The Rise of Silas Lapham

第21章

Iguessitwon’ttakeagreatmanytofetchyou。"

"Allright,"saidLapham,andpaidandwentout。

"Idon’tknowbutISHALLwantsomeofit,"hesaid,withajoylesslaugh。

Irenecamecloseruptohimandtookhisarm。Helaidhisheavypawonherglovedfingers。Afterawhileshesaid,"IwantyoushouldletmegouptoLaphamto—morrow。"

"ToLapham?Why,to—morrow’sSunday,Irene!Youcan’tgoto—morrow。"

"Well,Monday,then。Icanlivethroughonedayhere。"

"Well,"saidthefatherpassively。Hemadenopretenceofaskingherwhyshewishedtogo,noranyattempttodissuadeher。

"Givemethatbottle,"shesaid,whenheopenedthedoorathomeforher,andsheranuptoherownroom。

ThenextmorningIrenecametobreakfastwithhermother;

theColonelandPenelopedidnotappear,andMrs。Laphamlookedsleep—brokenandcareworn。

Thegirlglancedather。"Don’tyoufretaboutme,mamma,"shesaid。"Ishallgetalong。"Sheseemedherselfassteadyandstrongasrock。

"Idon’tliketoseeyoukeepingupso,Irene,"

repliedhermother。"It’llbealltheworseforyouwhenyoudobreak。Bettergivewayalittleatthestart"

"Ishan’tbreak,andI’vegivenwayallI’mgoingto。

I’mgoingtoLaphamto—morrow,——Iwantyoushouldgowithme,mamma,——andIguessIcankeepuponedayhere。

Allaboutitis,Idon’twantyoushouldsayanything,orLOOKanything。And,whateverIdo,Idon’twantyoushouldtrytostopme。And,thefirstthing,I’mgoingtotakeherbreakfastuptoher。Don’t!"shecried,interceptingtheprotestonhermother’slips。"IshallnotletithurtPen,ifIcanhelpit。She’sneverdoneathingnorthoughtathingtowrongme。Ihadtoflyoutatherlastnight;butthat’sallovernow,andIknowjustwhatI’vegottobear。"

Shehadherwayunmolested。ShecarriedPenelope’sbreakfasttoher,andomittednocareorattentionthatcouldmakethesacrificecomplete,withanheroicpretencethatshewasperformingnounusualservice。

Theydidnotspeak,beyondhersaying,inacleardrynote,"Here’syourbreakfast,Pen,"andhersister’sanswering,hoarselyandtremulously,"Oh,thankyou,Irene。"And,thoughtwoorthreetimestheyturnedtheirfacestowardeachotherwhileIreneremainedintheroom,mechanicallyputtingitsconfusiontorights,theireyesdidnotmeet。

ThenIrenedescendedupontheotherrooms,whichshesetinorder,andsomeofwhichshefiercelysweptanddusted。

Shemadethebeds;andshesentthetwoservantsawaytochurchassoonastheyhadeatentheirbreakfast,tellingthemthatshewouldwashtheirdishes。

Throughoutthemorningherfatherandmotherheardherabouttheworkofgettingdinner,withcertainsilenceswhichrepresentedthemomentswhenshestoppedandstoodstock—still,andthen,readjustingherburden,forcedherselfforwardunderitagain。

Theysataloneinthefamilyroom,outofwhichtheirtwogirlsseemedtohavedied。LaphamcouldnotreadhisSundaypapers,andshehadnohearttogotochurch,asshewouldhavedoneearlierinlifewhenintrouble。

JustthenshewasobscurelyfeelingthatthechurchwassomehowtoblameforthatcounselofMr。Sewell’sonwhichtheyhadacted。

"Ishouldliketoknow,"shesaid,havingbroughtthematterup,"whetherhewouldhavethoughtitwassuchalightmatterifithadbeenhisownchildren。

Doyousupposehe’dhavebeensoreadytoactonhisownadviceifitHADbeen?"

"Hetoldustherightthingtodo,Persis,——theonlything。

Wecouldn’tletitgoon,"urgedherhusbandgently。

"Well,itmakesmedespisePen!Irene’sshowingtwicethecharacterthatsheis,thisveryminute。"

Themothersaidthissothatthefathermightdefendherdaughtertoher。Hedidnotfail。"Irene’sgottheeasiestpart,thewayIlookatit。Andyou’llseethatPen’llknowhowtobehavewhenthetimecomes。"

"Whatdoyouwantsheshoulddo?"

"Ihaven’tgotsofarasthatyet。WhatarewegoingtodoaboutIrene?"

"WhatdoyouwantPenshoulddo,"repeatedMrs。Lapham,"whenitcomestoit?"

"Well,Idon’twantsheshouldtakehim,forONEthing,"

saidLapham。

ThisseemedtosatisfyMrs。Laphamastoherhusband,andshesaidindefenceofCorey,"Why,Idon’tseewhatHE’Sdone。It’sallbeenourdoing。"

"Nevermindthatnow。WhataboutIrene?"

"Shesaysshe’sgoingtoLaphamto—morrow。Shefeelsthatshe’sgottogetawaysomewhere。It’snaturalsheshould。"

"Yes,andIpresumeitwillbeaboutthebestthingFORher。

Shallyougowithher?"

"Yes。"

"Well。"Hecomfortlesslytookupanewspaperagain,andsherosewithasigh,andwenttoherroomtopacksomethingsforthemorrow’sjourney。

Afterdinner,whenIrenehadclearedawaythelasttraceofitinkitchenanddining—roomwithunsparingpunctilio,shecamedownstairs,dressedtogoout,andbadeherfathercometowalkwithheragain。Itwasarepetitionoftheaimlessnessofthelastnight’swanderings。

Theycameback,andshegotteaforthem,andafterthattheyheardherstirringaboutinherownroom,asifshewerebusyaboutmanythings;buttheydidnotdaretolookinuponher,evenafterallthenoiseshadceased,andtheyknewshehadgonetobed。

"Yes;it’sathingshe’sgottofightoutbyherself,"

saidMrsLapham。

"Iguessshe’llgetalong,"saidLapham。"ButIdon’twantyoushouldmisjudgePeneither。She’sallrighttoo。

Sheain’ttoblame。"

"Yes,Iknow。ButIcan’tworkroundtoitallatonce。

Ishan’tmisjudgeher,butyoucan’texpectmetogetoveritrightaway。"

"Mamma,"saidIrene,whenshewashurryingtheirdeparturethenextmorning,"whatdidshetellhimwhenheaskedher?"

"Tellhim?"echoedthemother;andafterawhilesheadded,"Shedidn’ttellhimanything。"

"Didshesayanything,aboutme?"

"Shesaidhemustn’tcomehereanymore。"

Ireneturnedandwentintohersister’sroom。

"Good—bye,Pen,"shesaid,kissingherwithaneffectofnotseeingortouchingher。"Iwantyoushouldtellhimallaboutit。Ifhe’shalfaman,hewon’tgiveuptillheknowswhyyouwon’thavehim;andhehasarighttoknow。"

"Itwouldn’tmakeanydifference。Icouldn’thavehimafter————"

"That’sforyoutosay。Butifyoudon’ttellhimaboutme,Iwill。"

"’Rene!""Yes!Youneedn’tsayIcaredforhim。

Butyoucansaythatyouallthoughthe——caredfor——me。"

"OIrene————"

"Don’t!"Ireneescapedfromthearmsthattriedtocastthemselvesabouther。"Youareallright,Pen。Youhaven’tdoneanything。You’vehelpedmeallyoucould。

ButIcan’t——yet。"

ShewentoutoftheroomandsummonedMrs。Laphamwithasharp"Now,mamma!"andwentonputtingthelastthingsintohertrunks。

TheColonelwenttothestationwiththem,andputthemonthetrain。HegotthemalittlecompartmenttothemselvesinthePullmancar;andashestoodleaningwithhisliftedhandsagainstthesidesofthedoorway,hetriedtosaysome

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