Alice Adams

第7章

ThefineoldgentlemanrevealedwhensheopenedthedoorwasprobablythelastgreatmerchantinAmericatowearthechinbeard。Whiteaswhitefrost,itwastrimmedshortwithexquisiteprecision,whilehisupperlipandthelowerexpansesofhischeekswerecleanandrosyfromfreshshaving。Withthistrimwhitechinbeard,thewhitewaistcoat,thewhitetie,thesuitoffinegraycloth,thebroadandbrilliantlypolishedblackshoes,andthewide-brimmedgrayfelthat,herewasamanwhohadfoundhisstyleintheseventiesofthelastcentury,andthenceforthkeptit。Filesofoldmagazinesofthatperiodmightshowhim,inwoodcut,as,"TypeofBostonMerchant";Nastmighthavedrawnhimasanhoneststatesman。Hewaseighty,haleandsturdy,notaged;andhisquickblueeyes,stillunflecked,andasbriskasaboy\'s,saweverything。

"Well,well,well!"hesaid,heartily。"Youhaven\'tlostanyofyourgoodlookssincelastweek,Isee,MissAlice,soIguessI\'mtotakeityouhaven\'tbeenworryingoveryourdaddy。Theyoungfeller\'sgettingalongallright,ishe?"

"He\'smuchbetter;he\'ssittingup,Mr。Lamb。Won\'tyoucomein?"

"Well,Idon\'tknowbutImight。"Heturnedtocalltowardtwindisksoflightatthecurb,"Beoutinaminute,Billy";andthesilhouetteofachauffeurstandingbesideacarcouldbeseentosaluteinresponse,astheoldgentlemansteppedintothehall。

"Youdon\'tsupposeyourdaddy\'sreceivingcallersyet,ishe?"

"He\'sagooddealstrongerthanhewaswhenyouwereherelastweek,butI\'mafraidhe\'snotverypresentable,though。"

"\'Presentable?\'"Theoldmanechoedherjovially。"Pshaw!I\'veseenlotsofsickfolks。_I_knowwhattheylooklikeandhowtheylovetokindofnestinamongapileofoldblanketsandwrappers。Don\'tyouworryaboutTHAT,MissAlice,ifyouthinkhe\'dliketoseeme。"

"Ofcoursehewould——if——"Alicehesitated;thensaidquickly,"

Ofcoursehe\'dlovetoseeyouandhe\'squiteableto,ifyoucaretocomeup。"

Sheranupthestairsaheadofhim,andhadtimetosnatchthecrochetedwrapfromherfather\'sshoulders。Swathedasusual,hewassittingbesideatable,readingtheeveningpaper;butwhenhisemployerappearedinthedoorwayhehalfroseasiftocomeforwardingreeting。

"Sitstill!"theoldgentlemanshouted。"Whatdoyoumean?

Don\'tyouknowyou\'reweakasacat?D\'youthinkamancanbesickaslongasyouhaveandNOTbeweakasacat?WhatyoutryingtodothepolitewithMEfor?"

Adamsgratefullyprotractedthehandshakethataccompaniedtheseinquiries。"Thisiscertainlymightyfineofyou,Mr。Lamb,"hesaid。"IguessAlicehastoldyouhowmuchourwholefamilyappreciateyourcomingheresoregularlytoseehowthisoldbago\'boneswasgettingalong。Haven\'tyou,Alice?"

"Yes,papa,"shesaid;andturnedtogoout,butLambcheckedher。

"Stayrighthere,MissAlice;I\'mnotevengoingtositdown。I

knowhowitupsetssickfolkswhenpeopleoutsidethefamilycomeinforthefirsttime。"

"Youdon\'tupsetme,"Adamssaid。"I\'llfeelalotbetterforgettingaglimpseofyou,Mr。Lamb。"

Thevisitor\'slaughwashusky,butheartyandre-assuring,likehisvoiceinspeaking。"That\'sthewayallmyboysblarneyme,MissAlice,"hesaid。"TheythinkI\'llmaketheworklighteron\'emiftheycangetmekindofflatteredup。Youjusttellyourdaddyit\'snouse;hedoesn\'tgetonMYsoftside,pretendinghelikestoseemeevenwhenhe\'ssick。"

"Oh,I\'mnotsosickanymore,"Adamssaid。"Iexpecttobebackinmyplacetendaysfromnowatthelongest。"

"Well,now,don\'thurryit,Virgil;don\'thurryit。Youtakeyourtime;takeyourtime。"

ThisbroughttoAdams\'slipsafeeblesmilenotlackinginakindofvanity,asfeeble。"Why?"heasked。"Isupposeyouthinkmydepartmentrunsitselfdownthere,doyou?"

Hisemployer\'sresponsewasanotherhuskylaugh。"Well,well,well!"hecried,andpattedAdams\'sshoulderwithastrongpinkhand。"Listentothisyoungfeller,MissAlice,willyou!Hethinkswecan\'tgetalongwithouthimaminute!Yes,sir,thisdaddyofyoursbelievesthewholeworks\'lljusttakeandrundownifheisn\'ttheretokeep\'emwoundup。Ialwayssuspectedhethoughtagooddealofhimself,andnowIknowhedoes!"

Adamslookedtroubled。"Well,Idon\'tliketofeelthatmysalary\'sgoingonwithmenotearningit。"

"Listentohim,MissAlice!Wouldn\'tyouthink,now,he\'dletmebetheonetoworryaboutthat?Why,onmyword。ifyourdaddyhadhisway,_I_wouldn\'tbeanywhere。He\'dtakeallmyworryingandeverythingelseoffmyshouldersandshovemerightoutofLambandCompany!Hewould!"

"ItseemstomeI\'vebeensoldieringonyouaprettylongwhile,Mr。Lamb,"theconvalescentsaid,querulously。"Idon\'tfeelrightaboutit;butI\'llbebackintendays。You\'llsee。"

Theoldmantookhishandinparting。"Allright;we\'llsee,Virgil。Ofcoursewedoneedyou,seriouslyspeaking;butwedon\'tneedyousobadwe\'llletyoucomedowntherebeforeyou\'refullyfitandable。"Hewenttothedoor。"Youhear,MissAlice?That\'swhatIwantedtomaketheoldfellerunderstand,andwhatIwantyoutokindofenforceonhim。Theoldplaceistherewaitingforhim,andit\'dwaittenyearsifittookhimthatlongtogetgoodandwell。Youseethatheremembersit,MissAlice!"

Shewentdownthestairswithhim,andhecontinuedtoimpressthisuponheruntilhehadgoneoutofthefrontdoor。Andevenafterthat,thehuskyvoicecalledbackfromthedarkness,ashewenttohiscar,"Don\'tforget,MissAlice;lethimtakehisowntime。Wealwayswanthim,butwewanthimtogetgoodandwellfirst。Good-night,good-night,younglady!"

Whensheclosedthedoorhermothercamefromthefartherendofthe"living-room,"wheretherewasnolight;andAliceturnedtoher。

"Ican\'thelplikingthatoldman,mama,"shesaid。"Healwayssoundsso——well,sosolidandhonestandfriendly!Idolikehim。"

ButMrs。Adamsfailedinsympathyuponthispoint。"Hedidn\'tsayanythingaboutraisingyourfather\'ssalary,didhe?"sheasked,dryly。

"No。"

"No。Ithoughtnot。"

Shewouldhavesaidmore,butAlice,indisposedtolisten,begantowhistle,ranupthestairs,andwenttositwithherfather。

Shefoundhimbright-eyedwiththeexcitementafirstcallerbringsintoaslowconvalescence:hischeeksshowedactualhintsofcolour;andhewassmilingtremulouslyashefilledandlithispipe。Shebroughtthecrochetedscarfandputitabouthisshouldersagain,thentookachairnearhim。

"IbelieveseeingMr。Lambdiddoyougood。papa,"shesaid。

"Isortofthoughtitmight,andthat\'swhyIlethimcomeup。

Youreallylookalittlelikeyouroldselfagain。"

Adamsexhaledabreathy"Ha!"withthesmokefromhispipeashewavedthematchtoextinguishit。"That\'sfine,"hesaid。"ThesmokeIhadbeforedinnerdidn\'ttastethewayitusedto,andI

kindofwonderedifI\'dlostmylikingfortobacco,butthisoneseemstobeallright。YoubetitdidmegoodtoseeJ。A。

Lamb!He\'sthebiggestmanthat\'severlivedinthistownoreverwilllivehere;andyoucantakealltheGovernorsandSenatorsoranythingthey\'veraisedhere,andput\'eminapotwithhim,andtheywon\'tcomeoutone-two-threealongsideo\'him!

Andtothinkasbigamanasthat,withallhisinterestsandeverythinghe\'sgotonhismind——tothinkhe\'dneverletanythingpreventhimfromcominghereonceeveryweektoaskhowIwasgettingalong,andthenwalkrightupstairsandkindofCALLonme,asitwerewell,itmakesmesortoffeelasifIwasn\'tsomuchofanobody,sotospeak,asyourmotherseemstoliketomakeoutsometimes。"

"Howfoolish,papa!OfCOURSEyou\'renot\'anobody。\'"

Adamschuckledfaintlyuponhispipe-stem,whatvanityhehadseemingtobefurtherstimulatedbyhisdaughter\'sapplause。"I

guesstherearen\'tawholelotofpeopleinthistownthatcouldclaimJ。A。showedthatmuchinterestin\'em,"hesaid。"OfcourseIdon\'tsetuptobelieveit\'sallbecauseofmerit,oranythinglikethat。He\'ddothesameforanybodyelsethat\'dbeenwiththecompanyaslongasIhave,butstillitIS

somethingtobewiththecompanythatlongandhavehimshowheappreciatesit。"

"Yes,indeed,itis,papa。"

"Yes,sir,"Adamssaid,reflectively。"Yes,sir,Iguessthat\'sso。Andbesides,itallgoestoshowthekindofamanheis。

Simonpure,that\'swhatthatmanis,Alice。Simonpure!There\'sneverbeenanybodyworkforhimthatdidn\'trespecthimmorethantheydidanyothermanintheworld,Iguess。Andwhenyouworkforhimyouknowherespectsyou,too。RightfromthestartyougetthefeelingthatJ。A。putsabsoluteconfidenceinyou;andthat\'smightystimulating:itmakesyouwanttoshowhimhehasn\'tmisplacedit。There\'sgreatbigmoralvaluestothewayamanlikehimgetsyoutofeelingaboutyourrelationswiththebusiness:itain\'talljustdollarsandcents——notbyanymeans!"

Hewassilentforatime,thenreturnedwithincreasingenthusiasmtothistheme,andAlicewasgladtoseesomuchrenewaloflifeinhim;hehadnotspokenwithalikecheerfulvigoursincebeforehisillness。Thevisitofhisidolizedgreatmanhadindeedbeengoodforhim,puttingnewspiritintohim;

andlivelinessofthebodyfollowedthatofthespirit。Hisimprovementcarriedoverthenight:hesleptwellandawokelate,declaringthathewas"prettynearawellmanandreadyforbusinessrightnow。"Moreover,havingsleptagainintheafternoon,hedressedandwentdowntodinner,leaningbutlightlyonAlice,whoconductedhim。

"My!butyouandyourmotherhavebeenatitwithyourscrubbinganddusting!"hesaid,astheycamethroughthe"living-room。"

"Idon\'tknowIeverdidseethehousesospickandspanbefore!"

Hisglancefelluponafewcarnationsinavase,andhechuckledadmiringly。"Flowers,too!SoTHAT\'Swhatyoucoaxedthatdollarandahalfouto\'mefor,thismorning!"

Otherembellishmentsbroughtforthhiscommentwhenhehadtakenhisoldseatattheheadofthesmalldinner-table。"Why,I

declare,Alice!"heexclaimed。"Ibeensobusylookingatallthespick-and-spanishnessafterthehouse-cleaning,andtheflowersoutintheparlour——\'living-room\'Isupposeyouwantmetocallit,ifIjustGOTtobefashionable——Ibeensobusystudyingoverallthisso-and-so,IdeclareInevernoticedYOU

tillthisminute!My,butyouAREalldressedup!What\'sgoin\'

on?What\'sitabout:yousoalldressedup,andflowersintheparlourandeverything?"

"Don\'tyousee,papa?It\'sinhonourofyourcomingdownstairsagain,ofcourse。"

"Oh,sothat\'sit,"hesaid。"Ineverwould\'a\'thoughtofthat,Iguess。"

ButWalterlookedsidelongathisfather,andgaveforthhisslyandknowinglaugh。"NeitherwouldI!"hesaid。

Adamsliftedhiseyebrowsjocosely。"You\'rejealous,areyou,sonny?Youdon\'twanttheoldmantothinkouryounglady\'dmakesomuchfussoverhim,doyou?"

"Goonthinkin\'it\'soveryou,"Walterretorted,amused。"Goonandthinkit。It\'lldoyougood。"

"OfcourseI\'llthinkit,"Adamssaid。"Itisn\'tanybody\'sbirthday。Certainlythedecorationsareonaccountofmecomingdownstairs。Didn\'tyouhearAlicesayso?"

"Sure,Iheardhersayso。"

"Well,then——"

Walterinterruptedhimwithalittlemusic。LookingshrewdlyatAlice,hesang:

"Iwaswalkin\'outonMondaywithmysweetthing。

She\'smyneatthing,Mysweetthing:

I\'llgoroundonTuesdaynighttoseeher。

Oh,howwe\'llspoon——"

"Walter!"hismothercried。"WHEREdoyoulearnsuchvulgarsongs?"However,sheseemednotgreatlydispleasedwithhim,andlaughedasshespoke。

"Sothat\'sit,Alice!"saidAdams。"Playingthehypocritewithyouroldman,areyou?It\'ssomenewbeau,isit?"

"Ionlywishitwere,"shesaid,calmly。"No。It\'sjustwhatI

said:it\'sallforyou。dear。"

"Don\'tletherconyou,"Walteradvisedhisfather。"She\'sgotexpectations。Youhangarounddownstairsawhileafterdinnerandyou\'llsee。"

Buttheprophecyfailed,thoughAdamswenttohisownroomwithoutwaitingtotestit。Noonecame。

Alicestayedinthe"living-room"untilhalf-pastnine,whenshewentslowlyupstairs。Hermother,almosttearful,metheratthetop,andwhispered,"Youmustn\'tmind,dearie。"

"Mustn\'tmindwhat?"Aliceasked,andthen,asshewentonherway,laughedscornfully。"Whatutternonsense!"shesaid。

Nextdayshecutthestemsoftheratherscantshowofcarnationsandrefreshedthemwithnewwater。Atdinner,herfather,stillinhighspirits,observedthatshehadagain"dressedup"inhonourofhisseconddescentofthestairs;andWalterrepeatedhisfragmentofobjectionablesong;butthesejocularitieswererenderedpointlessbytheeventlesseveningthatfollowed;andinthemorningthecarnationsbegantoappeartarnishedandflaccid。

Alicegavethemalonglook,thenthrewthemaway;andneitherWalternorherfatherwasinspiredtoanyrallyingbyherplaincostumeforthatevening。Mrs。Adamswasvisiblydepressed。

WhenAlicefinishedhelpinghermotherwiththedishes,shewentoutdoorsandsatuponthestepsofthelittlefrontveranda。Thenight,gentlewithwarmairfromthesouth,surroundedherpleasantly,andtheperpetualsmokewasthinner。Nowthatthefurnacesofdwelling-houseswerenolongerfired,lifeinthatcityhadbeguntobelesslikelifeinarailwaytunnel;peoplewereawareofsummerintheair,andinthethickenedfoliageoftheshade-trees,andinthesky。Starswereunveiledbythepassingofthedensersmokefogs,andto-nighttheycouldbeseenclearly;theylookedwarmandnear。OthergirlssatuponverandasandstoopsinAlice\'sstreet,cheerfulasyoungfishermenalongthebanksofastream。

Alicecouldhearthemfromtimetotime;thinsopranospersistentinlaughterthatfelldismallyuponherears。Shehadsetnolinesornetsherself,andwhatshehadof"expectations,"asWaltercalledthem,werevanished。ForAlicewasexperienced;

andoneoftheconclusionsshedrewfromherexperiencewasthatwhenamansays,"I\'dtakeyouforanythingyouwantedmeto,"hemaymeanitor,hemaynot;but,ifhedoes,hewillnotpostponethefirstopportunitytosaysomethingmore。Littleaffairs,oncebegun,mustbewarmedquickly;foriftheycooltheyaredead。

ButAlicewasnotthinkingofArthurRussell。Whenshetossedawaythecarnationsshelikewisetossedawayherthoughtsofthatyoungman。Shehadbeenlikeaboywhoseesuponthestreet,somedistancebeforehim,abitofsomethingroundandglittering,apossibledime。Hehopesitisadime,and,untilhecomesnearenoughtomakesure,heplaysthatitisadime。

Inhismindhehasanadventurewithit:hebuyssomethingdelightful。Ifhepicksitup,discoveringonlysometin-foilwhichhashappeneduponaroundshape,hefeelsasinking。A

dulnessfallsuponhim。

SoAlicewasdullwiththelossofanadventure;andwhenthelaughterofothergirlsreachedher,intermittently,shehadnotsprightlinessenoughleftinhertobeenviousoftheirgaiety。

Besides,theseneighbourswereineligibleevenforherenvy,beingofanothercaste;theycouldneverknowadanceatthePalmers\',exceptremotely,throughanewspaper。Theirlaughterwasfortheencouragementofsnappyyoungmenofthestoresandofficesdown-town,clerks,bookkeepers,whatnot——someofthemprobablygraduatesofFrincke\'sBusinessCollege。

Then,assherecalledthatdarkportal,withitsdustystairwaymountingbetweenclosewallstodisappearintheuppershadows,herminddrewbackasfromadoorwaytoPurgatory。Nevertheless,itwasapictureofteninherreverie;andsometimesitcamesuddenly,withoutsequence,intothemidstofherotherthoughts,asifitleapedupamongthemfromalowerdarkness;andwhenitarriveditwantedtostay。Soatraveller,stillroamingtheworldafar,sometimesbroodswithoutapparentreasonuponhisfamilyburiallot:"IwonderifIshallendthere。"

Theforebodingpassedabruptly,withajerkofherbreath,asthestreet-lamprevealedatallandeasyfigureapproachingfromthenorth,swingingastickintimetoitsstride。ShehadgivenRussellup——andhecame。

"Whatluckforme!"heexclaimed。"Tofindyoualone!"

Alicegavehimherhandforaninstant,nototherwisemoving。

"I\'mgladithappenedso,"shesaid。"Let\'sstayouthere,shallwe?Doyouthinkit\'stooprovincialtositonagirl\'sfrontstepswithher?"

"\'Provincial?\'Why,it\'stheverybestofourinstitutions,"hereturned,takinghisplacebesideher。"Atleast,Ithinksoto-night。"

"Thanks!Isthatpracticeforothernightssomewhereelse?"

"No,"helaughed。"Thepracticingallleduptothis。DidI

cometoosoon?"

"No,"shereplied,gravely。"Justintime!"

"I\'mgladtobesoaccurate;I\'vespenttwoeveningswantingtocome,MissAdams,insteadofdoingwhatIwasdoing。"

"Whatwasthat?"

"Dinners。Largeandlongdinners。Yourfellow-citizensareimmenselyhospitabletoanewcomer。"

"Oh,no,"Alicesaid。"Wedon\'tdoitforeverybody。Didn\'tyoufindyourselfcharmed?"

"Onewasamen\'sdinner,"heexplained。"Mr。PalmerseemedtothinkIoughttobeshowntotheprincipalbusinessmen。"

"Whatwastheotherdinner?"

"MycousinMildredgaveit。"

"Oh,DIDshe!"Alicesaid,sharply,butsherecoveredherselfinthesameinstant,andlaughed。"Shewantedtoshowyoutotheprincipalbusinesswomen,Isuppose。"

"Idon\'tknow。Atallevents,Ishouldn\'tgivemyselfouttobesomuchfetedbyyour\'fellow-citizens,\'afterall,seeingthesewerebothdonebymyrelatives,thePalmers。However,thereareotherstofollow,I\'mafraid。Iwaswondering——Ihopedmaybeyou\'dbecomingtosomeofthem。Aren\'tyou?"

"Iratherdoubtit,"Alicesaid,slowly。"Mildred\'sdancewasalmosttheonlyeveningI\'vegoneoutsincemyfather\'sillnessbegan。Heseemedbetterthatday;soIwent。Hewasbettertheotherdaywhenhewantedthosecigars。He\'sverymuchupanddown。"Shepaused。"I\'dalmostforgottenthatMildredisyourcousin。"

"Notaverynearone,"heexplained。"Mr。Palmer\'sfatherwasmygreat-uncle。"

"Still,ofcourseyouarerelated。"

"Yes;thatdistantly。"

Alicesaidplacidly,"It\'squiteanadvantage。"

Heagreed。"Yes。Itis。"

"No,"shesaid,inthesameplacidtone。"ImeanforMildred。"

"Idon\'tsee——"

Shelaughed。"No。Youwouldn\'t。Imeanit\'sanadvantageovertherestofuswhomightliketocompeteforsomeofyourtime;

andtheworstofitiswecan\'taccuseherofbeingunfairaboutit。Wecan\'tprovesheshowedanytrickinessinhavingyouforacousin。Whateverelseshemightplantodowithyou,shedidn\'tplanthat。Sotherestofusmustjustbearit!"

"The\'restofyou!\'"helaughed。"It\'sgoingtomeanagreatdealofsuffering!"

Aliceresumedherplacidtone。"You\'restayingatthePalmers\',aren\'tyou?"

"No,notnow。I\'vetakenanapartment。I\'mgoingtolivehere;

I\'mpermanent。Didn\'tItellyou?"

"IthinkI\'dheardsomewherethatyouwere,"shesaid。"Doyouthinkyou\'lllikelivinghere?"

"Howcanonetell?"

"IfIwereinyourplaceIthinkIshouldbeabletotell,Mr。

Russell。"

"How?"

"Why,goodgracious!"shecried。"Haven\'tyougotthemostperfectcreatureintownforyour——yourcousin?SHEexpectstomakeyoulikelivinghere,doesn\'tshe?Howcouldyoukeepfromlikingit,evenifyoutriednotto,underthecircumstances?"

"Well,yousee,there\'ssuchalotofcircumstances,"heexplained;"I\'mnotsureI\'lllikegettingbackintoabusinessagain。Isupposemostofthemenofmyageinthecountryhavebeengoingthroughthesameexperience:theWarleftuswithaconsiderablerestlessnessofspirit。"

"YouwereintheWar?"sheasked,quickly,andasquicklyansweredherself,"Ofcourseyouwere!\'

"Iwasaleft-over;theyonlyletmeoutaboutfourmonthsago,"

hesaid。"It\'squiteashake-uptryingtosettledownagain。"

"YouwereinFrance,then?"

"Oh,yes;butIdidn\'tgetuptothefrontmuch——onlytwoorthreetimes,andthenjustforadayorso。Iwasinthetransportationservice。"

"Youwereanofficer,ofcourse。"

"Yes,"hesaid。"TheyletmeplayIwasamajor。"

"Iguessedamajor,"shesaid。"You\'dalwaysbeprettygrand,ofcourse。"

Russellwasamused。"Well,yousee,"heinformedher,"asithappened,wehadatleastseveralothermajorsinourarmy。WhywouldIalwaysbesomething\'prettygrand?\'"

"You\'rerelatedtothePalmers。Don\'tyounoticetheyalwaysaffecttheprettygrand?"

"ThenyouthinkI\'monlyoneoftheiraffectations,Itakeit。"

"Yes,youseemtobethemostsuccessfulonethey\'vegot!"Alicesaid,lightly。"Youcertainlydobelongtothem。"Andshelaughedasifatsomethinghiddenfromhim。"Don\'tyou?"

"Butyou\'vejustexcusedmeforthat,"heprotested。"Yousaidnobodycouldbeblamedformybeingtheirthirdcousin。Whatacontradictorygirlyouare!"

Aliceshookherhead。"Let\'skeepawayfromthekindofgirlI

am。"

"No,"hesaid。"That\'sjustwhatIcameheretotalkabout。"

Sheshookherheadagain。"Let\'skeepfirsttothekindofmanyouare。I\'mgladyouwereintheWar。"

"Why?"

"Oh,Idon\'tknow。"Shewasquietamoment,forshewasthinkingthathereshespokethetruth:hisserviceputabouthimalittleglamourthathelpedtopleaseherwithhim。Shehadbeenpleasedwithhimduringtheirwalk;pleasedwithhimonhisownaccount;

andnowthatpleasurewasgrowingkeener。Shelookedathim,andthoughthelightinwhichshesawhimwaslittlemorethanstarlight,shesawthathewaslookingsteadilyatherwithakindlyandsmilingseriousness。Allatonceitseemedtoherthatthenightairwassweetertobreathe,asifadistantfragranceofnewblossomshadbeenblowntoher。Shesmiledbacktohim,andsaid,"Well,whatkindofmanareyou?"

"Idon\'tknow;I\'veoftenwondered,"hereplied。"Whatkindofgirlareyou?"

"Don\'tyouremember?Itoldyoutheotherday。I\'mjustme!"

"Butwhoisthat?"

"Youforgeteverything;"saidAlice。"YoutoldmewhatkindofagirlIam。Youseemedtothinkyou\'dtakenquiteafancytomefromtheveryfirst。"

"SoIdid,"heagreed,heartily。

"Buthowquicklyyouforgotit!"

"Oh,no。IonlywantYOUtosaywhatkindofagirlyouare。"

Shemockedhim。"\'Idon\'tknow;I\'veoftenwondered!\'WhatkindofagirldoesMildredtellyouIam?WhathasshesaidaboutmesinceshetoldyouIwas\'aMissAdams?\'"

"Idon\'tknow;Ihaven\'taskedher。"

"ThenDON\'Taskher,"Alicesaid,quickly。

"Why?"

"Becauseshe\'ssuchaperfectcreatureandI\'msuchanimperfectone。Perfectcreatureshavethemostperfectwayofruiningtheimperfectones。"

"Butthentheywouldn\'tbeperfect。Notifthey——"

"Oh,yes,theyremainperfectlyperfect,"sheassuredhim。

"That\'sbecausetheynevergointodetails。They\'renotsovulgarastocomerightoutandTELLthatyou\'vebeeninjailforstealingchickens。Theyjustlookabsent-mindedandsayinalowvoice,\'Oh,very;butIscarcelythinkyou\'dlikeherparticularly\';andthenbegintotalkofsomethingelserightaway。"

Hissmilehaddisappeared。"Yes,"hesaid,somewhatruefully。

"ThatdoessoundlikeMildred。Youcertainlydoseemtoknowher!Doyouknoweverybodyaswellasthat?"

"Notmyself,"Alicesaid。"Idon\'tknowmyselfatall。Igottowonderingaboutthat——aboutwhoIwas——theotherdayafteryouwalkedhomewithme。"

Heutteredanexclamation,andadded,explainingit,"Youdogiveamanachancetobefatuous,though!Asifitwerewalkinghomewithmethatmadeyouwonderaboutyourself!"

"Itwas,"Aliceinformedhim,coolly。"IwaswonderingwhatI

wantedtomakeyouthinkofme,incaseIshouldeverhappentoseeyouagain。"

Thisaudacityappearedtotakehisbreath。"ByGeorge!"hecried。

"Youmustn\'tbeastonished,"shesaid。"WhatIdecidedthenwasthatIwouldprobablyneverdaretobejustmyselfwithyou——notifIcaredtohaveyouwanttoseemeagain——andyethereIam,justbeingmyselfafterall!"

"YouAREthecheeriestseriesofshocks,"Russellexclaimed,whereuponAliceaddedtotheseries。

"Tellme:Isitagoodpolicyformetofollowwithyou?"sheasked,andhefoundthemockeryinhervoicedelightful。"Wouldyouadvisemetoofferyoushocksasasortofvacationfromsuavity?"

"Suavity"wasyetanothersketchofMildred;arecognizableone,oritwouldnothavebeenhumorous。InAlice\'shands,sodexterousinthiswork,herstatuesquefriendwasbecomingasridiculousasafinefigureofwaxlefttothemerciesofasatirist。

Butthelivelyyoungsculptressknewbetterthantooverdo:whatshedidmustappeartospringallfrommirth;soshelaughedasifunwillingly,andsaid,"IMUSTN\'TlaughatMildred!Inthefirstplace,she\'syour——yourcousin。Andinthesecondplace,she\'snotmeanttobefunny;itisn\'trighttolaughatreallysplendidpeoplewhotakethemselvesseriously。Inthethirdplace,youwon\'tcomeagainifIdo。"

"Don\'tbesureofthat,"Russellsaid,"whateveryoudo。"

"\'WhateverIdo?\'"sheechoed。"ThatsoundsasifyouthoughtI

COULDbeterrific!Becareful;there\'sonethingIcoulddothatwouldkeepyouaway。"

"What\'sthat?"

"Icouldtellyounottocome,"shesaid。"IwonderifIoughtto。"

"Whydoyouwonderifyou\'oughtto?\'"

"Don\'tyouguess?"

"No。"

"Thenlet\'sbothbemysteriestoeachother,"shesuggested。"I

mystifyyoubecauseIwonder,andyoumystifymebecauseyoudon\'tguesswhyIwonder。We\'llletitgoatthat,shallwe?"

"Verywell;solongasit\'scertainthatyouDON\'Ttellmenottocomeagain。"

"I\'llnottellyouthat——yet,"shesaid。"Infact——"Shepaused,reflecting,withherheadtooneside。"Infact,Iwon\'ttellyounottocome,probably,untilIseethat\'swhatyouwantmetotellyou。I\'llletyououteasily——andI\'llbesuretoseeit。Evenbeforeyoudo,perhaps。"

"Thatarrangementsuitsme,"Russellreturned,andhisvoiceheldnotraceofjocularity:hehadbecomeserious。"Itsuitsmebetterifyou\'reenoughinearnesttomeanthatIcancome——oh,notwheneverIwantto;Idon\'texpectsomuch!——butifyoumeanthatIcanseeyouprettyoften。"

"OfcourseI\'minearnest,"shesaid。"ButbeforeIsayyoucancome\'prettyoften,\'I\'dliketoknowhowmuchofmytimeyou\'dneedifyoudidcome\'wheneveryouwantto\';andofcourseyouwouldn\'tdaremakeanyanswertothatquestionexceptone。

Wouldn\'tyouletmehaveThursdaysout?"

"No,no,"heprotested。"Iwanttoknow。Willyouletmecomeprettyoften?"

"Leantowardmealittle,"Alicesaid。"Iwantyoutounderstand。"Andasheobedientlybenthisheadnearhers,sheinclinedtowardhimasiftowhisper;then,inahalf-shout,shecried,"YES!"

Heclappedhishands。"ByGeorge!"hesaid。"Whatagirlyouare!"

"Why?"

"Well,forthefirstreason,becauseyouhavesuchgaietiesasthatone。Ishouldthinkyourfatherwouldactuallylikebeingill,justtobeinthehousewithyouallthetime。"

"Youmeanbythat,"Aliceinquired,"Ikeepmyfamilycheerfulwithmyamusinglittleways?"

"Yes。Don\'tyou?"

"Therewereonlyboysinyourfamily,weren\'tthere,Mr。

Russell?"

"Iwasanonlychild,unfortunately。"

"Yes,"shesaid。"Iseeyouhadn\'tanysisters。"

Foramomenthepuzzledoverhermeaning,thensawit,andwasmoredelightedwithherthanever。"Icanansweraquestionofyours,now,thatIcouldn\'tawhileago。"

"Yes,Iknow,"shereturned,quietly。

"Buthowcouldyouknow?"

"It\'sthequestionIaskedyouaboutwhetheryouweregoingtolikelivinghere,"shesaid。"You\'reabouttotellmethatnowyouknowyouWILLlikeit。"

"Moretelepathy!"heexclaimed。"Yes,thatwasit,precisely。I

supposethesamething\'sbeensaidtoyousomanytimesthatyou——"

"No,ithasn\'t,"Alicesaid,alittleconfusedforthemoment。

"Notatall。Imeant——"Shepaused,thenaskedinagentlevoice,"Wouldyoureallyliketoknow?"

"Yes。"

"Well,then,Iwasonlyafraidyoudidn\'tmeanit。"

"Seehere,"hesaid。"Ididmeanit。Itoldyouitwasbeingprettydifficultformetosettledowntothingsagain。Well,it\'smoredifficultthanyouknow,butIthinkIcanpullthroughinfairspiritsifIcanseeagirllikeyou\'prettyoften。\'"

"Allright,"shesaid,inabusiness-liketone。"I\'vetoldyouthatyoucanifyouwantto。"

"Idowantto,"heassuredher。"Ido,indeed!"

"Howoftenis\'prettyoften,\'Mr。Russell?"

"Wouldyouwalkwithmesometimes?To-morrow?"

"Sometimes。Notto-morrow。Thedayafter。"

"That\'ssplendid!"hesaid。"You\'llwalkwithmedayafterto-morrow,andthenightafterthatI\'llseeyouatMissLamb\'sdance,won\'tI?"

ButthisfellratherchillinglyuponAlice。"MissLamb\'sdance?

WhichMissLamb?"sheasked。

"Idon\'tknow——it\'stheonethat\'sjustcomingoutofmourning。"

"Oh,Henrietta——yes。Isherdancesosoon?I\'dforgotten。"

"You\'llbethere,won\'tyou?"heasked。"Pleasesayyou\'regoing。"

Alicedidnotrespondatonce,andheurgedheragain:"Pleasedopromiseyou\'llbethere。"

"No,Ican\'tpromiseanything,"shesaid,slowly。"Yousee,foronething,papamightnotbewellenough。"

"Butifheis?"saidRussell。"Ifheisyou\'llsurelycome,won\'tyou?Or,perhaps——"Hehesitated,thenwentonquickly,"Idon\'tknowtherulesinthisplaceyet,anddifferentplaceshavedifferentrules;butdoyouhavetohaveachaperone,ordon\'tgirlsjustgotodanceswiththemensometimes?Iftheydo,wouldyou——wouldyouletmetakeyou?"

Alicewasstartled。"Goodgracious!"

"What\'sthematter?"

"Don\'tyouthinkyourrelatives——Aren\'tyouexpectedtogowithMildred——andMrs。Palmer?"

"Notnecessarily。Itdoesn\'tmatterwhatImightbeexpectedtodo,"hesaid。"Willyougowithme?"

"I——No;Icouldn\'t。"

"Whynot?"

"Ican\'t。I\'mnotgoing。"

"Butwhy?"

"Papa\'snotreallyanybetter,"Alicesaid,huskily。"I\'mtooworriedabouthimtogotoadance。"Hervoicesoundedemotional,genuinelyenough;therewassomethingalmostlikeasobinit。"Let\'stalkofotherthings,please。"

Heacquiescedgently;butMrs。Adams,whohadbeenlisteningtotheconversationattheopenwindow,justoverhead,didnothearhim。ShehadcorrectlyinterpretedthesobinAlice\'svoice,and,tremblingwithsuddenanger,sherosefromherknees,andwentfiercelytoherhusband\'sroom。

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