Anne of Avonlea

第9章

Oh,Anne,Anne,Ididn’tmeantosaythat……itjustslippedoutbeforeIthought。HemadeaSPLENDIDsplash。Buthelookedsofunnywhenhecrawledout,allwetandmuddy。Thegirlslaughedmore’never,butGraciedidn’tlaugh。Shelookedsorry。Gracie’sanicegirlbutshe’sgotasnubnose。WhenIgetbigenoughtohaveagirlIwon’thaveonewithasnubnose……I’llpickonewithaprettynoselikeyours,Anne。"

"Aboywhomakessuchamessofsyrupalloverhisfacewhenheiseatinghispuddingwillnevergetagirltolookathim,"saidMarillaseverely。

"ButI’llwashmyfacebeforeIgocourting,"protestedDavy,tryingtoimprovemattersbyrubbingthebackofhishandoverthesmears。"AndI’llwashbehindmyearstoo,withoutbeingtold。

Irememberedtothismorning,Marilla。Idon’tforgethalfasoftenasIdid。But……"andDavysighed……"there’ssomanycornersaboutafellowthatit’sawfulhardtorememberthemall。Well,ifIcan’tgotoMissLavendar’sI’llgooverandseeMrs。Harrison。

Mrs。Harrison’sanawfulnicewoman,Itellyou。Shekeepsajarofcookiesinherpantrya-purposeforlittleboys,andshealwaysgivesmethescrapingsoutofapanshe’smixedupaplumcakein。

Agoodmanyplumssticktothesides,yousee。Mr。Harrisonwasalwaysaniceman,buthe’stwiceasnicesincehegotmarriedoveragain。Iguessgettingmarriedmakesfolksnicer。Whydon’tYOU

getmarried,Marilla?Iwanttoknow。"

Marilla’sstateofsingleblessednesshadneverbeenasorepointwithher,sosheansweredamiably,withanexchangeofsignificantlookswithAnne,thatshesupposeditwasbecausenobodywouldhaveher。

"Butmaybeyouneveraskedanybodytohaveyou,"protestedDavy。

"Oh,Davy,"saidDoraprimly,shockedintospeakingwithoutbeingspokento,"it’stheMENthathavetodotheasking。"

"Idon’tknowwhytheyhavetodoitALWAYS,"grumbledDavy。

"Seemstomeeverything’sputonthemeninthisworld。

CanIhavesomemorepudding,Marilla?"

"You’vehadasmuchaswasgoodforyou,"saidMarilla;butshegavehimamoderatesecondhelping。

"Iwishpeoplecouldliveonpudding。Whycan’tthey,Marilla?

Iwanttoknow。"

"Becausethey’dsoongettiredofit。"

"I’dliketotrythatformyself,"saidskepticalDavy。"ButI

guessit’sbettertohavepuddingonlyonfishandcompanydaysthannoneatall。TheyneverhaveanyatMiltyBoulter’s。

Miltysayswhencompanycomeshismothergivesthemcheeseandcutsitherself……onelittlebitapieceandoneoverformanners。"

"IfMiltyBoultertalkslikethatabouthismotheratleastyouneedn’trepeatit,"saidMarillaseverely。

"Blessmysoul,"……DavyhadpickedthisexpressionupfromMr。Harrisonanduseditwithgreatgusto……"Miltymeantitasacompelment。He’sawfulproudofhismother,causefolkssayshecouldscratchalivingonarock。"

"I……Isupposethempeskyhensareinmypansybedagain,"

saidMarilla,risingandgoingouthurriedly。

TheslanderedhenswerenowherenearthepansybedandMarilladidnotevenglanceatit。Instead,shesatdownonthecellarhatchandlaugheduntilshewasashamedofherself。

WhenAnneandPaulreachedthestonehousethatafternoontheyfoundMissLavendarandCharlottatheFourthinthegarden,weeding,raking,clipping,andtrimmingasiffordearlife。

MissLavendarherself,allgayandsweetinthefrillsandlacessheloved,droppedhershearsandranjoyouslytomeetherguests,whileCharlottatheFourthgrinnedcheerfully。

"Welcome,Anne。Ithoughtyou’dcometoday。Youbelongtotheafternoonsoitbroughtyou。Thingsthatbelongtogetheraresuretocometogether。Whatalotoftroublethatwouldsavesomepeopleiftheyonlyknewit。Buttheydon’t……andsotheywastebeautifulenergymovingheavenandearthtobringthingstogetherthatDON’Tbelong。Andyou,Paul……why,you’vegrown!You’rehalfaheadtallerthanwhenyouwereherebefore。"

"Yes,I’vebeguntogrowlikepigweedinthenight,asMrs。Lyndesays,"

saidPaul,infrankdelightoverthefact。"Grandmasaysit’stheporridgetakingeffectatlast。Perhapsitis。Goodnessknows……"

Paulsigheddeeply……"I’veeatenenoughtomakeanyonegrow。

Idohope,nowthatI’vebegun,I’llkeepontillI’mastallasfather。

Heissixfeet,youknow,MissLavendar。"

Yes,MissLavendardidknow;theflushonherprettycheeksdeepenedalittle;shetookPaul’shandononesideandAnne’sontheotherandwalkedtothehouseinsilence。

"Isitagooddayfortheechoes,MissLavendar?"queriedPaulanxiously。

ThedayofhisfirstvisithadbeentoowindyforechoesandPaulhadbeenmuchdisappointed。

"Yes,justthebestkindofaday,"answeredMissLavendar,rousingherselffromherreverie。"Butfirstweareallgoingtohavesomethingtoeat。Iknowyoutwofolksdidn’twalkallthewaybackherethroughthosebeechwoodswithoutgettinghungry,andCharlottatheFourthandIcaneatanyhouroftheday……wehavesuchobligingappetites。Sowe’lljustmakearaidonthepantry。

Fortunatelyit’slovelyandfull。IhadapresentimentthatIwasgoingtohavecompanytodayandCharlottatheFourthandIprepared。"

"Ithinkyouareoneofthepeoplewhoalwayshavenicethingsintheirpantry,"declaredPaul。"Grandma’slikethattoo。Butshedoesn’tapproveofsnacksbetweenmeals。Iwonder,"headdedmeditatively,"ifIOUGHTtoeatthemawayfromhomewhenIknowshedoesn’tapprove。"

"Oh,Idon’tthinkshewoulddisapproveafteryouhavehadalongwalk。Thatmakesadifference,"saidMissLavendar,exchangingamusedglanceswithAnneoverPaul’sbrowncurls。

"IsupposethatsnacksAREextremelyunwholesome。ThatiswhywehavethemsooftenatEchoLodge。We……CharlottatheFourthandI……liveindefianceofeveryknownlawofdiet。Weeatallsortsofindigestiblethingswheneverwehappentothinkofit,bydayornight;andweflourishlikegreenbaytrees。Wearealwaysintendingtoreform。Whenwereadanyarticleinapaperwarningusagainstsomethingwelikewecutitoutandpinituponthekitchenwallsothatwe’llrememberit。Butwenevercansomehow……untilafterwe’vegoneandeatenthatverything。Nothinghaseverkilledusyet;butCharlottatheFourthhasbeenknowntohavebaddreamsafterwehadeatendoughnutsandmincepieandfruitcakebeforewewenttobed。"

"GrandmaletsmehaveaglassofmilkandasliceofbreadandbutterbeforeIgotobed;andonSundaynightssheputsjamonthebread,"

saidPaul。"SoI’malwaysgladwhenit’sSundaynight……formorereasonsthanone。Sundayisaverylongdayontheshoreroad。

Grandmasaysit’salltooshortforherandthatfatherneverfoundSundaystiresomewhenhewasalittleboy。Itwouldn’tseemsolongifIcouldtalktomyrockpeoplebutIneverdothatbecauseGrandmadoesn’tapproveofitonSundays。Ithinkagooddeal;butI’mafraidmythoughtsareworldly。GrandmasaysweshouldneverthinkanythingbutreligiousthoughtsonSundays。Butteacherheresaidoncethateveryreallybeautifulthoughtwasreligious,nomatterwhatitwasabout,orwhatdaywethoughtiton。ButIfeelsureGrandmathinksthatsermonsandSundaySchoollessonsaretheonlythingsyoucanthinktrulyreligiousthoughtsabout。AndwhenitcomestoadifferenceofopinionbetweenGrandmaandteacherIdon’tknowwhattodo。Inmyheart"……

PaullaidhishandonhisbreastandraisedveryseriousblueeyestoMissLavendar’simmediatelysympatheticface……"Iagreewithteacher。

Butthen,yousee,GrandmahasbroughtfatherupHERwayandmadeabrilliantsuccessofhim;andteacherhasneverbroughtanybodyupyet,thoughshe’shelpingwithDavyandDora。Butyoucan’ttellhowthey’llturnouttilltheyAREgrownup。SosometimesIfeelasifitmightbesafertogobyGrandma’sopinions。"

"Ithinkitwould,"agreedAnnesolemnly。"Anyway,IdaresaythatifyourGrandmaandIbothgotdowntowhatwereallydomean,underourdifferentwaysofexpressingit,we’dfindoutwebothmeantmuchthesamething。You’dbettergobyherwayofexpressingit,sinceit’sbeentheresultofexperience。We’llhavetowaituntilweseehowthetwinsdoturnoutbeforewecanbesurethatmywayisequallygood。"

Afterlunchtheywentbacktothegarden,wherePaulmadetheacquaintanceoftheechoes,tohiswonderanddelight,whileAnneandMissLavendarsatonthestonebenchunderthepoplarandtalked。

"Soyouaregoingawayinthefall?"saidMissLavendarwistfully。

"Ioughttobegladforyoursake,Anne……butI’mhorribly,selfishlysorry。Ishallmissyousomuch。Oh,sometimes,Ithinkitisofnousetomakefriends。Theyonlygooutofyourlifeafterawhileandleaveahurtthatisworsethantheemptinessbeforetheycame。"

"ThatsoundslikesomethingMissElizaAndrewsmightsaybutneverMissLavendar,"saidAnne。"NOTHINGisworsethanemptiness……andI’mnotgoingoutofyourlife。Therearesuchthingsaslettersandvacations。Dearest,I’mafraidyou’relookingalittlepaleandtired。"

"Oh……hoo……hoo……hoo,"wentPaulonthedyke,wherehehadbeenmakingnoisesdiligently……notallofthemmelodiousinthemaking,butallcomingbacktransmutedintotheverygoldandsilverofsoundbythefairyalchemistsovertheriver。MissLavendarmadeanimpatientmovementwithherprettyhands。

"I’mjusttiredofeverything……evenoftheechoes。Thereisnothinginmylifebutechoes……echoesoflosthopesanddreamsandjoys。

They’rebeautifulandmocking。OhAnne,it’shorridofmetotalklikethiswhenIhavecompany。It’sjustthatI’mgettingoldanditdoesn’tagreewithme。IknowI’llbefearfullycrankybythetimeI’msixty。ButperhapsallIneedisacourseofbluepills。"

AtthismomentCharlottatheFourth,whohaddisappearedafterlunch,returned,andannouncedthatthenortheastcornerofMr。JohnKimball’spasturewasredwithearlystrawberries,andwouldn’tMissShirleyliketogoandpicksome。

"Earlystrawberriesfortea!"exclaimedMissLavendar。"Oh,I’mnotsooldasIthought……andIdon’tneedasinglebluepill!

Girls,whenyoucomebackwithyourstrawberrieswe’llhaveteaouthereunderthesilverpoplar。I’llhaveitallreadyforyouwithhome-growncream。"

AnneandCharlottatheFourthaccordinglybetookthemselvesbacktoMr。Kimball’spasture,agreenremoteplacewheretheairwasassoftasvelvetandfragrantasabedofvioletsandgoldenasamber。

"Oh,isn’titsweetandfreshbackhere?"breathedAnne。"IjustfeelasifIweredrinkinginthesunshine。"

"Yes,ma’am,sodoI。That’sjustexactlyhowIfeeltoo,ma’am,"

agreedCharlottatheFourth,whowouldhavesaidpreciselythesamethingifAnnehadremarkedthatshefeltlikeapelicanofthewilderness。AlwaysafterAnnehadvisitedEchoLodgeCharlottatheFourthmountedtoherlittleroomoverthekitchenandtriedbeforeherlookingglasstospeakandlookandmovelikeAnne。Charlottacouldneverflatterherselfthatshequitesucceeded;butpracticemakesperfect,asCharlottahadlearnedatschool,andshefondlyhopedthatintimeshemightcatchthetrickofthatdaintyupliftofchin,thatquick,starryoutflashingofeyes,thatfashionofwalkingasifyouwereaboughswayinginthewind。ItseemedsoeasywhenyouwatchedAnne。CharlottatheFourthadmiredAnnewholeheartedly。Itwasnotthatshethoughthersoveryhandsome。

DianaBarry’sbeautyofcrimsoncheekandblackcurlswasmuchmoretoCharlottatheFourth’stastethanAnne’smoonshinecharmofluminousgrayeyesandthepale,everchangingrosesofhercheeks。

"ButI’dratherlooklikeyouthanbepretty,"shetoldAnnesincerely。

Annelaughed,sippedthehoneyfromthetribute,andcastawaythesting。

Shewasusedtotakinghercomplimentsmixed。PublicopinionneveragreedonAnne’slooks。Peoplewhohadheardhercalledhandsomemetherandweredisappointed。Peoplewhohadheardhercalledplainsawherandwonderedwhereotherpeople’seyeswere。Anneherselfwouldneverbelievethatshehadanyclaimtobeauty。

Whenshelookedintheglassallshesawwasalittlepalefacewithsevenfrecklesonthenosethereof。Hermirrorneverrevealedtohertheelusive,ever-varyingplayoffeelingthatcameandwentoverherfeatureslikearosyilluminatingflame,orthecharmofdreamandlaughteralternatinginherbigeyes。

WhileAnnewasnotbeautifulinanystrictlydefinedsenseofthewordshepossessedacertainevasivecharmanddistinctionofappearancethatleftbeholderswithapleasurablesenseofsatisfactioninthatsoftlyroundedgirlhoodofhers,withallitsstronglyfeltpotentialities。ThosewhoknewAnnebestfelt,withoutrealizingthattheyfeltit,thathergreatestattractionwastheauraofpossibilitysurroundingher……thepoweroffuturedevelopmentthatwasinher。Sheseemedtowalkinanatmosphereofthingsabouttohappen。

Astheypicked,CharlottatheFourthconfidedtoAnneherfearsregardingMissLavendar。Thewarm-heartedlittlehandmaidenwashonestlyworriedoverheradoredmistress’condition。

"MissLavendarisn’twell,MissShirley,ma’am。I’msuresheisn’t,thoughshenevercomplains。Shehasn’tseemedlikeherselfthislongwhile,ma’am……notsincethatdayyouandPaulwereheretogetherbefore。Ifeelsureshecaughtcoldthatnight,ma’am。

Afteryouandhimhadgoneshewentoutandwalkedinthegardenforlongafterdarkwithnothingbutalittleshawlonher。

TherewasalotofsnowonthewalksandIfeelsureshegotachill,ma’am。EversincethenI’venoticedheractingtiredandlonesomelike。Shedon’tseemtotakeaninterestinanything,ma’am。

Sheneverpretendscompany’scoming,norfixesupforit,nornothing,ma’am。It’sonlywhenyoucomesheseemstochirkupabit。Andtheworstsignofall,MissShirley,ma’am……"CharlottatheFourthloweredhervoiceasifshewereabouttotellsomeexceedinglyweirdandawfulsymptomindeed……"isthatshenevergetscrossnowwhenIbreaksthings。Why,MissShirley,ma’am,yesterdayI

brukhergreenandyallerbowlthat’salwaysstoodonthebookcase。

HergrandmotherbroughtitoutfromEnglandandMissLavendarwasawfulchoiceofit。Iwasdustingitjustascareful,MissShirley,ma’am,anditslippedout,sofashion,aforeIcouldgrabholtofit,andbrukintoaboutfortymillyunpieces。ItellyouIwassorryandscared。IthoughtMissLavendarwouldscoldmeawful,ma’am;

andI’druthershehadthantakeitthewayshedid。Shejustcomeinandhardlylookedatitandsaid,`It’snomatter,Charlotta。

Takeupthepiecesandthrowthemaway。’Justlikethat,MissShirley,ma’am……`takeupthepiecesandthrowthemaway,’asifitwasn’thergrandmother’sbowlfromEngland。Oh,sheisn’twellandIfeelawfulbadaboutit。She’sgotnobodytolookafterherbutme。"

CharlottatheFourth’seyesbrimmedupwithtears。Annepattedthelittlebrownpawholdingthecrackedpinkcupsympathetically。

"IthinkMissLavendarneedsachange,Charlotta。Shestaysherealonetoomuch。Can’tweinducehertogoawayforalittletrip?"

Charlottashookherhead,withitsrampantbows,disconsolately。

"Idon’tthinkso,MissShirley,ma’am。MissLavendarhatesvisiting。

She’sonlygotthreerelationssheevervisitsandshesaysshejustgoestoseethemasafamilyduty。Lasttimewhenshecomehomeshesaidshewasn’tgoingtovisitforfamilydutynomore。

`I’vecomehomeinlovewithloneliness,Charlotta,’shesaystome,`andIneverwanttostrayfrommyownvineandfigtreeagain。

Myrelationstrysohardtomakeanoldladyofmeandithasabadeffectonme。’Justlikethat,MissShirley,ma’am。

’Ithasaverybadeffectonme。’SoIdon’tthinkitwoulddoanygoodtocoaxhertogovisiting。"

"Wemustseewhatcanbedone,"saidAnnedecidedly,assheputthelastpossibleberryinherpinkcup。"JustassoonasIhavemyvacationI’llcomethroughandspendawholeweekwithyou。

We’llhaveapicniceverydayandpretendallsortsofinterestingthings,andseeifwecan’tcheerMissLavendarup。"

"Thatwillbetheverything,MissShirley,ma’am,"exclaimedCharlottatheFourthinrapture。ShewasgladforMissLavendar’ssakeandforherowntoo。WithawholeweekinwhichtostudyAnneconstantlyshewouldsurelybeabletolearnhowtomoveandbehavelikeher。

WhenthegirlsgotbacktoEchoLodgetheyfoundthatMissLavendarandPaulhadcarriedthelittlesquaretableoutofthekitchentothegardenandhadeverythingreadyfortea。Nothingevertastedsodeliciousasthosestrawberriesandcream,eatenunderagreatblueskyallcurdledoverwithfluffylittlewhiteclouds,andinthelongshadowsofthewoodwithitslispingsanditsmurmurings。

AfterteaAnnehelpedCharlottawashthedishesinthekitchen,whileMissLavendarsatonthestonebenchwithPaulandheardallabouthisrockpeople。Shewasagoodlistener,thissweetMissLavendar,butjustatthelastitstruckPaulthatshehadsuddenlylostinterestintheTwinSailors。

"MissLavendar,whydoyoulookatmelikethat?"heaskedgravely。

"HowdoIlook,Paul?"

"JustasifyouwerelookingthroughmeatsomebodyIputyouinmindof,"

saidPaul,whohadsuchoccasionalflashesofuncannyinsightthatitwasn’tquitesafetohavesecretswhenhewasabout。

"YoudoputmeinmindofsomebodyIknewlongago,"saidMissLavendardreamily。

"Whenyouwereyoung?"

"Yes,whenIwasyoung。DoIseemveryoldtoyou,Paul?"

"Doyouknow,Ican’tmakeupmymindaboutthat,"saidPaulconfidentially。"Yourhairlooksold……Ineverknewayoungpersonwithwhitehair。Butyoureyesareasyoungasmybeautifulteacher’swhenyoulaugh。Itellyouwhat,MissLavendar"……

Paul’svoiceandfacewereassolemnasajudge’s……"Ithinkyouwouldmakeasplendidmother。Youhavejusttherightlookinyoureyes……thelookmylittlemotheralwayshad。Ithinkit’sapityyouhaven’tanyboysofyourown。"

"Ihavealittledreamboy,Paul。"

"Oh,haveyoureally?Howoldishe?"

"AboutyourageIthink。HeoughttobeolderbecauseIdreamedhimlongbeforeyouwereborn。ButI’llneverlethimgetanyolderthanelevenortwelve;becauseifIdidsomedayhemightgrowupaltogetherandthenI’dlosehim。"

"Iknow,"noddedPaul。"That’sthebeautyofdream-people……theystayanyageyouwantthem。YouandmybeautifulteacherandmemyselfaretheonlyfolksintheworldthatIknowofthathavedream-people。Isn’titfunnyandniceweshouldallknoweachother?ButIguessthatkindofpeoplealwaysfindeachotherout。

Grandmaneverhasdream-peopleandMaryJoethinksI’mwrongintheupperstorybecauseIhavethem。ButIthinkit’ssplendidtohavethem。

YOUknow,MissLavendar。Tellmeallaboutyourlittledream-boy。"

"Hehasblueeyesandcurlyhair。Hestealsinandwakensmewithakisseverymorning。Thenalldayheplayshereinthegarden……

andIplaywithhim。Suchgamesaswehave。Werunracesandtalkwiththeechoes;andItellhimstories。Andwhentwilightcomes……"

"Iknow,"interruptedPauleagerly。"Hecomesandsitsbesideyou……

SO……becauseofcourseattwelvehe’dbetoobigtoclimbintoyourlap……andlayshisheadonyourshoulder……SO……andyouputyourarmsabouthimandholdhimtight,tight,andrestyourcheekonhishead……

yes,that’stheveryway。Oh,youDOknow,MissLavendar。"

Annefoundthetwoofthemtherewhenshecameoutofthestonehouse,andsomethinginMissLavendar’sfacemadeherhatetodisturbthem。

"I’mafraidwemustgo,Paul,ifwewanttogethomebeforedark。

MissLavendar,I’mgoingtoinvitemyselftoEchoLodgeforawholeweekprettysoon。"

"IfyoucomeforaweekI’llkeepyoufortwo,"threatenedMissLavendar。

XXVIII

ThePrinceComesBacktotheEnchantedPalaceThelastdayofschoolcameandwent。Atriumphant"semi-annualexamination"washeldandAnne’spupilsacquittedthemselvessplendidly。Attheclosetheygaveheranaddressandawritingdesk。Allthegirlsandladiespresentcried,andsomeoftheboyshaditcastuptothemlateronthattheycriedtoo,althoughtheyalwaysdeniedit。

Mrs。HarmonAndrews,Mrs。PeterSloane,andMrs。WilliamBellwalkedhometogetherandtalkedthingsover。

"IdothinkitissuchapityAnneisleavingwhenthechildrenseemsomuchattachedtoher,"sighedMrs。PeterSloane,whohadahabitofsighingovereverythingandevenfinishedoffherjokesthatway。

"Tobesure,"sheaddedhastily,"weallknowwe’llhaveagoodteachernextyeartoo。"

"Janewilldoherduty,I’venodoubt,"saidMrs。Andrewsratherstiffly。

"Idon’tsupposeshe’lltellthechildrenquitesomanyfairytalesorspendsomuchtimeroamingaboutthewoodswiththem。ButshehashernameontheInspector’sRollofHonorandtheNewbridgepeopleareinaterriblestateoverherleaving。"

"I’mrealgladAnneisgoingtocollege,"saidMrs。Bell。

"Shehasalwayswanteditanditwillbeasplendidthingforher。"

"Well,Idon’tknow。"Mrs。Andrewswasdeterminednottoagreefullywithanybodythatday。"Idon’tseethatAnneneedsanymoreeducation。

She’llprobablybemarryingGilbertBlythe,ifhisinfatuationforherlaststillhegetsthroughcollege,andwhatgoodwillLatinandGreekdoherthen?Iftheytaughtyouatcollegehowtomanageamantheremightbesomesenseinhergoing。"

Mrs。HarmonAndrews,soAvonleagossipwhispered,hadneverlearnedhowtomanageher"man,"andasaresulttheAndrewshouseholdwasnotexactlyamodelofdomestichappiness。

"IseethattheCharlottetowncalltoMr。AllanisupbeforethePresbytery,"saidMrs。Bell。"Thatmeanswe’llbelosinghimsoon,Isuppose。"

"They’renotgoingbeforeSeptember,"saidMrs。Sloane。"Itwillbeagreatlosstothecommunity……thoughIalwaysdidthinkthatMrs。Allandressedrathertoogayforaminister’swife。

Butwearenoneofusperfect。DidyounoticehowneatandsnugMr。Harrisonlookedtoday?Ineversawsuchachangedman。HegoestochurcheverySundayandhassubscribedtothesalary。"

"Hasn’tthatPaulIrvinggrowntobeabigboy?"saidMrs。Andrews。

"Hewassuchamiteforhisagewhenhecamehere。IdeclareI

hardlyknewhimtoday。He’sgettingtolookalotlikehisfather。"

"He’sasmartboy,"saidMrs。Bell。

"He’ssmartenough,but"……Mrs。Andrewsloweredhervoice……"I

believehetellsqueerstories。Graciecamehomefromschoolonedaylastweekwiththegreatestrigmarolehehadtoldheraboutpeoplewholiveddownattheshore……storiestherecouldn’tbeawordoftruthin,youknow。ItoldGracienottobelievethem,andshesaidPauldidn’tintendherto。Butifhedidn’twhatdidhetellthemtoherfor?"

"AnnesaysPaulisagenius,"saidMrs。Sloane。

"Hemaybe。YouneverknowwhattoexpectofthemAmericans,"

saidMrs。Andrews。Mrs。Andrews’onlyacquaintancewiththeword"genius"wasderivedfromthecolloquialfashionofcallinganyeccentricindividual"aqueergenius。"Sheprobablythought,withMaryJoe,thatitmeantapersonwithsomethingwronginhisupperstory。

BackintheschoolroomAnnewassittingaloneatherdesk,asshehadsatonthefirstdayofschooltwoyearsbefore,herfaceleaningonherhand,herdewyeyeslookingwistfullyoutofthewindowtotheLakeofShiningWaters。Herheartwassowrungoverthepartingwithherpupilsthatforamomentcollegehadlostallitscharm。ShestillfelttheclaspofAnnettaBell’sarmsaboutherneckandheardthechildishwail,"I’llNEVERloveanyteacherasmuchasyou,MissShirley,never,never。"

Fortwoyearsshehadworkedearnestlyandfaithfully,makingmanymistakesandlearningfromthem。Shehadhadherreward。Shehadtaughtherscholarssomething,butshefeltthattheyhadtaughthermuchmore……lessonsoftenderness,self-control,innocentwisdom,loreofchildishhearts。Perhapsshehadnotsucceededin"inspiring"anywonderfulambitionsinherpupils,butshehadtaughtthem,morebyherownsweetpersonalitythanbyallhercarefulprecepts,thatitwasgoodandnecessaryintheyearsthatwerebeforethemtolivetheirlivesfinelyandgraciously,holdingfasttotruthandcourtesyandkindness,keepingalooffromallthatsavoredoffalsehoodandmeannessandvulgarity。Theywere,perhaps,allunconsciousofhavinglearnedsuchlessons;buttheywouldrememberandpracticethemlongaftertheyhadforgottenthecapitalofAfghanistanandthedatesoftheWarsoftheRoses。

"Anotherchapterinmylifeisclosed,"saidAnnealoud,asshelockedherdesk。Shereallyfeltverysadoverit;buttheromanceintheideaofthat"closedchapter"didcomfortheralittle。

AnnespentafortnightatEchoLodgeearlyinhervacationandeverybodyconcernedhadagoodtime。

ShetookMissLavendaronashoppingexpeditiontotownandpersuadedhertobuyaneworgandydress;thencametheexcitementofcuttingandmakingittogether,whilethehappyCharlottatheFourthbastedandsweptupclippings。MissLavendarhadcomplainedthatshecouldnotfeelmuchinterestinanything,butthesparklecamebacktohereyesoverherprettydress。

"Whatafoolish,frivolouspersonImustbe,"shesighed。

"I’mwholesomelyashamedtothinkthatanewdress……

evenitisaforget-me-notorgandy……shouldexhilaratemeso,whenagoodconscienceandanextracontributiontoForeignMissionscouldn’tdoit。"

MidwayinhervisitAnnewenthometoGreenGablesforadaytomendthetwins’stockingsandsettleupDavy’saccumulatedstoreofquestions。

IntheeveningshewentdowntotheshoreroadtoseePaulIrving。

Asshepassedbythelow,squarewindowoftheIrvingsittingroomshecaughtaglimpseofPaulonsomebody’slap;butthenextmomenthecameflyingthroughthehall。

"Oh,MissShirley,"hecriedexcitedly,"youcan’tthinkwhathashappened!Somethingsosplendid。Fatherishere……

justthinkofthat!Fatherishere!Comerightin。Father,thisismybeautifulteacher。YOUknow,father。"

StephenIrvingcameforwardtomeetAnnewithasmile。Hewasatall,handsomemanofmiddleage,withiron-grayhair,deep-set,darkblueeyes,andastrong,sadface,splendidlymodeledaboutchinandbrow。Justthefaceforaheroofromance,Annethoughtwithathrillofintensesatisfaction。Itwassodisappointingtomeetsomeonewhooughttobeaheroandfindhimbaldorstooped,orotherwiselackinginmanlybeauty。AnnewouldhavethoughtitdreadfuliftheobjectofMissLavendar’sromancehadnotlookedthepart。

"Sothisismylittleson’s`beautifulteacher,’ofwhomIhaveheardsomuch,"saidMr。Irvingwithaheartyhandshake。"Paul’slettershavebeensofullofyou,MissShirley,thatIfeelasifI

wereprettywellacquaintedwithyoualready。IwanttothankyouforwhatyouhavedoneforPaul。Ithinkthatyourinfluencehasbeenjustwhatheneeded。Motherisoneofthebestanddearestofwomen;butherrobust,matter-of-factScotchcommonsensecouldnotalwaysunderstandatemperamentlikemyladdie’s。Whatwaslackinginheryouhavesupplied。Betweenyou,IthinkPaul’straininginthesetwopastyearshasbeenasnearlyidealasamotherlessboy’scouldbe。"

Everybodylikestobeappreciated。UnderMr。Irving’spraiseAnne’sface"burstflowerlikeintorosybloom,"andthebusy,wearymanoftheworld,lookingather,thoughthehadneverseenafairer,sweeterslipofgirlhoodthanthislittle"downeast"

schoolteacherwithherredhairandwonderfuleyes。

Paulsatbetweenthemblissfullyhappy。

"Ineverdreamedfatherwascoming,"hesaidradiantly。"EvenGrandmadidn’tknowit。Itwasagreatsurprise。Asageneralthing……"

Paulshookhisbrowncurlsgravely……"Idon’tliketobesurprised。

Youloseallthefunofexpectingthingswhenyou’resurprised。

Butinacaselikethisitisallright。FathercamelastnightafterIhadgonetobed。AndafterGrandmaandMaryJoehadstoppedbeingsurprisedheandGrandmacameupstairstolookatme,notmeaningtowakemeuptillmorning。ButIwokerightupandsawfather。

ItellyouIjustsprangathim。"

"Withahuglikeabear’s,"saidMr。Irving,puttinghisarmsaroundPaul’sshouldersmilingly。"Ihardlyknewmyboy,hehadgrownsobigandbrownandsturdy。"

"Idon’tknowwhichwasthemostpleasedtoseefather,GrandmaorI,"

continuedPaul。"Grandma’sbeeninkitchenalldaymakingthethingsfatherlikestoeat。Shewouldn’ttrustthemtoMaryJoe,shesays。

That’sHERwayofshowinggladness。_I_likebestjusttositandtalktofather。ButI’mgoingtoleaveyouforalittlewhilenowifyou’llexcuseme。ImustgetthecowsforMaryJoe。Thatisoneofmydailyduties。"

WhenPaulhadscamperedawaytodohis"dailyduty"Mr。IrvingtalkedtoAnneofvariousmatters。ButAnnefeltthathewasthinkingofsomethingelseunderneathallthetime。Presentlyitcametothesurface。

"InPaul’slastletterhespokeofgoingwithyoutovisitanold……

friendofmine……MissLewisatthestonehouseinGrafton。

Doyouknowherwell?"

"Yes,indeed,sheisaverydearfriendofmine,"wasAnne’sdemurereply,whichgavenohintofthesuddenthrillthattingledoverherfromheadtofootatMr。Irving’squestion。Anne"feltinstinctively"thatromancewaspeepingatheraroundacorner。

Mr。Irvingroseandwenttothewindow,lookingoutonagreat,golden,billowingseawhereawildwindwasharping。Forafewmomentstherewassilenceinthelittledark-walledroom。ThenheturnedandlookeddownintoAnne’ssympatheticfacewithasmile,half-whimsical,half-tender。

"Iwonderhowmuchyouknow,"hesaid。

"Iknowallaboutit,"repliedAnnepromptly。"Yousee,"sheexplainedhastily,"MissLavendarandIareveryintimate。Shewouldn’ttellthingsofsuchasacrednaturetoeverybody。Wearekindredspirits。"

"Yes,Ibelieveyouare。Well,Iamgoingtoaskafavorofyou。

IwouldliketogoandseeMissLavendarifshewillletme。WillyouaskherifImaycome?"

Wouldshenot?Oh,indeedshewould!Yes,thiswasromance,thevery,therealthing,withallthecharmofrhymeandstoryanddream。

Itwasalittlebelated,perhaps,likearosebloominginOctoberwhichshouldhavebloomedinJune;butnonethelessarose,allsweetnessandfragrance,withthegleamofgoldinitsheart。

NeverdidAnne’sfeetbearheronamorewillingerrandthanonthatwalkthroughthebeechwoodstoGraftonthenextmorning。

ShefoundMissLavendarinthegarden。Annewasfearfullyexcited。

Herhandsgrewcoldandhervoicetrembled。

"MissLavendar,Ihavesomethingtotellyou……somethingveryimportant。

Canyouguesswhatitis?"

AnneneversupposedthatMissLavendarcouldGUESS;butMissLavendar’sfacegrewverypaleandMissLavendarsaidinaquiet,stillvoice,fromwhichallthecolorandsparklethatMissLavendar’svoiceusuallysuggestedhadfaded。

"StephenIrvingishome?"

"Howdidyouknow?Whotoldyou?"criedAnnedisappointedly,vexedthathergreatrevelationhadbeenanticipated。

"Nobody。Iknewthatmustbeit,justfromthewayyouspoke。"

"Hewantstocomeandseeyou,"saidAnne。"MayIsendhimwordthathemay?"

"Yes,ofcourse,"flutteredMissLavendar。"Thereisnoreasonwhyheshouldn’t。Heisonlycomingasanyoldfriendmight。"

AnnehadherownopinionaboutthatasshehastenedintothehousetowriteanoteatMissLavendar’sdesk。

"Oh,it’sdelightfultobelivinginastorybook,"shethoughtgaily。

"Itwillcomeoutallrightofcourse……itmust……andPaulwillhaveamotherafterhisownheartandeverybodywillbehappy。

ButMr。IrvingwilltakeMissLavendaraway……anddearknowswhatwillhappentothelittlestonehouse……andsotherearetwosidestoit,asthereseemstobetoeverythinginthisworld。"

TheimportantnotewaswrittenandAnneherselfcarriedittotheGraftonpostoffice,whereshewaylaidthemailcarrierandaskedhimtoleaveitattheAvonleaoffice。

"It’ssoveryimportant,"Anneassuredhimanxiously。ThemailcarrierwasarathergrumpyoldpersonagewhodidnotatalllookthepartofamessengerofCupid;andAnnewasnonetoocertainthathismemorywastobetrusted。Buthesaidhewoulddohisbesttorememberandshehadtobecontentedwiththat。

CharlottatheFourthfeltthatsomemysterypervadedthestonehousethatafternoon……amysteryfromwhichshewasexcluded。

MissLavendarroamedaboutthegardeninadistractedfashion。

Anne,too,seemedpossessedbyademonofunrest,andwalkedtoandfroandwentupanddown。CharlottatheFourthenduredittillatienceceasedtobeavirtue;thensheconfrontedAnneontheoccasionofthatromanticyoungperson’sthirdaimlessperegrinationthroughthekitchen。

"Please,MissShirley,ma’am,"saidCharlottatheFourth,withanindignanttossofherverybluebows,"it’splaintobeseenyouandMissLavendarhavegotasecretandIthink,beggingyourpardonifI’mtooforward,MissShirley,ma’am,thatit’srealmeannottotellmewhenwe’veallbeensuchchums。"

"Oh,Charlottadear,I’dhavetoldyouallaboutitifitweremysecret……butit’sMissLavendar’s,yousee。However,I’lltellyouthismuch……andifnothingcomesofityoumustneverbreatheawordaboutittoalivingsoul。Yousee,PrinceCharmingiscomingtonight。Hecamelongago,butinafoolishmomentwentawayandwanderedafarandforgotthesecretofthemagicpathwaytotheenchantedcastle,wheretheprincesswasweepingherfaithfulheartoutforhim。Butatlastheremembereditagainandtheprincessiswaitingstill……becausenobodybutherowndearprincecouldcarryheroff。"

"Oh,MissShirley,ma’am,whatisthatinprose?"gaspedthemystifiedCharlotta。

Annelaughed。

"Inprose,anoldfriendofMissLavendar’siscomingtoseehertonight。"

"Doyoumeananoldbeauofhers?"demandedtheliteralCharlotta。

"ThatisprobablywhatIdomean……inprose,"answeredAnnegravely。

"ItisPaul’sfather……StephenIrving。Andgoodnessknowswhatwillcomeofit,butletushopeforthebest,Charlotta。"

"Ihopethathe’llmarryMissLavendar,"wasCharlotta’sunequivocalresponse。

"Somewomen’sintendedfromthestarttobeoldmaids,andI’mafraidI’moneofthem,MissShirley,ma’am,becauseI’veawfullittlepatiencewiththemen。

ButMissLavendarneverwas。AndI’vebeenawfulworried,thinkingwhatonearthshe’ddowhenIgotsobigI’dHAVEtogotoBoston。Thereain’tanymoregirlsinourfamilyanddearknowswhatshe’ddoifshegotsomestrangerthatmightlaughatherpretendingsandleavethingslyingroundoutoftheirplaceandnotbewillingtobecalledCharlottatheFifth。

Shemightgetsomeonewhowouldn’tbeasunluckyasmeinbreakingdishesbutshe’dnevergetanyonewho’dloveherbetter。"

Andthefaithfullittlehandmaidendashedtotheovendoorwithasniff。

TheywentthroughtheformofhavingteaasusualthatnightatEchoLodge;butnobodyreallyateanything。AfterteaMissLavendarwenttoherroomandputonhernewforget-me-notorgandy,whileAnnedidherhairforher。Bothweredreadfullyexcited;

butMissLavendarpretendedtobeverycalmandindifferent。

"Imustreallymendthatrentinthecurtaintomorrow,"shesaidanxiously,inspectingitasifitweretheonlythingofanyimportancejustthen。"Thosecurtainshavenotwornaswellastheyshould,consideringthepriceIpaid。Dearme,CharlottahasforgottentodustthestairrailingAGAIN。IreallyMUST

speaktoheraboutit。"

AnnewassittingontheporchstepswhenStephenIrvingcamedownthelaneandacrossthegarden。

"Thisistheoneplacewheretimestandsstill,"hesaid,lookingaroundhimwithdelightedeyes。"ThereisnothingchangedaboutthishouseorgardensinceIwasheretwenty-fiveyearsago。

Itmakesmefeelyoungagain。"

"Youknowtimealwaysdoesstandstillinanenchantedpalace,"saidAnneseriously。"Itisonlywhentheprincecomesthatthingsbegintohappen。"

Mr。Irvingsmiledalittlesadlyintoherupliftedface,allastarwithitsyouthandpromise。

"Sometimestheprincecomestoolate,"hesaid。HedidnotaskAnnetotranslateherremarkintoprose。Likeallkindredspiritshe"understood。"

"Oh,no,notifheistherealprincecomingtothetrueprincess,"

saidAnne,shakingherredheaddecidedly,assheopenedtheparlordoor。

WhenhehadgoneinsheshutittightlybehindhimandturnedtoconfrontCharlottatheFourth,whowasinthehall,all"nodsandbecksandwreathedsmiles。"

"Oh,MissShirley,ma’am,"shebreathed,"Ipeekedfromthekitchenwindow……andhe’sawfulhandsome……andjusttherightageforMissLavendar。Andoh,MissShirley,ma’am,doyouthinkitwouldbemuchharmtolistenatthedoor?"

"Itwouldbedreadful,Charlotta,"saidAnnefirmly,"sojustyoucomeawaywithmeoutofthereachoftemptation。"

"Ican’tdoanything,andit’sawfultohangroundjustwaiting,"sighedCharlotta。"Whatifhedon’tproposeafterall,MissShirley,ma’am?

Youcanneverbesureofthemmen。Myoldersister,CharlottatheFirst,thoughtshewasengagedtooneonce。ButitturnedoutHEhadadifferentopinionandshesaysshe’llnevertrustoneofthemagain。

AndIheardofanothercasewhereamanthoughthewantedonegirlawfulbadwhenitwasreallyhersisterhewantedallthetime。

Whenamandon’tknowhisownmind,MissShirley,ma’am,how’sapoorwomangoingtobesureofit?"

"We’llgotothekitchenandcleanthesilverspoons,"saidAnne。

"That’sataskwhichwon’trequiremuchthinkingfortunately……

forICOULDN’Tthinktonight。Anditwillpassthetime。"

Itpassedanhour。Then,justasAnnelaiddownthelastshiningspoon,theyheardthefrontdoorshut。Bothsoughtcomfortfearfullyineachother’seyes。

"Oh,MissShirley,ma’am,"gaspedCharlotta,"ifhe’sgoingawaythisearlythere’snothingintoitandneverwillbe。"Theyflewtothewindow。

Mr。Irvinghadnointentionofgoingaway。HeandMissLavendarwerestrollingslowlydownthemiddlepathtothestonebench。

"Oh,MissShirley,ma’am,he’sgothisarmaroundherwaist,"

whisperedCharlottatheFourthdelightedly。"Hemusthaveproposedtoherorshe’dneverallowit。"

AnnecaughtCharlottatheFourthbyherownplumpwaistanddancedheraroundthekitchenuntiltheywerebothoutofbreath。

"Oh,Charlotta,"shecriedgaily,"I’mneitheraprophetessnorthedaughterofaprophetessbutI’mgoingtomakeaprediction。

There’llbeaweddinginthisoldstonehousebeforethemapleleavesarered。Doyouwantthattranslatedintoprose,Charlotta?"

"No,Icanunderstandthat,"saidCharlotta。"Aweddingain’tpoetry。Why,MissShirley,ma’am,you’recrying!Whatfor?"

"Oh,becauseit’sallsobeautiful……andstorybookish……andromantic……andsad,"saidAnne,winkingthetearsoutofhereyes。"It’sallperfectlylovely……butthere’salittlesadnessmixedupinittoo,somehow。"

"Oh,ofcoursethere’sareskinmarryinganybody,"concededCharlottatheFourth,"but,whenall’ssaidanddone,MissShirley,ma’am,there’smanyaworsethingthanahusband。"

XXIX

PoetryandProseForthenextmonthAnnelivedinwhat,forAvonlea,mightbecalledawhirlofexcitement。ThepreparationofherownmodestoutfitforRedmondwasofsecondaryimportance。MissLavendarwasgettingreadytobemarriedandthestonehousewasthesceneofendlessconsultationsandplanningsanddiscussions,withCharlottatheFourthhoveringontheoutskirtsofthingsinagitateddelightandwonder。

Thenthedressmakercame,andtherewastheraptureandwretchednessofchoosingfashionsandbeingfitted。AnneandDianaspenthalftheirtimeatEchoLodgeandtherewerenightswhenAnnecouldnotsleepforwonderingwhethershehaddonerightinadvisingMissLavendartoselectbrownratherthannavyblueforhertravelingdress,andtohavehergraysilkmadeprincess。

EverybodyconcernedinMissLavendar’sstorywasveryhappy。

PaulIrvingrushedtoGreenGablestotalkthenewsoverwithAnneassoonashisfatherhadtoldhim。

"IknewIcouldtrustfathertopickmeoutanicelittlesecondmother,"

hesaidproudly。"It’safinethingtohaveafatheryoucandependon,teacher。IjustloveMissLavendar。Grandmaispleased,too。Shesaysshe’srealgladfatherdidn’tpickoutanAmericanforhissecondwife,because,althoughitturnedoutallrightthefirsttime,suchathingwouldn’tbelikelytohappentwice。Mrs。LyndesaysshethoroughlyapprovesofthematchandthinksitslikelyMissLavendarwillgiveupherqueernotionsandbelikeotherpeople,nowthatshe’sgoingtobemarried。ButIhopeshewon’tgiveherqueernotionsup,teacher,becauseIlikethem。AndIdon’twanthertobelikeotherpeople。

Therearetoomanyotherpeoplearoundasitis。YOUknow,teacher。"

CharlottatheFourthwasanotherradiantperson。

"Oh,MissShirley,ma’am,ithasallturnedoutsobeautiful。

WhenMr。IrvingandMissLavendarcomebackfromtheirtowerI’mtogouptoBostonandlivewiththem……andmeonlyfifteen,andtheothergirlsneverwenttilltheyweresixteen。Ain’tMr。Irvingsplendid?Hejustworshipsthegroundshetreadsonanditmakesmefeelsoqueersometimestoseethelookinhiseyeswhenhe’swatchingher。Itbeggarsdescription,MissShirley,ma’am。

I’mawfulthankfulthey’resofondofeachother。It’sthebestway,whenall’ssaidanddone,thoughsomefolkscangetalongwithoutit。

I’vegotanauntwhohasbeenmarriedthreetimesandsaysshemarriedthefirsttimeforloveandthelasttwotimesforstrictlybusiness,andwashappywithallthreeexceptatthetimesofthefunerals。

ButIthinkshetookaresk,MissShirley,ma’am。"

"Oh,it’sallsoromantic,"breathedAnnetoMarillathatnight。

"IfIhadn’ttakenthewrongpaththatdaywewenttoMr。Kimball’sI’dneverhaveknownMissLavendar;andifIhadn’tmetherI’dneverhavetakenPaulthere……andhe’dneverhavewrittentohisfatheraboutvisitingMissLavendarjustasMr。IrvingwasstartingforSanFrancisco。Mr。IrvingsayswheneverhegotthatletterhemadeuphismindtosendhispartnertoSanFranciscoandcomehereinstead。

Hehadn’theardanythingofMissLavendarforfifteenyears。Somebodyhadtoldhimthenthatshewastobemarriedandhethoughtshewasandneveraskedanybodyanythingabouther。Andnoweverythinghascomeright。

AndIhadahandinbringingitabout。Perhaps,asMrs。Lyndesays,everythingisforeordainedanditwasboundtohappenanyway。Butevenso,it’snicetothinkonewasaninstrumentusedbypredestination。Yesindeed,it’sveryromantic。"

"Ican’tseethatit’ssoterriblyromanticatall,"saidMarillarathercrisply。MarillathoughtAnnewastooworkedupaboutitandhadplentytodowithgettingreadyforcollegewithout"traipsing"

toEchoLodgetwodaysoutofthreehelpingMissLavendar。"Inthefirstplacetwoyoungfoolsquarrelandturnsulky;thenSteveIrvinggoestotheStatesandafteraspellgetsmarriedupthereandisperfectlyhappyfromallaccounts。Thenhiswifediesandafteradecentintervalhethinkshe’llcomehomeandseeifhisfirstfancy’llhavehim。Meanwhile,she’sbeenlivingsingle,probablybecausenobodyniceenoughcamealongtowanther,andtheymeetandagreetobemarriedafterall。Now,whereistheromanceinallthat?"

"Oh,thereisn’tany,whenyouputitthatway,"gaspedAnne,ratherasifsomebodyhadthrowncoldwateroverher。"Isupposethat’showitlooksinprose。Butit’sverydifferentifyoulookatitthroughpoetry……and_I_thinkit’snicer……"Annerecoveredherselfandhereyesshoneandhercheeksflushed……"tolookatitthroughpoetry。"

Marillaglancedattheradiantyoungfaceandrefrainedfromfurthersarcasticcomments。Perhapssomerealizationcametoherthatafterallitwasbettertohave,likeAnne,"thevisionandthefacultydivine"……thatgiftwhichtheworldcannotbestowortakeaway,oflookingatlifethroughsometransfiguring……orrevealing?……medium,wherebyeverythingseemedapparelledincelestiallight,wearingagloryandafreshnessnotvisibletothosewho,likeherselfandCharlottatheFourth,lookedatthingsonlythroughprose。

"When’stheweddingtobe?"sheaskedafterapause。

"ThelastWednesdayinAugust。Theyaretobemarriedinthegardenunderthehoneysuckletrellis……theveryspotwhereMr。Irvingproposedtohertwenty-fiveyearsago。Marilla,thatISromantic,eveninprose。There’stobenobodythereexceptMrs。IrvingandPaulandGilbertandDianaandI,andMissLavendar’scousins。Andtheywillleaveonthesixo’clocktrainforatriptothePacificcoast。WhentheycomebackinthefallPaulandCharlottatheFourtharetogouptoBostontolivewiththem。

ButEchoLodgeistobeleftjustasitis……onlyofcoursethey’llsellthehensandcow,andboardupthewindows……andeverysummerthey’recomingdowntoliveinit。I’msoglad。ItwouldhavehurtmedreadfullynextwinteratRedmondtothinkofthatdearstonehouseallstrippedanddeserted,withemptyrooms……orfarworsestill,withotherpeoplelivinginit。ButIcanthinkofitnow,justasI’vealwaysseenit,waitinghappilyforthesummertobringlifeandlaughterbacktoitagain。"

Therewasmoreromanceintheworldthanthatwhichhadfallentotheshareofthemiddle-agedloversofthestonehouse。

AnnestumbledsuddenlyonitoneeveningwhenshewentovertoOrchardSlopebythewoodcutandcameoutintotheBarrygarden。

DianaBarryandFredWrightwerestandingtogetherunderthebigwillow。

Dianawasleaningagainstthegraytrunk,herlashescastdownonverycrimsoncheeks。OnehandwasheldbyFred,whostoodwithhisfacebenttowardher,stammeringsomethinginlowearnesttones。

Therewerenootherpeopleintheworldexcepttheirtwoselvesatthatmagicmoment;soneitherofthemsawAnne,who,afteronedazedglanceofcomprehension,turnedandspednoiselesslybackthroughthesprucewood,neverstoppingtillshegainedherowngableroom,whereshesatbreathlesslydownbyherwindowandtriedtocollectherscatteredwits。

"DianaandFredareinlovewitheachother,"shegasped。

"Oh,itdoesseemso……so……soHOPELESSLYgrownup。"

Anne,oflate,hadnotbeenwithouthersuspicionsthatDianawasprovingfalsetothemelancholyByronicheroofherearlydreams。

Butas"thingsseenaremightierthanthingsheard,"orsuspected,therealizationthatitwasactuallysocametoherwithalmosttheshockofperfectsurprise。Thiswassucceededbyaqueer,littlelonelyfeeling……asif,somehow,Dianahadgoneforwardintoanewworld,shuttingagatebehindher,leavingAnneontheoutside。

"Thingsarechangingsofastitalmostfrightensme,"Annethought,alittlesadly。"AndI’mafraidthatthiscan’thelpmakingsomedifferencebetweenDianaandme。I’msureIcan’ttellherallmysecretsafterthis……shemighttellFred。AndwhatCANsheseeinFred?He’sveryniceandjolly……buthe’sjustFredWright。"

Itisalwaysaverypuzzlingquestion……whatcansomebodyseeinsomebodyelse?Buthowfortunateafterallthatitisso,forifeverybodysawalike……well,inthatcase,astheoldIndiansaid,"Everybodywouldwantmysquaw。"ItwasplainthatDianaDIDseesomethinginFredWright,howeverAnne’seyesmightbeholden。

DianacametoGreenGablesthenextevening,apensive,shyyounglady,andtoldAnnethewholestoryintheduskyseclusionoftheeastgable。Bothgirlscriedandkissedandlaughed。

"I’msohappy,"saidDiana,"butitdoesseemridiculoustothinkofmebeingengaged。"

"Whatisitreallyliketobeengaged?"askedAnnecuriously。

"Well,thatalldependsonwhoyou’reengagedto,"answeredDiana,withthatmaddeningairofsuperiorwisdomalwaysassumedbythosewhoareengagedoverthosewhoarenot。"It’sperfectlylovelytobeengagedtoFred……butIthinkitwouldbesimplyhorridtobeengagedtoanyoneelse。"

"There’snotmuchcomfortfortherestofusinthat,seeingthatthereisonlyoneFred,"laughedAnne。

"Oh,Anne,youdon’tunderstand,"saidDianainvexation。"Ididn’tmeanTHAT……it’ssohardtoexplain。Nevermind,you’llunderstandsometime,whenyourownturncomes。"

"Blessyou,dearestofDianas,Iunderstandnow。Whatisanimaginationforifnottoenableyoutopeepatlifethroughotherpeople’seyes?"

"Youmustbemybridesmaid,youknow,Anne。Promisemethat……

whereveryoumaybewhenI’mmarried。"

"I’llcomefromtheendsoftheearthifnecessary,"promisedAnnesolemnly。

"Ofcourse,itwon’tbeforeversolongyet,"saidDiana,blushing。

"Threeyearsattheveryleast……forI’monlyeighteenandmothersaysnodaughterofhersshallbemarriedbeforeshe’stwenty-one。

Besides,Fred’sfatherisgoingtobuytheAbrahamFletcherfarmforhimandhesayshe’sgottohaveittwothirdspaidforbeforehe’llgiveittohiminhisownname。Butthreeyearsisn’tanytoomuchtimetogetreadyforhousekeeping,forIhaven’taspeckoffancyworkmadeyet。ButI’mgoingtobegincrochetingdoiliestomorrow。

MyraGillishadthirty-sevendoilieswhenshewasmarriedandI’mdeterminedIshallhaveasmanyasshehad。"

"Isupposeitwouldbeperfectlyimpossibletokeephousewithonlythirty-sixdoilies,"concededAnne,withasolemnfacebutdancingeyes。

Dianalookedhurt。

"Ididn’tthinkyou’dmakefunofme,Anne,"shesaidreproachfully。

"Dearest,Iwasn’tmakingfunofyou,"criedAnnerepentantly。

"Iwasonlyteasingyouabit。Ithinkyou’llmakethesweetestlittlehousekeeperintheworld。AndIthinkit’sperfectlylovelyofyoutobeplanningalreadyforyourhomeo’dreams。"

Annehadnosoonerutteredthephrase,"homeo’dreams,"thanitcaptivatedherfancyandsheimmediatelybegantheerectionofoneofherown。Itwas,ofcourse,tenantedbyanidealmaster,dark,proud,andmelancholy;butoddlyenough,GilbertBlythepersistedinhangingabouttoo,helpingherarrangepictures,layoutgardens,andaccomplishsundryothertaskswhichaproudandmelancholyheroevidentlyconsideredbeneathhisdignity。AnnetriedtobanishGilbert’simagefromhercastleinSpainbut,somehow,hewentonbeingthere,soAnne,beinginahurry,gaveuptheattemptandpursuedheraerialarchitecturewithsuchsuccessthather"homeo’dreams"wasbuiltandfurnishedbeforeDianaspokeagain。

"Isuppose,Anne,youmustthinkit’sfunnyIshouldlikeFredsowellwhenhe’ssodifferentfromthekindofmanI’vealwayssaidI

wouldmarry……thetall,slenderkind?ButsomehowIwouldn’twantFredtobetallandslender……because,don’tyousee,hewouldn’tbeFredthen。Ofcourse,"addedDianaratherdolefully,"wewillbeadreadfullypudgycouple。Butafterallthat’sbetterthanoneofusbeingshortandfatandtheothertallandlean,likeMorganSloaneandhiswife。Mrs。Lyndesaysitalwaysmakesherthinkofthelongandshortofitwhensheseesthemtogether。"

"Well,"saidAnnetoherselfthatnight,asshebrushedherhairbeforehergiltframedmirror,"IamgladDianaissohappyandsatisfied。Butwhenmyturncomes……ifiteverdoes……Idohopethere’llbesomethingalittlemorethrillingaboutit。ButthenDianathoughtsotoo,once。I’veheardhersaytimeandagainshe’dnevergetengagedanypokycommonplaceway……he’dHAVEtodosomethingsplendidtowinher。Butshehaschanged。PerhapsI’llchangetoo。ButIwon’t……andI’mdeterminedIwon’t。Oh,Ithinktheseengagementsaredreadfullyunsettlingthingswhentheyhappentoyourintimatefriends。"

XXX

AWeddingattheStoneHouseThelastweekinAugustcame。MissLavendarwastobemarriedinit。

TwoweekslaterAnneandGilbertwouldleaveforRedmondCollege。

Inaweek’stimeMrs。RachelLyndewouldmovetoGreenGablesandsetupherlaresandpenatesintheerstwhilespareroom,whichwasalreadypreparedforhercoming。ShehadsoldallhersuperfluoushouseholdplenishingsbyauctionandwasatpresentrevelinginthecongenialoccupationofhelpingtheAllanspackup。Mr。AllanwastopreachhisfarewellsermonthenextSunday。Theoldorderwaschangingrapidlytogiveplacetothenew,asAnnefeltwithalittlesadnessthreadingallherexcitementandhappiness。

"Changesain’ttotallypleasantbutthey’reexcellentthings,"

saidMr。Harrisonphilosophically。"Twoyearsisaboutlongenoughforthingstostayexactlythesame。Iftheystayedputanylongertheymightgrowmossy。"

Mr。Harrisonwassmokingonhisveranda。Hiswifehadself-sacrificinglytoldthathemightsmokeinthehouseifhetookcaretositbyanopenwindow。Mr。Harrisonrewardedthisconcessionbygoingoutdoorsaltogethertosmokeinfineweather,andsomutualgoodwillreigned。

AnnehadcomeovertoaskMrs。Harrisonforsomeofheryellowdahlias。

SheandDianaweregoingthroughtoEchoLodgethateveningtohelpMissLavendarandCharlottatheFourthwiththeirfinalpreparationsforthemorrow’sbridal。MissLavendarherselfneverhaddahlias;

shedidnotlikethemandtheywouldnothavesuitedthefineretirementofherold-fashionedgarden。ButflowersofanykindwereratherscarceinAvonleaandtheneighboringdistrictsthatsummer,thankstoUncleAbe’sstorm;andAnneandDianathoughtthatacertainoldcream-coloredstonejug,usuallykeptsacredtodoughnuts,brimmedoverwithyellowdahlias,wouldbejustthethingtosetinadimangleofthestonehousestairs,againstthedarkbackgroundofredhallpaper。

"Is’poseyou’llbestartingoffforcollegeinafortnight’stime?"

continuedMr。Harrison。"Well,we’regoingtomissyouanawfullot,Emilyandme。Tobesure,Mrs。Lynde’llbeoverthereinyourplace。

Thereain’tnobodybutasubstitutecanbefoundforthem。"

TheironyofMr。Harrison’stoneisquiteuntransferabletopaper。

Inspiteofhiswife’sintimacywithMrs。Lynde,thebestthatcouldbesaidoftherelationshipbetweenherandMr。Harrisonevenunderthenewregime,wasthattheypreservedanarmedneutrality。

"Yes,I’mgoing,"saidAnne。"I’mverygladwithmyhead……andverysorrywithmyheart。"

"Is’poseyou’llbescoopingupallthehonorsthatarelyingroundlooseatRedmond。"

"Imaytryforoneortwoofthem,"confessedAnne,"butI

don’tcaresomuchforthingslikethatasIdidtwoyearsago。

WhatIwanttogetoutofmycollegecourseissomeknowledgeofthebestwayoflivinglifeanddoingthemostandbestwithit。

Iwanttolearntounderstandandhelpotherpeopleandmyself。"

Mr。Harrisonnodded。

"That’stheideaexactly。That’swhatcollegeoughttobefor,insteadofforturningoutalotofB。A。’s,sochockfullofbook-learningandvanitythatthereain’troomforanythingelse。

You’reallright。Collegewon’tbeabletodoyoumuchharm,Ireckon。"

DianaandAnnedroveovertoEchoLodgeaftertea,takingwiththemallthefloweryspoilthatseveralpredatoryexpeditionsintheirownandtheirneighbors’gardenshadyielded。Theyfoundthestonehouseagogwithexcitement。CharlottatheFourthwasflyingaroundwithsuchvimandbrisknessthatherbluebowsseemedreallytopossessthepowerofbeingeverywhereatonce。LikethehelmetofNavarre,Charlotta’sbluebowswavedeverinthethickestofthefray。

"Praisebetogoodnessyou’vecome,"shesaiddevoutly,"forthere’sheapsofthingstodo……andthefrostingonthatcakeWON’Tharden……andthere’sallthesilvertoberubbedupyet……

andthehorsehairtrunktobepacked……andtheroostersforthechickensaladarerunningouttherebeyantthehenhouseyet,crowing,MissShirley,ma’am。AndMissLavendarain’ttobetrustedtodoathing。IwasthankfulwhenMr。Irvingcameafewminutesagoandtookheroffforawalkinthewoods。

Courting’sallrightinitsplace,MissShirley,ma’am,butifyoutrytomixitupwithcookingandscouringeverything’sspoiled。

That’sMYopinion,MissShirley,ma’am。"

AnneandDianaworkedsoheartilythatbyteno’clockevenCharlottatheFourthwassatisfied。Shebraidedherhairininnumerableplaitsandtookherwearylittlebonesofftobed。

"ButI’msureIshan’tsleepablessedwink,MissShirley,ma’am,forfearthatsomething’llgowrongatthelastminute……thecreamwon’twhip……orMr。Irving’llhaveastrokeandnotbeabletocome。"

"Heisn’tinthehabitofhavingstrokes,ishe?"askedDiana,thedimpledcornersofhermouthtwitching。ToDiana,CharlottatheFourthwas,ifnotexactlyathingofbeauty,certainlyajoyforever。

"They’renotthingsthatgobyhabit,"saidCharlottatheFourthwithdignity。"TheyjustHAPPEN……andthereyouare。ANYBODY

canhaveastroke。Youdon’thavetolearnhow。Mr。Irvinglooksalotlikeanuncleofminethathadoneoncejustashewassittingdowntodinneroneday。Butmaybeeverything’llgoallright。Inthisworldyou’vejustgottohopeforthebestandpreparefortheworstandtakewhateverGodsends。"

"TheonlythingI’mworriedaboutisthatitwon’tbefinetomorrow,"

saidDiana。"UncleAbepredictedrainforthemiddleoftheweek,andeversincethebigstormIcan’thelpbelievingthere’sagooddealinwhatUncleAbesays。"

Anne,whoknewbetterthanDianajusthowmuchUncleAbehadtodowiththestorm,wasnotmuchdisturbedbythis。Shesleptthesleepofthejustandweary,andwasrousedatanunearthlyhourbyCharlottatheFourth。

"Oh,MissShirley,ma’am,it’sawfultocallyousoearly,"camewailingthroughthekeyhole,"butthere’ssomuchtodoyet……andoh,MissShirley,ma’am,I’mskeeredit’sgoingtorainandIwishyou’dgetupandtellmeyouthinkitain’t。"Anneflewtothewindow,hopingagainsthopethatCharlottatheFourthwassayingthismerelybywayofrousinghereffectually。Butalas,themorningdidlookunpropitious。BelowthewindowMissLavendar’sgarden,whichshouldhavebeenagloryofpalevirginsunshine,laydimandwindless;andtheskyoverthefirswasdarkwithmoodyclouds。

"Isn’tittoomean!"saidDiana。

"Wemusthopeforthebest,"saidAnnedeterminedly。"Ifitonlydoesn’tactuallyrain,acool,pearlygraydaylikethiswouldreallybenicerthanhotsunshine。"

"Butitwillrain,"mournedCharlotta,creepingintotheroom,afigureoffun,withhermanybraidswoundaboutherhead,theends,tiedupwithwhitethread,stickingoutinalldirections。"It’llholdofftillthelastminuteandthenpourcatsanddogs。Andallthefolkswillgetsopping……andtrackmudalloverthehouse……

andtheywon’tbeabletobemarriedunderthehoneysuckle……andit’sawfulunluckyfornosuntoshineonabride,saywhatyouwill,MissShirley,ma’am。_I_knewthingsweregoingtoowelltolast。"

CharlottatheFourthseemedcertainlytohaveborrowedaleafoutofMissElizaAndrews’book。

Itdidnotrain,thoughitkeptonlookingasifitmeantto。

Bynoontheroomsweredecorated,thetablebeautifullylaid;

andupstairswaswaitingabride,"adornedforherhusband。"

"Youdolooksweet,"saidAnnerapturously。

"Lovely,"echoedDiana。

"Everything’sready,MissShirley,ma’am,andnothingdreadfulhashappenedYET,"wasCharlotta’scheerfulstatementasshebetookherselftoherlittlebackroomtodress。Outcameallthebraids;

theresultantrampantcrinklinesswasplaitedintotwotailsandtied,notwithtwobowsalone,butwithfour,ofbrand-newribbon,brightlyblue。ThetwoupperbowsrathergavetheimpressionofovergrownwingssproutingfromCharlotta’sneck,somewhatafterthefashionofRaphael’scherubs。ButCharlottatheFourththoughtthemverybeautiful,andaftershehadrustledintoawhitedress,sostifflystarchedthatitcouldstandalone,shesurveyedherselfinherglasswithgreatsatisfaction……asatisfactionwhichlasteduntilshewentoutinthehallandcaughtaglimpsethroughthespareroomdoorofatallgirlinsomesoftlyclinginggown,pinningwhite,star-likeflowersonthesmoothripplesofherruddyhair。

"Oh,I’llNEVERbeabletolooklikeMissShirley,"thoughtpoorCharlottadespairingly。"Youjusthavetobebornso,Iguess……

don’tseem’sifanyamountofpracticecouldgiveyouthatAIR。"

Byoneo’clocktheguestshadcome,includingMr。andMrs。Allan,forMr。AllanwastoperformtheceremonyintheabsenceoftheGraftonministeronhisvacation。Therewasnoformalityaboutthemarriage。MissLavendarcamedownthestairstomeetherbridegroomatthefoot,andashetookherhandsheliftedherbigbrowneyestohiswithalookthatmadeCharlottatheFourth,whointerceptedit,feelqueererthanever。Theywentouttothehoneysucklearbor,whereMr。Allanwasawaitingthem。Theguestsgroupedthemselvesastheypleased。AnneandDianastoodbytheoldstonebench,withCharlottatheFourthbetweenthem,desperatelyclutchingtheirhandsinhercold,tremulouslittlepaws。

Mr。Allanopenedhisbluebookandtheceremonyproceeded。JustasMissLavendarandStephenIrvingwerepronouncedmanandwifeaverybeautifulandsymbolicthinghappened。Thesunsuddenlyburstthroughthegrayandpouredafloodofradianceonthehappybride。Instantlythegardenwasalivewithdancingshadowsandflickeringlights。

"Whatalovelyomen,"thoughtAnne,assherantokissthebride。

Thenthethreegirlslefttherestoftheguestslaughingaroundthebridalpairwhiletheyflewintothehousetoseethatallwasinreadinessforthefeast。

"Thanksbetogoodness,it’sover,MissShirley,ma’am,"breathedCharlottatheFourth,"andthey’remarriedsafeandsound,nomatterwhathappensnow。Thebagsofriceareinthepantry,ma’am,andtheoldshoesarebehindthedoor,andthecreamforwhippingisonthesullarsteps。"

AthalfpasttwoMr。andMrs。Irvingleft,andeverybodywenttoBrightRivertoseethemoffontheafternoontrain。AsMissLavendar……Ibegherpardon,Mrs。Irving……steppedfromthedoorofheroldhomeGilbertandthegirlsthrewthericeandCharlottatheFourthhurledanoldshoewithsuchexcellentaimthatshestruckMr。Allansquarelyonthehead。ButitwasreservedforPaultogivetheprettiestsend-off。Hepoppedoutoftheporchringingfuriouslyahugeoldbrassdinnerbellwhichhadadornedthediningroommantel。Paul’sonlymotivewastomakeajoyfulnoise;butastheclangordiedaway,frompointandcurveandhillacrosstherivercamethechimeof"fairyweddingbells,"

ringingclearly,sweetly,faintlyandmorefaint,asifMissLavendar’sbelovedechoeswerebiddinghergreetingandfarewell。

Andso,amidthisbenedictionofsweetsounds,MissLavendardroveawayfromtheoldlifeofdreamsandmake-believestoafullerlifeofrealitiesinthebusyworldbeyond。

TwohourslaterAnneandCharlottatheFourthcamedownthelaneagain。

GilberthadgonetoWestGraftononanerrandandDianahadtokeepanengagementathome。AnneandCharlottahadcomebacktoputthingsinorderandlockupthelittlestonehouse。Thegardenwasapooloflategoldensunshine,withbutterflieshoveringandbeesbooming;

butthelittlehousehadalreadythatindefinableairofdesolationwhichalwaysfollowsafestivity。

"Ohdearme,don’titlooklonesome?"sniffedCharlottatheFourth,whohadbeencryingallthewayhomefromthestation。"Aweddingain’tmuchcheerfullerthanafuneralafterall,whenit’sallover,MissShirley,ma’am。"

Abusyeveningfollowed。Thedecorationshadtoberemoved,thedisheswashed,theuneatendelicaciespackedintoabasketforthedelectationofCharlottatheFourth’syoungbrothersathome。

Annewouldnotrestuntileverythingwasinapple-pieorder;afterCharlottahadgonehomewithherplunderAnnewentoverthestillrooms,feelinglikeonewhotrodalonesomebanquethalldeserted,andclosedtheblinds。ThenshelockedthedoorandsatdownunderthesilverpoplartowaitforGilbert,feelingverytiredbutstillunweariedlythinking"long,longthoughts。"

"Whatareyouthinkingof,Anne?"askedGilbert,comingdownthewalk。Hehadlefthishorseandbuggyoutattheroad。

"OfMissLavendarandMr。Irving,"answeredAnnedreamily。"Isn’titbeautifultothinkhoweverythinghasturnedout……howtheyhavecometogetheragainafteralltheyearsofseparationandmisunderstanding?"

"Yes,it’sbeautiful,"saidGilbert,lookingsteadilydownintoAnne’supliftedface,"butwouldn’tithavebeenmorebeautifulstill,Anne,iftherehadbeenNOseparationormisunderstanding……

iftheyhadcomehandinhandallthewaythroughlife,withnomemoriesbehindthembutthosewhichbelongedtoeachother?"

ForamomentAnne’sheartflutteredqueerlyandforthefirsttimehereyesfalteredunderGilbert’sgazeandarosyflushstainedthepalenessofherface。Itwasasifaveilthathadhungbeforeherinnerconsciousnesshadbeenlifted,givingtoherviewarevelationofunsuspectedfeelingsandrealities。Perhaps,afterall,romancedidnotcomeintoone’slifewithpompandblare,likeagayknightridingdown;perhapsitcrepttoone’ssidelikeanoldfriendthroughquietways;perhapsitrevealeditselfinseemingprose,untilsomesuddenshaftofilluminationflungathwartitspagesbetrayedtherhythmandthemusic,perhaps……

perhaps……loveunfoldednaturallyoutofabeautifulfriendship,asagolden-heartedroseslippingfromitsgreensheath。

Thentheveildroppedagain;buttheAnnewhowalkedupthedarklanewasnotquitethesameAnnewhohaddrivengailydownittheeveningbefore。Thepageofgirlhoodhadbeenturned,asbyanunseenfinger,andthepageofwomanhoodwasbeforeherwithallitscharmandmystery,itspainandgladness。

Gilbertwiselysaidnothingmore;butinhissilencehereadthehistoryofthenextfouryearsinthelightofAnne’srememberedblush。Fouryearsofearnest,happywork……andthentheguerdonofausefulknowledgegainedandasweetheartwon。

Behindtheminthegardenthelittlestonehousebroodedamongtheshadows。Itwaslonelybutnotforsaken。Ithadnotyetdonewithdreamsandlaughterandthejoyoflife;thereweretobefuturesummersforthelittlestonehouse;meanwhile,itcouldwait。Andovertheriverinpurpledurancetheechoesbidedtheirtime。

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