Doctor Thorne

第12章

Thedoctorhadsomefearthathisinterestingprotegewasdesirousofawifeforthesakeoftheincome,insteadofdesiringtheincomeforthesakeofthewife。Butletthecausebewhatitwould,marriagewouldprobablybegoodforhim;andhehadnohesitation,therefore,intellinghim,thatifhemarriedwell,heshouldbeputinpossessionofsufficientincometomaintainthenewLadyScatcherdinamannerbecomingherdignity。

\'Astomarryingwell,\'saidSirLouis,\'you,Itakeit,willthebethelastman,doctor,toquarrelwithmychoice。\'

\'WillI?\'saidthedoctor,smiling。

\'Well,youwon\'tdisapprove,Iguess,astheYankeesays。WhatwouldyouthinkofMissMaryThorne?\'

ItmustbesaidinSirLouis\'sfavourthathehadprobablynoideawhateveroftheestimationinwhichsuchyoungladiesasMaryThorneareheldbythosewhoarenearestanddearesttothem。Hehadnosortofconceptionthatshewasregardedbyheruncleandinestimabletreasure,almosttooprecioustoberendereduptothearmsofanyman;

andinfinitelybeyondanypriceinsilverandgold,baronet\'sincomesofeightortenthousandayear,andsuchcoinsusuallycurrentintheworld\'smarkets。Hewasarichmanandabaronet,andMarywasanunmarriedgirlwithoutaportion。InLouis\'sestimationhewasofferingeverything,andaskingfornothing。Hecertainlyhadsomeideathatgirlswereapttobecoy,andrequiredalittlewooingintheshapeofpresents,civilspeeches——perhapskissesalso。Thecivilspeecheshehad,hethought,done,andimaginedthattheyhadbeenwellreceived。Theotherthingsweretofollow;anArabpony,forinstance——andthekissesprobablywithit;andthenallthesedifficultieswouldbesmoothed。

Buthedidnotforamomentconceivethattherewouldbeanydifficultywiththeuncle。Howshouldtherebe?Washenotabaronetwithtenthousandayearcomingtohim?Hadhenoteverythingwhichfatherswantforportionlessdaughters,andunclesfordependantnieces?Mighthenotwellinformthedoctorthathehadsomethingtotellhimforhisadvantage?

Andyet,totellthetruth,thedoctordidnotseemtobeoverjoyedwhentheannouncementwasfirstmadetohim。Hewasbynomeansoverjoyed。Onthecontrary,evenSirLouiscouldperceivehisguardian\'ssurprisewasaltogetherunmixedwithdelight。

Whataquestionwasthisthatwasaskedhim!WhatwouldhethinkofamarriagebetweenMaryThorne——hisMaryandSirLouisScatcherd?Betweenthealphaofthewholealphabet,andhimwhomhecouldnotbutregardastheomega!Thinkofit!Whyhewouldthinkofitasthoughalambandawolfweretostandatthealtartogether。HadSirLouisbeenaHottentot,oranEsquimaux,theproposalcouldnothaveastonishedhimmore。Thetwopersonsweresototallyofadifferentclass,thattheideaoftheonefallinginlovewiththeotherhadneveroccurredtohim。\'WhatwouldyouthinkofMissMaryThorne?\'SirLouishadasked;

andthedoctor,insteadofansweringhimwithreadyandpleasantalacrity,stoodsilent,thunderstruckwithamazement。

\'Well,wouldn\'tshebeagoodwife?\'saidSirLouis,ratherinatoneofdisgustattheevidentdisapprovalshowninhischoice。\'Ithoughtyouwouldhavebeensodelighted。\'

\'MaryThorne!\'ejaculatedthedoctoratlast。\'Haveyouspokentomynieceaboutthis,SirLouis?\'

\'Well,IhaveandyetIhaven\'t;Ihaven\'t,andyetinamannerI

have。\'

\'Idon\'tunderstandyou,\'saidthedoctor。

\'Why,yousee,Ihaven\'texactlypoppedtoheryet;butIhavebeendoingthecivil;andifshe\'suptosnuff,asItakehertobe,sheknowsverywellwhatI\'mafterbythistime。\'

Uptosnuff!MaryThorne,hisMaryThorne,uptosnuff!Tosnufftooofsuchaverydisagreeabledescription!

\'Ithink,SirLouis,thatyouareinmistakeaboutthis。IthinkyouwillfindthatMarywillnotbedisposedtoavailherselfofthegreatadvantages——forgreattheyundoubtedlyare——whichyouareabletooffertoyourintendedwife。Ifyouwilltakemyadvice,youwillgiveupthinkingofMary。Shewouldnotsuityou。\'

\'Notsuitme!Oh,butIthinkshejustwould。She\'sgotnomoney,youmean?\'

\'No,Ididnotmeanthat。Itwillnotsignifytoyouwhetheryourwifehasmoneyornot。Youneednotlookformoney。Butyoushouldthinkofsomeonemorenearlyofyourtemperament。Iamquitesurethatmyniecewouldrefuseyou。\'

Theselastwordsthedoctorutteredwithmuchemphasis。Hisintentionwastomakethebaronetunderstandthatthematterwasquitehopeless,andtoinducehimifpossibletodropitonthespot。ButhedidnotknowSirLouis;herankedhimtoolowinthescaleofhumanbeings,andgavehimnocreditforanystrengthofcharacter。SirLouisinhiswaydidloveMaryThorne。AndcouldnotbringhimselftobelievethatMarydidnot,oratanyrate,wouldnotsoonreturnhispassion。Hewas,moreover,sufficientlyobstinate,firmweoughtperhapstosay——forhispursuitinthiscasewascertainlynotanevilone,——andheatoncemadeuphismindtosucceedinspiteoftheuncle。

\'Ifsheconsents,however,youwilldosotoo?\'askedhe。

\'Itisimpossiblethatsheshouldconsent,\'saidthedoctor。

\'Impossible!Idon\'tseeanythingatallimpossible。Butifshedoes?\'

\'Butshewon\'t。\'

\'Verywell,——that\'stobeseen。Butjusttellmethis,ifshedoes,willyouconsent?\'

\'Thestarswouldfallfirst。It\'sallnonsense。Giveitup,mydearfriend;believemeyouareonlypreparingunhappinessforyourself;\'

andthedoctorputhishandkindlyontheyoungman\'sarm。\'Shewillnot,cannot,acceptsuchanoffer。\'

\'Willnot!cannot!\'saidthebaronet,thinkingoverallthereasonswhichinhisestimationcouldpossiblybeinducingthedoctortobesohostiletohisviews,andshakingthehandofhisarm。\'Willnot!

cannot!Butcome,doctor,answermyquestionfairly。Ifshe\'llhavemeforbetterorworse,youwon\'tsayaughtagainstit;willyou?\'

\'Butshewon\'thaveyou;whyshouldyougiveherandyourselfthepainofarefusal?\'

\'Oh,asforthat,Imuststandmychancelikeanother。Andasforher,whyd——,doctor,youwouldn\'thavemebelievethatanyyoungladythinksitsoverydreadfultohaveabaronetwithtenthousandpoundsayearatherfeet,speciallywhenthatsamebaronetain\'tveryold,noryetparticularlyugly。Iain\'tsogreenasthat,doctor。\'

\'Isupposeshemustgothroughwithit,then,\'saidthedoctor,musing。

\'But,DrThorne,Ididlookforakinderanswerfromyou,consideringallthatyousooftensayaboutyourgreatfriendshipwithmyfather。I

didthinkyou\'datanyrateanswermewhenIaskedyouaquestion。\'

Butthedoctordidnotwanttoanswerthatspecialquestion。CoulditbepossiblethatMaryshouldwishtomarrythisodiousman,couldsuchastateofthingsbeimaginedtobethecase,hewouldnotrefusehisconsent,infinitelyashewouldbedisgustedbyherchoice。ButhewouldnotgiveSirLouisanyexcuseoftellingMarythatheruncleapprovedofsoodiousamatch。

\'IcannotsaythatincaseIwouldapproveofsuchamarriage,SirLouis。Icannotbringmyselftosayso;forIknowitwouldmakeyoubothmiserable。Butonthatmattermyniecewillchoosewhollyforherself。\'

\'Andaboutmoney,doctor?\'

\'Ifyoumarryadecentwomanyoushallnotwantthemeansofsupportingherdecently,\'andsosayingthedoctorwalkedaway,leavingSirLouistohismeditations。

CHAPTERXXIX

THEDONKEYRIDE

SirLouis,whenlefttohimself,wasslightlydismayedandsomewhatdiscouraged;buthewasnotinducedtogiveuphisobject。ThefirsteffortofhismindwasmadeinconjecturingwhatprivatemotiveDrThornecouldpossiblyhaveinwishingtodebarhisniecefrommarryingarichyoungbaronet。Thattheobjectionwaspersonaltohimself,SirLouisdidnotforamomentimagine。Coulditbethatthedoctordidnotwishthathisnieceshouldbericher,andgrander,andaltogetherbiggerthanhimself?Orwasitpossiblethathisguardianwasanxioustopreventhimfrommarryingfromsomeviewofthereversionofthelargefortune?Thattherewassomesuchreason,SirLouiswaswellsure;butletitbewhatitmight,hewouldgetthebetterofthedoctor。\'Heknewso,\'sohesaidtohimself,\'whatstuffgirlsweremadeof。Baronetsdidnotgrowlikeblackberries。\'Andso,assuringhimselfwithsuchphilosophy,hedeterminedtomakehisoffer。

Thetimeheselectedfordoingthiswasthehourbeforedinner;butonthedayonwhichhisconversationwiththedoctorhadtakenplace,hewasdeterredbythepresenceofastrangevisitor。ToaccountforthisstrangevisititwillbenecessarythatweshouldreturntoGreshamsburyforafewminutes。

Frank,whenhereturnedhomeforhissummervacation,foundthatMaryhadagainflown;andtheveryfactofherabsenceaddedfueltothefireofhislove,moreperhapsthenevenherpresencemighthavedone。

Fortheflightofthequarryeveraddseagernesstothepursuitofthehuntsman。LadyArabella,moreover,hadabitterenemy;afoe,utterlyopposedtohersideinthecontest,whereshehadoncefondlylookedforherstaunchestally。FrankwasnowinthehabitofcorrespondingwithMissDunstable,andreceivedfromhermostenergeticadmonitionstobetruetothelovewhichhehadsworn。Truetoitheresolvedtobe;and,therefore,whenhefoundthatMarywasflown,heresolvedtoflyafterher。

Hedidnot,however,dothistillhehadbeeninameasureprovokedbyitbythesharp-tonguedcautionsandbluntedironyofhismother。ItwasnotenoughforherthatshehadbanishedMaryoutoftheparish,andmadeDrThorne\'slifemiserable;notenoughthatsheharassedherhusbandwithharanguesontheconstantsubjectofFrank\'smarryingmoney,anddismayedBeatricewithinvectivesagainsttheiniquityofherfriend。Thesnakewassobutscotched;tokillitoutrightshemustinduceFrankutterlytorenounceMissThorne。

Thistasksheessayed,butnotexactlywithsuccess。\'Well,mother,\'

saidFrank,atlastturningveryred,partlywithshame,andpartlywithindignation,ashemadethefrankavowal,\'sinceyoupressmeaboutit,ItellyoufairlythatmymindismadeuptomarryMarysoonerorlater,if——\'

\'Oh,Frank!goodheavens!youwickedboy;youaresayingthispurposelytodrivemedistracted。\'

\'If,\'continuedFrank,notattendingtohismother\'sinterjections,\'ifshewillconsent。\'

\'Consent!\'saidLadyArabella。\'Oh,heavens!\'andfallingintothecornerofhersofa,sheburiedherfaceinherhandkerchief。

\'Yes,mother,ifshewillconsent。AndnowthatIhavetoldyousomuch,itisonlyjustthatIshouldtellyouthisalso;thatasfarasIcanseeatpresentIhavenoreasontohopethatshewilldoso。\'

\'Oh,Frank,thegirlisdoingallshecantocatchyou,\'saidLadyArabella,——notprudently。

\'No,mother;thereyouwrongheraltogether;wronghermostcruelly。\'

\'Youungracious,wickedboy!youcallmecruel!\'

\'Idon\'tcallyoucruel;butyouwronghercruelly,mostcruelly。WhenIhavespokentoheraboutthis——forIhavespokentoher——shehasbehavedexactlyasyouwouldhavewantedhertodo;butnotatallasI

wishedher。Shehasgivenmenoencouragement。Youhaveturnedheroutamongyou\'——Frankwasbeginningtobeverybitternow——\'butshehasdonenothingtodeserveit。Iftherehasbeenanyfaultithasbeenmine。Butitiswellnowthatweshouldunderstandeachother。MyintentionistomarryMaryifIcan。\'And,sospeaking,certainlywithoutduefilialrespect,heturnedtowardsthedoor。

\'Frank,\'saidhismother,raisingherselfupwithenergytomakeonelastappeal。\'Frank,doyouwishtoseemedieofabrokenheart?\'

\'Youknow,mother,Iwouldwishtomakeyouhappy,ifIcould。\'

\'Ifyouwishtoseemeeverhappyagain,ifyoudonotwishtoseemesinkbroken-heartedtomygrave,youmustgiveupthismadidea,Frank,\'——andnowallLadyArabella\'senergycameout。\'Frankthereisbutonecourseleftopentoyou。YouMUSTmarrymoney。\'AndthenLadyArabellastoodupbeforehersonasLadyMacbethmighthavestood,hadLadyMacbethlivedtohaveasonofFrank\'syears。

\'MissDunstable,Isuppose,\'saidFrank,scornfully。\'No,mother;I

madeanassandworsethananassofmyselfonceinthatway,andI

won\'tdoitagain。Ihatemoney。\'

\'Oh,Frank!\'

\'Ihatemoney。\'

\'But,Frank,theestate?\'

\'Ihatetheestate——atleastIshallhateitifIamexpectedtobuyitatsuchapriceasthat。Theestateismyfather\'s。\'

\'Oh,no,Frank;itisnot。\'

\'ItisinthesenseImean。Hemaydowithitashepleases;hewillneverhaveawordofcomplaintfromme。Iamreadytogointoaprofessionto-morrow。I\'llbealawyer,oradoctor,oranengineer;I

don\'tcarewhat。\'Frank,inhisenthusiasm,probablyoverlookedsomeofthepreliminarydifficulties。\'OrI\'lltakeafarmunderhim,andearnmybreadthatway;but,mother,don\'ttalktomeanymoreaboutmarryingmoney。\'And,sosaying,Franklefttheroom。

Frank,itwillberemembered,wastwenty-onewhenhewasfirstintroducedtothereader;heisnowtwenty-two。Itmaybesaidthattherewasagreatdifferencebetweenhischaracterthenandnow。A

yearatthatperiodwillmakeagreatdifference;butthechangehasbeen,notinhischaracter,butinhisfeelings。

Frankwentoutfromhismotherandimmediatelyorderedhisblackhorsetobegotreadyforhim。HewouldatoncegoovertoBoxallHill。Hewenthimselftothestablestogivehisorders;andashereturnedtogethisglovesandwhiphemetBeatriceinthecorridor。

\'Beatrice,\'saidhe,\'stepinhere,\'andshefollowedhimintohisroom。\'I\'mnotgoingtobearthisanylonger;I\'mgoingtoBoxallHill。\'

\'Oh,Frank!howcanyoubesoimprudent?\'

\'You,atanyrate,havesomedecentfeelingforMary。Ibelieveyouhavesomeregardforher;andthereforeItellyou。Willyousendheranymessage?\'

\'Oh,yes;mybest,bestlove;thatisifyouwillseeher;but,Frank,youareveryfoolish,very;andshewillbeinfinitelydistressed。\'

\'Donotmentionthis,notatpresent;notthatImeanyoutomakeanysecretofit。Ishalltellmyfathereverything。I\'moffnow!\'andthen,payingnoattentiontoherremonstrance,heturneddownthestairsandwassoononhorseback。

HetooktheroadtoBoxallHill,buthedidnotrideveryfast:hedidnotgojauntilyasajolly,thrivingwooer;butmusingly,andoftenwithdiffidence,meditatingeverynowandthenwhetheritwouldnotbebetterforhimtoturnback:toturnback——butnotfromfearofhismother;notfromprudentialmotives;notbecausethatoften-repeatedlessonastomarryingmoneywasbeginningtotakeeffect;notfromsuchcausesasthese;butbecausehedoubtedhowhemightbereceivedbyMary。

Hedid,itistrue,thinksomethingabouthisworldlyprospects。Hehadtalkedrathergrandiloquentlytohismotherastohishatingmoney,andhatingtheestate。Hismother\'snever-ceasingworldlycaresonsuchsubjectsperhapsdemandedthatalittlegrandiloquenceshouldbeopposedtothem。ButFrankdidnothatetheestate;nordidheatallhatethepositionofanEnglishcountrygentleman。MissDunstable\'seloquence,however,ranginhisears。ForMissDunstablehadaneloquenceofherown,eveninherletters。\'Neverletthemtalkyououtofyourowntrue,honest,heartyfeelings,\'shehadsaid。

\'Greshamsburyisaveryniceplace,Iamsure;andIhopeIshallseeitsomeday;butallitsgreenknollsarenothalfsonice,shouldnotbehalfsoprecious,asthepulsesofyourownheart。Thatisyourownestate,yourown,yourveryown——yourownandanother\'s;whatevermaygotothemoney-lenders,don\'tsendthatthere。Don\'tmortgagethat,MrGresham。\'

\'No,\'saidFrank,pluckily,asheputhishorseintoafastertrot,\'I

won\'tmortgagethat。Theymaydowhattheylikewiththeestate;butmyheart\'smyown,\'andsospeakingtohimself,almostaloud,heturnedacorneroftheroadrapidlyandcameatonceuponthedoctor。

\'Hallo,doctor!isthatyou?\'saidFrank,ratherdisgusted。

\'What!Frank!Ihardlyexpectedtomeetyouhere,\'saidDrThorne,notmuchbetterpleased。

TheywerenownotaboveamilefromBoxallHill,andthedoctor,therefore,couldnotbutsurmisewhitherFrankwasgoing。TheyhadrepeatedlymetsinceFrank\'sreturnfromCambridge,bothinthevillageandinthedoctor\'shouse;butnotawordhadbeensaidbetweenthemaboutMarybeyondwhatthemerestcourtesyhadrequired。Notthateachdidnotlovetheothersufficientlytomakeafullconfidencebetweenthemdesirabletoboth;butneitherhadhadthecouragetospeakout。

Norhadeitherofthemthecouragetodosonow。\'Yes,\'saidFrank,blushing,\'IamgoingtoLadyScatcherd\'s。ShallIfindtheladiesathome?\'

\'Yes;LadyScatcherdisthere;butSirLouisistherealso——aninvalid:

perhapsyouwouldnotwishtomeethim。\'

\'Oh!Idon\'tmind,\'saidFrank,tryingtolaugh;\'hewon\'tbite,I

suppose?\'

ThedoctorlongedinhishearttopraytoFranktoreturnwithhim;nottogoandmakefurthermischief;nottodothatwhichmightcauseamorebitterestrangementbetweenhimselfandthesquire。Buthehadnotthecouragetodoit。HecouldnotbringhimselftoaccuseFrankofbeinginlovewithhisniece。Soafterafewmoresenselesswordsoneitherside,wordswhicheachknewtobesenselessasheutteredthem,theybothrodeontheirownways。

Andthenthedoctorsilently,andalmostunconsciously,madesuchacomparisonbetweenLouisScatcherdandFrankGreshamasHamletmadebetweenthedeadandliveking。ItwasHyperiontoasatyr。WasitnotasimpossiblethatMaryshouldnotlovetheone,asthatsheshouldlovetheother?Frank\'sofferofhisaffectionshadatfirstprobablybeenbutaboyishebullitionoffeeling;butifitshouldnowbe,thatthishadgrownintoamanlyanddisinterestedlove,howcouldMaryremainunmoved?Whatcouldherheartwantmore,better,morebeautiful,morerichthansuchaloveasthis?Washenotpersonallyallthatagirlcouldlike?Werenothisdisposition,mind,character,acquirements,allsuchaswomenmostdelighttolove?WasitnotimpossiblethatMaryshouldbeindifferenttohim?

Someditatedthedoctorasheroadalong,withonlytootrueaknowledgeofhumannature。Ah!itwasimpossible,quiteimpossiblethatMaryshouldbeindifferent。ShehadneverbeenindifferentsinceFrankhadutteredhisfirsthalf-jokingwordoflove。Suchthingsaremoreimportanttowomenthantheyaretomen,togirlsthantheyaretoboys。WhenFrankhadfirsttoldherthathelovedher;aye,monthsbeforethat,whenhemerelylookedhislove,herhearthadreceivedthewhisper,hadacknowledgedtheglance,unconsciousasshewasherself,andresolvedasshewastorebukehisadvances。When,inherhearing,hehadsaidsoftnothingstoPatienceOriel,ahated,irrepressibletearhadgatheredinhereye。Whenhehadpressedinhiswarm,lovinggraspthehandwhichshehadofferedinhimintokenofmerefriendship,herhearthadforgivenhimthetreachery,nay,almostthankedhimforit,beforehereyesorherwordshadbeenreadytorebukehim。WhentherumourofhisliaisonwithMissDunstablereachedherears,whensheheardofMissDunstable\'sfortune,shehadwept,weptoutright,inherchamber——wept,asshesaidtoherself,tothinkthathecouldbesomercenary;butshehadwept,assheshouldhavesaidtoherself,atfindingthathewassofaithless。Then,whensheknewatlastthatthisrumourwasfalse,whenshefoundthatshewasbanishedfromGreshamsburyforhissake,whenshewasforcedtoretreatwithherfriendPatience,howcouldshebutlovehim,inthathewasnotmercenary?Howcouldshenotlovehiminthatwassofaithful?

Itwasimpossiblethatsheshouldnotlovehim。Washenotthebrightestandthebestofmenthatshehadeverseen,orwasliketosee?——thatshecouldpossiblyeversee,shewouldhavesaidtoherself,couldshehavebroughtherselftoownthetruth?Andthen,whensheheardhowtruehewas,howhepersistedagainstfather,mother,andsisters,howcoulditbethatthatshouldnotbeameritinhereyeswhichwassogreatafaultintheirs?WhenBeatrice,withwould-besolemnface,butwitheyesbeamingwithfeminineaffection,wouldgravelytalkofFrank\'stenderloveasaterriblemisfortune,asamisfortunetothemall,toMaryherselfaswellasothers,howcouldMarydootherthanlovehim?\'Beatriceishissister,\'shewouldsaywithinherownmind,\'otherwiseshewouldnevertalklikethis;wereshenothissister,shecouldnotbutknowthevalueofsuchloveasthis。\'Ah!yes;Marydidlovehim;lovehimwithallthestrengthofherheart;andthestrengthofherheartwasverygreat。Andnowbydegrees,inthoselonelydonkey-ridesatBoxallHill,inthosesolitarywalks,shewasbeginningtoowntoherselfthetruth。

Andnowthatshedidownit,whatshouldbehercourse?Whatshouldshedo,howshouldsheactifthislovedoneperseveredinhislove?

And,ah!whatshouldshedo,howshouldsheactifhedidnotpersevere?Coulditbethatthereshouldbehappinessinstoreforher?Wasitnottooclearthat,letthemattergohowitwould,therewasnohappinessinstoreforher?MuchasshemightloveFrankGresham,shecouldneverconsenttobehiswifeunlessthesquirewouldsmileonherashisdaughter-in-law。Thesquirehadbeenallthatwaskind,allthatwasaffectionate。Andthen,too,LadyArabella!AsshethoughtoftheLadyArabellaasternerformofthoughtcameacrossherbrow。WhyshouldLadyArabellarobherofherheart\'sjoy?WhatwasLadyArabellathatshe,MaryThorne,needquailbeforeher?HadLadyArabellastoodonlyinherway,LadyArabella,flankedbytheDeCourcylegion,MaryfeltthatshecouldhavedemandedFrank\'shandasherownbeforethemallwithoutablushofshameoramoment\'shesitation。

Thus,whenherheartwasallbutreadytocollapsewithinher,wouldshegainsomelittlestrengthbythinkingoftheLadyArabella。

\'Please,mylady,herebeyoungsquireGresham,\'saidoneoftheuntutoredservantsatBoxallHill,openingLadyScatcherd\'slittleparlourdoorasherladyshipwasamusingherselfbypullingdownandturning,andre-folding,andputtingupagain,aheapofhouseholdlinenwhichwaskeptinahugepressfortheexpresspurposeofsupplyingherwithoccupation。

LadyScatcherd,holdingavastcounterpaneinherarms,lookedbackoverhershouldersandperceivedthatFrankwasintheroom。Downwentthecounterpaneontheground,andFranksoonfoundhimselfintheverypositionwhichthatusefularticlehadsolatelyfilled。

\'Oh!MasterFrank!oh,MasterFrank!\'saidherladyship,almostinanhystericalfitofjoy;andthenshehuggedandkissedhimasshehadneverkissedandhuggedherownsonsincethatsonhadfirstlefttheparentnest。

Frankboreitpatientlyandwithamerrylaugh。\'But,LadyScatcherd,\'

saidhe,\'whatwilltheyallsay?youforgetIamamannow,\'andhestoopedhisheadassheagainpressedherlipsuponhisforehead。

\'Idon\'tcarewhatnoneof\'emsay,\'saidherladyship,quitegoingbacktoherolddays;\'Iwillkissmyownboy;soIwill。Eh,butMasterFrank,thisisgoodonyou。Asightofyouisgoodforsoreeyes;andmyeyeshavebeensoreenoughsinceIsawyou;\'andsheputherapronuptowipeatearaway。

\'Yes,\'saidFrank,gentlytryingtodisengagehimself,butnotsuccessfully:\'yes,youhavehadagreatloss,LadyScatcherd。IwassosorrywhenIheardofyourgrief。\'

\'Youalwayshadasoft,kindheart,MasterFrank;soyouhad。God\'sblessingonyou!Whatafinemanyouhavegrown!Dearyme!Well,itseemsasthoughitwereonlyjustt\'otherdaylike。\'Andshepushedhimalittlefromher,sothatshemightlookthebetterintohisface。

\'Well。Isitallright?IsupposeyouwouldhardlyknowmeagainnowI\'vegotapairofwhiskers?\'

\'Knowyou!IshouldknowyouwellifIsawbuttheheelofyourfoot。

Why,whataheadofhairyouhavegot,andsodarktoo!butitdoesn\'tcurlasitusedonce。\'Andshestrokedhishair,andlookedintohiseyes,andputherhandtohischeeks。\'You\'llthinkmeanoldfool,MasterFrank:Iknowthat;butyoumaythinkwhatyoulike。IfIliveforthenexttwentyyearsyou\'llalwaysbemyownboy;soyouwill。\'

Bydegrees,slowdegrees,Frankmanagedtochangetheconversation,andtoinduceLadyScatcherdtospeakonsomeothertopicthanhisowninfantineperfections。Heaffectedanindifferenceashespokeofherguest,whichwouldhavedeceivednoonebutLadyScatcherd;butheritdiddeceive;andthenheaskedwhereMarywas。

\'She\'sjustgoneoutonherdonkey——somewhereabouttheplace。Sheridesonadonkeymostlyeveryday。Butyou\'llstopandtakeabitofdinnerwithus?Eh,nowdo\'ee,MasterFrank。\'

ButMasterFrankexcusedhimself。HedidnotchoosetopledgehimselftositdowntodinnerwithMary。Hedidnotknowinwhatmoodtheymightreturnwithregardtoeachotheratdinner-time。Hesaid,therefore,thathewouldreturntothehouseagainbeforehewent。

LadyScatcherdthenbeganmakingapologiesforSirLouis。Shewasaninvalid;thedoctorhadbeenwithhimallthemorning,andhewasnotyetoutofhisroom。

TheseapologiesFrankwillinglyaccepted,andthenmadehiswayashiscouldontothelawn。Agardener,ofwhomheinquired,offeredtogowithhiminpursuitofMissThorne。Thisassistance,however,hedeclined,andsetforthinquestofher,havinglearntwhatwerehermostusualhaunts。Norwashedirectedwrongly;forafterwalkingabouttwentyminutes,hesawthroughthetreesthelegsofadonkeymovingonthegreen-sward,atabouttwohundredyardsfromhim。OnthatdonkeydoubtlesssatMaryThorne。

Thedonkeywascomingtowardshim;notexactlyinastraightline,butsomuchsoastomakeitimpossiblethatMaryshouldnotseehimifhestoodstill。Hedidstandstill,andsoonemergingfromthetrees,Marysawhimallbutclosetoher。

Herheartgavealeapwithinher,butshewassofarmistressofherselfastorepressanyvisiblesignofoutwardemotion。Shedidnotfallfromherdonkey,orscream,orburstintotears。Shemerelyutteredthewords,\'MrGresham!\'inatoneofnotunnaturalsurprise。

\'Yes,\'saidhe,tryingtolaugh,butlesssuccessfulthanshehadbeensuppressingashowoffeeling。\'MrGresham!Ihavecomeoveratlasttopaymyrespectstoyou。Youmusthavethoughtmeveryuncourteousnottodosobefore。\'

Thisshedenied。Shehadnot,shesaid,thoughthimatalluncivil。

ShehadcometoBoxallHilltobeoutoftheway;and,ofcourse,hadnotexpectedanysuchformalities。Assheutteredthisshealmostblushedattheabrupttruthofwhatshewassaying。Butshewastakensomuchunawaresthatshedidnotknowhowtomakethetruthotherthanabrupt。

\'Tobeoutoftheway!\'saidFrank。\'Andwhyshouldyouwanttobeoutoftheway?\'

\'Oh!therewerereasons,\'saidshe,laughing。\'PerhapsIhavequarrelleddreadfullywithmyuncle。\'

Frankatthepresentmomenthadnotabouthimascrapofbadinage。Hehadnotasingleeasywordathiscommand。Hecouldnotanswerherwithanythinginguiseofajoke;sohewalkedon,notansweringatall。

\'IhopeallmyfriendsatGreshamsburyarewell,\'saidMary。\'IsBeatricequitewell?\'

\'Quitewell,\'saidhe。

\'AndPatience?\'

\'What,MissOriel;yes,Ibelieveso。Ihaven\'tseenherthisdayortwo。\'HowwasitthatMaryfeltalittleflushofjoy,asFrankspokeinthisindifferentwayaboutMissOriel\'shealth?

\'Ithoughtshewasalwaysaparticularfriendofyours,\'saidshe。

\'What!who?MissOriel?Sosheis!Ilikeheramazingly;sodoesBeatrice。\'Andthenhewalkedaboutsixstepsinsilence,pluckingupcourageforthegreatattempt。Hedidpluckuphiscourageandthenrushedatoncetotheattack。

\'Mary!\'saidhe,andashespokeheputhishandonthedonkey\'sneck,andlookedtenderlyintoherface。Helookedtenderly,and,asMary\'searatoncetoldher,hisvoicesoundedmoresoftthanithadeversoundedbefore。\'Mary,doyourememberthelasttimethatweweretogether?\'

Marydidrememberitwell。Itwasonthatoccasionwhenhehadtreacherouslyheldherhand;onthatdaywhen,accordingtolaw,hehadbecomeaman;whenhehadoutragedalltheproprietyoftheDeCourcyinterestbyofferinghislovetoMaryinAugusta\'shearing。Marydidrememberitwell;buthowwasshetospeakofit?\'Itwasyourbirthday,Ithink,\'saidshe。

\'Yes,itwasmybirthday。IwonderwhetheryourememberwhatIsaidtoyouthen?\'

\'Irememberthatyouwereveryfoolish,MrGresham。\'

\'Mary,Ihavecometorepeatmyfolly;——thatis,ifitbefolly。ItoldyouthenthatIlovedyou,andIdaresaythatIdiditawkwardly,likeaboy。PerhapsImaybejustasawkwardnow;butyououghtatanyratetobelievemewhenyoufindthatayearhasnotalteredme。\'

Marydidnotthinkhimatallawkward,andshedidbelievehim。Buthowwasshetoanswerhim?Shehadnotyettaughtherselfwhatanswersheoughttomakeifhepersistedinhissuit。Shehadhithertobeencontenttorunawayfromhim;butshehaddonesobecauseshewouldnotsubmittobeaccusedoftheindelicacyofputtingherselfinhisway。

Shehadrebukedhimwhenhefirstspokeofhislove;butshehaddonesobecauseshelookedonwhathesaidasaboy\'snonsense。ShehadschooledherselfinobediencetotheGreshamsburydoctrines。Wasthereanyrealreason,anyreasonfoundedontruthandhonesty,whysheshouldnotbeafittingwifetoFrankGresham,——FrancisNewboldGresham,ofGreshamsbury,thoughhewas,orwastobe?\'

Hewaswellborn——aswellbornasanygentlemaninEngland。Shewasbaselyborn——asbaselybornasanyladycouldbe。Wasthissufficientbaragainstsuchamatch?Maryfeltinherheartthatsometwelvemonthsince,beforesheknewwhatlittleshedidnowknowofherownstory,shewouldhavesaiditwasso。Andwouldsheindulgeherownlovebyinveiglinghimshelovedintoabasemarriage?Butthenreasonspokeagain。What,afterall,wasthisbloodofwhichshehadtaughtherselftothinksomuch?Wouldshehavebeenmorehonest,morefittograceanhonestman\'shearthstone,hadshebeenthelegitimatedescendantofascoreoflegitimateduchesses?Wasitnotherfirstdutytothinkofhim——ofwhatwouldmakehimhappy?Thenofheruncle——whathewouldapprove?Thenofherself——whatwouldbestbecomehermodesty;hersenseofhonour?Coulditbewellthatsheshouldsacrificethehappinessoftwopersonstoatheoreticloveofpureblood?

Soshehadarguedwithinherself。Notnow,sittingonthedonkey,withFrank\'shandbeforeheronthetamebrute\'sneck;butonotherformeroccasionsasshehadriddenalongdemurelyamongthosetrees。Soshehadargued;butshehadneverbroughtherargumentstoadecision。Allmannerofthoughtscrowdedonhertopreventherdoingso。Shewouldthinkofthesquire,andresolvetorejectFrank;andwouldthenrememberLadyArabella,andresolvetoaccepthim。Herresolutions,however,weremostirresolute;andso,whenFrankappearedinpersonbeforeher,carryinghisheartinhishand,shedidnotknowwhatanswertomaketohim。Thusitwaswithheraswithsomanyothermaidenssimilarlycircumstanced;atlastsheleftitalltochance。

\'Yououghtatanyrate,tobelieveme,\'saidFrank,\'whenyoufindthatayearhasnotalteredme。\'

\'Ayearshouldhavetaughtyoutobewiser,\'saidshe。\'Youshouldhavelearntbythistime,MrGresham,thatyourlotandminearenotcastinthesamemould;thatourstationsinlifearedifferent。Wouldyourfatherormotherapproveofyourevencomingheretoseeme?\'

Mary,asshespokethesesensiblewords,feltthattheywere\'flat,stale,andunprofitable。\'Shefeltalso,thattheywerenottrueinsense;thattheydidnotcomefromherheart;thattheywerenotsuchasFrankdeservedatherhands,andshewasashamedofherself。

\'MyfatherIhopewillapproveofit,\'saidhe。\'ThatmymothershoulddisapproveofitisamisfortunewhichIcannothelp;butonthispointIwilltakenoanswerfrommyfatherormother;thequestionisonetoopersonaltomyself。Mary,ifyousaythatyouwillnot,orcannotreturnmylove,Iwillgoaway;——notfromhereonly,butfromGreshamsbury。Mypresenceshallnotbanishyoufromallthatyouholddear。IfyoucanhonestlysaythatIamnothingtoyou,canbenothingtoyou,Iwillthentellmymotherthatshemaybeatease,andIwillgoawaysomewhereandgetoveritasImay。\'Thepoorfellowgotsofar,lookingapparentlyatthedonkey\'sears,withhardlyagaspofhopeinhisvoice,andhesofarcarriedMarywithhimthatshealsohadhardlyagaspofhopeinherheart。Therehepausedforamoment,andthenlookingupintoherface,hespokebutonewordmore。\'But,\'saidhe——andtherehestopped。Itwasclearlytoldinthat\'but\'。ThuswouldhedoifMarywoulddeclarethatshedidnotcareforhim。If,however,shecouldnotbringherselfsotodeclare,thenwashereadytothrowhisfatherandmothertothewinds;thenwouldhestandhisground;thenwouldhelookallotherdifficultiesintheface,surethattheymightfinallybeovercome。PoorMary!thewholeonusofsettlingthematterwasthusthrownuponher。Shehadonlytosaythathewasindifferenttoher;——thatwasall。

If\'allthebloodoftheHowards\'haddependeduponit,shecouldnothavebroughtherselftouttersuchafalsehood。Indifferenttoher,ashewalkedtherebyherdonkey\'sside,talkingthusearnestlyofhisloveforher!Washenottoherlikesomegodcomefromtheheavenstomakeherblessed?Didnotthesunshineuponhimwithahalo,sothathewasbrightasanangel?Indifferenttoher!Couldtheopenunadulteratedtruthhavebeenpracticableforher,shewouldhavedeclaredherindifferenceintermsthatwouldtrulyhaveastonishedhim。Asitwas,shefounditeasiertosaynothing。Shebitherlipstokeepherselffromsobbing。Shestruggledhard,butinvain,topreventherhandsandfeetfromtrembling。Sheseemedtoswinguponherdonkeyasthoughliketofall,andwouldhavegivenmuchtobeuponherownfeetinthesward。

\'Silajeunessesavait……\'ThereissomuchinthatwickedoldFrenchproverb!HadFrankknownmoreaboutawoman\'smind——hadhe,thatis,beenforty-twoinsteadoftwenty-twohewouldatoncehavebeensureofhisgame,andhavefeltthatMary\'ssilencetoldhimallhewishedtoknow。Butthen,hadbeenforty-twoinsteadoftwenty-two,hewouldnothavebeensoreadytorisktheacresofGreshamsburyforthesmilesofMaryThorne。

\'Ifyoucan\'tsayonewordtocomfortme,Iwillgo,\'saidhe,disconsolately。\'Imadeupmymindtotellyouthis,andsoIcameover。ItoldLadyScatcherdIshouldnotstay——notevenfordinner。\'

\'Ididnotknowyouweresohurried,\'saidshe,almostinawhisper。

Onasuddenhestoodstill,andpullingthedonkey\'srein,causedhimtostandstillalso。Thebeastrequiredverylittlepersuasiontobesoguided,andobliginglyremainedmeeklypassive。

\'Mary,Mary!\'saidFrank,throwinghisarmsroundherkneesasshesatuponhersteed,andpressinghisfaceagainstherbody。\'Mary,youwerealwayshonest;behonestnow。Iloveyouwithallmyheart。Willyoubemywife?\'

ButstillMarysaidnotaword。Shenolongerbitherlips;shewasbeyondthat,andwasnowusingallhereffortstopreventhertearsfromfallingabsolutelyonherlover\'sface。Shesaidnothing。Shecouldnomorerebukehimnowandsendhimfromherthanshecouldencouragehim。Shecouldonlysitthereshakingandcryingandwishingshewasontheground。Frank,onthewhole,ratherlikedthedonkey。

Itenabledhimtoapproachsomewhatnearertoanembracethanhemighthavefoundpracticablehadtheybothbeenontheirfeet。Thedonkeyhimselfwasquiteathisease,andlookedasthoughhewasapprovinglyconsciousofwhatwasgoingonbehindhisears。

\'Ihavearighttoaword,Mary;say,“Go“,andIwillleaveyouatonce。\'

ButMarydidnotsay\'Go\'。Perhapsshewouldhavedonesohadshebeenable;butjustatpresentshecouldsaynothing。Thiscamefromherhavingfailedtomakeuphermindinduetimeastowhatcourseitwouldbestbecomehertofollow。

\'Oneword,Mary;onelittleword。There,ifyouwillnotspeak,hereismyhand。Ifyouwillhaveit,letitlieinyours;——ifnot,pushitaway。\'Sosaying,hemanagedtogettheendofhisfingersontoherpalm,andthereitremainedunrepulsed。\'Lajeuness\'wasbeginningtogetalesson;experiencewhendulysoughtaftersometimescomesearlyinlife。

IntruthMaryhadnotstrengthtopushthefingersaway。\'Mylove,myown,myown!\'saidFrank,presumingonthisverynegativesignofacquiescence。\'Mylife,myown,myownMary!\'andthenthehandwascaughtholdofandwasathislipsbeforeaneffortcouldbemadetosaveitfromsuchtreatment。

\'Mary,lookatme;sayonewordtome。\'

Therewasadeepsigh,andthencametheoneword——\'Oh,Frank!\'

\'MrGresham,IhopeIhavethehonourofseeingyouquitewell,\'saidavoiceclosetohisear。\'IbegtosaythatyouarewelcometoBoxallHill。\'FrankturnedroundandinstantlyfoundhimselfshakinghandswithSirLouisScatcherd。

HowMarygotoverherconfusionFrankneversaw,forhehadenoughtodotogetoverhisown。HeinvoluntarilydesertedMaryandbegantalkingveryfasttoSirLouis。SirLouisdidnotoncelookatMissThorne,butwalkedbacktowardsthehousewithMrGresham,sulkyenoughintemper,butstillmakingsomeefforttodothefinegentleman。Mary,gladtobeleftalone,merelyoccupiedherselfwithsittingonthedonkey;andthedonkey,whenhefoundthatthetwogentlemenwenttowardsthehouse,forcompany\'ssakeandforhisstable\'ssake,followedafterthem。

Frankstayedbutthreeminutesinthehouse;gaveanotherkisstoLadyScatcherd,gettingthreeinreturn,andtherebyinfinitelydisgustingSirLouis,shookhands,anythingbutwarmly,withtheyoungbaronet,andjustfeltthewarmthofMary\'shandwithinhisown。Hefeltalsothewarmthofhereyes\'lastglance,androdehomeahappyman。

CHAPTERXXX

POSTPRANDIAL

Frankrodehomeahappyman,cheeringhimself,assuccessfulloversdocheerthemselves,withthebrilliancyofhislateexploit:norwasittillhehadturnedthecornerintotheGreshamsburystablesthathebegantoreflectwhathewoulddonext。ItwasallverywelltohaveinducedMarytoallowhisthreefingerstoliehalfaminuteinhersofthand;thehavingdonesomightcertainlybesufficientevidencethathehadovercomeoneofthelionsinhispath;butitcouldhardlybesaidthatallhisdifficultieswerenowsmoothed。Howwashetomakefurtherprogress?

ToMary,also,thesameideasnodoubtoccurred——withmanyothers。But,then,itwasnotforMarytomakeanyprogressinthematter。Toheratleastbelongedthispassivecomfort,thatatpresentnoacthostiletotheDeCourcyinterestwouldbeexpectedfromher。Allthatshecoulddowouldbetotellherunclesomuchasitwasfittingthatheshouldknow。Thedoingthiswoulddoubtlessbeinsomedegreedifficult;butitwasnotprobablethattherewouldbemuchdifference,muchofanythingbutlovinganxietyforeachother,betweenherandDrThorne。Oneotherthing,indeed,shemustdo;Frankmustbemadetounderstandwhatherbirthhadbeen。\'This,\'shesaidtoherself,\'willgivehimanopportunityofretractingwhathehasdoneshouldhechoosetoavailhimselfofit。Itiswellheshouldhavesuchopportunity。\'

ButFrankhadmorethanthistodo。HehadtoldBeatricethathewouldmakenosecretofhislove,andhefullyresolvedtobeasgoodashisword。Tohisfatherheowedanunreservedconfidence;andhewasfullymindedtogiveit。Itwas,heknew,altogetheroutofthequestionthatheshouldatoncemarryaportionlessgirlwithouthisfather\'sconsent;probablyoutofthequestionthatheshoulddosoevenwithit。Buthewould,atanyrate,tellhisfather,andthendecideastowhatshouldbedonenext。Soresolving,heputhisblackhorseintothestableandwentintodinner。Afterdinnerheandhisfatherwouldbealone。

Yes;afterdinnerheandhisfatherwouldbealone。Hedressedhimselfhurriedly,forthedinner-bellwasalmostonthestrokeasheenteredthehouse。Hesaidthistohimselfonceandagain;butwhenthemeatsandthepuddings,andthenthecheesewereborneaway,asthedecanterswereplacedbeforehisfather,andLadyArabellasippedheroneglassofclaret,andhissistersatetheirportionofstrawberries,hispressinganxietyforthecominginterviewbegantowaxsomewhatdull。

Hismotherandsisters,however,renderedhimnoassistancebyprolongingtheirstay。Withunwontedassiduityhepressedasecondglassofclaretonhismother。ButLadyArabellawasnotonlytemperateinherhabits,butalsoatthepresentmomentveryangrywithherson。ShethoughtthathehadbeentoBoxallHill,andwasonlywaitingapropermomenttocross-questionhimsternlyonthesubject。

Nowshedeparted,takinghertrainofdaughterswithher。

\'Givemeonebiggooseberry,\'saidNina,asshesqueezedherselfinunderherbrother\'sarm,priortomakingherretreat。Frankwouldwillinglyhavegivenheradozenofthebiggest,hadshewantedthem;

buthavinggottheone,shesqueezedherselfoutagainandscamperedoff。

Thesquirewasverycheerythisevening;fromwhatcausecannotnowbesaid。Perhapshehadsucceededinnegotiatingafurtherloan,thustemporarilysprinklingadropofwaterovertheever-risingdustofhisdifficulties。

\'Well,Frank,whathaveyoubeenafterto-day?Petertoldmeyouhadtheblackhorseout,\'saidhe,pushingthedecantertohisson。\'Takemyadvice,myboy,anddon\'tgivehimtoomuchsummerroad-work。Legswon\'tstandit,letthembeeversogood。\'

\'Why,sir,Iwasobligedtogooutto-day,andtherefore,ithadtobeeithertheoldmareortheyounghorse。\'

\'Whydidn\'tyoutakeRamble?\'NowRamblewasthesquire\'sownsaddlehack,usedforfarmsurveying,andoccasionallyforgoingtocover。

\'Ishouldn\'tthinkofdoingthat,sir。\'

\'Mydearboy,heisquiteatyourservice;forgoodness\'sakedoletmehavealittlewine,Frank——quiteatyourservice;anyridingIhavenowisafterthehaymakers,andthat\'sallonthegrass。\'

\'Thank\'ee,sir。Well,perhapsIwilltakeaturnoutofRambleshouldIwantit。\'

\'Do,andpray,praytakecareofthatblackhorse\'slegs。He\'sturningoutmoreofahorsethanItookhimtobe,andIshouldbesorrytoseehiminjured。Wherehaveyoubeento-day?\'

\'Well,father,Ihavesomethingtotellyou。\'

\'Somethingtotellme!\'andthenthesquire\'shappyandgaylook,whichhadbeenonlyrenderedmorehappyandmoregaybyhisassumedanxietyabouttheblackhorse,gaveplacetoaheavinessofvisagewhichacrimonyandmisfortunehadmadesohabitualtohim。\'Somethingtotellme!\'Anygravewordslikethesealwayspresagedsomemoneydifficultytothesquire\'sears。HelovedFrankwiththetenderestlove。Hewouldhavedonesounderalmostanycircumstances;but,doubtless,thatlovehadbeenmademorepalpabletohimselfbythefactthatFrankhadbeenagoodsonasregardsmoney——notexigeantaswasLadyArabella,orselfishlyrecklessaswashisnephewLordPorlock。

ButnowFrankmustbeinsomedifficultyaboutmoney。Thiswashisfirstidea。\'Whatisit,Frank;youhaveseldomhadanythingtosaythathasnotbeenpleasantformetohear?\'Andthentheheavinessofvisageagaingavewayforamomentashiseyefelluponhisson。

\'IhavebeentoBoxallHill,sir。\'

Thetenorofhisfather\'sthoughtswaschangedinaninstant;andthedreadofimmediatetemporaryannoyancegaveplacetotrueanxietyforhisson。He,thesquire,hadbeennopartytoMary\'sexilefromhisowndomain;andhehadseenwithpainthatshehadnowasecondtimebeendrivenfromherhome:buthehadneverhithertoquestionedtheexpediencyofseparatinghissonfromMaryThorne。Alas!ithadbecometoonecessary——toonecessarythroughhisowndefault——thatFrankshouldmarrymoney!

\'AtBoxallHill,Frank!Hasthatbeenprudent?Or,indeed,hasitbeengeneroustoMissThorne,whohasbeendriventhere,asitwere,byyourimprudence?\'

\'Father,itiswellthatweshouldunderstandeachotheraboutthis——\'

\'Fillyourglass,Frank;\'Frankmechanicallydidashewastold,andpassedthebottle。

\'IshouldneverforgivemyselfwereItodeceiveyou,orkeepanythingfromyou。\'

\'Ibelieveitisnotinyournaturetodeceiveme,Frank。\'

\'Thefactis,sir,thatIhavemadeupmymindthatMaryThorneshallbemywife——soonerorlater,thatis,unless,ofcourse,sheshouldutterlyrefuse。Hitherto,shehasutterlyrefusedme。IbelieveImaynowsaythatshehasacceptedme。\'

Thesquiresippedhisclaret,butatthemomentsaidnothing。Therewasaquiet,manly,butyetmodestdeterminationabouthissonthathehadhardlynoticedbefore。Frankhadbecomelegallyofage,legallyaman,whenhewastwenty-one。Nature,itseems,hadpostponedtheceremonytillhewastwenty-two。Natureoftendoespostponetheceremonyeventoamuchlaterage;——sometimes,altogetherforgetstoaccomplishit。

Thesquirecontinuedtosiphisclaret;hehadtothinkoverthematterawhilebeforehecouldanswerastatementsodeliberatelymadebyhisson。

\'IthinkImaysayso,\'continuedFrank,withperhapsunnecessarymodesty。\'Sheissohonestthat,hadshenotintendedit,shewouldhavesaidsohonestly。AmIright,father,inthinkingthat,asregardsMary,personally,youwouldnotrejectherasadaughter-in-law?\'

\'Personally!\'saidthesquire,gladtohavethesubjectpresentedtohiminaviewthatenabledhimtospeakout。\'Oh,no;personally,I

shouldnotobjecttoher,forIloveherdearly。Sheisagoodgirl。I

dobelievesheisagoodgirlineveryrespect。Ihavealwayslikedher;likedtoseeheraboutthehouse。But——\'

\'Iknowwhatyouwouldsay,father。\'Thiswasrathermorethanthesquireknewhimself。\'Suchamarriageisimprudent。\'

\'Itismorethanthat,Frank;Ifearthatisimpossible。\'

\'Impossible!No,father;itisnotimpossible。\'

\'Itisimpossible,Frank,intheusualsense。Whatareyoutoliveupon?Whatwouldyoudowithyourchildren?Youwouldnotwishtoseeyourwifedistressedandcomfortless。\'

\'No,Ishouldnotliketoseethat。\'

\'Youwouldnotwishtobeginlifeasanembarrassedmanandenditasaruinedman。IfyouwerenowtomarryMissThornesuchwould,Ifear,doubtlessbeyourlot。\'

Frankcaughtattheword\'now\'。\'Idon\'texpecttomarryimmediately。

Iknowthatwouldbeimprudent。ButIampledged,father,andI

certainlycannotgoback。AndnowthatIhavetoldyouallthis,whatisyouradvicetome?\'

Thefatheragainsatsilent,stillsippinghiswine。Therewasnothinginhissonthathecouldbeashamedof,nothingthathecouldmeetwithanger,nothingthathecouldnotlove;buthowshouldheanswerhim?

Thefactwas,thatthesonhadmoreinhimthanthefather;thishismindandspiritwereofacalibrenottobeopposedsuccessfullybythemindandthespiritofthesquire。

\'DoyouknowMary\'shistory?\'saidMrGresham,atlast;\'thehistoryofherbirth?\'

\'Notawordofit,\'saidFrank。\'Ididnotknowshehadahistory。\'

\'Nordoessheknowit;atleast,Ipresumenot。Butyoushouldknowitnow。And,Frank,Iwilltellityou;nottoturnyoufromher——notwiththatobject,thoughIthinkthat,toacertainextent,itshouldhavethateffect。Mary\'sbirthwasnotsuchthatwouldbecomeyourwife,andbebeneficialtoyourchildren。\'

\'Ifso,father,Ishouldhaveknownitsooner。Whywasshebroughthereamongus?\'

\'True,Frank。Thefaultismine;mineandyourmother\'s。

Circumstancesbroughtitallaboutyearsago,whenitneveroccurredtousthatallthiswouldarise。ButIwilltellyouherhistory。And,Frank,rememberthis,thoughItellityouasasecret,asecrettobekeptfromalltheworldbutone,youarequiteatlibertytoletthedoctorknowIhavetoldyou。Indeed,IshallbecarefultolethimknowmyselfshoulditeverbenecessarythatheandIshouldspeaktogetherastothisengagement。\'ThesquirethentoldhissonthewholestoryofMary\'sbirth,asitisknowntothereader。

Franksatsilent,lookingveryblank;healsohad,ashadeveryGresham,agreatloveforhispureblood。Hehadsaidtohismotherthathehatedmoney,thathehatedtheestate;buthewouldhavebeenveryslowtosay,eveninhiswarmestoppositiontoher,thathehatedtherollofthefamilypedigree。Heloveditdearly,thoughheseldomspokeofit;——asmenofgoodfamilyseldomdospeakofit。Itisoneofthosepossessionswhichtohaveissufficient。Amanhavingitneednotboastofwhathehas,orshowitoffbeforetheworld。Butonthataccounthevaluesitmore。HehadregardedMaryasacuttingdulytakenfromtheUllathornetree;not,indeed,asagraftingbranch,fullofflower,justseparatedfromtheparentstalk,butasbeingnotawhitthelesstrulyendowedwiththepuresapofthatvenerabletrunk。

When,therefore,heheardhertruehistoryhesatawhiledismayed。

\'Itisasadstory,\'saidthefather。

\'Yes,sadenough,\'saidFrank,risingfromhischairandstandingwithitbeforehim,leaningonthebackofit。\'PoorMary,poormary!Shewillhavetolearnitsomeday。\'

\'Ifearso,Frank;\'andthentherewasagainafewmoments\'silence。

\'Tome,father,itistoldtoolate。Itcannowhavenoeffectonme。

Indeed,\'saidhe,sighingashespoke,butstillrelievinghimselfbytheverysigh,\'itcouldhavehadnoeffecthadIlearnediteversosoon。\'

\'Ishouldhavetoldyoubefore,\'saidthefather;\'certainlyIoughttohavedoneso。\'

\'Itwouldhavebeennogood,\'saidFrank。\'Ah,sir,tellmethis:whowereMissDunstable\'sparents?WhatwasthatfellowMoffat\'sfamily?\'

ThiswasperhapscruelofFrank。Thesquire,however,madenoanswertothequestion。\'Ihavethoughtitrighttotellyou,\'saidhe。\'I

leaveallthecommentarytoyourself。Ineednottellyouwhatyourmotherwillthink。\'

\'WhatdidshethinkofmissDunstable\'sbirth?\'saidhe,againmorebitterlythanbefore。\'No,sir,\'hecontinued,afterafurtherpause。

\'Allthatcanmakenochange;noneatanyratenow。Itcan\'tmakemyloveless,evenifitcouldhavepreventedit。Nor,even,coulditdoso——whichitcan\'tintheleast,notintheleast——butcoulditdoso,itcouldnotbreakmyengagement。IamnowengagedtoMaryThorne。\'

Andthenheagainrepeatedhisquestion,askingforhisfather\'sadviceunderthepresentcircumstances。Theconversationwasaverylongone,aslongastodisarrangeallLadyArabella\'splans。Shehaddeterminedtotakehersonmorestringentlytotaskthatveryevening;andwiththisobjecthadensconcedherselfinthesmalldrawing-roomwhichhadformerlybeenusedforasimilarpurposebytheaugustcountessherself。Hereshenowsat,havingdesiredAugustaandBeatrice,aswellasthetwins,tobegFranktogotoherassoonasheshouldcomeoutofthedining-room。Poorlady!thereshewaitedtillteno\'clock,——tealess。TherewasnotmuchoftheBluebeardaboutthesquire;buthehadsucceededinmakingitunderstoodthroughthehouseholdthathewasnottobeinterruptedbymessagesfromhiswifeduringthepost-prandialhour,which,thoughnotoper,helovedsowell。

Asaperiodoftwelvemonthswillnowhavetobepassedover,theupshotofthislongconversationmustbetoldinasfewwordsaspossible。Thefatherfounditimpracticabletotalkhissonoutofhisintendedmarriage;indeed,hehardlyattemptedtodosobyanydirectpersuasion。Heexplainedtohimthatitwasimpossiblethatheshouldmarryatonce,andsuggestedthathe,Frank,wasveryyoung。

\'Youmarried,sir,beforeyouwereone-and-twenty,\'saidFrank。YesandrepentedbeforeIwastwo-and-twenty。Sodidnotsaythesquire。

HesuggestedthatMaryshouldhavetimetoascertainwhatwouldbeheruncle\'swishes,andendedbyinducingFranktopromise,thataftertakinghisdegreeinOctoberhewouldgoabroadforsomemonths,andthathewouldnotindeedreturntoGreshamsburyuntilhewasthree-and-twenty。

\'Hemayperhapsforgether,\'saidthefathertohimself。

\'HethinksthatIshallforgether,\'saidFranktohimselfatthesametime;\'buthedoesnotknowme。\'

WhenLadyArabellaatlastgotholdofhersonshefoundthatthetimeforherpreachinghadutterlygoneby。Hetoldhe,almostwithsang-froid,whathisplanswere;andwhenshecametounderstandthem,andtounderstandalsowhathadtakenplaceatBoxallHill,shecouldnotblamethesquireforwhathehaddone。Shealsosaidtoherself,moreconfidentlythanthesquirehaddone,thatFrankwouldquiteforgetMarybeforetheyearwasout。\'LordBuckish,\'saidshetoherself,rejoicingly,\'isnowwiththeambassadoratParis\'——LordBuckishwashernephew——\'andwithhimFrankwillmeetwomenthatarereallybeautiful——womenoffashion。WhenwithLordBuckishhewillsoonforgetMaryThorne。\'

ButnotonthisaccountdidshechangeherresolvetofollowuptothefurthestpointherhostilitytotheThornes。Shewasfullyenablednowtodoso,forDrFillgravewasalreadyreinstatedatGreshamsburyashermedicaladviser。

OneothershortvisitdidFrankpaytoBoxallHill,andoneinterviewhadhewithDrThorne。Marytoldhimallsheknewofherownsadhistory,andwasansweredonlybyakiss,——akissabsolutelynotinanywaybyhertobeavoided;thefirst,andonlyone,thathadeveryetreachedherlipsfromhis。Andthenhewentaway。

Thedoctortoldhimthefullstory。\'Yes,\'saidFrank,\'Iknewitallbefore。DearMary,dearestMary!Don\'tyou,doctor,teachyourselftobelievethatIshallforgether。\'Andthenalsohewenthiswayfromhim——wenthiswayalsofromGreshamsbury,andwasabsentforthefullperiodoftheallottedbanishment——twelvemonths,namely,andaday。

CHAPTERXXXI

THESMALLEDGEOFTHEWEDGE

FrankGreshamwasabsentfromGreshamsburytwelvemonthsandaday:adayisalwaysaddedtotheperiodofsuchabsences,asshowninthehistoryofLordBatemanandothernobleheroes。Weneednotdetailallthecircumstancesofhisbanishment,allthedetailsofthecompactthatwasmade。Onedetailofcoursewasthis,thatthereshouldbenocorresponding;apointtowhichthesquirefoundsomedifficultyinbringinghissontoassent。

ItmustnotbesupposedthatMaryThorneorthedoctorwereinanywaypartiesto,orprivytotheseagreements。Bynomeans。Theagreementsweredrawnout,andmade,andsigned,andsealedatGreshamsbury,andwereknownnowhereelse。ThereadermustnotimaginethatLadyArabellawaspreparedtogiveupherson,ifonlyhislovecouldremainconstantforoneyear。NeitherdidLadyArabellaconsenttoanysucharrangement,nordidthesquire。Itwassettledratherinthiswise:

thatFrankshouldbesubjectedtonotorturingprocess,pesteredtogivenopromises,shouldinnowaybebulliedaboutMary——thatis,notatpresent——ifhewouldgoawayforayear。Then,attheendoftheyear,themattershouldagainbediscussed。Agreeingtothis,Franktookhisdeparture,andwasabsentasperagreement。

WhatwereMary\'sfortunesimmediatelyafterhisdeparturemustbeshortlytold,andthenwewillagainjoinsomeofourGreshamsburyfriendsataperiodaboutamonthbeforeFrank\'sreturn。

WhenSirLouissawFrankGreshamstandingbyMary\'sdonkey,withhisarmsroundMary\'sknees,hebegantofearthattheremustbesomethinginit。HehadintendedthatverydaytothrowhimselfatMary\'sfeet,andnowitappearedtohisinexperiencedeyesasthoughsomebodyelsehadbeenatthesameworkbeforehim。Thisnotunnaturallymadehimcross;so,afterhavingsullenlywishedhisvisitorgood-bye,hebetookhimselftohisroom,andtheredrankcuracoaalone,insteadofcomingdowntodinner。

Thishedidfortwoorthreedays,andthen,takingheartofgrace,herememberedthat,afterall,hehadmanyadvantagesoveryoungGresham。

Inthefirstplace,hewasabaronet,andcouldmakehiswifea\'lady\'。Inthenextplace,Frank\'sfatherwasaliveandliketolive,whereashisownwasdead。HepossessedBoxallHillinhisownright,buthisrivalhadneitherhousenorlandofhisown。Afterall,mightitnotbepossibleforhimalsotoputhisarmroundMary\'sknees;——herknees,orherwaist,or,perhaps,evenherneck?Faintheartneverwonfairlady。Atanyrate,hewouldtry。

Andhedidtry。Withwhatresult,asregardsMary,needhardlybetold。Hecertainlydidnotgetnearlysofarasputtinghishandevenuponherkneebeforehewasmadetounderstandthatit\'wasnogo\',ashegraphicallydescribedittohismother。Hetriedonceandagain。OnthefirsttimeMarywasverycivil,thoughverydetermined。Onthesecond,shewasmoredetermined,thoughlesscivil;andthenshetoldhim,thatifhepressedherfurtherhewoulddriveherfromhermother\'shouse。TherewassomethingthenaboutMary\'seye,afixedcomposureroundhermouth,andanauthorityinherface,whichwentfartoquellhim;andhedidnotpressheragain。

HeimmediatelyleftBoxallHill,and,returningtoLondon,hadmoreviolentrecoursetothecuracoa。Itwasnotlongbeforethedoctorheardofhim,andwasobligedtofollowhim,andthenagainoccurredthosefrightfulscenesinwhichthepoorwretchhadtoexpiate,eitherinterribledeliriumormoreterribleprostrationofspirits,thevilesinwhichhisfatherhadsoearlytaughthim。

ThenMaryreturnedtoheruncle\'shome。Frankwasgone,andshethereforecouldresumeherplaceatGreshamsbury。Yes,shecamebacktoGreshamsbury;butGreshamsburywasbynomeansthesameplacethatitwasformerly。AlmostallintercoursewasnowoverbetweenthedoctorandtheGreshamsburypeople。Herarelyeversawthesquire,andthenonlyonbusiness。Notthatthesquirehadpurposelyquarrelledwithhim;butDrThornehimselfhadchosenthatitshouldbeso,sinceFrankhadopenlyproposedtohisniece。Frankwasnowgone,andLadyArabellawasinarmsagainsthim。Itshouldnotbesaidthathekeptupanyintimacyforthesakeofaidingtheloversintheirlove。Nooneshouldrightfullyaccusehimofinveiglingtheheirtomarryhisniece。

Mary,therefore,foundherselfutterlyseparatedfromBeatrice。ShewasnotevenabletolearnwhatBeatricewouldthink,ordidthink,oftheengagementasitnowstood。Shecouldnotevenexplaintoherfriendthatlovehadbeentoostrongforher,andendeavourtogetsomecomfortfromthatfriend\'sabsolutionfromhersin。ThisestrangementwasnowcarriedsofarthatsheandBeatricedidnotevenmeetonneutralground。LadyArabellamadeitknowntoMissOrielthatherdaughtercouldnotmeetMaryThorne,evenasstrangersmeet;anditwasmadeknowntoothersalso。MrsYatesUmbleby,andherdearfriendMissGushing,towhosecharmingtea-partiesnoneoftheGreshamsburyladieswentaboveonceinatwelvemonth,talkedthroughtheparishofthisdistressingdifficulty。TheywouldhavebeensohappytohaveaskeddearMaryThorne,onlytheGreshamsburyladiesdidnotapprove。

Marywasthustabooedfromallsocietyintheplaceinwhichatwelvemonthsinceshehadbeen,ofallitsdenizens,perhapsthemostcourted。Inthosedays,nobevyofGreshamsburyyoungladieshadfairlyrepresentedtheGreshamsburyyoungladyhoodifMaryThornewasnotthere。Nowshewasexcludedfromallsuchbevies。Patiencedidnotquarrelwithher,certainly;——cametoseeherfrequently;——invitedhertowalk;——invitedherfrequentlytotheparsonage。ButMarywasshyofaccedingtosuchinvitationsandatlastfranklytoldherfriendPatience,thatshewouldnotagainbreakbreadinGreshamsburyinanyhouseinwhichshewasnotthoughtfittomeettheotherguestswhohabituallyresortedthere。

Intruth,boththedoctorandhisniecewereverysore,buttherewereofthattemperamentthatkeepsallitssorenesstoitself。Marywalkedoutbyherselfboldly,lookingatleastasthoughshewereindifferenttoalltheworld。Shewas,indeed,hardlytreated。Youngladies\'

engagementsaregenerallymattersofprofoundestsecrecy,andarehardlyknownofbytheirnearfriendstillmarriageisathingsettled。ButalltheworldknewofMary\'sengagementwithinamonthofthatdayonwhichshehadneglectedtoexpelFrank\'sfingerfromherhand;ithadbeentoldopenlythroughthecountry-sidethatshehadconfessedherlovefortheyoungsquire。Nowitisdisagreeableforayoungladytowalkaboutundersuchcircumstances,especiallysowhenshehasnofemalefriendtokeepherincountenance,moreespeciallysowhenthegentlemanissuchimportanceintheneighbourhoodasFrankwasinthatlocality。Itwasamatterofmomenttoeveryfarmer,andeveryfarmer\'swife,whichbrideFrankshouldmarryofthosebespokenforhim;Mary,namely,orMoney。Everyyokelabouttheplacehadbeenmadetounderstandthat,bysomefemininesleightofhand,thedoctor\'sniecehadmanagedtotrapMasterFrank,andthatMasterFrankhadbeensentoutofthewaysothathemight,ifyetpossible,breakthroughthetrapping。Allthismadeliferatherunpleasantforher。

Oneday,walkingsolitaryinthelanes,shemetthatsturdyfarmertowhosedaughtershehadinformerdaysbeensoserviceable。\'Godbless\'ee,MissMary,\'saidhe——healwaysbidGodblessherwhenhesawher。

\'And,MissMary,tosaymymindoutfreely,theebequitegudeenoughforun,quitegudeenough;sotheebe\'sttho\'fheweretensquoires。\'

Theremay,perhaps,havebeensomethingpleasantintheheartinessofthis;butitwasnotpleasanttohavethisheartaffairofhersthuspubliclyscannedandtalkedover:tohaveitknowntoeveryonethatshehadsetherheartonmarryingFrankgem,andthatalltheGreshamshadsettheirheartsinpreventingit。Andyetshecouldinnowisehelpit。Nogirlcouldhavebeenmorestaidanddemure,lessdemonstrativeandboastfulaboutherlove。Shehadneveryetspokenfreely,outofherfullheart,toonehumanbeing。\'Oh,Frank!\'Allherspokensinhadbeencontainedinthat。

ButLadyArabellahadbeenveryactive。Itsuitedherbetterthatitshouldbeknown,farandwide,thatanamelesspauper——LadyArabellaonlysurmisedthatherfoewasnameless;butshedidnotscrupletodeclareit——wasintriguingtocatchtheheirofGreshamsbury。NoneoftheGreshamsmustmeetMaryThorne;thatwastheedictsentoutaboutthecounty;andtheedictwaswellunderstood。Those,therefore,werebaddaysforMissThorne。

Shehadneveryetspokenonthematterfreely,outofherfullhearttoonehumanbeing。Nottoone?Nottohim?Nottoheruncle?No,noteventohim,fullyandfreely。ShehadtoldhimthatthathadpassedbetweenFrankandherwhichamounted,atanyrateonhispart,toaproposal。

\'Well,dearest,andwhatwasyouranswer?\'saidheruncle,drawingherclosetohim,andspeakinginhiskindestvoice。

\'Ihardlymadeananswer,uncle。\'

\'Youdidnotrejecthim,Mary?\'

\'No,uncle,\'andthenshepaused;——hehadneverknownhertrembleasshenowtrembled。\'ButifyousaythatIought,Iwill,\'sheadded,drawingeverywordfromherselfwithdifficulty。

\'Isayyouought,Mary!Nay;butthisquestionyoumustansweryourself。\'

\'MustI?\'saidshe,plaintively。Andthenshesatforthenexthalfhourwithherheadagainsthisshoulder;butnothingmorewassaidaboutit。Theybothacquiescedinthesentencethathadbeenpronouncedagainstthem,andwentontogethermorelovinglythanbefore。

Thedoctorwasquiteasweakashisniece;nay,weaker。Shehesitatedfearfullyastowhatsheoughttodo:whethersheshouldobeyherheartorthedictatesofGreshamsbury。Buthehadotherdoubtsthanhers,whichnearlysethimwildwhenhestrovetobringhismindtoadecision。Hehimselfwasnowinpossession——ofcourseasatrusteeonly——ofthetitle-deedsoftheestate;moreoftheestate,muchmore,belongedtotheheirsunderSirRogerScatcherd\'swillthantothesquire。ItwasnowmorethanprobablethatthatheirmustbeMaryThorne。HisconvictionbecamestrongerandstrongerthatnohumaneffortwouldkeepSirLouisinthelandofthelivingtillhewastwenty-five。Couldhe,therefore,wiselyorhonestly,intruefriendshiptothesquire,toFrank,ortohisniece,takeanystepstoseparatetwopersonswholovedeachother,andwhosemarriagewouldinhumanprobabilitybesosuitable?

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