The Rescue

第24章

Jorgenson,standingbythetaffrail,notedthefaintreddishglowinthemassiveblacknessofthefurthershore。Jorgensonnotedthingsquickly,cursorily,perfunctorily,asphenomenaunrelatedtohisownapparitionalexistenceofavisitingghost。Theywerebutpassagesinthegameofmenwhowerestillplayingatlife。

Heknewtoowellhowmuchthatgamewasworthtobeconcernedaboutitscourse。Hehadgivenupthehabitofthinkingforsolongthatthesuddenresumptionofitirkedhimexceedingly,especiallyashehadtothinkontowardaconclusion。Inthatworldofeternaloblivion,ofwhichhehadtastedbeforeLingardmadehimstepbackintothelifeofmen,allthingsweresettledonceforall。Hewasirritatedbyhisownperplexitywhichwaslikeareminderofthatmortalitymadeupofquestionsandpassionsfromwhichhehadfanciedhehadfreedhimselfforever。

ByanaturalassociationhiscontemptuousannoyanceembracedtheexistenceofMrs。Travers,too,forhowcouldhethinkofTomLingard,ofwhatwasgoodorbadforKingTom,withoutthinkingalsoofthatwomanwhohadmanagedtoputtheghostofasparkevenintohisownextinguishedeyes?Shewasofnoaccount;butTom’sintegritywas。ItwasofTomthathehadtothink,ofwhatwasgoodorbadforTominthatabsurdanddeadlygameofhislife。FinallyhereachedtheconclusionthattobegiventheringwouldbegoodforTomLingard。Justtobegiventheringandnomore。Theringandnomore。

"Itwillhelphimtomakeuphismind,"mutteredJorgensoninhismoustache,asifcompelledbyanobscureconviction。Itwasonlythenthathestirredslightlyandturnedawayfromtheloomofthefiresonthedistantshore。Mrs。Traversheardhisfootstepspassingagainalongthesideofthedeckhouse——andthistimeneverraisedherhead。Thatmanwassleepless,mad,childish,andinflexible。Hewasimpossible。Hehauntedthedecksofthathulkaimlessly……

Itwas,however,inpursuanceofaverydistinctaimthatJorgensonhadgoneforwardagaintoseekJaffir。

ThefirstremarkhehadtooffertoJaffir’sconsiderationwasthattheonlypersonintheworldwhohadtheremotestchanceofreachingBelarab’sgateonthatnightwasthattallwhitewomantheRajahLauthadbroughtonboard,thewifeofoneofthecaptivewhitechiefs。SurprisemadeJaffirexclaim,buthewasn’tpreparedtodenythat。Itwaspossiblethatformanyreasons,somequitesimpleandothersverysubtle,thosesonsoftheEvilOnebelongingtoTenggaandDamanwouldrefrainfromkillingawhitewomanwalkingalonefromthewater’sedgetoBelarab’sgate。Yes,itwasjustpossiblethatshemightwalkunharmed。

"Especiallyifshecarriedablazingtorch,"mutteredJorgensoninhismoustache。HetoldJaffirthatshewassittingnowinthedark,mourningsilentlyinthemannerofwhitewomen。Shehadmadeagreatoutcryinthemorningtobeallowedtojointhewhitemenonshore。He,Jorgenson,hadrefusedherthecanoe。

Eversinceshehadsecludedherselfinthedeckhouseingreatdistress。

Jaffirlistenedtoitallwithoutparticularsympathy。AndwhenJorgensonadded,"Itisinmymind,OJaffir,toletherhaveherwillnow,"heansweredbya"Yes,byAllah!lethergo。Whatdoesitmatter?"ofthegreatestunconcern,tillJorgensonadded:

"Yes。AndshemaycarrytheringtotheRajahLaut。"

JorgensonsawJaffir,thegrimandimpassiveJaffir,giveaperceptiblestart。ItseemedatfirstanimpossibletasktopersuadeJaffirtopartwiththering。Thenotionwastoomonstroustoenterhismind,tomovehisheart。Butatlasthesurrenderedinanawedwhisper,"Godisgreat。Perhapsitisherdestiny。"

BeingaWajomanhedidnotregardwomenasuntrustworthyorunequaltoataskrequiringcourageandjudgment。OncehegotoverthepersonalfeelinghehandedtheringtoJorgensonwithonlyonereservation,"Youknow,Tuan,thatshemustonnoaccountputitonherfinger。"

"Letherhangitroundherneck,"suggestedJorgenson,readily。

AsJorgensonmovedtowardthedeckhouseitoccurredtohimthatperhapsnowthatwomanTomLingardhadtakenintowmighttakeitintoherheadtorefusetoleavetheEmma。Thisdidnotdisturbhimverymuch。Allthosepeoplemovedinthedark。Hehimselfatthatparticularmomentwasmovinginthedark。BeyondthesimplewishtoguideLingard’sthoughtinthedirectionofHassimandImmada,tohelphimtomakeuphismindatlasttoaruthlessfidelitytohispurposeJorgensonhadnootheraim。Theexistenceofthosewhiteshadnomeaningonearth。Theywerethesortofpeoplethatpasswithoutleavingfootprints。Thatwomanwouldhavetoactinignorance。Andifsherefusedtogotheninignoranceshewouldhavetostayonboard。Hewouldtellhernothing。

Asamatteroffact,hediscoveredthatMrs。Traverswouldsimplyhavenothingtodowithhim。Shewouldnotlistentowhathehadtosay。Shedesiredhim,amerewearyvoiceconfinedinthedarknessofthedeckcabin,togoawayandtroublehernomore。

ButtheghostofJorgensonwasnoteasilyexorcised。He,too,wasamerevoiceintheouterdarkness,inexorable,insistingthatsheshouldcomeoutondeckandlisten。Atlasthefoundtherightwordstosay。

"ItissomethingaboutTomthatIwanttotellyou。Youwishhimwell,don’tyou?"

Afterthisshecouldnotrefusetocomeoutondeck,andoncethereshelistenedpatientlytothatwhiteghostmutteringandmumblingaboveherdroopinghead。

"Itseemstome,CaptainJorgenson,"shesaidafterhehadceased,"thatyouaresimplytriflingwithme。Afteryourbehaviourtomethismorning,Icanhavenothingtosaytoyou。"

"Ihaveacanoeforyounow,"mumbledJorgenson。

"Youhavesomenewpurposeinviewnow,"retortedMrs。Traverswithspirit。"Butyouwon’tmakeitcleartome。Whatisitthatyouhaveinyourmind?"

"Tom’sinterest。"

"Areyoureallyhisfriend?"

"Hebroughtmehere。Youknowit。Hehastalkedalottoyou。"

"Hedid。ButIaskmyselfwhetheryouarecapableofbeinganybody’sfriend。"

"Youaskyourself!"repeatedJorgenson,veryquietandmorose。

"IfIamnothisfriendIshouldliketoknowwhois。"

Mrs。Traversasked,quickly:"What’sallthisaboutaring?Whatring?"

"Tom’sproperty。Hehashaditforyears。"

"Andhegaveittoyou?Doesn’thecareforit?"

"Don’tknow。It’sjustathing。"

"Butithasameaningasbetweenyouandhim。Isthatso?"

"Yes。Ithas。Hewillknowwhatitmeans。"

"Whatdoesitmean?"

"Iamtoomuchhisfriendnottoholdmytongue。"

"What!Tome!"

"Andwhoareyou?"wasJorgenson’sunexpectedremark。"Hehastoldyoutoomuchalready。"

"Perhapshehas,"whisperedMrs。Travers,asiftoherself。"Andyouwantthatringtobetakentohim?"sheasked,inaloudertone。

"Yes。Atonce。Forhisgood。"

"Areyoucertainitisforhisgood?Whycan’tyou……"

Shecheckedherself。Thatmanwashopeless。Hewouldnevertellanythingandtherewasnomeansofcompellinghim。Hewasinvulnerable,unapproachable……Hewasdead。

"Justgiveittohim,"mumbledJorgensonasthoughpursuingamerefixedidea。"Justslipitquietlyintohishand。Hewillunderstand。"

"Whatisit?Advice,warning,signalforaction?"

"Itmaybeanything,"utteredJorgenson,morosely,butasitwereinamollifiedtone。"It’smeantforhisgood。"

"Oh,ifIonlycouldtrustthatman!"musedMrs。Travers,halfaloud。

Jorgenson’sslightnoiseinthethroatmighthavebeentakenforanexpressionofsympathy。Butheremainedsilent。

"Really,thisismostextraordinary!"criedMrs。Travers,suddenlyaroused。"Whydidyoucometome?Whyshoulditbemytask?Whyshouldyouwantmespeciallytotakeittohim?"

"Iwilltellyouwhy,"saidJorgenson’sblankvoice。"It’sbecausethereisnooneonboardthishulkthatcanhopetogetaliveinsidethatstockade。Thismorningyoutoldmeyourselfthatyouwere

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