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Thorperesumed。"Idon\'twantyoutosufferbythisunlooked-forchangeintheshapeofthings。Youholdtwothousandshares——onlybyaccidentthey\'rethewrongkindofshares。Verywell:I\'llmakethemtherightkindofshares。I\'llhaveatransfersenttoyoutomorrow,sothatyoucanreturnthosevendor\'ssharestome,andinexchangeforthemI\'llgiveyoutwothousandfully-paidordinaryshares。Youcanselltheseatonce,ifyoulike,oryoucanholdthemonoveronemoresettlement,whicheveryouplease。"
"Thisisverymunificent,"remarkedLordChaldon,afteraninstant\'sself-communion。Histonewasextremelygracious,buthedisplayednoneoftheenthusiasticexcitementwhichThorpeperceivednowthathehadlookedfor。
TheequanimityofMarquises,whowerealsoex-Ambassadors,wasevidentlyadeeper-rootedaffairthanhehadsupposed。
Thiselderlyandurbanediplomattookagiftofthirtythousandpoundsashemighthaveacceptedasuperiorcigar。
Abriefpauseensued,andwasendedbyanotherremarkfromthenobleman:"Ithoughtforthemomentofaskingyouradvice——onthisquestionofselling,"hecontinued。
"Butitwillbeputmoreappropriately,perhaps,inthisway:Letmeleaveitentirelyinyourhands。Whateveryoudowillberight。Iknowsolittleofthesethings——andyouknowsomuch。"
Thorpeputouthislipsatrifle,andlookedawayforaninstantinfrowningabstraction。"Ifitwereputinthatway——IthinkIshouldsell,"hesaid。
"It\'sallrightformetotakelongchances——it\'smygame——butthere\'snoreasonwhyyoushouldriskthings。
Butletmeputitinstillanotherway,"headded,withthepassinggleamofanewthoughtoverthedullsurfaceofhiseye。"Whatdoyousaytoourmakingthetransactionstrictlybetweenourselves?Herearesharestobearer,inthesafethere。Isaythattwothousandofthemareyours:thatmakesthemyours。
Igiveyoumychequeforthirtythousandpounds——here,now,ifyoulike——andthatmakesthemmineagain。
Thebusinessisfinishedanddonewith——insidethisroom。
Neitherofusistosayanythingaboutittoasoul。
Doesthatmeetyourviews?"
Thediplomatponderedtheproposition——againwithalengthenedperturbationoftheeyelids。"Itwouldbepossibletosuggestavarietyofobjections,ifonewereofasophisticalturnofmind,"hesaidatlast,smilinglyreflective。
"YetIseenoreallyinsuperableobstacleinthepath。"
Hethoughtuponitfurther,andwentonwithanenquiringupwardglancedirectedsuddenlyatThorpe:"Istherelikelytobeanyveryunpleasanthubbubinthepress——whenitisknownthattheannualmeetinghasbeenpostponed?"
Thorpeshookhisheadwithconfidence。"No——youneedhavenofearofthat。Thepressisallright。It\'sthetalkoftheCity,I\'mtold——thewayI\'vemanagedthepress。
Itisn\'toftenthatamanhasallthreeofthepaperswalkingthesamechalk-line。"
TheMarquisconsideredtheseremarkswithapuzzledair。
Thenhesmiledfaintly。"I\'mafraidwe\'respeakingofdifferentthings,"hesuggested。"Apparentlyyourefertothefinancialpapers。Ihadscarcelygiventhemathought。
ItdoesnotseemtomethatIshouldmindparticularlywhattheysaidaboutme——butIshouldcareagreatdealabouttheotherpress——thegreatpublicpress。"
"Oh,whatdotheyknowaboutthesethings?"saidThorpe,lightly。
"SofarasIcansee,theydon\'tknowaboutanything,unlessitgetsintothepolicecourt,orthedivorcecourt,oracourtofsomekind。They\'rethefunniestsortofpapersIeversaw。Seemsasiftheydidn\'tthinkanythingwassafetobeprinteduntilithadbeenswornto。
WhyanybodyshouldbeafraidofthemismorethanIcansee。"
"Nevertheless,"persistedhisLordship,blandly,"IshouldgreatlydislikeanypublicdiscussionofourCompany\'saffairs。
Ihopeitisquiteclearthatthatcanbeavoided。"
"Absolutely!"Thorpetoldhim,withreassuringenergy。
"Why,discussionsdon\'tmakethemselves。Somebodyhastokickbeforeanythinggetsdiscussed。Andwhoistokickhere?Thepublicwhoholdthesharesarenotlikelytocomplainbecausethey\'vegoneupfifteenhundredortwothousandpercent。AndwhoelsehasanyinterestinwhattheCompany,asaCompany,does?"
"Ah,thatisaquestionwhichhasoccurredtome,"saidLordChaldon,"andIshallbegladifitisalreadyanswered。
Theonlypeoplelikelyto\'kick,\'asyouputitsosimply,wouldbe,Itakeit,DirectorsandotherofficersoftheCompanywhofindthemselvesholdingaclassofshareswhichdoesnotparticipateinthepresentrise。Ispeakwithsomeconfidence——becauseIwasinthatpositionmyselfuntilafewminutesago——andIdon\'tmindconfessingthatIhadbroughtmyselftocontemplatethecontingencyofultimatelybeingcompelledto——to\'kick\'alittle。
Ofcourse,sofarasIamconcerned,eventshaveputmeinadiametricallydifferentframeofmind。IfIcameprepared——Iwon\'tsaytocurse,butto——tocriticize——I
certainlyremaintobless。Butyouseemypoint。
IofcoursedonotknowwhatyouhavedoneasregardstheothermembersoftheBoard。"
"Idon\'tcareaboutthem,"saidThorpe,carelessly。"YouaretheonethatIwishedtobringinontheground-floor。
Theothersdon\'tmatter。Ofcourse,Ishalldosomethingforthem;theyshan\'tbeallowedtomaketrouble——evensupposingthatitwouldbeintheirpowertomaketrouble,whichisn\'tthecase。Butitwon\'tbedonebyanymeansonthesamescalethat——"hepausedabruptly,andthetwomentacitlycompletedhissentenceintheglancetheyexchanged。
TheMarquisofChaldonrose,andtookuphishatandstick。
"Ifyouwillpostittome——inaregisteredletter——mytownhouse——please,"heremarked,withacharminglydelicatehesitationoverthephrases。Thenheputouthishand:"I
neednotsayhowfullyIappreciateyourgreatkindnesstomyoldfriendFromentin。Itwasanobleaction——oneIshallalwaysreflectuponwithadmiration。"
"Ihopeyouwon\'tmentionit,though,"saidThorpe,astheyshookhands;"eitherthator——oranythingelse。"
"Ishallpreservethemostguarded——themostdiplomaticsecrecy,"
hisLordshipassuredhim,astheywalkedtowardthedoor。
Thorpeopenedthisdoor,andsteppedaside,withahalfbow,tofacilitatetheexitoftheMarquis,whobentgraciousacknowledgmentofthecourtesy。Then,withanabruptstartofsurprise,thetwomenstraightenedthemselves。
Directlyinfrontofthem,leaninglightlyagainstthebrass-railwhichguardedtheentrancetotheBoardRoom,stoodLordPlowden。
Acertainsenseofconfusion,unwelcomebutinevitable,visiblyenvelopedthischancemeeting。TheMarquisblinkedveryhardasheexchangedafleetinghand-shakewiththeyoungernobleman,andmurmuredsomeindistinguishablecommonplaces。Then,withagracefulcelerity,whichwasmorethandiplomatic,hedisappeared。Thorpe,withmoredifficulty,recoveredasortofstolidityofexpressionthatmightpassforcomposure。Heinturngavehishandtothenewcomer,andnoddedtohim,andachievedadoubtfulsmile。
"Comein!"hesaid,haltingly。"Wheredidyoudropfrom?
Gladtoseeyou!Howareallyourpeople?"
AmomentlatertheyoungViscountwasseatedinthechairwhichtheelderlyMarquishadvacated。Hepresentedthereinafigurewhich,initsway,wasperhapsascourtlyastheotherhadbeen——butthewaywaswidelydifferent。
LordPlowden\'sfine,litheformexpressednodeferenceinitseasypostures。Hishandsomefacewasatnopainstoassumeconciliatoryoringratiatingaspects。
Hisbrilliantbrowneyessparkledaconfident,buoyantgazefullintotheheavy,lethargiccountenanceofthebigmanatthedesk。
"Ihaven\'tbotheredyoubefore,"hesaid,tossinghisglovesintohishat,andspreadinghisfrock-coatoutbyitssilklapels。Hecrossedhislegs,andsatbackwithacomfortablesmile。"Iknewyouwereawfullybusy——andIkeptawayaslongasIcould。
Butnow——well,thetruthis——I\'minratherofahole。
Ihopeyoudon\'tmindmycoming。"
"Whynotatall,"saidThorpe,laconically。Afteramomentarypauseheadded:"TheMarquishasjustbeenconsultingmeaboutthepostponementoftheannualmeeting。Isupposeyouagreewithus——thatitwouldbebettertoputitoff。
There\'sreallynothingtoreport。Ofcourse,youknowmoreaboutthesituationthanhedoes——betweenourselves。
Theshareholdersdon\'twantameeting;it\'senoughforthemthattheirsharesareworthfifteenortwentytimeswhattheypaidforthem。AndcertainlyWEdon\'tneedameeting,asthingsstandnow。"
"Ahyes——howdothingsstandnow?"askedLordPlowden,briskly。
"Well,"——Thorpeeyedhisvisitorwithamoodyblanknessofgaze,hischinoncemoreburiedinhiscollar——"well,everythingisgoingallright,asfarasIcansee。
But,ofcourse,thesedealingsinoursharesintheCityhavetakenupallmytime——sothatIhaven\'tbeenabletogiveanyattentiontostartingupworkinMexico。
Thatbeingthecase,Ishallarrangetofootallthebillsforthisyear\'sexpenses——therent,theDirectors\'
feesandclerk-hireandsoon——outofmyownpocket。
Itcomes,alltold,toabout2,700pounds——withoutcountingmyextra1,000poundsasManagingDirector。
Idon\'tproposetoaskforapennyofthat,underthecircumstances——andI\'llevenpaytheotherexpenses。
SothattheCompanyisn\'tlosingapennybyournotgettingtoworkatthedevelopmentoftheproperty。
Noonecouldaskanythingfairerthanthat——Andareyourmotherandsisterquitewell?"
"Oh,verywellindeed,thanks,"repliedtheother。Herelapsedabruptlyintoasilencewhichwasplainlypreoccupied。
Somethingoftheradiantcheerfulnesswithwhichhisfacehadbeamedseemedtohavefadedaway。
"I\'mintreatyforahouseandamoorintheHighlands"——Thorpewenton,inacasualtone——"infact,I\'mhesitatingbetweenthreeorfourplacesthatallseemtobeprettygood——butI
don\'tknowwhetherIcangetawaymuchbeforethetwentieth。
IhopeyoucancontrivetocomewhileI\'mthere。
Ishouldlikeitverymuchifyouwouldbringyourmotherandsister——andyourbrothertoo。Ihaveanephewabouthisage——afineyoungfellow——who\'dbecompanyforhim。
Whycan\'tyousaynowthatyou\'llallcome?"
LordPlowdenemergedfromhisbrownstudywiththegleamofsomenewideaonhisface。"Imightbringmysister,"
hesaid。"MymotherhatesScotland。Shedoesn\'tgoabout,either,eveninEngland。ButIdaresayWinniewouldenjoyitimmensely。Shehasagreatopinionofyou,youknow。"
"Ionlysawherthatonce,"Thorperemarked。
Somethoughtbehindhiswordslentamusingeffecttothetoneinwhichtheywereuttered。Thebrother\'scontemplativesmileseemedacommentuponthistone。
"Womenarecuriouscreatures,"hesaid。"Theytakefanciesanddislikesasswiftlyandirresponsiblyascloud-shadowsshiftandchangeonamountain-sideinApril。ButI
happentoknowthatmysisterdoeslikeyouimmensely。
Sodoesmymother,"headded,withanotherlittlesmile。
HecontinuedtoregardThorpe\'sface,buttherewasanincreasinguncertaintyinhisglance。"You\'veputonflesh,haven\'tyou?"heventured,afterabriefpause。
Therewastheimplicationinhisvoiceandmannerthatheobservedchangeswhichdisconcertedhim。
"Notmuch,Iguess,"repliedtheother,carelessly。
"I\'vebeenstickingtotheCityprettyclosely。That\'sall。
There\'snothingthatafortnight\'srestwon\'tputright。
Ishouldlikeitfirst-ratetohaveyouandyoursistercome。
I\'llletyouknowwhichplaceIdecideupon。Verylikelyyoucanmanagetobringheratthesametimethatsomeotherladieswillbethere。IexpectLadyCressageandMissMadden,youknow。"
LordPlowdenstaredathisfriend。"Aretheyback?HavetheyreturnedtoEngland?"heasked,confusedly。
"Oh,didn\'tyouknow?"Thorpepursued,withanaccessionofamiability。Hevisiblyhadpleasureinthedisclosureoftheother\'signorance。"They\'vebeeninLondonfortwoorthreeweeks。Thatis,MissMaddenhasbeentakingflyingtripstoseecathedralsandsoon,butLadyCressagehasstayedintown。Theirlongjourneyingshaveratherdoneherup。"HelookedPlowdenstraightintheeye,andaddedwithanairofdeliberation:"I\'mratheranxiousaboutherhealth。"
Thenoblemanfranklyabandonedhiseffortstomaintainanundisturbedfront。"You——are——anxious,"herepeated,frowningindispleasedwonderment。
"Whyyes——whynot?"demandedThorpe,withasuddengrowlinhisvoice。AshecoveredthehandsomeViscountwithhisheavy,intentgaze,impulsesofwrathstirredwithinhim。Whyshouldthisfopofalordlingputonthisairofcontemptuousincredulity?"Whatistheresoamazingaboutthat?Whyshouldn\'tIbeanxious?"
Theperemptoryharshnessofhismanner,andthescowlonhisbig,loweringface,broughtasortofself-
controlbacktotheother。Heshruggedhisshoulders,withanattemptatnonchalance。"Whynotindeed!"
hesaid,aslightlyashecould。Withhandsonknees,hebentforwardasiftorise。"ButperhapsI\'dbettercomeinanotherday,"hesuggested,tentatively。
"I\'minterruptingyou。"
"No——sitstill,"Thorpebadehim,andthen,withchinsettledmoredeterminedlythaneverinhiscravat,sateyeinghiminalong,doursilence。
LordPlowdenfounditimpossibletoobtainfromthismassive,apatheticvisageanycluetothethoughtsworkingbehindit。
HechancedtorecallthetimewhenhehaddiscussedwithThorpethemeaningandvaluesofthisinscrutableexpressionwhichthelatter\'scountenancecouldassume。
Ithadseemedinterestingandevenadmirabletohimthen——butthenhehadnotforeseenthepossibilitythathehimselfmightsomedayconfrontitsadamantinebarrierwithasinkingheart。Allatoncehecouldbearthisimplacablesphinx-gazenolonger。
"I\'msuresomeotherdaywouldbebetter,"heurged,withanopenoverturetopropitiationinhistone。
"You\'renotinthemoodtobebotheredwithmyaffairstoday。"
"Asmuchtodayasanyother,"Thorpeansweredhim,slowly。
Theothersatsuddenlyupright——andthenuponamoment\'sreflectionrosetohisfeet。"Idon\'tintheleastknowwhattomakeofallthis,"hesaid,withnervousprecipitancy。
"IfI\'veoffendedyouinanyway,sayso,andIwillapologizeatonce。Buttreatmentofthissortpassesmycomprehension。"
Thorpeintruthdidnothimselfcomprehenditmuchmoreclearly。Somestrangefreakofwilfulnessimpelledhimtopursuethisunintelligiblepersecution。
"I\'vesaidnothingaboutanyoffense,"hedeclared,inahard,deliberatevoice。"Itisyourownword。
Allthesame——Imentionthenameofalady——alady,mindyou,whomImetunderyourownroof——andyoustrikeattitudesandputonairsasif——asifIwasn\'tgoodenough!"
"Oh,uponmyword,that\'sallrubbish!"theotherbrokein。
"Nothingcouldhavebeenfurtherfrommythoughts,Iassureyou。QuitenaturallyIwassurprisedforthemomentatabitofunexpectednews——butthatwasall。
Igiveyoumywordthatwasall。"
"Verywell,then,"Thorpeconsentedgrudginglytomutter。
Hecontinuedhissullenscrutinyofthemanstandingbeforehim,notinghowthevivacityofhisbearinghaddeterioratedinthesefewminutes。Hehadcutsuchagallantfigurewhenheenteredtheroom,withhissparklingeyeandsmile,hisalmostjauntymanner,hissuperiortailor\'splumage——andnowhewassuchacrestfallenandwiltedthing!
Rememberingtheirlastconversationtogether——rememberingindeedhowfulloflikingforthisyoungnoblemanhehadbeenwhentheylastmet——Thorpepausedtowonderatthefactthathefeltnoatomofpityforhimnow。
Whatwashisgrievance?WhathadPlowdendonetoprovokethissavagehostility?Thorpecouldnottell。Heknewonlythatunnamedforcesdraggedhimforwardtohurtandhumiliatehisformerfriend。Obscurely,nodoubt,therewassomethingaboutawomaninit。PlowdenhadbeenanadmirerofLadyCressage。Therewasherfather\'swordforitthatiftherehadbeenmoneyenoughhewouldhavewishedtomarryher。Therehadbeen,aswell,theGeneral\'shintthatifthedifficultyofPlowden\'spovertywereremoved,hemightstillwishtomarryher——ahintwhichThorpediscoveredtoberanklingwithasuddennewsorenessinhismind。WasthatwhyhehatedPlowden?No——hesaidtohimselfthatitwasnot。
HewasgoingtomarryLadyCressagehimself。Herletter,signifyingdelicatelyherassenttohisproposal,hadcometohimthatverymorning——wasinhispocketnow。
Whatdidhecareaboutthebye-goneaspirationsofotherwould-besuitors?And,asforPlowden,hehadnotevenknownofherreturntoLondon。Clearlythereremainednocommunicationsofanysortbetweenthem。
Itwasnotatallonheraccount,heassuredhimself,thathehadturnedagainstPlowden。Butwhatotherreasoncouldtherebe?Heobservedhisvisitor\'sperturbedanddejectedmienwithagrimkindofsatisfaction——butstillhecouldnottellwhy。
"Thisisallterriblyimportanttome,"thenoblemansaid,breakingtheunpleasantsilence。Hisvoicewassurchargedwithearnestness。"Apparentlyyouareannoyedwithsomething——whatitmaybeIcan\'tforthelifeofmemakeout。
AllIcansayis"——andhebrokeoffwithahelplessgesturewhichseemedtoimplythathefearedtosayanything。
Thorpeputouthislips。"Idon\'tknowwhatyoumean,"
hesaid,brusquely。
"WhatImean"——theotherechoed,withbewilderedvaguenessofglance。"I\'mallatsea。Idon\'tintheleastgraspthemeaningofanything。Youyourselfvolunteeredthedeclarationthatyouwoulddogreatthingsforme。
\'Wearerichmentogether\'——thosewereyourownwords。
Iurgedyouatthetimetogoslowly——toconsidercarefullywhetheryouweren\'tbeingtoogenerous。Imyselfsaidtoyouthatyouwereridiculouslyexaggeratingwhatyoucalledyourobligationtome。Itwasyouwhoinsisteduponpresentingmewith100,000shares。"
"Well,theyareherereadyforyou,"saidThorpe,withcalculatedcoldness。"Youcanhavethemwheneveryouplease。Ipromisedthemtoyou,andsetthemasideforyou。Youcantakethemawaywithyounow,ifyoulike。Whatareyoukickingupthisfussfor,then?Uponmyword!——youcomehereandsuggesttomethatImadepromisestoyouwhichI\'vebroken!"
Plowdenlookedhardathim,asheturnedoverinhismindthepurportofthesewords。"Iseewhatyouaredoing,"
hesaidthen。"Youturnovertome100,000vendor\'sdeferredshares。Thanks!Ihavealready1,000ofthem。
Ikeeptheminthesameboxwithmyfather\'sConfederatebonds。"
"Whatthehelldoyoumean?"Thorpebrokeinwithexplosivewarmth,liftinghimselfinhischair。
"Oh,comenow,Thorpe,"Plowdenretorted,"let\'sgetthistalkonanintelligent,common-sensefooting。"
Hehadregainedsomethingofhisself-control,andkeenlyputforwardnowtohelphimallhispersuasivegracesofeyeandspeech。Heseatedhimselfoncemore。
"I\'mconvincedthatyouwanttobegoodtome。
Ofcourseyoudo!IfI\'veseemedhereforaminuteortwotothinkotherwise,itwasbecauseImisunderstoodthings。
Don\'tlettherebeanyfurthermisunderstandings!Iapologizefordoingyouthemomentaryinjusticeofsuspectingthatyouweregoingtoplayoffthevendor\'ssharesonme。
Ofcourseyousaidit——butitwasajoke。"
"Thereseemstobeajokesomewhere,sureenough,"
saidThorpe,indrylymetallictones——"butitisn\'tmewho\'sthejoker。Itoldyouyoushouldhave100,000
ofmy400,000shares,didn\'tI?Itoldyouthatinsomanywords。Verywell,whatmoredoyouwant?Heretheyareforyou!Ikeepmypromisetotheletter。
Butyou——youseemtothinkyou\'reentitledtomakearow。
Whatdoyoumeanbyit?"
"Justalittleword"——interposedPlowden,withstrenuouscalmnessofutterance——"whatyousaymaybetrueenough——yes,Iadmititistrueasfarasitgoes。
Butwasthatwhateitherofushadinourmindsatthetime?
Youknowitwasn\'t!YouhadjustplannedacoupontheStockExchangewhichpromisedyouimmenserewards。IhelpedyoutopassabogusallotmentthroughourBoard——withoutwhichyourcoupwouldn\'thavebeenworthafarthing。
Youwereenthusiasticallygratefultomethen。Intheexcitementofthemomentyoupromisedmeaquarterofallyoushouldmake。\'WEAREBOTHRICHMEN!\'Irememberthoseverywordsofyours。Theyhaveneverbeenoutofmymind。
Wediscussedthethingsthatwewouldeachdo,whenwecameintothiswealth。Itwastakenforgrantedinallourtalkthatyourmakingmoneymeantalsomymakingmoney。
Thatwasthecompleteunderstanding——hereinLondon,andwhileyouwereatmyhouse。YouknowitaswellasIdo。
AndIrefusetosupposethatyouseriouslyintendtositthereandpretendthatyoumeanttogivemenothingbutanarmfulofwastepaper。Itwouldbetoomonstrous!"
Thorperappedwithhisnailsonthedesk,topointtheforceofhisrejoinder:"Howdoyouaccountforthefact,myLord"——hegavehiswordsachillinglyscornfulprecisionofutterance——"thatIdistinctlymentioned400,000vendor\'ssharesofmine,100,000ofwhichIpromisedtoturnovertoyou?Thosewerethespecificterms,weretheynot?Youdon\'tdenyit?Thenwhatareyoutalkingabout?"
"Iaccountforitinthisway"——saidPlowden,afteramoment\'sbaffledreflection:"atthattimeyouyourselfhadn\'tgraspedthedifferencebetweenthetwoclassesofshares。
Youthoughtthevendor\'sshareswouldplayapartinthegame。Ah!IseeI\'vehitthemark!Thatwasthewayofit!——Andnowhere,Thorpe!Letallthat\'sbeensaidbebye-gones!Idon\'twantanyverbaltriumphoveryou。
Youdon\'twanttowrongme——andyourselftoo——bystickingtothisquibbleaboutvendor\'sshares。Youintendedtobedeucedgoodtome——andwhathaveIdonethatyoushouldroundonmenow?Ihaven\'tbotheredyoubefore。
Icametodayonlybecausethingsareparticularlyrotten,financially,justnow。AndIdon\'tevenwanttoholdyoutoaquarter——Ileavethatentirelytoyou。
Butafterallthat\'sbeensaidanddone——Iputittoyouasonemantoanother——youaremorallyboundtohelpmeout。"
"Howdoyoumean?——\'allthat\'sbeensaidanddone\'?"
Thorpeaskedthequestioninsomeconfusionofmoods。
PerhapsitwastheethicalforceofLordPlowden\'sappeal,perhapsonlyarecurringsenseofhisearlieraffectionfortheman——butforthemomenthewaveredinhispurpose。
Thepeerflushedalittle,ashelookedatthefloor,revolvingpossibleanswerstothisquery。HisearhadbeenquicktoseizethenoteofhesitationinThorpe\'stone。
Hestroveanxiouslytogettogetherconsiderationswhichshouldtiptheflutteringbalancedefinitelyhisway。
"Well,"hebeganslowly,"Ihardlyknowhowtoputit。
Ofcoursetherewas,inthefirstplace,theimmenseexpectationoffortunewhichyougaveme,andwhichI\'mafraidI\'vemorethanlivedupto。Andthen,ofcourse,otherssharedmyexpectations。Itwasn\'tathingonecouldverywellkeeptooneself。Mymotherandmysister——especiallymysister——theywerewonderfullyexcitedaboutit。Youarequitetheherointheireyes。
Andthen——yourememberthattalkwehad,inwhichyousaidIcouldhelpyou——socially,youknow。Ididitalittle,justasastart,butofcoursethere\'snoendtowhatcouldbedone。You\'vebeentoobusyheretofore,butwecanbeginnowwheneveryoulike。Idon\'tmindtellingyou——I\'vehadsomethoughtsofapossiblemarriageforyou。
Inpointofbloodandconnectionsitwouldbesuchamatchasacommonerhasn\'tmadebeforeinmymemory——ahighly-
cultivatedandhighly-bredyoungladyofrank——andsettlementscouldbemadesothataconsiderablequantityoflandwouldeventuallycometoyourson。Ineedn\'ttellyouthatlandstandsformuchmorethanmoney,ifyouhappentosetyourmindonabaronetcyorapeerage。
Ofcourse——Ineedscarcelysay——Imentionthismarriageonlyassomethingwhichmayormaynotattractyou,——itisquiteopentoyoutopreferanother,——butthereishardlyanythingofthatsortinwhichIandmyconnectionscouldnotbeofusetoyou。"
Evenmorebythetoneandinflectionofthesewordsthanbythephrasesthemselves,ThorpedivinedthathewasbeingofferedthehandoftheHon。WinifredPlowdeninmarriage。
Herecalledvividlythefactthatoncetheshadowofsomesuchthoughthadfloatedthroughhisownbrain;
therehadbeenamoment——itseemedcuriouslyremote,likeadream-phantomfromsomepreviousstateofexistence——whenhehaddweltwithpersonalinterestuponherinheritancefromlonglinesofnoblemen,andherrelationtohalfthepeerage。Then,swiftly,illogically,hedislikedthebrotherofthisladymorethanever。
"Allthatistalkingintheair,"hesaid,withabruptdecision。"Iseenothinginit。Youshallhaveyourvendor\'sshares,preciselyasIpromisedyou。
Idon\'tseehowyoucanpossiblyaskforanythingmore。"
Helookedattheother\'sdarklingfaceforamoment,andthenrosewithunwieldydeliberation。"Ifyou\'resohardupthough,"hecontinued,coldly,"Idon\'tminddoingthismuchforyou。I\'llexchangethethousandvendor\'ssharesyoualreadyholdtheonesIgaveyoutoqualifyyouatthebeginning——forordinaryshares。
Youcansellthoseforfifteenthousandpoundscash。
Infact,I\'llbuythemofyounow。I\'llgiveyouachequefortheamount。Doyouwantit?"
LordPlowden,red-facedandfrowning,hesitatedforafractionoftime。Theninconstrainedsilencehenodded,andThorpe,leaningponderouslyoverthedesk,wroteoutthecheque。HisLordshiptookit,foldeditup,andputitinhispocketwithoutimmediatecomment。
"Thenthisistheendofthings,isit?"heasked,afteranawkwardsilence,inavoicehestroveinvaintokeepfromshaking。
"Whatthings?"saidtheother。
Plowdenshruggedhisshoulders,framedhislipstouttersomethingwhichhedecidednottosay,andatlastturnedonhisheel。"Goodday,"hecalledoutoverhisshoulder,andlefttheroomwithaflagrantairofhostility。
Thorpe,wanderingabouttheapartment,stoppedafteratimeatthecabinet,andhelpedhimselftoadrink。
Thethingmostapparenttohimwasthatofsetpurposehehadconvertedafriendintoanenemy。Whyhadhedonethis?Heaskedhimselfthequestioninvaryingforms,overhisbrandyandsoda,butnoconvincinganswercame。
Hehaddoneitbecausehehadfeltlikedoingit。Itwasimpossibletotracemotivesfurtherthanthat。
CHAPTERXVIII
"EDITHwillbedowninaveryfewmoments,"MissMaddenassuredThorpethatevening,whenheenteredthedrawing-roomofthehouseshehadtakeninGraftonStreet。
Helookedintohereyesandsmiled,ashebowedoverthehandsheextendedtohim。Hisglanceexpressedwithforcefuldirectnesshisthought:"Ah,thenshehastoldyou!"
Thecomplacentconsciousnessofproducingafineeffectinevening-clotheshadgiventoMr。StormontThorpehabituallynowamildnessofmanner,afterthedressinghour,whichwaslackingtohisdeportmentintheday-time。
Theconventionalattireofceremony,juggledinthehandsofaninspiredtailor,hadbeenbroughttolendtohisponderousfigureadignity,andevensomethingofagrace,whichthemanwithinassimilatedandmadehisown。
ItwasanequableandratheramiableThorpewhompeopleencounteredafternightfall——agentlemanwholookedimpressiveenoughtohavepowerfulperformancesbelievedofhim,yetseemedwithalanapproachableandeasy-goingperson。
Menwhosawhimatmidnightorlaterspokeofhimtotheirwomenkindwithacertainsignificantreserve,inwhichtrainedwomankindreadthesuggestionthatthe"RubberKing"
drankagooddeal,andwasprobablynotwhollyniceinhiscups。
This,however,couldnotbesaidtorenderhimlessinterestinginanyeyes。Therewasindeedaboutittheimplicationofagenerousnature,orattheleastofablindside——anditisnotunpleasanttodiscovertheseattributesinanewmanwhohasmadehishalf-million,andhas,ormayhave,countlessfavourstobestow。
Itwasasifhistongueinsteadofhiseyeshadutteredtheexclamation——"Ah,thenshehastoldyou!"——forMissMaddentookitashavingbeenspoken。"I\'mnotdisposedtopretendthatI\'moverjoyedaboutit,youknow,"
shesaidtohimbluntly,astheirhandsdropped,andtheystoodfacingeachother。"IfIsaidIcongratulatedyou,itwouldbeonlytheemptiestform。AndIhateemptyforms。"
"WhyshouldyouthinkthatIwon\'tmakeagoodhusband?"
Thorpeaskedthequestionwithagood-naturedifperemptoryfranknesswhichcamemostreadilytohiminthepresenceofthisAmericanlady,herselfsooutspokenandmasterful。
"Idon\'tknowthatIspeciallydoubtit,"shereplied。
"Isupposeanymanhasinhimthemakingsofwhatiscalledagoodhusband——iftheconditionsaresufficientlypropitious。"
"Wellthen——what\'sthematterwiththeconditions?"
hedemanded,jocosely。
MissMaddenshruggedhershouldersslightly。Thorpenotedthesomewhatluxuriantcurvesofthesesplendidshoulders,andthecreamywhitenessoftheskin,uponwhich,roundthefullthroat,achainofdiamondslayasuponsatin——andrecalledthathehadnotseenherbeforeinwhathephrasedtohimselfassomuchlow-neckeddress。
Thedeepfire-gleaminherbroadplaitsofhairgaveawonderfulbrilliancytothiscolouringofbrowandthroatandbosom。Hemarvelledathimselffordiscoveringonlynowthatshealsowasbeautiful——andthenthrilledwithprideatthethoughtthathenceforthhislifemightbepassedaltogetheramongbeautifulwomen,radiantingemsandcostlyfabrics,whowouldsmileuponhimathiscommand。
"Oh,Ihavenowishtobeakill-joy,"sheprotested。
"I\'msureIhopeallmannerofgoodresultsfromthe——
theexperiment。"
"Isupposethat\'swhatitcomesto,"hesaid,meditatively。
"It\'sallanexperiment。Everymarriageintheworldmustbethat——neithermorenorless。"
"Withalltheexperienceoftheagesagainstitscomingoutright。"Shehadturnedtomovetowardachair,butlookednowoverhershoulderathim。"Haveyoueverseenwhatseemedtoyouanabsolutelyhappymarriageinyourlife?"
Uponreflectionheshookhishead。"Idon\'trecalloneonthespuroftheminute,"heconfessed。
"Notthekind,Imean,thatyoureadaboutinbooks。
ButI\'veseenplentywherethecouplegotalongtogetherinagood,easy,comfortablesortofway,withoutanotionofanysortofunpleasantness。It\'speoplewhomarrytooyoungwhodomostofthefighting,Iimagine。
Afterpeoplehavegottoasensibleage,andknowwhattheywantandwhattheycangetalongwithout,whythenthere\'snoreasonforanytrouble。Wedon\'tstartoutwithanyschool-boyandschool-girlmoonshine"
"Oh,there\'sagooddealtobesaidforthemoonshine,"
sheinterruptedhim,asshesankuponthesofa。
"Whycertainly,"heassented,amiably,ashestoodlookingdownather。"Themorethereisofit,thebetter——ifitcomesnaturally,andpeopleknowenoughtounderstandthatitismoonshine,andisn\'tthebe-allandend-allofeverything。"
"There\'saloverforyou!"MissMaddencried,withmirthandderisionmingledinherlaugh。
"Don\'tyouworryaboutme,"hetoldher。"I\'magoodenoughlover,allright。Andwhenyoucometothat,ifEdithissatisfied,Idon\'tpreciselyseewhat——"
"Whatbusinessitisofmine?"shefinishedthesentenceforhim。"You\'reentirelyright。Asyousay,IFshe\'ssatisfied,nooneelsehasanythingtodowithit。"
"Buthaveyougotanyrighttoassumethatsheisn\'tsatisfied?"heaskedherwithswiftdirectness——"oranyreasonforsupposingit?"
MissMaddenshookherhead,butthenegationseemedqualifiedbythewhimsicalsmileshegavehim。"Nonewhatever,"
shesaid——andontheinstantthetalkwasextinguishedbytheentranceofLadyCressage。
Thorpe\'svisionwasfloodedwiththeperceptionofhisrarefortuneashewenttomeether。Hetookthehandsheoffered,andlookedintothesmileofhergreeting,andcouldsaynothing。Herbeautyhadgatheredtoitnewforcesinhiseyes——forceswhichdazzledandtroubledhisglance。Thethoughtthatthisexquisitebeing——thisineffablecompoundoffeelingandfinenervesandsweetwisdomandwitandloveliness——belongedtohimseemedtoovastforthecapacityofhismind。
Hecouldnotkeephimselffromtremblingalittle,andfromdivertingtoascreenbeyondhershoulderagazewhichhefelttobeovertlydimmedandembarrassed。
"Ihavekeptyouwaiting,"shemurmured。
Thesoftsoundofhervoicecametohisearsasfromadistance。Itboreanunfamiliarnote,uponthestrangenessofwhichhedweltforadetachedinstant。Thenitsmeaningbrokeinuponhisconsciousnessfromallsides,andlighteduphisheavyfacewiththeglowofaconqueror\'sself-centredsmile。Hebenthiseyesuponher,andnotedwithacontrolledexaltationhowherglanceinturndeferredtohis,andflutteredbeneathit,andshrankaway。
Hesquaredhisbigshouldersandliftedhishead。
Stillholdingherjewelledhandinhis,heturnedandledhertowardthesofa。Halting,hebowedwithanexaggeratedgenuflectionandflourishofhisfreehandtoMissMadden,thewhileheflashedatheraglanceatonceofchallengeandofdeprecation。Throughthesensitizedcontactoftheotherhand,hefeltthatthewomanheheldbowedalso,andinhisownspiritofconfuseddefianceandentreaty。
Thelaughhegavethenseemedtodispeltheawkwardnesswhichhadmomentarilyhungoverthemockingsalutation。
MissMaddenlaughedtoo。"Oh,Isurrender,"shesaid。
"Youdragcongratulationsfromme。"
Somequalityinthetoneofthisungraciousspeechhadtheeffectofputtingthepartyatitsease。
LadyCressageseatedherselfbesideherfriendonthesofa,andgently,abstractedly,pattedoneofherhands。
Thorperemainedonhisfeet,lookingdownatthepairwithsatisfiedcheerfulness。Hetool,aslipofpaperfromhispocket,tosupportastatementhewasmaking。
"I\'mforevertellingyouwhatastraintheCityisonamaninmyposition,"hesaid——"andtodayIhadthecuriositytokeepanaccountofwhathappened。Hereitis。
Ihadthirtycallers。Ofthose,howmanydoyousupposecametoseemeonmyownbusiness?Justeight。Thatistosay,theirerrandswereaboutinvestmentsofmine,butmostofthemmanagedtogetinsomewordaboutaxesoftheirowntogrind。Alltherestmadenopretenceatallofthinkingaboutanybodybutthemselves。
I\'veclassifiedthem,onebyone,here。
"First,thereweresixmenwhowantedmetotakesharesofonesortoranother,andIhadtomoreorlesslistentowhattheytriedtomakeouttheircompanieswerelike。
Theywerenoneofthemanygood。Eightdifferentfellowscametomewithschemesthathaven\'treachedthecompanystage。OnehadaschemeforgettingpossessionofaniggerrepublicintheWestIndiesbyraisingaloan,andthenrepudiatingallthepreviousloans。
Anotherwantedmetobuyapaperforhim,inwhichhewastosupportallmyenterprises。Anotherwantedtostartabank——Iapparentlytofindthemoney,andhethebrains。
Onechapwantedmetofinanceatheatricalsyndicate——hehadabagfullofphotographsofanactressalleyesandteethandhair,——andanotherchaphadaschemeallworkedoutforgettingaconcessionfromSpainforoneoftheCarolineIslands,andputtingupafactorythereformakingporpoise-hideleather。
"Thentherewerethreeinventors——let\'ssee,heretheyare——onewithacoiledwirespringforscissorsinsideapocket-knife,andonewithabottle,thewholetopofwhichunscrewsinsteadofhavingacorkorstopper,andonewithanelectricalfish-line,afinewireinsidethesilk,youknow,whichconnectswithsomebatterywhenafishbites,andringsabell,andthrowsouthooksinvariousdirections,anddoesallsortsofthings。
"Wellthen,therewasamanwhowantedmetotakethechairmanshipofacompany,andonewhowantedmetoguaranteeanoverdraftathisbank,andtwowhowantedtoborrowmoneyonstock,andoneparson-fellowwhotriedtostickmeforasubscriptiontosomeHomeorotherhesaidhehadforchildreninthecountry。
Hewastheworstbounderofthelot。
"Well,there\'stwenty-sevenpeople——andtwentyofthemstrangerstome,andnotworthapennytome,andalltryingtogetmoneyoutofme。Isn\'tthatadog\'slifeforone?"
"Idon\'tknow,"saidMissMadden,contemplatively。
"Aladymayhavetwicethatnumberofcallersinanafternoon——quiteasgreatstrangerstoallintentsandpurposes——andnotevenhavethesatisfactionofdiscoveringthattheyhadanyobjectwhateverincalling。
Atleastyourpeoplehadsomemotive:thegreymatterintheirbrainwasworking。Andbesides,oneofthemmighthavehadsomethingtosaywhichyouwouldvalue。
Idon\'tthinkthateverhappensamongalady\'scallers;
doesit,Edith?"
Edithsmiled,pleasantlyandyetalittlewistfully,butsaidnothing。
"Atanyrate,"Thorpewenton,withakindofpurposegatheringinhiseyes,"noneofthosefellowscostmeanything,exceptintime。ButthenIhadthreecallers,almostinabunch,andoneofthemtookoutofmethirtythousandpounds,andanotherfifteenthousandpounds,andthethird——anutterstrangerhewas——hegotanabsolutegratuityoftenthousandpounds,besidesmyconsenttoasalewhich,ifIhadrefusedit,wouldhavestoodmeinperhapsfortyorfiftythousandpoundsmore。
Youladiesmaythankyourstarsyoudon\'thavethatkindofcallers!"
Thesoundofthesefiguresintheairbroughtaconstrainedlooktothefacesofthewomen。Seeminglytheyconfrontedasubjectwhichwasnottotheirliking。
TheAmerican,however,afteramoment\'spause,tookitupinanindifferentmanner。
"Youspeakofan\'absolutegratuity。\'IknownothingofLondonCitymethods——butisn\'ttenthousandpoundsagratuityonaratherlargescale?"
Thorpehesitatedbriefly,thensmiled,and,withslowdeliberation,drewupachairandseatedhimselfbeforethem。"PerhapsI
don\'tmindtellingyouaboutit,"hebegan,andpausedagain。
"Ihadaletterinmymailthismorning,"hewentonatlast,givingasentimentalsignificancetobothtoneandglance——"aletterwhichchangedeverythingintheworldforme,andmademetheproudestandhappiestmanaboveground。
AndIputthatletterinmypocket,righthereontheleftside——andit\'stherenow,forthatmatter"——heputhishandtohisbreast,asifundertheimpulsetoverifyhiswordsbytheproductionofthemissive,andthenstoppedandflushed。
Theladies,watchinghim,seemedbytheireyestocondonethemawkishnessofthedemonstrationwhichhadtemptedhim。
Therewasindeedakindofapprovinginterestintheirjointregard,whichhehadnotexperiencedbefore。
"Ihaditinmypocket,"heresumed,withanaccessionofmellowemotioninhisvoice,"andnoneofthecallersevergotmythoughtsveryfarfromthatletter。
Andoneofthesewasanoldman——aFrenchbankerwhomustbeseventyyearsold,butdyeshishairakindofpurpleblack——anditseemsthathisnephewhadgotthefirmintoaterriblekindofscrape,selling2,000ofmyshareswhenhehadn\'tgotthemtosellandcouldn\'tgetthem——andtheoldmancametobegmetolethimoutatpresentmarketfigures。HegotLordChaldon——he\'smyChairman,youknow——tobringhim,andintroducehimashisfriend,andpleadforhim——butIdon\'tthinkallthat,byitself,wouldhavebudgedmeanatom。Butthentheoldmantoldhowhewasjustabletoscrapetogethermoneyenoughtobuythesharesheneeded,attherulingprice,andhehappenedtomentionthathisniece\'smarriageportionwouldhavetobesacrificed。Well,then,doyouknow,thatletterinmypocketsaidsomethingtome……And——well,that\'sthestory。Thegirl\'sportion,Iwormeditoutofhim,wastenthousand……andIstruckthatmuchoffthefigurethatIallowedhimtobuyhisshares,andsavehisfirm,for……Itwasalltheletterthatdidit,mindyou!"
Heconcludedthehaltingnarrativeamidamarkedsilence。
Theladieslookedathimandateachother,buttheyseemedsurprisedoutoftheirfacilityofcomment。
Inthiskindofflusteredhush,thedoorwasopenedanddinnerwasannounced。
MissMaddenwelcomedthediversionbyrisingwithostentatiousvigour。"Iwilltakemyselfout,"
shedeclared,withcheerfulpromptnessleadingtheway。
LadyCressagetookthearmThorpeofferedher,andgavenotokenofcomprehendingthatherwristwasbeingcaressinglypressedagainsthissideastheymovedalong。
Atthelittletableshininginthecentreofthedark,cooldining-room,talkmovedidlyaboutamonggeneraltopics。
Athunderstormbrokeoverthetown,atanearlystageofthedinner,andthesoundoftherushingdownpourthroughtheopenwindows,andthebreathoffreshnesswhichstirredthejadedair,werepleasanterthananyspeech。
Thoughtsrovedintuitivelycountry-ward,wherethelong-neededrainwouldbedoweringthelandscapewithnewlife——wheretheearthatsunrisewouldbegreenagain,andbuoyantinreawakenedenergy,andredolentwiththeperfumesofsweetestsummer。Theyspokeofthefieldsandthemoorswiththelongingoftiredtown-folkinAugust。
"Oh,whenIgetaway"——saidThorpe,fervently,"itseemstomethatIdon\'twantevertocomeback。
Theselastfewweekshavegotterriblyonmynerve。
Andreally——whyshouldIcomeback?I\'vebeenaskingmyselfthequestion——moretodaythaneverbefore。
Ofcourseeverythinghasbeendifferenttoday。ButifI\'mtogetanygenuinegoodoutofmy——myfortune——ImustpullawayfromtheCityaltogethersometime——andwhynotnow?
Ofcourse,someimportantthingsarestillopen——andtheyhavetobewatchednightandday——butafterall,Semple——that\'smyBroker——hecoulddoitforme。
Atthemost,itwon\'tlastmorethananothersixweeks。
Thereisasettlement-daynextweek,the15th,andanotherafortnightafter,onthe29th,andanotheronSeptember12th。Well,thosethreedays,ifthey\'reworkedasIintendtheyshallbe,andnothingunforeseenhappens,willbringinoverfourhundredthousandpounds,andclosethe\'corner\'inRubberConsolsforgood。
ThenIneedneverseetheCityagain,thankGod!Andforthatmatter——why,whatissixweeks?It\'sliketomorrow。
I\'mgoingtoactasifIwerefreealready。Therainfillsmefullofthecountry。Willyoubothcomewithmetomorrowornextday,andseethePellesleyplaceinHertfordshire?
Bythephotographsit\'sthebestthinginthemarket。
ThenewestpartsofitareTudor——andthat\'swhatI\'vealwayswanted。"
"Howunexpectedyouare!"commentedMissMadden。
"YouarealmostthelastpersonIshouldhavelookedtoforasentimentaboutTudorfoundations。"
Thorpeputouthislipsatrifle。"Ah,youdon\'tknowme,"
hereplied,inavoicemilderthanhislookhadpromised。
"BecauseI\'mroughandpractical,youmustn\'tthinkIdon\'tknowgoodthingswhenIseethem。Why,alltheworldisgoingtohavelivingproofverysoon"——hepaused,andsentasmilesurchargedwithmeaningtowardthesilentmemberofthetrio——"livingproofthatI\'mthegreatestjudgeofperfectioninbeautyofmytime。"
Heliftedhisglassashespoke,andtheladiesacceptedwithaninclinationofthehead,andatouchofthewineattheirlips,histacittoast。"Oh,IthinkIdoknowyou,"
saidCeliaMadden,calmlydiscursive。"Uptoacertainpoint,youarenotsounlikeothermen。Ifpeopleappealtoyourimagination,anddonotcontradictyou,orboreyou,orgetinyourway,youarecapableofbeingveryniceindeedtothem。Butthatisn\'taveryuncommonquality。
Whatisuncommoninyou——atleastthatismyreading——issomethingwhichaccordingtocircumstancesmaybenice,orverymuchtheotherwayabout。It\'ssomethingwhichstandsquiteapartfromstandardsofmoralsorethicsortheordinaryemotions。ButIdon\'tknow,whetheritisdesirableformetoenterintothisextremelypersonalanalysis。"
"Ohyes,goon,"Thorpeurgedher。Hewatchedherfacewithanalmostexcitedinterest。
"Well——Ishouldsaythatyoupossessedacapacityforsuddenandcapriciousactioninlargematters,equallyimpatientofreasoningandindifferenttoconsequences,whichmightbeveryawkward,andeventragic,topeoplewhohappenedtoannoyyou,orstandinyourroad。
Youhavethekindoforganizationinwhich,withinasecond,withoutanywarningorreason,apassingwhimmayhaveworkeditselfupintoanimperativelaw——somethingyoumustobey。"
Themansmiledandnoddedapprovingly:"You\'vegotmedownfine,"hesaid。
"Italkwithagooddealofconfidence,"shewenton,withacheerless,ruminativelittlelaugh,"becauseitismyownorganizationthatIamdescribing,too。
ThedifferenceisthatIwasallowedtoexploitmycapacityformischiefveryearly。Ihadmyownwayinmyteens——myownmoney,myownpower——ofcourseonlyofacertainsort,andinaverysmallplace。
ButIknowwhatIdidwiththatpower。Ispreadtroubleandmiseryaboutme——alwaysofcourseonasmallscale。
Thenagroupofthingshappenedinakindofclimax——averypainfulclimax——anditshookthenonsenseoutofme。
Mybrotherandmyfatherdied——someothersoberingthingshappened……andluckilyIwasstillyoungenoughtostopshort,andtakestockofmyself,andsaythattherewerecertainpathsIwouldneversetfootonagain——andsticktoit。
Butwithyou——doyousee?——poweronlycomestoyouwhenyouareamatureman。Experiences,nomatterhowunpleasanttheyare,willnotchangeyounow。Youwillnotbemovedbythisoccurrenceorthattodistrustyourself,orreconsideryourmethods,orformnewresolutions。
Ohno!Powerwillbeterribleinyourhands,ifpeoplewhomyoucaninjureprovokeyoutocruelcourses——"
"Oh,dear——dear!"brokeinLadyCressage。"WhatadistressingMrs。Gummidge-Cassandrayouare,Celia!Praystopit!"
"No——she\'srightenough,"saidThorpe,gravely。
"That\'sthekindofmanIam。"
Heseemedsoprofoundlyinterestedinthecontemplationofthisportraitwhichhadbeendrawnofhim,thattheothersrespectedhisreflectivesilence。Hesatforsomemoments,idlyfingeringaforkonthetable,andstaringatablotchofvividredprojectedthroughadecanteruponthecloth。
"Itseemstomethat\'stheonlykindofmanit\'sworthwhiletobe,"headdedatlast,stillspeakingwiththoughtfuldeliberation。"There\'snothingelseintheworldsobigaspower——strength。Ifyouhavethat,youcangeteverythingelse。Butifyouhaveit,anddon\'tuseit,thenitrustsanddecaysonyourhands。
It\'slikeathoroughbredhorse。Youcan\'tkeepitidleinthestable。Ifyoudon\'texerciseit,youloseit。"
Heappearedtobecommentinguponsomeillustrationwhichhadoccurredtohisownmind,butwasnotvisibletohisauditors。Whiletheyregardedhim,hewaspromptedtoadmitthemtohisconfidence。
"Therewasacaseofittoday,"hesaid,andthenpaused。
"Precisely,"putinMissMadden。"ThefactthatsomeFrenchwoman,ofwhomyouhadneverheardbefore,wasgoingtolosehermarriageportioncaughtyourattention,andontheinstantyoupresentedherwith$10,000,anexerciseofpowerwhichhappenstobeonthegenerousside——butstillentirelyunreasoning,andnotdeservingofanyintellectualrespect。Andhere\'sthepoint:ifithadhappenedthatsomebodyelsechancedtoproduceanoppositeimpressionuponyou,youwouldhavebeencapableoftaking$50,000awayfromhimwithjustaslightaheart。"
Thorpe\'sfacebeamedwithrepressedamusement。"AsamatteroffactitwasthatkindofcaseIwasgoingtomention。
Iwasn\'treferringtothegirlandhermarriageportion。
Ayoungmancametometoday——cameintomyroomallcock-a-whoop,smilingtohimselfwiththenotionthathehadonlytonamewhathewanted,andIwouldgiveittohim——and——"
Hestoppedabruptly,withaconfusedlittlelaugh。
HehadbeenuponthebrinkoftellingaboutLordPlowden\'sdiscomfiture,andevennowthestoryitcheduponhistongue。Itcosthimanefforttoputthenarrativeaside,thewhileheponderedtheargumentswhichhadsuddenlyrearedthemselvesagainstpublicity。
Whenatlasthespoke,itwaswithaglanceofconsciousmagnanimitytowardtheladywhohadconsentedtobehiswife。
"Nevermind,"hesaid,lightly。"Therewasn\'tmuchtoit。
Themanannoyedme,somehow——andhedidn\'tgetwhathecamefor——that\'sall。"
"Buthewasentitledtogetit?"askedCeliaMadden。
Thorpe\'slipspoutedoverareply。"Well——no,"hesaid,withakindofreluctance。"Hegotstrictlywhathewasentitledto——preciselywhatIhadpromisedhim——andhewrunguphisnoseatthat——andthenIactuallygavehim15,000poundshewasn\'tentitledtoatall。"
"Ihardlyseewhatitproves,then,"EdithCressageremarked,andthesubjectwasdropped。
Sometwohourslater,Thorpetookhisdeparture。
Itwasnotuntilhewasgettingintothehansomwhichhadbeensummoned,thatitallatonceoccurredtohimthathehadnotforamomentbeenalonewithhisbetrothed。
Uponreflection,asthecabspedsmoothlyforward,thisseemedoddtohim。Hedecidedfinallythattherewasprobablysomesocialruleaboutsuchthingswhichhedidn\'tunderstand。
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Inthedrawing-roomofthehouseinGraftonStreetwhichhehadquitted,thetwoladiessatwithfacesavertedfromeachother,inconstrainedsilence。
EdithCressageroseatlast,andtookafewaimlesssteps,withherhandsatherhair。"Well——I\'membarked——fairlyunderway!"shesaid,inclear-cut,almostprovocativetones。
"Idon\'tatallknowwhattosay,"hercompanionreplied,slowly。"Ifancythatyouexaggeratemydisapproval。
Perhapsitoughtnoteventobecalleddisapprovalatall。
ItisonlythatIampuzzled——andalittlefrightened。"
"Oh,Iamfrightenedtoo,"saidtheother,butwitheagernessratherthantrepidationinhervoice。"ThatiswhyIdidnotgiveyouthesignaltoleaveusalone。
Icouldn\'tquitegetupthenerveforit。Butwouldyoubelieveit?——thatisoneofthecharmsofthething。
Thereisanexcitementaboutitthatexhilaratesme。
Togethappinessthroughterror——youcan\'tunderstandthat,canyou?"
"I\'mtrying。IthinkI\'mbeginningtounderstand,"
saidMissMadden,vaguely。
"DidyoueversetyourselftocomprehendingwhyMarieStuartmarriedBothwell?"askedEdith,lookingdownupontheotherwithilluminatingfixity。"Youhaveitall——allthere。Mariegottiredofthesmoothpeople,theusualpeople。Therewasthepromiseofadventure,andrisk,andperil,andthegrandemotionswiththebig,darkbrute。"
"Itisn\'tahappystory——thisparallelthatyoupickout,"
commentedCelia,absently。
"Happy!Pah!"retortedEdith,withspirit。"Whoknowsifitwasn\'ttheonlyreallyhappythinginherlife?Thesnobsandprigsallscoldherandpreachsermonsather——theydiditinherlifetime:theydoitnow——"Ohcome,I\'mneitherasnobnoraprig,"putinCelia,lookingupinherturn,andtemperingwithasmiletheenergyofhertone——"I
don\'tblameherforherBothwell;Idon\'tcriticizeher。
IneverwasevenabletomindaboutherkillingDarnley。
YouseeItakeanextremelyliberalview。Onemightalmostcallitbroad。ButifIhadbeenoneofherladies——herbosomfriends——sayCatherineSeton——andshehadtalkedwithmeaboutit——IthinkIshouldhaveconfessedtosomeforebodings——somelittlemisgivings。"
"Anddoyouknowwhatshewouldhavesaid?"
Edith\'sswiftquestion,putwithaglowingfaceandaconfidentvoice,hadinittheringofassuredtriumph。
"Shewouldhaveansweredyou:\'Mydearestgirl,allmylifeIhavedonewhatotherpeopletoldmetodo。InmychildhoodIwasgiveninmarriagetoacriminalidiot。
InmyprematurewidowhoodIwasgovernedbyacommitteeofscoundrelsofbothsexesuntilanothercriminalidiotwasimposeduponmeasasecondhusband。
Myownpersonalityhasneverhadthegleamofachance。
IhaveneveryetdoneanysinglethingbecauseIwantedtodoit。Betweenfirstmypolitician-motherandherbandoftonsuredswindlers,andthenmycantankerousbrotherandhiscrewofsnarlingandsour-mindedpreachers,andallthecourtliarsandparasitesandspiesthatbothsidessurroundedmewith,Ihavelivedanexistencethatisn\'tlifeatall。Ipurporttobeawoman,butIhaveneverbeensufferedtoseeagenuineman。
Andnowhereisone——orwhatIthinktobeone——andI\'mgiventounderstandthatheisapirateandamurdererandanunspeakableruffiangenerally——buthetakesmyfancy,andhehasbeckonedtometocometohim,andsoyouwillkindlygetmemyhatandjacketandgloves。\'
That\'swhatshewouldhavesaidtoyou,mydear。"
"AndI"——saidCelia,risingafteramoment\'spause,andputtingherhanduponEdith\'sarm——"Iwouldhaveanswered,\'Dearestlady,inwhateverbefalls,IprayyounevertoforgetthatIamtotheendyourfondanddevotedandloyalservant。\'"
CHAPTERXIX
AUGUSTworeitselfoutinparchedtedium,andaSeptemberbeganwhichseemedevenmoreunbearableintown,——andstillThorpedidnotgetawayfromLondon。
Sofarasthepaymentofanexorbitantrentinadvance,andthereceiptofinnumerablelettersfromarestlessandfussystewardwhomhehadnotyetseen,wentasevidence,heknewhimselftobethetenantinpossessionofagreatshootinginMorayshire。Hehadseveralphotographsofwhatwascalledthelodge,butlookedlikesomethingbetweenamansionandabaronialcastle,onthemanteloftheBoardRoom。
Thereflectionthatthissumptuousresidencehadbeenhisforamonth,andthatitdailystoodwaitingforhim,furnishedandsweptandprovisionedforhiscoming,didnothingtohelpthepassingoftimeinthehot,faggedCity。Morethanoncehehadsaidresolutelythat,onthemorrow,orattheworstthenextday,hewouldgo——butintheeventhehadnotgone。InthelastweekofAugusthehadproceededtothelengthofsendinghisnieceandnephewNorthward,andshuttingupthehouseinOvingtonSquare,andbetakinghimselftotheSavoyHotel。
Thishadappearedatthetimetobealmostequivalenttohisgettingawayhimself,——tobeatleastafirststageintheprogressofhisownjourney。Butatthehotelhehadstuckfast,——andnow,onthetenthofSeptember,wasnonearerthemoorsandthedeer-forestthanhehadbeenamonthbefore。
Anovelsenseofloneliness,——ofthefatuityofpresentexistence,——weighedgrievouslyuponhim。TheladiesofGraftonStreethadlefttownuponacomprehensiveitineraryofvisitswhichincludedtheMalverncountry,andaducalcastleinShropshire,andaplaceinWestmoreland。
TherewasnothingverydefiniteaboutthedateoftheircomingtohiminScotland。Theladywhohadconsentedtomarryhimhad,somehow,omittedtopromisethatshewouldwritetohim。Anarrangementexisted,instead,bywhichsheandhisnieceJuliaweretocorrespond,andtofixbetweenthemselvesthedetailsofthevisittoMorayshire。
Thorpehardlywenttothepointofannoyancewiththisarrangement。Hewasconsciousofnodeepimpulsetowritelove-lettershimself,andtherewasnothinginthesituationwhichmadehisfailuretoreceivelove-
lettersseemunnatural。Theabsenceofmoonshine,atleastduringthispreliminaryseason,hadbeenquitetakenforgrantedbetweenthem,andhedidnotcomplaineventohimself。Therewasevenakindofproudsatisfactionforhiminthethoughtthat,thoughhehadallbutcompletedthepurchaseofthenoblePellesleyestateforEdithCressage,hehadneveryetkissedher。
Thereserveheimposeduponhimselfgavehimacertainaristocraticfinenessinhisowneyes。Itwasthemeansbywhichhecouldfeelhimselftobemostnearlyherequal。
ButheremainedverylonelyinLondon,nonetheless。
Itistruethatagreatdealofsocietywascontinuallyofferedtohim,andeventhrustuponhim。Inthepopularphrase,Londonwasempty,butthereseemedtobemorepeoplethaneverwhodesiredMr。StormontThorpe\'
spresenceattheirdinner-tables,ortheirlittletheatreorcardorriverparties。Heclungsullenlytohisruleofgoingnowhere,butitwasnotsosimpleamattertoevadethecivilitiesandimportunitiesofthosewhowerestoppingatthehotel,orwhocametheretowaylayhimattheentrance,ortoencounterhimintherestaurant。
Hecouldnotalwaysrefusetositdownattableswhenattractively-dressedandvivaciouswomenmaderoomforhim,ortolingerovercigarsandwinewiththeirhusbandsandescortslateron。
Anincessantandspiritedcourtwaspaidtohimbymanydifferentgroupsofinterestedpeoplewhowererarelyatthepainstodissembletheiraims。
Heformedamannerforthereceptionoftheseadvances,compoundedofjoviality,cynicism,andfrankbrutality,whichnobody,tohisfaceatleast,resented。Ifwomenwincedunderhismockingrudenessesofspeechandsmile,ifmenlongedtokillhimforthecoldinsolenceofhisrefusaltolettheminsidehisguard,theysedulouslykeptitfromhim。Theconsciousnessthateverybodywasafraidofhim,——thateverybodywouldkneeltohim,andmeeklytakeinsultandignominyfromhim,ifonlyhoperemainedtothemofgettingsomethingoutofhim,——hardenedlikeacrustuponhismind。
Itwasimpossibletogetasenseofcompanionshipfrompeoplewhocringedtohim,andswallowedhisaffrontsandcackledathisjokeswithequaldocility。Sometimeshehadapassingamusementintheroughpleasantriesandcrueltieswhichtheydrewfromhim。ThereweretwoorthreebrightJewishwomen,moregaylycleverandimpudent,perhaps,thanbeautiful,withwhomhefounditgenuinefuntotalk,andconcerningwhomhewasperpetuallyconceivingprojectswhichcouldnothavebeendiscussedwiththeirhusbands,andasperpetuallydoingnothingtotesttheirfeasibility。
Butthesediversionswereintheiressenceunsubstantial。
Therewasnoteventhesemblanceofarealfriendshipamongthem,——andlonelinessbecameanincreasingburden。
Hissisterattheoldbook-shopexasperatedhimnowadaystoadegreewhichoftenprovokedwithinhimtheresolutiontohavedonewithher。Hehadascoreofprojectsforherbetterment,eachcapableofasmanyvariationsandeageradaptationstosuitherfancy,buttothemallandsundrysheopposedabarrierofstupidlypassivenegation。Therewasnothingshewanteddoneforher。Shewouldnotexchangetheworkshehadbeenbroughtupinforalifeofidleness。