下载辰思小说免费APP
Dale\'sanswerwasararesmileofunderstandingandapprovalthatwarmedHelen\'shearttowardhim。Allthesame,hewasamused。Sheathingthegun,hemountedhishorse。
"Comeon,Pedro,"hecalled。"Come,Itellyou,"headded,sharply,"Well,girls,wetreedhim,anyhow,an,itwasfun。
Nowwe\'llridebacktothedeerhekilledan\'packahaunchtocampforourownuse。"
"Willtheliongobacktohis——hiskill,Ithinkyoucalledit?"askedBo。
"I\'vechasedoneawayfromhiskillhalfadozentimes。
Lionsarenotplentifulherean\'theydon\'tgetoverfed。I
reckonthebalanceisprettyeven。"
ThislastremarkmadeHeleninquisitive。Andastheyslowlyrodeontheback-trailDaletalked。
"Yougirls,bein\'tender-heartedan\'notknowin\'thelifeoftheforest,what\'sgoodan\'what\'sbad,thinkitwasapitythepoordeerwaskilledbyamurderouslion。Butyou\'rewrong。AsItoldyou,thelionisabsolutelynecessarytothehealthan\'joyofwildlife——ordeer\'swildlife,sotospeak。Whendeerwerecreatedorcameintoexistence,thenthelionmusthavecome,too。Theycan\'tlivewithouteachother。Wolves,now,arenotparticularlydeer-killers。
Theyliveoffelkan\'anythin\'theycancatch。Sowilllions,forthatmatter。ButImeanlionsfollowthedeertoan\'frofromwintertosummerfeedin\'-grounds。Wherethere\'snodeeryouwillfindnolions。Well,now,ifleftalonedeerwouldmultiplyveryfast。Inafewyearstherewouldbehundredswherenowthere\'sonlyone。An\'intime,asthegenerationspassed,they\'dlosethefear,thealertness,thespeedan\'strength,theeternalvigilancethatisloveoflife——they\'dlosethatan\'begintodeteriorate,an\'
diseasewouldcarrythemoff。Isawoneseasonofblack-tongueamongdeer。Itkilledthemoff,an\'Ibelievethatisoneofthediseasesofover-production。Thelions,now,areforeveronthetrailofthedeer。Theyhavelearned。Warinessisaninstinctborninthefawn。Itmakeshimkeen,quick,active,fearful,an\'sohegrowsupstrongan\'healthytobecomethesmooth,sleek,beautiful,soft-eyed,an\'wild-lookin\'deeryougirlslovetowatch。
Butifitwasn\'tforthelions,thedeerwouldnotthrive。
Onlythestrongestan\'swiftestsurvive。Thatisthemeanin\'
ofnature。Thereisalwaysaperfectbalancekeptbynature。
Itmayvaryindifferentyears,butonthewhole,inthelongyears,itaveragesanevenbalance。"
"Howwonderfullyyouputit!"exclaimedBo,withallherimpulsiveness。"Oh,I\'mgladIdidn\'tkillthelion。"
"Whatyousaysomehowhurtsme,"saidHelen,wistfully,tothehunter。"Isee——Ifeelhowtrue——howinevitableitis。Butitchangesmy——myfeelings。AlmostI\'drathernotacquiresuchknowledgeasyours。Thisbalanceofnature——
howtragic——howsad!"
"Butwhy?"askedDale。"Youlovebirds,an\'birdsarethegreatestkillersintheforest。"
"Don\'ttellmethat——don\'tproveit,"imploredHelen。Itisnotsomuchtheloveoflifeinadeeroranycreature,andtheterribleclingingtolife,thatgivesmedistress。
Itissuffering。Ican\'tbeartoseepain。IcanSTANDpainmyself,butIcan\'tBEARtoseeorthinkofit。"
"Well,"replied。Dale,thoughtfully,"Thereyoustumpmeagain。I\'velivedlongintheforestan\'whenaman\'salonehedoesaheapofthinkin\'。An\'alwaysIcouldn\'tunderstandareasonorameanin\'forpain。Ofallthebafflin\'thingsoflife,thatisthehardesttounderstandan\'toforgive——
pain!"
Thatevening,astheysatinrestfulplacesroundthecamp-fire,withthestilltwilightfadingintonight,Daleseriouslyaskedthegirlswhattheday\'schasehadmeanttothem。Hismannerofaskingwasproductiveofthought。Bothgirlsweresilentforamoment。
"Glorious!"wasBo\'sbriefandeloquentreply。
"Why?"asked。Dale,curiously。"Youareagirl。You\'vebeenusedtohome,people,love,comfort,safety,quiet。"
"Maybethatisjustwhyitwasglorious,"saidBo,earnestly。"Icanhardlyexplain。Ilovedthemotionofthehorse,thefeelofwindinmyface,thesmellofthepine,thesightofslopeandforestgladeandwindfallandrocks,andtheblackshadeunderthespruces。Mybloodbeatandburned。Myteethclicked。Mynervesallquivered。Myheartsometimes,atdangerousmoments,almostchokedme,andallthetimeitpoundedhard。Nowmyskinwashotandthenitwascold。ButIthinkthebestofthatchaseformewasthatIwasonafasthorse,guidinghim,controllinghim。Hewasalive。Oh,howIfelthisrunning!"
"Well,whatyousayisasnaturaltomeasifIfeltit,"
saidDale。"Iwondered。You\'recertainlyfulloffire,An\',Helen,whatdoyousay?"
"Bohasansweredyouwithherfeelings,"repliedHelen,"I
couldnotdothatandbehonest。ThefactthatBowouldn\'tshootthelionafterwetreedhimacquitsher。Nevertheless,heranswerispurelyphysical。Youknow,Mr。Dale,howyoutalkaboutthephysical。Ishouldsaymysisterwasjustayoung,wild,highlysensitive,hot-bloodedfemaleofthespecies。SheexultedinthatchaseasanIndian。Hersensationswereinheritedones——certainlynotacquiredbyeducation。Boalwayshatedstudy。Theridewasarevelationtome。IhadagoodmanyofBo\'sfeelings——thoughnotsostrong。Butoveragainstthemwastheoppositionofreason,ofconsciousness。Anew-bornsideofmynatureconfrontedme,strange,surprising,violent,irresistible。Itwasasifanothersideofmypersonalitysuddenlysaid:\'HereIam。
Reckonwithmenow!\'Andtherewasnouseforthemomenttoopposethatstrangeside。I——thethinkingHelenRayner,waspowerless。Ohyes,IhadsuchthoughtsevenwhenthebrancheswerestingingmyfaceandIwasthrillingtothebayofthehound。Oncemyhorsefellandthrewme……Youneedn\'tlookalarmed。Itwasfine。Iwentintoasoftplaceandwasunhurt。ButwhenIwassailingthroughtheairathoughtflashed:thisistheendofme!Itwaslikeadreamwhenyouarefallingdreadfully。MuchofwhatIfeltandthoughtonthatchasemusthavebeenbecauseofwhatIhavestudiedandreadandtaught。Therealityofit,theactionandflash,weresplendid。Butfearofdanger,pityforthechasedlion,consciousnessoffoolishrisk,ofarecklessdisregardfortheseriousresponsibilityIhavetaken——alltheseworkedinmymindandheldbackwhatmighthavebeenasheerphysical,primitivejoyofthewildmoment。"
Dalelistenedintently,andafterHelenhadfinishedhestudiedthefireandthoughtfullypokedtheredemberswithhisstick。Hisfacewasstillandserene,untroubledandunlined,buttoHelenhiseyesseemedsad,pensive,expressiveofanunsatisfiedyearningandwonder。Shehadcarefullyandearnestlyspoken,becauseshewasverycurioustohearwhathemightsay。
"Iunderstandyou,"hereplied,presently。"An\'I\'msuresurprisedthatIcan。I\'vereadmybooks——an\'rereadthem,butnooneevertalkedlikethattome。WhatImakeofitisthis。You\'vethesamebloodinyouthat\'sinBo。An\'bloodisstrongerthanbrain。Rememberthatbloodislife。Itwouldbegoodforyoutohaveitrunan\'beatan\'burn,asBo\'sdid。Yourblooddidthatathousandyearsortenthousandbeforeintellectwasborninyourancestors。
Instinctmaynotbegreaterthanreason,butit\'samillionyearsolder。Don\'tfightyourinstinctssohard。IftheywerenotgoodtheGodofCreationwouldnothavegiventhemtoyou。To-dayyourmindwasfullofself-restraintthatdidnotaltogetherrestrain。Youcouldn\'tforgetyourself。Youcouldn\'tFEELonly,asBodid。Youcouldn\'tbetruetoyourrealnature。"
"Idon\'tagreewithyou,"repliedHelen,quickly。"Idon\'thavetobeanIndiantobetruetomyself。"
"Why,yesyoudo,"saidDale。
"ButIcouldn\'tbeanIndian,"declaredHelen,spiritedly。
"Icouldn\'tFEELonly,asyousayBodid。Icouldn\'tgobackinthescale,asyouhint。Whatwouldallmyeducationamountto——thoughgoodnessknowsit\'slittleenough——ifIhadnocontroloverprimitivefeelingsthathappenedtobeborninme?"
"You\'llhavelittleornocontroloverthemwhentherighttimecomes,"repliedDale。"Yourshelteredlifean\'
educationhaveledyouawayfromnaturalinstincts。Butthey\'reinyouan\'you\'lllearntheproofofthatouthere。"
"No。NotifIlivedahundredyearsintheWest,"assertedHelen。
"But,child,doyouknowwhatyou\'retalkin\'about?"
HereBoletoutablissfulpealoflaughter。
"Mr。Dale!"exclaimedHelen,almostaffronted。Shewasstirred。"IknowMYSELF,atleast。"
"Butyoudonot。You\'venoideaofyourself。You\'veeducation,yes,butnotinnaturean\'life。An\'afterall,theyaretherealthings。Answerme,now——honestly,willyou?"
"Certainly,ifIcan。Someofyourquestionsarehardtoanswer。"
"Haveyoueverbeenstarved?"heasked。
"No,"repliedHelen。
"Haveyoueverbeenlostawayfromhome?"
"No。"
"Haveyoueverfaceddeath——realstarkan\'nakeddeath,closean\'terrible?"
"No,indeed。"
"Haveyoueverwantedtokillanyonewithyourbarehands?"
"Oh,Mr。Dale,you——youamazeme。No!……No!"
"IreckonIknowyouranswertomylastquestion,butI\'llaskit,anyhow……Haveyoueverbeensomadlyinlovewithamanthatyoucouldnotlivewithouthim?"
Bofelloffherseatwithahigh,trillinglaugh。"Oh,youtwoaregreat!"
"ThankHeaven,Ihaven\'tbeen,"repliedHelen,shortly。
"Thenyoudon\'tknowanythin\'aboutlife,"declaredDale,withfinality。
Helenwasnottobeputdownbythat,dubiousandtroubledasitmadeher。
"Haveyouexperiencedallthosethings?"shequeried,stubbornly。
"Allbutthelastone。Lovenevercamemyway。Howcouldit?
Ilivealone。Iseldomgotothevillageswheretherearegirls。Nogirlwouldevercareforme。Ihavenothin\'……
But,allthesame,Iunderstandlovealittle,justbycomparisonwithstrongfeelin\'sI\'velived。"
Helenwatchedthehunterandmarveledathissimplicity。Hissadandpenetratinggazewasonthefire,asifinitswhitehearttoreadthesecretdeniedhim。Hehadsaidthatnogirlwouldeverlovehim。Sheimaginedhemightknowconsiderablylessaboutthenatureofgirlsthanoftheforest。
"Tocomebacktomyself,"saidHelen,wantingtocontinuetheargument。"YoudeclaredIdidn\'tknowmyself。ThatI
wouldhavenoself-control。Iwill!"
"Imeantthebigthingsoflife,"hesaid,patiently。
"Whatthings?"
"Itoldyou。Byaskin\'whathadneverhappenedtoyouI
learnedwhatwillhappen。"
"ThoseexperiencestocometoME!"breathedHelen,incredulously。"Never!"
"SisterNell,theysurewill——particularlythelast-namedone——themadlove,"chimedinBo,mischievously,yetbelievingly。
NeitherDalenorHelenappearedtohearherinterruption。
"Letmeputitsimpler,"beganDale,evidentlyrackinghisbrainforanalogy。Hisperplexityappearedpainfultohim,becausehehadagreatfaith,agreatconvictionthathecouldnotmakeclear。"HereIam,thenaturalphysicalman,livin\'inthewilds。An\'hereyoucome,thecomplex,intellectualwoman。Remember,formyargument\'ssake,thatyou\'rehere。An\'supposecircumstancesforcedyoutostayhere。You\'dfighttheelementswithmean\'workwithmetosustainlife。Theremustbeagreatchangeineitheryouorme,accordin\'totheother\'sinfluence。An\'can\'tyouseethatchangemustcomeinyou,notbecauseofanythin\'
superiorinme——I\'mreallyinferiortoyou——butbecauseofourenvironment?You\'dloseyourcomplexity。An\'inyearstocomeyou\'dbeanaturalphysicalwoman,becauseyou\'dlivethroughan\'bythephysical。"
"Ohdear,willnoteducationbeofhelptotheWesternwoman?"queriedHelen,almostindespair。
"Sureitwill,"answeredDale,promptly。"WhattheWestneedsiswomenwhocanraisean\'teachchildren。Butyoudon\'tunderstandme。Youdon\'tgetunderyourskin。IreckonIcan\'tmakeyouseemyargumentasIfeelit。Youtakemywordforthis,though。SoonerorlateryouWILLwakeupan\'
forgetyourself。Remember。"
"Nell,I\'llbetyoudo,too,"saidBo,seriouslyforher。
"Itmayseemstrangetoyou,butIunderstandDale。Ifeelwhathemeans。It\'sasortofshock。Nell,we\'renotwhatweseem。We\'renotwhatwefondlyimagineweare。We\'velivedtoolongwithpeople——toofarawayfromtheearth。YouknowtheBiblesayssomethinglikethis:\'Dustthouartandtodustthoushaltreturn。\'WhereDOwecomefrom?"
CHAPTERXII
Dayspassed。
EverymorningHelenawokewithawonderingquestionastowhatthisdaywouldbringforth,especiallywithregardtopossiblenewsfromheruncle。Itmustcomesometimeandshewasanxiousforit。Somethingaboutthissimple,wildcamplifehadbeguntogripher。ShefoundherselfshirkingdailyattentiontotheclothesshehadbroughtWest。Theyneededit,butshehadbeguntoseehowsuperficialtheyreallywere。Ontheotherhand,camp-firetaskshadcometobeapleasure。ShehadlearnedagreatdealmoreaboutthemthanhadBo。Worryanddreadwerealwaysimpinginguponthefringeofherthoughts——alwaysvaguelypresent,thoughseldomannoying。Theywerelikeshadowsindreams。Shewantedtogettoheruncle\'sranch,totakeupthedutiesofhernewlife。Butshewasnotpreparedtobelieveshewouldnotregretthiswildexperience。Shemustgetawayfromthatinordertoseeitclearly,andshebegantohavedoubtsofherself。
Meanwhiletheactiveandrestfuloutdoorlifewenton。Boleanedmoreandmoretowardutterreconciliationtoit。Hereyeshadawonderfulflash,likebluelightning;hercheeksweregoldandbrown;herhandstanneddarkasanIndian\'s。
Shecouldvaultuponthegraymustang,or,forthatmatter,clearoverhisback。ShelearnedtoshootarifleaccuratelyenoughtowinDale\'spraise,andvowedshewouldliketodrawabeaduponagrizzlybearoruponSnakeAnson。
"Bo,ifyoumetthatgrizzlyDalesaidhasbeenprowlingroundcamplatelyyou\'drunrightupatree,"declaredHelen,onemorning,whenBoseemedparticularlyboastful。
"Don\'tfoolyourself,"retortedBo。
"ButI\'veseenyourunfromamouse!"
"Sister,couldn\'tIbeafraidofamouseandnotabear?"
"Idon\'tseehow。"
"Well,bears,lions,outlaws,andotherwildbeastsaretobemetwithhereintheWest,andmymind\'smadeup,"saidBo,inslow-noddingdeliberation。
Theyarguedastheyhadalwaysargued,Helenforreasonandcommonsenseandrestraint,Boontheprinciplethatifshemustfightitwasbettertogetinthefirstblow。
ThemorningonwhichthisargumenttookplaceDalewasalongtimeincatchingthehorses。Whenhedidcomeinheshookhisheadseriously。
"Somevarmint\'sbeenchasin\'thehorses,"hesaid,ashereachedforhissaddle。"Didyouhearthemsnortin\'an\'
runnin\'lastnight?"
Neitherofthegirlshadbeenawakened。
"Imissedoneofthecolts,"wentonDale,"an\'I\'mgoin\'torideacrossthepark。"
Dale\'smovementswerequickandstern。Itwassignificantthathechosehisheavierrifle,and,mounting,withasharpcalltoPedro,herodeoffwithoutanotherwordtothegirls。
Bowatchedhimforamomentandthenbegantosaddlethemustang。
"Youwon\'tfollowhim?"askedHelen,quickly。
"Isurewill,"repliedBo。"Hedidn\'tforbidit。"
"Buthecertainlydidnotwantus。"
"Hemightnotwantyou,butI\'llbethewouldn\'tobjecttome,whatever\'sup,"saidBo,shortly。
"Oh!Soyouthink——"exclaimedHelen,keenlyhurt。Shebithertonguetokeepbackahotreply。Anditwascertainthataburstinggushofangerfloodedoverher。Wasshe,then,suchacoward?DidDalethinkthisslipofasister,sowildandwilful,wasastrongerwomanthanshe?Amoment\'ssilentstrifeconvincedherthatnodoubthethoughtsoandnodoubthewasright。Thentheangercentereduponherself,andHelenneitherunderstoodnortrustedherself。
Theoutcomeprovedanuncontrollableimpulse。Helenbegantosaddleherhorse。ShehadthetaskhalfaccomplishedwhenBo\'scallmadeherlookup。
"Listen!"
Helenheardaringing,wildbayofthehound。
"That\'sPedro,"shesaid,withathrill。
"Sure。He\'srunning。Weneverheardhimbaylikethatbefore。"
"Where\'sDale?"
"Herodeoutofsightacrossthere,"repliedBo,pointing。
"AndPedro\'srunningtowardusalongthatslope。Hemustbeamile——twomilesfromDale。"
"ButDalewillfollow。"
"Sure。Buthe\'dneedwingstogetnearthathoundnow。Pedrocouldn\'thavegoneacrosstherewithhim……justlisten。"
ThewildnoteofthehoundmanifestlystirredBotoirrepressibleaction。SnatchingupDale\'slighterrifle,sheshoveditintohersaddle-sheath,and,leapingonthemustang,sheranhimoverbrushandbrook,straightdowntheparktowardtheplacePedrowasclimbing。ForaninstantHelenstoodamazedbeyondspeech。WhenBosailedoverabiglog,likeasteeple-chaser,thenHelenansweredtofurtherunconsideredimpulsebyfranticallygettinghersaddlefastened。Withoutcoatorhatshemounted。Thenervoushorseboltedalmostbeforeshegotintothesaddle。Astrange,trenchanttremblingcoursedthroughallherveins。ShewantedtoscreamforBotowait。Bowasoutofsight,butthedeep,muddytracksinwetplacesandthepaththroughthelonggrassaffordedHelenaneasytrailtofollow。Infact,herhorseneedednoguiding。Heraninandoutofthestragglingsprucesalongtheedgeofthepark,andsuddenlywheeledaroundacorneroftreestocomeuponthegraymustangstandingstill。Bowaslookingupandlistening。
"Thereheis!"criedBo,asthehoundbayedringingly,closertothemthistime,andshespurredaway。
Helen\'shorsefollowedwithouturging。Hewasexcited。Hisearswereup。Somethingwasinthewind。Helenhadneverriddenalongthisbrokenendofthepark,andBowasnoteasytokeepupwith。Sheledacrossbogs,brooks,swales,rockylittleridges,throughstretchesoftimberandgrovesofaspensothickHelencouldscarcelysqueezethrough。ThenBocameoutintoalargeopenoffshootofthepark,rightunderthemountainslope,andhereshesat,herhorsewatchingandlistening。Helenrodeuptoher,imaginingoncethatshehadheardthehound。
"Look!Look!"Bo\'sscreammadehermustangstandalmoststraightup。
Helengazeduptoseeabigbrownbearwithafrostedcoatgolumberingacrossanopeningontheslope。
"It\'sagrizzly!He\'llkillPedro!Oh,whereisDale!"criedBo,withintenseexcitement。
"Bo!Thatbearisrunningdown!We——wemustget——outofhisroad,"pantedHelen,inbreathlessalarm。
"Dalehasn\'thadtimetobeclose……Oh,Iwishhe\'dcome!Idon\'tknowwhattodo。"
"Rideback。Atleastwaitforhim。"
JustthenPedrospokedifferently,insavagebarks,andfollowingthatcamealoudgrowlandcrashingsinthebrush。
Thesesoundsappearedtobenotfaruptheslope。
"Nell!Doyouhear?Pedro\'sfightingthebear,"burstoutBo。Herfacepaled,hereyesflashedlikebluesteel。"Thebear\'llkillhim!"
"Oh,thatwouldbedreadful!"repliedHelen,indistress。
"Butwhatonearthcanwedo?"
"HEL-LO,DALE!"calledBo,atthehighestpitchofherpiercingvoice。
Noanswercame。Aheavycrashofbrush,arollingofstones,anothergrowlfromtheslopetoldHelenthatthehoundhadbroughtthebeartobay。
"Nell,I\'mgoingup,"saidBo,deliberately。
"No-no!Areyoumad?"returnedHelen。
"ThebearwillkillPedro。"
"Hemightkillyou。"
"YouridethatwayandyellforDale,"rejoinedBo。
"Whatwill——youdo?"gaspedHelen。
"I\'llshootatthebear——scarehimoff。Ifhechasesmehecan\'tcatchmecomingdownhill。Dalesaidthat。"
"You\'recrazy!"criedHelen,asBolookeduptheslope,searchingforopenground。Thenshepulledtheriflefromitssheath。
ButBodidnothearordidnotcare。Shespurredthemustang,andhe,wildtorun,flunggrassanddirtfromhisheels。WhatHelenwouldhavedonethensheneverknew,butthefactwasthatherhorseboltedafterthemustang。Inaninstant,seemingly,Bohaddisappearedinthegoldandgreenoftheforestslope。Helen\'smountclimbedonarun,snortingandheaving,throughaspens,brush,andtimber,tocomeoutintoanarrow,longopeningextendinglengthwiseuptheslope。
AsuddenprolongedcrashaheadalarmedHelenandhaltedherhorse。Shesawashakingofaspens。Thenahugebrownbeastleapedasacatoutofthewoods。Itwasabearofenormoussize。Helen\'sheartstopped——hertongueclovetotheroofofhermouth。Thebearturned。Hismouthwasopen,redanddripping。Helookedshaggy,gray。Heletoutaterriblebawl。Helen\'severymusclefrozestiff。Herhorseplungedhighandsidewise,wheelingalmostintheair,neighinghisterror。Likeastoneshedroppedfromthesaddle。Shedidnotseethehorsebreakintothewoods,butsheheardhim。
Hergazeneverleftthebearevenwhileshewasfalling,anditseemedshealightedinanuprightpositionwithherbackagainstabush。Itupheldher。Thebearwaggedhishugeheadfromsidetoside。Then,asthehoundbarkedcloseathand,heturnedtorunheavilyuphillandoutoftheopening。
TheinstantofhisdisappearancewasoneofcollapseforHelen。Frozenwithhorror,shehadbeenunabletomoveorfeelorthink。Allatonceshewasaquiveringmassofcold,helplessflesh,wetwithperspiration,sickwithashuddering,retching,internalconvulsion,hermindliberatedfromparalyzingshock。Themomentwasashorribleasthatinwhichthebearhadbawledhisfrightfulrage。A
stark,icy,blackemotionseemedinpossessionofher。Shecouldnotliftahand,yetallofherbodyappearedshaking。
Therewasafluttering,astranglinginherthroat。Thecrushingweightthatsurroundedherhearteasedbeforesherecovereduseofherlimbs。Then,thenakedandterriblethingwasgone,likeanightmaregivingwaytoconsciousness。Whatblessedrelief!Helenwildlygazedabouther。Thebearandhoundwereoutofsight,andsowasherhorse。Shestoodupverydizzyandweak。ThoughtofBothenseemedtoreviveher,toshockdifferentlifeandfeelingthroughoutallhercoldextremities。Shelistened。
Sheheardathuddingofhoofsdowntheslope,thenDale\'sclear,strongcall。Sheanswered。Itappearedlongbeforeheburstoutofthewoods,ridinghardandleadingherhorse。
Inthattimesherecoveredfully,andwhenhereachedher,toputasuddenhaltuponthefieryRanger,shecaughtthebridlehethrewandswiftlymountedherhorse。Thefeelofthesaddleseemeddifferent。Dale\'spiercinggrayglancethrilledherstrangely。
"You\'rewhite。Areyouhurt?"hesaid。
"No。Iwasscared。"
"Buthethrewyou?"
"Yes,hecertainlythrewme。"
"Whathappened?"
"Weheardthehoundandwerodealongthetimber。Thenwesawthebear——amonster——white——coated——"
"Iknow。It\'sagrizzly。Hekilledthecolt——yourpet。
Hurrynow。WhataboutBo?"
"Pedrowasfightingthebear。Bosaidhe\'dbekilled。Sheroderightuphere。Myhorsefollowed。Icouldn\'thavestoppedhim。ButwelostBo。Righttherethebearcameout。
Heroared。Myhorsethrewmeandranoff。Pedro\'sbarkingsavedme——mylife,Ithink。Oh!thatwasawful!Thenthebearwentup——there……Andyoucame。"
"Bo\'sfollowin\'thehound!"ejaculatedDale。And,liftinghishandstohismouth,hesentoutastentorianyellthatrolleduptheslope,rangagainstthecliffs,pealedandbrokeanddiedaway。Thenhewaited,listening。Fromfaruptheslopecameafaint,wildcry,high-pitchedandsweet,tocreatestrangeechoes,floatingawaytodieintheravines。
"She\'safterhim!"declaredDale,grimly。
"Bo\'sgotyourrifle,"saidHelen。"Oh,wemusthurry。"
"Yougoback,"orderedDale,wheelinghishorse。
"No!"Helenfeltthatwordleaveherlipswiththeforceofabullet。
DalespurredRangerandtooktotheopenslope。Helenkeptathisheelsuntiltimberwasreached。Hereasteeptrailledup。Daledismounted。
"Horsetracks——beartracks——dogtracks,"hesaid,bendingover。"We\'llhavetowalkuphere。It\'llsaveourhorsesan\'maybetime,too。"
"IsBoridingupthere?"askedHelen,eyingthesteepascent。
"Shesureis。"WiththatDalestartedup,leadinghishorse。
Helenfollowed。Itwasroughandhardwork。Shewaslightlyclad,yetsoonshewashot,laboring,andherheartbegantohurt。WhenDalehaltedtorestHelenwasjustreadytodrop。
Thebayingofthehound,thoughinfrequent,inspiritedher。
Butpresentlythatsoundwaslost。Dalesaidbearandhoundhadgoneovertheridgeandassoonasthetopwasgainedhewouldhearthemagain。
"Lookthere,"hesaid,presently,pointingtofreshtracks,largerthanthosemadebyBo\'smustang。"Elktracks。We\'vescaredabigbullan\'he\'srightaheadofus。Looksharpan\'
you\'llseehim。"
Helenneverclimbedsohardandfastbefore,andwhentheyreachedtheridge-topshewasalltuckeredout。Itwasallshecoulddotogetonherhorse。Daleledalongthecrestofthiswoodedridgetowardthewesternend,whichwasconsiderablyhigher。Inplacesopenrockygroundsplitthegreentimber。Dalepointedtowardapromontory。
Helensawasplendidelksilhouettedagainstthesky。Hewasalightgrayoverallhishindquarters,withshouldersandheadblack。Hisponderous,wide-spreadantlerstoweredoverhim,addingtothewildnessofhismagnificentpoiseashestoodthere,lookingdownintothevalley,nodoubtlisteningforthebayofthehound。WhenheheardDale\'shorsehegaveonebound,gracefullyandwonderfullycarryinghisantlers,todisappearinthegreen。
AgainonabarepatchofgroundDalepointeddown。Helensawbigroundtracks,toeinginalittle,thatgaveherachill。
Sheknewtheseweregrizzlytracks。
Hardridingwasnotpossibleonthisridgecrest,afactthatgaveHelentimetocatchherbreath。Atlength,comingoutupontheverysummitofthemountain,Daleheardthehound。Helen\'seyesfeastedafaruponawildsceneofruggedgrandeur,beforeshelookeddownonthiswesternslopeatherfeettoseebare,gradualdescent,leadingdowntosparselywoodedbenchandontodeep-greencanuon。
"Ridehardnow!"yelledDale。"IseeBo,an\'I\'llhavetoridetocatchher。"
Dalespurreddowntheslope。Helenrodeinhistracksand,thoughsheplungedsofastthatshefeltherhairstandupwithfright,shesawhimdrawawayfromher。Sometimesherhorseslidonhishaunchesforafewyards,andatthesehazardousmomentsshegotherfeetoutofthestirrupssoastofallfreefromhimifhewentdown。Shelethimchoosetheway,whileshegazedaheadatDale,andthenfartheron,inthehopeofseeingBo。Atlastshewasrewarded。FarDownthewoodedbenchshesawagrayflashofthelittlemustangandabrightglintofBo\'shair。Herheartswelled。DalewouldsoonoverhaulBoandcomebetweenherandperil。Andontheinstant,thoughHelenwasunconsciousofitthen,aremarkablechangecameoverherspirit。Fearlefther。Andahot,exalting,incomprehensiblesomethingtookpossessionofher。
Sheletthehorserun,andwhenhehadplungedtothefootofthatslopeofsoftgroundhebrokeoutacrosstheopenbenchatapacethatmadethewindbiteHelen\'scheeksandroarinherears。ShelostsightofDale。Itgaveherastrange,grimexultance。Shebenthereagergazetofindthetracksofhishorse,andshefoundthem。AlsoshemadeoutthetracksofBo\'smustangandthebearandthehound。Herhorse,scentinggame,perhaps,andafraidtobeleftalone,settledintoafleetandpowerfulstride,sailingoverlogsandbrush。Thatopenbenchhadlookedshort,butitwaslong,andHelenrodedownthegradualdescentatbreakneckspeed。Shewouldnotbeleftbehind。Shehadawakenedtoaheedlessnessofrisk。Somethingburnedsteadilywithinher。
Agrim,hardangerofjoy!Whenshesaw,fardownanotheropen,gradualdescent,thatDalehadpassedBoandthatBowasridingthelittlemustangasneverbefore,thenHelenflamedwithamadnesstocatchher,tobeatherinthatwonderfulchase,toshowherandDalewhattherereallywasinthedepthsofHelenRayner。
Herambitionwastobeshort-lived,shedivinedfromthelayofthelandahead,buttherideshelivedthenforaflyingmilewassomethingthatwouldalwaysblanchhercheeksandprickherskininremembrance。
Theopengroundwasonlytooshort。ThatthunderingpacesoonbroughtHelen\'shorsetothetimber。Hereittookallherstrengthtocheckhisheadlongflightoverdeadfallsandbetweensmalljack-pines。HelenlostsightofBo,andsherealizeditwouldtakeallherwitstokeepfromgettinglost。Shehadtofollowthetrail,andinsomeplacesitwashardtoseefromhorseback。
Besides,herhorsewasmettlesome,thoroughlyaroused,andhewantedafreereinandhisownway。Helentriedthat,onlytolosethetrailandtogetsundryknocksfromtreesandbranches。Shecouldnothearthehound,norDale。Thepinesweresmall,closetogether,andtough。Theywerehardtobend。Helenhurtherhands,scratchedherface,barkedherknees。ThehorseformedahabitsuddenlyofdecidingtogothewayhelikedinsteadofthewayHelenguidedhim,andwhenheplungedbetweensaplingstooclosetopermiteasypassageitwasexceedinglyhardonher。ThatdidnotmakeanydifferencetoHelen。Onceworkedintoafrenzy,herbloodstayedathighpressure。Shedidnotarguewithherselfaboutaneedofdesperatehurry。Evenablowontheheadthatnearlyblindedherdidnotintheleastretardher。Thehorsecouldhardlybeheld,andnotatallinthefewopenplaces。
AtlastHelenreachedanotherslope。Comingoutuponcanuonrim,sheheardDale\'sclearcall,fardown,andBo\'sansweringpeal,highandpiercing,withitsnoteofexultantwildness。Helenalsoheardthebearandthehoundfightingatthebottomofthiscanuon。
HereHelenagainmissedthetracksmadebyDaleandBo。Thedescentlookedimpassable。Sherodebackalongtherim,thenforward。Finallyshefoundwherethegroundhadbeenploweddeepbyhoofs,downoverlittlebanks。Helen\'shorsebalkedatthesejumps。Whenshegoadedhimoverthemshewentforwardonhisneck。Itseemedlikeridingstraightdownhill。ThemadspiritofthatchasegrewmorestinginglykeentoHelenastheobstaclesgrew。Then,oncemorethebayofthehoundandthebawlofthebearmadeademonofherhorse。Hesnortedashrilldefiance。Heplungedwithforehoofsintheair。Heslidandbrokeawaydownthesteep,softbanks,throughthethickbrushandthickclustersofsaplings,sendinglooserocksandearthintoavalanchesaheadofhim。Hefelloveronebank,butathicketofaspensupheldhimsothathereboundedandgainedhisfeet。Thesoundsoffightceased,butDale\'sthrillingcallfloateduponthepine-scentedair。
BeforeHelenrealizeditshewasatthefootoftheslope,inanarrowcanuon-bed,fullofrocksandtrees,withasoftroarofrunningwaterfillingherears。Trackswereeverywhere,andwhenshecametothefirstopenplaceshesawwherethegrizzlyhadplungedoffasandybarintothewater。HerehehadfoughtPedro。Signsofthatbattlewereeasytoread。Helensawwherehishugetracks,stillwet,leduptheoppositesandybank。
Thendown-streamHelendidsomemorerecklessandsplendidriding。Onlevelgroundthehorsewasgreat。Onceheleapedclearacrossthebrook。Everyplunge,everyturnHelenexpectedtocomeuponDaleandBofacingthebear。Thecanuonnarrowed,thestream-beddeepened。Shehadtoslowdowntogetthroughthetreesandrocks。Quiteunexpectedlysherodepell-melluponDaleandBoandthepantingPedro。Herhorseplungedtoahalt,answeringtheshrillneighsoftheotherhorses。
DalegazedinadmiringamazementatHelen。
"Say,didyoumeetthebearagain?"hequeried,blankly。
"No。Didn\'t——you——killhim?"pantedHelen,slowlysagginginhersaddle。
"Hegotawayintherocks。Roughcountrydownhere。
Helenslidoffherhorseandfellwithalittlepantingcryofrelief。Shesawthatshewasbloody,dirty,disheveled,andwringingwetwithperspiration。Herridinghabitwastornintotatters。Everymuscleseemedtoburnandsting,andallherbonesseemedbroken。ButitwasworthallthistomeetDale\'spenetratingglance,toseeBo\'sutter,incredulousastonishment。
"Nell——Rayner!"gaspedBo。
"If——myhorse\'dbeen——anygood——inthewoods,"pantedHelen,"I\'dnotlost——somuchtime——ridingdownthismountain。AndI\'dcaughtyou——beatyou。"
"Girl,didyouRIDEdownthislastslope?"queriedDale。
"Isuredid,"repliedHelen,smiling。
"Wewalkedeverystepoftheway,andwasluckytogetdownatthat,"respondedDale,gravely。"Nohorseshouldhavebeenriddendownthere。Why,hemusthavesliddown。"
"Weslid——yes。ButIstayedonhim。"
Bo\'sincredulitychangedtowondering,speechlessadmiration。AndDale\'sraresmilechangedhisgravity。
"I\'msorry。Itwasrashofme。Ithoughtyou\'dgoback……Butall\'swellthatendswell……Helen,didyouwakeupto-day?"
Shedroppedhereyes,notcaringtomeetthequestioninggazeuponher。
"Maybe——alittle,"shereplied,andshecoveredherfacewithherhands。Remembranceofhisquestions——ofhisassurancethatshedidnotknowtherealmeaningoflife——
ofherstubbornantagonism——madehersomehowashamed。Butitwasnotforlong。
"Thechasewasgreat,"shesaid。"Ididnotknowmyself。Youwereright。"
"Inhowmanywaysdidyoufindmeright?"heasked。
"Ithinkall——butone,"shereplied,withalaughandashudder。"I\'mnearstarvedNOW——IwassofuriousatBothatIcouldhavechokedher。Ifacedthathorriblebrute……Oh,Iknowwhatitistofeardeath!……Iwaslosttwiceontheride——absolutelylost。That\'sall。"
Bofoundhertongue。"Thelastthingwasforyoutofallwildlyinlove,wasn\'tit?"
"AccordingtoDale,Imustaddthattomynewexperiencesofto-day——beforeIcanknowreallife,"repliedHelen,demurely。
Thehunterturnedaway。"Letusgo,"hesaid,soberly。
CHAPTERXIII
Aftermoredaysofridingthegrassylevelofthatwonderfullygoldandpurplepark,anddreamilylisteningbydaytotheever-lowandever-changingmurmurofthewaterfall,andbynighttothewild,lonelymournofahuntingwolf,andclimbingtothedizzyheightswherethewindstungsweetly,HelenRaynerlosttrackoftimeandforgotherperil。
RoyBeemandidnotreturn。IfoccasionallyDalementionedRoyandhisquest,thegirlshadlittletosaybeyondarecurrentanxietyfortheolduncle,andthentheyforgotagain。ParadisePark,livedinalittlewhileatthatseasonoftheyear,wouldhaveclaimedanyone,andeverafterwardhauntedsleepingorwakingdreams。
Bogaveuptothewildlife,tothehorsesandrides,tothemanypets,andespeciallytothecougar,Tom。Thebigcatfollowedhereverywhere,playedwithher,rollingandpawing,kitten-like,andhewouldlayhismassiveheadinherlaptopurrhiscontent。Bohadlittlefearofanything,andhereinthewildsshesoonlostthat。
AnotherofDale\'spetswasahalf-grownblackbearnamedMuss。HewasabnormallyjealousoflittleBudandhehadawell-developedhatredofTom,otherwisehewasaverygood-temperedbear,andenjoyedDale\'simpartialregard。
Tom,however,chasedMussoutofcampwheneverDale\'sbackwasturned,andsometimesMussstayedaway,shiftingforhimself。WiththeadventofBo,whospentagooddealoftimeontheanimals,Mussmanifestlyfoundthecampmoreattractive。Whereupon,DalepredictedtroublebetweenTomandMuss。
Bolikednothingbetterthanarough-and-tumblefrolicwiththeblackbear。Musswasnotverybignorveryheavy,andinawrestlingboutwiththestrongandwirygirlhesometimescameoutsecondbest。ItspokewellofhimthatheseemedtobecarefulnottohurtBo。Heneverbitorscratched,thoughhesometimesgavehersoundingslapswithhispaws。
Whereupon,Bowouldclenchhergauntletedfistsandsailintohiminearnest。
Oneafternoonbeforetheearlysuppertheyalwayshad,DaleandHelenwerewatchingBoteasingthebear。Shewasinhermostvixenishmood,fulloflifeandfight。Tomlayhislonglengthonthegrass,watchingwithnarrow,gleamingeyes。
WhenBoandMusslockedinanembraceandwentdowntorolloverandover,DalecalledHelen\'sattentiontothecougar。
"Tom\'sjealous。It\'sstrangehowanimalsarelikepeople。
PrettysoonI\'llhavetocorralMuss,orthere\'llbeafight。"
HelencouldnotseeanythingwrongwithTomexceptthathedidnotlookplayful。
Duringsupper-timebothbearandcougardisappeared,thoughthiswasnotremarkeduntilafterward。Dalewhistledandcalled,buttherivalpetsdidnotreturn。NextmorningTomwasthere,curledupsnuglyatthefootofBo\'sbed,andwhenshearosehefollowedheraroundasusual。ButMussdidnotreturn。
ThecircumstancemadeDaleanxious。Heleftcamp,takingTomwithhim,anduponreturningstatedthathehadfollowedMuss\'strackasfaraspossible,andthenhadtriedtoputTomonthetrail,butthecougarwouldnotorcouldnotfollowit。DalesaidTomneverlikedabeartrail,anyway,cougarsandbearsbeingcommonenemies。So,whetherbyaccidentordesign,Bolostoneofherplaymates。
Thehuntersearchedsomeoftheslopesnextdayandevenwentupononeofthemountains。HedidnotdiscoveranysignofMuss,buthesaidhehadfoundsomethingelse。
"Boyougirlswantsomemorerealexcitement?"heasked。
HelensmiledheracquiescenceandBorepliedwithoneofherforcefulspeeches。
"Don\'tmindbein\'goodan\'scared?"hewenton。
"Youcan\'tscareme,"banteredBo。ButHelenlookeddoubtful。
"UpinoneoftheparksIranacrossoneofmyhorses——alamebayyouhaven\'tseen。Well,hehadbeenkilledbythatoldsilvertip。Theonewechased。Hadn\'tbeendeadoveranhour。Bloodwasstillrunnin\'an\'onlyalittlemeateaten。
Thatbearheardmeorsawmean\'madeoffintothewoods。
Buthe\'llcomebackto-night。I\'mgoin\'upthere,layforhim,an\'killhimthistime。Reckonyou\'dbettergo,becauseIdon\'twanttoleaveyouherealoneatnight。"
"AreyougoingtotakeTom?"askedBo。
"No。Thebearmightgethisscent。An\',besides,Tomain\'treliableonbears。I\'llleavePedrohome,too。"
Whentheyhadhurriedsupper,andDalehadgotteninthehorses,thesunhadsetandthevalleywasshadowinglowdown,whiletherampartswerestillgolden。ThelongzigzagtrailDalefolloweduptheslopetooknearlyanhourtoclimb,sothatwhenthatwassurmountedandheledoutofthewoodstwilighthadfallen。ArollingparkextendedasfarasHelencouldsee,borderedbyforestthatinplacessentoutstragglingstretchesoftrees。Hereandthere,likeislands,wereisolatedpatchesoftimber。
Attenthousandfeetelevationthetwilightofthisclearandcoldnightwasarichandrareatmosphericeffect。Itlookedasifitwasseenthroughperfectlyclearsmokedglass。Objectsweresingularlyvisible,evenatlongrange,andseemedmagnified。Inthewest,wheretheafterglowofsunsetlingeredoverthedark,ragged,spruce-spearedhorizon-line,therewassuchatransparentgoldenlinemeltingintovividstar-firedbluethatHelencouldonlygazeandgazeinwonderingadmiration。
Dalespurredhishorseintoalopeandthespiritedmountsofthegirlskeptupwithhim。Thegroundwasrough,withtuftsofgrassgrowingclosetogether,yetthehorsesdidnotstumble。Theiractionandsnortingbetrayedexcitement。
Daleledaroundseveralclumpsoftimber,upalonggrassyswale,andthenstraightwestwardacrossanopenflattowardwherethedark-fringedforest-lineraiseditselfwildandclearagainstthecoldsky。Thehorseswentswiftly,andthewindcutlikeabladeofice。Helencouldbarelygetherbreathandshepantedasifshehadjustclimbedalaborsomehill。Thestarsbegantoblinkoutoftheblue,andthegoldpaledsomewhat,andyettwilightlingered。Itseemedlongacrossthatflat,butreallywasshort。Comingtoathinlineoftreesthatleddownoveraslopetoadeeperbutstillisolatedpatchofwoods,Daledismountedandtiedhishorse。Whenthegirlsgotoffhehalteredtheirhorsesalso。
"Stickclosetomean\'putyourfeetdowneasy,"hewhispered。Howtallanddarkheloomedinthefadinglight!
Helenthrilled,asshehadoftenoflate,atthestrange,potentialforceoftheman。Steppingsoftly,withouttheleastsound,Daleenteredthisstragglybitofwoods,whichappearedtohavenarrowbywaysandnooks。Thenpresentlyhecametothetopofawell-woodedslope,darkaspitch,apparently。ButasHelenfollowedsheperceivedthetrees,andtheywerethindwarfspruce,partlydead。Theslopewassoftandspringy,easytostepuponwithoutnoise。DalewentsocautiouslythatHelencouldnothearhim,andsometimesinthegloomshecouldnotseehim。Thenthechillthrillsranoverher。BokeptholdingontoHelen,whichfacthamperedHelenaswellasworkedsomewhattodisproveBo\'sboast。Atlastlevelgroundwasreached。Helenmadeoutalight-graybackgroundcrossedbyblackbars。Anotherglanceshowedthistobethedarktree-trunksagainsttheopenpark。
Dalehalted,andwithatouchbroughtHelentoastrainingpause。Hewaslistening。Itseemedwonderfultowatchhimbendhisheadandstandassilentandmotionlessasoneofthedarktrees。
"He\'snotthereyet,"Dalewhispered,andhesteppedforwardveryslowly。HelenandBobegantocomeupagainstthindeadbranchesthatwereinvisibleandthencracked。ThenDalekneltdown,seemedtomeltintotheground。
"You\'llhavetocrawl,"hewhispered。
HowstrangeandthrillingthatwasforHelen,andhardwork!
Thegroundboretwigsanddeadbranches,whichhadtobecarefullycrawledover;andlyingflat,aswasnecessary,ittookprodigiousefforttodragherbodyinchbyinch。Likeahugesnake,Dalewormedhiswayalong。
Graduallythewoodlightened。Theywerenearingtheedgeofthepark。Helennowsawastripofopenwithahigh,blackwallofsprucebeyond。Theafterglowflashedorchanged,likeadimmingnorthernlight,andthenfailed。Dalecrawledonfarthertohaltatlengthbetweentwotree-trunksattheedgeofthewood。
"Comeupbesideme,"hewhispered。
Helencrawledon,andpresentlyBowasbesideherpanting,withpalefaceandgreat,staringeyes,plaintobeseeninthewanlight。
"Moon\'scomin\'up。We\'rejustintime。Theoldgrizzly\'snotthereyet,butIseecoyotes。Look。"
Dalepointedacrosstheopenneckofparktoadimblurredpatchstandingapartsomelittledistancefromtheblackwall。
"That\'sthedeadhorse,"whisperedDale。"An\'ifyouwatchcloseyoucanseethecoyotes。They\'regrayan\'theymove……Can\'tyouhearthem?"
Helen\'sexcitedears,sofullofthrobsandimaginings,presentlyregisteredlowsnapsandsnarls。Bogaveherarmasqueeze。
"Ihearthem。They\'refighting。Oh,gee!"shepanted,anddrewalong,fullbreathofunutterableexcitement。
"Keepquietnowan\'watchan\'listen,"saidthehunter。
Slowlytheblack,raggedforest-lineseemedtogrowblackerandlift;slowlythegrayneckofparklightenedundersomeinvisibleinfluence;slowlythestarspaledandtheskyfilledover。Somewherethemoonwasrising。Andslowlythatvagueblurredpatchgrewalittleclearer。
Throughthetipsofthespruce,nowseentoberathercloseathand,shoneaslender,silvercrescentmoon,darkening,hiding,shiningagain,climbinguntilitsexquisitesickle-pointtoppedthetrees,andthen,magically,itclearedthem,radiantandcold。Whiletheeasternblackwallshadedstillblacker,theparkblanchedandtheborder-lineoppositebegantostandoutastrees。
"Look!Look!"criedBo,verylowandfearfully,asshepointed。
"Notsoloud,"whisperedDale。
"ButIseesomething!"
"Keepquiet,"headmonished。
Helen,inthedirectionBopointed,couldnotseeanythingbutmoon-blanchedbareground,risingcloseathandtoalittleridge。
"Liestill,"whisperedDale。"I\'mgoin\'tocrawlaroundtogetalookfromanotherangle。I\'llberightback。"
Hemovednoiselesslybackwardanddisappeared。Withhimgone,Helenfeltapalpitatingofherheartandapricklingofherskin。
"Oh,my!Nell!Look!"whisperedBo,infright。"IknowIsawsomething。"
Ontopofthelittleridgearoundobjectmovedslowly,gettingfartheroutintothelight。Helenwatchedwithsuspendedbreath。Itmovedouttobesilhouettedagainstthesky——apparentlyahuge,round,bristlinganimal,frostyincolor。Oneinstantitseemedhuge——thenextsmall——thencloseathand——andfaraway。Itswervedtocomedirectlytowardthem。SuddenlyHelenrealizedthatthebeastwasnotadozenyardsdistant。Shewasjustbeginninganewexperience——arealandhorrifyingterrorinwhichherbloodcurdled,herheartgaveatremendousleapandthenstoodstill,andshewantedtofly,butwasrootedtothespot——whenDalereturnedtoherside。
"That\'sapeskyporcupine,"hewhispered。"Almostcrawledoveryou。Hesurewouldhavestuckyoufullofquills。"
Whereuponhethrewastickattheanimal。Itbouncedstraightuptoturnroundwithstartlingquickness,anditgavefortharattlingsound;thenitcrawledoutofsight。
"Por——cu——pine!"whisperedBo,pantingly。"Itmight——
aswell——havebeen——anelephant!"
Helenutteredalong,eloquentsigh。Shewouldnothavecaredtodescribeheremotionsatsightofaharmlesshedgehog。
"Listen!"warnedDale,verylow。HisbighandclosedoverHelen\'sgauntletedone。"Thereyouhave——therealcryofthewild。"
Sharpandcoldonthenightairsplitthecryofawolf,distant,yetwonderfullydistinct。Howwildandmournfulandhungry!Howmarvelouslypure!Helenshudderedthroughallherframewiththethrillofitsmusic,thewildandunutterableanddeepemotionsitaroused。Againasoundofthisforesthadpiercedbeyondherlife,backintothedimremotepastfromwhichshehadcome。
Thecrywasnotrepeated。Thecoyoteswerestill。Andsilencefell,absolutelyunbroken。
DalenudgedHelen,andthenreachedovertogiveBoatap。
Hewaspeeringkeenlyaheadandhisstrainedintensitycouldbefelt。Helenlookedwithallhermightandshesawtheshadowygrayformsofthecoyotesskulkaway,outofthemoonlightintothegloomofthewoods,wheretheydisappeared。NotonlyDale\'sintensity,buttheverysilence,thewildnessofthemomentandplace,seemedfraughtwithwonderfulpotency。Bomusthavefeltit,too,forshewastremblingallover,andholdingtightlytoHelen,andbreathingquickandfast。
"A-huh!"mutteredDale,underhisbreath。
Helencaughtthereliefandcertaintyinhisexclamation,andshedivined,then,somethingofwhatthemomentmusthavebeentoahunter。
Thenherroving,alertglancewasarrestedbyaloominggrayshadowcomingoutoftheforest。Itmoved,butsurelythathugethingcouldnotbeabear。Itpassedoutofgloomintosilvermoonlight。Helen\'sheartbounded。Foritwasagreatfrosty-coatedbearlumberingalongtowardthedeadhorse。
InstinctivelyHelen\'shandsoughtthearmofthehunter。Itfeltlikeironunderaripplingsurface。Thetoucheasedawaytheoppressionoverherlungs,thetightnessofherthroat。Whatmusthavebeenfearlefther,andonlyapowerfulexcitementremained。AsharpexpulsionofbreathfromBoandaviolentjerkofherframeweresignsthatshehadsightedthegrizzly。
Inthemoonlighthelookedofimmensesize,andthatwildparkwiththegloomyblacknessofforestfurnishedafitsettingforhim。Helen\'squickmind,sotakenupwithemotion,stillhadathoughtforthewonderandthemeaningofthatscene。Shewantedthebearkilled,yetthatseemedapity。
Hehadawagging,rolling,slowwalkwhichtookseveralmomentstoreachhisquarry。Whenatlengthhereachedithewalkedaroundwithsniffsplainlyheardandthenacrossgrowl。Evidentlyhehaddiscoveredthathismealhadbeenmessedover。Asawholethebigbearcouldbeseendistinctly,butonlyinoutlineandcolor。Thedistancewasperhapstwohundredyards。Thenitlookedasifhehadbeguntotugatthecarcass。Indeed,hewasdraggingit,veryslowly,butsurely。
"Lookatthat!"whisperedDale。"Ifheain\'tstrong!……
ReckonI\'llhavetostophim。"
Thegrizzly,however,stoppedofhisownaccord,justoutsideoftheshadow-lineoftheforest。Thenhehunchedinabigfrostyheapoverhispreyandbegantotearandrend。
"Jesswasamightygoodhorse,"mutteredDale,grimly;"toogoodtomakeamealforahogsilvertip。"
Thenthehuntersilentlyrosetoakneelingposition,swingingtherifleinfrontofhim。Heglancedupintothelowbranchesofthetreeoverhead。
"Girls,there\'snotellin\'whatagrizzlywilldo。IfI
yell,youclimbupinthistree,an\'doitquick。"
Withthatheleveledtherifle,restinghisleftelbowonhisknee。Thefrontendoftherifle,reachingoutoftheshade,shonesilverinthemoonlight。Manandweaponbecamestillasstone。Helenheldherbreath。ButDalerelaxed,loweringthebarrel。
"Can\'tseethesightsverywell,"hewhispered,shakinghishead。"Remember,now——ifIyellyouclimb!"
Againheaimedandslowlygrewrigid。Helencouldnottakeherfascinatedeyesoffhim。Heknelt,bareheaded,andintheshadowshecouldmakeoutthegleamofhisclear-cutprofile,sternandcold。
Astreakoffireandaheavyreportstartledher。Thensheheardthebullethit。Shiftingherglance,shesawthebearlurchwithconvulsiveaction,rearingonhishindlegs。Loudclickingsnapsmusthavebeenaclashingofhisjawsinrage。Buttherewasnoothersound。ThenagainDale\'sheavygunboomed。Helenheardagainthatsingularspattingthudofstrikinglead。Thebearwentdownwithaflopasifhehadbeendealtaterrificblow。Butjustasquicklyhewasuponall-foursandbegantowhirlwithhoarse,savagebawlsofagonyandfury。Hisactionquicklycarriedhimoutofthemoonlightintotheshadow,wherehedisappeared。Therethebawlsgaveplacetognashingsnarls,andcrashingsinthebrush,andsnappingofbranches,ashemadehiswayintotheforest。
"Surehe\'smad,"saidDale,risingtohisfeet。"An\'I
reckonhardhit。ButIwon\'tfollowhimto-night。"
Boththegirlsgotup,andHelenfoundshewasshakyonherfeetandverycold。
"Oh-h,wasn\'t——it——won-wonder-ful!"criedBo。
"Areyouscared?Yourteetharechatterin\',"queriedDale。
"I\'m——cold。"
"Well,itsureiscold,allright,"heresponded。"Nowthefun\'sover,you\'llfeelit……Nell,you\'refroze,too?"
Helennodded。Shewas,indeed,ascoldasshehadeverbeenbefore。Butthatdidnotpreventastrangewarmnessalongherveinsandaquickenedpulse,thecauseofwhichshedidnotconjecture。
"Let\'srustle,"saidDale,andledthewayoutofthewoodandskirteditsedgearoundtotheslope。Theretheyclimbedtotheflat,andwentthroughthestragglinglineoftreestowherethehorsesweretethered。
Upherethewindbegantoblow,nothardthroughtheforest,butstillstrongandsteadyoutintheopen,andbitterlycold。DalehelpedBotomount,andthenHelen。
"I\'m——numb,"shesaid。"I\'llfalloff——sure。"
"No。You\'llbewarminajiffy,"hereplied,"becausewe\'llridesomegoin\'back。LetRangerpickthewayan\'youhangon。"
WithRanger\'sfirstjumpHelen\'sbloodbegantorun。Outheshot,hislean,darkheadbesideDale\'shorse。Thewildparklayclearandbrightinthemoonlight,withstrange,silveryradianceonthegrass。Thepatchesoftimber,likespiredblackislandsinamoon-blanchedlake,seemedtoharborshadows,andplacesforbearstohide,readytospringout。
AsHelennearedeachlittlegroveherpulsesshookandherheartbeat。Halfamileofrapidridingburnedoutthecold。
Andallseemedglorious——thesailingmoon,whiteinadark-bluesky,thewhite,passionlessstars,sosolemn,sofaraway,thebeckoningfringeofforest-landatoncemysteriousandfriendly,andthefleethorses,runningwithsoft,rhythmicthudsoverthegrass,leapingtheditchesandthehollows,makingthebitterwindstingandcut。Comingupthatparktheridehadbeenlong;goingbackwasasshortasitwasthrilling。InHelen,experiencesgatheredrealizationslowly,anditwasthisswiftride,thehorsesneckandneck,andallthewildnessandbeauty,thatcompletedtheslow,insidiousworkofyears。Thetearsofexcitementfrozeonhercheeksandherheartheavedfull。Allthatpertainedtothisnightgotintoherblood。Itwasonlytofeel,tolivenow,butitcouldbeunderstoodandrememberedforeverafterward。
Dale\'shorse,alittleinadvance,sailedoveraditch。
Rangermadeasplendidleap,buthealightedamongsomegrassytuftsandfell。Helenshotoverhishead。Shestrucklengthwise,herarmsstretched,andslidhardtoashockingimpactthatstunnedher。
Bo\'sscreamranginherears;shefeltthewetgrassunderherfaceandthenthestronghandsthatliftedher。Daleloomedoverher,bendingdowntolookintoherface;Bowasclutchingherwithfrantichands。AndHelencouldonlygasp。
Herbreastseemedcavedin。Theneedtobreathewastorture。
"Nell!——you\'renothurt。Youfelllight,likeafeather。
Allgrasshere……Youcan\'tbehurt!"saidDale,sharply。
Hisanxiousvoicepenetratedbeyondherhearing,andhisstronghandswentswiftlyoverherarmsandshoulders,feelingforbrokenbones。
"Justhadthewindknockedoutofyou,"wentonDale。Itfeelsawful,butit\'snothin\'。"
Helengotalittleair,thatwaslikehotpin-pointsinherlungs,andthenadeeperbreath,andthenfull,gaspingrespiration。
"Iguess——I\'mnothurt——notabit,"shechokedout。
"Yousurehadaheader。Neversawaprettierspill。Rangerdoesn\'tdothatoften。Ireckonweweretravelin\'toofast。
Butitwasfun,don\'tyouthink?"
ItwasBowhoanswered。"Oh,glorious!……But,gee!Iwasscared。"
DalestillheldHelen\'shands。Shereleasedthemwhilelookingupathim。Themomentwasrealizationforherofwhatfordayshadbeenavague,sweetuncertainty,becomingnearandstrange,disturbingandpresent。Thisaccidenthadbeenasudden,violentendtothewonderfulride。Butitseffect,theknowledgeofwhathadgotintoherblood,wouldneverchange。Andinseparablefromitwasthismanoftheforest。
CHAPTERXIV
OnthenextmorningHelenwasawakenedbywhatsheimaginedhadbeenadreamofsomeoneshouting。Withastartshesatup。Thesunshineshowedpinkandgoldontheraggedsprucelineofthemountainrims。Bowasonherknees,braidingherhairwithshakinghands,andatthesametimetryingtopeepout。
Andtheechoesofaringingcrywerecrackingbackfromthecliffs。ThathadbeenDale\'svoice。
"Nell!Nell!Wakeup!"calledBo,wildly。"Oh,someone\'scome!Horsesandmen!"
HelengottoherkneesandpeeredoutoverBo\'sshoulder。
Dale,standingtallandstrikingbesidethecampfire,waswavinghissombrero。Awaydowntheopenedgeoftheparkcameastringofpack-burroswithmountedmenbehind。IntheforemostriderHelenrecognizedRoyBeeman。
"Thatfirstone\'sRoy!"sheexclaimed。"I\'dneverforgethimonahorse……Bo,itmustmeanUncleAl\'scome!"
"Sure!We\'rebornlucky。Herewearesafeandsound——andallthisgrandcamptrip……Lookatthecowboys……
LOOK!Oh,maybethisisn\'tgreat!"babbledBo。
Dalewheeledtoseethegirlspeepingout。
"It\'stimeyou\'reup!"hecalled。"YouruncleAlishere。"
ForaninstantafterHelensankbackoutofDale\'ssightshesatthereperfectlymotionless,sostruckwasshebythesingulartoneofDale\'svoice。Sheimaginedthatheregrettedwhatthisvisitingcavalcadeofhorsemenmeant——
theyhadcometotakehertoherranchinPine。Helen\'sheartsuddenlybegantobeatfast,butthickly,asifmuffledwithinherbreast。
"Hurrynow,girls,"calledDale。
Bowasalreadyout,kneelingontheflatstoneatthelittlebrook,splashingwaterinagreathurry。Helen\'shandstrembledsothatshecouldscarcelylaceherbootsorbrushherhair,andshewaslongbehindBoinmakingherselfpresentable。WhenHelensteppedout,ashort,powerfullybuiltmanincoarsegarbandheavybootsstoodholdingBo\'shands。
"Wal,wal!YoufavortheRayners,"hewassayingIrememberyourdad,an\'afinefellerhewas。"
BesidethemstoodDaleandRoy,andbeyondwasagroupofhorsesandriders。