A Woman-Hater

第21章

Shewasasleepinfiveminutes;andMissGalesatwatchingheratfirst,butpresentlyjoinedVizardattheotherend,andtheywhisperedtogether。Saidshe,"Whatbecomesofthetheorythatwomenhavenostrengthofwill?ThereisMademoiselle_Jeleveux_inperson。Whenshewantstosleep,shesleeps;andlookatyouandme——doyouknowwherewearegoing?"

"No。"

"NomoredoI。Themotivepoweristhatpersonificationofdivinereposethere。Howbeautifulsheiswithhersweetlipsparted,andherwhiteteethpeeping,andherupperandlowerlasheswedded,andhowgraceful!"

"Sheisagoddess,"saidVizard。"IwishIhadneverseenher。Markmywords,shewillgivemethesorestheartofall。"

"Ihopenot,"saidRhoda,veryseriously。

Inasleptsweetlyfornearlytwohours,andallthattimeherfriendscouldonlyguesswheretheyweregoing。

Atlastthetrainstopped,forthesixthtime,andAshmeadopenedthedoor。

Thisworthy,whowasentirelyincommandoftheexpedition,collectedtheluggage,includingVizard\'sbag,anddepositeditatthestation。Hethenintroducedthepartytoapair-horsefly,andmountedthebox。

WhentheystoppedatBagley,Vizardsuspectedwheretheyweregoing。

Whenhesawthedirectionthecarriagetook,heknewit,andturnedverygraveindeed。

Heevenregrettedthathehadputhimselfsoblindlyunderthecontrolofawoman。HecastsearchingglancesatMademoiselleKloskingtotryanddiscoverwhatonearthshewasgoingtodo。Butherfacewasasimpenetrableasmarble。Still,sheneverlookedlesslikelytodoanythingrashorinbadtaste。Quietnesswasthemaincharacteristicofherface,whennotrippledoverbyaravishingsweetness;buthehadneverseenherlooksogreat,andlofty,andresoluteasshelookednow;

alittlestern,too,asonewhohadagreatdutytodo,andwasinflexibleasiron。Whentrulyfemininefeaturesstiffenintomarblelikethis,beautyisindeedimperial,andworthyofepicsong;itrisesbeyondthewingofprose。

MyreaderistoointelligentnottodivinethatshewassteelingherselftoaterribleinterviewwithZoeVizard——terriblemainlyonaccountoftheanguishsheknewshemustinflict。

Butwecanrarelycarryoutourplansexactlyaswetracethem——unexpectedcircumstancesderangethemorexpandthem;andIwillsofaranticipateastosaythatinthiscaseamostunexpectedturnofeventstookLaKloskingbysurprise。

Whethersheprovedequaltotheoccasionthesepageswillshowverysoon。

CHAPTERXXVI。

POIKILUSneverleftTaddington——onlythe"Swan。"MorethanoncehewaswithinsightofAshmeadunobserved。Once,indeed,thatgentleman,whohadagreatrespectfordignitaries,salutedhim;foratthatmomentPoikilushappenedtobeasleekdignitaryoftheChurchofEngland。Poikilus,whenquitehimself,woreamustache,andwassallow,andleanasaweasel;butheshavedandstuffedandcoloredforthedean。Shovel-hat,portlywalk,andgreenspectaclesdidtherest。GrandfatherWhiteheadsaluted。Hisreverencechuckled。

PoikiluskeptSevernepostedbyletterandwireastomanythingsthathappenedoutsideVizardCourt;buthecouldnotdivinethestormthatwasbrewinginsideInaKlosking\'sroom。YetSevernedefendedhimselfexactlyashewouldhavedonehadheknownall。HeandZoespentElysianhours,meetingtwiceadayintheshrubbery,andmakingloveasiftheyweretheonlytwocreaturesintheworld;butitwasblindElysiumonlytooneofthem——Severnewasuneasyandalarmedthewholetime。Hissagacityshowedhimitcouldnotlast,andtherewasalwaysacreepingterroronhim。

WouldnotUxmoorcauseinquiries?WouldhenotbesuretotellVizard?

WouldnotVizardcometheretolookafterZoe,ororderherbacktoVizardCourt?WouldnottheKloskinggetwell,andinterfereoncemore?

Hepassedthetimebetweenheavenandhell;wheneverhewasnotundertheimmediatespellofZoe\'spresence,asortofvagueterrorwasalwaysonhim。Helookedallroundhim,whereverhewent。

Thisterror,andhispassion,whichwasnowasviolentasitwaswicked,soondrovehimtoconceivedesperatemeasures。But,bymasterlyself-government,hekeptthemtwodaystohisownbosom。HefeltitwastoosoontoraiseafreshandpainfuldiscussionwithZoe。Hemustletherdrinkunmixeddelight,andgetatasteforit;andthenshowheronwhatconditionsaloneitcouldbehadforever。

Itwasonthethirddayaftertheirreconciliationshefoundhimseatedonabenchintheshrubbery,lostinthought,andlookingverydejected。

Shewasclosetohimbeforehenoticed;thenhesprungup,staredather,andbegantokissherhandsviolently,andevenherverydress。

"Itisyou,"saidhe,"oncemore。"

"Yes,dear,"saidZoe,tenderly;"didyouthinkIwouldnotcome?"

"Ididnotknowwhetheryoucouldcome。Ifeelthatmyhappinesscannotlastlong。And,Zoedear,Ihavehadadream。Idreamedweweretakenprisoners,andcarriedtoVizardCourt,andonthestepsstoodVizardandMademoiselleKloskingarm-in-arm;Ibelievetheyweremanandwife。Andyouweretakenoutandled,weeping,intothehouse,andIwasleftthereragingwithagony。Andthenthatladyputoutherfingerinacommandingway,andIwaswhirledawayintoutterdarkness,andIheardyoumoan,andIfought,anddashedmyheadagainstthecarriage,andIfeltmyheartburst,andmywholebodyfilledwithsomecoldliquid,andIwenttosleep,andIheardavoicesay,\'Itisallover;histroubleisended。\'Iwasdead。"

Thisnarrative,andhisdeepdejection,setZoe\'stearsflowing。"PoorEdward!"shesighed。"Iwouldnotsurviveyou。Butcheerup,dear;itwasonlyadream。Wearenotslaves。Iamnotdependentonanyone。Howcanwebeparted?"

"Weshall,unlessweuseouropportunity,andmakeitimpossibletopartus。Zoe,donotslightmyalarmandmymisgivings;suchwarningsareprophetic。ForHeaven\'ssake,makeonesacrificemore,andletusplaceourhappinessbeyondthereachofman!"

"Onlytellmehow。"

"Thereisbutoneway——marriage。"

Zoeblushedhigh,andpantedalittle,butsaidnothing。

"Ah!"saidhe,piteously,"Iasktoomuch。"

"Howcanyousaythat?"saidZoe。"OfcourseIshallmarryyou,dearest。

What!doyouthinkIcoulddowhatI_have_doneforanybodybutmyhusbandthatistobe?"

"Iwasmadtothinkotherwise,"saidhe,"butIaminlowspirits,andfullofmisgivings。Oh,thecomfort,thebliss,thepeaceofmind,thejoy,ifyouwouldseeourhazardouscondition,andmakeallsafebymarryingmeto-morrow。"

"To-morrow!Why,Edward,areyoumad?Howcanwebemarried,solongasmybrotherissoprejudicedagainstyou?"

"Ifwewaithisconsent,wearepartedforever。Hewouldforgiveusafterit——thatiscertain。Buthewouldneverconsent。Heistoomuchundertheinfluenceofhis——ofMademoiselleKlosking。"

"Indeed,Icannothopehewillconsentbeforehand,"sighedZoe;"butI

havenotthecouragetodefyhim;andifIhad,wecouldnotmarryallinamoment,likethat。Weshouldhavetobecriedinchurch。"

"Thatisquitegoneoutamongladiesandgentlemen。"

"Notinourfamily。Besides,evenaspeciallicensetakestime,I

suppose。Ohno,Icouldnotbemarriedinaclandestine,discreditableway。IamaVizard——pleaserememberthat。Wouldyoudegradethewomanyouhonorwithyourchoice?"

Andherredcheeksandflashingeyeswarnedhimtodesist。

"Godforbid!"saidhe。"Ifthatisthealternative,Iconsenttoloseher——andloseherIshall。"

Hethenaffectedtodismissthesubject,andsaid,"Letmeenjoythehoursthatareleftme。Muchmiseryormuchblisscanbecondensedinafewdays。Iwillenjoytheblessedtime,andwewillwaitforthechapterofaccidentsthatissuretopartus。"Thenheactedrecklesshappiness,andbrokedownatlast。

Shecried,butshowednosignofyielding。Herprideandself-respectwererousedandontheirdefense。

Thenextdayhecametoherquietlysad。Heseemedlanguidandlistless,andtocarefornothing。Hewasartfulenoughtotellher,ontheinformationofPoikilus,thatVizardhadhiredthecathedralchoirthreetimesaweektosingtohisinamorata;andthathehaddrivenheraboutTaddington,dressedlikeaduchess,inawholesuitofsables。

Atthatwordthegirlturnedpale。

Heobserved,andcontinued:"Anditseemsthesesablesareknownthroughoutthecounty。Therewereseveralcarriagesinthetown,andmyinformantheardaladysaytheywereMrs。Vizard\'ssables,worthfivehundredguineas——aRussianprincessgavethemher。"

"Itisquitetrue,"saidZoe。"Hismother\'ssables!Isitpossible!"

"Theyallsayheiscaughtatlast,andthisistobethenextMrs。

Vizard。"

"Theymaywellsayso,ifheparadesherinhismother\'ssables,"saidZoe,andcouldnotconcealherjealousyandherindignation。"Ineverdaredsomuchasaskhispermissiontowearthem,"saidshe。

"Andifyouhad,hewouldhavetoldyoutherelicsofasaintwerenottobeplayedwith。"

"Thatisjustwhathewouldhavesaid,Idobelieve。"Thefemaleheartwasstung。

"Ah,well,"saidSeverne,"IamsureIshouldnotgrudgehimhishappiness,ifyouwouldseethingsashedoes,andbeasbraveasheis。"

"Thankyou,"saidZoe。"Womencannotdefytheworldasmendo。"Then,passionately,"Whydoyoutormentmeso?whydoyouurgemeso?apoorgirl,allalone,andfarfromadvice。Whatonearthwouldyouhavemedo?"

"Secureusagainstanotherseparation,uniteusinblissforever。"

"AndsoIwouldifIcould;youknowIwould。Butitisimpossible。"

"No,Zoe;itiseasy。Therearetwoways:wecanreachScotlandineighthours;andthere,byasimplewritinganddeclarationbeforewitnesses,wearemanandwife。"

"AGretnaGreenmarriage?"

"ItisjustasmuchalegalmarriageasifabishopmarriedusatSt。

Paul\'s。However,wecouldfollowitupimmediatelybymarriageinachurch,eitherinScotlandortheNorthofEnglandButthereisanotherway:wecanbemarriedatBagley,anyday,beforetheregistrar。"

"Isthatamarriage——arealmarriage?"

"Asreal,aslegal,asbindingasaweddinginSt。Paul\'s。"

"Nobodyinthiscountyhaseverbeenmarriedso。Ishouldblushtobeseenaboutafterit。"

"Ourfirsthappyyearwouldnotbepassedinthiscountry。Weshouldgoabroadforsixmonths。"

"Ay,flyfromshame。"

"OnourreturnweshouldbereceivedwithopenarmsbymyownpeopleinHuntingdonshire,untilyourpeoplecameround,astheyalwaysdo。"

Hethenshowedheraletter,inwhichhispearlofacousinsaidtheywouldreceivehiswifewithopenarms,andmakeherashappyastheycould。UncleTomwascominghomefromIndia,withtwohundredthousandpounds;hewasaconfirmedoldbachelor,andEdwardhisfavorite,etc。

Zoefalteredalittle:sothenhepressedherhardwithlove,andentreaties,andpromises,andevenhystericaltears;thenshebegantocry——asuresignofyielding。"Givemetime,"shesaid——"givemetime。"

Hegroaned,andsaidtherewasnotimetolose。Otherwiseheneverwouldhaveurgedherso。

Forallthat,shecouldnotbedrawntoadecision。Shemustthinkoversuchastep。Nextmorning,attheusualtime,hecametoknowhisfate。

Butshedidnotappear。Hewaitedanhourforher。Shedidnotcome。Hebegantorageandstorm,andcursehisfollyfordrivinghersohard。

Atlastshecame,andfoundhimpalewithanxiety,andlookingutterlymiserable。Shetoldhimshehadpassedasleeplessnight,andherheadhadachedsointhemorningshecouldnotmove。

"Mypoordarling!"saidhe;"andIamthecause。Saynomoreaboutit,dearone。IseeyoudonotlovemeasIloveyou,andIforgiveyou。"

Shesmiledsadlyatthat,forshewassurerofherownlovethanhis。

Zoehadpassedanightoftormentandvacillation;andbutforherbrotherhavingparadedMademoiselleKloskinginhismother\'ssables,shewould,Ithink,haveheldout。Butthisturnedheralittleagainstherbrother;and,ashewasthemainobstacletoherunionwithSeverne,loveandpityconquered。YetstillHonorandPridehadtheirsay。"Edward,"

saidshe,"Iloveyouwithallmyheart,andshareyourfearsthataccidentmayseparateus。Iwillletyoudecideforbothofus。But,beforeyoudecide,bewarnedofonething。Iamagirlnolonger,butawomanwhohasbeendistractedwithmanypassions。Ifanyslurrestsonmyfairname,deeplyasIloveyounow,Ishallabhoryouthen。"

Heturnedpale,forhereyeflasheddismayintohiscravensoul。

Hesaidnothing;andshecontinued:"Ifyouinsistonthishasty,half-clandestinemarriage,thenIconsenttothis——Iwillgowithyoubeforetheregistrar,andIshallcomebackheredirectly。NextmorningearlywewillstartforScotland,andbemarriedthatotherwaybeforewitnesses。Thenyourfearswillbeatanend,foryoubelieveinthesemarriages;onlyasIdonot——forIlookonthese_legal_marriagesmerelyassolemnbetrothals——IshallbeMissZoeVizard,andexpectyoutotreatmeso,untilIhavebeenmarriedinachurch,likealady。"

"Ofcourseyoushall,"saidhe;andoverwhelmedherwithexpressionsofgratitude,respect,andaffection。

Thissoothedhertroubledmind,andshelethimtakeherhandandpourhishoneyedflatteriesintoherear,ashewalkedherslowlyupanddown。

Shecouldhardlytearhe

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