Howards End

第6章

ButIthoughtyouwantedtobeintown。Onebitofadvice:fixyourdistrict,thenfixyourprice,andthendon\'tbudge。That\'showI

gotbothDucieStreetandOniton。Isaidtomyself,\'Imeantobeexactlyhere,\'andIwas,andOniton\'saplaceinathousand。“

“ButIdobudge。Gentlemenseemtomesmerizehouses——cowthemwithaneye,anduptheycome,trembling。Ladiescan\'t。It\'sthehousesthataremesmerizingme。I\'venocontroloverthesaucythings。Housesarealive。No?“

“I\'moutofmydepth,“hesaid,andadded:“Didn\'tyoutalkratherlikethattoyourofficeboy?“

“DidI?——ImeanIdid,moreorless。Italkthesamewaytoeveryone——ortryto。“

“Yes,Iknow。Andhowmuchdoyousupposethatheunderstoodofit?“

“That\'shislookout。Idon\'tbelieveinsuitingmyconversationtomycompany。Onecandoubtlesshituponsomemediumofexchangethatseemstodowellenough,butit\'snomoreliketherealthingthanmoneyislikefood。There\'snonourishmentinit。

Youpassittothelowerclasses,andtheypassitbacktoyou,andthisyoucall\'socialintercourse\'or\'mutualendeavour,\'whenit\'smutualpriggishnessifit\'sanything。OurfriendsatChelseadon\'tseethis。Theysayoneoughttobeatallcostsintelligible,andsacrifice——“

“Lowerclasses,“interruptedMr。Wilcox,asitwerethrustinghishandintoherspeech。“Well,youdoadmitthattherearerichandpoor。That\'ssomething。“

Margaretcouldnotreply。Washeincrediblystupid,ordidheunderstandherbetterthansheunderstoodherself?

“Youdoadmitthat,ifwealthwasdividedupequally,inafewyearstherewouldberichandpooragainjustthesame。

Thehard-workingmanwouldcometothetop,thewastrelsinktothebottom。“

“Everyoneadmitsthat。“

“YourSocialistsdon\'t。“

“MySocialistsdo。Yoursmayn\'t;butIstronglysuspectyoursofbeingnotSocialists,butninepins,whichyouhaveconstructedforyourownamusement。Ican\'timagineanylivingcreaturewhowouldbowloverquitesoeasily。“

Hewouldhaveresentedthishadshenotbeenawoman。

Butwomenmaysayanything——itwasoneofhisholiestbeliefs——andheonlyretorted,withagaysmile:“Idon\'tcare。You\'vemadetwodamagingadmissions,andI\'mheartilywithyouinboth。“

Intimetheyfinishedlunch,andMargaret,whohadexcusedherselffromtheHippodrome,tookherleave。Eviehadscarcelyaddressedher,andshesuspectedthattheentertainmenthadbeenplannedbythefather。Heandshewereadvancingoutoftheirrespectivefamiliestowardsamoreintimateacquaintance。Ithadbegunlongago。Shehadbeenhiswife\'sfriend,and,assuch,hehadgivenherthatsilvervinaigretteasamemento。Itwasprettyofhimtohavegiventhatvinaigrette,andhehadalwayspreferredhertoHelen——unlikemostmen。Buttheadvancehadbeenastonishinglately。Theyhaddonemoreinaweekthanintwoyears,andwerereallybeginningtoknoweachother。

ShedidnotforgethispromisetosampleEustaceMiles,andaskedhimassoonasshecouldsecureTibbyashischaperon。

Hecame,andpartookofbody-buildingdisheswithhumility。

NextmorningtheSchlegelsleftforSwanage。

Theyhadnotsucceededinfindinganewhome。Chapter18AstheywereseatedatAuntJuley\'sbreakfast-tableatTheBays,parryingherexcessivehospitalityandenjoyingtheviewofthebay,alettercameforMargaretandthrewherintoperturbation。ItwasfromMr。Wilcox。

Itannouncedan“importantchange“inhisplans。OwingtoEvie\'smarriage,hehaddecidedtogiveuphishouseinDucieStreet,andwaswillingtoletitonayearlytenancy。Itwasabusinesslikeletter,andstatedfranklywhathewoulddoforthemandwhathewouldnotdo。

Alsotherent。Iftheyapproved,Margaretwastocomeupatonce——thewordswereunderlined,asisnecessarywhendealingwithwomen——andtogooverthehousewithhim。Iftheydisapproved,awirewouldoblige,asheshouldputitintothehandsofanagent。

Theletterperturbed,becauseshewasnotsurewhatitmeant。Ifhelikedher,ifhehadmanoeuvredtogethertoSimpson\'s,mightthisbeamanoeuvretogethertoLondon,andresultinanofferofmarriage?Sheputittoherselfasindelicatelyaspossible,inthehopethatherbrainwouldcry,“Rubbish,you\'reaself-consciousfool!“

Butherbrainonlytingledalittleandwassilent,andforatimeshesatgazingatthemincingwaves,andwonderingwhetherthenewswouldseemstrangetotheothers。

Assoonasshebeganspeaking,thesoundofherownvoicereassuredher。Therecouldbenothinginit。Therepliesalsoweretypical,andinthebuffofconversationherfearsvanished。

“Youneedn\'tgothough——“beganherhostess。

“Ineedn\'t,buthadn\'tIbetter?It\'sreallygettingratherserious。Weletchanceafterchanceslip,andtheendofitisweshallbebundledoutbagandbaggageintothestreet。

Wedon\'tknowwhatwewant,that\'sthemischiefwithus——“

“No,wehavenorealties,“saidHelen,helpingherselftotoast。

“Shan\'tIgouptotowntoday,takethehouseifit\'stheleastpossible,andthencomedownbytheafternoontraintomorrow,andstartenjoyingmyself。Ishallbenofuntomyselfortoothersuntilthisbusinessisoffmymind。“

“Butyouwon\'tdoanythingrash,Margaret?“

“There\'snothingrashtodo。“

“WhoaretheWilcoxes?“saidTibby,aquestionthatsoundssilly,butwasreallyextremelysubtle,ashisauntfoundtohercostwhenshetriedtoanswerit。“Idon\'tmanagetheWilcoxes;Idon\'tseewheretheycomein。“

“NomoredoI,“agreedHelen。“It\'sfunnythatwejustdon\'tlosesightofthem。Outofallourhotelacquaintances,Mr。Wilcoxistheonlyonewhohasstuck。Itisnowoverthreeyears,andwehavedriftedawayfromfarmoreinterestingpeopleinthattime。

“Interestingpeopledon\'tgetonehouses。“

“Meg,ifyoustartinyourhonest-Englishvein,Ishallthrowthetreacleatyou。“

“It\'sabetterveinthanthecosmopolitan,“saidMargaret,gettingup。“Now,children,whichisittobe?YouknowtheDucieStreethouse。ShallIsayyesorshallIsayno?

Tibbylove——which?I\'mspeciallyanxioustopinyouboth。“

“Italldependswhatmeaningyouattachtotheword\'possi——\'“

“Itdependsonnothingofthesort。Say\'yes。\'“

“Say\'no。\'“

ThenMargaretspokeratherseriously。“Ithink,“

shesaid,“thatourraceisdegenerating。Wecannotsettleeventhislittlething;whatwillitbelikewhenwehavetosettleabigone?“

“Itwillbeaseasyaseating,“returnedHelen。

“IwasthinkingofFather。HowcouldhesettletoleaveGermanyashedid,whenhehadfoughtforitasayoungman,andallhisfeelingsandfriendswerePrussian?HowcouldhebreakloosewithPatriotismandbeginaimingatsomethingelse?Itwouldhavekilledme。Whenhewasnearlyfortyhecouldchangecountriesandideals——andwe,atourage,can\'tchangehouses。It\'shumiliating。“

“Yourfathermayhavebeenabletochangecountries,“

saidMrs。Muntwithasperity,“andthatmayormaynotbeagoodthing。

Buthecouldchangehousesnobetterthanyoucan,infact,muchworse。

NevershallIforgetwhatpoorEmilysufferedinthemovefromManchester。“

“Iknewit,“criedHelen。“Itoldyouso。

Itisthelittlethingsonebunglesat。Thebig,realonesarenothingwhentheycome。“

“Bungle,mydear!Youaretoolittletorecollect——infact,youweren\'tthere。ButthefurniturewasactuallyinthevansandonthemovebeforetheleaseforWickhamPlacewassigned,andEmilytooktrainwithbaby——whowasMargaretthen——andthesmallerluggageforLondon,withoutsomuchasknowingwherehernewhomewouldbe。Gettingawayfromthathousemaybehard,butitisnothingtothemiserythatweallwentthroughgettingyouintoit。“

Helen,withhermouthfull,cried:“Andthat\'sthemanwhobeattheAustrians,andtheDanes,andtheFrench,andwhobeattheGermansthatwereinsidehimself。Andwe\'relikehim。“

“Speakforyourself,“saidTibby。“RememberthatIamcosmopolitan,please。“

“Helenmayberight。“

“Ofcourseshe\'sright,“saidHelen。

Helenmightberight,butshedidnotgouptoLondon。

Margaretdidthat。Aninterruptedholidayistheworstoftheminorworries,andonemaybepardonedforfeelingmorbidwhenabusinesslettersnatchesoneawayfromtheseaandfriends。Shecouldnotbelievethatherfatherhadeverfeltthesame。Hereyeshadbeentroublingherlately,sothatshecouldnotreadinthetrain,anditboredhertolookatthelandscape,whichshehadseenbutyesterday。AtSouthamptonshe“waved“toFrieda:FriedawasonherwaydowntojointhematSwanage,andMrs。Munthadcalculatedthattheirtrainswouldcross。ButFriedawaslookingtheotherway,andMargarettravelledontotownfeelingsolitaryandold-maidish。HowlikeanoldmaidtofancythatMr。Wilcoxwascourtingher!Shehadoncevisitedaspinster——poor,silly,andunattractive——whosemaniaitwasthateverymanwhoapproachedherfellinlove。HowMargaret\'shearthadbledforthedeludedthing!Howshehadlectured,reasoned,andindespairacquiesced!“Imayhavebeendeceivedbythecurate,mydear,buttheyoungfellowwhobringsthemiddaypostreallyisfondofme,andhas,asamatterfact——“Ithadalwaysseemedtoherthemosthideouscornerofoldage,yetshemightbedrivenintoitherselfbythemerepressureofvirginity。

Mr。WilcoxmetheratWaterloohimself。Shefeltcertainthathewasnotthesameasusual;foronething,hetookoffenceateverythingshesaid。

“Thisisawfullykindofyou,“shebegan,“butI\'mafraidit\'snotgoingtodo。ThehousehasnotbeenbuiltthatsuitstheSchlegelfamily。“

“What!Haveyoucomeupdeterminednottodeal?“

“Notexactly。“

“Notexactly?Inthatcaselet\'sbestarting。“

Shelingeredtoadmirethemotor,whichwasnewandafairercreaturethanthevermiliongiantthathadborneAuntJuleytoherdoomthreeyearsbefore。

“Presumablyit\'sverybeautiful,“shesaid。

“Howdoyoulikeit,Crane?“

“Come,let\'sbestarting,“repeatedherhost。

“HowonearthdidyouknowthatmychauffeurwascalledCrane?“

“Why,IknowCrane:I\'vebeenforadrivewithEvieonce。Iknowthatyou\'vegotaparlourmaidcalledMilton。I

knowallsortsofthings。“

“Evie!“heechoedininjuredtones。“Youwon\'tseeher。She\'sgoneoutwithCahill。It\'snofun,Icantellyou,beingleftsomuchalone。I\'vegotmyworkallday——indeed,agreatdealtoomuchofit——butwhenIcomehomeintheevening,Itellyou,Ican\'tstandthehouse。“

“Inmyabsurdway,I\'mlonelytoo,“Margaretreplied。

“It\'sheart-breakingtoleaveone\'soldhome。IscarcelyrememberanythingbeforeWickhamPlace,andHelenandTibbywerebornthere。

Helensays——“

“You,too,feellonely?“

“Horribly。Hullo,Parliament\'sback!“

Mr。WilcoxglancedatParliamentcontemptuously。

Themoreimportantropesoflifelayelsewhere。“Yes,theyaretalkingagain。“saidhe。“Butyouweregoingtosay——“

“Onlysomerubbishaboutfurniture。Helensaysitaloneendureswhilemenandhousesperish,andthatintheendtheworldwillbeadesertofchairsandsofas——justimagineit!——rollingthroughinfinitywithnoonetosituponthem。“

“Yoursisteralwayslikesherlittlejoke。

“Shesays\'Yes,\'mybrothersays\'No,\'toDucieStreet。It\'snofunhelpingus,Mr。Wilcox,Iassureyou。“

“Youarenotasunpracticalasyoupretend。

Ishallneverbelieveit。“

Margaretlaughed。Butshewas——quiteasunpractical。

Shecouldnotconcentrateondetails。Parliament,theThames,theirresponsivechauffeur,wouldflashintothefieldofhouse-hunting,andalldemandsomecommentorresponse。Itisimpossibletoseemodernlifesteadilyandseeitwhole,andshehadchosentoseeitwhole。

Mr。Wilcoxsawsteadily。Heneverbotheredoverthemysteriousortheprivate。TheThamesmightruninlandfromthesea,thechauffeurmightconcealallpassionandphilosophybeneathhisunhealthyskin。

Theyknewtheirownbusiness,andheknewhis。

Yetshelikedbeingwithhim。Hewasnotarebuke,butastimulus,andbanishedmorbidity。Sometwentyyearshersenior,hepreservedagiftthatshesupposedherselftohavealreadylost——notyouth\'screativepower,butitsself-confidenceandoptimism。

Hewassosurethatitwasaverypleasantworld。Hiscomplexionwasrobust,hishairhadrecededbutnotthinned,thethickmoustacheandtheeyesthatHelenhadcomparedtobrandy-ballshadanagreeablemenaceinthem,whethertheywereturnedtowardstheslumsortowardsthestars。

Someday——inthemillennium——theremaybenoneedforhistype。Atpresent,homageisduetoitfromthosewhothinkthemselvessuperior,andwhopossiblyare。“

“Atalleventsyourespondedtomytelegrampromptly,“

heremarked。

“Oh,evenIknowagoodthingwhenIseeit。“

“I\'mgladyoudon\'tdespisethegoodsofthisworld。“

“Heavens,no!Onlyidiotsandprigsdothat。“

“Iamglad,veryglad,“herepeated,suddenlysofteningandturningtoher,asiftheremarkhadpleasedhim。“Thereissomuchcanttalkedinwould-beintellectualcircles。Iamgladyoudon\'tshareit。Self-denialisallverywellasameansofstrengtheningthecharacter。ButIcan\'tstandthosepeoplewhorundowncomforts。

Theyhaveusuallysomeaxetogrind。Canyou?“

“Comfortsareoftwokinds,“saidMargaret,whowaskeepingherselfinhand——“thosewecansharewithothers,likefire,weather,ormusic;andthosewecan\'t——food,forinstance。Itdepends。“

“Imeanreasonablecomforts,ofcourse。I

shouldn\'tliketothinkthatyou——“Hebentnearer;thesentencediedunfinished。

Margaret\'sheadturnedverystupid,andtheinsideofitseemedtorevolvelikethebeaconinalighthouse。Hedidnotkissher,forthehourwashalf-pasttwelve,andthecarwaspassingbythestablesofBuckinghamPalace。Buttheatmospherewassochargedwithemotionthatpeopleonlyseemedtoexistonheraccount,andshewassurprisedthatCranedidnotrealizethis,andturnround。Idiotthoughshemightbe,surelyMr。Wilcoxwasmore——howshouldoneputit?——morepsychologicalthanusual。

Alwaysagoodjudgeofcharacterforbusinesspurposes,heseemedthisafternoontoenlargehisfield,andtonotequalitiesoutsideneatness,obedience,anddecision。

“Iwanttogooverthewholehouse,“sheannouncedwhentheyarrived。“AssoonasIgetbacktoSwanage,whichwillbetomorrowafternoon,I\'lltalkitoveroncemorewithHelenandTibby,andwireyou\'yes\'or\'no。\'“

“Right。Thedining-room。“Andtheybegantheirsurvey。

Thedining-roomwasbig,butover-furnished。

Chelseawouldhavemoanedaloud。Mr。Wilcoxhadeschewedthosedecorativeschemesthatwince,andrelent,andrefrain,andachievebeautybysacrificingcomfortandpluck。Aftersomuchself-colourandself-denial,Margaretviewedwithreliefthesumptuousdado,thefrieze,thegildedwall-paper,amidwhosefoliageparrotssang。Itwouldneverdowithherownfurniture,butthoseheavychairs,thatimmenseside-boardloadedwithpresentationplate,stoodupagainstitspressurelikemen。Theroomsuggestedmen,andMargaret,keentoderivethemoderncapitalistfromthewarriorsandhuntersofthepast,sawitasanancientguest-hall,wherethelordsatatmeatamonghisthanes。EventheBible——theDutchBiblethatCharleshadbroughtbackfromtheBoerWar——fellintoposition。Sucharoomadmittedloot。

“Nowtheentrance-hall。“

Theentrance-hallwaspaved。

“Herewefellowssmoke。“

Wefellowssmokedinchairsofmaroonleather。

Itwasasifamotor-carhadspawned。“Oh,jolly!“saidMargaret,sinkingintooneofthem。

“Youdolikeit?“hesaid,fixinghiseyesonherupturnedface,andsurelybetrayinganalmostintimatenote。“It\'sallrubbishnotmakingoneselfcomfortable。Isn\'tit?“

“Ye-es。Semi-rubbish。ArethoseCruikshanks?“

“Gillrays。Shallwegoonupstairs?“

“DoesallthisfurniturecomefromHowardsEnd?“

“TheHowardsEndfurniturehasallgonetoOniton。“

“Does——However,I\'mconcernedwiththehouse,notthefurniture。Howbigisthissmoking-room?“

“Thirtybyfifteen。No,waitaminute。

Fifteenandahalf?。“

“Ah,well。Mr。Wilcox,aren\'tyoueveramusedatthesolemnitywithwhichwemiddleclassesapproachthesubjectofhouses?“

Theyproceededtothedrawing-room。Chelseamanagedbetterhere。Itwassallowandineffective。Onecouldvisualizetheladieswithdrawingtoit,whiletheirlordsdiscussedlife\'srealitiesbelow,totheaccompanimentofcigars。HadMrs。Wilcox\'sdrawing-roomlookedthusatHowardsEnd?JustasthisthoughtenteredMargaret\'sbrain,Mr。Wilcoxdidaskhertobehiswife,andtheknowledgethatshehadbeenrightsoovercameherthatshenearlyfainted。

Buttheproposalwasnottorankamongtheworld\'sgreatlovescenes。

“MissSchlegel“——hisvoicewasfirm——“Ihavehadyouuponfalsepretences。Iwanttospeakaboutamuchmoreseriousmatterthanahouse。“

Margaretalmostanswered:“Iknow——“

“Couldyoubeinducedtosharemy——isitprobable——“

“Oh,Mr。Wilcox!“sheinterrupted,holdingthepianoandavertinghereyes。“Isee,Isee。IwillwritetoyouafterwardsifImay。“

Hebegantostammer。“MissSchlegel——Margaret——youdon\'tunderstand。“

“Ohyes!Indeed,yes!“saidMargaret。

“Iamaskingyoutobemywife。“

Sodeepalreadywashersympathy,thatwhenhesaid,“Iamaskingyoutobemywife,“shemadeherselfgivealittlestart。

Shemustshowsurpriseifheexpectedit。Animmensejoycameoverher。Itwasindescribable。Ithadnothingtodowithhumanity,andmostresembledtheall-pervadinghappinessoffineweather。Fineweatherisduetothesun,butMargaretcouldthinkofnocentralradiancehere。Shestoodinhisdrawing-roomhappy,andlongingtogivehappiness。

Onleavinghimsherealizedthatthecentralradiancehadbeenlove。

“Youaren\'toffended,MissSchlegel?“

“HowcouldIbeoffended?“

Therewasamoment\'spause。Hewasanxioustogetridofher,andsheknewit。Shehadtoomuchintuitiontolookathimashestruggledforpossessionsthatmoneycannotbuy。

Hedesiredcomradeshipandaffection,buthefearedthem,andshe,whohadtaughtherselfonlytodesire,andcouldhaveclothedthestrugglewithbeauty,heldback,andhesitatedwithhim。

“Good-bye,“shecontinued。“Youwillhavealetterfromme——IamgoingbacktoSwanagetomorrow。

“Thankyou。“

“Good-bye,andit\'syouIthank。“

“Imayorderthemotorround,mayn\'tI?“

“Thatwouldbemostkind。“

“IwishIhadwritteninstead。OughtItohavewritten?“

“Notatall。“

“There\'sjustonequestion——“

Sheshookherhead。Helookedalittlebewildered,andtheyparted。

Theypartedwithoutshakinghands:shehadkepttheinterview,forhissake,intintsofthequietestgrey。Yetshethrilledwithhappinessereshereachedherownhouse。Othershadlovedherinthepast,ifonemayapplytotheirbriefdesiressograveaword,butthoseothershadbeen“ninnies“——youngmenwhohadnothingtodo,oldmenwhocouldfindnobodybetter。Andshehadoften“loved,“

too,butonlysofarasthefactsofsexdemanded:mereyearningsforthemasculine,tobedismissedforwhattheywereworth,withasmile。

Neverbeforehadherpersonalitybeentouched。Shewasnotyoungorveryrich,anditamazedherthatamanofanystandingshouldtakeherseriously。Asshesattryingtodoaccountsinheremptyhouse,amidstbeautifulpicturesandnoblebooks,wavesofemotionbroke,asifatideofpassionwasflowingthroughthenightair。Sheshookherhead,triedtoconcentrateherattention,andfailed。Invaindidsherepeat:“ButI\'vebeenthroughthissortofthingbefore。“Shehadneverbeenthroughit;thebigmachinery,asopposedtothelittle,hadbeensetinmotion,andtheideathatMr。Wilcoxloved,obsessedherbeforeshecametolovehiminreturn。

Shewouldcometonodecisionyet。“Oh,sir,thisissosudden“——thatprudishphraseexactlyexpressedherwhenhertimecame。Premonitionsarenotpreparation。Shemustexaminemorecloselyherownnatureandhis;shemusttalkitoverjudiciallywithHelen。Ithadbeenastrangelove-scene——thecentralradianceunacknowledgedfromfirsttolast。She,inhisplace,wouldhavesaid“Ichliebedich,“butperhapsitwasnothishabittoopentheheart。Hemighthavedoneitifshehadpressedhim——asamatterofduty,perhaps;Englandexpectseverymantoopenhisheartonce;buttheeffortwouldhavejarredhim,andnever,ifshecouldavoidit,shouldhelosethosedefencesthathehadchosentoraiseagainsttheworld。Hemustneverbebotheredwithemotionaltalk,orwithadisplayofsympathy。Hewasanelderlymannow,anditwouldbefutileandimpudenttocorrecthim。

Mrs。Wilcoxstrayedinandout,everawelcomeghost;

surveyingthescene,thoughtMargaret,withoutonehintofbitterness。Chapter19IfonewantedtoshowaforeignerEngland,perhapsthewisestcoursewouldbetotakehimtothefinalsectionofthePurbeckHills,andstandhimontheirsummit,afewmilestotheeastofCorfe。Thensystemaftersystemofourislandwouldrolltogetherunderhisfeet。BeneathhimisthevalleyoftheFrome,andallthewildlandsthatcometossingdownfromDorchester,blackandgold,tomirrortheirgorseintheexpansesofPoole。ThevalleyoftheStourisbeyond,unaccountablestream,dirtyatBlandford,pureatWimborne——theStour,slidingoutoffatfields,tomarrytheAvonbeneaththetowerofChristchurch。ThevalleyoftheAvon——invisible,butfartothenorththetrainedeyemayseeClearburyRingthatguardsit,andtheimaginationmayleapbeyondthatontoSalisburyPlainitself,andbeyondthePlaintoallthegloriousdownsofCentralEngland。NorisSuburbiaabsent。Bournemouth\'signoblecoastcowerstotheright,heraldingthepine-treesthatmean,foralltheirbeauty,redhouses,andtheStockExchange,andextendtothegatesofLondonitself。SotremendousistheCity\'strail!ButthecliffsofFreshwateritshallnevertouch,andtheislandwillguardtheIsland\'spuritytilltheendoftime。Seenfromthewest,theWightisbeautifulbeyondalllawsofbeauty。ItisasifafragmentofEnglandfloatedforwardtogreettheforeigner——chalkofourchalk,turfofourturf,epitomeofwhatwillfollow。AndbehindthefragmentliesSouthampton,hostesstothenations,andPortsmouth,alatentfire,andallaroundit,withdoubleandtreblecollisionoftides,swirlsthesea。Howmanyvillagesappearinthisview!Howmanycastles!Howmanychurches,vanishedortriumphant!Howmanyships,railways,androads!Whatincrediblevarietyofmenworkingbeneaththatlucentskytowhatfinalend!

Thereasonfails,likeawaveontheSwanagebeach;theimaginationswells,spreads,anddeepens,untilitbecomesgeographicandencirclesEngland。

SoFriedaMosebach,nowFrauArchitectLiesecke,andmothertoherhusband\'sbaby,wasbroughtuptotheseheightstobeimpressed,and,afteraprolongedgaze,shesaidthatthehillsweremoreswellingherethaninPomerania,whichwastrue,butdidnotseemtoMrs。

Muntapposite。PooleHarbourwasdry,whichledhertopraisetheabsenceofmuddyforeshoreatFriedrichWilhelmsBad,Rü;gen,wherebeech-treeshangoverthetidelessBaltic,andcowsmaycontemplatethebrine。RatherunhealthyMrs。Muntthoughtthiswouldbe,waterbeingsaferwhenitmovedabout。

“AndyourEnglishlakes——Vindermere,Grasmere——arethey,then,unhealthy?“

“No,FrauLiesecke;butthatisbecausetheyarefreshwater,anddifferent。Saltwateroughttohavetides,andgoupanddownagreatdeal,orelseitsmells。Look,forinstance,atanaquarium。“

“Anaquarium!Oh,MeesisMunt,youmeantotellmethatfreshaquariumsstinklessthansalt?Why,whenVictor,mybrother-in-law,collectedmanytadpoles——“

“Youarenottosay\'stink,\'“interruptedHelen;

“atleast,youmaysayit,butyoumustpretendyouarebeingfunnywhileyousayit。“

“Then\'smell。\'AndthemudofyourPooldownthere——doesitnotsmell,ormayIsay\'stink,ha,ha\'?“

“TherealwayshasbeenmudinPooleHarbour,“saidMrs。Munt,withaslightfrown。“Theriversbringitdown,andamostvaluableoyster-fisherydependsuponit。“

“Yes,thatisso,“concededFrieda;andanotherinternationalincidentwasclosed。

“\'Bournemouthis,\'“resumedtheirhostess,quotingalocalrhymetowhichshewasmuchattached——“\'Bournemouthis,Poolewas,andSwanageistobethemostimportanttownofallandbiggestofthethree。\'Now,FrauLiesecke,IhaveshownyouBournemouth,andIhaveshownyouPoole,soletuswalkbackwardalittle,andlookdownagainatSwanage。“

“AuntJuley,wouldn\'tthatbeMeg\'strain?“

Atinypuffofsmokehadbeencirclingtheharbour,andnowwasbearingsouthwardstowardsthemovertheblackandthegold。

“Oh,dearestMargaret,Idohopeshewon\'tbeovertired。“

“Oh,Idowonder——Idowonderwhethershe\'stakenthehouse。“

“Ihopeshehasn\'tbeenhasty。“

“SodoI——oh,sodoI。“

“WillitbeasbeautifulasWickhamPlace?“Friedaasked。

“Ishouldthinkitwould。TrustMr。Wilcoxfordoinghimselfproud。AllthoseDucieStreethousesarebeautifulintheirmodernway,andIcan\'tthinkwhyhedoesn\'tkeeponwithit。

Butit\'sreallyforEviethathewentthere,andnowthatEvie\'sgoingtobemarried——“

“Ah!“

“You\'veneverseenMissWilcox,Frieda。Howabsurdlymatrimonialyouare!“

“ButsistertothatPaul?“

“Yes。“

“AndtothatCharles,“saidMrs。Muntwithfeeling。

“Oh,Helen,Helen,whatatimethatwas!“

Helenlaughed。“MegandIhaven\'tgotsuchtenderhearts。Ifthere\'sachanceofacheaphouse,wegoforit。“

“Nowlook,FrauLiesecke,atmyniece\'strain。

Yousee,itiscomingtowardsus——coming,coming;and,whenitgetstoCorfe,itwillactuallygothroughthedowns,onwhichwearestanding,sothat,ifwewalkover,asIsuggested,andlookdownonSwanage,weshallseeitcomingontheotherside。Shallwe?“

Friedaassented,andinafewminutestheyhadcrossedtheridgeandexchangedthegreaterviewforthelesser。Ratheradullvalleylaybelow,backedbytheslopeofthecoastwarddowns。

TheywerelookingacrosstheIsleofPurbeckandontoSwanage,soontobethemostimportanttownofall,andugliestofthethree。Margaret\'strainreappearedaspromised,andwasgreetedwithapprovalbyheraunt。

Itcametoastandstillinthemiddledistance,andthereithadbeenplannedthatTibbyshouldmeether,anddriveher,andatea-basket,uptojointhem。

“Yousee,“continuedHelentohercousin,“theWilcoxescollecthousesasyourVictorcollectstadpoles。Theyhave,one,DucieStreet;two,HowardsEnd,wheremygreatrumpuswas;three,acountryseatinShropshire;four,CharleshasahouseinHilton;andfive,anothernearEpsom;andsix,Eviewillhaveahousewhenshemarries,andprobablyapied-à;-terreinthecountry——whichmakesseven。Ohyes,andPaulahutinAfricamakeseight。IwishwecouldgetHowardsEnd。Thatwassomethinglikeadearlittlehouse!Didn\'tyouthinkso,AuntJuley?“

“Ihadtoomuchtodo,dear,tolookatit,“saidMrs。Munt,withagraciousdignity。“Ihadeverythingtosettleandexplain,andCharlesWilcoxtokeepinhisplacebesides。Itisn\'tlikelyIshouldremembermuch。Ijustrememberhavinglunchinyourbedroom。“

“YessodoI。But,ohdear,dear,howdeaditallseems!Andintheautumntherebeganthisanti-Paulinemovement——you,andFrieda,andMeg,andMrs。Wilcox,allobsessedwiththeideathatI

mightyetmarryPaul。“

“Youyetmay,“saidFriedadespondently。

Helenshookherhead。“TheGreatWilcoxPerilwillneverreturn。IfI\'mcertainofanythingit\'softhat。“

“Oneiscertainofnothingbutthetruthofone\'sownemotions。“

Theremarkfelldamplyontheconversation。

ButHelenslippedherarmroundhercousin,somehowlikingherthebetterformakingit。Itwasnotanoriginalremark,norhadFriedaappropriateditpassionately,forshehadapatrioticratherthanaphilosophicmind。

YetitbetrayedthatinterestintheuniversalwhichtheaverageTeutonpossessesandtheaverageEnglishmandoesnot。Itwas,howeverillogically,thegood,thebeautiful,thetrue,asopposedtotherespectable,thepretty,theadequate。ItwasalandscapeofBö;cklin\'sbesidealandscapeofLeader\'s,stridentandill-considered,butquiveringintosupernaturallife。Itsharpenedidealism,stirredthesoul。Itmayhavebeenabadpreparationforwhatfollowed。

“Look!“criedAuntJuley,hurryingawayfromgeneralitiesoverthenarrowsummitofthedown。“StandwhereIstand,andyouwillseethepony-cartcoming。Iseethepony-cartcoming。“

Theystoodandsawthepony-cartcoming。MargaretandTibbywerepresentlyseencominginit。LeavingtheoutskirtsofSwanage,itdroveforalittlethroughthebuddinglanes,andthenbegantheascent。

“Haveyougotthehouse?“theyshouted,longbeforeshecouldpossiblyhear。

Helenrandowntomeether。Thehighroadpassedoverasaddle,andatrackwentthenceatrightanglesalongtheridgeofthedown。

“Haveyougotthehouse?“

Margaretshookherhead。

“Oh,whatanuisance!Sowe\'reaswewere?“

“Notexactly。“

Shegotout,lookingtired。

“Somemystery,“saidTibby。“Wearetobeenlightenedpresently。“

MargaretcamecloseuptoherandwhisperedthatshehadhadaproposalofmarriagefromMr。Wilcox。

Helenwasamused。Sheopenedthegateontothedownssothatherbrothermightleadtheponythrough。“It\'sjustlikeawidower,“sheremarked。“They\'vecheekenoughforanything,andinvariablyselectoneoftheirfirstwife\'sfriends。“

Margaret\'sfaceflasheddespair。

“Thattype——“Shebrokeoffwithacry。“Meg,notanythingwrongwithyou?“

“Waitoneminute,“saidMargaret,whisperingalways。

“Butyou\'veneverconceivably——you\'venever——“Shepulledherselftogether。“Tibby,hurryupthrough;Ican\'tholdthisgateindefinitely。AuntJuley!Isay,AuntJuley,makethetea,willyou,andFrieda;we\'vegottotalkhouses,andI\'llcomeonafterwards。“

Andthen,turningherfacetohersister\'s,sheburstintotears。

Margaretwasstupefied。Sheheardherselfsaying,“Oh,really——“Shefeltherselftouchedwithahandthattrembled。

“Don\'t,“sobbedHelen,“don\'t,don\'t,Meg,don\'t!“

Sheseemedincapableofsayinganyotherword。Margaret,tremblingherself,ledherforwarduptheroad,tilltheystrayedthroughanothergateontothedown。

“Don\'t,don\'tdosuchathing!Itellyounotto——don\'t!Iknow——don\'t!“

“Whatdoyouknow?“

“Panicandemptiness,“sobbedHelen。“Don\'t!“

ThenMargaretthought,“Helenisalittleselfish。

Ihaveneverbehavedlikethiswhentherehasseemedachanceofhermarrying。

Shesaid:“Butwewouldstillseeeachotherveryoften,and——“

“It\'snotathinglikethat,“sobbedHelen。

Andshebrokerightawayandwandereddistractedlyupwards,stretchingherhandstowardstheviewandcrying。

“What\'shappenedtoyou?“calledMargaret,followingthroughthewindthatgathersatsundownonthenorthernslopesofhills。

“Butit\'sstupid!“Andsuddenlystupidityseizedher,andtheimmenselandscapewasblurred。ButHelenturnedback。

“Meg——“

“Idon\'tknowwhat\'shappenedtoeitherofus,“

saidMargaret,wipinghereyes。“Wemustbothhavegonemad。“

ThenHelenwipedhers,andtheyevenlaughedalittle。

“Lookhere,sitdown。“

“Allright;I\'llsitdownifyou\'llsitdown。“

“There。(Onekiss。)Now,whatever,whateveristhematter?“

“IdomeanwhatIsaid。Don\'t;itwouldn\'tdo。“

“Oh,Helen,stopsaying\'don\'t\'!It\'signorant。

It\'sasifyourheadwasn\'toutoftheslime。\'Don\'t\'isprobablywhatMrs。BastsaysallthedaytoMr。Bast。“

Helenwassilent。

“Well?“

“Tellmeaboutitfirst,andmeanwhileperhapsI\'llhavegotmyheadoutoftheslime。“

“That\'sbetter。Well,whereshallIbegin?

WhenIarrivedatWaterloo——no,I\'llgobackbeforethat,becauseI\'manxiousyoushouldknoweverythingfromthefirst。The\'first\'wasabouttendaysago。ItwasthedayMr。Bastcametoteaandlosthistemper。

Iwasdefendinghim,andMr。Wilcoxbecamejealousaboutme,howeverslightly。

Ithoughtitwastheinvoluntarything,whichmencan\'thelpanymorethanwecan。Youknow——atleast,Iknowinmyowncase——whenamanhassaidtome,\'So-and-so\'saprettygirl,\'IamseizedwithamomentarysournessagainstSo-and-so,andlongtotweakherear。It\'satiresomefeeling,butnotanimportantone,andoneeasilymanagesit。Butitwasn\'tonlythisinMr。Wilcox\'scase,Igathernow。“

“Thenyoulovehim?“

Margaretconsidered。“Itiswonderfulknowingthatarealmancaresforyou,“shesaid。“Themerefactofthatgrowsmoretremendous。Remember,I\'veknownandlikedhimsteadilyfornearlythreeyears。

“Butlovedhim?“

Margaretpeeredintoherpast。Itispleasanttoanalyzefeelingswhiletheyarestillonlyfeelings,andunembodiedinthesocialfabric。WithherarmroundHelen,andhereyesshiftingovertheview,asifthiscountyorthatcouldrevealthesecretofherownheart,shemeditatedhonestly,andsaid,“No。“

“Butyouwill?“

“Yes,“saidMargaret,“ofthatI\'mprettysure。

Indeed,Ibeganthemomenthespoketome。“

“Andhavesettledtomarryhim?“

“Ihad,butamwantingalongtalkaboutitnow。

Whatisitagainsthim,Helen?Youmusttryandsay。“

Helen,inherturn,lookedoutwards。“ItiseversincePaul,“shesaidfinally。

“ButwhathasMr。WilcoxtodowithPaul?“

“Buthewasthere,theywerealltherethatmorningwhenIcamedowntobreakfast,andsawthatPaulwasfrightened——themanwholovedmefrightenedandallhisparaphernaliafallen,sothatIknewitwasimpossible,becausepersonalrelationsaretheimportantthingforeverandever,andnotthisouterlifeoftelegramsandanger。“

Shepouredthesentenceforthinonebreath,buthersisterunderstoodit,becauseittouchedonthoughtsthatwerefamiliarbetweenthem。

“That\'sfoolish。Inthefirstplace,Idisagreeabouttheouterlife。Well,we\'veoftenarguedthat。Therealpointisthatthereisthewidestgulfbetweenmylove-makingandyours。

Yours——wasromance;minewillbeprose。I\'mnotrunningitdown——averygoodkindofprose,butwellconsidered,wellthoughtout。Forinstance,IknowallMr。Wilcox\'sfaults。He\'safraidofemotion。

Hecarestoomuchaboutsuccess,toolittleaboutthepast。Hissympathylackspoetry,andsoisn\'tsympathyreally。I\'devensay“——shelookedattheshininglagoons——“that,spiritually,he\'snotashonestasIam。

Doesn\'tthatsatisfyyou?“

“No,itdoesn\'t,“saidHelen。“Itmakesmefeelworseandworse。Youmustbemad。“

Margaretmadeamovementofirritation。

“Idon\'tintendhim,oranymanoranywoman,tobeallmylife——goodheavens,no!Thereareheapsofthingsinmethathedoesn\'t,andshallnever,understand。“

Thusshespokebeforetheweddingceremonyandthephysicalunion,beforetheastonishingglassshadehadfallenthatinterposesbetweenmarriedcouplesandtheworld。Shewastokeepherindependencemorethandomostwomenasyet。Marriagewastoalterherfortunesratherthanhercharacter,andshewasnotfarwronginboastingthatsheunderstoodherfuturehusband。Yethedidalterhercharacter——alittle。Therewasanunforeseensurprise,acessationofthewindsandodoursoflife,asocialpressurethatwouldhaveherthinkconjugally。

“Sowithhim,“shecontinued。“Thereareheapsofthingsinhim——moreespeciallythingsthathedoes——thatwillalwaysbehiddenfromme。Hehasallthosepublicqualitieswhichyousodespiseandenableallthis——“Shewavedherhandatthelandscape,whichconfirmedanything。“IfWilcoxeshadn\'tworkedanddiedinEnglandforthousandsofyears,youandIcouldn\'tsitherewithouthavingourthroatscut。Therewouldbenotrains,noshipstocarryusliterarypeopleaboutin,nofieldseven。Justsavagery。No——perhapsnoteventhat。Withouttheirspiritlifemightneverhavemovedoutofprotoplasm。MoreandmoredoIrefusetodrawmyincomeandsneeratthosewhoguaranteeit。Therearetimeswhenitseemstome——“

“Andtome,andtoallwomen。SoonekissedPaul。“

“That\'sbrutal,“saidMargaret。“Mineisanabsolutelydifferentcase。I\'vethoughtthingsout。“

“Itmakesnodifferencethinkingthingsout。

Theycometothesame。“

“Rubbish!“

Therewasalongsilence,duringwhichthetidereturnedintoPooleHarbour。“Onewouldlosesomething,“murmuredHelen,apparentlytoherself。Thewatercreptoverthemud-flatstowardsthegorseandtheblackenedheather。BrankseaIslandlostitsimmenseforeshores,andbecameasombreepisodeoftrees。FromewasforcedinwardtowardsDorchester,StouragainstWimborne,AvontowardsSalisbury,andovertheimmensedisplacementthesunpresided,leadingittotriumpherehesanktorest。Englandwasalive,throbbingthroughallherestuaries,cryingforjoythroughthemouthsofallhergulls,andthenorthwind,withcontrarymotion,blewstrongeragainstherrisingseas。Whatdiditmean?Forwhatendareherfaircomplexities,herchangesofsoil,hersinuouscoast?Doesshebelongtothosewhohavemouldedherandmadeherfearedbyotherlands,ortothosewhohaveaddednothingtoherpower,buthavesomehowseenher,seenthewholeislandatonce,lyingasajewelinasilversea,sailingasashipofsouls,withallthebraveworld\'sfleetaccompanyinghertowardseternity?Chapter20Margarethadoftenwonderedatthedisturbancethattakesplaceintheworld\'swaters,whenLove,whoseemssotinyapebble,slipsin。

WhomdoesLoveconcernbeyondthebelovedandthelover?Yethisimpactdelugesahundredshores。Nodoubtthedisturbanceisreallythespiritofthegenerations,welcomingthenewgeneration,andchafingagainsttheultimateFate,whoholdsalltheseasinthepalmofherhand。

ButLovecannotunderstandthis。Hecannotcomprehendanother\'sinfinity;

heisconsciousonlyofhisown——flyingsunbeam,fallingrose,pebblethatasksforonequietplungebelowthefrettinginterplayofspaceandtime。

Heknowsthathewillsurviveattheendofthings,andbegatheredbyFateasajewelfromtheslime,andbehandedwithadmirationroundtheassemblyofthegods。“Mendidproducethis,“theywillsay,and,saying,theywillgivemenimmortality。Butmeanwhile——whatagitationsmeanwhile!ThefoundationsofPropertyandProprietyarelaidbare,twinrocks;FamilyPrideflounderstothesurface,puffingandblowing,andrefusingtobecomforted;Theology,vaguelyascetic,getsupanastygroundswell。Thenthelawyersarearoused——coldbrood——andcreepoutoftheirholes。Theydowhattheycan;theytidyupPropertyandPropriety,reassureTheologyandFamilyPride。Half-guineasarepouredonthetroubledwaters,thelawyerscreepback,and,ifallhasgonewell,LovejoinsonemanandwomantogetherinMatrimony。

Margarethadexpectedthedisturbance,andwasnotirritatedbyit。Forasensitivewomanshehadsteadynerves,andcouldbearwiththeincongruousandthegrotesque;and,besides,therewasnothingexcessiveaboutherlove-affair。Good-humourwasthedominantnoteofherrelationswithMr。Wilcox,or,asImustnowcallhim,Henry。Henrydidnotencourageromance,andshewasnogirltofidgetforit。Anacquaintancehadbecomealover,mightbecomeahusband,butwouldretainallthatshehadnotedintheacquaintance;

andlovemustconfirmanoldrelationratherthanrevealanewone。

Inthisspiritshepromisedtomarryhim。

HewasinSwanageonthemorrow,bearingtheengagement-ring。

TheygreetedoneanotherwithaheartycordialitythatimpressedAuntJuley。

HenrydinedatTheBays,buthehadengagedabedroomintheprincipalhotel:hewasoneofthosemenwhoknewtheprincipalhotelbyinstinct。

AfterdinnerheaskedMargaretifshewouldn\'tcareforaturnontheParade。

Sheaccepted,andcouldnotrepressalittletremor;itwouldbeherfirstreallovescene。Butassheputonherhatsheburstoutlaughing。

Lovewassounlikethearticleservedupinbooks:thejoy,thoughgenuine,wasdifferent;themysteryanunexpectedmystery。Foronething,Mr。Wilcoxstillseemedastranger。

Foratimetheytalkedaboutthering;thenshesaid:

“DoyouremembertheEmbankmentatChelsea?

Itcan\'tbetendaysago。“

“Yes,“hesaid,laughing。“AndyouandyoursisterwereheadandearsdeepinsomeQuixoticscheme。Ahwell!“

“Ilittlethoughtthen,certainly。Didyou?“

“Idon\'tknowaboutthat;Ishouldn\'tliketosay。“

“Why,wasitearlier?“shecried。“Didyouthinkofmethiswayearlier!Howextraordinarilyinteresting,Henry!

Tellme。“

ButHenryhadnointentionoftelling。Perhapshecouldnothavetold,forhismentalstatesbecameobscureassoonashehadpassedthroughthem。Hemislikedtheveryword“interesting,“

connotingitwithwastedenergyandevenwithmorbidity。Hardfactswereenoughforhim。

“Ididn\'tthinkofit,“shepursued。“No;

whenyouspoketomeinthedrawing-room,thatwaspracticallythefirst。

Itwasallsodifferentfromwhatit\'ssupposedtobe。Onthestage,orinbooks,aproposalis——howshallIputit?——afull-blownaffair,akindofbouquet;itlosesitsliteralmeaning。Butinlifeaproposalreallyisaproposal——“

“Bytheway——“

“——asuggestion,aseed,“sheconcluded;andthethoughtflewawayintodarkness。

“Iwasthinking,ifyoudidn\'tmind,thatweoughttospendthiseveninginabusinesstalk;therewillbesomuchtosettle。“

“Ithinksotoo。Tellme,inthefirstplace,howdidyougetonwithTibby?“

“Withyourbrother?“

“Yes,duringcigarettes。“

“Oh,verywell。“

“Iamsoglad,“sheanswered,alittlesurprised。

“Whatdidyoutalkabout?Me,presumably。“

“AboutGreecetoo。“

“Greecewasaverygoodcard,Henry。Tibby\'sonlyaboystill,andonehastopickandchoosesubjectsalittle。

Welldone。“

“IwastellinghimIhavesharesinacurrant-farmnearCalamata。

“Whatadelightfulthingtohavesharesin!

Can\'twegothereforourhoneymoon?“

“Whattodo?“

“Toeatthecurrants。Andisn\'ttheremarvellousscenery?“

“Moderately,butit\'snotthekindofplaceonecouldpossiblygotowithalady。“

“Whynot?“

“Nohotels。“

“Someladiesdowithouthotels。AreyouawarethatHelenandIhavewalkedaloneovertheApennines,withourluggageonourbacks?“

“Iwasn\'taware,and,ifIcanmanageit,youwillneverdosuchathingagain。“

Shesaidmoregravely:“Youhaven\'tfoundtimeforatalkwithHelenyet,Isuppose?“

“No。“

“Do,beforeyougo。Iamsoanxiousyoutwoshouldbefriends。“

“YoursisterandIhavealwayshititoff,“hesaidnegligently。“Butwe\'redriftingawayfromourbusiness。Letmebeginatthebeginning。YouknowthatEvieisgoingtomarryPercyCahill。“

“Dolly\'suncle。“

“Exactly。Thegirl\'smadlyinlovewithhim。

Averygoodsortoffellow,buthedemands——andrightly——asuitableprovisionwithher。Andinthesecondplace,youwillnaturallyunderstand,thereisCharles。Beforeleavingtown,IwroteCharlesaverycarefulletter。Yousee,hehasanincreasingfamilyandincreasingexpenses,andtheI。andW。A。isnothingparticularjustnow,thoughcapableofdevelopment。

“Poorfellow!“murmuredMargaret,lookingouttosea,andnotunderstanding。

“Charlesbeingtheelderson,somedayCharleswillhaveHowardsEnd;butIamanxious,inmyownhappiness,nottobeunjusttoothers。“

“Ofcoursenot,“shebegan,andthengavealittlecry。“Youmeanmoney。HowstupidIam!Ofcoursenot!“

Oddlyenough,hewincedalittleattheword。

“Yes。Money,sinceyouputitsofrankly。Iamdeterminedtobejusttoall——justtoyou,justtothem。Iamdeterminedthatmychildrenshallhavenocaseagainstme。“

“Begeneroustothem,“shesaidsharply。“Botherjustice!“

“Iamdetermined——andhavealreadywrittentoCharlestothateffect——“

“Buthowmuchhaveyougot?“

“What?“

“Howmuchhaveyouayear?I\'vesixhundred。“

“Myincome?“

“Yes。Wemustbeginwithhowmuchyouhave,beforewecansettlehowmuchyoucangiveCharles。Justice,andevengenerosity,dependonthat。“

“Imustsayyou\'readownrightyoungwoman,“heobserved,pattingherarmandlaughingalittle。“Whataquestiontospringonafellow!“

“Don\'tyouknowyourincome?Ordon\'tyouwanttotellitme?“

“I——“

“That\'sallright“——nowshepattedhim——“don\'ttellme。Idon\'twanttoknow。Icandothesumjustaswellbyproportion。Divideyourincomeintotenparts。HowmanypartswouldyougivetoEvie,howmanytoCharles,howmanytoPaul?“

“Thefactis,mydear,Ihadn\'tanyintentionofbotheringyouwithdetails。Ionlywantedtoletyouknowthat——well,thatsomethingmustbedonefortheothers,andyou\'veunderstoodmeperfectly,solet\'spassontothenextpoint。“

“Yes,we\'vesettledthat,“saidMargaret,undisturbedbyhisstrategicblunderings。“Goahead;giveawayallyoucan,bearinginmindI\'veaclearsixhundred。Whatamercyitistohaveallthismoneyaboutone!“

“We\'venonetoomuch,Iassureyou;you\'remarryingapoorman。

“Helenwouldn\'tagreewithmehere,“shecontinued。

“Helendaren\'tslangtherich,beingrichherself,butshewouldliketo。

There\'sanoddnotion,thatIhaven\'tyetgotholdof,runningaboutatthebackofherbrain,thatpovertyissomehow\'real。\'Shedislikesallorganization,andprobablyconfuseswealthwiththetechniqueofwealth。

Sovereignsinastockingwouldn\'tbotherher;chequesdo。Helenistoorelentless。Onecan\'tdealinherhigh-handedmannerwiththeworld。“

“There\'sthisotherpoint,andthenImustgobacktomyhotelandwritesomeletters。What\'stobedonenowaboutthehouseinDucieStreet?“

“Keepiton——atleast,itdepends。Whendoyouwanttomarryme?“

Sheraisedhervoice,astoooften,andsomeyouths,whowerealsotakingtheeveningair,overheardher。“Gettingabithot,eh?“saidone。Mr。Wilcoxturnedonthem,andsaidsharply,“Isay!“Therewassilence。“TakecareIdon\'treportyoutothepolice。“Theymovedawayquietlyenough,butwereonlybidingtheirtime,andtherestoftheconversationwaspunctuatedbypealsofungovernablelaughter。

Loweringhisvoiceandinfusingahintofreproofintoit,hesaid:“EviewillprobablybemarriedinSeptember。Wecouldscarcelythinkofanythingbeforethen。“

“Theearlierthenicer,Henry。Femalesarenotsupposedtosaysuchthings,buttheearlierthenicer。“

“HowaboutSeptemberforustoo?“heasked,ratherdryly。

“Right。ShallwegointoDucieStreetourselvesinSeptember?OrshallwetrytobounceHelenandTibbyintoit?

That\'sratheranidea。Theyaresounbusinesslike,wecouldmakethemdoanythingbyjudiciousmanagement。Lookhere——yes。We\'lldothat。AndweourselvescouldliveatHowardsEndorShropshire。“

Heblewouthischeeks。“Heavens!howyouwomendoflyround!Myhead\'sinawhirl。Pointbypoint,Margaret。HowardsEnd\'simpossible。IletittoHamarBryceonathreeyears\'agreementlastMarch。Don\'tyouremember?

Oniton。Well,thatismuch,muchtoofarawaytorelyonentirely。

Youwillbeabletobedownthereentertainingacertainamount,butwemusthaveahousewithineasyreachofTown。OnlyDucieStreethashugedrawbacks。There\'samewsbehind。“

Margaretcouldnothelplaughing。ItwasthefirstshehadheardofthemewsbehindDucieStreet。Whenshewasapossibletenantithadsuppresseditself,notconsciously,butautomatically。

ThebreezyWilcoxmanner,thoughgenuine,lackedtheclearnessofvisionthatisimperativefortruth。WhenHenrylivedinDucieStreetherememberedthemews;whenhetriedtoletheforgotit;andifanyonehadremarkedthatthemewsmustbeeitherthereornot,hewouldhavefeltannoyed,andafterwardshavefoundsomeopportunityofstigmatizingthespeakerasacademic。SodoesmygrocerstigmatizemewhenIcomplainofthequalityofhissultanas,andheanswersinonebreaththattheyarethebestsultanas,andhowcanIexpectthebestsultanasatthatprice?

Itisaflawinherentinthebusinessmind,andMargaretmaydowelltobetendertoit,consideringallthatthebusinessmindhasdoneforEngland。

“Yes,insummerespecially,themewsisaseriousnuisance。Thesmokingroom,too,isanabominablelittleden。

Thehouseoppositehasbeentakenbyoperaticpeople。DucieStreet\'sgoingdown,it\'smyprivateopinion。“

“Howsad!It\'sonlyafewyearssincetheybuiltthoseprettyhouses。“

“Showsthingsaremoving。Goodfortrade。“

“IhatethiscontinualfluxofLondon。Itisanepitomeofusatourworst——eternalformlessness;allthequalities,good,bad,andindifferent,streamingaway——streaming,streamingforever。

That\'swhyIdreaditso。Imistrustrivers,eveninscenery。

Now,thesea——“

“Hightide,yes。“

“Hoytoid“——fromthepromenadingyouths。

“Andthesearethementowhomwegivethevote,“

observedMr。Wilcox,omittingtoaddthattheywerealsothementowhomhegaveworkasclerks——workthatscarcelyencouragedthemtogrowintoothermen。“However,theyhavetheirownlivesandinterests。

Let\'sgeton。“

Heturnedashespoke,andpreparedtoseeherbacktoTheBays。Thebusinesswasover。Hishotelwasintheoppositedirection,andifheaccompaniedherhisletterswouldbelateforthepost。Sheimploredhimnottocome,buthewasobdurate。

“Anicebeginning,ifyourauntsawyouslipinalone!“

“ButIalwaysdogoaboutalone。ConsideringI\'vewalkedovertheApennines,it\'scommonsense。Youwillmakemesoangry。Idon\'ttheleasttakeitasacompliment。“

Helaughed,andlitacigar。“Itisn\'tmeantasacompliment,mydear。Ijustwon\'thaveyougoingaboutinthedark。Suchpeopleabouttoo!It\'sdangerous。“

“Can\'tIlookaftermyself?Idowish——“

“Comealong,Margaret;nowheedling。“

Ayoungerwomanmighthaveresentedhismasterlyways,butMargarethadtoofirmagripoflifetomakeafuss。Shewas,inherownway,asmasterly。Ifhewasafortressshewasamountainpeak,whomallmighttread,butwhomthesnowsmadenightlyvirginal。

Disdainingtheheroicoutfit,excitableinhermethods,garrulous,episodical,shrill,shemisledherlovermuchasshehadmisledheraunt。Hemistookherfertilityforweakness。Hesupposedher“ascleverastheymake\'em,“butnomore,notrealizingthatshewaspenetratingtothedepthsofhissoul,andapprovingofwhatshefoundthere。

Andifinsightweresufficient,iftheinnerlifewerethewholeoflife,theirhappinesshasbeenassured。

Theywalkedaheadbriskly。Theparadeandtheroadafteritwerewelllighted,butitwasdarkerinAuntJuley\'sgarden。Astheyweregoingupbytheside-paths,throughsomerhododendrons,Mr。Wilcox,whowasinfront,said“Margaret“ratherhuskily,turned,droppedhiscigar,andtookherinhisarms。

Shewasstartled,andnearlyscreamed,butrecoveredherselfatonce,andkissedwithgenuinelovethelipsthatwerepressedagainstherown。Itwastheirfirstkiss,andwhenitwasoverhesawhersafelytothedoorandrangthebellforher,butdisappearedintothenightbeforethemaidansweredit。Onlookingback,theincidentdispleasedher。Itwassoisolated。Nothingintheirpreviousconversationhadheraldedit,and,worsestill,notendernesshadensued。

Ifamancannotleaduptopassionhecanatalleventsleaddownfromit,andshehadhoped,afterhercomplaisance,forsomeinterchangeofgentlewords。Buthehadhurriedawayasifashamed,andforaninstantshewasremindedofHelenandPaul。Chapter21CharleshadjustbeenscoldinghisDolly。Shedeservedthescolding,andhadbentbeforeit,butherhead,thoughbloody,wasunsubdued,andherchirrupingsbegantominglewithhisretreatingthunder。

“You\'vewokenthebaby。Iknewyouwould。

(Rum-ti-foo,Rackety-tacketyTompkin!)I\'mnotresponsibleforwhatUnclePercydoes,norforanybodyelseoranything,sothere!“

“WhoaskedhimwhileIwasaway?Whoaskedmysisterdowntomeethim?Whosentthemoutinthemotordayafterday?“

“Charles,thatremindsmeofsomepoem。“

“Doesitindeed?Weshallallbedancingtoaverydifferentmusicpresently。MissSchlegelhasfairlygotusontoast。“

“Icouldsimplyscratchthatwoman\'seyesout,andtosayit\'smyfaultismostunfair。“

“It\'syourfault,andfivemonthsagoyouadmittedit。“

“Ididn\'t。“

“Youdid。“

“Tootle,tootle,playingonthepootle!“exclaimedDolly,suddenlydevotingherselftothechild。

“It\'sallverywelltoturntheconversation,butFatherwouldneverhavedreamtofmarryingaslongasEviewastheretomakehimcomfortable。Butyoumustneedsstartmatch-making。

Besides,Cahill\'stooold。“

“Ofcourse,ifyou\'regoingtoberudetoUnclePercy——“

“MissSchlegelalwaysmeanttogetholdofHowardsEnd,and,thankstoyou,she\'sgotit。“

“Icallthewayyoutwistthingsroundandmakethemhangtogethermostunfair。Youcouldn\'thavebeennastierifyou\'dcaughtmeflirting。Couldhe,diddums?“

“We\'reinabadhole,andmustmakethebestofit。Ishallanswerthepater\'slettercivilly。He\'sevidentlyanxioustodothedecentthing。ButIdonotintendtoforgettheseSchlegelsinahurry。Aslongasthey\'reontheirbestbehaviour——Dolly,areyoulistening?——we\'llbehave,too。ButifIfindthemgivingthemselvesairs,ormonopolizingmyfather,oratallill-treatinghim,orworryinghimwiththeirartisticbeastliness,Iintendtoputmyfootdown,yes,firmly。Takingmymother\'splace!HeavenknowswhatpooroldPaulwillsaywhenthenewsreacheshim。“

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