecidedthatwhenhewokehefoundtheclotheshehadsleptin"somussy"hehadputonhis"othersuit,"andhadgoneoutbeforebreakfastwiththemussedclothestohavethempressed,takinghiseveningthingswiththem。
Satisfiedwiththisexplanation,andfailingtoobservethatitdidnotaccountfortheabsenceofshoesfromtheclosetfloor,shenoddedabsently,"Yes,thatmustbeit";and,whenhermotherreturned,toldherthatWalterhadprobablybreakfasteddown-town。Theydidnotdelayoverthis;thecolouredwomanhadarrived,andthebasket\'sdisclosureswereimportant。
"IstoppedatWorlig\'sonthewayback,"saidMrs。Adams,flushedwithhurryandexcitement。"Iboughtacanofcaviarthere。Ithoughtwe\'dhavelittlesandwichesbroughtintothe\'living-room\'beforedinner,thewayyousaidtheydidwhenyouwenttothatdinneratthe——"
"ButIthinkthatwastogowithcocktails,mama,andofcoursewehaven\'t——"
"No,"Mrs。Adamssaid。"Still,Ithinkitwouldbenice。Wecanmakethemlookverydainty,onatray,andthewaitresscanbringthemin。Ithoughtwe\'dhavethesoupalreadyonthetable;andwecanwalkrightoutassoonaswehavethesandwiches,soitwon\'tgetcold。Then,afterthesoup,Malenasaysshecanmakesweetbreadpateswithmushrooms:andforthemeatcoursewe\'llhavelardedfillet。Malena\'sreallyafancycook,youknow,andshesaysshecandoanythinglikethattoperfection。We\'llhavepeaswiththefillet,andpotatoballsandBrusselssprouts。Brusselssproutsarefashionablenow,theytoldmeatmarket。Thenwillcomethechickensalad,andafterthattheice-cream——she\'sgoingtomakeanangel-foodcaketogowithit——andthencoffeeandcrackersandanewkindofcheeseI
gotatWorlig\'s,hesaysisveryfine。"
Alicewasalarmed。"Don\'tyouthinkperhapsit\'stoomuch,mama?"
"It\'sbettertohavetoomuchthantoolittle,"hermothersaid,cheerfully。"Wedon\'twanthimtothinkwe\'rethekindthatskimp。Lordknowswehavetoenough,though,mostofthetime!
Gettheflowersinwater,child。Ibought\'ematmarketbecausethey\'resomuchcheaperthere,butthey\'llkeepfreshandnice。
Youfix\'emanywayyouwant。Hurry!It\'sgottobeabusyday。"
Shehadboughtthreedozenlittleroses。Alicetookthemandbegantoarrangetheminvases,keepingthestemsseparatedasfaraspossiblesothattheclumpswouldlooklarger。Sheputhalfadozenineachofthreevasesinthe"living-room,"placingonevaseonthetableinthecenteroftheroom,andoneateachendofthemantelpiece。Thenshetooktherestoftherosestothedining-room;butshepostponedthearrangementofthemuntilthetableshouldbeset,justbeforedinner。Shewasthoughtful;
planningtodrythestemsandlaythemonthetableclothlikeavineofrosesrunninginadelicatedesign,ifshefoundthatthedozenandahalfshehadleftwereenoughforthat。Iftheyweren\'tshewouldarrangetheminavase。
Shelookedalongtimeatthelittlerosesinthebasinofwater,whereshehadputthem;thenshesighed,andwentawaytoheaviertasks,whilehermotherworkedinthekitchenwithMalena。Alicedustedthe"living-room"andthedining-roomvigorously,thoughallthetimewithalookthatgrewmoreandmorepensive;andhavingdustedeverything,shewipedthefurniture;rubbedithard。Afterthat,shewashedthefloorsandthewoodwork。
Emergingfromthekitchenatnoon,Mrs。Adamsfoundherdaughteronhandsandknees,scrubbingthebasesofthecolumnsbetweenthehallandthe"living-room。"
"Now,dearie,"shesaid,"youmustn\'ttireyourselfout,andyou\'dbettercomeandeatsomething。Yourfathersaidhe\'dgetabitedown-townto-day——hewasgoingdowntothebank——andWaltereatsdown-townallthetimelately,soIthoughtwewouldn\'tbothertosetthetableforlunch。Comeonandwe\'llhavesomethinginthekitchen。"
"No,"Alicesaid,dully,asshewentonwithhework。"Idon\'twantanything。"
Hermothercameclosertoher。"Why,what\'sthematter?"sheasked,briskly。"Youseemkindofpale,tome;andyoudon\'tlook——youdon\'tlookHAPPY。"
"Well——"Alicebegan,uncertainly,butsaidnomore。
"Seehere!"Mrs。Adamsexclaimed。"Thisisalljustforyou!
YououghttobeENJOYINGit。Why,it\'sthefirsttimewe\'ve——we\'veentertainedinIdon\'tknowhowlong!Iguessit\'salmostsincewehadthatlittlepartywhenyouwereeighteen。
What\'sthematterwithyou?"
"Nothing。Idon\'tknow。"
"But,dearie,aren\'tyoulookingFORWARDtothisevening?"
Thegirllookedup,showingapallidandsolemnface。"Oh,yes,ofcourse,"shesaid,andtriedtosmile。"Ofcoursewehadtodoit——Idothinkit\'llbenice。OfcourseI\'mlookingforwardtoit。"
CHAPTERXX
Shewasindeed"lookingforward"tothatevening,butinacloudofapprehension;and,althoughshecouldneverhaveguessedit,thiswasthesimultaneousconditionofanotherperson——noneotherthantheguestforwhosepleasuresomuchcookingandscrubbingseemedtobenecessary。Moreover,Mr。ArthurRussell\'spremonitionswerenoproductofmerecoincidence;neitherhadanymagicalsympathyproducedthem。Hisstateofmindwasrathertheresultofrougherundercurrentswhichhadallthetimebeenrunningbeneaththesurfaceofaromanticfriendship。
Nevershrewderthanwhensheanalyzedthegentlemen,Alicedidnotlibelhimwhenshesaidhewasoneofthosequietmenwhoareabitflirtatious,bywhichshemeantthathewasabit"susceptible,"thesamething——andhehadprovedhimselfsusceptibletoAliceuponhisfirstsightofher。"There!"hesaidtohimself。"Who\'sthat?"Andinthecrowdofgirlsathiscousin\'sdance,allstrangerstohim,shewastheonehewantedtoknow。
Sincethen,hissummereveningswithherhadbeenassecludedasif,forthreehoursafterthefallingofdusk,theytwohaddrawnapartfromtheworldtosomedearboweroftheirown。Thelittleverandawasthatglamorousnook,withafaintgoldenlightfallingthroughtheglassofthecloseddooruponAlice,anddarknesselsewhere,exceptfortheoneroundglobeofthestreetlampatthecorner。Thepeoplewhopassedalongthesidewalk,nowandthen,wereonlyshadowswithvoices,movingvaguelyunderthemapletreesthatloomedinobscurecontoursagainstthestars。So,asthetwosattogether,thebackoftheworldwasthewallandcloseddoorbehindthem;andRussell,whenhewasawayfromAlice,alwaysthoughtofherassittingtherebeforethecloseddoor。Aglamourwasaboutherthus,andaspelluponhim;buthehadaformlessanxietyneverputintowords:allthepicturesofherinhismindstoppedatthecloseddoor。
Hehadanotheranxiety;and,forthegreaterpart,thiswasofherowncreating。Shehadtoooftenaskedhim(nomatterhowgaily)whatheheardabouther,toooftenbeggedhimnottohearanything。Then,hopingtoforestallwhateverhemighthear,shehadbeenattoogreatpainstoaccountforit,todiscreditandmockit;and,thoughhelaughedatherforthis,tellinghertruthfullyhedidnotevenhearhermentioned,theeverlastingironythatdealswithallsuchhumanforefendingsprevailed。
Lately,hehadhalfconfessedtoherwhatanervousnessshehadproduced。"YoumakemedreadthedaywhenI\'llhearsomebodyspeakingofyou。You\'regettingmesoupsetaboutitthatifI
everhearanybodysomuchassaythename\'AliceAdams,\'I\'llrun!"Theconfessionwasbuthalfofonebecausehelaughed;andshetookitforanassuranceofloyaltyintheformofburlesque。
Shemisunderstood:helaughed,buthisnervousnesswasgenuine。
Afteranystrokeofevents,whetherahappyoneoracatastrophe,weseethatthematerialsforitwerealongtimegathering,andtheonlymarvelisthatthestrokewasnotprophesied。Whatboretheairoffatalcoincidencemayremainfatalindeed,tothislaterview;but,withthehaphazardaspectdispelled,thereisleftforscrutinythesameancienthintfromtheInfinitetotheeffectthatsinceeventshaveneveryetfailedtobelaw-abiding,perhapsitwerewellforustodeducethattheywillcontinuetobesountilfurthernotice……OnthedaythatwastoopenthecloseddoorinthebackgroundofhispicturesofAlice,Russelllunchedwithhisrelatives。Therewerebutthefourpeople,RussellandMildredandhermotherandfather,inthegreat,cooldining-room。
ArchedFrenchwindows,shadedbyawnings,admittedamellowlightandlookedoutuponagreenlawnendinginalongconservatory,whichrevealedthroughitsglasspanesacarnivalofplantsinluxuriantblossom。Fromhisseatatthetable,Russellglancedoutatthisprettydisplay,andinformedhiscousinsthathewassurprised。"Youhavesuchagloriousspreadofflowersalloverthehouse,"hesaid,"Ididn\'tsupposeyou\'dhaveanyleftoutyonder。Infact,Ididn\'tknowthereweresomanysplendidflowersintheworld。"
Mrs。Palmer,large,calm,fair,likeherdaughter,respondedwithamildreproach:"That\'sbecauseyouhaven\'tbeencousinlyenoughtogetusedtothem,Arthur。You\'vealmosttaughtustoforgetwhatyoulooklike。"
IndefenseRussellwavedahandtowardherhusband。"Yousee,he\'sbeguntokeepmesohardatwork——"
ButMr。Palmerdeclinedtheresponsibility。"Uptofourorfiveintheafternoon,perhaps,"hesaid。"Afterthat,theyounggentlemanisasmuchastrangertomeasheistomyfamily。
I\'vebeenwonderingwhoshecouldbe。"
"Whenaman\'spreoccupiedtheremustbealadythen?"Russellinquired。
"Thatseemstobetheviewofyoursex,"Mrs;Palmersuggested。
"Itwasmyhusbandwhosaidit,notMildredorI。"
Mildredsmiledfaintly。"Papamaybesingularinhisideas;theymaycomeentirelyfromhisownexperience,andhavenothingtodowithArthur。"
"Thankyou,Mildred,"hercousinsaid,bowingtohergratefully。
"Youseemtounderstandmycharacter——andyourfather\'squiteaswell!"
However,Mildredremainedgraveinthefaceofthiscustomarypleasantry,notbecausetheoldjest,wornround,likewhatprecededit,rolledinanoldgroove,butbecauseofsomepreoccupationofherown。Herfaintsmilehaddisappeared,and,ashercousin\'sglancemethers,shelookeddown;yetnotbeforehehadseeninhereyestheflickerofsomethinglikeaquestion——aquestionbothpoignantanddismayed。Hemayhaveunderstoodit;forhisownsmilevanishedatonceinfavourofareciprocalsolemnity。
"Yousee,Arthur,"Mrs。Palmersaid,"Mildredisalwaysagoodcousin。SheandIstandbyyou,evenifyoudostayawayfromusforweeksandweeks。"Then,observingthatheappearedtobesooccupiedwithabunchoficedgrapesuponhisplatethathehadnotheardher,shebegantotalktoherhusband,askinghimwhatwas"goingondown-town。"
Arthurcontinuedtoeathisgrapes,butheventuredtolookagainatMildredafterafewmoments。She,also,appearedtobeoccupiedwithabunchofgrapesthoughsheatenone,andonlypulledthemfromtheirstems。Shesatstraight,herfeaturesascomposedandpureasthoseofanewmarblesaintinacathedralniche;yetherdowncasteyesseemedtoconcealmanythoughts;andhercousin,againsthiswill,wasmoreawareofwhatthesethoughtsmightbethanoftheleisurelyconversationbetweenherfatherandmother。Allatonce,however,heheardsomethingthatstartledhim,andhelistened——andherewastheeffectofallAlice\'sforefendings;helistenedfromthefirstwithasinkingheart。
Mr。Palmer,mildlyamusedbywhathewastellinghiswife,hadjustspokenthewords,"thisVirgilAdams。"Whathehadsaidwas,"thisVirgilAdams——that\'stheman\'sname。Queercase。"
"Whotoldyou?"Mrs。Palmerinquired,notmuchinterested。
"AlfredLamb,"herhusbandanswered。"Hewaslaughingabouthisfather,attheclub。Youseetheoldgentlemantakesagreatprideinhisjudgmentofmen,andalwaysboastedtohissonsthathe\'dneverinhislifemadeamistakeintrustingthewrongman。
NowAlfredandJamesAlbert,Junior,thinktheyhaveagreatjokeonhim;andthey\'vetwittedhimsomuchaboutithe\'llscarcelyspeaktothem。Fromthefirst,Alfredsays,theoldchap\'sonlyreparteewas,\'Youwaitandyou\'llsee!\'Andthey\'veaskedhimsooftentoshowthemwhatthey\'regoingtoseethathewon\'tsayanythingatall!"
"He\'safunnyoldfellow,"Mrs。Palmerobserved。"Buthe\'ssoshrewdIcan\'timaginehisbeingdeceivedforsuchalongtime。
Twentyyears,yousaid?"
"Yes,longerthanthat,Iunderstand。Itappearswhenthisman——thisAdams——wasayoungclerk,theoldgentlemantrustedhimwithoneofhisbusinesssecrets,aglueprocessthatMr。Lambhadspentsomemoneytogetholdof。TheoldchapthoughtthisAdamswasgoingtohavequiteafuturewiththeLambconcern,andofcourseneverdreamedhewasdishonest。AlfredsaysthisAdamshasn\'tbeenofanyrealuseforyears,andtheyshouldhavelethimgoasdeadwood,buttheoldgentlemanwouldn\'thearofit,andinsistedonhisbeingkeptonthepayroll;sotheyjustdecidedtolookonitasasortofpension。Well,onemorninglastMarchthemanhadanattackofsomesortdownthere,andMr。
Lambgothisowncaroutandwenthomewithhim,himself,andworriedabouthimandwenttoseehimnoend,allthetimehewasill。"
"Hewould,"Mrs。Palmersaid,approvingly。"He\'sakind-heartedcreature,thatoldman。"
Herhusbandlaughed。"Alfredsayshethinkshiskind-heartednessisaboutcured!Itseemsthatassoonasthemangotwellagainhedeliberatelywalkedoffwiththeoldgentleman\'sgluesecret。
Justcalmlystoleit!Alfredsayshebelievesthatifhehadastrokeintheofficenow,himself,hisfatherwouldn\'tliftafingertohelphim!"
Mrs。Palmerrepeatedthenametoherselfthoughtfully。
"\'Adams\'——\'VirgilAdams。\'YousaidhisnamewasVirgilAdams?"
"Yes。"
Shelookedatherdaughter。"Why,youknowwhothatis,Mildred,"shesaid,casually。"It\'sthatAliceAdams\'sfather,isn\'tit?Wasn\'thisnameVirgilAdams?"
"Ithinkitis,"Mildredsaid。
Mrs。Palmerturnedtowardherhusband。"You\'veseenthisAliceAdamshere。Mr。Lamb\'spetswindlermustbeherfather。"
Mr。Palmerpassedasmoothhandoverhisneatgrayhair,whichwasnotdisturbedbythisefforttostimulaterecollection。"Oh,yes,"hesaid。"Ofcourse——certainly。Quiteagood-lookinggirl——oneofMildred\'sfriends。Howqueer!"
Mildredlookedup,asifinalittlealarm,butdidnotspeak。
Hermothersetmattersstraight。"FathersAREamusing,"shesaidsmilinglytoRussell,whowaslookingather,thoughhowfixedlyshedidnotnotice;forsheturnedfromhimatoncetoenlightenherhusband。"EverygirlwhomeetsMildred,andtriestopushtheacquaintancebycominghereuntilthepoorchildhastohide,isn\'taFRIENDofhers,mydear!"
Mildred\'seyesweredowncastagain,andafaintcolourroseinhercheeks。"Oh,Ishouldn\'tputitquitethatwayaboutAliceAdams,"shesaid,inalowvoice。"Isawsomethingofherforatime。She\'snotunattractiveinaway。"
Mrs。PalmersettledthewholecaseofAlicecarelessly。"A
pushingsortofgirl,"shesaid。"Averypushinglittleperson。"
"I——"Mildredbegan;and,afterhesitating,concluded,"I
ratherdroppedher。"
"Fortunateyou\'vedoneso,"herfatherremarked,cheerfully。
"EspeciallysincevariousmembersoftheLambconnectionareherefrequently。Theymightn\'tthinkyou\'dshowgreattactinhavingherabouttheplace。"Helaughed,andturnedtohiscousin。
"Allthisisn\'tveryinterestingtopoorArthur。Howterriblepeoplearewithanewcomerinatown;theytalkasifheknewallabouteverybody!"
"Butwedon\'tknowanythingaboutthesequeerpeople,ourselves,"
saidMrs。Palmer。"Weknowsomethingaboutthegirl,ofcourse——sheusedtobeabittooconspicuous,infact!However,asyousay,wemightfindasubjectmoreinterestingforArthur。"
Shesmiledwhimsicallyupontheyoungman。"Tellthetruth,"shesaid。"Don\'tyoufairlydetestgoingintobusinesswiththattyrantyonder?"
"What?Yes——Ibegyourpardon!"hestammered。
"Youwereright,"Mrs。Palmersaidtoherhusband。"You\'veboredhimso,talkingaboutthievishclerks,hecan\'tevenansweranhonestquestion。"
ButRussellwasbeginningtorecoverhisoutwardcomposure。"Trymeagain,"hesaid。"I\'mafraidIwasthinkingofsomethingelse。"
Thiswasthebesthefoundtosay。Therewasapartofhimthatwantedtoprotestanddeny,buthehadnotheatenough,inthechillthathadcomeuponhim。Herewasthefirst"mention"ofAlice,andwithitthereasonwhyitwasthefirst:Mr。Palmerhaddifficultyinrecallingher,andshehappenedtobespokenof,onlybecauseherfather\'sbetrayalofabenefactor\'strusthadbeensopeculiarlyatrociousthat,intheviewofthebenefactor\'sfamily,itcontainedenoughoftheelementofhumourtowarrantamildlaughataclub。Therewasthedeadlinessofthestory:itslackofmalice,evenofresentment。DeadlierstillwereMrs。Palmer\'sphrases:"apushingsortofgirl,""averypushinglittleperson,"and"usedtobeabitTOO
conspicuous,infact。"Butshespokeplacidlyandbychance;
beingasobviouslywithoutunkindlymotiveasMr。PalmerwaswhenherelatedthecauseofAlfredLamb\'samusement。Heropinionoftheobscureyoungladymomentarilyhertopichadbeenexpressed,moreover,toherhusband,andatherowntable。Shesatthere,large,kind,serene——aprotestmightastonishbutcouldnotchangeher;andRussell,crumplinginhisstrainedfingersthelace-edgedlittlewebofanapkinonhisknee,foundheartenoughtogrowred,butnotenoughtochallengeher。
Shenoticedhiscolour,andattributedittotheembarrassmentofascrupulouslygallantgentlemancaughtinalapseofattentiontoalady。"Don\'tbedisturbed,"shesaid,benevolently。
"Peoplearen\'texpectedtolistenallthetimetotheirrelatives。Ahighcolour\'sverybecomingtoyou,Arthur;butitreallyisn\'tnecessarybetweencousins。Youcanalwaysbeinformalenoughwithustolistenonlywhenyoucareto。"
Hiscomplexioncontinuedtoberuddierthanusual,however,throughoutthemeal,andwasstillsomewhattintedwhenMrs。
Palmerrose。"Theman\'sbringingyoucigaretteshere,"shesaid,noddingtothetwogentlemen。"We\'llgiveyouachancetodothesordidkindoftalkingweknowyoureallylike。Afterwhile,Mildredwillshowyouwhat\'sinbloominthehothouse,ifyouwish,Arthur。"
Mildredfollowedher,and,whentheywerealoneinanotherofthespaciousrooms,wenttoawindowandlookedout,whilehermotherseatedherselfnearthecenteroftheroominagiltarmchair,mellowedwitholdAubussontapestry。Mrs。Palmerlookedthoughtfullyatherdaughter\'sback,butdidnotspeaktoheruntilcoffeehadbeenbroughtforthem。
"Thanks,"Mildredsaid,notturning,"Idon\'tcareforanycoffee,Ibelieve。"
"No?"Mrs。Palmersaid,gently。"I\'mafraidourgood-lookingcousinwon\'tthinkyou\'reverytalkative,Mildred。Youspokeonlyabouttwiceatlunch。Ishouldn\'tcareforhimtogettheideayou\'repiquedbecausehe\'scomeheresolittlelately,shouldyou?"
"No,Ishouldn\'t,"Mildredansweredinalowvoice,andwiththatsheturnedquickly,andcametositnearhermother。"Butit\'swhatIamafraidof!Mama,didyounoticehowredhegot?"
"Youmeanwhenhewascaughtnotlisteningtoaquestionofmine?
Yes;it\'sverybecomingtohim。"
"Mama,Idon\'tthinkthatwasthereason。Idon\'tthinkitwasbecausehewasn\'tlistening,Imean。"
"No?"
"Ithinkhiscolourandhisnotlisteningcamefromthesamereason,"Mildredsaid,andalthoughshehadcometositnearhermother,shedidnotlookather。"Ithinkithappenedbecauseyouandpapa——"Shestopped。
"Yes?"Mrs。Palmersaid,good-naturedly,toprompther。"YourfatherandIdidsomethingembarrassing?"
"Mama,itwasbecauseofthosethingsthatcameoutaboutAliceAdams。"
"HowcouldthatbotherArthur?Doesheknowher?"
"Don\'tyouremember?"thedaughterasked。"ThedayaftermydanceImentionedhowoddIthoughtitwasinhim——Iwasalittledisappointedinhim。I\'dbeenseeingthathemeteverybody,ofcourse,butshewastheonlygirlHEaskedtomeet;andhediditassoonashenoticedher。Ihadn\'tmeanttohavehimmeether——infact,IwasrathersorryI\'dfeltIhadtoaskher,becausesheoh,well,she\'sthesortthat\'triesforthenewman,\'ifshehashalfachance;andsometimestheyseemquitefascinated——foratime,thatis。IthoughtArthurwasaboveallthat;orattheveryleastIgavehimcreditforbeingtoosophisticated。"
"Isee,"Mrs。Palmersaid,thoughtfully。"Iremembernowthatyouspokeofit。Yousaiditseemedalittlepeculiar,butofcourseitreallywasn\'t:a\'newman\'hasnothingtogoby,excepthisownfirstimpressions。Youcan\'tblamepoorArthur——she\'squiteapiquantlookinglittleperson。Youthinkhe\'sseensomethingofhersincethen?"
Mildrednoddedslowly。"Ineverdreamedsuchathingtillyesterday,andeventhenIratherdoubtedit——tillhegotsored,justnow!Iwassurprisedwhenheaskedtomeether,buthejustdancedwithheronceanddidn\'tmentionherafterward;Iforgotallaboutit——infact,IvirtuallyforgotallaboutHER。I\'dseenquitealittleofher——"
"Yes,"saidMrs。Palmer。"Shedidkeepcominghere!"
"ButI\'djustaboutdecidedthatitreallywouldn\'tdo,"Mildredwenton。"Sheisn\'t——well,Ididn\'tadmireher。"
"No,"hermotherassented,andevidentlyfollowedadirectconnectionofthoughtinaspeechapparentlyirrelevant。"I
understandtheyoungMalonewantstomarryHenrietta。Ihopeshewon\'t;heseemsratheragrosstypeofperson。"
"Oh,he\'sjustone,"Mildredsaid。"Idon\'tknowthatheandAliceAdamswereeverengaged——shenevertoldmeso。Shemaynothavebeenengagedtoanyofthem;shewasjustenoughamongtheothergirlstogettalkedabout——andoneofthereasonsIfeltalittleinclinedtobenicetoherwasthattheyseemedtoberatheredgingheroutofthecircle。Itwasn\'tlongbeforeIsawtheywereright,though。IhappenedtomentionIwasgoingtogiveadanceandshepretendedtotakeitasamatterofcoursethatImeanttoinviteherbrother——atleast,Ithoughtshepretended;shemayhavereallybelievedit。Atanyrate,Ihadtosendhimacard;butIdidn\'tintendtobeletinforthatsortofthingagain,ofcourse。She\'swhatyousaid,\'pushing\';
thoughI\'mawfullysorryyousaidit。"
"Whyshouldn\'tIhavesaidit,mydear?"
"OfcourseIdidn\'tsay\'shouldn\'t。\'"Mildredexplained,gravely。"ImeantonlythatI\'msorryithappened。"
"Yes;butwhy?"
"Mama"——Mildredturnedtoher,leaningforwardandspeakinginaloweredvoice——"Mama,atfirstthechangewassolittleitseemedasifArthurhardlyknewithimself。He\'dbeenlovelytomealways,andhewasstilllovelytomebut——oh,well,you\'veunderstood——aftermydanceitwasmoreasifitwasjusthisnatureandhistrainingtobelovelytome,ashewouldbetoeveryoneakindofpoliteness。He\'dneversaidheCAREDforme,butafterthatIcouldseehedidn\'t。Itwasclear——afterthat。
Ididn\'tknowwhathadhappened;Icouldn\'tthinkofanythingI\'ddone。Mama——itwasAliceAdams。"
Mrs。Palmersetherlittlecoffee-cupuponthetablebesideher,calmlyfollowingherownmotionwithhereyes,andnotseemingtorealizewithwhatseriousentreatyherdaughter\'sgazewasfixeduponher。Mildredrepeatedthelastsentenceofherrevelation,andintroducedastressofinsistence。
"Mama,itWASAliceAdams!"
ButMrs。Palmerdeclinedtobegreatlyimpressed,sofarasherappearancewent,atleast;andtoemphasizeherrefusal,shesmiledindulgently。"Whatmakesyouthinkso?"
"Henriettatoldmeyesterday。"
AtthisMrs。Palmerpermittedherselftolaughsoftlyaloud。
"Goodheavens!IsHenriettaasoothsayer?OrissheArthur\'sparticularconfidante?"
"No。EllaDowlingtoldher。"
Mrs。Palmer\'slaughtercontinued。"Nowwehaveit!"sheexclaimed。"It\'sagameofgossip:ArthurtellsElla,EllatellsHenrietta,andHenriettatells——"
"Don\'tlaugh,please,mama,"Mildredbegged。"OfcourseArthurdidn\'ttellanybody。It\'sroundaboutenough,butit\'strue。I
knowit!Ihadn\'tquitebelievedit,butIknewitwastruewhenhegotsored。Helooked——oh,forasecondorsohelooked——stricken!HethoughtIdidn\'tnoticeit。Mama,he\'sbeentoseeheralmosteveryeveninglately。Theytakelongwalkstogether。That\'swhyhehasn\'tbeenhere。"
OfMrs。Palmer\'slaughtertherewasleftonlyherindulgentsmile,whichshehadnotallowedtovanish。"Well,whatofit?"
shesaid。
"Mama!"
"Yes,"saidMrs。Palmer。"Whatofit?"
"Butdon\'tyousee?"Mildred\'swell-tutoredvoice,thoughmodulatedandrepressedeveninherpresentemotion,neverthelesshadatendencytoquaver。"It\'strue。FrankDowlingwasgoingtoseeheroneeveningandhesawArthursittingonthestoopwithher,anddidn\'tgoin。AndEllausedtogotoschoolwithagirlwholivesacrossthestreetfromhere。ShetoldElla——"
"Oh,Iunderstand,"Mrs。Palmerinterrupted。"Supposehedoesgothere。Mydear,Isaid,\'Whatofit?\'"
"Idon\'tseewhatyoumean,mama。I\'msoafraidhemightthinkweknewaboutit,andthatyouandpapasaidthosethingsaboutherandherfatheronthataccount——asifweabusedthembecausehegoesthereinsteadofcominghere。"
"Nonsense!"Mrs。Palmerrose,wenttoawindow,and,turningthere,stoodwithherbacktoit,facingherdaughterandlookingathercheerfully。"Nonsense,mydear!Itwasperfectlyclearthatshewasmentionedbyaccident,andsowasherfather。Whatanextraordinaryman!IfArthurmakesfriendswithpeoplelikethat,hecertainlyknowsbetterthantoexpecttohearfavourableopinionsofthem。Besides,it\'sonlyalittlepassingthingwithhim。"
"Mama!Whenhegoestherealmostevery——"
"Yes,"Mrs。Palmersaid,dryly。"ItseemstomeI\'veheardsomewherethatotheryoungmenhavegonethere\'almostevery!\'
Shedoesn\'tlast,apparently。Arthur\'sgallant,andhe\'simpressionable——buthe\'sfastidious,andfastidiousnessisalwaysthecheckonimpressionableness。Agirlbelongstoherfamily,too——andthisonedoesespecially,itstrikesme!
Arthur\'sverysensible;heseesmorethanyou\'dthink。"
Mildredlookedatherhopefully。"Thenyoudon\'tbelievehe\'slikelytoimaginewesaidthosethingsofherinanymeaningway?"
Atthis,Mrs。Palmerlaughedagain。"There\'sonethingyouseemnottohavenoticed,Mildred。"
"What\'sthat?"
"Itseemstohaveescapedyourattentionthatheneversaidaword。"
"Mightn\'tthatmean——?"Mildredbegan,butshestopped。
"No,itmightn\'t,"hermotherreplied,comprehendingeasily。"Onthecontrary,itmightmeanthatinsteadofhisfeelingittoodeeplytospeak,hewasgettingalittleillumination。"
Mildredroseandcametoher。"WHYdoyousupposehenevertoldushewentthere?Doyouthinkhe\'s——doyouthinkhe\'spleasedwithher,andyetashamedofit?WHYdoyousupposehe\'sneverspokenofit?"
"Ah,that,"Mrs。Palmersaid,——"thatmightpossiblybeherowndoing。Ifitis,she\'swellpaidbywhatyourfatherandIsaid,becausewewouldn\'thavesaiditifwe\'dknownthatArthur——"
Shecheckedherselfquickly。Lookingoverherdaughter\'sshoulder,shesawthetwogentlemencomingfromthecorridortowardthewidedoorwayoftheroom;andshegreetedthemcheerfully。"Ifyou\'vefinishedwitheachotherforawhile,"
sheadded,"Arthurmayfinditarelieftoputhisthoughtsonsomethingprettierthanatrustcompany——andmorefragrant。"
ArthurcametoMildred。
"Yourmothersaidatlunchthatperhapsyou\'d——"
"Ididn\'tsay\'perhaps,\'Arthur,"Mrs。Palmerinterrupted,tocorrecthim。"Isaidshewould。Ifyoucaretoseeandsmellthoselovelythingsoutyonder,she\'llshowthemtoyou。Runalong,children!"
Halfanhourlater,glancingfromawindow,shesawthemcomefromthehothousesandslowlycrossthelawn。Arthurhadafineroseinhisbuttonholeandlookedprofoundlythoughtful。
CHAPTERXXI
Thatmorningandnoonhadbeenwarm,thoughthestirringsofafeeblebreezemadeweathernotflagrantlyintemperate;butataboutthreeo\'clockintheafternoontherecameoutofthesouthwestaheatlikeanafflictionsentuponanaccursedpeople,andtheairwassoondeadofit。Drippingnegroditch-diggerswhoopedwithsatirespraisinghellandhotweather,asthetossingshovelsflickereduptothestreetlevel,wheresluggishmalepedestrianscarriedcoatsuponhotarms,andfannedthemselveswithstrawhats,or,remainingcovered,woresoakedhandkerchiefsbetweenscalpandstraw。Clerksdroopedinsilent,bigdepartmentstores,stenographersinofficeskeptasclosetoelectricfansastheinterveningbulkoftheiremployerswouldletthem;guestsinhotelsleftthelobbiesandwenttolieuncladupontheirbeds;whileinhospitalsthepatientsmurmuredquerulouslyagainsttheheat,andperhapsagainstsomenoisymotoristwhostrovetofeeltheairbysplittingit,nottroubledbyanyfore-bodingthathe,too,thathournextweek,mightneedquietnearahospital。The"hotspell"wasatruespell,oneuponmen\'sspirits;foritwassohotthat,insuburbanoutskirts,golferscreptslowlybackoverthelowundulationsoftheirclublands,abandoningtheirmatchesandreturningtoshelter。
Evenonsuchaday,sizzlingworkhadtobedone,asinwinter。
Therewereglowingfurnacestobestoked,liquidmetalstobepoured;butsuchtasksfoundseasonedmenstandingtothem;andinallthecityprobablynobravesoulchallengedtheheatmoregamelythanMrs。Adamsdid,when,inacornerofhersmallandfierykitchen,wherealldaylongherhiredAfricanimmunecookedfiercely,shepressedherhusband\'seveningclotheswithahotiron。Nodoubtsheriskedherlife,butsheriskeditcheerfullyinsogoodandnecessaryaserviceforhim。Shewouldhavegivenherlifeforhimatanytime,andbothhisandherownforherchildren。
Unconsciousofherownheroism,shewassurprisedtofindherselfratherfaintwhenshefinishedherironing。However,shetookhearttobelievethattheclotheslookedbetter,inspiteofoneortwoscorchedplaces;andshecarriedthemupstairstoherhusband\'sroombeforeincreasingblindnessforcedhertogropeforthenearestchair。Then,tryingtoriseandwalk,withouthavingsufficientlyrecovered,shehadtositdownagain;butafteralittlewhileshewasabletogetuponherfeet;and,keepingherhandagainstthewall,movedsuccessfullytothedoorofherownroom。Hereshewavered;mighthavegonedown,hadshenotbeenstimulatedbythethoughtofhowmuchdependeduponher;——shemadeafinalgreateffort,andflounderedacrosstheroomtoherbureau,whereshekeptsomesimplerestoratives。
Theyservedherneed,orherfaithinthemdid;andshereturnedtoherwork。
Shewentdownthestairs,keepingastilltremuloushandupontherail;butshesmiledbrightlywhenAlicelookedupfrombelow,wherethewoodworkwasagainbeingtormentedwithsuperfluousattentions。
"Alice,DON\'T!"hermothersaid,commiseratingly。"Youdidallthatthismorninganditlookslovely。What\'stheuseofwearingyourselfoutonit?Yououghttobelyingdown,so\'stolookfreshforto-night。"
"Hadn\'tyoubetterliedownyourself?"thedaughterreturned。
"Areyouill,mama?"
"Certainlynot。Whatintheworldmakesyouthinkso?"
"Youlookprettypale,"Alicesaid,andsighedheavily。"Itmakesmeashamed,havingyouworksohard——forme。"
"Howfoolish!Ithinkit\'sfun,gettingreadytoentertainalittleagain,likethis。Ionlywishithadn\'tturnedsohot:
I\'mafraidyourpoorfather\'llsuffer——histhingsareprettyheavy,Inoticed。Well,it\'lldohimgoodtobearsomethingforstyle\'ssakethisonce,anyhow!"Shelaughed,andcomingtoAlice,bentdownandkissedher。"Dearie,"shesaid,tenderly,"wouldn\'tyoupleaseslipupstairsnowandtakejustalittleteenynaptopleaseyourmother?"
ButAlicerespondedonlybymovingherheadslowly,intokenofrefusal。
"Do!"Mrs。Adamsurged。"Youdon\'twanttolookwornout,doyou?"
"I\'llLOOKallright,"Alicesaid,huskily。"DoyoulikethewayI\'vearrangedthefurniturenow?I\'vetriedallthedifferentwaysit\'llgo。"
"It\'slovely,"hermothersaid,admiringly。"Ithoughtthelastwayyouhaditwaspretty,too。Butyouknowbest;Ineverknewanybodywithsomuchtaste。Ifyou\'donlyjustquitnow,andtakealittlerest——"
"There\'dhardlybetime,evenifIwantedto;it\'safterfivebutIcouldn\'t;really,Icouldn\'t。HowdoyouthinkwecanmanageaboutWalter——toseethathewearshiseveningthings,Imean?"
Mrs。Adamspondered。"I\'mafraidhe\'llmakealotofobjections,onaccountoftheweatherandeverything。Iwishwe\'dhadachancetotellhimlastnightorthismorning。I\'dhavetelephonedtohimthisafternoonexcept——well,Iscarcelyliketocallhimupatthatplace,sinceyourfather——"
"No,ofcoursenot,mama。"
"IfWaltergetshomelate,"Mrs。Adamswenton,"I\'lljustslipoutandspeaktohim,incaseMr。Russell\'sherebeforehecomes。I\'lljusttellhimhe\'sgottohurryandgethisthingson。"
"Maybehewon\'tcomehometodinner,"Alicesuggested,ratherhopefully。"Sometimeshedoesn\'t。"
"No;Ithinkhe\'llbehere。Whenhedoesn\'tcomeheusuallytelephonesbythistimetosaynottowaitforhim;he\'sverythoughtfulaboutthat。Well,itreallyisgettinglate:Imustgoandtellhersheoughttobepreparingherfillet。Dearie,DO
restalittle。"
"You\'dmuchbetterdothatyourself,"Alicecalledafterher,butMrs。Adamsshookherheadcheerily,notpausingonherwaytothefierykitchen。
Alicecontinuedheruselesslaboursforatime;thencarriedherbuckettotheheadofthecellarstairway,wheresheleftituponthetopstep;and,closingthedoor,returnedtothe"living-room;"Againshechangedthepositionsoftheoldplushrocking-chairs,movingthemintothecornerswhereshethoughttheymightbeleastnoticeable;andwhilethusengagedshewasstartledbyaloudringingofthedoor-bell。Foramomentherfacewaspanic-stricken,andshestoodstaring,thensherealizedthatRussellwouldnotarriveforanotherhour,attheearliest,andrecoveringherequipoise,wenttothedoor。
Waitingthere,inalanguidattitude,wasayoungcolouredwoman,withasmallbundleunderherarmandsomethingmalleableinhermouth。"Listen,"shesaid。"Youfolksexpectin\'acolouredlady?"
"No,"saidAlice。"Especiallynotatthefrontdoor。"
"Listen,"thecolouredwomansaidagain。"Listen。Say,listen。
Ain\'ttheyanothercolouredladyawreadyherebytheday?
Listen。Ain\'tMizMalenaBurnsherebythedaythisevenin\'?
Say,listen。ThisthenumberhouseshegiveME。"
"Areyouthewaitress?"Aliceasked,dismally。
"Yes\'m,ifMalenahere。"
"Malenaishere,"Alicesaid,andhesitated;butshedecidednottosendthewaitresstothebackdoor;itmightbearisk。Sheletherin。"What\'syourname?"
"Me?I\'mname\'Gertrude。MissGertrudeCollamus。"
"Didyoubringacapandapron?"
Gertrudetookthelittlebundlefromunderherarm。"Yes\'m。I\'mallfix\'。"
"I\'vealreadysetthetable,"Alicesaid。"I\'llshowyouwhatwewantdone。"
Sheledthewaytothedining-room,and,afterofferingsomeinstructionthere,receivedbyGertrudewithlanguorandaslowlymovingjaw,shetookherintothekitchen,wherethecapandapronwereputon。Theeffectwasnotfortunate;Gertrude\'seyeswerenoticeablybloodshot,anafflictionmademoreapparentbythewhitecap;andAlicedrewhermotherapart,whisperinganxiously,"Doyousupposeit\'stoolatetogetsomeoneelse?"
"I\'mafraiditis,"Mrs。Adamssaid。"MalenasaysitwashardenoughtogetHER!Youhavetopaythemsomuchthattheyonlyworkwhentheyfeellikeit。"
"Mama,couldyouaskhertowearhercapstraighter?Everytimeshemovesherheadshegetsitononeside,andherskirt\'stoolongbehindandtooshortinfront——andoh,I\'veNEVERseensuchFEET!"Alicelaugheddesolately。"AndsheMUSTquitthatterriblechewing!"
"Nevermind;I\'llgettoworkwithher。I\'llstraightenheroutallIcan,dearie;don\'tworry。"Mrs。Adamspattedherdaughter\'sshoulderencouragingly。"NowYOUcan\'tdoanotherthing,andifyoudon\'trunandbegindressingyouwon\'tbeready。It\'llonlytakemeaminutetodress,myself,andI\'llbedownlongbeforeyouwill。Run,darling!I\'lllookaftereverything。"
Alicenoddedvaguely,wentuptoherroom,and,afteronlyamomentwithhermirror,broughtfromherclosetthedressofwhiteorgandieshehadwornthenightwhenshemetRussellforthefirsttime。Shelaiditcarefullyuponherbed,andbegantomakereadytoputiton。Hermothercamein,halfanhourlater,to"fasten"her。
"I\'Malldressed,"Mrs。Adamssaid,briskly。"Ofcourseitdoesn\'tmatter。Hewon\'tknowwhattherestofusevenlooklike:Howcouldhe?IknowI\'manoldSIGHT,butallIwantistolookrespectable。DoI?"
"Youlooklikethebestwomanintheworld;that\'sall!"Alicesaid,withalittlegulp。
Hermotherlaughedandgaveherafinalscrutiny。"Youmightusejustatinybitmorecolour,dearie——I\'mafraidtheexcitement\'smadeyoualittlepale。AndyouMUSTbrightenup!There\'ssortofalookinyoureyesasifyou\'dgotinatranceandcouldn\'tgetout。You\'vehaditallday。Imustrun:yourfatherwantsmetohelphimwithhisstuds。Walterhasn\'tcomeyet,butI\'lllookafterhim;don\'tworry,AndyoubetterHURRY,dearie,ifyou\'regoingtotakeanytimefixingtheflowersonthetable。"
Shedeparted,whileAlicesatatthemirroragain,tofollowheradviceconcerninga"tinybitmorecolour。"Beforeshehadfinished,herfatherknockedatthedoor,and,whensheresponded,camein。Hewasdressedintheclotheshiswifehadpressed;buthehadlostsubstantiallyinweightsincetheyweremadeforhim;noonewouldhavethoughtthattheyhadbeenpressed。Theyhungfromhimvoluminously,seemingtobetheclothesofalargerman。
"Yourmother\'sgonedownstairs,"hesaid,inavoiceofdistress。
"OneofthebuttonholesinmyshirtistoolargeandIcan\'tkeepthedangthingfastened。_I_don\'tknowwhattodoaboutit!I
onlygotoneotherwhiteshirt,andit\'skindofruined:ItrieditbeforeIdidthisone。Doyous\'poseyoucoulddoanything?"
"I\'llsee,"shesaid。
"Mycollar\'sgotafrayededge,"hecomplained,assheexaminedhistroublesomeshirt。"It\'sagooddeallikewearingasaw;butIexpectit\'llwiltdownflatprettysoon,andnotbothermelong。I\'mliabletowiltdownflat,myself,Iexpect;Idon\'tknowasIrememberanysuchhotnightinthelasttenortwelveyears。"Heliftedhisheadandsniffedtheflaccidair,whichwasladenwithaheavyodour。"My,butthatsmellisprettystrong!"hesaid。
"Standstill,please,papa,"Alicebeggedhim。"Ican\'tseewhat\'sthematterifyoumovearound。Howabsurdyouareaboutyouroldgluesmell,papa!Thereisn\'tavestigeofit,ofcourse。"
"Ididn\'tmeanglue,"heinformedher。"Imeancabbage。Isthatfashionablenow,tohavecabbagewhenthere\'scompanyfordinner?"
"Thatisn\'tcabbage,papa。It\'sBrusselssprouts。"
"Oh,isit?Idon\'tminditmuch,becauseitkeepsthatgluesmelloffme,butit\'sfairlystrong。Iexpectyoudon\'tnoticeitsomuchbecauseyoubeeninthehousewithitallalong,andgotusedtoitwhileitwasgrowing。"
"Itisprettydreadful,"Alicesaid。"Areallthewindowsopendownstairs?"
"I\'llgodownandsee,ifyou\'lljustfixthatholeupforme。"
"I\'mafraidIcan\'t,"shesaid。"Notunlessyoutakeyourshirtoffandbringittome。I\'llhavetosewtheholesmaller。"
"Oh,well,I\'llgoaskyourmotherto——"
"No,"saidAlice。"She\'sgoteverythingonherhands。Runandtakeitoff。Hurry,papa;I\'vegottoarrangetheflowersonthetablebeforehecomes。"
Hewentaway,andcamebackpresently,halfundressed,bringingtheshirt。"There\'sONEcomfort,"heremarked,pensively,assheworked。"I\'vegotthatcollaroff——forawhile,anyway。IwishIcouldgototablelikethis;Icouldstanditagooddealbetter。Doyouseemtobemakinganyheadwaywiththedangthing?"
"IthinkprobablyIcan——"
Downstairsthedoor-bellrang,andAlice\'sarmsjerkedwiththeshock。
"Golly!"herfathersaid。"Didyoustickyourfingerwiththatfoolneedle?"
Shegavehimablankstare。"He\'scome!"
Shewasnotmistaken,for,uponthelittleveranda,Russellstoodfacingthecloseddooratlast。However,itremainedclosedforaconsiderabletimeafterherang。Insidethehousethewarningsummonsofthebellwasimmediatelyfollowedbyanothersound,audibletoAliceandherfatherasacrashprecedingaseriesofmuffledfalls。Thencameadistantvoice,bitterincomplaint。
"Oh,Lord!"saidAdams。"What\'sthat?"
Alicewenttothetopofthefrontstairs,andhermotherappearedinthehallbelow。