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Aburstofsobsinquicksuccessioninterruptedhiswords;theycamefromAnne,whotillthatmomenthadbeensittingasbeforewithherhandinthatofBob,andapparentlyquitecalm。Mrs。Lovedayjumpedup,butbeforeshecouldsayanythingtosoothetheagitatedgirlshehadcalmedherselfwiththesamesingularsuddennessthathadmarkedhergivingway。’Idon’tmindBob’sgoing,’shesaid。’I
thinkheoughttogo。Don’tsuppose,Bob,thatIwantyoutostay!’
Afterthisshelefttheapartment,andwentintothelittlesideroomwheresheandhermotherusuallyworked。InafewmomentsBobfollowedher。Whenhecamebackhewasinaverysadandemotionalmood。Anybodycouldseethattherehadbeenapartingofprofoundanguishtoboth。
’Sheisnotcomingbackto-night,’hesaid。
’Youwillseeherto-morrowbeforeyougo?’saidhermother。
’ImayorImaynot,’hereplied。’FatherandMrs。Loveday,doyougotobednow。Ihavegottolookovermythingsandgetready;anditwilltakemesomelittletime。Ifyoushouldhearnoisesyouwillknowitisonlymyselfmovingabout。’
WhenBobwasleftalonehesuddenlybecamebrisk,andsethimselftooverhaulhisclothesandotherpossessionsinabusiness-likemanner。Bythetimethathischestwaspacked,suchthingsashemeanttoleaveathomefoldedintocupboards,andwhatwasuselessdestroyed,itwaspasttwoo’clock。Thenhewenttobed,sosoftlythatonlythecreakofoneweakstairrevealedhispassageupward。
AtthemomentthathepassedAnne’schamber-doorhermotherwasbendingoverherasshelayinbed,andsayingtoher,’Won’tyouseehiminthemorning?’
’No,no,’saidAnne。’Iwouldrathernotseehim!IhavesaidthatImay。ButIshallnot。Icannotseehimagain!’
WhenthefamilygotupnextdayBobhadvanished。Itwashiswaytodisappearlikethis,toavoidaffectingscenesatparting。Bythetimethattheyhadsatdowntoagloomybreakfast,BobwasintheboatofaBudmouthwaterman,whopulledhimalongsidetheguardshipintheroads,wherehelaidholdoftheman-rope,mounted,anddisappearedfromexternalview。Inthecourseofthedaytheshipmovedoff,setherroyals,andmadesailforPortsmouth,withfivehundrednewhandsfortheserviceonboard,consistingpartlyofpressedmenandpartlyofvolunteers,amongthelatterbeingRobertLoveday。
XXXIV。ASPECKONTHESEA
InpartingfromJohn,whoaccompaniedhimtothequay,Bobhadsaid:
’Now,Jack,thesebemylastwordstoyou:Igiveherup。Igoawayonpurpose,andIshallbeawayalongtime。Ifinthattimesheshouldlistovertowardsyeeversolittle,mindyoutakeher。
YouhavemorerighttoherthanI。Youchoseherwhenmymindwaselsewhere,andyoubestdeserveher;forIhaveneverknownyouforgetonewoman,whileI’veforgotadozen。Takeherthen,ifshewillcome,andGodblessbothofye。’
AnotherpersonbesidesJohnsawBobgo。ThatwasDerriman,whowasstandingbyabollardalittlefurtherupthequay。Hedidnotrepresshissatisfactionatthesight。Johnlookedtowardshimwithanopengazeofcontempt;forthecuffsadministeredtotheyeomanattheinnhadnot,sofarasthetrumpet-majorwasaware,producedanydesiretoavengethatinsult,Johnbeing,ofcourse,quiteignorantthatFestushaderroneouslyretaliateduponBob,inhispeculiarthoughscarcelysoldierlyway。Findingthathedidnotevennowapproachhim,Johnwentonhisway,andthoughtoverhisintentionofpreservingintactthelovebetweenAnneandhisbrother。
Hewassurprisedwhenhenextwenttothemilltofindhowgladtheyallweretoseehim。FromthemomentofBob’sreturntothebosomofthedeepAnnehadhadnoexistenceonland;peoplemighthavelookedatherhumanbodyandsaidshehadflittedthence。Theseaandallthatbelongedtotheseawasherdailythoughtandhernightlydream。Shehadthewholetwo-and-thirtywindsunderhereye,eachpassinggaletha