The Man of the Forest

第6章

"Uncle,herecomesNell,"saidBo,softly。

"Aw!"Theoldcattle-manbreathedhardasheturned。

Helenhurried。Shehadnotexpectedtorememberthisuncle,butonelookintothebrown,beamingface,withtheblueeyesflashing,yetsad,andsherecognizedhim,atthesameinstantrecallinghermother。

Heheldouthisarmstoreceiveher。

"NellAuchinclossalloveragain!"heexclaimed,indeepvoice,ashekissedher。"I\'dhaveknowedyouanywhere!"

"UncleAl!"murmuredHelen。"Irememberyou——thoughIwasonlyfour。"

"Wal,wal,——that\'sfine,"hereplied。"Irememberyoustraddledmykneeonce,an\'yourhairwasbrighter——an\'

curly。Itain\'tneithernow……Sixteenyears!An\'you\'retwentynow?Whatafine,broad-shoulderedgirlyouare!An\',Nell,you\'rethehandsomestAuchinclossIeverseen!"

Helenfoundherselfblushing,andwithdrewherhandsfromhisasRoysteppedforwardtopayhisrespects。Hestoodbareheaded,leanandtall,withneitherhiscleareyesnorhisstillface,northeprofferedhandexpressinganythingoftheprovenqualityoffidelity,ofachievement,thatHelensensedinhim。

"Howdy,MissHelen?Howdy,Bo?"hesaid。"Youallbothlookfinean\'brown……IreckonIwasshoreslowrustlin\'

youruncleAluphere。ButIwasfiggerin\'you\'dlikeMilt\'scampforawhile。"

"Wesuredid,"repliedBo,archly。

"Aw!"breathedAuchincloss,heavily。"Lemmesetdown。"

HedrewthegirlstotherusticseatDalehadbuiltforthemunderthebigpine。

"Oh,youmustbetired!How——howareyou?"askedHelen,anxiously。

"Tired!Wal,ifIamit\'sjestthishereminit。WhenJoeBeemanrodeinonmewiththetnewsofyou——wal,IjestfergotIwasaworn-outoldhoss。Haven\'tfeltsogoodinyears。Mebbetwosuchyoungan\'prettynieceswillmakeanewmanofme。"

"UncleAl,youlookstrongandwelltome,"saidBo。"Andyoung,too,and——"

"Haw!Haw!Thet\'lldo,"interruptedAl。"Iseethroughyou。

Whatyou\'lldotoUncleAlwillbeaplenty……Yes,girls,I\'mfeelin\'fine。Butstrange——strange!Mebbethet\'smyjoyatseein\'yousafe——safewhenIfearedsothetdamnedgreaserBeasley——"

InHelen\'sgravegazehisfacechangedswiftly——andalltheserriedyearsoftoilandbattleandprivationshowed,withsomethingthatwasnotage,norresignation,yetastragicasboth。

"Wal,nevermindhim——now,"headded,slowly,andthewarmerlightreturnedtohisface。"Dale——comehere。"

Thehuntersteppedcloser。

"IreckonIoweyoumore\'nIcaneverpay,"saidAuchincloss,withanarmaroundeachniece。

"No,Al,youdon\'towemeanythin\',"returnedDale,thoughtfully,ashelookedaway。

"A-huh!"gruntedAl。"Youhearhim,girls……Nowlisten,youwildhunter。An\'yougirlslisten……Milt,Ineverthoughtyoumuchgood,\'ceptforthewilds。ButIreckonI\'llhavetoswallowthet。Ido。Comin\'tomeasyoudid——

an\'afterbein\'druvoff——keepin\'yourcouncilan\'savin\'

mygirlsfromthethold-up,wal,it\'sthebiggestdealanymaneverdidforme……An\'I\'mashamedofmyhardfeelin\'s,an\'here\'smyhand。"

"Thanks,Al,"repliedDale,withhisfleetingsmile,andhemettheprofferedhand。"Now,willyoubemakin\'camphere?"

"Wal,no。I\'llrestalittle,an\'youcanpackthegirls\'

outfit——thenwe\'llgo。Sureyou\'regoin\'withus?"

"I\'llcallthegirlstobreakfast,"repliedDale,andhemovedawaywithoutansweringAuchincloss\'squery。

HelendivinedthatDaledidnotmeantogodowntoPinewiththem,andtheknowledgegaveherablankfeelingofsurprise。Hadsheexpectedhimtogo?

"Comehere,Jeff,"calledAl,tooneofhismen。

Ashort,bow-leggedhorsemanwithdustygarbandsun-bleachedfacehobbledforthfromthegroup。Hewasnotyoung,buthehadaboyishgrinandbrightlittleeyes。

Awkwardlyhedoffedhisslouchsombrero。

"Jeff,shakehandswithmynieces,"saidAl。"This\'sHelen,an\'yourbossfromnowon。An\'this\'sBo,fershort。HernamewasNancy,butwhenshelayababyinhercradleI

calledherBo-Peep,an\'thename\'sstuck……Girls,thishere\'smyforeman,JeffMulvey,who\'sbeenwithmetwentyyears。"

Theintroductioncausedembarrassmenttoallthreeprincipals,particularlytoJeff。

"Jeff,throwthepacksan\'saddlesferarest,"wasAl\'sordertohisforeman。

"Nell,reckonyou\'llhavefunbossin\'thetoutfit,"chuckledAl。"Noneof\'em\'sgotawife。Lotofscalawagstheyare;nowomenwouldhavethem!"

"Uncle,IhopeI\'llneverhavetobetheirboss,"repliedHelen。

"Wal,you\'regoin\'tobe,rightoff,"declaredAl。"Theyain\'tabadlot,afterall。An\'Igotalikelynewman。"

WiththatheturnedtoBo,and,afterstudyingherprettyface,heasked,inapparentlyseveretone,"DidyousendacowboynamedCarmichaeltoaskmeforajob?"

Bolookedquitestartled。

"Carmichael!Why,Uncle,Ineverheardthatnamebefore,"

repliedBo,bewilderedly。

"A-huh!Reckonedtheyoungrascalwaslyin\',"saidAuchincloss。"ButIlikedthefellar\'slooksan\'solethimstay。"

Thentherancherturnedtothegroupofloungingriders。

"LasVegas,comehere,"heordered,inaloudvoice。

Helenthrilledatsightofatall,superblybuiltcowboyreluctantlydetachinghimselffromthegroup。Hehadared-bronzeface,younglikeaboy\'s。Helenrecognizedit,andtheflowingredscarf,andtheswinginggun,andtheslow,spur-clinkinggait。NootherthanBo\'sLasVegascowboyadmirer!

ThenHelenflashedalookatBo,whichlookgaveheradelicious,almostirresistibledesiretolaugh。Thatyoungladyalsorecognizedthereluctantindividualapproachingwithflushedanddowncastface。HelenrecordedherfirstexperienceofBo\'sutterdiscomfiture。Boturnedwhitethenredasarose。

"Say,myniecesaidsheneverheardofthenameCarmichael,"

declaredAl,severely,asthecowboyhaltedbeforehim。

Helenknewherunclehadthereputeofdealinghardwithhismen,buthereshewasreassuredandpleasedatthetwinkleinhiseye。

"Shore,boss,Ican\'thelpthet,"drawledthecowboy。"It\'sgoodoldTexasstock。"

Hedidnotappearshamefacednow,butjustascool,easy,clear-eyed,andlazyasthedayHelenhadlikedhiswarmyoungfaceandintentgaze。

"Texas!YoufellarsfromthePanHandlearealwayshollerin\'

Texas。IneverseenthetTexanshadanyoneelsebeat——sayfromMissouri,"returnedAl,testily。

Carmichaelmaintainedadiscreetsilence,andcarefullyavoidedlookingatthegirls。

"Wal,reckonwe\'llallcallyouLasVegas,anyway,"

continuedtherancher。"Didn\'tyousaymyniecesentyoutomeforajob?"

WhereuponCarmichael\'seasymannervanished。

"Now,boss,shoremymemory\'spore,"hesaid。"Ionlysays——"

"Don\'ttellmethet。Mymemory\'snotp-o-r-e,"repliedAl,mimickingthedrawl。"Whatyousaidwasthetmyniecewouldspeakagoodwordforyou。"

HereCarmichaelstoleatimidglanceatBo,theresultofwhichwastorenderhimutterlycrestfallen。NotimprobablyhehadtakenBo\'sexpressiontomeansomethingitdidnot,forHelenreaditasaminglingofconsternationandfright。

Hereyeswerebigandblazing;aredspotwasgrowingineachcheekasshegatheredstrengthfromhisconfusion。

"Well,didn\'tyou?"demandedAl。

FromtheglancetheoldranchershotfromthecowboytotheothersofhisemployitseemedtoHelenthattheywerehavingfunatCarmichael\'sexpense。

"Yes,sir,Idid,"suddenlyrepliedthecowboy。

"A-huh!Allright,here\'smyniece。Nowseethetshespeaksthegoodword。"

CarmichaellookedatBoandBolookedathim。Theirglanceswerestrange,wondering,andtheygrewshy。Bodroppedhers。

Thecowboyapparentlyforgotwhathadbeendemandedofhim。

Helenputahandontheoldrancher\'sarm。

"Uncle,whathappenedwasmyfault,"shesaid。"ThetrainstoppedatLasVegas。Thisyoungmansawusattheopenwindow。Hemusthaveguessedwewerelonely,homesickgirls,gettinglostintheWest。Forhespoketous——niceandfriendly。Heknewofyou。Andheasked,inwhatItookforfun,ifwethoughtyouwouldgivehimajob。AndIreplied,justtoteaseBo,thatshewouldsurelyspeakagoodwordforhim。"

"Haw!Haw!Sothet\'sit,"repliedAl,andheturnedtoBowithmerryeyes。"Wal,IkeptthishereLasVegasCarmichaelonhissay-so。Comeonwithyourgoodword,unlessyouwanttoseehimlosehisjob。"

Bodidnotgraspheruncle\'sbantering,becauseshewasseriouslygazingatthecowboy。Butshehadgraspedsomething。

"He——hewasthefirstperson——outWest——tospeakkindlytous,"shesaid,facingheruncle。

"Wal,thet\'saprettygoodword,butitain\'tenough,"

respondedAl。

Subduedlaughtercamefromthelisteninggroup。Carmichaelshiftedfromsidetoside。

"He——helooksasifhemightrideahorsewell,"venturedBo。

"BesthossmanIeverseen,"agreedAl,heartily。

"And——andshoot?"addedBo,hopefully。

"Bo,hepacksthetgunlow,likeJimWilsonan\'allthemTexasgun-fighters。Reckonthetain\'tnogoodword。"

"Then——I\'llvouchforhim,"saidBo,withfinality。

"Thetsettlesit。"Auchinclossturnedtothecowboy。"LasVegas,you\'reastrangertous。Butyou\'rewelcometoaplaceintheoutfitan\'Ihopeyouwon\'tneverdisappointus。"

Auchincloss\'stone,passingfromjesttoearnest,betrayedtoHelentheoldrancher\'sneedofnewandtruemen,andhintedoftryingdaystocome。

CarmichaelstoodbeforeBo,sombreroinhand,rollingitroundandround,manifestlyburstingwithwordshecouldnotspeak。Andthegirllookedveryyoungandsweetwithherflushedfaceandshiningeyes。Helensawinthemomentmorethanthatlittleby-playofconfusion。

"Miss——MissRayner——Ishore——amobliged,"hestammered,presently。

"You\'reverywelcome,"shereplied,softly。"I——Igotonthenexttrain,"headded。

WhenhesaidthatBowaslookingstraightathim,butsheseemednottohaveheard。

"What\'syourname?"suddenlysheasked。

"Carmichael。"

"Iheardthat。Butdidn\'tunclecallyouLasVegas?"

"Shore。Butitwasn\'tmyfault。Thetcow-punchin\'outfitsaddleditonme,rightoff。TheyDon\'tknownobetter。

ShoreIjestwon\'tanswertothethandle……Now——MissBo——myrealnameisTom。"

"Isimplycouldnotcallyou——anynamebutLasVegas,"

repliedBo,verysweetly。

"But——beggin\'yourpardon——I——Idon\'tlikethet,"

blusteredCarmichael。

"Peopleoftengetcallednames——theydon\'tlike,"shesaid,withdeepintent。

Thecowboyblushedscarlet。HelenaswellashegotBo\'sinferencetothatlastaudaciousepithethehadboldlycalledoutasthetrainwasleavingLasVegas。ShealsosensedsomethingofthedisasterinstoreforMr。

Carmichael。JustthentheembarrassedyoungmanwassavedbyDale\'scalltothegirlstocometobreakfast。

Thatmeal,thelastforHeleninParadisePark,gaverisetoastrangeandinexplicablerestraint。Shehadlittletosay。

Bowasinthehighestspirits,teasingthepets,jokingwithheruncleandRoy,andevenpokingfunatDale。Thehunterseemedsomewhatsomber。Roywashisusualdry,genialself。

AndAuchincloss,whosatnearby,wasaninterestedspectator。WhenTomputinanappearance,loungingwithhisfelinegraceintothecamp,asifheknewhewasaprivilegedpet,theranchercouldscarcelycontainhimself。

"Dale,it\'sthetdamncougar!"heejaculated。

"Sure,that\'sTom。"

"Heoughttobecorralledorchained。I\'venouseforcougars,"protestedAl。

"Tomisastamean\'safeasakitten。"

"A-huh!Wal,youtellthettothegirlsifyoulike。Butnotme!I\'manoldhoss,Iam。"

"UncleAl,Tomsleepscurledupatthefootofmybed,"saidBo。

"Aw——what?"

"HonestInjun,"sheresponded。"Well,isn\'titso?"

Helensmilinglynoddedhercorroboration。ThenBocalledTomtoherandmadehimliewithhisheadonhisstretchedpaws,rightbesideher,andbegforbitstoeat。

"Wal!I\'dneverhavebelievedthet!"exclaimedAl,shakinghisbighead。"Dale,it\'soneonme。I\'vehadthembigcatsfollermeonthetrails,throughthewoods,moonlightan\'

dark。An\'I\'veheard\'emletoutthetawfulcry。Theyain\'tanywildsoundonearththetcanbeatacougar\'s。DoesthisTomeverletoutoneofthemwails?"

"Sometimesatnight,"repliedDale。

"Wal,excuseme。Hopeyoudon\'tfetchtheyallerrascaldowntoPine。"

"Iwon\'t。"

"What\'llyoudowiththismenagerie?"

Daleregardedtherancherattentively。"Reckon,Al,I\'lltakecareofthem。"

"Butyou\'regoin\'downtomyranch。"

"Whatfor?"

Alscratchedhisheadandgazedperplexedlyatthehunter。

"Wal,ain\'titcustomarytovisitfriends?"

"Thanks,Al。NexttimeIridedownPineway——inthespring,perhaps——I\'llrunoveran\'seehowyouare。"

"Spring!"ejaculatedAuchincloss。Thenheshookhisheadsadlyandafar-awaylookfilmedhiseyes。"Reckonyou\'dcallsomelate。"

"Al,you\'llgetwellnow。These,girls——now——they\'llcureyou。ReckonIneversawyoulooksogood。"

Auchinclossdidnotpresshispointfartheratthattime,butafterthemeal,whentheothermencametoseeDale\'scampandpets,Helen\'squickearscaughttherenewalofthesubject。

"I\'maskin\'you——willyoucome?"Auchinclosssaid,lowandeagerly。

"No。Iwouldn\'tfitindownthere,"repliedDale。

"Milt,talksense。Youcan\'tgoonforeverhuntin\'bearan\'

tamin\'cats,"protestedtheoldrancher。

"Whynot?"askedthehunter,thoughtfully。

Auchinclossstoodupand,shakinghimselfasiftowardoffhistestytemper,heputahandonDale\'sarm。

"Onereasonisyou\'reneededinPine。"

"How?Whoneedsme?"

"Ido。I\'mplayin\'outfast。An\'Beasley\'smyenemy。Theranchan\'allIgotwillgotoNell。Thetranchwillhavetoberunbyamanan\'HELDbyaman。Doyousavvy?It\'sabigjob。An\'I\'mofferin\'tomakeyoumyforemanrightnow。"

"Al,yousortoftakemybreath,"repliedDale。"An\'I\'msuregrateful。Butthefactis,evenifIcouldhandlethejob,I——Idon\'tbelieveI\'dwantto。"

"Makeyourselfwantto,then。Thet\'dsooncome。You\'dgetinterested。Thiscountrywilldevelop。Iseenthetyearsago。Thegovernmentisgoin\'tochasetheApachesoutofhere。Soonhomesteaderswillbeflockin\'in。Bigfuture,Dale。Youwanttogetinnow。An\'——"

HereAuchinclosshesitated,thenspokelower:

"An\'takeyourchancewiththegirl!……I\'llbeonyourside。"

AslightvibratingstartranoverDale\'sstalwartform。

"Al——you\'replumbdotty!"heexclaimed。

"Dotty!Me?Dotty!"ejaculatedAuchincloss。Thenheswore。

"InaminitI\'lltellyouwhatyouare。"

"But,Al,thattalk\'sso——so——likeanoldfool\'s。"

"Huh!An\'whyso?"

"Becausethat——wonderfulgirlwouldneverlookatme,"

Dalereplied,simply。

"Iseenherlookin\'already,"declaredAl,bluntly。

Daleshookhisheadasifarguingwiththeoldrancherwashopeless。

"Nevermindthet,"wentonAl。"MebbeIamadottyoldfool——\'speciallyfortakin\'ashinetoyou。ButIsayagain——

willyoucomedowntoPineandbemyforeman?"

"No,"repliedDale。

"Milt,I\'venoson——an\'I\'m——afraidofBeasley。"Thiswasutteredinanagitatedwhisper。

"Al,youmakemeashamed,"saidDale,hoarsely。"Ican\'tcome。I\'venonerve。"

"You\'venowhat?"

"Al,Idon\'tknowwhat\'swrongwithme。ButI\'mafraidI\'dfindoutifIcamedownthere。"

"A-huh!It\'sthegirl!"

"Idon\'tknow,butI\'mafraidso。An\'Iwon\'tcome。"

"Awyes,youwill——"

Helenrosewithbeatingheartandtinglingears,andmovedawayoutofhearing。Shehadlistenedtoolongtowhathadnotbeenintendedforherears,yetshecouldnotbesorry。

Shewalkedafewrodsalongthebrook,outfromunderthepines,and,standingintheopenedgeofthepark,shefeltthebeautifulscenestillheragitation。Thefollowingmoments,then,werethehappiestshehadspentinParadisePark,andtheprofoundestofherwholelife。

Presentlyherunclecalledher。

"Nell,thisherehunterwantstogiveyouthetblackhoss。

An\'Isayyoutakehim。"

"RangerdeservesbettercarethanIcangivehim,"saidDale。"Herunsfreeinthewoodsmostofthetime。I\'dbeobligedifshe\'dhavehim。An\'thehound,Pedro,too。"

BosweptasaucyglancefromDaletohersister。

"Sureshe\'llhaveRanger。JustofferhimtoME!"

Dalestoodthereexpectantly,holdingablanketinhishand,readytosaddlethehorse。CarmichaelwalkedaroundRangerwiththatappraisingeyesokeenincowboys。

"LasVegas,doyouknowanythingabouthorses?"askedBo。

"Me!Wal,ifyoueverbuyortradeahossyoushorehavemethere,"repliedCarmichael。

"WhatdoyouthinkofRanger?"wentonBo。

"ShoreI\'dbuyhimsudden,ifIcould。"

"Mr。LasVegas,you\'retoolate,"assertedHelen,assheadvancedtolayahandonthehorse。

"Rangerismine。"

Dalesmoothedouttheblanketand,foldingit,hethrewitoverthehorse;andthenwithonepowerfulswinghesetthesaddleinplace。

"Thankyouverymuchforhim,"saidHelen,softly。

"You\'rewelcome,an\'I\'msureglad,"respondedDale,andthen,afterafewdeft,strongpullsatthestraps,hecontinued。"There,he\'sreadyforyou。"

Withthathelaidanarmoverthesaddle,andfacedHelenasshestoodpattingandsmoothingRanger。Helen,strongandcalmnow,infemininepossessionofhersecretandhis,aswellashercomposure,lookedfranklyandsteadilyatDale。

Heseemedcomposed,too,yetthebronzeofhisfinefacewasatriflepale。

"ButIcan\'tthankyou——I\'llneverbeabletorepayyou——

foryourservicetomeandmysister,"saidHelen。

"Ireckonyouneedn\'ttry,"Dalereturned。"An\'myservice,asyoucallit,hasbeengoodforme。"

"AreyougoingdowntoPinewithus?"

"No。"

"Butyouwillcomesoon?"

"Notverysoon,Ireckon,"hereplied,andavertedhisgaze。

"When?"

"Hardlybeforespring。"

"Spring?……Thatisalongtime。Won\'tyoucometoseemesoonerthanthat?"

"IfIcangetdowntoPine。"

"You\'rethefirstfriendI\'vemadeintheWest,"saidHelen,earnestly。

"You\'llmakemanymore——an\'Ireckonsoonforgethimyoucalledthemanoftheforest。"

"Ineverforgetanyofmyfriends。Andyou\'vebeenthe——

thebiggestfriendIeverhad。"

"I\'llbeproudtoremember。"

"Butwillyouremember——willyoupromisetocometoPine?"

"Ireckon。"

"Thankyou。All\'swell,then……Myfriend,goodby。"

"Good-by,"hesaid,claspingherhand。Hisglancewasclear,warm,beautiful,yetitwassad。

Auchincloss\'sheartyvoicebrokethespell。ThenHelensawthattheothersweremounted。Bohadriddenupclose;herfacewasearnestandhappyandgrievedallatonce,asshebadegood-bytoDale。Thepack-burroswerehobblingalongtowardthegreenslope。Helenwasthelasttomount,butRoywasthelasttoleavethehunter。Pedrocamereluctantly。

Itwasamerry,singingtrainwhichclimbedthatbrownodoroustrail,underthedarkspruces。Helenassuredlywashappy,yetapangabidedinherbreast。

Sherememberedthathalf-wayuptheslopetherewasaturninthetrailwhereitcameoutuponanopenbluff。Thetimeseemedlong,butatlastshegotthere。AndshecheckedRangersoastohaveamoment\'sgazedownintothepark。

Ityawnedthere,adark-greenandbright-goldgulf,asleepunderawesteringsun,exquisite,wild,lonesome。ThenshesawDalestandingintheopenspacebetweenthepinesandthespruces。Hewavedtoher。Andshereturnedthesalute。

Roycaughtupwithherthenandhaltedhishorse。HewavedhissombrerotoDaleandletoutapiercingyellthatawokethesleepingechoes,splittingstrangelyfromclifftocliff。

"ShoreMiltneverknowedwhatitwastobelonesome,"saidRoy,asifthinkingaloud。"Buthe\'llknownow。"

Rangersteppedoutofhisownaccordand,turningofftheledge,enteredthespruceforest。HelenlostsightofParadisePark。Forhoursthensherodealongashady,fragranttrail,seeingthebeautyofcolorandwildness,hearingthemurmurandrushandroarofwater,butallthewhilehermindrevolvedthesweetandmomentousrealizationwhichhadthrilledher——thatthehunter,thisstrangemanoftheforest,sodeeplyversedinnatureandsounfamiliarwithemotion,aloofandsimpleandstrongliketheelementswhichhaddevelopedhim,hadfalleninlovewithheranddidnotknowit。

CHAPTERXV

Dalestoodwithfaceandarmupraised,andhewatchedHelenrideofftheledgetodisappearintheforest。Thatvastspruceslopeseemedtohaveswallowedher。Shewasgone!

SlowlyDaleloweredhisarmwithgestureexpressiveofastrangefinality,aneloquentdespair,ofwhichhewasunconscious。

Heturnedtothepark,tohiscamp,andthemanydutiesofahunter。Theparkdidnotseemthesame,norhishome,norhiswork。

"Ireckonthisfeelin\'snatural,"hesoliloquized,resignedly,"butit\'ssurequeerforme。That\'swhatcomesofmakin\'friends。Nellan\'Bo,now,theymadeadifference,an\'adifferenceIneverknewbefore。"

Hecalculatedthatthisdifferencehadbeensimplyoneofresponsibility,andthenthecharmandlivelinessofthecompanionshipofgirls,andfinallyfriendship。Thesewouldpassnowthatthecauseswereremoved。

Beforehehadworkedanhouraroundcampherealizedachangehadcome,butitwasnottheoneanticipated。Alwaysbeforehehadputhismindonhistasks,whatevertheymightbe;nowheworkedwhilehisthoughtswerestrangelyinvolved。

Thelittlebearcubwhinedathisheels;thetamedeerseemedtoregardhimwithdeep,questioningeyes,thebigcougarpaddedsoftlyhereandthereasifsearchingforsomething。

"Youallmissthem——now——Ireckon,"saidDale。"Well,they\'regonean\'you\'llhavetogetalongwithme。"

Somevagueapproachtoirritationwithhispetssurprisedhim。Presentlyhegrewbothirritatedandsurprisedwithhimself——astateofmindtotallyunfamiliar。Severaltimes,asoldhabitbroughtmomentaryabstraction,hefoundhimselfsuddenlylookingaroundforHelenandBo。Andeachtimetheshockgrewstronger。Theyweregone,buttheirpresencelingered。Afterhiscampchoreswerecompletedhewentovertopulldownthelean-towhichthegirlshadutilizedasatent。Thespruceboughshaddriedoutbrownandsear;thewindhadblowntheroofawry;thesideswereleaningin。Astherewasnownofurtheruseforthislittlehabitation,hemightbetterpullitdown。Daledidnotacknowledgethathisgazehadinvoluntarilywanderedtowarditmanytimes。Thereforehestrodeoverwiththeintentionofdestroyingit。

ForthefirsttimesinceRoyandhehadbuiltthelean-tohesteppedinside。Nothingwasmorecertainthanthefactthatheexperiencedastrangesensation,perfectlyincomprehensibletohim。Theblanketslaythereonthespruceboughs,disarrangedandthrownbackbyhurriedhands,yetstillholdingsomethingofroundfoldswheretheslenderformshadnestled。AblackscarfoftenwornbyBolaycoveringthepillowofpine-needles;aredribbonthatHelenhadwornonherhairhungfromatwig。Thesearticleswereallthathadbeenforgotten。Dalegazedatthemattentively,thenattheblankets,andallaroundthefragrantlittleshelter;andhesteppedoutsidewithanuncomfortableknowledgethathecouldnotdestroytheplacewhereHelenandBohadspentsomanyhours。

Whereupon,instudiousmood,Daletookuphisrifleandstrodeouttohunt。Hiswintersupplyofvenisonhadnotyetbeenlaidin。Actionsuitedhismood;heclimbedfarandpassedbymanyawatchingbucktoslaywhichseemedmurder;

atlasthejumpedonethatwaswildandboundedaway。Thisheshot,andsethimselfaHerculeantaskinpackingthewholecarcassbacktocamp。Burdenedthus,bestaggeredunderthetrees,sweatingfreely,manytimeslaboringforbreath,achingwithtoil,untilatlasthehadreachedcamp。

Thereheslidthedeercarcassoffhisshoulders,and,standingoverit,hegazeddownwhilehisbreastlabored。Itwasoneofthefinestyoungbuckshehadeverseen。Butneitherinstalkingit,normakingawonderfulshot,norinpackinghomeaweightthatwouldhaveburdenedtwomen,noringazingdownathisbeautifulquarry,didDaleexperienceanyoftheoldjoyofthehunter。

"I\'malittleoffmyfeed,"hemused,ashewipedsweatfromhisheatedface。"Maybealittledotty,asIcalledAl。Butthat\'llpass。"

Whateverhisstate,itdidnotpass。Asofold,afteralongday\'shunt,hereclinedbesidethecamp-fireandwatchedthegoldensunsetglowschangeontheramparts;asofoldhelaidahandonthesoft,furryheadofthepetcougar;asofoldhewatchedthegoldchangetoredandthentodark,andtwilightfalllikeablanket;asofoldhelistenedtothedreamy,lullingmurmurofthewaterfall。Theoldfamiliarbeauty,wildness,silence,andlonelinesswerethere,buttheoldcontentseemedstrangelygone。

Soberlyheconfessedthenthathemissedthehappycompanyofthegirls。HedidnotdistinguishHelenfromBoinhisslowintrospection。Whenhesoughthisbedhedidnotatoncefalltosleep。Always,afterafewmomentsofwakefulness,whilethesilencesettleddownorthewindmoanedthroughthepines,hehadfallenasleep。Thisnighthefounddifferent。Thoughhewastired,sleepwouldnotsooncome。Thewilderness,themountains,thepark,thecamp——allseemedtohavelostsomething。Eventhedarknessseemedempty。AndwhenatlengthDalefellasleepitwastobetroubledbyrestlessdreams。

Upwiththekeen-edged,steely-brightdawn,hewentatthehistaskswiththespringystrideofthedeer-stalker。

Attheendofthatstrenuousday,whichwassingularlyfulloftheoldexcitementandactionanddanger,andofnewobservations,hewasboundtoconfessthatnolongerdidthechasesufficeforhim。

Manytimesontheheightsthatday,withthewindkeeninhisface,andthevastgreenbillowsofsprucebelowhim,hehadfoundthatbewasgazingwithoutseeing,haltingwithoutobject,dreamingashehadneverdreamedbefore。

Once,whenamagnificentelkcameoutuponarockyridgeand,whistlingachallengetoinvisiblerivals,stoodthereatargettostiranyhunter\'spulse,Daledidnotevenraisehisrifle。IntohisearjustthenrangHelen\'svoice:"MiltDale,youarenoIndian。Givingyourselftoahunter\'swildlifeisselfish。Itiswrong。Youlovethislonelylife,butitisnotwork。Workthatdoesnothelpothersisnotarealman\'swork。"

Fromthatmomentconsciencetormentedhim。Itwasnotwhatheloved,butwhatheoughttodo,thatcountedinthesumofgoodachievedintheworld。OldAlAuchinclosshadbeenright。DalewaswastingstrengthandintelligencethatshouldgotodohisshareinthedevelopmentoftheWest。

Nowthathehadreachedmaturity,ifthroughhisknowledgeofnature\'slawhehadcometoseethemeaningofthestrifeofmenforexistence,forplace,forpossession,andtoholdthemincontempt,thatwasnoreasonwhyheshouldkeephimselfalooffromthem,fromsomeworkthatwasneededinanincomprehensibleworld。

Daledidnothatework,buthelovedfreedom。Tobealone,tolivewithnature,tofeeltheelements,tolaboranddreamandidleandclimbandsleepunhamperedbyduty,byworry,byrestriction,bythepettyinterestsofmen——thishadalwaysbeenhisidealofliving。Cowboys,riders,sheep-herders,farmers——thesetoiledonfromoneplaceandonejobtoanotherforthelittlemoneydoledouttothem。

Nothingbeautiful,nothingsignificanthadeverexistedinthatforhim。Hehadworkedasaboyateverykindofrange-work,andofallthathumdrumwasteofefforthehadlikedsawingwoodbest。Oncehehadquitajobofbrandingcattlebecausethesmellofburninghide,thebawloftheterrifiedcalf,hadsickenedhim。Ifmenwerehonesttherewouldbenoneedtoscarcattle。Hehadneverintheleastdesiredtoownlandanddrovesofstock,andmakedealswithranchmen,dealsadvantageoustohimself。Whyshouldamanwanttomakeadealortradeahorseordoapieceofworktoanotherman\'sdisadvantage?Self-preservationwasthefirstlawoflife。Butastheplantsandtreesandbirdsandbeastsinterpretedthatlaw,mercilessandinevitableastheywere,theyhadneithergreednordishonesty。Theylivedbythegrandruleofwhatwasbestforthegreatestnumber。

ButDale\'sphilosophy,coldandclearandinevitable,likenatureitself,begantobepiercedbythehumanappealinHelenRayner\'swords。Whatdidshemean?Notthatheshouldlosehisloveofthewilderness,butthatherealizehimself!Manychancewordsofthatgirlhaddepth。Hewasyoung,strong,intelligent,freefromtaintofdiseaseorthefeverofdrink。Hecoulddosomethingforothers。Who?

Ifthatmattered,there,forinstance,waspooroldMrs。

Cass,agedandlamenow;therewasAlAuchincloss,dyinginhisboots,afraidofenemies,andwistfulforhisbloodandhispropertytoreceivethefruitofhislabors;therewerethetwogirls,HelenandBo,newandstrangetotheWest,abouttobeconfrontedbyabigproblemofranchlifeandrivalinterests。DalethoughtofstillmorepeopleinthelittlevillageofPine——ofotherswhohadfailed,whoseliveswerehard,whocouldhavebeenmadehappierbykindnessandassistance。

What,then,wasthedutyofMiltDaletohimself?Becausemenpreyedononeanotherandontheweak,shouldheturnhisbackuponaso-calledcivilizationorshouldhegrowlikethem?Clearasabellcametheanswerthathisdutywastodoneither。AndthenhesawhowthelittlevillageofPine,aswellasthewholeworld,neededmenlikehim。Hehadgonetonature,totheforest,tothewildernessforhisdevelopment;andallthejudgmentsandeffortsofhisfuturewouldbearesultofthateducation。

ThusDale,lyinginthedarknessandsilenceofhislonelypark,arrivedataconclusionthathedivinedwasbutthebeginningofastruggle。

Ittooklongintrospectiontodeterminetheexactnatureofthatstruggle,butatlengthitevolvedintotheparadoxthatHelenRaynerhadopenedhiseyestohisdutyasaman,thatheacceptedit,yetfoundastrangeobstacleintheperplexing,tumultuous,sweetfearofevergoingnearheragain。

Suddenly,then,allhisthoughtrevolvedaroundthegirl,and,thrownoffhisbalance,hewelteredinawildernessofunfamiliarstrangeideas。

Whenheawokenextdaythefightwasoninearnest。Inhissleephismindhadbeenactive。Theideathatgreetedhim,beautifulasthesunrise,flashedinmemoryofAuchincloss\'ssignificantwords,"Takeyourchancewiththegirl!"

Theoldrancherwasinhisdotage。Hehintedofthingsbeyondtherangeofpossibility。ThatideaofachanceforDaleremainedbeforehisconsciousnessonlyaninstant。

Starswereunattainable;lifecouldnotbefathomed;thesecretofnaturedidnotabidealoneontheearth——thesetheorieswerenotanymoreimpossibleofprovingthanthatHelenRaynermightbeforhim。

Nevertheless,herstrangecomingintohislifehadplayedhavoc,theextentofwhichhehadonlybeguntorealize。

Foramonthhetrampedthroughtheforest。ItwasOctober,astillgolden,fulfillingseasonoftheyear;andeverywhereinthevastdarkgreenagloriousblazeofoakandaspenmadebeautifulcontrast。Hecarriedhisrifle,butheneverusedit。Hewouldclimbmilesandgothiswayandthatwithnoobjectinview。Yethiseyeandearhadneverbeenkeener。Hourshewouldspendonapromontory,watching。thedistance,wherethegoldenpatchesofaspenshonebrightoutofdark-greenmountainslopes。Helovedtoflinghimselfdowninanaspen-groveattheedgeofasenaca,andtherelieinthatradiancelikeaveilofgoldandpurpleandred,withthewhitetree-trunksstripingtheshade。Always,whethertherewerebreezeornot,theaspen-leavesquivered,ceaselessly,wonderfully,likehispulses,beyondhiscontrol。Oftenhereclinedagainstamossyrockbesideamountainstreamtolisten,towatch,tofeelallthatwasthere,whilehismindheldahaunting,dark-eyedvisionofagirl。Onthelonelyheights,likeaneagle,hesatgazingdownintoParadisePark,thatwasmoreandmorebeautiful,butwouldneveragainbethesame,neverfillhimwithcontent,neverbeallandalltohim。

LateinOctoberthefirstsnowfell。Itmeltedatonceonthesouthsideofthepark,butthenorthslopesandtherimsanddomesabovestayedwhite。

Dalehadworkedquickandhardatcuringandstoringhiswintersupplyoffood,andnowhespentdayschoppingandsplittingwoodtoburnduringthemonthshewouldbesnowed-in。Hewatchedforthedark-gray,fast-scuddingstorm-clouds,andwelcomedthemwhentheycame。Oncetherelaytenfeetofsnowonthetrailshewouldbesnowed-inuntilspring。ItwouldbeimpossibletogodowntoPine。Andperhapsduringthelongwinterhewouldbecuredofthisstrange,namelessdisorderofhisfeelings。

Novemberbroughtstormsuponthepeaks。Flurriesofsnowfellintheparkeveryday,butthesunnysouthside,whereDale\'scamplay,retaineditsautumnalcolorandwarmth。Nottilllateinwinterdidthesnowcreepoverthissecludednook。

Themorningcameatlast,piercinglykeenandbright,whenDalesawthattheheightswereimpassable;therealizationbroughthimapoignantregret。HehadnotguessedhowhehadwantedtoseeHelenRayneragainuntilitwastoolate。Thatopenedhiseyes。Aragingfrenzyofactionfollowed,inwhichheonlytiredhimselfphysicallywithouthelpinghimselfspiritually。

Itwassunsetwhenhefacedthewest,lookingupatthepinksnow-domesandthedark-goldenfringeofspruce,andinthatmomenthefoundthetruth。

"Ilovethatgirl!Ilovethatgirl!"hespokealoud,tothedistantwhitepeaks,tothewinds,tothelonelinessandsilenceofhisprison,tothegreatpinesandtothemurmuringstream,andtohisfaithfulpets。Itwashistragicconfessionofweakness,ofamazingtruth,ofhopelessposition,ofpitifulexcuseforthetransformationwroughtinhim。

Dale\'sstruggleendedtherewhenhefacedhissoul。Tounderstandhimselfwastobereleasedfromstrain,worry,ceaselessimportuningdoubtandwonderandfear。Butthefeverofunrest,ofuncertainty,hadbeennothingcomparedtoasuddenupflashingtormentoflove。

Withsomberdeliberationhesetaboutthetasksneedful,andothersthathemightmake——hiscamp-firesandmeals,thecareofhispetsandhorses,themendingofsaddlesandpack-harness,thecuringofbuckskinformoccasinsandhunting-suits。Sohisdayswerenotidle。Butallthisworkwashabitforhimandneedednoapplicationofmind。

AndDale,likesomemenoflonelywildernessliveswhodidnotretrogradetowardthesavage,wasathinker。Lovemadehimasufferer。

Thesurpriseandshameofhisunconscioussurrender,thecertainhopelessnessofit,thelongyearsofcommunionwithallthatwaswild,lonely,andbeautiful,thewonderfullydevelopedinsightintonature\'ssecrets,andthesudden-dawningrevelationthathewasnoomniscientbeingexemptfromtheruthlessordinarydestinyofman——alltheseshowedhimthestrengthofhismanhoodandofhispassion,andthatthelifehehadchosenwasofalllivestheonecalculatedtomakelovesadandterrible。

HelenRaynerhauntedhim。Inthesunlighttherewasnotaplacearoundcampwhichdidnotpictureherlithe,vigorousbody,herdark,thoughtfuleyes,hereloquent,resolutelips,andthesmilethatwassosweetandstrong。Atnightshewastherelikeaslenderspecter,pacingbesidehimunderthemoaningpines。Everycamp-fireheldinitshearttheglowingwhiteradianceofherspirit。

NaturehadtaughtDaletolovesolitudeandsilence,butloveitselftaughthimtheirmeaning。Solitudehadbeencreatedfortheeagleonhiscrag,fortheblastedmountainfir,lonelyandgnarledonitspeak,fortheelkandthewolf。Butithadnotbeenintendedforman。Andtolivealwaysinthesilenceofwildplaceswastobecomeobsessedwithself——tothinkanddream——tobehappy,whichstate,howeverpursuedbyman,wasnotgoodforhim。Manmustbegivenimperiouslongingsfortheunattainable。

Itneeded,then,onlythememoryofanunattainablewomantorendersolitudepassionatelydesiredbyaman,yetalmostunendurable。Dalewasalonewithhissecret;andeverypine,everythinginthatparksawhimshakenandundone。

Inthedark,pitchydeadnessofnight,whentherewasnowindandthecoldonthepeakshadfrozenthewaterfall,thenthesilenceseemedinsupportable。Manyhoursthatshouldhavebeengiventoslumberwerepacedoutunderthecold,white,pitilessstars,underthelonelypines。

Dale\'smemorybetrayedhim,mockedhisrestraint,cheatedhimofanypeace;andhisimagination,sharpenedbylove,createdpictures,fancies,feelings,thatdrovehimfrantic。

HethoughtofHelenRayner\'sstrong,shapelybrownhand。Inathousanddifferentactionsithauntedhim。Howquickanddeftincamp-firetasks!howgracefulandswiftassheplaitedherdarkhair!howtenderandskilfulinitsministrationwhenoneofhispetshadbeeninjured!howeloquentwhenpressedtightagainstherbreastinamomentoffearonthedangerousheights!howexpressiveofunutterablethingswhenlaidonhisarm!

Dalesawthatbeautifulhandslowlycreepuphisarm,acrosshisshoulder,andslideroundhisnecktoclaspthere。Hewaspowerlesstoinhibitthepicture。Andwhathefeltthenwasboundless,unutterable。Nowomanhadeveryetsomuchasclaspedhishand,andheretoforenosuchimaginingshadevercrossedhismind,yetdeepinhim,somewherehidden,hadbeenthiswaiting,sweet,andimperiousneed。Inthebrightdayheappearedtowardoffsuchfancies,butatnighthewashelpless。Andeveryfancylefthimweaker,wilder。

When,attheculminationofthisphaseofhispassion,Dale,whohadneverknownthetouchofawoman\'slips,suddenlyyieldedtotheillusionofHelenRayner\'skisses,hefoundhimselfquitemad,filledwithraptureanddespair,lovingherashehatedhimself。Itseemedasifhehadexperiencedalltheseterriblefeelingsinsomeformerlifeandhadforgottentheminthislife。Hehadnorighttothinkofher,buthecouldnotresistit。Imaginingthesweetsurrenderofherlipswasasacrilege,yethere,inspiteofwillandhonorandshame,hewaslost。

Dale,atlength,wasvanquished,andheceasedtorailathimself,orrestrainhisfancies。Hebecameadreamy,sad-eyed,camp-firegazer,likemanyanotherlonelyman,separated,bychanceorerror,fromwhatthehearthungeredmostfor。Butthisgreatexperience,whenallitssignificancehadclarifiedinhismind,immeasurablybroadenedhisunderstandingoftheprinciplesofnatureappliedtolife。

Lovehadbeeninhimstrongerthaninmostmen,becauseofhiskeen,vigorous,lonelyyearsintheforest,wherehealthofmindandbodywereintensifiedandpreserved。Howsimple,hownatural,howinevitable!Hemighthavelovedanyfine-spirited,healthy-bodiedgirl。Likeatreeshootingitsbranchesandleaves,itswholeentity,towardthesunlight,sohadhegrowntowardawoman\'slove。Why?Becausethethinghereveredinnature,thespirit,theuniversal,thelifethatwasGod,hadcreatedathisbirthorbeforehisbirththethreetremendousinstinctsofnature——tofightforlife,tofeedhimself,toreproducehiskind。Thatwasalltherewastoit。Butoh!themystery,thebeauty,thetorment,andtheterrorofthisthirdinstinct——thishungerforthesweetnessandthegloryofawoman\'slove!

CHAPTERXVI

HelenRaynerdroppedherknittingintoherlapandsatpensivelygazingoutofthewindowoverthebareyellowrangesofheruncle\'sranch。

Thewinterdaywasbright,butsteely,andthewindthatwhippeddownfromthewhite-cappedmountainshadakeen,frostyedge。Ascantsnowlayinprotectedplaces;cattlestoodbunchedintheleeofridges;lowsheetsofdustscurriedacrosstheflats。

Thebigliving-roomoftheranch-housewaswarmandcomfortablewithitsredadobewalls,itshugestonefireplacewherecedarlogsblazed,anditsmany-coloredblankets。BoRaynersatbeforethefire,curledupinanarmchair,absorbedinabook。OnthefloorlaythehoundPedro,hisracy,fineheadstretchedtowardthewarmth。

"Didunclecall?"askedHelen,withastartoutofherreverie。

"Ididn\'thearhim,"repliedBo。

Helenrosetotiptoeacrossthefloor,and,softlypartingsomecurtains,shelookedintotheroomwhereherunclelay。

Hewasasleep。Sometimeshecalledoutinhisslumbers。Forweeksnowhehadbeenconfinedtohisbed,slowlygrowingweaker。WithasighHelenreturnedtoherwindow-seatandtookupherwork。

"Bo,thesunisbright,"shesaid。"Thedaysaregrowinglonger。I\'msoglad。"

"Nell,you\'realwayswishingtimeaway。Formeitpassesquicklyenough,"repliedthesister。

"ButIlovespringandsummerandfall——andIguessIhatewinter,"returnedHelen,thoughtfully。

Theyellowrangesrolledawayuptotheblackridgesandtheyinturnsweptuptothecold,whitemountains。Helen\'sgazeseemedtogobeyondthatsnowybarrier。AndBo\'skeeneyesstudiedhersister\'searnest,sadface。

"Nell,doyoueverthinkofDale?"shequeried,suddenly。

ThequestionstartledHelen。Aslowblushsuffusedneckandcheek。

"Ofcourse,"shereplied,asifsurprisedthatBoshouldasksuchathing。

"I——Ishouldn\'thaveaskedthat,"saidBo,softly,andthenbentagainoverherbook。

Helengazedtenderlyatthatbright,bowedhead。Inthisswift-flying,eventful,busywinter,duringwhichthemanagementoftheranchhaddevolvedwhollyuponHelen,thelittlesisterhadgrownawayfromher。Bohadinsisteduponherownfreewillandshehadfollowedit,totheamusementofheruncle,totheconcernofHelen,tothedismayandbewildermentofthefaithfulMexicanhousekeeper,andtotheundoingofalltheyoungmenontheranch。

Helenhadalwaysbeenhopingandwaitingforafavorablehourinwhichshemightfindthiswilfulsisteroncemoresusceptibletowiseandlovinginfluence。Butwhileshehesitatedtospeak,slowfootstepsandajingleofspurssoundedwithout,andthencameatimidknock。Bolookedupbrightlyandrantoopenthedoor。

"Oh!It\'sonly——YOU!"sheuttered,inwitheringscorn,totheonewhoknocked。

Helenthoughtshecouldguesswhothatwas。

"Howareyou-all?"askedadrawlingvoice。

"Well,MisterCarmichael,ifthatinterestsyou——I\'mquiteill,"repliedBo,freezingly。

"Ill!Awno,now?"

"It\'safact。IfIdon\'tdierightoffI\'llhavetobetakenbacktoMissouri,"saidBo,casually。

"Areyougoin\'toaskmein?"queriedCarmichael,bluntly。

"It\'scold——an\'I\'vegotsomethin\'tosayto——"

"ToME?Well,you\'renotbackward,Ideclare,"retortedBo。

"MissRayner,Ireckonit\'llbestrangetoyou——findin\'

outIdidn\'tcometoseeyou。"

"Indeed!No。ButwhatwasstrangewasthedeludedideaIhad——thatyoumeanttoapologizetome——likeagentleman……Comein,Mr。Carmichael。Mysisterishere。"

ThedoorclosedasHelenturnedround。Carmichaelstoodjustinsidewithhissombreroinhand,andashegazedatBohisleanfaceseemedhard。Inthefewmonthssinceautumnhehadchanged——aged,itseemed,andtheonceyoung,frank,alert,andcarelesscowboytraitshadmergedintothemakingofaman。Helenknewjusthowmuchofamanhereallywas。

Hehadbeenhermainstayduringallthecomplexworkingoftheranchthathadfallenuponhershoulders。

"Wal,Ireckonyouwasdeluded,allright——ifyouthoughtI\'dcrawllikethemotherloversofyours,"hesaid,withcooldeliberation。

Boturnedpale,andhereyesfairlyblazed,yeteveninwhatmusthavebeenherfuryHelensawamazeandpain。

"OTHERlovers?Ithinkthebiggestdelusionhereisthewayyouflatteryourself,"repliedBo,stingingly。

"Meflattermyself?Nope。Youdon\'tsavvyme。I\'mshorehatin\'myselfthesedays。"

"Smallwonder。Icertainlyhateyou——withallmyheart!"

AtthisretortthecowboydroppedhisheadanddidnotseeBoflauntherselfoutoftheroom。Butheheardthedoorclose,andthenslowlycametowardHelen。

"Cheerup,LasVegas,"saidHelen,smiling。"Bo\'shot-tempered。"

"MissNell,I\'mjustlikeadog。ThemeanershetreatsmethemoreIloveher,"hereplied,dejectedly。

ToHelen\'sfirstinstinctoflikingforthiscowboytherehadbeenaddedadmiration,respect,andagrowingappreciationofstrong,faithful,developingcharacter。

Carmichael\'sfaceandhandswereredandchappedfromwinterwinds;theleatherofwrist-bands,belt,andbootswasallwornshinyandthin;littlestreaksofdustfellfromhimashebreathedheavily。Henolongerlookedthedashingcowboy,readyforadanceorlarkorfight。

"Howintheworlddidyouoffendherso?"askedHelen。"Boisfurious。Ineversawhersoangryasthat。"

"MissNell,itwasjestthisway,"beganCarmichael。"ShoreBo\'sknowedIwasinlovewithher。Iaskedhertomarrymean\'shewouldn\'tsayyesorno……An\',meanasitsounds——sheneverrunawayfromit,thet\'sshore。We\'vehadsomequarrels——twoofthembad,an\'thislast\'stheworst。"

"Botoldmeaboutonequarrel,"saidHelen。"Itwas——

becauseyoudrank——thattime。"

"Shoreitwas。Shetookoneofhercoldspellsan\'Ijestgotdrunk。"

"Butthatwaswrong,"protestedHelen。

"Iain\'tsoshore。Yousee,Iusedtogetdrunkoften——

beforeIcomehere。An\'I\'vebeendrunkonlyonce。BackatLasVegastheoutfitwouldneverbelievethet。Wal,I

promisedBoIwouldn\'tdoitagain,an\'I\'vekeptmyword。"

"Thatisfineofyou。Buttellme,whyissheangrynow?"

"Bomakesuptoallthefellars,"confessedCarmichael,hanginghishead。"Itookhertothedancelastweek——overinthetown-hall。Thet\'sthefirsttimeshe\'dgoneanywherewithme。Ishorewasproud……Butthetdancewashell。

Bocarriedonsomethin\'turrible,an\'I——"

"Tellme。Whatdidshedo?"demandedHelen,anxiously。"I\'mresponsibleforher。I\'vegottoseethatshebehaves。"

"Aw,Iain\'tsayin\'shedidn\'tbehavelikealady,"repliedCarmichael。"Itwas——she——wal,allthemfellarsarefoolsoverher——an\'Bowasn\'ttruetome。"

"Mydearboy,isBoengagedtoyou?"

"Lord——ifsheonlywas!"hesighed。

"Thenhowcanyousayshewasn\'ttruetoyou?Bereasonable。"

"Ireckonnow,MissNell,thetnoonecanbeinlovean\'actreasonable,"rejoinedthecowboy。"Idon\'tknowhowtoexplain,butthefactisIfeelthetBohasplayedthe——

thedevilwithmean\'alltheotherfellars。"

"Youmeanshehasflirted?"

"Ireckon。"

"LasVegas,I\'mafraidyou\'reright,"saidHelen,withgrowingapprehension。"Goon。Tellmewhat\'shappened。"

"Wal,thetTurnerboy,whoridesforBeasley,hewashotafterBo,"returnedCarmichael,andhespokeasifmemoryhurthim。"ReckonI\'venouseforTurner。He\'safine-lookin\',strappin\',bigcow-puncher,an\'calculatedtowinthegirls。Hebragsthethecan,an\'Ireckonhe\'sright。Wal,hewasalwayshangin\'roundBo。An\'hestoleoneofmydanceswithBo。Ionlyhadthree,an\'hecomesuptosaythisonewashis;Bo,veryinnocent——oh,she\'sacuteone!——shesays,\'Why,MisterTurner——isitreallyyours?\'An\'shelookedsofullofjoythetwhenhesaystome,\'Excooseus,friendCarmichael,\'Isattherelikealocoedjackassan\'letthemgo。ButIwasn\'tmadatthet。Hewasabetterdancerthanmean\'Iwantedhertohaveagoodtime。WhatstartedthehellwasIseenhimputhisarmroundherwhenitwasn\'tjusttime,accordin\'tothedance,an\'Bo——shedidn\'tbreakanyrecordsgettin\'awayfromhim。Shepushedhimaway——afteralittle——afterIneardied。Wal,onthewayhomeIhadtotellher。Ishoredid。An\'shesaidwhatI\'dlovetoforget。Then——then,MissNell,Igrabbedher——itwasoutsideherebytheporchan\'allbrightmoonlight——Igrabbedheran\'huggedan\'kissedhergood。

WhenIlethergoIsays,sortabrave,butIwasplumbscared——Isays,"Wal,areyougoin\'tomarrymenow?\'"

Heconcludedwithagulp,andlookedatHelenwithwoeinhiseyes。

"Oh!WhatdidBodo?"breathlesslyqueriedHelen。

"Sheslappedme,"hereplied。"An\'thenshesays,Ididlikeyoubest,butNOWIhateyou!\'An\'sheslammedthedoorinmyface。"

"Ithinkyoumadeagreatmistake,"saidHelen,gravely。

"Wal,ifIthoughtsoI\'dbegherforgiveness。ButIreckonIdon\'t。What\'smore,Ifeelbetterthanbefore。I\'monlyacowboyan\'neverwasmuchgoodtillImether。ThenI

braced。Igottohavin\'hopes,studyin\'books,an\'youknowhowI\'vebeenlookin\'intothisranchin\'game。Istoppeddrinkin\'an\'savedmymoney。Wal,sheknowsallthet。Onceshesaidshewasproudofme。Butitdidn\'tseemtocountbigwithher。An\'ifitcan\'tcountbigIdon\'twantittocountatall。IreckonthemadderBoisatmethemorechanceI\'vegot。SheknowsIloveher——thetI\'ddieforher——thetI\'machangedman。An\'sheknowsIneverbeforethoughtofdarin\'totouchherhand。An\'sheknowssheflirtedwithTurner。"

"She\'sonlyachild,"repliedHelen。"Andallthischange——

theWest——thewildness——andyouboysmakingmuchofher——why,it\'sturnedherhead。ButBowillcomeoutofittrueblue。Sheisgood,loving。Herheartisgold。"

"IreckonIknow,an\'myfaithcan\'tbeshook,"rejoinedCarmichael,simply。"Butsheoughttobelievethetshe\'llmakebadbloodouthere。TheWestistheWest。Anykindofgirlsarescarce。An\'onelikeBo——Lord!wecowboysneverseennonetocomparewithher。She\'llmakebadbloodan\'

someofitwillbespilled。"

"UncleAlencouragesher,"saidHelen,apprehensively。"Ittickleshimtohearhowtheboysareafterher。Oh,shedoesn\'ttellhim。Buthehears。AndI,whomuststandinmother\'splacetoher,whatcanIdo?"

"MissNell,areyouonmyside?"askedthecowboy,wistfully。Hewasstrongandelemental,caughtinthetoilsofsomepowerbeyondhim。

YesterdayHelenmighthavehesitatedatthatquestion。Butto-dayCarmichaelbroughtsomeprovenqualityofloyalty,somestrangedepthofruggedsincerity,asifshehadlearnedhisfutureworth。

"Yes,Iam,"Helenreplied,earnestly。Andsheofferedherhand。

"Wal,thenit\'llshoreturnouthappy,"hesaid,squeezingherhand。Hissmilewasgrateful,buttherewasnothinginitofthevictoryhehintedat。Someofhisruddycolorhadgone。"An\'nowIwanttotellyouwhyIcome。"

Hehadloweredhisvoice。"IsAlasleep?"hewhispered。

"Yes,"repliedHelen。"Hewasalittlewhileago。"

"ReckonI\'dbettershuthisdoor。"

Helenwatchedthecowboyglideacrosstheroomandcarefullyclosethedoor,thenreturntoherwithintenteyes。Shesensedeventsinhislook,andshedivinedsuddenlythathemustfeelasifhewereherbrother。

"ShoreI\'mtheonethetfetchesallthebadnewstoyou,"hesaid,regretfully。

Helencaughtherbreath。Therehadindeedbeenmanylittlecalamitiestomarhermanagementoftheranch——lossofcattle,horses,sheep——thedesertionofherderstoBeasley——failureoffreighterstoarrivewhenmostneeded——

fightsamongthecowboys——anddisagreementsoverlong-arrangeddeals。

"YouruncleAlmakesaheapofthishereJeffMulvey,"

assertedCarmichael。

"Yes,indeed。UncleabsolutelyreliesonJeff,"repliedHelen。

"Wal,Ihatetotellyou,MissNell,"saidthecowboy,bitterly,"thetMulveyain\'tthemanheseems。"

"Oh,whatdoyoumean?"

"WhenyourunclediesMulveyisgoin\'overtoBeasleyan\'

he\'sgoin\'totakeallthefellarswho\'llsticktohim。"

"CouldJeffbesofaithless——aftersomanyyearsmyuncle\'sforeman?Oh,howdoyouknow?"

"ReckonIguessedlongago。Butwasn\'tshore。MissNell,there\'salotinthewindlately,aspooroldAlgrowsweaker。Mulveyhasbeenparticularfriendlytomean\'I\'venursedhimalong,\'ceptIwouldn\'tdrink。An\'hispardshavebeenparticularfriendswithme,too,morean\'moreasI

loosenedup。Yousee,theywasshyofmewhenIfirstgothere。To-daythewholedealshowedcleartomelikeahooftrackinsoftground。BudLewis,who\'sbunkedwithme,comeoutan\'triedtowinmeovertoBeasley——soonasAuchinclossdies。IpalaveredwithBudan\'Iwantedtoknow。

ButBudwouldonlysayhewasgoin\'alongwithJeffan\'

othersoftheoutfit。ItoldhimI\'dreckonoveritan\'lethimknow。HethinksI\'llcomeround。"

"Why——whywillthesemenleavemewhen——when——Oh,pooruncle!Theybargainonhisdeath。Butwhy——tellmewhy?"

"Beasleyhasworkedonthem——wonthemover,"repliedCarmichael,grimly。"AfterAldiestheranchwillgotoyou。

Beasleymeanstohaveit。Hean\'Alwaspardsonce,an\'nowBeasleyhasmostfolksherebelievin\'hegottheshortendofthetdeal。He\'llhavepapers——shore——an\'he\'llhavemostofthemen。Sohe\'lljustputyouoffan\'takepossession。Thet\'sall,MissNell,an\'youcanrelyonitsbein\'true。"

"I——Ibelieveyou——butIcan\'tbelievesuch——suchrobberypossible,"gaspedHelen。

"It\'ssimpleastwoan\'two。Possessionislawouthere。

OnceBeasleygetsonthegroundit\'ssettled。Whatcouldyoudowithnomentofightforyourproperty?"

"But,surely,someofthemenwillstaywithme?"

"Ireckon。Butnotenough。"

"ThenIcanhiremore。TheBeemanboys。AndDalewouldcometohelpme。"

"Dalewouldcome。An\'he\'dhelpaheap。Iwishhewashere,"

repliedCarmichael,soberly。"Butthere\'snowaytogethim。

He\'ssnowed-uptillMay。"

"Idarenotconfideinuncle,"saidHelen,withagitation。

"Theshockmightkillhim。Thentotellhimoftheunfaithfulnessofhisoldmen——thatwouldbecruel……

Oh,itcan\'tbesobadasyouthink。"

"Ireckonitcouldn\'tbenoworse。An\'——MissNell,there\'sonlyonewaytogetoutofit——an\'thet\'sthewayoftheWest。"

"How?"queriedHelen,eagerly。

Carmichaellungedhimselferectandstoodgazingdownather。Heseemedcompletelydetachednowfromthatfrank,amiablecowboyofherfirstimpressions。Therednesswastotallygonefromhisface。Somethingstrangeandcoldandsurelookedoutofhiseyes。

"IseenBeasleygointhesaloonasIrodepast。SupposeI

godownthere,pickaquarrelwithhim——an\'killhim?"

Helensatbolt-uprightwithacoldshock。

"Carmichael!you\'renotserious?"sheexclaimed。

"Serious?Ishoream。Thet\'stheonlyway,MissNell。An\'I

reckonit\'swhatAlwouldwant。An\'betweenyouan\'me——itwouldbeeasierthanropin\'acalf。ThesefellarsroundPinedon\'tsavvyguns。Now,Icomefromwheregunsmeansomethin\'。An\'whenItellyouIcanthrowagunslickan\'

fast,whyIshoreain\'tbraggin\'。Youneedn\'tworrynoneaboutme,MissNell。"

Helengraspedthathehadtakenthesignsofhershockedsensibilitytomeanshefearedforhislife。Butwhathadsickenedherwasthemereideaofbloodshedinherbehalf。

"You\'d——killBeasley——justbecausetherearerumorsofhis——treachery?"gaspedHelen。

"Shore。It\'llhavetobedone,anyhow,"repliedthecowboy。

"No!No!It\'stoodreadfultothinkof。Why,thatwouldbemurder。I——Ican\'tunderstandhowyouspeakofit——so——

socalmly。"

"ReckonIain\'tdoin\'itcalmly。I\'masmadashell,"saidCarmichael,witharecklesssmile。

"Oh,ifyouareseriousthen,Isayno——no——no!Iforbidyou。Idon\'tbelieveI\'llberobbedofmyproperty。"

"Wal,supposin\'Beasleydoesputyouoff——an\'takespossession。What\'reyougoin\'tosaythen?"demandedthecowboy,inslow,cooldeliberation。

"I\'dsaythesamethenasnow,"shereplied。

Hebenthisheadthoughtfullywhilehisredhandssmoothedhissombrero。

"Shoreyougirlshaven\'tbeenWestverylong,"bemuttered,asifapologizingforthem。"An\'Ireckonittakestimetolearnthewaysofacountry。"

"WestornoWest,Iwon\'thavefightsdeliberatelypicked,andmenshot,eveniftheydothreatenme,"declaredHelen,positively。

"Allright,MissNell,shoreIrespectyourwishes,"hereturned。"ButI\'lltellyouthis。IfBeasleyturnsyouan\'

Booutofyourhome——wal,I\'lllookhimuponmyownaccount。"

Helencouldonlygazeathimashebackedtothedoor,andshethrilledandshudderedatwhatseemedhisloyaltytoher,hisloveforBo,andthatwhichwasinevitableinhimself。

"Reckonyoumightsaveusallsometrouble——nowifyou\'d——justgetmad——an\'letmegoafterthetgreaser。"

"Greaser!DoyoumeanBeasley?"

"Shore。He\'sahalf-breed。HewasborninMagdalena,whereI

heardfolkssaynaryoneofhisparentswasnogood。"

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