A Girl of The Limberlost

第1章

ElnoraComstock,haveyoulostyoursenses?"

demandedtheangryvoiceofKatharineComstockwhilesheglaredatherdaughter。

"Whymother!"falteredthegirl。

"Don\'tyou`whymother\'me!"criedMrs。Comstock。

"YouknowverywellwhatImean。You\'vegivenmenopeaceuntilyou\'vehadyourwayaboutthisgoingtoschoolbusiness;I\'vefixedyougoodenough,andyou\'rereadytostart。ButnochildofminewalksthestreetsofOnabashalookinglikeaplay-actresswoman。Youwetyourhairandcombitdownmodestanddecentandthenbeoff,oryou\'llhavenotimetofindwhereyoubelong。"

Elnoragaveonedespairingglanceatthewhiteface,framedinamostbecomingriotofreddish-brownhair,whichshesawinthelittlekitchenmirror。Thensheuntiedthenarrowblackribbon,wetthecombandplasteredthewavingcurlsclosetoherhead,boundthemfast,pinnedontheskimpyblackhatandopenedthebackdoor。

"You\'vegonesoplumbdaffyyouareforgettingyourdinner,"jeeredhermother。

"Idon\'twantanythingtoeat,"repliedElnora。

"You\'lltakeyourdinneroryou\'llnotgoonestep。

Areyoucrazy?Walkalmostthreemilesandnofoodfromsixinthemorninguntilsixatnight。Aprettyfigureyou\'dcutifyouhadyourway!AndafterI\'vegoneandboughtyouthisnicenewpailandfilleditespecialtostarton!"

Elnoracamebackwithafacestillwhiterandpickedupthelunch。"Thankyou,mother!Good-bye!"shesaid。Mrs。Comstockdidnotreply。Shewatchedthegirlfollowthelongwalktothegateandgofromsightontheroad,inthebrightsunshineofthefirstMondayofSeptember。

"Ibetadollarshegetsenoughofitbynight!"

commentedMrs。Comstock。

Elnorawalkedbyinstinct,forhereyeswereblindedwithtears。Shelefttheroadwhereitturnedsouth,atthecorneroftheLimberlost,climbedasnakefenceandenteredapathwornbyherownfeet。Dodgingunderwillowandscruboakbranchesshecameatlasttothefaintoutlineofanoldtrailmadeinthedayswhentheprecioustimberoftheswampwasguardedbyarmedmen。Thispathshefolloweduntilshereachedathickclumpofbushes。Fromthedebrisintheendofahollowlogshetookakeythatunlockedthepadlockofalargeweatherbeatenoldbox,insideofwhichlayseveralbooks,abutterflyapparatus,andasmallcrackedmirror。Thewallswerelinedthicklywithgaudybutterflies,dragonflies,andmoths。Shesetupthemirrorandoncemorepullingtheribbonfromherhair,sheshookthebrightmassoverhershoulders,tossingitdryinthesunshine。

Thenshestraightenedit,bounditloosely,andreplacedherhat。Shetuggedvainlyatthelowbrowncalicocollarandgazeddespairinglyatthegenerouslengthofthenarrowskirt。Shelifteditasshewouldhavecutitifpossible。Thatdisclosedtheheavyhighleathershoes,atsightofwhichsheseemedpositivelyill,andhastilydroppedtheskirt。Sheopenedthepail,removedthelunch,wrappeditinthenapkin,andplaceditinasmallpasteboardbox。Lockingthecaseagainshehidthekeyandhurrieddownthetrail。

Shefolloweditaroundthenorthendoftheswampandthenenteredafootpathcrossingafarmleadinginthedirectionofthespiresofthecitytothenortheast。

Againsheclimbedafenceandwasontheopenroad。Foraninstantsheleanedagainstthefencestaringbeforeher,thenturnedandlookedback。Behindherlaythelandonwhichshehadbeenborntodrudgeryandamotherwhomadenopretenceoflovingher;beforeherlaythecitythroughwhoseschoolsshehopedtofindmeansofescapeandthewaytoreachthethingsforwhichshecared。Whenshethoughtofhowsheappearedsheleanedmoreheavilyagainstthefenceandgroaned;

whenshethoughtofturningbackandwearingsuchclothinginignoranceallthedaysofherlifeshesetherteethfirmlyandwenthastilytowardOnabasha。

Onthebridgecrossingadeepculvertatthesuburbssheglancedaround,andthenkneelingshethrustthelunchboxbetweenthefoundationandtheflooring。

Thisleftherempty-handedassheapproachedthebigstonehighschoolbuilding。Sheenteredbravelyandinquiredherwaytotheofficeofthesuperintendent。Thereshelearnedthatsheshouldhavecomethepreviousweekandarrangedaboutherclasses。Thereweremanythingsincidenttotheopeningofschool,andonemanunabletocopewithallofthem。

"Wherehaveyoubeenattendingschool?"heasked,whileheadvisedtheteacherofDomesticSciencenottotelephoneforgroceriesuntilsheknewhowmanyshewouldhaveinherclasses;wroteanorderforchemicalsforthestudentsofscience;andadvisedtheleaderoftheorchestratohireaprofessionaltotaketheplaceofthebassviolist,reportedsuddenlyill。

"IfinishedlastspringatBrushwoodschool,districtnumbernine,"saidElnora。"Ihavebeenstudyingallsummer。

IamquitesureIcandothefirstyearwork,ifIhaveafewdaystogetstarted。"

"Ofcourse,ofcourse,"assentedthesuperintendent。

"Almostinvariablycountrypupilsdogoodwork。Youmayenterfirstyear,andifitistoodifficult,wewillfinditoutspeedily。Yourteacherswilltellyouthelistofbooksyoumusthave,andifyouwillcomewithmeIwillshowyouthewaytotheauditorium。Itisnowtimeforopeningexercises。Takeanyseatyoufindvacant。"

Elnorastoodbeforetheentranceandstaredintothelargestroomsheeverhadseen。Thefloorslopedtoayawningstageonwhichabandofmusicians,groupedaroundagrandpiano,weretuningtheirinstruments。

Shehadtwofleetingimpressions。Thatitwasallamistake;thiswasnoschool,butagranddisplayofenormousribbonbows;andthesecond,thatshewassinking,andhadforgottenhowtowalk。Thenaburstfromtheorchestranervedherwhileabevyofdaintilyclad,sweet-

smellingthingsthatmighthavebeenbirds,orflowers,orpossiblygailydressed,happyyounggirls,pushedherforward。Shefoundherselfploddingacrossthebackoftheauditorium,prayingforguidance,toanemptyseat。

Asthegirlspassedher,vacanciesseemedtoopentomeetthem。Theirfriendsweremovingover,beckoningandwhisperinginvitations。Everyoneelsewasseated,butnoonepaidanyattentiontothewhite-facedgirlstumblinghalf-blindlydowntheaislenextthefarthestwall。

Soshewentontotheveryendfacingthestage。

Noonemoved,andshecouldnotsummoncouragetocrowdpastotherstoseveralemptyseatsshesaw。

Attheendoftheaisleshepausedindesperation,whileshestaredbackatthewholeforestoffacesmostofwhichwerenowturneduponher。

Inaflashcamethefullrealizationofherscantydress,herpitifullittlehatandribbon,herbig,heavyshoes,herignoranceofwheretogoorwhattodo;andfromasickeningwavewhichcreptoverher,shefeltshewasgoingtobecomeveryill。Thenoutofthemassshesawapairofbig,brownboyeyes,threeseatsfromher,andtherewasamessageinthem。Withoutmovinghisbodyhereachedforwardandwithapenciltouchedthebackoftheseatbeforehim。InstantlyElnoratookanotherstepwhichbroughthertoarowofvacantfrontseats。

Sheheardlaughterbehindher;theknowledgethatsheworetheonlyhatintheroomburnedher;everymatterofmoment,andsomeofnoneatall,cutandstung。

Shehadnobooks。Whereshouldshegowhenthiswasover?Whatwouldshegivetobeonthetrailgoinghome!Shewasshakingwithanervouschillwhenthemusicceased,andthesuperintendentarose,andcomingdowntothefrontoftheflower-deckedplatform,openedaBibleandbegantoread。Elnoradidnotknowwhathewasreading,andshefeltthatshedidnotcare。

Wildlyshewasrackingherbraintodecidewhethersheshouldsitstillwhentheotherslefttheroomorfollow,andasksomeonewheretheFreshmenwentfirst。

Inthemidstofthestruggleonesentencefellonherear。

"HidemeundertheshadowofThywings。"

Elnorabegantoprayfrantically。"Hideme,OGod,hideme,undertheshadowofThywings。"

Againandagainsheimploredthatprayer,andbeforesherealizedwhatwascoming,everyonehadarisenandtheroomwasemptyingrapidly。Elnorahurriedafterthenearestgirlandinthepressatthedoortouchedhersleevetimidly。

"WillyoupleasetellmewheretheFreshmengo?"sheaskedhuskily。

Thegirlgaveheronesurprisedglance,anddrewaway。

"Sameplaceasthefreshwomen,"sheanswered,andthosenearestherlaughed。

Elnorastoppedprayingsuddenlyandthecolourcreptintoherface。"I\'llwageryouarethefirstpersonImeetwhenIfindit,"shesaidandstoppedshort。"Notthat!

Oh,Imustnotdothat!"shethoughtindismay。"MakeanenemythefirstthingIdo。Oh,notthat!"

Shefollowedwithhereyesastheyoungpeopleseparatedinthehall,someclimbingstairs,somedisappearingdownsidehalls,someenteringadjoiningdoors。Shesawthegirlovertakethebrown-eyedboyandspeaktohim。

HeglancedbackatElnorawithascowlonhisface。

Thenshestoodaloneinthehall。

Presentlyadooropenedandayoungwomancameoutandenteredanotherroom。Elnorawaiteduntilshereturned,andhurriedtoher。"WouldyoutellmewheretheFreshmenare?"shepanted。

"Straightdownthehall,threedoorstoyourleft,"

wastheanswer,asthegirlpassed。

"Oneminuteplease,ohplease,"beggedElnora:

"ShouldIknockorjustopenthedoor?"

"Goinandtakeaseat,"repliedtheteacher。

"Whatiftherearen\'tanyseats?"gaspedElnora。

"Classroomsareneverhalf-filled,therewillbeplenty,"

wastheanswer。

Elnoraremovedherhat。Therewasnoplacetoputit,soshecarrieditinherhand。Shelookedinfinitelybetterwithoutit。Afterseveraleffortssheatlastopenedthedoorandsteppinginsidefacedasmallerandmoreconcentratedbatteryofeyes。

"Thesuperintendentsentme。HethinksIbelonghere,"shesaidtotheprofessorinchargeoftheclass,butsheneverbeforeheardthevoicewithwhichshespoke。

Asshestoodwaiting,thegirlofthehallpassedonherwaytotheblackboard,andsuppressedlaughtertoldElnorathatherthrusthadbeenrepeated。

"Beseated,"saidtheprofessor,andthenbecausehesawElnorawasdesperatelyembarrassedheproceededtolendherabookandtoaskherifshehadstudiedalgebra。

Shesaidshehadalittle,butnotthesamebooktheywereusing。

Heaskedherifshefeltthatshecoulddotheworktheywerebeginning,andshesaidshedid。

Thatwashowithappened,thatthreeminutesafterenteringtheroomshewastoldtotakeherplacebesidethegirlwhohadgonelasttotheboard,andwhoseflushedfaceandangryeyesavoidedmeetingElnora\'s。Beingcompelledtoconcentrateonherpropositionsheforgotherself。

Whentheprofessoraskedthatallpupilssigntheirworkshefirmlywrote"ElnoraComstock"underherdemonstration。

Thenshetookherseatandwaitedwithwhitelipsandtremblinglimbs,asoneafteranotherprofessorcalledthenamesontheboard,whiletheirownersaroseandexplainedtheirpropositions,or"flunked"iftheyhadnotfoundacorrectsolution。Shewassoeagertocatchtheirformsofexpressionandprepareherselfforherrecitation,thatsheneverlookedfromtheworkontheboard,untilclearlyanddistinctly,"ElnoraComstock,"

calledtheprofessor。

Thedazedgirlstaredattheboard。Onetinycurladdedtothetopofthefirstcurveoftheminhername,hadtransformeditfromagoodoldEnglishpatronymicthatanygirlmightbearproudly,toCornstock。

Elnorasatspeechless。Whenandhowdidithappen?

Shecouldfeelthewaveofsmotheredlaughterintheairaroundher。Arushofangerturnedherfacescarletandhersoulsick。Thevoiceoftheprofessoraddressedherdirectly。

"Thispropositionseemstobebeautifullydemonstrated,MissCornstalk,"hesaid。"Surely,youcantellushowyoudidit。"

Thatwordofpraisesavedher。Shecoulddogoodwork。

Theymightweartheirprettyclothes,havetheirfriendsandmakelifeagreatermiserythaniteverbeforehadbeenforher,butnotoneofthemshoulddobetterworkorbemorewomanly。Thatlaywithher。Shewastall,straight,andhandsomeasshearose。

"OfcourseIcanexplainmywork,"shesaidinnaturaltones。

"WhatIcan\'texplainishowIhappenedtobesostupidastomakeamistakeinwritingmyownname。Imusthavebeenalittlenervous。Pleaseexcuseme。"

Shewenttotheboard,sweptoffthesignaturewithonestroke,thenrewroteitplainly。"MynameisComstock,"

shesaiddistinctly。Shereturnedtoherseatandfollowingtheformulausedbytheothersmadeherfirsthighschoolrecitation。

AsElnoraresumedherseatProfessorHenleylookedathersteadily。"Itpuzzlesme,"hesaiddeliberately,howyoucanwriteasbeautifulademonstration,andexplainitasclearlyaseverhasbeendoneinanyofmyclassesandstillbesodisturbedastomakeamistakeinyourownname。

Areyouverysureyoudidthatyourself,MissComstock?"

"Itisimpossiblethatanyoneelseshouldhavedoneit,"

answeredElnora。

"Iamverygladyouthinkso,"saidtheprofessor。

"BeingFreshmen,allofyouarestrangerstome。

Ishoulddisliketobegintheyearwithyoufeelingtherewasoneamongyousmallenoughtodoatricklikethat。

Thenextproposition,please。"

WhenthehourhadgonetheclassfiledbacktothestudyroomandElnorafollowedindesperation,becauseshedidnotknowwhereelsetogo。Shecouldnotstudyasshehadnobooks,andwhentheclassagainlefttheroomtogotoanotherprofessorforthenextrecitation,shewentalso。

Atleasttheycouldputheroutifshedidnotbelongthere。

Nooncameatlast,andshekeptwiththeothersuntiltheydispersedonthesidewalk。Shewassoabnormallyself-

consciousshefanciedallthehundredsofthatlaughing,throngsawandjestedather。Whenshepassedthebrown-eyedboywalkingwiththegirlofherencounter,sheknew,forsheheardhimsay:"Didyoureallyletthatgawkypieceofcalicogetaheadofyou?"Theanswerwasindistinct。

Elnorahurriedfromthecity。Sheintendedtogetherlunch,eatitintheshadeofthefirsttree,andthendecidewhethershewouldgobackorgohome。Shekneltonthebridgeandreachedforherbox,butitwassoverylightthatshewaspreparedforthefactthatitwasempty,beforeopeningit。Therewasonethingforwhichtobethankful。

Theboyortrampwhohadseenherhideit,hadleftthenapkin。

Shewouldnothavetofacehermotherandaccountforitsloss。Sheputitinherpocket,andthrewtheboxintotheditch。Thenshesatonthebridgeandtriedtothink,butherbrainwasconfused。

"Perhapstheworstisover,"shesaidatlast。"Iwillgoback。WhatwouldmothersaytomeifIcamehomenow?"

Soshereturnedtothehighschool,followedsomeotherpupilstothecoatroom,hungherhat,andfoundherwaytothestudywhereshehadbeeninthemorning。Twicethatafternoon,withachingheadandemptystomach,shefacedstrangeprofessors,indifferentbranches。Oncesheescapednotice;thesecondtimetheworsthappened。Shewasaskedaquestionshecouldnotanswer。

"Haveyounotdecidedonyourcourse,andsecuredyourbooks?"

inquiredtheprofessor。

"Ihavedecidedonmycourse,"repliedElnora,"I

donotknowwheretoaskformybooks。"

"Ask?"theprofessorwasbewildered。

"Iunderstoodthebookswerefurnished,"falteredElnora。

"Onlytothosebringinganorderfromthetownshiptrustee,"repliedtheProfessor。

"No!Ohno!"criedElnora。"Iwillhavethemto-

morrow,"andgrippedherdeskforsupportforsheknewthatwasnottrue。Fourbooks,rangingperhapsatadollarandahalfapiece;wouldhermotherbuythem?

Ofcourseshewouldnot——couldnot。

DidnotElnoraknowthestoryofold。Therewasenoughland,butnoonetodoclearingandfarm。Taxonallthoseacres,recentlythenewgravelroadtaxadded,theexpenseoflivingandonlytheworkoftwowomentomeetallofit。Shewasinsanetothinkshecouldcometothecitytoschool。Hermotherhadbeenright。Thegirldecidedthatifonlyshelivedtoreachhome,shewouldstaythereandleadanysortoflifetoavoidmoreofthistorture。Badaswhatshewishedtoescapehadbeen,itwasnothinglikethis。Shenevercouldlivedownthemovementthatwentthroughtheclasswhensheinadvertentlyrevealedthefactthatshehadexpectedbookstobefurnished。Hermotherwouldnotsecurethem;thatsettledthequestion。

Buttheendofmiseryisneverinahurrytocome;beforethedaywasoverthesuperintendententeredtheroomandexplainedthatpupilsfromthecountrywerechargedatuitionoftwentydollarsayear。Thatreallywastheend。

PreviouslyElnorahadcanvassedadozenmethodsforsecuringthemoneyforbooks,rangingallthewayfromofferingtowashthesuperintendent\'sdishestobreakingintothebank。Thisadditionalexpensemadeherplanssowildlyimpossible,therewasnothingtodobutholdupherheaduntilshewasfromsight。

Downthelongcorridoraloneamonghundreds,downthelongstreetaloneamongthousands,outintothecountryshecameatlast。Acrossthefenceandfield,alongtheoldtrailoncetroddenbyaboy\'sbitteragony,nowstumbledawhite-facedgirl,sickatheart。Shesatonalogandbegantosobinspiteofhereffortsatself-control。Atfirstitwasphysicalbreakdown,later,thoughtcamecrowding。

Ohtheshame,themortification!Whyhadshenotknownofthetuition?Howdidshehappentothinkthatinthecitybookswerefurnished?Perhapsitwasbecauseshehadreadtheywereinseveralstates。Butwhydidshenotknow?Whydidnothermothergowithher?Othermothers——

butwhenhadhermothereverbeenordoneanythingatalllikeothermothers?Becausesheneverhadbeenitwasuselesstoblamehernow。Elnorarealizedsheshouldhavegonetotowntheweekbefore,calledonsomeoneandlearnedallthesethingsherself。Sheshouldhaverememberedhowherclothingwouldlook,beforesheworeitinpublicplaces。Nowsheknew,andherdreamswereover。

Shemustgohometofeedchickens,calves,andpigs,wearcalicoandcoarseshoes,andwithavertedhead,passalibraryallherlife。Shesobbedagain。

"Forpity\'ssake,honey,what\'sthematter?"askedthevoiceofthenearestneighbour,WesleySinton,asheseatedhimselfbesideElnora。"There,there,"hecontinued,smearingtearsalloverherfaceinanefforttodrythem。

"Wasitasbadasthat,now?Maggiehasbeenjustwildoveryouallday。She\'sgotnervousereveryminute。

Shesaidwewerefoolishtoletyougo。Shesaidyourclotheswerenotright,yououghtnottocarrythattinpail,andthattheywouldlaughatyou。Bygum,Iseetheydid!"

"Oh,UncleWesley,"sobbedthegirl,"whydidn\'tshetellme?"

"Well,yousee,Elnora,shedidn\'tliketo。Yougotsuchawayofholdingupyourhead,andgoingthroughwiththings。Shethoughtsomewaythatyou\'dmakeit,tillyougotstarted,andthenshebeguntoseeahundredthingsweshouldhavedone。Ireckonyouhadn\'treachedthatbuildingbeforesherememberedthatyourskirtshouldhavebeenpleatedinsteadofgathered,yourshoesbeenlow,andlighterforhotSeptemberweather,andanewhat。Wereyourclothesright,Elnora?"

Thegirlbrokeintohystericallaughter。"Right!"shecried。

"Right!UncleWesley,youshouldhaveseenmeamongthem!

Iwasapicture!They\'llneverforgetme。No,theywon\'tgetthechance,forthey\'llseemeagainto-morrow!

"NowthatiswhatIcallspunk,Elnora!Downrightgrit,"

saidWesleySinton。"Don\'tyouletthemlaughyouout。

You\'vehelpedMargaretandmeforyearsatharvestandbusytimes,whatyou\'veearnedmustamounttoquiteasum。

Youcangetyourselfagoodmanyclotheswithit。"

"Don\'tmentionclothes,UncleWesley,"sobbedElnora,"Idon\'tcarenowhowIlook。IfIdon\'tgobackallofthemwillknowit\'sbecauseIamsopoorIcan\'tbuymybooks。"

"Oh,Idon\'tknowasyouaresodrattedpoor,"saidSintonmeditatively。"Therearethreehundredacresofgoodland,withfinetimberasevergrewonit。"

"Ittakesallwecanearntopaythetax,andmotherwouldn\'tcutatreeforherlife。"

"Wellthen,maybe,I\'llbecompelledtocutoneforher,"

suggestedSinton。"Anyway,stoptearingyourselftopiecesandtellme。Ifitisn\'tclothes,whatisit?"

"It\'sbooksandtuition。Overtwentydollarsinall。"

"Humph!FirsttimeIeverknewyoutobestumpedbytwentydollars,Elnora,"saidSinton,pattingherhand。

"It\'sthefirsttimeyoueverknewmetowantmoney,"

answeredElnora。"Thisisdifferentfromanythingthateverhappenedtome。Oh,howcanIgetit,UncleWesley?"

"DrivetotownwithmeinthemorningandI\'lldrawitfromthebankforyou。Ioweyoueverycentofit。"

"Youknowyoudon\'towemeapenny,andIwouldn\'ttouchonefromyou,unlessIreallycouldearnit。

Foranythingthat\'spastIoweyouandAuntMargaretforallthehomelifeandloveI\'veeverknown。Iknowhowyouwork,andI\'llnottakeyourmoney。"

"Justaloan,Elnora,justaloanforalittlewhileuntilyoucanearnit。Youcanbeproudwithalltherestoftheworld,buttherearenosecretsbetweenus,arethere,Elnora?"

"No,"saidElnora,"therearenone。YouandAuntMargarethavegivenmeallthelovetherehasbeeninmylife。Thatistheonereasonaboveallotherswhyyoushallnotgivemecharity。Handmemoneybecauseyoufindmecryingforit!Thisisn\'tthefirsttimethisoldtrailhasknowntearsandheartache。Allofusknowthatstory。Frecklesstucktowhatheundertookandwonout。Istick,too。WhenDuncanmovedawayhegavemeallFrecklesleftintheswamp,andasIhaveinheritedhispropertymaybehisluckwillcomewithit。

Iwon\'ttouchyourmoney,butI\'llwinsomeway。First,I\'mgoinghomeandtrymother。It\'sjustpossibleIcouldfindsecond-handbooks,andperhapsallthetuitionneednotbepaidatonce。Maybetheywouldacceptitquarterly。

Butoh,UncleWesley,youandAuntMargaretkeeponlovingme!

I\'msolonely,andnooneelsecares!"

WesleySinton\'sjawsmetwithaclick。Heswallowedhardonbitterwordsandchangedwhathewouldhavelikedtosaythreetimesbeforeitbecamearticulate。

"Elnora,"hesaidatlast,"ifithadn\'tbeenforonethingI\'dhavetriedtotakelegalstepstomakeyouourswhenyouwerethreeyearsold。Maggiesaidthenitwasn\'tanyuse,butI\'vealwaysheldon。Yousee,Iwasthefirstmanthere,honey,andtherearethingsyousee,thatyoucan\'tevermakeanybodyelseunderstand。

ShelovedhimElnora,shejustmadeanidolofhim。

Therewasthatoozygreenhole,withthethickscumbroke,andtwoorthreebigbubblesslowlyrisingthatwerethebreathofhisbody。Thereshewasinspasmsofagony,andbesideherthegreatheavylogshe\'dtriedtothrowhim。Ican\'teverforgiveherforturningagainstyou,andspoilingyourchildhoodasshehas,butIcouldn\'tforgiveanybodyelseforabusingher。

Maggiehasgotnomercyonher,butMaggiedidn\'tseewhatIdid,andI\'venevertriedtomakeitverycleartoher。

It\'sbeenalittletooplainformeeversince。WheneverI

lookatyourmother\'sface,Iseewhatshesaw,soIholdmytongueandsay,inmyheart,`Giveheramitemoretime。\'Somedayitwillcome。Shedoesloveyou,Elnora。Everybodydoes,honey。It\'sjustthatshe\'sfeelingsomuch,shecan\'texpressherself。Youbeapatientgirlandwaitalittlelonger。Afterall,she\'syourmother,andyou\'reallshe\'sgot,butamemory,anditmightdohergoodtoletherknowthatshewasfooledinthat。"

"Itwouldkillher!"criedthegirlswiftly。"UncleWesley,itwouldkillher!Whatdoyoumean?"

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