下载辰思小说免费APP
ElnoraComstock,haveyoulostyoursenses?"
demandedtheangryvoiceofKatharineComstockwhilesheglaredatherdaughter。
"Whymother!"falteredthegirl。
"Don\'tyou`whymother\'me!"criedMrs。Comstock。
"YouknowverywellwhatImean。You\'vegivenmenopeaceuntilyou\'vehadyourwayaboutthisgoingtoschoolbusiness;I\'vefixedyougoodenough,andyou\'rereadytostart。ButnochildofminewalksthestreetsofOnabashalookinglikeaplay-actresswoman。Youwetyourhairandcombitdownmodestanddecentandthenbeoff,oryou\'llhavenotimetofindwhereyoubelong。"
Elnoragaveonedespairingglanceatthewhiteface,framedinamostbecomingriotofreddish-brownhair,whichshesawinthelittlekitchenmirror。Thensheuntiedthenarrowblackribbon,wetthecombandplasteredthewavingcurlsclosetoherhead,boundthemfast,pinnedontheskimpyblackhatandopenedthebackdoor。
"You\'vegonesoplumbdaffyyouareforgettingyourdinner,"jeeredhermother。
"Idon\'twantanythingtoeat,"repliedElnora。
"You\'lltakeyourdinneroryou\'llnotgoonestep。
Areyoucrazy?Walkalmostthreemilesandnofoodfromsixinthemorninguntilsixatnight。Aprettyfigureyou\'dcutifyouhadyourway!AndafterI\'vegoneandboughtyouthisnicenewpailandfilleditespecialtostarton!"
Elnoracamebackwithafacestillwhiterandpickedupthelunch。"Thankyou,mother!Good-bye!"shesaid。Mrs。Comstockdidnotreply。Shewatchedthegirlfollowthelongwalktothegateandgofromsightontheroad,inthebrightsunshineofthefirstMondayofSeptember。
"Ibetadollarshegetsenoughofitbynight!"
commentedMrs。Comstock。
Elnorawalkedbyinstinct,forhereyeswereblindedwithtears。Shelefttheroadwhereitturnedsouth,atthecorneroftheLimberlost,climbedasnakefenceandenteredapathwornbyherownfeet。Dodgingunderwillowandscruboakbranchesshecameatlasttothefaintoutlineofanoldtrailmadeinthedayswhentheprecioustimberoftheswampwasguardedbyarmedmen。Thispathshefolloweduntilshereachedathickclumpofbushes。Fromthedebrisintheendofahollowlogshetookakeythatunlockedthepadlockofalargeweatherbeatenoldbox,insideofwhichlayseveralbooks,abutterflyapparatus,andasmallcrackedmirror。Thewallswerelinedthicklywithgaudybutterflies,dragonflies,andmoths。Shesetupthemirrorandoncemorepullingtheribbonfromherhair,sheshookthebrightmassoverhershoulders,tossingitdryinthesunshine。
Thenshestraightenedit,bounditloosely,andreplacedherhat。Shetuggedvainlyatthelowbrowncalicocollarandgazeddespairinglyatthegenerouslengthofthenarrowskirt。Shelifteditasshewouldhavecutitifpossible。Thatdisclosedtheheavyhighleathershoes,atsightofwhichsheseemedpositivelyill,andhastilydroppedtheskirt。Sheopenedthepail,removedthelunch,wrappeditinthenapkin,andplaceditinasmallpasteboardbox。Lockingthecaseagainshehidthekeyandhurrieddownthetrail。
Shefolloweditaroundthenorthendoftheswampandthenenteredafootpathcrossingafarmleadinginthedirectionofthespiresofthecitytothenortheast。
Againsheclimbedafenceandwasontheopenroad。Foraninstantsheleanedagainstthefencestaringbeforeher,thenturnedandlookedback。Behindherlaythelandonwhichshehadbeenborntodrudgeryandamotherwhomadenopretenceoflovingher;beforeherlaythecitythroughwhoseschoolsshehopedtofindmeansofescapeandthewaytoreachthethingsforwhichshecared。Whenshethoughtofhowsheappearedsheleanedmoreheavilyagainstthefenceandgroaned;
whenshethoughtofturningbackandwearingsuchclothinginignoranceallthedaysofherlifeshesetherteethfirmlyandwenthastilytowardOnabasha。
Onthebridgecrossingadeepculvertatthesuburbssheglancedaround,andthenkneelingshethrustthelunchboxbetweenthefoundationandtheflooring。
Thisleftherempty-handedassheapproachedthebigstonehighschoolbuilding。Sheenteredbravelyandinquiredherwaytotheofficeofthesuperintendent。Thereshelearnedthatsheshouldhavecomethepreviousweekandarrangedaboutherclasses。Thereweremanythingsincidenttotheopeningofschool,andonemanunabletocopewithallofthem。
"Wherehaveyoubeenattendingschool?"heasked,whileheadvisedtheteacherofDomesticSciencenottotelephoneforgroceriesuntilsheknewhowmanyshewouldhaveinherclasses;wroteanorderforchemicalsforthestudentsofscience;andadvisedtheleaderoftheorchestratohireaprofessionaltotaketheplaceofthebassviolist,reportedsuddenlyill。
"IfinishedlastspringatBrushwoodschool,districtnumbernine,"saidElnora。"Ihavebeenstudyingallsummer。
IamquitesureIcandothefirstyearwork,ifIhaveafewdaystogetstarted。"
"Ofcourse,ofcourse,"assentedthesuperintendent。
"Almostinvariablycountrypupilsdogoodwork。Youmayenterfirstyear,andifitistoodifficult,wewillfinditoutspeedily。Yourteacherswilltellyouthelistofbooksyoumusthave,andifyouwillcomewithmeIwillshowyouthewaytotheauditorium。Itisnowtimeforopeningexercises。Takeanyseatyoufindvacant。"
Elnorastoodbeforetheentranceandstaredintothelargestroomsheeverhadseen。Thefloorslopedtoayawningstageonwhichabandofmusicians,groupedaroundagrandpiano,weretuningtheirinstruments。
Shehadtwofleetingimpressions。Thatitwasallamistake;thiswasnoschool,butagranddisplayofenormousribbonbows;andthesecond,thatshewassinking,andhadforgottenhowtowalk。Thenaburstfromtheorchestranervedherwhileabevyofdaintilyclad,sweet-
smellingthingsthatmighthavebeenbirds,orflowers,orpossiblygailydressed,happyyounggirls,pushedherforward。Shefoundherselfploddingacrossthebackoftheauditorium,prayingforguidance,toanemptyseat。
Asthegirlspassedher,vacanciesseemedtoopentomeetthem。Theirfriendsweremovingover,beckoningandwhisperinginvitations。Everyoneelsewasseated,butnoonepaidanyattentiontothewhite-facedgirlstumblinghalf-blindlydowntheaislenextthefarthestwall。
Soshewentontotheveryendfacingthestage。
Noonemoved,andshecouldnotsummoncouragetocrowdpastotherstoseveralemptyseatsshesaw。
Attheendoftheaisleshepausedindesperation,whileshestaredbackatthewholeforestoffacesmostofwhichwerenowturneduponher。
Inaflashcamethefullrealizationofherscantydress,herpitifullittlehatandribbon,herbig,heavyshoes,herignoranceofwheretogoorwhattodo;andfromasickeningwavewhichcreptoverher,shefeltshewasgoingtobecomeveryill。Thenoutofthemassshesawapairofbig,brownboyeyes,threeseatsfromher,andtherewasamessageinthem。Withoutmovinghisbodyhereachedforwardandwithapenciltouchedthebackoftheseatbeforehim。InstantlyElnoratookanotherstepwhichbroughthertoarowofvacantfrontseats。
Sheheardlaughterbehindher;theknowledgethatsheworetheonlyhatintheroomburnedher;everymatterofmoment,andsomeofnoneatall,cutandstung。
Shehadnobooks。Whereshouldshegowhenthiswasover?Whatwouldshegivetobeonthetrailgoinghome!Shewasshakingwithanervouschillwhenthemusicceased,andthesuperintendentarose,andcomingdowntothefrontoftheflower-deckedplatform,openedaBibleandbegantoread。Elnoradidnotknowwhathewasreading,andshefeltthatshedidnotcare。
Wildlyshewasrackingherbraintodecidewhethersheshouldsitstillwhentheotherslefttheroomorfollow,andasksomeonewheretheFreshmenwentfirst。
Inthemidstofthestruggleonesentencefellonherear。
"HidemeundertheshadowofThywings。"
Elnorabegantoprayfrantically。"Hideme,OGod,hideme,undertheshadowofThywings。"
Againandagainsheimploredthatprayer,andbeforesherealizedwhatwascoming,everyonehadarisenandtheroomwasemptyingrapidly。Elnorahurriedafterthenearestgirlandinthepressatthedoortouchedhersleevetimidly。
"WillyoupleasetellmewheretheFreshmengo?"sheaskedhuskily。
Thegirlgaveheronesurprisedglance,anddrewaway。
"Sameplaceasthefreshwomen,"sheanswered,andthosenearestherlaughed。
Elnorastoppedprayingsuddenlyandthecolourcreptintoherface。"I\'llwageryouarethefirstpersonImeetwhenIfindit,"shesaidandstoppedshort。"Notthat!
Oh,Imustnotdothat!"shethoughtindismay。"MakeanenemythefirstthingIdo。Oh,notthat!"
Shefollowedwithhereyesastheyoungpeopleseparatedinthehall,someclimbingstairs,somedisappearingdownsidehalls,someenteringadjoiningdoors。Shesawthegirlovertakethebrown-eyedboyandspeaktohim。
HeglancedbackatElnorawithascowlonhisface。
Thenshestoodaloneinthehall。
Presentlyadooropenedandayoungwomancameoutandenteredanotherroom。Elnorawaiteduntilshereturned,andhurriedtoher。"WouldyoutellmewheretheFreshmenare?"shepanted。
"Straightdownthehall,threedoorstoyourleft,"
wastheanswer,asthegirlpassed。
"Oneminuteplease,ohplease,"beggedElnora:
"ShouldIknockorjustopenthedoor?"
"Goinandtakeaseat,"repliedtheteacher。
"Whatiftherearen\'tanyseats?"gaspedElnora。
"Classroomsareneverhalf-filled,therewillbeplenty,"
wastheanswer。
Elnoraremovedherhat。Therewasnoplacetoputit,soshecarrieditinherhand。Shelookedinfinitelybetterwithoutit。Afterseveraleffortssheatlastopenedthedoorandsteppinginsidefacedasmallerandmoreconcentratedbatteryofeyes。
"Thesuperintendentsentme。HethinksIbelonghere,"shesaidtotheprofessorinchargeoftheclass,butsheneverbeforeheardthevoicewithwhichshespoke。
Asshestoodwaiting,thegirlofthehallpassedonherwaytotheblackboard,andsuppressedlaughtertoldElnorathatherthrusthadbeenrepeated。
"Beseated,"saidtheprofessor,andthenbecausehesawElnorawasdesperatelyembarrassedheproceededtolendherabookandtoaskherifshehadstudiedalgebra。
Shesaidshehadalittle,butnotthesamebooktheywereusing。
Heaskedherifshefeltthatshecoulddotheworktheywerebeginning,andshesaidshedid。
Thatwashowithappened,thatthreeminutesafterenteringtheroomshewastoldtotakeherplacebesidethegirlwhohadgonelasttotheboard,andwhoseflushedfaceandangryeyesavoidedmeetingElnora\'s。Beingcompelledtoconcentrateonherpropositionsheforgotherself。
Whentheprofessoraskedthatallpupilssigntheirworkshefirmlywrote"ElnoraComstock"underherdemonstration。
Thenshetookherseatandwaitedwithwhitelipsandtremblinglimbs,asoneafteranotherprofessorcalledthenamesontheboard,whiletheirownersaroseandexplainedtheirpropositions,or"flunked"iftheyhadnotfoundacorrectsolution。Shewassoeagertocatchtheirformsofexpressionandprepareherselfforherrecitation,thatsheneverlookedfromtheworkontheboard,untilclearlyanddistinctly,"ElnoraComstock,"
calledtheprofessor。
Thedazedgirlstaredattheboard。Onetinycurladdedtothetopofthefirstcurveoftheminhername,hadtransformeditfromagoodoldEnglishpatronymicthatanygirlmightbearproudly,toCornstock。
Elnorasatspeechless。Whenandhowdidithappen?
Shecouldfeelthewaveofsmotheredlaughterintheairaroundher。Arushofangerturnedherfacescarletandhersoulsick。Thevoiceoftheprofessoraddressedherdirectly。
"Thispropositionseemstobebeautifullydemonstrated,MissCornstalk,"hesaid。"Surely,youcantellushowyoudidit。"
Thatwordofpraisesavedher。Shecoulddogoodwork。
Theymightweartheirprettyclothes,havetheirfriendsandmakelifeagreatermiserythaniteverbeforehadbeenforher,butnotoneofthemshoulddobetterworkorbemorewomanly。Thatlaywithher。Shewastall,straight,andhandsomeasshearose。
"OfcourseIcanexplainmywork,"shesaidinnaturaltones。
"WhatIcan\'texplainishowIhappenedtobesostupidastomakeamistakeinwritingmyownname。Imusthavebeenalittlenervous。Pleaseexcuseme。"
Shewenttotheboard,sweptoffthesignaturewithonestroke,thenrewroteitplainly。"MynameisComstock,"
shesaiddistinctly。Shereturnedtoherseatandfollowingtheformulausedbytheothersmadeherfirsthighschoolrecitation。
AsElnoraresumedherseatProfessorHenleylookedathersteadily。"Itpuzzlesme,"hesaiddeliberately,howyoucanwriteasbeautifulademonstration,andexplainitasclearlyaseverhasbeendoneinanyofmyclassesandstillbesodisturbedastomakeamistakeinyourownname。
Areyouverysureyoudidthatyourself,MissComstock?"
"Itisimpossiblethatanyoneelseshouldhavedoneit,"
answeredElnora。
"Iamverygladyouthinkso,"saidtheprofessor。
"BeingFreshmen,allofyouarestrangerstome。
Ishoulddisliketobegintheyearwithyoufeelingtherewasoneamongyousmallenoughtodoatricklikethat。
Thenextproposition,please。"
WhenthehourhadgonetheclassfiledbacktothestudyroomandElnorafollowedindesperation,becauseshedidnotknowwhereelsetogo。Shecouldnotstudyasshehadnobooks,andwhentheclassagainlefttheroomtogotoanotherprofessorforthenextrecitation,shewentalso。
Atleasttheycouldputheroutifshedidnotbelongthere。
Nooncameatlast,andshekeptwiththeothersuntiltheydispersedonthesidewalk。Shewassoabnormallyself-
consciousshefanciedallthehundredsofthatlaughing,throngsawandjestedather。Whenshepassedthebrown-eyedboywalkingwiththegirlofherencounter,sheknew,forsheheardhimsay:"Didyoureallyletthatgawkypieceofcalicogetaheadofyou?"Theanswerwasindistinct。
Elnorahurriedfromthecity。Sheintendedtogetherlunch,eatitintheshadeofthefirsttree,andthendecidewhethershewouldgobackorgohome。Shekneltonthebridgeandreachedforherbox,butitwassoverylightthatshewaspreparedforthefactthatitwasempty,beforeopeningit。Therewasonethingforwhichtobethankful。
Theboyortrampwhohadseenherhideit,hadleftthenapkin。
Shewouldnothavetofacehermotherandaccountforitsloss。Sheputitinherpocket,andthrewtheboxintotheditch。Thenshesatonthebridgeandtriedtothink,butherbrainwasconfused。
"Perhapstheworstisover,"shesaidatlast。"Iwillgoback。WhatwouldmothersaytomeifIcamehomenow?"
Soshereturnedtothehighschool,followedsomeotherpupilstothecoatroom,hungherhat,andfoundherwaytothestudywhereshehadbeeninthemorning。Twicethatafternoon,withachingheadandemptystomach,shefacedstrangeprofessors,indifferentbranches。Oncesheescapednotice;thesecondtimetheworsthappened。Shewasaskedaquestionshecouldnotanswer。
"Haveyounotdecidedonyourcourse,andsecuredyourbooks?"
inquiredtheprofessor。
"Ihavedecidedonmycourse,"repliedElnora,"I
donotknowwheretoaskformybooks。"
"Ask?"theprofessorwasbewildered。
"Iunderstoodthebookswerefurnished,"falteredElnora。
"Onlytothosebringinganorderfromthetownshiptrustee,"repliedtheProfessor。
"No!Ohno!"criedElnora。"Iwillhavethemto-
morrow,"andgrippedherdeskforsupportforsheknewthatwasnottrue。Fourbooks,rangingperhapsatadollarandahalfapiece;wouldhermotherbuythem?
Ofcourseshewouldnot——couldnot。
DidnotElnoraknowthestoryofold。Therewasenoughland,butnoonetodoclearingandfarm。Taxonallthoseacres,recentlythenewgravelroadtaxadded,theexpenseoflivingandonlytheworkoftwowomentomeetallofit。Shewasinsanetothinkshecouldcometothecitytoschool。Hermotherhadbeenright。Thegirldecidedthatifonlyshelivedtoreachhome,shewouldstaythereandleadanysortoflifetoavoidmoreofthistorture。Badaswhatshewishedtoescapehadbeen,itwasnothinglikethis。Shenevercouldlivedownthemovementthatwentthroughtheclasswhensheinadvertentlyrevealedthefactthatshehadexpectedbookstobefurnished。Hermotherwouldnotsecurethem;thatsettledthequestion。
Buttheendofmiseryisneverinahurrytocome;beforethedaywasoverthesuperintendententeredtheroomandexplainedthatpupilsfromthecountrywerechargedatuitionoftwentydollarsayear。Thatreallywastheend。
PreviouslyElnorahadcanvassedadozenmethodsforsecuringthemoneyforbooks,rangingallthewayfromofferingtowashthesuperintendent\'sdishestobreakingintothebank。Thisadditionalexpensemadeherplanssowildlyimpossible,therewasnothingtodobutholdupherheaduntilshewasfromsight。
Downthelongcorridoraloneamonghundreds,downthelongstreetaloneamongthousands,outintothecountryshecameatlast。Acrossthefenceandfield,alongtheoldtrailoncetroddenbyaboy\'sbitteragony,nowstumbledawhite-facedgirl,sickatheart。Shesatonalogandbegantosobinspiteofhereffortsatself-control。Atfirstitwasphysicalbreakdown,later,thoughtcamecrowding。
Ohtheshame,themortification!Whyhadshenotknownofthetuition?Howdidshehappentothinkthatinthecitybookswerefurnished?Perhapsitwasbecauseshehadreadtheywereinseveralstates。Butwhydidshenotknow?Whydidnothermothergowithher?Othermothers——
butwhenhadhermothereverbeenordoneanythingatalllikeothermothers?Becausesheneverhadbeenitwasuselesstoblamehernow。Elnorarealizedsheshouldhavegonetotowntheweekbefore,calledonsomeoneandlearnedallthesethingsherself。Sheshouldhaverememberedhowherclothingwouldlook,beforesheworeitinpublicplaces。Nowsheknew,andherdreamswereover。
Shemustgohometofeedchickens,calves,andpigs,wearcalicoandcoarseshoes,andwithavertedhead,passalibraryallherlife。Shesobbedagain。
"Forpity\'ssake,honey,what\'sthematter?"askedthevoiceofthenearestneighbour,WesleySinton,asheseatedhimselfbesideElnora。"There,there,"hecontinued,smearingtearsalloverherfaceinanefforttodrythem。
"Wasitasbadasthat,now?Maggiehasbeenjustwildoveryouallday。She\'sgotnervousereveryminute。
Shesaidwewerefoolishtoletyougo。Shesaidyourclotheswerenotright,yououghtnottocarrythattinpail,andthattheywouldlaughatyou。Bygum,Iseetheydid!"
"Oh,UncleWesley,"sobbedthegirl,"whydidn\'tshetellme?"
"Well,yousee,Elnora,shedidn\'tliketo。Yougotsuchawayofholdingupyourhead,andgoingthroughwiththings。Shethoughtsomewaythatyou\'dmakeit,tillyougotstarted,andthenshebeguntoseeahundredthingsweshouldhavedone。Ireckonyouhadn\'treachedthatbuildingbeforesherememberedthatyourskirtshouldhavebeenpleatedinsteadofgathered,yourshoesbeenlow,andlighterforhotSeptemberweather,andanewhat。Wereyourclothesright,Elnora?"
Thegirlbrokeintohystericallaughter。"Right!"shecried。
"Right!UncleWesley,youshouldhaveseenmeamongthem!
Iwasapicture!They\'llneverforgetme。No,theywon\'tgetthechance,forthey\'llseemeagainto-morrow!
"NowthatiswhatIcallspunk,Elnora!Downrightgrit,"
saidWesleySinton。"Don\'tyouletthemlaughyouout。
You\'vehelpedMargaretandmeforyearsatharvestandbusytimes,whatyou\'veearnedmustamounttoquiteasum。
Youcangetyourselfagoodmanyclotheswithit。"
"Don\'tmentionclothes,UncleWesley,"sobbedElnora,"Idon\'tcarenowhowIlook。IfIdon\'tgobackallofthemwillknowit\'sbecauseIamsopoorIcan\'tbuymybooks。"
"Oh,Idon\'tknowasyouaresodrattedpoor,"saidSintonmeditatively。"Therearethreehundredacresofgoodland,withfinetimberasevergrewonit。"
"Ittakesallwecanearntopaythetax,andmotherwouldn\'tcutatreeforherlife。"
"Wellthen,maybe,I\'llbecompelledtocutoneforher,"
suggestedSinton。"Anyway,stoptearingyourselftopiecesandtellme。Ifitisn\'tclothes,whatisit?"
"It\'sbooksandtuition。Overtwentydollarsinall。"
"Humph!FirsttimeIeverknewyoutobestumpedbytwentydollars,Elnora,"saidSinton,pattingherhand。
"It\'sthefirsttimeyoueverknewmetowantmoney,"
answeredElnora。"Thisisdifferentfromanythingthateverhappenedtome。Oh,howcanIgetit,UncleWesley?"
"DrivetotownwithmeinthemorningandI\'lldrawitfromthebankforyou。Ioweyoueverycentofit。"
"Youknowyoudon\'towemeapenny,andIwouldn\'ttouchonefromyou,unlessIreallycouldearnit。
Foranythingthat\'spastIoweyouandAuntMargaretforallthehomelifeandloveI\'veeverknown。Iknowhowyouwork,andI\'llnottakeyourmoney。"
"Justaloan,Elnora,justaloanforalittlewhileuntilyoucanearnit。Youcanbeproudwithalltherestoftheworld,buttherearenosecretsbetweenus,arethere,Elnora?"
"No,"saidElnora,"therearenone。YouandAuntMargarethavegivenmeallthelovetherehasbeeninmylife。Thatistheonereasonaboveallotherswhyyoushallnotgivemecharity。Handmemoneybecauseyoufindmecryingforit!Thisisn\'tthefirsttimethisoldtrailhasknowntearsandheartache。Allofusknowthatstory。Frecklesstucktowhatheundertookandwonout。Istick,too。WhenDuncanmovedawayhegavemeallFrecklesleftintheswamp,andasIhaveinheritedhispropertymaybehisluckwillcomewithit。
Iwon\'ttouchyourmoney,butI\'llwinsomeway。First,I\'mgoinghomeandtrymother。It\'sjustpossibleIcouldfindsecond-handbooks,andperhapsallthetuitionneednotbepaidatonce。Maybetheywouldacceptitquarterly。
Butoh,UncleWesley,youandAuntMargaretkeeponlovingme!
I\'msolonely,andnooneelsecares!"
WesleySinton\'sjawsmetwithaclick。Heswallowedhardonbitterwordsandchangedwhathewouldhavelikedtosaythreetimesbeforeitbecamearticulate。
"Elnora,"hesaidatlast,"ifithadn\'tbeenforonethingI\'dhavetriedtotakelegalstepstomakeyouourswhenyouwerethreeyearsold。Maggiesaidthenitwasn\'tanyuse,butI\'vealwaysheldon。Yousee,Iwasthefirstmanthere,honey,andtherearethingsyousee,thatyoucan\'tevermakeanybodyelseunderstand。
ShelovedhimElnora,shejustmadeanidolofhim。
Therewasthatoozygreenhole,withthethickscumbroke,andtwoorthreebigbubblesslowlyrisingthatwerethebreathofhisbody。Thereshewasinspasmsofagony,andbesideherthegreatheavylogshe\'dtriedtothrowhim。Ican\'teverforgiveherforturningagainstyou,andspoilingyourchildhoodasshehas,butIcouldn\'tforgiveanybodyelseforabusingher。
Maggiehasgotnomercyonher,butMaggiedidn\'tseewhatIdid,andI\'venevertriedtomakeitverycleartoher。
It\'sbeenalittletooplainformeeversince。WheneverI
lookatyourmother\'sface,Iseewhatshesaw,soIholdmytongueandsay,inmyheart,`Giveheramitemoretime。\'Somedayitwillcome。Shedoesloveyou,Elnora。Everybodydoes,honey。It\'sjustthatshe\'sfeelingsomuch,shecan\'texpressherself。Youbeapatientgirlandwaitalittlelonger。Afterall,she\'syourmother,andyou\'reallshe\'sgot,butamemory,anditmightdohergoodtoletherknowthatshewasfooledinthat。"
"Itwouldkillher!"criedthegirlswiftly。"UncleWesley,itwouldkillher!Whatdoyoumean?"