下载辰思小说免费APP
Jorgenson,standingbythetaffrail,notedthefaintreddishglowinthemassiveblacknessofthefurthershore。Jorgensonnotedthingsquickly,cursorily,perfunctorily,asphenomenaunrelatedtohisownapparitionalexistenceofavisitingghost。Theywerebutpassagesinthegameofmenwhowerestillplayingatlife。
Heknewtoowellhowmuchthatgamewasworthtobeconcernedaboutitscourse。Hehadgivenupthehabitofthinkingforsolongthatthesuddenresumptionofitirkedhimexceedingly,especiallyashehadtothinkontowardaconclusion。Inthatworldofeternaloblivion,ofwhichhehadtastedbeforeLingardmadehimstepbackintothelifeofmen,allthingsweresettledonceforall。Hewasirritatedbyhisownperplexitywhichwaslikeareminderofthatmortalitymadeupofquestionsandpassionsfromwhichhehadfanciedhehadfreedhimselfforever。
ByanaturalassociationhiscontemptuousannoyanceembracedtheexistenceofMrs。Travers,too,forhowcouldhethinkofTomLingard,ofwhatwasgoodorbadforKingTom,withoutthinkingalsoofthatwomanwhohadmanagedtoputtheghostofasparkevenintohisownextinguishedeyes?Shewasofnoaccount;butTom’sintegritywas。ItwasofTomthathehadtothink,ofwhatwasgoodorbadforTominthatabsurdanddeadlygameofhislife。FinallyhereachedtheconclusionthattobegiventheringwouldbegoodforTomLingard。Justtobegiventheringandnomore。Theringandnomore。
"Itwillhelphimtomakeuphismind,"mutteredJorgensoninhismoustache,asifcompelledbyanobscureconviction。Itwasonlythenthathestirredslightlyandturnedawayfromtheloomofthefiresonthedistantshore。Mrs。Traversheardhisfootstepspassingagainalongthesideofthedeckhouse——andthistimeneverraisedherhead。Thatmanwassleepless,mad,childish,andinflexible。Hewasimpossible。Hehauntedthedecksofthathulkaimlessly……
Itwas,however,inpursuanceofaverydistinctaimthatJorgensonhadgoneforwardagaintoseekJaffir。
ThefirstremarkhehadtooffertoJaffir’sconsiderationwasthattheonlypersonintheworldwhohadtheremotestchanceofreachingBelarab’sgateonthatnightwasthattallwhitewomantheRajahLauthadbroughtonboard,thewifeofoneofthecaptivewhitechiefs。SurprisemadeJaffirexclaim,buthewasn’tpreparedtodenythat。Itwaspossiblethatformanyreasons,somequitesimpleandothersverysubtle,thosesonsoftheEvilOnebelongingtoTenggaandDamanwouldrefrainfromkillingawhitewomanwalkingalonefromthewater’sedgetoBelarab’sgate。Yes,itwasjustpossiblethatshemightwalkunharmed。
"Especiallyifshecarriedablazingtorch,"mutteredJorgensoninhismoustache。HetoldJaffirthatshewassittingnowinthedark,mourningsilentlyinthemannerofwhitewomen。Shehadmadeagreatoutcryinthemorningtobeallowedtojointhewhitemenonshore。He,Jorgenson,hadrefusedherthecanoe。
Eversinceshehadsecludedherselfinthedeckhouseingreatdistress。
Jaffirlistenedtoitallwithoutparticularsympathy。AndwhenJorgensonadded,"Itisinmymind,OJaffir,toletherhaveherwillnow,"heansweredbya"Yes,byAllah!lethergo。Whatdoesitmatter?"ofthegreatestunconcern,tillJorgensonadded:
"Yes。AndshemaycarrytheringtotheRajahLaut。"
JorgensonsawJaffir,thegrimandimpassiveJaffir,giveaperceptiblestart。ItseemedatfirstanimpossibletasktopersuadeJaffirtopartwiththering。Thenotionwastoomonstroustoenterhismind,tomovehisheart。Butatlasthesurrenderedinanawedwhisper,"Godisgreat。Perhapsitisherdestiny。"
BeingaWajomanhedidnotregardwomenasuntrustworthyorunequaltoataskrequiringcourageandjudgment。OncehegotoverthepersonalfeelinghehandedtheringtoJorgensonwithonlyonereservation,"Youknow,Tuan,thatshemustonnoaccountputitonherfinger。"
"Letherhangitroundherneck,"suggestedJorgenson,readily。
AsJorgensonmovedtowardthedeckhouseitoccurredtohimthatperhapsnowthatwomanTomLingardhadtakenintowmighttakeitintoherheadtorefusetoleavetheEmma。Thisdidnotdisturbhimverymuch。Allthosepeoplemovedinthedark。Hehimselfatthatparticularmomentwasmovinginthedark。BeyondthesimplewishtoguideLingard’sthoughtinthedirectionofHassimandImmada,tohelphimtomakeuphismindatlasttoaruthlessfidelitytohispurposeJorgensonhadnootheraim。Theexistenceofthosewhiteshadnomeaningonearth。Theywerethesortofpeoplethatpasswithoutleavingfootprints。Thatwomanwouldhavetoactinignorance。Andifsherefusedtogotheninignoranceshewouldhavetostayonboard。Hewouldtellhernothing。
Asamatteroffact,hediscoveredthatMrs。Traverswouldsimplyhavenothingtodowithhim。Shewouldnotlistentowhathehadtosay。Shedesiredhim,amerewearyvoiceconfinedinthedarknessofthedeckcabin,togoawayandtroublehernomore。
ButtheghostofJorgensonwasnoteasilyexorcised。He,too,wasamerevoiceintheouterdarkness,inexorable,insistingthatsheshouldcomeoutondeckandlisten。Atlasthefoundtherightwordstosay。
"ItissomethingaboutTomthatIwanttotellyou。Youwishhimwell,don’tyou?"
Afterthisshecouldnotrefusetocomeoutondeck,andoncethereshelistenedpatientlytothatwhiteghostmutteringandmumblingaboveherdroopinghead。
"Itseemstome,CaptainJorgenson,"shesaidafterhehadceased,"thatyouaresimplytriflingwithme。Afteryourbehaviourtomethismorning,Icanhavenothingtosaytoyou。"
"Ihaveacanoeforyounow,"mumbledJorgenson。
"Youhavesomenewpurposeinviewnow,"retortedMrs。Traverswithspirit。"Butyouwon’tmakeitcleartome。Whatisitthatyouhaveinyourmind?"
"Tom’sinterest。"
"Areyoureallyhisfriend?"
"Hebroughtmehere。Youknowit。Hehastalkedalottoyou。"
"Hedid。ButIaskmyselfwhetheryouarecapableofbeinganybody’sfriend。"
"Youaskyourself!"repeatedJorgenson,veryquietandmorose。
"IfIamnothisfriendIshouldliketoknowwhois。"
Mrs。Traversasked,quickly:"What’sallthisaboutaring?Whatring?"
"Tom’sproperty。Hehashaditforyears。"
"Andhegaveittoyou?Doesn’thecareforit?"
"Don’tknow。It’sjustathing。"
"Butithasameaningasbetweenyouandhim。Isthatso?"
"Yes。Ithas。Hewillknowwhatitmeans。"
"Whatdoesitmean?"
"Iamtoomuchhisfriendnottoholdmytongue。"
"What!Tome!"
"Andwhoareyou?"wasJorgenson’sunexpectedremark。"Hehastoldyoutoomuchalready。"
"Perhapshehas,"whisperedMrs。Travers,asiftoherself。"Andyouwantthatringtobetakentohim?"sheasked,inaloudertone。
"Yes。Atonce。Forhisgood。"
"Areyoucertainitisforhisgood?Whycan’tyou……"
Shecheckedherself。Thatmanwashopeless。Hewouldnevertellanythingandtherewasnomeansofcompellinghim。Hewasinvulnerable,unapproachable……Hewasdead。
"Justgiveittohim,"mumbledJorgensonasthoughpursuingamerefixedidea。"Justslipitquietlyintohishand。Hewillunderstand。"
"Whatisit?Advice,warning,signalforaction?"
"Itmaybeanything,"utteredJorgenson,morosely,butasitwereinamollifiedtone。"It’smeantforhisgood。"
"Oh,ifIonlycouldtrustthatman!"musedMrs。Travers,halfaloud。
Jorgenson’sslightnoiseinthethroatmighthavebeentakenforanexpressionofsympathy。Butheremainedsilent。
"Really,thisismostextraordinary!"criedMrs。Travers,suddenlyaroused。"Whydidyoucometome?Whyshoulditbemytask?Whyshouldyouwantmespeciallytotakeittohim?"
"Iwilltellyouwhy,"saidJorgenson’sblankvoice。"It’sbecausethereisnooneonboardthishulkthatcanhopetogetaliveinsidethatstockade。Thismorningyoutoldmeyourselfthatyouwere