下载辰思小说免费APP
Hehalted,withahandheldoutoverherarm,andshepausedaswell,inareluctant,tentativeway。"Idon\'tunderstandyou,"sheremarked,blankly。
"Letmeputitinthisway,"hebegan,knittinghisbrows,andmarshallingthethoughtsandphraseswithwhichhismindhadbeenbusy。"Thisisthequestion。
Youweresayingthatyouweren\'taskedtojoinmyBoard。
YouexplainedinthatwayhowIcoulddothingsforPlowden,andcouldn\'tdothemforyou。Oh,Iknowitwasajoke——butithaditsmeaning——atleasttome。NowIwanttoaskyou——ifIdecidetoformanotherCompany,averysmallandparticularCompany——ifIshoulddecidetoformit,Isay——couldIcometoyouandaskyoutojoinTHATBoard?
OfcourseIcouldask——butwhatImeanis——well,IguessyouknowwhatImean。"
Themetaphorhadseemedtohimamostingeniousandsatisfactoryvehicleforhispurpose,andithadbrokendownunderhimamidevidencesofconfusionwhichhecouldnotaccountfor。Allatoncehissenseofphysicalascendancyhadmeltedaway——disappeared。HelookedatLadyCressageforaninstant,andknewtherewassomethingshufflingandnervelessinthewayhisglancethenshiftedtothedimmountainchainbeyond。Hisheartflutteredsurprisinglyinsidehisbreast,duringthesilencewhichensued。
"Surelyyoumusthavesaideverythingnowthatyouwishedtosay,"sheobservedatlast。Shehadbeenstudyingintentlythetroddensnowatherfeet,anddidnotevennowlookup。Theconstraintofhermanner,andacertainpleadinghesitationinherwords,beganatoncetorestorehisself-command。"Donottalkofitanyfurther,Ibegofyou,"shewenton。
"We——wehavebeenlaggingbehindunconscionably。
Ifyouwishtopleaseme,letushurryforwardnow。
Andplease!——nomoretalkatall!"
"Butjustaword——you\'renotangry?"
Sheshookherheadveryslightly。
"AndyoudoknowthatI\'myourfriend——yoursolid,twenty-four-caratfriend?"
Afteramoment\'spause,shemadeanswer,almostinawhisper——"Yes——bemyfriend——ifitamusesyou,"——andledthewaywithprecipitatestepsdownthewindingroad。
CHAPTERXIII
TWOdayslater,ThorpeandhisyoungpeopletookanearlymorningtrainforGeneva——homewardbound。
Itwasentirelyeasytoaccepttheiruncle\'sdeclarationthaturgentbusinesssummonedhimtoLondon,yetJuliaandAlfred,whentheychancedtoexchangeglancesaftertheannouncement,readineachother\'seyestheformlessimpressionthattherewereotherthingsbesidebusiness。
Theiruncle,theyrealized,mustbeconcernedinlargeandprobablyventuresomeenterprises;butitdidnotfitwiththeirconceptionofhischaracterthatcommercialanxietiesshouldpossessthepowertoupsethim。
Andupsetheundeniablywas。
Theytracedhisdisturbance,inageneralway,tothemorningfollowingtheexcursionuptoGlionandCaux。
Hetoldthemthenthathehadsleptverybadly,andthattheymust"counthimout"oftheirplansfortheday。
HecontinuedtobecountedoutofwhatremainedoftheirstayatTerritet。Heprofessednottobeill,buthewasrestlessandpreoccupied。Heatelittle,butsmokedcontinuously,anddrankspiritsagooddeal,whichtheyhadnotseenhimdobefore。Nothingwouldinducehimtogoouteitherday。
Strangelyenough,thisdisturbanceoftheiruncle\'sequanimitysynchronizedwithanapparentchangeintheattitudeoftheirnewfriendsonthefloorbelow。
Thischangewas,indeed,moreapparentthandefinable。
Theladieswere,tothenicestscrutiny,askindlyandaffableasever,butthesenseofcomradeshiphadsomehowvanished。Insensibly,thetwopartieshadceasedtohaveimpulsesandtastesincommon。
Therewerenomoretripstogether——nomorefortuitousluncheonsorformaldinnersasagroup。
Theyoungpeoplelookedupatthefrontofthebighotelonthismorningofdeparture,aftertheyhadclamberedoverthedriftsintothesnow-bedeckedtrain,andopenedthewindowoftheircompartment。TheymadesurethattheycouldidentifythewindowsofMissMadden\'ssuite,andthatthecurtainsweredrawnaside——buttherewasnoothertokenofoccupancydiscernible。Theyhadsaidgood-byetothetwoladiesthepreviousevening,ofcourse——itlingeredintheirmindsasaratherperfunctoryceremony——butthishadnotpreventedtheirhopingforanotherfarewellglimpseoftheirfriends。Noonecametowaveahandfromthebalcony,however,andtheyoungsterslookedsomewhatdubiouslyateachotherasthetrainmoved。
Thenintuitivelytheyglancedtowardtheiruncle——andperceivedthathehadhishatpulledoverhiseyes,andwasstaringwithakindofmoodyscowlatthelakeopposite。
"Fortunately,itisaclearday,"saidJulia。"WeshallseeMontBlanc。"
Hervoiceseemedtohaveahollowandunnaturalsoundinherownears。Neitherherunclenorherbrotheransweredher。
Atbreakfast,meanwhile,intheapartmenttowardwhichtheyoungpeoplehadturnedtheirfarewellgazeinvain,MissMaddensippedhercoffeethoughtfullywhileshereadaletterspreaduponthetablebesideher。
"It\'sastheysaid,"sheobserved。"Youarenotallowedtodriveinthemountainswithyourownhorsesandcarriage。
ThatseemsratherquaintforamodelRepublic——doesn\'tit?"
"Idaresaythey\'requiteright,"LadyCressagereplied,listlessly。"It\'sintheinterestofsafety。
Peoplewhodonotknowthemountainswouldsimplygoandgetkilledinavalanchesandhurricanes——andallthat。
IsupposethatiswhattheGovernmentwishestoprevent。"
"Andyou\'reonthesideoftheGovernment,"saidtheother,withatwinkleinherbrowneyes。"Trulynow——youhatedthewholeideaofdrivingovertheSimplon。"
LadyCressageliftedherbrowsinwhimsicalassentasshenodded。
"ButdoyoulikethisRussianplananybetter?"
demandedCelia。"Iwishforonceyouwouldbeabsolutelycandidandopenwithme——andletmeknowtotheuttermostjustwhatyouthink。""\'Foronce\'?"queriedtheother。
Hertonewasplacidenough,butsheallowedthesignificanceofthequotationtobemarked。
"Oh,Ineverwhollyknowwhatyou\'rethinking,"
MissMaddendeclared。Sheputonasmiletoalleviatetheforceofherremarks。"Itisnotyoualone——Edith。Don\'tthinkthat!Butitisingrainedinyourcountry-women。
Youcan\'thelpit。It\'sinyourbloodtokeepthingsback。
I\'vemetnumbersofEnglishladieswho,I\'mreadytobelieve,wouldbeincapableoftellinganuntruth。
ButI\'venevermetoneofwhomIcouldbesurethatshewouldtellmethewholetruth。Don\'tyouseethiscaseinpoint,"shepursued,withalittlelaugh,"IcouldnotdragitoutofyouthatyoudislikedtheSimplonidea,solongastherewasachanceofourgoing。Immediatelywefindthatwecan\'tgo,youadmitthatyouhatedit。"
"Butyouwantedtogo,"objectedLadyCressage,quietly。
"Thatwastheimportantthing。WhatIwantedordidnotwanthadnothingtodowiththematter。"
Celia\'sfacecloudedmomentarily。"ThosearenotthekindofthingsIliketohearyousay,"sheexclaimed,withacertainvigour。"Theyputeverythinginquiteafalselight。IameverywhitasanxiousthatyoushouldbepleasedasthatIshould。Youknowthatwellenough。
I\'vesaiditathousandtimes——andhaveIeverdoneanythingtodisproveit?ButInevercanfindoutwhatyoudowant——whatreallywillpleaseyou!Youneverwillproposeanything;youneverwillbeentirelyfrankaboutthethingsIpropose。It\'sonlybywatchingyououtofthecornerofmyeyethatIcaneverguesswhetheranythingisaltogethertoyourlikingornot。"
Thediscussionseemedtobefollowinglinesfamiliartothemboth。"Thatisonlyanotherwayofsayingwhatyoudiscoveredlongago,"saidLadyCressage,passively——"thatIamdeficientintheenthusiasms。
Butoriginallyyouwereoftheopinionthatyouhadenthusiasmsenoughfortwo,andthatmylackofthemwouldredressthebalance,sotospeak。Ithoughtitwasaverylogicalopinionthen,and,frommyownpointofview,Ithinksonow。Butifitdoesnotworkinpractice,atleasttheresponsibilityofdefendingitisnotmine。"
"Delightful!"criedCelia,smilinggaylyassheputdownhercupagain。"YouaretheonlywomanI\'veeverknownwhowaswortharguingwith。ThemereoperationmakesmefeelasifIweregoingthroughOxford——orpassingthefinalJesuitexaminations。Heavenknows,Iwouldgetupargumentswithyoueveryday,forthepureenjoymentofthething——ifIweren\'teternallyafraidofsayingsomethingthatwouldhurtyourfeelings,andthenyouwouldn\'ttellme,butwouldnursethewoundinsilenceinthedark,andIshouldknowthatsomethingwaswrong,andhavetowatchyouforweekstomakeoutwhatitwas——anditwouldallbetoounhappy。
Butitcomesback,yousee,towhatIsaidbefore。
Youdon\'ttellmethings!"
Edithsmiledinturn,affectionatelyenough,butwithawistfulreserve。"Itisaconstitutionaldefect——evennational,accordingtoyou。HowshallIhopetochange,atthislateday?Butwhatisityouwantmetotellyou?——Iforget。"
"TheRussianthing。TogotoVienna,wherewegetourpassports,andthentoCracow,andthroughtoKief,whichtheysayisawfullywellworthwhile——andnextMoscow——andsoontoSt。Petersburg,intimetoseetheicebreakup。ItisonlyinwinterthatyouseethecharacteristicRussia:thatonehasalwaysheard。
Withthefursandthesledges,andthethreehorsesgallopingoverthesnow——itseemstomeitmustbethebestthinginEurope——ifyoucancallRussiaEurope。
That\'sthewayitpresentsitselftome——butthenIwasbroughtupinahalf-Arcticclimate,andIlovethatsortofthing——initsproperseason。Itisdifferentwithyou。
InEnglandyoudon\'tknowwhatarealwinteris。
AndsoIhavetomakequitesurethatyouthinkyouwouldliketheRussianexperiment。"
Theotherlaughedgently。"ButifIdon\'tknowwhatarealwinteris,howcanItellwhetherIwilllikeitornot?AllIdoknowisthatIamperfectlywillingtogoandfindout。Ohyes——truly——Ishouldlikeverymuchtogo。"
MissMaddensighedbriefly。"Allright,"shesaid,butwithanotableabsenceofconvictioninhertone。
Aspaceofsilenceensued,assheopenedandglancedthroughanothernote,theenvelopeofwhichhadbornenopostmark。
Shepoutedherlipsoverthecontentsofthismissive,andraisedhereyebrowsintokenofsurprise,butasshelaiditdownshelookedwithafranksmileathercompanion。
"It\'sfromouryoungfriend,"sheexplained,genially——
"thepainter-boy——Mr。D\'Aubigny。ItistoremindmeofapromisehesaysImade——thatwhenIcametoLondonheshouldpaintmyportrait。Idon\'tthinkIpromisedanythingofthekind——butIsupposethatisadetail。
It\'sallmyunfortunatehair。Theymusthavegonebythistime——theyweretogoveryearly,weren\'tthey?"
LadyCressageglancedattheclock。"Itwas8:40,Ithink——fullyhalfanhourago,"sheanswered,withapainstakingeffectofindifference。
"Curiousconglomeration"——musedtheother。"Theboyandgirlaresocivilized,andtheiruncleissorudimentary。
I\'mafraidtheyarespoilinghimjustasthemissionariesspoilthenoblesavage。Theyoughttogoawayandleavehimalone。Asabarbarianhewasrathereffective——buttheywillwhitewashhimandgildhimandmakeatamemonstrosityofhim。ButIsupposeit\'sinevitable。
Havingmadehisfortune,itistherulethathemustsetupasagentleman。WedoitmoresimplyinAmerica。
Onegenerationmakesthefortune,andleavesittothenextgenerationtoputonthefrills。Myfather,forexample,neveralteredintheslightestdegreethehabitsheformedwhenhewasapoorworkman。Tothedayofhisdeath,blessedoldman,heremainedwhathehadalwaysbeen——simple,pious,modest,hard-working,kindly,andthrifty——amodelpeasant。Nothingevertemptedhimahair\'s-breadthoutofthepathhehadbeenbredtowalkin。
Butsuchnobilityofmindandtemperwithitall!HeneverdreamedofsuggestingthatIshouldwalkinthesamepath。
FrommyearliestchildhoodIcannotrememberhiseverputtingalimitationuponmethatwasn\'tentirelysensibleandgenerous。Imusthavebeenanextremelytryingdaughter,butheneversaidso;heneverlookedoractedasifhethoughtso——ButIneverstopwhenIbegintalkingofmyfather。"
"It\'salwaysverysweettometohearyoutalkofhim,"
LadyCressageputin。"Oneknowssofewpeoplewhofeelthatwayabouttheirfathers!"
Celianoddedgravely,asifinbenevolentcommentuponsomethingthathadbeenleftunsaid。Thesightoftheyoungartist\'snoterecalledherearliersubject。
"Ofcoursethereisacertaindifference,"shewenton,carelessly,——"thisMr。Thorpeisnotatallapeasant,asthephrasegoes。Hestrikesone,sometimes,ashavingbeeneducated。"
"Oh,hewasatapublicschool,LordPlowdentellsme,"
saidtheother,withinterest。"Andhispeoplewerebooksellers——somewhereinLondon——sothathegotagoodsmatteringofliteratureandallthat。Hecertainlyhasmorerighttosetupasagentlemanthannineoutoftenofthenouveauxrichesoneseesflauntingaboutnowadays。
Andhecantalkverywellindeed——inadirect,practicalsortofway。Idon\'tquitefollowyouabouthisnieceandnephewspoilinghim。Ofcourseonecanseethattheyhavehadagreateffectuponhim。Heseesithimself——andhe\'sveryproudofit。Hetoldmeso,quitefrankly。
Butwhyshouldn\'titbeaniceeffect?"
"Oh,Idon\'tknow,"Celiareplied,idly。"Itseemedtomethathewasthekindofpiraticalbuccaneerwhooughtn\'ttobeshavedandpolishedandtaughtdrawing-roomtricks——I
feelthatmerelyintheinterestofthefitnessofthings。
Haveyoulookedintohiseyes——Imeanwhenthey\'vegotthatlack-lustreexpression?Youcanseeahundredthousanddeadmeninthem。"
"Iknowthelookyoumean,"saidLadyCressage,inalowvoice。
"NotthatIassumeheisgoingtokillanybody,"
pursuedMissMadden,withostensibleindifference,butfixingaglanceofarousedattentionuponhercompanion\'sface,"orthathehasanycriminalintentionswhatever。Hebehavesverycivillyindeed,andapparentlyhisnieceandnephewidolizehim。Heseemstobethesoulofkindnesstothem。
ItmaybethatI\'maltogetherwrongabouthim——onlyI
knowIhadtheinstinctofalarmwhenIcaughtthatsortofdullglazeinhiseye。ImetanAfricanexplorerayearago,orso,aboutwhoseexpeditionsdarkstoriesweretold,andhehadpreciselythatkindofeye。
Perhapsitwasthisthatputitintomyhead——butIhaveafeelingthatthisThorpeisanexceptionalsortofman,whowouldhavethecapacityinhimforterriblethings,ifthenecessityaroseforthem。"
"Iseewhatyoumean,"theotherrepeated。Shetoyedwiththebread-crumbsaboutherplate,andreflectivelywatchedtheirmanipulationintosquaresandtrianglesasshewenton。"Butmaythatnotbemerelythevisiblesignofanexceptionallystrongandmasterfulcharacter?
Andisn\'tit,afterall,theresultofcircumstanceswhethersuchacharactermakes,asyouputit,ahundredthousanddeadmen,orenrichesahundredthousandlivesinstead?Weagree,letussay,thatthisMr。Thorpeimpressesusbothasapowerfulsortofpersonality。
Thequestionarises,Howwillheusehispower?Onthatpoint,welookforevidence。Youseeadullglazeinhiseye,andyoudrawhostileconclusionsfromit。Ireplythatitmaymeannomorethanthatheissleepy。But,ontheotherhand,Ibringproofsthatareactivelyinhisfavour。
Heis,asyousay,idolizedbytheonlytwomembersofhisfamilythatwehaveseen——persons,moreover,whohavebeenbroughtupinwaysdifferenttohisown,andwhowouldnotstart,therefore,withprejudicesinhisfavour。
Beyondthat,Iknowoftwocasesinwhichhehasbehaved,orratherundertakentobehave,withreallylavishgenerosity——andinneithercasewasthereanyclaimuponhimofasubstantialnature。Heseemstome,infact,quitetoomuchdisposedtosharehisfortunewithTom,Dick,andHarry——anybodywhoexciteshissympathyorgetsintohisaffections。"Havingsaidthismuch,LadyCressagesweptthecrumbsasideandlookedup。"Sonow,"sheadded,withaflushedsmile,"sinceyouloveargumentssomuch,howdoyouanswerthat?"
Celiasmiledback。"Oh,Idon\'tansweritatall,"shesaid,andhervoicecarriedakindofquizzicalimplication。
"Yourproofsoverwhelmme。Iknownothingofhim——andyouknowsomuch!"
LadyCressageregardedhercompanionwithanovelearnestnessanddirectnessofgaze。"Ihadalong,longtalkwithhim——theafternoonwecamedownfromGlion。"
MissMaddenrose,andgoingtothemantellightedacigarette。
Shedidnotreturntothetable,butafterabriefpausecameandtookaneasy-chairbesideherfriend,whoturnedtofaceher。"MydearEdith,"shesaid,withgravity,"Ithinkyouwanttotellmeaboutthattalk——andsoI
begyoutodoso。ButifI\'mmistaken——whythenIbegyoutodonothingofthekind。"
Theotherthrewoutherhandswithagestureofweariedimpatience,andthenclaspedthemuponherknee。
"IseemnottoknowwhatIwant!Whatisthegoodoftalkingaboutit?Whatisthegoodofanything?"
"Now——now!"Celia\'sassumptionofamonitor\'stonehadreference,apparently,tosomethingunderstoodbetweenthetwo,forLadyCressagedeferredtoit,andevensummonedtheghostofasmile。
"Thereisreallynothingtotell,"shefaltered,hesitatingly——"
thatis,nothinghappened。Idon\'tknowhowtosayit——thetalkleftmymindinawhirl。Icouldn\'ttellyouwhy。
Itwasnoparticularthingthatwassaid——itseemedtobemorethethingsthatIthoughtofwhilesomethingelsewasbeingtalkedabout——butthewholeexperiencemadeamosttremendousimpressionuponme。I\'vetriedtostraightenitoutinmyownmind,butIcanmakenothingofit。
Thatiswhatdisturbsme,Celia。Nomanhaseverconfusedmeinthissillyfashionbefore。Nothingcouldbemoreidiotic。
I\'msupposedtoholdmyowninconversationwithpeopleof——well,withpeopleofacertainintellectualrank,——butthisman,whoisofhardlyanyintellectualrankatall,andwhorambledonwithoutanyspecialaimthatonecouldsee——hereducedmybraintoasortofporridge。
Isaidthemostextraordinarythingstohim——babblingrubbishwhichaschool-girlwouldbeashamedof。
Howisthattobeaccountedfor?Itrytoreasonitout,butIcan\'t。Canyou?"
"Nerves,"saidMissMadden,judicially。
"Oh,thatismeaningless,"theotherdeclared。
"Anybodycansay\'nerves。\'Ofcourse,allhumanthoughtandactionis\'nerves。\'"
"Butyoursisaspecialcaseofnerves,"Celiapursued,withgentleimperturbability。"IthinkIcanmakemymeaningcleartoyou——thoughtheparallelisn\'tpreciselyanelegantone。
Thefinestthoroughbreddogintheworld,ifitisbeatenviciouslyandcowedinitsyouth,willalwayshavealatenttaintofnervousness,apprehension,timidity——callitwhatyoulike。Well,itseemstomethere\'ssomethinglikethatinyourcase,Edith。Theyhurtyoutoocruelly,poorgirl。Iwon\'tsayitbrokeyournerve——butitmadeaflawinit。Justasasoldier\'soldwoundacheswhenthere\'sastormintheair——soyouroldhurtdistractsandupsetsyouundercertainpsychologicalconditions。
It\'saratherclumsyexplanation,butIthinkitdoesexplain。"
"Perhaps——Idon\'tknow,"Edithreplied,inatoneofmelancholyreverie。"Itmakesaverypoorcreatureoutofme,whateveritis。"
"Iratherlosepatience,Edith,"hercompanionadmonishedher,gravely。"Nobodyhasarighttobesodeficientincourageasyouallowyourselftobe。"
"ButI\'mnotacoward,"theotherprotested。
"Icouldbeasbraveasanybody——asbraveasyouare——ifachanceweregivenme。Butofwhatuseisbraveryagainstawalltwentyfeethigh?Ican\'tgetoverit。
Ionlywoundandcripplemyselfbytryingtotearitdown,orbreakthroughit——Ohyes,Iknowwhatyousay!Yousaythereisnowall——thatitisallanillusionofmine。
ButunfortunatelyI\'munabletotakethatview。
I\'vebatteredmyselfagainstittoolong——toosorely,Celia!"
Celiashruggedhershouldersincomment。"Oh,wewomenallhaveourwalls——ourlimitations——ifitcomestothat,"
shesaid,withakindofcompassionateimpatienceinhertone。
"Weareallridiculoustogether——fromthepointofviewofhumanliberty。Thefreewomanisafraud——amyth。
Sheisasemptyanabstractionasthe\'Liberty,Equality,Fraternity\'thattheFrenchputontheirpublicbuildings。
Iusedtohavethemostwonderfulvisionsofwhatindependencewouldmean。IthoughtthatwhenIwasabsolutelymyownmaster,withmymoneyandmycourageandmyfreemind,Iwoulddothingstoastonishallmankind。ButreallythemostIachieveistheoccasionalmildsurpriseofaGermanwaiter。Eventhatpallsononeafteratime。
Andifyouwereindependent,Edith——ifyouhadanyamountofmoney——whatdifferencedoyouthinkitwouldmaketoyou?
Whatcouldyoudothatyoudon\'tdo,orcouldn\'tdo,now?"
"Ah,now"——saidtheother,lookingupwithathinsmile——"nowisaninterval——anoasis。"
MissMadden\'slarge,handsome,clear-huedface,habituallysereneinitsexpression,lostsomethingincomposureassheregardedhercompanion。"Idon\'tknowwhyyoushouldsaythat,"sheobserved,gentlyenough,butwithaneffectofreproofinhertone。"Ihaveneverputlimitstotheconnection,inmyownmind——andithadn\'toccurredtomethatyouweredoingsoinyours。"
"ButI\'mnot,"interposedLadyCressage。
"ThenIunderstandyoulessthanever。Whydoyoutalkaboutan\'interval\'?Whatwastheotherword?——
\'oasis\'——asifthiswereabriefhaltforrefreshmentsandabreathing-spell,andthatpresentlyyoumustwanderforthintothedesertagain。Thatsuggestionisnoneofmine。
Weagreedthatwewouldlivetogether——\'poolourissues,\'
astheysayinAmerica。Iwantedacompanion;sodidyou。
Ihaveneverforaninstantregrettedthearrangement。
SomeofmyownshortcomingsinthematterIhaveregretted。
YouwerethemostbeautifulyoungwomanIhadeverseen,andyouweretalented,andyouseemedtolikeme——andI
promisedmyselfthatIwouldaddcheerfulnessandagayspirittoyourothergifts——andinthatIhavefailedwofully。
You\'renothappy。Iseethatonlytooclearly。"
"Iknow——I\'mawearinessandaboretoyou,"brokeintheother,despondingly。
"Thatispreciselywhatyou\'renot,"Celiawenton。
"Wemustn\'tusewordsofthatsort。Theydon\'tdescribeanythinginourlifeatall。ButIshouldbebetterpleasedwithmyselfifIcouldreallyputmyfingeronwhatitisthatisworryingyou。Evenifwedecidedtobreakupourestablishment,Ihavetoldyouthatyoushouldnotgobacktowhatyouregardaspoverty。
Uponthatscore,Ihadhopedthatyourmindwaseasy。
AsIsay,Ithinkyouattachmoreimportancetomoneythanthosewhohavetesteditspowerswouldagreeto——butthat\'sneitherherenorthere。Youdidnotgetonwellon600poundsayear——andthatisenough。Youshallneverhavelessthantwicethatamount,whetherwekeeptogetherornot——andifitoughttobethreetimestheamount,thatdoesn\'tmatter。
"Youdon\'tseemtorealize,Edith"——shespokewithincreasedanimation——"thatyouaremycaprice。YouarethepossessionthatIamproudestofandfondestof。
Thereisnothingelsethatappealstomeahundredthpartasmuchasyoudo。SinceIbecameindependent,theonerealsatisfactionIhavehadisinbeingabletodothingsforyou——tohaveyouwithme,andmakeyoushareinthebestthattheworldcanoffer。
Andifwithitallyouremainunhappy,whythenyouseeIdon\'tknowwhattodo。"
"Oh,Iknow——Ibehaveverybadly!"LadyCressagehadrisen,andwithvisibleagitationbegannowtopacetheroom。
"Ideservetobethrownintothelake——Iknowitwellenough!ButCelia——truly——I\'masincapableofunderstandingitasyouare。ItmustbethatIampossessedbydevils——likethepeopleintheNewTestament。
Perhapssomeonewillcomealongwhocancastthemout。
Idon\'tseemabletodoitmyself。Ican\'trulemyselfatall。ItneedsastrengthIhaven\'tgot!"
"Ah!"saidCelia,thoughtfully。TheexcitedsentenceswhichEdiththrewoverhershoulderasshewalkedappeared,uponexamination,tocontainasuggestion。
"Mydearchild,"sheaskedabruptly,afteramoment\'ssilence,"doyouwanttomarry?"
LadyCressagepausedatthemantel,andexchangedalongsteadfastglancewithherfriend。Thenshecameslowlyforward。"Ah,thatiswhatIdon\'tknow,"
sheanswered。Apparentlythereplywascandid。
MissMaddenpursedherlips,andfrownedalittleinthought。Then,atsomepassingreflection,shesmiledinapuzzledfashion。Atlastshealsorose,andwenttothemantelforanothercigarette。"NowI
amgoingtotalkplainly,"shesaid,withdecision。
"Sincethesubjectismentioned,lessharmwillbedonebyspeakingoutthanbykeepingstill。Thereisadebateinyourmindonthematter,isn\'tthere?"
Theotherlady,tall,slender,gentlyruminativeoncemore,stoodatthewindowandwithbowedheadlookeddownatthelake。"Yes——Isupposeitmightbecalledthat,"
shereplied,inalowvoice。
"Andyouhesitatetotellmeaboutit?Youwouldrathernot?"Celia,afteraninstant\'spause,wentonwithoutwaitingforananswer。"Ibegthatyouwon\'tassumemyhostilitytotheidea,Edith。Infact,I\'mnotsureIdon\'tthinkitwouldbethebestthingforyoutodo。Marriage,ahome,children——thesearegreatthingstoawoman。Wecansaythatshepaysthepriceofbondageforthem——buttoknowwhatthatsignifies,wemustaskwhatherfreedomhasbeenworthtoher。"
"Yes,"interposedtheother,fromthewindow。"WhathaveIdonewithmyfreedomthathasbeenworthwhile?"
"Notmuch,"murmuredCelia,underherbreath。
Shemovedforward,andstoodbesideEdith,withanarmroundherwaist。Theylookedtogetheratthelake。
"ItisLordPlowden,isitnot?"askedtheAmerican,asthesilencegrewconstrained。
LadyCressagelookedupalertly,andthenhesitatedoverherreply。"No,"shesaidatlast。Uponreflection,andwithadimsmileflickeringinherside-longglanceatCelia,sheadded,"Hewantstomarryyou,youknow。"
"Leavethatoutofconsideration,"saidCelia,composedly。
"Hehasneversaidso。Ithinkitwasmorehismother\'sideathanhis,ifitexistedatall。OfcourseIamnotmarryinghim,oranybodyelse。ButIsawatHadlowthatyouandhewere——whatshallIsay?——oldfriends。"
"Hemustmarrymoney,"theotherreplied。Inanunexpectedburstofcandourshewenton:"HewouldhaveaskedmetomarryhimifIhadhadmoney。Thereisnoharmintellingyouthat。Itwasquiteunderstood——oh,twoyearsago。
AndIthinkIwishedIhadthemoney——then。"
"Andyoudon\'twishitnow?"
AslightshakeofEdith\'ssmall,shapelyheadservedforanswer。Afteralittle,shespokeinamusingtone:
"Heisgoingtohavemoneyofhisown,verysoon,butI
don\'tthinkitwouldattractmenow。Ilikehimpersonally,ofcourse,but——thereisnocareer,noambition,nofuture。"
"AViscounthasfutureenoughbehindhim,"observedCelia。
"Itdoesn\'tattractme,"theotherrepeated,vaguely。
"Heishandsome,andclever,andkindandallthat——buthewouldneverappealtoanyofthegreatemotions——norbecapableofthemhimselfHeistoosmooth,toowell-balanced,toomuchthegentleman。Thatexpressesitbadly——butdoyouseewhatImean?"
Celiaturned,andstudiedthebeautifulprofilebesideher,inasteady,comprehendinglook。
"Yes,IthinkIseewhatyoumean,"shesaid,withsignificanceinhertone。
LadyCressageflushed,andreleasedherselffromhercompanion\'sarm。"ButIdon\'tknowmyselfwhatImean!"
sheexclaimed,despairingly,asshemovedaway。"Idon\'tknow!——Idon\'tknow!"
CHAPTERXIV
ONthelastdayofFebruary,Mrs。Dabneywassurprisedifnotexhilaratedbyavisitfromhertwochildreninthelittlebook-shop。
"It\'sthelastdayintheworldthatIshouldhavethoughtyou\'d\'a\'comeouton,"shetoldthem,insalutation——andforcommenttheyallglancedalongthedarknarrowalleyofshelvestothestreetwindow。
Agloomyspectacleitwasindeed,withacoldrainslantingthroughthediscreditedremnantsofafog,whichtheeastwindhadbrokenup,butcouldnotdriveaway,andwithonlynowandagainapasser-bymovingacrossthedimvista,maskedbeneathanumbrella,orbentforwardwithchinburiedinturned-upcollar。Inthedoorwayoutsidethesulkyboystampedhisfeetandslappedhissideswithhisarmsinpantomimicmutinyagainstthetaskofguardingthebook-stalls\'drippingcovers,whichnobodywouldbemadenoughtopauseover,muchlesstolift。
"Idon\'tknowbutI\'doughttolettheboybringinthebooksandgohome,"shesaid,astheirvaguegazewasattractedbyhisgestures。"Butitisn\'tthreeyet——itseemsridiculoustocloseup。Still,ifyou\'dbemorecomfortableupstairs"
"Why,mamma!Theideaofmakingstrangersofus,"protestedJulia。Shestrovetomakehertonecheerful,butitseffectofrebukewasunmistakable。
Themother,leaningagainstthetalldesk,lookedblanklyatherdaughter。Thepallidflickerofthegas-jetoverheadmadeherlong,listlessfaceseemmoredevoidofcolourthanever。
"Butyouareasgoodasstrangers,aren\'tyou?"
sheobserved,coldly。"You\'vebeenbackintowntendaysandmore,andI\'vescarcelylaideyesuponeitherofyou。
Butdon\'tyouwanttositdown?Youcanputthoseparcelsontheflooranywhere。OrshallIdoitforyou?"
Alfredhadbeenloungingintheshadowedcorneragainstaheapofoldmagazinestiedinbundles。Hesprangupnowandclearedthechair,buthissisterdeclineditwithagesture。Hersmallfigurehadstraighteneditselfintoakindofhaughtyrigidity。
"Therehasbeensomuchtodo,mamma,"sheexplained,inaclear,coolvoice。"Wehavehadhundredsofthingstobuyandtoarrangeabout。Alltheresponsibilityforthehousekeepingrestsuponme——andAlfredhashisstudiotodo。
Butofcourseweshouldhavelookedinuponyousooner——andmuchoftener——ifwehadthoughtyouwantedus。Butreally,whenwecametoyou,theverydayafterourreturn,itwasimpossibleforustopretendthatyouweregladtoseeus。"
"Oh,Iwasgladenough,"Mrs。Dabneymadeanswer,mechanically。"Whyshouldn\'tIbeglad?AndwhyshouldyouthinkIwasn\'tglad?Didyouexpectmetoshoutanddance?"
"Butyousaidyouwouldn\'tcometoseeusinOvingtonSquare,"
Alfredremindedher。
"That\'sdifferent,"shedeclared。"WhatwouldIbedoinginOvingtonSquare?It\'sallrightforyoutobethere。
Ihopeyou\'llbehappythere。Butitwouldn\'taddanythingtoyourhappinesstohavemethere;itwouldbequitetheotherwayabout。Iknowthat,ifyouDON\'T。Thisismyplace,here,andIintendtosticktoit!"
Julia\'sbrighteyes,scanningtheapathetic,stubbornmaternalcountenance,hardenedbeyondtheirwont。
"Youtalkasiftherehadbeensomeclasswardeclared,"shesaid,withobviousannoyance。"YouknowthatUncleStormontwouldlikenothingbetterthantobeasnicetoyouasheistous。"
"UncleStormont!"Mrs。Dabney\'srepetitionofthewordswassurchargedwithhostilesarcasm。"ButhisnamewasStormontasmuchasitwasJoel,"brokeinAlfred,fromhisdarkcorner。"Hehasaperfectrighttousetheonehelikesbest。"
"Oh,Idon\'tdisputehisright,"shereplied,oncemoreinherpassionlessmonotone。"Everybodycancallthemselveswhatevertheyplease。It\'snoaffairofmine。Youandyoursisterspellyourfather\'snameinawaytosuityourselves:Ineverinterfered,didI?Youhaveyourownideasandyourowntastes。
Theyarequitebeyondme——butthey\'reallrightforyou。
Idon\'tcriticizethematall。WhatIsayisthatitisagreatmercyyourunclecamealong,withhispocketsfullofmoneytoenableyoutomakethemostofthem。
IfIwerereligiousIshouldcallthatprovidential。"
"Andthat\'swhatweDOcallit,"putinJulia,withvivacity。
"AndwhyshouldyoushutyourdoorsagainstthisProvidence,mamma?Justthinkofit!Wedon\'tinsistuponyourcomingtoliveatOvingtonSquareatall。Probably,asyousay,youwouldbehappierbyyourself——atleastforthepresent。
ButwhenUncleSt——whenunclesaysthere\'smorethanenoughmoneyforusall,andisonlytooanxiousforyoutolethimdothingsforyou——why,he\'syourownbrother!
It\'sasifIshouldrefusetoallowAlfredtodothingsforme。"
"Thatyouneverdid,"interposedtheyoungman,gayly。
"I\'llsaythatforyou,Jule。"
"Andneverwill,"sheassuredhim,withcheerfuldecision。
"Butno——mamma——can\'tyouseewhatwemean?Wehavedonewhatyouwantedustodo。Yousentusbothtomuchbetterschoolsthanyoucouldafford,fromthetimewewereofnoageatall——andwhenuncle\'smoneycameyousentustoCheltenham。Wedidyounodiscredit。
Weworkedverywell;webehavedourselvesproperly。
Wecamebacktoyouatlastwithfairreasontosupposethatyouwouldbe——Iwon\'tsayproud,butatleastwellsatisfiedwithus——andthenitturnedoutthatyoudidn\'tlikeusatall。"
"Ineversaidanythingofthesort,"themotherdeclared,withatouchofanimation。
"Ohno——youneversaidit,"Juliaadmitted,"butwhatelsecanwethinkyoumean?Ourunclesendsforustogoabroadwithhim,andyoubusyyourselfgettingmeready,andhavingnewfrocksmadeandallthat——andIneverhearasuggestionthatyoudon\'twantmetogo——"
"ButIdidwantyoutogo,"Mrs。Dabneyaffirmed。
"Well,then,whenIcomeback——whenwecomeback,andtellyouwhatsplendidandgenerousplansunclehasmadeforus,andhowhehastakenabeautifulfurnishedhouseandmadeitourhome,andsoon,——why,youwon\'tevencomeandlookatthehouse!"
"ButIdon\'twanttoseeit,"themotherretorted;obstinately。
"Well,then,youneedn\'t!"saidAlfred,rising。
"Nobodywillaskyouagain。""Ohyestheywill,"
urgedJulia,glancingmeaninglyfromonetotheother。
Allherlife,asitseemed,shehadbeenaccustomedtomediatebetweenthesetwounpliableandstubborntemperaments。
Fromherearliestchildhoodshehadunderstood,somehow,thattherewasaDabneyhabitofmind,whichwasbycomparisonsoftandifnotyielding,thenpolitic:
andsetoveragainstittherewasaThorpetemperfullofgnarledandtwistedhardnesses,andtenaciousasdeath。
InthedaysofhergrandfatherThorpe,whomsherememberedwithanalarmeddistinctness,therehadexistedakindoftacitideathathisnamealoneaccountedforandjustifiedthemostpersistentandstormybadtemper。
Thatoldmanwiththescowlingbrowsbulliedeverybody,suspectedeverybody,apparentlydislikedeverybody,vehementlydemandedhisownwillofeverybody——anditwasalltobeexplained,seemingly,bythefactthathewasaThorpe。
Afterhisdisappearancefromthescene——unlamented,tothebestofJulia\'sjuvenileperceptions——therehadbeenrelativelypeacefultimesinthebook-shopandthehomeoverhead,yettherehadexistedalwaysarecognizedlineofdemarcationrunningthroughthehousehold。Juliaandherfather——asmall,hollow-chested,round-shoulderedyoungman,withapale,anxiousfaceandingratiatingmanner,whohadenteredtheshopasanassistant,andremainedasason-in-law,andwasnowthethinnestofunsubstantialmemories——JuliaandthisfatherhadstoodupononesideofthisimpalpablelineasDabneys,otherwiseasmeekandtractablepersons,whowouldnotexpecttohavetheirownway。
AlfredandhismotherwereThorpes——thatistosay,peoplewhonecessarilyhadtheirownway。Theirdominationwasstainedbynoneoftheexcesseswhichhadrenderedthegrandfatherintolerable。Theirsurfacetemperwasintruthalmostsluggishlypacific。Underneath,however,uglycurrentsandsharprockswerewellknowntohaveapotentialexistence——anditwasthemissionoftheDabneystoseethatnowindofprovocationundulystirredthesedepths。
Worseeventhanthesepossibilitiesofviolence,however,sofarasevery-daylifewasconcerned,wasthestrainofobstinacywhichbelongedtotheThorpetemper。
Asortofpassivemulishnessitwas,impervioustoargument,immovableunderthemostsympatheticpressure,whichparticularlytriedtheDabneypatience。
ItseemedtoJulianow,assheinterposedhersoothinginfluencebetweenthesejarringforces,thatshehadspentwholeyearsofherlifeinpersonalinterventionsofthissort。
"Ohyestheywill,"sherepeated,andwarnedherbrotherintothebackgroundwithagesturehalf-pleadinghalf-peremptory。"Weareyourchildren,andwe\'renotbadorundutifulchildrenatall,andI\'msurethatwhenyouthinkitallover,mamma,you\'llseethatitwouldbeabsurdtoletanythingcomebetweenyouandus。"
"HowcouldIhelplettingitcome?"demandedthemother,listlesslyargumentative。"Youhadoutgrownmeandmywaysaltogether。Itwasnonsensetosupposethatyouwouldhavebeensatisfiedtocomebackandlivehereagain,overtheshop。Icouldn\'tthinkforthelifeofmewhatI
wasgoingtodowithyou。Butnowyourunclehastakenallthatintohisownhands。Hecangiveyouthekindofhomethatgoeswithyoureducationandyourideas——andwhatmoredoyouwant?Whyshouldyoucomebotheringme?"
"Howunjustyouare,mamma!"criedJulia,withaglazeoftearsuponherbrightglance。
Thewidowtookherelbowfromthedesk,and,slowlystraighteningherself,lookeddownuponherdaughter。
Herlongplainface,habituallygraveinexpression,conveyednohintofexceptionalemotion,butthefingersofthelarge,capablehandssheclaspedbeforeherwrithedrestlesslyagainstoneanother,andtherewasahusky-threatofcollapseinhervoiceasshespoke:
"Ifyoueverhavechildrenofyourown,"shesaid,"andyouslaveyourlifeouttobringthemupsothatthey\'llthinkthemselvesyourbetters,andtheyactaccordingly——thenyou\'llunderstand。Butyoudon\'tunderstandnow——andthere\'snogoodourtalkinganymoreaboutit。
Comeinwheneverit\'sconvenient——andyoufeellikeit。
Imustgobacktomybooksnow。"
Shetookupapenatthis,andopenedthecash-bookupontheblotter。Herchildren,surveyingherblankly,foundspeechdifficult。Withsomemurmuredwords,afteralittlepause,theybestowedaperfunctorykissuponherunresponsivecheek,andfiledoutintotherain。
Mrs。Dabneywatchedthemputuptheirumbrella,andmoveoffStrandwardbeneathit。Shecontinuedtolookforalongtime,inanaimless,ruminatingway,atthedismalprospectrevealedbythewindowandtheglassofthedoor。Theprematurenightwasclosinginmiserably,withincreasingrain,andadolefulwhistleofrisingwindroundthecorner。
Atlastsheshutuptheunconsideredcash-book,lightedanothergas-jet,andstridingtothedoor,rappedsharplyontheglass。
"Bringeverythingin!"shecalledtotheboy,andhelpedouthisapprehensionbyacomprehensivegesture。
Later,whenhehadcompletedhistask,andoneofthetwonarrowoutletsfromtheshopinfrontwassatisfactorilyblockedwiththewaresfromwithout,andalltheflooraboutreekedwiththegrimydrippingsoftheoilskins,Mrs。Dabneysummonedhimtothedeskintherear。
"Ithinkyoumaygohomenow,"shesaidtohim,withthelaconicabruptnesstowhichhewassowellaccustomed。
"Youhaveahome,haven\'tyou?"
RememberingtheexhaustiveenquirieswhichtheMissionpeoplehadmadeabouthimandhisbelongings,asapreliminarytohisgettingthisjob,hecouldnotbutbesurprisedatthemistress\'squestion。Inconfusionhenoddedassent,andjerkedhisfingertowardhiscap。
"Gotamother?"shepursued。Againhenodded,withaugmentedconfidence。
"Anddoyouthinkyourselfbetterthansheis?"
Theurchin\'sdirtyandunpleasantfacescreweditselfupinanxiousperplexityoverthisstrangequery。Thenitclearedashethoughthegraspedtheidea,andtherat-eyesheliftedtohergleamedwiththefellacutenessoftheDials。
"Ish\'dbesorryifIwasn\'t,"heanswered,inswift,raspingaccents。"She\'sarareoldboozer,sheis!It\'safaircursetoanhonestboylikeme,to\'ave——""Gohome!"
shebadehim,peremptorily——andfrownedafterhimasheduckedandscuttledfromtheshop。
Lefttoherself,Mrs。Dabneydidnotreopenthecash-
book——thewretchedday,indeed,hadbeenpracticallyablankinitshistory——butloiteredaboutinthewaninglightamongtheshelvesnearthedesk,alteringthepositionofbookshereandthere,andglancingcursorilythroughothers。
Onceortwiceshewenttothedoorandlookedoutupontherain-soakedstreet。Atradesman\'sassistant,opposite,wasrollingtheironshuttersdownforthenight。
Ifbusinessinhatswasoverfortheday,howmuchmoresoinbooks!Hershophadneverbeenfittedwithshutters——forwhatreasonshecouldnotguess。
Theopenedpagesofnumerousvolumesweredisplayedcloseagainstthewindow,butnoonehadeverbrokenapanetogetatthem。Apparentlyliteratureraisednodesiresinthecriminalbreast。Toclosetheshoptherewasnothingtodobutlockandboltthedoorandturnoutthelights。
Atlast,astheconvictionofnightfallforceditselfuponherfromthedrencheddarknessoutside,shebenttoputherhandtothekey。Then,withalittlestartofsurprise,shestooderect。Someonewasshuttinganumbrellainthedoorway,preparatorytoenteringtheshop。
Itwasherbrother,splashedandwettotheknees,butwithaglowingface,whopushedhiswayin,andconfrontedherwithabroadgrin。Therewassuchamasterfulairabouthim,thatwhenhejoviallythrewanarmroundhergauntwaist,andgatheredherupagainsthismoistshoulder,shesurprisedherselfbyahalf-laughingsubmission。
Hervocabularywasnotrichinphrasesforthiskindofemergency。"Domindwhatyou\'reabout!"shetoldhim,flushingnotunpleasurably。
"Shutuptheplace!"heanswered,withlordlygeniality。
"I\'vewalkedallthewayfromtheCityintherain。
Iwantedtheexertion——Icouldn\'thavesatinacab。
Comebackandbuildupthefire,andlet\'shaveatalk。
God!WhatthingsI\'vegottotellyou!"
"Thereisn\'tanyfiredownhere,"shesaid,apologetically,astheyedgedtheirwaythroughtherestrictedalleytotherear。"Theoldfireplacetookuptoomuchroom。
Sometimes,inverysharpweather,Ihaveanoil-stovein。
Usuallythegaswarmsitenough。Youdon\'tfindittoocold——doyou?——withyourcoaton?Orwouldyourathercomeupstairs?"
"Nevermindthecold,"hereplied,throwingalegoverthestoolbeforethedesk。"Ican\'tstaymore\'naminuteortwo。Whatdoyouthinkwe\'vedonetoday?"
Louisahadneverinherlifeseenherbrotherlooksowellashedidnow,sprawlingtriumphantlyuponthestoolundertheyellowgas-light。Hisstrong,heavily-featuredfacehadsomehowceasedtobecommonplace。
Ithadacquiredanindividualdistinctionofitsown。
Helookedupatherwithaclear,boldeye,inwhich,despiteitsglossofgood-humour,shediscernedanewauthority。
Thenervousandapprehensivelineshadsomehowvanishedfromthecountenance,andwiththem,oddlyenough,thatlethargic,heavyexpressionwhichhadbeentheircomplement。
Hewasallvigour,readiness,confidence,now。Shedeemedhimalmosthandsome,thiscurious,changeablebrotherofhers,ashebeatwithhisfistinameasuredwayuponthedesk-toptoemphasizehiswords,andfastenedhiscommandinggazeuponher。
"Wetookverynearlytwentythousandpoundsto-day,"
hewenton。"Thisisthetwenty-eighthofFebruary。
Afortnightagotodaywasthefirstsettlement。
Iwasn\'there,butSemplewas——andtheworkingofitisallinhishands。Hekeptasstillasamousethatfirstday。Theyhadtodelivertous26,000shares,andtheyhadn\'tgotone,butwedidn\'tmakeanyfuss。
Thepointwas,yousee,nottoletthemdreamthattheywerecaughtinatrap。Wedidn\'tevenputthepriceuptopar。TheyhadtocometoSemple,andsaytheredidn\'tseemtobeanysharesobtainablejustatthemoment,andwhatwouldhecarrythemoverat?Thatmeans,toletthempostponedeliveryforanotherfortnight。
Hewasassmoothassweet-oilwiththem,andagreedtocarrythemovertilltodaywithoutanychargeatall。
Buttodayitwasalittledifferent。Thepricewasuptenshillingsabovepar。Thatistosay,Semplearrangedwithajobber,onthequiet,d\'yesee?toofferthirtyshillingsforourone-poundshares。Thatofferfixedthemaking-upprice。Sothen,whentheywerestillwithoutsharesto-day,andhadtobecarriedoveragain,theyhadtopaytenshillings\'differenceoneachoftwenty-sixthousandshares,plusthedifferencebetweenparandthepricesthey\'dsoldat。Thatmakeswithinafewhundredsof20,000poundsincash,foroneday\'shaul。
D\'yesee?"
Shenoddedathim,expressively。Throughprevioustalksshehadreallyobtainedaninsightintotheoperation,anditinterestedhermorethanshewouldhavecaredtoconfess。
"Well,then,weputthat20,000poundsinourpockets,"
heproceededwithasteadyglowinhiseyes。"Afortnighthence,thatisMarch14th,weringthebellonthemagain,andtheymarchuptothecaptain\'sofficeandsettleasecondtime。
Nowwhathappensonthe14th?AjobbermakesthepriceforSempleagain,andthatsettlesthenewsumtheyhavetopayusindifferences。Itisforustosaywhatthatpriceshallbe。We\'lldecideonthatwhenthetimecomes。
Wemostprobablywilljustputitupanothertenshillings,andsotakeinjustasimple13,000pounds。It\'sbestinthelongrun,Isuppose,togoslow,withsmallriseslikethat,inordernottofrightenanybody。
SoSemplesays,atanyrate。"
"Butwhynotfrightenthem?"Louisaasked。"Ithoughtyouwantedtofrightenthem。Youwerefullofthatideaawhileago。"
Hesmiledgenially。"I\'velearnedsomenewwrinklessincethen。We\'llfrighten\'emstiffenough,beforewe\'rethroughwiththem。Butatthestartwejustgoeasy。
Iftheygotwordthattherewasa\'corner,\'therewouldbeadeadscareamongthejobbers。They\'dbeafraidtosellornameapriceforRubberConsolsunlesstheyhadthesharesinhand。Andthereareotherwaysinwhichthatwouldbeanuisance。Presently,ofcourse,weshallliberatesomefewshares,sothattheremaybesomeactualdealings。
Probablyacertainnumberofthe5,000whichwenttothegeneralpublicwillcomeintothemarkettoo。
Butofcourseyouseethatallsuchshareswillsimplygothroughoneoperationbeforetheycomebacktous。
SomeoneofthefourteenmenwearesqueezingwillsnapthemupandbringthemstraighttoSemple,togetfreefromthefortnightlytaxwearelevyingonthem。Inthatwayweshalleventuallyletoutsayhalfofthesefourteen\'shorts,\'orperhapsmorethanhalf。"
"Whatdoyouwanttodothatfor?"Thesister\'sgreyeyeshadcaughtametallicgleam,asiffromthetalkaboutgold。
"Whyletanybodyout?Whycan\'tyougoontakingtheirmoneyforever?"
Thorpenoddedcomplacently。"Yes——that\'swhatIaskedtoo。
Itseemedtomethemostnaturalthing,whenyou\'dgot\'eminthevise,tokeepthemthere。Butwhenyoucometoreflect——youcan\'tgetmoreoutofamanthanthereisinhim。Ifyoupresshimtoohard,hecanalwaysgobankrupt——andthenhe\'soutofyourreachaltogether,andyouloseeverythingthatyoucountedonmakingoutofhim。So,afteracertainpoint,eachoneofthefourteenmenwhomwe\'resqueezingmustbedealtwithonadifferentfooting。Weshallhavetowatchthemall,andstudytheirresources,astipsterswatchhorsesinthepaddock。
"Yousee,someofthemcanstandalossofahundredthousandpoundsbetterthanotherscouldlosetenthousand。
Allthatwehavetoknow。Wecantakeitasaprinciplethatnoneofthemwillgobankruptandlosehisplaceontheexchangeunlessheispressedtighttothewall。
Well,ourbusinessistolearnhowfareachfellowisfromthewalltostartwith。Thenwekeeptrackofhim,oneturnofthescrewafteranother,tillweseehe\'sgotjustenoughlefttobuyhimselfout。Thenwe\'lllethimout。See?"
"It\'scruel,isn\'tit?"shecommented,calmlymeditative,afteralittlepause。
"EverythingintheCityiscruel,"heassuredherwithalighttone。"Allspeculativebusinessiscruel。
Takeourcase,forexample。Iestimateinaroughwaythatthesefourteenmenwillhavetopayovertous,indifferencesandinfinalsales,saysevenhundredthousandpounds——maybeeighthundred。Well,now,notoneofthosefellowseverearnedasinglesovereignofthatmoney。
They\'vetakenthewholeofitfromothers,andtheseotherstookitfromothersstill,andsoonalmostindefinitely。
Thereisn\'tasovereignofitthathasn\'tbeenthroughtwentyhands,orfiftyforthatmatter,sincethelastmanwhohaddonesomehonestworkforitpartedcompanywithit。
Well——moneylikethatbelongstothosewhoareinpossessionofit,onlysolongastheyarestrongenoughtoholdontoit。Whensomeonestrongerstillcomesalong,hetakesitawayfromthem。Theydon\'tcomplain:theydon\'tcryandsayit\'scruel。Theyknowit\'stheruleofthegame。
Theyacceptit——andbeginatoncelookingoutforanewsetoffoolsandweaklingstorecoupthemselveson。
That\'sthewaytheCitygoes。"
Thorpehadconcludedhisphilosophicalremarkswithruminativeslowness。Ashelapsedintosilencenow,hefelltostudyinghisownhandsonthedesk-topbeforehim。
Hestretchedoutthefingers,curvedthemindifferentdegrees,thenclosedthemtightandturnedthebulkyhard-lookingfistsroundforinspectioninvaryingaspects。
"That\'sthekindofhand,"hebeganagain,thoughtfully,"thatbreakstheJewinthelongrun,ifthere\'sonlygritenoughbehindit。IusedtowatchthoseJews\'
hands,ayearago,whenIwasdiningandwiningthem。
They\'reallthinandwiryandfullofveins。Theirfingersareneverstill;theytwistroundandkeepstirringlikealobster\'sfeelers。Butthereaintanyrealstrengthin\'em。Theygetholdofmostofthethingsthataregoing,becausethey\'reeternallyonthemove。
It\'stheirhellishindustryandactivitythatgivesthemsuchapull,andmakesmostpeopleafraidofthem。
Butwhenahandlikethattakesthembythethroat"——hehelduphisrighthandashespoke,withthethickuncouthfingersandmassivethumbarchedmenacinglyinapowerfulmusculartension——"whenTHATtightensroundtheirneck,andtheyfeelthatthegripmeansbusiness——myGod!
whatgoodarethey?"
Helaughedcontemptuously,andslappedtherelaxedpalmonthedeskwithanoisewhichmadehissisterstart。
Apparentlythediversionrecalledsomethingtohermind。
"Therewasamaninhereaskingaboutyoutoday,"
sheremarked,inacasualfashion。"Saidhewasanoldfriendofyours。"
"Oh,yes,everybody\'smy\'oldfriend\'now,"heobservedwithbeamingindifference。"I\'malreadygettingheapsofinvitationstodinnersanddancesandallthat。
OnefellowinsistedonbookingmeforEasterforsomesalmonfishinghe\'sgotwaydowninCumberland。
ItoldhimIcouldn\'tcome,butheputmynamedownallthesame。Sayshiswifewillwritetoremindme。
Damnhiswife!Sempletellsmethatwhenoursqueezereallybeginsandtheyrealizethedesperatekindoftrapthey\'rein,they\'llsimplyshowerattentionsofthatsortonme。Hesaysthesocialpressuretheycancommand,foragameofthiskind,issomethingtremendous。
ButI\'mnottobetakeninbyitforasinglepennyworth,d\'yesee?Idinewithnobody!Ifishandshootandgoyachtingwithnobody!JuliaandAlfredandourownhomeinOvingtonSquare——that\'llbegoodenoughforme。
Bytheway——youhaven\'tbeenouttoseeusyet。
We\'reallsettlednow。Youmustcomeatonce——whynotwithme,now?"
Louisapaidnoheedtothissuggestion。Shehadbeenrummagingamongsomeloosepapersonthetopofthedesk,andshesteppedroundnowtoliftthelidandsearchaboutforsomethinginside。
"Heleftacardforyou,"shesaid,asshegropedamongthedesk\'scontents。"Idon\'tknowwhatIdidwithit。
Hewrotesomethingonit。"
"Oh,damnhim,andhiscardtoo,"Thorpeprotestedeasily。
"Idon\'twanttoseeeitherofthem。"
"HesaidheknewyouinMexico。Hesaidyou\'dhaddealingstogether。Heseemedtoactasifyou\'dwanttoseehim——butIdidn\'tknow。Ididn\'ttellhimyouraddress。"
Thorpehadlistenedtotheseapatheticsentenceswithoutmuchinterest,butthesumoftheirmessageappearedsuddenlytocatchhisattention。Hesatupright,andafteramoment\'sfrowningbrownstudy,lookedsharplyupathissister。
"Whatwashisname?"heaskedwithabruptness。
"Idon\'tintheleastremember,"shemadeanswer,holdingthedesk-topup,buttemporarilysuspendinghersearch。
"Hewasalittleman,five-and-fifty,Ishouldthink。
Hehadlonggreyhair——akindofQuaker-lookingman。
Hesaidhesawthenameoverthedoor,andherememberedyourtellinghimyourpeoplewerebooksellers。HeonlygotbackhereinEnglandyesterdayorthedaybefore。
Hesaidhedidn\'tknowwhatyou\'dbeendoingsinceyouleftMexico。Hedidn\'tevenknowwhetheryouwereinEnglandornot!"
Thorpehadbeenlookingwithabstractedintentnessatasetofgreen-boundcheapBritishpoetsjustatonesideofhissister\'shead。"Youmustfindthatcard!"
hetoldhernow,withavagueseverityinhisvoice。
"Iknowthenamewellenough,butIwanttoseewhathe\'swritten。Wasithisaddress,doyouremember?ThenameitselfwasTavender,wasn\'tit?GoodGod!Whyisitawomanneverknowswhereshe\'sputanything?EvenJuliaspendshourslookingforbutton-hooksorcorkscrewsorsomethingofthatsort,everydayofherlife!They\'vegotnothingintheworldtodoexceptknowwherethingsare,rightundertheirnose,andyetthat\'sjustwhattheydon\'tknowatall!"
"Oh,Ihaveagoodfewotherthingstodo,"sheremindedhim,asshefumbledagaininsidetheobscurityofthedesk。
"Icanputmyhandonanyoneoffourthousandbooksinstock,"shemildlyboastedoverhershoulder,"andthat\'ssomethingyouneverlearnedtodo。AndIcantellifasinglebookismissing——andIwouldn\'ttrustanyshopmanIeverknewtodothat。"
"Ohofcourse,you\'reanexception,"headmitted,underasenseofjustice。"ButIwishyou\'dfindthecard。"
"Iknowwhereitis,"shesuddenlyannounced,andforthwithclosedthedesk。Movingoffintotheremoterrecessesofthecrowdedinterior,shereturnedtothelightwiththebitofpasteboardinherhand。
"I\'dstuckitinthelittlemirroroverthewashstand,"
sheexplained。
Healmostsnatcheditfromher,andstoodupthebettertoexamineitunderthegas-light。"WhereisMontagueStreet?"
heasked,withroughdirectness。
"InBloomsbury——alongsidetheMuseum。That\'soneMontagueStreet——Idon\'tknowhowmanyotherstheremaybe。"
Thorpehadalreadytakenuphisumbrellaandwasbuttoninghiscoat。"Yes——Bloomsbury,"hesaidhurriedly。
"Thatwouldbehisform。Andyousayheknewnothingaboutmymovementsorwhereabouts——nothingabouttheCompany,eh?"Helookedathiswatchashespoke。
Evidentlythepresenceofthisstrangerhadexcitedhimagooddeal。
"No,"sheassuredhim,reflectively;"no,I\'msurehedidn\'t。Fromwhathesaid,hedoesn\'tknowhiswayaboutLondonverywell,oranywhereelse,forthatmatter,Ishouldsay。"
Thorpenodded,andputhisfingertohisforeheadwithameaninglook。"No——he\'sashadeoffintheupperstory,"
hetoldherinaconfidentialtone。"Still,it\'simportantthatIshouldseehim,"——andwithonlyahastyhand-shakehebustledoutoftheshop。
Bythelightofthestreetlampopposite,shecouldseehimonthepavement,inthepeltingrain,vehementlysignallingwithhisumbrellaforacab。