Doctor Thorne

第15章

Hewouldnotexcuseher,orallowhertoescapefromsayingitinsomanywords;andwhenthewordsdidcomeatlast,theycamefreely。\'Yes,Frank,Idoloveyou;ifthatwereallyouwouldhavenocauseforfear。\'

\'AndIwillhavenocauseforfear。\'

\'Ah;butyourfather,Frank,andmyuncle。Icanneverbringmyselftodoanythingthatshallbringeitherofthemtosorrow。\'

Frank,ofcourse,ranthroughallhisarguments。Hewouldgointoaprofession,ortakeafarmandliveinit。Hewouldwait;thatis,forafewmonths。\'Afewmonths,Frank!\'saidMary。\'Well,perhapssix。\'\'Oh,Frank!\'ButFrankwouldnotbestopped。Hewoulddoanythingthathisfathermightaskhim。Anythingbuttheonething。Hewouldnotgiveupthewifehehadchosen。Itwouldnotbereasonable,orproper,orrighteousthatheshouldbeaskedtodoso;andherehemountedasomewhathighhorse。

Maryhadnoargumentswhichshecouldbringfromherhearttoofferinoppositionofallthis。Shecouldonlyleaveherhandinhis,andfeelthatshewashappierthanshehadbeenatanytimesincethedayofthedonkey-rideatBoxallHill。

\'But,Mary,\'continuedhe,becomingverygraveandserious。\'Wemustbetruetoeachother,andfirminthis。Nothingthatanyofthemcansayshalldrivemefrommypurpose;willyousayasmuch?\'

Herhandwasstillinhis,andsoshestood,thinkingforamomentbeforesheansweredhim。Butshecouldnotdolessforhimthanhewaswillingtodoforher。\'Yes,\'saidshe——saidinaverylowvoice,andwithamannerperfectlyquiet——\'Iwillbefirm。Nothingthattheycansayshallshakeme。But,Frank,itcannotbesoon。\'

Nothingfurtheroccurredinthisinterviewwhichneedsrecording。FrankhadbeenthreetimestoldbyMarythathehadbettergobeforehedidgo;and,atlast,shewasobligedtotakethematterintoherownhands,andleadhimtothedoor。

\'Youareinagreathurrytogetridofme,\'saidhe。

\'Youhavebeenheretwohours,andyoumustgonow;whatwilltheythink?\'

\'Whocareswhattheythink?Letthemthinkthetruth:that\'safterayear\'sabsence,Ihavemuchtosaytoyou。\'However,atlast,hedidgo,andMarywasleftalone。

Frank,althoughhehadbeensoslowtomove,hadathousandotherthingstodo,andwentaboutthematonce。Hewasverymuchinlove,nodoubt;

butthatdidnotinterferewithhisinterestinotherpursuits。Inthefirstplace,hehadtoseeHarryBaker,andHarryBaker\'sstud。HarryhadbeenspeciallychargedtolookaftertheblackhorseduringFrank\'sabsence,andtheholidaydoingsofthatvaluableanimalhadtobeinquiredinto。Thenthekennelofthehoundshadtobevisited,and——asamatterofsecond-rateimportance——themaster。Thiscouldnotbedoneonthesameday;butaplanfordoingsomustbeconcoctedwithHarry——andthentherewerethetwoyoungpointerpups。

Frank,whenhelefthisbetrothed,wentaboutthesethingsquiteasvehementlyasthoughhewerenotinloveatall;quiteasvehementlyasthoughhehadsaidnothingastogoingintosomeprofessionwhichmustnecessarilyseparatehimfromhorsesanddogs。ButMarysatthereatherwindow,thinkingofherlove,andthinkingofnothingelse。Itwasallinalltohernow。Shehadpledgedherselfnottobeshakenfromhertrothbyanything,byanyperson;anditwouldbehovehertobetruetothispledge。Truetoit,thoughalltheGreshamsbutoneshouldopposeherwithalltheirpower;truetoit,eventhoughherownuncleshouldopposeher。

Andhowcouldshehavedoneanyotherthantopledgeherself,invokedtoitasshehadbeen?Howcouldshedolessforhimthanhewassoanxioustodoforher?Theywouldtalktoherofmaidendelicacy,andtellherthatshehadputastainonthatsnow-whitecoatofproof,inconfessingherloveforonewhosefriendswereunwillingtoreceiveher。Letthemsotalk。Honour,honesty,andtruth,out-spokentruth,self-denyingtruth,andfealtyfrommantoman,areworthmorethanmaidendelicacy;

more,atanyrate,thanthetalkofit。Itwasnotforherselfthatthispledgehadbeenmade。Sheknewherposition,andthedifficultiesofit;

sheknewalsothevalueofit。Hehadmuchtooffer,muchtogive;shehadnothingbutherself。Hehadname,andoldrepute,family,honour,andwhateventuallywouldatleastbewealthtoher。Shewasnameless,fameless,portionless。Hehadcometherewithallhisardour,withtheimpulseofhischaracter,andaskedherforherlove。Itwasalreadyhisown。Hehadthendemandedhertroth,andsheacknowledgedthathehadarighttodemandit。Shewouldbehisifeveritshouldbeinhispowertotakeher。

Butthereletthebargainend。Shewouldalwaysremember,thatthoughitwasinherpowertokeepherpledge,itmighttooprobablynotbeinhispowertokeephis。Thatdoctrine,laiddownsoimperativelybythegreatauthoritiesofGreshamsbury,thatedict,whichdemandedthatFrankshouldmarrymoney,hadcomehomealsotoherwithacertainforce。ItwouldbesadthatthefameofGreshamsburyshouldperish,andthatthegloryshoulddepartfromtheoldhouse。Itmightbe,thatFrankalsoshouldperceivethathemustmarrymoney。Itwouldbeapitythathehadnotseenitsooner;butshe,atanyrate,wouldnotcomplain。

Andsoshestood,leaningontheopenwindow,withherbookunnoticedlyingbesideher。Thesunhadbeeninthemid-skywhenFrankhadlefther,butitsrayswerebeginningtostreamintotheroomfromthewestbeforeshemovedfromherposition。Herfirstthoughtinthemorninghadbeenthis:Wouldhecometoseeher?Herlastnowwasmoresoothingtoher,lessfullofabsolutefear:Woulditberightthatheshouldcomeagain?

Thefirstsoundssheheardwerethefootstepsofheruncle,ashecameuptothedrawing-room,threestepsatatime。Hisstepwasalwaysheavy;butwhenhewasdisturbedinspirit,itwasslow;whenmerelyfatiguedinbodybyordinarywork,itwasquick。

\'Whatabroilingday!\'hesaid,andhethrewhimselfintoachair。\'Formercy\'ssake,givemesomethingtodrink。\'Nowthedoctorwasagreatmanforsummer-drinks。Inhishouse,lemonade,currant-juice,orange-mixtures,andraspberry-vinegarwereusedbythequart。Hefrequentlydisapprovedofthesethingsforhispatients,asbeingapttodisarrangethedigestion;butheconsumedenoughhimselftothrowalargefamilyintosuchdifficulties。

\'Ha-a!\'heejaculatedafteradraught;\'I\'mbetternow。Well,what\'sthenews?\'

\'You\'vebeenout,uncle;yououghttohavethenews。How\'sMrsGreen?\'

\'Reallyasbadasennuiandsolitudecanmakeher。\'

\'AndMrsOaklerath?\'

\'She\'sgettingbetter,becauseshehastenchildrentolookafter,andtwinstosuckle。Whathashebeendoing?\'AndthedoctorpointedtowardstheroomoccupiedbySirLouis。

Mary\'sconsciencestruckherthatshehadnotevenasked。Shehadhardlyremembered,duringthewholeday,thatthebaronetwasinthehouse。\'Idonotthinkhehasbeendoingmuch,\'shesaid。\'Janethasbeenwithhimallday。\'

\'Hashebeendrinking?\'

\'Uponmyword,Idon\'tknow,uncle。Ithinknot,forJanethasbeenwithhim。But,uncle——\'

\'Well,dear——butjustgivemealittlemoreofthattipple。\'

Marypreparedthetumbler,andasshehandedittohim,shesaid,\'FrankGreshamhasbeenhereto-day。\'

Thedoctorswallowedhisdraught,andputdowntheglassbeforehemadeanyreply,andeventhenhesaidbutlittle。

\'Oh!FrankGresham。\'

\'Yes,uncle。\'

\'Youthoughthimlookingprettywell?\'

\'Yes,uncle;hewasverywell,Ibelieve。\'

DrThornehadnothingmoretosay,sohegotupandwenttohispatientinthenextroom。

\'Ifhedisapprovesofit,whydoeshenotsayso?\'saidMarytoherself。

\'Whydoeshenotadviseme?\'

ButitwasnotsoeasytogiveadvicewhileSirLouisScatcherdwaslyingthereinthatstate。

CHAPTERXXXVII

SIRLOUISLEAVESGRESHAMSBURY

JanethadbeensedulousinherattentionstoSirLouis,andhadnottroubledhermistress;butshehadnothadaneasytimeofit。Herordershadbeen,thateithersheorThomasshouldremainintheroomthewholeday,andthoseordershadbeenobeyed。

Immediatelyafterbreakfast,thebaronethadinquiredafterhisownservant。\'Hisconfoundednosemustberightbythistime,Isuppose?\'

\'Itwasverybad,SirLouis,\'saidtheoldwoman,whoimaginedthatitmightbedifficulttoinduceJonahtocomeintothehouseagain。

\'Amaninsuchaplaceashishasnobusinesstobelaidup,\'saidhismaster,withawhine。\'I\'llseeandgetamanwhowon\'tbreakhisnose。\'

Thomaswassenttotheinnthreeorfourtimes,butinvain。Themanwassittingup,wellenough,inthetap-room;butthemiddleofhisfacewascoveredwithstreaksofplaster,andhecouldnotbringhimselftoexposehiswoundsbeforehisconqueror。

SirLouisbeganbyorderingthewomantobringhimchasse-cafe。Sheofferedhimcoffee,asmuchashewould;butnochasse。\'Aglassofportwine,\'shesaid,attwelveo\'clock,andanotheratthreehadbeenorderedforhim。

\'Idon\'tcarea——fortheorders,\'saidSirLouis;\'sendmemyownman。\'

Themanwasagainsentfor;butwouldnotcome。\'There\'sabottleofthatstuffthatItake,inthatportmanteau,intheleft-handcorner——justhandittome。\'

ButJanetwasnottobedone。Shewouldgivehimnostuff,exceptwhatthedoctorhadordered,tillthedoctorcameback。Thedoctorwouldthen,nodoubt,givehimanythingthatwasproper。

SirLouissworeagooddeal,andstormedasmuchashecould。Hedrank,however,histwoglassesofwine,andhegotnomore。Onceortwiceheessayedtogetoutofbedanddress;but,ateveryeffort,hefoundthathecouldnotdoitwithoutJoe:andtherehewas,stillundertheclotheswhenthedoctorreturned。

\'I\'lltellyouwhatitis,\'saidhe,assoonashisguardianenteredtheroom,\'I\'mnotgoingtobemadeaprisonerofhere。\'

\'Aprisoner!no,surelynot。\'

\'Itseemsverymuchlikeitatpresent。Yourservanthere——thatoldwoman——takesituponhertosayshe\'lldonothingwithoutyourorders。\'

\'Well;she\'srightthere。\'

\'Right!Idon\'tknowwhatyoucallright;butIwon\'tstandit。Youarenotgoingtomakeachildofme,DrThorne;soyouneednotthinkit。\'

Andthentherewasalongquarrel,betweenthem,andbutanindifferentreconciliation。ThebaronetsaidthathewouldgotoBoxallHill,andwasvehementinhisintentiontodosobecausethedoctoropposedit。Hehadnot,however,asyetferretedoutthesquire,orgivenabitofhismindtoMrGazebee,anditbehovedhimtodothisbeforehetookhimselfofftohisowncountrymansion。Heended,therefore,bydecidingtogoonthenextdaybutone。

\'Letitbeso,ifyouarewellenough,\'saidthedoctor。

\'Wellenough!\'saidtheother,withasneer。\'There\'snothingtomakemeillthatIknowof。Itcertainlywon\'tbedrinkingtoomuchhere。\'

Onthenextday,SirLouiswasinadifferentmood,andinonemoredistressingforthedoctortobear。Hiscompelledabsencefromintemperatedrinkinghad,nodoubt,beengoodforhim;buthismindhadsomuchsunkunderthepainoftheprivation,thathisstatewaspiteoustobehold。Hehadcriedforhisservant,asachildcriesforitsnurse,tillatlastthedoctor,movedtopity,hadhimselfgoneoutandbroughtthemaninfromthepublic-house。Butwhenhedidcome,Joewasofbutlittleservicetohismaster,ashewasaltogetherpreventedfrombringinghimeitherwineorspirits;andwhenhesearchedfortheliqueur-case,hefoundthateventhathadbeencarriedaway。

\'Ibelieveyouwantmetodie,\'hesaid,asthedoctor,sittingbyhisbedside,wastyring,forthehundredthtime,tomakehimunderstandthathehadbutonechanceofliving。

Thedoctorwasnotintheleastirritated。Itwouldhavebeenaswisetobeirritatedbythewantofreasoninadog。

\'IamdoingwhatIcantosaveyourlife,\'hesaidcalmly;\'butasyousaidjustnow,Ihavenopoweroveryou。Aslongasyouareabletomoveandremaininmyhouse,youcertainlyshallnothavethemeansofdestroyingyourself。Youwillbeverywisetostayhereforaweekortendays:aweekortendaysofhealthylivingmight,perhaps,bringyouround。\'

SirLouisagaindeclaredthatthedoctorwishedhimtodie,andspokeofsendingforhisattorneyFinnie,tocometoGreshamsburytolookafterhim。

\'Sendforhimifyouchoose,\'saidthedoctor。\'Hiscomingwillcostyouthreeorfourpounds,butcandonootherharm。\'

ItwascertainlyharduponDrThornethatheshouldbeobligedtoentertainsuchaguestinthehouse;——toentertainhim,andfosterhim,andcareforhim,almostasthoughhewereason。Buthehadnoalternative;hehadacceptedthechargefromSirRoger,andhemustgothroughwithit。Hisconscience,moreover,allowedhimnorestinthematter:itharassedhimdayandnight,drivinghimonsometimestogreatwretchedness。Hecouldnotlovethisincubusthatwasonhisshoulders;

hecouldnotdootherthanbeveryfarfromlovinghim。Ofwhatuseorvaluewashetoanyone?Whatcouldtheworldmakeofhimthatwouldbegood,orheoftheworld?Wasnotanearlydeathhiscertainfate?Theearlieritmightbe,woulditnotbebetter?Werehetolingeronyetfortwoyearslonger——andsuchaspaceoflifewaspossibleforhim——howgreatwouldbethemischiefthathemightdo;nay,certainlywoulddo!

FarewellthentoallhopesforGreshamsbury,asfarasMarywasconcerned。Farewellthentothatdearschemewhichlaydeepinthedoctor\'sheart,thathopethathemightinhisniece\'sname,givebacktothesonthelostpropertyofhisfather。Andmightnotoneyear——sixmonthsbeasfatal。Frank,theyallsaid,mustmarrymoney;andevenhe——hethedoctorhimself,muchashedespisedtheideaformoney\'ssake——evenhecouldnotbutconfessthatFrank,astheheirtoanold,butgrievouslyembarrassedproperty,hadnorighttomarry,athisearlyage,agirlwithoutashilling。Mary,hisniece,hisownchild,wouldprobablybetheheiressofthisimmensewealth;buthecouldnottellthistoFrank;no,nortoFrank\'sfather,whileSirLouiswasyetalive。

What,ifbysodoingheshouldachievethismarriageforhisniece,andthatthenSirLouisshouldlivetodisposeofhisown?HowthenwouldhefacetheangerofLadyArabella?

\'Iwillneverhankerafteradeadman\'sshoes,neitherformyselfnorforanother,\'hehadsaidtohimselfahundredtimes;andasoftendidheaccusehimselfofdoingso。Onepath,however,wasplainlyopenbeforehim。Hewouldkeephispeaceastothewill;andwouldusesucheffortsashemightuseforasonofhisownloinstopreservethelifethatwassovalueless。Hiswishes,hishopes,histhoughts,hecouldnotcontrol;buthisconductwasathisowndisposal。

\'Isay,doctor,youdon\'treallythinkthatI\'mgoingtodie?\'SirLouissaid,whenDrThorneagainvisitedhim。

\'Idon\'tthinkatall;Iamsureyouwillkillyourselfifyoucontinuetoliveasyouhavelatelydone。\'

\'ButsupposeIgoallrightforawhile,andlive——livejustasyoutellme,youknow?\'

\'AllofusareinGod\'shands,SirLouis。Bysodoingyouwill,atanyrate,giveyourselfthebestchance。\'

\'Bestchance?Why,d——n,doctor!therearefellowshavedonetentimesworsethanI;andtheyarenotgoingtokick。Come,now,Iknowyouaretryingtofrightenme;ain\'tyounow?\'

\'IamtryingtodothebestIcanforyou。\'

\'It\'sveryhardonafellowlikeme;Ihavenobodytosayakindwordtome;no,notone。\'AndSirLouis,inhiswretchedness,begantoweep。

\'Come,doctor;ifyou\'llputmeoncemoreonmylegs,I\'llletyoudrawontheestateforfivehundredpounds;byG——,Iwill。\'

Thedoctorwentawaytohisdinner,andthebaronetalsohadhisinbed。

Hecouldnoteatmuch,buthewasallowedtwoglassesofwine,andalsoalittlebrandyinhiscoffee。Thissomewhatinvigoratedhim,andwhenDrThorneagainwenttohim,intheevening,hedidnotfindhimsoutterlyprostratedinspirit。Hehad,indeed,madeuphismindtoagreatresolve;andthusunfoldedhisfinalschemeforhisownreformation:-

\'Doctor,\'hebeganagain,\'Ibelieveyouareanhonestfellow;Idoindeed。\'

DrThornecouldnotbutthankhimforhisgoodopinion。

\'Youain\'tannoyedatwhatIsaidthismorning,areyou?\'

ThedoctorhadforgottentheparticularannoyancetowhichSirLouisalluded;andinformedhimthathismindmightbeatrestonanysuchmatter。

\'Idobelieveyou\'dbegladtoseemewell;wouldn\'tyou,now?\'

Thedoctorassuredhimthatsuchwasinverytruththecase。

\'Well,now,I\'lltellyouwhat:I\'vebeenthinkingaboutitagreatdealto-day;indeed,Ihave,andIwanttodowhatisright。Mightn\'tIhavealittledropofthatstuff,justinacupofcoffee?\'

Thedoctorpouredhimoutacupofcoffee,andputaboutateaspoonfulofbrandyinit。SirLouistookitwithadisconsolateface,nothavingbeenaccustomedtosuchmeasuresintheuseofhisfavouritebeverage。

\'Idowishtodowhatisright——Ido,indeed;only,yousee,I\'mlonely。

AstothosefellowsupinLondon,Idon\'tthinkthatoneofthemcaresastrawaboutme。\'

DrThornewasofthesamewayofthinking,andhesaidso。Hecouldnotbutfeelsomesympathywiththeunfortunatemanashethusspokeofhisownlot。Itwastruethathehadbeenthrownontheworldwithoutanyonetotakecareofhim。

\'Mydearfriend,IwilldothebestIcanineveryway;Iwill,indeed。

Idobelievethatyourcompanionsintownhavebeentooreadytoleadyouastray。Dropthem,andyoumayyetdowell。\'

\'MayIthough,doctor?Well,Iwilldropthem。There\'sJenkins;he\'sthebestofthem;butevenheisalwayswantingtomakemoneyofme。NotbutwhatI\'muptothebestoftheminthatway。\'

\'YouhadbetterleaveLondon,SirLouis,andchangeyourmodeoflife。

GotoBoxallHillforawhile;fortwoorthreedaysorso;livewithyourmotherthereandtaketofarming。\'

\'What!farming?\'

\'Yes;that\'swhatallcountrygentlemendo:takethelandthereintoyourownhand,andoccupyyourminduponit。\'

\'Well,doctor,Iwill——upononecondition。\'

DrThornesatstillandlistened。Hehadnoideawhattheconditionmightbe,buthewasnotpreparedtopromiseacquiescencetillheheardit。

\'YouknowwhatItoldyouoncebefore,\'saidthebaronet。

\'Idon\'trememberatthismoment。\'

\'Aboutmygettingmarried,youknow。\'

Thedoctor\'sbrowgrewblack,andpromisednohelptothepoorwretch。

Badineveryway,wretched,selfish,sensual,unfeeling,purse-proud,ignorantasSirLouisScatcherdwasstill,therewaslefttohimthepoweroffeelingsomethinglikesincerelove。ItmaybepresumedthathedidloveMaryThorne,andthathewasatthetimeearnestindeclaringthatifshecouldbegiventohim,hewouldendeavourtoliveaccordingtoheruncle\'scounsel。Itwasonlyatrifleheasked;but,alas!thattriflecouldnotbevouchsafed。

\'Ishouldmuchapproveofyourgettingmarried,butIdonotknowhowI

canhelpyou。\'

\'Ofcourse,ImeanMissMary:Idoloveher;Ireallydo,DrThorne。\'

\'Itisquiteimpossible,SirLouis;quite。Youdomyniecemuchhonour;

butIamabletoanswerforher,positively,thatsuchapropositionisquiteoutofthequestion。\'

\'Lookherenow,DrThorne;anythinginthewayofsettlements——\'

\'Iwillnothearawordonthesubject:youareverywelcometotheuseofmyhouseaslongasitmaysuityoutoremainhere;butImustinsistthatmynieceshallnotbetroubledonthismatter。\'

\'Doyoumeantosayshe\'sinlovewiththatyoungGresham?\'

Thiswastoomuchforthedoctor\'spatience。\'SirLouis,\'saidhe,\'I

canforgiveyoumuchforyourfather\'ssake。Icanalsoforgivesomethingonthescoreofyourownill-health。Butyououghttoknow,yououghtbythistimetohavelearnt,thattherearesomethingswhichamancannotforgive。Iwillnottalktoyouaboutmyniece;andrememberthis,also,Iwillnothavehertroubledbyyou:\'and,sosaying,thedoctorlefthim。

Onthenextdaythebaronetwassufficientlyrecoveredtobeabletoresumehisbraggadocioairs。HesworeatJanet;insistedonbeingservedbyhisownman;demandedinaloudvoice,butinvain,thathisliqueur-caseshouldberestoredtohim;anddesiredthatpost-horsesmightbereadyforhimonthemorrow。Onthatdayhegotupandatehisdinnerinhisbedroom。Onthenextmorninghecountermandedthehorses,informingthedoctorthathedidsobecausehehadlittlebitofbusinesstotransactwithSquireGreshambeforehelefttheplace!Withsomedifficulty,thedoctormadehimunderstandthatthesquirewouldnotseehimonbusiness;anditwasatlastdecided,thatMrGazebeeshouldbeinvitedtocallonhimatthedoctor\'shouse;andthisMrGazebeeagreedtodo,inordertopreventtheannoyanceofhavingthebaronetupatGreshamsbury。

Onthisday,theeveningbeforeMrGazebee\'svisit,SirLouiscondescendedtocomedowntodinner。Hedined,however,tete-a-tetewiththedoctor。Marywasnotthere,norwasanythingsaidastoherabsence。

SirLouisScatcherdneverseteyesuponheragain。

Heborehimselfarrogantlyonthatevening,havingresumedtheairsandwould-bedignitywhichhethoughtbelongedtohimasamanofrankandproperty。Inhisperiodsoflowspirits,hewasabjectandhumbleenough;abjectandfearfulofthelamentabledestinywhichatthesemomentshebelievedtobeinstoreforhim。Butitwasoneofthepeculiarsymptomsofhisstate,thatashepartiallyrecoveredhisbodilyhealth,thetoneofhismindrecovereditselfalso,andhisfearsforthetimewererelieved。

Therewasverylittlesaidbetweenhimandthedoctorthatevening。Thedoctorsat,guardingthewine,andthinkingwhenheshouldhavehishousetohimselfagain。SirLouissatmoody,everynowandthenutteringsomeimpertinenceastotheGreshamsandtheGreshamsburyproperty,and,atanearlyhour,allowedJoetoputhimtobed。

Thehorseswereorderedonthenextdayforthree,and,astwo,MrGazebeecametothehouse。Hehadneverbeentherebefore,norhadheevermetDrThorneexceptatthesquire\'sdinner。Onthisoccasionheaskedonlyforthebaronet。

\'Ah!ah!I\'mgladyou\'recome,MrGazebee;veryglad,\'saidSirLouis;

actingthepartoftherich,greatmanwithallthepowerhehad。\'I

wanttoaskyouafewquestionssoastomakeitallclearsailingbetweenus。\'

\'Asyouhaveaskedtoseeme,Ihavecome,SirLouis,\'saidtheother,puttingonmuchdignityashespoke。\'Butwoulditnotbebetterthatanybusinesstheremaybeshouldbedoneamongthelawyers?\'

\'Thelawyersareverywell,Idaresay;butwhenamanhassolargeastakeatinterestasIhaveinthisGreshamsburyproperty,why,yousee,MrGazebee,hefeelsalittleinclinedtolookafterithimself。Now,doyouknow,MrGazebee,howmuchitisthatMrGreshamowesme?\'

MrGazebee,ofcourse,didknowverywell;buthewasnotgoingtodiscussthesubjectwithSirLouis,ifhecouldhelpit。

\'Whateverclaimyourfather\'sestatemayhaveonthatofMrGreshamis,asfarasIunderstand,vestedinDrThorne\'shandsastrustee。IaminclinedtobelievethatyouhavenotyourselfatpresentanyclaimonGreshamsbury。Theinterest,asitbecomesdue,ispaidtoDrThorne;andifImaybeallowedtomakeasuggestion,Iwouldsaythatitwillnotbeexpedienttomakeanychangeinthatarrangementtillthepropertyshallcomeintoyourownhands。\'

\'Idifferfromyouentirely,MrGazebee;intotoasweusedtosayatEton。Whatyoumeantosayis——Ican\'tgotolawwithMrGresham;I\'mnotsosureofthat;butperhapsnot。ButIcancompelDrThornetolookaftermyinterests。Icanforcehimtoforeclose。Andtotellyouthetruth,Gazebee,unlesssomearrangementisproposedtomewhichIshallthinkadvantageous,Ishalldosoatonce。Thereisnearahundredthousandpoundsowingtome;yestome。Thorneisonlyanameinthematter。Themoneyismymoney;and,by——,Imeantolookafterit。\'

\'Haven\'tyouanydoubt,SirLouis,astothemoneybeingsecure?\'

\'Yes,Ihave。Itisn\'tsoeasytohaveahundredthousandpoundssecured。Thesquireisapoorman,andIdon\'tchoosetoallowapoormantoowemesuchasumasthat。Besides,Imeantoinvestinland。I

tellyoufairly,therefore,Ishallforeclose。\'

MrGazebee,usingalltheperspicuitywhichhisprofessionaleducationhadlefttohim,triedtomakeSirLouisunderstandthathehadnopowertodoanythingofthekind。

\'Nopower!MrGreshamshallseewhetherIhavenopower。Whenamanhasahundredthousandpoundsowingtohimheoughttohavesomepower;

and,asItakeit,hehas。Butwewillsee。PerhapsyouknowFinnie,doyou?\'

MrGazebee,withagooddealofscorninhisface,saidthathehadnotthatpleasure。MrFinniewasnotinhisline。

\'Well,youwillknowhimthen,andyou\'llfindhe\'ssharpenough;thatis,unless,IhavesomeoffermadetomethatImaychoosetoaccept。\'

MrGazebeedeclaredthathewasnotinstructedtomakeanyoffer,andsohetookhisleave。

Onthatafternoon,SirLouiswentofftoBoxallHill,transferringthemiserabletaskofsuperintendinghisself-destructionfromtheshouldersofthedoctortothoseofhismother。OfLadyScatcherd,thebaronettooknoaccountinhisproposedsojourninthecountry,nordidhetakemuchofthedoctorinleavingGreshamsbury。Heagainwrappedhimselfinhisfurs,and,withtotteringsteps,climbedupintothebarouchewhichwastocarryhimaway。

\'Ismymanupbehind?\'hesaidtoJanet,whilethedoctorwasstandingatthelittlefrontgarden-gate,makinghisadieux。

\'No,sir,heisnotupyet,\'saidJanet,respectfully。

\'Thensendhimout,willyou?Ican\'tlosemytimewaitinghereallday。\'

\'IshallcomeovertoBoxallHillandseeyou,\'saidthedoctor,whoseheartsoftenedtowardstheman,inspiteofhisbrutality,asthehourofhisdeparturecame。

\'Ishallbehappytoseeyouifyouliketocome,ofcourse;thatis,inthewayofvisiting,andthatsortofthing。Asfordoctoring,ifIwantanyIshallsendforFillgrave。\'Suchwerehislastwordsasthecarriage,witharush,wentofffromthedoor。

Thedoctor,ashere-enteredthehouse,couldnotavoidsmiling,forhethoughtofDrFillgrave\'slastpatientatBoxallHill。\'It\'saquestiontome,\'saidhetohimself,\'whetherFillgravewilleverbeinducedtomakeanothervisittothathouse,evenwiththeobjectofrescuingabaronetoutofmyhands。\'

\'He\'sgone;isn\'the,uncle?\'saidMary,comingoutofherroom。

\'Yes,mydear;he\'sgone,poorfellow。\'

\'Hemaybeapoorfellow,uncle;buthe\'saverydisagreeableinmateinahouse。Ihavenothadanydinnerthesetwodays。\'

\'AndIhaven\'thadwhatcanbecalledacupofteasincehe\'sbeeninthehouse。ButI\'llmakeupforthatto-night。

CHAPTERXXXVIII

DECOURCYPRECEPTSANDDECOURCYPRACTICE

Thereisamodeofnovel-writingwhichusedtobemuchinvogue,butwhichhasnowgoneoutoffashion。Itis,nevertheless,onewhichisveryexpressivewheningoodhands,andwhichenablestheauthortotellhisstory,orsomeportionofhisstory,withmorenaturaltrustthananyother,Imeanthatoffamiliarletters。ItrustIshallbeexcusedifIattemptitasregardsthisonechapter;though,itmaybe,thatI

shallbreakdownandfallintothecommonplacenarrative,evenbeforetheonechapterbecompleted。ThecorrespondentsaretheLadyAmeliaDeCourcyandMissGresham。I,ofcourse,giveprecedencetothehigherrank,butthefirstepistleoriginatedwiththelatter-namedyounglady。

Letmehopethattheywillexplainthemselves。

\'MissGreshamtoLadyAmeliadeCourcy\'GreshamsburyHouse,June185-

\'MYDEARESTAMELIA,\'Iwishtoconsultyouonasubjectwhich,asyouwillperceive,isofamostmomentousnature。YouknowhowmuchrelianceIplaceinyourjudgementandknowledgeofwhatisproper,and,therefore,Iwritetoyoubeforespeakingtoanyotherlivingpersononthesubject:noteventomamma;for,althoughherjudgementisgoodtoo,shehassomanycaresandtroubles,thatitisnaturalthatitshouldbealittlewarpedwhentheinterestsofherchildrenareinvolved。Nowthatitisallover,IfeelthatitmaypossiblyhavebeensointhecaseofMrMoffat。

\'YouareawarethatMrMortimerGazebeeisnowstayinghere,andthathehasbeenherefornearlytwomonths。Heisengagedinmanagingpoorpapa\'saffairs,andmamma,wholikeshimverymuch,saysthatheisamostexcellentmanofbusiness。Ofcourse,youknowthatheisajuniorpartnerintheveryoldfirmofGumption,Gazebee,andGazebee,who,Iunderstand,donotundertakeanybusinessatall,exceptwhatcomestothemfrompeers,orcommonersoftheveryhighestclass。

\'Isoonperceived,dearestAmelia,thatMrGazebeepaidmemorethanordinaryattention,andIimmediatelybecameveryguardedinmymanner。IcertainlylikedMrGazebeefromthefirst。Hismannersarequiteexcellent,hisconducttomammaischarming,and,asregardsmyself,Imustsaythattherehasbeennothinginhisbehaviourofwhichevenyoucouldcomplain。Hehasneverattemptedtheslightestfamiliarity,andIwilldohimthejusticetosay,that,thoughhehasbeenveryattentive,hehasalsobeenveryrespectful。

\'Imustconfessthat,forthelastthreeweeks,Ihavethoughtthathemeantsomething。Imight,perhaps,havedonemoretorepelhim;orImighthaveconsultedyouearlierastotheproprietyofkeepingaltogetheroutofhisway。Butyouknow,Amelia,howoftenthesethingsleadtonothing,andthoughI

thoughtallalongthatMrGazebeewasinearnest,IhardlylikedtosayanythingaboutiteventoyoutillIwasquitecertain。Ifyouhadadvisedme,youknow,toaccepthisoffer,andif,afterthat,hehadnevermadeit,Ishouldhavefeltsofoolish。

\'Butnowhehasmadeit。Hecametomeyesterdayjustbeforedinner,inthelittledrawing-room,andtoldme,inthemostdelicatemanner,inwordsthatevenyoucouldnothavebutapproved,thathishighestambitionwastobethoughtworthyofmyregard,andthathefeltformethewarmestlove,andthemostprofoundadmiration,andthedeepestrespect。Youmaysay,Amelia,thatheisonlyanattorney,andIbelievethatheisanattorney;butIamsureyouwouldhaveesteemedhimhadyouheardtheverydelicatewayinwhichheexpressedhissentiments。

\'SomethinghadgivenmeapresentimentofwhathewasgoingtodowhenIsawhimcomeintotheroom,sothatIwasonmyguard。Itriedveryhardtoshownoemotion;butIsupposeI

wasalittleflurried,asIoncedetectedmyselfcallinghimMrMortimer:hisname,youknow,isMortimerGazebee。Ioughtnottohavedoneso,certainly;butitwasnotsobadasifI

hadcalledhimMortimerwithouttheMr,wasit?Idon\'tthinktherecouldpossiblybeaprettierChristiannamethanMortimer。Well,Amelia,Iallowedhimtoexpresshimselfwithoutinterruption。Heonceattemptedtotakemyhand;buteventhiswasdonewithoutanyassumptionoffamiliarity;andwhenhesawthatIwouldnotpermitit,hedrewback,andfixedhiseyesonthegroundasthoughhewereashamedevenofthat。

\'Ofcourse,Ihadtogivehimananswer;andthoughIhadexpectedthatsomethingofthissortwouldtakeplace,Ihadnotmadeupmymindonthesubject。Iwouldnot,certainly,underanycircumstances,accepthimwithoutconsultingyou。IfIreallydislikedhim,ofcoursetherewouldbenodoubt;butIcan\'tsay,dearestAmelia,thatIdoabsolutelydislikehim;

andIreallythinkthatwewouldmakeeachotherveryhappy,ifthemarriageweresuitableasregardedbothourpositions。

\'IcollectedmyselfaswellasIcould,andIreallydothinkthatyouwouldhavesaidthatIdidnotbehavebadly,thoughthepositionwasrathertrying。Itoldhimthat,ofcourse,I

wasflatteredbyhissentiments,thoughmuchsurprisedathearingthem;thatsinceIknewhim,Ihadesteemedandvaluedhimasanacquaintance,butthat,lookingonhimasamanofbusiness,Ihadneverexpectedanythingmore。Ithenendeavouredtoexplaintohim,thatIwasnotperhapsprivilegedassomeothergirlsmightbe,toindulgemyfeelingsaltogether:perhapsthatwassayingtoomuch,andmightmakehimthinkthatIwasinlovewithhim;but,fromthewayIsaidit,Idon\'tthinkhewould,forIwasverymuchguardedinmymanner,andverycollected;andthenItoldhim,thatinanyproposalofmarriagethatmightbemadetome,itwouldbemydutytoconsultmyfamilyasmuch,ifnotmorethanmyself。

\'Hesaid,ofcourse;andaskedwhetherhemightspeaktopapa。

Itriedtomakehimunderstand,thatintalkingofmyfamily,Ididnotexactlymeanpapa,orevenmamma。OfcourseIwasthinkingwhatwasduetothenameofGresham。Iknowverywellwhatpapawouldsay。Hewouldgivehisconsentinhalfaminute;heissobroken-heartedbythesedebts。And,totellyouthetruth,Amelia,Ithinkmammawouldtoo。HedidnotseemquitetocomprehendwhatImeant;buthedidsaythatheknewitwasahighambitiontomarryintothefamilyoftheGreshams。Iamsureyouwouldconfessthathehasthemostproperfeelings;andasforexpressingthemnomancoulddoitbetter。

\'Heownedthatitwasambitiontoallyhimselfwithafamilyabovehisownrankinlife,andthathelookedtodoingsoasameansofadvancinghimself。Nowthiswasatanyratehonest。

Thatwasoneofhismotives,hesaid;though,ofcourse,nothisfirst:andthenhedeclaredhowtrulyhewasattachedtome。Inanswertothis,Iremarkedthathehadknownmeonlyaveryshorttime。This,perhaps,wasgivinghimtoomuchencouragement;but,atthatmoment,Ihardlyknewwhattosay,forIdidnotwishtohurthisfeelings。Hethenspokeofhisincome。Hehasfifteenhundredayearfromthebusiness,andthatwillbegreatlyincreasedwhenhisfatherleavesit;andhisfatherismucholderthenMrGumption,thoughheisonlyasecondpartner。MortimerGazebeewillbetheseniorpartnerhimselfbeforeverylong;andperhapsthatdoesalterhispositionalittle。

\'HehasaveryniceplacedownsomewhereinSurrey;Ihavemammasayitquiteagentleman\'splace。Itisletnow;buthewilllivetherewhenheismarried。Andhehaspropertyofhisownbesideswhichhecansettle。So,yousee,heisquiteaswelloffasMrOriel;better,indeed;andifamanisinaprofession,Ibelieveitisconsideredthatitdoesnotmattermuchwhat。Ofcourse,aclergymancanbeabishop;butthen,I

thinkIhaveheardthatoneattorneydidoncebecomeLordChancellor。Ishouldhavemycarriage,youknow;Irememberhissayingthat,especially,thoughIcannotrecollecthowhebroughtitin。

\'Itoldhim,atlast,thatIwassomuchtakenbysurprisethatIcouldnotgivehimananswerthen。HewasgoinguptoLondon,hesaid,onthenextday,andmighthebepermittedtoaddressmeonthesamesubjectwhenhereturned?Icouldnotrefusehim,youknow;andsonowIhavetakentheopportunityofhisabsencetowritetoyouforyouradvice。Youunderstandtheworldsoverywell,andknowexactlywhatoneoughttodoinsuchastrangeposition!

\'IhopeIhavemadeitintelligible,atleast,astowhatI

havewrittenabout。Ihavesaidnothingastomyownfeelings,becauseIwishyoutothinkonthematterwithoutconsultingthem。IfitwouldbederogatorytoacceptMrGazebee,I

certainlywouldnotdosobecauseIhappentolikehim。Ifweweretoactinthatway,whatwouldtheworldcometo,Amelia?

Perhapsmyideasmaybeoverstrained;ifso,youwilltellme。

\'WhenMrOrielproposedtoBeatrice,nobodyseemedtomakeanyobjection。Itallseemedtogoasamatterofcourse。Shesaysthathisfamilyisexcellent;butasfarasIcanlearn,hisgrandfatherwasageneralinIndia,andcamehomeveryrich。

MrGazebee\'sgrandfatherwasamemberofthefirm,andso,I

believe,washisgreat-grandfather。Don\'tyouthinkthisoughttocountforsomething?Besides,theyhavenobusinessexceptwiththemostaristocraticpersons,suchasuncleDeCourcy,andtheMarquisofKensingtonGore,andthatsort。ImentionthemarquisbecauseMrMortimerGazebeeistherenow。AndI

knowthatoneoftheGumptionswasonceinParliament;andI

don\'tthinkthatanyoftheOrielseverwere。Thenameofattorneyiscertainlyverybad,isitnot,Amelia?buttheycertainlydonotseemtobeallthesame,andIdothinkthatthisoughttomakeadifference。TohearMrMortimerGazebeetalkofsomeattorneyatBarchester,youwouldsaythatthereisquiteasmuchdifferencebetweenthemasbetweenabishopandacurate。AndsoIthinkthereis。

\'Idon\'twishatalltospeakofmyownfeelings;butifhewerenotanattorney,heis,Ithink,thesortofmanIshouldlike。Heisveryniceineveryway,andifyouwerenottold,Idon\'tthinkyouwouldknowhewasanattorney。But,dearAmelia,Iwillbeguidedbyyoualtogether。HeiscertainlymuchnicerthanMrMoffat,andhasagreatdealmoretosayforhimself。Ofcourse,MrMoffathavingbeeninParliament,andhavingbeentakenupbyuncleDeCourcy,wasinadifferentsphere;butIreallyfeltalmostrelievedwhenhebehavedinthatway。WithMortimerGazebee,Ithinkitwouldbedifferent。

\'Ishallwaitsoimpatientlyforyouranswer,sodopraywriteatonce。Ihearsomepeoplesaythatthesesortofthingsarenotsomuchthoughtofnowastheywereonce,andthatallmannerofmarriagesareconsideredtobecommeilfaut。Idonotwant,youknow,tomakemyselffoolishbybeingtooparticular。Perhapsallthesechangesarebad,andIratherthinktheyare;butiftheworldchanges,onemustchangetoo;

onecan\'tgoagainsttheworld。

\'Sodowriteandtellmewhatyouthink。DonotsupposethatIdisliketheman,forIreallycannotsaythatIdo。ButI

wouldnotforanythingmakeanallianceforwhichanyonebearingthenameofDeCourcywouldhavetoblush。

\'Always,dearestAmelia,\'

Yourmostaffectionatecousin\'AUGUSTAGRESHAM。

\'PS——IfearFrankisgoingtobeveryfoolishwithMaryThorne。YouknowitisabsolutelyimportantthatFrankshouldmarrymoney。

\'ItstrikesmeasquitepossiblethatMrMortimerGazebeemaybeinParliamentsomeofthesedays。Heisjustthemanforit。\'

PoorAugustaprayedveryhardforherhusband;butsheprayedtoabosomthatonthissubjectwasashardasaflint,andsheprayedinvain。AugustaGreshamwastwenty-two,LadyAmeliawasthirty-four;wasitlikelythatLadyAmeliawouldpermitAugustatomarry,theissuehavingthusbeenleftinherhands?WhyshouldAugustaderogatefromherpositionbymarryingbeneathherself,seeingthatLadyAmeliahadspentsomanymoreyearsintheworldwithouthavingfounditnecessarytodoso?Augusta\'sletterwaswrittenontwosheetsofnote-paper,crossedallover;andLadyAmelia\'sanswerwasalmostequallyformidable。

\'LadyAmeliadeCourcytoMissAugustaGresham\'CourcyCastle,June,185-

\'MYDEARAUGUSTA,\'Ireceivedyourletteryesterdaymorning,butIhaveputoffansweringittillthisevening,asIhavewishedtogiveitverymatureconsideration。Thequestionisonewhichconcerns,notonlyyourowncharacter,buthappinessforlife,andnothinglessthanverymatureconsiderationwouldjustifymeingivingadecidedopiniononthesubject。

\'Inthefirstplace,Imaytellyou,thatIhavenotawordtosayagainstMrMortimerGazebee。\'(WhenAugustahadreadasfarasthis,herheartsankwithinher;therestwasallleatherandprunella;shesawatoncethatthefiathadgoneagainsther,andthatherwishtobecomeMrsMortimerGazebeewasnottobeindulged。)\'Ihaveknownhimforalongtime,andIbelievehimtobeaveryrespectableperson,andIhavenodoubtagoodmanofbusiness。ThefirmofMessrsGumptionandGazebeestandsprobablyquiteamongthefirstattorneysinLondon,andIknowthatpapahasaveryhighopinionofthem。

\'AllofthesewouldbeexcellentargumentstouseinfavourofMrGazebeeasasuitor,hadhisproposalsbeenmadetoanyoneinhisownrankinlife。Butyou,inconsideringthematter,should,Ithink,lookonitinaverydifferentlight。Theveryfactthatyoupronouncehimtobesomuchsuperiortootherattorneys,showsinhowverylowesteemyouholdtheprofessioningeneral。Itshowsalso,dearAugusta,howwellawareyouarethattheyareaclassofpeopleamongwhomyoushouldnotseekapartnerforlife。

\'Myopinionis,thatyoushouldmakeMrGazebeeunderstand-

verycourteously,ofcourse——thatyoucannotaccepthishand。

Youobservethathehimselfconfessesthatinmarryingyouhewouldseekawifeinarankabovehisown。Isitnot,therefore,clear,thatinmarryinghim,youwoulddescendtoarankbelowyouown?

\'Ishallbeverysorryifitgrievesyou;butstillitwillbebetterthatyoushouldbearthegriefofovercomingatemporaryfancy,thantakeastepwhichmaysoprobablymakeyouunhappy;andwhichsomeofyourfriendswouldcertainlyregardasdisgraceful。

\'Itisnotpermittedtous,mydearAugusta,tothinkofourselvesinsuchmatters。Asyoutrulysay,ifweweretoactinthisway,whatwouldtheworldcometo?IthasbeenGod\'spleasurethatweshouldbebornwithhighbloodinourveins。

Thisisagreatboonwhichwebothvalue,buttheboonhasitsresponsibilitiesaswellasitsprivileges。Itisestablishedbylaw,thattheroyalfamilyshallnotintermarrywithsubjects。Inourcasethereisnolaw,butthenecessityisnotthelessfelt;weshouldnotintermarrywiththosewhoareprobablyofalowerrank。MrMortimerGazebeeis,afterall,onlyanattorney;and,althoughyouspeakofhisgreat-grandfather,heisamanofnobloodwhatsoever。YoumustacknowledgethatsuchanadmixtureshouldbelookedonbyaDeCourcy,orevenaGresham,asapollution。\'(HereAugustagotveryred,andshefeltalmostinclinedtobeangrywithhercousin。)\'Beatrice\'smarriagewithMrOrielisdifferent;

though,remember,Iambynomeansdefendingthat;itmaybegoodorbad,andIhavehadnoopportunityofinquiringrespectingMrOriel\'sfamily。Beatrice,moreover,hasneverappearedtometofeelwhatwasduetoherselfinsuchmatters;but,asIsaid,hermarriagewithMrOrielisverydifferent。Clergymen——particularlytherectorsandvicarsofcountryparishes——dobecomeprivilegedaboveotherprofessionalmen。Icouldexplainwhy,butitwouldbetoolonginaletter。

\'Yourfeelingsonthesubjectaltogetherdoyougreatcredit。

IhavenodoubtthatMrGresham,ifasked,wouldaccedetothematch;butthatisjustthereasonwhyheshouldnotbeasked。

ItwouldnotberightthatIshouldsayanythingagainstyourfathertoyou;butitisimpossibleforanyofusnottoseethatallthroughlifehehasthrownawayeveryadvantage,andsacrificedhisfamily。Whyishenowindebt,asyousay?WhyishenotholdingthefamilyseatinParliament?Eventhoughyouarehisdaughter,youcannotbutfeelthatyouwouldnotdorighttoconsulthimonsuchasubject。

\'Astodearaunt,Ifeelsure,thatweresheingoodhealth,andlefttoexerciseherownjudgement,shewouldnotwishtoseeyoumarriedtotheagentforthefamilyestate。For,dearAugusta,thatistherealtruth。MrGazebeeoftencomeshereinthewayofbusiness;andthoughpapaalwaysreceiveshimasagentleman——thatis,hedinesattableandallthat——heisnotonthesamefootinginthehouseastheordinaryguestsandfriendsofthefamily。HowwouldyouliketobereceivedatCourcyCastleinthesameway?

\'Youwillsay,perhaps,thatyouwouldstillbepapa\'sniece;

soyouwould。Butyouknowhowstrictinsuchmatterspapais,andyoumustremember,thatthewifealwaysfollowstherankofthehusband。Papaisaccustomedtothestrictetiquetteofacourt,andIamsurethatnoconsiderationwouldinducehimtoreceivetheestate-agentinthelightofanephew。Indeed,wereyoutomarryMrGazebee,thehousetowhichhebelongswould,Iimagine,havetogiveupthemanagementoftheproperty。

\'EvenwereMrGazebeeinParliament——andIdonotseehowitisprobablethatheshouldgetthere——itwouldnotmakeanydifference。Youmustremember,dearest,thatIneverwasanadvocatefortheMoffatmatch。Iacquiescedinit,becausemammadidso。IfIcouldhavehadmyownway,Iwouldadheretoallouroldprescriptiveprinciples。Neithermoneynorpositioncanatonetomeforlowbirth。Buttheworld,alas!

isretrograding;and,accordingtothenew-fangleddoctrinesoftheday,aladyofbloodisnotdisgracedbyallyingherselftoamanofwealth,andwhatmaybecalledquasi-

aristocraticposition。Iwishitwereotherwise;butsoitis。

And,therefore,thematchwithMrMoffatwasnotdisgraceful,thoughitcouldnotberegardedasaltogethersatisfactory。

\'ButwithMrGazebeethematterwouldbealtogetherdifferent。

Heisamanearninghisbread;honestly,Idaresay,butinahumbleposition。Yousayheisveryrespectable:Idonotdoubtit;andsoisMrScraggs,thebutcheratCourcy。Yousee,Augusta,towhatsuchargumentsreduceyou。

\'IdaresayhemaybenicerthanMrMoffat,inoneway。Thatis,hemayhavemoresmall-talkathiscommand,andbemorecleverinallthoselittlepursuitsandamusementswhicharevaluedbyordinaryyoungladies。Butmyopinionis,thatneitherInoryouwouldbejustifiedinsacrificingourselvesforsuchamusements。Wehavehighdutiesbeforeus。Itmaybethattheperformanceofthosedutieswillprohibitusfromtakingapartintheordinaryarenaofthefeminineworld。Itisnaturalthatgirlsshouldwishtomarry;and,therefore,thosewhoareweak,takethefirstthatcome。Thosewhohavemorejudgement,makesomesortofselection。Butthestrongest-mindedare,perhaps,thosewhoareabletoforgothemselvesandtheirownfancies,andtorefrainfromanyalliancethatdoesnottendtothemaintenanceofhighprinciples。Ofcourse,Ispeakofthosewhohavebloodintheirveins。YouandIneednotdilateastotheconductofothers。

\'IhopewhatIhavesaidwillconvinceyou。Indeed,IknowthatitonlyrequiresthatyouandIshouldhavealittlecousinlytalkonthismattertobequiteinaccord。YoumustnowremainatGreshamsburytillMrGazebeeshallreturn。

Immediatelythathedoesso,seekaninterviewwithhim;donotwaittillheasksforit;thentellhim,thatwhenheaddressedyou,thematterhadtakenyousomuchbysurprise,thatyouwerenotatthemomentabletoanswerhim,withthatdecisionthatthesubjectdemanded。Tellhim,thatyouareflattered——insayingthis,however,youmustkeepacollectedcountenance,andbeverycoldinyourmanner——butthatfamilyreasonswouldforbidyoutoavailyourselfofhisoffer,evendidnoothercausepreventit。

\'Andthen,dearAugusta,cometoushere。Iknowyouwillbealittledown-heartedaftergoingthroughthisstruggle;butI

willendeavourtoinspirityou。Whenwearebothtogether,youwillfeelmoresensiblythevalueofthathighpositionwhichyouwillpreservebyrejectingMrGazebee,andwillregretlessacutelywhateveryoumaylose。

\'Yourveryaffectionatecousin,\'AMELIADECOURCY。

\'PS——IamgreatlygrievedaboutFrank;butIhavelongfearedthathewoulddosomeverysillything。IhaveheardlatelythatMissMaryThorneisnoteventhelegitimatenieceofyourDrThorne,butisthedaughterofsomepoorcreaturewhowasseducedbythedoctor,inBarchester。Idonotknowhowtruethismaybe,butIthinkyourbrothershouldbeputonhisguard:itmightdogood。\'

PoorAugusta!Shewasintruthtobepitied,forhereffortsweremadewiththeintentionofdoingrightaccordingtoherlights。ForMrMoffatshehadnevercaredastraw;andwhen,therefore,shelostthepieceofgildingforwhichshehadbeeninstructedbyhermothertosellherself,itwasimpossibletopityher。ButMrGazebeeshewouldhavelovedwiththatsortoflovewhichitwasinherpowertobestow。

Withhimshewouldhavebeenhappy,respectable,andcontented。

Shehadherwrittenherletterwithgreatcare。Whentheofferwasmadetoher,shecouldnotbringherselftothrowLadyAmeliatothewindsandmarrytheman,asitwere,outofherownhead。LadyAmeliahadbeenthetyrantofherlife,andsoshestrovehardtoobtainhertyrant\'spermission。Sheusedallherlittlecunninginshowingthat,afterall,MrGazebeewasnotsoveryplebeian。Allherlittlecunningwasutterlyworthless。LadyAmelia\'smindwastoostrongtobecaughtwithsuchchaff。AugustacouldnotserveGodandMammon。Shemusteitherbetruetothegodofhercousin\'sidolatry,andremainsingle,orservetheMammonofherowninclinations,andmarryMrGazebee。

Whenre-foldinghercousin\'sletter,afterthefirstperusal,shedidforamomentthinkofrebellion。CouldshenotbehappyattheniceplaceinSurrey,having,asshewouldhave,acarriage,eventhoughalltheDeCourcysshoulddropher?IthadbeenputtoherthatshewouldnotliketobereceivedatCourcyCastlewiththescantcivilitywhichwouldbeconsideredduetoaMrsMortimerGazebee;butwhatifshecouldputupwithoutbeingreceivedatCourcyCastleatall?Suchideasdidfloatthroughhermind,dimly。

Buthercouragefailedher。Itissohardtothrowoffatyrant;somucheasiertoyield,whenwehavebeeninthehabitofyielding。Thisthirdletter,therefore,waswritten;anditistheendofthecorrespondence。

\'MissAugustaGreshamtoLadyAmeliadeCourcy\'GreshamsburyHouse,July,185-

\'MYDEARESTAMELIA,\'Ididnotansweryourletterbefore,becauseIthoughtitbettertodelaydoingsotillMrGazebeehadbeenhere。Hecamethedaybeforeyesterday,andyesterdayIdid,asnearlyaspossible,whatyouadvised。Perhaps,onthewhole,itwillbebetter。Asyousay,rankhasitsresponsibilitiesaswellasitsprivileges。

\'Idon\'tquiteunderstandwhatyoumeanaboutclergymen,butwecantalkthatoverwhenwemeet。Indeed,itseemstomethatifoneistobeparticularaboutfamily——andIamsureI

thinkweought——oneoughttobesowithoutexception。IfMrOrielbeaparvenu,Beatrice\'schildrenwon\'tbewellbornmerelybecausetheirfatherwasaclergyman,eventhoughheisarector。Sincemyformerletter,IhaveheardthatMrGazebee\'sgreat-great-great-grandfatherestablishedthefirm;

andtherearemanypeoplewhowerenobodiesthenwhoarethoughttohavegoodbloodintheirveinsnow。

\'ButIdonotsaythisbecauseIdifferfromyou。Iagreewithyousofully,thatIatoncemadeupmymindtorejecttheman;and,consequently,Ihavedoneso。

\'WhenItoldhimIcouldnotaccepthimfromfamilyconsiderations,heaskedmewhetherIhadspokentopapa。I

toldhim,no;andthatitwouldbenogood,asIhadmadeupmyownmind。Idon\'tthinkhequiteunderstoodme;butitdidnotperhapsmuchmatter。Youtoldmetobeverycold,andI

thinkthatperhapshethoughtmelessgraciousthanbefore。

Indeed,Ifearthatwhenhefirstspoke,Imayseemtohavegivenhimtoomuchencouragement。However,itisallovernow;

quiteover!\'(AsAugustawrotethis,shebarelymanagedtosavethepaperbeneathherhandfrombeingmoistenedwiththetearwhichescapedfromhereye。)

\'Idonotmindconfessingnow,\'shecontinued,\'atanyratetoyou,thatIdidlikeMrGazebeealittle。Ithinkhistemperanddispositionwouldhavesuitedme。ButIamquitesatisfiedthatIhavedoneright。Hetriedveryhardtomakemechangemymind。Thatis,hesaidagreatmanythingsastowhetherI

wouldnotputoffmydecision。ButIwasquitefirm。Imustsaythathebehavedverywell,andthatIreallydothinkhelikedmehonestlyandtruly;but,ofcourse,Icouldnotsacrificefamilyconsiderationsonthataccount。

\'Yes,rankhasitsresponsibilitiesaswellasitsprivileges。

Iwillrememberthat。Itisnecessarytodoso,asotherwiseonewouldbewithoutconsolationforwhatonehastosuffer。

ForIfindthatonehastosuffer,Amelia。Iknowpapawouldhaveadvisedmetomarrythisman;andso,Idaresay,mammawould,andFrank,andBeatrice,iftheyknewthatIlikedhim。

Itwouldnotbesobadifweallthoughtalikeaboutit;butitishardtohaveresponsibilitiesallonone\'sownshoulder;

isitnot?

\'ButIwillgoovertoyou,andyouwillcomfortme。IalwaysfeelstrongeronthissubjectatCourcythanatGreshamsbury。

Wewillhavealongtalkaboutit,andthenIshallbehappyagain。IpurposegoingonnextFriday,ifthatwillsuityouanddearaunt。Ihavetoldmammathatyouallwantedme,andshemadenoobjection。Dowriteatonce,dearestAmelia,fortohearfromyounowwillbemyonlycomfort。

\'Yours,evermostaffectionatelyandobliged,\'AUGUSTAGRESHAM。

\'PS——ItoldmammawhatyousaidaboutMaryThorne,andshesaid,“Yes;Isupposealltheworldknowsitnow;andifalltheworlddidknowit,itmakesnodifferencetoFrank。“Sheseemedveryangry;soyouseeitwastrue。\'

Though,bysodoing,weshallsomewhatanticipatetheendofourstory,itmaybedesirablethatthefulltaleofMrGazebee\'slovesshouldbetoldhere。WhenMaryisbreakingherheartonherdeath-bedinthelastchapter,orotherwiseaccomplishingherdestiny,weshallhardlyfindafitopportunityofsayingmuchaboutMrGazebeeandhisaristocraticbride。

ForhedidsucceedatlastinobtainingabrideinwhoseveinsranthenobleDeCourcyblood,inspiteofthehighdoctrinepreachedsoeloquentlybytheLadyAmelia。AsAugustahadtrulysaid,hehadfailedtounderstandher。Hewasledtothink,byhermannerofreceivinghisfirstproposal——andjustlyso,enough——thatshelikedhim,andwouldaccepthim;andhewasthereforeratherperplexedbyhissecondinterview。Hetriedagainandagain,andbeggedpermissiontomentionthemattertoMrGresham;butAugustawasveryfirm,andheatlastretiredindisgust。AugustawenttoCourcyCastle,andreceivedfromhercousinthatconsolationandre-strengtheningwhichshesomuchrequired。

Fouryearsafterwards——longafterthefateofMaryThornehadfallen,likeathunderbolt,ontheinhabitantsofGreshamsbury;whenBeatricewaspreparingforhersecondbaby,andeachofthetwinshadheracceptedlover——MrMortimerGazebeewentdowntoCourcyCastle;ofcourse,onamatterofbusiness。Nodoubthedinedatthetable,andallthat。WehavethewordofLadyAmelia,thattheearl,withhisusualgood-nature,allowedhimsuchprivileges。Letushopethatheneverencroachedonthem。

Butonthisoccasion,MrGazebeestayedalongtimeatthecastle,andsingularrumoursastothecauseofhisprolongedvisitbecamecurrentinthelittletown。NofemalescionofthepresentfamilyofCourcyhad,asyet,foundamate。Wemayimaginethateaglesfinditdifficulttopairwhentheybecomescarceintheirlocalities;andweallknowhowhardithassometimesbeentogetcommeilfauthusbandswhentherehasbeenanynumberofProtestantprincessesonhand。

Somelittledifficultyhad,doubtless,broughtitaboutthatthecountesswasstillsurroundedbyherfullbevyofmaidens。Rankhasitsresponsibilitiesaswellasitsprivileges,andtheseyoungladies\'

responsibilitiesseemedtohaveconsistedinrejectinganysuitorwhomayhavehithertokneeledtothem。ButnowitwastoldthroughCourcy,thatonesuitorhadkneeled,andnotinvain;fromCourcytherumourflewtoBarchester,andthencecamedowntoGreshamsbury,startlingtheinhabitants,andmakingonepoorheartthrobwithaviolencethatwouldhavebeenpiteoushaditbeenknown。Thesuitor,sonamed,asMrMortimerGazebee。

Yes;MrMortimerGazebeehadnowawardedtohimmanyotherprivilegesthanthoseofdiningatthetable,andallthat。Herodewiththeyoungladiesinthepark,andtheyalltalkedtohimveryfamiliarlybeforecompany;allexceptLadyAmelia。ThecountessevencalledhimMortimer,andtreatedhimquiteasoneofthefamily。

AtlastcamealetterfromthecountesstoherdearsisterArabella。Itshouldbegivenatlength,butthatIfeartointroduceanotherepistle。

Itissuchaneasymodeofwriting,andfacilityisalwaysdangerous。Inthisletteritwasannouncedwithmuchpreliminaryambiguity,thatMortimerGazebee——whohadbeenfoundtobeatreasureineveryway;

quiteaparagonofmen——wasabouttobetakenintotheDeCourcybosomasachildofthathouse。Onthatdayfortnight,hewasdestinedtoleadtothealtar——theLadyAmelia。

Thecountessthenwentontosay,thatdearAmeliadidnotwriteherself,beingsomuchengagedbyhercomingduties——theresponsibilitiesofwhichshedoubtlessfullyrealized,aswellastheprivileges;butshehadbeggedhermothertorequestthatthetwinsshouldcomeandactasbridesmaidsontheoccasion。DearAugusta,sheknew,wastoomuchoccupiedinthecomingeventinMrOriel\'sfamilytobeabletoattend。

MrMortimerGazebeewastakenintotheDeCourcyfamily,anddidleadtheLadyAmeliatothealtar;andtheGreshamtwinsdidgothereandactasbridesmaids。And,whichismuchmoretosayforhumannature,Augustadidforgivehercousin,and,afteracertaininterval,wentonavisittothatniceplaceinSurreywhichshehadhopedwouldbeherownhome。

Itwouldhavebeenaveryniceplace,Augustathought,hadnotLadyAmeliaGazebeebeensoveryeconomical。

Wemustpresumethattherewassomeexplanationbetweenthem。Ifso,Augustayieldedtoit,andconfessedittobesatisfactory。Shehadalwaysyieldedtohercousin,andlovedherwiththatsortoflovewhichisbegottenbetweenfearandrespect。AnythingwasbetterthanquarrellingwithhercousinAmelia。

AndMrMortimerGazebeedidnotaltogethermakeabadbargain。Heneverreceivedashillingofdowry,butthathehadnotexpected。Nordidhewantit。Histroublesarosefromtheoverstrainedeconomyofhisnoblewife。Shewouldhaveit,thatasshehadmarriedapoorman——MrGazebee,however,wasnotapoorman——itbehovedhertomanageherhousewithgreatcare。Suchamatchasthatshehadmade——thisshetoldinconfidencetoAugusta——haditsresponsibilitiesaswellasitsprivileges。

But,onthewhole,MrGazebeedidnotrepenthisbargain;whenheaskedhisfriendstodine,hecouldtellthemthatLadyAmeliawouldbegladtoseethem;hismarriagegavehimsomeeclatathisclub,andsomeadditionalweightinthefirmtowhichhebelonged;hegetshisshareoftheCourcyshooting,andisaskedabouttoGreshamsbury,andotherBarsetshirehouses,notonly\'todineattableandallthat\',buttotakehispartinwhateverdelightscountrysocietytherehastooffer。

Heliveswiththegreathopethathisnoblefather-in-lawmaysomedaybeabletobringhimintoParliament。

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