下载辰思小说免费APP
He\'ssostrong,heisn\'tafraidofanything,andhe\'sperfectlysplendidtolocatecocoons!He\'sfoundhalfofthese。Comeon,Pete,it\'sgettingdarknow,andwemustgo。"
Theystartedtowardthetrail,Petecarryingthecocoons。
Heleftthematthecase,whileElnoraandWesleywentontothecarriagetogether。
"ElnoraComstock,whatdoesthismean?"demandedhermother。
"It\'sallright,oneoftheneighbourswaswithher,andshegotseveraldollars\'worthofstuff,"interposedWesley。
"Yououghterseenmypa,"shoutedBilly。"Hewasistallwhitedout,andhelaidasstillasanything。
Theyputhimawaydeepintheground。"
"Billy!"breathedMargaretinaprolongedgroan。
"JimmyandBellearegoingtobetogetherinaniceplace。
Theyarecomingtoseeme,andSnapisrightdownherebythewheel。Here,Snap!My,buthe\'llbetickledtogetsomethingtoeat!He\'s\'mosttwistedasme。
Theygetnewclothes,andalltheywanttoeat,too,butthey\'llmissme。Theycouldn\'thavegotalongwithoutme。Itookcareofthem。Ihadalotofthingsgivetome\'causeIwasthelittlest,andIalwaysdividedwiththem。Buttheywon\'tneedmenow。"
WhensheleftthecarriageMrs。ComstockgravelyshookhandswithBilly。"Remember,"shesaidtohim,"Iloveboys,andIlovedogs。Wheneveryoudon\'thaveagoodtimeupthere,takeyourdogandcomerightdownandbemylittleboy。Wewilljusthaveloadsoffun。
YoushouldhearthewhistlesIcanmake。Ifyouaren\'ttreatedrightyoucomestraighttome。"
Billywaggedhisheadsagely。"YouistbetIwill!"
hesaid。
"Mother,howcouldyou?"askedElnoraastheywalkedupthepath。
"HowcouldI,missy?Youbetteraskhowcouldn\'tI?
Ijustcouldn\'t!Notforenoughtopay,myroadtax!
Notforenoughtopaytheroadtax,andthedredgetax,too!"
"AuntMargaretalwayshasbeenlovelytome,andI
don\'tthinkit\'sfairtoworryher。"
"IchoosetobelovelytoBilly,andlethersweatoutherownworriesjustasshehasme,thesesixteenyears。
Thereisnothinginallthisworldsogoodforpeopleastakingadoseoftheirownmedicine。ThedifferenceisthatIamhonest。IjustsayinplainEnglish,`iftheydon\'ttreatyouright,cometome。\'Theyhaveonlysaiditinactionsandinferences。IwanttoteachMagSintonhowherowndosestaste,butshebeginstosputterbeforeIfairlygetthespoontoherlips。Justyouwait!"
"WhenIthinkwhatIoweher——"beganElnora。
"Well,thankgoodness,Idon\'toweheranything,andsoI\'mperfectlyfreetodowhatIchoose。Comeon,andhelpmegetsupper。I\'mhungryasBilly!"
MargaretSintonrockedslowlybackandforthinherchair。
OnherbreastlayBilly\'sredhead,onehandclutchedherdressfrontwithspasmodicgrip,evenafterhewasunconscious。
"Youmustn\'tbeginthat,Margaret,"saidSinton。
"He\'stooheavy。Andit\'sbadforhim。He\'sbetterofftoliedownandgotosleepalone。"
"He\'sverylight,Wesley。Hejumpsandquiversso。
Hehastobestrongerthanheisnow,beforehewillsleepsoundly。"
CHAPTERIX
WHEREINELNORADISCOVERSAVIOLIN,ANDBILLYDISCIPLINESMARGARET
Elnoramissedthelittlefigureatthebridgethefollowingmorning。Sheslowlywalkedupthestreetandturnedinatthewideentrancetotheschoolgrounds。Shescarcelycouldcomprehendthatonlyaweekagoshehadgonetherefriendless,alone,andsosickatheartthatshewasphysicallyill。To-dayshehaddecentclothing,books,friends,andhermindwasateasetoworkonherstudies。
Assheapproachedhomethatnightthegirlpausedinamazement。Hermotherhadcompany,andshewaslaughing。
Elnoraenteredthekitchensoftlyandpeepedintothesitting-room。Mrs。Comstocksatinherchairholdingabookandeveryfewsecondsasoftchucklebrokeintoareallaugh。MarkTwainwasdoinghiswork;whileMrs。Comstockwasnotlackinginasenseofhumour。
Elnoraenteredtheroombeforehermothersawher。
Mrs。Comstocklookedupwithflushedface。
"Wheredidyougetthis?"shedemanded。
"Iboughtit,"saidElnora。
"Boughtit!Withallthetaxesdue!"
"IpaidforitoutofmyIndianmoney,mother,"saidElnora。
"Icouldn\'tbeartospendsomuchonmyselfandnothingatallonyou。IwasafraidtobuythedressIshouldhavelikedto,andIthoughtthebookwouldbecompany,whileIwasgone。Ihaven\'treadit,butIdohopeit\'sgood。"
"Good!It\'sthebiggestpieceoffoolishnessIhavereadinallmylife。I\'velaughedallday,eversinceI
foundit。Ihadanotiontogooutandreadsomeofittothecowsandseeiftheywouldn\'tlaugh。"
"Ifitmadeyoulaugh,it\'sawisebook,"saidElnora。
"Wise!"criedMrs。Comstock。"Youcanstakeyourlifeit\'sawisebook。Ittakesthesmartestmanthereistodothiskindoffooling,"andshebeganlaughingagain。
Elnora,highlysatisfiedwithherpurchase,wenttoherroomandputonherworkingclothes。Thereaftershemadeapointofbringingabookthatshethoughtwouldinteresthermother,fromthelibraryeveryweek,andleavingitonthesitting-roomtable。Eachnightshecarriedhomeatleasttwoschoolbooksandstudieduntilshehadmasteredthepointsofherlessons。Shedidhershareoftheworkfaithfully,andeveryavailableminuteshewasinthefieldssearchingforcocoons,forthemothspromisedtobecomeherlargestsourceofincome。
Shegatheredbasketsofnests,flowers,mosses,insects,andallsortsofnaturalhistoryspecimensandsoldthemtothegradeteachers。Atfirstshetriedtotelltheseinstructorswhattoteachtheirpupilsaboutthespecimens;
butrecognizinghowmuchmoresheknewthanthey,oneafteranotherbeggedhertostudyathome,andusehersparehoursinschooltoexhibitandexplainnaturesubjectstotheirpupils。Elnoralovedthework,andsheneededthemoney,foreveryfewdayssomematterofexpensearosethatshehadnotexpected。
Fromthefirstweekshehadbeenreceivedandinvitedwiththecrowdofgirlsinherclass,anditwastheircustominpassingthroughthebusinesspartofthecitytostopattheconfectioners\'andtaketurnsintreatingtoexpensivecandies,icecreamsodas,hotchocolate,orwhatevertheyfancied。WhenfirstElnorawasaskedsheacceptedwithoutunderstanding。Thesecondtimeshewentbecausesheseldomhadtastedthesethings,andtheyweresodeliciousshecouldnotresist。Afterthatshewentbecausesheknewallaboutit,andhaddecidedtogo。
Shehadspenthalfanhouronthelogbesidethetrailindeepthoughtandhadarrivedatherconclusions。
Sheworkedharderthanusualforthenextweek,butsheseemedtothriveonwork。ItwasOctoberandtheredleaveswerefallingwhenherfirsttimecametotreat。
AsthecrowdflockeddownthebroadwalkthatnightElnoracalled,"Girls,it\'smytreatto-night!Comeon!"
Sheledthewaythroughthecitytothegrocerytheypatronizedwhentheyhadasmallspread,andenteringcameoutwithabasket,whichshecarriedtothebridgeonherhomeroad。Thereshearrangedthegirlsintworowsonthecementabutmentsandopeningherbasketshegravelyofferedeachgirlanexquisitelittlebasketofbark,linedwithredleaves,inoneendofwhichnestledajuicybigredappleandintheotheraspicydoughnutnotanhourfromMargaretSinton\'sfryingbasket。
Anothertimesheofferedbigballsofpoppedcornstucktogetherwithmaplesugar,andliberallysprinkledwithbeechnutkernels。Againitwashickory-nutkernelsglazedwithsugar,anothertimemaplecandy,andonceabasketofwarmpumpkinpies。Shenevermadeanyapology,orofferedanyexcuse。Shesimplygavewhatshecouldafford,andthechangewasaswelcometothosecitygirlsaccustomedtosodasandFrenchcandy,aswerethesesamethingstoElnorasurfeitedonpopcornandpie。
Inherroomwasalittleslipcontainingarecordofthenumberofweeksintheschoolyear,thetimesitwouldbeherturntotreatandthedatesonwhichsuchoccasionswouldfall,withanumberofsuggestionsbesideeach。
Oncethegirlsalmostfoughtoverabasketlinedwithyellowleaves,andfilledwithfat,veryriperedhaws。
InlateOctobertherewasariotoveronewhichwaslinedwithredleavesandcontainedbigfragrantpawpawsfrost-bittentoaperfectdegree。Thenhazelnutswereripe,andoncetheyserved。OnedayElnoraatherwits\'
end,explainedtohermotherthatthegirlshadgivenherthingsandshewantedtotreatthem。Mrs。Comstock,withcharacteristicstubbornness,hadsaidshewouldleaveabasketatthegroceryforher,butfirmlydeclinedtosaywhatwouldbeinit。AlldayElnorastruggledtokeephermindonherbooks。Forhoursshewaveredintenseuncertainty。Whatwouldhermotherdo?Shouldshetakethegirlstotheconfectioner\'sthatnightorriskthebasket?Mrs。Comstockcouldmakedeliciousthingstoeat,butwouldshe?
AstheyleftthebuildingElnoramadeafinalrapidmentalcalculation。Shecouldnotseeherwaycleartoadecenttreatfortenpeopleforlessthantwodollarsandifthebasketprovedtobenice,thenthemoneywouldbewasted。Shedecidedtoriskit。Astheywenttothebridgethegirlswerebettingonwhatthetreatwouldbe,andcrowdingnearElnoralikespoiledsmallchildren。
Elnorasetdownthebasket。
"Girls,"shesaid,"Idon\'tknowwhatthisismyself,soallofusaregoingtobesurprised。Heregoes!"
Sheliftedthecoverandperfumesfromthelandofspicesrolledup。Inoneendofthebasketlaytenenormoussugarcakesthetopsofwhichhadbeenliberallydottedwithcirclescutfromstickcandy。Thecandyhadmeltedinbakingandmadesmalltransparentwellsofwaxysweetnessandinthecentreofeachcakewasafatturtlemadefromaraisinwithclovesforheadandfeet。Theremainderofthebasketwasfilledwithbigspicedpearsthatcouldbeheldbytheirstemswhiletheywereeaten。Thegirlsshriekedandattackedthecookies,andofallthetreatsElnoraofferedperhapsnonewasquitesolongrememberedasthat。
WhenElnoratookherbasket,placedherbooksinit,andstartedhome,allthegirlswentwithherasfarasthefencewhereshecrossedthefieldtotheswamp。Atpartingtheykissedhergood-bye。Elnorawasahappygirlasshehurriedhometothankhermother。Shewashappyoverherbooksthatnight,andhappyallthewaytoschoolthefollowingmorning。
Whenthemusicswelledfromtheorchestraherheartalmostbrokewiththrobbingjoy。Formusicalwayshadaffectedherstrangely,andsinceshehadbeencomfortableenoughinhersurroundingstonoticethings,shehadlistenedtoeverynotetofindwhatitwasthatliterallyhurtherheart,andatlastsheknew。Itwasthetalkingoftheviolins。Theywerehumanvoices,andtheyspokealanguageElnoraunderstood。Itseemedtoherthatshemustclimbuponthestage,taketheinstrumentsfromthefingersoftheplayersandmakethemspeakwhatwasinherheart。
Thatnightshesaidtohermother,"Iamperfectlycrazyforaviolin。IamsureIcouldplayone,sureasIlive。
Didanyone——"Elnoranevercompletedthatsentence。
"Hush!"thunderedMrs。Comstock。"Bequiet!
Nevermentionthosethingsbeforemeagain——neveraslongasyoulive!Iloathethem!Theyareasnareoftheverydevilhimself!Theyweremadetoluremenandwomenfromtheirhomesandtheirhonour。IfeverIseeyouwithoneinyourfingersIwillsmashitinpieces。"
NaturallyElnorahushed,butshethoughtofnothingelseaftershehadfinishedherlessons。Atlasttherecameadaywhenforsomereasontheleaderoftheorchestralefthisviolinonthegrandpiano。ThatmorningElnoramadeherfirstmistakeinalgebra。Atnoon,assoonasthebuildingwasempty,sheslippedintotheauditorium,foundthesidedoorwhichledtothestage,andgoingthroughthemusicians\'entranceshetooktheviolin。Shecarrieditbackintothelittlesideroomwheretheorchestraassembled,closedallthedoors,openedthecaseandliftedouttheinstrument。
Shelaiditonherbreast,droppedherchinonitanddrewthebowsoftlyacrossthestrings。Oneafteranothershetestedtheopennotes。Graduallyherstrokeceasedtotrembleandshedrewthebowfirmly。Thenherfingersbegantofallandsoftly,slowlyshesearchedupanddownthosestringsforsoundssheknew。Standinginthemiddleofthefloor,shetriedoverandover。Itseemedscarcelyaminutebeforethehallwasfilledwiththesoundofhurryingfeet,andshewasforcedtoputawaytheviolinandgotoherclasses。Thenextdaysheprayedthattheviolinwouldbeleftagain,butherpetitionwasnotanswered。
ThatnightwhenshereturnedfromtheschoolshemadeanexcusetogodowntoseeBilly。Hewasengagedinhullingwalnutsbydrivingthemthroughholesinaboard。HishandswereprotectedbyapairofMargaret\'soldgloves,buthehadspeckledhisfacegenerously。Heappearedwell,andgreetedElnorahilariously。
"Mean\'thesquirrelsarelayingupourwinterstores,"
heshouted。"Costhecoldiscoming,an\'thesnowan\'
ifwehaveanynutswehavetofix\'emnow。ButI\'mahead,cosUncleWesleymademethisboard,andIcanhullabigpilewhiletheoldsquirreldoesonlyistonewithhisteeth。"
Elnorapickedhimupandkissedhim。"Billy,areyouhappy?"sheasked。
"Yes,andso\'sSnap,"answeredBilly。"Yououghttoseehimmakethedirtflywhenhegetsafterachipmunk。
Ibetyouhecoulddiguppa,ifanybodywantedhimto。"
"Billy!"gaspedMargaretasshecameouttothem。
"Well,meandSnapdon\'twanthimup,andIbetyouJimmyandBelledon\'t,either。Iain\'tbeentwistyinsideoncesinceIbeenhere,andIdon\'twanttogoaway,andSnapdon\'t,either。Hetoldmeso。"
"Billy!Thatisnottrue。Dogscan\'ttalk,"
cautionedMargaret。
"Thenwhatmakesyouopenthedoorwhenheasksyouto?"
demandedBilly。
"Scratchingandwhiningisn\'ttalking。"
"Anyway,it\'sthebestSnapcantalk,andyougetupanddothingshewantsdone。Chipmunkscantalktoo。
YououghttohearthemdamnthingshollerwhenSnapgetsthem!"
"Billy!WhenyouwantacookyforsupperandIdon\'tgiveittoyouitisbecauseyousaidawrongword。"
"Well,for——"Billyclappedhishandoverhismouthandstainedhisfaceinswipes。"Well,for——anything!
DidIgoan\'forgetagain!Thecookieswillgetallhard,won\'tthey?IbetyoutendollarsIdon\'tsaythatanymore。"
HeespiedWesleyandrantoshowhimawalnuttoobigtogothroughtheholes,andElnoraandMargaretenteredthehouse。
TheytalkedofmanythingsforatimeandthenElnorasaidsuddenly:"AuntMargaret,Ilikemusic。"
"I\'venoticedthatinyouallyourlife,"answeredMargaret。
"Ifdogscan\'ttalk,Icanmakeaviolintalk,"announcedElnora,andtheninamazementwatchedthefaceofMargaretSintongrowpale。
"Aviolin!"shewavered。"Wheredidyougetaviolin?"
"Theyfairlyseemedtospeaktomeintheorchestra。
Onedaytheconductorlefthisintheauditorium,andI
tookit,andAuntMargaret,Icanmakeitdothewindintheswamp,thebirds,andtheanimals。IcanmakeanysoundIeverheardonit。IfIhadachancetopractisealittle,Icouldmakeitdotheorchestramusic,too。
Idon\'tknowhowIknow,butIdo。"
"Did——didyouevermentionittoyourmother?"
falteredMargaret。
"Yes,andsheseemsprejudicedagainstthem。Butoh,AuntMargaret,Ineverfeltsoaboutanything,notevengoingtoschool。IjustfeelasifI\'ddieifIdidn\'thaveone。Icouldkeepitatschool,andpractiseatnoonawholehour。Soonthey\'daskmetoplayintheorchestra。
Icouldkeepitinthecaseandpractiseinthewoodsinsummer。You\'dletmeplayoverhereSunday。
Oh,AuntMargaret,whatdoesonecost?Woulditbewickedformetotakeofmymoney,andbuyaverycheapone?
Icouldplayontheleastexpensiveonemade。"
That\'swhyIcan!Whereisit!Isitinourhouse?
Isitinmother\'sroom?"
"Elnora!"pantedMargaret。"Yourmotherwillkillme!
Shealwayshatedit。"
"Motherdearlylovesmusic,"saidElnora。
"Notwhenittookthemanshelovedawayfromhertomakeit!"
"Whereismyfather\'sviolin?"
"Elnora!"
"I\'veneverseenapictureofmyfather。I\'veneverheardhisnamementioned。I\'veneverhadascrapthatbelongedtohim。Washemyfather,oramIacharitychildlikeBilly,andsoshehatesme?"
"Shehasgoodpicturesofhim。Seemsshejustcan\'tbeartohearhimtalkedabout。Ofcourse,hewasyourfather。
Theylivedrighttherewhenyouwereborn。Shedoesn\'tdislikeyou;shemerelytriestomakeherselfthinkshedoes。There\'snosenseintheworldinyounothavinghisviolin。I\'veagreatnotion——"
"Hasmothergotit?"
"No。I\'veneverheardhermentionit。Itwasnotathomewhenhe——whenhedied。"
"Doyouknowwhereitis?"
"Yes。I\'mtheonlypersononearthwhodoes,excepttheonewhohasit。"
"Whoisthat?"
"Ican\'ttellyou,butIwillseeiftheyhaveityet,andgetitifIcan。Butifyourmotherfindsitoutshewillneverforgiveme。"
"Ican\'thelpit,"saidElnora。Iwantthatviolin。"
"I\'llgoto-morrow,andseeifithasbeendestroyed。"
"Destroyed!Oh,AuntMargaret!Wouldanyonedare?"
"Ihardlythinkso。Itwasagoodinstrument。Heplayeditlikeamaster。"
"Tellme!"breathedElnora。
"Hishairwasredandcurledmorethanyours,andhiseyeswereblue。Hewastall,slim,andtheveryimpofmischief。Hejokedandteasedalldayuntilhepickedupthatviolin。Thenhisheadbentoverit,andhiseyesgotbigandearnest。Heseemedtolistenasifhefirstheardthenotes,andthencopiedthem。Sometimeshedrewthebowtrembly,likehewasn\'tsureitwasright,andhemighthavetotryagain。Hecouldalmostdriveyoucrazywhenhewantedto,andnomanthateverlivedcouldmakeyoudanceashecould。Hemadeitallupashewent。
Heseemedtolistenforhisdancingmusic,too。Itappearedtocometohim;he\'dbegintoplayandyouhadtokeeptime。
Youcouldn\'tbestill;helovedtosweepacrowdaroundwiththatbowofhis。Ithinkitwasthethingyoucallinspiration。
Icanseehimnow,hishandsomeheadbent,hischeeksred,hiseyessnapping,andthatbowgoingacrossthestrings,anddrivinguslikesheep。Healwayskepthisbodyswinging,andhelovedtoplay。Heoftenslightedhisworkshamefully,andsometimesheralittle;thatiswhyshehatedit——Elnora,whatareyoumakingmedo?"
ThetearswererollingdownElnora\'scheeks。"Oh,AuntMargaret,"shesobbed。"Whyhaven\'tyoutoldmeabouthimsooner?Ifeelasifyouhadgivenmyfathertomeliving,sothatIcouldtouchhim。Icanseehim,too!
Whydidn\'tyouevertellmebefore?Goon!Goon!"
"Ican\'t,Elnora!I\'mscaredsilly。Inevermeanttosayanything。IfIhadn\'tpromisedhernottotalkofhimtoyoushewouldn\'thaveletyoucomehere。
Shemademeswearit。"
"Butwhy?Why?Washeashame?Washedisgraced?"
"Maybeitwasthatunjustfeelingthattookpossessionofherwhenshecouldn\'thelphimfromtheswamp。Shehadtoblamesomeone,orgocrazy,soshetookitoutonyou。
Attimes,thosefirsttenyears,ifIhadtalkedtoyou,andyouhadrepeatedanythingtoher,shemighthavestruckyoutoohard。Shewasnotmasterofherself。
Youmustbepatientwithher,Elnora。Godonlyknowswhatshehasgonethrough,butIthinksheisalittlebetter,lately。"
"SodoI,"saidElnora。"Sheseemsmoreinterestedinmyclothes,andshefixesmesuchdeliciouslunchesthatthegirlsbringfinecandiesandcakeandbegtotrade。Igavehalfmylunchforaboxofcandyoneday,broughtithometoher,andtoldher。Since,shehaswantedmetocarryamarketbasketandtreatthecrowdeveryday,shewassopleased。Lifehasbeentoomonotonousforher。
Ithinksheenjoyseventhelittlechangemadebymygoingandcoming。ShesitsuphalfthenighttoreadthelibrarybooksIbring,butsheissostubbornshewon\'tevenadmitthatshetouchesthem。Tellmemoreaboutmyfather。"
"WaituntilIseeifIcanfindtheviolin。"
SoElnorawenthomeinsuspense,andthatnightsheaddedtoherprayers:"DearLord,bemercifultomyfather,andoh,dohelpAuntMargarettogethisviolin。"
WesleyandBillycameintosuppertiredandhungry。
Billyateheartily,buthiseyesoftenrestedonaplateoftemptingcookies,andwhenWesleyofferedthemtotheboyhereachedforone。Margaretwascompelledtoexplainthatcookieswereforbiddenthatnight。
"What!"saidWesley。"Wrongwordsbeencomingagain。
OhBilly,Idowishyoucouldremember!Ican\'tsitandeatcookiesbeforealittleboywhohasnone。
I\'llhavetoputmineback,too。"Billy\'sfacetwistedindespair。
"Awgoon!"hesaidgruffly,buthischinwasjumping,forWesleywashisidol。
"Can\'tdoit,"saidWesley。"Itwouldchokeme。"
BillyturnedtoMargaret。"Youmakehim,"heappealed。
"Hecan\'t,Billy,"saidMargaret。"Iknowhowhefeels。
Yousee,Ican\'tmyself。"
ThenBillyslidfromhischair,rantothecouch,buriedhisfaceinthepillowandcriedheart-brokenly。Wesleyhurriedtothebarn,andMargarettothekitchen。WhenthedisheswerewashedBillyslippedfromthebackdoor。
Wesleypilinghayintothemangersheardasoundbehindhimandinquired,"Thatyou,Billy?"
"Yes,"answeredBilly,"andit\'sallsodarkyoucan\'tseemenow,isn\'tit?"
"Well,mightynear,"answeredWesley。
"Thenyoustoopdownandopenyourmouth。"
Sintonhadsharedbitesofappleandnutsforweeks,forBillyhadnotlearnedhowtoeatanythingwithoutdividingwithJimmyandBelle。Sincehehadbeenseparatedfromthem,hesharedwithWesleyandMargaret。Sohebentovertheboyandreceivedaninstalmentofcookythatalmostchokedhim。
"Nowyoucaneatit!"shoutedBillyindelight。
"It\'salldark!Ican\'tseewhatyou\'redoingatall!"
Wesleypickedupthesmallfigureandsettheboyonthebackofahorsetobringhisfacelevelsothattheycouldtalkasmen。HenevertoweredfromhisheightaboveBilly,butalwaysliftedthelittlesoulwhenimportantmattersweretobediscussed。
"Nowwhatadandyscheme,"hecommented。"DidyouandAuntMargaretfixitup?"
"No。Sheain\'thadhersyet。ButIgotoneforher。
Istassoonasyoueatyours,Iamgoingtotakehers,andfeedherfirsttimeIfindherinthedark。"
"ButBilly,wheredidyougetthecookies?YouknowAuntMargaretsaidyouwerenottohaveany。"
"Iisttookthem,"saidBilly,"Ididn\'ttakethemforme。
Iisttookthemforyouandher。"
Wesleythoughtfast。Inthewarmdarknessofthebarnthehorsescrunchedtheircorn,aratgnawedatacornerofthegranary,andamongtheraftersthewhitepigeoncooedasoftsleepynotetohisduskymate。
"Did——did——Isteal?"waveredBilly。
Wesley\'sbighandscloseduntilhealmosthurttheboy。
"No!"hesaidvehemently。"Thatistoobigaword。
Youmadeamistake。Youweretryingtobeafinelittleman,butyouwentatitthewrongway。Youonlymadeamistake。Allofusdothat,Billy。Theworldgrowsthatway。Whenwemakemistakeswecanseethem;
thatteachesustobemorecarefulthenexttime,andsowelearn。"
"Howwouldn\'titbeamistake?"
"IfyouhadtoldAuntMargaretwhatyouwantedtodo,andaskedherforthecookiesshewouldhavegiventhemtoyou。"
"ButIwas\'fraidshewouldn\'t,andyouisthadtohaveit。"
"Notifitwaswrongformetohaveit,Billy。Idon\'twantitthatmuch。"
"MustItakeitback?"
"Youthinkhard,anddecideyourself。"
"Liftmedown,"saidBilly,afterasilence,"Igottoputthisinthejar,andtellher。"
Wesleysettheboyonthefloor,butashedidsohepausedonesecondandstrainedhimclosetohisbreast。
Margaretsatinherchairsewing;Billyslippedinandcreptbesideher。Thelittlefacewaslinedwithtragedy。
"WhyBilly,whateveristhematter?"shecriedasshedroppedhersewingandheldoutherarms。Billystoodback。
Hegrippedhislittlefiststightandsquaredhisshoulders。
"Igottobeshutupinthecloset,"hesaid。
"OhBilly!Whatanunluckyday!Whathaveyoudonenow?"
"Istold!"gulpedBilly。"Hesaiditwasistamistake,butitwasworser\'anthat。ItooksomethingyoutoldmeIwasn\'ttohave。"
"Stole!"Margaretwasindespair。"What,Billy?"
"Cookies!"answeredBillyinequaltrouble。
"Billy!"wailedMargaret。"Howcouldyou?"
"Itwasforhimandyou,"sobbedBilly。"Hesaidhecouldn\'teatit\'foreme,butoutinthebarnit\'salldarkandIcouldn\'tsee。Ithoughtmaybehecouldthere。
Thenwemightputoutthelightandyoucouldhaveyours。
HesaidIonlymadeitworse,cosImustn\'ttakethings,soIgottogointhecloset。Willyouholdmetightalittlebitfirst?Hedid。"
MargaretopenedherarmsandBillyrushedinandclungtoherafewseconds,withalltheforceofhisbeing,thenheslippedtothefloorandmarchedtothecloset。
Margaretopenedthedoor。Billygaveoneglanceatthelight,clinchedhisfistsand,walkinginside,climbedonabox。Margaretclosedthedoor。
Thenshesatandlistened。Wastheairpureenough?
Possiblyhemightsmother。Shehadreadsomethingonce。
Wasitverydark?Whatifthereshouldbeamouseintheclosetanditshouldrunacrosshisfootandfrightenhimintospasms。Somewhereshehadheard——
Margaretleanedforwardwithtensefaceandlistened。
Somethingdreadfulmighthappen。Shecouldbearitnolonger。Shearosehurriedlyandopenedthedoor。
Billywasdrawnupontheboxinalittleheap,andheliftedadisapprovingfacetoher。
"Shutthatdoor!"hesaid。"Iain\'tbeeninherenearlongenoughyet!"
CHAPTERX
WHEREINELNORAHASMOREFINANCIALTROUBLES,ANDMRS。COMSTOCKAGAINHEARSTHESONGOFTHELIMBERLOST
ThefollowingnightElnorahurriedtoSintons\'。
ShethrewopenthebackdoorandwithanxiouseyessearchedMargaret\'sface。
"Yougotit!"pantedElnora。"Yougotit!Icanseebyyourfacethatyoudid。Oh,giveittome!"
"Yes,Igotit,honey,Igotitallright,butdon\'tbesofast。Ithadbeenkeptinsuchadampplaceitneededglueing,ithadtohavestrings,andakeywasgone。
Iknewhowmuchyouwantedit,soIsentWesleyrighttotownwithit。Theysaidtheycouldfixitgoodasnew,butitshouldbevarnished,andthatitwouldtakeseveraldaysforthegluetoset。YoucanhaveitSaturday。"
"Youfounditwhereyouthoughtitwas?Youknowit\'shis?"
"Yes,itwasjustwhereIthought,andit\'sthesameviolinI\'veseenhimplayhundredsoftimes。It\'sallright,onlylayingsolongitneedsfixing。"
"OhAuntMargaret!CanIeverwait?"
"Itdoesseemalongtime,buthowcouldIhelpit?
Youcouldn\'tdoanythingwithitasitwas。Yousee,ithadbeenhiddenawayinagarret,anditneededcleaninganddryingtomakeitfittoplayagain。YoucanhaveitSaturdaysure。ButElnora,you\'vegottopromisemethatyouwillleaveithere,orintown,andnotletyourmothergetahintofit。Idon\'tknowwhatshe\'ddo。"
"UncleWesleycanbringithereuntilMonday。ThenIwilltakeittoschoolsothatIcanpractiseatnoon。Oh,I
don\'tknowhowtothankyou。Andthere\'smorethantheviolinforwhichtobethankful。You\'vegivenmemyfather。
LastnightIsawhimplainlyaslife。"
"Elnorayouweredreaming!"
"IknowIwasdreaming,butIsawhim。Isawhimsocloselythatatinywhitescaratthecornerofhiseyebrowshowed。Iwasjustreachingouttotouchhimwhenhedisappeared。"
"Whotoldyoutherewasascaronhisforehead?"
"Nooneeverdidinallmylife。Isawitlastnightashewentdown。Andoh,AuntMargaret!Isawwhatshedid,andIheardhiscries!Nomatterwhatshedoes,Idon\'tbelieveIevercanbeangrywithheragain。Herheartisbroken,andshecan\'thelpit。Oh,itwasterrible,butIamgladIsawit。Now,Iwillalwaysunderstand。"
"Idon\'tknowwhattomakeofthat,"saidMargaret。
Idon\'tbelieveinsuchstuffatall,butyoucouldn\'tmakeitup,foryoudidn\'tknow。"
"IonlyknowthatIplayedtheviolinlastnight,asheplayedit,andwhileIplayedhecamethroughthewoodsfromthedirectionofCarneys\'。Itwassummerandalltheflowerswereinbloom。Heworegraytrousersandablueshirt,hisheadwasbare,andhisfacewasbeautiful。Icouldalmosttouchhimwhenhesank。"
Margaretstoodperplexed。"Idon\'tknowwhattothinkofthat!"sheejaculated。"Iwasnexttothelastpersonwhosawhimbeforehewasdrowned。ItwaslateonaJuneafternoon,andhewasdressedasyoudescribe。
Hewasbareheadedbecausehehadfoundaquail\'snestbeforethebirdbegantobrood,andhegatheredtheeggsinhishatandleftitinafencecornertogetonhiswayhome;theyfounditafterward。"
"WashecomingfromCarneys\'?"
"Hewasonthatsideofthequagmire。Whyheeverskirteditsocloseastogetcaughtisamysteryyouwillhavetodreamout。Inevercouldunderstandit。"
"Washedoingsomethinghedidn\'twantmymothertoknow?"
"Why?"
"Becauseifhehadbeen,hemighthavecutclosetheswampsohecouldn\'tbeseenfromthegarden。Youknow,thewholepathstraighttothepoolwherehesankcanbeseenfromourbackdoor。It\'sfirmonourside。
Thedangerisonthenorthandeast。Ifhedidn\'twantmothertoknow,hemighthavetriedtopassoneitherofthosesidesandgonetooclose。Washeinahurry?"
"Yes,hewas,"saidMargaret。"Hehadbeenawaylongerthanheexpected,andhealmostranwhenhestartedhome。"
"Andhe\'dlefthisviolinsomewherethatyouknew,andyouwentandgotit。I\'llwagerhewasgoingtoplay,anddidn\'twantmothertofinditout!"
"Itwouldn\'tmakeanydifferencetoyouifyoukneweverylittlething,soquitthinkingaboutit,andjustbegladyouaretohavewhathelovedbestofanything。"
"That\'strue。NowImusthurryhome。Iamdreadfullylate。"