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Shewasasleepinfiveminutes;andMissGalesatwatchingheratfirst,butpresentlyjoinedVizardattheotherend,andtheywhisperedtogether。Saidshe,"Whatbecomesofthetheorythatwomenhavenostrengthofwill?ThereisMademoiselle_Jeleveux_inperson。Whenshewantstosleep,shesleeps;andlookatyouandme——doyouknowwherewearegoing?"
"No。"
"NomoredoI。Themotivepoweristhatpersonificationofdivinereposethere。Howbeautifulsheiswithhersweetlipsparted,andherwhiteteethpeeping,andherupperandlowerlasheswedded,andhowgraceful!"
"Sheisagoddess,"saidVizard。"IwishIhadneverseenher。Markmywords,shewillgivemethesorestheartofall。"
"Ihopenot,"saidRhoda,veryseriously。
Inasleptsweetlyfornearlytwohours,andallthattimeherfriendscouldonlyguesswheretheyweregoing。
Atlastthetrainstopped,forthesixthtime,andAshmeadopenedthedoor。
Thisworthy,whowasentirelyincommandoftheexpedition,collectedtheluggage,includingVizard\'sbag,anddepositeditatthestation。Hethenintroducedthepartytoapair-horsefly,andmountedthebox。
WhentheystoppedatBagley,Vizardsuspectedwheretheyweregoing。
Whenhesawthedirectionthecarriagetook,heknewit,andturnedverygraveindeed。
Heevenregrettedthathehadputhimselfsoblindlyunderthecontrolofawoman。HecastsearchingglancesatMademoiselleKloskingtotryanddiscoverwhatonearthshewasgoingtodo。Butherfacewasasimpenetrableasmarble。Still,sheneverlookedlesslikelytodoanythingrashorinbadtaste。Quietnesswasthemaincharacteristicofherface,whennotrippledoverbyaravishingsweetness;buthehadneverseenherlooksogreat,andlofty,andresoluteasshelookednow;
alittlestern,too,asonewhohadagreatdutytodo,andwasinflexibleasiron。Whentrulyfemininefeaturesstiffenintomarblelikethis,beautyisindeedimperial,andworthyofepicsong;itrisesbeyondthewingofprose。
MyreaderistoointelligentnottodivinethatshewassteelingherselftoaterribleinterviewwithZoeVizard——terriblemainlyonaccountoftheanguishsheknewshemustinflict。
Butwecanrarelycarryoutourplansexactlyaswetracethem——unexpectedcircumstancesderangethemorexpandthem;andIwillsofaranticipateastosaythatinthiscaseamostunexpectedturnofeventstookLaKloskingbysurprise。
Whethersheprovedequaltotheoccasionthesepageswillshowverysoon。
CHAPTERXXVI。
POIKILUSneverleftTaddington——onlythe"Swan。"MorethanoncehewaswithinsightofAshmeadunobserved。Once,indeed,thatgentleman,whohadagreatrespectfordignitaries,salutedhim;foratthatmomentPoikilushappenedtobeasleekdignitaryoftheChurchofEngland。Poikilus,whenquitehimself,woreamustache,andwassallow,andleanasaweasel;butheshavedandstuffedandcoloredforthedean。Shovel-hat,portlywalk,andgreenspectaclesdidtherest。GrandfatherWhiteheadsaluted。Hisreverencechuckled。
PoikiluskeptSevernepostedbyletterandwireastomanythingsthathappenedoutsideVizardCourt;buthecouldnotdivinethestormthatwasbrewinginsideInaKlosking\'sroom。YetSevernedefendedhimselfexactlyashewouldhavedonehadheknownall。HeandZoespentElysianhours,meetingtwiceadayintheshrubbery,andmakingloveasiftheyweretheonlytwocreaturesintheworld;butitwasblindElysiumonlytooneofthem——Severnewasuneasyandalarmedthewholetime。Hissagacityshowedhimitcouldnotlast,andtherewasalwaysacreepingterroronhim。
WouldnotUxmoorcauseinquiries?WouldhenotbesuretotellVizard?
WouldnotVizardcometheretolookafterZoe,ororderherbacktoVizardCourt?WouldnottheKloskinggetwell,andinterfereoncemore?
Hepassedthetimebetweenheavenandhell;wheneverhewasnotundertheimmediatespellofZoe\'spresence,asortofvagueterrorwasalwaysonhim。Helookedallroundhim,whereverhewent。
Thisterror,andhispassion,whichwasnowasviolentasitwaswicked,soondrovehimtoconceivedesperatemeasures。But,bymasterlyself-government,hekeptthemtwodaystohisownbosom。HefeltitwastoosoontoraiseafreshandpainfuldiscussionwithZoe。Hemustletherdrinkunmixeddelight,andgetatasteforit;andthenshowheronwhatconditionsaloneitcouldbehadforever。
Itwasonthethirddayaftertheirreconciliationshefoundhimseatedonabenchintheshrubbery,lostinthought,andlookingverydejected。
Shewasclosetohimbeforehenoticed;thenhesprungup,staredather,andbegantokissherhandsviolently,andevenherverydress。
"Itisyou,"saidhe,"oncemore。"
"Yes,dear,"saidZoe,tenderly;"didyouthinkIwouldnotcome?"
"Ididnotknowwhetheryoucouldcome。Ifeelthatmyhappinesscannotlastlong。And,Zoedear,Ihavehadadream。Idreamedweweretakenprisoners,andcarriedtoVizardCourt,andonthestepsstoodVizardandMademoiselleKloskingarm-in-arm;Ibelievetheyweremanandwife。Andyouweretakenoutandled,weeping,intothehouse,andIwasleftthereragingwithagony。Andthenthatladyputoutherfingerinacommandingway,andIwaswhirledawayintoutterdarkness,andIheardyoumoan,andIfought,anddashedmyheadagainstthecarriage,andIfeltmyheartburst,andmywholebodyfilledwithsomecoldliquid,andIwenttosleep,andIheardavoicesay,\'Itisallover;histroubleisended。\'Iwasdead。"
Thisnarrative,andhisdeepdejection,setZoe\'stearsflowing。"PoorEdward!"shesighed。"Iwouldnotsurviveyou。Butcheerup,dear;itwasonlyadream。Wearenotslaves。Iamnotdependentonanyone。Howcanwebeparted?"
"Weshall,unlessweuseouropportunity,andmakeitimpossibletopartus。Zoe,donotslightmyalarmandmymisgivings;suchwarningsareprophetic。ForHeaven\'ssake,makeonesacrificemore,andletusplaceourhappinessbeyondthereachofman!"
"Onlytellmehow。"
"Thereisbutoneway——marriage。"
Zoeblushedhigh,andpantedalittle,butsaidnothing。
"Ah!"saidhe,piteously,"Iasktoomuch。"
"Howcanyousaythat?"saidZoe。"OfcourseIshallmarryyou,dearest。
What!doyouthinkIcoulddowhatI_have_doneforanybodybutmyhusbandthatistobe?"
"Iwasmadtothinkotherwise,"saidhe,"butIaminlowspirits,andfullofmisgivings。Oh,thecomfort,thebliss,thepeaceofmind,thejoy,ifyouwouldseeourhazardouscondition,andmakeallsafebymarryingmeto-morrow。"
"To-morrow!Why,Edward,areyoumad?Howcanwebemarried,solongasmybrotherissoprejudicedagainstyou?"
"Ifwewaithisconsent,wearepartedforever。Hewouldforgiveusafterit——thatiscertain。Buthewouldneverconsent。Heistoomuchundertheinfluenceofhis——ofMademoiselleKlosking。"
"Indeed,Icannothopehewillconsentbeforehand,"sighedZoe;"butI
havenotthecouragetodefyhim;andifIhad,wecouldnotmarryallinamoment,likethat。Weshouldhavetobecriedinchurch。"
"Thatisquitegoneoutamongladiesandgentlemen。"
"Notinourfamily。Besides,evenaspeciallicensetakestime,I
suppose。Ohno,Icouldnotbemarriedinaclandestine,discreditableway。IamaVizard——pleaserememberthat。Wouldyoudegradethewomanyouhonorwithyourchoice?"
Andherredcheeksandflashingeyeswarnedhimtodesist。
"Godforbid!"saidhe。"Ifthatisthealternative,Iconsenttoloseher——andloseherIshall。"
Hethenaffectedtodismissthesubject,andsaid,"Letmeenjoythehoursthatareleftme。Muchmiseryormuchblisscanbecondensedinafewdays。Iwillenjoytheblessedtime,andwewillwaitforthechapterofaccidentsthatissuretopartus。"Thenheactedrecklesshappiness,andbrokedownatlast。
Shecried,butshowednosignofyielding。Herprideandself-respectwererousedandontheirdefense。
Thenextdayhecametoherquietlysad。Heseemedlanguidandlistless,andtocarefornothing。Hewasartfulenoughtotellher,ontheinformationofPoikilus,thatVizardhadhiredthecathedralchoirthreetimesaweektosingtohisinamorata;andthathehaddrivenheraboutTaddington,dressedlikeaduchess,inawholesuitofsables。
Atthatwordthegirlturnedpale。
Heobserved,andcontinued:"Anditseemsthesesablesareknownthroughoutthecounty。Therewereseveralcarriagesinthetown,andmyinformantheardaladysaytheywereMrs。Vizard\'ssables,worthfivehundredguineas——aRussianprincessgavethemher。"
"Itisquitetrue,"saidZoe。"Hismother\'ssables!Isitpossible!"
"Theyallsayheiscaughtatlast,andthisistobethenextMrs。
Vizard。"
"Theymaywellsayso,ifheparadesherinhismother\'ssables,"saidZoe,andcouldnotconcealherjealousyandherindignation。"Ineverdaredsomuchasaskhispermissiontowearthem,"saidshe。
"Andifyouhad,hewouldhavetoldyoutherelicsofasaintwerenottobeplayedwith。"
"Thatisjustwhathewouldhavesaid,Idobelieve。"Thefemaleheartwasstung。
"Ah,well,"saidSeverne,"IamsureIshouldnotgrudgehimhishappiness,ifyouwouldseethingsashedoes,andbeasbraveasheis。"
"Thankyou,"saidZoe。"Womencannotdefytheworldasmendo。"Then,passionately,"Whydoyoutormentmeso?whydoyouurgemeso?apoorgirl,allalone,andfarfromadvice。Whatonearthwouldyouhavemedo?"
"Secureusagainstanotherseparation,uniteusinblissforever。"
"AndsoIwouldifIcould;youknowIwould。Butitisimpossible。"
"No,Zoe;itiseasy。Therearetwoways:wecanreachScotlandineighthours;andthere,byasimplewritinganddeclarationbeforewitnesses,wearemanandwife。"
"AGretnaGreenmarriage?"
"ItisjustasmuchalegalmarriageasifabishopmarriedusatSt。
Paul\'s。However,wecouldfollowitupimmediatelybymarriageinachurch,eitherinScotlandortheNorthofEnglandButthereisanotherway:wecanbemarriedatBagley,anyday,beforetheregistrar。"
"Isthatamarriage——arealmarriage?"
"Asreal,aslegal,asbindingasaweddinginSt。Paul\'s。"
"Nobodyinthiscountyhaseverbeenmarriedso。Ishouldblushtobeseenaboutafterit。"
"Ourfirsthappyyearwouldnotbepassedinthiscountry。Weshouldgoabroadforsixmonths。"
"Ay,flyfromshame。"
"OnourreturnweshouldbereceivedwithopenarmsbymyownpeopleinHuntingdonshire,untilyourpeoplecameround,astheyalwaysdo。"
Hethenshowedheraletter,inwhichhispearlofacousinsaidtheywouldreceivehiswifewithopenarms,andmakeherashappyastheycould。UncleTomwascominghomefromIndia,withtwohundredthousandpounds;hewasaconfirmedoldbachelor,andEdwardhisfavorite,etc。
Zoefalteredalittle:sothenhepressedherhardwithlove,andentreaties,andpromises,andevenhystericaltears;thenshebegantocry——asuresignofyielding。"Givemetime,"shesaid——"givemetime。"
Hegroaned,andsaidtherewasnotimetolose。Otherwiseheneverwouldhaveurgedherso。
Forallthat,shecouldnotbedrawntoadecision。Shemustthinkoversuchastep。Nextmorning,attheusualtime,hecametoknowhisfate。
Butshedidnotappear。Hewaitedanhourforher。Shedidnotcome。Hebegantorageandstorm,andcursehisfollyfordrivinghersohard。
Atlastshecame,andfoundhimpalewithanxiety,andlookingutterlymiserable。Shetoldhimshehadpassedasleeplessnight,andherheadhadachedsointhemorningshecouldnotmove。
"Mypoordarling!"saidhe;"andIamthecause。Saynomoreaboutit,dearone。IseeyoudonotlovemeasIloveyou,andIforgiveyou。"
Shesmiledsadlyatthat,forshewassurerofherownlovethanhis。
Zoehadpassedanightoftormentandvacillation;andbutforherbrotherhavingparadedMademoiselleKloskinginhismother\'ssables,shewould,Ithink,haveheldout。Butthisturnedheralittleagainstherbrother;and,ashewasthemainobstacletoherunionwithSeverne,loveandpityconquered。YetstillHonorandPridehadtheirsay。"Edward,"
saidshe,"Iloveyouwithallmyheart,andshareyourfearsthataccidentmayseparateus。Iwillletyoudecideforbothofus。But,beforeyoudecide,bewarnedofonething。Iamagirlnolonger,butawomanwhohasbeendistractedwithmanypassions。Ifanyslurrestsonmyfairname,deeplyasIloveyounow,Ishallabhoryouthen。"
Heturnedpale,forhereyeflasheddismayintohiscravensoul。
Hesaidnothing;andshecontinued:"Ifyouinsistonthishasty,half-clandestinemarriage,thenIconsenttothis——Iwillgowithyoubeforetheregistrar,andIshallcomebackheredirectly。NextmorningearlywewillstartforScotland,andbemarriedthatotherwaybeforewitnesses。Thenyourfearswillbeatanend,foryoubelieveinthesemarriages;onlyasIdonot——forIlookonthese_legal_marriagesmerelyassolemnbetrothals——IshallbeMissZoeVizard,andexpectyoutotreatmeso,untilIhavebeenmarriedinachurch,likealady。"
"Ofcourseyoushall,"saidhe;andoverwhelmedherwithexpressionsofgratitude,respect,andaffection。
Thissoothedhertroubledmind,andshelethimtakeherhandandpourhishoneyedflatteriesintoherear,ashewalkedherslowlyupanddown。
Shecouldhardlytearhe