A Girl of The Limberlost

第11章

Shedoesnot——"

Elnorastopped。

"Sheis——isdifferent,"finishedthegirl。

Annacamewiththeroses。TheBirdWomansetoneonthefrontofthedrapedyoke,oneoneachshoulderandthelastamongthebrightmassesofbrownhair。Thensheturnedthegirlfacingthetallmirror。

"Oh!"pantedElnora。"Youareagenius!Why,I

willlookaswellasanyofthem。"

"Thankgoodnessforthat!"criedtheBirdWoman。

"Ifitwouldn\'tdo,Ishouldhavebeenill。Youarelovely;

altogetherlovely!OrdinarilyIshouldn\'tsaythat;butwhenIthinkofhowyouarecarpentered,I\'madmiringtheresult。"

Theorganbeganrollingoutthemarchastheycameinsight。

Elnoratookherplaceattheheadoftheprocession,whileeveryonewondered。Secretlytheyhadhopedthatshewouldbedressedwellenough,thatshewouldnotappearpoorandneglected。Whatthisradiantyoungcreature,gownedinthemostrecentstyle,hersmoothskinflushedwithexcitement,andarose-setcoronetofredgoldonherhead,hadtodowiththegirltheyknewwasdifficulttodecide。ThesignalwasgivenandElnorabegantheslowmarchacrossthevestryanddowntheaisle。Themusicwelledsoftly,andMargaretbegantosobwithoutknowingwhy。

Mrs。Comstockgrippedherhandstogetherandshuthereyes。ItseemedaneternitytothesufferingwomanbeforeMargaretcaughtherarmandwhispered,"Oh,Kate!

Foranysakelookather!Here!Theaisleacross!"

Mrs。Comstockopenedhereyesanddirectingthemwhereshewastold,gazedintently,andsliddowninherseatclosetocollapse。ShewassavedbyMargaret\'stenseclaspandhercommand:"Here!Idiot!Stopthat!"

IntheblazeoflightElnoraclimbedthestepstothepalm-emboweredplatform,crosseditandtookherplace。

Sixtyyoungmenandwomen,eachofthemdressedthebestpossible,followedher。Thereweremanly,fine-

lookingmeninthatclasswhichElnoraled。Thereweregirlsofbeautyandgrace,butnotoneofthemwashandsomerorclothedinbettertastethanshe。

BillythoughtthetimeneverwouldcomewhenElnorawouldseehim,butatlastshemethiseye,thenMargaretandWesleyhadfaintsignsofrecognitioninturn,buttherewasnosofteningofthegirl\'sfaceandnohintofasmilewhenshesawhermother。

Heartsick,KatharineComstocktriedtoprovetoherselfthatshewasjustifiedinwhatshehaddone,butshecouldnot。ShetriedtoblameElnorafornotsayingthatshewastoleadaprocessionandsitonaplatforminthesightofhundredsofpeople;butthatwasimpossible,forsherealizedthatshewouldhavescoffedandnotunderstoodifshehadbeentold。Herheartpaineduntilshesufferedwitheverybreath。

Whenatlasttheexerciseswereoversheclimbedintothecarriageandrodehomewithoutaword。ShedidnothearwhatMargaretandBillyweresaying。ShescarcelyheardWesley,whodrovebehind,whenhetoldherthatElnorawouldnotbehomeuntilWednesday。EarlythenextmorningMrs。ComstockwasonherwaytoOnabasha。

ShewaswaitingwhentheBrownleestoreopened。

Sheexaminedready-madewhitedresses,buttheyhadonlyoneoftherightsize,anditwasmarkedfortydollars。

Mrs。Comstockdidnothesitateovertheprice,butwhetherthedresswouldbesuitable。ShewouldhavetoaskElnora。

SheinquiredherwaytothehomeoftheBirdWomanandknocked。

"IsElnoraComstockhere?"sheaskedthemaid。

"Yes,butsheisstillinbed。Iwastoldtolethersleepaslongasshewould。"

"MaybeIcouldsithereandwait,"saidMrs。Comstock。

"Iwanttoseeaboutgettingheradressforto-morrow。

Iamhermother。"

"Thenyoudon\'tneedwaitorworry,"saidthegirlcheerfully。

"Therearetwowomenupinthesewing-roomatworkonadressforherrightnow。Itwillbedoneintime,anditwillbeabeauty。"

Mrs。ComstockturnedandtrudgedbacktotheLimberlost。

Thebitternessinhersoulbecameaphysicalactuality,whichwaterwouldnotwashfromherlips。Shewastoolate!Shewasnotneeded。Anotherwomanwasmotheringhergirl。AnotherwomanwouldprepareabeautifuldresssuchasElnorahadwornthepreviousnight。

Thegirl\'sloveandgratitudewouldgotoher。Mrs。Comstocktriedtheoldprocessofblamingsomeoneelse,butshefeltnobetter。Shenursedhergriefascloselyaseverinthelongdaysofthegirl\'sabsence。ShebroodedoverElnora\'spossessionoftheforbiddenviolinandherabilitytoplayituntiltheperformancecouldnothavebeentoldfromherfather\'s。Shetriedeveryrefugehermindcouldconjure,toquietherheartandremovethefearthatthegirlneverwouldcomehomeagain,butitpersisted。

Mrs。Comstockcouldneithereatnorsleep。Shewanderedaroundthecabinandgarden。ShekeptfarfromthepoolwhereRobertComstockhadsunkfromsightforshefeltthatitwouldentombheralsoifElnoradidnotcomehomeWednesdaymorning。Themothertoldherselfthatshewouldwait,butthewaitingwasasbitterasanythingsheeverhadknown。

WhenElnoraawokeMondayanotherdresswasinthehandsofaseamstressandwassoonfitted。IthadbelongedtotheAngel,andwasasoftwhitethingthatwithalittlealterationwouldserveadmirablyforCommencementandtheball。AllthatdayElnoraworked,helpingpreparetheauditoriumfortheexercises,rehearsingthemarchandthespeechshewastomakeinbehalfoftheclass。

Thefollowingdaywasevenbusier。Buthermindwasatrest,forthedresswasasoftdelicatelaceeasytochange,andthemarksofalterationimpossibletodetect。

TheBirdWomanhadtelephonedtoGrandRapids,explainedthesituationandaskedtheAngelifshemightuseit。

Thereplyhadbeentogivethegirlthecontentsofthechest。

WhentheBirdWomantoldElnora,tearsfilledhereyes。

"Iwillwriteatonceandthankher,"shesaid。"Withallherbeautifulgownsshedoesnotneedthem,andIdo。

Theywillserveformeoften,andbemuchfinerthananythingIcouldafford。Itislovelyofhertogivemethedressandofyoutohaveitalteredforme,asInevercould。"

TheBirdWomanlaughed。"Ifeelreligiousto-day,"

shesaid。"Youknowthefirstandgreatestrockofmysalvationis`Dountoothers。\'I\'monlydoingtoyouwhattherewasnoonetodoformewhenIwasagirlverylikeyou。Annatellsmeyourmotherwashereearlythismorningandthatshecametoseeaboutgettingyouadress。"

"Sheistoolate!"saidElnoracoldly。"Shehadoveramonthtopreparemydresses,andIwastopayforthem,sothereisnoexcuse。"

"Nevertheless,sheisyourmother,"saidtheBirdWoman,softly。"Ithinkalmostanykindofamothermustbebetterthannoneatall,andyousayshehashadgreattrouble。"

"Shelovedmyfatherandhedied,"saidElnora。"Thesamething,inquiteastragicamanner,hashappenedtothousandsofotherwomen,andtheyhavegoneonwithcalmfacesandfoundhappinessinlifebylovingothers。

TherewassomethingelseIamafraidInevershallforget;

thisIknowIshallnot,buttalkingdoesnothelp。Imustdelivermypresentsandphotographstothecrowd。IhaveapictureandImadeapresentforyou,too,ifyouwouldcareforthem。"

"Ishallloveanythingyougiveme,"saidtheBirdWoman。

"Iknowyouwellenoughtoknowthatwhateveryoudowillbebeautiful。"

Elnorawaspleasedoverthat,andasshetriedonherdressforthelastfittingshewasreallyhappy。Shewaslovelyinthedaintygown:itwouldservefinelyfortheballandmanyotherlikeoccasions,anditwasherveryown。

TheBirdWoman\'sdrivertookElnorainthecarriageandshecalledonallthegirlswithwhomshewasespeciallyintimate,andleftherpictureandthepackagecontaininghergifttothem。Bythetimeshereturnedparcelsforherwerearriving。Friendsseemedtospringfromeverywhere。

Almosteveryonesheknewhadsomegiftforher,whilebecausetheysolovedherthemembersofhercrowdhadmadeherbeautifulpresents。Therewerebooks,vases,silverpieces,handkerchiefs,fans,boxesofflowersandcandy。OnebigpackagesettledthetroubleatSinton\'s,foritcontainedadaintydressfromMargaret,afive-dollargoldpiece,conspicuouslylabelled,"Iearnedthismyself,"fromBilly,withwhichtobuymusic;andagorgeouscut-glassperfumebottle,itwouldhavecostfivedollarstofillwithevenamoderate-

pricedscent,fromWesley。

Inanexpressedcratewasafinecurly-mapledressingtable,sentbyFreckles。ThedrawerswerefilledwithwonderfultoiletarticlesfromtheAngel。TheBirdWomanaddedanembroideredlinencoverandasmallsilvervaseforafewflowers,sonogirloftheclasshadfinergifts。Elnoralaidherheadonthetablesobbinghappily,andtheBirdWomanwasalmostcryingherself。

ProfessorHenleysentabutterflybook,thegraderoomsinwhichElnorahadtaughtgaveherasetofvolumescoveringeveryphaseoflifeafield,inthewoods,andwater。

Elnorahadnotimetoreadsoshecarriedoneofthesebooksaroundwithherhuggingitasshewent。Aftershehadgonetodressaqueer-lookingpackagewasbroughtbyasmallboywhohoppedononefootashehandeditinandsaid:"TellElnorathatisfromherma。"

"Whoareyou?"askedtheBirdWomanasshetookthebundle。

"I\'mBilly!"announcedtheboy。"Igaveherthefivedollars。

Iearneditmyselfdroppingcorn,stickingonions,andpullingweeds。My,butyougottodrop,andstick,andpullalotbeforeit\'sfivedollars\'worth。"

"WouldyouliketocomeinandseeElnora\'sgifts?"

"Yes,ma\'am!"saidBilly,tryingtostandquietly。

"Gee-mentley!"hegasped。"DoesElnoragetallthis?"

"Yes。"

"IbetyouathousanddollarsIbefirstinmyclasswhenIgraduate。Say,havetheothersgotalotmorethanElnora?"

"Ithinknot。"

"Well,UncleWesleysaidtofindoutifIcould,andifshedidn\'thaveasmuchastherest,he\'dbuytillshedid,ifittookahundreddollars。Say,yououghttoknowhim!

He\'sjustscrumptious!Thereain\'tanybodyanywherefiner\'anheis。My,he\'sgrand!"

"I\'mverysureofit!"saidtheBirdWoman。"I\'veoftenheardElnorasayso。"

"Ibetyounobodycanbeatthis!"heboasted。Thenhestopped,thinkingdeeply。"Idon\'tknow,though,"

hebeganreflectively。"Someofthemareawfulrich;

theygotbigfamiliestogivethemthingsandwagonloadsoffriends,andIhaven\'tseenwhattheyhave。Now,maybeElnoraisgettingleft,afterall!"

"Don\'tworry,Billy,"shesaid。"Iwillwatch,andifIfindElnorais`gettingleft\'I\'llbuyhersomemorethingsmyself。ButI\'msuresheisnot。Shehasmorebeautifulgiftsnowthanshewillknowwhattodowith,andotherswillcome。TellyourUncleWesleyhisgirlisbountifullyremembered,veryhappy,andshesendsherdearestlovetoallofyou。Nowyoumustgo,soIcanhelpherdress。Youwillbethereto-nightofcourse?"

"Yes,sir-ee!Shegotmeaseat,thirdrowfromthefront,middlesection,soIcansee,andshe\'sgoingtowinkatme,aftershegetsherspeechoffhermind。

Shekissedme,too!She\'saperfectlady,Elnorais。

I\'mgoingtomarryherwhenIambigenough。"

"Whyisn\'tthatsplendid!"laughedtheBirdWomanasshehurriedupstairs。

"Dear!"shecalled。"Hereisanothergiftforyou。"

Elnorawashalfdisrobedasshetookthepackageand,sittingonacouch,openedit。TheBirdWomanbentoverherandtestedthefabricwithherfingers。

"Why,blessmysoul!"shecried。"Hand-woven,hand-

embroideredlinen,fineassilk。It\'spriceless\'Ihaven\'tseensuchthingsinyears。MymotherhadgarmentslikethosewhenIwasachild,butmysistershadthemcutupforcollars,belts,andfancywaistswhileIwassmall。

Lookattheexquisitework!"

"Wherecouldithavecomefrom?"criedElnora。

Sheshookoutapetticoat,withahand-wroughtruffleafootdeep,thenanold-fashionedchemisetheneckandsleeveworkofwhichwaselaborateandperfectlywrought。

Onthebreastwaspinnedanotethatshehastilyopened。

"Iwasmarriedinthese,"itread,"andIhadintendedtobeburiedinthem,butperhapsitwouldbemoresensibleforyoutograduateandgetmarriedinthemyourself,ifyoulike。Yourmother。"

"Frommymother!"Wide-eyed,ElnoralookedattheBirdWoman。"Ineverinmylifesawthelike。

MotherdoesthingsIthinkInevercanforgive,andwhenIfeelhardest,sheturnsaroundanddoessomethingthatmakesmethinkshejustmustlovemealittlebit,afterall。

Anyofthegirlswouldgivealmostanythingtograduateinhand-embroideredlinenlikethat。Moneycan\'tbuysuchthings。AndtheycamewhenIwasthinkingshedidn\'tcarewhatbecameofme。Doyousupposeshecanbeinsane?"

"Yes,"saidtheBirdWoman。"Wildlyinsane,ifshedoesnotloveyouandcarewhatbecomesofyou。"

Elnoraaroseandheldthepetticoattoher。"Willyoulookatit?"shecried。"Onlyimaginehernotgettingmydressready,andthensendingmesuchapetticoatasthis!

Ellenwouldpayfiftydollarsforitandneverblink。

Isupposemotherhashaditallmylife,andIneversawitbefore。"

"Gotakeyourbathandputonthosethings,"saidtheBirdWoman。"Forgeteverythingandbehappy。Sheisnotinsane。Sheisembittered。Shedidnotunderstandhowthingswouldbe。Whenshesaw,shecameatoncetoprovideyouadress。Thisisherwayofsayingsheissorryshedidnotgettheother。Younoticeshehasnotspentanymoney,soperhapssheisquitehonestinsayingshehasnone。"

"Oh,sheishonest!"saidElnora。"Shewouldn\'tcareenoughtotellanuntruth。She\'dsayjusthowthingswere,nomatterwhathappened。"

SoonElnorawasreadyforherdress。Sheneverhadlookedsowellaswhensheagainheadedtheprocessionalacrosstheflowerandpalmdeckedstageofthehighschoolauditorium。AsshesatthereshecouldhavereachedoveranddroppedaroseshecarriedintotheseatshehadoccupiedthatSeptembermorningwhensheenteredthehighschool。Shespokethefewwordsshehadtosayinbehalfoftheclassbeautifully,hadthetinywinkreadyforBilly,andthesmileandnodofrecognitionforWesleyandMargaret。Whenatlastshelookedintotheeyesofawhite-facedwomannextthem,sheslippedahandtohersideandraisedherskirtthefractionofaninch,justenoughtolettheembroiderededgeofapetticoatshowatrifle。Whenshesawthelookofreliefwhichfloodedhermother\'sface,Elnoraknewthatforgivenesswasinherheart,andthatshewouldgohomeinthemorning。

Itwaslateafternoonbeforeshearrived,andadrayfollowedwithaloadofpackages。Mrs。Comstockwasoverwhelmed。ShesathalfdazedandmadeElnorashowhereachcostlyandbeautifulorsimpleandusefulgift,tellhercarefullywhatitwasandfromwhereitcame。

ShestudiedthefacesofElnora\'sparticularfriends。

Thegiftsfromthemhadtobesetinagroup。Severaltimesshestartedtospeakandthenstopped。Atlast,betweenherdrylips,cameaharshwhisper。

"Elnora,whatdidyougivebackforthesethings?"

"I\'llshowyou,"saidElnoracheerfully。"ImadethesamegiftsfortheBirdWoman,AuntMargaretandyouifyoucareforit。ButIhavetorunupstairstogetit。"

Whenshereturnedshehandedhermotheranoblongframe,handcarved,enclosingElnora\'spicture,takenbyaschoolmate\'scamera。Sheworeherstorm-coatandcarriedadrippingumbrella。Fromunderitlookedherbrightface;

herbooksandlunchboxwereonherarm,andacrossthebottomoftheframewascarved,"YourCountryClassmate。"

Thensheofferedanotherframe。

"Iamstrongonframes,"shesaid。"TheyseemedtobethebestIcoulddowithoutmoney。Ilocatedthemapleandtheblackwalnutmyself,inalittlecornerthathadbeenoverlookedbetweentheriverandtheditch。

Theydidn\'tseemtobelongtoanyonesoIjusttookthem。

UncleWesleysaiditwasallright,andhecutandhauledthemforme。Igavethemillhalfofeachtreeforsawingandcuringtheremainder。ThenIgavethewood-carverhalfofthatformakingmyframes。Aphotographergavemealotofspoiledplates,andIboiledofftheemulsion,andtookthespecimensIframedfrommystuff。Themansaidthewhiteframeswereworththreeandahalf,andtheblackonesfive。Iexchangedthoselittleframedpicturesforthephotographsoftheothers。Forpresents,Igaveeachoneofmycrowdonelikethis,onlyadifferentmoth。

TheBirdWomangavemethebirchbark。Shegotitupnorthlastsummer。"

Elnorahandedhermotherahandsomeblack-walnutframeafootandahalfwidebytwolong。Itfinishedasmall,shallowglass-coveredboxofbirchbark,tothebottomofwhichclungabignightmothwithdelicatepalegreenwingsandlongexquisitetrailers。

"SoyouseeIdidnothavetobeashamedofmygifts,"

saidElnora。"Imadethemmyselfandraisedandmountedthemoths。"

"Moth,youcallit,"saidMrs。Comstock。"I\'veseenafewofthethingsbefore。"

"TheyarenumerousarounduseveryJunenight,oratleasttheyusedtobe,"saidElnora。"I\'vesoldhundredsofthem,withbutterflies,dragonflies,andotherspecimens。

Now,Imustputawaytheseandgettowork,foritisalmostJuneandthereareafewmoreIwantdreadfully。

IfIfindthemIwillbepaidsomemoneyforwhichIhavebeenworking。"

Shewasafraidtosaycollegeatthattime。Shethoughtitwouldbebettertowaitafewdaysandseeifanopportunitywouldnotcomewhenitwouldworkinmorenaturally。

Besides,unlessshecouldsecuretheYellowEmperorsheneededtocompletehercollection,shecouldnottalkcollegeuntilshewasofage,forshewouldhavenomoney。

CHAPTERXII

WHEREINMARGARETSINTONREVEALSASECRET,ANDMRS。COMSTOCKPOSSESSESTHELIMBERLOST

Elnora,bringmethetowel,quick!"criedMrsComstock。

"Inaminute,mother,"mumbledElnora。

Shewasstandingbeforethekitchenmirror,tyingthebackpartofherhair,whilethefrontturnedoverherface。

"Hurry!There\'savarmintofsomekind!"

Elnoraranintothesitting-roomandthrusttheheavykitchentowelintohermother\'shand。Mrs。Comstockswungopenthescreendoorandstruckatsomeobject,Elnoratossedthehairfromherfacesothatshecouldseepasthermother。Thegirlscreamedwildly。

"Don\'t!Mother,don\'t!"

Mrs。Comstockstruckagain。Elnoracaughtherarm。

"It\'stheoneIwant!It\'sworthalotofmoney!

Don\'t!Oh,youshallnot!"

"Shan\'t,missy?"blazedMrs。Comstock。"Whendidyougettobossingme?"

Thehandthatheldthescreensweptahalf-circleandstoppedatElnora\'scheek。Shestaggeredwiththeblow,andacrossherface,paledwithexcitement,aredmarkaroserapidly。Thescreenslammedshut,throwingthecreatureonthefloorbeforethem。InstantlyMrs。

Comstockcrusheditwithherfoot。Elnorasteppedback。

Exceptingtheredmark,herfacewasverywhite。

"ThatwasthelastmothIneeded,"shesaid,"tocompleteacollectionworththreehundreddollars。You\'veruineditbeforemyeyes!"

"Moth!"criedMrs。Comstock。"Yousaythatbecauseyouaremad。Mothshavebigwings。Iknowamoth!"

"I\'vekeptthingsfromyou,"saidElnora,"becauseI

didn\'tdareconfideinyou。Youhadnosympathywithme。

ButyouknowInevertoldyouuntruthsinallmylife。"

"It\'snomoth!"reiteratedMrs。Comstock。

"Itis!"criedElnora。"It\'sfromacaseintheground。

Itswingstaketwoorthreehourstoexpandandharden。"

"IfIhadknownitwasamoth——"Mrs。Comstockwavered。

"Youdidknow!Itoldyou!Ibeggedyoutostop!

Itmeantjustthreehundreddollarstome。"

"Bah!Threehundredfiddlesticks!"

"Theyarewhathavepaidforbooks,tuition,andclothesforthepastfouryears。TheyarewhatIcouldhavestartedontocollege。You\'veruinedtheveryoneIneeded。

Younevermadeanypretenceoflovingme。AtlastI\'llbeequallyfrankwithyou。Ihateyou!Youareaselfish,wickedwoman!Ihateyou!"

Elnoraturned,wentthroughthekitchenandfromthebackdoor。Shefollowedthegardenpathtothegateandwalkedtowardtheswampashortdistancewhenreactionovertookher。Shedroppedonthegroundandleanedagainstabiglog。Whenalittlechild,desperateasnow,shehadtriedtodiebyholdingherbreath。Shehadthoughtinthatwaytomakehermothersorry,butshehadlearnedthatlifewasathingthrustuponherandshecouldnotleaveitatherwish。

Shewassostunnedoverthelossofthatmoth,whichshehadchildishlynamedtheYellowEmperor,thatshescarcelyrememberedtheblow。Shehadthoughtnoluckinalltheworldwouldbesorareastocompletehercollection;nowshehadbeenforcedtoseeasplendidImperialisdestroyedbeforeher。Therewasapossibilitythatshecouldfindanother,butshewasfacingthecertaintythattheoneshemighthavehadandwithwhichsheundoubtedlycouldhaveattractedothers,wasspoiledbyhermother。HowlongshesatthereElnoradidnotknoworcare。Shesimplysufferedindumb,abjectmisery,anoccasionaldrysobshakingher。AuntMargaretwasright。

Elnorafeltthatmorningthathermotherneverwouldbeanydifferent。Thegirlhadreachedtheplacewheresherealizedthatshecouldendureitnolonger。

AsElnoralefttheroom,Mrs。Comstocktookonestepafterher。

"Youlittlehuzzy!"shegasped。

ButElnorawasgone。Hermotherstoodstaring。

"Sheneverdidlietome,"shemuttered。"Iguessitwasamoth。Andtheonlyonesheneededtogetthreehundreddollars,shesaid。IwishIhadn\'tbeensofast!

Ineversawanythinglikeit。Ithoughtitwassomedeadly,stinging,bitingthing。Abodydoeshavetobemightycarefulhere。ButlikelyI\'vespiltthemilknow。

Pshaw!Shecanfindanother!There\'snousetobefoolish。

Maybemothsarelikesnakes,wherethere\'sone,therearetwo。"

Mrs。Comstocktookthebroomandsweptthemothoutofthedoor。Thenshegotdownonherkneesandcarefullyexaminedthesteps,logsandtheearthoftheflowerbedsateachside。Shefoundtheplacewherethecreaturehademergedfromtheground,andthehard,dark-browncasewhichhadenclosedit,stillwetinside。

ThensheknewElnorahadbeenright。Itwasamoth。

Itswingshadbeendampandnotexpanded。Mrs。Comstockneverbeforehadseenoneinthatstate,andshedidnotknowhowtheyoriginated。Shehadthoughtallofthemcamefromcasesspunontreesoragainstwallsorboards。Shehadseenonlyenoughtoknowthatthereweresuchthings;asaflashofwhitetoldherthatanerminewasonherpremises,orasharp"buzzzzz"warnedherofarattler。

SoitwasfromcreatureslikethatElnorahadsecuredherschoolmoney。Inonesickeningsweepthererushedintotheheartofthewomanafullrealizationofthewidthofthegulfthatseparatedherfromherchild。

Latelymanythingshadpointedtowardit,nonemoreplainlythanwhenElnora,likeareincarnationofherfather,hadstoodfearlesslybeforealargecityaudienceandplayedwithevengreaterskillthanhe,onwhatMrs。Comstockfeltverycertainwashisviolin。Butthatlittlecrawlingcreatureofearth,crushedbyherbeforeitssplendidyellowandlavenderwingscouldspreadandcarryitintothemysteryofnight,hadperformedamiracle。

"Wearenearerstrangerstoeachotherthanwearewithanyoftheneighbours,"shemuttered。

SooneoftheAlmighty\'smostdelicateandbeautifulcreationswassacrificedwithoutfulfillingthelaw,yetnoneofitsspecieseverservedsogloriousacause,foratlastMrs。Comstock\'sinnervisionhadcleared。Shewentthroughthecabinmechanically。EveryfewminutessheglancedtowardthebackwalktoseeifElnorawerecoming。SheknewarrangementshadbeenmadewithMargarettogotothecitysometimethatday,soshegrewmorenervousanduneasyeverymoment。ShewashauntedbythefearthattheblowmightdiscolourElnora\'scheek;thatshewouldtellMargaret。Shewentdownthebackwalk,lookingintentlyinalldirections,leftthegardenandfollowedtheswamppath。Herstepwasnoiselessonthesoft,blackearth,andsoonshecamecloseenoughtoseeElnora。Mrs。Comstockstoodlookingatthegirlintroubleduncertainty。Notknowingwhattosay,atlastsheturnedandwentbacktothecabin。

Nooncameandsheprepareddinner,calling,asshealwaysdid,whenElnorawasinthegarden,butshegotnoresponse,andthegirldidnotcome。Alittleafteroneo\'clockMargaretstoppedatthegate。

"Elnorahaschangedhermind。Sheisnotgoing,"

calledMrs。Comstock。

ShefeltthatshehatedMargaretasshehitchedherhorseandcameupthewalkinsteadofdrivingon。

"Youmustbemistaken,"saidMargaret。"Iwasgoingonpurposeforher。Sheaskedmetotakeher。

Ihadnoerrand。Whereisshe?"

"Iwillcallher,"saidMrs。Comstock。

Shefollowedthepathagain,andthistimefoundElnorasittingonthelog。Herfacewasswollenanddiscoloured,andhereyesredwithcrying。Shepaidnoattentiontohermother。

"MagSintonishere,"saidMrs。Comstockharshly。

"Itoldheryouhadchangedyourmind,butshesaidyouaskedhertogowithyou,andshehadnothingtogoforherself。"

Elnoraarose,recklesslywadedthroughthedeepswampgrassesandsoreachedthepathaheadofhermother。

Mrs。Comstockfollowedasfarasthegarden,butshecouldnotenterthecabin。Shebusiedherselfamongthevegetables,barelylookingupwhentheback-doorscreenslammednoisily。MargaretSintonapproachedcolourless,hereyessoangrythatMrs。Comstockshrankback。

"What\'sthematterwithElnora\'sface?"demandedMargaret。

Mrs。Comstockmadenoreply。

"Youstruckher,didyou?"

"Ithoughtyouwasn\'tblind!"

"Ihavebeen,fortwentylongyearsnow,KateComstock,"

saidMargaretSinton,"butmyeyesareopenatlast。

WhatIseeisthatI\'vedoneyounogoodandElnoraabigwrong。Ihadanideathatitwouldkillyoutoknow,butIguessyouaretoughenoughtostandanything。

Killorcure,yougetitnow!"

"Whatareyoufrothingabout?"coollyaskedMrs。Comstock。

"You!"criedMargaret。"You!Thewomanwhodoesn\'tpretendtoloveheronlychild。Wholetshergrowtoawoman,asyouhaveletElnora,andcan\'tbesatisfiedwitheverysortofneglect,butmustaddabuseyet;

andallforafoolideaaboutamanwhowasn\'tworthhissalt!"

Mrs。Comstockpickedupahoe。

"Gorighton!"shesaid。"Emptyyourself。It\'sthelastthingyou\'lleverdo!"

"ThenI\'llmakeatidyjobofit,"saidMargaret。

"You\'llnottouchme。You\'llstandthereandhearthetruthatlast,andbecauseIdarefaceyouandtellit,youwillknowinyoursoulitistruth。WhenRobertComstockshavedthatquagmireouttheresoclosehewentin,hewantedtokeepyoufromknowingwherehewascomingfrom。He\'dbeentoseeElviraCarney。

Theyhadplanstogotoadancethatnight——"

"Closeyourlips!"saidMrs。Comstockinavoiceofdeadlyquiet。

"YouknowIwouldn\'tdareopenthemifIwasn\'ttellingyouthetruth。IcanprovewhatIsay。IwascomingfromReeds。ItwashotinthewoodsandI

stoppedatCarney\'sasIpassedforadrink。

Elvira\'sbedriddenoldmotherheardme,andshewassocrazyforsomeonetotalkwith,Isteppedinaminute。

IsawRobertcomedownthepath。Elvirasawhim,too,sosheranoutofthehousetoheadhimoff。Itlookedfunny,andIjustdeliberatelymovedwhereIcouldseeandhear。

Hebroughtherhisviolin,andtoldhertogetreadyandmeethiminthewoodswithitthatnight,andtheywouldgotoadance。Shetookitandhiditinthelofttothewell-houseandpromisedshe\'dgo。"

"Areyoudone?"demandedMrs。Comstock。

"No。Iamgoingtotellyouthewholestory。Youdon\'tspareElnoraanything。Ishan\'tspareyou。Ihadn\'tbeenherethatday,butIcantellyoujusthowhewasdressed,whichwayhewentandeverywordtheysaid,thoughtheythoughtIwasbusywithhermotherandwouldn\'tnoticethem。Putdownyourhoe,Kate。

IwenttoElvira,toldherwhatIknewandmadehergivemeComstock\'sviolinforElnoraoverthreeyearsago。

She\'sbeenplayingiteversince。Iwon\'tseeherslightedandabusedanotherdayonaccountofamanwhowouldhavebrokenyourheartifhehadlived。

Sixmonthsmorewouldhaveshowedyouwhateverybodyelseknew。Hewasoneofthosemenwhocouldn\'ttrusthimself,andsonowomanwassafewithhim。Now,willyoudropgrievingoverhim,anddoElnorajustice?"

Mrs。Comstockgraspedthehoetighterandturningshewentdownthewalk,andstartedacrossthewoodstothehomeofElviraCarney。Withavertedheadshepassedthepool,steadilypursuingherway。ElviraCarney,hangingtowelsacrossthebackfence,sawhercomingandwenttowardthegatetomeether。Twentyyearsshehaddreadedthatvisit。SinceMargaretSintonhadcompelledhertoproducetheviolinshehadhiddensolong,becauseshewasafraidtodestroyit,shehadcomecloserexpectationthandread。Thewagesofsinarethehardestdebtsonearthtopay,andtheyarealwayscollectedatinconvenienttimesandunexpectedplaces。

Mrs。Comstock\'sfaceandhairweresowhite,thatherdarkeyesseemedburnedintotheirsetting。Silentlyshestaredatthewomanbeforeheralongtime。

"Imighthavesavedmyselfthetroubleofcoming,"

shesaidatlast,"Iseeyouareguiltyassin!"

"WhathasMagSintonbeentellingyou?"pantedthemiserablewoman,grippingthefence。

"Thetruth!"answeredMrs。Comstocksuccinctly。

"Guiltisineverylineofyourface,inyoureyes,alloveryourwretchedbody。IfI\'dtakenagoodlookatyouanytimeinallthesepastyears,nodoubtIcouldhaveseenitjustasplainasIcannow。Nowomanormancandowhatyou\'vedone,andnotgetamarksetonthemforeveryonetoread。"

"Mercy!"gaspedweaklittleElviraCarney。"Havemercy!"

"Mercy?"scoffedMrs。Comstock。"Mercy!That\'sanicewordfromyou!Howmuchmercydidyouhaveonme?Where\'sthemercythatsentComstocktotheslimeofthebottomlessquagmire,andleftmetoseeit,andthenstruggleoninagonyalltheseyears?

Howaboutthemercyoflettingmeneglectmybabyallthedaysofherlife?Mercy!Doyoureallydareusethewordtome?"

"IfyouknewwhatI\'vesuffered!"

"Suffered?"jeeredMrs。Comstock。"That\'sinteresting。

Andpray,whathaveyousuffered?"

"Alltheneighbourshavesuspectedandbeendownonme。Iain\'thadafriend。I\'vealwaysfeltguiltyofhisdeath!I\'veseenhimgodownathousandtimes,plainaseveryoudid。Many\'sthenightI\'vestoodontheotherbankofthatpoolandlistenedtoyou,andItriedtothrowmyselfintokeepfromhearingyou,butI

didn\'tdare。IknewGodwouldsendmetoburnforever,butI\'dbetterdoneit;fornow,Hehassettheburningonmybody,andeveryhouritisslowlyeatingthelifeoutofme。Thedoctorsaysit\'sacancer——"

Mrs。Comstockexhaledalongbreath。Hergriponthehoerelaxedandherstatureliftedtotoweringheight。

"Ididn\'tknow,orcare,whenIcamehere,justwhatI

did,"shesaid。"Butmywayisbeginningtoclear。Iftheguiltofyoursoulhascometoahead,inacanceronyourbody,itlooksasiftheAlmightydidn\'tneedanyofmyhelpinmetingoutHispunishments。Ireallycouldn\'tfixupanythingtocomeanywherenearthat。Ifyouaregoingtoburnuntilyourlifegoesoutwiththatsortoffire,youdon\'towemeanything!"

"Oh,KatharineComstock!"groanedElviraCarney,clingingtothefenceforsupport。

"LooksasiftheBibleisrightwhenitsays,`Thewagesofsinisdeath,\'doesn\'tit?"askedMrs。Comstock。

"Insteadofdoingawoman\'sworkinlife,youchosethesmileofinvitation,andthedressofunearnedcloth。

Nowyoutellmeyouaremarkedtoburntodeathwiththeunquenchablefire。Andhim!Itwasshorterwithhim,butletmetellyouhegothisshare!Heleftmewithanuntruthonhislips,forhetoldmehewasgoingtotakehisviolintoOnabashaforanewkey,whenhecarriedittoyou。Everyvowofloveandconstancyheevermademewasalie,afterhetouchedyourlips,sowhenhetriedthewrongsideofthequagmire,tohidefrommethedirectioninwhichhewascoming,itreachedoutforhim,anditgothim。Itdidn\'thurry,either!Itsuckedhimdown,slowanddeliberate。"

"Mercy!"groanedElviraCarney。"Mercy!"

"Idon\'tknowtheword,"saidMrs。Comstock。"Youtookallthatoutofmelongago。Thepasttwentyyearshaven\'tbeenofthesortthattaughtmercy。I\'veneverhadanyonmyselfandnoneonmychild。Whyinthenameofjustice,shouldIhavemercyonyou,oronhim?

YouwerebotholderthanI,bothstrong,sanepeople,youdeliberatelychoseyourcoursewhenyouluredhim,andhe,whenhewasunfaithfultome。WhenaLooseManandaLightWomanfacetheendtheAlmightyordainedforthem,whyshouldtheyshoutatmeformercy?WhatdidIhavetodowithit?"

ElviraCarneysobbedinpantinggasps。

"You\'vegottears,haveyou?"marvelledMrs。Comstock。

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