Alice Adams

第11章

Nevertheless,AliceforgotaboutWalterforafewminutes。Sheclosedthedoor,wentintothe"living-room"absently,andstaredvaguelyatoneoftheoldbrown-plushrocking-chairsthere。Uponherforeheadwerethelittleshadowsofanapprehensivereverie,andherthoughtsoverlappedoneanotherinafretfuljumble。"Whatwillhethink?Theseoldchairs——they\'rehideous。I\'llscrubthosesoot-streaksonthecolumns:itwon\'tdoanygood,though。Thatlongcrackinthecolumn——nothingcanhelpit。Whatwillhethinkofpapa?Ihopemamawon\'ttalktoomuch。WhenhethinksofMildred\'shouse,orofHenrietta\'s,oranyof\'em,besidethis——Shesaidshe\'dbuyplentyofroses;thatoughttohelpsome。Nothingcouldbedoneaboutthesehorriblechairs:can\'ttake\'emupintheattic——aroom\'sgottohavechairs!Mighthaverentedsome。No;ifheevercomesagainhe\'dseetheyweren\'there。\'Ifheevercomesagain\'——oh,itwon\'tbeTHATbad!Butitwon\'tbewhatheexpects。I\'mresponsibleforwhatheexpects:heexpectsjustwhattheairsI\'veputonhavemadehimexpect。WhatdidIwanttoposesotohimfor——asifpapawereawealthymanandallthat?WhatWILLhethink?ThephotographoftheColosseum\'sarathergoodthing,though。Ithelpssome——asifwe\'dboughtitinRomeperhaps。Ihopehe\'llthinkso;hebelievesI\'vebeenabroad,ofcourse。Theothernighthesaid,\'YourememberthefeelingyougetintheSainte-Chapelle\'——There\'sanotherlieofmine,notsayingIdidn\'trememberbecauseI\'dneverbeenthere。

Whatmakesmedoit?PapaMUSTwearhiseveningclothes。ButWalter——"

Withthatsherecalledhermother\'sadmonition,andwentupstairstoWalter\'sdoor。Shetappeduponitwithherfingers。

"Timetogetup,Walter。Therestofushadbreakfastoverhalfanhourago,andit\'snearlyeighto\'clock。You\'llbelate。

HurrydownandI\'llhavesomecoffeeandtoastreadyforyou。"

Therecamenosoundfromwithintheroom,sosherappedlouder。

"Wakeup,Walter!"

Shecalledandrappedagain,withoutgettinganyresponse,andthen,findingthatthedooryieldedtoher,openeditandwentin。Walterwasnotthere。

Hehadbeenthere,however;hadsleptuponthebed,thoughnotinsidethecovers;andAlicesupposedhemusthavecomehomesolatethathehadbeentoosleepytotakeoffhisclothes。Nearthefootofthebedwasashallowclosetwherehekepthis"othersuit"andhiseveningclothes;andthedoorstoodopen,showingabarewall。Nothingwhateverwasinthecloset,andAlicewasrathersurprisedatthisforamoment。"That\'squeer,"shemurmured;andthenshedecidedthatwhenhewokehefoundtheclotheshehadsleptin"somussy"hehadputonhis"othersuit,"andhadgoneoutbeforebreakfastwiththemussedclothestohavethempressed,takinghiseveningthingswiththem。

Satisfiedwiththisexplanation,andfailingtoobservethatitdidnotaccountfortheabsenceofshoesfromtheclosetfloor,shenoddedabsently,"Yes,thatmustbeit";and,whenhermotherreturned,toldherthatWalterhadprobablybreakfasteddown-town。Theydidnotdelayoverthis;thecolouredwomanhadarrived,andthebasket\'sdisclosureswereimportant。

"IstoppedatWorlig\'sonthewayback,"saidMrs。Adams,flushedwithhurryandexcitement。"Iboughtacanofcaviarthere。Ithoughtwe\'dhavelittlesandwichesbroughtintothe\'living-room\'beforedinner,thewayyousaidtheydidwhenyouwenttothatdinneratthe——"

"ButIthinkthatwastogowithcocktails,mama,andofcoursewehaven\'t——"

"No,"Mrs。Adamssaid。"Still,Ithinkitwouldbenice。Wecanmakethemlookverydainty,onatray,andthewaitresscanbringthemin。Ithoughtwe\'dhavethesoupalreadyonthetable;andwecanwalkrightoutassoonaswehavethesandwiches,soitwon\'tgetcold。Then,afterthesoup,Malenasaysshecanmakesweetbreadpateswithmushrooms:andforthemeatcoursewe\'llhavelardedfillet。Malena\'sreallyafancycook,youknow,andshesaysshecandoanythinglikethattoperfection。We\'llhavepeaswiththefillet,andpotatoballsandBrusselssprouts。Brusselssproutsarefashionablenow,theytoldmeatmarket。Thenwillcomethechickensalad,andafterthattheice-cream——she\'sgoingtomakeanangel-foodcaketogowithit——andthencoffeeandcrackersandanewkindofcheeseI

gotatWorlig\'s,hesaysisveryfine。"

Alicewasalarmed。"Don\'tyouthinkperhapsit\'stoomuch,mama?"

"It\'sbettertohavetoomuchthantoolittle,"hermothersaid,cheerfully。"Wedon\'twanthimtothinkwe\'rethekindthatskimp。Lordknowswehavetoenough,though,mostofthetime!

Gettheflowersinwater,child。Ibought\'ematmarketbecausethey\'resomuchcheaperthere,butthey\'llkeepfreshandnice。

Youfix\'emanywayyouwant。Hurry!It\'sgottobeabusyday。"

Shehadboughtthreedozenlittleroses。Alicetookthemandbegantoarrangetheminvases,keepingthestemsseparatedasfaraspossiblesothattheclumpswouldlooklarger。Sheputhalfadozenineachofthreevasesinthe"living-room,"placingonevaseonthetableinthecenteroftheroom,andoneateachendofthemantelpiece。Thenshetooktherestoftherosestothedining-room;butshepostponedthearrangementofthemuntilthetableshouldbeset,justbeforedinner。Shewasthoughtful;

planningtodrythestemsandlaythemonthetableclothlikeavineofrosesrunninginadelicatedesign,ifshefoundthatthedozenandahalfshehadleftwereenoughforthat。Iftheyweren\'tshewouldarrangetheminavase。

Shelookedalongtimeatthelittlerosesinthebasinofwater,whereshehadputthem;thenshesighed,andwentawaytoheaviertasks,whilehermotherworkedinthekitchenwithMalena。Alicedustedthe"living-room"andthedining-roomvigorously,thoughallthetimewithalookthatgrewmoreandmorepensive;andhavingdustedeverything,shewipedthefurniture;rubbedithard。Afterthat,shewashedthefloorsandthewoodwork。

Emergingfromthekitchenatnoon,Mrs。Adamsfoundherdaughteronhandsandknees,scrubbingthebasesofthecolumnsbetweenthehallandthe"living-room。"

"Now,dearie,"shesaid,"youmustn\'ttireyourselfout,andyou\'dbettercomeandeatsomething。Yourfathersaidhe\'dgetabitedown-townto-day——hewasgoingdowntothebank——andWaltereatsdown-townallthetimelately,soIthoughtwewouldn\'tbothertosetthetableforlunch。Comeonandwe\'llhavesomethinginthekitchen。"

"No,"Alicesaid,dully,asshewentonwithhework。"Idon\'twantanything。"

Hermothercameclosertoher。"Why,what\'sthematter?"sheasked,briskly。"Youseemkindofpale,tome;andyoudon\'tlook——youdon\'tlookHAPPY。"

"Well——"Alicebegan,uncertainly,butsaidnomore。

"Seehere!"Mrs。Adamsexclaimed。"Thisisalljustforyou!

YououghttobeENJOYINGit。Why,it\'sthefirsttimewe\'ve——we\'veentertainedinIdon\'tknowhowlong!Iguessit\'salmostsincewehadthatlittlepartywhenyouwereeighteen。

What\'sthematterwithyou?"

"Nothing。Idon\'tknow。"

"But,dearie,aren\'tyoulookingFORWARDtothisevening?"

Thegirllookedup,showingapallidandsolemnface。"Oh,yes,ofcourse,"shesaid,andtriedtosmile。"Ofcoursewehadtodoit——Idothinkit\'llbenice。OfcourseI\'mlookingforwardtoit。"

CHAPTERXX

Shewasindeed"lookingforward"tothatevening,butinacloudofapprehension;and,althoughshecouldneverhaveguessedit,thiswasthesimultaneousconditionofanotherperson——noneotherthantheguestforwhosepleasuresomuchcookingandscrubbingseemedtobenecessary。Moreover,Mr。ArthurRussell\'spremonitionswerenoproductofmerecoincidence;neitherhadanymagicalsympathyproducedthem。Hisstateofmindwasrathertheresultofrougherundercurrentswhichhadallthetimebeenrunningbeneaththesurfaceofaromanticfriendship。

Nevershrewderthanwhensheanalyzedthegentlemen,Alicedidnotlibelhimwhenshesaidhewasoneofthosequietmenwhoareabitflirtatious,bywhichshemeantthathewasabit"susceptible,"thesamething——andhehadprovedhimselfsusceptibletoAliceuponhisfirstsightofher。"There!"hesaidtohimself。"Who\'sthat?"Andinthecrowdofgirlsathiscousin\'sdance,allstrangerstohim,shewastheonehewantedtoknow。

Sincethen,hissummereveningswithherhadbeenassecludedasif,forthreehoursafterthefallingofdusk,theytwohaddrawnapartfromtheworldtosomedearboweroftheirown。Thelittleverandawasthatglamorousnook,withafaintgoldenlightfallingthroughtheglassofthecloseddooruponAlice,anddarknesselsewhere,exceptfortheoneroundglobeofthestreetlampatthecorner。Thepeoplewhopassedalongthesidewalk,nowandthen,wereonlyshadowswithvoices,movingvaguelyunderthemapletreesthatloomedinobscurecontoursagainstthestars。So,asthetwosattogether,thebackoftheworldwasthewallandcloseddoorbehindthem;andRussell,whenhewasawayfromAlice,alwaysthoughtofherassittingtherebeforethecloseddoor。Aglamourwasaboutherthus,andaspelluponhim;buthehadaformlessanxietyneverputintowords:allthepicturesofherinhismindstoppedatthecloseddoor。

Hehadanotheranxiety;and,forthegreaterpart,thiswasofherowncreating。Shehadtoooftenaskedhim(nomatterhowgaily)whatheheardabouther,toooftenbeggedhimnottohearanything。Then,hopingtoforestallwhateverhemighthear,shehadbeenattoogreatpainstoaccountforit,todiscreditandmockit;and,thoughhelaughedatherforthis,tellinghertruthfullyhedidnotevenhearhermentioned,theeverlastingironythatdealswithallsuchhumanforefendingsprevailed。

Lately,hehadhalfconfessedtoherwhatanervousnessshehadproduced。"YoumakemedreadthedaywhenI\'llhearsomebodyspeakingofyou。You\'regettingmesoupsetaboutitthatifI

everhearanybodysomuchassaythename\'AliceAdams,\'I\'llrun!"Theconfessionwasbuthalfofonebecausehelaughed;andshetookitforanassuranceofloyaltyintheformofburlesque。

Shemisunderstood:helaughed,buthisnervousnesswasgenuine。

Afteranystrokeofevents,whetherahappyoneoracatastrophe,weseethatthematerialsforitwerealongtimegathering,andtheonlymarvelisthatthestrokewasnotprophesied。Whatboretheairoffatalcoincidencemayremainfatalindeed,tothislaterview;but,withthehaphazardaspectdispelled,thereisleftforscrutinythesameancienthintfromtheInfinitetotheeffectthatsinceeventshaveneveryetfailedtobelaw-abiding,perhapsitwerewellforustodeducethattheywillcontinuetobesountilfurthernotice……OnthedaythatwastoopenthecloseddoorinthebackgroundofhispicturesofAlice,Russelllunchedwithhisrelatives。Therewerebutthefourpeople,RussellandMildredandhermotherandfather,inthegreat,cooldining-room。

ArchedFrenchwindows,shadedbyawnings,admittedamellowlightandlookedoutuponagreenlawnendinginalongconservatory,whichrevealedthroughitsglasspanesacarnivalofplantsinluxuriantblossom。Fromhisseatatthetable,Russellglancedoutatthisprettydisplay,andinformedhiscousinsthathewassurprised。"Youhavesuchagloriousspreadofflowersalloverthehouse,"hesaid,"Ididn\'tsupposeyou\'dhaveanyleftoutyonder。Infact,Ididn\'tknowthereweresomanysplendidflowersintheworld。"

Mrs。Palmer,large,calm,fair,likeherdaughter,respondedwithamildreproach:"That\'sbecauseyouhaven\'tbeencousinlyenoughtogetusedtothem,Arthur。You\'vealmosttaughtustoforgetwhatyoulooklike。"

IndefenseRussellwavedahandtowardherhusband。"Yousee,he\'sbeguntokeepmesohardatwork——"

ButMr。Palmerdeclinedtheresponsibility。"Uptofourorfiveintheafternoon,perhaps,"hesaid。"Afterthat,theyounggentlemanisasmuchastrangertomeasheistomyfamily。

I\'vebeenwonderingwhoshecouldbe。"

"Whenaman\'spreoccupiedtheremustbealadythen?"Russellinquired。

"Thatseemstobetheviewofyoursex,"Mrs;Palmersuggested。

"Itwasmyhusbandwhosaidit,notMildredorI。"

Mildredsmiledfaintly。"Papamaybesingularinhisideas;theymaycomeentirelyfromhisownexperience,andhavenothingtodowithArthur。"

"Thankyou,Mildred,"hercousinsaid,bowingtohergratefully。

"Youseemtounderstandmycharacter——andyourfather\'squiteaswell!"

However,Mildredremainedgraveinthefaceofthiscustomarypleasantry,notbecausetheoldjest,wornround,likewhatprecededit,rolledinanoldgroove,butbecauseofsomepreoccupationofherown。Herfaintsmilehaddisappeared,and,ashercousin\'sglancemethers,shelookeddown;yetnotbeforehehadseeninhereyestheflickerofsomethinglikeaquestion——aquestionbothpoignantanddismayed。Hemayhaveunderstoodit;forhisownsmilevanishedatonceinfavourofareciprocalsolemnity。

"Yousee,Arthur,"Mrs。Palmersaid,"Mildredisalwaysagoodcousin。SheandIstandbyyou,evenifyoudostayawayfromusforweeksandweeks。"Then,observingthatheappearedtobesooccupiedwithabunchoficedgrapesuponhisplatethathehadnotheardher,shebegantotalktoherhusband,askinghimwhatwas"goingondown-town。"

Arthurcontinuedtoeathisgrapes,butheventuredtolookagainatMildredafterafewmoments。She,also,appearedtobeoccupiedwithabunchofgrapesthoughsheatenone,andonlypulledthemfromtheirstems。Shesatstraight,herfeaturesascomposedandpureasthoseofanewmarblesaintinacathedralniche;yetherdowncasteyesseemedtoconcealmanythoughts;andhercousin,againsthiswill,wasmoreawareofwhatthesethoughtsmightbethanoftheleisurelyconversationbetweenherfatherandmother。Allatonce,however,heheardsomethingthatstartledhim,andhelistened——andherewastheeffectofallAlice\'sforefendings;helistenedfromthefirstwithasinkingheart。

Mr。Palmer,mildlyamusedbywhathewastellinghiswife,hadjustspokenthewords,"thisVirgilAdams。"Whathehadsaidwas,"thisVirgilAdams——that\'stheman\'sname。Queercase。"

"Whotoldyou?"Mrs。Palmerinquired,notmuchinterested。

"AlfredLamb,"herhusbandanswered。"Hewaslaughingabouthisfather,attheclub。Youseetheoldgentlemantakesagreatprideinhisjudgmentofmen,andalwaysboastedtohissonsthathe\'dneverinhislifemadeamistakeintrustingthewrongman。

NowAlfredandJamesAlbert,Junior,thinktheyhaveagreatjokeonhim;andthey\'vetwittedhimsomuchaboutithe\'llscarcelyspeaktothem。Fromthefirst,Alfredsays,theoldchap\'sonlyreparteewas,\'Youwaitandyou\'llsee!\'Andthey\'veaskedhimsooftentoshowthemwhatthey\'regoingtoseethathewon\'tsayanythingatall!"

"He\'safunnyoldfellow,"Mrs。Palmerobserved。"Buthe\'ssoshrewdIcan\'timaginehisbeingdeceivedforsuchalongtime。

Twentyyears,yousaid?"

"Yes,longerthanthat,Iunderstand。Itappearswhenthisman——thisAdams——wasayoungclerk,theoldgentlemantrustedhimwithoneofhisbusinesssecrets,aglueprocessthatMr。Lambhadspentsomemoneytogetholdof。TheoldchapthoughtthisAdamswasgoingtohavequiteafuturewiththeLambconcern,andofcourseneverdreamedhewasdishonest。AlfredsaysthisAdamshasn\'tbeenofanyrealuseforyears,andtheyshouldhavelethimgoasdeadwood,buttheoldgentlemanwouldn\'thearofit,andinsistedonhisbeingkeptonthepayroll;sotheyjustdecidedtolookonitasasortofpension。Well,onemorninglastMarchthemanhadanattackofsomesortdownthere,andMr。

Lambgothisowncaroutandwenthomewithhim,himself,andworriedabouthimandwenttoseehimnoend,allthetimehewasill。"

"Hewould,"Mrs。Palmersaid,approvingly。"He\'sakind-heartedcreature,thatoldman。"

Herhusbandlaughed。"Alfredsayshethinkshiskind-heartednessisaboutcured!Itseemsthatassoonasthemangotwellagainhedeliberatelywalkedoffwiththeoldgentleman\'sgluesecret。

Justcalmlystoleit!Alfredsayshebelievesthatifhehadastrokeintheofficenow,himself,hisfatherwouldn\'tliftafingertohelphim!"

Mrs。Palmerrepeatedthenametoherselfthoughtfully。

"\'Adams\'——\'VirgilAdams。\'YousaidhisnamewasVirgilAdams?"

"Yes。"

Shelookedatherdaughter。"Why,youknowwhothatis,Mildred,"shesaid,casually。"It\'sthatAliceAdams\'sfather,isn\'tit?Wasn\'thisnameVirgilAdams?"

"Ithinkitis,"Mildredsaid。

Mrs。Palmerturnedtowardherhusband。"You\'veseenthisAliceAdamshere。Mr。Lamb\'spetswindlermustbeherfather。"

Mr。Palmerpassedasmoothhandoverhisneatgrayhair,whichwasnotdisturbedbythisefforttostimulaterecollection。"Oh,yes,"hesaid。"Ofcourse——certainly。Quiteagood-lookinggirl——oneofMildred\'sfriends。Howqueer!"

Mildredlookedup,asifinalittlealarm,butdidnotspeak。

Hermothersetmattersstraight。"FathersAREamusing,"shesaidsmilinglytoRussell,whowaslookingather,thoughhowfixedlyshedidnotnotice;forsheturnedfromhimatoncetoenlightenherhusband。"EverygirlwhomeetsMildred,andtriestopushtheacquaintancebycominghereuntilthepoorchildhastohide,isn\'taFRIENDofhers,mydear!"

Mildred\'seyesweredowncastagain,andafaintcolourroseinhercheeks。"Oh,Ishouldn\'tputitquitethatwayaboutAliceAdams,"shesaid,inalowvoice。"Isawsomethingofherforatime。She\'snotunattractiveinaway。"

Mrs。PalmersettledthewholecaseofAlicecarelessly。"A

pushingsortofgirl,"shesaid。"Averypushinglittleperson。"

"I——"Mildredbegan;and,afterhesitating,concluded,"I

ratherdroppedher。"

"Fortunateyou\'vedoneso,"herfatherremarked,cheerfully。

"EspeciallysincevariousmembersoftheLambconnectionareherefrequently。Theymightn\'tthinkyou\'dshowgreattactinhavingherabouttheplace。"Helaughed,andturnedtohiscousin。

"Allthisisn\'tveryinterestingtopoorArthur。Howterriblepeoplearewithanewcomerinatown;theytalkasifheknewallabouteverybody!"

"Butwedon\'tknowanythingaboutthesequeerpeople,ourselves,"

saidMrs。Palmer。"Weknowsomethingaboutthegirl,ofcourse——sheusedtobeabittooconspicuous,infact!However,asyousay,wemightfindasubjectmoreinterestingforArthur。"

Shesmiledwhimsicallyupontheyoungman。"Tellthetruth,"shesaid。"Don\'tyoufairlydetestgoingintobusinesswiththattyrantyonder?"

"What?Yes——Ibegyourpardon!"hestammered。

"Youwereright,"Mrs。Palmersaidtoherhusband。"You\'veboredhimso,talkingaboutthievishclerks,hecan\'tevenansweranhonestquestion。"

ButRussellwasbeginningtorecoverhisoutwardcomposure。"Trymeagain,"hesaid。"I\'mafraidIwasthinkingofsomethingelse。"

Thiswasthebesthefoundtosay。Therewasapartofhimthatwantedtoprotestanddeny,buthehadnotheatenough,inthechillthathadcomeuponhim。Herewasthefirst"mention"ofAlice,andwithitthereasonwhyitwasthefirst:Mr。Palmerhaddifficultyinrecallingher,andshehappenedtobespokenof,onlybecauseherfather\'sbetrayalofabenefactor\'strusthadbeensopeculiarlyatrociousthat,intheviewofthebenefactor\'sfamily,itcontainedenoughoftheelementofhumourtowarrantamildlaughataclub。Therewasthedeadlinessofthestory:itslackofmalice,evenofresentment。DeadlierstillwereMrs。Palmer\'sphrases:"apushingsortofgirl,""averypushinglittleperson,"and"usedtobeabitTOO

conspicuous,infact。"Butshespokeplacidlyandbychance;

beingasobviouslywithoutunkindlymotiveasMr。PalmerwaswhenherelatedthecauseofAlfredLamb\'samusement。Heropinionoftheobscureyoungladymomentarilyhertopichadbeenexpressed,moreover,toherhusband,andatherowntable。Shesatthere,large,kind,serene——aprotestmightastonishbutcouldnotchangeher;andRussell,crumplinginhisstrainedfingersthelace-edgedlittlewebofanapkinonhisknee,foundheartenoughtogrowred,butnotenoughtochallengeher。

Shenoticedhiscolour,andattributedittotheembarrassmentofascrupulouslygallantgentlemancaughtinalapseofattentiontoalady。"Don\'tbedisturbed,"shesaid,benevolently。

"Peoplearen\'texpectedtolistenallthetimetotheirrelatives。Ahighcolour\'sverybecomingtoyou,Arthur;butitreallyisn\'tnecessarybetweencousins。Youcanalwaysbeinformalenoughwithustolistenonlywhenyoucareto。"

Hiscomplexioncontinuedtoberuddierthanusual,however,throughoutthemeal,andwasstillsomewhattintedwhenMrs。

Palmerrose。"Theman\'sbringingyoucigaretteshere,"shesaid,noddingtothetwogentlemen。"We\'llgiveyouachancetodothesordidkindoftalkingweknowyoureallylike。Afterwhile,Mildredwillshowyouwhat\'sinbloominthehothouse,ifyouwish,Arthur。"

Mildredfollowedher,and,whentheywerealoneinanotherofthespaciousrooms,wenttoawindowandlookedout,whilehermotherseatedherselfnearthecenteroftheroominagiltarmchair,mellowedwitholdAubussontapestry。Mrs。Palmerlookedthoughtfullyatherdaughter\'sback,butdidnotspeaktoheruntilcoffeehadbeenbroughtforthem。

"Thanks,"Mildredsaid,notturning,"Idon\'tcareforanycoffee,Ibelieve。"

"No?"Mrs。Palmersaid,gently。"I\'mafraidourgood-lookingcousinwon\'tthinkyou\'reverytalkative,Mildred。Youspokeonlyabouttwiceatlunch。Ishouldn\'tcareforhimtogettheideayou\'repiquedbecausehe\'scomeheresolittlelately,shouldyou?"

"No,Ishouldn\'t,"Mildredansweredinalowvoice,andwiththatsheturnedquickly,andcametositnearhermother。"Butit\'swhatIamafraidof!Mama,didyounoticehowredhegot?"

"Youmeanwhenhewascaughtnotlisteningtoaquestionofmine?

Yes;it\'sverybecomingtohim。"

"Mama,Idon\'tthinkthatwasthereason。Idon\'tthinkitwasbecausehewasn\'tlistening,Imean。"

"No?"

"Ithinkhiscolourandhisnotlisteningcamefromthesamereason,"Mildredsaid,andalthoughshehadcometositnearhermother,shedidnotlookather。"Ithinkithappenedbecauseyouandpapa——"Shestopped。

"Yes?"Mrs。Palmersaid,good-naturedly,toprompther。"YourfatherandIdidsomethingembarrassing?"

"Mama,itwasbecauseofthosethingsthatcameoutaboutAliceAdams。"

"HowcouldthatbotherArthur?Doesheknowher?"

"Don\'tyouremember?"thedaughterasked。"ThedayaftermydanceImentionedhowoddIthoughtitwasinhim——Iwasalittledisappointedinhim。I\'dbeenseeingthathemeteverybody,ofcourse,butshewastheonlygirlHEaskedtomeet;andhediditassoonashenoticedher。Ihadn\'tmeanttohavehimmeether——infact,IwasrathersorryI\'dfeltIhadtoaskher,becausesheoh,well,she\'sthesortthat\'triesforthenewman,\'ifshehashalfachance;andsometimestheyseemquitefascinated——foratime,thatis。IthoughtArthurwasaboveallthat;orattheveryleastIgavehimcreditforbeingtoosophisticated。"

"Isee,"Mrs。Palmersaid,thoughtfully。"Iremembernowthatyouspokeofit。Yousaiditseemedalittlepeculiar,butofcourseitreallywasn\'t:a\'newman\'hasnothingtogoby,excepthisownfirstimpressions。Youcan\'tblamepoorArthur——she\'squiteapiquantlookinglittleperson。Youthinkhe\'sseensomethingofhersincethen?"

Mildrednoddedslowly。"Ineverdreamedsuchathingtillyesterday,andeventhenIratherdoubtedit——tillhegotsored,justnow!Iwassurprisedwhenheaskedtomeether,buthejustdancedwithheronceanddidn\'tmentionherafterward;Iforgotallaboutit——infact,IvirtuallyforgotallaboutHER。I\'dseenquitealittleofher——"

"Yes,"saidMrs。Palmer。"Shedidkeepcominghere!"

"ButI\'djustaboutdecidedthatitreallywouldn\'tdo,"Mildredwenton。"Sheisn\'t——well,Ididn\'tadmireher。"

"No,"hermotherassented,andevidentlyfollowedadirectconnectionofthoughtinaspeechapparentlyirrelevant。"I

understandtheyoungMalonewantstomarryHenrietta。Ihopeshewon\'t;heseemsratheragrosstypeofperson。"

"Oh,he\'sjustone,"Mildredsaid。"Idon\'tknowthatheandAliceAdamswereeverengaged——shenevertoldmeso。Shemaynothavebeenengagedtoanyofthem;shewasjustenoughamongtheothergirlstogettalkedabout——andoneofthereasonsIfeltalittleinclinedtobenicetoherwasthattheyseemedtoberatheredgingheroutofthecircle。Itwasn\'tlongbeforeIsawtheywereright,though。IhappenedtomentionIwasgoingtogiveadanceandshepretendedtotakeitasamatterofcoursethatImeanttoinviteherbrother——atleast,Ithoughtshepretended;shemayhavereallybelievedit。Atanyrate,Ihadtosendhimacard;butIdidn\'tintendtobeletinforthatsortofthingagain,ofcourse。She\'swhatyousaid,\'pushing\';

thoughI\'mawfullysorryyousaidit。"

"Whyshouldn\'tIhavesaidit,mydear?"

"OfcourseIdidn\'tsay\'shouldn\'t。\'"Mildredexplained,gravely。"ImeantonlythatI\'msorryithappened。"

"Yes;butwhy?"

"Mama"——Mildredturnedtoher,leaningforwardandspeakinginaloweredvoice——"Mama,atfirstthechangewassolittleitseemedasifArthurhardlyknewithimself。He\'dbeenlovelytomealways,andhewasstilllovelytomebut——oh,well,you\'veunderstood——aftermydanceitwasmoreasifitwasjusthisnatureandhistrainingtobelovelytome,ashewouldbetoeveryoneakindofpoliteness。He\'dneversaidheCAREDforme,butafterthatIcouldseehedidn\'t。Itwasclear——afterthat。

Ididn\'tknowwhathadhappened;Icouldn\'tthinkofanythingI\'ddone。Mama——itwasAliceAdams。"

Mrs。Palmersetherlittlecoffee-cupuponthetablebesideher,calmlyfollowingherownmotionwithhereyes,andnotseemingtorealizewithwhatseriousentreatyherdaughter\'sgazewasfixeduponher。Mildredrepeatedthelastsentenceofherrevelation,andintroducedastressofinsistence。

"Mama,itWASAliceAdams!"

ButMrs。Palmerdeclinedtobegreatlyimpressed,sofarasherappearancewent,atleast;andtoemphasizeherrefusal,shesmiledindulgently。"Whatmakesyouthinkso?"

"Henriettatoldmeyesterday。"

AtthisMrs。Palmerpermittedherselftolaughsoftlyaloud。

"Goodheavens!IsHenriettaasoothsayer?OrissheArthur\'sparticularconfidante?"

"No。EllaDowlingtoldher。"

Mrs。Palmer\'slaughtercontinued。"Nowwehaveit!"sheexclaimed。"It\'sagameofgossip:ArthurtellsElla,EllatellsHenrietta,andHenriettatells——"

"Don\'tlaugh,please,mama,"Mildredbegged。"OfcourseArthurdidn\'ttellanybody。It\'sroundaboutenough,butit\'strue。I

knowit!Ihadn\'tquitebelievedit,butIknewitwastruewhenhegotsored。Helooked——oh,forasecondorsohelooked——stricken!HethoughtIdidn\'tnoticeit。Mama,he\'sbeentoseeheralmosteveryeveninglately。Theytakelongwalkstogether。That\'swhyhehasn\'tbeenhere。"

OfMrs。Palmer\'slaughtertherewasleftonlyherindulgentsmile,whichshehadnotallowedtovanish。"Well,whatofit?"

shesaid。

"Mama!"

"Yes,"saidMrs。Palmer。"Whatofit?"

"Butdon\'tyousee?"Mildred\'swell-tutoredvoice,thoughmodulatedandrepressedeveninherpresentemotion,neverthelesshadatendencytoquaver。"It\'strue。FrankDowlingwasgoingtoseeheroneeveningandhesawArthursittingonthestoopwithher,anddidn\'tgoin。AndEllausedtogotoschoolwithagirlwholivesacrossthestreetfromhere。ShetoldElla——"

"Oh,Iunderstand,"Mrs。Palmerinterrupted。"Supposehedoesgothere。Mydear,Isaid,\'Whatofit?\'"

"Idon\'tseewhatyoumean,mama。I\'msoafraidhemightthinkweknewaboutit,andthatyouandpapasaidthosethingsaboutherandherfatheronthataccount——asifweabusedthembecausehegoesthereinsteadofcominghere。"

"Nonsense!"Mrs。Palmerrose,wenttoawindow,and,turningthere,stoodwithherbacktoit,facingherdaughterandlookingathercheerfully。"Nonsense,mydear!Itwasperfectlyclearthatshewasmentionedbyaccident,andsowasherfather。Whatanextraordinaryman!IfArthurmakesfriendswithpeoplelikethat,hecertainlyknowsbetterthantoexpecttohearfavourableopinionsofthem。Besides,it\'sonlyalittlepassingthingwithhim。"

"Mama!Whenhegoestherealmostevery——"

"Yes,"Mrs。Palmersaid,dryly。"ItseemstomeI\'veheardsomewherethatotheryoungmenhavegonethere\'almostevery!\'

Shedoesn\'tlast,apparently。Arthur\'sgallant,andhe\'simpressionable——buthe\'sfastidious,andfastidiousnessisalwaysthecheckonimpressionableness。Agirlbelongstoherfamily,too——andthisonedoesespecially,itstrikesme!

Arthur\'sverysensible;heseesmorethanyou\'dthink。"

Mildredlookedatherhopefully。"Thenyoudon\'tbelievehe\'slikelytoimaginewesaidthosethingsofherinanymeaningway?"

Atthis,Mrs。Palmerlaughedagain。"There\'sonethingyouseemnottohavenoticed,Mildred。"

"What\'sthat?"

"Itseemstohaveescapedyourattentionthatheneversaidaword。"

"Mightn\'tthatmean——?"Mildredbegan,butshestopped。

"No,itmightn\'t,"hermotherreplied,comprehendingeasily。"Onthecontrary,itmightmeanthatinsteadofhisfeelingittoodeeplytospeak,hewasgettingalittleillumination。"

Mildredroseandcametoher。"WHYdoyousupposehenevertoldushewentthere?Doyouthinkhe\'s——doyouthinkhe\'spleasedwithher,andyetashamedofit?WHYdoyousupposehe\'sneverspokenofit?"

"Ah,that,"Mrs。Palmersaid,——"thatmightpossiblybeherowndoing。Ifitis,she\'swellpaidbywhatyourfatherandIsaid,becausewewouldn\'thavesaiditifwe\'dknownthatArthur——"

Shecheckedherselfquickly。Lookingoverherdaughter\'sshoulder,shesawthetwogentlemencomingfromthecorridortowardthewidedoorwayoftheroom;andshegreetedthemcheerfully。"Ifyou\'vefinishedwitheachotherforawhile,"

sheadded,"Arthurmayfinditarelieftoputhisthoughtsonsomethingprettierthanatrustcompany——andmorefragrant。"

ArthurcametoMildred。

"Yourmothersaidatlunchthatperhapsyou\'d——"

"Ididn\'tsay\'perhaps,\'Arthur,"Mrs。Palmerinterrupted,tocorrecthim。"Isaidshewould。Ifyoucaretoseeandsmellthoselovelythingsoutyonder,she\'llshowthemtoyou。Runalong,children!"

Halfanhourlater,glancingfromawindow,shesawthemcomefromthehothousesandslowlycrossthelawn。Arthurhadafineroseinhisbuttonholeandlookedprofoundlythoughtful。

CHAPTERXXI

Thatmorningandnoonhadbeenwarm,thoughthestirringsofafeeblebreezemadeweathernotflagrantlyintemperate;butataboutthreeo\'clockintheafternoontherecameoutofthesouthwestaheatlikeanafflictionsentuponanaccursedpeople,andtheairwassoondeadofit。Drippingnegroditch-diggerswhoopedwithsatirespraisinghellandhotweather,asthetossingshovelsflickereduptothestreetlevel,wheresluggishmalepedestrianscarriedcoatsuponhotarms,andfannedthemselveswithstrawhats,or,remainingcovered,woresoakedhandkerchiefsbetweenscalpandstraw。Clerksdroopedinsilent,bigdepartmentstores,stenographersinofficeskeptasclosetoelectricfansastheinterveningbulkoftheiremployerswouldletthem;guestsinhotelsleftthelobbiesandwenttolieuncladupontheirbeds;whileinhospitalsthepatientsmurmuredquerulouslyagainsttheheat,andperhapsagainstsomenoisymotoristwhostrovetofeeltheairbysplittingit,nottroubledbyanyfore-bodingthathe,too,thathournextweek,mightneedquietnearahospital。The"hotspell"wasatruespell,oneuponmen\'sspirits;foritwassohotthat,insuburbanoutskirts,golferscreptslowlybackoverthelowundulationsoftheirclublands,abandoningtheirmatchesandreturningtoshelter。

Evenonsuchaday,sizzlingworkhadtobedone,asinwinter。

Therewereglowingfurnacestobestoked,liquidmetalstobepoured;butsuchtasksfoundseasonedmenstandingtothem;andinallthecityprobablynobravesoulchallengedtheheatmoregamelythanMrs。Adamsdid,when,inacornerofhersmallandfierykitchen,wherealldaylongherhiredAfricanimmunecookedfiercely,shepressedherhusband\'seveningclotheswithahotiron。Nodoubtsheriskedherlife,butsheriskeditcheerfullyinsogoodandnecessaryaserviceforhim。Shewouldhavegivenherlifeforhimatanytime,andbothhisandherownforherchildren。

Unconsciousofherownheroism,shewassurprisedtofindherselfratherfaintwhenshefinishedherironing。However,shetookhearttobelievethattheclotheslookedbetter,inspiteofoneortwoscorchedplaces;andshecarriedthemupstairstoherhusband\'sroombeforeincreasingblindnessforcedhertogropeforthenearestchair。Then,tryingtoriseandwalk,withouthavingsufficientlyrecovered,shehadtositdownagain;butafteralittlewhileshewasabletogetuponherfeet;and,keepingherhandagainstthewall,movedsuccessfullytothedoorofherownroom。Hereshewavered;mighthavegonedown,hadshenotbeenstimulatedbythethoughtofhowmuchdependeduponher;——shemadeafinalgreateffort,andflounderedacrosstheroomtoherbureau,whereshekeptsomesimplerestoratives。

Theyservedherneed,orherfaithinthemdid;andshereturnedtoherwork。

Shewentdownthestairs,keepingastilltremuloushandupontherail;butshesmiledbrightlywhenAlicelookedupfrombelow,wherethewoodworkwasagainbeingtormentedwithsuperfluousattentions。

"Alice,DON\'T!"hermothersaid,commiseratingly。"Youdidallthatthismorninganditlookslovely。What\'stheuseofwearingyourselfoutonit?Yououghttobelyingdown,so\'stolookfreshforto-night。"

"Hadn\'tyoubetterliedownyourself?"thedaughterreturned。

"Areyouill,mama?"

"Certainlynot。Whatintheworldmakesyouthinkso?"

"Youlookprettypale,"Alicesaid,andsighedheavily。"Itmakesmeashamed,havingyouworksohard——forme。"

"Howfoolish!Ithinkit\'sfun,gettingreadytoentertainalittleagain,likethis。Ionlywishithadn\'tturnedsohot:

I\'mafraidyourpoorfather\'llsuffer——histhingsareprettyheavy,Inoticed。Well,it\'lldohimgoodtobearsomethingforstyle\'ssakethisonce,anyhow!"Shelaughed,andcomingtoAlice,bentdownandkissedher。"Dearie,"shesaid,tenderly,"wouldn\'tyoupleaseslipupstairsnowandtakejustalittleteenynaptopleaseyourmother?"

ButAlicerespondedonlybymovingherheadslowly,intokenofrefusal。

"Do!"Mrs。Adamsurged。"Youdon\'twanttolookwornout,doyou?"

"I\'llLOOKallright,"Alicesaid,huskily。"DoyoulikethewayI\'vearrangedthefurniturenow?I\'vetriedallthedifferentwaysit\'llgo。"

"It\'slovely,"hermothersaid,admiringly。"Ithoughtthelastwayyouhaditwaspretty,too。Butyouknowbest;Ineverknewanybodywithsomuchtaste。Ifyou\'donlyjustquitnow,andtakealittlerest——"

"There\'dhardlybetime,evenifIwantedto;it\'safterfivebutIcouldn\'t;really,Icouldn\'t。HowdoyouthinkwecanmanageaboutWalter——toseethathewearshiseveningthings,Imean?"

Mrs。Adamspondered。"I\'mafraidhe\'llmakealotofobjections,onaccountoftheweatherandeverything。Iwishwe\'dhadachancetotellhimlastnightorthismorning。I\'dhavetelephonedtohimthisafternoonexcept——well,Iscarcelyliketocallhimupatthatplace,sinceyourfather——"

"No,ofcoursenot,mama。"

"IfWaltergetshomelate,"Mrs。Adamswenton,"I\'lljustslipoutandspeaktohim,incaseMr。Russell\'sherebeforehecomes。I\'lljusttellhimhe\'sgottohurryandgethisthingson。"

"Maybehewon\'tcomehometodinner,"Alicesuggested,ratherhopefully。"Sometimeshedoesn\'t。"

"No;Ithinkhe\'llbehere。Whenhedoesn\'tcomeheusuallytelephonesbythistimetosaynottowaitforhim;he\'sverythoughtfulaboutthat。Well,itreallyisgettinglate:Imustgoandtellhersheoughttobepreparingherfillet。Dearie,DO

restalittle。"

"You\'dmuchbetterdothatyourself,"Alicecalledafterher,butMrs。Adamsshookherheadcheerily,notpausingonherwaytothefierykitchen。

Alicecontinuedheruselesslaboursforatime;thencarriedherbuckettotheheadofthecellarstairway,wheresheleftituponthetopstep;and,closingthedoor,returnedtothe"living-room;"Againshechangedthepositionsoftheoldplushrocking-chairs,movingthemintothecornerswhereshethoughttheymightbeleastnoticeable;andwhilethusengagedshewasstartledbyaloudringingofthedoor-bell。Foramomentherfacewaspanic-stricken,andshestoodstaring,thensherealizedthatRussellwouldnotarriveforanotherhour,attheearliest,andrecoveringherequipoise,wenttothedoor。

Waitingthere,inalanguidattitude,wasayoungcolouredwoman,withasmallbundleunderherarmandsomethingmalleableinhermouth。"Listen,"shesaid。"Youfolksexpectin\'acolouredlady?"

"No,"saidAlice。"Especiallynotatthefrontdoor。"

"Listen,"thecolouredwomansaidagain。"Listen。Say,listen。

Ain\'ttheyanothercolouredladyawreadyherebytheday?

Listen。Ain\'tMizMalenaBurnsherebythedaythisevenin\'?

Say,listen。ThisthenumberhouseshegiveME。"

"Areyouthewaitress?"Aliceasked,dismally。

"Yes\'m,ifMalenahere。"

"Malenaishere,"Alicesaid,andhesitated;butshedecidednottosendthewaitresstothebackdoor;itmightbearisk。Sheletherin。"What\'syourname?"

"Me?I\'mname\'Gertrude。MissGertrudeCollamus。"

"Didyoubringacapandapron?"

Gertrudetookthelittlebundlefromunderherarm。"Yes\'m。I\'mallfix\'。"

"I\'vealreadysetthetable,"Alicesaid。"I\'llshowyouwhatwewantdone。"

Sheledthewaytothedining-room,and,afterofferingsomeinstructionthere,receivedbyGertrudewithlanguorandaslowlymovingjaw,shetookherintothekitchen,wherethecapandapronwereputon。Theeffectwasnotfortunate;Gertrude\'seyeswerenoticeablybloodshot,anafflictionmademoreapparentbythewhitecap;andAlicedrewhermotherapart,whisperinganxiously,"Doyousupposeit\'stoolatetogetsomeoneelse?"

"I\'mafraiditis,"Mrs。Adamssaid。"MalenasaysitwashardenoughtogetHER!Youhavetopaythemsomuchthattheyonlyworkwhentheyfeellikeit。"

"Mama,couldyouaskhertowearhercapstraighter?Everytimeshemovesherheadshegetsitononeside,andherskirt\'stoolongbehindandtooshortinfront——andoh,I\'veNEVERseensuchFEET!"Alicelaugheddesolately。"AndsheMUSTquitthatterriblechewing!"

"Nevermind;I\'llgettoworkwithher。I\'llstraightenheroutallIcan,dearie;don\'tworry。"Mrs。Adamspattedherdaughter\'sshoulderencouragingly。"NowYOUcan\'tdoanotherthing,andifyoudon\'trunandbegindressingyouwon\'tbeready。It\'llonlytakemeaminutetodress,myself,andI\'llbedownlongbeforeyouwill。Run,darling!I\'lllookaftereverything。"

Alicenoddedvaguely,wentuptoherroom,and,afteronlyamomentwithhermirror,broughtfromherclosetthedressofwhiteorgandieshehadwornthenightwhenshemetRussellforthefirsttime。Shelaiditcarefullyuponherbed,andbegantomakereadytoputiton。Hermothercamein,halfanhourlater,to"fasten"her。

"I\'Malldressed,"Mrs。Adamssaid,briskly。"Ofcourseitdoesn\'tmatter。Hewon\'tknowwhattherestofusevenlooklike:Howcouldhe?IknowI\'manoldSIGHT,butallIwantistolookrespectable。DoI?"

"Youlooklikethebestwomanintheworld;that\'sall!"Alicesaid,withalittlegulp。

Hermotherlaughedandgaveherafinalscrutiny。"Youmightusejustatinybitmorecolour,dearie——I\'mafraidtheexcitement\'smadeyoualittlepale。AndyouMUSTbrightenup!There\'ssortofalookinyoureyesasifyou\'dgotinatranceandcouldn\'tgetout。You\'vehaditallday。Imustrun:yourfatherwantsmetohelphimwithhisstuds。Walterhasn\'tcomeyet,butI\'lllookafterhim;don\'tworry,AndyoubetterHURRY,dearie,ifyou\'regoingtotakeanytimefixingtheflowersonthetable。"

Shedeparted,whileAlicesatatthemirroragain,tofollowheradviceconcerninga"tinybitmorecolour。"Beforeshehadfinished,herfatherknockedatthedoor,and,whensheresponded,camein。Hewasdressedintheclotheshiswifehadpressed;buthehadlostsubstantiallyinweightsincetheyweremadeforhim;noonewouldhavethoughtthattheyhadbeenpressed。Theyhungfromhimvoluminously,seemingtobetheclothesofalargerman。

"Yourmother\'sgonedownstairs,"hesaid,inavoiceofdistress。

"OneofthebuttonholesinmyshirtistoolargeandIcan\'tkeepthedangthingfastened。_I_don\'tknowwhattodoaboutit!I

onlygotoneotherwhiteshirt,andit\'skindofruined:ItrieditbeforeIdidthisone。Doyous\'poseyoucoulddoanything?"

"I\'llsee,"shesaid。

"Mycollar\'sgotafrayededge,"hecomplained,assheexaminedhistroublesomeshirt。"It\'sagooddeallikewearingasaw;butIexpectit\'llwiltdownflatprettysoon,andnotbothermelong。I\'mliabletowiltdownflat,myself,Iexpect;Idon\'tknowasIrememberanysuchhotnightinthelasttenortwelveyears。"Heliftedhisheadandsniffedtheflaccidair,whichwasladenwithaheavyodour。"My,butthatsmellisprettystrong!"hesaid。

"Standstill,please,papa,"Alicebeggedhim。"Ican\'tseewhat\'sthematterifyoumovearound。Howabsurdyouareaboutyouroldgluesmell,papa!Thereisn\'tavestigeofit,ofcourse。"

"Ididn\'tmeanglue,"heinformedher。"Imeancabbage。Isthatfashionablenow,tohavecabbagewhenthere\'scompanyfordinner?"

"Thatisn\'tcabbage,papa。It\'sBrusselssprouts。"

"Oh,isit?Idon\'tminditmuch,becauseitkeepsthatgluesmelloffme,butit\'sfairlystrong。Iexpectyoudon\'tnoticeitsomuchbecauseyoubeeninthehousewithitallalong,andgotusedtoitwhileitwasgrowing。"

"Itisprettydreadful,"Alicesaid。"Areallthewindowsopendownstairs?"

"I\'llgodownandsee,ifyou\'lljustfixthatholeupforme。"

"I\'mafraidIcan\'t,"shesaid。"Notunlessyoutakeyourshirtoffandbringittome。I\'llhavetosewtheholesmaller。"

"Oh,well,I\'llgoaskyourmotherto——"

"No,"saidAlice。"She\'sgoteverythingonherhands。Runandtakeitoff。Hurry,papa;I\'vegottoarrangetheflowersonthetablebeforehecomes。"

Hewentaway,andcamebackpresently,halfundressed,bringingtheshirt。"There\'sONEcomfort,"heremarked,pensively,assheworked。"I\'vegotthatcollaroff——forawhile,anyway。IwishIcouldgototablelikethis;Icouldstanditagooddealbetter。Doyouseemtobemakinganyheadwaywiththedangthing?"

"IthinkprobablyIcan——"

Downstairsthedoor-bellrang,andAlice\'sarmsjerkedwiththeshock。

"Golly!"herfathersaid。"Didyoustickyourfingerwiththatfoolneedle?"

Shegavehimablankstare。"He\'scome!"

Shewasnotmistaken,for,uponthelittleveranda,Russellstoodfacingthecloseddooratlast。However,itremainedclosedforaconsiderabletimeafterherang。Insidethehousethewarningsummonsofthebellwasimmediatelyfollowedbyanothersound,audibletoAliceandherfatherasacrashprecedingaseriesofmuffledfalls。Thencameadistantvoice,bitterincomplaint。

"Oh,Lord!"saidAdams。"What\'sthat?"

Alicewenttothetopofthefrontstairs,andhermotherappearedinthehallbelow。

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