下载辰思小说免费APP
"Uncle,herecomesNell,"saidBo,softly。
"Aw!"Theoldcattle-manbreathedhardasheturned。
Helenhurried。Shehadnotexpectedtorememberthisuncle,butonelookintothebrown,beamingface,withtheblueeyesflashing,yetsad,andsherecognizedhim,atthesameinstantrecallinghermother。
Heheldouthisarmstoreceiveher。
"NellAuchinclossalloveragain!"heexclaimed,indeepvoice,ashekissedher。"I\'dhaveknowedyouanywhere!"
"UncleAl!"murmuredHelen。"Irememberyou——thoughIwasonlyfour。"
"Wal,wal,——that\'sfine,"hereplied。"Irememberyoustraddledmykneeonce,an\'yourhairwasbrighter——an\'
curly。Itain\'tneithernow……Sixteenyears!An\'you\'retwentynow?Whatafine,broad-shoulderedgirlyouare!An\',Nell,you\'rethehandsomestAuchinclossIeverseen!"
Helenfoundherselfblushing,andwithdrewherhandsfromhisasRoysteppedforwardtopayhisrespects。Hestoodbareheaded,leanandtall,withneitherhiscleareyesnorhisstillface,northeprofferedhandexpressinganythingoftheprovenqualityoffidelity,ofachievement,thatHelensensedinhim。
"Howdy,MissHelen?Howdy,Bo?"hesaid。"Youallbothlookfinean\'brown……IreckonIwasshoreslowrustlin\'
youruncleAluphere。ButIwasfiggerin\'you\'dlikeMilt\'scampforawhile。"
"Wesuredid,"repliedBo,archly。
"Aw!"breathedAuchincloss,heavily。"Lemmesetdown。"
HedrewthegirlstotherusticseatDalehadbuiltforthemunderthebigpine。
"Oh,youmustbetired!How——howareyou?"askedHelen,anxiously。
"Tired!Wal,ifIamit\'sjestthishereminit。WhenJoeBeemanrodeinonmewiththetnewsofyou——wal,IjestfergotIwasaworn-outoldhoss。Haven\'tfeltsogoodinyears。Mebbetwosuchyoungan\'prettynieceswillmakeanewmanofme。"
"UncleAl,youlookstrongandwelltome,"saidBo。"Andyoung,too,and——"
"Haw!Haw!Thet\'lldo,"interruptedAl。"Iseethroughyou。
Whatyou\'lldotoUncleAlwillbeaplenty……Yes,girls,I\'mfeelin\'fine。Butstrange——strange!Mebbethet\'smyjoyatseein\'yousafe——safewhenIfearedsothetdamnedgreaserBeasley——"
InHelen\'sgravegazehisfacechangedswiftly——andalltheserriedyearsoftoilandbattleandprivationshowed,withsomethingthatwasnotage,norresignation,yetastragicasboth。
"Wal,nevermindhim——now,"headded,slowly,andthewarmerlightreturnedtohisface。"Dale——comehere。"
Thehuntersteppedcloser。
"IreckonIoweyoumore\'nIcaneverpay,"saidAuchincloss,withanarmaroundeachniece。
"No,Al,youdon\'towemeanythin\',"returnedDale,thoughtfully,ashelookedaway。
"A-huh!"gruntedAl。"Youhearhim,girls……Nowlisten,youwildhunter。An\'yougirlslisten……Milt,Ineverthoughtyoumuchgood,\'ceptforthewilds。ButIreckonI\'llhavetoswallowthet。Ido。Comin\'tomeasyoudid——
an\'afterbein\'druvoff——keepin\'yourcouncilan\'savin\'
mygirlsfromthethold-up,wal,it\'sthebiggestdealanymaneverdidforme……An\'I\'mashamedofmyhardfeelin\'s,an\'here\'smyhand。"
"Thanks,Al,"repliedDale,withhisfleetingsmile,andhemettheprofferedhand。"Now,willyoubemakin\'camphere?"
"Wal,no。I\'llrestalittle,an\'youcanpackthegirls\'
outfit——thenwe\'llgo。Sureyou\'regoin\'withus?"
"I\'llcallthegirlstobreakfast,"repliedDale,andhemovedawaywithoutansweringAuchincloss\'squery。
HelendivinedthatDaledidnotmeantogodowntoPinewiththem,andtheknowledgegaveherablankfeelingofsurprise。Hadsheexpectedhimtogo?
"Comehere,Jeff,"calledAl,tooneofhismen。
Ashort,bow-leggedhorsemanwithdustygarbandsun-bleachedfacehobbledforthfromthegroup。Hewasnotyoung,buthehadaboyishgrinandbrightlittleeyes。
Awkwardlyhedoffedhisslouchsombrero。
"Jeff,shakehandswithmynieces,"saidAl。"This\'sHelen,an\'yourbossfromnowon。An\'this\'sBo,fershort。HernamewasNancy,butwhenshelayababyinhercradleI
calledherBo-Peep,an\'thename\'sstuck……Girls,thishere\'smyforeman,JeffMulvey,who\'sbeenwithmetwentyyears。"
Theintroductioncausedembarrassmenttoallthreeprincipals,particularlytoJeff。
"Jeff,throwthepacksan\'saddlesferarest,"wasAl\'sordertohisforeman。
"Nell,reckonyou\'llhavefunbossin\'thetoutfit,"chuckledAl。"Noneof\'em\'sgotawife。Lotofscalawagstheyare;nowomenwouldhavethem!"
"Uncle,IhopeI\'llneverhavetobetheirboss,"repliedHelen。
"Wal,you\'regoin\'tobe,rightoff,"declaredAl。"Theyain\'tabadlot,afterall。An\'Igotalikelynewman。"
WiththatheturnedtoBo,and,afterstudyingherprettyface,heasked,inapparentlyseveretone,"DidyousendacowboynamedCarmichaeltoaskmeforajob?"
Bolookedquitestartled。
"Carmichael!Why,Uncle,Ineverheardthatnamebefore,"
repliedBo,bewilderedly。
"A-huh!Reckonedtheyoungrascalwaslyin\',"saidAuchincloss。"ButIlikedthefellar\'slooksan\'solethimstay。"
Thentherancherturnedtothegroupofloungingriders。
"LasVegas,comehere,"heordered,inaloudvoice。
Helenthrilledatsightofatall,superblybuiltcowboyreluctantlydetachinghimselffromthegroup。Hehadared-bronzeface,younglikeaboy\'s。Helenrecognizedit,andtheflowingredscarf,andtheswinginggun,andtheslow,spur-clinkinggait。NootherthanBo\'sLasVegascowboyadmirer!
ThenHelenflashedalookatBo,whichlookgaveheradelicious,almostirresistibledesiretolaugh。Thatyoungladyalsorecognizedthereluctantindividualapproachingwithflushedanddowncastface。HelenrecordedherfirstexperienceofBo\'sutterdiscomfiture。Boturnedwhitethenredasarose。
"Say,myniecesaidsheneverheardofthenameCarmichael,"
declaredAl,severely,asthecowboyhaltedbeforehim。
Helenknewherunclehadthereputeofdealinghardwithhismen,buthereshewasreassuredandpleasedatthetwinkleinhiseye。
"Shore,boss,Ican\'thelpthet,"drawledthecowboy。"It\'sgoodoldTexasstock。"
Hedidnotappearshamefacednow,butjustascool,easy,clear-eyed,andlazyasthedayHelenhadlikedhiswarmyoungfaceandintentgaze。
"Texas!YoufellarsfromthePanHandlearealwayshollerin\'
Texas。IneverseenthetTexanshadanyoneelsebeat——sayfromMissouri,"returnedAl,testily。
Carmichaelmaintainedadiscreetsilence,andcarefullyavoidedlookingatthegirls。
"Wal,reckonwe\'llallcallyouLasVegas,anyway,"
continuedtherancher。"Didn\'tyousaymyniecesentyoutomeforajob?"
WhereuponCarmichael\'seasymannervanished。
"Now,boss,shoremymemory\'spore,"hesaid。"Ionlysays——"
"Don\'ttellmethet。Mymemory\'snotp-o-r-e,"repliedAl,mimickingthedrawl。"Whatyousaidwasthetmyniecewouldspeakagoodwordforyou。"
HereCarmichaelstoleatimidglanceatBo,theresultofwhichwastorenderhimutterlycrestfallen。NotimprobablyhehadtakenBo\'sexpressiontomeansomethingitdidnot,forHelenreaditasaminglingofconsternationandfright。
Hereyeswerebigandblazing;aredspotwasgrowingineachcheekasshegatheredstrengthfromhisconfusion。
"Well,didn\'tyou?"demandedAl。
FromtheglancetheoldranchershotfromthecowboytotheothersofhisemployitseemedtoHelenthattheywerehavingfunatCarmichael\'sexpense。
"Yes,sir,Idid,"suddenlyrepliedthecowboy。
"A-huh!Allright,here\'smyniece。Nowseethetshespeaksthegoodword。"
CarmichaellookedatBoandBolookedathim。Theirglanceswerestrange,wondering,andtheygrewshy。Bodroppedhers。
Thecowboyapparentlyforgotwhathadbeendemandedofhim。
Helenputahandontheoldrancher\'sarm。
"Uncle,whathappenedwasmyfault,"shesaid。"ThetrainstoppedatLasVegas。Thisyoungmansawusattheopenwindow。Hemusthaveguessedwewerelonely,homesickgirls,gettinglostintheWest。Forhespoketous——niceandfriendly。Heknewofyou。Andheasked,inwhatItookforfun,ifwethoughtyouwouldgivehimajob。AndIreplied,justtoteaseBo,thatshewouldsurelyspeakagoodwordforhim。"
"Haw!Haw!Sothet\'sit,"repliedAl,andheturnedtoBowithmerryeyes。"Wal,IkeptthishereLasVegasCarmichaelonhissay-so。Comeonwithyourgoodword,unlessyouwanttoseehimlosehisjob。"
Bodidnotgraspheruncle\'sbantering,becauseshewasseriouslygazingatthecowboy。Butshehadgraspedsomething。
"He——hewasthefirstperson——outWest——tospeakkindlytous,"shesaid,facingheruncle。
"Wal,thet\'saprettygoodword,butitain\'tenough,"
respondedAl。
Subduedlaughtercamefromthelisteninggroup。Carmichaelshiftedfromsidetoside。
"He——helooksasifhemightrideahorsewell,"venturedBo。
"BesthossmanIeverseen,"agreedAl,heartily。
"And——andshoot?"addedBo,hopefully。
"Bo,hepacksthetgunlow,likeJimWilsonan\'allthemTexasgun-fighters。Reckonthetain\'tnogoodword。"
"Then——I\'llvouchforhim,"saidBo,withfinality。
"Thetsettlesit。"Auchinclossturnedtothecowboy。"LasVegas,you\'reastrangertous。Butyou\'rewelcometoaplaceintheoutfitan\'Ihopeyouwon\'tneverdisappointus。"
Auchincloss\'stone,passingfromjesttoearnest,betrayedtoHelentheoldrancher\'sneedofnewandtruemen,andhintedoftryingdaystocome。
CarmichaelstoodbeforeBo,sombreroinhand,rollingitroundandround,manifestlyburstingwithwordshecouldnotspeak。Andthegirllookedveryyoungandsweetwithherflushedfaceandshiningeyes。Helensawinthemomentmorethanthatlittleby-playofconfusion。
"Miss——MissRayner——Ishore——amobliged,"hestammered,presently。
"You\'reverywelcome,"shereplied,softly。"I——Igotonthenexttrain,"headded。
WhenhesaidthatBowaslookingstraightathim,butsheseemednottohaveheard。
"What\'syourname?"suddenlysheasked。
"Carmichael。"
"Iheardthat。Butdidn\'tunclecallyouLasVegas?"
"Shore。Butitwasn\'tmyfault。Thetcow-punchin\'outfitsaddleditonme,rightoff。TheyDon\'tknownobetter。
ShoreIjestwon\'tanswertothethandle……Now——MissBo——myrealnameisTom。"
"Isimplycouldnotcallyou——anynamebutLasVegas,"
repliedBo,verysweetly。
"But——beggin\'yourpardon——I——Idon\'tlikethet,"
blusteredCarmichael。
"Peopleoftengetcallednames——theydon\'tlike,"shesaid,withdeepintent。
Thecowboyblushedscarlet。HelenaswellashegotBo\'sinferencetothatlastaudaciousepithethehadboldlycalledoutasthetrainwasleavingLasVegas。ShealsosensedsomethingofthedisasterinstoreforMr。
Carmichael。JustthentheembarrassedyoungmanwassavedbyDale\'scalltothegirlstocometobreakfast。
Thatmeal,thelastforHeleninParadisePark,gaverisetoastrangeandinexplicablerestraint。Shehadlittletosay。
Bowasinthehighestspirits,teasingthepets,jokingwithheruncleandRoy,andevenpokingfunatDale。Thehunterseemedsomewhatsomber。Roywashisusualdry,genialself。
AndAuchincloss,whosatnearby,wasaninterestedspectator。WhenTomputinanappearance,loungingwithhisfelinegraceintothecamp,asifheknewhewasaprivilegedpet,theranchercouldscarcelycontainhimself。
"Dale,it\'sthetdamncougar!"heejaculated。
"Sure,that\'sTom。"
"Heoughttobecorralledorchained。I\'venouseforcougars,"protestedAl。
"Tomisastamean\'safeasakitten。"
"A-huh!Wal,youtellthettothegirlsifyoulike。Butnotme!I\'manoldhoss,Iam。"
"UncleAl,Tomsleepscurledupatthefootofmybed,"saidBo。
"Aw——what?"
"HonestInjun,"sheresponded。"Well,isn\'titso?"
Helensmilinglynoddedhercorroboration。ThenBocalledTomtoherandmadehimliewithhisheadonhisstretchedpaws,rightbesideher,andbegforbitstoeat。
"Wal!I\'dneverhavebelievedthet!"exclaimedAl,shakinghisbighead。"Dale,it\'soneonme。I\'vehadthembigcatsfollermeonthetrails,throughthewoods,moonlightan\'
dark。An\'I\'veheard\'emletoutthetawfulcry。Theyain\'tanywildsoundonearththetcanbeatacougar\'s。DoesthisTomeverletoutoneofthemwails?"
"Sometimesatnight,"repliedDale。
"Wal,excuseme。Hopeyoudon\'tfetchtheyallerrascaldowntoPine。"
"Iwon\'t。"
"What\'llyoudowiththismenagerie?"
Daleregardedtherancherattentively。"Reckon,Al,I\'lltakecareofthem。"
"Butyou\'regoin\'downtomyranch。"
"Whatfor?"
Alscratchedhisheadandgazedperplexedlyatthehunter。
"Wal,ain\'titcustomarytovisitfriends?"
"Thanks,Al。NexttimeIridedownPineway——inthespring,perhaps——I\'llrunoveran\'seehowyouare。"
"Spring!"ejaculatedAuchincloss。Thenheshookhisheadsadlyandafar-awaylookfilmedhiseyes。"Reckonyou\'dcallsomelate。"
"Al,you\'llgetwellnow。These,girls——now——they\'llcureyou。ReckonIneversawyoulooksogood。"
Auchinclossdidnotpresshispointfartheratthattime,butafterthemeal,whentheothermencametoseeDale\'scampandpets,Helen\'squickearscaughttherenewalofthesubject。
"I\'maskin\'you——willyoucome?"Auchinclosssaid,lowandeagerly。
"No。Iwouldn\'tfitindownthere,"repliedDale。
"Milt,talksense。Youcan\'tgoonforeverhuntin\'bearan\'
tamin\'cats,"protestedtheoldrancher。
"Whynot?"askedthehunter,thoughtfully。
Auchinclossstoodupand,shakinghimselfasiftowardoffhistestytemper,heputahandonDale\'sarm。
"Onereasonisyou\'reneededinPine。"
"How?Whoneedsme?"
"Ido。I\'mplayin\'outfast。An\'Beasley\'smyenemy。Theranchan\'allIgotwillgotoNell。Thetranchwillhavetoberunbyamanan\'HELDbyaman。Doyousavvy?It\'sabigjob。An\'I\'mofferin\'tomakeyoumyforemanrightnow。"
"Al,yousortoftakemybreath,"repliedDale。"An\'I\'msuregrateful。Butthefactis,evenifIcouldhandlethejob,I——Idon\'tbelieveI\'dwantto。"
"Makeyourselfwantto,then。Thet\'dsooncome。You\'dgetinterested。Thiscountrywilldevelop。Iseenthetyearsago。Thegovernmentisgoin\'tochasetheApachesoutofhere。Soonhomesteaderswillbeflockin\'in。Bigfuture,Dale。Youwanttogetinnow。An\'——"
HereAuchinclosshesitated,thenspokelower:
"An\'takeyourchancewiththegirl!……I\'llbeonyourside。"
AslightvibratingstartranoverDale\'sstalwartform。
"Al——you\'replumbdotty!"heexclaimed。
"Dotty!Me?Dotty!"ejaculatedAuchincloss。Thenheswore。
"InaminitI\'lltellyouwhatyouare。"
"But,Al,thattalk\'sso——so——likeanoldfool\'s。"
"Huh!An\'whyso?"
"Becausethat——wonderfulgirlwouldneverlookatme,"
Dalereplied,simply。
"Iseenherlookin\'already,"declaredAl,bluntly。
Daleshookhisheadasifarguingwiththeoldrancherwashopeless。
"Nevermindthet,"wentonAl。"MebbeIamadottyoldfool——\'speciallyfortakin\'ashinetoyou。ButIsayagain——
willyoucomedowntoPineandbemyforeman?"
"No,"repliedDale。
"Milt,I\'venoson——an\'I\'m——afraidofBeasley。"Thiswasutteredinanagitatedwhisper。
"Al,youmakemeashamed,"saidDale,hoarsely。"Ican\'tcome。I\'venonerve。"
"You\'venowhat?"
"Al,Idon\'tknowwhat\'swrongwithme。ButI\'mafraidI\'dfindoutifIcamedownthere。"
"A-huh!It\'sthegirl!"
"Idon\'tknow,butI\'mafraidso。An\'Iwon\'tcome。"
"Awyes,youwill——"
Helenrosewithbeatingheartandtinglingears,andmovedawayoutofhearing。Shehadlistenedtoolongtowhathadnotbeenintendedforherears,yetshecouldnotbesorry。
Shewalkedafewrodsalongthebrook,outfromunderthepines,and,standingintheopenedgeofthepark,shefeltthebeautifulscenestillheragitation。Thefollowingmoments,then,werethehappiestshehadspentinParadisePark,andtheprofoundestofherwholelife。
Presentlyherunclecalledher。
"Nell,thisherehunterwantstogiveyouthetblackhoss。
An\'Isayyoutakehim。"
"RangerdeservesbettercarethanIcangivehim,"saidDale。"Herunsfreeinthewoodsmostofthetime。I\'dbeobligedifshe\'dhavehim。An\'thehound,Pedro,too。"
BosweptasaucyglancefromDaletohersister。
"Sureshe\'llhaveRanger。JustofferhimtoME!"
Dalestoodthereexpectantly,holdingablanketinhishand,readytosaddlethehorse。CarmichaelwalkedaroundRangerwiththatappraisingeyesokeenincowboys。
"LasVegas,doyouknowanythingabouthorses?"askedBo。
"Me!Wal,ifyoueverbuyortradeahossyoushorehavemethere,"repliedCarmichael。
"WhatdoyouthinkofRanger?"wentonBo。
"ShoreI\'dbuyhimsudden,ifIcould。"
"Mr。LasVegas,you\'retoolate,"assertedHelen,assheadvancedtolayahandonthehorse。
"Rangerismine。"
Dalesmoothedouttheblanketand,foldingit,hethrewitoverthehorse;andthenwithonepowerfulswinghesetthesaddleinplace。
"Thankyouverymuchforhim,"saidHelen,softly。
"You\'rewelcome,an\'I\'msureglad,"respondedDale,andthen,afterafewdeft,strongpullsatthestraps,hecontinued。"There,he\'sreadyforyou。"
Withthathelaidanarmoverthesaddle,andfacedHelenasshestoodpattingandsmoothingRanger。Helen,strongandcalmnow,infemininepossessionofhersecretandhis,aswellashercomposure,lookedfranklyandsteadilyatDale。
Heseemedcomposed,too,yetthebronzeofhisfinefacewasatriflepale。
"ButIcan\'tthankyou——I\'llneverbeabletorepayyou——
foryourservicetomeandmysister,"saidHelen。
"Ireckonyouneedn\'ttry,"Dalereturned。"An\'myservice,asyoucallit,hasbeengoodforme。"
"AreyougoingdowntoPinewithus?"
"No。"
"Butyouwillcomesoon?"
"Notverysoon,Ireckon,"hereplied,andavertedhisgaze。
"When?"
"Hardlybeforespring。"
"Spring?……Thatisalongtime。Won\'tyoucometoseemesoonerthanthat?"
"IfIcangetdowntoPine。"
"You\'rethefirstfriendI\'vemadeintheWest,"saidHelen,earnestly。
"You\'llmakemanymore——an\'Ireckonsoonforgethimyoucalledthemanoftheforest。"
"Ineverforgetanyofmyfriends。Andyou\'vebeenthe——
thebiggestfriendIeverhad。"
"I\'llbeproudtoremember。"
"Butwillyouremember——willyoupromisetocometoPine?"
"Ireckon。"
"Thankyou。All\'swell,then……Myfriend,goodby。"
"Good-by,"hesaid,claspingherhand。Hisglancewasclear,warm,beautiful,yetitwassad。
Auchincloss\'sheartyvoicebrokethespell。ThenHelensawthattheothersweremounted。Bohadriddenupclose;herfacewasearnestandhappyandgrievedallatonce,asshebadegood-bytoDale。Thepack-burroswerehobblingalongtowardthegreenslope。Helenwasthelasttomount,butRoywasthelasttoleavethehunter。Pedrocamereluctantly。
Itwasamerry,singingtrainwhichclimbedthatbrownodoroustrail,underthedarkspruces。Helenassuredlywashappy,yetapangabidedinherbreast。
Sherememberedthathalf-wayuptheslopetherewasaturninthetrailwhereitcameoutuponanopenbluff。Thetimeseemedlong,butatlastshegotthere。AndshecheckedRangersoastohaveamoment\'sgazedownintothepark。
Ityawnedthere,adark-greenandbright-goldgulf,asleepunderawesteringsun,exquisite,wild,lonesome。ThenshesawDalestandingintheopenspacebetweenthepinesandthespruces。Hewavedtoher。Andshereturnedthesalute。
Roycaughtupwithherthenandhaltedhishorse。HewavedhissombrerotoDaleandletoutapiercingyellthatawokethesleepingechoes,splittingstrangelyfromclifftocliff。
"ShoreMiltneverknowedwhatitwastobelonesome,"saidRoy,asifthinkingaloud。"Buthe\'llknownow。"
Rangersteppedoutofhisownaccordand,turningofftheledge,enteredthespruceforest。HelenlostsightofParadisePark。Forhoursthensherodealongashady,fragranttrail,seeingthebeautyofcolorandwildness,hearingthemurmurandrushandroarofwater,butallthewhilehermindrevolvedthesweetandmomentousrealizationwhichhadthrilledher——thatthehunter,thisstrangemanoftheforest,sodeeplyversedinnatureandsounfamiliarwithemotion,aloofandsimpleandstrongliketheelementswhichhaddevelopedhim,hadfalleninlovewithheranddidnotknowit。
CHAPTERXV
Dalestoodwithfaceandarmupraised,andhewatchedHelenrideofftheledgetodisappearintheforest。Thatvastspruceslopeseemedtohaveswallowedher。Shewasgone!
SlowlyDaleloweredhisarmwithgestureexpressiveofastrangefinality,aneloquentdespair,ofwhichhewasunconscious。
Heturnedtothepark,tohiscamp,andthemanydutiesofahunter。Theparkdidnotseemthesame,norhishome,norhiswork。
"Ireckonthisfeelin\'snatural,"hesoliloquized,resignedly,"butit\'ssurequeerforme。That\'swhatcomesofmakin\'friends。Nellan\'Bo,now,theymadeadifference,an\'adifferenceIneverknewbefore。"
Hecalculatedthatthisdifferencehadbeensimplyoneofresponsibility,andthenthecharmandlivelinessofthecompanionshipofgirls,andfinallyfriendship。Thesewouldpassnowthatthecauseswereremoved。
Beforehehadworkedanhouraroundcampherealizedachangehadcome,butitwasnottheoneanticipated。Alwaysbeforehehadputhismindonhistasks,whatevertheymightbe;nowheworkedwhilehisthoughtswerestrangelyinvolved。
Thelittlebearcubwhinedathisheels;thetamedeerseemedtoregardhimwithdeep,questioningeyes,thebigcougarpaddedsoftlyhereandthereasifsearchingforsomething。
"Youallmissthem——now——Ireckon,"saidDale。"Well,they\'regonean\'you\'llhavetogetalongwithme。"
Somevagueapproachtoirritationwithhispetssurprisedhim。Presentlyhegrewbothirritatedandsurprisedwithhimself——astateofmindtotallyunfamiliar。Severaltimes,asoldhabitbroughtmomentaryabstraction,hefoundhimselfsuddenlylookingaroundforHelenandBo。Andeachtimetheshockgrewstronger。Theyweregone,buttheirpresencelingered。Afterhiscampchoreswerecompletedhewentovertopulldownthelean-towhichthegirlshadutilizedasatent。Thespruceboughshaddriedoutbrownandsear;thewindhadblowntheroofawry;thesideswereleaningin。Astherewasnownofurtheruseforthislittlehabitation,hemightbetterpullitdown。Daledidnotacknowledgethathisgazehadinvoluntarilywanderedtowarditmanytimes。Thereforehestrodeoverwiththeintentionofdestroyingit。
ForthefirsttimesinceRoyandhehadbuiltthelean-tohesteppedinside。Nothingwasmorecertainthanthefactthatheexperiencedastrangesensation,perfectlyincomprehensibletohim。Theblanketslaythereonthespruceboughs,disarrangedandthrownbackbyhurriedhands,yetstillholdingsomethingofroundfoldswheretheslenderformshadnestled。AblackscarfoftenwornbyBolaycoveringthepillowofpine-needles;aredribbonthatHelenhadwornonherhairhungfromatwig。Thesearticleswereallthathadbeenforgotten。Dalegazedatthemattentively,thenattheblankets,andallaroundthefragrantlittleshelter;andhesteppedoutsidewithanuncomfortableknowledgethathecouldnotdestroytheplacewhereHelenandBohadspentsomanyhours。
Whereupon,instudiousmood,Daletookuphisrifleandstrodeouttohunt。Hiswintersupplyofvenisonhadnotyetbeenlaidin。Actionsuitedhismood;heclimbedfarandpassedbymanyawatchingbucktoslaywhichseemedmurder;
atlasthejumpedonethatwaswildandboundedaway。Thisheshot,andsethimselfaHerculeantaskinpackingthewholecarcassbacktocamp。Burdenedthus,bestaggeredunderthetrees,sweatingfreely,manytimeslaboringforbreath,achingwithtoil,untilatlasthehadreachedcamp。
Thereheslidthedeercarcassoffhisshoulders,and,standingoverit,hegazeddownwhilehisbreastlabored。Itwasoneofthefinestyoungbuckshehadeverseen。Butneitherinstalkingit,normakingawonderfulshot,norinpackinghomeaweightthatwouldhaveburdenedtwomen,noringazingdownathisbeautifulquarry,didDaleexperienceanyoftheoldjoyofthehunter。
"I\'malittleoffmyfeed,"hemused,ashewipedsweatfromhisheatedface。"Maybealittledotty,asIcalledAl。Butthat\'llpass。"
Whateverhisstate,itdidnotpass。Asofold,afteralongday\'shunt,hereclinedbesidethecamp-fireandwatchedthegoldensunsetglowschangeontheramparts;asofoldhelaidahandonthesoft,furryheadofthepetcougar;asofoldhewatchedthegoldchangetoredandthentodark,andtwilightfalllikeablanket;asofoldhelistenedtothedreamy,lullingmurmurofthewaterfall。Theoldfamiliarbeauty,wildness,silence,andlonelinesswerethere,buttheoldcontentseemedstrangelygone。
Soberlyheconfessedthenthathemissedthehappycompanyofthegirls。HedidnotdistinguishHelenfromBoinhisslowintrospection。Whenhesoughthisbedhedidnotatoncefalltosleep。Always,afterafewmomentsofwakefulness,whilethesilencesettleddownorthewindmoanedthroughthepines,hehadfallenasleep。Thisnighthefounddifferent。Thoughhewastired,sleepwouldnotsooncome。Thewilderness,themountains,thepark,thecamp——allseemedtohavelostsomething。Eventhedarknessseemedempty。AndwhenatlengthDalefellasleepitwastobetroubledbyrestlessdreams。
Upwiththekeen-edged,steely-brightdawn,hewentatthehistaskswiththespringystrideofthedeer-stalker。
Attheendofthatstrenuousday,whichwassingularlyfulloftheoldexcitementandactionanddanger,andofnewobservations,hewasboundtoconfessthatnolongerdidthechasesufficeforhim。
Manytimesontheheightsthatday,withthewindkeeninhisface,andthevastgreenbillowsofsprucebelowhim,hehadfoundthatbewasgazingwithoutseeing,haltingwithoutobject,dreamingashehadneverdreamedbefore。
Once,whenamagnificentelkcameoutuponarockyridgeand,whistlingachallengetoinvisiblerivals,stoodthereatargettostiranyhunter\'spulse,Daledidnotevenraisehisrifle。IntohisearjustthenrangHelen\'svoice:"MiltDale,youarenoIndian。Givingyourselftoahunter\'swildlifeisselfish。Itiswrong。Youlovethislonelylife,butitisnotwork。Workthatdoesnothelpothersisnotarealman\'swork。"
Fromthatmomentconsciencetormentedhim。Itwasnotwhatheloved,butwhatheoughttodo,thatcountedinthesumofgoodachievedintheworld。OldAlAuchinclosshadbeenright。DalewaswastingstrengthandintelligencethatshouldgotodohisshareinthedevelopmentoftheWest。
Nowthathehadreachedmaturity,ifthroughhisknowledgeofnature\'slawhehadcometoseethemeaningofthestrifeofmenforexistence,forplace,forpossession,andtoholdthemincontempt,thatwasnoreasonwhyheshouldkeephimselfalooffromthem,fromsomeworkthatwasneededinanincomprehensibleworld。
Daledidnothatework,buthelovedfreedom。Tobealone,tolivewithnature,tofeeltheelements,tolaboranddreamandidleandclimbandsleepunhamperedbyduty,byworry,byrestriction,bythepettyinterestsofmen——thishadalwaysbeenhisidealofliving。Cowboys,riders,sheep-herders,farmers——thesetoiledonfromoneplaceandonejobtoanotherforthelittlemoneydoledouttothem。
Nothingbeautiful,nothingsignificanthadeverexistedinthatforhim。Hehadworkedasaboyateverykindofrange-work,andofallthathumdrumwasteofefforthehadlikedsawingwoodbest。Oncehehadquitajobofbrandingcattlebecausethesmellofburninghide,thebawloftheterrifiedcalf,hadsickenedhim。Ifmenwerehonesttherewouldbenoneedtoscarcattle。Hehadneverintheleastdesiredtoownlandanddrovesofstock,andmakedealswithranchmen,dealsadvantageoustohimself。Whyshouldamanwanttomakeadealortradeahorseordoapieceofworktoanotherman\'sdisadvantage?Self-preservationwasthefirstlawoflife。Butastheplantsandtreesandbirdsandbeastsinterpretedthatlaw,mercilessandinevitableastheywere,theyhadneithergreednordishonesty。Theylivedbythegrandruleofwhatwasbestforthegreatestnumber。
ButDale\'sphilosophy,coldandclearandinevitable,likenatureitself,begantobepiercedbythehumanappealinHelenRayner\'swords。Whatdidshemean?Notthatheshouldlosehisloveofthewilderness,butthatherealizehimself!Manychancewordsofthatgirlhaddepth。Hewasyoung,strong,intelligent,freefromtaintofdiseaseorthefeverofdrink。Hecoulddosomethingforothers。Who?
Ifthatmattered,there,forinstance,waspooroldMrs。
Cass,agedandlamenow;therewasAlAuchincloss,dyinginhisboots,afraidofenemies,andwistfulforhisbloodandhispropertytoreceivethefruitofhislabors;therewerethetwogirls,HelenandBo,newandstrangetotheWest,abouttobeconfrontedbyabigproblemofranchlifeandrivalinterests。DalethoughtofstillmorepeopleinthelittlevillageofPine——ofotherswhohadfailed,whoseliveswerehard,whocouldhavebeenmadehappierbykindnessandassistance。
What,then,wasthedutyofMiltDaletohimself?Becausemenpreyedononeanotherandontheweak,shouldheturnhisbackuponaso-calledcivilizationorshouldhegrowlikethem?Clearasabellcametheanswerthathisdutywastodoneither。AndthenhesawhowthelittlevillageofPine,aswellasthewholeworld,neededmenlikehim。Hehadgonetonature,totheforest,tothewildernessforhisdevelopment;andallthejudgmentsandeffortsofhisfuturewouldbearesultofthateducation。
ThusDale,lyinginthedarknessandsilenceofhislonelypark,arrivedataconclusionthathedivinedwasbutthebeginningofastruggle。
Ittooklongintrospectiontodeterminetheexactnatureofthatstruggle,butatlengthitevolvedintotheparadoxthatHelenRaynerhadopenedhiseyestohisdutyasaman,thatheacceptedit,yetfoundastrangeobstacleintheperplexing,tumultuous,sweetfearofevergoingnearheragain。
Suddenly,then,allhisthoughtrevolvedaroundthegirl,and,thrownoffhisbalance,hewelteredinawildernessofunfamiliarstrangeideas。
Whenheawokenextdaythefightwasoninearnest。Inhissleephismindhadbeenactive。Theideathatgreetedhim,beautifulasthesunrise,flashedinmemoryofAuchincloss\'ssignificantwords,"Takeyourchancewiththegirl!"
Theoldrancherwasinhisdotage。Hehintedofthingsbeyondtherangeofpossibility。ThatideaofachanceforDaleremainedbeforehisconsciousnessonlyaninstant。
Starswereunattainable;lifecouldnotbefathomed;thesecretofnaturedidnotabidealoneontheearth——thesetheorieswerenotanymoreimpossibleofprovingthanthatHelenRaynermightbeforhim。
Nevertheless,herstrangecomingintohislifehadplayedhavoc,theextentofwhichhehadonlybeguntorealize。
Foramonthhetrampedthroughtheforest。ItwasOctober,astillgolden,fulfillingseasonoftheyear;andeverywhereinthevastdarkgreenagloriousblazeofoakandaspenmadebeautifulcontrast。Hecarriedhisrifle,butheneverusedit。Hewouldclimbmilesandgothiswayandthatwithnoobjectinview。Yethiseyeandearhadneverbeenkeener。Hourshewouldspendonapromontory,watching。thedistance,wherethegoldenpatchesofaspenshonebrightoutofdark-greenmountainslopes。Helovedtoflinghimselfdowninanaspen-groveattheedgeofasenaca,andtherelieinthatradiancelikeaveilofgoldandpurpleandred,withthewhitetree-trunksstripingtheshade。Always,whethertherewerebreezeornot,theaspen-leavesquivered,ceaselessly,wonderfully,likehispulses,beyondhiscontrol。Oftenhereclinedagainstamossyrockbesideamountainstreamtolisten,towatch,tofeelallthatwasthere,whilehismindheldahaunting,dark-eyedvisionofagirl。Onthelonelyheights,likeaneagle,hesatgazingdownintoParadisePark,thatwasmoreandmorebeautiful,butwouldneveragainbethesame,neverfillhimwithcontent,neverbeallandalltohim。
LateinOctoberthefirstsnowfell。Itmeltedatonceonthesouthsideofthepark,butthenorthslopesandtherimsanddomesabovestayedwhite。
Dalehadworkedquickandhardatcuringandstoringhiswintersupplyoffood,andnowhespentdayschoppingandsplittingwoodtoburnduringthemonthshewouldbesnowed-in。Hewatchedforthedark-gray,fast-scuddingstorm-clouds,andwelcomedthemwhentheycame。Oncetherelaytenfeetofsnowonthetrailshewouldbesnowed-inuntilspring。ItwouldbeimpossibletogodowntoPine。Andperhapsduringthelongwinterhewouldbecuredofthisstrange,namelessdisorderofhisfeelings。
Novemberbroughtstormsuponthepeaks。Flurriesofsnowfellintheparkeveryday,butthesunnysouthside,whereDale\'scamplay,retaineditsautumnalcolorandwarmth。Nottilllateinwinterdidthesnowcreepoverthissecludednook。
Themorningcameatlast,piercinglykeenandbright,whenDalesawthattheheightswereimpassable;therealizationbroughthimapoignantregret。HehadnotguessedhowhehadwantedtoseeHelenRayneragainuntilitwastoolate。Thatopenedhiseyes。Aragingfrenzyofactionfollowed,inwhichheonlytiredhimselfphysicallywithouthelpinghimselfspiritually。
Itwassunsetwhenhefacedthewest,lookingupatthepinksnow-domesandthedark-goldenfringeofspruce,andinthatmomenthefoundthetruth。
"Ilovethatgirl!Ilovethatgirl!"hespokealoud,tothedistantwhitepeaks,tothewinds,tothelonelinessandsilenceofhisprison,tothegreatpinesandtothemurmuringstream,andtohisfaithfulpets。Itwashistragicconfessionofweakness,ofamazingtruth,ofhopelessposition,ofpitifulexcuseforthetransformationwroughtinhim。
Dale\'sstruggleendedtherewhenhefacedhissoul。Tounderstandhimselfwastobereleasedfromstrain,worry,ceaselessimportuningdoubtandwonderandfear。Butthefeverofunrest,ofuncertainty,hadbeennothingcomparedtoasuddenupflashingtormentoflove。
Withsomberdeliberationhesetaboutthetasksneedful,andothersthathemightmake——hiscamp-firesandmeals,thecareofhispetsandhorses,themendingofsaddlesandpack-harness,thecuringofbuckskinformoccasinsandhunting-suits。Sohisdayswerenotidle。Butallthisworkwashabitforhimandneedednoapplicationofmind。
AndDale,likesomemenoflonelywildernessliveswhodidnotretrogradetowardthesavage,wasathinker。Lovemadehimasufferer。
Thesurpriseandshameofhisunconscioussurrender,thecertainhopelessnessofit,thelongyearsofcommunionwithallthatwaswild,lonely,andbeautiful,thewonderfullydevelopedinsightintonature\'ssecrets,andthesudden-dawningrevelationthathewasnoomniscientbeingexemptfromtheruthlessordinarydestinyofman——alltheseshowedhimthestrengthofhismanhoodandofhispassion,andthatthelifehehadchosenwasofalllivestheonecalculatedtomakelovesadandterrible。
HelenRaynerhauntedhim。Inthesunlighttherewasnotaplacearoundcampwhichdidnotpictureherlithe,vigorousbody,herdark,thoughtfuleyes,hereloquent,resolutelips,andthesmilethatwassosweetandstrong。Atnightshewastherelikeaslenderspecter,pacingbesidehimunderthemoaningpines。Everycamp-fireheldinitshearttheglowingwhiteradianceofherspirit。
NaturehadtaughtDaletolovesolitudeandsilence,butloveitselftaughthimtheirmeaning。Solitudehadbeencreatedfortheeagleonhiscrag,fortheblastedmountainfir,lonelyandgnarledonitspeak,fortheelkandthewolf。Butithadnotbeenintendedforman。Andtolivealwaysinthesilenceofwildplaceswastobecomeobsessedwithself——tothinkanddream——tobehappy,whichstate,howeverpursuedbyman,wasnotgoodforhim。Manmustbegivenimperiouslongingsfortheunattainable。
Itneeded,then,onlythememoryofanunattainablewomantorendersolitudepassionatelydesiredbyaman,yetalmostunendurable。Dalewasalonewithhissecret;andeverypine,everythinginthatparksawhimshakenandundone。
Inthedark,pitchydeadnessofnight,whentherewasnowindandthecoldonthepeakshadfrozenthewaterfall,thenthesilenceseemedinsupportable。Manyhoursthatshouldhavebeengiventoslumberwerepacedoutunderthecold,white,pitilessstars,underthelonelypines。
Dale\'smemorybetrayedhim,mockedhisrestraint,cheatedhimofanypeace;andhisimagination,sharpenedbylove,createdpictures,fancies,feelings,thatdrovehimfrantic。
HethoughtofHelenRayner\'sstrong,shapelybrownhand。Inathousanddifferentactionsithauntedhim。Howquickanddeftincamp-firetasks!howgracefulandswiftassheplaitedherdarkhair!howtenderandskilfulinitsministrationwhenoneofhispetshadbeeninjured!howeloquentwhenpressedtightagainstherbreastinamomentoffearonthedangerousheights!howexpressiveofunutterablethingswhenlaidonhisarm!
Dalesawthatbeautifulhandslowlycreepuphisarm,acrosshisshoulder,andslideroundhisnecktoclaspthere。Hewaspowerlesstoinhibitthepicture。Andwhathefeltthenwasboundless,unutterable。Nowomanhadeveryetsomuchasclaspedhishand,andheretoforenosuchimaginingshadevercrossedhismind,yetdeepinhim,somewherehidden,hadbeenthiswaiting,sweet,andimperiousneed。Inthebrightdayheappearedtowardoffsuchfancies,butatnighthewashelpless。Andeveryfancylefthimweaker,wilder。
When,attheculminationofthisphaseofhispassion,Dale,whohadneverknownthetouchofawoman\'slips,suddenlyyieldedtotheillusionofHelenRayner\'skisses,hefoundhimselfquitemad,filledwithraptureanddespair,lovingherashehatedhimself。Itseemedasifhehadexperiencedalltheseterriblefeelingsinsomeformerlifeandhadforgottentheminthislife。Hehadnorighttothinkofher,buthecouldnotresistit。Imaginingthesweetsurrenderofherlipswasasacrilege,yethere,inspiteofwillandhonorandshame,hewaslost。
Dale,atlength,wasvanquished,andheceasedtorailathimself,orrestrainhisfancies。Hebecameadreamy,sad-eyed,camp-firegazer,likemanyanotherlonelyman,separated,bychanceorerror,fromwhatthehearthungeredmostfor。Butthisgreatexperience,whenallitssignificancehadclarifiedinhismind,immeasurablybroadenedhisunderstandingoftheprinciplesofnatureappliedtolife。
Lovehadbeeninhimstrongerthaninmostmen,becauseofhiskeen,vigorous,lonelyyearsintheforest,wherehealthofmindandbodywereintensifiedandpreserved。Howsimple,hownatural,howinevitable!Hemighthavelovedanyfine-spirited,healthy-bodiedgirl。Likeatreeshootingitsbranchesandleaves,itswholeentity,towardthesunlight,sohadhegrowntowardawoman\'slove。Why?Becausethethinghereveredinnature,thespirit,theuniversal,thelifethatwasGod,hadcreatedathisbirthorbeforehisbirththethreetremendousinstinctsofnature——tofightforlife,tofeedhimself,toreproducehiskind。Thatwasalltherewastoit。Butoh!themystery,thebeauty,thetorment,andtheterrorofthisthirdinstinct——thishungerforthesweetnessandthegloryofawoman\'slove!
CHAPTERXVI
HelenRaynerdroppedherknittingintoherlapandsatpensivelygazingoutofthewindowoverthebareyellowrangesofheruncle\'sranch。
Thewinterdaywasbright,butsteely,andthewindthatwhippeddownfromthewhite-cappedmountainshadakeen,frostyedge。Ascantsnowlayinprotectedplaces;cattlestoodbunchedintheleeofridges;lowsheetsofdustscurriedacrosstheflats。
Thebigliving-roomoftheranch-housewaswarmandcomfortablewithitsredadobewalls,itshugestonefireplacewherecedarlogsblazed,anditsmany-coloredblankets。BoRaynersatbeforethefire,curledupinanarmchair,absorbedinabook。OnthefloorlaythehoundPedro,hisracy,fineheadstretchedtowardthewarmth。
"Didunclecall?"askedHelen,withastartoutofherreverie。
"Ididn\'thearhim,"repliedBo。
Helenrosetotiptoeacrossthefloor,and,softlypartingsomecurtains,shelookedintotheroomwhereherunclelay。
Hewasasleep。Sometimeshecalledoutinhisslumbers。Forweeksnowhehadbeenconfinedtohisbed,slowlygrowingweaker。WithasighHelenreturnedtoherwindow-seatandtookupherwork。
"Bo,thesunisbright,"shesaid。"Thedaysaregrowinglonger。I\'msoglad。"
"Nell,you\'realwayswishingtimeaway。Formeitpassesquicklyenough,"repliedthesister。
"ButIlovespringandsummerandfall——andIguessIhatewinter,"returnedHelen,thoughtfully。
Theyellowrangesrolledawayuptotheblackridgesandtheyinturnsweptuptothecold,whitemountains。Helen\'sgazeseemedtogobeyondthatsnowybarrier。AndBo\'skeeneyesstudiedhersister\'searnest,sadface。
"Nell,doyoueverthinkofDale?"shequeried,suddenly。
ThequestionstartledHelen。Aslowblushsuffusedneckandcheek。
"Ofcourse,"shereplied,asifsurprisedthatBoshouldasksuchathing。
"I——Ishouldn\'thaveaskedthat,"saidBo,softly,andthenbentagainoverherbook。
Helengazedtenderlyatthatbright,bowedhead。Inthisswift-flying,eventful,busywinter,duringwhichthemanagementoftheranchhaddevolvedwhollyuponHelen,thelittlesisterhadgrownawayfromher。Bohadinsisteduponherownfreewillandshehadfollowedit,totheamusementofheruncle,totheconcernofHelen,tothedismayandbewildermentofthefaithfulMexicanhousekeeper,andtotheundoingofalltheyoungmenontheranch。
Helenhadalwaysbeenhopingandwaitingforafavorablehourinwhichshemightfindthiswilfulsisteroncemoresusceptibletowiseandlovinginfluence。Butwhileshehesitatedtospeak,slowfootstepsandajingleofspurssoundedwithout,andthencameatimidknock。Bolookedupbrightlyandrantoopenthedoor。
"Oh!It\'sonly——YOU!"sheuttered,inwitheringscorn,totheonewhoknocked。
Helenthoughtshecouldguesswhothatwas。
"Howareyou-all?"askedadrawlingvoice。
"Well,MisterCarmichael,ifthatinterestsyou——I\'mquiteill,"repliedBo,freezingly。
"Ill!Awno,now?"
"It\'safact。IfIdon\'tdierightoffI\'llhavetobetakenbacktoMissouri,"saidBo,casually。
"Areyougoin\'toaskmein?"queriedCarmichael,bluntly。
"It\'scold——an\'I\'vegotsomethin\'tosayto——"
"ToME?Well,you\'renotbackward,Ideclare,"retortedBo。
"MissRayner,Ireckonit\'llbestrangetoyou——findin\'
outIdidn\'tcometoseeyou。"
"Indeed!No。ButwhatwasstrangewasthedeludedideaIhad——thatyoumeanttoapologizetome——likeagentleman……Comein,Mr。Carmichael。Mysisterishere。"
ThedoorclosedasHelenturnedround。Carmichaelstoodjustinsidewithhissombreroinhand,andashegazedatBohisleanfaceseemedhard。Inthefewmonthssinceautumnhehadchanged——aged,itseemed,andtheonceyoung,frank,alert,andcarelesscowboytraitshadmergedintothemakingofaman。Helenknewjusthowmuchofamanhereallywas。
Hehadbeenhermainstayduringallthecomplexworkingoftheranchthathadfallenuponhershoulders。
"Wal,Ireckonyouwasdeluded,allright——ifyouthoughtI\'dcrawllikethemotherloversofyours,"hesaid,withcooldeliberation。
Boturnedpale,andhereyesfairlyblazed,yeteveninwhatmusthavebeenherfuryHelensawamazeandpain。
"OTHERlovers?Ithinkthebiggestdelusionhereisthewayyouflatteryourself,"repliedBo,stingingly。
"Meflattermyself?Nope。Youdon\'tsavvyme。I\'mshorehatin\'myselfthesedays。"
"Smallwonder。Icertainlyhateyou——withallmyheart!"
AtthisretortthecowboydroppedhisheadanddidnotseeBoflauntherselfoutoftheroom。Butheheardthedoorclose,andthenslowlycametowardHelen。
"Cheerup,LasVegas,"saidHelen,smiling。"Bo\'shot-tempered。"
"MissNell,I\'mjustlikeadog。ThemeanershetreatsmethemoreIloveher,"hereplied,dejectedly。
ToHelen\'sfirstinstinctoflikingforthiscowboytherehadbeenaddedadmiration,respect,andagrowingappreciationofstrong,faithful,developingcharacter。
Carmichael\'sfaceandhandswereredandchappedfromwinterwinds;theleatherofwrist-bands,belt,andbootswasallwornshinyandthin;littlestreaksofdustfellfromhimashebreathedheavily。Henolongerlookedthedashingcowboy,readyforadanceorlarkorfight。
"Howintheworlddidyouoffendherso?"askedHelen。"Boisfurious。Ineversawhersoangryasthat。"
"MissNell,itwasjestthisway,"beganCarmichael。"ShoreBo\'sknowedIwasinlovewithher。Iaskedhertomarrymean\'shewouldn\'tsayyesorno……An\',meanasitsounds——sheneverrunawayfromit,thet\'sshore。We\'vehadsomequarrels——twoofthembad,an\'thislast\'stheworst。"
"Botoldmeaboutonequarrel,"saidHelen。"Itwas——
becauseyoudrank——thattime。"
"Shoreitwas。Shetookoneofhercoldspellsan\'Ijestgotdrunk。"
"Butthatwaswrong,"protestedHelen。
"Iain\'tsoshore。Yousee,Iusedtogetdrunkoften——
beforeIcomehere。An\'I\'vebeendrunkonlyonce。BackatLasVegastheoutfitwouldneverbelievethet。Wal,I
promisedBoIwouldn\'tdoitagain,an\'I\'vekeptmyword。"
"Thatisfineofyou。Buttellme,whyissheangrynow?"
"Bomakesuptoallthefellars,"confessedCarmichael,hanginghishead。"Itookhertothedancelastweek——overinthetown-hall。Thet\'sthefirsttimeshe\'dgoneanywherewithme。Ishorewasproud……Butthetdancewashell。
Bocarriedonsomethin\'turrible,an\'I——"
"Tellme。Whatdidshedo?"demandedHelen,anxiously。"I\'mresponsibleforher。I\'vegottoseethatshebehaves。"
"Aw,Iain\'tsayin\'shedidn\'tbehavelikealady,"repliedCarmichael。"Itwas——she——wal,allthemfellarsarefoolsoverher——an\'Bowasn\'ttruetome。"
"Mydearboy,isBoengagedtoyou?"
"Lord——ifsheonlywas!"hesighed。
"Thenhowcanyousayshewasn\'ttruetoyou?Bereasonable。"
"Ireckonnow,MissNell,thetnoonecanbeinlovean\'actreasonable,"rejoinedthecowboy。"Idon\'tknowhowtoexplain,butthefactisIfeelthetBohasplayedthe——
thedevilwithmean\'alltheotherfellars。"
"Youmeanshehasflirted?"
"Ireckon。"
"LasVegas,I\'mafraidyou\'reright,"saidHelen,withgrowingapprehension。"Goon。Tellmewhat\'shappened。"
"Wal,thetTurnerboy,whoridesforBeasley,hewashotafterBo,"returnedCarmichael,andhespokeasifmemoryhurthim。"ReckonI\'venouseforTurner。He\'safine-lookin\',strappin\',bigcow-puncher,an\'calculatedtowinthegirls。Hebragsthethecan,an\'Ireckonhe\'sright。Wal,hewasalwayshangin\'roundBo。An\'hestoleoneofmydanceswithBo。Ionlyhadthree,an\'hecomesuptosaythisonewashis;Bo,veryinnocent——oh,she\'sacuteone!——shesays,\'Why,MisterTurner——isitreallyyours?\'An\'shelookedsofullofjoythetwhenhesaystome,\'Excooseus,friendCarmichael,\'Isattherelikealocoedjackassan\'letthemgo。ButIwasn\'tmadatthet。Hewasabetterdancerthanmean\'Iwantedhertohaveagoodtime。WhatstartedthehellwasIseenhimputhisarmroundherwhenitwasn\'tjusttime,accordin\'tothedance,an\'Bo——shedidn\'tbreakanyrecordsgettin\'awayfromhim。Shepushedhimaway——afteralittle——afterIneardied。Wal,onthewayhomeIhadtotellher。Ishoredid。An\'shesaidwhatI\'dlovetoforget。Then——then,MissNell,Igrabbedher——itwasoutsideherebytheporchan\'allbrightmoonlight——Igrabbedheran\'huggedan\'kissedhergood。
WhenIlethergoIsays,sortabrave,butIwasplumbscared——Isays,"Wal,areyougoin\'tomarrymenow?\'"
Heconcludedwithagulp,andlookedatHelenwithwoeinhiseyes。
"Oh!WhatdidBodo?"breathlesslyqueriedHelen。
"Sheslappedme,"hereplied。"An\'thenshesays,Ididlikeyoubest,butNOWIhateyou!\'An\'sheslammedthedoorinmyface。"
"Ithinkyoumadeagreatmistake,"saidHelen,gravely。
"Wal,ifIthoughtsoI\'dbegherforgiveness。ButIreckonIdon\'t。What\'smore,Ifeelbetterthanbefore。I\'monlyacowboyan\'neverwasmuchgoodtillImether。ThenI
braced。Igottohavin\'hopes,studyin\'books,an\'youknowhowI\'vebeenlookin\'intothisranchin\'game。Istoppeddrinkin\'an\'savedmymoney。Wal,sheknowsallthet。Onceshesaidshewasproudofme。Butitdidn\'tseemtocountbigwithher。An\'ifitcan\'tcountbigIdon\'twantittocountatall。IreckonthemadderBoisatmethemorechanceI\'vegot。SheknowsIloveher——thetI\'ddieforher——thetI\'machangedman。An\'sheknowsIneverbeforethoughtofdarin\'totouchherhand。An\'sheknowssheflirtedwithTurner。"
"She\'sonlyachild,"repliedHelen。"Andallthischange——
theWest——thewildness——andyouboysmakingmuchofher——why,it\'sturnedherhead。ButBowillcomeoutofittrueblue。Sheisgood,loving。Herheartisgold。"
"IreckonIknow,an\'myfaithcan\'tbeshook,"rejoinedCarmichael,simply。"Butsheoughttobelievethetshe\'llmakebadbloodouthere。TheWestistheWest。Anykindofgirlsarescarce。An\'onelikeBo——Lord!wecowboysneverseennonetocomparewithher。She\'llmakebadbloodan\'
someofitwillbespilled。"
"UncleAlencouragesher,"saidHelen,apprehensively。"Ittickleshimtohearhowtheboysareafterher。Oh,shedoesn\'ttellhim。Buthehears。AndI,whomuststandinmother\'splacetoher,whatcanIdo?"
"MissNell,areyouonmyside?"askedthecowboy,wistfully。Hewasstrongandelemental,caughtinthetoilsofsomepowerbeyondhim。
YesterdayHelenmighthavehesitatedatthatquestion。Butto-dayCarmichaelbroughtsomeprovenqualityofloyalty,somestrangedepthofruggedsincerity,asifshehadlearnedhisfutureworth。
"Yes,Iam,"Helenreplied,earnestly。Andsheofferedherhand。
"Wal,thenit\'llshoreturnouthappy,"hesaid,squeezingherhand。Hissmilewasgrateful,buttherewasnothinginitofthevictoryhehintedat。Someofhisruddycolorhadgone。"An\'nowIwanttotellyouwhyIcome。"
Hehadloweredhisvoice。"IsAlasleep?"hewhispered。
"Yes,"repliedHelen。"Hewasalittlewhileago。"
"ReckonI\'dbettershuthisdoor。"
Helenwatchedthecowboyglideacrosstheroomandcarefullyclosethedoor,thenreturntoherwithintenteyes。Shesensedeventsinhislook,andshedivinedsuddenlythathemustfeelasifhewereherbrother。
"ShoreI\'mtheonethetfetchesallthebadnewstoyou,"hesaid,regretfully。
Helencaughtherbreath。Therehadindeedbeenmanylittlecalamitiestomarhermanagementoftheranch——lossofcattle,horses,sheep——thedesertionofherderstoBeasley——failureoffreighterstoarrivewhenmostneeded——
fightsamongthecowboys——anddisagreementsoverlong-arrangeddeals。
"YouruncleAlmakesaheapofthishereJeffMulvey,"
assertedCarmichael。
"Yes,indeed。UncleabsolutelyreliesonJeff,"repliedHelen。
"Wal,Ihatetotellyou,MissNell,"saidthecowboy,bitterly,"thetMulveyain\'tthemanheseems。"
"Oh,whatdoyoumean?"
"WhenyourunclediesMulveyisgoin\'overtoBeasleyan\'
he\'sgoin\'totakeallthefellarswho\'llsticktohim。"
"CouldJeffbesofaithless——aftersomanyyearsmyuncle\'sforeman?Oh,howdoyouknow?"
"ReckonIguessedlongago。Butwasn\'tshore。MissNell,there\'salotinthewindlately,aspooroldAlgrowsweaker。Mulveyhasbeenparticularfriendlytomean\'I\'venursedhimalong,\'ceptIwouldn\'tdrink。An\'hispardshavebeenparticularfriendswithme,too,morean\'moreasI
loosenedup。Yousee,theywasshyofmewhenIfirstgothere。To-daythewholedealshowedcleartomelikeahooftrackinsoftground。BudLewis,who\'sbunkedwithme,comeoutan\'triedtowinmeovertoBeasley——soonasAuchinclossdies。IpalaveredwithBudan\'Iwantedtoknow。
ButBudwouldonlysayhewasgoin\'alongwithJeffan\'
othersoftheoutfit。ItoldhimI\'dreckonoveritan\'lethimknow。HethinksI\'llcomeround。"
"Why——whywillthesemenleavemewhen——when——Oh,pooruncle!Theybargainonhisdeath。Butwhy——tellmewhy?"
"Beasleyhasworkedonthem——wonthemover,"repliedCarmichael,grimly。"AfterAldiestheranchwillgotoyou。
Beasleymeanstohaveit。Hean\'Alwaspardsonce,an\'nowBeasleyhasmostfolksherebelievin\'hegottheshortendofthetdeal。He\'llhavepapers——shore——an\'he\'llhavemostofthemen。Sohe\'lljustputyouoffan\'takepossession。Thet\'sall,MissNell,an\'youcanrelyonitsbein\'true。"
"I——Ibelieveyou——butIcan\'tbelievesuch——suchrobberypossible,"gaspedHelen。
"It\'ssimpleastwoan\'two。Possessionislawouthere。
OnceBeasleygetsonthegroundit\'ssettled。Whatcouldyoudowithnomentofightforyourproperty?"
"But,surely,someofthemenwillstaywithme?"
"Ireckon。Butnotenough。"
"ThenIcanhiremore。TheBeemanboys。AndDalewouldcometohelpme。"
"Dalewouldcome。An\'he\'dhelpaheap。Iwishhewashere,"
repliedCarmichael,soberly。"Butthere\'snowaytogethim。
He\'ssnowed-uptillMay。"
"Idarenotconfideinuncle,"saidHelen,withagitation。
"Theshockmightkillhim。Thentotellhimoftheunfaithfulnessofhisoldmen——thatwouldbecruel……
Oh,itcan\'tbesobadasyouthink。"
"Ireckonitcouldn\'tbenoworse。An\'——MissNell,there\'sonlyonewaytogetoutofit——an\'thet\'sthewayoftheWest。"
"How?"queriedHelen,eagerly。
Carmichaellungedhimselferectandstoodgazingdownather。Heseemedcompletelydetachednowfromthatfrank,amiablecowboyofherfirstimpressions。Therednesswastotallygonefromhisface。Somethingstrangeandcoldandsurelookedoutofhiseyes。
"IseenBeasleygointhesaloonasIrodepast。SupposeI
godownthere,pickaquarrelwithhim——an\'killhim?"
Helensatbolt-uprightwithacoldshock。
"Carmichael!you\'renotserious?"sheexclaimed。
"Serious?Ishoream。Thet\'stheonlyway,MissNell。An\'I
reckonit\'swhatAlwouldwant。An\'betweenyouan\'me——itwouldbeeasierthanropin\'acalf。ThesefellarsroundPinedon\'tsavvyguns。Now,Icomefromwheregunsmeansomethin\'。An\'whenItellyouIcanthrowagunslickan\'
fast,whyIshoreain\'tbraggin\'。Youneedn\'tworrynoneaboutme,MissNell。"
Helengraspedthathehadtakenthesignsofhershockedsensibilitytomeanshefearedforhislife。Butwhathadsickenedherwasthemereideaofbloodshedinherbehalf。
"You\'d——killBeasley——justbecausetherearerumorsofhis——treachery?"gaspedHelen。
"Shore。It\'llhavetobedone,anyhow,"repliedthecowboy。
"No!No!It\'stoodreadfultothinkof。Why,thatwouldbemurder。I——Ican\'tunderstandhowyouspeakofit——so——
socalmly。"
"ReckonIain\'tdoin\'itcalmly。I\'masmadashell,"saidCarmichael,witharecklesssmile。
"Oh,ifyouareseriousthen,Isayno——no——no!Iforbidyou。Idon\'tbelieveI\'llberobbedofmyproperty。"
"Wal,supposin\'Beasleydoesputyouoff——an\'takespossession。What\'reyougoin\'tosaythen?"demandedthecowboy,inslow,cooldeliberation。
"I\'dsaythesamethenasnow,"shereplied。
Hebenthisheadthoughtfullywhilehisredhandssmoothedhissombrero。
"Shoreyougirlshaven\'tbeenWestverylong,"bemuttered,asifapologizingforthem。"An\'Ireckonittakestimetolearnthewaysofacountry。"
"WestornoWest,Iwon\'thavefightsdeliberatelypicked,andmenshot,eveniftheydothreatenme,"declaredHelen,positively。
"Allright,MissNell,shoreIrespectyourwishes,"hereturned。"ButI\'lltellyouthis。IfBeasleyturnsyouan\'
Booutofyourhome——wal,I\'lllookhimuponmyownaccount。"
Helencouldonlygazeathimashebackedtothedoor,andshethrilledandshudderedatwhatseemedhisloyaltytoher,hisloveforBo,andthatwhichwasinevitableinhimself。
"Reckonyoumightsaveusallsometrouble——nowifyou\'d——justgetmad——an\'letmegoafterthetgreaser。"
"Greaser!DoyoumeanBeasley?"
"Shore。He\'sahalf-breed。HewasborninMagdalena,whereI
heardfolkssaynaryoneofhisparentswasnogood。"