下载辰思小说免费APP
Smallwindows,too,arepiercedthroughthewholelineofancientwall,sothatitseemsarowofdwellingswithonecontinuousfront,builtinastrangestyleofneedlessstrength;butremnantsoftheoldbattlementsandmachicolationsareinterspersedwiththehomelychambersandearthen-tiledhousetops;andallalongitsextentbothgrapevinesandrunningflower-shrubsareencouragedtoclamberandsportovertheroughnessofitsdecay。
Finallythelonggrass,intermixedwithweedsandwildflowers,wavesontheuppermostheightoftheshatteredrampart;anditisexceedinglypleasantinthegoldensunshineoftheafternoontobeholdthewarlikeprecinctsofriendlyinitsolddays,andsoovergrownwithruralpeace。Initsguardrooms,itsprisonchambers,andscoopedoutofitsponderousbreadth,therearedwellingsnowadayswherehappyhumanlivesarespent。Humanparentsandbroodsofchildrennestleinthem,evenastheswallowsnestleinthelittlecrevicesalongthebrokensummitofthewall。
Passingthroughthegatewayofthissamelittletown,challengedonlybythosewatchfulsentinels,thepigeons,wefindourselvesinalong,narrowstreet,pavedfromsidetosidewithflagstones,intheoldRomanfashion。Nothingcanexceedthegrimuglinessofthehouses,mostofwhicharethreeorfourstorieshigh,stonebuilt,gray,dilapidated,orhalf-coveredwithplasterinpatches,andcontiguousallalongfromendtoendofthetown。Nature,intheshapeoftree,shrub,orgrassysidewalk,isasmuchshutoutfromtheonestreetoftherusticvillageasfromtheheartofanyswarmingcity。Thedarkandhalfruinoushabitations,withtheirsmallwindows,manyofwhicharedrearilyclosedwithwoodenshutters,arebutmagnifiedhovels,piledstoryuponstory,andsqualidwiththegrimethatsuccessiveageshaveleftbehindthem。Itwouldbeahideousscenetocontemplateinarainyday,orwhennohumanlifepervadedit。Inthesummernoon,however,itpossessesvivacityenoughtokeepitselfcheerful;forallthewithin-doorsofthevillagethenbubblesoverupontheflagstones,orlooksoutfromthesmallwindows,andfromhereandthereabalcony。Someofthepopulaceareatthebutcher\'sshop;othersareatthefountain,whichgushesintoamarblebasinthatresemblesanantiquesarcophagus。Atailorissewingbeforehisdoorwithayoungpriestseatedsociablybesidehim;aburlyfriargoesbywithanemptywine-barrelonhishead;childrenareatplay;
women,attheirowndoorsteps,mendclothes,embroider,weavehatsofTuscanstraw,ortwirlthedistaff。Manyidlers,meanwhile,strollingfromonegrouptoanother,letthewarmdayslidebyinthesweet,interminabletaskofdoingnothing。
Fromallthesepeopletherecomesababblementthatseemsquitedisproportionedtothenumberoftonguesthatmakeit。SomanywordsarenotutteredinaNewEnglandvillagethroughouttheyear——exceptitbeatapoliticalcanvassortown-meeting——asarespokenhere,withnoespecialpurpose,inasingleday。Neithersomanywords,norsomuchlaughter;forpeopletalkaboutnothingasiftheywereterriblyinearnest,andmakemerryatnothingasifitwerethebestofallpossiblejokes。Insolongatimeastheyhaveexisted,andwithinsuchnarrowprecincts,theselittlewalledtownsarebroughtintoaclosenessofsocietythatmakesthembutalargerhousehold。Alltheinhabitantsareakintoeach,andeachtoall;theyassembleinthestreetastheircommonsaloon,andthusliveanddieinafamiliarityofintercourse,suchasnevercanbeknownwhereavillageisopenateitherend,andallroundabout,andhasampleroomwithinitself。
Stuckupbesidethedoorofonehouse,inthisvillagestreet,isawitheredbough;andonastoneseat,justundertheshadowofthebough,sitsapartyofjollydrinkers,makingproofofthenewwine,orquaffingtheold,astheiroften-triedandcomfortablefriend。
Kenyondrawsbridlehere(forthebough,orbush,isasymbolofthewine-shopatthisdayinItaly,asitwasthreehundredyearsagoinEngland),andcallsforagobletofthedeep,mild,purplejuice,welldilutedwithwaterfromthefountain。TheSunshineofMonteBeniwouldbewelcomenow。Meanwhile,Donatellohasriddenonward,butalightswhereashrine,withaburninglampbeforeit,isbuiltintothewallofaninnstable。Hekneelsandcrosseshimself,andmuttersabriefprayer,withoutattractingnoticefromthepassers-by,manyofwhomareparentheticallydevoutinasimilarfashion。Bythistimethesculptorhasdrunkoffhiswine-and-water,andourtwotravellersresumetheirway,emergingfromtheoppositegateofthevillage。
Beforethem,again,liesthebroadvalley,withamistsothinlyscatteredoveritastobeperceptibleonlyinthedistance,andmostsointhenooksofthehills。Nowthatwehavecalleditmist,itseemsamistakenotrathertohavecalleditsunshine;thegloryofsomuchlightbeingmingledwithsolittlegloom,intheairymaterialofthatvapor。Beitmistorsunshine,itaddsatouchofidealbeautytothescene,almostpersuadingthespectatorthatthisvalleyandthosehillsarevisionary,becausetheirvisibleatmosphereissolikethesubstanceofadream。
Immediatelyaboutthem,however,therewereabundanttokensthatthecountrywasnotreallytheparadiseitlookedtobe,atacasualglance。Neitherthewretchedcottagesnorthedrearyfarmhousesseemedtopartakeoftheprosperity,withwhichsokindlyaclimate,andsofertileaportionofMotherEarth\'sbosom,shouldhavefilledthem,oneandall。Butpossiblythepeasantinhabitantsdonotexistinsogrimyapoverty,andinhomessocomfortless,asastranger,withhisnativeideasofthosematters,wouldbelikelytoimagine。
TheItaliansappeartopossessnoneofthatemulativepridewhichweseeinourNewEnglandvillages,whereeveryhouseholder,accordingtohistasteandmeans,endeavorstomakehishomesteadanornamenttothegrassyandelm-shadowedwayside。InItalytherearenoneatdoorstepsandthresholds;nopleasant,vine-shelteredporches;noneofthosegrass-plotsorsmoothlyshornlawns,whichhospitablyinvitetheimaginationintothesweetdomesticinteriorsofEnglishlife。
Everything,howeversunnyandluxuriantmaybethescenearound,isespeciallydishearteningintheimmediateneighborhoodofanItalianhome。
Anartist,itistrue,mightoftenthankhisstarsforthoseoldhouses,sopicturesquelytimestained,andwiththeplasterfallinginblotchesfromtheancientbrick-work。Theprison-like,iron-barredwindows,andthewidearched,dismalentrance,admittingononehandtothestable,ontheothertothekitchen,mightimpresshimasfarbetterworthhispencilthanthenewlypaintedpineboxes,inwhich——ifhebeanAmerican——hiscountrymenliveandthrive。Butthereisreasontosuspectthatapeoplearewaningtodecayandruinthemomentthattheirlifebecomesfascinatingeitherinthepoet\'simaginationorthepainter\'seye。
AsusualonItalianwaysides,thewandererspassedgreat,blackcrosses,hungwithalltheinstrumentsofthesacredagonyandpassion:
therewerethecrownofthorns,thehammerandnails,thepincers,thespear,thesponge;andperchedoverthewhole,thecockthatcrowedtoSt。Peter\'sremorsefulconscience。Thus,whilethefertilesceneshowedthenever-failingbeneficenceoftheCreatortowardsmaninhistransitorystate,thesesymbolsremindedeachwayfareroftheSaviour\'sinfinitelygreaterloveforhimasanimmortalspirit。
Beholdingtheseconsecratedstations,theideaseemedtostrikeDonatelloofconvertingtheotherwiseaimlessjourneyintoapenitentialpilgrimage。Ateachofthemhealightedtokneelandkissthecross,andhumblypresshisforeheadagainstitsfoot;andthissoinvariably,thatthesculptorsoonlearnedtodrawbridleofhisownaccord。Itmaybe,too,hereticashewas,thatKenyonlikewiseputupaprayer,renderedmoreferventbythesymbolsbeforehiseyes,forthepeaceofhisfriend\'sconscienceandthepardonofthesinthatsooppressedhim。
NotonlyatthecrossesdidDonatellokneel,butateachofthemanyshrines,wheretheBlessedVirgininfresco——fadedwithsunshineandhalfwashedoutwithshowers——lookedbenignlyatherworshipper;orwhereshewasrepresentedinawoodenimage,orabas-reliefofplasterormarble,asaccordedwiththemeansofthedevoutpersonwhobuilt,orrestoredfromamediaevalantiquity,theseplacesofwaysideworship。Theywereeverywhere:underarchedniches,orinlittlepenthouseswithabricktiledroofjustlargeenoughtoshelterthem;
orperhapsinsomebitofoldRomanmasonry,thefoundersofwhichhaddiedbeforetheAdvent;orinthewallofacountryinnorfarmhouse;
oratthemidwaypointofabridge;orintheshallowcavityofanaturalrock;orhighupwardinthedeepcutsoftheroad。ItappearedtothesculptorthatDonatelloprayedthemoreearnestlyandthemorehopefullyattheseshrines,becausethemildfaceoftheMadonnapromisedhimtointercedeasatendermotherbetwixtthepoorculpritandtheawfulnessofjudgment。
Itwasbeautifultoobserve,indeed,howtenderwasthesoulofmanandwomantowardstheVirginmother,inrecognitionofthetendernesswhich,astheirfaithtaughtthem,sheimmortallycherishestowardsallhumansouls。Inthewire-workscreen\'beforeeachshrinehungofferingsofroses,orwhateverflowerwassweetestandmostseasonable;somealreadywiltedandwithered,somefreshwiththatverymorning\'sdewdrops。Flowerstherewere,too,that,beingartificial,neverbloomedonearth,norwouldeverfade。ThethoughtoccurredtoKenyon,thatflower-potswithlivingplantsmightbesetwithintheniches,oreventhatrose-trees,andallkindsoffloweringshrubs,mightberearedundertheshrines,andtaughttotwineandwreathethemselvesaround;sothattheVirginshoulddwellwithinabowerofverdure,bloom,andfragrantfreshness,symbolizingahomageperpetuallynew。Therearemanythingsinthereligiouscustomsofthesepeoplethatseemgood;manythings,atleast,thatmightbebothgoodandbeautiful,ifthesoulofgoodnessandthesenseofbeautywereasmuchaliveintheItaliansnowastheymusthavebeenwhenthosecustomswerefirstimaginedandadopted。But,insteadofblossomsontheshrub,orfreshlygathered,withthedewdropsontheirleaves,theirworship,nowadays,isbestsymbolizedbytheartificialflower。
Thesculptorfancied,moreover(butperhapsitwashisheresythatsuggestedtheidea),thatitwouldbeofhappyinfluencetoplaceacomfortableandshadyseatbeneatheverywaysideshrine。Thenthewearyandsun-scorchedtraveller,whilerestinghimselfunderherprotectingshadow,mightthanktheVirginforherhospitality。Nor,perchance,werehetoregalehimself,eveninsuchaconsecratedspot,withthefragranceofapipe,woulditrisetoheavenmoreoffensivelythanthesmokeofpriestlyincense。Wedoourselveswrong,andtoomeanlyestimatetheHolinessaboveus,whenwedeemthatanyactorenjoyment,goodinitself,isnotgoodtodoreligiously。
Whatevermaybetheiniquitiesofthepapalsystem,itwasawiseandlovelysentimentthatsetupthefrequentshrineandcrossalongtheroadside。Nowayfarer,bentonwhateverworldlyerrand,canfailtobereminded,ateverymileortwo,thatthisisnotthebusinesswhichmostconcernshim。Thepleasure-seekerissilentlyadmonishedtolookheavenwardforajoyinfinitelygreaterthanhenowpossesses。Thewretchintemptationbeholdsthecross,andiswarnedthat,ifheyield,theSaviour\'sagonyforhissakewillhavebeenenduredinvain。
Thestubborncriminal,whosehearthaslongbeenlikeastone,feelsitthrobanewwithdreadandhope;andourpoorDonatello,ashewentkneelingfromshrinetocross,andfromcrosstoshrine,doubtlessfoundanefficacyinthesesymbolsthathelpedhimtowardsahigherpenitence。
WhethertheyoungCountofMonteBeninoticedthefact,orno,therewasmorethanoneincidentoftheirjourneythatledKenyontobelievethattheywereattended,orcloselyfollowed,orpreceded,nearathand,bysomeonewhotookaninterestintheirmotions。Asitwere,thestep,thesweepinggarment,thefaintlyheardbreath,ofaninvisiblecompanion,wasbesidethem,astheywentontheirway。Itwaslikeadreamthathadstrayedoutoftheirslumber,andwashauntingtheminthedaytime,whenitsshadowysubstancecouldhaveneitherdensitynoroutline,inthetooobtrusivelight。Aftersunset,itgrewalittlemoredistinct。
"Ontheleftofthatlastshrine,"askedthesculptor,astheyrode,underthemoon,"didyouobservethefigureofawomankneeling,withher,facehiddeninherhands?"
"Ineverlookedthatway,"repliedDonatello。"Iwassayingmyownprayer。Itwassomepenitent,perchance。MaytheBlessedVirginbethemoregracioustothepoorsoul,becausesheisawoman。"
CHAPTERXXXIII
PICTUREDWINDOWS
Afterwidewanderingsthroughthevalley,thetwotravellersdirectedtheircoursetowardsitsboundaryofhills。Here,thenaturalsceneryandmen\'smodificationsofitimmediatelytookadifferentaspectfromthatofthefertileandsmilingplain。Notunfrequentlytherewasaconventonthehillside;or,onsomeinsulatedpromontory,aminedcastle,oncethedenofarobberchieftain,whowasaccustomedtodashdownfromhiscommandingheightupontheroadthatwoundbelow。Foragesback,theoldfortresshadbeenflingingdownitscrumblingramparts,stonebystone,towardsthegrimyvillageatitsfoot。
Theirroadwoundonwardamongthehills,whichrosesteepandloftyfromthescantylevelspacethatlaybetweenthem。Theycontinuallythrusttheirgreatbulksbeforethewayfarers,asifgrimlyresolutetoforbidtheirpassage,orclosedabruptlybehindthem,whentheystilldaredtoproceed。Agigantichillwouldsetitsfootrightdownbeforethem,andonlyatthelastmomentwouldgrudginglywithdrawit,justfarenoughtoletthemcreeptowardsanotherobstacle。Adowntheseroughheightswerevisiblethedrytracksofmanyamountaintorrentthathadlivedalifetoofierceandpassionatetobealongone。Or,perhaps,astreamwasyethurryingshylyalongtheedgeofafarwiderbedofpebblesandshelvingrockthanitseemedtoneed,thoughnottoowidefortheswollenrageofwhichthisshyrivuletwascapable。Astonebridgebestrodeit,theponderousarchesofwhichwereupheldandrenderedindestructiblebytheweightoftheverystonesthatthreatenedtocrushthemdown。OldRomantoilwasperceptibleinthefoundationsofthatmassivebridge;thefirstweightthatiteverborewasthatofanarmyoftheRepublic。
Threadingthesedefiles,theywouldarriveatsomeimmemorialcity,crowningthehighsummitofahillwithitscathedral,itsmanychurches,andpublicedifices,allofGothicarchitecture。Withnomorelevelgroundthanasinglepiazzainthemidst,theancienttowntumbleditscrookedandnarrowstreetsdownthemountainside,througharchedpassagesandbystepsofstone。Theaspectofeverythingwasawfullyold;older,indeed,initseffectontheimaginationthanRomeitself,becausehistorydoesnotlayitsfingerontheseforgottenedificesandtellusallabouttheirorigin。Etruscanprincesmayhavedweltinthem。Athousandyears,atallevents,wouldseembutamiddleageforthesestructures。Theyarebuiltofsuchhuge,squarestones,thattheirappearanceofponderousdurabilitydistressesthebeholderwiththeideathattheycanneverfall,——nevercrumbleaway,——neverbelessfitthannowforhumanhabitation。Manyofthemmayoncehavebeenpalaces,andstillretainasqualidgrandeur。But,gazingatthem,werecognizehowundesirableitistobuildthetabernacleofourbrieflifetimeoutofpermanentmaterials,andwithaviewtotheirbeingoccupiedbyfuture\'generations。
Alltownsshouldbemadecapableofpurificationbyfire,orofdecay,withineachhalf-century。Otherwise,theybecomethehereditaryhauntsofverminandnoisomeness,besidesstandingapartfromthepossibilityofsuchimprovementsasareconstantlyintroducedintotherestofman\'scontrivancesandaccommodations。Itisbeautiful,nodoubt,andexceedinglysatisfactorytosomeofournaturalinstincts,toimagineourfarposteritydwellingunderthesameroof-treeasourselves。Still,whenpeopleinsistonbuildingindestructiblehouses,theyincur,ortheirchildrendo,amisfortuneanalogoustothatoftheSibyl,whensheobtainedthegrievousboonofimmortality。
Sowemaybuildalmostimmortalhabitations,itistrue;butwecannotkeepthemfromgrowingold,musty,unwholesome,dreary,——fullofdeathscents,ghosts,andmurderstains;inshort,suchhabitationsasoneseeseverywhereinItaly,betheyhovelsorpalaces。
"Youshouldgowithmetomynativecountry,"observedthesculptortoDonatello。"Inthatfortunateland,eachgenerationhasonlyitsownsinsandsorrowstobear。Here,itseemsasifallthewearyanddrearyPastwerepileduponthebackofthePresent。IfIweretolosemyspiritsinthiscountry,——ifIweretosufferanyheavymisfortunehere,——methinksitwouldbeimpossibletostandupagainstit,undersuchadverseinfluences。"
"Theskyitselfisanoldroof,now,"answeredtheCount;"and,nodoubt,thesinsofmankindhavemadeitgloomierthanitusedtobe。"
"O,mypoorFaun,"thoughtKenyontohimself,"howartthouchanged!"
Acity,likethisofwhichwespeak,seemsasortofstonygrowthoutofthehillside,orafossilizedtown;soancientandstrangeitlooks,withoutenoughoflifeandjuicinessinittobeanylongersusceptibleofdecay。Anearthquakewouldaffordittheonlychanceofbeingruined,beyonditspresentruin。
Yet,thoughdeadtoallthepurposesforwhichweliveto-day,theplacehasitsgloriousrecollections,andnotmerelyrudeandwarlikeones,butthoseofbrighterandmildertriumphs,thefruitsofwhichwestillenjoy。Italycancountseveraloftheselifelesstownswhich,fourorfivehundredyearsago,wereeachthebirthplaceofitsownschoolofart;norhavetheyyetforgottentobeproudofthedarkoldpictures,andthefadedfrescos,thepristinebeautyofwhichwasalightandgladnesstotheworld。Butnow,unlessonehappenstobeapainter,thesefamousworksmakeusmiserablydesperate。Theyarepoor,dimghostsofwhat,whenGiottoorCimabuefirstcreatedthem,threwasplendoralongthestatelyaisles;sofargonetowardsnothingness,inourday,thatscarcelyahintofdesignorexpressioncanglimmerthroughthedusk。Thoseearlyartistsdidwelltopainttheirfrescos。Glowingonthechurch-walls,theymightbelookeduponassymbolsofthelivingspiritthatmadeCatholicismatruereligion,andthatglorifieditaslongasitretainedagenuinelife;theyfilledthetranseptswitharadiantthrongofsaintsandangels,andthrewaroundthehighaltarafaintreflection——asmuchasmortalscouldsee,orbear——ofaDivinerPresence。Butnowthatthecolorsaresowretchedlybedimmed,——nowthatblotchesofplasteredwalldotthefrescosallover,likeameanrealitythrustingitselfthroughlife\'sbrightestillusions,——thenextbestartisttoCimabueorGiottoorGhirlandaioorPinturicchiowillbehethatshallreverentlycovertheirruinedmasterpieceswithwhitewash!
Kenyon,however,beinganearneststudentandcriticofArt,lingeredlongbeforethesepatheticrelics;andDonatello,inhispresentphaseofpenitence,thoughtnotimespentamisswhilehecouldbekneelingbeforeanaltar。Whenevertheyfoundacathedral,therefore,oraGothicchurch,thetwotravellerswereofonemindtoenterit。Insomeoftheseholyedificestheysawpicturesthattimehadnotdimmednorinjuredintheleast,thoughtheyperhapsbelongedtoasoldaschoolofArtasanythatwereperishingaroundthem。Thesewerethepaintedwindows;andasoftenashegazedatthemthesculptorblessedthemedievaltime,anditsgorgeouscontrivancesofsplendor;forsurelytheskillofmanhasneveraccomplished,norhismindimagined,anyotherbeautyorgloryworthytobecomparedwiththese。
Itisthespecialexcellenceofpicturedglass,thatthelight,whichfallsmerelyontheoutsideofotherpictures,ishereinterfusedthroughoutthework;itilluminatesthedesign,andinvestsitwithalivingradiance;andinrequitaltheunfadingcolorstransmutethecommondaylightintoamiracleofrichnessandgloryinitspassagethroughtheheavenlysubstanceoftheblessedandangelicshapeswhichthrongthehigh-archedwindow。
"Itisawoefulthing,"criedKenyon,whileoneofthesefrailyetenduringandfadelesspicturesthrewitshuesonhisface,andonthepavementofthechurcharoundhim,——"asadnecessitythatanyChristiansoulshouldpassfromearthwithoutonceseeinganantiquepaintedwindow,withthebrightItaliansunshineglowingthroughit!
Thereisnoothersuchtruesymbolofthegloriesofthebetterworld,whereacelestialradiancewillbeinherentinallthingsandpersons,andrendereachcontinuallytransparenttothesightofall。"
"Butwhatahorroritwouldbe,"saidDonatellosadly,"iftherewereasoulamongthemthroughwhichthelightcouldnotbetransfused!"
"Yes;andperhapsthisistobethepunishmentofsin,"repliedthesculptor;"notthatitshallbemadeevidenttotheuniverse,whichcanprofitnothingbysuchknowledge,butthatitshallinsulatethesinnerfromallsweetsodetybyrenderinghimimpermeabletolight,and,therefore,unrecognizableintheabodeofheavenlysimplicityandtruth。Then,whatremainsforhim,butthedrearinessofinfiniteandeternalsolitude?"
"Thatwouldbeahorribledestiny,indeed!"saidDonatello。
Hisvoiceashespokethewordshadahollowanddrearycadence,asifheanticipatedsomesuchfrozensolitudeforhimself。Afigureinadarkrobewaslurkingintheobscurityofasidechapelcloseby,andmadeanimpulsivemovementforward,buthesitatedasDonatellospokeagain。
"Buttheremightbeamoremiserabletorturethantobesolitaryforever,"saidhe。"Thinkofhavingasinglecompanionineternity,andinsteadoffindinganyconsolation,oratalleventsvarietyoftorture,toseeyourownweary,wearysinrepeatedinthatinseparablesoul。"
"Ithink,mydearCount,youhaveneverreadDante,"observedKenyon。
"Thatideaissomewhatinhisstyle,butIcannothelpregrettingthatitcameintoyourmindjustthen。"
Thedark-robedfigurehadshrunkback,andwasquitelosttosightamongtheshadowsofthechapel。
"TherewasanEnglishpoet,"resumedKenyon,turningagaintowardsthewindow,"whospeaksofthe\'dim,religiouslight,\'transmittedthroughpaintedglass。Ialwaysadmiredthisrichlydescriptivephrase;but,thoughhewasonceinItaly,IquestionwhetherMiltoneversawanybutthedingypicturesinthedustywindowsofEnglishcathedrals,imperfectlyshownbythegrayEnglishdaylight。Hewouldelsehaveilluminatedthatword\'dim\'withsomeepithetthatshouldnotchaseawaythedimness,yetshouldmakeitglowlikeamillionofrubies,sapphires,emeralds,andtopazes。Isitnotsowithyonderwindow?
Thepicturesaremostbrilliantinthemselves,yetdimwithtendernessandreverence,becauseGodhimselfisshiningthroughthem。"
"Thepicturesfillmewithemotion,butnotsuchasyouseemtoexperience,"saidDonatello。"Itrembleatthoseawfulsaints;and,mostofall,atthefigureabovethem。HeglowswithDivinewrath!"
"Mydearfriend,"saidKenyon,"howstrangelyyoureyeshavetransmutedtheexpressionofthefigure!Itisdivinelove,notwrath!"
"Tomyeyes,"saidDonatellostubbornly,"itiswrath,notlove!Eachmustinterpretforhimself。"
Thefriendsleftthechurch,andlookingup,fromtheexterior,atthewindowwhichtheyhadjustbeencontemplatingwithin,nothing;wasvisiblebutthemerestoutlineofduskyshapes,Neithertheindividuallikenessofsaint,angel,norSaviour,andfarlessthecombinedschemeandpurportofthepicture,couldanywisebemadeout。Thatmiracleofradiantart,thusviewed,wasnothingbetterthananincomprehensibleobscurity,withoutagleamofbeautytoinducethebeholdertoattemptunravellingit。
"Allthis,"thoughtthesculptor,"isamostforcibleemblemofthedifferentaspectofreligioustruthandsacredstory,asviewedfromthewarminteriorofbelief,orfromitscoldanddrearyoutside。
Christianfaithisagrandcathedral,withdivinelypicturedwindows。
Standingwithout,youseenoglory,norcanpossiblyimagineany;
standingwithin,everyrayoflightrevealsaharmonyofunspeakablesplendors。"
AfterKenyonandDonatelloemergedfromthechurch,however,theyhadbetteropportunityforactsofcharityandmercythanforreligiouscontemplation;beingimmediatelysurroundedbyaswarmofbeggars,whoarethepresentpossessorsofItaly,andsharethespoilofthestrangerwiththefleasandmosquitoes,theirformidableallies。
Thesepests——thehumanones——hadhuntedthetwotravellersateverystageoftheirjourney。Fromvillagetovillage,raggedboysandgirlskeptalmostunderthehorses\'feet;hoarygrandsiresandgrandamescaughtglimpsesoftheirapproach,andhobbledtointerceptthematsomepointofvantage;blindmenstaredthemoutofcountenancewiththeirsightlessorbs;womenhelduptheirunwashedbabies;cripplesdisplayedtheirwoodenlegs,theirgrievousscars,theirdangling,bonelessarms,theirbrokenbacks,theirburdenofahump,orwhateverinfirmityordeformityProvidencehadassignedthemforaninheritance。Onthehighestmountainsummit——inthemostshadowyravine——therewasabeggarwaitingforthem。Inonesmallvillage,Kenyonhadthecuriositytocountmerelyhowmanychildrenwerecrying,whining,andbellowingailatonceforalms。Theyprovedtobemorethanfortyofasraggedanddirtylittleimpsasanyintheworld;besideswhom,allthewrinkledmatrons,andmostofthevillagemaids,andnotafewstalwartmen,heldouttheirhandsgrimly,piteously,orsmilinglyintheforlornhopeofwhatevertrifleofcoinmightremaininpocketsalreadysofearfullytaxed。Hadtheybeenpermitted,theywouldgladlyhavekneltdownandworshippedthetravellers,andhavecursedthem,withoutrisingfromtheirknees,iftheexpectedboonfailedtobeawarded。
Yettheywerenotsomiserablypoorbutthatthegrownpeoplekepthousesovertheirheads。
Inthewayoffood,theyhad,atleast,vegetablesintheirlittlegardens,pigsandchickenstokill,eggstofryintoomeletswithoil,winetodrink,andmanyotherthingstomakelifecomfortable。Asforthechildren,whennomoresmallcoinappearedtobeforthcoming,theybegantolaughandplay,andturnheelsoverhead,showingthemselvesjollyandvivaciousbrats,andevidentlyaswellfedasneedsbe。Thetruthis,theItalianpeasantrylookuponstrangersasthealmonersofProvidence,andthereforefeelnomoreshameinaskingandreceivingalms,thaninavailingthemselvesofprovidentialbountiesinwhateverotherform。
Inaccordancewithhisnature,Donatellowasalwaysexceedinglycharitabletotheseraggedbattalions,andappearedtoderiveacertainconsolationfromtheprayerswhichmanyofthemputupinhisbehalf。InItalyacoppercoinofminutevaluewilloftenmakeallthedifferencebetweenavindictivecurse——deathbyapoplexybeingthefavoriteone-mumbledinanoldwitch\'stoothlessjaws,andaprayerfromthesamelips,soearnestthatitwouldseemtorewardthecharitablesoulwithatleastapuffofgratefulbreathtohelphimheavenward。Goodwishesbeingsocheap,thoughpossiblynotveryefficacious,andanathemassoexceedinglybitter,——evenifthegreaterportionoftheirpoisonremaininthemouththatuttersthem,——itmaybewisetoexpendsomereasonableamountinthepurchaseoftheformer。
Donatelloinvariablydidso;andashedistributedhisalmsunderthepicturedwindow,ofwhichwehavebeenspeaking,nolessthansevenancientwomenliftedtheirhandsandbesoughtblessingsonhishead。
"Come,"saidthesculptor,rejoicingatthehappierexpressionwhichhesawinhisfriend\'sface。"Ithinkyoursteedwillnotstumblewithyouto-day。EachoftheseolddameslooksasmuchlikeHorace\'sAtraCuraascanwellbeconceived;but,thoughtherearesevenofthem,theywillmakeyourburdenonhorsebacklighterinsteadofheavier。"
"Arewetoridefar?"askedtheCount。
"Atolerablejourneybetwixtnowandto-morrownoon,"Kenyonreplied;
"for,atthathour,IpurposetobestandingbythePope\'sstatueinthegreatsquareofPerugia。"
CHAPTERXXXIV
MARKETDAYINPERUGIA
Perugia,onitsloftyhilltop,wasreachedbythetwotravellersbeforethesunhadquitekissedawaytheearlyfreshnessofthemorning。Sincemidnight,therehadbeenaheavy,rain,bringinginfiniterefreshmenttothesceneofverdureandfertilityamidwhichthisancientcivilizationstands;insomuchthatKenyonloitered,whentheycametothegraycitywall,andwasloathtogiveuptheprospectofthesunnywildernessthatlaybelow。ItwasasgreenasEngland,andbrightasItalyalone。Therewasallthewidevalley,sweepingdownandspreadingawayonallsidesfromtheweedgrownramparts,andboundedafarbymountains,whichlayasleepinthesun,withthinmistsandsilverycloudsfloatingabouttheirheadsbywayofmorningdreams。
"Itlacksstilltwohoursofnoon,"saidthesculptortohisfriend,astheystoodunderthearchofthegateway,waitingfortheirpassportstobeexamined;"willyoucomewithmetoseesomeadmirablefrescosbyPerugino?ThereisahallintheExchange,ofnogreatmagnitude,butcoveredwithwhatmusthavebeen——atthetimeitwaspainted——suchmagnificenceandbeautyastheworldhadnotelsewheretoshow。"
"Itdepressesmetolookatoldfrescos,"respondedtheCount;"itisapain,yetnotenoughofapaintoanswerasapenance。"
"WillyoulookatsomepicturesbyFraAngelicointheChurchofSanDomenico?"askedKenyon;"theyarefullofreligioussincerity,Whenonestudiesthemfaithfully,itislikeholdingaconversationaboutheavenlythingswithatenderanddevout-mindedman。"
"YouhaveshownmesomeofFraAngelico\'spictures,Iremember,"
answeredDonatello;"hisangelslookasiftheyhadnevertakenaflightoutofheaven;andhissaintsseemtohavebeenbornsaints,andalwaystohavelivedso。Youngmaidens,andallinnocentpersons,Idoubtnot,mayfindgreatdelightandprofitinlookingatsuchholypictures。Buttheyarenotforme。"
"Yourcriticism,Ifancy,hasgreatmoraldepth,"repliedKenyon;"andIseeinitthereasonwhyHildasohighlyappreciatesFraAngelico\'spictures。Well;wewillletallsuchmatterspassforto-day,andstrollaboutthisfineoldcitytillnoon。"
Theywanderedtoandfro,accordingly,andlostthemselvesamongthestrange,precipitatepassages,which,inPerugia,arecalledstreets,Someofthemarelikecaverns,beingarchedallover,andplungingdownabruptlytowardsanunknowndarkness;which,whenyouhavefathomeditsdepths,admitsyoutoadaylightthatyouscarcelyhopedtobeholdagain。Heretheymetshabbymen,andthecarewornwivesandmothersofthepeople,someofwhomguidedchildreninleadingstringsthroughthosedimandantiquethoroughfares,whereahundredgenerationshadpassedbeforethelittlefeetofto-daybegantotreadthem。Thencetheyclimbedupwardagain,andcametothelevelplateau,onthesummitofthehill,wherearesituatedthegrandpiazzaandtheprincipalpublicedifices。
IthappenedtobemarketdayinPerugia。Thegreatsquare,therefore,presentedafarmorevivaciousspectaclethanwouldhavebeenwitnessedinitatanyothertimeoftheweek,thoughnotsolivelyastoovercomethegraysolemnityofthearchitecturalportionofthescene。IntheshadowofthecathedralandotheroldGothicstructures——seekingshelterfromthesunshinethatfellacrosstherestofthepiazza——wasacrowdofpeople,engagedasbuyersorsellersinthepettytrafficofacountryfair。Dealershaderectedboothsandstallsonthepavement,andoverspreadthemwithscantyawnings,beneathwhichtheystood,vociferouslycryingtheirmerchandise;suchasshoes,hatsandcaps,yarnstockings,cheapjewelryandcutlery,books,chieflylittlevolumesofareligiousCharacter,andafewFrenchnovels;toys,tinware,oldiron,cloth,rosariesofbeads,crucifixes,cakes,biscuits,sugar-plums,andinnumerablelittleoddsandends,whichweseenoobjectinadvertising。Basketsofgrapes,figs,andpearsstoodontheground。
Donkeys,bearingpanniersstuffedoutwithkitchenvegetables,andrequiringanampleroadway,roughlyshoulderedasidethethrong。
Crowdedasthesquarewas,ajugglerfoundroomtospreadoutawhiteclothuponthepavement,andcoveritwithcups,plates,balls,cards,wthewholematerialofhismagic,inshort,——wherewithheproceededtoworkmiraclesunderthenoondaysun。Anorgangrinderatonepoint,andaclarionandafluteatanother,accomplishedwhattheircouldtowardsfillingthewidespacewithtunefulnoise,Theirsmalluproar,however,wasnearlydrownedbythemultitudinousvoicesofthepeople,bargaining,quarrelling,laughing,andbabblingcopiouslyatrandom;。
forthebrisknessofthemountainatmosphere,orsomeothercause,madeeverybodysoloquacious,thatmorewordswerewastedinPerugiaonthisonemarketday,thanthenoisiestpiazzaofRomewouldutterinamonth。
Throughallthispettytumult,whichkeptbeguilingone\'seyesandupperstrataofthought,itwasdelightfultocatchglimpsesofthegrandoldarchitecturethatstoodaroundthesquare。Thelifeoftheflittingmoment,existingintheantiqueshellofanagegoneby,hasafascinationwhichwedonotfindineitherthepastorpresent,takenbythemselves。Itmightseemirreverenttomakethegraycathedralandthetall,time-wornpalacesechobacktheexuberantvociferationofthemarket;buttheydidso,andcausedthesoundtoassumeakindofpoeticrhythm,andthemselveslookedonlythemoremajesticfortheircondescension。
Ononeside,therewasanimmenseedificedevotedtopublicpurposes,withanantiquegallery,andarangeofarchedandstone-mullionedwindows,runningalongitsfront;andbywayofentranceithadacentralGothicarch,elaboratelywreathedaroundwithsculpturedsemicircles,withinwhichthespectatorwasawareofastatelyandimpressivegloom。Thoughmerelythemunicipalcouncil-houseandexchangeofadecayedcountrytown,thisstructurewasworthytohaveheldinoneportionofittheparliamenthallofanation,andintheother,thestateapartmentsofitsruler。Onanothersideofthesquarerosethemediaevalfrontofthecathedral,wheretheimaginationofaGothicarchitecthadlongagofloweredoutindestructibly,inthefirstplace,agranddesign,andthencoveringitwithsuchabundantdetailofornament,thatthemagnitudeoftheworkseemedlessamiraclethanitsminuteness。Youwouldsupposethathemusthavesoftenedthestoneintowax,untilhismostdelicatefanciesweremodelledinthepliantmaterial,andthenhadhardeneditintostoneagain。Thewholewasavast,black-letterpageoftherichestandquaintestpoetry。Infitkeepingwithallthisoldmagnificencewasagreatmarblefountain,whereagaintheGothicimaginationshoweditsoverflowandgratuityofdeviceinthemanifoldsculptureswhichitlavishedasfreelyasthewaterdiditsshiftingshapes。
Besidesthetwovenerablestructureswhichwehavedescribed,therewereloftypalaces,perhapsofasoldadate,risingstoryaboveStory,andadornedwithbalconies,whence,hundredsofyearsago,theprincelyoccupantshadbeenaccustomedtogazedownatthesports,business,andpopularassemblagesofthepiazza。And,beyondallquestion,theythuswitnessedtheerectionofabronzestatue,which,threecenturiessince,wasplacedonthepedestalthatitstilloccupies。
"InevercometoPerugia,saidKenyon,"withoutspendingasmuchtimeasIcanspareinstudyingyonderstatueofPopeJuliustheThird。
ThosesculptorsoftheMiddleAgehavefitterlessonsfortheprofessorsofmyartthanwecanfindintheGrecianmasterpieces。
TheybelongtoourChristiancivilization;and,beingearnestworks,theyalwaysexpresssomethingwhichwedonotgetfromtheantique。
Willyoulookatit?"
"Willingly,"repliedtheCount,"forIsee,evensofaroff,thatthestatueisbestowingabenediction,andthereisafeelinginmyheartthatImaybepermittedtoshareit。"
RememberingthesimilarideawhichMiriamashorttimebeforehadexpressed,thesculptorsmiledhopefullyatthecoincidence。Theymadetheirwaythroughthethrongofthemarketplace,andapproachedclosetotheironrailingthatprotectedthepedestalofthestatue。
Itwasthefigureofapope,arrayedinhispontificalrobes,andcrownedwiththetiara。Hesatinabronzechair,elevatedhighabovethepavement,andseemedtotakekindlyyetauthoritativecognizanceofthebusyscenewhichwasatthatmomentpassingbeforehiseye。
Hisrighthandwasraisedandspreadabroad,asifintheactofsheddingforthabenediction,whicheveryman——sobroad,sowise,andsoserenelyaffectionatewasthebronzepope\'sregard——mighthopetofeelquietlydescendingupontheneed,orthedistress,thathehadclosestathisheart。Thestatuehadlifeandobservationinit,aswellaspatriarchalmajesty。Animaginativespectatorcouldnotbutbeimpressedwiththeideathatthisbenignlyawfulrepresentativeofdivineandhumanauthoritymightrisefromhisbrazenchair,shouldanygreatpublicexigencydemandhisinterposition,andencourageorrestrainthepeoplebyhisgesture,orevenbypropheticutterancesworthyofsograndapresence。
Andinthelong,calmintervals,amidthequietlapseofages,thepontiffwatchedthedailyturmoilaroundhisseat,listeningwithmajesticpatiencetothemarketcries,andallthepettyuproarthatawoketheechoesofthestatelyoldpiazza。Hewastheenduringfriendofthesemen,andoftheirforefathersandchildren,thefamiliarfaceofgenerations。
"Thepope\'sblessing,methinks,hasfallenuponyou,"observedthesculptor,lookingathisfriend。
Intruth,Donatello\'scountenanceindicatedahealthierspiritthanwhilehewasbroodinginhismelancholytower。Thechangeofscene,thebreakingupofcustom,thefreshflowofincidents,thesenseofbeinghomeless,andthereforefree,haddonesomethingforourpoorFaun;thesecircumstanceshadatleastpromotedareaction,whichmightelsehavebeenslowerinitsprogress。Then,nodoubt,thebrightday,thegayspectacleofthemarketplace,andthesympatheticexhilarationofsomanypeople\'scheerfulness,hadeachtheirsuitableeffectonatempernaturallypronetobeglad。Perhaps,too,hewasmagneticallyconsciousofapresencethatformerlysufficedtomakehimhappy。Bethecausewhatitmight,Donatello\'seyesshonewithasereneandhopefulexpressionwhilelookingupwardatthebronzepope,towhosewidelydiffusedblessing,itmaybe,heattributedallthisgoodinfluence。
"Yes,mydearfriend,"saidhe,inreplytothesculptor\'sremark,"I
feeltheblessinguponmyspirit。"
"Itiswonderful,"saidKenyon,withasmile,"wonderfulanddelightfultothinkhowlongagoodman\'sbeneficencemaybepotent,evenafterhisdeath。Howgreat,then,musthavebeentheefficacyofthisexcellentpontiff\'sblessingwhilehewasalive!"
"Ihaveheard,"remarkedtheCount,"thattherewasabrazenimagesetupinthewilderness,thesightofwhichhealedtheIsraelitesoftheirpoisonousandranklingwounds。IfitbetheBlessedVirgin\'spleasure,whyshouldnotthisholyimagebeforeusdomeequalgood?
Awoundhaslongbeenranklinginmysoul,andfillingitwithpoison。"
"Ididwrongtosmile,"answeredKenyon。"ItisnotformetolimitProvidenceinitsoperationsonman\'sspirit。"
Whiletheystoodtalking,theclockintheneighboringcathedraltoldthehour,withtwelvereverberatingstrokes,whichitflungdownuponthecrowdedmarketplace,asifwarningoneandalltotakeadvantageofthebronzepontiff\'sbenediction,orofHeaven\'sblessing,howeverproffered,beforetheopportunitywerelost。
"Highnoon,"saidthesculptor。"ItisMiriam\'shour!"
CHAPTERXXXV
THEBRONZEPONTIFF\'SBENEDICTION
Whenthelastofthetwelvestrokeshadfallenfromthecathedralclock,Kenyonthrewhiseyesoverthebusysceneofthemarketplace,expectingtodiscernMiriamsomewhereinthe\'crowd。Helookednexttowardsthecathedralitself,whereitwasreasonabletoimaginethatshemighthavetakenshelter,whileawaitingherappointedtime。
Seeingnotraceofherineitherdirection,hiseyescamebackfromtheirquestsomewhatdisappointed,andrestedonafigurewhichwasleaning,likeDonatelloandhimself,ontheironbalustradethatsurroundedthestatue。Onlyamomentbefore,theytwohadbeenalone。
Itwasthefigureofawoman,withherheadbowedonherhands,asifshedeeplyfelt——whatwehavebeenendeavoringtoconveyintoourfeebledescription——thebenignandawe-inspiringinfluencewhichthepontiff\'sstatueexercisesuponasensitivespectator。NomatterthoughitweremodelledforaCatholicchiefpriest,thedesolateheart,whateverbeitsreligion,recognizesinthatimagethelikenessofafather。
"Miriam,"saidthesculptor,withatremorinhisvoice,"isityourself?"
"ItisI,"shereplied;"Iamfaithfultomyengagement,thoughwithmanyfears。"Sheliftedherhead,andrevealedtoKenyon——revealedtoDonatellolikewise——thewell-rememberedfeaturesofMiriam。Theywerepaleandworn,butdistinguishedevennow,thoughlessgorgeously,byabeautythatmightbeimaginedbrightenoughtoglimmerwithitsownlightinadimcathedralaisle,andhadnoneedtoshrinkfromtheseverertestofthemid-daysun。Butsheseemedtremulous,andhardlyabletogothroughwithascenewhichatadistanceshehadfoundcouragetoundertake。
"Youaremostwelcome,Miriam!"saidthesculptor,seekingtoaffordhertheencouragementwhichhesawshesogreatlyrequired。"Ihaveahopefultrustthattheresultofthisinterviewwillbepropitious。
Come;letmeleadyoutoDonatello。"
"No,Kenyon,no!"whisperedMiriam,shrinkingback;"unlessofhisownaccordhespeaksmyname,——unlesshebidsmestay,——nowordshalleverpassbetweenhimandme。ItisnotthatItakeuponmetobeproudatthislatehour。Amongotherfemininequalities,IthrewawaymypridewhenHildacastmeoff。"
"Ifnotpride,whatelserestrainsyou?"Kenyonasked,alittleangryatherunseasonablescruples,andalsoatthishalf-complainingreferencetoHilda\'sjustseverity。"Afterdaringsomuch,itisnotimeforfear!Ifwelethimpartfromyouwithoutaword,youropportunityofdoinghiminestimablegoodislostforever。"
"True;itwillbelostforever!"repeatedMiriamsadly。"But,dearfriend,willitbemyfault?Iwillinglyflingmywoman\'sprideathisfeet。But——doyounotsee?——hisheartmustbeleftfreelytoitsowndecisionwhethertorecognizeme,becauseonhisvoluntarychoicedependsthewholequestionwhethermydevotionwilldohimgoodorharm。Excepthefeelaninfiniteneedofme,Iamaburdenandfatalobstructiontohim!"
"Takeyourowncourse,then,Miriam,"saidKenyon;"and,doubtless,thecrisisbeingwhatitis,yourspiritisbetterinstructedforitsemergenciesthanmine。"
Whiletheforegoingwordspassedbetweenthemtheyhadwithdrawnalittlefromtheimmediatevicinityofthestatue,soastobeoutofDonatello\'shearing。Still,however,theywerebeneaththepontiff\'soutstretchedhand;andMiriam,withherbeautyandhersorrow,lookedupintohisbenignantface,asifshehadcomethitherforhispardonandpaternalaffection,anddespairedofsovastaboon。
Meanwhile,shehadnotstoodthuslonginthepublicsquareofPerugia,withoutattractingtheobservationofmanyeyes。Withtheirquicksenseofbeauty,theseItalianshadrecognizedherloveliness,andsparednottotaketheirfillofgazingatit;thoughtheirnativegentlenessandcourtesymadetheirhomagefarlessobtrusivethanthatofGermans,French,orAnglo-Saxonsmighthavebeen。ItisnotimprobablethatMiriamhadplannedthismomentousinterview,onsopublicaspotandathighnoon,withaneyetothesortofprotectionthatwouldbethrownoveritbyamultitudeofeye-witnesses。Incircumstancesofprofoundfeelingandpassion,thereisoftenasensethattoogreataseclusioncannotbeendured;thereisanindefinitedreadofbeingquitealonewiththeobjectofourdeepestinterest。
Thespeciesofsolitudethatacrowdharborswithinitselfisfelttobepreferable,incertainconditionsoftheheart,totheremotenessofadesertorthedepthsofanuntroddenwood。Hatred,love,orwhateverkindoftoointenseemotion,orevenindifference,whereemotionhasoncebeen,instinctivelyseekstointerposesomebarrierbetweenitselfandthecorrespondingpassioninanotherbreast。This,wesuspect,waswhatMiriamhadthoughtof,incomingtothethrongedpiazza;partlythis,andpartly,asshesaid,hersuperstitionthatthebenignstatueheldgoodinfluencesinstore。
ButDonatelloremainedleaningagainstthebalustrade。Shedarednotglancetowardshim,toseewhetherhewerepaleandagitated,orcalmasice。Only,sheknewthatthemomentswerefleetlylapsingaway,andthathisheartmustcallhersoon,orthevoicewouldneverreachher。Sheturnedquiteawayfromhimandspokeagaintothesculptor。
"Ihavewishedtomeetyou,"saidshe,"formorethanonereason。
Newshascometomerespectingadearfriendofours。Nay,notofmine!Idarenotcallherafriendofmine,thoughoncethedearest。"
"DoyouspeakofHilda?"exclaimedKenyon,withquickalarm。"Hasanythingbefallenher?WhenIlastheardofher,shewasstillinRome,andwell。"
"HildaremainsinRome,"repliedMiriam,"norissheillasregardsphysicalhealth,thoughmuchdepressedinspirits。Shelivesquitealoneinherdove-cote;notafriendnearher,notoneinRome,which,youknow,isdesertedbyallbutitsnativeinhabitants。Ifearforherhealth,ifshecontinuelonginsuchsolitude,withdespondencypreyingonhermind。Itellyouthis,knowingtheinterestwhichtherarebeautyofhercharacterhasawakenedinyou。"
"IwillgotoRome!"saidthesculptor,ingreatemotion。"Hildahasneverallowedmetomanifestmorethanafriendlyregard;but,atleast,shecannotpreventmywatchingoverheratahumbledistance。
Iwillsetoutthisveryhour。"
"Donotleaveusnow!"whisperedMiriamimploringly,andlayingherhandonhisarm。"Onemomentmore!Ah;hehasnowordforme!"
"Miriam!"saidDonatello。
Thoughbutasingleword,andthefirstthathehadspoken,itstonewasawarrantofthesadandtenderdepthfromwhichitcame。IttoldMiriamthingsofinfiniteimportance,and,firstofall,thathestilllovedher。Thesenseoftheirmutualcrimehadstunned,butnotdestroyed,thevitalityofhisaffection;itwasthereforeindestructible。Thattone,too,bespokeanalteredanddeepenedcharacter;ittoldofavivifiedintellect,andofspiritualinstructionthathadcomethroughsorrowandremorse;sothatinsteadofthewildboy,thethingofsportive,animalnature,thesylvanFaun,herewasnowthemanoffeelingandintelligence。
Sheturnedtowardshim,whilehisvoicestillreverberatedinthedepthsofhersoul。
"Youhavecalledme!"saidshe。
"Becausemydeepesthearthasneedofyou!"hereplied。"Forgive,Miriam,thecoldness,thehardnesswithwhichIpartedfromyou!I
wasbewilderedwithstrangehorrorandgloom。"
"Alas!anditwasIthatbroughtitonyou,"saidshe。"Whatrepentance,whatself-sacrifice,canatoneforthatinfinitewrong?
Therewassomethingsosacredintheinnocentandjoyouslifewhichyouwereleading!Ahappypersonissuchanunaccustomedandholycreatureinthissadworld!And,encounteringsorareabeing,andgiftedwiththepowerofsympathywithhissunnylife,itwasmydoom,mine,tobringhimwithinthelimitsofsinful,sorrowfulmortality!
Bidmedepart,Donatello!Flingmeoff!Nogood,throughmyagency,canfollowuponsuchamightyevil!"
"Miriam,"saidhe,"ourlotliestogether。Isitnotso?Tellme,inHeaven\'sname,ifitbeotherwise。"
Donatello\'sconsciencewasevidentlyperplexedwithdoubt,whetherthecommunionofacrime,suchastheytwowerejointlystainedwith,oughtnottostiflealltheinstinctivemotionsoftheirhearts,impellingthemonetowardstheother。Miriam,ontheotherhand,remorsefullyquestionedwithherselfwhetherthemisery,alreadyaccruingfromherinfluence,shouldnotwarnhertowithdrawfromhispath。Inthismomentousinterview,therefore,twosoulsweregropingforeachotherinthedarknessofguiltandsorrow,andhardlywereboldenoughtograspthecoldhandsthattheyfound。
Thesculptorstoodwatchingthescenewithearnestsympathy。
"Itseemsirreverent,"saidhe,atlength;"intrusive,ifnotirreverent,forathirdpersontothrusthimselfbetweenthetwosolelyconcernedinacrisislikethepresent。Yet,possiblyasabystander,thoughadeeplyinterestedone,Imaydiscernsomewhatoftruththatishiddenfromyouboth;nay,atleastinterpretorsuggestsomeideaswhichyoumightnotsoreadilyconveytoeachother。"
"Speak!"saidMiriam。"Weconfideinyou。""Speak!"saidDonatello。
"Youaretrueandupright。"
"Iwellknow,"rejoinedKenyon,"thatIshallnotsucceedinutteringthefew,deepwordswhich,inthismatter,asinallothers,includetheabsolutetruth。Buthere,Miriam,isonewhomaterriblemisfortunehasbeguntoeducate;ithastakenhim,andthroughyouragency,outofawildandhappystate,which,withincircumscribedlimits,gavehimjoysthathecannotelsewherefindonearth。Onhisbehalf,youhaveincurredaresponsibilitywhichyoucannotflingaside。Andhere,Donatello,isonewhomProvidencemarksoutasintimatelyconnectedwithyourdestiny。Themysteriousprocess,bywhichourearthlylifeinstructsusforanotherstateofbeing,wasbegunforyoubyher。Shehasrichgiftsofheartandmind,asuggestivepower,amagneticinfluence,asympatheticknowledge,which,wiselyandreligiouslyexercised,arewhatyourconditionneeds。Shepossesseswhatyourequire,and,withutterselfdevotion,willuseitforyourgood。Thebondbetwixtyou,therefore,isatrueone,andnever——exceptbyHeaven\'sownact——shouldberentasunder。"
"Ah;hehasspokenthetruth!"criedDonatello,graspingMiriam\'shand。
"Theverytruth,dearfriend,"criedMiriam。
"Buttakeheed,"resumedthesculptor,anxiousnottoviolatetheintegrityofhisownconscience,"takeheed;foryouloveoneanother,andyetyourbondistwinedwithsuchblackthreadsthatyoumustneverlookuponitasidenticalwiththetiesthatuniteotherlovingsouls。Itisformutualsupport;itisforoneanother\'sfinalgood;
itisforeffort,forsacrifice,butnotforearthlyhappiness。Ifsuchbeyourmotive,believeme,friends,itwerebettertorelinquisheachother\'shandsatthissadmoment。Therewouldbenoholysanctiononyourweddedlife。"
"None,"saidDonatello,shuddering。"Weknowitwell。"
"None,"repeatedMiriam,alsoshuddering。"United——miserablyentangledwithme,rather——byabondofguilt,ourunionmightbeforeternity,indeed,andmostintimate;——but,throughallthatendlessduration,Ishouldbeconsciousofhishorror。"
"Notforearthlybliss,therefore,"saidKenyon,"butformutualelevation,andencouragementtowardsasevereandpainfullife,youtakeeachother\'shands。Andif,outoftoil,sacrifice,prayer,penitence,andearnestefforttowardsrightthings,therecomesatlengthasombreandthoughtful,happiness,tasteit,andthankHeaven!
Sothatyoulivenotforit,——sothatitbeawaysideflower,springingalongapaththatleadstohigherends,——itwillbeHeaven\'sgraciousgift,andatokenthatitrecognizesyourunionherebelow。"
"Haveyounomoretosay?"askedMiriamearnestly。"Thereismatterofsorrowandloftyconsolationstrangelymingledinyourwords。"
"Onlythis,dearMiriam,"saidthesculptor;"ifeverinyourlivesthehighestdutyshouldrequirefromeitherofyouthesacrificeoftheother,meettheoccasionwithoutshrinking。Thisisall。"
WhileKenyonspoke,Donatellohadevidentlytakenintheideaswhichhepropounded,andhadennobledthembythesincerityofhisreception。
Hisaspectunconsciouslyassumedadignity,which,elevatinghisformerbeauty,accordedwiththechangethathadlongbeentakingplaceinhisinteriorself。Hewasaman,revolvinggraveanddeepthoughtsinhisbreast。HestillheldMiriam\'shand;andtheretheystood,thebeautifulman,thebeautifulwoman,unitedforever,astheyfelt,inthepresenceofthesethousandeye-witnesses,whogazedsocuriouslyattheunintelligiblescene。Doubtlessthecrowdrecognizedthemaslovers,andfanciedthisabetrothalthatwasdestinedtoresultinlifelonghappiness。Andpossiblyitmightbeso。Whocantellwherehappinessmaycome;orwhere,thoughanexpectedguest,itmaynevershowitsface?Perhaps——shy,subtlething——ithadcreptintothissadmarriagebond,whenthepartnerswouldhavetrembledatitspresenceasacrime。
"Farewell!"saidKenyon;"IgotoRome。"
"Farewell,truefriend!"saidMiriam。
"Farewell!"saidDonatellotoo。"Mayyoubehappy。Youhavenoguilttomakeyoushrinkfromhappiness。"
AtthismomentitsochancedthatallthethreefriendsbyoneimpulseglancedupwardatthestatueofPopeJulius;andtherewasthemajesticfigurestretchingoutthehandofbenedictionoverthem,andbendingdownuponthisguiltyandrepentantpairitsvisageofgrandbenignity。Thereisasingulareffectoftentimeswhen,outofthemidstofengrossingthoughtanddeepabsorption,wesuddenlylookup,andcatchaglimpseofexternalobjects。Weseematsuchmomentstolookfartheranddeeperintothem,thanbyanypremeditatedobservation;itisasiftheymetoureyesalive,andwithalltheirhiddenmeaningonthesurface,butgrewagaininanimateandinscrutabletheinstantthattheybecameawareofourglances。Sonow,atthatunexpectedglimpse,Miriam,Donatello,andthesculptor,allthreeimaginedthattheybeheldthebronzepontiffendowedwithspirituallife。Ablessingwasfeltdescendinguponthemfromhisoutstretchedhand;heapprovedbylookandgesturethepledgeofadeepunionthathadpassedunderhisauspices。
CHAPTERXXXVI
HILDA\'STOWER
WhenwehaveonceknownRome,andleftherwhereshelies,likealong-decayingcorpse,retainingatraceofthenobleshapeitwas,butwithaccumulateddustandafungousgrowthoverspreadingallitsmoreadmirablefeatures,leftherinutterweariness,nodoubt,ofhernarrow,crooked,intricatestreets,souncomfortablypavedwithlittlesquaresoflavathattotreadoverthemisapenitentialpilgrimage,soindescribablyugly,moreover,socold,soalley-like,intowhichthesunneverfalls,andwhereachillwindforcesitsdeadlybreathintoourlungs,——lefther,tiredofthesightofthoseimmenseseven-storied,yellow-washedhovels,orcallthempalaces,whereallthatisdrearyindomesticlifeseemsmagnifiedandmultiplied,andwearyofclimbingthosestaircases,whichascendfromaground-floorofcookshops,cobblers\'stalls,stables,andregimentsofcavalry,toamiddleregionofprinces,cardinals,andambassadors,andanuppertierofartists,justbeneaththeunattainablesky,——lefther,wornoutwithshiveringatthecheerlessandsmokyfiresidebyday,andfeastingwithourownsubstancetheravenouslittlepopulaceofaRomanbedatnight,——lefther,sickatheartofItaliantrickery,whichhasuprootedwhateverfaithinman\'sintegrityhadenduredtillnow,andsickatstomachofsourbread,sourwine,rancidbutter,andbadcookery,needlesslybestowedonevilmeats,——lefther,disgustedwiththepretenceofholinessandtherealityofnastiness,eachequallyomnipresent,——lefther,halflifelessfromthelanguidatmosphere,thevitalprincipleofwhichhasbeenuseduplongago,orcorruptedbymyriadsofslaughters,——lefther,crusheddowninspiritwiththedesolationofherruin,andthehopelessnessofherfuture,——lefther,inshort,hatingherwithallourmight,andaddingourindividualcursetotheinfiniteanathemawhichheroldcrimeshaveunmistakablybroughtdown,——whenwehaveleftRomeinsuchmoodasthis,weareastonishedbythediscovery,byandby,thatourheart-stringshavemysteriouslyattachedthemselvestotheEternalCity,andaredrawingusthitherwardagain,asifitweremorefamiliar,moreintimatelyourhome,thaneventhespotwherewewereborn。
Itiswithakindredsentiment,thatwenowfollowthecourseofourstorybackthroughtheFlaminianGate,and,treadingourwaytotheViaPortoghese,climbthestaircasetotheupperchamberofthetowerwherewelastsawHilda。
HildaallalongintendedtopassthesummerinRome;forshehadlaidoutmanyhighanddelightfultasks,whichshecouldthebettercompletewhileherfavoritehauntsweredesertedbythemultitudethatthrongedthemthroughoutthewinterandearlyspring。Nordidshedreadthesummeratmosphere,althoughgenerallyheldtobesopestilential。Shehadalreadymadetrialofit,twoyearsbefore,andfoundnoworseeffectthanakindofdreamylanguor,whichwasdissipatedbythefirstcoolbreezesthatcamewithautumn。Thethicklypopulatedcentreofthecity,indeed,isneveraffectedbythefeverishinfluencethatliesinwaitintheCampagna,likeabesiegingfoe,andnightlyhauntsthosebeautifullawnsandwoodlands,aroundthesuburbanvillas,justattheseasonwhentheymostresembleParadise。WhattheflamingswordwastothefirstEden,suchisthemalariatothesesweetgardensandgrove。Wemaywanderthroughthem,ofanafternoon,itistrue,buttheycannotbemadeahomeandareality,andtosleepamongthemisdeath。Theyarebutillusions,therefore,liketheshowofgleamingwatersandshadowyfoliageinadesert。
ButRome,withinthewalls,atthisdreadedseason,enjoysitsfestaldays,andmakesitselfmerrywithcharacteristicandhereditarypas-times,forwhichitsbroadpiazzasaffordabundantroom。Itleadsitsownlifewithafreerspirit,nowthattheartistsandforeignvisitorsarescatteredabroad。Nobloom,perhaps,wouldbevisibleinacheekthatshouldbeunvisited,throughoutthesummer,bymoreinvigoratingwindsthananywithinfiftymilesofthecity;nobloom,butyet,ifthemindkeptitshealthyenergy,asubduedandcolorlesswell-being。TherewasconsequentlylittleriskinHilda\'spurposetopassthesummerdaysinthegalleriesofRomanpalaces,andhernightsinthataerialchamber,whithertheheavybreathofthecityanditssuburbscouldnotaspire。Itwouldprobablyharmhernomorethanitdidthewhitedoves,whosoughtthesamehighatmosphereatsunset,and,whenmorningcame,flewdownintothenarrowstreets,abouttheirdailybusiness,asHildalikewisedid。
WiththeVirgin\'saidandblessing,whichmightbehopedforevenbyaheretic,whosoreligiouslylitthelampbeforehershrine,theNewEnglandgirlwouldsleepsecurelyinheroldRomantower,andgoforthonherpictorialpilgrimageswithoutdreadorperil。Inviewofsuchasummer,Hildahadanticipatedmanymonthsoflonely,butunalloyedenjoyment。Notthatshehadachurlishdisinclinationtosociety,orneededtobetoldthatwetasteoneintellectualpleasuretwice,andwithdoubletheresult,whenwetasteitwithafriend。But,keepingamaidenheartwithinherbosom,sherejoicedinthefreedomthatenabledherstilltochooseherownsphere,anddwellinit,ifshepleased,withoutanotherinmate。
Herexpectation,however,ofadelightfulsummerwaswoefullydisappointed。Evenhadsheformednopreviousplanofremainingthere,itisimprobablethatHildawouldhavegatheredenergytostirfromRome。Atorpor,heretoforeunknowntohervivaciousthoughquiettemperament,hadpossesseditselfofthepoorgirl,likeahalf-deadserpentknottingitscold,inextricablewreathsaboutherlimbs。Itwasthatpeculiardespair,thatchillandheavymisery,whichonlytheinnocentcanexperience,althoughitpossessesmanyofthegloomycharacteristicsthatmarkasenseofguilt。Itwasthatheartsickness,which,itistobehoped,wemayallofushavebeenpureenoughtofeel,onceinourlives,butthecapacityforwhichisusuallyexhaustedearly,andperhapswithasingleagony。Itwasthatdismalcertaintyoftheexistenceofevilintheworld,which,thoughwemayfancyourselvesfullyassuredofthesadmysterylongbefore,neverbecomesaportionofourpracticalbeliefuntilittakessubstanceandrealityfromthesinofsomeguide,whomwehavedeeplytrustedandrevered,orsomefriendwhomwehavedearlyloved。
Whenthatknowledgecomes,itisasifacloudhadsuddenlygatheredoverthemorninglight;sodarkacloud,thatthereseemstobenolongeranysunshinebehinditoraboveit。Thecharacterofourindividualbelovedonehavinginvesteditselfwithalltheattributesofright,——thatonefriendbeingtousthesymbolandrepresentativeofwhateverisgoodandtrue,——whenhefalls,theeffectisalmostasiftheskyfellwithhim,bringingdowninchaoticruinthecolumnsthatupheldourfaith。Westruggleforthagain,nodoubt,bruisedandbewildered。Westarewildlyaboutus,anddiscover——or,itmaybe,wenevermakethediscovery——thatitwasnotactuallytheskythathastumbleddown,butmerelyafrailstructureofourownrearing,whichneverrosehigherthanthehousetops,andhasfallenbecausewefoundeditonnothing。Butthecrash,andtheaffrightandtrouble,areasoverwhelming,forthetime,asifthecatastropheinvolvedthewholemoralworld。Rememberingthesethings,letthemsuggestonegenerousmotiveforwalkingheedfullyamidthedefilementofearthlyways!Letusreflect,thatthehighestpathispointedoutbythepureIdealofthosewholookuptous,andwho,ifwetreadlessloftily,mayneverlooksohighagain。
Hilda\'ssituationwasmadeinfinitelymorewretchedbythenecessityofConfiningallhertroublewithinherownconsciousness。Tothisinnocentgirl,holdingtheknowledgeofMiriam\'scrimewithinhertenderanddelicatesoul,theeffectwasalmostthesameasifsheherselfhadparticipatedintheguilt。Indeed,partakingthehumannatureofthosewhocouldperpetratesuchdeeds,shefeltherownspotlessnessimpugnent。
Hadtherebeenbutasinglefriend,——ornotafriend,sincefriendswerenolongertobeconfidedin,afterMiriamhadbetrayedhertrust,——but,hadtherebeenanycalm,wisemind,anysympathizingintelligence;or,ifnotthese,anydull,half-listeningearintowhichshemighthaveflungthedreadfulsecret,asintoanecholesscavern,whatareliefwouldhaveensued!Butthisawfulloneliness!
Itenvelopedherwhithersoevershewent。Itwasashadowinthesunshineoffestaldays;amistbetweenhereyesandthepicturesatwhichshestrovetolook;achilldungeon,whichkeptherinitsgraytwilightandfedherwithitsunwholesomeair,fitonlyforacriminaltobreatheandpinein!Shecouldnotescapefromit。Intheefforttodoso,strayingfartherintotheintricatepassagesofournature,shestumbled,everandagain,overthisdeadlyideaofmortalguilt。
Poorsuffererforanother\'ssin!Poorwellspringofavirgin\'sheart,intowhichamurderedcorpsehadcasuallyfallen,andwhenceitcouldnotbedrawnforthagain,butlaythere,dayafterday,nightafternight,taintingitssweetatmospherewiththescentofcrimeanduglydeath!
ThestrangesorrowthathadbefallenHildadidnotfailtoimpressitsmysterioussealuponherface,andtomakeitselfperceptibletosensitiveobserversinhermannerandcarriage。AyoungItalianartist,whofrequentedthesamegallerieswhichHildahaunted,grewdeeplyinterestedinherexpression。Oneday,whileshestoodbeforeLeonardodaVinci\'spictureofJoannaofAragon,butevidentlywithoutseeingit,——for,thoughithadattractedhereyes,afanciedresemblancetoMiriamhadimmediatelydrawnawayherthoughts,——thisartistdrewahastysketchwhichheafterwardselaboratedintoafinishedportrait。ItrepresentedHildaasgazingwithsadandearnesthorroratabloodspotwhichsheseemedjustthentohavediscoveredonherwhiterobe。Thepictureattractedconsiderablenotice。CopiesofanengravingfromitmaystillbefoundintheprintshopsalongtheCorso。Bymanyconnoisseurs,theideaofthefacewassupposedtohavebeensuggestedbytheportraitofBeatriceCenci;and,infact,therewasalooksomewhatsimilartopoorBeatrice\'sforlorngazeoutofthedrearyisolationandremoteness,inwhichaterribledoomhadinvolvedatendersoul。Butthemodernartiststrenuouslyupheldtheoriginalityofhisownpicture,aswellasthestainlesspurityitssubject,andchosetocallit——andwaslaughedatforhispains——"Innocence,dyingofaBlood-stain!"
"Yourpicture,SignorePanini,doesyoucredit,"remarkedthepicturedealer,whohadboughtitoftheyoungmanforfifteenscudi,andafterwardssolditfortentimesthesum;"butitwouldbeworthabetterpriceifyouhadgivenitamoreintelligibletitle。Lookingatthefaceandexpressionofthisfairsignorina,weseemtocomprehendreadilyenough,thatsheisundergoingoneoranotherofthosetroublesofthehearttowhichyoungladiesarebuttooliable。
Butwhatisthisblood-stain?Andwhathasinnocencetodowithit?
Hasshestabbedherperfidiousloverwithabodkin?"
"She!shecommitacrime!"criedtheyoungartist。"Canyoulookattheinnocentanguishinherface,andaskthatquestion?No;but,asIreadthemystery,amanhasbeenslaininherpresence,andtheblood,spurtingaccidentallyonherwhiterobe,hasmadeastainwhicheatsintoherlife。"
"Then,inthenameofherpatronsaint,"exclaimedthepicturedealer,"whydon\'tshegettherobemadewhiteagainattheexpenseofafewbaiocchitoherwasherwoman?No,no,mydearPanini。Thepicturebeingnowmyproperty,Ishallcallit\'TheSignorina\'sVengeance。\'
Shehasstabbedherloverovernight,andisrepentingitbetimesthenextmorning。Sointerpreted,thepicturebecomesanintelligibleandverynaturalrepresentationofanotuncommonfact。"
Thuscoarselydoestheworldtranslateallfinergriefsthatmeetitseye。Itismoreacoarseworldthananunkindone。
ButHildasoughtnothingeitherfromtheworld\'sdelicacyoritspity,andneverdreamedofitsmisinterpretations。Herdovesoftenflewinthroughthewindowsofthetower,wingedmessengers,bringingherwhatsympathytheycould,andutteringsoft,tender,andcomplainingsounds,deepintheirbosoms,whichsoothedthegirlmorethanadistincterutterancemight。AndsometimesHildamoanedquietlyamongthedoves,teachinghervoicetoaccordwiththeirs,andthusfindingatemporaryrelieffromtheburdenofherincommunicablesorrow,asifalittleportionofit,atleast,hadbeentoldtotheseinnocentfriends,andbeenunderstoodandpitied。
WhenshetrimmedthelampbeforetheVirgin\'sshrine,Hildagazedatthesacredimage,and,rudeaswastheworkmanship,beheld,orfancied,expressedwiththequaint,powerfulsimplicitywhichsculptorssometimeshadfivehundredyearsago,awoman\'stendernessrespondingtohergaze。Ifsheknelt,ifsheprayed,ifheroppressedheartbesoughtthesympathyofdivinewomanhoodafarinbliss,butnotremote,becauseforeverhumanizedbythememoryofmortalgriefs,wasHildatobeblamed?ItwasnotaCatholickneelingatanidolatrousshrine,butachildliftingitstear-stainedfacetoseekcomfortfromamother。
CHAPTERXXXVII
THEEMPTINESSOFPICTUREGALLERIES
Hildadescended,daybyday,fromherdove-cote,andwenttooneoranotherofthegreatoldpalaces,——thePamfiliDoria,theCorsini,theSciarra,theBorghese,theColonna,——wherethedoorkeepersknewherwell,andofferedherakindlygreeting。Buttheyshooktheirheadsandsighed,onobservingthelanguidstepwithwhichthepoorgirltoiledupthegrandmarblestaircases。Therewasnomoreofthatcheeryalacritywithwhichsheusedtoflitupward,asifherdoveshadlenthertheirwings,norofthatglowofhappyspiritswhichhadbeenwonttosetthetarnishedgildingofthepictureframesandtheshabbysplendorofthefurniturealla-glimmer,asshehastenedtohercongenialanddelightfultoil。
AnoldGermanartist,whomsheoftenmetinthegalleries,oncelaidapaternalhandonHilda\'shead,andbadehergobacktoherowncountry。
"Gobacksoon,"hesaid,withkindlyfreedomanddirectness,"oryouwillgonevermore。And,ifyougonot,why,atleast,doyouspendthewholesummer-timeinRome?Theairhasbeenbreathedtoooften,insomanythousandyears,andisnotwholesomeforalittleforeignflowerlikeyou,mychild,adelicatewood-anemonefromthewesternforest-land。"
"Ihavenotasknordutyanywherebuthere,"repliedHilda。"Theoldmasterswillnotsetmefree!"
"Ah,thoseoldmasters!"criedtheveteranartist,shakinghishead。
"Theyareatyrannousrace!Youwillfindthemoftoomightyaspirittobedealtwith,forlongtogether,bytheslenderhand,thefragilemind,andthedelicateheart,ofayounggirl。RememberthatRaphael\'sgeniusworeoutthatdivinestpainterbeforehalfhislifewaslived。Sinceyoufeelhisinfluencepowerfullyenoughtoreproducehismiraclessowell,itwillassuredlyconsumeyoulikeaflame。"
"Thatmighthavebeenmyperilonce,"answeredHilda。"Itisnotsonow。"
"Yes,fairmaiden,youstandinthatperilnow!"insistedthekindoldman;andheadded,smiling,yetinamelancholyvein,andwithaGermangrotesquenessofidea,"Somefinemorning,IshallcometothePinacothecaoftheVatican,withmypaletteandmybrushes,andshalllookformylittleAmericanartistthatseesintotheveryheartofthegrandpictures!AndwhatshallIbehold?Aheapofwhiteashesonthemarblefloor,justinfrontofthedivineRaphael\'spictureoftheMadonnadaFoligno!Nothingmore,uponmyword!Thefire,whichthepoorchildfeelssofervently,willhavegoneintoherinnermost,andburntherquiteup!"
"Itwouldbeahappymartyrdom!"saidHilda,faintlysmiling。"ButI
amfarfrombeingworthyofit。Whattroublesmemuch,amongothertroubles,isquitethereverseofwhatyouthink。Theoldmastersholdmehere,itistrue,buttheynolongerwarmmewiththeirinfluence。Itisnotflameconsuming,buttorporchillingme,thathelpstomakemewretched。"
"Perchance,then,"saidtheGerman,lookingkeenlyather,"Raphaelhasarivalinyourheart?Hewasyourfirstlove;butyoungmaidensarenotalwaysconstant,andoneflameissometimesextinguishedbyanother!"Hildashookherhead,andturnedaway。Shehadspokenthetruth,however,inallegingthattorpor,ratherthanfire,waswhatshehadtodread。Inthosegloomydaysthathadbefallenher,itwasagreatadditionalcalamitythatshefeltconsciousofthepresentdimnessofaninsightwhichsheoncepossessedinmorethanordinarymeasure。Shehadlost——andshetrembledlestitshouldhavedepartedforever——thefacultyofappreciatingthosegreatworksofart,whichheretoforehadmadesolargeaportionofherhappiness。Itwasnowonder。
Apicture,howeveradmirablethepainter\'sart,andwonderfulhispower,requiresofthespectatorasurrenderofhimself,indueproportionwiththemiraclewhichhasbeenwrought。Letthecanvasglowasitmay,youmustlookwiththeeyeoffaith,oritshighestexcellenceescapesyou。Thereisalwaysthenecessityofhelpingoutthepainter\'sartwithyourownresourcesofsensibilityandimagination。Notthatthesequalitiesshallreallyaddanythingtowhatthemasterhaseffected;buttheymustbeputsoentirelyunderhiscontrol,andworkalongwithhimtosuchanextent,that,inadifferentmood,whenyouarecoldandcritical,insteadofsympathetic,youwillbeapttofancythattheloftiermeritsofthepicturewereofyourowndreaming,notofhiscreating。
Likeallrevelationsofthebetterlife,theadequateperceptionofagreatworkofartdemandsagiftedsimplicityofvision。Inthis,andinherself-surrender,andthedepthandtendernessofhersympathy,hadlainHilda\'sremarkablepowerasacopyistoftheoldmasters。
Andnowthathercapacityofemotionwaschokedupwithahorribleexperience,itinevitablyfollowedthatsheshouldseekinvain,amongthosefriendssoveneratedandbeloved,forthemarvelswhichtheyhadheretoforeshownher。Inspiteofareverencethatlingeredlongerthanherrecognition,theirpoorworshipperbecamealmostaninfidel,andsometimesdoubtedwhetherthepictorialartbenotaltogetheradelusion。
Forthefirsttimeinherlife,Hildanowgrewacquaintedwiththaticydemonofweariness,whohauntsgreatpicturegalleries。HeisaplausibleMephistopheles,andpossessesthemagicthatisthedestructionofallothermagic。Heannihilatescolor,warmth,and,moreespecially,sentimentandpassion,atatouch。Ifhespareanything,itwillbesomesuchmatterasanearthenpipkin,orabunchofherringsbyTeniers;abrasskettle,inwhichyoucanseeyourrice,byGerardDouw;afurredrobe,orthesilkentextureofamantle,orastrawhat,byVanMieris;oralong-stalkedwineglass,transparentandfullofshiftingreflection,orabitofbreadandcheese,oranover-ripepeachwithaflyuponit,truerthanrealityitself,bytheschoolofDutchconjurers。Thesemen,andafewFlemings,whispersthewickeddemon,weretheonlypainters。ThemightyItalianmasters,asyoudeemthem,werenothuman,noraddressedtheirworktohumansympathies,buttoafalseintellectualtaste,whichtheythemselveswerethefirsttocreate。Wellmighttheycalltheirdoings"art,"
fortheysubstitutedartinsteadofnature。Theirfashionispast,andought,indeed,tohavediedandbeenburiedalongwiththem。
Thenthereissuchaterriblelackofvarietyintheirsubjects。Thechurchmen,theirgreatpatrons,suggestedmostoftheirthemes,andadeadmythologytherest。Aquarterpart,probably,ofanylargecollectionofpicturesconsistsofVirginsandinfantChrists,repeatedoverandoveragaininprettymuchanidenticalspirit,andgenerallywithnomoremixtureoftheDivinethanjustenoughtospoilthemasrepresentationsofmaternityandchildhood,withwhicheverybody\'sheartmighthavesomethingtodo。HalfoftheotherpicturesareMagdalens,FlightsintoEgypt,Crucifixions,DepositionsfromtheCross,Pietas,Noli-me-tangeres,ortheSacrificeofAbraham,ormartyrdomsofsaints,originallypaintedasaltar-pieces,orfortheshrinesofchapels,andwoefullylackingtheaccompanimentswhichtheartisthaftinview。
Theremainderofthegallerycomprisesmythologicalsubjects,suchasnudeVenuses,Ledas,Graces,and,inshort,ageneralapotheosisofnudity,oncefreshandrosyperhaps,butyellowanddingyinourday,andretainingonlyatraditionarycharm。TheseimpurepicturesarefromthesameillustriousandimpioushandsthatadventuredtocallbeforeustheaugustformsofApostlesandSaints,theBlessedMotheroftheRedeemer,andherSon,athisdeath,andinhisglory,andeventheawfulnessofHim,towhomthemartyrs,deadathousandyearsago,havenotyetdaredtoraisetheireyes。TheyseemtotakeuponetaskortheotherwthedisrobedwomanwhomtheycallVenus,orthetypeofhighestandtenderestwomanhoodinthemotheroftheirSaviourwithequalreadiness,buttoachievetheformerwithfarmoresatisfactorysuccess。IfanartistsometimesproducedapictureoftheVirgin,possessingwarmthenoughtoexcitedevotionalfeelings,itwasprobablytheobjectofhisearthlylovetowhomhethuspaidthestupendousandfearfulhomageofsettingupherportraittobeworshipped,notfigurativelyasamortal,butbyreligioussoulsintheirearnestaspirationstowardsDivinity。AndwhocantrustthereligioussentimentofRaphael,orreceiveanyofhisVirginsasheaven-descendedlikenesses,afterseeing,forexample,theFornarinaoftheBarberiniPalace,andfeelinghowsensualtheartistmusthavebeentopaintsuchabrazentrollopofhisownaccord,andlovingly?
WouldtheBlessedMaryrevealherselftohisspiritualvision,andfavorhimwithsittingsalternatelywiththattypeofglowingearthliness,theFornarina?
Butnosoonerhavewegivenexpressiontothisirreverentcriticism,thanathrongofspiritualfaceslookreproachfullyuponus。WeseecherubsbyRaphael,whosebabyinnocencecouldonlyhavebeennursedinparadise;angelsbyRaphaelasinnocentasthey,butwhosesereneintelligenceembracesbothearthlyandcelestialthings;madonnasbyRaphael,onwhoselipshehasimpressedaholyanddelicatereserve,implyingsanctityonearth,andintowhosesofteyeshehasthrownalightwhichhenevercouldhaveimaginedexceptbyraisinghisowneyeswithapureaspirationheavenward。Weremember,too,thatdivinestcountenanceintheTransfiguration,andwithdrawallthatwehavesaid。
PoorHilda,however,inhergloomiestmoments,wasneverguiltyofthehightreasonsuggestedintheaboveremarksagainstherbelovedandhonoredRaphael。Shehadafaculty(which,fortunatelyforthemselves,purewomenoftenhave)ofignoringallmoralblotchesinacharacterthatwonheradmiration。Shepurifiedtheobjects;ofherregardbythemereactofturningsuchspotlesseyesuponthem。