下载辰思小说免费APP
"TheUglyDucklingturnedoutaswan,youremember。I\'vealwaysbeenfondoftheboybecausehe\'ssogenuineandoriginal。Crudeasagreenapplenow,butsoundatthecore,andonlyneedstimetoripen。I\'msurehe\'llturnoutacapitalspecimenoftheCampbellvariety。"
"Muchobliged,Alec,butitwillneverdoatall。He\'sagoodfellow,andmaydosomethingtobeproudofbyandby,buthe\'snotthemateforourRose。Sheneedssomeonewhocanmanageherpropertywhenwearegone,andArchieisthemanforthat,dependuponit。"
"Confoundtheproperty!"criedDr。Alecimpetuously。"Iwanthertobehappy,andIdon\'tcarehowsoonshegetsridofhermoneyifitisgoingtobeamillstoneroundherneck。Ideclaretoyou,IdreadedthethoughtofthistimesomuchthatI\'vekeptherawayaslongasIcouldandtrembledwheneverayoungfellowjoineduswhilewewereabroad。Hadoneortwonarrowescapes,andnowI\'minforit,asyoucanseebytonight\'s\'success\'asClaracallsit。ThankheavenIhaven\'tmanydaughterstolookafter!"
"Come,come,don\'tbeanxioustakeArchieandsettleitrightupsafelyandhappily。That\'smyadvice,andyou\'llfinditsound,"repliedtheelderconspirator,likeonehavingexperience。
"I\'llthinkofit,butmindyou,Mac,notawordofthistothesisters。
WeareacoupleofoldfoolstobematchmakingsosoonbutIseewhatisbeforemeandit\'sacomforttofreemymindtosomeone。"
"Soitis。DependonmenotabreatheventoJane,"answeredUncleMac,withaheartyshakeandasympatheticslapontheshoulder。
"Why,whatdarkandawfulsecretsaregoingonhere?IsitaFreemason\'sLodgeandthosethemysticsigns?"askedagayvoiceatthedoor;andtherestoodRose,fullofsmilingwonderatthesightofhertwouncleshandinhand,whisperingandnoddingtooneanothermysteriously。
Theystaredlikeschoolboyscaughtplottingmischiefandlookedsoguiltythatshetookpityonthem,innocentlyimaginingthebrotherswereindulginginalittlesentimentonthisjoyfuloccasion,sosheaddedquickly,asshebeckoned,withoutcrossingthethreshold,"Womennotallowed,ofcourse,butbothofyoudearOddFellowsarewanted,forAuntPlentybegswewillhaveanold—fashionedcontradance,andI\'mtoleadoffwithUncleMac。
Ichoseyou,sir,becauseyoudoitinstyle,pigeonwingsandall。So,pleasecomeandPhebeiswaitingforyou,UncleAlec。Sheisrathershyyouknow,butwillenjoyitwithyoutotakecareofher。"
"Thankyou,thankyou!"criedbothgentlemen,followingwithgreatalacrity。
Unconscious,RoseenjoyedthatVirginiareelimmensely,forthepigeonwingsweresuperb,andherpartnerconductedherthroughtheconvolutionsofthedancewithoutafault,goingdownthemiddleinhismostgallantstyle。Landingsafelyatthebottom,shestoodasidetolethimgethisbreath,forstoutUncleMacwasboundtodoordieonthatoccasionandwouldhavedancedhispumpsthroughwithoutamurmurifshehaddesiredit。
Leaningagainstthewallwithhishairinhiseyes,andadecidedlyboredexpressionofcountenance,wasMac,Jr。,whohadbeensurveyingthegymnasticsofhisparentwithrespectfulastonishment。
"Comeandtakeaturn,mylad。Roseisfreshasadaisy,butweoldfellowssoongetenoughofit,soyoushallhavemyplace,"saidhisfather,wipinghisface,whichglowedlikeacheerfulpeony。
"No,thankyou,sirIcan\'tstandthatsortofthing。I\'llraceyouroundthepiazzawithpleasure,Cousin,buthisovenistoomuchforme,"wasMac\'suncivilreplyashebackedtowardtheopenwindow,asifgladofanexcusetoescape。
"Fragilecreature,don\'tstayonmyaccount,Ibeg。Ican\'tleavemyguestsforamoonlightrun,evenifIdaredtotakeitonafrostynightinathindress,"saidRose,fanningherselfandnotabitruffledbyMac\'srefusal,forsheknewhiswaysandtheyamusedher。
"Nothalfsobadasallthisdust,gas,heat,andnoise。Whatdoyousupposelungsaremadeof?"demandedMac,readyforadiscussionthenandthere。
"Iusedtoknow,butI\'veforgottennow。BeensobusywithotherthingsthatI\'veneglectedthehobbiesIusedtoridefiveorsixyearsago,"
shesaid,laughing。
"Ah,thoseweretimesworthhaving!Areyougoinginformuchofthissortofthing,Rose?"heaskedwithadisapprovingglanceatthedancers。
"Aboutthreemonthsofit,Ithink。"
"Thengood—byetillNewYear。"AndMacvanishedbehindthecurtains。
"Rose,mydear,youreallymusttakethatfellowinhandbeforehegetstobequiteabear。Sinceyouhavebeengonehehaslivedinhisbooksandgotonsofinelythatwehavelethimalone,thoughhismothergroansoverhismanners。Polishhimupabit,Ibegofyou,foritishightimehemendedhisoddwaysanddidjusticetothefinegiftshehidesbehindthem,"saidUncleMac,scandalizedatthebluntnessofhisson。
"Iknowmychestnutburrtoowelltomindhisprickles。Butothersdonot,soIwilltakehiminhandandmakehimacredittohisfamily,"
answeredRosereadily。
"TakeArchieforyourmodelhe\'soneofathousand,andthegirlwhogetshimgetsaprize,Idoassureyou,"addedUncleMac,whofoundmatchmakingtohistasteandthoughtthatclosingremarkadeepone。
"Oh,me,howtiredIam!"criedRose,droppingintoachairasthelastcarriagerolledawaysomewherebetweenoneandtwo。
"Whatisyouropinionnow,MissCampbell?"askedthedoctor,addressingherforthefirsttimebythenamewhichhadbeenutteredsooftenthatnight。
"MyopinionisthatMissCampbellislikelytohaveagaylifeifshegoesonasshehasbegun,andthatshefindsitverydelightfulsofar,"
answeredthegirl,withlipsstillsmilingfromtheirfirsttasteofwhattheworldcallspleasure。Chapter4。Chapter4。4THORNSAMONGTHEROSESForatimeeverythingwentsmoothly,andRosewasahappygirl。Theworldseemedabeautifulandfriendlyplace,andfulfillmentofherbrightestdreamsappearedtobeapossibility。Ofcoursethiscouldnotlast,anddisappointmentwasinevitable,becauseyoungeyeslookforaParadiseandweepwhentheyfindaworkadayworldwhichseemsfullofcareandtroubletillonelearnstogladdenandglorifyitwithhighthoughtsandholyliving。
Thosewholovedherwaitedanxiouslyforthedisillusionwhichmustcomeinspiteofalltheircherishing,fortillnowRosehadbeensobusywithherstudies,travels,andhomedutiesthatsheknewverylittleofthetriumphs,trials,andtemptationsoffashionablelife。Birthandfortuneplacedherwhereshecouldnotwellescapesomeofthem,andDr。Alec,knowingthatexperienceisthebestteacher,wiselylefthertolearnthislessonasshemustmanyanother,devoutlyhopingthatitwouldnotbeahardone。
OctoberandNovemberpassedrapidly,andChristmaswasathand,withallitsmerrymysteries,homegatherings,andgoodwishes。
Rosesatinherownlittlesanctum,openingfromtheparlor,busilypreparinggiftsforthedearfivehundredfriendswhoseemedtogrowfonderandfonderastheholidaysdrewnear。Thedrawersofhercommodestoodopen,givingglimpsesofdaintytrifles,whichshewastyingupwithbrightribbons。
Ayounggirl\'sfaceatsuchmomentsisapttobeahappyone,butRose\'swasverygraveassheworked,andnowandthenshethrewaparcelintothedrawerwithacarelesstoss,asifnolovemadethegiftprecious。
SounusualwasthisexpressionthatitstruckDr。Alecashecameinandbroughtananxiouslooktohiseyes,foranycloudonthatothercountenancedroppeditsshadowoverhis。
"Canyouspareaminutefromyourprettyworktotakeastitchinmyoldglove?"heasked,cominguptothetablestrewnwithribbon,lace,andcoloredpapers。
"Yes,Uncle,asmanyasyouplease。"
Thefacebrightenedwithsuddensunshine;bothhandswereputouttoreceivetheshabbydrivingglove,andthevoicewasfullofthataffectionatealacritywhichmakesthesmallestservicesweet。
"MyLadyBountifulishardatwork,Isee。CanIhelpinanyway?"heasked,glancingatthedisplaybeforehim。
"No,thankyou,unlessyoucanmakemeasfullofinterestandpleasureinthesethingsasIusedtobe。Don\'tyouthinkpreparingpresentsagreatbore,exceptforthoseyouloveandwholoveyou?"sheaddedinatonewhichhadaslighttremorinitassheutteredthelastwords。
"Idon\'tgivetopeoplewhomIcarenothingfor。Can\'tdoit,especiallyatChristmas,whengoodwillshouldgointoeverythingonedoes。Ifallthese\'pretties\'arefordearfriends,youmusthaveagreatmany。"
"Ithoughttheywerefriends,butIfindmanyofthemarenot,andthat\'sthetrouble,sir。"
"Tellmeallaboutit,dear,andlettheoldglovego,"hesaid,sittingdownbesideherwithhismostsympatheticair。
Butsheheldtheglovefast,sayingeagerly,"No,no,Ilovetodothis!
Idon\'tfeelasifIcouldlookatyouwhileItellwhatabad,suspiciousgirlIam,"sheadded,keepinghereyesonherwork。
"Verywell,I\'mreadyforconfessionsofanyiniquityandgladtogetthem,forsometimeslatelyI\'veseenacloudinmygirl\'seyesandcaughtaworriedtoneinhervoice。Isthereabitterdropinthecupthatpromisedtobesosweet,Rose?"
"Yes,Uncle。I\'vetriedtothinktherewasnot,butitisthere,andIdon\'tlikeit。I\'mashamedtotell,andyetIwantto,becauseyouwillshowmehowtomakeitsweetorassuremethatIshallbethebetterforit,asyouusedtodowhenItookmedicine。"
Shepausedaminute,sewingswiftly;thenoutcamethetroubleallinoneburstofgirlishgriefandchagrin。
"Uncle,halfthepeoplewhoaresokindtomedon\'tcareabitforme,butforwhatIcangivethem,andthatmakesmeunhappy,becauseIwassogladandproudtobeliked。IdowishIhadn\'tapennyintheworld,thenIshouldknowwhomytruefriendswere。"
"Poorlittlelass!Shehasfoundoutthatallthatglittersisnotgold,andthedisillusionhasbegun,"saidthedoctortohimself,addingaloud,smilingyetpitiful,"AndsoallthepleasureisgoneoutoftheprettygiftsandChristmasisafailure?"
"Oh,nonotforthosewhomnothingcanmakemedoubt!Itissweeterthanevertomakethesethings,becausemyheartisineverystitchandIknowthat,poorastheyare,theywillbedeartoyou,AuntyPlen,AuntJessie,Phebe,andtheboys。"
Sheopenedadrawerwherelayapileofprettygifts,wroughtwithlovingcarebyherownhands,touchingthemtenderlyasshespokeandpattingthesailor\'sknotofblueribbonononefatparcelwithasmilethattoldhowunshakableherfaithinsomeonewas。"Butthese,"shesaid,pullingopenanotherdrawerandtossingoveritsgaycontentswithanairhalfsad,halfscornful,"theseIboughtandgivebecausetheyareexpected。Thesepeoplecareonlyforarichgift,notonebitforthegiver,whomtheywillsecretlyabuseifsheisnotasgenerousastheyexpect。HowcanIenjoythatsortofthing,Uncle?"
"Youcannot,butperhapsyoudosomeoftheminjustice,mydear。Don\'tlettheenvyorselfishnessofafewpoisonyourfaithinall。Areyousurethatnoneofthesegirlscareforyou?"heasked,readinganamehereandthereontheparcelsscatteredabout。
"I\'mafraidIam。YouseeIheardseveraltalkingtogethertheothereveningatAnnabel\'s,onlyafewwords,butithurtmeverymuch,fornearlyeveryonewasspeculatingonwhatIwouldgivethemandhopingitwouldbesomethingfine。\'She\'ssorichsheoughttobegenerous,\'saidone。
\'I\'vebeenperfectlydevotedtoherforweeksandhopeshewon\'tforgetit,\'saidanother。\'Ifshedoesn\'tgivemesomeofhergloves,Ishallthinkshe\'sverymean,forshehasheaps,andItriedonapairinfunsoshecouldseetheyfittedandtakeahint,\'addedathird。Ididtakethehint,yousee。"AndRoseopenedahandsomeboxinwhichlayseveralpairsofherbestgloves,withbuttonsenoughtosatisfytheheartofthemostcovetous。
"Plentyofsilverpaperandperfume,butnotmuchlovewentintothatbundle,Ifancy?"AndDr。AleccouldnothelpsmilingatthedisdainfullittlegesturewithwhichRosepushedawaythebox。
"Notaparticle,norinmostofthese。Ihavegiventhemwhattheywantedandtakenbacktheconfidenceandrespecttheydidn\'tcarefor。Itiswrong,Iknow,butIcan\'tbeartothinkalltheseeminggoodwillandfriendlinessI\'vebeenenjoyingwasinsincereandforapurpose。That\'snotthewayItreatpeople。"
"Iamsureofit。Takethingsforwhattheyareworth,dear,andtrytofindthewheatamongthetares,forthereisplentyifoneknowshowtolook。Isthatallthetrouble?"
"No,sir,thatisthelightestpartofit。Ishallsoongetovermydisappointmentinthosegirlsandtakethemforwhattheyareworthasyouadvise,butbeingdeceivedinthemmakesmesuspiciousofothers,andthatishateful。IfIcannottrustpeopleI\'dratherkeepbymyselfandbehappy。Idodetestmaneuveringandunderhandedplotsandplans!"
Rosespokepetulantlyandtwitchedhersilktillitbroke,whileregretseemedtogiveplacetoangerasshespoke。
"Thereisevidentlyanotherthornpricking。Letushaveitout,andthenI\'llkisstheplacetomakeitwellasIusedtodowhenItookthesplintersfromthefingersyouareprickingsounmercifully,"saidthedoctor,anxioustorelievehispetpatientassoonaspossible。
Roselaughed,butthecolordeepenedinhercheeksassheansweredwithaprettymixtureofmaidenlyshynessandnaturalcandor。
"AuntClaraworriesmebywarningmeagainsthalftheyoungmenImeetandinsistingthattheywantonlymymoney。Nowthatisdreadful,andI
won\'tlisten,butIcan\'thelpthinkingofitsometimes,fortheyareverykindtomeandI\'mnotvainenoughtothinkitismybeauty。IsupposeIamfoolish,butIdoliketofeelthatIamsomethingbesidesanheiress。"
ThelittlequiverwasinRose\'svoiceagainassheended,andDr。Alecgaveaquicksighashelookedatthedowncastfacesofulloftheperplexityingenuousspiritsfeelwhendoubtfirstmarstheirfaithanddimstheinnocentbeliefsstillleftfromchildhood。Hehadbeenexpectingthisandknewthatwhatthegirljustbegantoperceiveandtrymodestlytotellhadlongagobeenplaintoworldliereyes。Theheiresswastheattractiontomostoftheyoungmenwhomshemet。Goodfellowsenough,buteducated,asnearlyallarenowadays,tobelievethatgirlswithbeautyormoneyarebroughttomarkettosellorbuyasthecasemaybe。
Rosecouldpurchaseanythingsheliked,asshecombinedbothadvantages,andwassoonsurroundedbymanyadmirers,eachstrivingtosecuretheprize。
Notbeingtrainedtobelievethattheonlyendandaimofawoman\'slifewasagoodmatch,shewasalittledisturbed,whenthefirstpleasingexcitementwasover,todiscoverthatherfortunewasherchiefattraction。
Itwasimpossibleforhertohelpseeing,hearing,guessingthisfromasignificantglance,astrayword,aslighthinthereandthere,andthequickinstinctofawomanfeltevenbeforeitunderstoodtheself—interestwhichchilledforhersomanyopeningfriendships。Inhereyeslovewasaverysacredthing,hardlytobethoughtoftillitcame,reverentlyreceivedandcherishedfaithfullytotheend。Therefore,itisnotstrangethatsheshrankfromhearingitflippantlydiscussedandmarriagetreatedasabargaintobehaggledover,withlittlethoughtofitshighduties,greatresponsibilities,andtenderjoys。Manythingsperplexedher,andsometimesadoubtofallthattillnowshehadbelievedandtrustedmadeherfeelasifatseawithoutacompass,forthenewworldwassounliketheoneshehadbeenlivinginthatitbewilderedwhileitcharmedthenovice。
Dr。Alecunderstoodthemoodinwhichhefoundheranddidhisbesttowarnwithoutsaddeningbytoomuchworldlywisdom。
"Youaresomethingbesidesanheiresstothosewhoknowandloveyou,sotakeheart,mygirl,andholdfasttothefaiththatisinyou。Thereisatouchstoneforallthesethings,andwhateverdoesnotringtrue,doubtandavoid。Testandtrymenandwomenastheycomealong,andIamsureconscience,instinct,andexperiencewillkeepyoufromanydiremistake,"
hesaid,withaprotectingarmaboutherandatrustfullookthatwasverycomforting。
Afteramoment\'spausesheanswered,whileasuddensmiledimpledaroundhermouthandthebigglovewentuptohidehertelltalecheeks:"Uncle,ifImusthavelovers,Idowishthey\'dbemoreinteresting。HowcanI
likeorrespectmenwhogoonassomeofthemdoandthenimaginewomencanfeelhonoredbytheofferoftheirhands?Heartsareoutoffashion,sotheydon\'tsaymuchaboutthem。"
"Ah,ha!Thatisthetrouble,isit?Andwebegintohavedelicatedistresses,dowe?"saidDr。Alec,gladtoseeherbrighteningandfullofinterestinthenewtopic,forhewasaromanticoldfellow,ashehadconfessedtohisbrother。
Roseputdownthegloveandlookedupwithadrollmixtureofamusementanddisgustinherface。"Uncle,itisperfectlydisgraceful!I\'vewantedtotellyou,butIwasashamed,becauseInevercouldboastofsuchthingsassomegirlsdo,andtheyweresoabsurdIcouldn\'tfeelasiftheywereworthrepeatingeventoyou。PerhapsIought,though,foryoumaythinkitpropertocommandmetomakeagoodmatch,andofcourseIshouldhavetoobey,"sheadded,tryingtolookmeek。
"Tell,byallmeans。Don\'tIalwayskeepyoursecretsandgiveyouthebestadvice,likeamodelguardian?Youmusthaveaconfidant,andwherefindabetteronethanhere?"heasked,tappinghiswaistcoatwithaninvitinggesture。
"NowheresoI\'lltellallbutthenames。I\'dbestbeprudent,forI\'mafraidyoumaygetalittlefierceyoudosometimeswhenpeoplevexme,"beganRose,ratherlikingtheprospectofaconfidentialchatwithUncle,forhehadkepthimselfagooddealinthebackgroundlately。
"Youknowourideasareold—fashioned,soIwasnotpreparedtohavemenproposeatalltimesandplaceswithnowarningbutafewsmilesandsoftspeeches。Iexpectedthingsofthatsortwouldbeveryinterestingandproper,nottosaythrilling,onmypartbuttheyarenot,andIfindmyselflaughinginsteadofcrying,feelingangryinsteadofglad,andforgettingallaboutitverysoon。Why,Uncle,oneabsurdboyproposedwhenwe\'dmetonlyhalfadozentimes。Buthewasdreadfullyindebt,sothataccountedforitperhaps。"AndRosedustedherfingers,asifshehadsoiledthem。
"Iknowhim,andIthoughthe\'ddoit,"observedthedoctorwithashrug。
"Youseeandknoweverything,sothere\'snoneedofgoingon,isthere?"
"Do,do!Whoelse?Iwon\'tevenguess。"
"Well,anotherwentdownuponhiskneesinMrs。Van\'sgreenhouseandpouredforthhispassionmanfully,withagreatcactusprickinghispoorlegsallthewhile。Kittyfoundhimthere,anditwasimpossibletokeepsober,sohehashatedmeeversince。"
Thedoctor\'s"Ha!Ha!"wasgoodtohear,andRosejoinedhim,foritwasimpossibletoregardtheseepisodesseriously,sincenotruesentimentredeemedthemfromabsurdity。
"AnothersentmereamsofpoetryandwentonsoByronicallythatIbegantowishIhadredhairandmynamewasBetsyAnn。Iburntalltheverses,sodon\'texpecttoseethem,andhe,poorfellow,isconsolinghimselfwithEmma。Buttheworstofallwastheonewhowouldmakeloveinpublicandinsistedonproposinginthemiddleofadance。Iseldomdancerounddancesexceptwithourboys,butthatnightIdidbecausethegirlslaughedatmeforbeingso\'prudish,\'astheycalledit。Idon\'tmindthemnow,forIfoundIwasright,andfeltthatIdeservedmyfate。"
"Isthatall?"askedheruncle,looking"fierce,"asshepredicted,attheideaofhisbelovedgirlobligedtolistentoadeclaration,twirlingonthearmofalover。
"OnemorebuthimIshallnottellabout,forIknowhewasinearnestandreallysuffered,thoughIwasaskindasIknewhowtobe。
I\'myounginthesethingsyet,soIgrievedforhim,andtreathislovewiththetenderestrespect。"
Rose\'svoicesankalmosttoawhisperassheended,andDr。Alecbenthishead,asifinvoluntarilysalutingacomradeinmisfortune。Thenhegotup,sayingwithakeenlookintothefaceheliftedbyafingerunderthechin:"Doyouwantanotherthreemonthsofthis?"
"I\'lltellyouonNewYear\'sDay,Uncle。"
"Verywell。Trytokeepastraightcourse,mylittlecaptain,andifyouseedirtyweatherahead,callonyourfirstmate。"
"Aye,aye,sir。I\'llremember。"Chapter5。Chapter5。5PRINCECHARMINGTheoldglovelayuponthefloorforgottenwhileRosesatmusing,tillaquickstepsoundedinthehallandavoicedrewnear,tunefullyhumming。"Ashewaswalkin\'dounthestreetThecityfortoview,Oh,therehespiedabonnylass,Thewindowlookin\'through。"
"Saelichthejumpèdupthestair,Andtirledatthepin;
Oh,whasaereadyashersel\'
Tolettheladdiein?"sangRoseasthevoicepausedandatapcameatthedoor。
"Goodmorning,Rosamunda,hereareyourletters,andyourmostdevotedreadytoexecuteanycommissionsyoumayhaveforhim,"wasCharlie\'sgreetingashecameinlookingcomely,gay,anddebonairasusual。
"Thanks。I\'venoerrandsunlessyoumailmyreplies,iftheseneedanswering,sobyyourleave,Prince,"andRosebegantoopenthehandfulofnoteshethrewintoherlap。
"Ha!Whatsightisthistoblastmineeyes?"ejaculatedCharlie,ashepointedtotheglovewithamelodramaticstart,for,likemostaccomplishedamateuractors,hewasfondofintroducingprivatetheatricalsintohisdailytalkandconversation。
"Uncleleftit。"
"\'Tiswell。Methoughtperchancearivalhadbeenhere,"and,pickingitup,CharlieamusedhimselfwithputtingitontheheadofalittlePsychewhichornamentedthemantelpiece,softlysingingashedidso,anotherverseoftheoldsong:"HesethisJennyonhisknee,AllinhisHighlanddress;
ForbrawlywellhekennedthewayTopleaseabonnylass。"Rosewentonreadingherletters,butallthewhilewasthinkingofherconversationwithheruncleaswellassomethingelsesuggestedbythenewcomerandhisditty。
Duringthethreemonthssinceherreturnshehadseenmoreofthiscousinthananyoftheothers,forheseemedtobetheonlyonewhohadleisureto"playwithRose,"astheyusedtosayyearsago。Theotherboyswereallatwork,evenlittleJamie,manyofwhoseplayhoursweredevotedtomanfulstruggleswithLatingrammar,theevilgeniusofhisboyishlife。
Dr。Alechadmanyaffairstoarrangeafterhislongabsence;Phebewasbusywithhermusic;andAuntPlentystillactivelysuperintendedherhousekeeping。
Thusitfellout,quitenaturally,thatCharlieshouldformthehabitoflounginginatallhourswithletters,messages,bitsofnews,andagreeableplansforRose。Hehelpedherwithhersketching,rodewithher,sangwithher,andtookhertopartiesasamatterofcourse,forAuntClara,beingthegaiestofthesisters,playedchaperononalloccasions。
Foratimeitwasverypleasant,but,byandby,RosebegantowishCharliewouldfindsomethingtodoliketherestandnotmakedawdlingafterherthebusinessofhislife。Thefamilywasusedtohisself—indulgentways,andtherewasanamiabledelusioninthemindsoftheboysthathehadarighttothebestofeverything,fortothemhewasstillthePrince,thefloweroftheflock,andintimetobeanhonortothename。Nooneexactlyknewhow,for,thoughfulloftalent,heseemedtohavenoespecialgiftorbias,andtheeldersbegantoshaketheirheadsbecause,inspiteofmanygrandpromisesandprojects,themomentfordecisiveactionnevercame。
Rosesawallthisandlongedtoinspireherbrilliantcousinwithsomemanfulpurposewhichshouldwinforhimrespectaswellasadmiration。
Butshefounditveryhard,forthoughhelistenedwithimperturbablegoodhumor,andownedhisshortcomingswithdelightfulfrankness,healwayshadsomeargument,reason,orexcusetoofferandout—talkedherinfiveminutes,leavinghersilencedbutunconvinced。
Oflateshehadobservedthatheseemedtofeelasifhertimeandthoughtsbelongedexclusivelytohimandratherresentedtheapproachofanyotherclaimant。Thisannoyedherandsuggestedtheideathatheraffectionateinterestandeffortsweremisunderstoodbyhim,misrepresentedandtakenadvantageofbyAuntClara,whohadbeenmosturgentthatsheshould"useherinfluencewiththedearboy,"thoughthefondmotherresentedallotherinterference。ThistroubledRoseandmadeherfeelasifcaughtinasnare,for,whilesheownedtoherselfthatCharliewasthemostattractiveofhercousins,shewasnotreadytobetakenpossessionofinthismasterfulway,especiallysinceotherandsometimesbettermensoughtherfavormorehumbly。
Thesethoughtswerefloatingvaguelyinhermindasshereadherlettersandunconsciouslyinfluencedherinthechatthatfollowed。
"Onlyinvitations,andIcan\'tstoptoanswerthemnoworIshallnevergetthroughthisjob,"shesaid,returningtoherwork。
"Letmehelp。Youdoup,andI\'lldirect。Haveasecretary,donow,andseewhatacomfortitwillbe,"proposedCharlie,whocouldturnhishandtoanythingandhadmadehimselfquiteathomeinthesanctum。
"I\'dratherfinishthismyself,butyoumayanswerthenotesifyouwill。Justregretstoallbuttwoorthree。ReadthenamesasyougoalongandI\'lltellyouwhich。"
"Tohearistoobey。WhosaysI\'ma\'frivolousidler\'now?"AndCharliesatdownatthewritingtablewithalacrity,forthesehoursinthelittleroomwerehisbestandhappiest。
"Orderisheaven\'sfirstlaw,andtheviewalovelyone,butIdon\'tseeanynotepaper,"headded,openingthedeskandsurveyingitscontentswithinterest。
"Right—handdrawervioletmonogramforthenotes,plainpaperforthebusinessletter。I\'llseetothat,though,"answeredRose,tryingtodecidewhetherAnnabelorEmmashouldhavethelacedhandkerchief。
"Confidingcreature!SupposeIopenthewrongdrawerandcomeuponthetendersecretsofyoursoul?"continuedthenewsecretary,rummagingoutthedelicatenotepaperwithmasculinedisregardoforder。
"Ihaven\'tgotany,"answeredRosedemurely。
"What,notonedespairingscrawl,onecherishedminiature,onefadedfloweret,etc。,etc。?Ican\'tbelieveit,Cousin,"andheshookhisheadincredulously。
"IfIhad,Icertainlyshouldnotshowthemtoyou,impertinentperson!
Thereareafewlittlesouvenirsinthatdesk,butnothingverysentimentalorinteresting。"
"HowI\'dliketosee\'em!ButIshouldneverdaretoask,"observedCharlie,peeringoverthetopofthehalf—openlidwithamostpersuasivepairofeyes。
"Youmayifyouwantto,butyou\'llbedisappointed,PaulPry。Lowerleft—handdrawerwiththekeyinit。"
"\'Angelofgoodness,howshallIrequitethee?Interestingmoment,withwhatpalpitatingemotionsartthoufraught!\'"And,quotingfromthe"MysteriesofUdolpho,"heunlockedandopenedthedrawerwithatragicgesture。
"Sevenlocksofhairinabox,alllight,for\'here\'syourstrawcolor,yourorangetawny,yourFrenchcrowncolor,andyourperfectyellow\'Shakespeare。
Theylookveryfamiliar,andIfancyIknowtheheadstheythatched。"
"Yes,youallgavemeonewhenIwentaway,youknow,andIcarriedthemroundtheworldwithmeinthatverybox。"
"Iwishtheheadshadgonetoo。Here\'sajollylittleambergodwithagoldringinhisbackandamostbalmybreath,"continuedCharlie,takingalongsniffatthescentbottle。
"Unclebroughtmethatlongago,andI\'mveryfondofit。"
"Thisnowlookssuspiciousman\'sringwithalotuscutonthestoneandanoteattached。ItrembleasIask,who,when,andwhere?"
"Agentleman,onmybirthday,inCalcutta。"
"Ibreatheagainitwasmysire?"
"Don\'tbeabsurd。Ofcourseitwas,andhedideverythingtomakemyvisitpleasant。Iwishyou\'dgoandseehimlikeadutifulson,insteadofidlinghere。"
"That\'swhatUncleMaciseternallytellingme,butIdon\'tintendtobelecturedintothetreadmilltillI\'vehadmyflingfirst,"mutteredCharlierebelliously。
"Ifyouflingyourselfinthewrongdirection,youmayfindithardtogetbackagain,"beganRosegravely。