Anne of Avonlea

第8章

Andrews’excellentadviceandsoughtrefugeatthepostoffice。

"TherecomesJohnHenryCarter,"saidMarilla。

JohnHenrycamewadingthroughthehailstoneswitharatherscaredgrin。

"Oh,ain’tthisawful,MissCuthbert?Mr。Harrisonsentmeovertoseeifyoushadcomeoutallright。"

"We’renoneofuskilled,"saidMarillagrimly,"andnoneofthebuildingswasstruck。Ihopeyougotoffequallywell。"

"Yas’m。Notquitesowell,ma’am。Wewasstruck。ThelightningknockedoverthekitchenchimblyandcomedowntheflueandknockedoverGinger’scageandtoreaholeinthefloorandwentintothesullar。Yas’m。"

"WasGingerhurt?"queriedAnne。

"Yas’m。Hewashurtprettybad。Hewaskilled。"LateronAnnewentovertocomfortMr。Harrison。Shefoundhimsittingbythetable,strokingGinger’sgaydeadbodywithatremblinghand。

"PoorGingerwon’tcallyouanymorenames,Anne,"hesaidmournfully。

AnnecouldneverhaveimaginedherselfcryingonGinger’saccount,butthetearscameintohereyes。

"HewasallthecompanyIhad,Anne……andnowhe’sdead。Well,well,I’manoldfooltocaresomuch。I’llletonIdon’tcare。

Iknowyou’regoingtosaysomethingsympatheticassoonasI

stoptalking……butdon’t。IfyoudidI’dcrylikeababy。

Hasn’tthisbeenaterriblestorm?Iguessfolkswon’tlaughatUncleAbe’spredictionsagain。Seemsasifallthestormsthathe’sbeenprophesyingallhislifethatneverhappenedcameallatonce。Beatsallhowhestrucktheverydaythough,don’tit?

Lookatthemesswehavehere。Imusthustleroundandgetsomeboardstopatchupthatholeinthefloor。"

Avonleafolksdidnothingthenextdaybutvisiteachotherandcomparedamages。Theroadswereimpassableforwheelsbyreasonofthehailstones,sotheywalkedorrodeonhorseback。Themailcamelatewithilltidingsfromallovertheprovince。Houseshadbeenstruck,peoplekilledandinjured;thewholetelephoneandtelegraphsystemhadbeendisorganized,andanynumberofyoungstockexposedinthefieldshadperished。

UncleAbewadedouttotheblacksmith’sforgeearlyinthemorningandspentthewholedaythere。ItwasUncleAbe’shouroftriumphandheenjoyedittothefull。ItwouldbedoingUncleAbeaninjusticetosaythathewasgladthestormhadhappened;butsinceithadtobehewasverygladhehadpredictedit……totheveryday,too。UncleAbeforgotthathehadeverdeniedsettingtheday。

Asforthetriflingdiscrepancyinthehour,thatwasnothing。

GilbertarrivedatGreenGablesintheeveningandfoundMarillaandAnnebusilyengagedinnailingstripsofoilclothoverthebrokenwindows。

"Goodnessonlyknowswhenwe’llgetglassforthem,"saidMarilla。

"Mr。BarrywentovertoCarmodythisafternoonbutnotapanecouldhegetforloveormoney。LawsonandBlairwerecleanedoutbytheCarmodypeoplebyteno’clock。WasthestormbadatWhiteSands,Gilbert?"

"Ishouldsayso。IwascaughtintheschoolwithallthechildrenandIthoughtsomeofthemwouldgomadwithfright。Threeofthemfainted,andtwogirlstookhysterics,andTommyBlewettdidnothingbutshriekatthetopofhisvoicethewholetime。"

"Ionlysquealedonce,"saidDavyproudly。"Mygardenwasallsmashedflat,"hecontinuedmournfully,"butsowasDora’s,"headdedinatonewhichindicatedthattherewasyetbalminGilead。

Annecamerunningdownfromthewestgable。

"Oh,Gilbert,haveyouheardthenews?Mr。LeviBoulter’soldhousewasstruckandburnedtotheground。ItseemstomethatI’mdreadfullywickedtofeelgladoverTHAT,whensomuchdamagehasbeendone。Mr。BoultersayshebelievestheA。V。I。S。magickedupthatstormonpurpose。"

"Well,onethingiscertain,"saidGilbert,laughing,"`Observer’

hasmadeUncleAbe’sreputationasaweatherprophet。`UncleAbe’sstorm’willgodowninlocalhistory。Itisamostextraordinarycoincidencethatitshouldhavecomeontheverydayweselected。

Iactuallyhaveahalfguiltyfeeling,asifIreallyhad`magicked’

itup。Wemayaswellrejoiceovertheoldhousebeingremoved,forthere’snotmuchtorejoiceoverwhereouryoungtreesareconcerned。

Nottenofthemhaveescaped。"

"Ah,well,we’lljusthavetoplantthemoveragainnextspring,"

saidAnnephilosophically。"Thatisonegoodthingaboutthisworld……therearealwayssuretobemoresprings。"

XXV

AnAvonleaScandalOneblitheJunemorning,afortnightafterUncleAbe’sstorm,AnnecameslowlythroughtheGreenGablesyardfromthegarden,carryinginherhandstwoblightedstalksofwhitenarcissus。

"Look,Marilla,"shesaidsorroly,holdinguptheflowersbeforetheeyesofagrimlady,withherhaircoifedinagreenginghamapron,whowasgoingintothehousewithapluckedchicken,"thesearetheonlybudsthestormspared……andeventheyareimperfect。

I’msosorry……IwantedsomeforMatthew’sgrave。HewasalwayssofondofJunelilies。"

"Ikindofmissthemmyself,"admittedMarilla,"thoughitdoesn’tseemrighttolamentoverthemwhensomanyworsethingshavehappened……allthecropsdestroyedaswellasthefruit。"

"Butpeoplehavesowntheiroatsoveragain,"saidAnnecomfortingly,"andMr。Harrisonsayshethinksifwehaveagoodsummertheywillcomeoutallrightthoughlate。Andmyannualsareallcomingupagain……butoh,nothingcanreplacetheJunelilies。PoorlittleHesterGraywillhavenoneeither。Iwentallthewaybacktohergardenlastnightbuttherewasn’tone。I’msureshe’llmissthem。"

"Idon’tthinkit’srightforyoutosaysuchthings,Anne,I

reallydon’t,"saidMarillaseverely。"HesterGrayhasbeendeadforthirtyyearsandherspiritisinheaven……Ihope。"

"Yes,butIbelieveshelovesandremembershergardenherestill,"

saidAnne。"I’msurenomatterhowlongI’dlivedinheavenI’dliketolookdownandseesomebodyputtingflowersonmygrave。IfIhadhadagardenherelikeHesterGray’sitwouldtakememorethanthirtyyears,eveninheaven,toforgetbeinghomesickforitbyspells。"

"Well,don’tletthetwinshearyoutalkinglikethat,"wasMarilla’sfeebleprotest,asshecarriedherchickenintothehouse。

Annepinnedhernarcissionherhairandwenttothelanegate,whereshestoodforawhilesunningherselfintheJunebrightnessbeforegoingintoattendtoherSaturdaymorningduties。Theworldwasgrowinglovelyagain;oldMotherNaturewasdoingherbesttoremovethetracesofthestorm,and,thoughshewasnottosucceedfullyformanyamoon,shewasreallyaccomplishingwonders。

"IwishIcouldjustbeidlealldaytoday,"Annetoldabluebird,whowassingingandswingingonawillowbough,"butaschoolma’am,whoisalsohelpingtobringuptwins,can’tindulgeinlaziness,birdie。Howsweetyouaresinging,littlebird。YouarejustputtingthefeelingsofmyheartintosongeversomuchbetterthanIcouldmyself。Why,whoiscoming?"

Anexpresswagonwasjoltingupthelane,withtwopeopleonthefrontseatandabigtrunkbehind。WhenitdrewnearAnnerecognizedthedriverasthesonofthestationagentatBrightRiver;buthiscompanionwasastranger……ascrapofawomanwhosprangnimblydownatthegatealmostbeforethehorsecametoastandstill。Shewasaveryprettylittleperson,evidentlynearerfiftythanforty,butwithrosycheeks,sparklingblackeyes,andshiningblackhair,surmountedbyawonderfulbefloweredandbeplumedbonnet。Inspiteofhavingdriveneightmilesoveradustyroadshewasasneatasifshehadjuststeppedoutoftheproverbialbandbox。

"IsthiswhereMr。JamesA。Harrisonlives?"sheinquiredbriskly。

"No,Mr。Harrisonlivesoverthere,"saidAnne,quitelostinastonishment。

"Well,IDIDthinkthisplaceseemedtootidy……MUCHtootidyforJamesA。

tobelivinghere,unlesshehasgreatlychangedsinceIknewhim,"chirpedthelittlelady。"IsittruethatJamesA。isgoingtobemarriedtosomewomanlivinginthissettlement?"

"No,ohno,"criedAnne,flushingsoguiltilythatthestrangerlookedcuriouslyather,asifshehalfsuspectedherofmatrimonialdesignsonMr。Harrison。

"ButIsawitinanIslandpaper,"persistedtheFairUnknown。"A

friendsentamarkedcopytome……friendsarealwayssoreadytodosuchthings。JamesA。’snamewaswritteninover`newcitizen。’"

"Oh,thatnotewasonlymeantasajoke,"gaspedAnne。"Mr。HarrisonhasnointentionofmarryingANYBODY。Iassureyouhehasn’t。"

"I’mverygladtohearit,"saidtherosylady,climbingnimblybacktoherseatinthewagon,"becausehehappenstobemarriedalready。

_I_amhiswife。Oh,youmaywelllooksurprised。Isupposehehasbeenmasqueradingasabachelorandbreakingheartsrightandleft。

Well,well,JamesA。,"noddingvigorouslyoverthefieldsatthelongwhitehouse,"yourfunisover。Iamhere……thoughIwouldn’thavebotheredcomingifIhadn’tthoughtyouwereuptosomemischief。

Isuppose,"turningtoAnne,"thatparrotofhisisasprofaneasever?"

"Hisparrot……isdead……ITHINK,"gaspedpoorAnne,whocouldn’thavefeltsureofherownnameatthatprecisemoment。

"Dead!Everythingwillbeallrightthen,"criedtherosyladyjubilantly。"IcanmanageJamesA。ifthatbirdisoutoftheway。"

WithwhichcrypticutteranceshewentjoyfullyonherwayandAnneflewtothekitchendoortomeetMarilla。

"Anne,whowasthatwoman?"

"Marilla,"saidAnnesolemnly,butwithdancingeyes,"doIlookasifIwerecrazy?"

"Notmoresothanusual,"saidMarilla,withnothoughtofbeingsarcastic。

"Wellthen,doyouthinkIamawake?"

"Anne,whatnonsensehasgotintoyou?Whowasthatwoman,Isay?"

"Marilla,ifI’mnotcrazyandnotasleepshecan’tbesuchstuffasdreamsaremadeof……shemustbereal。Anyway,I’msureIcouldn’thaveimaginedsuchabonnet。ShesayssheisMr。Harrison’swife,Marilla。"

Marillastaredinherturn。

"Hiswife!AnneShirley!Thenwhathashebeenpassinghimselfoffasanunmarriedmanfor?"

"Idon’tsupposehedid,really,"saidAnne,tryingtobejust。

"Heneversaidhewasn’tmarried。Peoplesimplytookitforgranted。OhMarilla,whatwillMrs。Lyndesaytothis?"

TheyfoundoutwhatMrs。Lyndehadtosaywhenshecameupthatevening。Mrs。Lyndewasn’tsurprised!Mrs。Lyndehadalwaysexpectedsomethingofthesort!Mrs。LyndehadalwaysknowntherewasSOMETHINGaboutMr。Harrison!

"Tothinkofhisdesertinghiswife!"shesaidindignantly。

"It’slikesomethingyou’dreadofintheStates,butwhowouldexpectsuchathingtohappenrighthereinAvonlea?"

"Butwedon’tknowthathedesertedher,"protestedAnne,determinedtobelieveherfriendinnocenttillhewasprovedguilty。"Wedon’tknowtherightsofitatall。"

"Well,wesoonwill。I’mgoingstraightoverthere,"saidMrs。

Lynde,whohadneverlearnedthattherewassuchawordasdelicacyinthedictionary。"I’mnotsupposedtoknowanythingaboutherarrival,andMr。HarrisonwastobringsomemedicineforThomasfromCarmodytoday,sothatwillbeagoodexcuse。I’llfindoutthewholestoryandcomeinandtellyouonthewayback。"

Mrs。LynderushedinwhereAnnehadfearedtotread。NothingwouldhaveinducedthelattertogoovertotheHarrisonplace;

butshehadhernaturalandpropershareofcuriosityandshefeltsecretlygladthatMrs。Lyndewasgoingtosolvethemystery。

SheandMarillawaitedexpectantlyforthatgoodlady’sreturn,butwaitedinvain。Mrs。LyndedidnotrevisitGreenGablesthatnight。

Davy,arrivinghomeatnineo’clockfromtheBoulterplace,explainedwhy。

"ImetMrs。LyndeandsomestrangewomanintheHollow,"hesaid,"andgracious,howtheyweretalkingbothatonce!Mrs。Lyndesaidtotellyoushewassorryitwastoolatetocalltonight。

Anne,I’mawfulhungry。WehadteaatMilty’satfourandIthinkMrs。Boulterisrealmean。Shedidn’tgiveusanypreservesorcake……andeventhebreadwasskurce。"

"Davy,whenyougovisitingyoumustnevercriticizeanythingyouaregiventoeat,"saidAnnesolemnly。"Itisverybadmanners。"

"Allright……I’llonlythinkit,"saidDavycheerfully。

"Dogiveafellowsomesupper,Anne。"

AnnelookedatMarilla,whofollowedherintothepantryandshutthedoorcautiously。

"Youcangivehimsomejamonhisbread,IknowwhatteaatLeviBoulter’sisapttobe。"

Davytookhissliceofbreadandjamwithasigh。

"It’sakindofdisappointingworldafterall,"heremarked。

"Miltyhasacatthattakesfits……she’stookafitregulareverydayforthreeweeks。Miltysaysit’sawfulfuntowatchher。

Iwentdowntodayonpurposetoseeherhaveonebutthemeanoldthingwouldn’ttakeafitandjustkepthealthyashealthy,thoughMiltyandmehungroundalltheafternoonandwaited。Butnevermind"……Davybrightenedupastheinsidiouscomfortoftheplumjamstoleintohissoul……"maybeI’llseeherinonesometimeyet。

Itdoesn’tseemlikelyshe’dstophavingthemallatoncewhenshe’sbeensointhehabitofit,doesit?Thisjamisawfulnice。"

Davyhadnosorrowsthatplumjamcouldnotcure。

Sundayprovedsorainythattherewasnostirringabroad;butbyMondayeverybodyhadheardsomeversionoftheHarrisonstory。TheschoolbuzzedwithitandDavycamehome,fullofinformation。

"Marilla,Mr。Harrisonhasanewwife……well,notezacklynew,butthey’vestoppedbeingmarriedforquiteaspell,Miltysays。

Ialwayss’posedpeoplehadtokeeponbeingmarriedoncethey’dbegun,butMiltysaysno,there’swaysofstoppingifyoucan’tagree。

Miltysaysonewayisjusttostartoffandleaveyourwife,andthat’swhatMr。Harrisondid。MiltysaysMr。Harrisonlefthiswifebecauseshethrowedthingsathim……HARDthings……andArtySloanesaysitwasbecauseshewouldn’tlethimsmoke,andNedClaysaysitwas’causesheneverletupscoldinghim。Iwouldn’tleaveMY

wifeforanythinglikethat。I’djustputmyfootdownandsay,`Mrs。Davy,you’vejustgottodowhat’llpleaseME’causeI’maMAN。’

THAT’DsettleherprettyquickIguess。ButAnnettaClaysaysSHEleftHIMbecausehewouldn’tscrapehisbootsatthedoorandshedoesn’tblameher。I’mgoingrightovertoMr。Harrison’sthisminutetoseewhatshe’slike。"

Davysoonreturned,somewhatcastdown。

"Mrs。Harrisonwasaway……she’sgonetoCarmodywithMrs。RachelLyndetogetnewpaperfortheparlor。AndMr。HarrisonsaidtotellAnnetogooverandseehim`causehewantstohaveatalkwithher。Andsay,thefloorisscrubbed,andMr。Harrisonisshaved,thoughtherewasn’tanypreachingyesterday。"

TheHarrisonkitchenworeaveryunfamiliarlooktoAnne。Thefloorwasindeedscrubbedtoawonderfulpitchofpurityandsowaseveryarticleoffurnitureintheroom;thestovewaspolisheduntilshecouldseeherfaceinit;thewallswerewhitewashedandthewindowpanessparkledinthesunlight。BythetablesatMr。Harrisoninhisworkingclothes,whichonFridayhadbeennotedforsundryrentsandtattersbutwhichwerenowneatlypatchedandbrushed。

Hewassprucelyshavedandwhatlittlehairhehadwascarefullytrimmed。

"Sitdown,Anne,sitdown,"saidMr。HarrisoninatonebuttwodegreesremovedfromthatwhichAvonleapeopleusedatfunerals。

"Emily’sgoneovertoCarmodywithRachelLynde……she’sstruckupalifelongfriendshipalreadywithRachelLynde。Beatsallhowcontrarywomenare。Well,Anne,myeasytimesareover……allover。

It’sneatnessandtidinessformefortherestofmynaturallife,Isuppose。"

Mr。Harrisondidhisbesttospeakdolefully,butanirrepressibletwinkleinhiseyebetrayedhim。

"Mr。Harrison,youaregladyourwifeiscomeback,"criedAnne,shakingherfingerathim。"Youneedn’tpretendyou’renot,becauseIcanseeitplainly。"

Mr。Harrisonrelaxedintoasheepishsmile。

"Well……well……I’mgettingusedtoit,"heconceded。"Ican’tsayIwassorrytoseeEmily。Amanreallyneedssomeprotectioninacommunitylikethis,wherehecan’tplayagameofcheckerswithaneighborwithoutbeingaccusedofwantingtomarrythatneighbor’ssisterandhavingitputinthepaper。"

"NobodywouldhavesupposedyouwenttoseeIsabellaAndrewsifyouhadn’tpretendedtobeunmarried,"saidAnneseverely。

"Ididn’tpretendIwas。Ifanybody’dhaveaskedmeifIwasmarriedI’dhavesaidIwas。Buttheyjusttookitforgranted。

Iwasn’tanxioustotalkaboutthematter……Iwasfeelingtoosoreoverit。ItwouldhavebeennutsforMrs。RachelLyndeifshehadknownmywifehadleftme,wouldn’titnow?"

"Butsomepeoplesaythatyoulefther。"

"Shestartedit,Anne,shestartedit。I’mgoingtotellyouthewholestory,forIdon’twantyoutothinkworseofmethanI

deserve……norofEmilyneither。Butlet’sgooutontheveranda。

Everythingissofearfulneatinherethatitkindofmakesmehomesick。

IsupposeI’llgetusedtoitafterawhilebutiteasesmeuptolookattheyard。Emilyhasn’thadtimetotidyitupyet。"

AssoonastheywerecomfortablyseatedontheverandaMr。Harrisonbeganhistaleofwoe。

"IlivedinScottsford,NewBrunswick,beforeIcamehere,Anne。

Mysisterkepthouseformeandshesuitedmefine;shewasjustreasonablytidyandsheletmealoneandspoiledme……soEmilysays。

Butthreeyearsagoshedied。BeforeshediedsheworriedalotaboutwhatwastobecomeofmeandfinallyshegotmetopromiseI’dgetmarried。

SheadvisedmetotakeEmilyScottbecauseEmilyhadmoneyofherownandwasapatternhousekeeper。Isaid,saysI,`EmilyScottwouldn’tlookatme。’

`Youaskherandsee,’saysmysister;andjusttoeasehermindIpromisedherIwould……andIdid。AndEmilysaidshe’dhaveme。Neverwassosurprisedinmylife,Anne……asmartprettylittlewomanlikeherandanoldfellowlikeme。ItellyouIthoughtatfirstIwasinluck。

Well,weweremarriedandtookalittleweddingtriptoSt。Johnforafortnightandthenwewenthome。Wegothomeatteno’clockatnight,andIgiveyoumyword,Anne,thatinhalfanhourthatwomanwasatworkhousecleaning。Oh,Iknowyou’rethinkingmyhouseneededit……

you’vegotaveryexpressiveface,Anne;yourthoughtsjustcomeoutonitlikeprint……butitdidn’t,notthatbad。IthadgotprettymixedupwhileIwaskeepingbachelor’shall,Iadmit,butI’dgotawomantocomeinandcleanitupbeforeIwasmarriedandthere’dbeenconsiderablepaintingandfixingdone。ItellyouifyoutookEmilyintoabrandnewwhitemarblepalaceshe’dbeintothescrubbingassoonasshecouldgetanolddresson。Well,shecleanedhousetilloneo’clockthatnightandatfourshewasupandatitagain。Andshekeptonthatway……far’sIcouldseesheneverstopped。Itwasscourandsweepanddusteverlasting,exceptonSundays,andthenshewasjustlongingforMondaytobeginagain。ButitwasherwayofamusingherselfandIcouldhavereconciledmyselftoitifshe’dleftmealone。Butthatshewouldn’tdo。She’dsetouttomakemeoverbutshehadn’tcaughtmeyoungenough。Iwasn’tallowedtocomeintothehouseunlessI

changedmybootsforslippersatthedoor。Idarsn’tsmokeapipeformylifeunlessIwenttothebarn。AndIdidn’tusegoodenoughgrammar。Emily’dbeenaschoolteacherinherearlylifeandshe’dnevergotoverit。Thenshehatedtoseemeeatingwithmyknife。Well,thereitwas,pickandnageverlasting。ButI

s’pose,Anne,tobefair,_I_wascantankeroustoo。Ididn’ttrytoimproveasImighthavedone……Ijustgotcrankyanddisagreeablewhenshefoundfault。Itoldheronedayshehadn’tcomplainedofmygrammarwhenIproposedtoher。Itwasn’tanoverlytactfulthingtosay。Awomanwouldforgiveamanforbeatinghersoonerthanforhintingshewastoomuchpleasedtogethim。Well,webickeredalonglikethatanditwasn’texactlypleasant,butwemighthavegotusedtoeachotherafteraspellifithadn’tbeenforGinger。Gingerwastherockwesplitonatlast。Emilydidn’tlikeparrotsandshecouldn’tstandGinger’sprofanehabitsofspeech。Iwasattachedtothebirdformybrotherthesailor’ssake。Mybrotherthesailorwasapetofminewhenwewerelittletadsandhe’dsentGingertomewhenhewasdying。Ididn’tseeanysenseingettingworkedupoverhisswearing。There’snothingIhateworse’nprofanityinahumanbeing,butinaparrot,that’sjustrepeatingwhatit’sheardwithnomoreunderstandingofitthanI’dhaveofChinese,allowancesmightbemade。ButEmilycouldn’tseeitthatway。Womenain’tlogical。ShetriedtobreakGingerofswearingbutshehadn’tanybettersuccessthanshehadintryingtomakemestopsaying`I

seen’and`themthings。’SeemedasifthemoreshetriedtheworseGingergot,sameasme。

"Well,thingswentonlikethis,bothofusgettingraspier,tilltheCLIMAXcame。Emilyinvitedourministerandhiswifetotea,andanotherministerandHISwifethatwasvisitingthem。I’dpromisedtoputGingerawayinsomesafeplacewherenobodywouldhearhim……Emilywouldn’ttouchhiscagewithaten-footpole……andImeanttodoit,forIdidn’twanttheministerstohearanythingunpleasantinmyhouse。Butitslippedmymind……Emilywasworryingmesomuchaboutcleancollarsandgrammarthatitwasn’tanywonder……andIneverthoughtofthatpoorparrottillwesatdowntotea。Justasministernumberonewasintheverymiddleofsayinggrace,Ginger,whowasontheverandaoutsidethediningroomwindow,liftedupHISvoice。ThegobblerhadcomeintoviewintheyardandthesightofagobbleralwayshadanunwholesomeeffectonGinger。Hesurpassedhimselfthattime。

Youcansmile,Anne,andIdon’tdenyI’vechuckledsomeoveritsincemyself,butatthetimeIfeltalmostasmuchmortifiedasEmily。

IwentoutandcarriedGingertothebarn。Ican’tsayIenjoyedthemeal。IknewbythelookofEmilythattherewastroublebrewingforGingerandJamesA。WhenthefolkswentawayI

startedforthecowpastureandonthewayIdidsomethinking。

IfeltsorryforEmilyandkindoffanciedIhadn’tbeensothoughtfulofherasImight;andbesides,IwonderediftheministerswouldthinkthatGingerhadlearnedhisvocabularyfromme。Thelongandshortofitwas,IdecidedthatGingerwouldhavetobemercifullydisposedofandwhenI’ddruvthecowshomeIwentintotellEmilyso。

ButtherewasnoEmilyandtherewasaletteronthetable……justaccordingtotheruleinstorybooks。EmilywritthatI’dhavetochoosebetweenherandGinger;she’dgonebacktoherownhouseandthereshewouldstaytillIwentandtoldherI’dgotridofthatparrot。

"Iwasallriledup,Anne,andIsaidshemightstaytilldoomsdayifshewaitedforthat;andIstucktoit。Ipackedupherbelongingsandsentthemafterher。Itmadeanawfullotoftalk……ScottsfordwasprettynearasbadasAvonleaforgossip……andeverybodysympathizedwithEmily。ItkeptmeallcrossandcantankerousandIsawI’dhavetogetoutorI’dneverhaveanypeace。

IconcludedI’dcometotheIsland。I’dbeenherewhenIwasaboyandIlikedit;butEmilyhadalwayssaidshewouldn’tliveinaplacewherefolkswerescaredtowalkoutafterdarkforfearthey’dfallofftheedge。So,justtobecontrary,Imovedoverhere。Andthat’sallthereistoit。Ihadn’teverheardawordfromoraboutEmilytillIcomehomefromthebackfieldSaturdayandfoundherscrubbingthefloorbutwiththefirstdecentdinnerI’dhadsincesheleftmeallreadyonthetable。

Shetoldmetoeatitfirstandthenwe’dtalk……bywhichI

concludedthatEmilyhadlearnedsomelessonsaboutgettingalongwithaman。Soshe’shereandshe’sgoingtostay……seeingthatGinger’sdeadandtheIsland’ssomebiggerthanshethought。

There’sMrs。Lyndeandhernow。No,don’tgo,Anne。StayandgetacquaintedwithEmily。ShetookquiteanotiontoyouSaturday……

wantedtoknowwhothathandsomeredhairedgirlwasatthenexthouse。"

Mrs。HarrisonwelcomedAnneradiantlyandinsistedonherstayingtotea。

"JamesA。hasbeentellingmeallaboutyouandhowkindyou’vebeen,makingcakesandthingsforhim,"shesaid。"Iwanttogetacquaintedwithallmynewneighborsjustassoonaspossible。Mrs。Lyndeisalovelywoman,isn’tshe?Sofriendly。"

WhenAnnewenthomeinthesweetJunedusk,Mrs。Harrisonwentwithheracrossthefieldswherethefireflieswerelightingtheirstarrylamps。

"Isuppose,"saidMrs。Harrisonconfidentially,"thatJamesA。hastoldyouourstory?"

"Yes。"

"ThenIneedn’ttellit,forJamesA。isajustmanandhewouldtellthetruth。Theblamewasfarfrombeingallonhisside。

Icanseethatnow。Iwasn’tbackinmyownhouseanhourbeforeI

wishedIhadn’tbeensohastybutIwouldn’tgivein。IseenowthatIexpectedtoomuchofaman。AndIwasrealfoolishtomindhisbadgrammar。Itdoesn’tmatterifamandoesusebadgrammarsolongasheisagoodprovideranddoesn’tgopokingroundthepantrytoseehowmuchsugaryou’veusedinaweek。IfeelthatJamesA。

andIaregoingtoberealhappynow。IwishIknewwho`Observer’

is,sothatIcouldthankhim。Iowehimarealdebtofgratitude。"

AnnekeptherowncounselandMrs。Harrisonneverknewthathergratitudefounditswaytoitsobject。Annefeltratherbewilderedoverthefar-reachingconsequencesofthosefoolish"notes。"Theyhadreconciledamantohiswifeandmadethereputationofaprophet。

Mrs。LyndewasintheGreenGableskitchen。ShehadbeentellingthewholestorytoMarilla。

"Well,andhowdoyoulikeMrs。Harrison?"sheaskedAnne。

"Verymuch。Ithinkshe’sarealnicelittlewoman。"

"That’sexactlywhatsheis,"saidMrs。Rachelwithemphasis,"andasI’vejustbeensayin’toMarilla,IthinkweoughtalltooverlookMr。Harrison’speculiaritiesforhersakeandtrytomakeherfeelathomehere,that’swhat。Well,Imustgetback。

Thomas’llbewearyingforme。IgetoutalittlesinceElizacameandhe’sseemedalotbetterthesepastfewdays,butIneverliketobelongawayfromhim。IhearGilbertBlythehasresignedfromWhiteSands。He’llbeofftocollegeinthefall,Isuppose。"

Mrs。RachellookedsharplyatAnne,butAnnewasbendingoverasleepyDavynoddingonthesofaandnothingwastobereadinherface。

ShecarriedDavyaway,herovalgirlishcheekpressedagainsthiscurlyyellowhead。AstheywentupthestairsDavyflungatiredarmaboutAnne’sneckandgaveherawarmhugandastickykiss。

"You’reawfulnice,Anne。MiltyBoulterwroteonhisslatetodayandshowedittoJennieSloane,"`Rosesredandvi’letsblue,Sugar’ssweet,andsoareyou"

andthat’spressesmyfeelingsforyouezackly,Anne。"

XXVI

AroundtheBendThomasLyndefadedoutoflifeasquietlyandunobtrusivelyashehadlivedit。Hiswifewasatender,patient,unweariednurse。

SometimesRachelhadbeenalittlehardonherThomasinhealth,whenhisslownessormeeknesshadprovokedher;butwhenhebecameillnovoicecouldbelower,nohandmoregentlyskillful,novigilmoreuncomplaining。

"You’vebeenagoodwifetome,Rachel,"heoncesaidsimply,whenshewassittingbyhiminthedusk,holdinghisthin,blanchedoldhandinherwork-hardenedone。"Agoodwife。I’msorryIain’tleavingyoubetteroff;butthechildrenwilllookafteryou。

They’reallsmart,capablechildren,justliketheirmother。

Agoodmother……agoodwoman……"

Hehadfallenasleepthen,andthenextmorning,justasthewhitedawnwascreepingupoverthepointedfirsinthehollow,MarillawentsoftlyintotheeastgableandwakenedAnne。

"Anne,ThomasLyndeisgone……theirhiredboyjustbroughttheword。

I’mgoingrightdowntoRachel。"

OnthedayafterThomasLynde’sfuneralMarillawentaboutGreenGableswithastrangelypreoccupiedair。OccasionallyshelookedatAnne,seemedonthepointofsayingsomething,thenshookherheadandbuttoneduphermouth。AfterteashewentdowntoseeMrs。Rachel;

andwhenshereturnedshewenttotheeastgable,whereAnnewascorrectingschoolexercises。

"HowisMrs。Lyndetonight?"askedthelatter。

"She’sfeelingcalmerandmorecomposed,"answeredMarilla,sittingdownonAnne’sbed……aproceedingwhichbetokenedsomeunusualmentalexcitement,forinMarilla’scodeofhouseholdethicstositonabedafteritwasmadeupwasanunpardonableoffense。

"Butshe’sverylonely。Elizahadtogohometoday……hersonisn’twellandshefeltshecouldn’tstayanylonger。"

"WhenI’vefinishedtheseexercisesI’llrundownandchatawhilewithMrs。Lynde,"saidAnne。"IhadintendedtostudysomeLatincompositiontonightbutitcanwait。"

"IsupposeGilbertBlytheisgoingtocollegeinthefall,"saidMarillajerkily。"Howwouldyouliketogotoo,Anne?"

Annelookedupinastonishment。

"Iwouldlikeit,ofcourse,Marilla。Butitisn’tpossible。"

"Iguessitcanbemadepossible。I’vealwaysfeltthatyoushouldgo。

I’veneverfelteasytothinkyouweregivingitalluponmyaccount。"

"ButMarilla,I’veneverbeensorryforamomentthatIstayedhome。

I’vebeensohappy……Oh,thesepasttwoyearshavejustbeendelightful。"

"Oh,yes,Iknowyou’vebeencontentedenough。Butthatisn’tthequestionexactly。Yououghttogoonwithyoureducation。You’vesavedenoughtoputyouthroughoneyearatRedmondandthemoneythestockbroughtinwilldoforanotheryear……andthere’sscholarshipsandthingsyoumightwin。"

"Yes,butIcan’tgo,Marilla。Youreyesarebetter,ofcourse;

butIcan’tleaveyoualonewiththetwins。Theyneedsomuchlookingafter。"

"Iwon’tbealonewiththem。That’swhatImeanttodiscusswithyou。

IhadalongtalkwithRacheltonight。Anne,she’sfeelingdreadfulbadoveragoodmanythings。She’snotleftverywelloff。Itseemstheymortgagedthefarmeightyearsagotogivetheyoungestboyastartwhenhewentwest;andthey’veneverbeenabletopaymuchmorethantheinterestsince。AndthenofcourseThomas’illnesshascostagooddeal,onewayoranother。ThefarmwillhavetobesoldandRachelthinksthere’llbehardlyanythingleftafterthebillsaresettled。

Shesaysshe’llhavetogoandlivewithElizaandit’sbreakingherhearttothinkofleavingAvonlea。Awomanofheragedoesn’tmakenewfriendsandinterestseasy。And,Anne,asshetalkedaboutitthethoughtcametomethatIwouldaskhertocomeandlivewithme,butIthoughtIoughttotalkitoverwithyoufirstbeforeIsaidanythingtoher。IfIhadRachellivingwithmeyoucouldgotocollege。

Howdoyoufeelaboutit?"

"Ifeel……asif……somebody……hadhandedme……themoon……andI

didn’tknow……exactly……whattodo……withit,"saidAnnedazedly。

"ButasforaskingMrs。Lyndetocomehere,thatisforyoutodecide,Marilla。Doyouthink……areyousure……youwouldlikeit?Mrs。Lyndeisagoodwomanandakindneighbor,but……but……"

"Butshe’sgotherfaults,youmeantosay?Well,shehas,ofcourse;

butIthinkI’dratherputupwithfarworsefaultsthanseeRachelgoawayfromAvonlea。I’dmissherterrible。She’stheonlyclosefriendI’vegothereandI’dbelostwithouther。We’vebeenneighborsforforty-fiveyearsandwe’veneverhadaquarrel……thoughwecamerathernearitthattimeyouflewatMrs。Rachelforcallingyouhomelyandredhaired。Doyouremember,Anne?"

"IshouldthinkIdo,"saidAnneruefully。"Peopledon’tforgetthingslikethat。HowIhatedpoorMrs。Rachelatthatmoment!"

"Andthenthat`apology’youmadeher。Well,youwereahandful,inallconscience,Anne。Ididfeelsopuzzledandbewilderedhowtomanageyou。Matthewunderstoodyoubetter。"

"Matthewunderstoodeverything,"saidAnnesoftly,asshealwaysspokeofhim。

"Well,IthinkitcouldbemanagedsothatRachelandIwouldn’tclashatall。Italwaysseemedtomethatthereasontwowomencan’tgetalonginonehouseisthattheytrytosharethesamekitchenandgetineachother’sway。Now,ifRachelcamehere,shecouldhavethenorthgableforherbedroomandthespareroomforakitchenaswellasnot,forwedon’treallyneedaspareroomatall。Shecouldputherstovethereandwhatfurnitureshewantedtokeep,andberealcomfortableandindependent。She’llhaveenoughtoliveonofcourse……herchildren’llseetothat……soallI’dbegivingherwouldbehouseroom。Yes,Anne,farasI’mconcernedI’dlikeit。"

"Thenaskher,"saidAnnepromptly。"I’dbeverysorrymyselftoseeMrs。Rachelgoaway。"

"Andifshecomes,"continuedMarilla,"Youcangotocollegeaswellasnot。She’llbecompanyformeandshe’lldoforthetwinswhatI

can’tdo,sothere’snoreasonintheworldwhyyoushouldn’tgo。"

Annehadalongmeditationatherwindowthatnight。Joyandregretstruggledtogetherinherheart。Shehadcomeatlast……suddenlyandunexpectedly……tothebendintheroad;andcollegewasaroundit,withahundredrainbowhopesandvisions;butAnnerealizedaswellthatwhensheroundedthatcurveshemustleavemanysweetthingsbehind……

allthelittlesimpledutiesandinterestswhichhadgrownsodeartoherinthelasttwoyearsandwhichshehadglorifiedintobeautyanddelightbytheenthusiasmshehadputintothem。Shemustgiveupherschool……

andshelovedeveryoneofherpupils,eventhestupidandnaughtyones。

ThemerethoughtofPaulIrvingmadeherwonderifRedmondweresuchanametoconjurewithafterall。

"I’veputoutalotoflittlerootsthesetwoyears,"Annetoldthemoon,"andwhenI’mpulledupthey’regoingtohurtagreatdeal。Butit’sbesttogo,Ithink,and,asMarillasays,there’snogoodreasonwhyIshouldn’t。

Imustgetoutallmyambitionsanddustthem。"

Annesentinherresignationthenextday;andMrs。Rachel,afterahearttohearttalkwithMarilla,gratefullyacceptedtheofferofahomeatGreenGables。Sheelectedtoremaininherownhouseforthesummer,however;thefarmwasnottobesolduntilthefallandthereweremanyarrangementstobemade。

"IcertainlyneverthoughtoflivingasfarofftheroadasGreenGables,"

sighedMrs。Racheltoherself。"Butreally,GreenGablesdoesn’tseemasoutoftheworldasitusedtodo……Annehaslotsofcompanyandthetwinsmakeitreallively。Andanyhow,I’dratherliveatthebottomofawellthanleaveAvonlea。"

ThesetwodecisionsbeingnoisedabroadspeedilyoustedthearrivalofMrs。Harrisoninpopulargossip。SageheadswereshakenoverMarillaCuthbert’srashstepinaskingMrs。Racheltolivewithher。

Peopleopinedthattheywouldn’tgetontogether。Theywereboth"toofondoftheirownway,"andmanydolefulpredictionsweremade,noneofwhichdisturbedthepartiesinquestionatall。Theyhadcometoaclearanddistinctunderstandingoftherespectivedutiesandrightsoftheirnewarrangementsandmeanttoabidebythem。

"Iwon’tmeddlewithyounoryouwithme,"Mrs。Rachelhadsaiddecidedly,"andasforthetwins,I’llbegladtodoallIcanforthem;butIwon’tundertaketoanswerDavy’squestions,that’swhat。I’mnotanencyclopedia,neitheramIaPhiladelphialawyer。You’llmissAnneforthat。"

"SometimesAnne’sanswerswereaboutasqueerasDavy’squestions,"

saidMarilladrily。"Thetwinswillmissherandnomistake;butherfuturecan’tbesacrificedtoDavy’sthirstforinformation。

WhenheasksquestionsIcan’tanswerI’lljusttellhimchildrenshouldbeseenandnotheard。ThatwashowIwasbroughtup,andIdon’tknowbutwhatitwasjustasgoodawayasallthesenew-fanglednotionsfortrainingchildren。"

"Well,Anne’smethodsseemtohaveworkedfairlywellwithDavy,"

saidMrs。Lyndesmilingly。"Heisareformedcharacter,that’swhat。"

"Heisn’tabadlittlesoul,"concededMarilla。"IneverexpectedtogetasfondofthosechildrenasIhave。Davygetsroundyousomehow……andDoraisalovelychild,althoughsheis……kindof……well,kindof……"

"Monotonous?Exactly,"suppliedMrs。Rachel。"Likeabookwhereeverypageisthesame,that’swhat。Dorawillmakeagood,reliablewomanbutshe’llneversetthepondonfire。Well,thatsortoffolksarecomfortabletohaveround,evenifthey’renotasinterestingastheotherkind。"

GilbertBlythewasprobablytheonlypersontowhomthenewsofAnne’sresignationbroughtunmixedpleasure。Herpupilslookeduponitasasheercatastrophe。AnnettaBellhadhystericswhenshewenthome。AnthonyPyefoughttwopitchedandunprovokedbattleswithotherboysbywayofrelievinghisfeelings。BarbaraShawcriedallnight。PaulIrvingdefiantlytoldhisgrandmotherthatsheneedn’texpecthimtoeatanyporridgeforaweek。

"Ican’tdoit,Grandma,"hesaid。"Idon’treallyknowifIcaneatANYTHING。Ifeelasiftherewasadreadfullumpinmythroat。

I’dhavecriedcominghomefromschoolifJakeDonnellhadn’tbeenwatchingme。IbelieveIwillcryafterIgotobed。Itwouldn’tshowonmyeyestomorrow,wouldit?Anditwouldbesucharelief。

Butanyway,Ican’teatporridge。I’mgoingtoneedallmystrengthofmindtobearupagainstthis,Grandma,andIwon’thaveanylefttograpplewithporridge。OhGrandma,Idon’tknowwhatI’lldowhenmybeautifulteachergoesaway。MiltyBoultersayshebetsJaneAndrewswillgettheschool。IsupposeMissAndrewsisverynice。ButIknowshewon’tunderstandthingslikeMissShirley。"

Dianaalsotookaverypessimisticviewofaffairs。

"Itwillbehorriblylonesomeherenextwinter,"shemourned,onetwilightwhenthemoonlightwasraining"airysilver"throughthecherryboughsandfillingtheeastgablewithasoft,dream-likeradianceinwhichthetwogirlssatandtalked,Anneonherlowrockerbythewindow,DianasittingTurkfashiononthebed。"YouandGilbertwillbegone……andtheAllanstoo。TheyaregoingtocallMr。AllantoCharlottetownandofcoursehe’llaccept。It’stoomean。We’llbevacantallwinter,Isuppose,andhavetolistentoalongstringofcandidates……andhalfofthemwon’tbeanygood。"

"Ihopetheywon’tcallMr。BaxterfromEastGraftonhere,anyhow,"

saidAnnedecidedly。"Hewantsthecallbuthedoespreachsuchgloomysermons。Mr。Bellsayshe’saministeroftheoldschool,butMrs。Lyndesaysthere’snothingwhateverthematterwithhimbutindigestion。Hiswifeisn’taverygoodcook,itseems,andMrs。Lyndesaysthatwhenamanhastoeatsourbreadtwoweeksoutofthreehistheologyisboundtogetakinkinitsomewhere。

Mrs。Allanfeelsverybadlyaboutgoingaway。Shesayseverybodyhasbeensokindtohersinceshecamehereasabridethatshefeelsasifshewereleavinglifelongfriends。Andthen,there’sthebaby’sgrave,youknow。Shesaysshedoesn’tseehowshecangoawayandleavethat……itwassuchalittlemiteofathingandonlythreemonthsold,andshesayssheisafraiditwillmissitsmother,althoughsheknowsbetterandwouldn’tsaysotoMr。Allanforanything。Shesaysshehasslippedthroughthebirchgrovebackofthemansenearlyeverynighttothegraveyardandsungalittlelullabytoit。ShetoldmeallaboutitlasteveningwhenIwasupputtingsomeofthoseearlywildrosesonMatthew’sgrave。

IpromisedherthataslongasIwasinAvonleaIwouldputflowersonthebaby’sgraveandwhenIwasawayIfeltsurethat……"

"ThatIwoulddoit,"suppliedDianaheartily。"OfcourseIwill。

AndI’llputthemonMatthew’sgravetoo,foryoursake,Anne。"

"Oh,thankyou。Imeanttoaskyoutoifyouwould。AndonlittleHesterGray’stoo?Pleasedon’tforgethers。Doyouknow,I’vethoughtanddreamedsomuchaboutlittleHesterGraythatshehasbecomestrangelyrealtome。Ithinkofher,backthereinherlittlegardeninthatcool,still,greencorner;andIhaveafancythatifIcouldstealbacktheresomespringevening,justatthemagictime’twixtlightanddark,andtiptoesosoftlyupthebeechhillthatmyfootstepscouldnotfrightenher,Iwouldfindthegardenjustasitusedtobe,allsweetwithJuneliliesandearlyroses,withthetinyhousebeyonditallhungwithvines;andlittleHesterGraywouldbethere,withhersofteyes,andthewindrufflingherdarkhair,wanderingabout,puttingherfingertipsunderthechinsoftheliliesandwhisperingsecretswiththeroses;

andIwouldgoforward,oh,sosoftly,andholdoutmyhandsandsaytoher,`LittleHesterGray,won’tyouletmebeyourplaymate,forIlovetherosestoo?’Andwewouldsitdownontheoldbenchandtalkalittleanddreamalittle,orjustbebeautifullysilenttogether。AndthenthemoonwouldriseandIwouldlookaroundme……andtherewouldbenoHesterGrayandnolittlevine-hunghouse,andnoroses……onlyanoldwastegardenstarredwithJuneliliesamidthegrasses,andthewindsighing,oh,sosorrowfullyinthecherrytrees。AndIwouldnotknowwhetherithadbeenrealorifIhadjustimagineditall。"

Dianacrawledupandgotherbackagainsttheheadboardofthebed。

Whenyourcompanionoftwilighthoursaidsuchspookythingsitwasjustaswellnottobeabletofancytherewasanythingbehindyou。

"I’mafraidtheImprovementSocietywillgodownwhenyouandGilbertarebothgone,"sheremarkeddolefully。

"Notabitoffearofit,"saidAnnebriskly,comingbackfromdreamlandtotheaffairsofpracticallife。"Itistoofirmlyestablishedforthat,especiallysincetheolderpeoplearebecomingsoenthusiasticaboutit。Lookwhattheyaredoingthissummerfortheirlawnsandlanes。Besides,I’llbewatchingforhintsatRedmondandI’llwriteapaperforitnextwinterandsenditover。Don’ttakesuchagloomyviewofthings,Diana。

Anddon’tgrudgememylittlehourofgladnessandjubilationnow。

Lateron,whenIhavetogoaway,I’llfeelanythingbutglad。"

"It’sallrightforyoutobeglad……you’regoingtocollegeandyou’llhaveajollytimeandmakeheapsoflovelynewfriends。"

"IhopeIshallmakenewfriends,"saidAnnethoughtfully。

"Thepossibilitiesofmakingnewfriendshelptomakelifeveryfascinating。ButnomatterhowmanyfriendsImakethey’llneverbeasdeartomeastheoldones……especiallyacertaingirlwithblackeyesanddimples。Canyouguesswhosheis,Diana?"

"Butthere’llbesomanyclevergirlsatRedmond,"sighedDiana,"andI’monlyastupidlittlecountrygirlwhosays`Iseen’

sometimes……thoughIreallyknowbetterwhenIstoptothink。

Well,ofcoursethesepasttwoyearshavereallybeentoopleasanttolast。IknowSOMEBODYwhoisgladyouaregoingtoRedmondanyhow。

Anne,I’mgoingtoaskyouaquestion……aseriousquestion。Don’tbevexedanddoanswerseriously。DoyoucareanythingforGilbert?"

"Eversomuchasafriendandnotabitinthewayyoumean,"saidAnnecalmlyanddecidedly;shealsothoughtshewasspeakingsincerely。

Dianasighed。Shewished,somehow,thatAnnehadanswereddifferently。

"Don’tyoumeanEVERtobemarried,Anne?"

"Perhaps……someday……whenImeettherightone,"saidAnne,smilingdreamilyupatthemoonlight。

"Buthowcanyoubesurewhenyoudomeettherightone?"persistedDiana。

"Oh,Ishouldknowhim……SOMETHINGwouldtellme。Youknowwhatmyidealis,Diana。"

"Butpeople’sidealschangesometimes。"

"Minewon’t。AndICOULDN’Tcareforanymanwhodidn’tfulfillit。"

"Whatifyounevermeethim?"

"ThenIshalldieanoldmaid,"wasthecheerfulresponse。"Idaresayitisn’tthehardestdeathbyanymeans。"

"Oh,Isupposethedyingwouldbeeasyenough;it’sthelivinganoldmaidIshouldn’tlike,"saidDiana,withnointentionofbeinghumorous。"AlthoughIwouldn’tmindbeinganoldmaidVERYmuchifIcouldbeonelikeMissLavendar。ButInevercouldbe。WhenI’mforty-fiveI’llbehorriblyfat。Andwhiletheremightbesomeromanceaboutathinoldmaidtherecouldn’tpossiblybeanyaboutafatone。Oh,mindyou,NelsonAtkinsproposedtoRubyGillisthreeweeksago。Rubytoldmeallaboutit。Shesayssheneverhadanyintentionoftakinghim,becauseanyonewhomarriedhimwillhavetogoinwiththeoldfolks;butRubysaysthathemadesuchaperfectlybeautifulandromanticproposalthatitsimplysweptheroffherfeet。Butshedidn’twanttodoanythingrashsosheaskedforaweektoconsider;andtwodayslatershewasatameetingoftheSewingCircleathismother’sandtherewasabookcalled`TheCompleteGuidetoEtiquette,’lyingontheparlortable。Rubysaidshesimplycouldn’tdescribeherfeelingswheninasectionofitheaded,`TheDeportmentofCourtshipandMarriage,’

shefoundtheveryproposalNelsonhadmade,wordforword。Shewenthomeandwrotehimaperfectlyscathingrefusal;andshesayshisfatherandmotherhavetakenturnswatchinghimeversinceforfearhe’lldrownhimselfintheriver;butRubysaystheyneedn’tbeafraid;forintheDeportmentofCourtshipandMarriageittoldhowarejectedlovershouldbehaveandthere’snothingaboutdrowninginTHAT。AndshesaysWilburBlairisliterallypiningawayforherbutshe’sperfectlyhelplessinthematter。"

Annemadeanimpatientmovement。

"Ihatetosayit……itseemssodisloyal……but,well,Idon’tlikeRubyGillisnow。IlikedherwhenwewenttoschoolandQueen’stogether……thoughnotsowellasyouandJaneofcourse。

ButthislastyearatCarmodysheseemssodifferent……so……so……"

"Iknow,"noddedDiana。"It’stheGilliscomingoutinher……

shecan’thelpit。Mrs。LyndesaysthatifeveraGillisgirlthoughtaboutanythingbuttheboysshenevershoweditinherwalkandconversation。Shetalksaboutnothingbutboysandwhatcomplimentstheypayher,andhowcrazytheyallareaboutheratCarmody。Andthestrangethingis,theyARE,too……"Dianaadmittedthissomewhatresentfully。"LastnightwhenIsawherinMr。Blair’sstoreshewhisperedtomethatshe’djustmadeanew`mash。’

Iwouldn’taskherwhoitwas,becauseIknewshewasdyingtoBEasked。

Well,it’swhatRubyalwayswanted,Isuppose。Yourememberevenwhenshewaslittleshealwayssaidshemeanttohavedozensofbeauswhenshegrewupandhavetheverygayesttimeshecouldbeforeshesettleddown。

She’ssodifferentfromJane,isn’tshe?Janeissuchanice,sensible,lady-likegirl。"

"DearoldJaneisajewel,"agreedAnne,"but,"sheadded,leaningforwardtobestowatenderpatontheplump,dimpledlittlehandhangingoverherpillow,"there’snobodylikemyownDianaafterall。

Doyourememberthateveningwefirstmet,Diana,and`swore’

eternalfriendshipinyourgarden?We’vekeptthat`oath,’I

think……we’veneverhadaquarrelnorevenacoolness。Ishallneverforgetthethrillthatwentovermethedayyoutoldmeyoulovedme。Ihadhadsuchalonely,starvedheartallthroughmychildhood。I’mjustbeginningtorealizehowstarvedandlonelyitreallywas。Nobodycaredanythingformeorwantedtobebotheredwithme。Ishouldhavebeenmiserableifithadn’tbeenforthatstrangelittledream-lifeofmine,whereinIimaginedallthefriendsandloveIcraved。ButwhenIcametoGreenGableseverythingwaschanged。AndthenImetyou。Youdon’tknowwhatyourfriendshipmeanttome。Iwanttothankyouhereandnow,dear,forthewarmandtrueaffectionyou’vealwaysgivenme。"

"Andalways,alwayswill,"sobbedDiana。"IshallNEVERloveanybody……anyGIRL……halfaswellasIloveyou。AndifIeverdomarryandhavealittlegirlofmyownI’mgoingtonameherANNE。"

XXVII

AnAfternoonattheStoneHouse"Whereareyougoing,alldressedup,Anne?"Davywantedtoknow。

"Youlookbullyinthatdress。"

Annehadcomedowntodinnerinanewdressofpalegreenmuslin……thefirstcolorshehadwornsinceMatthew’sdeath。Itbecameherperfectly,bringingoutallthedelicate,flower-liketintsofherfaceandtheglossandburnishofherhair。

"Davy,howmanytimeshaveItoldyouthatyoumustn’tusethatword,"

sherebuked。"I’mgoingtoEchoLodge。"

"Takemewithyou,"entreatedDavy。

"IwouldifIweredriving。ButI’mgoingtowalkandit’stoofarforyoureight-year-oldlegs。Besides,PaulisgoingwithmeandI

fearyoudon’tenjoyyourselfinhiscompany。"

"Oh,IlikePaullotsbetter’nIdid,"saidDavy,beginningtomakefearfulinroadsintohispudding。"SinceI’vegotprettygoodmyselfIdon’tmindhisbeinggoodersomuch。IfIcankeeponI’llcatchupwithhimsomeday,bothinlegsandgoodness。

’Sides,Paul’srealnicetoussecondprimerboysinschool。

Hewon’tlettheotherbigboysmeddlewithusandheshowsuslotsofgames。"

"HowcamePaultofallintothebrookatnoonhouryesterday?"

askedAnne。"Imethimontheplayground,suchadrippingfigurethatIsenthimpromptlyhomeforclotheswithoutwaitingtofindoutwhathadhappened。"

"Well,itwaspartlyazacksident,"explainedDavy。"Hestuckhisheadinonpurposebuttherestofhimfellinzacksidentally。

WewasalldownatthebrookandPrillieRogersongotmadatPaulaboutsomething……she’sawfulmeanandhorridanyway,ifsheIS

pretty……andsaidthathisgrandmotherputhishairupincurlragseverynight。Paulwouldn’thavemindedwhatshesaid,Iguess,butGracieAndrewslaughed,andPaulgotawfulred,’causeGracie’shisgirl,youknow。He’sCLEANGONEonher……bringsherflowersandcarriesherbooksasfarastheshoreroad。Hegotasredasabeetandsaidhisgrandmotherdidn’tdoanysuchthingandhishairwasborncurly。Andthenhelaiddownonthebankandstuckhisheadrightintothespringtoshowthem。Oh,itwasn’tthespringwedrinkoutof……"seeingahorrifiedlookonMarilla’sface……"itwasthelittleonelowerdown。Butthebank’sawfulslippyandPaulwentrightin。Itellyouhemadeabullysplash。

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