The Trumpet-Major

第47章

Theyearchangedfromgreentogold,andfromgoldtogrey,butlittlechangecameoverthehouseofLoveday。DuringthelasttwelvemonthsBobhadbeenoccasionallyheardofasupholdinghiscountry’shonourinDenmark,theWestIndies,Gibraltar,Malta,andotherplacesabouttheglobe,tillthefamilyreceivedashortletterstatingthathehadarrivedagainatPortsmouth。AtPortsmouthBobseemeddisposedtoremain,forthoughsometimeelapsedwithoutfurtherintelligence,thegallantseamanneverappearedatOvercombe。ThenonasuddenJohnlearntthatBob’slong-talked-ofpromotionforsignalservicesrenderedwastobeanaccomplishedfact。Thetrumpet-majoratoncewalkedofftoOvercombe,andreachedthevillageintheearlyafternoon。Notoneofthefamilywasinthehouseatthemoment,andJohnstrolledonwardsoverthehilltowardsCasterbridge,withoutmuchthoughtofdirectiontill,liftinghiseyes,hebeheldAnneGarlandwanderingaboutwithalittlebasketuponherarm。

AtfirstJohnblushedwithdelightatthesweetvision;but,recalledbyhisconscience,theblushofdelightwasatoncemangledandslain。Helookedforameansofretreat。Butthefieldwasopen,andasoldierwasaconspicuousobject:therewasnoescapingher。

’Itwaskindofyoutocome,’shesaid,withaninvitingsmile。

’Itwasquitebyaccident,’heanswered,withanindifferentlaugh。

’Ithoughtyouwasathome。’

Anneblushedandsaidnothing,andtheyrambledontogether。Inthemiddleofthefieldroseafragmentofstonewallintheformofagable,knownasFaringdonRuin;andwhentheyhadreacheditJohnpausedandpolitelyaskedherifshewerenotalittletiredwithwalkingsofar。Noparticularreplywasreturnedbytheyounglady,buttheybothstopped,andAnneseatedherselfonastone,whichhadfallenfromtheruintotheground。

’Achurchoncestoodhere,’observedJohninamatter-of-facttone。

’Yes,Ihaveoftenshapeditoutinmymind,’shereturned。’HerewhereIsitmusthavebeenthealtar。’

’True;thisstandingbitofwallwasthechancelend。’

Annehadbeenaddingupherlittlestudiesofthetrumpet-major’scharacter,andwassurprisedtofindhowthebrightnessofthatcharacterincreasedinhereyeswitheachexamination。Akindlyandgentlesensationwasagainarousedinher。Herewasaneglectedheroicman,who,lovinghertodistraction,deliberatelydoomedhimselftopensiveshadetoavoideventheappearanceofstandinginabrother’sway。

’Ifthealtarstoodhere,hundredsofpeoplehavebeenmademanandwifejustthere,inpasttimes,’shesaid,withcalmdeliberateness,throwingalittlestoneonaspotaboutayardwestward。

Johnannihilatedanothertenderburstandreplied,’Yes,thisfieldusedtobeavillage。Mygrandfathercouldcalltomindwhentherewerehouseshere。Butthesquirepulled’emdown,becausepoorfolkwereaneyesoretohim。’

’Doyouknow,John,whatyouonceaskedmetodo?’shecontinued,notacceptingthedigression,andturninghereyesuponhim。

’Inwhatsortofway?’

’Inthematterofmyfuturelife,andyours。’

’IamafraidIdon’t。’

’JohnLoveday!’

Heturnedhisbackuponherforamoment,thatshemightnotseehisface。’Ah——Idoremember,’hesaidatlast,inadry,small,repressedvoice。

’Well——needIsaymore?Isn’titsufficient?’

’Itwouldbesufficient,’answeredtheunhappyman。’But——’

Shelookedupwithareproachfulsmile,andshookherhead。’Thatsummer,’shewenton,’youaskedmetentimesifyouaskedmeonce。

Iamoldernow;muchmoreofawoman,youknow;andmyopinionischangedaboutsomepeople;especiallyaboutone。’

’OAnne,Anne!’heburstoutas,rackedbetweenhonouranddesire,hesnatchedupherhand。Thenextmomentitfellheavilytoherlap。Hehadabsolutelyrelinquishedithalf-waytohislips。

’Ihavebeenthinkinglately,’hesaid,withpreternaturallysuddencalmness,’thatmenofthemilitaryprofessionoughtnottom——

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