Beatrice

第8章

CHAPTERXXIII

ADAWNOFRAIN

ThatcrashoftheclosingdoordidnotawakeBeatriceonly;itawokebothElizabethandMr。Granger。Elizabethsatupinbedstraininghereyesthroughthegloomtoseewhathadhappened。TheyfellonBeatrice’sbed——surely——surely——

Elizabethslippedup,cat-likeshecreptacrosstheroomandfeltwithherhandatthebed。Beatricewasnotthere。Shesprangtotheblindanddrewit,lettinginsuchlightastherewas,andbyitsearchedtheroom。Shespoke:“Beatrice,whereareyou?”

Noanswer。

“Ah——h。”saidElizabethaloud;“Iunderstand。Atlast——atlast!“

Whatshouldseedo?Shouldshegoandcallherfatherandputthemtoanopenshame?No。Beatricemustcomebacksometime。Theknowledgewasenough;shewantedtheknowledgetouseifnecessary。Shedidnotwishtoruinhersisterunlessinself-defence,orrather,forthecauseofself-advancement。StilllessdidshewishtoinjureGeoffrey,againstwhomshehadnogrudge。Soshepeepedalongthepassage,thenreturning,creptbacktoherbedlikeasnakeintoaholeandwatched。

Mr。Granger,hearingthecrash,thoughtthatthefrontdoorhadblownopen。Rising,helitacandleandwenttosee。

ButofallthisGeoffreyknewnothing,andBeatricenaturallylessthannothing。

Shelaysenselessinhisarms,herheadrestedonhisshoulder,herheavyhairstreameddownhissidealmosttohisknee。Heliftedher,touchedherontheforeheadwithhislipsandlaidheronthebed。

Whatwastobedone?Bringherbacktolife?No,hedarednot——nothere。Whileshelaythusherhelplessnessprotectedher;butifoncemoreshewasaliving,lovingwomanhereandso——oh,howshouldtheyescape?Hedarednottouchherorlooktowardsher——tillhehadmadeuphismind。Itwassoondone。Hereshemustnotbide,andsinceofherselfshecouldnotgo,whyhemusttakehernow,thismoment!

HoweverfarGeoffreyfellshortofvirtue’sstricterstandard,letthisalwaysberememberedinhisfavour。

Heopenedthedoor,andashedidso,thoughtthatheheardsomeonestirringinthehouse。Andsohedid;itwasMr。Grangerinthesitting-room。Hearingnomore,Geoffreyconcludedthatitwasthewind,andturning,gropedhiswaytothebedwhereBeatricelayasstillasdeath。Foronemomentahorriblefearstruckhimthatshemightbedead。Hehadheardofcasesofsomnambulistswho,onbeingstartledfromtheirunnaturalsleep,onlywoketodie。Itmightbesowithher。Hurriedlyheplacedhishanduponherbreast。Yes,herheartstirred——faintlyindeed,butstillitstirred。Shehadonlyswooned。

Thenhesethisteeth,andplacinghisarmsabouther,liftedherasthoughshewereababe。Beatricewasnoslipofagirl,butawell-

grownwomanoffullsize。Heneverfeltherweight;itseemednothingtohim。Stealthilyasonebentonmidnightmurder,hesteppedwithhertothedoorandthroughitintothepassage。Thensupportingherwithonearm,heclosedthedoorwithhislefthand。Stealthilyinthegloomhepassedalongthecorridor,hisbarefeetmakingnonoiseupontheboardedfloor,tillhereachedthebisectingpassageleadingfromthesitting-rooms。

Heglancedupitapprehensively,andwhathesawfrozethebloodinhisveins,fortherecomingdownit,noteightpacesfromhim,wasMr。

Granger,holdingacandleinhishand。Whatcouldbedone?Togetbacktohisroomwasimpossible——toreachthatofBeatricewasalsoimpossible。Withanefforthecollectedhisthoughts,andlikeaflashoflightitpassedintohismindthattheemptyroomwasnottwopacesfromhim。Astrideandhehadreachedit。Oh,wherewasthehandle?

andoh,iftheroomshouldbelocked!Byamercifulchanceitwasnot。

Hesteppedthroughthedoor,knockingBeatrice’sfeetagainsttheframeworkashedidso,closedit——toshutithehadnotime——andstoodgaspingbehindit。

Thegleamoflightdrewnearer。Mercifulpowers!hehadbeenseen——theoldmanwascomingin。Whatcouldhesay?Tellthetruth,thatwasall;butwhowouldbelievesuchastory?why,itwasonethatheshouldscarcelycaretoadvanceinacourtoflaw。Couldheexpectafathertobelieveit——afatherfindingamancrouchedlikeathiefbehindadooratthedeadofnightwithhislovelydaughtersenselessinhisarms?HehadalreadythoughtofgoingstraighttoMr。Granger,buthadabandonedtheideaashopeless。Whowouldbelievethistaleofsleep-walking?ForthefirsttimeinhislifeGeoffreyfeltterriblyafraid,bothforBeatriceandhimself;thehairroseonhishead,hisheartstoodstill,andacoldperspirationstartedontohisface。

“It’sveryodd。”heheardtheoldmanmuttertohimself;“IcouldalmostswearthatIsawsomethingwhitegointothatroom。Where’sthehandle?IfIbelievedinghosts——hullo!mycandlehasblownout!I

mustgoandhuntforamatch。Don’tquitelikegoingintherewithoutalight。”

Forthemomenttheyweresaved。Thefiercedraughtrushingthroughtheopencrackofthedoorfromtheill-fittingwindowhadextinguishedthecandle。

GeoffreywaitedafewsecondstoallowMr。Grangertoreachhisroom,andthenoncemorestartedonhisawfuljourney。Hepassedoutoftheroominsafety;happilyBeatriceshowednosignsofrecovery。Afewquickstepsandhewasatherowndoor。Andnowanewterrorseizedhim。WhatifElizabethwasalsowalkingthehouseorevenawake?HethoughtofputtingBeatricedownatthedoorandleavingherthere,butabandonedtheidea。Tobeginwith,herfathermightseeher,andthenhowcouldherpresencebeaccountedfor?orifhedidnot,shewouldcertainlysufferilleffectsfromthecold。No,hemustriskit,andatonce,thoughhewouldratherhavefacedabatteryofguns。Thedoorfortunatelywasajar。Geoffreyopeneditwithhisfoot,entered,andwithhisfootpushedittoagain。Suddenlyherememberedthathehadneverbeenintheroom,anddidnotknowwhichbedbelongedtoBeatrice。Hewalkedtothenearest;adeep-drawnbreathtoldhimthatitwasthewrongone。DrawingsomefaintconsolationfromthefactthatElizabethwasevidentlyasleep,hegropedhiswaytothesecondbedthroughthedeeptwilightoftheroom。Theclotheswerethrownback。HelaidBeatricedownandthrewthemoverher。Thenhefled。

AshereachedthedoorhesawMr。Granger’slightdisappearintohisownroomandheardhisdoorclose。Afterthatitseemedtohimthathetookbuttwostepsandwasinhisownplace。

Heburstoutlaughing;therewasasmuchhysteriainthelaughasamangiveswayto。Hisnerveswereshatteredbystruggle,loveandfear,andsoughtreliefinghastlymerriment。Somehowthewholesceneremindedhimofoneinacomicopera。Therewasaludicroussidetoit。Supposingthatthepoliticalopponents,whoalreadyhatedhimsobitterly,couldhaveseenhimslinkingfromdoortodooratmidnightwithanunconsciousladyinhisarms——whatwouldtheyhavesaid?

Heceasedlaughing;thefitpassed——indeeditwasnolaughingmatter。

Thenhethoughtofthefirstnightoftheirstrangecommunion,thatnightbeforehehadreturnedtoLondon。Theseedsowninthathourhadblossomedandbornefruitindeed。WhowouldhavedreameditpossiblethatheshouldthushavedrawnBeatricetohim?Well,heoughttohaveknown。Ifitwaspossiblethatthewordswhichfloatedthroughhermindcouldariseinhisastheyhaddoneuponthatnight,whatwasnotpossible?Andweretherenototherwords,writtenbythesamemaster-

hand,whichtoldofsuchthingsasthese:

“’Now——now,’thedoorisheard;

Hark,thestairs!andnear——

Nearer——andhere——

’Now’!andatcallthethird,Sheenterswithoutaword。

Likethedoorsofacasketshrine,Seeoneitherside,HertwoarmsdivideTilltheheartbetwixtmakessign,’Takeme,forIamthine。’

First,Iwillpray。DoThouThatownestthesoul,YetwiltgrantcontrolToanother,nordisallowForatime,restrainmenow!“

Didtheynotrunthus?Oh,heshouldhaveknown!Thishecouldplead,andthisonly——thatcontrolhadbeengrantedtohim。

ButhowwouldBeatricefare?Wouldshecometoherselfsafely?Hethoughtso,itwasonlyafaintingfit。Butwhenshedidrecover,whatwouldshedo?Nothingrash,heprayed。Andwhatcouldbetheendofitall?Whomightsay?Howfortunatethatthesisterhadbeensosoundasleep。SomehowhedidnottrustElizabeth——hefearedher。

WellmightGeoffreyfearher!Elizabeth’ssleepwasthatofaweasel。

Shetoowaslaughingatthisverymoment,laughing,notloudbutlong——thelaughofonewhowins。

Shehadseenhimenter,hisburdeninhisarms;sawhimcomewithittoherownbedside,andhadbreathedheavilytowarnhimofhismistake。ShehadwatchedhimputBeatriceonherbed,andheardhimsighandturnaway;nothinghadescapedher。Assoonashewasgone,shehadrisenandcreptuptoBeatrice,andfindingthatshewasonlyinafainthadlefthertorecover,knowinghertobeinnodanger。

Elizabethwasnotanervousperson。Thenshehadlistenedtillatlengthadeepsightoldherofthereturnofhersister’sconsciousness。Afterthistherewasapause,tillpresentlyBeatrice’slongsoftbreathsshowedthatshehadglidedfromswoontosleep。

Theslownightworeaway,andatlengththecolddawncreptthroughthewindow。Elizabethstillwatching,forshewasnotwillingtoloseasinglesceneofadramasoentrancinginitselfandsoimportanttoherinterests,sawhersistersuddenlysitupinbedandpressherhandstoherforehead,asthoughshewasstrivingtorecalladream。

ThenBeatricecoveredhereyeswithherhandsandgroanedheavily。

Nextshelookedatherwatch,rose,drankaglassofwater,anddressedherself,eventotheputtingonofanoldgreywaterproofwithahoodtoit,foritwaswetoutside。

“Sheisgoingtomeetherlover。”thoughtElizabeth。“IwishIcouldbetheretoseethattoo,butIhaveseenenough。”

Sheyawnedandappearedtowake。“What,Beatrice,goingoutalreadyinthispouringrain?”shesaid,withfeignedastonishment。

“Yes,IhavesleptbadlyandIwanttogetsomeair。”answeredBeatrice,startingandcolouring;“Isupposethatitwasthestorm。”

“Hastherebeenastorm?”saidElizabeth,yawningagain。“Iheardnothingofit——butthensomanythingshappenwhenoneisasleepofwhichoneknowsnothingatthetime。”sheaddedsleepily,likeonespeakingatrandom。“Mindthatyouarebacktosaygood-byetoMr。

Bingham;hegoesbytheearlytrain,youknow——butperhapsyouwillseehimoutwalking。”andappearingtowakeupthoroughly,sheraisedherselfinbedandgavehersisteronepiercinglook。

Beatricemadenoanswer;thatlooksentathrilloffearthroughher。

Oh;whathadhappened!Orwasitalladream?HadshedreamedthatshestoodfacetofacewithGeoffreyinhisroombeforeagreatdarknessstruckherandoverwhelmedher?Orwasitanawfultruth,andifatruth,howcameshehereagain?Shewenttothepantry,foundamorselofbreadandateit,forfaintnessstillpursuedher。Thenfeelingbetter,sheleftthehouseandsetherfacetowardsthebeach。

Itwasadrearymorning。Thegreatwindhadpassed;nowitonlyblewinlittlegustsheavywithdrivingrain。Theseawassullenandgreyandgrand。Itbeatinthunderontheshoreandflewoverthesunkenrocksincolumnsofleadenspray。Thewholeearthseemedonedesolation,andallitsgriefwascentredinthiswoman’sbrokenheart。

Geoffrey,too,wasup。Howhehadpassedtheremainderofthattragicnightweneednotinquire——nottoohappilywemaybesure。HeheardthefrontdoorclosebehindBeatrice,andfollowedoutintotherain。

Onthebeach,somehalfofamileaway,hefoundhergazingatthesea,agreatwhitegullwheelingaboutherhead。Nowordofgreetingpassedbetweenthem;theyonlygraspedeachother’shandsandlookedintoeachother’sholloweyes。

“Comeundertheshelterofthecliff。”hesaid,andshecame。Shestoodbeneaththecliff,herheadbowedlow,herfacehiddenbythehood,andspoke。

“Tellmewhathashappened。”shesaid;“Ihavedreamedsomething,aworsedreamthananythathavegonebefore——tellmeifitistrue。Donotspareme。”

AndGeoffreytoldherall。

Whenhehadfinishedshespokeagain。

“BywhatshallIswear。”shesaid,“thatIamnotthethingwhichyoumustthinkme?Geoffrey,IswearbymyloveforyouthatIaminnocent。IfIcame——oh,theshameofit!ifIcame——toyourroomlastnight,itwasmyfeetwhichledme,notmymindthatledmyfeet。I

wenttosleep,Iwaswornout,andthenIknewnomoretillIheardadreadfulsound,andsawyoubeforemeinablazeoflight,afterwhichtherewasdarkness。”

“Oh,Beatrice,donotbedistressed。”heanswered。“Isawthatyouwereasleep。Itisadreadfulthingwhichhashappened,butIdonotthinkthatwewereseen。”

“Idonotknow。”shesaid。“Elizabethlookedatmeverystrangelythismorning,andsheseeseverything。Geoffrey,formypart,Ineitherknownorcare。WhatIdocareforis,whatmust/you/thinkofme?Youmustbelieve,oh!——Icannotsayit。AndyetIaminnocent。Never,neverdidIdreamofthis。Tocometoyou——thus——oh,itisshameless!“

“Beatrice,donottalkso。ItellyouIknowit。Listen——Idrewyou。I

didnotmeanthatyoushouldcome。Ididnotthinkthatyouwouldcome,butitwasmydoing。Listentome,dear。”andhetoldherthatwhichwrittenwordscanillexpress。

Whenhehadfinished,shelookedup,withanotherface;thedeepshadowofhershamehadlefther。“Ibelieveyou,Geoffrey。”shesaid,“becauseIknowthatyouhavenotinventedthistoshieldme,forI

havefeltitalso。Seebyitwhatyouaretome。Youaremymasterandmyall。IcannotwithstandyouifIwould。Ihavelittlewillapartfromyoursifyouchoosetogainsaymine。Andnowpromisemethisuponyourword。Leavemeuninfluenced;donotdrawmetoyoutobeyourruin。Imakenopretence,Ihavelaidmylifeatyourfeet,butwhileIhaveanystrengthtostruggleagainstit,youshallnevertakeitupunlessyoucandosotoyourownhonour,andthatisnotpossible。Oh,mydear,wemighthavebeenveryhappytogether,happierthanmenandwomenoftenare,butitisdeniedtous。Wemustcarryourcross,wemustcrucifythefleshuponit;perhapsso——whocansay?——wemayglorifythespirit。Ioweyouagreatdeal。Ihavelearntmuchfromyou,Geoffrey。IhavelearnedtohopeagainforaHereafter。Nothingislefttomenow——butthat——thatandanhourhence——yourmemory。

“Oh,whyshouldIweep?Itisungrateful,whenIhaveyourlove,forwhichthismiseryisbutalittlepricetopay。Kissme,dear,andgo——andneverseememore。Youwillnotforgetme,Iknownowthatyouwill/never/forgetmeallyourlife。Afterwards——perhaps——whocantell?Ifnot,whythen——itwillindeedbebest——todie。”

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Itisnotwelltolingeroversuchasceneasthis。Afterall,too,itisnothing。Onlyanotherbrokenheartorso。Theworldbreakssomanythiswayandtheotherthatitcanhavelittlepleasureingloatingoversuchstalescenesofagony。

Besideswemustnotletoursympathiescarryusaway。GeoffreyandBeatricedeservedalltheygot;theyhadnobusinesstoputthemselvesintosuchaposition。Theyhaddefiedthecustomsoftheirworld,andtheworldavengeditselfuponthemandtheirpettypassions。Whathappenstothewormthattriestoburrowonthehighways?Grindingwheelsandcrushingfeet;theseareitsportion。BeatriceandGeoffreypointamoralandadornatale。Sofaraswecanseeandjudgetherewasnoneedforthemtohaveplungedintothatever-runningriverofhumanpain。Letthemstruggleanddrown,andletthosewhoareonthebanklearnwisdomfromthesight,andholdoutnohandtohelpthem。

Geoffreydrewaringfromhisfingerandgaveittohislove。Itwasacommonflat-sidedsilverringthathadbeentakenfromthegraveofaRomansoldier:onepeculiarityithad,however;onitsinnersurfacewereroughlycutthewords,“aveatquevale。”Greetingandfarewell!

Itwasafittinggifttopassbetweenpeopleintheirposition。

Beatrice,tremblingsorely,whisperedthatshewouldwearitonherheart,uponherhandshecouldnotputityetawhile——itmightberecognised。

Thenthricedidtheyembracethereuponthedesolateshore,once,asitwere,forpastjoy,onceforpresentpain,andonceforfuturehope,andparted。Therewasnotalkofaftermeetings——theyfeltthemtobeimpossible,atanyrateformanyyears。Howcouldtheymeetasindifferentfriends?Toomuchtheylovedforthat。Itwasafinalparting,thanwhichdeathhadbeenlessdreadful——forHopesitseverbythebedofdeath——andmiserycrushedthemtotheearth。

Helefther,andhappinesswentoutofhislifeasatnightfallthedaylightgoesoutoftheday。Well,atleasthehadhisworktogoto。

ButBeatrice,poorwoman,whathadshe?

Geoffreylefther。Whenhehadgonesomethirtypacesheturnedagainandgazedhislastuponher。Thereshestoodorratherleant,herhandrestingagainstthewetrock,lookingafterhimwithherwidegreyeyes。Eventhroughthedrizzlingrainhecouldseethegleamofherrichhair,themarkingofherlovelyface,andthecarmineofherlips。Shemotionedtohimtogoon。Hewent,andwhenhehadtraversedahundredpaceslookedroundoncemore。Shewasstillthere,butnowherfacewasablur,andagainthegreatwhitegullhoveredaboutherhead。

Thenthemistsweptupandhidher。

Ah,Beatrice,withallyourbrainsyoucouldneverlearnthosesimpleprinciplesnecessarytothehappinessofwoman;principlesinheritedthroughathousandgenerationsofsavageandsemi-civilizedancestresses。Toacceptthesituationandthemasterthatsituationbringswithit——thisisthegoldenruleofwell-being。Nottoputoutthehandofyouraffectionfurtherthanyoucandrawitback,thisisanother,atleastnotuntilyouarequitesurethatitsobjectiswellwithinyourgrasp。Ifbymisfortune,ortheangeroftheFates,youareendowedwiththosedeeperqualities,thoseextremecapacitiesofself-sacrificingaffection,suchasruinedyourhappiness,Beatrice,keeptheminstock;donotexposethemtotheworld。Theworlddoesnotbelieveinthem;theyareinconvenientandundesirable;theyareevenimmoral。Whattheworldwants,andveryrightly,inapersonofyourattractivenessisquietdomesticityofcharacter,nottheexhibitionofattributeswhichthoughtheymightqualifyyoufortherankofheroineinaGreekdrama,arenowadaysonlylikelytoqualifyyouforthereprobationofsociety。

What?youwouldratherkeepyourlove,yourreprehensiblelovewhichnevercanbesatisfied,andbearitsslingsandarrows,anddiehuggingashadowtoyourheart,strainingyoureyesintothedarknessofthatbeyondwhitheryoushallgo——murmuringwithyourpalelipsthat/there/youwillfindreasonandfulfilment?Whyitisfolly。

Whatgroundhaveyoutosupposethatyouwillfindanythingofthesort?Goandtaketheopinionofsomescientificpersonofeminenceuponthisinfatuationofyoursandthosevaguevisionsofglorythatshallbe。Hewillexplainitclearlyenough,willshowyouthatyourloveitselfisnothingbutanaturalpassion,acting,inyourcase,onasingularlysensitiveandetherealisedorganism。Befrankwithhim,tellhimofyoursecrethopes。Hewillsmiletenderly,andshowyouhowthosealsoareanemanationfromacravingheart,andtheinnatesuperstitionsofmankind。Indeedhewilllaughandillustratetheabsurdityofthewholethingbyafewpungentexamplesofwhatwouldhappeniftheseearthlyaffectionscouldbecarriedbeyondthegrave。

Takewhatyoucan/now/willbetheburdenofhissong,andforgoodness’sakedonotwasteyourprecioushoursindreamsofaToBe。

Beatrice,theworlddoesnotwantyourspirituality。Itisnotaspiritualworld;ithasnoclearideasuponthesubject——itpaysitsreligiouspremiumandworksoffitsaspirationsatitsweeklychurchgoing,andwouldthinkthepersonafoolwhoattemptedtocarrytheoriesofcelestialunionintoanearthlyruleoflife。ItcansympathisewithLadyHonoria;itcanhardlysympathisewith/you/。

Andyetyouwillstillchoosethisbetterpart:youwillstill“liveandlove,andlose。”

“Withblindingtearsandpassionatebeseeching,Andoutstretchedarmsthroughemptysilencereaching。”

Then,Beatrice,haveyourwill,sowyourseedoftears,andtakeyourchance。Youmayfindthatyouwererightandtheworldlingswrong,andyoumayreapaharvestbeyondthegraspoftheirpoorimaginations。

Andifyoufindthattheyarerightand/you/arewrong,whatwillitmattertoyouwhosleep?Forofthisatleastyouaresure。Ifthereisnofutureforsuchearthlyloveasyours,thenindeedthereisnoneforthechildrenofthisworldandalltheirtroubling。

CHAPTERXXIV

LADYHONORIATAKESTHEFIELD

GeoffreyhurriedtotheVicaragetofetchhisbaggageandsaygood-

bye。Hehadnotimeforbreakfast,andhewasgladofit,forhecouldnothaveeatenamorseltosavehislife。HefoundElizabethandherfatherinthesitting-room。

“Why,wherehaveyoubeenthiswetmorning,Mr。Bingham?”saidMr。

Granger。

“IhavebeenforawalkwithMissBeatrice;sheiscominghomebythevillage。”heanswered。“Idon’tmindrain,andIwantedtogetasmuchfreshairasIcouldbeforeIgobacktothemill。Thankyou——onlyacupoftea——IwillgetsomethingtoeatasIgo。”

“Howkindofhim。”reflectedMr。Granger;“nodoubthehasbeenspeakingtoBeatriceagainaboutOwenDavies。”

“Oh,bytheway。”headdedaloud,“didyouhappentohearanybodymovinginthehouselastnight,Mr。Bingham,justwhenthestormwasatitsheight?FirstofalladoorslammedsoviolentlythatIgotuptoseewhatitwas,andasIcamedownthepassageIcouldalmosthaveswornthatIsawsomethingwhitegointothespareroom。ButmycandlewentoutandbythetimethatIhadfoundalighttherewasnothingtobeseen。”

“Aclearcaseofghosts。”saidGeoffreyindifferently。Itwasindeeda“caseofghosts。”andtheywould,hereflected,haunthimformanyaday。

“Howveryodd。”putinElizabethvivaciously,herkeeneyesfixedintentlyonhisface。“DoyouknowIthoughtthatItwicesawthedoorofourroomopenandshutinthemostmysteriousfashion。IthinkthatBeatricemusthavesomethingtodowithit;sheissouncannyinherways。”

Geoffreynevermovedamuscle,hewastrainedtokeephiscountenance。

Onlyhewonderedhowmuchthiswomanknew。Shemustbesilencedsomehow。

“Excusemeforchangingthesubject。”hesaid,“butmytimeisshort,andIhavenonetosparetohuntthe’VicarageGhost。’Bytheway,there’sagoodtitleforsomebody。Mr。Granger,IbelievethatImayspeakofbusinessmattersbeforeMissElizabeth?”

“Certainly,Mr。Bingham。”saidtheclergyman;“Elizabethismyrighthand,andhasthebestbusinessheadinBryngelly。”

Geoffreythoughtthatthiswasveryevident,andwenton。“Ionlywanttosaythis。Ifyougetintoanyfurtherdifficultieswithyourrascallytithe-payers,mindandletmeknow。IshallalwaysbegladtohelpyouwhileIcan。AndnowImustbegoing。”

Hespokethusfortworeasons。First,naturallyenough,hemeanttomakeithisbusinesstoprotectBeatricefromthepressureofpoverty,andwellknewthatitwouldbeuselesstoofferherdirectassistance。

Secondly,hewishedtoshowElizabeththatitwouldnotbetotheadvantageofherfamilytoquarrelwithhim。Ifshe/had/seenaghost,perhapsthisfactwouldmakeherreticentonthesubject。Hedidnotknowthatshewasplayingamuchbiggergameforherownhand,agameofwhichthestakeswerethousandsayear,andthatshewasmoreovermadwithjealousyandwhat,insuchawoman,mustpassforlove。

Elizabethmadenocommentonhisoffer,andbeforeMr。Granger’sprofusethankswerenearlyfinished,Geoffreywasgone。

ThreeweekspassedatBryngelly,andElizabethstillheldherhand。

Beatrice,paleandspiritless,wentaboutherdutiesasusual。

Elizabethneverspoketoherinanysensethatcouldawakenhersuspicions,andtheghoststorywas,orappearedtobe,prettywellforgotten。ButatlastaneventoccurredthatcausedElizabethtotakethefield。OnedayshemetOwenDavieswalkingalongthebeachinthesemi-insanewaywhichhenowaffected。Hestopped,and,withoutfurtherado,plungedintoconversation。

“Ican’tbearitanylonger。”hesaidwildly,throwinguphisarms。“I

sawheryesterday,andshecutmeshortbeforeIcouldspeakaword。I

haveprayedforpatienceanditwillnotcome,onlyaVoiceseemedtosaytomethatImustwaittendaysmore,tenshortdays,andthenBeatrice,mybeautifulBeatrice,wouldbemywifeatlast。”

“Ifyougooninthisway,Mr。Davies。”saidElizabethsharply,herheartfilledwithjealousanger,“youwillsoonbeoffyourhead。Areyounotashamedofyourselfformakingsuchafussaboutagirl’sprettyface?Ifyouwanttogetmarried,marrysomebodyelse。”

“Marrysomebodyelse。”hesaiddreamily;“Idon’tknowanybodyelsewhomIcouldmarryexceptyou,andyouarenotBeatrice。”

“No。”answeredElizabethangrily,“IshouldhopethatIhavemoresense,andifyouwantedtomarrymeyouwouldhavetosetaboutitinadifferentwayfromthis。IamnotBeatrice,thankHeaven,butIamhersister,andIwarnyouthatIknowmoreaboutherthanyoudo。AsafriendIwarnyoutobecareful。SupposingthatBeatricewerenotworthyofyou,youwouldnotwishtomarryher,wouldyou?”

NowOwenDavieswasatheartsomewhatafraidofElizabeth,likemostotherpeoplewhohadtheprivilegeofheracquaintance。Also,apartfrommattersconnectedwithhisinsanepassion,hewasveryfairlyshrewd。HesuspectedElizabethofsomething,hedidnotknowofwhat。

“No,no,ofcoursenot。”hesaid。“OfcourseIwouldnotmarryherifshewasnotfittobemywife——butImustknowthatfirst,beforeI

talkofmarryinganybodyelse。Goodafternoon,MissElizabeth。Itwillsoonbesettlednow;itcannotgoonmuchlongernow。Myprayerswillbeanswered,Iknowtheywill。”

“Youarerightthere,OwenDavies。”thoughtElizabeth,asshelookedafterhimwithineffablebitterness,nottosaycontempt。“Yourprayersshallbeansweredinawaythatwillastonishyou。YoushallnotmarryBeatrice,andyoushallmarry/me/。Thefishhasbeenonthelinelongenough,nowImustbegintopullin。”

CuriouslyenoughitneverreallyoccurredtoElizabeththatBeatriceherselfmightprovetobethetrueobstacletothemarriagesheplottedtoprevent。SheknewthathersisterwasfondofGeoffreyBingham,but,whenitcametothepointthatshewouldabsolutelyallowheraffectiontointerferewithsogloriousasuccessinlife,sheneverbelievedforonemoment。OfcourseshethoughtitwaspossiblethatifBeatricecouldgetpossessionofGeoffreyshemightprefertodoso,butfailinghim,judgingfromherownlowandvulgarstandard,ElizabethwasconvincedthatshewouldtakeOwen。Itdidnotseempossiblethatwhatwassopreciousinherowneyesmightbevaluelessandevenhatefultothoseofhersister。Asforthatlittlemidnightincident,well,itwasonethingandmarriagewasanother。

Peopleforgetsucheventswhentheymarry;sometimeseventheymarryinordertoforgetthem。

Yes,shemuststrike,buthow?Elizabethhadfeelingslikeotherpeople。Shedidnotmindruininghersisterandrival,butshewouldverymuchpreferitshouldnotbeknownthatherswasthehandtocutherdown。Ofcourse,iftheworstcametotheworst,shemustdoit。

Meanwhile,mightnotasubstitutebefound——somebodyinwhomtheactwouldseemnotoneofvengeance,butofvirtue?Ah!shehadit:LadyHonoria!Whocouldbebetterforsuchapurposethanthecruellyinjuredwife?Butthenhowshouldshecommunicatethefactstoherladyshipwithoutinvolvingherself?Againshehituponadevicemuchfavouredbysuchpeople——“unvieuxtrucmaistoujoursbon“——thepristineoneofananonymousletter,whichhasthestartlingmeritofnotcommittinganybodytoanything。Ananonymousletter,toallappearancewrittenbyaservant:itwastheverything!MostlikelyitwouldresultinasearchinginquirybyLadyHonoria,inwhicheventElizabeth,ofcourseagainstherwill,wouldbeforcedtosaywhatsheknew;almostcertainlyitwouldresultinaquarrelbetweenhusbandandwife,whichmightinducetheformertoshowhishand,oreventotakesomeopenstepasregardsBeatrice。ShewassorryforGeoffrey,againstwhomshehadnoillfeeling,butitcouldnotbehelped;hemustbesacrificed。

ThatveryeveningshewroteherletterandsentittobepostedbyanoldservantlivinginLondon。Itwasamaster-pieceinitsway,especiallyphonetically。Thispreciousepistle,whichwasmostexceedinglyillwritinalargecoarsehand,ranthus:

“MyLadi,——Myconsencedruvsmetoit,muchagainmywill。I’vetriedhard,myladi,nottospeek,firstacorseofmissB。asiheveknowedgoodandpeurandalsoforthesakesofyourevilusbandthatwulfinscheepscloathin。Butwhenithinkonyoumyladialorfullegelwifegudandvirtusandpeurandofthethingsasihevseenwhichisenuftobringablushtothefaceofastater,Iknowsitismyholydootytoriteyourladishippasfollers。YourladishippforgifmebutontheniteofwhittsundeylastMissB。Graingerwintaftermidniteintertheroomofyourbadusband——asIwastomishamthertose。Afterwardmorenoranhour,shecumoutainbeingcarred/inhisharmes/。Andifyourladishippdontbelievme,letyourladishippritetomisselizbeth,ashadthissamemisfortunetoseeasyourtrufrend,“TheRiter。”

InduecoursethischarmingcommunicationreachedLadyHonoria,bearingaLondonpost-mark。Shereadandre-readit,andsoonmastereditsmeaning。Then,afteranight’sthought,shetookthe“Riter’s“

adviceandwrotetoElizabeth,sendingheracopyoftheletter(herown),vehementlyrepudiatingallbeliefinit,andaskingforareplythatshoulddissipatethisfoulslanderfromhermindforever。

Theanswercamebyreturn。Itwasshortandartful。

“DearLadyHonoriaBingham。”itran,“youmustforgivemeifI

declinetoanswerthequestionsinyourletter。Youwilleasilyunderstandthatbetweenadesiretopreserveasister’sreputationandanincapacity(tobeappreciatedbyeveryChristian)tospeakotherthanthetruth——itispossibleforapersontobeplacedinthemostcruelofpositions——apositionwhichIamsurewillcommandevenyoursympathy,thoughundersuchcircumstancesIhavelittlerighttoexpectanyfromawifebelievingherselftohavebeencruellywronged。Letmeaddthatnothingshortofthecompulsionofacourtoflawwillsufficetounsealmylipsastothedetailsofthecircumstances(whichare,Itrust,misunderstood)alludedtointhemaliciousanonymousletterofwhichyouincloseacopy。”

Thatveryevening,astheFateswouldhaveit,LadyHonoriaandherhusbandhadaquarrel。Asusual,itwasaboutEffie,foronmostothersubjectstheypreservedanarmedneutrality。Itsdetailsneednotbeenteredinto,butatlastGeoffrey,whowasinasadlyirritableconditionofmind,fairlylosthistemper。

“Thefactis。”hesaid,“thatyouarenotfittolookafterthechild。

Youonlythinkofyourself,Honoria。”

Sheturnedonhimwithadangerouslookuponhercoldandhandsomeface。

“Becarefulwhatyousay,Geoffrey。ItisyouwhoarenotfittohavechargeofEffie。BecarefullestItakeherawayfromyoualtogether,asIcanifIlike。”

“Whatdoyoumeanbythatthreat?”heasked。

“Doyouwanttoknow?ThenIwilltellyou。Iunderstandenoughlawtobeawarethatawifecangetaseparationfromanunfaithfulhusband,andwhatismore,cantakeawayhischildren。”

“AgainIaskwhatyoumean。”saidGeoffrey,turningcoldwithanger。

“Imeanthis,Geoffrey。ThatWelshgirlisyourmistress。ShepassedthenightofWhit-Sundayinyourroom,andwascarriedfromitinyourarms。”

“Itisalie。”hesaid;“sheisnothingofthesort。Idonotknowwhogaveyouthisinformation,butitisaslanderouslie,andsomebodyshallsufferforit。”

“Nobodywillsufferforit,Geoffrey,becauseyouwillnotdaretostirthematterup——forthegirl’ssakeifnotforyourown。CanyoudenythatyouwereseencarryingherinyourarmsfromyourroomonWhit-Sundaynight?Canyoudenythatyouareinlovewithher?”

“AndsupposingthatIaminlovewithher,isittobewonderedat,seeinghowyoutreatmeandhavetreatedmeforyears?”heansweredfuriously。“Itisutterlyfalsetosaythatsheismymistress。”

“Youhavenotansweredmyquestion。”saidLadyHonoriawithasmileoftriumph。“Wereyouseencarryingthatwomaninyourarmsandfromyourroomatthedeadofnight?Ofcourseitmeantnothing,nothingatall。

Whowoulddaretoaspersethecharacterofthisperfect,lovely,andintellectualschoolmistress?Iamnotjealous,Geoffrey——“

“Ishouldthinknot,Honoria,seeinghowthingsare。”

“Iamnotjealous,Irepeat,butpleaseunderstandthatIwillnothavethisgoon,inyourowninterestsandmine。Why,whatafoolyoumustbe。Don’tyouknowthatamanwhohasrisen,asyouhave,hasahundredenemiesreadytospringonhimlikeapackofwolvesandtearhimtopieces?Whymanyevenofthosewhofawnuponyouandflatteryoutoyourface,hateyoubitterlyinsecret,becauseyouhavesucceededwheretheyhavefailed。Don’tyouknowalsothattherearepapershereinLondonwhichwouldgivehundredsofpoundsforthechanceofpublishingsuchascandalasthis,especiallyagainstapowerfulpoliticalopponent。Letitoncecomeoutthatthisobscuregirlisyourmistress——“

“Honoria,Itellyousheisnothingofthesort。ItistrueIcarriedherfrommyroominafaintingfit,butshecamethereinhersleep。”

LadyHonorialaughed。“Really,Geoffrey,Iwonderthatyouthinkitworthwhiletotellmesuchnonsense。Keepitforthedivorcecourt,ifeverwegetthere,andseewhatajurysaystoit。Lookhere;besensible。Iamnotamoralist,andIamnotgoingtoplaytheoutragedwifeunlessyouforcemetoit。Idonotmeantotakeanyfurthernoticeofthisinterestinglittletaleasagainstyou。Butifyougoonwithit,beware!Iwillnotbemadetolookafool。Ifyouaregoingtoberuinedyoucanberuinedbyyourself。Iwarnyoufrankly,thatatthefirstsignofit,Ishallputmyselfintherightbycommencingproceedingsagainstyou。Now,ofcourse,Iknowthis,thatintheeventofasmash,youwouldbegladenoughtoberidofmeinorderthatyoumightwelcomeyourdearBeatriceinmyplace。Buttherearetwothingstoremember:first,thatyoucouldnotmarryher,supposingyoutobeidiotenoughtowishtodoso,becauseIshouldonlygetajudicialseparation,andyouwouldstillhavetosupportme。Secondly,ifIgo,Effiegoeswithme,forIhavearighttoclaimheratlaw;andthatfact,mydearGeoffrey,makesmemistressofthesituation,becauseIdonotsupposethatyouwouldpartwithEffieevenforthesakeofMissBeatrice。AndnowIwillleaveyoutothinkitover。”

Andwithalittlenodshesailedoutoftheroom,completelyvictorious。Shewasindeed,reflectedGeoffrey,“mistressofthesituation。”Supposingthatshebroughtasuitagainsthimwherewouldhebe?Shemusthaveevidence,orshewouldnothaveknownthestory。

Thewholedramahadclearlybeenwitnessedbysomeone,probablyeitherbyElizabethortheservantgirl,andthatsomeonehadbetrayedittoHonoriaandpossiblytoothers。Thethoughtmadehimsick。Hewasamanoftheworld,andapracticallawyer,andthough,indeed,theywereinnocent,heknewthatunderthecircumstancesfewwouldbefoundtobelieveit。Attheverybesttheremustbeaterribleandshockingscandal,andBeatricewouldlosehergoodname。Heplacedhimselfinthepositionofcounselforthepetitionerinalikecase,andthoughthowhewouldcrushandcrumplesuchadefenceinhisaddresstothejury。Aprobabletaleforsooth!

Undoubtedly,too,Honoriawouldbeactingwiselyfromherpointofview。Publicsympathywouldbewithherthroughout。Heknewthat,asitwas,hewasbelievedgenerallytoowemuchofhissuccesstohishandsomeandhigh-bornwife。Nowitwouldbesaidthathehadusedherasaladderandthenthrownherover。Withallthis,however,hemightcope;hecouldevenbearwiththevulgarattacksofavulgarpress,andthegibesandjeersofhispoliticalandpersonalenemies,buttoloseEffiehecouldnotbear。Andifsuchacasewerebroughtagainsthimitwasalmostcertainthathewouldloseher,for,ifhewasworsted,custodyofthechildwouldbegiventotheinjuredwife。

ThentherewasBeatricetobeconsidered。ThesamemalicioustonguethathadrevealedthismattertoHonoriawouldprobablyrevealittotherestoftheworld,andevenifheescapedtheworstpenaltiesofoutragedmorality,theywouldcertainlybewreakeduponher。

Beatrice’sreputationwouldbeblasted,heremploymentlost,andherlifemadeaburdentoher。Yes,decidedly,Honoriahadthebestoftheposition;decidedly,also,shespokewordsofweightandcommonsense。

Whatwastobedone?Wastherenowayoutofit?AllthatnightasGeoffreysatintheHouse,hisarmsfoldedonhisbreast,andtoappearanceintentlylisteningtothelongharanguesoftheOpposition,thisquestionhauntedhim。Hearguedthesituationoutthiswayandthatway,tillatthelasthecametoaconclusion。Eitherhemustwaitforthescandaltoleakout,letBeatriceberuined,anddirecthiseffortstothesofteningofHonoria,andgenerallytoself-

preservation,orhemusttakethebullbythehorns,mustabandonhisgreatcareerandhiscountryandseekrefugeinanotherland,sayAmerica,takingBeatriceandEffiewithhim。Oncethechildwasoutofthejurisdiction,ofcoursenocourtcouldforceherfromhim。

Ofthetwocourses,eveninsofarashehimselfwasconcerned,whatbetweentheurgencyofthematterandtheunceasingpressureofhispassion,Geoffreyinclinedtothelatter。TherelationsbetweenhimselfandHonoriahadforyearsbeensostrained,sototallydifferentfromthosewhichshouldexistbetweenmanandwife,thattheygreatlymitigatedinhismindtheapparentiniquityofsuchastep。Norwouldhefeelmuchcompunctionatremovingthechildfromhermother,fortherewasnolovelostbetweenthetwo,andastimewentonheguessedshrewdlytherewouldbelessandless。Fortherest,hehadsomeseventeenthousandpoundsinhand;hewouldtakehalfandleaveHonoriahalf。Heknewthathecouldalwaysearnalivingwhereverhewent,andprobablymuchmorethanaliving,andofwhateverheearnedastrictmoietyshouldbepaidtoHonoria。Butfirstandaboveeverything,therewasBeatricetobeconsidered。Shemustbesaved,evenifheruinedhimselftosaveher。

LadyHonoria,itisscarcelynecessarytosay,hadlittleideathatshewasdrivingherhusbandtosuchdangerousanddeterminedcouncils。

ShewantedtofrightenGeoffrey,nottolosehimandallhemeanttoher;thiswasthelastthingthatshewouldwishtodo。ShedidnotgreatlycareabouttheBeatriceincident,buthershrewdcommonsensetoldherthatitmightwellbeusedasanenginetoruinthemall。

Thereforeshespokeasshedidspeak,thoughinrealitymatterswouldhavetobebadindeedbeforeshesoughttheaidofacourtoflaw,wheremanythingsconcerningherselfmightcometothelightofdaywhichshewouldprefertoleaveindarkness。

Nordidshestophere;shedeterminedtoattackGeoffrey’spositioninanotherway,namely,throughBeatriceherself。ForalongtimeHonoriahesitatedastothemethodofthisattack。Shehadsomeknowledgeoftheworldandofcharacter,andfromwhatsheknewofBeatriceshecametothesoundconclusionthatshewasnotawomantobethreatened,butratheronetobeappealedto。Soaftermuchthoughtshewrotetoherthus:——

“Astory,whichIstillhesitatetobelieve,hascometomebymeansofanonymousletters,astoyourconductwithmyhusband。I

donotwishtorepeatitnow,furtherthantosaythat,iftrue,itestablishescircumstanceswhichleavenodoubtastotheexistenceofrelationssointimatebetweenyouastoamounttoguilt。Itmaynotbetrueoritmay,inwhichlattereventIwishtosaythis:WithyourmoralityIhavenothingtodo;itisyouraffair。NordoIwishtopleadtoyouasaninjuredwifeortoreproachyou,fortherearethingstoowickedformerereproach。

ButIwillsaythis:ifthestoryistrue,Imustpresumethatyouhavesomeaffectionforthepartnerofyourshame。Iputmyselfoutofthequestion,andinthenameofthataffection,howeverguiltyitmaybe,Iaskyoutopushmattersnofurther。Todosowillbetobringitsobjecttoutterruin。/Ifyoucareforhim,severallconnectionwithhimutterlyandforever。/Otherwisehewilllivetocurseandhateyou。Shouldyouneglectthisadvice,andshouldthefactsthatIhaveheardbecomepublicproperty,I

warnyou,asIhavealreadywarnedhim,thatinself-preservationandforthesakeofself-respect,Ishallbeforcedtoappealtothelawformyremedy。Rememberthathiscareerisatstake,andthatinlosingitandmehewilllosealsohischild。Rememberthatifthiscomesaboutitwillbethrough/you/。Donotanswerthis,itwilldonogood,forIshallnaturallyputnofaithinyourprotestations,butifyouareinanywayormeasureguiltyofthisoffence,appealingtoyouasonewomantoanother,andforthesakeofthemanwhoisdeartoboth,Isaydoyourbesttoredeemtheevil,/bymakingallfurthercommunicationbetweenyourselfandhimanimpossibility/。H。B。”

Itwasacleverletter;LadyHonoriacouldnothavedevisedonemorepowerfultoworkonawomanlikeBeatrice。ThesamepostthattookittohertookanotherfromGeoffreyhimself。Itwaslong,thoughguarded,andneednotbequotedinitsentirety,butitputthewholepositionbeforeherinsomewhatveiledlanguage,andendedbysaying,“MarriageIcannotgiveyou,onlylife-longlove。Inothercircumstancestoofferthiswouldbeaninsult,butifthingsshouldbeasaIfear,itisworthyourconsideration。Idonotsaytoyou/come/,Isaycome/ifyouwish/。No,Beatrice,Iwillnotputthiscruelburdenofdecisionuponyou。Isay/come!/Idonotcommandyoutocome,becauseIpromisedtoleaveyouuninfluenced。ButIprayyoutodoso。Letusputanendtothiswretchedness,andcounttheworldwelllostasourpriceoflove。Come,dearestBeatrice——toleavemenomoretilldeath。Iputmylifeinyourhands;ifyoutakeitup,whatevertroubleyoumayhavetoface,youwillneverlosemyaffectionoresteem。Donotthinkofme,thinkofyourself。Youhavegivenmeyourloveasyouoncegavememylife。Iowesomethinginreturn;Icannotseeyoushamedandmakenoofferofreparation。

Indeed,sofarasIamconcerned,IshallthinkallIloseasnothingcomparedtowhatIgainingainingyou。Willyoucome?Ifso,wewillleavethiscountryandbeginafreshelsewhere。Afterall,itmatterslittle,andwillmatterlesswheneverythingissaidanddone。Mylifehasforyearsbeenbutasanunwholesomedream。Theonerealthing,theonehappythingthatIhavefoundinithasbeenourlove。Donotletusthrowitaway,Beatrice。”

Byreturnofposthereceivedthisanswerwritteninpencil。

“No,dearGeoffrey。Thingsmusttaketheircourse——B。”

Thatwasall。

CHAPTERXXV

ELIZABETHSHOWSHERTEETH

HardhadbeenBeatrice’shourssincethatgreymorningofseparation。

Shemustbearalltheinnerwretchednessofherlot;shemustconcealhergrief,mustsuffertheslingsandarrowsofElizabeth’ssharptongue,andstrivetokeepOwenDaviesatadistance。Indeed,asthedayswenton,thislasttaskgrewmoreandmoreportentous。Themanwasquiteunmanageable;hispassion,whichwashumiliatingandhatefultoBeatrice,becamethetalkoftheplace。Everybodyknewofit,exceptherfather,andevenhiseyesbegantobeopened。

Onenight——itwasthesameuponwhichGeoffreyandHonoriarespectivelyhadpostedtheirletterstoBeatrice——anybodylookingintothelittleroomatBryngellyCastle,whichserveditsownerforallpurposesexceptthatofsleeping,wouldhavewitnessedaverystrangesight。OwenDavieswaswalkingtoandfro——walkingrapidlywithwildeyesanddishevelledhair。Attheturnofeachlengthoftheapartmenthewouldhalt,andthrowinghisarmsintotheairejaculate:

“Oh,God,hearme,andgivememydesire!Oh,God,answerme!“

Fortwolonghoursthushewalkedandthuscriedaloud,tillatlengthhesankpantingandexhaustedintoachair。Suddenlyheraisedhishead,andappearedtolistenintently。

“TheVoice。”hesaidaloud;“theVoiceagain。Whatdoesitsay?

To-morrow,to-morrowImustspeak;andIshallwinher。”

Hesprangupwithashout,andoncemorebeganhiswildmarch。“Oh,Beatrice!“hesaid,“to-morrowyouwillpromisetomarryme;theVoicesaysso,andsoon,soon,perhapsinoneshortmonth,youwillbemyown——mineonly!GeoffreyBinghamshallnotcomebetweenusthen,forI

willwatchyoudayandnight。Youshallbemyvery,veryown——myownbeautifulBeatrice。”andhestretchedouthisarmsandclaspedattheemptyair——acrazyandunpleasantsighttosee。

Andsohewalkedandspoketillthedawnwasgreyintheeast。ThisoccurredontheFridaynight。ItwasonthefollowingmorningthatBeatrice,theunfortunateandinnocentobjectoftheseamorousinvocations,receivedthetwoletters。Shehadgonetothepost-officeonherwaytotheschool,onthechanceoftherebeinganotefromGeoffrey。Poorwoman,hislettersweretheonebrightthinginherlife。Frommotivesofprudencetheywerewrittenintheusualsemi-

formalstyle,butshewasquicktoreadbetweenthelines,and,moreover,theycamefromhisdearhand。

Therewasthelettersureenough,andanotherinawoman’swriting。

SherecognisedthehandasthatofLadyHonoria,whichshehadoftenseenonenvelopesdirectedtoGeoffrey,andathrilloffearshotthroughher。Shetooktheletters,andwalkingasquicklyasshecouldtotheschool,lockedherselfinherownlittleroom,foritwasnotyetnineo’clock,andlookedatthemwithagatheringterror。Whatwasinthem?WhydidLadyHonoriawritetoher?Whichshouldshereadfirst?InamomentBeatricehadmadeuphermind。Shewouldfacetheworstatonce。WithasetfacesheopenedLadyHonoria’sletter,unfoldedit,andread。Wealreadyknowitscontents。Ashermindgraspedthemherlipsgrewashywhite,andbythetimethatthehorriblethingwasdoneshewasnightofainting。

Anonymousletters!oh,whocouldhavedonethiscruelthing?

Elizabeth,itmustbeElizabeth,whosaweverything,andthusstabbedherintheback。Wasitpossiblethatherownsistercouldtreatherso?SheknewthatElizabethdislikedher;shecouldneverfathomthecause,stillsheknewthefact。Butifthiswereherdoing,thenshemusthateher,andmostbitterly;andwhathadshedonetoearnsuchhate?AndnowGeoffreywasindangeronheraccount,dangerofruin,andhowcouldshepreventit?Thiswasherfirstidea。Mostpeoplemighthaveturnedtotheirownpositionandbeencontenttoleavetheirlovertofighthisownbattle。ButBeatricethoughtlittleofherself。Hewasindanger,andhowcouldsheprotecthim?Whyhereintheletterwastheanswer!“Ifyoucareforhimseverallconnectionwithhimutterly,andforever。Otherwise,hewilllivetocurseandhateyou。”No,no!Geoffreywouldneverdothat。ButLadyHonoriawasquiteright;inhisinterest,forhissake,shemustseverallconnectionwithhim——severitutterlyandforever。Buthow——how?

Shethrusttheletterintoherdress——aviperwouldhavebeenamorewelcomeguest——andopenedGeoffrey’s。

Ittoldthesametale,butofferedadifferentsolution。Thetearsstartedtohereyesasshereadhisoffertotakehertohimforgoodandall,andgoawaywithhertobeginlifeafresh。ItseemedawonderfulthingtoBeatricethatheshouldbewillingtosacrificesomuchuponsuchaworthlessaltarasherlove——awonderfulandmostgenerousthing。Shepressedthesenselesspapertoherheart,thenkisseditagainandagain。Butsheneverthoughtofyieldingtothisgreattemptation,neverforonesecond。Heprayedhertocome,butthatshewouldnotdowhileherwillremained。What,/she/bringGeoffreytoruin?No,shehadratherstarveinthestreetsorperishbyslowtorture。Howcouldheeverthinkthatshewouldconsenttosuchascheme?Indeedsheneverwould;shehadbroughtenoughtroubleonhimalready。Butoh,sheblessedhimforthatletter。Howdeeplymustheloveherwhenhecouldoffertodothisforhersake!

Hark!thechildrenwerewaiting;shemustgoandteach。Theletter,Geoffrey’sdearletter,couldbeansweredintheafternoon。Soshethrustitinherbreastwiththeother,butclosertoherheart,andwent。

ThatafternoonasMr。Granger,inahappyframeofmind——forwerenothisdebtspaid,andhadhenotfoundamostconvenientwayofprovidingagainstfutureembarrassment?——wasengagedpeaceablyincontemplatinghisstockoverthegateofhislittlefarmbuildings,hewasmuchastonishedsuddenlytodiscoverOwenDaviesathiselbow。

“Howdoyoudo,Mr。Davies?”hesaid;“howquietlyyoumusthavecome。”

“Yes。”answeredOwenabsently。“Thefactis,IhavefollowedyoubecauseIwanttospeaktoyoualone——quitealone。”

“Indeed,Mr。Davies——well,Iamatyourservice。Whatiswrong?Youdon’tlookverywell。”

“Oh,Iamquitewell,thankyou。Ineverwasbetter;andthere’snothingwrong,nothingatall。Everythingisgoingtobebrightnow,I

knowthatfullsurely。”

“Indeed。”saidMr。Granger,againlookingathimwithapuzzledair,“andwhatmayyouwanttoseemeabout?NotbutwhatIamalwaysatyourservice,asyouknow。”headdedapologetically。

“This。”heanswered,suddenlyseizingtheclergymanbythecoatinawaythatmadehimstart。

“What——mycoat,doyoumean?”

“Don’tbesofoolish,Mr。Granger。No,aboutBeatrice。”

“Oh。indeed,Mr。Davies。Nothingwrongattheschool,Ihope?Ithinkthatshedoesherdutiestothesatisfactionofthecommittee,thoughIadmitthatthearithmetic——“

“No!no,no!Itisnotabouttheschool。Idon’twishhertogototheschoolanymore。Iloveher,Mr。Granger,Iloveherdearly,andI

wanttomarryher。”

Theoldmanflushedwithpleasure。Wasitpossible?Didheheararight?OwenDavies,therichestmaninthatpartofWales,wantedtomarryhisdaughter,whohadnothingbutherbeauty。Itmustbetoogoodtobetrue!

“Iamindeedflattered。”hesaid。“Itismorethanshecouldexpect——

notbutwhatBeatriceisverygood-lookingandveryclever。”headdedhastily,fearinglesthewasdetractingfromhisdaughter’smarketvalue。

“Good-looking——clever;sheisanangel。”murmuredOwen。

“Oh,yes,ofcoursesheis。”saidherfather,“thatis,ifawoman——

yes,ofcourse——andwhatismore,Ithinkshe’sveryfondofyou。I

thinksheispiningforyou。I’vethoughsoforalongtime。”

“Isshe?”saidOwenanxiously。“ThenallIhavetosayisthatshetakesaverycuriouswayofshowingit。Shewon’tsayawordtome;

sheputsmeoffoneveryoccasion。Butitwillbeallrightnow——allrightnow。”

“Oh,there,there,Mr。Davies,maidswillbemaidsuntiltheyarewives。Weknowaboutallthat。”saidMr。Grangersententiously。

Hiswould-beson-in-lawlookedasthoughheknewverylittleaboutitindeed,althoughtheinferencewassufficientlyobvious。

“Mr。Granger。”hesaid,seizinghishand,“IwanttomakeBeatricemywife——Idoindeed。”

“Well,Ididnotsupposeotherwise,Mr。Davies。”

“IfyouhelpmeinthisIwilldowhateveryoulikeastomoneymattersandthatsortofthing,youknow。SheshallhaveasfineasettlementasanywomaninWales。Iknowthatgoesalongwaywithafather,andIshallraisenodifficulties。”

“Veryrightandproper,Iamsure。”saidMr。Granger,adoptingaloftiertoneashediscoveredtheadvantagesofhisposition。“ButofcourseonsuchmattersIshalltaketheadviceofalawyer。IdaresaythatMr。Binghamwouldadviseme。”headded,“asafriendofthefamily,youknow。Heisaverycleverlawyer,and,besides,hewouldn’tchargeanything。”

“Oh,no,notMr。Bingham。”answeredOwenanxiously。“Iwilldoanythingyoulike,orifyouwishtohavealawyerI’llpaythebillmyself。Butnevermindaboutthatnow。LetussettleitwithBeatricefirst。Comealongatonce。”

“Eh,buthadn’tyoubetterarrangethatpartofthebusinessprivately?”

“No,no。ShealwayssnubsmewhenItrytospeaktoheralone。Youhadbetterbethere,andMissElizabethtoo,ifshelikes。Iwon’tspeaktoheragainalone。IwillspeaktoherinthefaceofGodandman,asGoddirectedmetodo,andthenitwillbeallright——Iknowitwill。”

Mr。Grangerstaredathim。Hewasaclergymanofaverypracticalsort,anddidnotquiteseewhatthePowerabovehadtodowithOwenDavies’smatrimonialintentions。

“Ah,well。”hesaid,“Iseewhatyoumean;marriagesaremadeinheaven;yes,ofcourse。Well,ifyouwanttogetonwiththematter,I

daresaythatweshallfindBeatricein。”

SotheywalkedbacktotheVicarage,Mr。Grangerexultantandyetperplexed,foritstruckhimthattherewassomethingalittleoddabouttheproceeding,andOwenDaviesinsilenceormutteringoccasionallytohimself。

Inthesitting-roomtheyfoundElizabeth。

“WhereisBeatrice?”askedherfather。

“Idon’tknow。”sheanswered,andatthatmomentBeatrice,paleandtroubled,walkedintotheroom,likealambtotheslaughter。

“Ah,Beatrice。”saidherfather,“wewerejustaskingforyou。”

Sheglancedround,andwiththequickwitofahumananimal,instantlyperceivedthatsomenewdangerthreatenedher。

“Indeed。”shesaid,sinkingintoachairinanaccessoffeeblenessbornoffear。“Whatisit,father?”

Mr。GrangerlookedatOwenDaviesandthentookasteptowardsthedoor。Itstruckhimforciblythatthissceneshouldbeprivatetothetwopersonsprincipallyconcerned。

“Don’tgo。”saidOwenDaviesexcitedly,“don’tgo,eitherofyou;whatIhavetosayhadbetterbesaidbeforeyouboth。Ishouldliketosayitbeforethewholeworld;tocryitfromthemountaintops。”

Elizabethglaredathimfiercely——glaredfirstathimandthenattheinnocentBeatrice。Couldhebegoingtoproposetoher,then?Ah,whyhadshehesitated?Whyhadshenottoldhimthewholetruthbefore?

ButtheheartofBeatrice,whosatmomentarilyexpectingtobepubliclydenounced,greweverfainter。Thewatersofdesolationwereclosinginoverhersoul。

Mr。Grangersatdownfirmlyandworkedhimselfintotheseatofhischair,asthoughtosecureanadditionalfixednessoftenure。

Elizabethsetherteeth,andleanedherelbowonthetable,holdingherhandsoastoshadeherface。Beatricedroopeduponherseatlikeafadinglily,oraprisonerinthedock。Shewasoppositetothem,andOwenDavies,hisfacealightwithwildenthusiasm,stoodupandaddressedthemalllikethecounselfortheprosecution。

“Lastautumn。”hebegan,speakingtoMr。Granger,whomighthavebeenajudgeuncertainastothemeritsofthecase,“IaskedyourdaughterBeatricetomarryme。”

Beatricegaveasigh,andcollectedherscatteredenergies。Thestormhadburstatlast,andshemustfaceit。

“Iaskedhertomarryme,andshetoldmetowaitayear。IhavewaitedaslongasIcould,butIcouldnotwaitthewholeyear。Ihaveprayedagreatdeal,andIambiddentospeak。”

Elizabethmadeagestureofimpatience。Shewasapersonofstrongcommonsense,andthismixtureofreligionanderoticismdisgustedher。Shealsoknowthatthestormhadburst,andthat/she/mustfaceit。

“SoIcometotellyouthatIloveyourdaughterBeatrice,andwanttomakehermywife。Ihaveneverlovedanybodyelse,butIhavelovedherforyears;andIaskyourconsent。”

“Veryflattering,veryflattering,Iamsure,especiallyinthesehardtimes。”saidMr。Grangerapologetically,shakinghisthinhairdownoverhisforehead,andthenrumplingitupagain。“Butyousee,Mr。

Davies,youdon’twanttomarryme“(hereBeatricesmiledfaintly)——

“youwanttomarrymydaughter,soyouhadbetteraskherdirect——atleastIsupposeso。”

Elizabethmadeamovementasthoughtospeak,thenchangedhermindandlistened。

“Beatrice。”saidOwenDavies,“youhear。Iaskyoutomarryme。”

Therewasapause。Beatrice,whohadsatquitesilent,wasgatheringupherstrengthtoanswer。Elizabeth,watchingherfrombeneathherhand,thoughtthatshereaduponherfaceirresolution,softeningintoconsent。Whatshereallysawwasbutdoubtastothefittestandmostcertainmannerofrefusal。LikelightningitflashedintoElizabeth’smindthatshemuststrikenow,orholdherhandforever。IfonceBeatricespokethatfatal“yes。”herrevelationsmightbeofnoavail。

AndBeatricewouldspeakit;shewassureshewould。Itwasagoldenroadoutofhertroubles。

“Stop!“saidElizabethinashrill,hardvoice。“Stop!Imustspeak;

itismydutyasaChristian。Imusttellthetruth。Icannotallowanhonestmantobedeceived。”

Therewasanawfulpause。Beatricebrokeit。Nowshesawallthetruth,andknewwhatwasathand。Sheplacedherhanduponherhearttostillitsbeating。

“Oh,Elizabeth。”shesaid,“inourdeadmother’sname——“andshestopped。

“Yes。”answeredhersister,“inourdeadmother’sname,whichyouhavedishonoured,Iwilldoit。Listen,OwenDavies,andfather:Beatrice,whositsthere“——andshepointedatherwithherthinhand——“/Beatriceisascarletwoman!/“

“Ireallydon’tunderstand。”gaspedMr。Granger,whileOwenlookedroundwildly,andBeatricesunkherheaduponherbreast。

“ThenIwillexplain。”saidElizabeth,stillpointingathersister。

“SheisGeoffreyBingham’s/mistress/。OnthenightofWhit-Sundaylastsherosefrombedandwentintohisroomatoneinthemorning。I

sawherwithmyowneyes。Afterwardsshewasbroughtbacktoherbedinhisarms——Isawitwithmyowneyes,andIheardhimkissher。”

(ThiswasapieceofembroideryonElizabeth’spart。)“Sheishislover,andhasbeeninlovewithhimformonths。Itellyouthis,OwenDavies,because,thoughIcannotbeartobringdisgraceuponournameandtodefilemylipswithsuchatale,neithercanIbearthatyoushouldmarryagirl,believinghertobegood,whensheiswhatBeatriceis。”

“ThenIwishtoGodthatyouhadheldyourwickedtongue。”saidMr。

Grangerfiercely。

“No,father。Ihaveadutytoperform,andIwillperformitatanycost,andhowevermuchitpainsme。YouknowthatwhatIsayistrue。

YouheardthenoiseonthenightofWhit-Sunday,andgotuptoseewhatitwas。Yousawthewhitefigureinthepassage——itwasGeoffreyBinghamwithBeatriceinhisarms。Ah!wellmayshehangherhead。Letherdenyifitshecan。Letherdenythatsheloveshimtohershame,andthatshewasaloneinhisroomonthatnight。”

ThenBeatriceroseandspoke。Shewaspaleasdeathandmorebeautifulinhershameandherdespairthanevershehadbeenbefore;hergloriouseyesshone,andthereweredeepblacklinesbeneaththem。

“Myheartismyown。”shesaid,“andIwillmakenoanswertoyouaboutit。Thinkwhatyouwill。Fortherest,itisnottrue。IamnotwhatElizabethtellsyouthatIam。Iam/not/GeoffreyBingham’smistress。ItistruethatIwasinhisroomthatnight,anditistruethathecarriedmebacktomyown。ButitwasinmysleepthatIwentthere,notofmyownfreewill。Iawokethere,andfaintedwhenI

woke,andthenatonceheboremeback。”

Elizabethlaughedshrillandloud——itsoundedlikethecackleofafiend。

“Inhersleep。”shesaid;“oh,shewentthereinhersleep!“

“Yes,Elizabeth,inmysleep。Youdonotbelieveme,butitistrue。

Youdonotwishtobelieveme。Youwishtobringthesisterwhomyoushouldlove,whohasneveroffendedagainstyoubyactorword,toutterdisgraceandruin。InyourcowardlyspiteyouhavewrittenanonymousletterstoLadyHonoriaBingham,toprevailuponhertostriketheblowthatshoulddestroyherhusbandandmyself,andwhenyoufearthatthishasfailed,youcomeforwardandopenlyaccuseus。

YoudothisinthenameofChristianduty;inthenameofloveandcharity,youbelievetheworst,andseektoruinus。Shameonyou,Elizabeth!shameonyou!andmaythesamemeasurethatyouhavemetedouttomeneverbepaidbacktoyou。Wearenolongersisters。

Whateverhappens,Ihavedonewithyou。Goyourways。”

Elizabethshrankandquailedbeneathhersister’sscorn。Evenhervenomoushatredcouldnotbearupagainsttheflashofthoseroyaleyes,andthemajestyofthatoutragedinnocence。Shegaspedandbitherliptillthebloodstarted,butshesaidnothing。

ThenBeatriceturnedtoherfather,andspokeinanotherandapleadingvoice,stretchingoutherarmstowardshim。

“Oh,father。”shesaid,“atleasttellmethat/you/believeme。

ThoughyoumaythinkthatImightlovetoallextremes,surely,havingknownmesomanyyears,youcannotthinkthatIwouldlieevenformylove’ssake。”

Theoldmanlookedwildlyround,andshookhishead。

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