FAR FROM THE MADDING CROWD

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AndIwantitnow,atonce。’

`Wecouldnotgetanythingspecialworkedthisweek。’

`Imusthaveitnow。’

`Ifyouwouldlikeoneoftheseinstockitcouldbegotreadyimmediately。’

`Verywell,’saidTroy,impatiently。`Let’sseewhatyouhave。’

`ThebestIhaveinstockisthisone,’saidthestone-cutter,goingintoashed。`Here’samarbleheadstonebeautifullycrocketed;withmedallionsbeneathoftypicalsubjects;here’sthefootstoneafterthesamepattern,andhere’sthecopingtoenclosethegrave。Thepolishingaloneofthesetcostmeelevenpounds-theslabsarethebestoftheirkind,andI

canwarrantthemtoresistrainandfrostforahundredyearswithoutflying。’

`Andhowmuch?’

`Well,Icouldaddthename,andputitupatWeatherburyforthesumyoumention。’

`Getitdoneto-day,andI’llpaythemoneynow。’

Themanagreed,andwonderedatsuchamoodinavisitorwhoworenotashredofmourning。Troythenwrotethewordswhichweretoformtheinscription,settledtheaccountandwentaway。Intheafternoonhecamebackagain,andfoundthattheletteringwasalmostdone。Hewaitedintheyardtillthetombwaspacked,andsawitplacedinthecartandstartingonitswaytoWeatherbury,givingdirectionstothetwomenwhoweretoaccompanyittoinquireofthesextonforthegraveofthepersonnamedintheinscription。

ItwasquitedarkwhenTroycameoutofCasterbridge。Hecarriedratheraheavybasketuponhisarm,withwhichhestrodemoodilyalongtheroad,restingoccasionallyatbridgesandgates,whereonhedepositedhisburdenforatime。Midwayonhisjourneyhemet,returninginthedarkness,themenandthewaggonwhichhadconveyedthetomb。Hemerelyinquirediftheworkwasdone,and,onbeingassuredthatitwas,passedonagain。

TroyenteredWeatherburychurchyardaboutteno’clock,andwentImmediatelytothecornerwherehehadmarkedthevacantgraveearlyinthemorning。

Itwasontheobscuresideofthetower,screenedtoagreatextentfromtheviewofpassersalongtheroad-aspotwhichuntillatelyhadbeenabandonedtoheapsofstonesandbushesofalder,butnowitwasclearedandmadeorderlyforinterments,byreasonoftherapidfillingofthegroundelsewhere。

Herenowstoodthetombasthemenhadstated,snow-whiteandshapelyinthegloom,consistingofheadandfootstone,andenclosingborderofmarble-workunitingthem。Inthemidstwasmould,suitableforplants。

Troydepositedhisbasketbesidethetomb,andvanishedforafewminutes。

Whenhereturnedhecarriedaspadeandalantern,thelightofwhichhedirectedforafewmomentsuponthemarblewhilsthereadtheinscription。

Hehunghislanternonthelowestboughoftheyew-tree,andtookfromhisbasketflower-rootsofseveralvarieties。Therewerebundlesofsnowdrop,hyacinthandcrocusbulbs,violetsanddoubledaisies,whichweretobloominearlyspring,andofcarnations,pinks,picotees;lilies-ofthevalley,forget-me-not,summer’sfarewell;meadow-saffronandothers,forthelaterseasonsoftheyear。

Troylaidtheseoutuponthegrass,andwithanimpassivefacesettoworktoplantthem。Thesnowdropswerearrangedinalineontheoutsideofthecoping,theremainderwithintheenclosureofthegrave。Thecrocusesandhyacinthsweretogrowinrows;someofthesummerflowersheplacedoverherheadandfeet,theliliesandforget-me-notsoverherheart。Theremainderweredispersedinthespacesbetweenthese。

Troy,inhisprostrationatthistime,hadnoperceptionthatinthefutilityoftheseromanticdoings,dictatedbyaremorsefulreactionfrompreviousindifference,therewasanyelementofabsurdity。DerivinghisidiosyncrasiesfrombothsidesoftheChannel,heshowedatsuchjuncturesasthepresenttheinelasticityoftheEnglishman,togetherwiththatblindnesstothelinewheresentimentvergesonmawkishness,characteristicoftheFrench。

Itwasacloudy,muggy,andverydarknight,andtheraysfromTroy’slanternspreadintothetwooldyewswithastrangeilluminatingpower,flickering,asitseemed,uptotheblackceilingofcloudabove。Hefeltalargedropofrainuponthebackofhishand,andpresentlyonecameandenteredoneoftheholesofthelantern,whereuponthecandlesputteredandwentout。Troywasweary,anditbeingnownotfarfrommidnight,andtherainthreateningtoincrease,heresolvedtoleavethefinishingtouchesofhislabouruntilthedayshouldbreak。Hegropedalongthewallandoverthegravesinthedarktillhefoundhimselfroundatthenorthside。

Hereheenteredtheporch,and,reclininguponthebenchwithin,fellasleep。

CHAPTERFORTY-SIXTheGurgoyle:itsDoingsThetowerofWeatherburyChurchwasasquareerectionoffourteenth-centurydate,havingtwostonegurgoylesoneachofthetourfacesofitsparapet。

Oftheseeightcarvedprotuberancesonlytwoatthistimecontinuedtoservethepurposeoftheirerection-thatofspoutingthewaterfromtheleadroofwithin。Onemouthineachfronthadbeenclosedbybygonechurchwardensassuperfluous,andtwootherswerebrokenawayandchoked-amatternotofmuchconsequencetothewell-beingofthetower,forthetwomouthswhichstillremainedopenandactiveweregapingenoughtodoallthework。

Ithasbeensometimesarguedthatthereisnotruercriterionofthevitalityofanygivenart-periodthanthepowerofthemaster-spiritsofthattimeingrotesque;andcertainlyintheinstanceofGothicartthereisnodisputingtheproposition。Weatherburytowerwasasomewhatearlyinstanceoftheuseofanornamentalparapetinparishasdistinctfromcathedralchurches,andthegurgoyleswhicharethenecessarycorrelativesofaparapet,wereexceptionallyprominent-oftheboldestcutthatthehandcouldshape,andofthemostoriginaldesignthatahumanbraincouldconceive。Therewas,sotospeak,thatsymmetryintheirdistortionwhichislessthecharacteristicofBritishthanofContinentalgrotesquesoftheperiod。Alltheeightweredifferentfromeachother。Abeholderwasconvincedthatnothingonearthcouldbemorehideousthanthosehesawonthenorthsideuntilhewentroundtothesouth。Ofthetwoonthislatterface,onlythatatthenorth-easterncornerconcernsthestory。

Itwastoohumantobecalledlikeadragon,tooimpishtobelikeaman,tooanimaltobelikeafiend,andnotenoughlikeabirdtobecalledagriffin。Thishorriblestoneentitywasfashionedasifcoveredwithawrinkledhide;ithadshort,erectears,eyesstartingfromtheirsockets,anditsfingersandhandswereseizingthecornersofitsmouth,whichtheythusseemedtopullopentogivefreepassagetothewaterifvomited。

Thelowerrowofteethwasquitewashedaway,thoughtheupperstillremained。

Hereandthus,juttingacoupleoffeetfromthewallagainstwhichitstoesrestedasasupport,thecreaturehadforfourhundredyearslaughedatthesurroundinglandscape,voicelesslyindryweather,andinwetwithagurglingandsnortingsound。

Troysleptonintheporch,andtherainincreasedoutside。Presentlythegurgoylespat。Induetimeasmallstreambegantotricklethroughtheseventyfeetofaerialspacebetweenitsmouthandtheground,whichthewater-dropssmotelikeduckshotintheiracceleratedvelocity。Thestreamthickenedinsubstance,andincreasedinpower,graduallyspoutingfartherandyetfartherfromthesideofthetower。Whentherainfellinasteadyandceaselesstorrentthestreamdasheddownwardinvolumes。

Wefollowitscoursetothegroundatthispointoftime。Theendoftheliquidparabolahascomeforwardfromthewall,hasadvancedovertheplinthmouldings,overaheapofstones,overthemarbleborder,intothemidstofFannyRobin’sgrave。

Theforceofthestreamhad,untilverylately,beenreceiveduponsomeloosestonesspreadthereabout,whichhadactedasashieldtothesoilundertheonset。Theseduringthesummerhadbeenclearedfromtheground,andtherewasnownothingtoresistthedownfallbutthebareearth。Forseveralyearsthestreamhadnotspoutedsofarfromthetowerasitwasdoingonthisnight,andsuchacontingencyhadbeenoverlooked。Sometimesthisobscurecornerreceivednoinhabitantforthespaceoftwoorthreeyears,andthenitwasusuallybutapauper,apoacher,orothersinnerofundignifiedsins。

Thepersistenttorrentfromthegurgoyle’sjawsdirectedallitsvengeanceintothegrave。Therichtawnymouldwasstirredintomotion,andboiledlikechocolate。Thewateraccumulatedandwasheddeeperdown,andtheroarofthepoolthusformedspreadintothenightastheheadandchiefamongothernoisesofthekindcreatedbythedelugingrain。TheflowerssocarefullyplantedbyFanny’srepentantloverbegantomoveandwritheintheirbed。

Thewinter-violetsturnedslowlyupsidedown,andbecameamerematofmud。Soonthesnowdropandotherbulbsdancedintheboilingmasslikeingredientsinacauldron。Plantsofthetuftedspecieswereloosened,rosetothesurface,andfloatedoff。

Troydidnotawakefromhiscomfortlesssleeptillitwasbroadday。

Nothavingbeentobedfortwonightshisshouldersfeltstiff,hisfeettender,andhisheadheavy。Herememberedhisposition,arose,shivered,tookthespade,andagainwenton。

Therainhadquiteceased,andthesunwasshiningthroughthegreen,brown,andyellowleaves,nowsparklingandvarnishedbytheraindropstothebrightnessofsimilareffectsinthelandscapesofRuysdaelandHobbema;andfillofallthoseinfinitebeautiesthatarisefromtheunionofwaterandcolourwithhighlights。Theairwasrenderedsotransparentbytheheavyfallofrainthattheautumnhuesofthemiddledistancewereasrichasthosenearathand,andtheremotefieldsinterceptedbytheangleofthetowerappearedinthesameplaneasthetoweritself。

Heenteredthegravelpathwhichwouldtakehimbehindthetower。Thepath,insteadofbeingstonyasithadbeenthenightbefore,wasbrownedoverwithathincoatingofmud。Atoneplaceinthepathhesawatuftofstringyrootswashedwhiteandcleanasabundleoftendons。Hepickeditup-surelyitcouldnotbeoneoftheprimroseshehadplanted?Hesawabulb,another,andanotherasheadvanced。Beyonddoubttheywerethecrocuses。WithafaceofperplexeddismayTroyturnedthecornerandthenbeheldthewreckthestreamhadmade。

Thepooluponthegravehadsoakedawayintotheground,andinitsplacewasahollow。Thedisturbedearthwaswashedoverthegrassandpathwayintheguiseofthebrownmudhehadalreadyseen,anditspottedthemarbletombstonewiththesamestains。Nearlyalltheflowerswerewashedcleanoutoftheground,andtheylay,rootsupwards,onthespotswhithertheyhadbeensplashedbythestream。

Troy’sbrowbecameheavilycontracted。Hesethisteethclosely,andhiscompressedlipsmovedasthoseofoneingreatpain。Thissingularaccident,byastrangeconfluenceofemotionsinhim,wasfeltasthesharpeststingofall。Troy’sfacewasveryexpressive,andanyobserverwhohadseenhimnowwouldhardlyhavebelievedhimtobeamanwhohadlaughed,andsung,andpouredlove-triflesintoawoman’sear。Tocursehismiserablelotwasatfirsthisimpulse,buteventhatloweststageofrebellionneededanactivitywhoseabsencewasnecessarilyantecedenttotheexistenceofthemorbidmiserywhichwrunghim。Thesight,comingasitdid,superimposedupontheotherdarksceneryofthepreviousdays,formedasortofclimaxtothewholepanorama,anditwasmorethanhecouldendure。Sanguinebynature,Troyhadapowerofeludinggriefbysimplyadjourningit。Hecouldputofftheconsiderationofanyparticularspectretillthematterhadbecomeoldandsoftenedbytime。TheplantingofflowersonFanny’sgravehadbeenperhapsbutaspeciesofelusionoftheprimarygrief,andnowitwasasifhisintentionhadbeenknownandcircumvented。

AlmostforthefirsttimeinhislifeTroy,ashestoodbythisdismantledgrave,wishedhimselfanotherman。Itisseldomthatapersonwithmuchanimalspiritdoesnotfeelthatthefactofhislifebeinghisownistheonequalificationwhichsinglesitoutasamorehopefullifethanthatofotherswhomayactuallyresemblehimineveryparticular。Troyhadfelt,inhistransientway,hundredsoftimes,thathecouldnotenvyotherpeopletheircondition,becausethepossessionofthatconditionwouldhavenecessitatedadifferentpersonalitywhenhedesirednootherthanhisown。Hehadnotmindedthepeculiaritiesofhisbirth,thevicissitudesofhislife,themeteor-likeuncertaintyofallthatrelatedtohim,becausetheseappertainedtotheheroofhisstory,withoutwhomtherewouldhavebeennostoryatallforhim;anditseemedtobeonlyinthenatureofthingsthatmatterswouldrightthemselvesatsomeproperdateandwindupwell。Thisverymorningtheillusioncompleteditsdisappearance,and,asitwere,allofasudden,Troyhatedhimself。Thesuddennesswasprobablymoreapparentthanreal。Acoralreefwhichjustcomesshortoftheoceansurfaceisnomoretothehorizonthanifithadneverbeenbegun,andthemerefinishingstrokeiswhatoftenappearstocreateaneventwhichhaslongbeenpotentiallyanaccomplishedthing。

Hestoodandmeditated-amiserableman。Whithershouldhego?`Hethatisaccursed,lethimbeaccursedstill,’wasthepitilessanathemawritteninthisspoliatedeffortofhisnew-bornsolicitousness。Amanwhohasspenthisprimalstrengthinjourneyinginonedirectionhasnotmuchspiritleftforreversinghiscourse。Troyhad,sinceyesterday,faintlyreversedhis;butthemerestoppositionhaddisheartenedhim。Toturnaboutwouldhavebeenhardenoughunderthegreatestprovidentialencouragement;

buttofindthatProvidence,farfromhelpinghimintoanewcourse,orshowinganywishthathemightadoptone,actuallyjeeredhisfirsttremblingandcriticalattemptinthatkind,wasmorethannaturecouldbear。

Heslowlywithdrewfromthegrave。Hedidnotattempttofillupthehole,replacetheflowers,ordoanythingatall。Hesimplythrewuphiscardsandforsworehisgameforthattimeandalways。Goingoutofthechurchyardsilentlyandunobserved-noneofthevillagershavingyetrisen-hepasseddownsomefieldsattheback,andemergedjustassecretlyuponthehighroad。Shortlyafterwardshehadgonefromthevillage。

Meanwhile,Bathshebaremainedavoluntaryprisonerintheattic。Thedoorwaskeptlocked,exceptduringtheentriesandexitsofLiddy,forwhomabedhadbeenarrangedinasmalladjoiningroom。ThelightofTroy’slanterninthechurchyardwasnoticedaboutteno’clockbythemaid-servant,whocasuallyglancedfromthewindowinthatdirectionwhilsttakinghersupper,andshecalledBathsheba’sattentiontoit。Theylookedcuriouslyatthephenomenonforatime,untilLiddywassenttobed。

Bathshebadidnotsleepveryheavilythatnight。Whenherattendantwasunconsciousandsoftlybreathinginthenextroom,themistressofthehousewasstilllookingoutofthewindowatthefaintgleamspreadingfromamongthetrees-notinasteadyshine,butblinkinglikearevolvingcoast-light,thoughthisappearancefailedtosuggesttoherthatapersonwaspassingandrepassinginfrontofit。Bathshebasatheretillitbegantorain,andthelightvanished,whenshewithdrewtolierestlesslyinherbedandre-enactinawornmindtheluridsceneofyesternight。

Almostbeforethefirstfaintsignofdawnappearedshearoseagain,andopenedthewindowtoobtainafillbreathingofthenewmorningair,thepanesbeingnowwetwithtremblingtearsleftbythenightrain,eachoneroundedwithapalelustrecaughtfromprimrose-huedslashesthroughacloudlowdownintheawakeningsky。Fromthetreescamethesoundofsteadydrippinguponthedriftedleavesunderthem,andfromthedirectionofthechurchshecouldhearanothernoise-peculiar,andnotintermittentliketherest,thepurlofwaterfallingintoapool。

Liddyknockedateighto’clock,andBathshebaunlockedthedoor。

`Whataheavyrainwe’vehadinthenight,ma’am!’saidLiddy,whenherinquiriesaboutbreakfasthadbeenmade。

`Yes;veryheavy。’

`Didyouhearthestrangenoisefromthechurchyard?’

`Iheardonestrangenoise。I’vebeenthinkingitmusthavebeenthewaterfromthetowerspouts。’

`Well,that’swhattheshepherdwassaying,ma’am。He’snowgoneontosee。’

`Oh!Gabrielhasbeenherethismorning?’

`Onlyjustlookedininpassing-quiteinhisoldway,whichIthoughthehadleftofflately。Butthetowerspoutsusedtospatteronthestones,andwearepuzzled,forthiswasliketheboilingofapot。’

Notbeingabletoread,think,orwork,BathshebaaskedLiddytostayandbreakfastwithher。Thetongueofthemorechildishwomanstillranuponrecentevents。`Areyougoingacrosstothechurch,ma’am?’sheasked。

`NotthatIknowof,’saidBathsheba。

`IthoughtyoumightliketogoandseewheretheyhaveputFanny。Thetreeshidetheplacefromyourwindow。’

Bathshebahadallsortsofdreadsaboutmeetingherhusband。`HasMrTroybeeninto-night?’shesaid。

`No,ma’am;Ithinkhe’sgonetoBudmouth。’

Budmouth!thesoundofthewordcarriedwithitamuchdiminishedperspectiveofhimandhisdeeds;therewerethirteenmilesintervalbetwixtthemnow。

ShehatedquestioningLiddyaboutherhusband’smovements,andindeedhadhithertosedulouslyavoideddoingso;butnowallthehouseknewthattherehadbeensomedreadfuldisagreementbetweenthem,anditwasfutiletoattemptdisguise。Bathshebahadreachedastageatwhichpeopleceasetohaveanyappreciativeregardforpublicopinion。

`Whatmakesyouthinkhehasgonethere?’shesaid。

`LabanTallsawhimontheBudmouthroadthismorningbeforebreakfast。’

Bathshebawasmomentarilyrelievedofthatwaywardheavinessofthepasttwenty-fourhourswhichhadquenchedthevitalityofyouthinherwithoutsubstitutingthephilosophyofmatureryearsandsheresolvedtogooutandwalkalittleway。Sowhenbreakfastwasoversheputonherbonnet,andtookadirectiontowardsthechurch。Itwasnineo’clock,andthemenhavingreturnedtoworkagainfromtheirfirstmeal,shewasnotlikelytomeetmanyofthemintheroad。KnowingthatFannyhadbeenlaidinthereprobates’quarterofthegraveyard,calledintheparish`behindchurch’,whichwasinvisiblefromtheroad,itwasimpossibletoresisttheimpulsetoenterandlookuponaspotwhich,fromnamelessfeelings,sheatthesametimedreadedtosee。Shehadbeenunabletoovercomeanimpressionthatsomeconnectionexistedbetweenherrivalandthelightthroughthetrees。

Bathshebaskirtedthebuttress,andbeheldtheholeandthetomb,itsdelicatelyveinedsurfacesplashedandstainedjustasTroyhadseenitandleftittwohoursearlier。OntheothersideofthescenestoodGabriel。

Hiseyes,too,werefixedonthetomb,andherarrivalhavingbeennoiseless,shehadnotasyetattractedhisattention。BathshebadidnotatonceperceivethatthegrandtombandthedisturbedgravewereFanny’s,andshelookedonbothsidesandaroundforsomehumblermound,earthedupandcloddedintheusualway。ThenhereyesfollowedOak’s,andshereadthewordswithwhichtheinscriptionopened:——`ErectedbyFrancisTroyinBelovedMemoryofFannyRobin。’Oaksawher,andhisfirstactwastogazeinquiringlyandlearnhowshereceivedthisknowledgeoftheauthorshipofthework,whichtohimselfhadcausedconsiderableastonishment。Butsuchdiscoveriesdidnotmuchaffecthernow。Emotionalconvulsionsseemedtohavebecomethecommonplacesofherhistory,andshebadehimgoodmorning,andaskedhimtofillintheholewiththespadewhichwasstandingby。WhilstOakwasdoingasshedesired,Bathshebacollectedtheflowers,andbeganplantingthemwiththatsympatheticmanipulationofrootsandleaveswhichissoconspicuousinawoman’sgardening,andwhichflowersseemtounderstandandthriveupon。SherequestedOaktogetthechurch-wardentoturntheleadworkatthemouthofthegurgoylethathunggapingdownuponthem,thatbythismeansthestreammightbedirectedsideways,andarepetitionoftheaccidentprevented。Finally,withthesuperfluousmagnanimityofawomanwhosenarrowerinstinctshavebroughtdownbitternessuponherinsteadoflove,shewipedthemudspotsfromthetombasifsheratherlikeditswordsthanotherwise,andwenthomeagain。

CHAPTERFORTY-SEVENAdventuresbytheShoreTroywanderedalongtowardsthesouth。Acompositefeeling,madeupofdisgustwiththe,tohim,humdrumtediousnessofafarmer’slife,gloomyimagesofherwholayinthechurchyard,remorse,andageneralaversenesstohiswife’ssociety,impelledhimtoseekahomeinanyplaceonearthsaveWeatherbury。ThesadaccessoriesofFanny’sendconfrontedhimasvividpictureswhichthreatenedtobeindelible,andmadelifeinBathsheba’shouseintolerable。Atthreeintheafternoonhefoundhimselfatthefootofaslopemorethanamileinlength,whichrantotheridgeofarangeofhillslyingparallelwiththeshore,andformedamonotonousbarrierbetweenthebasinofcultivatedcountryinlandandthewildersceneryofthecoast。Upthehillstretchedaroadnearlystraightandperfectlywhite,thetwosidesapproachingeachotherinagradualtapertilltheymettheskyatthetopabouttwomilesoff。

Throughoutthelengthofthisnarrowandirksomeinclinedplanenotasignoflifewasvisibleonthisgarishafternoon。Troytoileduptheroadwithalanguoranddepressiongreaterthananyhehadexperiencedformanyadayandyearbefore。Theairwaswarmandmuggy,andthetopseemedtorecedeasheapproached。

Atlasthereachedthesummit,andawideandnovelprospectburstuponhimwithaneffectalmostlikethatofthePacificuponBalboa’sgaze。

Thebroadsteelysea,markedonlybyfaintlines,whichhadasemblanceofbeingetchedthereontoadegreenotdeepenoughtodisturbitsgeneralevenness,stretchedthewholewidthofhisfrontandroundtotheright,where,nearthetownandportofBudmouth,thesunbristleddownuponit,andbanishedallcolour,tosubstituteinitsplaceaclearoilypolish。

Nothingmovedinsky,land,orsea,exceptafrillofmilkwhitefoamalongtheneareranglesoftheshores,shredsofwhichlickedthecontiguousstonesliketongues。

Hedescendedandcametoasmallbasinofseaenclosedbythecliffs。

Troy’snaturefreshenedwithinhim;hethoughthewouldrestandbatheherebeforegoingfarther。Heundressedandplungedin。Insidethecovethewaterwasuninterestingtoaswimmer,beingsmoothasapond,andtogetalittleoftheoceanswellTroypresentlyswambetweenthetwoprojectingspursofrockwhichformedthepillarsofHerculestothisminiatureMediterranean。

UnfortunatelyforTroyacurrentunknowntohimexistedoutside,which,unimportanttocraftofanyburden,wasawkwardforaswimmerwhomightbetakeninitunawares。Troyfoundhimselfcarriedtotheleftandthenroundinaswoopouttosea。

Henowrecollectedtheplaceanditssinistercharacter。Manybathershadthereprayedforadrydeathfromtimetotime,and,likeGonzaloalso,hadbeenunanswered;andTroybegantodeemitpossiblethathemightbeaddedtotheirnumber。Notaboatofanykindwasatpresentwithinsight,butfarinthedistanceBudmouthlayuponthesea,asitwerequietlyregardinghisefforts,andbesidethetowntheharbourshoweditspositionbyadimmeshworkofropesandspars。Afterwell-nighexhaustinghimselfinattemptstogetbacktothemouthofthecove,inhisweaknessswimmingseveralinchesdeeperthanwashiswont,keepinguphisbreathingentirelybyhisnostrils,turninguponhisbackadozentimesover,swimmingenpapillon,andsoon,Troyresolvedasalastresourcetotreadwaterataslightincline,andsoendeavourtoreachtheshoreatanypoint,merelygivinghimselfagentleimpetusinwardswhilstcarriedoninthegeneraldirectionofthetide。This,necessarilyaslowprocess,hefoundtobenotaltogethersodifficult,andthoughtherewasnochoiceofalanding-place-theobjectsonshorepassingbyhiminasadandslowprocession-heperceptiblyapproachedtheextremityofaspitoflandyetfurthertotheright,nowwelldefinedagainstthesunnyportionofthehorizon。WhiletheswimmerseyeswerefixeduponthespitashisonlymeansofsalvationonthissideoftheUnknown,amovingobjectbroketheoutlineoftheextremity,andimmediatelyaship’sboatappeared,mannedwithseveralsailorlads,herbowstowardsthesea。

AllTroy’svigourspasmodicallyrevivedtoprolongthestruggleyetalittlefarther。Swimmingwithhisrightarm,hehelduphislefttohailthem,splashinguponthewaves,andshoutingwithallhismight。Fromthepositionofthesettingsunhiswhiteformwasdistinctlyvisibleuponthenowdeep-huedbosomoftheseatotheeastoftheboat,andthemersawhimatonce。Backingtheiroarsandputtingtheboatabout,theypulledtowardshimwithawill,andinfiveorsixminutesfromthetimeofhisfirsthalloo,twoofthesailorshauledhiminoverthestern。

Theyformedpartofabrig’screwandhadcomeashoreforsand。Lendinghimwhatlittleclothingtheycouldspareamongthemasaslightprotectionagainsttherapidlycoolingair,theyagreedtolandhiminthemorning;

andwithoutfurtherdelay,foritwasgrowinglate,theymadeagaintowardstheroadsteadwheretheirvessellay。

Andnownightdroppedslowlyuponthewidewaterylevelsinfront;andatnogreatdistancefromthem,wheretheshore-linecurvedround,andformedalongribandofshadeuponthehorizon,aseriesofpointsofyellowlightbegantostartintoexistence,denotingthespottobethesiteofBudmouth,wherethelampswerebeinglightedalongtheparade。Thecluckoftheiroarswastheonlysoundofanydistinctnessuponthesea,andastheylabouredamidthethickeningshadesthelamp-lightsgrewlarger,eachappearingtosendaflamingsworddeepdownintothewavesbeforeit,untiltherearose,amongotherdimshapesofthekind,theformofthevesselforwhichtheywerebound。

CHAPTERFORTY-EIGHTDoubtsarise-DoubtshungerBathshebaunderwenttheenlargementofherhusband’sabsencefromhourstodayswithaslightfeelingofsurprise,andaslightfeelingofrelief;

yetneithersensationroseatanytimefarabovethelevelcommonlydesignatedasindifference。Shebelongedtohim:thecertaintiesofthatpositionweresowelldefined,andthereasonableprobabilitiesofitsissuesobounded,thatshecouldnotspeculateoncontingencies。Takingnofurtherinterestinherselfasasplendidwoman,sheacquiredtheindifferentfeelingsofanoutsiderincontemplatingherprobablefateasasingularwretch;

forBathshebadrewherselfandherfutureincoloursthatnorealitycouldexceedfordarkness。Heroriginalvigorousprideofyouthhadsickened,andwithithaddeclinedallheranxietiesaboutcomingyears,sinceanxietyrecognizesabetterandaworsealternative,andBathshebahadmadeuphermindthatalternativesonanynote-worthyscalehadceasedforher。

Soon,orlater-andthatnotverylate-herhusbandwouldbehomeagain。

AndthenthedaysoftheirtenancyoftheUpperFarmwouldbenumbered。

TherehadoriginallybeenshownbytheagenttotheestatesomedistrustofBathsheba’stenureasJamesEverdene’ssuccessor,onthescoreofhersex,andheryouth,andherbeauty;butthepeculiarnatureofheruncle’swill,hisownfrequenttestimonybeforehisdeathtoherclevernessinsuchapursuit,andhervigorousmarshallingofthenumerousflocksandherdswhichcamesuddenlyintoherhandsbeforenegotiationswereconcluded,hadwonconfidenceinherpowers,andnofartherobjectionshadbeenraised。

Shehadlatterlybeeningreatdoubtastowhatthelegaleffectsofhermarriagewouldbeuponherposition;butnonoticehadbeentakenasyetofherchangeofname,andonlyonepointwasclear-thatintheeventofherownorherhusband’sinabilitytomeettheagentattheforthcomingJanuaryrent-day,verylittleconsiderationwouldbeshown,and,forthatmatter,verylittlewouldbedeserved。Onceoutofthefarmtheapproachofpovertywouldbesure。

HenceBathshebalivedinaperceptionthatherpurposeswerebrokenoff。Shewasnotawomanwhocouldhopeonwithoutgoodmaterialsfortheprocess,differingthusfromthelessfar-sightedandenergetic,thoughmorepettedonesofthesex,withwhomhopegoesonasasortofclockworkwhichthemerestfoodandshelteraresufficienttowindup;andperceivingclearlythathermistakehadbeenafatalone,sheacceptedherposition,andwaitedcoldlyfortheend。

ThefirstSaturdayafterTroy’sdepartureshewenttoCasterbridgealone,ajourneyshehadnottakensincehermarriage。OnthisSaturdayBathshebawaspassingslowlyonlootthroughthecrowdofruralbusiness-mengatheredasusualinfrontofthemarket-house,whowereasusualgazeduponbytheburgherswithfeelingsthatthosehealthylivesweredearlypaidforbyexclusionfrompossiblealdermanship,whenaman,whohadapparentlybeenfollowingher,saidsomewordstoanotheronherlefthand。Bathsheba’searswerekeenasthoseofanywildanimal,andshedistinctlyheardwhatthespeakersaid,thoughherbackwastowardshim。

`IamlookingforMrsTroy。Isthatshethere’

`Yes;that’stheyounglady,Ibelieve,’saidthepersonaddressed。

`Ihavesomeawkwardnewstobreaktoher。Herhusbandisdrowned。’

Asifendowedwiththespiritofprophecy,Bathshebagaspedout,`No,itisnottrue;itcannotbetrue!’Thenshesaidandheardnomore。Theiceofself-commandwhichhadlatterlygatheredoverherwasbroken,andthecurrentsburstforthagain,andoverwhelmedher。Adarknesscameintohereyes,andshefell。

Butnottotheground。Agloomyman,whohadbeenobservingherfromundertheporticooftheoldcorn-exchangewhenshepassedthroughthegroupwithout,steppedquicklytohersideatthemomentofherexclamation,andcaughtherinhisarmsasshesankdown。

`Whatisit?’saidBoldwood,lookingupatthebringerofthebignews,ashesupportedher。

`HerhusbandwasdrownedthisweekwhilebathinginLulwindCove。A

coastguardsmanfoundhisclothes,andbroughtthemintoBudmouthyesterday。’

ThereuponastrangefirelightedupBoldwood’seye,andhisfaceflushedwiththesuppressedexcitementofanunutterablethought。Everybody’sglancewasnowcentreduponhimandtheunconsciousBathsheba。Heliftedherbodilyofftheground,andsmootheddownthefoldsofherdressasachildmighthavetakenastorm-beatenbirdandarrangeditsruffledplumes,andboreheralongthepavementtotheKing’sArmsinn。Herehepassedwithherunderthearchwayintoaprivateroom;andbythetimehehaddeposited-solothly-thepreciousburdenuponasofa,Bathshebahadopenedhereyes。Rememberingallthathadoccurred,shemurmured,`Iwanttogohome!’

Boldwoodlefttheroom。Hestoodforamomentinthepassagetorecoverhissenses。Theexperiencehadbeentoomuchforhisconsciousnesstokeepupwith,andnowthathehadgraspeditithadgoneagain。Forthosefewheavenly,goldenmomentsshehadbeeninhisarms。

Whatdiditmatterabouthernotknowingit?Shehadbeenclosetohisbreast;hehadbeenclosetohers。

Hestartedonwardagain,andsendingawomantoher,wentouttoascertainallthefactsofthecase。Theseappearedtobelimitedtowhathehadalreadyheard。Hethenorderedherhorsetobeputintothegig,andwhenallwasreadyreturnedtoinformher。Hefoundthat,thoughstillpaleandunwell,shehadinthemeantimesentfortheBudmouthmanwhobroughtthetidings,andlearntFromhimalltherewastoknow。

Beinghardlyinaconditiontodrivehomeasshehaddriventotown,Boldwood,witheverydelicacyofmannerandfeeling,offeredtogetheradriver,ortogiveheraseatinhisphaeton,whichwasmorecomfortablethanherownconveyance。TheseproposalsBathshebagentlydeclined,andthefarmeratoncedeparted。

Abouthalfan-hourlatersheinvigoratedherselfbyaneffort,andtookherseatandthereinsasusual-inexternalappearancemuchasifnothinghadhappened。Shewentoutofthetownbyatortuousbackstreet,anddroveslowlyalong,unconsciousoftheroadandthescene。ThefirstshadesofeveningwereshowingthemselveswhenBathshebareachedhome,where,silentlyalightingandleavingthehorseinthebandsoftheboy,sheproceededatonceupstairs。Liddymetheronthelanding。ThenewshadprecededBathshebatoWeatherburybyhalfan-hour,andLiddylikedinquiringlyintohermistress’sface。Bathshebahadnothingtosay。

Sheenteredherbedroomandsatbythewindow,andthoughtandthoughttillnightenvelopedher,andtheextremelinesonlyofhershapewerevisible。Somebodycametothedoor,knocked,andopenedit。

`Well,whatisit,Liddy?’shesaid。

`Iwasthinkingtheremustbesomethinggotforyoutowear,’saidLiddy,withhesitation。

`Whatdoyoumean?’

`Mourning。’

`No,no,no,’saidBathshebahurriedly。

`ButIsupposetheremustbesomethingdoneforpoor——’

`Notatpresent,Ithink。Itisnotnecessary。

`Whynot,ma’am?’

`Becausehe’sstillalive。’

`Howdoyouknowthat?’saidLiddy,amazed。

`Idon’tknowit。Butwouldn’tithavebeendifferent,orshouldn’tIhaveheardmore,orwouldn’ttheyhavefoundhim,Liddy?-or-Idon’tknowhowitis,butdeathwouldhavebeendifferentfromhowthisis。Theremaybesometrickinit。Iamperfectlyconvincedthatheisstillalive!’

BathshebaremainedfirminthisopiniontillMonday,whentwocircumstancesconjoinedtoshakeit。Thefirstwasashortparagraphinthelocalnewspaper,which,beyondmakingbyamethodizingpenformidablepresumptiveevidenceofTroy’sdeathbydrowning,containedtheimportanttestimonyofayoungMrBarker,M。D。,ofBudmouth,whospoketobeinganeyewitnessoftheaccident,inalettertotheeditor。Inthishestatedthathewaspassingoverthecliffontheremotersideofthecovejustasthesunwassetting。Atthattimehesawabathercarriedalonginthecurrentoutsidethemouthofthecove,andguessedinaninstantthattherewasbutapoorchanceforhimunless。Heshouldbepossessedofunusualmuscularpowers。Hedriftedbehindaprojectionofthecoast,andMrBarkerfollowedalongtheshoreinthesamedirection。Butbythetimethathecouldreachanelevationsufficientlygreattocommandaviewoftheseabeyond,duskhadsetin,andnothingfartherwastobeseen。

Theothercircumstancewasthearrivalofhisclothes,whenitbecamenecessaryforhertoexamineandidentifythem-thoughthishadvirtuallybeendonelongbeforebythosewhoinspectedthelettersinhispockets。

ItwassoevidenttoherinthemidstofheragitationthatTroyhadundressedinthefallconvictionofdressingagainalmostimmediately,thatthenotionthatanythingbutdeathcouldhavepreventedhimwasaperverseonetoentertain。

ThenBathshebasaidtoherselfthatotherswereassuredintheiropinion;

strangethatsheshouldnotbe。Astrangereflectionoccurredtoher,causingherfacetoflush。SupposethatTroyhadfollowedFannyintoanotherworld。

Hadhedonethisintentionallyyetcontrivedtomakehisdeathappearlikeanaccident?Nevertheless,thisthoughtofhowtheapparentmightdifferfromthereal-madevividbyherbygonejealousyofFanny,andtheremorsehehadshownthatnight-didnotblindhertotheperceptionofalikelierdifference,lesstragic,buttoherselffarmoredisastrous。

Whenalonelatethateveningbesideasmallfire,andmuchcalmeddown,BathshebatookTroy’swatchintoherhand,whichhadbeenrestoredtoherwiththerestofthearticlesbelongingtohim。Sheopenedthecaseashehadopeneditbeforeheraweekago。Therewasthelittlecoilofpalehairwhichhadbeenasthefazetothisgreatexplosion。

`Hewashersandshewashis;theyshouldbegonetogether,’shesaid。

`Iamnothingtoeitherofthem,andwhyshouldIkeepherhair?’Shetookitinherhand,andhelditoverthefire。`No-I’llnotburnit-I’llkeepitinmemoryofher,poorthing!’sheadded,snatchingbackherhand。

CHAPTERFORTY-NINEOak’sAdvancement-AGreatHopeThelateautumnandthewinterdrewonapace,andtheleaveslaythickupontheturfofthegladesandthemossesofthewoods。Bathsheba,havingpreviouslybeenlivinginastateofsuspendedfeelingwhichwasnotsuspense,nowlivedinamoodofquietudewhichwasnotpreciselypeacefulness。Whileshehadknownhimtobealiveshecouldhavethoughtofhisdeathwithequanimity;butnowthatitmightbeshehadlosthim,sheregrettedthathewasnothersstill。Shekeptthefirmgoing,rakedinherprofitswithoutcaringkeenlyaboutthem,andexpendedmoneyonventuresbecauseshehaddonesoinbygonedays,which,thoughnotlonggoneby,seemedinfinitelyremovedfromherpresent。Shelookedbackuponthatpastoveragreatgulf,asifshewerenowadeadperson,havingthefacultyofmeditationstillleftinher,bymeansofwhich,likethemoulderinggentlefolkofthepoet’sstory,shecouldsitandponderwhatagiftlifeusedtobe。

However,oneexcellentresultofhergeneralapathywasthelongdelayedinstallationofOakasbailiffbuthehavingvirtuallyexercisedthatfunctionforalongtimealready,thechange,beyondthesubstantialincreaseofwagesitbrought,waslittlemorethananominaloneaddressedtotheoutsideworld。

Boldwoodlivedsecludedandinactive。Muchofhidwheatandallhisbarleyofthatseasonhadbeenspoiltbytherain。Itsprouted,grewintointricatemats,andwasultimatelythrowntothepigsinarmfuls。Thestrangeneglectwhichhadproducedthisruinandwastebecamethesubjectofwhisperedtalkamongallthepeopleround;anditwaselicitedfromoneofBoldwood’smenthatforgetfulnesshadnothingtodowithit,forhehadbeenremindedofthedangertohiscornasmanytimesandaspersistentlyasinferiorsdaredtodo。ThesightofthepigsturningindisgustfromtherottenearsseemtoarouseBoldwood,andheoneeveningsentforOak。WhetheritwassuggestedbyBathsheba’srecentactofpromotionornot,thefarmerproposedattheinterviewthatGabrielshouldundertakethesuperintendenceofthelowerFarmaswellasofBathsheba’s,becauseofthenecessityBoldwoodfeltforsuchaid,andtheimpossibilityofdiscoveringamoretrustworthyman。Gabriel’smalignantstarwasassuredlysettingfast。

Bathsheba,whenshelearntofthisproposal-forOakwasobligedtoconsulther-atfirstlanguidlyobjected。Sheconsideredthatthetwofarmstogetherweretooextensivefortheobservationofoneman。Boldwood,whowasapparentlydeterminedbypersonalratherthancommercialreasons,suggestedthatOakshouldbefurnishedwithahorseforhissoleuse,whentheplanwouldpresentnodifficulty,thetwofarmslyingsidebyside。

Boldwooddidnotdirectlycommunicatewithherduringthesenegotiations,onlyspeakingtoOak,whowasthegobetweenthroughout。Allwasharmoniouslyarrangedatlast,andwenowseeOakmountedonastrongcob,anddailytrottingthelengthandbreadthofabouttwothousandacresinacheerfulspiritofsurveillance,asifthecropsallbelongedtohim-theactualmistressoftheone-half,andthemasteroftheother,sittingintheirrespectivehomesingloomyandsadseclusion。

Outofthistherearose,duringthespringsucceeding,atalkintheparishthatGabrielOakwasfeatheringhisnestfast。

`Whateverd’yethink?’saidSusanTall,`GableOakiscomingitquitethedand。Henowwearsshiningbootswithhardlyahobin’em,twoorthreetimesa-week,andatallhata-Sundays,and’ahardlyknowsthenameofsmockfrock。WhenIseepeoplestrutenoughtobecutupintobantamcocks,Istanddormantwithwonder,andsaysnomore!’

ItwaseventuallyknownthatGabriel,thoughpaidafixedwagebyBathshebaindependentofthefluctuationsofagriculturalprofits,hadmadeanengagementwithBoldwoodbywhichOakwastoreceiveashareofthereceipts-asmallsharecertainly,yetitwasmoneyofahigherqualitythanmerewages,andcapableofexpansioninawaythatwageswerenot。SomewerebeginningtoconsiderOaka`near’man,forthoughhisconditionhadthusfarimproved,helivedinnobetterstylethanbefore,occupyingthesamecottage,paringhisownpotatoes,mendinghisstockings,andsometimesevenmakinghisbedwithhisownhands。ButasOakwasnotonlyprovokinglyindifferenttopublicopinion,butamanwhoclungpersistentlytooldhabitsandusages,simplybecausetheywereold,therewasroomfordoubtastohismotives。

AgreathopehadlatterlygerminatedinBoldwood,whoseunreasoningdevotiontoBathshebacouldonlybecharacterizedasafondmadnesswhichneithertimenorcircumstance,evilnorgoodreport,couldweakenordestroy。

Thisfeveredhopehadgrownupagainlikeagrainofmustard-seedduringthequietwhichfollowedthehastyconjecturethatTroywasdrowned。Henourisheditfearfully,andalmostshunnedthecontemplationofitinearnest,lestfactsshouldrevealthewildnessofthedream。Bathshebahavingatlastbeenpersuadedtowearmourning,herappearanceassheenteredthechurchinthatguisewasinitselfaweeklyadditiontohisfaiththatatimewascoming-veryfaroffperhaps,yetsurelynearing-whenhiswaitingoneventsshouldhaveitsreward。Howlonghemighthavetowaithehadnotyetcloselyconsidered。WhathewouldtrytorecognizewasthatthesevereschoolingshehadbeensubjectedtohadmadeBathshebamuchmoreconsideratethanshehadformerlybeenofthefeelingsofothers,andhetrustedthat,shouldshebewillingatanytimeinthefuturetomarryanymanatall,thatmanwouldbehimself。Therewasasubstratumofgoodfeelinginher;herself-reproachfortheinjuryshehadthoughtlesslydonehimmightbedependeduponnowtoamuchgreaterextentthanbeforeherinfatuationanddisappointment。Itwouldbepossibletoapproachherbythechannelofhergoodnature,andtosuggestafriendlybusiness-likecompactbetweenthemforfulfilmentatsomefutureday,keepingthepassionatesideofhisdesireentirelyoutofhersight。SuchwasBoldwood’shope。

Totheeyesofthemiddle-aged,Bathshebawasperhapsadditionallycharmingjustnow。Herexuberanceofspiritwaspruneddown;theoriginalphantomofdelightshadshownherselftobenottoobrightforhumannature’sdailyfood,andshehadbeenabletoenterthissecondpoeticalphasewithoutlosingmuchofthefirstintheprocess。

Bathsheba’sreturnfromatwomonths’visittoheroldauntatNorcombeaffordedtheimpassionedandyearningfarmerapretextforinquiringdirectlyalterher-nowpossiblyintheninthmonthofherwidowhood-andendeavouringtogetanotionofherstateofmindregardinghim。Thisoccurredinthemiddleofthehaymaking,andBoldwoodcontrivedtobenearLiddy,whowasassistinginthefields。

`Iamgladtoseeyououtofdoors,Lydia,’hesaidpleasantly。

Shesimpered,andwonderedinherheartwhyheshouldspeaksofranklytoher。

`IhopeMrsTroyisquitewellafterherlongabsence,’hecontinued,inamannerexpressingthatthecoldest-heartedneighbourcouldscarcelysaylessabouther。

`Sheisquitewell,sir。’

`Andcheerful,Isuppose。

`Yes,cheerful。’

`Fearful,didyousay?’

`Ono。Imerelysaidshewascheerful。’

`Tellsyouallheraffairs?’

`No,sir。’

`Someofthem?’

`Yes,sir。’

`MrsTroyputsmuchconfidenceinyou,Lydia,andverywisely,perhaps。’

`Shedo,sir。I’vebeenwithherallthroughhertroubles,andwaswithheratthetimeofMrTroy’sgoingandall。AndifsheweretomarryagainIexpectIshouldbidewithher。’

`Shepromisesthatyoushall-quitenatural,’saidthestrategiclover,throbbingthroughouthimatthepresumptionwhichLiddy’swordsappearedtowarrant-thathisdarlinghadthoughtofre-marriage。

`No-shedoesn’tpromiseitexactly。Imerelyjudgeonmyownaccount。’

`Yes,yes,Iunderstand。Whenshealludestothepossibilityofmarryingagain,youconclude——’

`Sheneverdoalludetoit,sir,’saidLiddy,thinkinghowverystupidMrBoldwoodwasgetting。

`Ofcoursenot,’hereturnedhastily,hishopefallingagain。`Youneedn’ttakequitesuchlongreacheswithyourtake,Lydia-shortandquickonesarebest。Well,perhaps,assheisabsolutemistressagainnow,itiswiseofhertoresolvenevertogiveupherfreedom。

`Mymistressdidcertainlyoncesay,thoughnotseriously,thatshesupposedshemightmarryagainattheendofsevenyearsfromlastyear,ifshecaredtoriskMrTroy’scomingbackandclaimingher。’

`Ah,sixyearsfromthepresenttime。Saidthatshemight。Shemightmarryatonceineveryreasonableperson’sopinion,whateverthelawyersmaysaytothecontrary。

`Haveyoubeentoaskthem?’saidLiddyinnocently。

`NotI,’saidBoldwood,growingred。`Liddy,youneedn’tstayhereaminutelaterthanyouwish,soMrOaksays。Iamnowgoingonlittlefarther。

Good-afternoon。’

Hewentawayvexedwithhimselfandashamedofhavingforthisonetimeinhislifedoneanythingwhichcouldbecalledunderhand。PoorBoldwoodhadnomoreskillinfinessethanabattering-ramandhewasuneasywithasenseofhavingmadehimselftoappearstupidand,whatwasworse,mean。

Buthehad,afterall,lightedupononefactbywayofrepayment。Itwasasingularlyfreshandfascinatingfact,aridthoughnotwithoutitssadnessitwaspertinentandreal。InlittlemorethansixyearsfromthistimeBathshebamightcertainlymarryhim。Therewassomethingdefiniteinthathope,foradmittingthattheremighthavebeennodeepthoughtinherwordstoLiddyaboutmarriage,theyshowedatleasthercreedonthematter。

Thispleasantnotionwasnowcontinuallyinhismind。Sixyearswerealongtime,buthowmuchshorterthannever,theideahehadforsolongbeenobligedtoendure!JacobhadservedtwicesevenyearsforRachel:

whatweresixforsuchawomanasthis?Hetriedtolikethenotionofwaitingforherbetterthanthatofwinningheratonce。Boldwoodfelthislovetobesodeepandstrongandeternal,thatitwaspossibleshehadneveryetknownitsfallvolume,andthispatienceindelaywouldaffordhimanopportunityofgivingsweetproofonthepoint。Hewouldannihilatethesixyearsofhislifeasiftheywereminutes-solittledidhevaluehistimeonearthbesideherlove。Hewouldlethersee,allthosesixyearsofintangibleetherealcourtship,howlittlecarehehadforanythingbutasitboreupontheconsummation。

MeanwhiletheearlyandthelatesummerbroughtroundtheweekinwhichGreenhillFairwasheld。ThisfairwasfrequentlyattendedbythefolkofWeatherbury。

CHAPTERFIFTYTheSheepFair-TroytoucheshisWife’sHandGreenhillwastheNijniNovgorodofSouthWessex;andthebusiest,merriest,noisiestdayofthewholestatutenumberwasthedayofthesheepfair。

Thisyearlygatheringwasuponthesummitofahillwhichretainedingoodpreservationtheremainsofanancientearthwork,consistingofahugerampartandentrenchmentofanovalformencirclingthetopofthehill,thoughsomewhatbrokendownhereandthere。Toeachofthetwochiefopeningsonoppositesidesawindingroadascended,andthelevelgreenspaceoftenorfifteenacresenclosedbythebankwasthesiteofthefair。Afewpermanenterectionsdottedthespot,butthemajorityofvisitorspatronizedcanvasaloneforrestingandfeedingunderduringthetimeoftheirsojournhere。

Shepherdswhoattendedwiththeirflocksfromlongdistancesstartedfromhometwoorthreedays,orevenaweek,beforethefair,drivingtheirchargesafewmileseachday-notmorethantenortwelve-andrestingthematnightinhiredfieldsbythewaysideatpreviouslychosenpoints,wheretheyfed,havingfastedsincemorning。Theshepherdofeachflockmarchedbehind,abundlecontaininghiskitfortheweekstrappeduponhisshoulders,andinhishandhiscrook,whichheusedasthestaffofhispilgrimage。Severalofthesheepwouldgetwornandlame,andoccasionallyalambingoccurredontheroad。Tomeetthesecontingencies,therewasfrequentlyprovided,toaccompanytheflocksfromtheremoterpoints,aponyandwaggonintowhichtheweaklyonesweretakenfortheremainderofthejourney。

TheWeatherburyFarms,however,werenosuchlongdistancefromthehill,andthosearrangementswerenotnecessaryintheircase。ButthelargeunitedflocksofBathshebaandFarmerBoldwoodformedavaluableandimposingmultitudewhichdemandedmuchattention,andonthisaccountGabriel,inadditiontoBoldwood’sshepherdandCainBall,accompaniedthemalongtheway,throughthedecayedoldtownofKingsbere,andupwardtotheplateau,-oldGeorgethedogofcoursebehindthem。

WhentheautumnsunslantedoverGreenhillthismorningandlightedthedewyflatuponitscrest,nebulouscloudsofdustweretobeseenfloatingbetweenthepairsofhedgeswhichstreakedthewideprospectaroundinalldirections。Thesegraduallyconvergeduponthebaseofthehill,andtheflocksbecameindividuallyvisible,climbingtheserpentinewayswhichledtothetop。Thus,inaslowprocession,theyenteredtheopeningtowhichtheroadstended,multitudeaftermultitude,hornedandhornless-blueflocksandredflocks,buffflocksandbrownflocks,evengreenandsalmon-tintedflocks,accordingtothefancyofthecolouristandcustomofthefarm。Menwereshouting,dogswerebarking,withgreatestanimation,butthethrongingtravellersinsolongajourneyhadgrownnearlyindifferenttosuchterrors,thoughtheystillbleatedpiteouslyattheunwantednessoftheirexperiences,atallshepherdrisinghereandthereinthemidstofthem,likeagiganticidolamidacrowdofprostratedevotees。

ThegreatmassofsheepinthefairconsistedofSouthDownsandtheoldWessexhornedbreeds;tothelatterclassBathsheba’sandFarmerBoldwood’smainlybelonged。Thesefiledinaboutnineo’clock,theirvermiculatedhornsloppinggracefullyoneachsideoftheircheeksingeometricallyperfectspirals,asmallpinkandwhiteearnestlingundereachhorn。Beforeandbehindcameothervarieties,perfectleopardsastothefallrichsubstanceoftheircoats,andonlylackingthespots。TherewerealsoafewoftheOxfordshirebreed,whosewoolwasbeginningtocurllikeachild’sflaxenhair,thoughsurpassedinthisrespectbytheeffeminateLeicesters,whichwereinturnlesscurlythantheCotswolds。ButthemostpicturesquebyfarwasasmallflockofExmoors,whichchancedtobetherethisyear。

Theirpiedfacesandlegs,darkandheavyhorns,tressesofwoolhangingroundtheirswarthyforeheads,quiterelievedthemonotonyoftheflocksinthatquarter。

Allthesebleating,panting,andwearythousandshadenteredandwerepennedbeforethemorninghadfaradvanced,thedogbelongingtoeachflockbeingtiedtothecornerofthepencontainingit。Alleysforpedestriansintersectedthepens,whichsoonbecamecrowdedwithbuyersandsellersfromfarandnear。

Inanotherpartofthehillanaltogetherdifferentscenebegantoforceitselfupontheeyetowardsmidday。Acirculartentofexceptionalnewnessandsize,wasincourseoferectionhere。Asthedaydrewon,theflocksbegantochangehands,lighteningtheshepherds’responsibilities;andtheyturnedtheirattentiontothistentandinquiredofamanatworkthere,whosesoulseemedconcentratedontyingabotheringknotinnotime,whatwasgoingon。

`TheRoyalHippodromePerformanceofTurpin’sRidetoYorkandtheDeathofBlackBess,’repliedthemanpromptly,withoutturninghiseyesorleavingofftying。

Assoonasthetentwascompletedthebandstruckuphighlystimulatingharmonies,andtheannouncementwaspubliclymade,BlackBessstandinginaconspicuouspositionontheoutside,asalivingproof,ifproofwerewanted,ofthetruthoftheoracularutterancesfromthestageoverwhichthepeopleweretoenter。Theseweresoconvincedbysuchgenuineappealstoheartandunderstandingboththattheysoonbegantocrowdinabundantly,amongtheforemostbeingvisibleJanCogganandJosephPoorgrass,whowereholidaykeepinghereto-day。

`That’sthegreatruffenpushingme!’screamedawomaninfrontofJanoverhershoulderathimwhentherushwasatitsfiercest。

`HowcanIhelppushingyewhenthefolkbehindpushme?’saidCoggan,inadeprecatingtone,turninghisheadtowardstheaforesaidfolkasfarashecouldwithoutturninghisbody,whichwasjammedasinavice。

Therewasasilence;thenthedrumsandtrumpetsagainsentforththeirechoingnotes。Thecrowdwasagainecstasied,andgaveanotherlurchinwhichCogganandPoorgrasswereagainthrustbythosebehinduponthewomeninfront。

`Othathelplessfeymelsshouldbeatthemercyofsuchruffens!’exclaimedoneoftheseladiesagain,assheswayedlikeareedshakenbythewind。

`Now,’saidCoggan,appealinginanearnestvoicetothepublicatlargeasitstoodclusteredabouthisshoulder-blades,`didyeeverhearsuchaonreasonablewomanasthat?Uponmycarcass,neighbours,ifIcouldonlygetoutofthischeesewring,thedamnwomenmighteattheshowforme!’

`Don’tyeloseyertemper,Jan!’imploredJosephPoorgrass,inawhisper。

`Theymightgettheirmentomurderus,forIthinkbytheshineoftheireyesthattheybeasinfulformofwomankind。’

Janheldhistongue,asifhehadnoobjectiontobepacifiedtopleaseafriend,andtheygraduallyreachedthefootoftheladder,Poorgrassbeingflattenedlikeajumping-jack,andthesixpence,taradmission,whichhehadgotreadyhalfan-hourearlier,havingbecomesoreekinghotinthetightsqueezeofhisexcitedhandthatthewomaninspangles,brazenringssetwithglassdiamonds,andwithchalkedfaceandshoulders,whotookthemoneyofhim,hastilydroppeditagainfromafearthatsometrickhadbeenplayedtoburnherfingers。Sotheyallentered,andtheclothofthetent,totheeyesofanobserverontheoutside,becamebulgedintoinnumerablepimplessuchasweobserveonasackofpotatoes,causedbythevarioushumanheads,backs,andelbowsathighpressurewithin。

Attherearofthelargetentthereweretwosmalldressing-tents。Oneofthese,allottedtothemaleperformers,waspartitionedintohalvesbyacloth;andinoneofthedivisionstherewassittingonthegrass,pullingonapairofjack-boots,ayoungmanwhomweinstantlyrecognizeasSergeantTroy。

Troy’sappearanceinthispositionmaybebrieflyaccountedfor。ThebrigaboardwhichhewastakeninBudmouthRoadswasabouttostartonavoyage,thoughsomewhatshortofhands。Troyreadthearticlesandjoined,butbeforetheysailedaboatwasdespatchedacrossthebaytoLulwindCove;ashehadhalfexpected,hisclothesweregone。HeultimatelyworkedhispassagetotheUnitedStates,wherehemadeaprecariouslivinginvarioustownsasProfessorofGymnastics,SwordExercise,Fencing,andPugilism。Afewmonthsweresufficienttogivehimadistasteforthiskindoflife。Therewasacertainanimalformofrefinementinhisnature;

andhoweverpleasantastrangeconditionmightbewhilstprivationswereeasilywardedoff,itwasdisadvantageouslycoarsewhenmoneywasshort。

Therewaseverpresent,too,theideathathecouldclaimahomeanditscomfortsdidhebutchoosetoreturntoEnglandandWeatherburyFarm。WhetherBathshebathoughthimdeadwasafrequentsubjectofcuriousconjecture。

ToEnglandhedidreturnatlast;butthefactofdrawingnearertoWeatherburyabstracteditsfascinations,andhisintentiontoenterhisoldgrooveatthatplacebecamemodified。ItwaswithgloomheconsideredonlandingatLiverpoolthatifheweretogohomehisreceptionwouldbeofakindveryunpleasanttocontemplate;forwhatTroyhadinthewayofemotionwasanoccasionalfitfulsentimentwhichsometimescausedhimasmuchinconvenienceasemotionofastrongandhealthykind。Bathshebawasnotawomantobemadeafoolof,orawomantosufferinsilence;andhowcouldheendureexistencewithaspiritedwifetowhomatfirstenteringhewouldbebeholdenforfoodandlodging?Moreover,itwasnotatallunlikelythathiswifewouldfailatherfarming,ifshehadnotalreadydoneso;andhewouldthenbecomeliableforhermaintenance;andwhatalifesuchafutureofpovertywithherwouldbe,thespectreofFannyconstantlybetweenthem,harrowinghistemperandembitteringherwords!Thus,forreasonstouchingondistaste,regret,andshamecommingled,heputoffhisreturnfromdaytoday,andwouldhavedecidedtoputitoffaltogetherifhecouldhavefoundanywhereelsetheready-madeestablishmentwhichexistedforhimthere。

Atthistime-theJulyprecedingtheSeptemberinwhichwefindhimatGreenhillFair-hefellinwithatravellingcircuswhichwasperformingintheoutskirtsofanortherntown。Troyintroducedhimselftothemanagerbytamingarestivehorseofthetroupe,hittingasuspendedapplewithapistol-bulletfiredfromtheanimal’shackwheninfallgallop,andotherfeats。Forhismeritsinthese-allmoreorlessbaseduponhisexperiencesasadragoon-guardsman-Troywastakenintothecompany,andtheplayofTurpinwaspreparedwithaviewtohispersonationofthechiefcharacter。

Troywasnotgreatlyelatedbytheappreciativespiritinwhichhewasundoubtedlytreated,buthethoughttheengagementmightaffordhimafewweeksforconsideration。Itwasthuscarelessly,andwithouthavingformedanydefiniteplanforthefuture,thatTroyfoundhimselfatGreenhillFairwiththerestofthecompanyonthisday。

Andnowthemildautumnsungotlower,andinfrontofthepavilionthefollowingincidenthadtakenplace。Bathsheba-whowasdriventothefairthatdaybyheroddmanPoorgrass-had,likeeveryoneelse,readorheardtheannouncementthatMrFrancis,theGreatCosmopolitanEquestrianandRoughrider,wouldenactthepartofTurpin,andshewasnotyettoooldandcareworntobewithoutalittlecuriositytoseehim。Thisparticularshowwasbyfarthelargestandgrandestinthefair,ahordeoflittleshowsgroupingthemselvesunderitsshadelikechickensaroundahen。Thecrowdhadpassedin,andBoldwood,whohadbeenwatchingallthedayforanopportunityofspeakingtoher,seeinghercomparativelyisolated,cameuptoherside。

`Ihopethesheephavedonewelltoday,MrsTroy?’hesaidnervously。

`Oyes,thankyou,’saidBathsheba,colourspringingupinthecentreofhercheeks。`Iwasfortunateenoughtosellthemalljustaswegotuponthehill,sowehadn’ttopenatall。’

`Andnowyouareentirelyatleisure?’

`Yes,exceptthatIhavetoseeonemoredealerintwohours’time;

otherwiseIshouldbegoinghome。Iwaslookingatthislargetentandtheannouncement。Haveyoueverseentheplayof“Turpin’sRidetoYork“?

Turpinwasarealman,washenot?’

`Oyes,perfectlytrue-allofit。Indeed,IthinkI’veheardJanCoggansaythatarelationofhisknewTomKing,Turpin’sfriend,quitewell。’

`Cogganisrathergiventostrangestoriesconnectedwithhisrelations,wemustremember。Ihopetheycanallbebelieved。’

`Yes,yes;weknowCoggan。ButTurpinistrueenough。Youhaveneverseenitplayed,Isuppose?’

`Never。IwasnotallowedtogointotheseplaceswhenIwasyoung。

Hark!What’sthatprancing?Howtheyshout!’

`BlackBessjuststartedoff,Isuppose。AmIrightinsupposingyouwouldliketoseetheperformance,MrsTroy?Pleaseexcusemymistake,ifitisone;butifyouwouldliketo,I’llgetaseatforyouwithpleasure。’

Perceivingthatshehesitated,headded,`Imyselfshallnotstaytoseeit:I’veseenitbefore。’

NowBathshebadidcarealittletoseetheshow,andhadonlywithheldherfeetfromtheladderbecauseshefearedtogoinalone。ShehadbeenhopingthatOakmightappear,whoseassistanceinsuchcaseswasalwaysacceptedasaninalienableright,butOakwasnowheretobeseen;andhenceitwasthatshesaid,`Thenifyouwilljustlookinfirst,toseeifthere’sroom,IthinkIwillgoinforaminuteortwo。’

AndsoashorttimeafterthisBathshebaappearedinthetentwithBoldwoodatherelbow,who,takinghertoa`reserved’seat,againwithdrew。

Thisfeatureconsistedofoneraisedbenchinaveryconspicuouspartofthecircle,coveredwithredcloth,andflooredwithapieceofcarpet,andBathshebaimmediatelyfound,toherconfusion,thatshewasthesinglereservedindividualinthetent,therestofthecrowdedspectators,oneandall,standingontheirlegsonthebordersofthearena,wheretheygottwiceasgoodaviewoftheperformanceforhalfthemoney。Henceasmanyeyeswereturneduponher,enthronedaloneinthisplaceofhonour,againstascarletbackground,asupontheponiesandclownwhowereengagedinpreliminaryexploitsinthecentre,Turpinnothavingyetappeared。

Oncethere,Bathshebawasforcedtomakethebestofitandremain:shesatdown,spreadingherskirtswithsomedignityovertheunoccupiedspaceoneachsideofher,andgivinganewandfeminineaspecttothepavilion。

InafewminutesshenoticedthefatrednapeofCoggan’sneckamongthosestandingjustbelowher,andJosephPoorgrass’ssaintlyprofilealittlefurtheron。

Theinteriorwasshadowywithapeculiarshade。Thestrangeluminoussemi-opacitiesoffineautumnafternoonsandevesintensifiedintoRembrandteffectsthefewyellowsunbeamswhichcamethroughholesanddivisionsinthecanvas,andspurtedlikejetsofgold-dustacrosstheduskyblueatmosphereofhazepervadingthetent,untiltheyalightedoninnersurfacesofclothopposite,andshonelikelittlelampssuspendedthere。

Troy,onpeepingfromhisdressing-tentthroughaslitforareconnoitrebeforeentering,sawhisunconsciouswifeonhighbeforehimasdescribed,sittingasqueenofthetournament。Hestartedbackinutterconfusion,foralthoughhisdisguiseeffectuallyconcealedhispersonality,heinstantlyfeltthatshewouldbesuretorecognizehisvoice。HehadseveraltimesduringthedaythoughtofthepossibilityofsomeWeatherburypersonorotherappearingandrecognizinghim;buthehadtakentheriskcarelessly。

Iftheyseeme,letthem,hehadsaid。ButherewasBathshebainherownperson;andtherealityofthescenewassomuchintenserthananyofhisprefiguringsthathefelthehadnothalfenoughconsideredthepoint。

ShelookedsocharmingandfairthathiscoolmoodaboutWeatherburypeoplewaschanged。Hehadnotexpectedhertoexercisethispoweroverhiminthetwinklingofaneye。Shouldhegoon,andcarenothing?Hecouldnotbringhimselftodothat。Beyondapoliticwishtoremainunknown,theresuddenlyaroseinhimnowasenseofshameatthepossibilitythathisattractiveyoungwife,whoalreadydespisedhim,shoulddespisehimmorebydiscoveringhiminsomeanaconditionaftersolongatime。Heactuallyblushedatthethought,andwasvexedbeyondmeasurethathissentimentsofdisliketowardsWeatherburyshouldhaveledhimtodailyaboutthecountryinthisway。

ButTroywasnevermorecleverthanwhenabsolutelyathiswits’end。

Hehastilythrustasidethecurtaindividinghisownlittledressingspacefromthatofthemanagerandproprietor,whonowappearedastheindividualcalledTomKingasfardownashiswaist,andastheaforesaidrespectablemanagerthencetohistoes。

`Here’sthedeviltopay!’saidTroy。

`How’sthat?’

`Why,there’sablackguardcreditorinthetentIdon’twanttosee,who’lldiscovermeandnabmeassureasSatanifIopenmymouth。What’stobedone?’

`Youmustappearnow,Ithink。’

`Ican’t。’

`Buttheplaymustproceed。’

`DoyougiveoutthatTurpinhasgotabadcold,andcan’tspeakhispart,butthathe’llperformitjustthesamewithoutspeaking。’

Theproprietorshookhishead。

`Anyhow,playornoplay,Iwon’topenmymouth,’saidTroyfirmly。

`Verywell,thenletmesee。Itellyouhowwe’llmanage,’saidtheother,whoperhapsfeltitwouldbeextremelyawkwardtooffendhisleadingmanjustatthistime。`Iwon’ttell’emanythingaboutyourkeepingsilence;

goonwiththepieceandsaynothing,doingwhatyoucanbyajudiciouswinknowandthen,andafewindomitablenodsintheheroicplaces,youknow。They’llneverfindoutthatthespeechesareomitted。’

Thisseemedfeasibleenough,forTurpin’sspeecheswerenotmanyorlong,thefascinationofthepiecelyingentirelyintheaction;andaccordinglytheplaybegan,andattheappointedtimeBlackBessleaptintothegrassycircleamidtheplauditsofthespectators。Attheturnpikescene,whereBessandTurpinarehotlypursuedatmidnightbytheofficers,andthehalfawakegatekeeperinhistassellednightcapdeniesthatanyhorsemanhaspassed,Cogganutteredabroad-chested`Welldone!’whichcouldbeheardalloverthefairabovethebleating,andPoorgrasssmileddelightedlywithanicesenseofdramaticcontrastbetweenourhero,whocoollyleapsthegate,andhaltingjusticeintheformofhisenemies,whomustneedspullupcumbersomelyandwaittobeletthrough。AtthedeathofTomKing,hecouldnotrefrainfromseizingCogganbythehand,andwhispering,withtearsinhiseyes,`Ofcoursehe’snotreallyshot,Jan-onlyseemingly!’

Andwhenthelastsadscenecameon,andthebodyofthegallantandfaithfulBesshadtobecarriedoutonashutterbytwelvevolunteersfromamongthespectators,nothingcouldrestrainPoorgrassfromlendingahand,exclaiming,asheaskedJantojoinhim,`’TwillbesomethingtotellofatWarren’sinfutureyears,Jan,andhanddowntoourchildren。’FormanyayearinWeatherbury,Josephtold,withtheairofamanwhohadhadexperiencesinhistime,thathetouchedwithhisownhandthehoofofBessasshelayupontheboarduponhisshoulder。If,ascomethinkershold,immortalityconsistsinbeingenshrinedinothers’memories,thendidBlackBessbecomeimmortalthatdayifsheneverhaddonesobefore。

MeanwhileTroyhadaddedafewtouchestohisordinarymakeupfarthecharacter,themoreeffectuallytodisguisehimself,andthoughhehadfeltfaintqualmsonfirstentering,themetamorphosiseffectedbyjudiciously`lining’hisfacewithawirerenderedhimsafefromtheeyesofBathshebaandhermen。Nevertheless,hewasrelievedwhenitwasgotthrough。

Therewasasecondperformanceintheevening,andthetentwaslightedup。Troyhadtakenhispartveryquietlythistime,venturingtointroduceafewspeechesonoccasion;andwasjustconcludingitwhen,whilststandingattheedgeofthecirclecontiguoustothefirstrowofspectators,heobservedwithinayardofhimtheeyeofamandartedkeenlyintohissidefeatures。Troyhastilyshiftedhisposition,afterhavingrecognizedinthescrutineertheknavishbailiffPennyways,hiswife’sswornenemy,whostillhungabouttheoutskirtsofWeatherbury。

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