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Theyearchangedfromgreentogold,andfromgoldtogrey,butlittlechangecameoverthehouseofLoveday。DuringthelasttwelvemonthsBobhadbeenoccasionallyheardofasupholdinghiscountry’shonourinDenmark,theWestIndies,Gibraltar,Malta,andotherplacesabouttheglobe,tillthefamilyreceivedashortletterstatingthathehadarrivedagainatPortsmouth。AtPortsmouthBobseemeddisposedtoremain,forthoughsometimeelapsedwithoutfurtherintelligence,thegallantseamanneverappearedatOvercombe。ThenonasuddenJohnlearntthatBob’slong-talked-ofpromotionforsignalservicesrenderedwastobeanaccomplishedfact。Thetrumpet-majoratoncewalkedofftoOvercombe,andreachedthevillageintheearlyafternoon。Notoneofthefamilywasinthehouseatthemoment,andJohnstrolledonwardsoverthehilltowardsCasterbridge,withoutmuchthoughtofdirectiontill,liftinghiseyes,hebeheldAnneGarlandwanderingaboutwithalittlebasketuponherarm。
AtfirstJohnblushedwithdelightatthesweetvision;but,recalledbyhisconscience,theblushofdelightwasatoncemangledandslain。Helookedforameansofretreat。Butthefieldwasopen,andasoldierwasaconspicuousobject:therewasnoescapingher。
’Itwaskindofyoutocome,’shesaid,withaninvitingsmile。
’Itwasquitebyaccident,’heanswered,withanindifferentlaugh。
’Ithoughtyouwasathome。’
Anneblushedandsaidnothing,andtheyrambledontogether。Inthemiddleofthefieldroseafragmentofstonewallintheformofagable,knownasFaringdonRuin;andwhentheyhadreacheditJohnpausedandpolitelyaskedherifshewerenotalittletiredwithwalkingsofar。Noparticularreplywasreturnedbytheyounglady,buttheybothstopped,andAnneseatedherselfonastone,whichhadfallenfromtheruintotheground。
’Achurchoncestoodhere,’observedJohninamatter-of-facttone。
’Yes,Ihaveoftenshapeditoutinmymind,’shereturned。’HerewhereIsitmusthavebeenthealtar。’
’True;thisstandingbitofwallwasthechancelend。’
Annehadbeenaddingupherlittlestudiesofthetrumpet-major’scharacter,andwassurprisedtofindhowthebrightnessofthatcharacterincreasedinhereyeswitheachexamination。Akindlyandgentlesensationwasagainarousedinher。Herewasaneglectedheroicman,who,lovinghertodistraction,deliberatelydoomedhimselftopensiveshadetoavoideventheappearanceofstandinginabrother’sway。
’Ifthealtarstoodhere,hundredsofpeoplehavebeenmademanandwifejustthere,inpasttimes,’shesaid,withcalmdeliberateness,throwingalittlestoneonaspotaboutayardwestward。
Johnannihilatedanothertenderburstandreplied,’Yes,thisfieldusedtobeavillage。Mygrandfathercouldcalltomindwhentherewerehouseshere。Butthesquirepulled’emdown,becausepoorfolkwereaneyesoretohim。’
’Doyouknow,John,whatyouonceaskedmetodo?’shecontinued,notacceptingthedigression,andturninghereyesuponhim。
’Inwhatsortofway?’
’Inthematterofmyfuturelife,andyours。’
’IamafraidIdon’t。’
’JohnLoveday!’
Heturnedhisbackuponherforamoment,thatshemightnotseehisface。’Ah——Idoremember,’hesaidatlast,inadry,small,repressedvoice。
’Well——needIsaymore?Isn’titsufficient?’
’Itwouldbesufficient,’answeredtheunhappyman。’But——’
Shelookedupwithareproachfulsmile,andshookherhead。’Thatsummer,’shewenton,’youaskedmetentimesifyouaskedmeonce。
Iamoldernow;muchmoreofawoman,youknow;andmyopinionischangedaboutsomepeople;especiallyaboutone。’
’OAnne,Anne!’heburstoutas,rackedbetweenhonouranddesire,hesnatchedupherhand。Thenextmomentitfellheavilytoherlap。Hehadabsolutelyrelinquishedithalf-waytohislips。
’Ihavebeenthinkinglately,’hesaid,withpreternaturallysuddencalmness,’thatmenofthemilitaryprofessionoughtnottom——