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Itwasalittlesingularthatwithoutawordofinquiryoneitherside,thelettersofthegirlswereprincipallyfilledwithtidingsoftheirrespectivelovers。PhebewroteaboutMac;RoseansweredwithminuteparticularsaboutArchie;andbothaddedhastyitemsconcerningtheirownaffairs,asifthesewereoflittleconsequence。
Phebegotthemostsatisfactionoutofthecorrespondence,forsoonafterthebookappearedRosebegantowantMachomeagainandtoberatherjealousofthenewdutiesanddelightsthatkepthim。Shewasimmenselyproudofherpoet,andhadlittlejubileesoverthebeautifulfulfillmentofherprophecies,forevenAuntPlentyownednowwithcontritionthat"theboywasnotafool。"Everywordofpraisewasreadaloudonthehousetops,sotospeak,byhappyRose;everyadversecriticismwashotlydisputed;
andthewholefamilywasinagreatstateofpleasantexcitementoverthisunexpectedlysuccessfulfirstflightoftheUglyDuckling,nowgenerallyconsideredbyhisrelativesasthemostpromisingyoungswanoftheflock。
AuntJanewasparticularlyfunnyinhernewpositionofmothertoacallowpoetandconductedherselflikeaproudbutbewilderedhenwhenoneofherbroodtakestothewater。Sheporedoverthepoems,tryingtoappreciatethembutquitefailingtodoso,forlifewasallprosetoher,andshevainlytriedtodiscoverwhereMacgothistalentfrom。Itwasprettytoseethenewrespectwithwhichshetreatedhispossessionsnow;
theoldbooksweredustedwithasortofreverence;scrapsofpaperwerelaidcarefullybylestsomeimmortalversebelost;andacertainshabbyvelvetjacketfondlysmoothedwhennoonewasbytosmileatthematernalpridewithfilledherheartandcausedheronceseverecountenancetoshinewithunwontedbenignity。
UncleMactalkedabout"myson"withill—concealedsatisfaction,andevidentlybegantofeelasifhisboywasgoingtoconferdistinctionuponthewholeraceofCampbell,whichhadalreadypossessedonepoet。SteveexultedwithirrepressibledelightandwentaboutquotingSongsandSonnetstillheboredhisfriendsdreadfullybyhisfraternalraptures。
Archietookitmorequietly,andevensuggestedthatitwastoosoontocrowyet,forthedearoldfellow\'sfirstburstmightbehislast,sinceitwasimpossibletopredictwhathewoulddonext。Havingprovedthathecouldwritepoetry,hemightdropitforsomenewworldtoconquer,quotinghisfavoriteThoreau,who,havingmadeaperfectpencil,gaveupthebusinessandtooktowritingbookswiththesortofindelibleinkwhichgrowsclearerwithtime。
Theauntsofcoursehadtheir"views,"andenjoyedmuchpropheticgossipastheywaggedtheircapsovermanysocialcupsoftea。Theyoungerboysthoughtit"veryjolly,"andhopedtheDonwould"goaheadandcometogloryassoonaspossible,"whichwasallthatcouldbyexpectedof"YoungAmerica,"withwhompoetryisnotusuallyapassion。
ButDr。Alecwasasightfor"saireen,"sofullofconcentratedcontentmentwashe。NoonebutRose,perhaps,knewhowproudandpleasedthegoodmanfeltatthisfirstsmallsuccessofhisgodson,forhehadalwayshadhighhopesoftheboy,becauseinspiteofhisodditieshehadsuchanuprightnature,andpromisinglittle,didmuch,withthequietpersistencewhichforetellsamanlycharacter。Alltheromanceofthedoctor\'sheartwasstirredbythispoeticbudofpromiseandthelovethatmadeitbloomsoearly,forMachadconfidedhishopestoUncle,findinggreatconsolationandsupportinhissympathyandadvice。Likeawiseman,Dr。Aleclefttheyoungpeopletolearnthegreatlessonintheirownway,counselingMactoworkandRosetowaittillbothwerequitecertainthattheirlovewasbuiltonasurerfoundationthanadmirationoryouthfulromance。
Meantimehewentaboutwithawell—wornlittlebookinhispocket,hummingbitsfromanewsetofsongsandrepeatingwithgreatfervorcertainsonnetswhichseemedtohimquiteequal,ifnotsuperior,toanythatShakespeareeverwrote。AsRosewasdoingthesamething,theyoftenmetforaprivate"readandwarble,"astheycalledit,andwhilediscussingthesafesubjectofMac\'spoetry,botharrivedataprettyclearideaofwhatMac\'srewardwastobewhenhecamehome。
Heseemedinnohurrytodothis,however,andcontinuedtoastonishhisfamilybygoingintosocietyandcomingoutbrilliantlyinthatline。
Ittakesverylittletomakealion,aseveryoneknowswhohasseenwhatpoorspecimensarepattedandpettedeveryyear,inspiteoftheirbadmanners,foolishvagaries,andveryfeebleroaring。Macdidnotwanttobelionizedandtookitratherscornfully,whichonlyaddedtothecharmthatpeoplesuddenlydiscoveredaboutthenineteenthcousinofThomasCampbell,thepoet。Hedesiredtobedistinguishedinthebestsenseoftheword,aswellastolookso,andthoughtalittleofthepolishsocietygiveswouldnotbeamiss,rememberingRose\'seffortsinthatline。Forhersakehecameoutofhisshellandwentaboutseeingandtestingallsortsofpeoplewiththoseobservingeyesofhis,whichsawsomuchinspiteoftheirnearsightedness。Whatusehemeanttomakeofthesenewexperiencesnooneknew,forhewroteshortlettersand,whenquestioned,answeredwithimperturbablepatience:"WaittillIgetthrough;thenI\'llcomehomeandtalkaboutit。"
Soeveryonewaitedforthepoet,tillsomethinghappenedwhichproducedagreatersensationinthefamilythanifalltheboyshadsimultaneouslytakentorhyming。
Dr。AlecgotveryimpatientandsuddenlyannouncedthathewasgoingtoL?toseeafterthoseyoungpeople,forPhebewasrapidlysingingherselfintopublicfavorwiththesweetoldballadswhichsherenderedsobeautifullythathearersweretouchedaswellasearsdelighted,andherprospectsbrightenedeverymonth。
"Willyoucomewithme,Rose,andsurprisethisambitiouspairwhoaregettingfamoussofastthey\'llforgettheirhomekeepingfriendsifwedon\'tremindthemofusnowandthen?"hesaidwhenheproposedthetriponewildMarchmorning。
"No,thankyou,sirI\'llstaywithAunty;thatisallI\'mfitforandIshouldonlybeinthewayamongthosefinepeople,"answeredRose,snippingawayattheplantsbloominginthestudywindow。
Therewasaslightbitternessinhervoiceandacloudonherface,whichheruncleheardandsawatonce,halfguessedthemeaningof,andcouldnotresttillhehadfoundout。
"DoyouthinkPhebeandMacwouldnotcaretoseeyou?"heasked,puttingdownaletterinwhichMacgaveaglowingaccountofaconcertatwhichPhebesurpassedherself。
"No,buttheymustbeverybusy,"beganRose,wishingshehadheldhertongue。
"Thenwhatisthematter?"persistedDr。Alec。
Rosedidnotspeakforamoment,anddecapitatedtwofinegeraniumswitharecklessslashofherscissors,asifpent—upvexationofsomekindmustfindavent。Itdidinwordsalso,for,asifquiteagainstherwill,sheexclaimedimpetuously:"Thetruthis,I\'mjealousofthemboth!"
"Blessmysoul!Whatnow?"ejaculatedthedoctoringreatsurprise。
Roseputdownherwaterpotandshears,cameandstoodbeforehimwithherhandsnervouslytwistedtogether,andsaid,justassheusedtodowhenshewasalittlegirlconfessingsomemisdeed:"Uncle,Imusttellyou,forI\'vebeengettingveryenvious,discontented,andbadlately。
No,don\'tbegoodtomeyet,foryoudon\'tknowhowlittleIdeserveit。
Scoldmewell,andmakemeseehowwickedIam。"
"IwillassoonasIknowwhatIamtoscoldabout。Unburdenyourself,child,andletmeseeallyouriniquity,forifyoubeginbybeingjealousofMacandPhebe,I\'mpreparedforanything,"saidDr。Alec,leaningbackasifnothingcouldsurprisehimnow。
"ButIamnotjealousinthatway,sir。ImeanIwanttobeordosomethingsplendidaswellasthey。Ican\'twritepoetryorsinglikeabird,butIshouldthinkImighthavemyshareofgloryinsomeway。IthoughtperhapsIcouldpaint,andI\'vetried,butIcanonlycopyI\'venopowertoinventlovelythings,andI\'msodiscouraged,forthatismyoneaccomplishment。DoyouthinkIhaveanygiftthatcouldbecultivatedanddomecreditliketheirs?"sheaskedsowistfullythatherunclefeltforamomentasifhenevercouldforgivethefairieswhoendowbabiesintheircradlesforbeingsoniggardlytohisgirl。Butonelookintothesweet,openfacebeforehimremindedhimthatthegoodelveshadbeenverygenerousandheansweredcheerfully:"Yes,Ido,foryouhaveoneofthebestandnoblestgiftsawomancanpossess。Musicandpoetryarefinethings,andIdon\'twonderyouwantthem,orthatyouenvythepleasantfametheybring。I\'vefeltjustso,andbeenreadytoaskwhyitdidn\'tpleaseheaventobemoregeneroustosomepeople,soyouneedn\'tbeashamedtotellmeallaboutit。"
"IknowIoughttobecontented,butI\'mnot。Mylifeisverycomfortable,butsoquietanduneventful,Igettiredofitandwanttolaunchoutastheothershave,anddosomething,oratleasttry。I\'mgladyouthinkitisn\'tverybadofme,andI\'dliketoknowwhatmygiftis,"saidRose,lookinglessdespondentalready。
"Theartoflivingforotherssopatientlyandsweetlythatweenjoyitaswedothesunshine,andarenothalfgratefulenoughforthegreatblessing。"
"Itisverykindofyoutosayso,butIthinkI\'dlikealittlefunandfamenevertheless。"AndRosedidnotlookasthankfulassheought。
"Verynatural,dear,butthefunandthefamedonotlast,whilethememoryofarealhelperiskeptgreenlongafterpoetryisforgottenandmusicsilent。Can\'tyoubelievethat,andbehappy?"
"ButIdosolittle,nobodyseesorcares,andIdon\'tfeelasifI
wasreallyofanyuse,"sighedRose,thinkingofthelong,dullwinter,fullofeffortsthatseemedfruitless。
"Sithere,andletusseeifyoureallydoverylittleandifnoonecares。"And,drawinghertohisknee,Dr。Alecwenton,tellingoffeachitemononeofthefingersofthesofthandheheld。
"First,aninfirmoldauntiskeptveryhappybythepatient,cheerfulcareofthisgood—for—nothingniece。Secondly,acrotchetyuncle,forwhomshereads,runs,writes,andsewssowillinglythathecannotgetonwithouther。Thirdly,variousrelationswhoarehelpedinvariousways。Fourthly,onedearfriendneverforgotten,andacertaincousincheeredbypraisewhichismoretohimthantheloudestblastFamecouldblow。Fifthly,severalyounggirlsfindheranexampleofmanygoodworksandways。Sixthly,amotherlessbabyiscaredforastenderlyasifshewerealittlesister。
Seventhly,halfadozenpoorladiesmadecomfortable;and,lastly,somestrugglingboysandgirlswithartisticlongingsareputintoapleasantroomfurnishedwithcasts,studies,easels,andallmannerofhelpfulthings,nottomentionfreelessonsgivenbythissameidlegirl,whonowsitsuponmykneeowningtoherselfthathergiftisworthhavingafterall。"
"Indeed,Iam!Uncle,I\'dnoideaIhaddonesomanythingstopleaseyou,orthatanyoneguessedhowhardItrytofillmyplaceusefully。I\'velearnedtodowithoutgratitudenowI\'lllearnnottocareforpraise,buttobecontentedtodomybest,andhaveonlyGodknow。"
"Heknows,andHerewardsinHisowngoodtime。Ithinkaquietlifelikethisoftenmakesitselffeltinbetterwaysthanonethattheworldseesandapplauds,andsomeofthenoblestareneverknowntilltheyend,leavingavoidinmanyhearts。Yoursmaybeoneoftheseifyouchoosetomakeitso,andnoonewillbeprouderofthissuccessthanI,unlessitbeMac。"
Thecloudswerequitegonenow,andRosewaslookingstraightintoheruncle\'sfacewithamuchhappierexpressionwhenthatlastwordmadeitcolorbrightlyandtheeyesglanceawayforasecond。Thentheycamebackfullofatendersortofresolutionasshesaid:"ThatwillbetherewardIworkfor,"androse,asifreadytobeupanddoingwithrenewedcourage。
Butheruncleheldherlongenoughtoaskquitesoberly,thoughhiseyeslaughed:"ShallItellhimthat?"
"No,sir,pleasedon\'t!Whenheistiredofotherpeople\'spraise,hewillcomehome,andthenI\'llseewhatIcandoforhim,"answeredRose,slippingawaytoherworkwiththeshy,happylookthatsometimescametogivetoherfacethecharmitneeded。
"Heissuchathoroughfellow,heneverisinahurrytogofromonethingtoanother。Anexcellenthabit,butatrifletryingtoimpatientpeoplelikeme,"saidthedoctorand,pickingupDulce,whosatupontherugwithherdolly,hecomposedhisfeelingsbytossinghertillshecrowedwithdelight。
Roseheartilyechoedthatlastremark,butsaidnothingaloud,onlyhelpedheruncleoffwithdutifulalacrityand,whenhewasgone,begantocountthedaystillhisreturn,wishingshehaddecidedtogotoo。
Hewroteoften,givingexcellentaccountsofthe"greatcreatures,"
asStevecalledPhebeandMac,andseemedtofindsomuchtodoinvariouswaysthatthesecondweekofabsencewasnearlyoverbeforehesetadayforhisreturn,promisingtoastonishthemwiththeaccountofhisadventures。
Rosefeltasifsomethingsplendidwasgoingtohappenandsetheraffairsinordersothattheapproachingcrisismightfindherfullyprepared。
Shehad"foundout"now,wasquitesure,andputawayalldoubtsandfearstobereadytowelcomehomethecousinwhomshewassureUnclewouldbringasherreward。ShewasthinkingofthisonedayasshegotoutherpapertowritealonglettertopoorAuntClara,whopinedfornewsfarawaythereinCalcutta。
Somethinginthetaskremindedherofthatotherloverwhosewooingendedsotragically,andopeningalittledrawerofkeepsakes,shetookoutthebluebracelet,feelingthatsheowedCharlieatenderthoughtinthemidstofhernewhappiness,foroflateshehadforgottenhim。
Shehadwornthetrinkethiddenunderherblacksleeveforalongtimeafterhisdeath,withtheregretfulconstancyonesometimesshowsindoingsomelittlekindnessalltoolate。Butherarmhadgrowntooroundtohidetheornament,theforget—me—notshadfallenonebyone,theclasphadbroken,andthatautumnshelaidthebraceletaway,acknowledgingthatshehadoutgrownthesouveniraswellasthesentimentthatgaveit。
Shelookedatitinsilenceforamoment,thenputitsoftlybackand,shuttingthedrawer,tookupthelittlegraybookwhichwasherpride,thinkingasshecontrastedthetwomenandtheirinfluenceonherlifetheonesadanddisturbing,theothersweetandinspiring"Charlie\'swaspassionMac\'sislove。"
"Rose!Rose!"calledashrillvoice,rudelybreakingthepensivereverie,andwithastart,sheshutthedesk,exclaimingassherantothedoor:
"Theyhavecome!Theyhavecome!"Chapter21。Chapter21。21HOWPHEBEEARNEDHERWELCOMEDr。Alechadnotarrived,butbadtidingshad,asRoseguessedtheinstanthereyesfelluponAuntPlenty,hobblingdownstairswithhercapawry,herfacepale,andaletterflappingwildlyinherhandasshecrieddistractedly:
"Oh,myboy!Myboy!Sick,andInottheretonursehim!Malignantfever,sofaraway。Whatcanthosechildrendo?WhydidIletAlecgo?"
Rosegotherintotheparlor,andwhilethepooroldladylamented,shereadtheletterwhichPhebehadsenttoherthatshemight"breakthenewscarefullytoRose。"DEARMISSPLENTY,Pleasereadthistoyourselffirst,andtellmylittlemistressasyouthinkbest。Thedeardoctorisveryill,butIamwithhim,andshallnotleavehimdayornighttillheissafe。Sotrustme,anddonotbeanxious,foreverythingshallbedonethatcareandskillandentiredevotioncando。Hewouldnotletustellyoubefore,fearingyouwouldtrytocomeattheriskofyourhealth。Indeeditwouldbeuseless,foronlyonenurseisneeded,andIcamefirst,sodonotletRoseoranybodyelserobmeofmyrighttothedangerandtheduty。Machaswrittentohisfather,forDr。Alecisnowtooilltoknowwhatwedo,andwebothfeltthatyououghttobetoldwithoutfurtherdelay。Hehasabadmalignantfever,caughtnoonecantellhow,unlessamongsomepooremigrantswhomhemetwanderingaboutquiteforlorninastrangecity。
HeunderstoodPortugueseandsentthemtoaproperplacewhentheyhadtoldtheirstory。ButIfearhehassufferedforhiskindness,forthisfevercameonrapidly,andbeforeheknewwhatitwasIwasthere,anditwastoolatetosendmeaway。
NowIcanshowyouhowgratefulIam,andifneedbegivemylifesogladlyforthisfriendwhohasbeenafathertome。TellRosehislastconsciouswordandthoughtwereforher。"Don\'tlethercome;keepmydarlingsafe。"Oh,doobeyhim!Staysafelyathomeand,Godhelpingme,I\'llbringUncleAlecbackintime。MacdoesallIwilllethim。Wehavethebestphysicians,andeverythingisgoingaswellascanbehopedtillthefeverturns。
DearMissPlenty,prayforhimandforme,thatImaydothisonehappythingforthosewhohavedonesomuchforYoureverdutifulandlovingPHEBEAsRoselookedupfromtheletter,halfstunnedbythesuddennewsandthegreatdanger,shefoundthattheoldladyhadalreadystoppeduselessbewailingandwasprayingheartily,likeonewhoknewwellwherehelpwastobefound。Rosewentandkneltdownatherknee,layingherfaceontheclaspedhandsinherlap,andforafewminutesneitherweptnorspoke。
Thenastifledsobbrokefromthegirl,andAuntPlentygatheredtheyoungheadinherarms,saying,withtheslowtearsofagetricklingdownherownwitheredcheeks:"Bearup,mylamb,bearup。ThegoodLordwon\'ttakehimfromusIamsureandthatbravechildwillbeallowedtopayherdebttohim。Ifeelshewill。"
"ButIwanttohelp。Imustgo,Aunty,Imustnomatterwhatthedangeris,"criedRose,fullofatenderjealousyofPhebeforbeingfirsttobraveperilforthesakeofhimwhohadbeenafathertothemboth。
"Youcan\'tgo,dear,it\'snousenow,andsheisrighttosay,\'Keepaway。\'Iknowthosefevers,andtheoneswhonurseoftentakeit,andfareworseforthestrainthey\'vebeenthrough。Goodgirltostandbysobravely,tobesosensible,andnotletMacgotoonear!She\'sagrandnurseAleccouldn\'thaveabetter,andshe\'llneverleavehimtillhe\'ssafe,"saidMissPlentyexcitedly。
"Ah,youbegintoknowhernow,andvalueherasyouought。Ithinkfewwouldhavedoneasshehas,andifshedoesgetillanddie,itwillbeourfaultpartly,becauseshe\'dgothroughfireandwatertomakeusdoherjusticeandreceiveherasweought,"criedRose,proudofanexamplewhichshelongedtofollow。
"Ifshebringsmyboyhome,I\'llneversayanotherword。ShemaymarryeverynephewI\'vegot,ifshelikes,andI\'llgivehermyblessing,"exclaimedAuntPlenty,feelingthatnopricewouldbetoomuchtopayforsuchadeed。
Rosewasgoingtoclapherhands,butwrungtheminstead,rememberingwithasuddenpangthatthebattlewasnotoveryet,anditwasmuchtoosoontoawardthehonors。
BeforeshecouldspeakUncleMacandAuntJanehurriedin,forMac\'sletterhadcomewiththeother,anddismayfelluponthefamilyatthethoughtofdangertothewell—belovedUncleAlec。Hisbrotherdecidedtogoatonce,andAuntJaneinsistedonaccompanyinghim,thoughallagreedthatnothingcouldbedonebutwait,andleavePhebeatherpostaslongassheheldout,sinceitwastoolatetosaveherfromdangernowandMacreportedherquiteequaltothetask。
Greatwasthehurryandconfusiontillthereliefpartywasoff。AuntPlentywasheartbrokenthatshecouldnotgowiththem,butfeltthatshewastooinfirmtobeusefuland,likeasensibleoldsoul,triedtocontentherselfwithpreparingallsortsofcomfortsfortheinvalid。Rosewaslesspatient,andatfirsthadwildideasofsettingoffaloneandforcingherwaytothespotwhereallherthoughtsnowcentered。Butbeforeshecouldcarryoutanyrashproject,AuntMyra\'spalpitationssetinsoalarminglythattheydidgoodserviceforonceandkeptRosebusytakingherlastdirectionsandtryingtosootheherdyingbed,foreachattackwasdeclaredfataltillthepatientdemandedtoastandtea,whenhopewasagainallowableandtherallybegan。
Thenewsflewfast,assuchtidingsalwaysdo,andAuntPlentywasconstantlyemployedinansweringinquiries,forherknockerkeptupasteadytattooforseveraldays。Allsortsofpeoplecame:gentlefolkandpaupers,childrenwithanxiouslittlefaces,oldpeoplefullofsympathy,prettygirlssobbingastheywentaway,andyoungmenwhorelievedtheirfeelingsbyswearingatallemigrantsingeneralandPortugueseinparticular。Itwastouchingandcomfortingtoseehowmanylovedthegoodmanwhowasknownonlybyhisbenefactionsandnowlaysufferingfaraway,quiteunconscioushowmanyunsuspectedcharitieswerebroughttolightbythisgratefulsolicitudeashiddenflowersspringupwhenwarmrainsfall。
IfRosehadeverfeltthatthegiftoflivingforotherswasapoorone,shesawnowhowbeautifulandblesseditwashowrichthereturns,howwidetheinfluence,howmuchmorepreciousthetendertiewhichknitsomanyheartstogetherthananybreathoffameorbrillianttalentthatdazzledbutdidnotwinandwarm。Inafteryearsshefoundhowtrueheruncle\'swordshadbeenand,listeningtoeulogiesofgreatmen,feltlessmovedandinspiredbypraisesoftheirsplendidgiftsthanbythesightofsomegoodman\'spatientlaborforthepoorestofhiskind。Herheroesceasedtobetheworld\'sfavoritesandbecamesuchasGarrisonfightingforhischosenpeople;Howerestoringlostsensestothedeaf,thedumb,andblind;Sumnerunbribable,whenothermenwereboughtandsoldandmanyalarge—heartedwomanworkingasquietlyasAbbyGibbons,whoforthirtyyearshadmadeChristmasmerryfortwohundredlittlepaupersinacityalmshouse,besidessavingMagdalensandteachingconvicts。
ThelessoncametoRosewhenshewasreadyforit,andshowedherwhatanobleprofessionphilanthropyis,madehergladofherchoice,andhelpedfitherforalonglifefullofthelovinglaborandsweetsatisfactionunostentatiouscharitybringstothosewhoasknorewardandarecontentif"onlyGodknows。"
Severalanxiousweekswentbywithwearingfluctuationsofhopeandfear,forLifeandDeathfoughtovertheprizeeachwanted,andmorethanonceDeathseemedtohavewon。ButPhebestoodatherpost,defyingbothdangerandDeathwiththecourageanddevotionwomenoftenshow。Allhersoulandstrengthwereinherwork,andwhenitseemedmosthopeless,shecriedoutwiththepassionateenergywhichseemstosendsuchappealsstraightuptoheaven:"Grantmethisoneboon,dearLord,andIwillneveraskanotherformyself!"
Suchprayersavailmuch,andsuchentiredevotionoftenseemstoworkmiracleswhenotheraidsareinvain。Phebe\'scrywasanswered,herself—forgetfultaskaccomplished,andherlongvigilrewardedwithahappydawn。Dr。Alecalwayssaidthatshekepthimalivebytheforceofherwill,andthat,duringthehourswhenheseemedtolieunconscious,hefeltastrong,warmhandholdinghis,asifkeepinghimawayfromtheswiftcurrenttryingtosweephimaway。Thehappiesthourofallherlifewasthatinwhichheknewher,lookedupwiththeshadowofasmileinhisholloweyes,andtriedtosayinhisoldcheeryway:"TellRoseI\'veturnedthecorner,thankstoyou,mychild。"
Sheansweredveryquietly,smoothedthepillow,andsawhimdropasleepagainbeforeshestoleawayintotheotherroom,meaningtowritethegoodnews,butcouldonlythrowherselfdownandfindreliefforafullheartinthefirsttearsshehadshedforweeks。Macfoundherthere,andtooksuchcareofherthatshewasreadytogobacktoherplacenowindeedapostofhonorwhileheranofftosendhomeatelegramwhichmademanyheartssingforjoyandcausedJamie,inhisfirstburstofdelight,toproposetoringallthecitybellsandorderoutthecannon:"SavedthankstoGodandPhebe。"
Thatwasall,buteveryonewassatisfied,andeveryonefella—crying,asifhopeneededmuchsaltywatertostrengthenit。Thatwassoonover,however,andthenpeoplewentaboutsmilingandsayingtooneanother,withhandshakesorembraces,"Heisbetternodoubtofitnow!"Ageneraldesiretorushawayandassurethemselvesofthetruthpervadedthefamilyforsomedays,andnothingbutawfulthreatsfromMac,sternmandatesfromthedoctor,andentreatiesfromPhebenottoundoherworkkeptMissPlenty,Rose,andAuntJessieathome。
Astheonlywayinwhichtheycouldeasetheirmindsandbearthedelay,theysetaboutspringcleaningwithanenergywhichscaredthespidersanddrovecharwomendistracted。Iftheoldhousehadbeeninfectedwithsmallpox,itcouldnothavebeenmorevigorouslyscrubbed,aired,andrefreshed。
Earlyasitwas,everycarpetwasroutedup,curtainspulleddown,cushionsbanged,andgloryholesturnedouttillnotaspeckofdust,alastyear\'sfly,orstraystrawcouldbefound。Thentheyallsatdownandrestedinsuchanimmaculatemansionthatonehardlydaredtomoveforfearofdestroyingtheshiningordereverywherevisible。
ItwaslateinAprilbeforethiswasaccomplished,andthenecessaryquarantineoftheabsenteeswellover。Thefirstmilddaysseemedtocomeearly,sothatDr。Alecmightreturnwithsafetyfromthejourneywhichhadsonearlybeenhislast。Itwasperfectlyimpossibletokeepanymemberofthefamilyawayonthatgreatoccasion。Theycamefromallquartersinspiteofexpressdirectionstothecontrary,fortheinvalidwasstillveryfeebleandnoexcitementmustbeallowed。Asifthewindcarriedthegladnews,UncleJemcameintoportthenightbefore;WillandGeordiegotaleaveontheirownresponsibility;Stevewouldhavedefiedtheentirefaculty,haditbeennecessary;andUncleMacandArchiesaidsimultaneously,"Businessbehangedtoday。"
Ofcoursetheauntsarrivedinalltheirbest,allcautioningeverybodyelsetokeepquietandallgabblingexcitedlyattheleastprovocation。
Jamiesufferedthemostduringthatday,sodividedwashebetweenthedesiretobehavewellandthefranticimpulsetoshoutatthetopofhisvoice,turnsomersaults,andracealloverthehouse。Occasionalboltsintothebarn,whereheletoffsteambyroaringanddancingjigs,tothegreatdismayofthefatoldhorsesandtwosedatecows,helpedhimtogetthroughthattryingperiod。
ButtheheartthatwasfullestbeatandflutteredinRose\'sbosomasshewentaboutputtingspringflowerseverywhere;verysilent,butsoradiantwithhappinessthattheauntswatchedher,sayingsoftlytooneanother,"Couldanangellooksweeter?"
Ifangelseverworepalegreengownsandsnowdropsintheirhair,hadcountenancesfullofserenestjoy,andlargeeyesshiningwithaninwardlightthatmadethemverylovely,thenRosedidlooklikeone。Butshefeltlikeawomanandwellshemight,forwasnotlifeveryrichthatday,whenUncle,friend,andloverwerecomingbacktohertogether?Couldsheaskanythingmore,exceptthepowertobetoallofthemthecreaturetheybelievedher,andtoreturnthelovetheygaveherwithoneasfaithful,pure,anddeep?
AmongtheportraitsinthehallhungoneofDr。Alec,donesoonafterhisreturnbyCharlieinoneofhisbrieffitsofinspiration。Onlyacrayon,butwonderfullylifelikeandcarefullyfinished,asfewoftheotherswere。
Thishadbeenhandsomelyframedandnowheldtheplaceofhonor,garlandedwithgreenwreaths,whilethegreatIndianjarbelowblazedwithapyramidofhothouseflowerssentbyKitty。Rosewasgivingthesealasttouch,withDulcecloseby,cooingoverahandfulofsweet"daffydowndillies,"
whenthesoundofwheelssentherflyingtothedoor。Shemeanttohavespokenthefirstwelcomeandhadthefirstembrace,butwhenshesawthealteredfaceinthecarriage,thefeeblefigurebeingborneupthestepsbyalltheboys,shestoodmotionlesstillPhebecaughtherinherarms,whisperingwithalaughandacrystrugglinginhervoice:"Ididitforyou,mydarling,allforyou!"
"Oh,Phebe,neversayagainyouowemeanything!Inevercanrepayyouforthis,"wasallRosehadtimetoanswerastheystoodoneinstantcheektocheek,hearttoheart,bothtoofullofhappinessformanywords。
AuntPlentyhadheardthewheelsalsoand,aseverybodyroseenmasse,hadsaidasimpressivelyasextremeagitationwouldallow,whilesheputherglassesonupsidedownandseizedalacetidyinsteadofherhandkerchief:
"Stop!Allstayhere,andletmereceiveAlec。Rememberhisweakstate,andbecalm,quitecalm,asIam。\'
"Yes,Aunt,certainly,"wasthegeneralmurmurofassent,butitwasasimpossibletoobeyasitwouldhavebeentokeepfeathersstillinagale,andoneirresistibleimpulsecarriedthewholeroomfulintothehalltobeholdAuntPlentybeautifullyillustratingherowntheoryofcomposurebywavingthetidywildly,rushingintoDr。Alec\'sarms,andlaughingandcryingwithahystericalabandonmentwhichevenAuntMyracouldnothavesurpassed。
Thetearfuljubileewassoonover,however,andnooneseemedtheworseforit,fortheinstanthisarmswereatliberty,Dr。Alecforgothimselfandbegantomakeotherpeoplehappybysayingseriously,thoughhisthinfacebeamedpaternally,ashedrewPhebeforward:"AuntPlenty,butforthisgooddaughterInevershouldhavecomebacktobesowelcomed。Loveherformysake。"
Thentheoldladycameoutsplendidlyandshowedhermettle,for,turningtoPhebe,shebowedhergrayheadasifsalutinganequaland,offeringherhand,answeredwithrepentance,admiration,andtendernesstremblinginhervoice:"I\'mproudtodoitforherownsake。Iaskpardonformysillyprejudices,andI\'llprovethatI\'msincerebywhere\'sthatboy?"
Thereweresixboyspresent,buttherightonewasinexactlytherightplaceattherightmoment,and,seizingArchie\'shand,AuntPlentyputPhebe\'sintoit,tryingtosaysomethingappropriatelysolemn,butcouldnot,sohuggedthembothandsobbedout:"IfIhadadozennephews,I\'dgivethemalltoyou,mydear,anddanceatthewedding,thoughIhadrheumatismineverylimb。"
Thatwasbetterthananyoration,foritsetthemalltolaughing,andDr。Alecwasfloatedtothesofaonagentlewaveofmerriment。Oncethere,everyonebutRoseandAuntPlentywasorderedoffbyMac,whowasincommandnowandseemedtohavesunkthepoetinthephysician。
"Thehousemustbeperfectlyquiet,andhemustgotosleepassoonaspossibleafterthejourney,soallsay\'good—bye\'nowandcallagaintomorrow,"hesaid,watchinghisuncleanxiouslyasheleanedinthesofacorner,withfourwomentakingoffhiswraps,threeboyscontendingforhisovershoes,twobrothersshakinghandsatshortintervals,andAuntMyraholdingabottleofstrongsaltsunderhisdevotednoseeverytimetherewasanopeninganywhere。
Withdifficultythehousewaspartiallycleared,andthen,whileAuntPlentymountedguardoverherboy,RosestoleawaytoseeifMachadgonewiththerest,forasyettheyhadhardlyspokeninthejoyfulflurry,thougheyesandhandshadmet。Chapter22。Chapter22。22SHORTANDSWEETInthehallshefoundSteveandKitty,forhehadhiddenhislittlesweetheartbehindthebigcouch,feelingthatshehadarightthere,havingsupportedhisspiritsduringthelateanxietywithgreatconstancyandcourage。Theyseemedsocozy,billingandcooingintheshadowofthegayvase,thatRosewouldhaveslippedsilentlyawayiftheyhadnotseenandcalledtoher。
"He\'snotgoneIguessyou\'llfindhimintheparlor,"saidSteve,diviningwithalover\'sinstinctthemeaningofthequicklookshehadcastatthehatrackassheshutthestudydoorbehindher。
"Mercy,no!ArchieandPhebearethere,sohe\'dhavethesensetopopintothesanctumandwait,unlessyou\'dlikemetogoandbringhimout?"
addedKitty,smoothingRose\'sruffledhairandsettlingtheflowersonthebosomwhereUncleAlec\'sheadhadlainuntilhefellasleep。
"No,thankyou,I\'llgotohimwhenI\'veseenmyPhebe。Shewon\'tmindme,"answeredRose,movingontotheparlor。
"Lookhere,"calledSteve,"doadvisethemtohurryupandallbemarriedatonce。WewerejustreadywhenUnclefellill,andnowwecannotwaitadaylaterthanthefirstofMay。"
"Rathershortnotice,"laughedRose,lookingbackwiththedoorknobinherhand。
"We\'llgiveupalloursplendor,anddoitassimplyasyoulike,ifyouwillonlycometoo。Thinkhowlovely!Threeweddingsatonce!
Doflyroundandsettlethingsthere\'sadear,"imploredKitty,whoseimaginationwasfiredwiththisromanticidea。
"HowcanI,whenIhavenobridegroomyet?"beganRose,withconsciouscolorinhertelltaleface。
"Slycreature!Youknowyou\'veonlygottosayawordandhaveafamousone。Unaandherlionwillbenothingtoit,"criedSteve,bentonhasteninghisbrother\'saffair,whichwasmuchtoodilatoryandpeculiarforhistaste。
"Hehasbeeninnohastetocomehome,andIaminnohastetoleaveit。Don\'twaitforme,\'Mr。andMrs。HarryWalmers,Jr。,\'Ishallbeayearatleastmakingupmymind,soyoumayleadoffassplendidlyasyoulikeandI\'llprofitbyyourexperience。"AndRosevanishedintotheparlor,leavingStevetogroanovertheperversityofsuperiorwomenandKittytocomforthimbypromisingtomarryhimonMayDay"allalone。"
Averydifferentcoupleoccupiedthedrawingroom,butahappierone,fortheyhadknownthepainofseparationandwerenowenjoyingtheblissofareunionwhichwastolastunbrokenfortheirlives。Phebesatinaneasychair,restingfromherlabors,paleandthinandworn,butlovelierinArchie\'seyesthaneverbefore。Itwasveryevidentthathewasadoringhisdivinity,for,afterplacingafootstoolatherfeet,hehadforgottentogetupandknelttherewithhiselbowonthearmofherchair,lookinglikeathirstymandrinkinglongdraftsofthepurestwater。
"ShallIdisturbyouifIpassthrough?"askedRose,loathtospoiltheprettytableau。
"Notifyoustopaminuteonthewayandcongratulateme,Cousin,forshesays\'yes\'atlast!"criedArchie,springinguptogoandbringhertothearmsPhebeopenedassheappeared。
"Iknewshewouldrewardyourpatienceandputawayherpridewhenbothhadbeendulytried,"saidRose,layingthetiredheadonherbosomwithsuchtenderadmirationinhereyesthatPhebehadtoshakesomebrightdropsfromherownbeforeshecouldreplyinatoneofgratefulhumilitythatshowedhowmuchherheartwastouched:"HowcanIhelpit,whentheyareallsokindtome?AnypridewouldmeltawayundersuchpraiseandthanksandlovingwishesasI\'vehadtoday,foreverymemberofthefamilyhastakenpainstowelcomeme,toexpressfartoomuchgratitude,andtobegmetobeoneofyou。Ineededverylittleurging,butwhenArchie\'sfatherandmothercameandcalledme\'daughter,\'Iwouldhavepromisedanythingtoshowmyloveforthem。"
"Andhim,"addedRose,butArchieseemedquitesatisfiedandkissedthehandheheldasifithadbeenthatofabelovedprincesswhilehesaidwithallthepridePhebeseemedtohavelost:"Thinkwhatshegivesupformefameandfortuneandtheadmirationofmanyabetterman。
Youdon\'tknowwhatasplendidprospectshehasofbecomingoneofthesweetsingerswhoarelovedandhonoredeverywhere,andallthissheputsawayformysake,contenttosingformealone,withnorewardbutlove。"
"IamsogladtomakealittlesacrificeforagreathappinessI
nevershallregretitorthinkmymusiclostifitmakeshomecheerfulformymate。Birdssingsweetestintheirownnests,youknow。"AndPhebebenttowardhimwithalookandgesturewhichplainlyshowedhowwillinglysheofferedupallambitioushopesuponthealtarofawoman\'shappylove。
Bothseemedtoforgetthattheywerenotalone,andinamomenttheywere,forasuddenimpulsecarriedRosetothedoorofhersanctum,asifthesouthwindwhichseemedtohavesetinwaswaftingthislittleshipalsotowardtheIslandsoftheBlessed,wheretheothersweresafelyanchorednow。
Theroomwasablazeofsunshineandabowerofspringfreshnessandfragrance,forhereRosehadletherfancyhavefreeplay,andeachgarland,fern,andflowerhaditsmeaning。Macseemedtohavebeenreadingthissweetlanguageofsymbols,tohaveguessedwhyCharlie\'slittlepicturewasframedinwhiteroses,whypansieshungabouthisown,whyPsychewashalfhiddenamongfeatheryspraysofmaidenhair,andapurplepassionflowerlayatCupid\'sfeet。Thelastfancyevidentlypleasedhim,forhewassmilingoverit,andhummingtohimselfasiftobeguilehispatientwaiting,theburdenoftheairRosehadsooftensungtohim:"Bonnylassie,willyegang,willyegangTothebirksofAberfeldie?""Yes,Mac,anywhere!"
Hehadnotheardherenter,andwheelingaround,lookedatherwitharadiantfaceashesaid,drawingalongbreath,"Atlast!Youweresobusyoverthedearman,Igotnoword。ButIcanwaitI\'musedtoit。"
Rosestoodquitestill,surveyinghimwithanewsortofreverenceinhereyes,assheansweredwithasweetsolemnitythatmadehimlaughandreddenwiththesensitivejoyofonetowhompraisefromherlipswasveryprecious:"YouforgetthatyouarenottheMacwhowentaway。Ishouldhaveruntomeetmycousin,butIdidnotdaretobefamiliarwiththepoetwhomallbegintohonor。"
"Youlikethemixture,then?YouknowIsaidI\'dtrytogiveyouloveandpoetrytogether。"
"Likeit!I\'msoglad,soproud,Ihaven\'tanywordsstrongandbeautifulenoughtohalfexpressmywonderandmyadmiration。Howcouldyoudoit,Mac?"AndawholefacefullofsmilesbrokelooseasRoseclappedherhands,lookingasifshecoulddancewithsheerdelight。
"Itdiditself,upthereamongthehills,andherewithyou,oroutaloneuponthesea。Icouldwriteaheavenlypoemthisveryminute,andputyouinasSpringyoulooklikeherinthatgreengownwithsnowdropsinyourbonnyhair。Rose,amIgettingonalittle?DoesahintoffamehelpmenearertotheprizeI\'mworkingfor?Isyourheartmorewillingtobewon?"
Hedidnotstirastep,butlookedatherwithsuchintenselongingthathisglanceseemedtodrawhernearerlikeanirresistibleappeal,forshewentandstoodbeforehim,holdingoutbothhands,asifsheofferedallherlittlestore,asshesaidwithsimplestsincerity:"Itisnotworthsomuchbeautifulendeavor,butifyoustillwantsopoorathing,itisyours。"
Hecaughtherhandsinhisandseemedabouttotaketherestofher,buthesitatedforaninstant,unabletobelievethatsomuchhappinesswastrue。
"Areyousure,Roseverysure?Don\'tletamomentaryadmirationblindyouI\'mnotapoetyet,andthebestarebutmortalmen,youknow。"
"Itisnotadmiration,Mac。"
"NorgratitudeforthesmallshareI\'vetakeninsavingUncle?Ihadmydebttopay,aswellasPhebe,andwasasgladtoriskmylife。"
"Noitisnotgratitude。"
"Norpityformypatience?I\'veonlydonealittleyet,andIamasfaraseverfrombeinglikeyourhero。Icanworkandwaitstilllongerifyouarenotsure,forImusthaveallornothing。"
"Oh,Mac!Whywillyoubesodoubtful?Yousaidyou\'dmakemeloveyou,andyou\'vedoneit。Willyoubelievemenow?"And,withasortofdesperation,shethrewherselfintohisarms,clingingthereineloquentsilencewhileheheldherclose;feeling,withathrilloftendertriumph,thatthiswasnolongerlittleRose,butalovingwoman,readytoliveanddieforhim。
"NowI\'msatisfied!"hesaidpresently,whensheliftedupherface,fullofmaidenlyshameatthesuddenpassionwhichhadcarriedheroutofherselfforamoment。"Nodon\'tslipawaysosoon。LetmekeepyouforoneblessedminuteandfeelthatIhavereallyfoundmyPsyche。"
"AndImyCupid,"answeredRose,laughing,inspiteofheremotion,attheideaofMacinthatsentimentalcharacter。
Helaughed,too,asonlyahappylovercould,thensaid,withsuddenseriousness:"Sweetsoul!Liftupyourlampandlookwellbeforeitistoolate,forI\'mnogod,onlyaveryfaultyman。"
"Dearlove!Iwill。ButIhavenofear,exceptthatyouwillflytoohighformetofollow,becauseIhavenowings。"
"Youshalllivethepoetry,andIwillwriteit,somylittlegiftwillcelebrateyourgreaterone。"
"Noyoushallhaveallthefame,andI\'llbecontenttobeknownonlyasthepoet\'swife。"
"AndI\'llbeproudtoownthatmybestinspirationcomesfromthebeneficentlifeofasweetandnoblewoman。"
"Oh,Mac!We\'llworktogetherandtrytomaketheworldbetterbythemusicandtheloveweleavebehinduswhenwego。"
"PleaseGod,wewill!"heansweredferventlyand,lookingatherasshestoodthereinthespringsunshine,glowingwiththetenderhappiness,highhopes,andearnestpurposesthatmakelifebeautifulandsacred,hefeltthatnowthelastleafhadfoldedback,thegoldenheartlayopentothelight,andhisRosehadbloomed。