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CHAPTER71
THELADIESATLONGBARNSDOUBT。
ItcameatlasttobedecidedamongthemthatwhenoldMrWhartonreturnedtotown,——andhehadnowbeenatWhartonlongerthanhehadeverbeenknowntoremaintherebefore,——EmilyshouldstillremaininHertfordshire,andthatatsomeperiodnotthenfixedsheshouldgoforamonthtoLongbarns。Therewerevariousreasonswhichinducedhertoconsenttothischangeofplans。Inthefirstplaceshefoundherselftobeinfinitelymorecomfortableinthecountrythaninthetown。Shecouldgooutandmoveaboutandbestirherself,whereasinManchesterSquareshecouldonlysitathome。Herfatherhadassuredherthathethoughtthatitwouldbebetterthatsheshouldbeawayfromthereminiscencesofthehouseintown。AndthenwhenthefirstweekofFebruarywaspastArthurwouldbeupintown,andshewouldbefarawayfromhimatLongbarns,whereasinLondonshewouldbeclosewithinhisreach。Manylittleschemeswerelaidandstrugglesmadebothbyherselfandtheothersbeforeatlasttheirplansweresettled。MrWhartonwastoreturntoLondoninthemiddleofJanuary。ItwasquiteimpossiblethathecouldremainlongerawayeitherfromStoneBuildingsorfromtheEldon,andthenatthesametime,oradayortwofollowing,MrsFletcherwastogobacktoLongbarns。JohnFletcherandhiswifeandchildrenwerealreadygone——andArthuralsohadbeenatLongbarns。ThetwobrothersandEveretthadbeenbackwardsandforwards。EmilywasanxioustoremainatWhartonatanyratetillParliamentshouldhavemet,sothatshemightnotbeathomewithArthurinhisownhouse。Butmatterswouldnotarrangethemselvesexactlyasshewished。ItwasatlastsettledthatsheshouldgotoLongbarnswithMaryWhartonunderthechargeofJohnFletcherinthefirstweekinFebruary。AsarrangementswerealreadyinprogressforthepurchaseofBarntonSpinnies,SirAluredcouldnotpossiblyleavehisownhouse。NottohavewalkedthroughthewoodonthefirstdayitbecamepartoftheWhartonpropertywouldtohimhavebeentreasontotheestate。
Hisexperienceoughttohavetoldhimthattherewasnochanceofalawyerandacollegedealingtogetherwithsuchrapidity。butinthepresentstateofthingshecouldnotbeartoabsenthimself。Ordershadalreadybeengivenforthecuttingdownofcertaintreeswhichcouldnothavebeentouchedhadthereprobatelived,anditwasindispensablethatifatreefellatWhartonheshouldseethefall。ItthuscametopassthattherewasaweekduringwhichEmilywouldbeforcedtoliveundertheroofoftheFletcherstogetherwithArthurFletcher。
TheweekcameandshewasabsolutelyreceivedbyArthuratthedoorofLongbarns。ShehadnotbeenatthehousesinceithadfirstbeenintimatedtotheFletchersthatshewasdisposedtoreceivewithfavourtheaddressesofFerdinandLopez。Assherememberedthisitseemedtohertobeanageagosincethatmanhadinducedhertobelievethatofallthemenshehadevermethewasthenearesttoahero。Sheneverspokeofhimnow,butofcourseherthoughtsofhimwereneverending,——asalsoofherselfinthatshehadallowedherselftobesodeceived。Shewouldrecalltohermindwithbitterinwardsobbingsallthoselessonsofiniquitywhichhehadstriventoteachher,andwhichhadfirstopenedhereyestohistruecharacter——howsedulouslyhehadendeavouredtopersuadeherthatitwasherdutytorobherfatheronhisbehalf,howcontinuallyhehadendeavouredtomakeherthinkthatappearanceintheworldwaseverything,andthat,beingintruthpooradventurers,itbehovedthemtocheattheworldintothinkingthemrichandrespectable。Everyhintthathadbeensogivenhadbeenawoundtoher,andthosewoundswereallnowremembered。Thoughsincehisdeathshehadneverallowedawordtobespokeninherpresenceagainsthim,shecouldnotbuthatehismemory。Howgloriouswasthatothermaninhereyes,ashestoodthereatthedoorwelcominghertoLongbarns,fair-haired,open-eyed,withbronzedbrowandcheek,andsurlythehonestestfacethatalovingwomaneverlovedtogazeon。Duringthevariouslessonsshehadlearnedinhermarriedlife,shehadbecomegraduallybutsurelyawarethatthefaceofthatothermanhadbeendishonest。Shehadlearnedthefalsemeaningofeveryglanceofhiseyes,thesubtletyofhismouth,thecounterfeitmanoeuvresofhisbody,——thedeceitevenofhisdress。Hehadbeenallaliefromheadtofoot,andhehadthrownherloveasideasuselesswhenshealsowouldnotbealiar。Andherewasthisman,——spotlessinherestimation,compoundedofallgoodqualities,whichshecouldnowseeandtakeattheirpropervalue。Shehatedherselfforthesimplicitywithwhichshehadbeencheatedbysoftwordsandafalsedemeanourintosogreatasacrifice。
LifeatLongbarnswasveryquietduringthedayswhichshepassedtherebeforesheleftthem。Shewasfrequentlyalonewithhim,buthe,ifhestilllovedher,didnotspeakofhislove。Heexplaineditallonedaytohismother。’Ifitistobe,’saidtheoldlady,’Idon’tseetheuseofmoredelay。OfcoursethemarriageoughtnottobetillMarchtwelvemonths。Butifitisunderstoodthatitistobe,shemightalterherdressbydegrees,——andalterhermannerofliving。Thesethingsshouldalwaysbedonebydegrees。Ithinkithadbetterbesettled,Arthur,ifitistobesettled。’
’Iamafraid,mother。’
’Dearme!Ididn’tthinkyouwerethemanevertobeafraidofawoman。Whatcanshesaytoyou?’
’Refuseme。’
’Thenyouhadbetterknowatonce。ButIdon’tthinkshe’llbefoolenoughforthat。’
’Perhapsyouhardlyunderstandher,mother。’
MrsFletchershookherheadwithalookofconsiderableannoyance。’Perhapsnot。But,totellyouthetruth,Idon’tlikeyoungwomenwhomIcan’tunderstand。Youngwomenshouldn’tbemysterious。IlikepeopleofwhomIcangiveaprettygoodguesswhatthey’lldo。I’msureInevercouldhaveguessedthatshewouldhavemarriedthatman。’
’Ifyouloveme,mother,donotletthatbementionedbetweenusagain。WhenIsaidthatyoudidnotunderstandher,Ididnotmeanthatshewasmysterious。Ithinkthatbeforehedied,andsincehisdeath,shelearnedofwhatsortthatmanwas。Iwillnotsaythatshehateshismemory,butshehatesherselfforwhatshehasdone。’
’Sosheought,’saidMrsFletcher。
’Shehasnotyetbroughtherselftothinkthatherlifeshouldbeanythingbutonelongperiodofmourning,notforhim,butforherownmistake。YoumaybequitesurethatIaminearnest。ItisnotbecauseIdoubtofmyselfthatIputitoff。ButIfearthatifoncesheassertstomeherresolutiontoremainassheis,shewillfeelherselfboundtokeepherword。’
’Isupposesheisverymuchthesameasotherwomen,afterall,mydear,’saidMrsFletcher,whowasalmostjealousofthepeculiarsuperiorityofsentimentwhichhersonseemedtoattributetothiswoman。
’Circumstances,mother,makepeopledifferent,’hereplied。
’Soyouaregoingwithouthavinganythingfixed,’hiselderbrothersaidtohimthedaybeforehestarted。
’Yes,oldfellow。Itseemstoberatherslack——doesn’tit?’
’Idaresayyouknowbestwhatyou’reabout。Butifyouhavesetyourmindonit-’
’Youmaytakeyouroathonthat。’
’ThenIdon’tseewhyonewordshouldn’tputitallright。Thereneverisanyplacesogoodforthatkindofthingasacountryhouse。’
’Idon’tthinkthatwithheritwillmakemuchdifferencewherethehouseis,orwhatthecircumstances。’
’SheknowswhatyoumeanaswellasIdo。’
’Idaresayshedoes,John。Shemusthaveaverybadideaofmeifshedoesn’t。ButshemayknowwhatImeanandnotmeanthesamethingherself。’
’Howareyoutoknowifyoudon’taskher?’
’YoumaybesurethatIshallaskherassoonasIcanhopethatmydoingsomaygivehermorepleasurethanpain。Remember,I
havehadallthisoutwithherfather。IhavedeterminedthatI
willwaittilltwelvemonthshavepassedsincethatwretchedmanperished。’
Onthatafternoonbeforedinnerhewasalonewithherinthelibrarysomeminutesbeforetheywentuptodressfordinner。’I
shallhardlyseeyouto-morrow,’hesaid,’asImustleavethisathalf-pasteight。Ibreakfastateight。Idon’tsupposeanyonewillbedownexceptmymother。’
’Iamgenerallyasearlyasthat。Iwillcomedownandseeyoustart。’
’Iamsogladthatyouhavebeenhere,Emily。’
’SoamI。Everybodyhasbeensogoodtome。’
’Ithasbeenlikeolddays,——almost。’
’Itwillneverquitebelikeolddaysagain,Ithink。ButIhavebeenverygladtobehere——andatWharton。IsometimesalmostwishthatIwerenevergoingbacktoLondonagain,——onlyforpapa。’
’IlikeLondonmyself。’
’You!Yes,ofcourseyoulikeLondon。Youhaveeverythinginlifebeforeyou。Youhavethingstodo,andmuchtohopefor。
Itisallbeginningforyou,Arthur。’
’Iamfiveyearsolderthanyouare。’
’Whatdoesthatmatter?Itseemstomethatagedoesnotgobyyears。ItislongsinceIhavefeltmyselftobeanoldwoman。
Butyouarequiteyoung。Everybodyisproudofyou,andyououghttobehappy。’
’Idon’tknow,’saidhe,’itishardtosaywhatmakesapersonhappy。’Healmostmadeuphismindtospeaktoherthen。buthehadmadeuphismindbeforetoputitoffstillforalittletime,andhewouldnotallowhimselftobechangedonthespurofthemoment。Hehadthoughtofitmuch,andhehadalmosttaughthimselftothinkthatitwouldbebetterforherselfthatsheshouldnotacceptanotherman’slovesosoon。’Ishallcomeandseeyouintown,’hesaid。
’Youmustcomeandseepapa。ItseemstomethatEverettistobeagreatdealatWharton。Ihadbettergouptodressnow,orIshallbekeepingthemwaiting。’Heputhishandtoher,andwishedhergood-bye,excusinghimselfbysayingthattheyshouldnotbealonetogetherbeforehestarted。
Shesawhimgoonthenextmorning,——andthenshealmostfeltherselftobeabandoned,almostdeserted。Itwasafinecrispwinterday,dryandfresh,andclear,butwiththefroststillontheground。Afterbreakfastshewentouttowalkbyherselfinthelongshrubberypathswhichwentroundthehouse,andheresheremainedforaboveanhour。Shetoldherselfthatshewasverythankfultohimfornothavingspokentoheronasubjectsounfitforherearsaslove。Shestrengthenedherselfinherdeterminationneveragaintolistentoamanwillinglyonthatsubject。Shehadmadeherselfquiteunfittohaveanydealingsofthatnature。Itwasnotthatshecouldnotlove。Ohno!Sheknewwellenoughthatshedidlove,——lovewillallherheart。Ifitwerenotthatsheweresotorntoragsthatshewasnotfittobewornagain,shecouldnowhavethrownherselfintohisarmswithawholeheavenofjoybeforeher。Awoman,shetoldherself,hadnorighttoasecondchanceinlife,afterhavingmadeashipwreckofherselfinthefirst。ButthedangerofbeingseducedfromherjudgementbyArthurFletcherwasallover。Hehadbeennearherforthelastweekandhadnotspokenaword。
Hehadbeeninthesamehousewithherforthelasttendaysandhadbeenwithherasabrothermightbewithhissister。Itwasnotonlyshewhohadseentheproprietyofthis。Healsohadacknowledgedit,andshewas——gratefultohim。Assheendeavouredinhersolitudetoexpresshergratitudeinspokenwordsthetearsrolleddownhercheeks。Shewasglad,shetoldherself,verygladthatitwasso。Howmuchtroubleandpaintobothofthemwouldthusbespared!Andyethertearswerebittertears。Itwasbetterasitwas——andyetonewordoflovewouldhavebeenverysweet。Shealmostthoughtthatshewouldhavelikedtotellhimthatforhissake,forhisdearsake,shewouldrefuse——thatwhichnowwouldneverbeofferedtoher。Shewasquiteclearastotherectitudeofherownjudgement,clearasever。Andyetherheartwasheavywithdisappointment。
ItwastheendofMarchbeforesheleftHertfordshireforLondon,havingspentthegreaterpartofthetimeatLongbarns。Theladiesatthatplaceweremovedbymanydoubtsastowhatwouldbetheendofallthis。MrsFletchertheelderatlastalmosttaughtherselftobelievethattherewouldbenomarriage,andhavinggotbacktothatbelief,wasagainopposedtotheideaofmarriage。AnythingandeverythingthatArthurwantedheoughttohave。Theoldladyfeltnodoubtastothat。Whenconvincedthathedidnotwanttohavethewidow,——thiswomanwhoselifehadhithertobeensounfortunate,——shehadforhissaketakenthewomanagainbythehand,andhadassistedinmakingheroneofthemselves。ButhowmuchbetteritwoulditbethatArthurshouldthinkbetterofit!Itwasthemaddestconstancy,——thisclingingtothewidowofsuchamanasFerdinandLopez!Iftherewereanydoubt,thenshewouldbepreparedtodoallshecouldtopreventthemarriage。Emilyhadbeenforgiven,andthepardonbestowedmustofcoursebecontinued。ButshemightbepardonedwithoutbeingmadeMrsArthurFletcher。WhileEmilywasstillatLongbarnstheoldladyalmosttalkedoverherdaughter-in-lawtothiswayofthinking,——tillJohnFletcherputhisfootuponitaltogether。’Idon’tpretendtosaywhatshemaydo,’hesaid。
Oh,John,’saidhismother,’tohearamanlikeyoutalklikethatisabsurd。She’djumpathimifhelookedatherwithhalfaneye。’
’Whatshemaydo,’hecontinuedsaying,withoutappearingtolistentohismother,’Icannotsay。ButthathewillaskhertobehiswifeisascertainasIstandhere。’
CHAPTER72
’HETHINKSTHATOURDAYSARENUMBERED。’
AllthedetailsofthenewCountySuffrageBillweresettledatMatchingduringtherecessbetweenMrMond,PhineasFinn,andaveryexperiencedmanfromtheTreasury,oneMrPrime,whowassupposedtoknowmoreaboutsuchthingsthananymanliving,andwasconsequentlycalledConstitutionCharlie。Hewasanelderlyman,oversixtyyearsofage,whorememberedtheReformBill,andhadbeenengagedinthedoctoringofconstituencieseversince。
Thebill,ifpassed,wouldbemainlyhisbill,andyettheworldwouldneverhearhisnameconnectedwithit。LetushopethathewascomfortableatMatching,andthathefoundhisconsolationinthesmilesoftheDuchess。DuringthistimetheoldDukewasaway,andeventhePrimeMinisterwasabsentforsomedays。Hewouldfainhavebusiedhimselfaboutthebillhimself,butwashardlyallowedbyhiscolleaguestohaveanyhandinframingit。
ThegreatpointsofthemeasurehadofcoursebeenarrangedintheCabinet,——where,however,MrMonk’sviewshadbeenadoptedalmostwithoutachange。ItmaynotperhapsbetoomuchtoassumethatoneortwomembersoftheCabinetdidnotquiteunderstandthefullscopeofeverysuggestedclause。Theeffectswhichcauseswillproduce,thedangerswhichmaybeexpectedfromthisorthatchange,themannerinwhichthisorthatpropositionwillcomeoutinthewashing,donotstrikeevenCabinetMinistersataglance。Alittlestudyinaman’sowncabinet,afterperhapsreadingafewleadingarticles,andperhapsashortconversationwithanastutefriendortwo,willenableastatesmantobestrongatagiventimefor,orever,ifnecessary,againstameasure,whohaslistenedinsilence,andhasperhapsgivenhispersonalassent,totheoriginalsuggestion。IdoubtwhetherLordDrummond,whenhesatsilentintheCabinet,hadrealizedthosefearswhichweigheduponhimsostronglyafterwards,orhadthenforeseenthattheadoptionofanearlysimilarfranchiseforthecountiesandboroughsmustinevitablyleadtotheAmericansystemofnumericalrepresentation。Butwhentimehadbeengivenhim,andheandSirTimothyBeeswaxhadtalkeditallover,themindofnomanwaseverclearerthanthatofLordDrummond。
ThePrimeMinister,withthediligencewhichbelongedtohim,hadmasteredallthedetailsofMrMonk’sbillbeforeitwasdiscussedintheCabinet,andyethefoundthathisassistancewashardlyneededintheabsolutepreparation。Hadtheyallowedhimhewouldhavedoneitallhimself。Butitwasassumedthathewouldnottroublehimselfwithsuchwork,andheperceivedthathewasnotwanted。Nothingofmomentwassettledwithoutreferencetohim。Herequiredthateverythingshouldbeexplainedasitwenton,downtotheextensionofeveryboroughboundary。butheknewthathewasnotdoingithimself,andthatMrMonkandConstitutionCharliehadtheprizebetweenthem。
NordidhedareaskMrMonkwhatwouldbethefateofthebill。
Todevoteallone’stimeandmindandindustrytoameasurewhichoneknowswillfalltothegroundmustbesad。Workundersuchcircumstancesmustbeverygrievous。Butsuchisoftenthefateofstatesmen。WhetherMrMonklabouredundersuchaconvictionthePrimeMinisterdidnotknow,thoughhesawhisfriendandcolleaguealmostdaily。Intruthnoonedaredtotellhimexactlywhathethought。EventheoldDukehadbecomepartiallyreticent,andtakenhimselfofftohisownwoodsatLongRoyston。
ToPhineasFinnthePrimeMinisterwouldsometimessayaword,butwouldsayeventhattimidly。Onanyabstractquestion,suchasthatwhichhehaddiscussedwhentheyhadbeenwalkingtogether,hecouldtalkfreelyenough。Butonthematteroftheday,thoseaffairswhichwereofinfiniteimportancetohimself,andonwhichonewouldsupposehewouldtakedelightinspeakingtoatrustedcolleague,hecouldnotbringhimselftobeopen。
’Itmustbealongbill,Isuppose?’
’I’mafraidso,Duke。Itwillrun,Ifear,tooverahundredclauses。’
’ItwilltakethebestpartoftheSessiontogetthroughit?’
’IfwecanhavethesecondreadingearlyinMarch,wehopetosendituptoyouinthefirstweekinJune。Thatwillgiveusampletime。’
’Yes——yes。Isupposeso。’ButhedidnotdaretoaskPhineasFinnwhetherhethoughtthattheHouseofCommonswouldassenttothesecondreading。ItwasknownatthistimethatthePrimeMinisterwaspainfullyanxioustothefateoftheMinistry。ItseemedtobebuttheotherdaythateverybodyconnectedwiththeGovernmentwaslivinginfearlestheshouldresign。HisthreatsinthatdirectionhadalwaysbeenmadetohisoldfriendtheDukeofStBungay。butagreatmancannotwhisperhisthoughtswithouthavingthemcarriedintheair。InalltheclubsithadbeendeclaredthatthatwastherockbywhichtheCoalitionwouldprobablybewrecked。Thenewspapershadrepeatedthestory,andthePeople’sBannerhadassuredtheworldthatifitweresotheDukeofOmniumwouldthusdoforhiscountrytheonlygoodservicewhichitwaspossiblethatheshouldrenderit。ThatwasthetimewhenSirOrlandowasmutinousandwhenLopezhaddestroyedhimself。ButnownosuchthreatcamefromtheDuke,andthePeople’sBannerwasalreadyaccusinghimofclingingtopowerwithpertinaciousandunconstitutionaltenacity。HadnotSirOrlandodesertedhim?WasitnotwellknownthatLordDrummondandSirTimothyBeeswaxwereonlyrestrainedfromdoingsobyamistakenloyalty?
Everybodycameuptotown,MrMonkhavinghisbillinhispocket,andtheQueen’sspeechwasread,promisingtheCountySuffrageBill。Theaddresswasvotedwithaveryfewwordsfromeitherside。Thebattlewasnottobefoughtthen。Indeed,thestateofthingswassoabnormalthattherecouldhardlybesaidtobeanysidesintheHouse。Astrangerinthegallery,notknowingtheconditionofaffairs,wouldhavethoughtthatnoministerhadformanyyearscommandedsolargeamajority,asthecrowdofmemberswasalwaysontheGovernmentsideoftheHouse。buttheoppositionwhichMrMonkexpectedwould,heknew,comefromthosewhosataroundhim,behindhim,andevenathisveryelbow。
AboutaweekafterParliamentmetthebillwasreadforthefirsttime,andthesecondreadingwasappointedforanearlydayinMarch。
TheDukehadsuggestedtoMrMonktheexpedienceofsomefurtherdelay,givinghisreasonthenecessityofgettingthroughcertainroutinework,shouldtherejectionofthebillcreatetheconfusionofaresignation。NoonewhoknewtheDukecouldeversuspecthimofgivingafalsereason。ButitseemedthatinthisthePrimeMinisterwasallowinghimselftobeharassedbyfearsofthefuture。MrMonkthoughtthatanydelaywouldbeinjuriousandopentosuspicionafterwhathadbeensaidanddone,andwasurgentinhisarguments。TheDukegaveway,buthedidsoalmostsullenly,signifyinghisacquiescencewithhaughtysilence。’I
amsorry,’saidMrMonk,’todifferfromyourGrace,butmyopinioninthematterissostrongthatIdonotdaretoabstainfromexpressingit。’TheDukebowedagainandsmiled。Hehadintendedthatthesmileshouldbeacquiescent,butithadbeenascoldassteel。Heknewthathewasmisbehaving,butwasnotsufficientlymasterofhisownmannertobegracious。Hetoldhimselfonthespot,——thoughhewasquitewronginsotellinghimself,——thathehadnowmadeanenemyalsoofMrMonk,andthroughMrMonkofPhineasFinn。Andnowhefeltthathehadnofriendleftinwhomhecouldtrust,——fortheoldDukehadbecomecoldandindifferent。TheoldDuke,hethought,wastiredofhisworkandanxioustorest。ItwastheoldDukewhohadbroughthimintothishornet’snest。hadfixeduponhisbacktheunwillingload。hadcompelledhimtoassumetheplacewhichnowtolosewouldbeadisgrace,——andtheoldDukewasnowdesertinghim!
Hewassoreallover,angrywitheveryone,ungraciousevenwithhi