FAR FROM THE MADDING CROWD

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`Ihavenotfalleninlovewithyou,MrBoldwood-certainlyImustsaythat。’Sheallowedaverysmallsmiletocreepforthefirsttimeoverherseriousfaceinsayingthis,andthewhiterowofupperteeth,andkeenly-cutlipsalreadynoticed,suggestedanideaofheartlessness,whichwasimmediatelycontradictedbythepleasanteyes。

`Butyouwilljustthink-inkindnessandcondescensionthink-ifyoucannotbearwithmeasahusband!IfearIamtoooldforyou,butbelievemeIwilltakemorecareofyouthanwouldmanyamanofyourownage。Iwillprotectandcherishyouwithallmystrength-Iwillindeed!

Youshallhavenocares-beworriedbynohouseholdaffairs,andlivequiteatease,MissEverdene。Thedairysuperintendenceshallbedonebyaman-Icanafforditwell-youshallneverhavesomuchastolookoutofdoorsathaymakingtime,ortothinkofweatherintheharvest。

Iratherclingtothechaise,becauseitisthesamemypoorfatherandmotherdrove,butifyoudon’tlikeitIwillsellit,andyoushallhaveapony-carriageofyourown。Icannotsayhowfaraboveeveryotherideaandobjectonearthyouseemtome-nobodyknows-Godonlyknows-howmuchyouaretome!’

Bathsheba’sheartwasyoung,anditswelledwithsympathyforthedeep-naturedmanwhospokesosimply。

`Don’tsayit:don’t!Icannotbearyoutofeelsomuch,andmetofeelnothing。AndIamafraidtheywillnoticeus,MrBoldwood。Willyouletthematterrestnow?Icannotthinkcollectedly。Ididnotknowyouweregoingtosaythistome。O,Iamwickedtohavemadeyousufferso!’Shewasfrightenedaswellasagitatedathisvehemence。

`Saythen,thatyoudon’tabsolutelyrefuse。Donotquiterefuse?’

`Icandonothing。Icannotanswer。

`Imayspeaktoyouagainonthesubject?’

`Yes。’

`Imaythinkofyou?’

`Yes,Isupposeyoumaythinkofme。’

`Andhopetoobtainyou?’

`No-donothope!Letusgoon。’

`Iwillcalluponyouagaintomorrow。’

`No-pleasenot。Givemetime。’

`Yes-Iwillgiveyouanytime,’hesaidearnestlyandgratefully。

`Iamhappiernow。’

`No-Ibegyou!Don’tbehappierifhappinessonlycomesfrommyagreeing。

Beneutral,MrBoldwood!Imustthink。’

`Iwillwait,’hesaid。

Andthensheturnedaway。Boldwooddroppedhisgazetotheground,andstoodlonglikeamanwhodidnotknowwherehewas。Realitiesthenreturneduponhimlikethepainofawoundreceivedinanexcitementwhicheclipsesit,andhe,too,thenwenton。

CHAPTERTWENTYPerplexity-bindingtheShears-AQuarrel`HeissodisinterestedandkindtooffermeallthatIcandesire,’Bathshebamused。

YetFarmerBoldwood,whetherbynaturekindorthereversetokind,didnotexercisekindnesshere。Therarestofferingsofthepurestlovesarebutaself-indulgence,andnogenerosityatall。

Bathsheba,notbeingtheleastinlovewithhim,waseventuallyabletolookcalmlyathisoffer。Itwasonewhichmanywomenofherownstationintheneighbourhood,andnotafewofhigherrank,wouldhavebeenwildtoacceptandproudtopublish。Ineverypointofview,rangingfrompolitictopassionate,itwasdesirablethatshe,alonelygirlshouldmarry,andmarrythisearnest,well-to-do,andrespectedman。Hewasclosetoherdoors:hisstandingwassufficient:hisqualitieswereevensupererogatory。

Hadshefelt,whichshedidnot,anywishwhateverforthemarriedstateintheabstract,shecouldnotreasonablyhaverejectedhim,beingawomanwhofrequentlyappealedtoherunderstandingfordeliverancefromherwhims。

Boldwoodasameanstomarriagewasunexceptionable:sheesteemedandlikedhim,yetshedidnotwanthim。Itappearsthatordinarymentakewivesbecausepossessionisnotpossiblewithoutmarriage,andthatordinarywomenaccepthusbandsbecausemarriageisnotpossiblewithoutpossession;

withtotallydifferingaimsthemethodisthesameonbothsides。Buttheunderstoodincentiveonthewoman’spartwaswantinghere。Besides,Bathsheba’spositionasabsolutemistressofafarmandhousewasanovelone,andthenoveltyhadnotyetbeguntowearoff。

Butadisquietfilledherwhichwassomewhattohercredit,foritwouldhaveaffectedfew。Beyondthementionedreasonswithwhichshecombatedherobjections,shehadastrongfeelingthat,havingbeentheonewhobeganthegame,sheoughtinhonestytoaccepttheconsequences。Stillthereluctanceremained。ShesaidinthesamebreaththatitwouldbeungenerousnottomarryBoldwood,andthatshecouldn’tdoittosaveherlife。

Bathsheba’swasanimpulsivenatureunderadeliberateaspect。AnElizabethinbrainandaMaryStuartinspirit,sheoftenperformedactionsofthegreatesttemeritywithamannerofextremediscretion。Manyofherthoughtswereperfectsyllogisms;unluckilytheyalwaysremainedthoughts。Onlyafewwereirrationalassumptions;but,unfortunately,theyweretheoneswhichmostfrequentlygrewintodeeds。

ThenextdaytothatofthedeclarationshefoundGabrielOakatthebottomofhergarden,grindinghisshearsforthesheep-shearing。Allthesurroundingcottagesweremoreorlessscenesofthesameoperation;thescurrofwhettingspreadintotheskyfromallpartsofthevillageasfromanarmouryprevioustoacampaign。Peaceandwarkisseachotherattheirhoursofpreparation-sickles,scythes,shears,andpruning-hooksrankingwithswords,bayonets,andlances,intheircommonnecessityforpointandedge。

CainyBallturnedthehandleofGabriel’sgrindstone,hisheadperformingamelancholysee-sawupanddownwitheachturnofthewheel。OakstoodsomewhatasErosisrepresentedwhenintheactofsharpeninghisarrows:

hisfigureslightlybent,theweightofhisbodythrownoverontheshears,andhisheadbalancedsideways,withacriticalcompressionofthelipsandcontractionoftheeyelidstocrowntheattitude。

Hismistresscameupandlookedupontheminsilenceforaminuteortwo;thenshesaid——

`Cain,gotothelowermeadandcatchthebaymare。I’llturnthewinchofthegrindstone。Iwanttospeaktoyou,Gabriel。’

Caindeparted,andBathshebatookthehandle。Gabrielhadglancedupinintensesurprise,quelleditsexpression,andlookeddownagain。Bathshebaturnedthewinch,andGabrielappliedtheshears。

Thepeculiarmotioninvolvedinturningawheelhasawonderfultendencytobenumbthemind。ItisasortofattenuatedvarietyofIxion’spunishment,andcontributesadismalchaptertothehistoryofgaols。Thebraingetsmuddled,theheadgrowsheavy,andthebody’scentreofgravityseemstosettlebydegreesinaleadenlumpsomewherebetweentheeyebrowsandthecrown。Bathshebafelttheunpleasantsymptomsaftertwoorthreedozenturns。

`Willyouturn,Gabriel,andletmeholdtheshears?’shesaid。`Myheadisinawhirl,andIcan’ttalk。’

Gabrielturned。Bathshebathenbegan,withsomeawkwardness,allowingherthoughtstostrayoccasionallyfromherstorytoattendtotheshears,whichrequiredalittlenicetyinsharpening。

`IwantedtoaskyouifthemenmadeanyobservationsonmygoingbehindthesedgewithMrBoldwoodyesterday?’

`Yes,theydid,’saidGabriel。`Youdon’tholdtheshearsright,miss-Iknewyouwouldn’tknowtheway-holdlikethis。’

Herelinquishedthewinch,andenclosinghertwohandscompletelyinhisown(takingeachaswesometimesclaspachild’shandinteachinghimtowrite),graspedtheshearswithher。`Inclinetheedgeso’hesaid。

Handsandshearswereinclinedtosuitthewords,andheldthusforapeculiarlylongtimebytheinstructorashespoke。

`Thatwilldo,’exclaimedBathsheba。`Loosemyhands。Iwon’thavethemheld!Turnthewinch。’

Gabrielfreedherhandsquietly,retiredtohishandle,andthegrindingwenton。

`Didthementhinkitodd?’shesaidagain。

`Oddwasnottheidea,miss。’

`Whatdidtheysay?’

`ThatFarmerBoldwood’snameandyourownwerelikelytobeflungoverpulpittogetherbeforetheyearwasout。’

`Ithoughtsobythelookofthem!Why,there’snothinginit。Amorefoolishremarkwasnevermade,andIwantyoutocontradictit:that’swhatIcamefor。’

Gabriellookedincredulousandsad,butbetweenhismomentsofincredulity,relieved。

`Theymusthaveheardourconversation,’shecontinued。

`Well,then,Bathsheba!’saidOak,stoppingthehandle,andgazingintoherfacewithastonishment。

`MissEverdene,youmean,’shesaidwithdignity。

`Imeanthis,thatifMrBoldwoodreallyspokeofmarriage,Ibain’tgoingtotellastoryandsayhedidn’ttopleaseyou。Ihavealreadytriedtopleaseyoutoomuchformyowngood!’

Bathshebaregardedhimwithround-eyedperplexity。Shedidnotknowwhethertopityhimfordisappointedloveofher,ortobeangrywithhimforhavinggotoverit-histonebeingambiguous。

`IsaidIwantedyoujusttomentionthatitwasnottrueIwasgoingtobemarriedtohim,’shemurmured,withaslightdeclineinherassurance。

`Icansaythattothemifyouwish,MissEverdene。AndIcouldlikewisegiveanopinionto’eeonwhatyouhavedone。’

`Idaresay。ButIdon’twantyouropinion。’

`Isupposenot,’saidGabrielbitterly,andgoingonwithhisturning;

hiswordsrisingandfallinginaregularswellandcadenceashestoopedorrosewiththewinch,whichdirectedthem,accordingtohisposition,perpendicularlyintotheearth,orhorizontallyalongthegarden,hiseyesbeingfixedonaleafupontheground。

WithBathshebaahastenedactwasarashact;but,asdoesnotalwayshappen,timegainedwasprudenceensured。Itmustbeadded,however,thattimewasveryseldomgained。AtthisperiodthesingleopinionintheparishonherselfandherdoingsthatshevaluedassounderthanherownwasGabrielOak’s。Andtheoutspokenhonestyofhischaracterwassuchthatonanysubject,eventhatofherlovefor,ormarriagewith,anotherman,thesamedisinterestednessofopinionmightbecalculatedon,andbehadfortheasking。Thoroughlyconvincedoftheimpossibilityofhisownsuit,ahighresolveconstrainedhimnottoinjurethatofanother。Thisisalover’smoststoicalvirtue,asthelackofitisalover’smostvenialsin。Knowinghewouldreplytrulysheaskedthequestion,painfulasshemusthaveknownthesubjectwouldbe。Suchistheselfishnessofsomecharmingwomen。Perhapsitwansomeexcuseforherthustorturinghonestytoherownadvantage,thatshehadabsolutelynoothersoundjudgementwithineasyreach。

`Well,whatisyouropinionofmyconduct,’shesaidquietly。

`Thatitisunworthyofanythoughtful,andmeek,andcomelywoman。’

InaninstantBathsheba’sfacecolouredwiththeangrycrimsonofaDanbysunset。Butsheforboretoutterthisfeeling,andthereticenceofhertongueonlymadetheloquacityofherfacethemorenoticeable。

ThenextthingGabrieldidwastomakeamistake。

`Perhapsyoudon’tliketherudenessofmyreprimandingyou,forIknowitisrudeness;butIthoughtitwoulddogood。’

Sheinstantlyrepliedsarcastically——

`Onthecontrary,myopinionofyouissolow,thatIseeinyourabusethepraiseofdiscerningpeople!’

`Iamgladyoudon’tmindit,forIsaidithonestlyandwitheveryseriousmeaning。’

`Isee。But,unfortunately,whenyoutrynottospeakinjestyouareamusing-justaswhenyouwishtoavoidseriousnessyousometimessayasensibleword。’

Itwasahardhit,butBathshebahadunmistakablylosthertemper,andonthataccountGabrielhadneverinhislifekepthisownbetter。Hesaidnothing。Shethenbrokeout——

`Imayask,Isuppose,whereinparticularmyunworthinesslies?Inmynotmarryingyou,perhaps!’

`Notbyanymeans,’saidGabrielquietly。`Ihavelonggivenupthinkingofthatmatter。’

`Orwishingit,Isuppose,’shesaid;anditwasapparentthatsheexpectedanunhesitatingdenialofthissupposition。

WhateverGabrielfelt,hecoollyechoedherwords——

`Orwishingiteither。’

Awomanmaybetreatedwithabitternesswhichissweettoher,andwitharudenesswhichisnotoffensive。BathshebawouldhavesubmittedtoanindignantchastisementforherlevityhadGabrielprotestedthathewaslovingheratthesametime;theimpetuosityofpassionunrequitedisbearable,evenifitstingsandanathematizes-thereisatriumphinthehumiliation,andatendernessinthestrife。Thiswaswhatshehadbeenexpecting,andwhatshehadnotgot。Tobelecturedbecausethelecturersawherinthecoldmorninglightofopen-shuttereddisillusionwasexasperating。

Hehadnotfinished,either。Hecontinuedinamoreagitatedvoice:——

`Myopinionis(sinceyouaskit)thatyouaregreatlytoblameforplayingpranksuponamanlikeMrBoldwood,merelyasapastime。Leadingonamanyoudon’tcareforisnotapraiseworthyaction。Andeven,MissEverdene,ifyouseriouslyinclinedtowardshim,youmighthavelethimfinditoutinsomewayoftrueloving-kindness,andnotbysendinghimavalentine’sletter。’

Bathshebalaiddowntheshears。

`Icannotallowanymanto-tocriticizemyprivateconduct!’sheexclaimed。

`NorwillIforaminute。Soyou’llpleaseleavethefarmattheendoftheweek!’

Itmayhavebeenapeculiarity-atanyrateitwasafact-thatwhenBathshebawasswayedbyanemotionofanearthlysortherlowerliptrembled;

whenbyarefinedemotion,herupperorheavenwardone。Hernetherlipquiverednow。

`Verywell,soIwill,’saidGabrielcalmly。Hehadbeenheldtoherbyabeautifulthreadwhichitpainedhimtospoilbybreaking,ratherthanbyachainhecouldnotbreak。`Ishouldbeevenbetterpleasedtogoatonce,’headded。

`Goatoncethen,inHeaven’sname!’saidshe,hereyesflashingathidthoughnevermeetingthem。`Don’tletmeseeyourfaceanymore。’

`Verywell,MissEverdene-soitshallbe。’

Andhetookhisshearsandwentawayfromherinplaciddignity,asMosesleftthepresenceofPharaoh。

CHAPTERTWENTY-ONETroublesintheFold-AMessageGabrielOakhadceasedtofeedtheWeatherburyflockforaboutfour-and-twentyhours,whenonSundayafternoontheelderlygentlemenJosephPoorgrass,MatthewMoon,Fray,andhalf-a-dozenothers,camerunninguptothehouseofthemistressoftheUpperFarm。

`Whateveristhematter,men?’shesaid,meetingthematthedoorjustasshewascomingoutonherwaytochurch,andceasinginamomentfromtheclosecompressionofhertworedlips,withwhichshehadaccompaniedtheexertionofpullingonatightglove。

`Sixty!’saidJosephPoorgrass。

`Seventy!’saidMoon。

`Fifty-nine!’saidSusanTall’shusband。

`-Sheephavebrokefence,’saidFray。

`-Andgotintoafieldofyoungclover,’saidTall。

`-Youngclover!’saidMoon。

`-Clover!’saidJosephPoorgrass。

`Andtheybegettingblasted,’saidHeneryFray。

`Thattheybe,’saidJoseph。

`Andwillalldieasdeadasnits,iftheybain’tgotoutandcured!’

saidTall。

Joseph’scountenancewasdrawnintolinesandpuckersbyhisconcern。

Fray’sforeheadwaswrinkledbothperpendicularlyandcrosswise,afterthepatternofaportcullis,expressiveofadoubledespair。LabanTall’slipswerethin,andhisfacewasrigid。Matthew’sjawssank,andhiseyesturnedwhicheverwaythestrongestmusclehappenedtopullthem。

`Yes,’saidJoseph,`andIwassittingathomelookingforEphesians,andsaysItomyself,“’TisnothingbutCorinthiansandThessaloniansinthisdangedTestament。”whenwhoshouldcomeinbutHenerythere:“Joseph。”

hesaid,“thesheephaveblastedtheirselves-“’

WithBathshebaitwasamomentwhenthoughtwasspeechandspeechexclamation。

Moreover,shehadhardlyrecoveredherequanimitysincethedisturbancewhichshehadsufferedfromOak’sremarks。

`That’senough-that’senough-Oyoufools!’shecried,throwingtheparasolandPrayer-bookintothepassage,andrunningoutofdoorsinthedirectionsignified。’tocometome,andnotgoandgetthemoutdirectly!

O,thestupidnumskulls!’

Hereyeswereattheirdarkestandbrightestnow。Bathsheba’sbeautybelongingrathertothedemonianthantotheangelicschool,sheneverlookedsowellaswhenshewasangry-andparticularlywhentheeffectwasheightenedbyaratherdashingvelvetdresscarefullyputonbeforeaglass。

Alltheancientmenraninajumbledthrongafterhertothecloverfield,Josephsinkingdowninthemidstwhenabouthalfway,likeanindividualwitheringinaworldwhichwasmoreandmoreinsupportable。Havingoncereceivedthestimulusthatherpresencealwaysgavethemtheywentroundamongthesheepwithawill。Themajorityoftheafflictedanimalswerelyingdown,andcouldnotbestirred。Thesewerebodilyliftedout,andtheothersdrivenintotheadjoiningfield。Here,afterthelapseofafewminutes,severalmorefelldown,andlayhelplessandlividastherest。

Bathsheba,withasad,burstingheart,lookedattheseprimestspecimensofherprimeflockastheyrolledthere——SwolnwithwindandtherankmisttheydrewManyofthemfoamedatthemouth,theirbreathingbeingquickandshort,whilstthebodiesofallwerefearfullydistended。

`O,whatcanIdo’whatcanIdo!’saidBathsheba,helplessly。`Sheeparesuchunfortunateanimals!-there’salwayssomethinghappeningtothem!

Ineverknewaflockpassayearwithoutgettingintosomescrapeorother。’

`There’sonlyonewayofsavingthem,’saidTall。

`Whatway?Tellmequick!’

`Theymustbepiercedinthesidewithathingmadeonpurpose。

`Canyoudoit?CanI?’

`No’ma’am。Wecan’t,noryouneither。Itmustbedoneinaparticularspot。Ifyegototherightorleftbutaninchyoustabtheeweandkillher。Notevenashepherdcandoit,asarule。’

`Thentheymustdie,’shesaid,inaresignedtone。

`Onlyonemanintheneighbourhoodknowstheway,’saidJoseph,nowjustcomeup。Hecouldcure’emallifhewerehere。’

`Whoishe?Let’sgethim!’

`ShepherdOak,’saidMatthew。`Ah,he’saclevermanintalents!’

`Ah,thatheisso!’saidJosephPoorgrass。

`True-he’stheman,’saidLabanTall。

`Howdareyounamethatmaninmypresence!’shesaidexcitedly。`I

toldyounevertoalludetohim,norshallyouifyoustaywithme。Ah!’

sheadded,brightening,`FarmerBoldwoodknows!’

`Ono’ma’am,’saidMatthew。’twoofhisstoreewesgotintosomevetchest’otherday,andwerejustlikethese。Hesentamanonhorsebackherepost-hasteforGable,andGablewentandsaved`em。FarmerBoldwoodhevgotthethingtheydoitwith。’tisahollerpipe,withasharpprickerinside。Isn’tit,Joseph?’

`Ay-ahollerpipe,’echoedJoseph。’that’swhat’tis。’

`Ay,sure-that’sthemachine,’chimedinHeneryFrayreflectively,withanOrientalindifferencetotheflightoftime。

`Well,’burstoutBathsheba,`don’tstandtherewithyour“ayes“andyour“sures“,talkingatme!Getsomebodytocurethesheepinstantly!’

Allthenstalkedoffinconsternation,togetsomebodyasdirected,withoutanyideaofwhoitwastobe。Inaminutetheyhadvanishedthroughthegate,andshestoodalonewiththedyingflock。

`NeverwillIsendforhim-never!’shesaidfirmly。

Oneoftheewesherecontracteditsmuscleshorribly,extendeditself,andjumpedhighintotheair。Theleapwasanastonishingone。Theewefellheavily,andlaystill。

Bathshebawentuptoit。Thesheepwasdead。

`O,whatshallIdo-whatshallIdo’sheagainexclaimed,wringingherhands。`Iwon’tsendforhim。No,Iwon’t!’

Themostvigorousexpressionofaresolutiondoesnotalwayscoincidewiththegreatestvigouroftheresolutionitself。Itisoftenflungoutasasortofproptosupportadecayingconvictionwhich,whilststrong,requirednoenunciationtoproveitso。The`No,’Iwon’t’ofBathshebameantvirtually,`IthinkImust。’

Shefollowedherassistantsthroughthegate,andliftedherhandtooneofthem。Labanansweredtohersignal。

`WhereisOakstaying?’

`AcrossthevalleyatNestCottage。

`Jumponthebaymare,andrideacross,andsayhemustreturninstantly-thatIsayso。

Tallscrambledofftothefield,andintwominuteswasonPoll,thebay,bare-backed,andwithonlyahalterbywayofrein。Hediminisheddownthehill。

Bathshebawatched。Sodidalltherest。TallcanteredalongthebridlepaththroughSixteenAcres,Sheeplands,MiddleField,TheFlats,CappelsPiece,shrankalmosttoapoint,crossedthebridge,andascendedfromthevalleythroughSpringmeadandWhitepitsontheotherside。ThecottagetowhichGabrielhadretiredbeforetakinghisfinaldeparturefromthelocalitywasvisibleasawhitespotontheoppositehill,backedbybluefirs。Bathshebawalkedupanddown。Themenenteredthefieldandendeavouredtoeasetheanguishofthedumbcreaturesbyrubbingthem。Nothingavailed。

Bathshebacontinuedwalking。Thehorsewasseendescendingthehill,andthewearisomeserieshadtoberepeatedinreverseorder:Whitepits,Springmead,Cappel’sPiece,TheFlats,MiddleField,Sheeplands,SixteenAcres。ShehopedTallhadhadpresenceofmindenoughtogivethemareuptoGabriel,andreturnhimselfonfoot。Theridernearedthem。ItwasTall。

`Owhatfolly!’saidBathsheba。

Gabrielwasnotvisibleanywhere。

`Perhapsheisalreadygone!’shesaid。

Tallcameintotheinclosure,andleaptoffhisfacetragicasMorton’safterthebattleofShrewsbury。

`Well?’saidBathsheba,unwillingtobelievethatherverballettre-de-cachetcouldpossiblyhavemiscarried。

`Hesaysbeggarsmustn’tbechoosers,’repliedLaban。

`What!’saidtheyoungfarmer,openinghereyesanddrawinginherbreathforanoutburst。JosephPoorgrassretiredafewstepsbehindahurdle。

`Hesaysheshallnotcomeonlessyourequestentocomecivillyandinapropermanner,asbecomesany’oomanbeggingafavour。’

`Oh,oh,that’shisanswer!Wheredoeshegethisairs?WhoamI,then,tobetreatedlikethat?ShallIbegtoamanwhohasbeggedtome?’

Anotheroftheflocksprangintotheair,andfelldead。

Themenlookedgrave,asiftheysuppressedopinion。

Bathshebaturnedaside,hereyesfulloftears。Thestraitshewasinthroughprideandshrewishnesscouldnotbedisguisedlonger:sheburstoutcryingbitterly;theyallsawit;andsheattemptednofurtherconcealment。

`Iwouldn’tcryaboutit,miss,’saidWilliamSmallburycompassionately。

`Whynotaskhimsofterlike?I’msurehe’dcomethen。Gableisatruemaninthatway。

Bathshebacheckedhergriefandwipedhereyes。`O,itisawickedcrueltytome-itis-itis!’shemurmured。`AndhedrivesmetodowhatIwouldn’t;

yes,hedoes!-Tall,comeindoors。’

Afterthiscollapse,notverydignifiedfortheheadofanestablishment,shewentintothehouse,Tallatherheels。Hereshesatdownandhastilyscribbledanotebetweenthesmallconvulsivesobsofconvalescencewhichfollowafitofcryingasaground-swellfollowsastorm。Thenotewasnonethelesspoliteforbeingwritteninahurry。Shehelditatadistance,wasabouttofoldit,thenaddedthesewordsatthebottom:——`Donotdesertme,Gabriel!’Shelookedalittleredderinrefoldingit,andclosedherlips,asiftherebytosuspendtilltoolatetheactionofconscienceinexaminingwhethersuchstrategywerejustifiable。Thenotewasdespatchedasthemessagehadbeen,andBathshebawaitedindoorsfortheresult。

Itwasananxiousquarterofanhourthatintervenedbetweenthemessenger’sdepartureandthesoundofthehorse’strampagainoutside。Shecouldnotwatchthistime,but,leaningovertheoldbureauatwhichshehadwrittentheletter,closedhereyes,asiftokeepoutbothhopeandfear。

Thecase,however,wasapromisingone。Gabrielwasnotangry:hewassimplyneutral,althoughherfirstcommandhadbeensohaughty。Suchimperiousnesswouldhavedamnedalittlelessbeauty;andontheotherhand,suchbeautywouldhaveredeemedalittlelessimperiousness。

Shewentoutwhenthehorsewasheard,andlookedup。Amounted,figurepassedbetweenherandthesky,anddrewontowardsthefieldofsheep,theriderturninghisfaceinreceding。Gabriellookedather。Itwasamomentwhenawoman’seyesandtonguetelldistinctlyoppositetales。Bathshebalookedhallofgratitude,andshesaid:——

`O,Gabriel,howcouldyouservemesounkindly!’

Suchatenderly-shapedreproachforhispreviousdelaywastheonespeechinthelanguagethathecouldpardonfornotbeingcommendationofhisreadinessnow。

Gabrielmurmuredaconfusedreply,andhastenedon。Sheknewfromthelookwhichsentenceinhernotehadbroughthim。Bathshebafollowedtothefield。

Gabrielwasalreadyamongtheturgid,prostrateforms。Hehadflungoffhiscoat,rolleduphisshirt-sleeves,andtakenfromhispockettheinstrumentofsalvation。Itwasasmalltubeortrochar,withalancepassingdowntheinside;andGabrielbegantouseitwithadexteritythatwouldhavegracedahospital-surgeon。Passinghishandoverthesheep’sleftflank,andselectingtheproperpoint,hepuncturedtheskinandrumenwiththelanceasitstoodinthetube;thenhesuddenlywithdrewthelance,retainingthetubeinitsplace。Acurrentofairrushedupthetube,forcibleenoughtohaveextinguishedacandleheldattheorifice。

Ithasbeensaidthatmereeaseaftertormentisdelightforatime;

andthecountenancesofthesepoorcreaturesexpresseditnow。Forty-nineoperationsweresuccessfullyperformed。Owingtothegreathurrynecessitatedbythefar-gonestateofsomeoftheflock,Gabrielmissedhisaiminonecase,andinoneonly-strikingwideofthemark,andinflictingamortalblowatonceuponthesufferingewe。Fourhaddied;threerecoveredwithoutanoperation。Thetotalnumberofsheepwhichhadthusstrayedandinjuredthemselvessodangerouslywasfifty-seven。

Whenthelove-ledmanhadceasedfromhislaboursBathshebacameandlookedhimintheface。

`Gabriel,willyoustayonwithme?’shesaid,smilingwinningly,andnottroublingtobringherlipsquitetogetheragainattheend,becausetherewasgoingtobeanothersmilesoon。

`Iwill,’saidGabriel。

Andshesmiledonhimagain。

CHAPTERTWENTY-TWOTheGreatBarnandtheSheep-shearersMenthinawaytoinsignificanceandoblivionquiteasoftenbynotmakingthemostofgoodspiritswhentheyhavethemasbylackinggoodspiritswhentheyareindispensable。Gabriellately,forthefirsttimesincehisprostrationbymisfortune,hadbeenindependentinthoughtandvigorousinactiontoamarkedextent-conditionswhich,powerlesswithoutanopportunityasanopportunitywithoutthemisbarren,wouldhavegivenhimasureliftupwardswhenthefavourableconjunctionshouldhaveoccurred。ButthisincurableloiteringbesideBathshebaEverdenestolehistimeruinously。

Thespringtidesweregoingbywithoutfloatinghimoff,andtheneapmightsooncomewhichcouldnot。

ItwasthefirstdayofJune,andthesheep-shearingseasonculminated,thelandscape,eventotheleanestpasture,beingallhealthandcolour。

Everygreenwasyoung,everyporewasopen,andeverystalkwasswollenwithracingcurrentsofjuice。Godwaspalpablypresentinthecountry,andthedevilhadgonewiththeworldtotown。Flossycatkinsofthelaterkinds,fern-sproutslikebishops’croziers,thesquare-headedmoschatel,theoddcuckoo-pint,-likeanapoplecticsaintInanicheofmalachite,-snow-whiteladies’-smocks,thetoothwort,approximatingtohumanflesh,theenchanter’snight-shade,andtheblack-petaleddoleful-bells,wereamongthequainterobjectsofthevegetableworldinandaboutWeatherburyatthisteemingtime;andoftheanimal,themetamorphosedfiguresofMrJanCoggan,themaster-shearer;thesecondandthirdshearers,whotravelledintheexerciseoftheircalling,anddonotrequiredefinitionbyname;

HeneryFraythefourthshearer,SusanTall’shusbandthefifth,JosephPoorgrassthesixth,youngCainBallasassistant-shearer,andGabrielOakasgeneralsupervisor。Noneofthesewereclothedtoanyextentworthmentioning,eachappearingtohavehitinthematterofraimentthedecentmeanbetweenahighandlowcasteHindoo。Anangularityoflineament,andafixityoffacialmachineryingeneral,proclaimedthatseriousworkwastheorderoftheday。

Theyshearedinthegreatbarn,calledforthenoncetheShearing-barn,whichonground-planresembledachurchwithtransepts。Itnotonlyemulatedtheformoftheneighbouringchurchoftheparish,butviedwithitinantiquity。Whetherthebarnhadeverformedoneofagroupofconventualbuildingsnobodyseemedtobeaware;notraceofsuchsurroundingsremained。

Thevastporchesatthesides,loftyenoughtoadmitawaggonladentoitshighestwithcorninthesheaf,werespannedbyheavy-pointedarchesofstone,broadlyandboldlycut,whoseverysimplicitywastheoriginofagrandeurnotapparentinerectionswheremoreornamenthasbeenattempted。

Theduskyfilmed,chestnutroof,bracedandtiedinbyhugecollars,curves,anddiagonals,wasfarnoblerindesign,becausemorewealthyinmaterial,thanninetenthsofthoseinourmodernchurches。Alongeachsidewallwasarangeofstridingbuttresses,throwingdeepshadowsonthespacesbetweenthemwhichwereperforatedbylancetopenings,combiningintheirproportionsthepreciserequirementsbothofbeautyandventilation。

Onecouldsayaboutthisbarn,whatcouldhardlybesaidofeitherthechurchorthecastle,akintoitinageandstyle,thatthepurposewhichhaddictateditsoriginalerectionwasthesamewiththattowhichit`wasstillapplied。Unlikeandsuperiortoeitherofthosetwotypicalremnantsofmediæ;valism,theoldbarnembodiedpracticeswhichhadsufferednomutilationatthehandsoftime。Hereatleastthespiritoftheancientbuilderswasatonewiththespiritofthemodernbeholder。Standingbeforethisabradedpile,theeyeregardeditspresentusage,theminddweltuponitspasthistory,withasatisfiedsenseoffunctionalcontinuitythroughout-afeelingalmostofgratitude,andquiteofpride,atthepermanenceoftheideawhichhadheapeditup。Theactthatfourcenturieshadneitherprovedittobefoundedonamistake,inspiredanyhatredofitsprose,norgivenrisetoanyreactionthathadbattereditdown,investedthissimplegreyeffortofoldmindswitharepose,ifnotagrandeur,whichatoocuriousreflectionwasapttodisturbinitsecclesiasticalandmilitarycompeers。Foroncemediæ;valismandmodernismhadacommonstandpoint。

Thelanceolatewindows,thetime-eatenarch-stonesandchamfers,theorientationoftheaxis,themistychestnutworkoftherafters,referredtonoexplodedfortifyingartofworn-outreligiouscreed。Thedefenceandsalvationofthebodybydailybreadisstillastudy,areligion,andadesire。

Todaythelargesidedoorswerethrownopentowardsthesuntoadmitabountifullighttotheimmediatespotoftheshearers’operations,whichwasthewoodthreshing-floorinthecentre,formedofthickoak,blackwithageandpolishedbythebeatingofflailsformanygenerations,tillithadgrownasslipperyandasrichinhueasthestate-roomfloorsofanElizabethanmansion。Heretheshearersknelt,thesunslantinginupontheirbleachedshirts,tannedarms,andthepolishedshearstheyflourished,causingthesetobristlewithathousandraysstrongenoughtoblindaweak-eyedman。Beneaththemacaptivesheeplaypanting,quickeningitspantsasmisgivingmergedinterror,tillitquiveredlikethehotlandscapeoutside。

Thispictureoftodayinitsframeoffourhundredyearsagodidnotproducethatmarkedcontrastbetweenancientandmodernwhichisimpliedbythecontrastofdate。Incomparisonwithcities,Weatherburywasimmutable。

Thecitizen’sThenistherustic’sNow。InLondon,twentyorthirtyyearsagoareoldtimes;inParistenyears,orfive;inWeatherburythreeorfourscoreyearswereincludedinthemerepresent,andnothinglessthanacenturysetamarkonitsfaceortone。Fivedecadeshardlymodifiedthecutofagaiter,theembroideryofasmockfrock,bythebreadthofahair。Tengenerationsfailedtoaltertheturnofasinglephrase。

IntheseWessexnooksthebusyoutsider’sancienttimesareonlyold;hisoldtimesarestillnew;hispresentisfuturity。

Sothebarnwasnaturaltotheshearers,andtheshearerswereinharmonywiththebarn。

Thespaciousendsofthebuilding,answeringecclesiasticallytonaveandchancelextremities,werefencedoffwithhurdles,thesheepbeingallcollectedinacrowdwithinthesetwoenclosures;andinoneangleacatching-penwasformed,inwhichthreeorfoursheepwerecontinuouslykeptreadyfortheshearerstoseizewithoutlossoftime。Inthebackground,mellowedbytawnyshade,werethethreewomen,MaryannMoney,andTemperanceandSobernessMiller,gatheringupthefleecesandtwistingropesofwoolwithawimblefortyingthemround。Theywereindifferentlywellassistedbytheoldmaltster,who,whenthemaltingseasonfromOctobertoAprilhadpassed,madehimselfusefuluponanyoftheborderingfarmsteads。

BehindallwasBathsheba,carefullywatchingthementoseethattherewasnocuttingorwoundingthroughcarelessness,andthattheanimalswereshornclose。Gabriel,whoflittedandhoveredunderherbrighteyeslikeamoth,didnotshearcontinuously,halfhistimebeingspentinattendingtotheothersandselectingthesheepforthem。Atthepresentmomenthewasengagedinhandingroundamugofmildliquor,suppliedfromabarrelinthecorner,andcutpiecesofbreadandcheese。

Bathsheba,afterthrowingaglancehere,acautionthere,andlecturingoneoftheyoungeroperatorswhohadallowedhislastfinishedsheeptogooffamongtheflockwithoutre-stampingitwithherinitials,cameagaintoGabriel,asheputdowntheluncheontodragafrightenedewetohisshear-station,flingingitoveruponitsbackwithadexteroustwistofthearm。Heloppedoffthetressesaboutitshead,andopeneduptheneckandcollar,hismistressquietlylookingon。

`Sheblushesattheinsult,’murmuredBathsheba,watchingthepinkflushwhicharoseandoverspreadtheneckandshouldersoftheewewheretheywereleftbarebytheclickingshears-aflushwhichwasenviable,foritsdelicacy,bymanyqueensofcoteries,andwouldhavebeencreditable,foritspromptness,toanywomanintheworld。

PoorGabriel’ssoulwasfedwithaluxuryofcontentbyhavingheroverhim,hereyescriticallyregardinghisskilfulshears,whichapparentlyweregoingtogatherupapieceofthefleshateveryclose,andyetneverdidso。LikeGuildenstern,Oakwashappyinthathewasnotoverhappy。

Hehadnowishtoconversewithher:thathisbrightladyandhimselfformedonegroup,exclusivelytheirown,andcontainingnoothersintheworld,wasenough。

Sothechatterwasallonherside。Thereisaloquacitythattellsnothing,whichwasBathsheba’s;andthereisasilencewhichsaysmuch:

thatwasGabriel’s。Fullofthisdimandtemperateblisshewentontoflingtheeweoveruponherotherside,coveringherheadwithhisknee,graduallyrunningtheshearslineafterlineroundherdewlap,thenceaboutherflankandback,andfinishingoverthetail。

`Welldone,anddonequickly!’saidBathsheba,lookingatherwatchasthelastsnipresounded。

`Howlong,miss?’saidGabriel,wipinghisbrow。

`Three-and-twentyminutesandahalfsinceyoutookthefirstlockfromitsforehead。ItisthefirsttimethatIhaveeverseenonedoneinlessthanhalfanhour。’

Theclean,sleekcreaturearosefromitsfleece-howperfectlylikeAphroditerisingfromthefoam’shouldhavebeenseentoberealized-

lookingstartledandshyatthelossofitsgarment,whichlayonthefloorinonesoftcloud,unitedthroughout,theportionvisiblebeingtheinnersurfaceonly,whichneverbeforeexposed,waswhiteassnow,andwithoutflaworblemishoftheminutestkind。

`CainBall!’

`Yes,MisterOak;hereIbe!’

Cainynowrunsforwardwiththetar-pot。`B。E。’isnewlystampedupontheshornskin,andawaythesimpledamleaps,panting,overtheboardintotheshirtlessflockoutside。ThenupcomesMaryann;throwsthelooselocksintothemiddleofthefleece,rollsitup,andcarriesitintothebattlegroundasthree-and-a-halfpoundsofunadulteratedwarmthforthewinterenjoymentofpersonsunknownandfaraway,whowill,however,neverexperiencethesuperlativecomfortderivablefromthewoolasithereexists,newandpure-beforetheunctuousnessofitsnaturewhilstinalivingstatehasdried,stiffened,andbeenwashedout-renderingitjustnowassuperiortoanythingwoollenascreamissuperiortomilk-and-water。

ButheartlesscircumstancecouldnotleaveentireGabriel’shappinessofthismorning。Therams,oldewes,andtwo-sheareweshaddulyundergonetheirstripping,andthemenwereproceedingwiththeshearlingsandhogs,whenOak’sbeliefthatshewasgoingtostandpleasantlybyandtimehimthroughanotherperformancewaspainfullyinterruptedbyFarmerBoldwood’sappearanceintheextremestcornerofthebarn。Nobodyseemedtohaveperceivedhisentry,buttherehecertainlywas。Boldwoodalwayscarriedwithhimasocialatmosphereofhisown,whicheverybodyfeltwhocamenearhim;

andthetalk,whichBathsheba’spresencehadsomewhatsuppressed,wasnowtotallysuspended。

HecrossedovertowardsBathsheba,whoturnedtogreethimwithacarriageofperfectease。Hespoketoherinlowtones,andsheinstinctivelymodulatedherowntothesamepitch,andhervoiceultimatelyevencaughttheinflectionofhis。Shewasfarfromhavingawishtoappearmysteriouslyconnectedwithhim;butwomanattheimpressionableagegravitatestothelargerbodynotonlyinherchoiceofwords,whichisapparenteveryday,buteveninhershadesoftoneandhumourwhentheinfluenceisgreat。

WhattheyconversedaboutwasnotaudibletoGabriel,whowastooindependenttogetnear,thoughtooconcernedtodisregard。Theissueoftheirdialoguewasthetakingofherhandbythecourteousfarmertohelpheroverthespreading-boardintothebrightJunesunlightoutside。Standingbesidethesheepalreadyshorn,theywentontalkingagain。Concerningtheflock?

Apparentlynot。Gabrieltheorized,notwithouttruth,thatinquietdiscussionofanymatterwithinreachofthespeakers’eyes,theseareusuallyfixeduponit。Bathshebademurelyregardedacontemptiblestrawlyingupontheground,inawaywhichsuggestedlessovinecriticismthanwomanlyembarrassment。

Shebecamemoreorlessredinthecheek,thebloodwaveringinuncertainfluxandrefluxoverthesensitivespacebetweenebbandflood。Gabrielshearedon,constrainedandsad。

SheleftBoldwood’sside,andhewalkedupanddownalonefornearlyaquarterofanhour。Thenshereappearedinhernewriding-habitofmyrtle-green,whichfittedhertothewaistasarindfitsitsfruit;andyoungBobCogganledonhermare,Boldwoodfetchinghisownhorsefromthetreeunderwhichithadbeentied。

Oak’seyescouldnotforsakethem;andinendeavouringtocontinuehisshearingatthesametimethathewatchedBoldwood’smanner,hesnippedthesheepinthegroin。Theanimalplunged;Bathshebainstantlygazedtowardsit,andsawtheblood。

`OGabriel!’sheexclaimed,withsevereremonstrance,`youwhoaresostrictwiththeothermen-seewhatyouaredoingyourself’

Toanoutsidertherewasnotmuchtocomplainofinthisremark;buttoOak,whoknewBathshebatobewellawarethatsheherselfwasthecauseofthepoorewe’swound,becauseshehadwoundedtheewe’sshearerinastillmorevitalpart,ithadastingwhichtheabidingsenseofhisinferioritytobothherselfandBoldwoodwasnotcalculatedtoheal。Butamanlyresolvetorecognizeboldlythathehadnolongeralover’sinterestinher,helpedhimoccasionallytoconcealafeeling。

`Bottle!’heshouted,inanunmovedvoiceofroutine。CainyBallranup,thewoundwasanointed,andtheshearingcontinued。

BoldwoodgentlytossedBathshebaintothesaddle,andbeforetheyturnedawaysheagainspokeouttoOakwiththesamedominativeandtantalizinggraciousness。

`IamgoingnowtoseeMrBoldwood’sLeicesters。Takemyplaceinthebarn,Gabriel,andkeepthemencarefullytotheirwork。’

Thehorses’headswereputabout,andtheytrottedaway。

Boldwood’sdeepattachmentwasamatterofgreatinterestamongailaroundhim;but,afterhavingbeenpointedoutforsomanyyearsastheperfectexemplarofthrivingbachelorship,hislapsewasananticlimaxsomewhatresemblingthatofStJohnLong’sdeathbyconsumptioninthemidstofhisproofsthatitwasnotafataldisease。

`Thatmeansmatrimony,’saidTemperanceMiller,followingthemoutofsightwithhereyes。

`Ireckonthat’sthesizeo’t,’saidCoggan,workingalongwithoutlookingup。

`Well,betterwedoverthemixenthanoverthemoor,’saidLabanTall,turninghissheep。

HeneryFrayspoke,exhibitingmiserableeyesatthesametime:`Idon’tseewhyamaidshouldtakeahusbandwhenshe’sboldenoughtofightherownbattles,anddon’twantahome;for’tiskeepinganotherwomanout。

Butletitbe,for’tisapityheandsheshouldtroubletwohouses。’

Asusualwithdecidedcharacters,BathshebainvariablyprovokedthecriticismofindividualslikeHeneryFray。Heremblazonedcultwastobetoopronouncedinherobjections,andnotsufficientlyovertinherlikings。

Welearnthatitisnottherayswhichbodiesabsorb,butthosewhichtheyreject,thatgivethemthecolourstheyareknownby;andinthesamewaypeoplearespecializedbytheirdislikesandantagonisms,whilsttheirgoodwillislookeduponasnoattributeatall。

Henerycontinuedinamorecomplaisantmood:`Ioncehintedmymindtoheronafewthings,asnearlyasabatteredframedaredtodosotosuchafrowardpiece。Youallknow,neighbours,whatamanIbe,andhowIcomedownwithmypowerfulwordswhenmyprideisboilingwi’scarn?’

`Wedo,wedo,Henery。

`SoIsaid,“MissEverdene,there’splacesempty,andthere’sgiftedmenwilling;butthespite“-no’notthespite-Ididn’tsayspite-

“butthevillainyofthecontrarikind。”Isaid(meaningwomankind),“keepsemout。”Thatwasn’ttoostrongforher,say?’

`Passablywellput。’

`Yes;andIwouldhavesaidit,haddeathandsalvationovertookmeforit。SuchismyspiritwhenIhaveamind。’

`Atrueman,andproudasalucifer。’

`Youseetheartfulness?Why,’twasaboutbeingbailyreally;butI

didn’tputitsoplainthatshecouldunderstandmymeaning,soIcouldlayitonallthestronger。Thatwasmydepth!……However,lethermarryanshewill。Perhaps’tishightime。IbelieveFarmerBoldwoodkissedherbehindthespear-bed’atthesheep-washingt’otherday-thatIdo。’

`Whatalie!’saidGabriel。

`Ah,neighbourOak-how’stknow?’saidHenerymildly。

`Becauseshetoldmeallthatpassed,’saidOak,withapharisaicalsensethathewasnotasothershearersinthismatter。

`Yehavearighttobelieveit,’saidHenery,withdudgeon;`averytrueright。ButImidseealittledistanceintothings!Tobelong-headedenoughforabaily’splaceisapoormeretrifle-yetatriflemorethannothing。However,Ilookrounduponlifequitecool。Doyouheedme,neighbours?

Mywords,thoughmadeassimpleasIcan,midberatherdeepforsomeheads。’

`Oyes,Henery,wequiteheedye。’

`Astrangeoldpiece,goodmen-whirledaboutfromheretoyonder,asifIwerenothing!Alittlewarped,too。ButIhavemydepths;ha,andevenmygreatdepths!Imightgirdatacertainshepherd,braintobrain。

Butno-Ono!’

`Astrangeoldpiece,yesay!’interposedthemaltster,inaquerulousvoice。`Atthesametimeyebenooldmanworthnaming-nooldmanatall。Yerteethbain’thalfgoneyet;andwhat’saoldman’sstandingifsobehisteethbain’tgone?Weren’tIstaleinwedlockaforeyewereoutofarms?’tisapoorthingtobesixty,whenthere’speoplefarpastfour-score-aboastweakaswater。’

ItwastheunvaryingcustominWeatherburytosinkminordifferenceswhenthemaltsterhadtobepacified。

`Weakaswater!yes,’saidJanCoggan。`Malter,wefeelyetobeawonderfulveteranman,andnobodycangainsayit。’

`Nobody,’saidJosephPoorgrass。`Yebeaveryrareoldspectacle,malter,andwealladmireyeforthatgift。’

`Ay,andasayoungman,whenmysenseswereinprosperity,Iwaslikewiselikedbyagood-fewwhoknowedme,’saidthemaltster。

`’Ithoutdoubtyouwas——’ithoutdoubt。’

Thebentandhoarymanwassatisfied,andsoapparentlywasHeneryFray。

ThatmattersshouldcontinuepleasantMaryannspoke,who,whatwithherbrowncomplexion,andtheworkingwrapperofrustylinsey,hadatpresentthemellowhueofanoldsketchinoils-notablysomeofNicholasPoussin’s:——

`Doanybodyknowofacrookedman,oralame,oranysecondhandfellowatallthatwoulddoforpoorme?’saidMaryann。`AperfectoneIdon’texpecttogetatmytimeoflife。IfIcouldhearofsuchathing’twoulddomemoregoodthantoastandale。’

Cogganfurnishedasuitablereply。Oakwentonwithhisshearing,andsaidnotanotherword。Pestilentmoodshadcome,andteasedawayhisquiet。

Bathshebahadshownindicationsofanointinghimabovehisfellowsby’

installinghimasthebailiffthatthefarmimperativelyrequired。Hedidnotcovetthepostrelativelytothefarm:inrelationtoherself,asbelovedbyhimandunmarriedtoanother,hehadcovetedit。Hisreadingsofherseemednowtobevapouryandindistinct。Hislecturetoherwas,hethought,oneoftheabsurdestmistakes。FarfromcoquettingwithBoldwood,shehadtrifledwithhimselfinthusfeigningthatshehadtrifledwithanother。

Hewasinwardlyconvincedthat,inaccordancewiththeanticipationsofhiseasy-goingandworse-educatedcomrades,thatdaywouldseeBoldwoodtheacceptedhusbandofMissEverdene。GabrielatthistimeofhislifehadoutgrowntheinstinctivedislikewhicheveryChristianboyhasforreadingtheBible,perusingitnowquitefrequently,andheinwardlysaid,“`Ifindmorebitterthandeaththewomanwhoseheartissnaresandnets!“’

Thiswasmereexclamation-thefrothofthestorm。HeadoredBathshebajustthesame。

`Weworkfolkshallhavesomelordlyjunketingto-night,’saidCainyBall,castingforthhisthoughtsinanewdirection。’thismorningIseeemmakingthegreatpuddensinthemilking-pails-lumpsoffatasbigasyerthumb,MisterOak!I’veneverseedsuchsplendidlargeknobsoffatbeforeinthedaysofmylife-theyneverusedtobebiggerthanahorse-bean。Andtherewasagreatblackcrockuponthebrandisewithhislegsa-stickingout,butIdon’tknowwhatwasinwithin。’

`Andthere’stwobushelsofbiffinsforapple-pies,’saidMaryann。

`Well,Ihopetodomydutybyitall,’saidJosephPoorgrass,inapleasant,masticatingmannerofanticipation。`Yes;victualsanddrinkisacheerfulthing,andgivesnervestothenerveless,iftheformofwordsmaybeused。’tisthegospelofthebody,withoutwhichweperish,sotospeakit。’

CHAPTERTWENTY-THREEEventide-ASecondDeclarationFortheshearing-supperalongtablewasplacedonthegrass-plotbesidethehouse,theendofthetablebeingthrustoverthesillofthewideparlourwindowandafootortwointotheroom。MissEverdenesatinsidethewindow,facingdownthetable。Shewasthusattheheadwithoutminglingwiththemen。

ThiseveningBathshebawasunusuallyexcited,herredcheeksandlipscontrastinglustrouslywiththemazyskeinsofhershadowyhair。Sheseemedtoexpectassistance,andtheseatatthebottomofthetablewasatherrequestleftvacantuntilaftertheyhadbegunthemeal。ShethenaskedGabrieltotaketheplaceandthedutiesappertainingtothatend,whichhedidwithgreatreadiness。

AtthismomentMrBoldwoodcameinatthegate,andcrossedthegreentoBathshebaatthewindow。Heapologizedforhislateness:hisarrivalwasevidentlybyarrangement。

`Gabriel,’saidshe,`willyoumoveagain,please,andletMrBoldwoodcomethere?’

Oakmovedinsilencebacktohisoriginalseat。

Thegentleman-farmerwasdressedincheerfulstyle,inanewcoatandwhitewaistcoat,quitecontrastingwithhisusualsobersuitsofgrey。

Inwardly,toehewasblithe,andconsequentlychattytoanexceptionaldegree。SoalsowasBathshebanowthathehadcome,thoughtheuninvitedpresenceofPennyways,thebailiffwhohadbeendismissedfortheft,disturbedherequanimityforawhile。

Supperbeingended,Cogganbeganonhisownprivateaccount,withoutreferencetolisteners:——I’velostmylove,andIcarenot,I’velostmylove,andIcarenot;

IshallsoonhaveanotherThat’sbetterthant’other;

I’velostmylove,andIcarenot。Thislyric,whenconcluded,wasreceivedwithasilentlyappreciativegazeatthetable,implyingthattheperformance,likeaworkbythoseestablishedauthorswhoareindependentofnoticesinthepapers,wasawell-knowndelightwhichrequirednoapplause。

`Now,MasterPoorgrass,yoursong!’saidCoggan。

`Ibeallbutinliquor,andthegiftiswantinginme,’saidJoseph,diminishinghimself。

`Nonsense;wou’stneverbesoungrateful,Joseph-never!’saidCoggan,expressinghurtfeelingsbyaninflectionofvoice。`Andmistressislookinghardatye,asmuchastosay,“Singatonce,JosephPoorgrass。”’

`Faith,sosheis;well,Imustsufferit!……Justeyemyfeatures,andseeifthetell-talebloodoverheatsmemuch,neighbours?’

`No,yerblushesbequitereasonable,’saidCoggan。

`Ialwaystriestokeepmycoloursfromrisingwhenabeauty’seyesgetfixedonme,’saidJosephdiffidently;`butifsobe’tiswilledtheydo,theymust。

`Now,Joseph,yoursong,please,’saidBathshebafromthewindow。`Well,really,ma’am,’herepliedinayieldingtone。`Idon’tknowwhattosay。

Itwouldbeapoorplainballetofmyowncomposure。’

`Hear,hear!’saidthesupper-party。

Poorgrass,thusassured,trilledforthaflickeringyetcommendablepieceofsentiment,thetuneofwhichconsistedofthekey-noteandanother,thelatterbeingthesoundchieflydweltupon。Thiswassosuccessfulthatherashlyplungedintoasecondinthesamebreath,afterafewfalsestarts:——Isow’-edth’-e……

Isow’-ed。

Isow’-edtheeseeds’of’love’,I-itwas’all’i’-intheespring’,I-inApril’,Ma’-ay,a’-ndsunny’June’,`Whensma’-allbi’-irdsthey’do’sing;`Wellputoutofhand,’saidCoggan,attheendoftheverse。“`Theydosing“wasaverytakingparagraph。’

`Ay;andtherewasaprettyplaceat“seedsoflove“,and’twaswellheavedout。Though“love“isanastyhighcornerwhenaman’svoiceisgettingcrazed。Nextverse,MasterPoorgrass。’

ButduringthisrenderingyoungBobCogganexhibitedoneofthoseanomalieswhichwillafflictlittlepeoplewhenotherpersonsareparticularlyserious:

intryingtocheckhislaughter,hepusheddownhisthroatasmuchofthetableclothashecouldgetholdofwhen,aftercontinuinghermeticallysealedforashorttime,hismirthburstoutthroughhisnose。Josephperceivedit,andwithhecticcheeksofindignationinstantlyceasedsinging。CogganboxedBob’searsimmediately。

`Goon,Joseph-goon,andnevermindtheyoungscamp,’saidCoggan。

`’Tisaverycatchingballet。Nowthenagain-thenextbar;I’llhelpyetoflourishuptheshrillnoteswhereyerwindisratherwheezy:thewi’-il-lo’-owtree’will’twist’,Andthewil’-low’tre’-eewi’-illtwineButthesingercouldnotbesetgoingagain。BobCogganwassenthomeforhisillmanners,andtranquillitywasrestoredbyJacobSmallbury,whovolunteeredaballadasinclusiveandinterminableasthatwithwhichtheworthytoperoldSilenusamusedonasimilaroccasiontheswainsChromisandMnasylus,andotherjollydogsofhisday。

Itwasstillthebeamingtimeofevening,thoughnightwasstealthilymakingitselfvisiblelowdownupontheground,thewesternlinesoflightrakingtheearthwithoutalightinguponittoanyextent,orilluminatingthedeadlevelsatall。Thesunhadcreptroundthetreeasalasteffortbeforedeath,andthenbegantosink,theshearers’lowerpartsbecomingsteepedinembrowningtwilight,whilsttheirheadsandshoulderswerestillenjoyingday,touchedwithayellowofself-sustainedbrilliancythatseemedinherentratherthanacquired。

Thesunwentdowninanochreousmist;buttheysat,andtalkedon,andgrewasmerryasthegodsinHomer’sheaven。Bathshebastillremainedenthronedinsidethewindow,andoccupiedherselfinknitting,fromwhichshesometimeslookeduptoviewthefadingsceneoutside。Theslowtwilightexpandedandenvelopedthemcompletelybeforethesignsofmovingwereshown。

GabrielsuddenlymissedFarmerBoldwoodfromhisplaceatthebottomofthetable。HowlonghehadbeengoneOakdidnotknow;buthehadapparentlywithdrawnintotheencirclingdusk。WhilsthewasthinkingofthisLiddybroughtcandlesintothebackpartoftheroomoverlookingtheshearers,andtheirlivelynewflamesshonedownthetableandoverthemen,anddispersedamongthegreenshadowsbehind。

Bathsheba’sform,stillinitsoriginalposition,wasnowagaindistinctbetweentheireyesandthelight,whichrevealedthatBoldwoodhadgoneinsidetheroom,andwassittingnearher。

Nextcamethequestionoftheevening。WouldMissEverdenesingtothemthesongshealwayssangsocharmingly-`TheBanksofAllanWater’-beforetheywenthome?

Afteramoment’sconsiderationBathshebaassented,beckoningtoGabriel,whohastenedupintothecovetedatmosphere。

`Haveyoubroughtyourflute?’shewhispered。

`Yes,miss。’

`Playtomysinging,then。’

Shestoodupinthewindow-opening,facingthemen,thecandlesbehindher。Gabrielonherrighthand,immediatelyoutsidethesashframe。Boldwoodhaddrawnuponherleft,withintheroom。Hersingingwassoftandrathertremulousatfirst,butitsoonswelledtoasteadyclearness。Subsequenteventscausedoneoftheversestoberememberedformanymonths,andevenyears,bymorethanoneofthosewhoweregatheredthere:Forhisbrideasoldiersoughther,Andawinningtonguehadhe:

OnthebanksofAllanWaterNonewasgayasshe!InadditiontothedulcetpipingofGabriel’sfluteBoldwoodsuppliedabassinhiscustomaryprofoundvoice,utteringhisnotessosoftly,however,astoabstainentirelyfrommakinganythinglikeanordinaryduetofthesong;theyratherformedarichunexploredshadow,whichthrewhertonesintorelief。Theshearersreclinedagainsteachotherasatsuppersintheearlyagesoftheworld,andsosilentandabsorbedweretheythatherbreathingcouldalmostbeheardbetweenthebars;andattheendoftheballad,whenthelasttoneloiteredontoaninexpressibleclose,therearosethatbuzzofpleasurewhichistheattarofapplause。

ItisscarcelynecessarytostatethatGabrielcouldnotavoidnotingthefarmer’sbearingtonighttowardstheirentertainer。Yettherewasnothingexceptionalinhisactionsbeyondwhatappertainedtohistimeofperformingthem。ItwaswhentherestwerealllookingawaythatBoldwoodobservedher;whentheyregardedherheturnedaside;whentheythankedorpraisedhewassilent;whentheywereinattentivehemurmuredhisthanks。Themeaninglayinthedifferencebetweenactionsnoneofwhichhadanymeaningofitselfandthenecessityofbeingjealous,whichloversaretroubledwith,didnotleadOaktounderestimatethesesigns。

Bathshebathenwishedthemgood-night,withdrewfromthewindow,andretiredtothebackpartoftheroom,Boldwoodthereuponclosingthesashandtheshutters,andremaininginsidewithher。Oakwanderedawayunderthequietandscentedtrees。RecoveringfromthesofterimpressionsproducedbyBathsheba’svoice,theshearersrosetoleave,CogganturningtoPennywaysashepushedbackthebenchtopassout:

`Iliketogivepraisewherepraiseisdue,andthemandeservesit-that`adoso,’heremarked,lookingattheworthythiefasifhewerethemasterpieceofsomeworld-renownedartist。

`I’msureIshouldneverhavebelieveditifwehadn’tprovedit,sotoallude,’hiccuppedJosephPoorgrass,`thateverycup,everyoneofthebestknivesandforks,andeveryemptybottlebeintheirplaceasperfectnowasatthebeginning,andnotonestoleatall。’

`I’msureIdon’tdeservehalfthepraiseyougiveme,’saidthevirtuousthiefgrimly。

`Well,I’llsaythisforPennyways,’addedCoggan,`thatwheneverhedoreallymakeuphismindtodoanoblethingintheshapeofagoodaction,asIcouldseebyhisfacehedidto-nightaforesittingdown,he’sgenerallyabletocarryitout。Yes,I’mproudtosay,neighbours,thathe’sstolenothingatall。’

`Well,’tisanhonestdeed,andwethankyeforit,Pennyways,’saidJoseph;towhichopiniontheremainderofthecompanysubscribedunanimously。

Atthistimeofdeparture,whennothingmorewasvisibleoftheinsideoftheparlourthanathinandstillchinkoflightbetweentheshutters,apassionatescenewasincourseofenactmentthere。

MissEverdeneandBoldwoodwerealone。Hercheekshadlostagreatdealoftheirhealthfulfirefromtheveryseriousnessofherposition;buthereyewasbrightwiththeexcitementofatriumph-thoughitwasatriumphwhichhadratherbeencontemplatedthandesired。

Shewasstandingbehindalowarm-chair,fromwhichshehadjustrisen,andhewaskneelinginit-inclininghimselfoveritsbacktowardsher,andholdingherhandinbothherown。Hisbodymovedrestlessly,anditwaswithwhatKeatsdaintilycallsatoohappyhappiness。Thisunwontedabstractionbyloveofalldignityfromamanofwhomithadeverseemedthechiefcomponent,was,initsdistressingincongruity,apaintoherwhichquenchedmuchofthepleasureshederivedfromtheproofthatshewasidolized。

`Iwilltrytoloveyou,’shewassaying,inatremblingvoicequiteunlikeherusualself-confidence。`AndifIcanbelieveinanywaythatIshallmakeyouagoodwifeIshallindeedbewillingtomarryyou。But,MrBoldwood,hesitationonsohighamatterishonourableinanywoman,andIdon’twanttogiveasolemnpromisetonight。Iwould,ratheraskyoutowaitafewweekstillIcanseemysituationbetter。’

`Butyouhaveeveryreasontobelievethatthen——’

`Ihaveeveryreasontohopethatattheendofthefiveorsixweeks,betweenthistimeandharvest,thatyousayyouaregoingtobeawayfromhome,Ishallbeabletopromisetobeyourwife,’shesaidfirmly。`Butrememberthisdistinctly,Idon’tpromiseyet。’

`Itisenough;Idon’taskmore。Icanwaitonthosedearwords。Andnow,MissEverdene,good-night!’

`Good-night,’shesaidgraciously-almosttenderly;andBoldwoodwithdrewwithaserenesmile。

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