The Rise of Silas Lapham

第29章

"Yes,shedoneright,"saidLapham。"Itwastimeforhertocome,"headdedgently。

Thenhewassilentagain,andhiswifetoldhimofCorey’shavingbeenthere,andofhisfather’sandmother’scalling。

"IguessPen’sconcludedtomakeitup,"shesaid。

"Well,we’llseeaboutthat,"saidLapham;andnowshecouldnolongerforbeartoaskhimabouthisaffairs。

"Idon’tknowasI’vegotanyrighttoknowanythingaboutit,"shesaidhumbly,withremoteallusiontohertreatmentofhim。"ButIcan’thelpwantingtoknow。

HowAREthingsgoing,Si?"

"Bad,"hesaid,pushinghisplatefromhim,andtiltinghimselfbackinhischair。"Ortheyain’tgoingatall。

They’vestopped。"

"Whatdoyoumean,Si?"shepersisted,tenderly。

"I’vegottotheendofmystring。To—morrowIshallcallameetingofmycreditors,andputmyselfintheirhands。

Ifthere’senoughlefttosatisfythem,I’msatisfied。"

Hisvoicedroppedinhisthroat;heswallowedonceortwice,andthendidnotspeak。

"Doyoumeanthatit’salloverwithyou?"sheaskedfearfully。

Hebowedhisbighead,wrinkledandgrizzled;andafterawhilehesaid,"It’shardtorealiseit;butIguessthereain’tanydoubtaboutit。"Hedrewalongbreath,andthenheexplainedtoherabouttheWestVirginiapeople,andhowhehadgotanextensionofthefirsttimetheyhadgivenhim,andhadgotamantogouptoLaphamwithhimandlookattheworks,——amanthathadturnedupinNewYork,andwantedtoputmoneyinthebusiness。HismoneywouldhaveenabledLaphamtoclosewiththeWestVirginians。

"Thedevilwasinit,rightstraightalong,"saidLapham。

"AllIhadtodowastokeepquietaboutthatothercompany。

ItwasRogersandhispropertyrightoveragain。Helikedthelookofthings,andhewantedtogointothebusiness,andhehadthemoney——plenty;itwouldhavesavedmewiththoseWestVirginiafolks。ButIhadtotellhimhowIstood。

Ihadtotellhimallaboutit,andwhatIwantedtodo。

Hebegantobackwaterinaminute,andthenextmorningI

sawthatitwasupwithhim。He’sgonebacktoNewYork。

I’velostmylastchance。NowallI’vegottodoistosavethepieces。"

"Will——will——everythinggo?"sheasked。

"Ican’ttell,yet。Buttheyshallhaveachanceateverything——everydollar,everycent。I’msorryforyou,Persis——andthegirls。"

"Oh,don’ttalkofUS!"Shewastryingtorealisethatthesimple,rudesoultowhichherheartcloveinheryouth,butwhichshehadputtosuchcruelproof,withherunsparingconscienceandherunsparingtongue,hadbeenequaltoitsordeals,andhadcomeoutunscathedandunstained。

Hewasableinhistalktomakesolittleofthem;hehardlyseemedtoseewhattheywere;hewasapparentlynotproudofthem,andcertainlynotglad;iftheywerevictoriesofanysort,heborethemwiththepatienceofdefeat。

Hiswifewishedtopraisehim,butshedidnotknowhow;

sosheofferedhimalittlereproach,inwhichaloneshetouchedthecauseofherbehaviouratparting。

"Silas,"sheasked,afteralonggazeathim,"whydidn’tyoutellmeyouhadJimMillon’sgirlthere?"

"Ididn’tsupposeyou’dlikeit,Persis,"heanswered。

"Ididintendtotellyouatfirst,butthenIput——Iputitoff。Ithoughtyou’dcomeroundsomeday,andfinditoutforyourself。"

"I’mpunished,"saidhiswife,"fornottakingenoughinterestinyourbusinesstoevencomenearit。

Ifwe’rebroughtbacktothedayofsmallthings,Iguessit’salessonforme,Silas。"

"Oh,Idon’tknowaboutthelesson,"hesaidwearily。

Thatnightsheshowedhimtheanonymousscrawlwhichhadkindledherfuryagainsthim。Heturneditlistlesslyoverinhishand。"IguessIknowwhoit’sfrom,"hesaid,givingitbacktoher,"andIguessyoudotoo,Persis。"

"Buthow——howcouldhe————"

"Mebbehebelievedit,"saidLapham,withpatiencethatcuthermorekeenlythananyreproach。"YOUdid。"

Perhapsbecausetheprocessofhisruinhadbeensogradual,perhapsbecausetheexcitementofprecedingeventshadexhaustedtheircapacityforemotion,theactualconsummationofhisbankruptcybroughtarelief,areposetoLaphamandhisfamily,ratherthanafreshsensationofcalamity。

Intheshadowofhisdisastertheyreturnedtosomethingliketheirold,unitedlife;theywereatleastalltogetheragain;anditwillbeintelligibletothosewhomlifehasblessedwithvicissitude,thatLaphamshouldcomehometheeveningafterhehadgivenupeverything,tohiscreditors,andshouldsitdowntohissuppersocheerfulthatPenelopecouldjokehimintheoldway,andtellhimthatshethoughtfromhislookstheyhadconcludedtopayhimahundredcentsoneverydollarheowedthem。

AsJamesBellinghamhadtakensomuchinterestinhistroublesfromthefirst,Laphamthoughtheoughttotellhim,beforetakingthefinalstep,justhowthingsstoodwithhim,andwhathomeanttodo。BellinghammadesomefutileinquiriesabouthisnegotiationswiththeWestVirginians,andLaphamtoldhimtheyhadcometonothing。HespokeoftheNewYorkman,andthechancethathemighthavesoldouthalfhisbusinesstohim。"But,ofcourse,Ihadtolethimknowhowitwasaboutthosefellows。"

"Ofcourse,"saidBellingham,notseeingtillafterwardsthefullsignificanceofLapham’saction。

LaphamsaidnothingaboutRogersandtheEnglishmen。

Hebelievedthathehadactedrightinthatmatter,andhewassatisfied;buthedidnotcaretohaveBellingham,oranybody,perhaps,thinkhehadbeenafool。

Allthosewhowereconcernedinhisaffairssaidhebehavedwell,andevenmorethanwell,whenitcametotheworst。

Theprudence,thegoodsense,whichhehadshowninthefirstyearsofhissuccess,andofwhichhisgreatprosperityseemedtohaveberefthim,cameback,andthesequalities,usedinhisownbehalf,commendedhimasmuchtohiscreditorsastheanxietyheshowedthatnooneshouldsufferbyhim;

thisevenmadesomeofthemdoubtfulofhissincerity。

Theygavehimtime,andtherewouldhavebeennotroubleinhisresumingontheoldbasis,ifthegroundhadnotbeencutfromunderhimbythecompetitionoftheWestVirginiacompany。Hesawhimselfthatitwasuselesstotrytogoonintheoldway,andhepreferredtogobackandbegintheworldanewwherehehadfirstbegunit,inthehillsatLapham。HeputthehouseatNankeenSquare,witheverythingelsehehad,intothepaymentofhisdebts,andMrs。LaphamfounditeasiertoleaveitfortheoldfarmsteadinVermontthanitwouldhavebeentogofromthathomeofmanyyearstothenewhouseonthewatersideofBeacon。Thisthingandthatisembitteredtous,sothatwemaybewillingtorelinquishit;theworld,lifeitself,isembitteredtomostofus,sothatwearegladtohavedonewiththematlast;andthishomewashauntedwithsuchmemoriestoeachofthosewhoabandoneditthattogowaslessexilethanescape。

Mrs。LaphamcouldnotlookintoIrene’sroomwithoutseeingthegirltherebeforeherglass,tearingthepoorlittlekeep—sakesofherhaplessfancyfromtheirhiding—placestotakethemandflingtheminpassionaterenunciationuponhersister;shecouldnotcomeintothesitting—room,whereherlittleoneshadgrownup,withoutstartingatthethoughtofherhusbandsittingsomanywearynightsathisdeskthere,tryingtofighthiswaybacktohopeoutoftheruinintowhichbewasslipping。WhensherememberedthatnightwhenRogerscame,shehatedtheplace。

Ireneacceptedherreleasefromthehouseeagerly,andwasgladtogobeforeandprepareforthefamilyatLapham。

Penelopewasalwaysashamedofherengagementthere;itmustseembettersomewhereelseandshewasgladtogotoo。

NoonebutLaphaminfact,feltthepangofpartinginallitskeenness。WhateverregrettheothershadwassoftenedtothembythelikenessoftheirflittingtomanyofthoseremovalsforthesummerwhichtheymadeinthelatespringwhentheyleftNankeenSquare;

theyweregoingdirectlyintothecountryinsteadoftotheseasi

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