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Iguessitwon’ttakeagreatmanytofetchyou。"
"Allright,"saidLapham,andpaidandwentout。
"Idon’tknowbutISHALLwantsomeofit,"hesaid,withajoylesslaugh。
Irenecamecloseruptohimandtookhisarm。Helaidhisheavypawonherglovedfingers。Afterawhileshesaid,"IwantyoushouldletmegouptoLaphamto—morrow。"
"ToLapham?Why,to—morrow’sSunday,Irene!Youcan’tgoto—morrow。"
"Well,Monday,then。Icanlivethroughonedayhere。"
"Well,"saidthefatherpassively。Hemadenopretenceofaskingherwhyshewishedtogo,noranyattempttodissuadeher。
"Givemethatbottle,"shesaid,whenheopenedthedoorathomeforher,andsheranuptoherownroom。
ThenextmorningIrenecametobreakfastwithhermother;
theColonelandPenelopedidnotappear,andMrs。Laphamlookedsleep—brokenandcareworn。
Thegirlglancedather。"Don’tyoufretaboutme,mamma,"shesaid。"Ishallgetalong。"Sheseemedherselfassteadyandstrongasrock。
"Idon’tliketoseeyoukeepingupso,Irene,"
repliedhermother。"It’llbealltheworseforyouwhenyoudobreak。Bettergivewayalittleatthestart"
"Ishan’tbreak,andI’vegivenwayallI’mgoingto。
I’mgoingtoLaphamto—morrow,——Iwantyoushouldgowithme,mamma,——andIguessIcankeepuponedayhere。
Allaboutitis,Idon’twantyoushouldsayanything,orLOOKanything。And,whateverIdo,Idon’twantyoushouldtrytostopme。And,thefirstthing,I’mgoingtotakeherbreakfastuptoher。Don’t!"shecried,interceptingtheprotestonhermother’slips。"IshallnotletithurtPen,ifIcanhelpit。She’sneverdoneathingnorthoughtathingtowrongme。Ihadtoflyoutatherlastnight;butthat’sallovernow,andIknowjustwhatI’vegottobear。"
Shehadherwayunmolested。ShecarriedPenelope’sbreakfasttoher,andomittednocareorattentionthatcouldmakethesacrificecomplete,withanheroicpretencethatshewasperformingnounusualservice。
Theydidnotspeak,beyondhersaying,inacleardrynote,"Here’syourbreakfast,Pen,"andhersister’sanswering,hoarselyandtremulously,"Oh,thankyou,Irene。"And,thoughtwoorthreetimestheyturnedtheirfacestowardeachotherwhileIreneremainedintheroom,mechanicallyputtingitsconfusiontorights,theireyesdidnotmeet。
ThenIrenedescendedupontheotherrooms,whichshesetinorder,andsomeofwhichshefiercelysweptanddusted。
Shemadethebeds;andshesentthetwoservantsawaytochurchassoonastheyhadeatentheirbreakfast,tellingthemthatshewouldwashtheirdishes。
Throughoutthemorningherfatherandmotherheardherabouttheworkofgettingdinner,withcertainsilenceswhichrepresentedthemomentswhenshestoppedandstoodstock—still,andthen,readjustingherburden,forcedherselfforwardunderitagain。
Theysataloneinthefamilyroom,outofwhichtheirtwogirlsseemedtohavedied。LaphamcouldnotreadhisSundaypapers,andshehadnohearttogotochurch,asshewouldhavedoneearlierinlifewhenintrouble。
JustthenshewasobscurelyfeelingthatthechurchwassomehowtoblameforthatcounselofMr。Sewell’sonwhichtheyhadacted。
"Ishouldliketoknow,"shesaid,havingbroughtthematterup,"whetherhewouldhavethoughtitwassuchalightmatterifithadbeenhisownchildren。
Doyousupposehe’dhavebeensoreadytoactonhisownadviceifitHADbeen?"
"Hetoldustherightthingtodo,Persis,——theonlything。
Wecouldn’tletitgoon,"urgedherhusbandgently。
"Well,itmakesmedespisePen!Irene’sshowingtwicethecharacterthatsheis,thisveryminute。"
Themothersaidthissothatthefathermightdefendherdaughtertoher。Hedidnotfail。"Irene’sgottheeasiestpart,thewayIlookatit。Andyou’llseethatPen’llknowhowtobehavewhenthetimecomes。"
"Whatdoyouwantsheshoulddo?"
"Ihaven’tgotsofarasthatyet。WhatarewegoingtodoaboutIrene?"
"WhatdoyouwantPenshoulddo,"repeatedMrs。Lapham,"whenitcomestoit?"
"Well,Idon’twantsheshouldtakehim,forONEthing,"
saidLapham。
ThisseemedtosatisfyMrs。Laphamastoherhusband,andshesaidindefenceofCorey,"Why,Idon’tseewhatHE’Sdone。It’sallbeenourdoing。"
"Nevermindthatnow。WhataboutIrene?"
"Shesaysshe’sgoingtoLaphamto—morrow。Shefeelsthatshe’sgottogetawaysomewhere。It’snaturalsheshould。"
"Yes,andIpresumeitwillbeaboutthebestthingFORher。
Shallyougowithher?"
"Yes。"
"Well。"Hecomfortlesslytookupanewspaperagain,andsherosewithasigh,andwenttoherroomtopacksomethingsforthemorrow’sjourney。
Afterdinner,whenIrenehadclearedawaythelasttraceofitinkitchenanddining—roomwithunsparingpunctilio,shecamedownstairs,dressedtogoout,andbadeherfathercometowalkwithheragain。Itwasarepetitionoftheaimlessnessofthelastnight’swanderings。
Theycameback,andshegotteaforthem,andafterthattheyheardherstirringaboutinherownroom,asifshewerebusyaboutmanythings;buttheydidnotdaretolookinuponher,evenafterallthenoiseshadceased,andtheyknewshehadgonetobed。
"Yes;it’sathingshe’sgottofightoutbyherself,"
saidMrsLapham。
"Iguessshe’llgetalong,"saidLapham。"ButIdon’twantyoushouldmisjudgePeneither。She’sallrighttoo。
Sheain’ttoblame。"
"Yes,Iknow。ButIcan’tworkroundtoitallatonce。
Ishan’tmisjudgeher,butyoucan’texpectmetogetoveritrightaway。"
"Mamma,"saidIrene,whenshewashurryingtheirdeparturethenextmorning,"whatdidshetellhimwhenheaskedher?"
"Tellhim?"echoedthemother;andafterawhilesheadded,"Shedidn’ttellhimanything。"
"Didshesayanything,aboutme?"
"Shesaidhemustn’tcomehereanymore。"
Ireneturnedandwentintohersister’sroom。
"Good—bye,Pen,"shesaid,kissingherwithaneffectofnotseeingortouchingher。"Iwantyoushouldtellhimallaboutit。Ifhe’shalfaman,hewon’tgiveuptillheknowswhyyouwon’thavehim;andhehasarighttoknow。"
"Itwouldn’tmakeanydifference。Icouldn’thavehimafter————"
"That’sforyoutosay。Butifyoudon’ttellhimaboutme,Iwill。"
"’Rene!""Yes!Youneedn’tsayIcaredforhim。
Butyoucansaythatyouallthoughthe——caredfor——me。"
"OIrene————"
"Don’t!"Ireneescapedfromthearmsthattriedtocastthemselvesabouther。"Youareallright,Pen。Youhaven’tdoneanything。You’vehelpedmeallyoucould。
ButIcan’t——yet。"
ShewentoutoftheroomandsummonedMrs。Laphamwithasharp"Now,mamma!"andwentonputtingthelastthingsintohertrunks。
TheColonelwenttothestationwiththem,andputthemonthetrain。HegotthemalittlecompartmenttothemselvesinthePullmancar;andashestoodleaningwithhisliftedhandsagainstthesidesofthedoorway,hetriedtosaysome