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"Yes,shedoneright,"saidLapham。"Itwastimeforhertocome,"headdedgently。
Thenhewassilentagain,andhiswifetoldhimofCorey’shavingbeenthere,andofhisfather’sandmother’scalling。
"IguessPen’sconcludedtomakeitup,"shesaid。
"Well,we’llseeaboutthat,"saidLapham;andnowshecouldnolongerforbeartoaskhimabouthisaffairs。
"Idon’tknowasI’vegotanyrighttoknowanythingaboutit,"shesaidhumbly,withremoteallusiontohertreatmentofhim。"ButIcan’thelpwantingtoknow。
HowAREthingsgoing,Si?"
"Bad,"hesaid,pushinghisplatefromhim,andtiltinghimselfbackinhischair。"Ortheyain’tgoingatall。
They’vestopped。"
"Whatdoyoumean,Si?"shepersisted,tenderly。
"I’vegottotheendofmystring。To—morrowIshallcallameetingofmycreditors,andputmyselfintheirhands。
Ifthere’senoughlefttosatisfythem,I’msatisfied。"
Hisvoicedroppedinhisthroat;heswallowedonceortwice,andthendidnotspeak。
"Doyoumeanthatit’salloverwithyou?"sheaskedfearfully。
Hebowedhisbighead,wrinkledandgrizzled;andafterawhilehesaid,"It’shardtorealiseit;butIguessthereain’tanydoubtaboutit。"Hedrewalongbreath,andthenheexplainedtoherabouttheWestVirginiapeople,andhowhehadgotanextensionofthefirsttimetheyhadgivenhim,andhadgotamantogouptoLaphamwithhimandlookattheworks,——amanthathadturnedupinNewYork,andwantedtoputmoneyinthebusiness。HismoneywouldhaveenabledLaphamtoclosewiththeWestVirginians。
"Thedevilwasinit,rightstraightalong,"saidLapham。
"AllIhadtodowastokeepquietaboutthatothercompany。
ItwasRogersandhispropertyrightoveragain。Helikedthelookofthings,andhewantedtogointothebusiness,andhehadthemoney——plenty;itwouldhavesavedmewiththoseWestVirginiafolks。ButIhadtotellhimhowIstood。
Ihadtotellhimallaboutit,andwhatIwantedtodo。
Hebegantobackwaterinaminute,andthenextmorningI
sawthatitwasupwithhim。He’sgonebacktoNewYork。
I’velostmylastchance。NowallI’vegottodoistosavethepieces。"
"Will——will——everythinggo?"sheasked。
"Ican’ttell,yet。Buttheyshallhaveachanceateverything——everydollar,everycent。I’msorryforyou,Persis——andthegirls。"
"Oh,don’ttalkofUS!"Shewastryingtorealisethatthesimple,rudesoultowhichherheartcloveinheryouth,butwhichshehadputtosuchcruelproof,withherunsparingconscienceandherunsparingtongue,hadbeenequaltoitsordeals,andhadcomeoutunscathedandunstained。
Hewasableinhistalktomakesolittleofthem;hehardlyseemedtoseewhattheywere;hewasapparentlynotproudofthem,andcertainlynotglad;iftheywerevictoriesofanysort,heborethemwiththepatienceofdefeat。
Hiswifewishedtopraisehim,butshedidnotknowhow;
sosheofferedhimalittlereproach,inwhichaloneshetouchedthecauseofherbehaviouratparting。
"Silas,"sheasked,afteralonggazeathim,"whydidn’tyoutellmeyouhadJimMillon’sgirlthere?"
"Ididn’tsupposeyou’dlikeit,Persis,"heanswered。
"Ididintendtotellyouatfirst,butthenIput——Iputitoff。Ithoughtyou’dcomeroundsomeday,andfinditoutforyourself。"
"I’mpunished,"saidhiswife,"fornottakingenoughinterestinyourbusinesstoevencomenearit。
Ifwe’rebroughtbacktothedayofsmallthings,Iguessit’salessonforme,Silas。"
"Oh,Idon’tknowaboutthelesson,"hesaidwearily。
Thatnightsheshowedhimtheanonymousscrawlwhichhadkindledherfuryagainsthim。Heturneditlistlesslyoverinhishand。"IguessIknowwhoit’sfrom,"hesaid,givingitbacktoher,"andIguessyoudotoo,Persis。"
"Buthow——howcouldhe————"
"Mebbehebelievedit,"saidLapham,withpatiencethatcuthermorekeenlythananyreproach。"YOUdid。"
Perhapsbecausetheprocessofhisruinhadbeensogradual,perhapsbecausetheexcitementofprecedingeventshadexhaustedtheircapacityforemotion,theactualconsummationofhisbankruptcybroughtarelief,areposetoLaphamandhisfamily,ratherthanafreshsensationofcalamity。
Intheshadowofhisdisastertheyreturnedtosomethingliketheirold,unitedlife;theywereatleastalltogetheragain;anditwillbeintelligibletothosewhomlifehasblessedwithvicissitude,thatLaphamshouldcomehometheeveningafterhehadgivenupeverything,tohiscreditors,andshouldsitdowntohissuppersocheerfulthatPenelopecouldjokehimintheoldway,andtellhimthatshethoughtfromhislookstheyhadconcludedtopayhimahundredcentsoneverydollarheowedthem。
AsJamesBellinghamhadtakensomuchinterestinhistroublesfromthefirst,Laphamthoughtheoughttotellhim,beforetakingthefinalstep,justhowthingsstoodwithhim,andwhathomeanttodo。BellinghammadesomefutileinquiriesabouthisnegotiationswiththeWestVirginians,andLaphamtoldhimtheyhadcometonothing。HespokeoftheNewYorkman,andthechancethathemighthavesoldouthalfhisbusinesstohim。"But,ofcourse,Ihadtolethimknowhowitwasaboutthosefellows。"
"Ofcourse,"saidBellingham,notseeingtillafterwardsthefullsignificanceofLapham’saction。
LaphamsaidnothingaboutRogersandtheEnglishmen。
Hebelievedthathehadactedrightinthatmatter,andhewassatisfied;buthedidnotcaretohaveBellingham,oranybody,perhaps,thinkhehadbeenafool。
Allthosewhowereconcernedinhisaffairssaidhebehavedwell,andevenmorethanwell,whenitcametotheworst。
Theprudence,thegoodsense,whichhehadshowninthefirstyearsofhissuccess,andofwhichhisgreatprosperityseemedtohaveberefthim,cameback,andthesequalities,usedinhisownbehalf,commendedhimasmuchtohiscreditorsastheanxietyheshowedthatnooneshouldsufferbyhim;
thisevenmadesomeofthemdoubtfulofhissincerity。
Theygavehimtime,andtherewouldhavebeennotroubleinhisresumingontheoldbasis,ifthegroundhadnotbeencutfromunderhimbythecompetitionoftheWestVirginiacompany。Hesawhimselfthatitwasuselesstotrytogoonintheoldway,andhepreferredtogobackandbegintheworldanewwherehehadfirstbegunit,inthehillsatLapham。HeputthehouseatNankeenSquare,witheverythingelsehehad,intothepaymentofhisdebts,andMrs。LaphamfounditeasiertoleaveitfortheoldfarmsteadinVermontthanitwouldhavebeentogofromthathomeofmanyyearstothenewhouseonthewatersideofBeacon。Thisthingandthatisembitteredtous,sothatwemaybewillingtorelinquishit;theworld,lifeitself,isembitteredtomostofus,sothatwearegladtohavedonewiththematlast;andthishomewashauntedwithsuchmemoriestoeachofthosewhoabandoneditthattogowaslessexilethanescape。
Mrs。LaphamcouldnotlookintoIrene’sroomwithoutseeingthegirltherebeforeherglass,tearingthepoorlittlekeep—sakesofherhaplessfancyfromtheirhiding—placestotakethemandflingtheminpassionaterenunciationuponhersister;shecouldnotcomeintothesitting—room,whereherlittleoneshadgrownup,withoutstartingatthethoughtofherhusbandsittingsomanywearynightsathisdeskthere,tryingtofighthiswaybacktohopeoutoftheruinintowhichbewasslipping。WhensherememberedthatnightwhenRogerscame,shehatedtheplace。
Ireneacceptedherreleasefromthehouseeagerly,andwasgladtogobeforeandprepareforthefamilyatLapham。
Penelopewasalwaysashamedofherengagementthere;itmustseembettersomewhereelseandshewasgladtogotoo。
NoonebutLaphaminfact,feltthepangofpartinginallitskeenness。WhateverregrettheothershadwassoftenedtothembythelikenessoftheirflittingtomanyofthoseremovalsforthesummerwhichtheymadeinthelatespringwhentheyleftNankeenSquare;
theyweregoingdirectlyintothecountryinsteadoftotheseasi